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It’s been too long
I can’t remember your face
I’m gasping for life
And you’ve fallen from grace

Maybe I wanted you
Maybe I needed you
Maybe I loved you…

…I wish I didn’t love you.

I can’t help but think about
What could have been
Instead, a part of me died
Standing still and broken

How could you be at fault
For such a crime
You were guiltless and perfect
When you were mine

But what you did
Cannot be ignored
It can’t be denied

You deserve to die.

Through all this time
I’m out of mind with sorrow
For the lives lost that night
And thinking of you tomorrow

I wish I didn’t love you
Because it’s still true
I hate you for what you did
But hating is something I can’t do

…maybe you still love me too.