Summary: It's the summer before Harry Potter goes off to Hogwarts for his sixth year. Friendship is blooming in the air...and maybe something more? Well flowers are blooming for sure because he just can't stop smelling them! Now if only he could find one around the Burrow...
Categories: Harry/Ginny Characters: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 3
Completed: No
Word count: 9245
Read: 8289
Published: 05/01/07
Updated: 07/31/07
1. Chapter 1: Dirty Laundry by NaruKoibito
2. Chapter 2: In Sickness and In Health by NaruKoibito
3. Chapter 3: Contemplation by NaruKoibito
Chapter 1: Dirty Laundry by NaruKoibito
Author's Notes:
This is a story of how Harry and Ginny became friends - and eventually Harry falls for her. He just doesn't know it yet. ^_^ It's the summer of HBP. Hope you like it!
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and never will. He belongs completely to JKRowling.
Chapter One: Dirty Laundry
Oh sweet days of summer, the jasmine's in bloom
July is dressed up and playing her tune
And when I come home from a hard day's work
And you're waiting there; yes you're waiting there
Without a care in the world.
-Jason Mraz, Summer Breeze
Harry Potter was soaring through the clear blue sky, his hands easily guiding his Firebolt through the air. There were the tops of evergreen trees and mountains in the distance as far as his eyes could see. The clouds floated gently around him. His unruly black hair rippled against his face as his emerald eyes leisurely scanned his setting. And then he saw it â“ the unmistakable glint of gold, and he was speeding up, going faster and faster, feeling his heart ram excitedly against his chest, adrenaline pounding against his ears, and he was reaching out, extending his hand, the golden Snitch barely and inch away from his nimble fingers, and just as they wrapped around the small ball, a blast of the scent of flowers invaded his brain and â“
BAM!
He let out a moan as his side flooded with pain, rolled over slightly onto his back, and clutched his throbbing ribs. The impact against the floor hadnât exactly been kind. He opened his still sleep-filled eyes, only to see spots of various bright colors dance in front of him. Then a blurry face with crimson hair framing it came into view. Two brown smudges blinked at him with interest.
âAre you all right Harry?â
He strained his eyes, registering the wry smile on her face and her lips trembling with amusement.
âFine,â he croaked, attempting to untangle himself from the blanket that currently bound his legs together, though he did not succeed. He continued to squint at her so she obligingly placed his black glasses onto his face. Her pale and pretty face then became crystal clear and he could actually see the freckles that he had known were there. She was surprisingly close to him in her kneeling position beside him.
âHave a nice dream?â Ginny Weasley asked, not even trying to hide the amusement in her voice. He pushed himself off of the floor and rubbed the side of his face.
âYeah,â he said, though he didnât remember it anymore. He rubbed his neck. âIs it time for breakfast?â
âEveryoneâs already been up and about for a while now. Mum told me not to wake you up. Did you arrive late last night?â He watched as her thin figure rose and weaved through Ronâs room expertly, dodging the miscellaneous objects strewn across the floor, her red ponytail swinging cheerfully after her. The sun was shining brightly in from the windows over her simple, pale green T-shirt and cropped jeans. She bent over and picked up the laundry basket and she glanced at him over her shoulder. âHarry?â
âOh â“ sorry!â Harry answered, feeling the heat rise to his cheeks as he tore his gaze away. âUm, yeah, Dumbledore came and brought me here yesterday. It was pretty late.â
It suddenly occurred to him how strange this was. Usually he and Ginny didnât talk alone. Now that he thought about it, most of the time at least Ron or Hermione were with them and that hadnât even started until the year before, his fifth year, when she got over her crush on him. This was probably why it was surprising how he wasnât the least bit annoyed or bothered by her presence â“ even in his disheveled state. During that time she had started to actually talk to him and they had become almost friends by association. Idly he ran a hand through his chaotic raven hair.
âWell, I for one am glad youâre here.â
âYou are?â he asked, looking back at her with raised eyebrows. She stood there with the white basket at her side. âHasnât Hermione been here for a week now?â
âThatâs exactly the problem,â she said, rolling her eyes with exasperation. âShe and Ron have been blowing hot and cold nonstop! One minute theyâre screaming at each other, the next they wonât talk to each other, and then theyâre throwing shy glances at each other⌠And of course since Fred and George no longer live here, Iâve been trapped in the middle of their arguments.â
âAh, so you know what itâs like now,â grinned Harry, propping his elbow against the bed. Ginny smiled sympathetically at him.
âAnyway, since Iâm about to do the laundry do you have anything that needs to be washed?â
âActuallyâŚâ he blushed. âMaybe I should do my own laundryâŚâ
She raised an eyebrow as her lips arched upward. âYou donât need to be embarrassed, Harry, I have six older brothers. Thereâs nothing you need to hide. And it wonât be a burden since Iâm doing Ronâs as well.â
âR-Right,â he stammered. Of course he didnât need to be worried about her seeing his dirty clothes. Sheâd seen similar articles of clothes all her life. How silly of him, he scolded himself as he tried to get up, only to tangle himself further. Mortified beyond belief now, he jumped to his feet just as he yanked at the offending blanket. His foot slid against the cloth and he was thrust forward, slamming right into his best friendâs sister. The basket of dirty clothes flew from her hands as they crashed onto the ground.
âOwâŚow, ow,â she muttered underneath him. He felt sharp pain race up his arms and knees, but couldnât help but register how nice her soft body felt against his.
âSorry! Iâm so sorry Ginny!â he sputtered, shoving away the dirty shirt that had landed on his head. He wasnât quite sure if he was apologizing for causing her to fall or for thinking such atrocious thoughts. He tried to quickly push himself off of her, but the cursed blanket had other ideas.
âYouâre so graceful, you know that?â she laughed lightly as she blew away a strand of red hair from her face. Most of her tresses had escaped from the ponytail and surrounded her now flushed face.
âYeah,â he said with relief, glad that she wasnât angry when she had the right to be furious. He himself started to laugh at this very strange predicament. âSo Iâve been told.â
âCome on, get off of me before one of my brothers walk through that door,â she laughed, poking his chest. He blanched at the thought and hastily rose to his feet, the wretched blanket finally releasing him from its grip.
âIâd like to live a little longer.â
âCould you hand me that shirt?â she asked as she went about the room. She tossed the strewn garments into the basket. She winced when bending over to pick up a pair of shorts and rubbed her sore back.
âSorry again,â Harry repeated guiltily as he threw the shirt that had fallen onto his head back where it had come. He quickly scrambled to gather more clothes. âHow about I help you with the laundry to make it up to you?â
âAre you sure?â She looked at him with surprise. He realized then that it would mean spending more time with her. But he really didnât mind. In fact, if Hermione and Ron were acting the way that she had described them to be acting, then he would rather be with her than endure his best friendsâ bickering.
âYeah,â he nodded with a smile. âBesides, Ron and Hermione are probably only going to trap me in the middle as well.â
âAlright then, if you insist,â she said with a small smile as she headed toward the door. âCollect your unclean clothes and meet me outside, but grab a bit of breakfast on the table first if you like.â
Harry stood alone in the room for a moment as he heard her descend down the stairs. He gathered all of his clothes that needed washing into a bag. It was strange, he thought to himself as he shoved a pair of socks into the bag. Why was he so excited about spending time with Ginny Weasley, the little girl who used to have a crush on him? Then again, she had gotten over that a long time ago. She had even dated Michael Corner last year. And she certainly wasnât a âlittle girlâ anymore. Her Quidditch skills had absolutely shocked all of her brothers â“ and admittedly Harry as well. Not to mention her Bat Boogey Hex was nothing to laugh at either. As he slung the bag over his shoulder, he thought that perhaps it wouldnât be so bad, spending time with the youngest Weasley.
He then opened the door and trotted down the stairs and decided to grab a bite of food before he helped Ginny. He made his way into the kitchen to find a pile of toast, eggs, and bacon with a warming spell over them. He had just taken his first bite with a relish when he almost toppled from his seat as loud screams erupted just outside the door near him.
âDonât you dare touch my mail, Ronald!â
âI didnât touch your precious letter to Vicky, Herm-own-ninny!â
âDonât call either of us those things!â
âOh, so he can call you that, but I canât?â
âHe canât pronounce my name! And for your information, the last time I checked the letter â“ Harry, hi!â Hermione greeted him breathlessly when she opened the kitchen door with a bang. Her chestnut hair was all in disarray and her face was flushed from screaming.
âHi Hermione,â he answered, nervously glancing over her shoulder, believing he would soon see a livid redhead.
âI heard from Mrs. Weasley that you arrived last night â“â she began, but she was soon drowned out by the voice of Harryâs other best friend.
âDonât think you canâ“!â
âShut up Ron!â she cried while slamming the door shut. Harry jumped back. He wanted to protect his ears, but it was too late. Her shrill voice still rang in his ears.
âI better go now,â Harry said, trying to stuff as much toast into his mouth as possible.
âOh, right, I was just going to Ginnyâs room anyway,â Hermione smiled apologetically as she headed toward the door where Harry had entered not so long ago.
âDonât tell me to shut up!â Ronâs voice clamored over them as he entered the kitchen with a loud bang as well. The lanky, freckle-faced boy with a face as red as maroon stood angrily in the room.
âI can when you deserve to be shouted at! How many times do I have to tell you that Victor and I are just friends? Like you and me?â she swerved around to yell at the tall redhead behind her. This comment, however, failed to sooth Ron. In fact, he looked as if he had swallowed a toad whole.
âY-You say friends, but you never know if he⌠Friends can beâŚâ he trailed off and glared at the floor as Hermione watched him breathlessly. But a whole minute passed and nothing happened except Ron got more and more red.
âI really have to go. Ginnyâs outside waiting for me,â said Harry, not wanting to hear this. He tried to dart around the bushy-haired girl, who now stood between him and the exit. This was extremely awkward because Ron was trying to accost her right behind him.
âGinny?â Hermione turned to him, looking taken aback and pleased at the same time. Then her expression turned a bit perplexed.
âEr, yes, Iâm helping her â“â
âGinny,â she repeated slowly, her eyebrow arched.
âYes, Ginny, so if you donât mind â“â
âDONâT IGNORE ME TO FLIRT WITH YOUR FRIEND!â Ron demanded, not wanting to be ignored anymore.
Harry covered his ears this time.
âI AM NOT FLIRTING WITH HARRY!â
âHarry? Is that you?â Ginnyâs voice drifted from outside. He was never happier to hear her voice. âHurry up! I canât wait all day!â
âOh look at that!â Harry laughed in relief as he ducked under Hermioneâs angrily raised arm. âGinnyâs calling!â
Ginnyâs voice welcomed him as he stepped into the sunlight, âWhew, you made it! I was worried they might have trapped you and started asking you to pick a side.â
Her cropped jeans were rolled up so that they looked like shorts and she stood in the middle of a wide soap-filled basin. She grinned at him as she batted away a stray lock of hair that had escaped her once again loosened ponytail with her soap-covered hand.
âThanks for the save,â he said gratefully. The shouting had continued inside the Burrow and loud bangs decorated Ron and Hermioneâs loud voices.
âDonât worry about it. That fighting there has been happening all week. Donât say I didnât tell you,â she said nonchalantly. âI believe the last fight had to do something with tomatoesâŚâ
âWow. Havenât their voices tired even once?â
She took a moment to think about this and then shrugged. âNope. Itâs quite ridiculous. The two obviously have overly friendly feelings toward one another.â
âYou donât need to tell me,â he said good-naturedly. âIâve had to deal with it for five years now. Though this time they seemed pretty close to actually getting somewhereâŚâ
âAnyway, roll up those trousers of yours and throw your pile over with the rest,â she said, gesturing vaguely to the pile on the grass.
âYou donât using a washing machine?â Harry asked with interest as he did what he was told.
Ginny paused in the middle of scrubbing a sweater to look at him curiously. âA washing what?â
âEr â“ â Harry smiled. âNever mind. So why donât you just use magic?â
âSilly. I would think you of all people would know about underage magic,â she laughed as she resumed her scrubbing. She pushed away a pestering lock of hair with the back of her hand. âThen againâŚperhaps itâs because itâs youâŚâ
âHey!â he protested as he joined her inside the rather large basin, settling himself at the edge of the washbasin. He shoved a shirt deep into the soapy water. âIâll have you know both of those times werenât my fault!â
âOf course they werenât, Harry.â She looked at him, her honey brown eyes watching him seriously. He felt his throat close up at her sincerity. It suddenly reoccurred to him that she had been on his side when he had told everyone that Voldemort had returned. And she had been there with him in the Department of Mysteries⌠Now she smiled in a strange way that made his chest feel hot. The sun sparkled over her shoulder, lighting up her brilliant hair into innumerous shades of red. âAnyway, we all take turns doing the laundry to make things easier for Mum since sheâs so busy.â
âRight,â he managed with a nod. He wondered to himself if this conversation was going to turn awkwardâŚ
He was proven wrong, however, when Ginnyâs highly amused voice caused him to raise his head. âOh my, Harry. Snitches?â
âWhat?â he instantly asked, utterly unaware of what she was referring to. Then his emerald eyes widened in horror and the shirt slipped from his wet hands as he watched Ginny wave his favorite pair of boxers in the air.
âItâs so cute, Harry,â she said, struggling to keep from bursting out with laughter.
âG-Give that back!â he cried, attempting to grab the article of clothing away from her. His face was so hot that it could put an embarrassed Ron to shame. Ginny, however, appeared to have other ideas as she hid it behind her back.
âSnitches! How original!â she beamed at him. âHarry Potter, the famous youngest Seeker in the century! I would never have guessed!â
âOh yeah?â he dove his hand into the pile next to him before he found what he was looking for. ThoughâŚit wasnât exactly what he was looking for. His face, if possible, turned even redder. âLace?â
âHey!â she screamed as he dangled a pair of emerald kickers adorned with gold lace in front of her. Since when, he couldnât help but wonder, did she wear such things? He quickly tried to banish the image of her wearing it from his head in alarm. Suddenly she had a wicked glint in her eye. âOh yeah? Fine, letâs trade. You can keep those and Iâll keep these!â
âNo way!â Harry cried in horror. âGirls can wear boxers but blokes canât wear â“ canât wearâŚâ
He gestured to her kickers.
âBut the green matches your eyes,â she said cheekily. She safely stashed his boxers behind her, beyond his reach.
âGinny,â he moaned. He never thought that such an event as this would ever happen. âThose are my favorite pair! And how do you expect me to explain to your six brothers how your knickers came into my possession?â
Her mouth was twisted into half a smile and half a smirk at the same time. It was fascinating. How did she do that and come off as so charming without really trying?
âIf I give them back to you, what will I get in return?â
âWhat do you want?â A smile tugged at his lips. He couldnât help it.
âI wantâŚâ her eyes slowly trailed up from his torsoâŚslowly traveling to his eyes. He swallowed hard and if the shirt he had been washing had still been in his hands, it would have surely slipped away from his fingers a second time. Her eyes held his gaze until her lips began to move again and caused his eyes to flicker over them. âI want a jumper.â
He blinked. âWhat?â
She smiled as she reached over and grabbed a pair of shorts to wash. âI want a jumper of yours.â
âBut â“ well, which one?â he frowned as he finished scrubbing the T-shirt he had abandoned.
âYour green one,â she said simply.
âThe oneâŚâ he frowned as he tried to mentally place this jumper. âMy green one? WellâŚI really did like that one, but I suppose itâs fine for you to have.â
âReally?â Her face lit up with such delight that he had the sudden urge to offer her the rest of his jumpers.
âSure,â he agreed. âItâs a bit tight on me now anyways. But you better hand my boxers over.â
She stuck her tongue out at him defiantly, but tossed the garment at him and he yelped when it hit him square in the face. He looked at her, a mischievous spark in his own emerald eyes. He seized a handful of soapsuds and flung it at her. She let out a cry of laughter as she was splattered with it. In retaliation, she tossed the soaking pair of shorts at him, splattering him with water and soap. He kicked water at her, splashing her with water. She captured some bubbles in her hand and blew it at him playfully. He found this bubble experience much more fun than the last time he was with a girl (though she was deceased) and bubbles. Soon the two of them were both a dripping mess.
âI think,â he gasped between laughs as he squeezed his shirt in attempt to rid it of all the water it had absorbed, âwe should stop.â
âOh dear,â she giggled. She pointed to his glasses. âYou have a little somethingâŚâ
âHa ha, Ginny,â he said dryly. His glasses were completely wet and even had several bubbles attached to it.
âHere, let me get that for you,â she said as she carefully removed his glasses from his face. He felt her cool, yet warm hands brush his face, and it left a slight tingle. She then proceeded to dry the glasses off on the only dry part of her shirt. She offered it back to him and he took it with a timid smile.
âThanks.â Then he watched as she pushed away her bangs from her face once again. He reached over and tucked the defiant tendril behind her ear. Then his fingers jerked back and he quickly rubbed his hands over his trousers. It had seemed like a perfectly normal thing to do at the time.
âThanks,â she said almost shyly.
âN-No problem,â he said, clearing his throat.
âWellâŚâ she said, placing her hands on her hips as she observed their environment.
âWe didnât manage to get much done, did weâŚ?â Harry winced, feeling rather guilty that he had distracted her so much from her chores. He had intended to help her, not delay her.
âI have an idea!â she claimed. She unexpectedly grabbed a bunch of clothes and heaved it into the basin.
âWhat are you doing?â he asked as she poured more soap and water into the tub.
âWatch,â she told him with a coy smile before she jumped into the basin. She began stomping on the clothes. âCome on! Iâm sure this way is much faster.â
Before he knew it, he had joined her and the two of them were jumping away with great abandon. It didnât even matter that the water splashed against their legs because they were already wet. Then they hung the clothes up on lines. She taught him how to clip the clothes onto the wire lines so that they managed to stay put, for his first attempt has only resulted in him rewashing a pair of socks.
âYou sure do know how to get things done properly,â he complimented her. âIâm sure youâll make a great wife someday.â
âHa,â she said, her cheeks a slight pink. âWell I canât cook. Nearly burned down the Burrow before, I did.â
âI can cook rather decently,â he commented as he clipped up Ronâs black robes. âI was forced, after all, to cook for the Dursleys for years.â
For some reason, he didnât find it strange to be talking to her about his past. He usually refrained from speaking about it because he hated when others pitied him. Yet he somehow knew she wouldnât.
âThen weâd make a pretty good pair, donât you think?â she joked. He smiled, glad that she didnât press further with the Dursley issue.
âYeah,â Harry shot back. âI can see it now. The two of us, old and withered, and youâd wake me up each morning with a prod of your cane, croaking, âHarry! Make me a sandwich!ââ
He enjoyed her laughter floating in the air.
âAnd Iâd steal your Snitch-clad boxers again and again.â
âAnd Iâd buy you even more lacy knickers in hopes that youâll finally give up on pilfering my precious underwear. Iâll even get you several with some Snitches of your own.â
âThat wonât sway me, Potter.â
âBy the way, you better not mention what type of underwear I own to anybodyâŚâ
âShoot, thanks for the reminder, Harry! I better send those pictures to your official fan club.â
âMy what?â he cried out in disgust.
She came into view as she leaned back into the aisle he was busy working on. âYou know, I should really steal your boxers and sell them to one of your rabid fans. Iâd make a fortune.â
âYou wouldnât,â he smiled warningly.
âWhatever you say,â she winked at him.
He then leapt forward toward her, just as she dashed away. Their cries rang in the air as they chased one another around the billowing clothes. He closed in on her, her hair dancing with reckless abandon since it finally fully escaped from her ponytail. He grabbed her small body as she shook with fits of laughter.
âLet go!â she gasped.
âSay you wonât tell anyone!â His fingers almost naturally found her sides and tickled her mercilessly, causing her to twist and turn against his firm grip as she continued to laugh until tears streamed down her rosy face.
âOh yeah?â Her fingers lunged to the sides of his ribs and tickled him in retaliation.
After a few minutes of this tickling war, the two of them collapsed onto the grass, panting heavily. He enjoyed the warm rays of the sun as it beat against his now mostly dry body. Their arms were spread out around them. He closed his eyes and relished the moment. The sun felt so nice on his skin⌠He turned his head toward Ginny and opened his emerald eyes leisurely. He smiled at her state that paralleled his a few moments ago. Vaguely, he noticed that their hands were awfully close to one anotherâs.
And the swelling in his heart grew. Today, for the first time in a very, very long time, he had been able to be carefree. He did simply, mundane things without causing everyone to divert their attention to him. This was the first day he had left the wretched Dursley house and for once really felt that it was summer. And best of allâŚhe felt that he was making another rare ordinary friendship. Where he could be just Harry. Yet it was odd because he didnât exactly feel this way with Ron or Hermione and he had been their best friends since his first year. It just felt a little bit different. This new friendshipâŚwas turning out to be special.
âThank you for today, Ginny,â he said.
âWhat do you mean?â she asked, forging ignorance. Her fingers twitched almost invisibly.
He smiled gratefully, though she wasnât looking at him. Slowly he extended a finger. âNothing. JustâŚthanks.â
There was a short pause before their fingers softly touched.
âYouâre welcome.â
Naru-chan: Thank you for reading! =) Now I will humbly ask for you to please review so I know what you think! So...review?
Chapter 2: In Sickness and In Health by NaruKoibito
Author's Notes:
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.
Chapter Two: In Sickness and In Health
You canât start a fire without a spark
But thereâs something that I guarantee
You canât hide when infection starts
Because love is a social disease.
-Bon Jovi
The sound that escaped from his mouth could only be described as noise. If one did try, however, to describe it, one might say it rather resembled gargling. Blinking required an astonishing amount of effort, and Harry could vaguely tell that a redhead was looking down at him with a look of inexpressible pity.
âHow you feeling, mate?â Ron asked.
âLishat,â Harry uttered. He didnât even have the strength to sound gall. He felt his nose tickle and raised his hands. âAâŚAhâŚAchoo!â
His head jerked violently, but he managed to cover his face in time. He looked at his hands with disgust.
âMmm,â Ron said sympathetically as he handed his best friend several tissues.
âHan qu,â Harry muttered as he cleaned his hands and handed the tissue back to Ron.
âEr â“ no problem,â Ron replied with one raised eyebrow before he hastily threw it away and rubbed his hands nervously against another cloth.
âHoz innâŚ?â Harry asked, shifting slightly in his bed. He couldnât seem to get comfortable at all. The blanket burned against his heated skin, but without the blanket the chilly air made him shudder.
âCome again?â Ronâs expression turned mystified.
âHoâ“ez Ginn?â he repeated slowly with labored effort.
âGinny? Sheâs just as sick as you.â Ron shook his head in disbelief. âYou two should have known better than to stay in wet clothes for so long.â
âGonuty,â Harry protested weakly.
âYes, yes,â Ron consented. âGet some rest now, okay?â
âMnfayâŚâ
Harry gratefully closed his weary emerald eyes as he hazily heard Ron leave the room. He felt horrible, and that was an understatement. But the one good thing about this illness was the quiet. Ron and Hermione had ceased their bickering because Mrs. Weasley wouldnât stand for it when Harry and Ginny were sick. The potion Mrs. Weasley had given him was beginning to work, and he blurrily wondered if the potion served like a Muggle pill. Like Tylenol. Whenever he used to get sick at the Dursleysâ, they would shove him back into his cupboard, terrified that his illness would contaminate them â“ as if his cold could do more damage than a normal cold. He would have to pick the locks through his fever and sneak to the kitchen cupboard as noiselessly as possible in hopes of finding any medicine. Once he failed to do so and he wasnât even granted food that day. Needless to say, he didnât get well quickly. But this. This was differentâŚHe did feel awful that he was sick, but in a way it wasnât so bad⌠The extra cot in Ronâs room was comfortable (at least considerably softer compared to the cupboard) and he didnât exactly mind Mrs. Weasleyâs fussing. It wasâŚrather niceâŚ
âACHOO!â he sneezed with such force that it felt as if he had just sneezed some of his brain away. He sure felt as if he couldnât think properly. He sniffed loudly and his hand feebly searched his bedside table for a tissue. His fingers found what they had been looking for, and he blew his nose loudly before throwing the soiled balled tissue onto the pile of other used tissues. He rubbed his stuffy red nose with irritation. He took it back. Being sick was terrible.
The thoughts in his mind swam uncontrollably. Perhaps he and Ginny should have changed their clothes after their little water fightâŚbut it hadnât seemed like it would do any harm if they kept them on at the time. In fact, it almost seemed like a good idea to leave them as they wereâŚ! After all, Ginny hadnât been complaining. And he certainly had not been either. He could still picture her: her pale shirt plastered to her damp skinâŚher long hair that had turned almost burgundy because it was wet â“ and how the tips of her tresses curled toward her body naturallyâŚand how the drops of clear water trickled down her pale skinâŚ
Absently he pressed his sweaty hand against his face. His forehead felt feverishly hot, even to his own already burning hands. He licked his dry lips with what little moisture was left in his parched mouth. He pressed his flushed cheeks against his pillow in hopes of soothing his blazing skin. He considered moving in yet another attempt to get comfortable, but thought perhaps it was better to just lay still.
While his body didnât move, his mind continued to reel madly. Several faded images flashed in his mindâŚfloating booksâŚsinging toadsâŚtalking hatsâŚbefore he found himself in Hogwarts again, wearing his old green dress robes. He was dancing now, surrounded by a pale white mist that seemed to have a mysterious luster. It was the Yule Ball all over again he realized as he saw the silver decorated walls and artificially falling snow above him, except this time Cho was in his arms rather than Parvati. Her black hair lightly swayed against his hands on her slim waist and she was looking up at him with her wide, blue eyes. She was beautiful in her silver dress. She sighed happily and rested her head against his chest. He shifted uneasily.
âThis is so perfect, Harry,â she murmured.
His brows knitted as he tried to think of something to say. This had undoubtedly been his most fervent wish in his fourth year but the strange thing was that he wasnât the least bit happy now that it had come true. Being here reminded him of how their relationship had fallen apart a few months ago. In fact he felt uncomfortable and was earnestly looking about, in hope of seeing somethingâŚbut what? Futilely, he searched the crowd of glittering and swirling people with chagrin.
âHarry?â Choâs voice said, sounding far away. It echoed around him. âHarryâŚHarryâŚHarryâŚ?â
He was floating through darkness now, her voice still resounding in his ears. He slowly landed on his feet and looked about him. He was surrounded by blackness, but it seemed as if there was spotlight on him. Then, as if someone had flipped a switch, another spotlight turned on.
There, in the center of the white light sat a considerably large black dog. His eyes calmly observed Harry as his tail wagged ever so slightly. Harry felt the emotion well up inside him at the familiar animal.
âSiriusâŚâ
The dog seemed to smile sadly at him before it twitched, as if hearing something. Then it stood, turned, and began to run the opposite direction of Harry. A sharp stab of panic pierced through him. His legs moved before he thought of moving them. They raced after his beloved godfather, but with each step they seemed to gain more weight. Desperately, he pushed onward.
âSirius!â Harry screamed, sweat pouring down his face. The dog turned to glance back at him. âSirius, donât go!â
Just as he reached the dog and extended his arms to hold it, it morphed and Harry smelled the familiar scent of sweet flowers as white arms embraced him. Red hair danced around him and caressed his skin. He closed his eyes and hung on. For one moment...he felt peace. When he opened them again, seconds later, he saw a small smile before he was suddenly only holding small flower petals that dispersed around him.
âNoâŚno, no!â he cried as his hands unsuccessfully tried to catch the scattering petals.
Harry woke up with a jolt, hardly being able to gasp for precious air. His chest was tightly constricted, as if there was a force pulsing painfully inside him. Terrified, his hands clawed at the blankets around him as he struggled to take in several mouthfuls of air. Finally, after what seemed like hours, his breathing steadied and the pressure loosened its hold on him. He collapsed in a shaking and sweaty mess on the bed.
His eyes took a moment to adjust to the dark blue room. He had, it seemed, fallen asleep for quite some time⌠Unsteadily, he ran his hand over his black hair, feeling his lightening-bolt shaped scar. What a very odd dream⌠He let out a long breath in hopes of soothing his nerves. He nearly jumped out of bed when he heard soft moaning beside him.
His reflexes, even in this sick state, caused him to turn toward the sound and automatically search for his wand, but his movements screeched to a halt and he inhaled sharply at the sight he saw. In Ronâs bed was a small, curled figure. Long, crimson hair curled around a pale face, which glistened with beads of sweat. Her teeth chattered against each other and her hands clasped and unclasped themselves as she shivered. He then realized that her body was exposed to the cold air since her red covers had slipped to the floor.
Not knowing what he was doing, Harry stumbled out of his cot to Ginny with his blanket around his shoulders. Fumbling, he lifted the red blanket from the floor and covered her shaking body. When his fingers graced her arm, however, she began to violently jerk and her breath came in fast, large gasps. He was so alarmed that his vision blurred. Forcing his mind to focus, he tried to remember what was the right thing to do in a situation like this. The downfall from trying to focus was that his mind rebelled and did the exact opposite. The only images that swam about in his aching head looked like a banana and a pineappleâŚdancingâŚ? Meanwhile his hands took a mind of their own and turned her over onto her back before one pressed against her damp forehead. She was burning up, perhaps even more than he was. Not that he knew how hot he wasâŚ
âShh,â he half whispered, half muttered to her as he slipped to his knees. If he wasnât in such a state of mind, he might have thought of calling for Mr. or Mrs. Weasley. As it was, he couldnât think of doing such a thing. The banana had turned into a dog and the pineapple was still dancing, but the dog bit the head off of the pineapple. Fuzzily, he reached under her covers and took her cold and sweaty hand into his. She was still shaking.
âIsn ka, Ginn.â He sniffed hard and took a deep breath, trying to clear his head. âIâm here.â
Gradually her breathing slowed to a steadier tempo and the shivering ceased. Harry smiled woozily and pressed their joint hands against his hot forehead, feeling his head begin to whirl again as his vision slipped back into the darkness. He rose to totter his way back to his bed but Ginnyâs hand suddenly tightened on his and she let out a small moan of objection.
The dark room was positively spiraling now with various bright colors so he did the only thing he could manage to. He numbly tumbled onto the bed next to Ginny. Their bodies faced one another unknowingly, and their warm hands held firm underneath the covers. One last thought trailed through his ailing head before he drifted once again to a more peaceful sleep.
Being sick really wasnât so bad.
Naru-chan: I hoped you liked this chapter! I particularly had tons of fun writing Harry as sick. I loved his sick ridden head...I've never written something like this before...so I hope I did a decent job. I did like the dancing fruit I added to his head.
Sorry for the long wait! To be honest...er, I hadn't realized that this story had been validated. ^^; I've tried many times to upload something here, but, er, unsuccessfully. I didn't think this story would be different...
Now that my ranting is done...reviews are always nice you know. ^^ Thanks!
Chapter 3: Contemplation by NaruKoibito
Author's Notes:
Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.
Chapter Three: Contemplation
I've got a hunger
Twisting my stomach into knots
That my tongue was tied off,
My brain's repeating
âIf you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth.
-Death Cab For Cutie, The Sound of Settling
Harry pushed his face further into the pillow with a sleepy frown. He could hear muffled shouting again and he wondered what on earth could send Ron and Hermione at it again. He took a deep breath and was pleasantly surprised to discover that he could, for the most part, breathe through his nose again. He let out a small sigh and was going to force himself back into his nice, serene sleep when it slowly dawned to him that he couldnât move his legs. Or his left arm. Or right hand. Hmm, this was really quite odd because when he slept he usually could do such things.
Little by little he opened one of his emerald eyes, clouded with sleep. Well, that couldnât be right, he thought. He must still be dreaming⌠And he would have very well closed his eye and drifted back to sleep if it hadnât been for terribly realistic scent of flowers that surrounded him.
Harryâs frown deepened. This really was an odd dream, considering that it felt so authentic. When he had opened his eyes, he had seen a sleeping Ginny before him and he could have sworn that he felt someone tugging at the blanket. However, that was impossible. Why would he and Ginny be in the same bed? AndâŚwhy would he be dreaming about that?
Then the memory of last night flooded his mind.
For the third time within three days, Harry jolted out of bed. Well, he tried to. OnlyâŚit was rather difficult when he was practically attached to Ginny. Their legs had tangled together; her red head was pressed comfortably against his chest; his left arm was underneath her waist and was tingling probably from lack of blood circulation. Not to mention their still entwined hands.
Her eyelashes fluttered and her eyes half opened, revealing her brown eyes. A drowsy and carefree smile graced her face before she closed her eyes. Then they snapped open, wide with confusion and shock.
âHarry?â
This was a very bad time to go red.
âHi,â he smiled nervously.
âWhy are youâŚwe didnât â“â Her voice was filled with alarm as her eyes quickly checked to make sure they were both fully dressed.
âNo!â he assured her quickly. The he flushed nervously as he recalled blacking out. âAt least I donât think so. I would neverâŚ! We were terribly sick.â
Ginny rose, pressing her free hand against her nightgown, making sure it was positively on. His left arm felt the blood flood through it, but it felt rather empty and a bit cold from the absence of her weight. He carefully untangled their legs and rose as well. There was a slight awkward silence in the air.
Harry was suddenly overwhelmed with horrible and ugly guilt. The Weasleys had always cared and loved him and this was how he repaid them? By practically taking advantage of their precious and only daughter or sister? His cheeks stained a shameful red. He could feel their enmity just from that thought.
And what about Ginny? Surely she never wanted to talk to him again⌠His heart clenched painfully. They had just started really to become friends tooâŚ
Anxiously, he glanced at her. At the exact same moment, she glanced at him too. It must have been his imagination, for he could have sworn that electricity rushed through his blood. Then her eyes flickered downward and his followed her gaze.
They were still holding hands.
He quickly released her left hand and rubbed the back of his neck as she held her hand in the other close to her chest.
âSorry,â he blurted out. âYou probably want to know why IâmâŚerm, in this bed.â
âYes,â she said numbly, watching him.
âYou see, in the middle of the night I woke up and saw you in Ronâs bed shivering because, um, your blanket fell off. So I got up and put it over you, but you were still shaking so IâŚtook your hand,â he said lamely. Now it all seemed so stupid and strange to him. Why had he done that? âAnd you know, my head was still spinning from my own fever so I made my way toward my bed, but we were still holding hands so you⌠I kind of collapsed onto this bed.â
âOh,â Ginny said at last. He risked a glance at her, hoping this wasnât going to turn extremely awkward for the rest of the summer. To his great surprise, she began to grin. âWell, at least now I can honestly say that Iâve slept with Harry Potter.â
He stared at her for a moment, a bit dumbstruck before a sound escaped from his mouth. âPfftâŚâ
Before he knew it, he was laughing uncontrollably. It was partially because of her statement, but also because of the great sense of relief he felt. It was as if ten tons had been lifted from his chest.
âACHOO!â the two of them sneezed simultaneously.
âI guess weâre still a little bit sick,â Ginny sniffed, pulling her blanket closer to her body. He found it fascinating how the cloth pooled around her legs in red ripples.
âDo you want to sleep some more?â
She shook her head. âIâm not sleepy anymore. Are you?â
He shook his head as well.
âWhat should we do now?â she asked.
The sudden loud growl that emitted from Harryâs stomach seemed to answer the question. âErrâŚâ
âShall we eat then?â she gave him a smile that soothed away his embarrassment.
âPlease.â Harry smiled sheepishly.
Together they trudged down the winding stairs, their blankets still wrapped around their bodies. They could hear the bustling from the kitchen. Ginny threw him an amused look before pushing the door open to reveal a redhead and a brunette. The two of them jumped at the sight of Harry and Ginny and both of them were flushed a deep, guilty hue.
âHello! I didnât know you two were up!â squeaked Hermione in a pitch an octave higher than usual. âWeâŚwe didnât disturb you, did we?â
Ron shot her an embarrassed glare.
âEr, no,â Harry mumbled, glancing from Ron to Hermione. The two of them couldnât haveâŚit wasnât possibleâŚ
âNo, actually,â Ginny answered smoothly with a smile, completely ignoring their abnormal behavior. Harry, however, noticed the glint of glee in her brown eyes. âWe woke up and were hungry.â
âOh good,â Hermione scrambled out of her seat to the counter. âMrs. And Mr. Weasley went to stay with the twins to see what their new life is like, but she kept food for you two in case you got hungry! Warm porridge.â
âSo you two have been hereâŚalone,â Harry said slowly, trying to register this information.
Ron wasnât facing Harry or Ginny, but his ears were extremely red.
âThank you,â Ginny ignored Harryâs previous comment as she and Harry each took a bowl of porridge and he took the plate full of toast in his other hand. Harry made his way to sit at the kitchen table, but Ginnyâs body intercepted him. âWeâll justâŚeat this in the living room.â
âOh, okay,â said Hermione, but Harry caught the look of relief and gratitude she flashed toward the younger redhead. He blinked. He could have sworn that Ginny winked back.
âLetâs go, Harry,â Ginny said, leading Harry away toward the door. The moment the door closed behind them, she began giggling.
âWhat justâŚ?â he asked in confusion.
âOh, those two are finally going somewhere,â she beamed at him as she settled on the couch and Harry took the seat next to her. She balanced the bowl of porridge on her lap perfectly as she continued to speak while he placed the plate of toast onto the small table in front of them. âCouldnât you tell? It was written all over their faces. We had to leave though, or else all the progress would have been lost. You know Ron.â
âYeah butâŚâ Harry struggled to find the right words. âI just canâtâŚI mean, just yesterday they were ready to tear each otherâs heads off! And nowâŚwell, I mean itâs taken them long enough.â
âYouâre notâŚâ she hesitated, about to put a spoonful of porridge into her mouth. Then she smiled at him. âIâll be around.â
He stared at her, stunned, as she continued to eat. Then he quickly looked away as the heat slowly crawled up his neck. How did sheâŚ? She couldnât possibly have known from his jumble of words that he was a little worried about his friendship with Ron and Hermione once the two of them became more than just friends. His green eyes trailed back to Ginny. Was he that easy to read?
Harry didnât exactly have a lot of experience with girls, except for perhaps Hermione and Cho. Hermione, however, wasnât reallyâŚa girl to him. He knew, of course, that she was a female (a fact that seemed to have escaped Ron for several years), but she wasnât someone who stirred weird and strange hot feelings inside him. ChoâŚshe had done that. Yet by the end of last year, those emotions simply decayed. The thought of the raven-haired beauty no longer made him break out in sweat or nerves. Instead, there was a small emptiness and a lingering sense of dread.
But GinnyâŚGinny was different. He liked to touch her hairâŚsomething he would never do to Hermione, Cho, or any other girl for that matter. She wasnât exactly another Hermione, for the two of them werenât that similar. One loved the world of books and authority, while the other would much rather go out into the world, experience those events, and defy authority. They were nice in different ways, but the feelings Harry felt for Hermione werenât like those he felt for Ginny. However, he didnât feel hot or clammy with her like he had with Cho either. In fact, he was drawn to her world. She gave him a sense of comfort that neither of the other two girls ever hadâŚ
âYou better eat before it gets cold,â Ginny grinned at him, handing him a slice of toast. He looked at her, a bit startled from being pulled from his reverie. He smiled a bit uneasily as he took the toast. Hopefully she couldnât read his mind. As they fell into a relaxed mood as they ate, Ginny spoke up again. âSo any ideas on who will be captain of the Quidditch team this year?â
Harry winced. âI sure hope they lifted that life-time ban on meâŚâ
âDonât worry,â she said sympathetically. âIâm sure that they did. After all, that bat Umbridge is out of Hogwarts, youâll be on a broom faster than you can say âSnitch.ââ
âI sure hope so,â he smiled.
âSo youâll be Seeker, huh?â she mused to herself, taking a bite into her toast. She had dipped it into her white porridge. He looked at her with interest before trying it himself. It tastedâŚrather good.
âOhâŚyou werenât planning on trying out for Seeker were you?â He looked at her worriedly. She had, after all, taken his place as Seeker during his ban. And she was good at it, from what he heard. He didnât want any competition to ruinâŚwhatever they had.
âOh no,â she laughed cheerfully, waving off his concern. âBeing a Seeker is fun and all, but youâre probably better than I am. Besides, I prefer being a Chaser. I may be small, but Iâm fast and Iâm accurate. The Seeker is always detached and looking for the Snitch, but I want to be in the middle of the action.â
âActually, your build really does suit a Chaser or a Seeker,â Harry commented.
âSo youâve been checking out my build?â she asked slyly. He nearly choked on his food.
âN-No! Thatâs not what I meant,â he sputtered, his face turning red. But it was true â“ Ginnyâs petite body was lean and flexible and she also had the skill and speed that matched her build, thus making her one of the best Quidditch players on the Gryffindor team.
âRight, well,â she said as she set aside her now empty bowl and plate. She stretched out her body like a cat; her back arched and her arms rose high above her scarlet hair. He found himself smiling as he too set aside his empty bowl and plate. She smiled lazily and rubbed her stomach. âThat was goodâŚ!â
He wasnât sure what made him more satisfied. The meal or discovering how comfortable the redhead had become in his presence to act in this way. Then again, it still rather surprised him how relaxed he had become in her presence as well.
âHopefully itâll be sunny tomorrow,â she murmured absently, her hand still on her flat tummy.
âOh hey, itâs raining,â Harry pointed out, gesturing to the window. Indeed, water was sliding down the pane. The night had fallen and they couldnât see anything beyond the falling water. He always did like the rain⌠But watching it, he couldnât resist yawning widely.
âOh, are you tired?â Ginny asked, watching him closely.
âA bit,â he admitted abashedly.
âThenâŚâ she said as she rose from her seat.
âWait--!â He instantly reached out and grabbed the sleeve of her robe. Her eyes widened as they turned toward him. Realizing what he had done, he let go immediately and felt his face get red again. His sickness sure made his face feel hot. âThat isâŚyou donât have to go.â
Her rosy lips slowly curved upward into a warm smile.
âIâm not going anywhere, Harry,â she assured him with a warm voice. She slid to the floor, folding her legs beneath her, as she patted the pillow she moved to where she had been sitting. âI didnât think youâd feel comfortable with lying on my lap, so you can lay down here.â
âEr⌠Are you positive?â He wasnât sure if he should argue though. His face felt so hot that he was probably burning up with a fever. Strange thoughâŚhis mind wasnât spinning like usual.
âDonât worry about me,â Ginny grinned, putting him at ease. âIâll just read aloud until you fall asleep. Is that okay with you?â
âOkay,â he consented meekly, gently laying his head on the soft pillow. He stared almost vacantly at her silky scarlet hair that glowed from the light reflected from the fire. He pulled his blanket closer to him and closed his green eyes. Soon her smooth voice flowed over him.
âBecause you never yet have loved me, dear,
Think you never can nor ever will?â
It was strangeâŚhe could smell the familiar scent of flowers nearbyâŚbut he had been sure that there had been none in the roomâŚ
âSurely while life remains hope lingers still,
Hope the last blossom of lifeâs dying year.â
HopeâŚjust what was hope to him? Perhaps it was the thought â“ the illusion of living a life one might call normal. He wanted to do ordinary things. Have ordinary parents, ordinary friends, and one ordinary person that heâŚ
âBecause the season and mine age grow sere,
Shall never Spring bring forth her daffodil,â
What was it about her voice? He couldnât place his fingers on it⌠It lured him, drawing him deeper and deeper into a place he had never knownâŚ
âShall never sweeter Summer feast her fill
Of roses with the nightingales they hear?â
The rain was the only sound that surrounded her words. The soft, gentle, and steady patter sounded so sadâŚyet so sweet.
âIf you had loved me, I not loving you,
If you had urged me with the tender pleaâ
That was itâŚher voice was like the rain. It washed away all the troubles and worries on his overburdened mind and soulâŚsimply washed them all away.
âOf what our unknown years to come might do
(Eternal years, if Time should count too few,)â
If onlyâŚhe could make time stopâŚand keep this moment like thisâŚ
âI would have owned the point you pressed on me,
Was possible, or probable, or true.â
Naru-chan: That poem was "Touching 'Never'" by Christina Rossetti by the way. Isn't it beautiful? Fits very well if you asked me... Did you understand it? Hopefully you did. Don't hesitate to ask if you didn't. I'm more than willing to show you.
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