Harry Potter and the Hero's Lament by L A Moody
Summary: With McGonagall firmly entrenched as Hogwarts’ new headmistress, Harry is enticed to return for his seventh year under unique conditions. Aided by Ron and Hermione, he embarks upon a Horcrux search-and-destroy mission using the school as the base of operations. Recognizing that saving the wizarding world from the ultimate evil is a rather daunting task for a seventeen-year old wizard, the Order of the Phoenix steps in to assist Harry on his journey. It soon becomes clear, however, that not everyone has the same lesson plan in mind for our hero. As the headmistress attempts to lay a clever trap to reveal hidden agendas, Voldemort waits in ambush at the one site that Harry is sure to visit.

But before Harry can face his nemesis, he must face down the inner demons that plague his own life and truly grow into adulthood. His activities are punctuated with school pranks, Quidditch, parties, and the requisite amount of rule-breaking that readers have come to expect from the trio.
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Warnings: Alternate Universe, Book 7 Disregarded, Character Death, Substance Abuse, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 73 Completed: Yes Word count: 376268 Read: 386986 Published: 05/01/08 Updated: 08/04/09

1. Chapter 1 The Secret Life of Hippogriffs by L A Moody

2. Chapter 2 - Findings by L A Moody

3. Chapter 3 - The Endless Possibilities of Floo Powder by L A Moody

4. Chapter 4 - All Aboard, Again! by L A Moody

5. Chapter 5 Tonks Triumphant by L A Moody

6. Chapter 6 Lupin's Career Advice by L A Moody

7. Chapter 7 Privileges by L A Moody

8. Chapter 8 The New General by L A Moody

9. Chapter 9 - An Issue of Privacy by L A Moody

10. Chapter 10 - The Annex by L A Moody

11. Chapter 11 The Vanishing Cabinet by L A Moody

12. Chapter 12 Mad About Muggles by L A Moody

13. Chapter 13 The Doyennes of Disguise by L A Moody

14. Chapter 14 A Last Minute Reprieve by L A Moody

15. Chapter 15 Transforming the Great Hall by L A Moody

16. Chapter 16 Costume Check by L A Moody

17. Chapter 17 A Night at the Opera by L A Moody

18. Chapter 18 The Bewitching Hour by L A Moody

19. Chapter 19 Just Like Family by L A Moody

20. Chapter 20 Souvenirs and Conspiracies by L A Moody

21. Chapter 21 Dueling Partners by L A Moody

22. Chapter 22 Answers and Still More Questions by L A Moody

23. Chapter 23 Banishing Boggarts by L A Moody

24. Chapter 24 Debriefing by L A Moody

25. Chapter 25 The Victory Party by L A Moody

26. Chapter 26 Locked Out by L A Moody

27. Chapter 27 Wolf Among the Flock by L A Moody

28. Chapter 28 A Celebration of Sorts by L A Moody

29. Chapter 29 Tea with Hagrid by L A Moody

30. Chapter 30 Perceptions and Reality by L A Moody

31. Chapter 31 A Different Perspective by L A Moody

32. Chapter 32 Through the Looking Glass by L A Moody

33. Chapter 33 The Best Laid Plans.... by L A Moody

34. Chapter 34 Coming in from the Cold by L A Moody

35. Chapter 35 The Greenhouse by L A Moody

36. Chapter 36 Neville's Nemesis by L A Moody

37. Chapter 37 So Much Passion by L A Moody

38. Chapter 38 The Golden Library by L A Moody

39. Chapter 39 Surviving the Gauntlet by L A Moody

40. Chapter 40 Quicksilver by L A Moody

41. Chapter 41 Searching for the Truth by L A Moody

42. Chapter 42 The Prize or the Pawn? by L A Moody

43. Chapter 43 Sunshine and Shadows by L A Moody

44. Chapter 44 The Treasure Room by L A Moody

45. Chapter 45 Friends by L A Moody

46. Chapter 46 The Center of Attention by L A Moody

47. Chapter 47 The Power of Silence by L A Moody

48. Chapter 48 Moonlight's Spell by L A Moody

49. Chapter 49 A Bit of Rain by L A Moody

50. Chapter 50 The Fires of Hades by L A Moody

51. Chapter 51 Pandora's Box by L A Moody

52. Chapter 52 The Contingency Plan by L A Moody

53. Chapter 53 Poisons by L A Moody

54. Chapter 54 The Circus Maximus by L A Moody

55. Chapter 55 Tonks' Tea Party by L A Moody

56. Chapter 56 A Trail of Umbrage by L A Moody

57. Chapter 57 Infiltration by L A Moody

58. Chapter 58 Unlocking the Locket by L A Moody

59. Chapter 59 The Longest Night by L A Moody

60. Chapter 60 Parlour Games by L A Moody

61. Chapter 61 An Intimate Soirée by L A Moody

62. Chapter 62 A Tale of Two Sisters by L A Moody

63. Chapter 63 Neville's Invaluable Testimony by L A Moody

64. Chapter 64 Facing the Music by L A Moody

65. Chapter 65 Field Trips by L A Moody

66. Chapter 66 Sortie by L A Moody

67. Chapter 67 Engagement by L A Moody

68. Chapter 68 Search by L A Moody

69. Chapter 69 Reinforcements by L A Moody

70. Chapter 70 Retribution by L A Moody

71. Chapter 71 The Bureaucratic Response by L A Moody

72. Chapter 72 Wheels within Wheels by L A Moody

73. Epilogue: The Hero's Lament by L A Moody

Chapter 1 The Secret Life of Hippogriffs by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The story begins during the height of the summer after Harry’s sixth year at Hogwarts. The trio embarks on a daring reconnaissance mission with startling results.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 1
The Secret Life of Hippogriffs


The dingy street was just as he remembered it from two summers ago: row upon row of fading facades in a portion of London that had fallen out of fashion with the last century. What had once been stately townhouses had somehow managed to avoid the demolition ball, and most importantly, the recent trend of renovating structures to their previous Victorian splendor.

Harry Potter stepped out from under the broken street lamp that still stood as a solitary sentry at the corner of Grimmauld Place. Having just obtained his Apparition License, he was not too keen to just pop into Muggle neighborhoods where he could be easily spotted without taking extra precautions. The stars were just beginning to fade from the predawn sky when he had set out this morning. An extra early start just in case the street lamp had been repaired, he thought.

A quick glance at his wristwatch showed that it was just shy of six o’clock. Shrugging his left arm just so, he covered it up with his shirtsleeve lest the cool alabaster face betray his location. He was inexplicably proud of his new watch, an early seventeenth birthday present from his Aunt Petunia. It represented the only true gift he had received from his mother’s sister since he had been deposited on her doorstep as an infant.

Probably an early going-away-and-good-riddance present, he ventured. Had she been a witch, she would have infused it with a specialized confundus charm that would have kept him from being able to find his way back home.

His wry smile remained unfinished as he recalled the hushed tones and furtive glances that had accompanied her presentation of the gift. She had made him promise “ no, swear “ that he would not let Uncle Vernon nor his cousin, Dudley, set eyes on the watch. Perhaps he was being too uncharitable, he concluded.

With a sharp crack that resonated in the early morning stillness, Harry’s best mate for the past six years, Ron Weasley, Apparated just meters away. This was shortly followed by a more restrained pop that indicated that Hermione Granger, their co-conspirator, had also arrived.

Raising a finger to his lips for silence, Harry caught each of their eyes meaningfully and motioned to proceed as a group down the silent sidewalk. The evening’s rainfall had left the pavement damp and glistening and their footsteps squished as they walked. With the first streaks of the approaching dawn in the sky, the lingering moisture in the air had turned into a damp mist that was bound to soak through their garments if they lingered too long.

There, on the left side of the street, were number eleven and number thirteen. Proceeding with a feigned confidence he did not feel, Harry led them up the walk purposefully as had been previously demonstrated. Please let this work, he intoned inwardly, I don’t have a key. With relief, he saw the two houses inexplicably shoved aside as the doorstep and serpent-festooned door of number twelve appeared before them through the mist.

“Cool trick, Harry, never ceases to amaze…” whispered Ron, before Hermione’s sharp elbow cut him off.

Before Harry’s trainer had fully settled onto the topmost step of the entrance stoop, the systematic clicking of the magical locks disengaging could be heard over the sleepy stillness that still gripped the neighborhood. The house itself seemed to sigh as the ponderous door yawned open, beckoning them into the darkness beyond.

I am truly the master of my godfather’s estate, Harry mused inwardly, as if he had never comes to terms with the fact before this moment. With a collective deep breath, the trio stepped into the dark entrance of number twelve, Grimmauld Place, former residence of the late Sirius Black.

Hermione turned and gingerly closed the massive door behind them. Immediately, they were plunged into the total darkness of an underground cavern.

“Lumos!” concentrated Harry as he remembered at that last minute to use non-verbal spells. His lack of practice was apparent in the weak light that perched delicately at the tip of his upturned wand.

The dark walls seemed to absorb the anemic light that left most of the hall in deep shadow. As before, Harry was assaulted by the predominant use of black in the color scheme. What could have been a playful pun on the family name in the hands of a gifted decorator was more likely a subtle declaration of the former owners’ magical alliances. Heavily flocked wallpaper from a different era, now stained an indifferent shade of brown, still clung in patches to the walls. Thick, velvet curtains of a red so deep it might as well have been black still covered the majority of the windows throughout. Despite the best housecleaning efforts of Ron’s mother two summers ago, a substantial patina of dust had once again settled over the contents of the house.

That his godfather, Sirius, had chosen his own path among the forces of light had never ceased to impress Harry. It had not endeared Sirius to the remainder of his family, however. The portrait of Sirius’ late mother that resolutely hung in the entrance hall had been particularly vocal concerning her son’s shortcomings during Harry’s last visit “ not to mention those of any subsequent house guests.

Bearing her previous tirades in mind, Harry cautiously peered around an ancient brass hat stand that had tarnished to an iridescent shade of black. The drapes that had previously shielded the portrait hung in streaming tatters, like funeral strands of crepe paper. The muffled sound emanating from the painting beneath drew them irresistibly forward.

“Her portrait’s been slashed, too,” whispered Hermione, obviously alarmed.

Sure enough, many of the crepe paper strips turned out to be aged canvas that looked like it had been slashed by a sharp object or simply separated by age and mildew. It was impossible to determine which. Hermione’s relieved expression confirmed that she had come to a similar conclusion.

“If I’d only known that cutting the canvas would have silenced the old bag, I would have done it myself,” remarked Ron sardonically.

“Don’t be silly,” rejoined Hermione, “Kreacher would never have allowed it. Not to mention that there may have been other protective charms. Don’t you remember all of your mother’s failed attempts to remove the portrait to a less central location?”

“Have to give her credit for that one, mate,” agreed Harry. “If there had been any way to silence her, I’m sure Sirius would have discovered it during the many months that he spent shut up in this place.”

“Speaking of Kreacher, I assume he is still working in the kitchens at Hogwarts where you assigned him, Harry,” Hermione continued, “but it sure does seem unnaturally quiet around here with him scurrying “ I mean, attending -- to the household matters.”

Harry glanced up to where the row of the Black family’s previous house-elves had been immortalized by Sirius’ Aunt Elladora. At least the ghastly placard that had borne their decapitated heads had been removed by Mrs. Weasley to a more suitable location. Harry fervently hoped that suitable location was the nearest dustbin. The sole reminder of its former presence was a slightly less brown oval on the wallpaper.

At least I saved him from that fate, Harry mused. Glancing at Hermione’s upturned face, he replied, “I sure hope so or we are not going to have any luck locating his hidden stash of family heirlooms, now are we?”

Being reminded of the expedition’s goal allowed them to shake off some of the gloominess of their immediate surroundings. Harry led the way to a small alcove under the grand staircase where they would feel less exposed. Two more wand tips added light and the shadows seemed to recede noticeably.

“First order of business,” Harry stated, assuming the expedition’s lead, “protection from intruders.” He pulled a dusty looking Foe-Glass from his jacket pocket. “Courtesy of Mad-Eye Moody himself.”

Hermione stared doubtfully at the faded Foe-Glass that looked like it had certainly seen better days. “Didn’t help Mad-Eye much when he was ambushed and kidnapped by Barty Junior, did it? Although, I suppose that if you keep an eye on it “ er, no pun intended “ it does seem to work better.”

Hermione reached deep into her jacket pocket and withdrew two large electric torches. She shrugged ruefully, “My parents are Muggles… What did you bring, Ron?”

As the materiels specialist of the operation, Ron had a rucksack of supplies. With obvious pride, he brought forth a curious object that looked like a cross between a snow globe and a traffic beacon.

“What is it?” whispered Hermione as her eyes widened with awe.

“Evil Eye Detector,” explained Ron. “Picks up motions and words of an intruder from within a specified distance.”

“You mean like a Muggle car alarm?” intoned Hermione.

“Yeah,” nodded Ron, “that’s where Fred and George got their inspiration. They’ve added some extra features of their own, though. You know, to make it more appealing to wizarding folk.”

The entrepreneurial talent of Ron’s twin brothers was virtually unmatched as demonstrated by the success of their first retail venture at nineteen years of age.

Sure hope they have improved upon the faulty trigger of many car alarms, Harry winced, but decided to keep that comment to himself.

Ron placed the detector on a rather rickety little table and knelt before it, fiddling with the complicated knobs on the base. “There, I think I have it set for a perimeter of about 15 to 20 feet “ it’s rather difficult to tell with his model. Here, attach these patches to your clothing so that it recognizes you as a friend.”

Harry stared down at the strange patch in his hand. Fingering it, he could not determine the exact material, but was momentarily taken aback as the huge eye in the center suddenly blinked. Following Ron’s lead, he attached it to his shirtfront where it stuck automatically just as if it had been backed with Velcro.

Pointing his wand at the detector’s dome, Ron whispered, “Protego horus.” A gigantic eye appeared in the center of the dome and blinked languidly. “Now that it’s activated, let’s take a look ‘round.”

“Is it drafty in here?” asked Hermione.

“Yeah, now that you mention it,” agreed Harry, “Seems to be coming from up there.” He pointed his wand up the staircase that led to the bedrooms above. He concentrated on keeping the hand steady so that, hopefully, the others would not notice his growing apprehension. The upper landing beckoned menacingly.

The strong electric beam of Hermione’s torch seemed to cut a path up the stairs. Grabbing the second torch, Harry added another beam to light their way into the unknown.

The mysterious cold draft that had lured them upstairs felt much stronger on the second floor. Cautiously, they continued down the hallway, the electric torches casting a wavering path before them. The threadbare carpet felt rough through the soles of their shoes and they had to take care to not trip on the upturned patches.

Taking the lead, Hermione beckoned them past a number of closed doors to the end of the hall. Harry passed the doorway to the room he and Ron had shared two summers ago; the door seemed like it could collapse from wood rot at the slightest touch. The double doors leading to the master suite were slightly ajar. It was clear that the draft was emanating from that direction.

Pointing her wand at the door hinges, Hermione silently moved her lips. From her lip contours, Harry concluded she had mouthed, “Silencio,” to forestall any protesting squeals. Very deliberately, she opened just one side of the double doors and squeezed herself through.

The main room of the master suite looked just as derelict as the remainder of the house. Shining their lights to the right, they revealed a giant marble fireplace that was festooned with spider webs. The ornate mirror above the mantle hung askew as large chunks of plaster were missing from the walls on either side, revealing a skeleton of old brick. To the left of the fireplace, a single door led into the next set of rooms.

Quickly extinguishing his torch, Harry approached the closed door and bent low to the sill. There was weak light coming from the other room.

Leaning close, Hermione whispered, “Isn’t that the room where Sirius kept…”

“Buckbeak, yeah,” Harry finished for her.

Following Hermione’s ritual with the hinges, Harry carefully swung the door inward to reveal a room that looked like it had been a victim of the London blitz. Weak daylight and morning mist were curling through a gaping hole in the ceiling. The fireplace on this side was completely demolished and portions of the kitchen below were visible where the avalanche of falling bricks had left a sizeable hole in the floorboards.

Not daring to venture any further, the trio leaned in for a better look from the relative safety of the doorframe. What remained of the other walls showed mildewed wallpaper peeling off in large strips, often aided by deep grooves that seemed to have been raked through the underlying plaster. Amid the numerous puddles on the floor, damp leaves and other yard waste had accumulated in various piles on the sodden carpet. The entire floor looked like it could collapse into the lower story at the slightest provocation.

“Oh, Harry,” sighed Hermione, as she sunk down into a sitting position next to the interior wall, “I should have realized… It must have happened when Sirius was “ well, you know “ when he fell through the veil.”

Leaving the door to Buckbeak’s chamber open to provide some natural light, the two boys sank down on the carpet to wait for the revelation that was sure to come.

Looking to each of them in turn, Hermione cleared her throat and continued, “You see, hippogriffs have a unique response to grief. It’s as if they can sense the death of their human companions even from great distances.”

“I don’t remember that from the magical creatures text that Hagrid assigned,” Ron interjected.

“Since when do you ever read the texts, mate?” observed Harry, attempting to poke Ron playfully in the ribs with his elbow.

“Well, it wasn’t in the textbook,” Hermione admitted. Harry could feel Ron begin to roll his eyes in categorical fashion. “Remember when I helped Hagrid with Buckbeak’s legal appeal? There are all sorts of interesting information about hippogriffs if one takes the time to do a little research.”

Harry was convinced that Ron’s eyes were going to get stuck in that position if he insisted on rolling them every time Hermione admitted to doing a little further research.

“It seems that back in the sixteenth century, Sir Barnabas of Barnsdale came up with the novel idea of using hippogriffs with mounted warriors in combat,” continued Hermione without missing a beat.

“Surely, you don’t mean Barnabas the Barmy?” interjected Ron, “That git that tried to turn trolls into ballerinas?”

Harry couldn’t suppress a smile at the mention of the tapestry that hung across from the Room of Requirement in Hogwarts castle. Those trolls in tutus had always been a favorite of his “ kind of like the wizard’s equivalent of the dogs playing poker that seemed so popular among Muggles.

“The very same,” she admitted, “Although that was hardly one of his better ideas. Believe it or not, he was considered a very progressive thinker for his time… Anyway, the hippogriffs proved to be fierce and fearless in battle, but only as long as the wizard who rode them remained alive. If the wizard died in battle, however, they became so distraught with grief that they would lash out at anything and anyone in their immediate path, friend or foe. They were also next to impossible to train to accept another rider as they remained loyal to their fallen companion. It was even rumored that they could tell when their rider died, even years later and separated by great distances.”

“So you mean that room has been open to the elements since last year?” Harry asked incredulously.

“I’m afraid so,” Hermione admitted.

“But why wouldn’t Hagrid have said something? Surely, he was an expert on hippogriff behavior…” Harry trailed off as his thoughts turned to Hagrid’s less than successful experiences with taming baby dragons, blast-ended skrewts, and lastly, his own half brother.

“Perhaps he never considered it. After all, hippogriffs haven’t been used in battle for four hundred plus years and there aren’t many records that have survived since then. Besides,” Hermione continued in a more gentle tone, “he may have thought that you had enough on your plate already.”

“Look, chum, since when have they given us all the facts?” commiserated Ron.

Harry nodded to admit he had a point. It seemed that adults in the wizarding world often thought that pertinent facts were to be disseminated on a ‘need to know’ basis only. In Harry’s experience, though, ‘need to know’ often translated to ‘after he’d had at least one nasty close call.’

“I just can’t believe I didn’t put all the pieces together until now,” moaned Hermione. “I guess Buckbeak always seemed so tame, so domesticated, so--”

“And since when have any of Hagrid’s creatures been domesticated?” argued Ron. “This is a man who thinks that when creatures are labeled as dangerous and vicious in the text, it only means that they are misunderstood.”

“We’d best examine the damage below,” suggested Harry, as he rose up and stretched the dampness from his limbs. He noticed that the sunlight actually warmed his hand as he closed the door to Buckbeak’s room. It would be a fine summer morning outside, he thought.

“I still can’t believe I forgot all about the hippogriff’s behavior,” muttered Hermione as they worked their way back down the hallway. “I used it to such great effect on my essay for the History of Magic O.W.L., too…”

Harry smiled to himself as he considered how much mileage Hermione could get out of the smallest bit of seemingly useless information.

* * *

The swinging door to the kitchen was stuck. It opened about three inches and then refused to move further. Peering through the small opening, Harry saw that a mound of broken brick and mortar had become lodged between the door and the wall. Try as he might, he was unable to get his wand hand through the small crack.

“Allow me,” offered Hermione. Deftly, she snaked her petite hand and wrist past the opening. “Evanesco!” she commanded. It took a few tries before she got the angle right, but soon enough debris had been cleared to swing the door wide enough for each of them. A final glance at the Evil Eye Detector still perched on the spindly table on the floor above showed the same lazy eye blink as before.

Glistening puddles with a few floating leaves dotted the kitchen flagstones, the large trestle table where they had once shared a lively dinner with the members of the Order of the Phoenix still dominated most of the open area. About half of the chimney had crumbled away, leaving rubble over most of the kitchen work area; but it was not impassable if one plotted a course around the larger obstacles.

“Not much left in here,” commented Ron as he picked up the large cooking cauldron that had once hung merrily in the fireplace. He righted it and placed it to catch drips from the largest hole in the ceiling. “Best check out the dining room through there.”

At the top of a short staircase, the door to the dining room swung open easily but they were instantly assaulted by the heavy pall of dust that floated in the air. The thick velvet drapes still hung over the double windows across the front of the house and effectively blocked out all manner of sunlight. Once again, wand tips and electric torches flared.

Despite the overwhelming use of black that Harry remembered in this room, the view that greeted him showed that everything had now faded to a uniform shade of grey. It took a minute for him to realize that he was staring at a thick blanket of dust on every imaginable surface. Shining his light around the walls showed that everything seemed to be in its place, yet not quite right. It was Ron who noticed that the sideboard to their immediate right did not match up exactly with its lighter imprint on the ancient wallpaper.

“Probably from when Mum did her spring cleaning routine here two summers ago,” he suggested. “Looks like nobody’s been in here for ages.”

“I don’t remember her moving any of the large furniture pieces, Ron,” countered Hermione. “The pests were much more of a priority at the time.”

Strange that the pests would not have returned with this level of abandonment, thought Harry. Hadn’t the Order continued to meet here during the last year of his godfather’s life? Surely, such a large gathering could not have been wedged into the narrow basement kitchen.

“Let me try something,” Harry volunteered as he boldly walked up to a nearby tea cart, leaving deep crimson tracks in the dusty carpet. Pulling his jacket sleeve down to cover his hand, he swept the dust from the oval surface to reveal rich oak tones beneath.

Completing a rather complicated fanfare with his wand, he pointed it at the center of the cart and commanded, “Gravitas particulus!”

As if pulled from the air itself, dust motes swirled over the tea cart and floated down to cover it evenly in a light layer.

“Blimey,” Ron said admiringly, “where’d you learn that one, Harry?”

“Not the Half-Blood Prince, again,” cautioned Hermione.

“Nope,” replied Harry, “this one’s from Hagrid. He used it to add a romantic sparkle to the snow in the garden for the Yule Ball. Said it was so easy, even he could do it with his makeshift wand.”

“But how does it work on dust motes?” inquired Hermione.

“Well, the original spell just captured particles of moonbeam and projected them down onto another surface. It took me a while to work out that it would work on any tiny air-borne particles with only a small modification of the wand movements.” With a definite twinkle in his eye, Harry added, “I’ve used the dust mote variation to great effect when Aunt Petunia assigned both Dudley and me to help out with the housework at Privet Drive.”

“Wicked!” intoned Ron admiringly. “So you did finally find a way to pay back that Muggle prat for upending the cigarette ashtrays on the carpet you had just vacuumed!”

Harry nodded his assent as his smile widened. His wand worked furiously for a few more moments and he had restored the tabletop to its previous level of dust.

“Too bad you can’t get the spell to work backwards, huh, Harry? To pick the dust up instead?” suggested Ron. “Evanesco only seems to work on larger objects.”

“Sorry, not yet anyway.”

“Of course not,” mused Ron, “my Mum would surely have known about it then.”

Harry had to admit that such a spell could have even endeared the wizarding world to the likes of his Aunt Petunia “ and that was truly a tall order.

Like the smallest puff of smoke, a sparkling of lavender particles drifted from the direction of the great dining room fireplace.

“Harry, how….” whispered Hermione in an awed tone.

“I didn’t…” began Harry, and then caught sight of Ron’s expression. Ron’s eyes had grown huge as he stared fixedly at the fireplace. “What is it, Ron?”

“Someone’s coming!” Ron hissed fearfully. “That was the Floo Warning System. All the grand houses have them”or so I heard, we never had more than one chimney at the Burrow. Keeps wizards from colliding in mid-floo.”

“Someone must be arriving through one of the other chimneys that are still in working order,” surmised Harry in a tone of alarm.

“We need to hide now!” Hermione cried, grabbing each of their sleeves and attempting to drag both boys in the direction of the kitchen. “I think I saw a pantry closet in here…”

Ron followed her quickly down the steps into the next room while Harry demurred in order to quickly re-dust his carpet tracks. Once through the kitchen door, he saw his two friends peeking out from the pantry. Silently, he slipped inside to join them.

A remnant from days when stores of food were put up for the winter, the pantry was more like a walk-in closet. Part of the ceiling had been torn away by the collapse of the adjoining kitchen chimney, allowing a bit of dim light to penetrate from the demolished room above. It did not take Harry’s eyes long to adjust. Looking around, he could see that most of the old wooden shelves lining three sides of the room were still sound. A few had sagged in the path of the chimney bricks that now lay in a tumbled heap in the corner.

Reaching for the Foe-Glass in his pocket, he was surprised that the metal base had become strangely warm to the touch. Placing it carefully on one of the shelves, he could see that the mists inside were beginning to swirl purposefully into ghostlike shapes.

He also noticed that the strange patches from the Evil Eye Detector had changed. The huge eye was blinking furiously from this shirtfront. Turning around to face his friends, he noted that Ron’s patch was acting even more agitated as it frantically kept switching from the blinking eye to an ear and back again!

Ron looked at his shirtfront in alarm. “I got audio coming in!”

Snatching the patch from his chest, he quickly stroked the edge. The image on the patch resolved into that of a large ear. He motioned the rest of them closer as faint shuffling sounds could be heard.

“Wot’s ‘appended ‘ere?” an unfamiliar voice intoned brusquely.

Another voice seemed to answer him, but it was too garbled to understand.

“Let me ‘elp you back to your feet,” Voice One continued.

“It’s just an old house,” Voice Two beseeched him. “Just down the hall a bit--” The rest was lost in static.

“I bet you they came in through the master suite,” suggested Hermione. “I don’t remember there being a fireplace in the room where I stayed.”

“Not in ours, either,” rejoined Harry in a whisper.

“Man, we were just in that room a few moments ago,” Ron’ eyes widened once more.

“Careful with this torn bit of carpet here,” Voice Two crackled. “The wooden banister’s not too sound, either.”

I know I’ve heard that voice before, intoned Harry inwardly. The fawning tone…it sent shivers up his spine.

The visual on Hermione’s patch was straining to focus. Harry grabbed the disk from her jacket and brought it in closer so they could all see. He could just distinguish the oversized wooden end post of the grand staircase. As the focus adjusted, they could see two distinct figures: the tall one trailing after the much shorter one who seemed to be picking his way carefully from step to step.

As the shorter intruder reached the end of the first landing, the viewing angle changed abruptly to focus on him exclusively. They could no longer discern the taller figure behind except for an occasional swish of dark fabric. As the smaller intruder neared, the magical viewer began to distinguish the colors of his garments so that he seemed to colorize before their eyes.

Harry blinked twice at the garishly garbed figure. A carnival clown would have thought twice before donning such an ensemble! The intruder’s right foot came into closer focus as it felt around for purchase on the next step, trying to avoid a huge tear in the worn carpet. Harry could see that the foot was bandaged and that the entire figure seemed to flinch every time weight was shifted onto it. A white, claw-like hand attempted to grip the banister, but he could not quite get his fingers around the wood.

Suddenly, Harry knew! The small stature, the obsequious voice, the bandaged foot… “It’s Kreacher!” he hissed.

“And he seems to be hurt--” sympathized Hermione.

“Don’t start with that S.P.E.W. line--” began Ron.

“It’s worse than that,” interrupted Harry. “He’s punished himself for going against his master’s wishes “ and I’m his current master.”

“Harry…” Ron was tugging anxiously at this sleeve. “What’s Kreacher doing wearing clothing? You didn’t free him, did you?”

“All I did was order him to work in the Hogwarts’ kitchens as Dumbledore suggested,” Harry returned as the full impact of Ron’s worried frown began to sink in.

“Could someone else have given him clothing to free him?” Hermione whispered urgently.

“Only his current master,” Harry reiterated, biting his lower lip in concentration. “Dumbledore seemed so absolutely certain that Kreacher had been compelled to follow my orders and used that as proof of the validity of Sirius’ last will and testament.”

“If the events of last term taught us anything, it’s that Dumbledore is not infallible,” Hermione suggested stoically.

“I think that things might just turn out be more convoluted that we ever suspected, mate,” Ron commiserated.

With a curt nod, Harry acknowledged that their assessments were likely correct. “Then we certainly don’t want to hang around to find out what Kreacher has up his little red sleeve,” he announced with conviction, “I already know I’m not going to like it.”
End Notes:
This story was begun before the publication of Deathly Hollows; consequently, I attempted to incorporate as many of the teaser elements that J. K. Rowling had announced to the press would be forthcoming in her seventh installment. In this chapter, we see that one of the Dursleys (Petunia) surprises readers with her actions.
Chapter 2 - Findings by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
A hasty escape plan leads to unexpected discoveries for everyone involved.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.

Chapter 2
Findings


“Where can we go?” Ron beseeched, his voice hinting at panic. “They have the front door practically blocked!”

“We’ll just have to Disapparate “ despite the noise factor,” Hermione volunteered. “Hopefully, the pantry walls will block the sound to some extent.”

“All right,” agreed Harry, “Where do we rendezvous? Some place safe.”

“Diagon Alley?” suggested Ron. “The Burrow?”

Harry shook his head. “Too many wizards about. We need someplace where we will be totally anonymous. Someplace like a Muggle crowd.”

“You can’t just Apparate into a Muggle crowd and expect to remain anonymous,” Hermione observed.

For the second time that morning, Harry glanced at his new wristwatch. It was just nearing half-past eight. The height of rush hour!

“I have it! What about a tube station?” he volunteered. “During rush hour, no one will notice a few extra bodies.”

“Still too noticeable to pop into the middle of a crowd, though,” Hermione warned.

“You could actually bowl somebody over,” cautioned Ron in a tone that bespoke of having experienced such a calamity before.

“We could Apparate in the loos,” Hermione considered, “Inside a cubicle would be best.”

Harry cleared his throat softly. “What if the cubicle is, you know, already occupied?”

Hermione screwed up her face in disgust. This was obviously a situation she had not considered. “Do you have any better ideas?”

“An empty broom closet,” Ron put forth with aplomb.

“And do you have a blueprint of the building that would show those?” Hermione hissed. “It’s hardly the thing one remembers in passing.”

“I would hate finding myself inside of a maintenance closet that had been locked from the outside, mate,” Harry considered.

“But, they’re going to think we’re pervs,” Ron moaned.

“Especially the two of you together,” Hermione noted wryly.

“Unless anyone has any better idea within the next ten seconds, I suggest that we risk it,” Harry concluded urgently. At Ron’s mortified expression, he added, “Look, you can Stun them and then I’ll Obliviate them if it comes to that! Improvise!”

Hermione was lost in thought for a moment. “Perhaps if we just concentrated on an empty cubicle, visualized it clearly in our imagination.”

“You mean, if we had enough determination?” Harry ventured as the words of their Apparition instructor came immediately to mind.

“Desperation would be more like it,” Ron mumbled under his breath.

“Fine,” agreed Harry as he returned his attention to the principle dilemma. “Let’s agree upon a specific tube station, already. I don’t know London very well.”

“I don’t know Muggle London at all, mate,” complained Ron. “Are you sure we shouldn’t try for the Burrow? I know Mum will be about, but--”

“There’s a station near here that feeds a lot of the tourist attractions,” whispered Hermione hurriedly. “Do you remember going on any field trips when you were at Muggle school?”

Harry rubbed his scar absently as he pondered, but all he could think about was his rapidly racing heart.

“Do you remember visiting the Tower of London? The British Museum?” Hermione suggested frantically. At his blank look, she tried again, “Do you remember the Egyptian mummies?”

Finally a dim memory came back to Harry: holding hands in a long string of rowdy children and winding his way past the glass enclosed mummy cases. Wanting to linger to look at the details and being dragged along like a long, winding snake. He nodded tentatively.

“Now do you remember the tube station?” she ventured, but Harry shook his head in frustration once more.

But slowly, his nine-year-old self was coming into view and he was standing in a long queue of boys this time, on a sidewalk… There was a row of red telephone boxes right next to the building.

“There’s a line of call boxes where everyone likes to pose for pictures with the royal guard?” he suggested hopefully.

She smiled and nodded.

“What about me?” Ron asked shakily. “You’re not going to leave me, are you?”

“Side-Along Apparition, Ron,” declared Harry. “I did it a few times with Dumbledore. Not exactly the most pleasant sensation, but it will get you there.”

They could begin to hear sounds coming from the dining room, sounds that the intruders had begun to open the double French doors that led to the main hall, but then thought better of it.

“It looks like they are turning back down the hall to the back staircase,” whispered Hermione, peering anxiously into the little viewer. “They’ll be at the kitchen door presently. We need to get out of here now!”

“What about the Evil Eye Detector? I can’t just leave it behind.” Ron cracked the door to the pantry open and was about to poke the tip of his wand through the small opening. “Here let me just--”

Hermione grabbed his hand back. “Don’t,” she commanded tersely.

“All I have to do is Summon the thing back,” he countered.

“Leave it,” warned Harry.

Suddenly, an ear splitting wail assaulted them. It seemed to be coming from everywhere at once, including the patches that they wore on their shirts. The intruders had gotten too close to the alarm!

Stuffing the patches hurriedly into Ron’s rucksack, Harry motioned for him to put his wand away also. Ron grabbed Harry’s upper arm with both hands as Harry counted down to three. At least in this commotion, no one would notice the noise of their Disapparitions, he thought.

His last gesture was to snatch the Foe-Glass from the shelf, nearly dropping it in the process as it had become almost too hot to handle. He did not have time to notice the menacing face that had materialized behind Kreacher’s pointed one.

Harry reappeared crookedly with one foot propped on the ancient toilet. Ron’s body was angled in the narrow space between the back wall and the cubicle partition. Unable to get their proper footing, the boys tumbled against the old wooden door which immediately yawned open. They fell into a heap onto the crumbling floor tiles, Harry barely grabbing his glasses at the last moment to prevent them from shattering on the hard surface. The Foe-Glass rolled out of his other hand with a loud metallic echo.

Luckily, no one else was about. Harry retrieved the Foe-Glass, now cool to the touch. He examined it closely, but no faces were currently visible in its smoky depths. Stuffing it absently into his jacket, he hurriedly brushed white plaster dust from his trousers as he rose shakily. Ron did likewise. The lavatory mirrors showed their reflections in ghost-like outlines through a thick layer of grime. Hearing men’s voices in the distance, they quickly tucked themselves into the shadows beneath the washbasins.

Slowly, they eased their heads around the corner for a better look. They could just see a small crew of workmen lounging about outside the far doorway, talking among themselves and sipping from plastic containers.

No wonder the place was deserted; it was being renovated.

“We have to get out of here before they finish their tea break,” whispered Ron into Harry’s ear. “I think I saw another way out.”

Turning back towards the bathroom depths, they could see a long line of transom windows along the back wall of the toilet stalls. Many of the windows were cranked open to allow for ventilation. Standing on the back of the toilet, Ron attempted to reach the window sill. His outstretched hand fell short by more than a meter.

“Give me a boost,” he suggested to Harry, as he handed over his rucksack hastily.

Using Harry’s shoulder as an impromptu step, Ron was able to swing his long leg over the cubicle wall after a few attempts. With both legs straddling the partition, he then shimmied over to the back wall.

“Now for the tricky part,” he mused.

Locating a slight lip from a misaligned tile, he dug his fingertips in for balance. Then, very slowly, he eased his trainers onto the top edge of the partition wall; it could not have been more than an inch wide. Walking his hands along the tiles for balance, he unfolded his lean frame until he was balanced as if he were atop a circus tightrope.

“I’m never going to be able to follow you, chum,” called Harry from below.

“You may not have to,” Ron answered, as he peered over the open transom. “Looks like the building backs into a wild patch. We should be able to Apparate there totally unseen.”

Swinging himself down from his vantage point, Ron stood next to Harry on the dusty floor. Another Side-Along Apparition was in order, but this time Ron was in the lead.

Once again, they landed in a crumpled pile. Carefully avoiding a sharp holly bush to his left, Harry slowly looked around as he worked his way into a standing position. They were sandwiched between the brick backside of the station and a rickety wooden wall that had been erected as a construction barrier.

Easing away from the direction of the workers, they circumvented the back of the building to arrive at the opposite side. Checking that there were no passersby looking their way, they nonchalantly stepped onto the sidewalk. Harry peered into the interior of the station as he absently picked a few bits of grassy twigs from his jacket sleeve. No sign of Hermione among the crowd.

“We’d better go inside,” he suggested to Ron as he held the glass door wide.

Ron looked around in awe at the totally ordinary surroundings. As Harry dragged him along to keep them from being trampled under the stream of frantic commuters, he was reminded of how infrequently Ron ventured outside his own world. Past the bored ticket taker, they found the rows of benches that comprised the waiting area. Still no sign of Hermione.

I should have suggested a secondary rendezvous point, thought Harry in hindsight, just in case we missed each other at the tube station.

Beyond the escalators that led down to the boarding platform, Harry spied a small coffee shop where a handful of commuters were seeking refuge from the crowds. It would make an ideal vantage point from which to survey the passing bodies without being crushed themselves. He guided Ron in that direction.

At the sound of approaching footsteps, the Muggle at a small table of the far right lowered the newspaper that she had been reading. They noticed Hermione’s familiar eyebrows and forehead, followed by her broad smile.

“Did you two have to hike cross country?” she asked as they drew near. She stood up to affectionately pluck some dried leaves from Ron’s ginger locks.

“Naw, we just had to take a slight detour out the backside of the building,” explained Ron as he slid into the seat next to her.

Hermione raised her eyebrows skeptically and turned to Harry for corroboration.

“Long story, Hermione,” he replied. “The loo was being renovated and we didn’t want
to barge through the workers’ tea party by going out the front door.”

“Good thing no one was at work when we popped in, eh?” added Ron.

“There was no one in the ‘Ladies’ when I Apparated, either,” admitted Hermione, half turning in the chair to gesture behind her.

The smile seemed to slide from her face as she caught sight of the door to the Ladies Lounge. Posted in plain sight was a huge sign that read: CLOSED FOR RENNOVATIONS.

Turning around sheepishly, she countered, “Well, at least no one would have noticed me when I came out. This place looked like a cattle stampede until about five minutes ago. Looks like the crowd is finally beginning to wind down…”

Catching sight of Ron’s haggard face, Hermione changed lanes in mid-breath. “What’s the matter, Ron?”

“Wish I hadn’t had to leave the Eye behind,” he mumbled dejectedly. “Fred and George are going to kill me.”

“Casualty of war, mate,” Harry reminded him. “That’s what field tests are all about.”

“I didn’t exactly get their permission before I borrowed it,” Ron admitted.

Hermione shook her head sympathetically.

“They’re going to kill me,” he moaned.

“No, they won’t, Ron.” Hermione’s voice filled with resolve as her eyes lit up with the kernel of an idea. “You just did them a great service by testing their product in a real life situation.”

“I don’t think they’re going to see it that way, Hermione,” Ron moped. “Thanks for trying to cheer me up, though.”

But Hermione was not letting go. “We’ll just have to make them see. First, you’ll prepare a report to detail your findings.” She looked pointedly at Ron. “You know, the features that worked well and those that could do with a bit of tweaking.”

Ron’s glum face showed that he was still unconvinced. Perhaps this was beginning to sound too much like schoolwork, observed Harry silently.

“All right,” offered Hermione, “I’ll help you get started.” She turned around slightly to fish a small memo pad and a ballpoint pen from the pocket of her windbreaker. “Let’s start with the areas that need improvement. That’s always easiest.”

“The focus,” volunteered Harry. “How it focused on Kreacher and then we could no longer see the face of his companion.”

Hermione scribbled furiously as she muttered, “Focus adjusted too close to floor level. Seems to catch on first moving object it sees. Unable to adjust to a wider angle.”

“Say, Ron,” Harry asked conversationally, “just how did Fred and George get into the business of making proximity alarms, anyway? It hardly seems like the sort of thing a joke shop would stock.”

“Actually, they were thinking about marketing it to practical jokers who wanted to make sure they weren’t caught in the act,” explained Ron.

“Then they’re going to have to do something about that alarm,” Hermione rejoined. “That would warn the, um, victims for miles around.”

“It’s supposed to have a vibrate feature,” admitted Ron, “but I guess I didn’t set it right.”

“Features should be easier to set,” breathed Hermione as she added to her notepad. “User should be able to easily double-check settings…Anything else? Let’s move on to the positives then.”

“How about the fact that we could see who was coming down the stairs even though the globe was hidden in the alcove?” offered Ron.

Hermione nodded her assent as she continued to scribble.

“I thought that the labeling on the patches with an eye and an ear made them very easy to understand,” Harry added.

Hermione surveyed her notes critically, her pen poised over the pad expectantly. “That’s a good start. Here, Ron, I’ll give you my notes and--”

Ron’s stricken face stopped her in midstream.

“All right,” she conceded, “I’ll try to get it organized and owl you over a draft. Feel free to add in anything else that occurs to you in the meanwhile. But you’re going to need to copy it over in your own handwriting,” she stressed.

“Do you think it will work?” he implored. “Do you think they’ll forgive me?”

“Forgive you?” she replied in an airy tone. “They’ll be positively thrilled with the findings. Do you realize the value of product field testing? I wouldn’t be surprised if they offered to pay you for your efforts!”

Ron gave her a hang-dog look that conveyed he was still unconvinced.

“Trust me on this,” she said more gently. Turning her attention to the other side of the table, she said, “What do you think, Harry?”

But Harry was not paying attention. He was staring grimly into the distance, clenching his jaw uncharacteristically.

“What is it, mate?” asked Ron worriedly.

“Did you see someone suspicious?” Hermione quickly added, her voice filling with alarm.

“We have to go back,” Harry replied deliberately, still staring off in thought. Then turning to face his friends, he repeated, “We have to go back to Grimmauld Place.”

Ron was taken aback. “No way. We almost got caught the last time…”

Hermione was of a like mind. “There’s no telling who might be lurking about,” she cautioned.

“Doesn’t matter,” Harry replied resolutely. “Look at this.”

Glancing discreetly around to make sure that they were not attracting any undue attention, he motioned them over to his side of the table. They stood staring down into a folded newspaper that Harry was guarding in his lap; the same paper that Hermione had discarded earlier. Slowly, he eased it open to reveal a bundled dishtowel, threadbare and so ancient it was practically grey.

“Where did that come from?” Hermione whispered.

“Stuffed behind one of the broken chimney bricks in the pantry,” Harry breathed. “It was a miracle I was able to grab it just as we were Disapparating.”

“Explains why we landed in such a heap,” Ron noted with a grimace.

“Yeah, sorry about that…”

Using the eraser end of a pencil stub, Harry carefully eased the towel open to reveal a jumble worthy of a magpie: shards of old china, broken earring parts, bits of sparkle that were probably glass rhinestones that had fallen out of their original mountings. Coiled like a serpent in the middle of a nest lay a thick oval pendant, tarnished to a dark shade of mahogany.

Hermione gasped involuntarily. Barely discernable through the grime, an ornate letter “S” had been incised into the metal.
Chapter 3 - The Endless Possibilities of Floo Powder by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
While the Dursleys make plans for Dudley’s future, McGonagall presents Harry and company with a unique proposition that may allow them to enjoy the best of both worlds.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.

Chapter 3
The Endless Possibilities of Floo Powder


The late August morning dawned bright and clear as Harry awoke. His owl, Hedwig, was perched upon the open windowsill, snowy white wings held wide to maximize her exposure to the sun. He would have thought she was attempting to sunbathe, but experience had taught him that she often assumed this posture when returning from a hunt -- something to do with the coldness and damp that permeated her delicate feathers as she swooped through the pre-dawn mist.

Other than the occasional hoot from Hedwig, the house at number four, Privet Drive seemed unusually quiet this morning. He slipped into the discarded clothing from last night and trooped down the stairs. He found both the living room and kitchen deserted as he helped himself to breakfast. This was becoming the routine over the summer weeks, he thought; much more the rule than the exception.

Aunt Petunia and Uncle Vernon had suddenly decided that their precious son, Dudley, was destined for higher learning “ despite his threatened expulsions from the prestigious Smeltings Academy during each of the last four years. Since this was Dudley’s last summer before graduation, his parents had devoted themselves wholeheartedly to obtaining him a University appointment.

It was not going well, thought Harry wryly; not that they would ever concede that Dudley just wasn’t University material.

What had started out as weekly interviews with various admissions boards had quickly morphed into more frequent and frantic attempts. Having received no interviews with any of the premier Universities throughout Britain, Dudley and company had quickly exhausted the second- and third-rate institutions. They were now reduced to applying to trade schools where, Harry surmised, they probably should have started in the first place.

The upshot of the Dursleys’ new obsession was that Harry had often been left to putter around the house alone while Aunt Petunia accompanied Dudley to his next interview and Uncle Vernon went to work at the drill factory. Of course, Uncle Vernon had left him terse instructions from the start that he was to have no visitors, particularly any of his “weird friends” as he liked to refer to the wizarding community, no deliveries of any sort to his doorstep (the emphasis was always apparent), and was not to leave the house under any circumstances. Then they had locked him in and not left him with the key.

Now that the absences were much more routine, his uncle had shortened his exit tirade considerably. Still he liked to make his point before leaving for work each day by shaking a fat finger in a menacing manner while locking his porcine eyes onto Harry’s green ones.

Harry accepted all of this in stride. Considering the past abuses he had suffered at the hands of his relatives, this was just a minor inconvenience. That his aunt and uncle had not thrown him out on the street after his seventeenth birthday last month was an unexpected bonus that he did not want them to rethink. The obligation that his mother’s untimely death had imposed on her sister, Petunia, had expired when Harry reached his age of maturity. In the wizarding world, maturity was bestowed at seventeen “ a fact that Professor Dumbledore had made clear to his aunt and uncle during an unprecedented visit last summer.

Despite the fact that Dumbledore’s attempts at a civilized conversation had been blatantly ignored, Harry was certain that his aunt’s methodical mind had filed every scintillating fact away, the better to taunt Harry with if the opportunity presented itself. Yet, neither she nor Uncle Vernon had made the slightest move to evict him as he had expected on the last stroke of midnight on July 31. Perhaps in their obsession with Dudley’s University career, it seemed like too much extra trouble. After all, they had made ignoring his presence in their home into an Olympic event. Nevertheless, their apathy had unintentionally served Harry’s purposes: as long a he could still call Privet Drive “home”, the ancient magic that protected him from harm held true.

Besides, Harry had long ago prepared for such circumstances by obtaining a supply of magical Floo Powder. He had stowed the little pouch among his other treasures under the loose floorboard in his bedroom. Why, he had even assisted Uncle Vernon in renovating the boarded up chimney that had been mangled by the Weasley family’s disastrous arrival via the Floo Network a number of summers ago.

Always swayed by the latest Muggle fad, Aunt Petunia had insisted that she wanted all the fireplace bricks returned to working order so she could install a large wrought iron stand with candles in place of the customary andirons. It was necessary to completely unblock the chimney to allow the heat and smoke generated by the candles to dissipate into the air.

She never suspected that the entire incident had been orchestrated by Harry himself. After witnessing the possibilities of magical Floo Powder for communication as well as transportation, Harry had concluded that this avenue would be ideal for him should he ever be caught in emergency circumstances. But if Uncle Vernon had insisted on boarding up the fireplace as before, he knew that his dreams of Floo freedom would go up like so much smoke.

In the end, it had just been a matter of leaving the Muggle home magazines and mail order catalogs open to the pages depicting the wrought iron fire stands. Even their neighbor, Mrs. Figg, had commented on the magazine photo and confided to Aunt Petunia that their fireplace was ideal for such a treatment. Good, old Mrs. Figg had been interceding on Harry’s behalf even back then. Only recently had she admitted that she had been assigned by the Order of the Phoenix to keep a watchful eye on him while he was in residence at Privet Drive. That she had been born a Squib only made her cover that much more believable to the Dursleys, who would surely have been suspicious if they sensed anything remotely magical about her.

But despite all of his advance preparations, Harry had not had the luxury of using the Floo Network prior to this summer. There had always been someone about or due back at any minute. It had not taken long for Harry to conclude that these interviews were often day long affairs as his cousin and aunt were often indulged in grand tours of the institutions who dreamed of wooing their tuition money “ that is, until they actually sat down to review Dudley’s school transcripts.

He knew that even now, the golden days of liberty could suddenly come to an abrupt end. Sooner or later the interviews would cease as Dudley either met with success, or more likely, despaired of finding any school willing to count him among their alumni.

Consequently, from the day of Dudley’s first interview, Harry has wasted no time in contacting his friends via Floo for a welcome bit of conversation. Once it was evident that he would have the entire day to himself, they had expanded their horizons by planning their reconnaissance of the Black townhouse and spending many an afternoon together playing improvised Quidditch matches or simply lounging in the sunlit backyard at the Burrow.

Despite his newfound freedom, Harry did not dare to stray too far into unfamiliar terrain. He was only too aware that evil intentions could lurk behind the most innocent wizard’s façade. Prudently, he had notified the Order and obtained an official escort each time he ventured away from Privet Drive. A direct consequence of which was that he had learned that Mad-Eye Moody was relentless as a Beater and that Hestia Jones could spin the most outrageously funny tales when prompted by a goodly amount of butterbeer. Kingsley Shacklebolt had even taken a turn, although he had admitted he was often too tied to his desk job to get away.

Surprisingly, he had not been assigned to Nymphadora Tonks all summer long. Remus Lupin, he could understand, as he was still probably undercover among the werewolf community. But Tonks? She had always been the first one to volunteer for “Harry duty” as she liked to call it. All of his polite inquiries on her behalf had been turned away with an explanation that she was on a secret mission in a remote locale. Something about this seemed more like an excuse than an explanation, but he couldn’t pinpoint the exact reason he felt this way.

Although the ubiquitous presence of a bodyguard had not allowed them to mention Horcruxes by name, their lazy summer afternoons together had allowed them to conclude that they really had no idea where to resume their search. By mutual consent, they had agreed to place their other explorations (code name for Grimmauld Place) temporarily on the back burner “ at least until they were certain that the risk was truly justified.

Lately, Uncle Vernon had taken to accompanying Aunt Petunia to Dudley’s interviews as if his added bulk would somehow sway the minds of the registrars. The fact that they had left prior to sunup today bespoke of a long journey as Dudley’s potential schools ranged further and further from home. This had expanded Harry’s options considerably.

At Ron’s insistence this morning, he contacted Minerva McGonagall, now firmly entrenched as the new headmistress of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She temporarily connected her fireplace to the Floo Network so that Harry could visit her in her new office. They spoke of anything and everything that caught their fancy and Harry was surprised at how easy it was to speak his mind with her “ after all she was a teacher! The highlight of the afternoon was a resplendent high tea that rivaled the imagination of Lewis Carroll himself. It was served in a private garden to which only the headmaster or headmistress enjoyed unhindered access. He was pleasantly surprised that she had invited Ron and Hermione join them at the table; watching their awed reactions to the exotic surroundings had made Harry chuckle lightheartedly.

“It’s my own private enclave,” Professor McGonagall admitted. “I never knew that it existed all these years; even though I understand that the teaching staff is not prohibited access as long as they are in my company.”

She suspected, though, that Professor Dumbledore had spent many hours in silent contemplation within its walls; often when people had simply assumed he was away on business. That he had sought the cultivating genius of Pomona Sprout, the resident Herbology teacher, was evident by the lush and fragrant vegetation, many of which had been transplanted from tropical climes.

“Students are not traditionally allowed to visit the garden,” she continued, “but I often think that many of the things that we take for rules are simply conventions that no one has considered abandoning. Hopefully, under my tenure at Hogwarts, I will be able to steer some things in new directions.”

Numerous times he bordered on confiding to her about the onerous Horcrux hunt that loomed before him, but thought better of it at the last minute. His first loyalty, he reminded himself, must always be to the memory of Dumbledore. Nothing in her words or demeanor suggested that she had any agenda of her own, but it was just too big a risk to take. He finally admitted that he wanted to take some time to trace his family’s roots this fall, but that was as close to his true intentions that he felt comfortable sharing with
anyone other than Ron and Hermione.

Not surprisingly, she suggested that he begin his search in the Hogwarts library. She even offered to give him unlimited access to the restricted section, as which point he could have sworn he’d seen Hermione noticeably swoon.

Neville would swoon at this garden, Harry couldn’t help but think. Not that he would ever be presumptuous enough to voice that to the headmistress. She had given the three of them a rare gift indeed and he would not impose further on her generosity.

Demonstrating that she had given the subject a great deal of thought, Professor McGonagall outlined an unprecedented agenda of individualized studies that she was prepared to offer each of them if they agreed to return to Hogwarts in September. They would be allowed to set their own subjects, their own timetables, their own goals. They would be permitted to leave the grounds for outside research, but only after obtaining prior approval of a Hogwarts teacher or herself. Remembering Dolores Umbridge’s reign of terror, Harry was able to negotiate that the approval of a member of the Order would suffice as long as notice was sent directly to the headmistress’ office. Turning to Hermione for guidance, she nodded to indicate that she felt this would allow them enough of a loophole to deal with any untoward emergencies.

Taking a moment to steel himself, Harry presented his final roadblock. Speaking only for himself, he clarified, he wished to assume no other responsibilities to school activities or organizations that he would be forced to abandon if he had to leave in mid-term. He did not want any decisions he had to make to be colored by his desire to not disappoint others, he explained.

McGonagall raised a questioning eyebrow at this last point. She was even more surprised when similar requests were put to her first by Ron, and then by Hermione.

“Are you sure this is what you want?” she asked each of them in turn. “Are you aware, Hermione, that we have no other clear candidates for Head Girl at this point?”

Hermione did not back down, however.

In the end, with all of their concerns addressed in turn, they agreed to Professor McGonagall’s proposal. The trio would be returning to Hogwarts for their seventh year “ even if it turned out to be only a temporary assignment.
Chapter 4 - All Aboard, Again! by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The trio board the Hogwarts Express and discover old friends with new responsibilities; Hermione receives an offer she may have to refuse.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.

Chapter 4
All Aboard, Again!


Little Whinging, Surrey: a patchwork of cookie-cutter houses, postage stamp sized yards and zealous conformity. A loosely defined society whose members strived to be better than their neighbors without exhibiting any true individual spirit that would ostracize them as eccentrics. A greener, lusher lawn. Flowerbeds that overflowed with a riotous display. A newer, grander automobile. A lengthier holiday in a more exotic locale. Such was the currency by which the residents established their own worth among their fellows.

The perverse reasoning of this world view was so hardwired into the Muggle consciousness that very few ever questioned its inherit contradictions or strove to break out of its mold. Except for the young wizard at number four, Privet Drive, who was anxiously awaiting turning his back on the stifling confines of suburban Muggle respectability and setting off for his last year at school. Secretly dreading that final moment when he would break free of his relatives and set out with no one but himself to satisfy or blame if things didn’t live up to his expectations.

As if sensing his barely contained excitement, the first of September ushered in the gentle touch of fall. Despite the bright morning sunlight, the warmth just couldn’t penetrate a layer of hazy clouds that seemed to insulate the countryside below. A persistent cool breeze wafted through the last of the summer greenery.

Having sent his new seven-compartment trunk ahead together with Hedwig’s cage, Harry had only to wait for his escort to arrive at the door. Now that he was able to travel via Apparition, it would not be such a production to get to Kings Cross Station. Just a short jaunt to the playground on the next block, where a nice patch of woods could camouflage his sudden disappearance from any wayward eyes.

Hermione had insisted that he and Ron meet her for a nice leisurely breakfast at nine. They would be going to a Muggle restaurant just across the street from the train station that was a great favorite of her parents.

Ah, the enticement of a bit of freedom now that they had turned seventeen. The slightly exotic notion of breaking bread among the masses before leaving the Muggle world resolutely behind; it was just too delightful to contemplate. Surely, his escort from the Order would not have any objections.

Promptly at a quarter before the hour, the doorbell to number four rang as if on cue. Even though Harry had been expecting it, he still couldn’t help jumping in anticipation. He opened the door to find Tonks, of all people, dressed exclusively in black except for her lime green hair.

“Wotcher, Harry,” she greeted him, as if she had just seen him yesterday. “What do you think of my new togs, eh? I understand the ‘gothic’ look is the latest thing with Muggles.”

“Er, it’s ‘goth’,” Harry managed to choke out as he was enveloped in a huge bear hug. She sure was strong for a little slip of a witch, he thought.

He made sure to turn the lock, but hesitated before closing the door, knowing the final moment had arrived at last. Now that he was of age, the loophole that had allowed him an extra month’s sanctuary would be irrevocably broken. Somehow it was fitting that the Dursleys were not present to witness the bittersweet moment. They had left so early today that it would have been more accurate to simply say that they had left very, very late last night. Harry swallowed past the lump in his throat and drew the door soundlessly closed.

“I’ve missed ya, Harry,” confided Tonks, her voice filled with a cheeriness that seemed suddenly out of place. She caught him in a brief comforting squeeze, then added in her customary friendly tone, “Did you have a nice summer?”

“Heard you were on a secret mission,” he countered back to her infectious grin, then stopped as he got a really good look at her disguise. “I suppose you’re still undercover, right?”

“You betcha,” she replied. “Little birdy told me that you were wanting to rub elbows with the Muggles this morning and I didn’t want to stand out.”

She’d stand out all right, thought Harry. But since the goth look practically demanded outrageousness, she would probably fit right it. He shook his head at the circuitous logic, and hoped that the restaurant wasn’t one of those buttoned-down clubby places that were so famous in London. The kind that were still askance at having to admit “ gasp -- women.

But he needn’t have worried. The restaurant turned out to be a yuppie coffee enclave where the counter help had so many body piercings that it was a wonder they didn’t leak. In fact, he felt much more out of place than he had ever felt among Muggles.

“Oh, my mum would have a fit in this place,” Ron joked. “Can you just imagine…”

“What about Aunt Petunia?” added Harry merrily. “Uncle Vernon would probably turn such a deep shade of purple, it would practically be black!”

“Well, then he’d fit right in, wouldn’t he!” countered Ron.

“Oh, you two are incorrigible,” commented Hermione when she finally stopped laughing. “You just don’t get out enough.”

Meanwhile, Tonks was in the midst of an animated discussion with two of the guys at the counter. When she came back with steaming mugs of various hues, she exclaimed, “Blimey, I think those two were trying to chat me up!”

This dissolved the entire group, including Tonks, into gales of laughter. Through his tears of mirth, Harry thought he could discern that Tonks had added a few ear piercings that had not been present when she knocked on his door that morning.


As the magic hour of eleven drew near, they gathered up their belongings, stuffed the last of the biscotti into their pockets for the long train ride, and crossed the street. They were still laughing over the “goth fashion show” as Hermione had dubbed it when they passed seamlessly through the magical barrier that led to Platform 9 ¾. The gleaming red engine of the Hogwarts Express was already billowing clouds of steam in anticipation of its long journey north.

Tonks herded them onto the train, then waved off cheerily to patrol the aisles before departure. Harry stared after her, transfixed by the easy manner in which she wove herself among the new and returning students. Her outlandish attire seemed to melt away so that it was hard to tell her apart form the crowd.

Hermione grabbed him by the sleeve and pulled him into the first empty compartment just as the train lurched into motion. Ron was already stretching his lean frame into the other bench as if for a morning nap, while above him, all of their trunks had already been stored neatly. Underneath the far bench, Hedwig hooted contentedly from her cage where it was strapped securely next to Crookshanks’ wicker hamper. Ron’s owl, Pigwidgeon, had been been temporarily entrusted to his sister, Ginny.

An orderly row of three ivory envelopes had been arranged on the windowsill. Hermione handed each of them the one that had been labeled with their name in florid purple ink.

“Tonks gave these to me this morning to pass out on the train,” explained Hermione.

“What about the one for Ginny?” Harry asked as he nodded towards the single envelope still perched on the windowsill.

“Oh, she’ll be by later, mate,” chimed in Ron. “Says she has something special to tell you.”

“Do tell, Ron,” urged Hermione in a conspiratorial tone. “Just a little hint?”

“No way,” refused Ron. “She made me promise or--”

“What’d she do, Ron?” Harry laughed. “Did she make you swear an Unbreakable Vow?”

“Trust me,” Ron conceded dryly, “she has her ways, that one does.”

Just then, they caught sight of Neville Longbottom and Luna Lovegood passing by their compartment. Neville and Luna returned their waves through the glass, but kept on walking towards the front of the train as if on an official errand. They had both changed into their Hogwarts robes even though the train had barely left the station.

“I hear Neville was named Head Boy,” Hermione whispered as if it would not be common knowledge soon enough. “He sure has changed a lot since I helped him locate his frog on our first trip. You do remember Trevor, don’t you?”

They all laughed at the memory. Harry couldn’t help but think how far this boy, who was exactly one day older than he, had come since that first fateful day. How many scrapes and tight spots he’d never have negotiated were it not for Neville coming through at just the right moment. As he had become entrusted with more responsibility, Neville had even begun to shed that hesitant manner that belied his inner strength.

“Do you think that Luna was named Head Girl?” inquired Ron.

“I’d think she was too young,” commented Hermione. “But I can pretty much guarantee that was a prefect’s badge that I saw pinned to her robes.”

The train pitched unexpectedly, sending the envelope bearing Ginny’s name fluttering to the floor. Picking it up, Hermione urged, “What are you waiting for?”

Harry opened his envelope to reveal a hand written invitation in the same purple ink, the handwriting festooned with elaborate flourishes.

Nymphadora Tonks

invites you to a sumptuous picnic lunch

on the occasion of

her triumphant return to Hogwarts.

The pleasure of your company is requested in

Compartment D at 1:30 p.m.


Harry was about to comment that this didn’t sound much like the Tonks he knew, when he noticed a scribbled postscript: Be sure to keep mum as we didn’t bring enough food for the entire train!

Hermione excused herself from the compartment just as a breathless Ginny squeezed through the door.

“So sorry I’m late,” breathed Ginny. Then catching sight of the envelope, she cooed, “Oooh, for me…”

She swung herself with ease onto the seat right next to Harry. Quickly scanning the lines of the invitation, she turned to Harry and commented, “Sure sounds like a lot more fun than all those parties that blowhard Slughorn used to have!”

“Sshh, Ginny,” cautioned Ron in a whisper. “I’m pretty sure he’s still teaching at Hogwarts; might even be on the train.”

But Harry was not really paying attention as he couldn’t keep from staring into Ginny’s brown eyes. Their bodies were separated by only a matter of inches on the bench. Ron mumbled something about going to find Hermione and quietly closed the compartment door behind him.

Harry licked his lips, his throat suddenly dry. He wondered if he could get his voice to be heard over the hammering of his heart.

“Ron said you had something to tell us,” he uttered feebly.

Her eyes lit up immediately and she dug a crumbled letter from her pocket. “I’ve been made Quidditch captain!” she exclaimed, holding the letter out as confirmation.

“Why, that’s great!” Harry congratulated her in a generous tone.

“Then you’re not angry with me for taking over your spot?”

“Of course not,” he assured her. “It was one of the conditions of my return to Hogwarts this year.”

“I don’t suppose that I’m going to be able to convince you to try out, then?”

“Probably not, but I may be available for a consultation or two.” As her smile widened, he cautioned her, “But you will have to pick the team players by yourself “ that’s what the captain does. Besides, you did just fine without me when you won the Quidditch Cup last year…”

His mouth ran dry as he was immediately overcome by the memory of their first kiss. It had been at that very victory party.

Taking a deep breath, he forged ahead, “You don’t think that was a fluke, do you? Surely, McGonagall doesn’t.”

“Oh, it wasn’t McGonagall that signed the letter. Look.” She placed the paper right into his hand.

In a perfectly neat hand, the letter was signed: “Remus J. Lupin, Head of Gryffindor House.”

“You mean Lupin is back?” Harry cried incredulously.

“It would seem so. Perhaps we can get some more details from Tonks,” offered Ginny.

A giggling group of girls were walking by their compartment window. Looking in and seeing Ginny, they all began to wave excitedly.

“Gotta go, Harry,” she cried. “See you at lunch.”

With a quick squeeze of his hand, she was gone. In her wake, she left a faint flowery scent that Harry remembered all too well.



Before long, Ron and Hermione returned excitedly. The news that Professor Lupin was back at Hogwarts had caused quite a stir.

Hermione was clutching a roll of parchment excitedly in her hand. “You’ll never believe what I’ve got,” she gushed. “The owl practically assaulted me as I passed the observation platform. It’s a job offer from Fred and George!”

“Are you serious?” cried Ron.

Hermione nodded excitedly. “They want me to head up their new Division of Product Design and Testing.”

“So I gather you didn’t get beat up over the loss of the Evil Eye Detector, after all?” Harry inquired, turning to Ron.

Ron shook his head as if he still could not believe his luck. “Fred actually patted me on the shoulder and declared it an acceptable loss -- whatever that means.”

“Then why aren’t they offering you a job, Ron?” inquired Hermione in a pointed fashion. “You did copy the findings report into your own handwriting, didn’t you?”

He nodded. “I did, but they weren’t fooled; especially the part about using it as a magical baby monitor.”

“I suppose I should’ve realized that part would give me away,” Hermione admitted. “But it was such a good idea; Muggles have a similar product already.”

“Oh, they were practically ecstatic about it! Considering that all they had to do was change the packaging, the new version is probably already on the shelves. It’s just that, well,” Ron hesitated, “crawling babies are not exactly the sort of thing seventeen year old wizards have on their minds, you know.”

“Right,” conceded Hermione, laughing. “I see what you mean.”

“Are you going to accept their offer?” inquired Harry.

“I don’t see how I can,” explained Hermione. “They practically want me to start right away, what with their new premises in Hogsmeade. I’ll just have to ask Professor Lupin for his thoughts when I see him again,” she concluded.

It was definitely nice to have Lupin back, thought Harry. He wondered what he would make of the little towel wrapped bundle that was stashed in the secret pocket of his seven-compartment trunk.
Chapter 5 Tonks Triumphant by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
A few surprises as Tonks recounts her adventures over the summer.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 5
Tonks Triumphant


Promptly at half past one, Ginny rapped on their compartment window as she worked her way down the aisle to Compartment D. The four of them arrived en masse before the closed door. Being the last cubicle on that railcar meant that Compartment D was sandwiched between the lavatory and the walkway into the next car. As a result, it was configured in such a way that the sole interior window was on the door itself.

The blinds had been drawn on the window, so Hermione knocked tentatively. The door was opened wide to admit them and they saw the familiar features of Remus Lupin peeking out from behind.

“Come on in, folks,” he offered genially. “Tonks just went to get some butterbeer.”

They squeezed themselves past the door and into the cramped compartment. A large oval table, complete with bright cloth, had been wedge between the benches making it look like a dining booth from a restaurant. From the far bench, Lupin began arranging an extensive array of square white boxes on the tabletop. Then with a flourish of his wand, he touched the tip to the knotted string on each box. Magically the string receded, the boxes unfolded their sides and seemed to dissolve into the tablecloth. In their wake, they left tray after tray of delectable tea sandwiches, meat pasties, cheese, fruits, and in the center, a glistening chocolate cake sprinkled liberally with snowy coconut curls.

“I discovered a true kitchen witch tucked into a little corner of Soho,” offered Lupin conversationally. “Must have walked past her shop a dozen times before I realized what it was. She actually told me that the dingy exterior is meant to discourage Muggles.”

He chuckled at this before continuing, “Did you see the stand that she set up just inside Platform Nine and Three-Quarters this morning? No, I guess you wouldn’t have if you came with Tonks. She’d totally sold out and packed up her display by ten or so. It was a regular feeding frenzy for a while.”

“I saw quite a few white boxes while I was working my way down from the front,” confirmed Ginny. “Looks like picnics are going to be all the rage this year.”

Without warning, the compartment door swung open to admit Tonks, hair a bright yellow halo, bearing such a large rack of butterbeers that she could hardly squeeze between the door and the table.

“The beverage service has arrived,” she announced. “Let the party begin!”

Harry and Ron helped her to settle the wooden rack on the floor. It partially blocked the door, but it would have to do for now. Harry couldn’t help but notice that she had changed outfits again. Underneath her open school robes, she was decked out in the requisite dark jumper and striped tie of Hufflepuff House, complete with tartan wool skirt in the brightest shades of yellow and black imaginable. Ron’s eyes widened to see that the skirt barely reached to the top of her black thigh boots.

Oblivious to the boys’ appraising looks, Tonks was merrily handing out butterbeers all around.

“I wish you wouldn’t do that, Tonks,” Lupin whispered tersely as he eyed her outfit. “It’s unseemly. You can’t very well guard the sheep if you keep getting mistaken for one of the flock.”

“Oh, you’re just jealous that you can’t fit into your old school attire anymore,” she retorted happily. Harry noticed that her boots had vanished and the plaid kilt had been replaced by dark leather jeans.

“I don’t even have my school things anymore,” Lupin replied. “I swear you never throw anything out. Who keeps old clothes lying around like that, anyway?”

“Why, lots of Muggles do,” offered Hermione in defense of Tonks. “My cousin in America told me that her parents keep all sorts of stuff in the attic. They go with their friends to fancy dress balls every Halloween.”

“Oooh, what a great idea!” Ginny spoke up. “Sounds just like what we need at Hogwarts!”

“You know, Ginny, you’re right,” agreed Hermione. “We already have a Halloween feast; add some costumes, a little music, and you’ll have a party.”

“That sounds fabulous!” Tonks’ face lit up as she scooted onto the bench next to the girls. “Have any idea what we could do with ole Remus here?” She motioned across the table with her head.

“I know just the thing,” Hermione’s eyes twinkled as she answered. Then putting her hand up to shield her words from view across the table, she mouthed her suggestion to Ginny and Tonks. Instantly, the other two dissolved into peals of laughter.

Harry, who had ended up perched on a large trunk at the end of the table, had a slightly less obscured view of Hermione’s lips. He thought she had mouthed the words “Roman gladiator”, but he couldn’t be sure.

In between mouthfuls of sandwich, Harry addressed Lupin directly. “So what subject will you be teaching at Hogwarts, Professor?”

“Well, that’s actually a rather interesting story,” drawled Lupin. “So good in fact, that it would not do it justice to start with the conclusion.”

He waited until all heads had turned in his direction before continuing, “A little background information is in order, I suppose. By now you all know that the Order had sent me on a special mission to infiltrate the ranks of the feral werewolves. They were not a welcoming bunch “ although we did not realize that this was greatly in part to the strong ties that Fenrir Greyback had with the Malfoy family. Then after the direct attack on Hogwarts--”

Harry noticed how artfully Lupin sidestepped any mention of Dumbledore’s murder.

“”well, it wouldn’t do to be recognized by one of my former pupils, now would it?”

Taking a deep breath, Lupin ploughed on, “So my assignment was pulled. When I got back to my flat, I found a most intriguing document in my letterbox. A letter from Albus Dumbledore…”

Lupin paused for the awed reaction of his listeners.

“…and it was dated two months before his death! I wish I had the actual letter to pass around,” he confessed. “It would add so much more weight to my story. But unfortunately, the parchment was charmed to evaporate once I had read it through to the end. All that was left behind was a large ornate key with the name of an estate agent at Gringotts. I worried that the agent, Marleybones, would not believe my story, but the key was all the assurance he needed. Predicting that my mission would be ending soon, Dumbledore had left me the key to a very unique vacation rental. And because Dumbledore had not been able to get away for the past few years, I was entitled to a whole five weeks.”

“You mean that Dumbledore left you the key to his time-share?” asked Hermione skeptically.

“Ah, but it wasn’t just a time-share,” admitted Lupin with a twinkle in his eye. “Unplottable, unreachable, practically invisible if you didn’t have the key strung ‘round your neck. Located near the rim of a rumbling volcano. The nights were often aglow from the churning lava miles below.”

“Tell them the story behind it,” urged Tonks excitedly.

Lupin’s voice assumed a secretive timbre. “It was a house that had belonged to a great wizard. In a moment of weakness, the wizard had agreed to help out some Muggle friends of his, a cinematographer and his wife, who were making a great epic film about a greater-than-life wizard.”

“You mean a real wizard appeared in a Muggle movie?” Ron was speechless.

“No, no,” Lupin quickly assured him. “It would never do for a wizard to risk the recognition of Muggles everywhere. He became the personal consultant to the actor who played the part of the wizard.”

“Well, if the actor fellow is who I think it is,” interrupted Ginny, “The Quibbler claims he’s a Squib!” She looked up to Lupin for confirmation.

“You know the enchantments on the house prevent me from divulging any details,” shrugged Lupin, without sounding the least bit regretful.

“If it’s who I think it is,” Hermione supplied, “the Muggle tabloids reported he was a--” The rest of her words were lost as she whispered directly into Ginny’s ear. Ginny’s eyes widened briefly before the two girls dissolved into giggles.

“You know that would make a great subject for a Muggle Studies essay,” suggested Hermione as soon as she was able to speak. “The Nature of Scandal in Muggle versus Wizarding Societies.”

“I thought you dropped Muggle Studies,” observed Ron.

“I did,” replied Hermione, “but it would almost be worth taking up again just to see the expression on the teacher’s face.”

Tonks, who had no trouble following their logic, joined in the laughter.

“Oooh, if I could just be a fly on that wall,” Tonks added wistfully. “Is old Jeremy Farquar still teaching Muggle Studies? He must have been 140 in my day.”

“Naw,” Ginny answered with barely suppressed glee, “Professor Farquar is his son. So he must be at least 120!”

More laughter ensued.

“Are they always like this when they get together?” Lupin inquired of the boys.

“It’s Ginny and Tonks,” explained Ron. “Mum always says that they are the female equivalent of Fred and George.”

Lupin winced noticeably. “That’s quite an indictment, you know.”

They nodded in mock agreement before the infectious laughter got the best of them also.

“It took a bit of persuasion to get the Order to agree to my leave request,” Lupin resumed his tale. “And they were absolutely uncompromising when it came to the precaution that all wizards travel in groups. Not to mention that I still needed to brew the Wolfsbane Potion before every full moon. So the Order assigned me the best potion maker in their ranks--” he hesitated for dramatic emphasis as Harry bitterly remembered that such distinction had once belonged to Severus Snape. “None other than Tonks!”

“All this time I thought you were a terrible cook,” gasped Ginny.

“Oh, I am,” admitted Tonks. “World’s worst, positively dreadful. But it turns out that a potion doesn’t have to taste good in order for it to be effective.”

“In the end, it was the absolute remoteness of the site that convinced the Order that it would be relatively safe for two persons to make the journey alone. It took quite a bit of convincing to get the rental agent to issue a second key, though,” Lupin chuckled at the memory. “I remember Alastor Moody actually offering to jinx him in quite a colorful manner if he didn’t comply.”

“Er, Professor, just what sort of jinxes do you use on a goblin?” inquired Ron.

“We weren’t sure, either,” admitted Tonks. “I’m just glad that Moody insisted that each of us have our own key. Turns out you can’t even see the house if you don’t have the ruddy key on your person somehow.”

To their incredulous stares, she continued, “The first night I took off the chain to keep it from bonking the lavatory when I brushed my teeth. Looked up and all the walls had gone transparent on me. Couldn’t even find the counter or the door to the next room. All I could do was stumble around bumping into invisible objects. I could still feel the floor beneath my feet, but when I looked down it was as if I was suspended above a boiling cauldron of lava!”

“Luckily, I heard her screams from the next room,” Lupin added, “so I was able to locate her key and drape it around her neck before she’d totally shrieked herself out.”

Tonks laughed good-naturedly. “Never did have much of a head for heights. Here, I have some pictures,” she added, passing the moving images around. “See this one here.” She pointed to a spectacular shot of a volcano mouth spitting rock fragments into the night sky like fireworks. “You can just see the edge of the house there.” She pointed to the far right of the frame, but Harry could not make out anything but the lip of the volcano.

“I don’t think they can see it,” explained Lupin, gazing intently at the image. “Must be part of the concealment charms. It looks a lot fainter to me, as well. I wouldn’t be surprised if it continued to fade from the pictures as the image fades from our memories.”

Tonks then handed Harry a shot of herself on an unblemished beach, waving wildly from atop a huge sea turtle. Moving pictures followed of Tonks snowboarding down a craggy slope, tumbling merrily into a snowdrift, and a wobbly attempt at windsurfing on a pristine mountain lake.

“Oh, here’s one of you,” she said, nodding to Lupin as she peered at a silhouetted form backlit by lava and the full moon above. “I even managed to perfect Remus’ potion thanks to some unique ingredients that were suggested to me by the local medicine man.”

“That’s right,” added Lupin as she handed him the image. “Not only does this new formula minimize the debilitating effects, but it even allows me to endure direct exposure to the full moon for more than a few seconds without being totally overcome by pain. It’s a truly unique recipe!”

“What I don’t understand, Professor,” interrupted Hermione, “is how can you be teaching Defense Against the Dark Arts when everyone knows that position is cursed?”

“Now that’s never actually been proven,” he replied mischievously. “But anyway, I’ll be teaching Transfigurations.”

“But how--” began Hermione.

“You see McGonagall first offered the position to me,” Tonks said, taking over the narrative, “but I turned her down. Never was much good at transfiguring anything other than myself --and that’s not a skill you can teach. A Metamorphmagus has to be born with the talent. So I suggested Remus here as an alternative. She wasn’t immediately sold on the idea even though I showed her this,” she jabbed her finger at the photo of the sea turtle, “but she finally came around when she saw him in person.”

Harry looked up in sudden realization. “You’ve become an Animagus,” he stated in awe.

Lupin nodded, smiling. “I always figured that if the other Marauders could learn to do it, I could, too. But I’d never had the study time to devote to it before now.”

“Do you realize just how rare it is for an Animagus to assume the shape of a reptile?” Hermione interjected. “Why insects are rare enough, but I’ve never even heard of anyone else being registered as a reptile.”

“They told him he was the first at the Ministry office,” Tonks supplied.

“I think that’s what convinced McGonagall in the end,” admitted Lupin. “That and actually witnessing the metamorphosis for herself.”

“So how does all this translate into ‘Tonks’ triumphant return’?” inquired Ginny. “That is what the invitation promised us, isn’t it?”

Tonks and Lupin exchanged conspiratorial looks. “You tell them,” Lupin urged.

“Remus and I got married!” declared Tonks, beaming. “A true tropical ceremony officiated by the local shaman.”

Amid the showers of congratulations offered to the new couple, Harry riffled through the photo images that were scattered over the tabletop. He pulled out an image that showed a trio of figures in front of a native hut amid a lush tropical background. Peering at the figures, he could discern a short man, blue-black of skin, wearing curtains of bright necklaces that came to the top of his loincloth. To the right was a female figure with a long plait of black hair, her body wrapped in a flowered native cloth. Could this be Tonks? He focused on the tall figure that stood behind, holding an upright spear in his left hand. His skin was a bronze shade considerably lighter than that of the woman and old man. Other than a number of thick orchid necklaces draped around his neck, his sole piece of clothing was a bright piece of cloth tied sarong-fashion around his waist. Could this be Lupin?

“There’s the photo,” Tonks declared as she passed it from Harry to the others in the group. “I’m calling it ‘Tropical Gothic’ in light of the solemn expressions.”

“Is that really you?” gasped Ginny.

“You betcha. I can go native with the best of them,” admitted Tonks proudly. “I should see about getting that shot enlarged, though. Remus insisted that the photographer take a wide shot so that the swaying of the jungle vegetation could be seen.”

“It was a very unusual ceremony, too,” volunteered Lupin, clearly anxious to change the subject. “There were a number of qualifying trials that were surprisingly similar to those used in wizard tournaments; although on a much smaller scale, of course. One of them even involved walking barefoot across a bed of hot coals.”

“We both had to do that one,” Tonks added. “The shaman insisted that we had to demonstrate that we had the necessary fortitude for marriage.”

“Blimey,” Ron blurted, “can you just imagine Fleur having to do such a thing? I mean, Bill could do it….”

“I think that Veela have wings, Ron,” Harry reminded him with a laugh. “Or she’d find some other way around it, for sure.”

“But neither of you are wearing any wedding rings,” observed Hermione pragmatically.

“That’s not really the native custom,” explained Lupin.

Tonks pulled back her shirt sleeve to reveal an elaborate set of silver bracelets entwined with a delicate network of chains. “They have wedding cuffs.”

“You mean like hand-cuffs?” Ron suggested merrily.

“Not exactly.” Tonks’ tone was laced with amusement. “The women’s cuff is designed to show off the daintiness of her wrist, while the men’s cuff demonstrates his prowess by encircling the muscles of his upper arm.” She looked expectantly at Lupin. “Aren’t you going to roll back your sleeve and show them?” she asked gazing at his battered tweed jacket.

“Absolutely not,” declared Lupin with as much dignity as he could muster amid the laughter. “They will have to make do with the image in the photograph.”

“So, who’s going to be taking over the Dark Arts class?” asked Ron doggedly.

“I am,” declared Tonks proudly. “And don’t go worrying about that curse, either,” she warned. “I won’t be able to take leave of my Auror duties for more than a year, no matter how you look at it. Besides, what kind of an example would I be setting for the female students if my only claim to fame was as a professor’s wife?” she added patting Lupin’s hand reassuringly. “I’ve always wanted to train my own unit of elite commandos,” she announced with a sly reference to Dumbledore’s Army. “A girl’s got to have a few accomplishments under her own belt, you know.”
Chapter 6 Lupin's Career Advice by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Lupin teaches Hermione the rudiments of compromise; Ron and Harry are recruited for an unexpected assignment.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 6
Lupin’s Career Advice


After the last crumbs of the chocolate cake had been consumed, Hermione offered to help Lupin with the clean-up duties. He demonstrated the proper wand movement and then briefly touched the edge of one of the empty platters. The glass seemed to pool momentarily into a puddle before assuming the shape of an empty soda bottle.

“Now all you do is put the bottle in the crate among the empties,” finished Lupin with a grand flourish. “Complete recycling in a flash.”

“What happens to the leftovers?” inquired Ron, looking up from the moving photos that Tonks was animatedly narrating.

“They just get reduced inside the bottle,” explained Lupin as he touched his wand to a tray that still contained a few mangled sandwiches. He held up the resulting bottle, this one a light aqua hue, which displayed a whitish lump in the bottom.

“Will you be teaching this technique in Transfigurations this year?” Ron asked excitedly. “My mum would be beside herself!”

“It’s not actually my technique, Ron,” replied Lupin. “It’s part of the product offered by the witch who prepares the food boxes; simplifies clean-up outdoors.”

“I guess that would make her a green kitchen witch,” offered Hermione wryly, but the reference to Muggle slang was lost on Ron as usual.

As clean-up was completed in record time, a glow of contentment seemed to settle over the group. The golden rays of the late afternoon sun slanted through the compartment window as the train continued its long journey northward. Tonks had gathered Ginny and the boys to the other side of the table as she regaled them with still another outrageous tale of her summer adventures with Lupin.

Certain that she would finally not be interrupted, Hermione sat down on the bench next to Lupin.

“Can I ask your advice, Professor?” she ventured as she unfolded the letter from Fred and George and handed it to Lupin.

“Of course, Hermione,” Lupin offered kindly. “Let me see what we have here.” After carefully reading through the contents of the letter, he handed it back to Hermione. “Quite a generous offer, I would say.”

Hermione nodded, waiting for him to elaborate.

“I take it that you’re not in a position to accept at this time?” he surmised.

She shook her head. “I really want to finish my schooling and I can’t just abandon Harry right now. I ” both Ron and I ” have promised to stick with him for the remainder of the year…” She trailed off, uncertain of how much detail she should confide.

“And you don’t feel that this is a journey that Harry is prepared to make on his own,” he intuitively finished for her.

Hermione nodded gratefully and then continued, “But at the same time, it’s a generous offer as you said, and it certainly sounds like a job that would be fun to do.”

“Do you think that they may be willing to wait for you until you finished at Hogwarts?” suggested Lupin helpfully.

Hermione shook her head sadly. “They need someone right away with the new location in Hogsmeade and all.”

“I hadn’t realized that the novelty business was such a lucrative one, especially in these uncertain times.” Lupin’s gift for understatement was evident. “I suppose people do need something to take their minds off their troubles, eh?”

“They have actually been expanding their product lines considerably. Turns out that a lot of their products have proven useful to the Ministry of Magic. Ron told me that they received an exclusive contract for the Shield Hats they developed last year.”

“So, this explains why they are so keen on recruiting a witch of your talents. You are uniquely capable of thinking ‘outside the box’ in both wizarding and Muggle terms.” Lupin paused to reflect a moment. “And you are certain that this is a job that would appeal to you?”

Hermione nodded eagerly.

“All right,” Lupin considered as he folded his hands in his lap. “Often a job offer such as this can be seen as a preliminary offer. An opening bid in negotiations, so to speak. Make them a counter offer. Determine just what it is you are able to offer them, bearing your current commitments in mind, and see if that’s acceptable to them.”

“You mean, like ‘run it up the flagpole’?” replied Hermione.

“Exactly,” agreed Lupin. “You will have to try to keep me up with the latest Muggle slang,” he added in a whisper. “It’s the only weapon I’ll ever have with Tonks.”

Hermione agreed without hesitation. “It’s a deal, Professor,” she whispered back.

“Now when exactly were you to respond back?” Lupin inquired, pointing to the letter.

Hermione consulted the crumbled page once again. “They said I should launch my reply about the time the train passes over the series of tall bridges that span the river gorge. That way the owl would not have to fly as far to Hogsmeade. The train usually reaches that point about dusk,” she mused, appraising the slanting light coming in through the blinds.

“Then you have about an hour or so to draft your response,” concluded Lupin. “No one will think the lesser of you if you sneak back to your compartment. I will convey your regards to Tonks. When she finally comes up for air, that is.”

With a whispered word of thanks to Lupin, Hermione slipped out the door noiselessly. The last thing she heard was Lupin joining in merrily with the raucous laughter from Tonks’ storytelling.



Harry found Hermione leaning over the railing of the observation car as the first faint stars could be seen sparkling near the horizon. The last reddish glow of the sunset was slowing fading into the velvety violet of evening. They would be arriving at Hogwarts castle within the hour.

“I see you’ve already changed into your school robes,” he observed conversationally as he leaned on the railing next to her.

She nodded in reply, staring off into the treetops. “I was seeing if I could get a signal out here, but is seems hopeless.” She folded her mobile telephone into her robes.

Turning toward Harry, she continued, “I was hoping I could touch base with my cousin one more time before I pass through the gates--”

“--where everyone knows that electronics no longer function,” finished Harry for her.

Ron sidled onto the platform to the other side of Hermione. He, too, had donned his school robes and they flapped eagerly against the silver bars.

“What’s up, guys?” he asked.

“Hermione was just making a last ditch attempt to contact her cousin,” Harry explained.

“From the observation platform?” asked Ron incredulously. “I thought your cousin was a Muggle. How could you be sending him an owl?”

“My cousin is a Muggle and, no, I was not sending her an owl, Ron,” explained Hermione patiently. Her careful emphasis indicating that she was not willing to take any chances with Ron’s legendary jealousy.

She fished her mobile device from the pockets of her robes and flipped open the cover. The empty screen glowed eerily in the twilight. “Modern Muggles communicate using this device.”

Ron leaned in for a closer look at the alien technology. “So it works just like one of those mirror pairs that wizards have?” he observed.

Hermione nodded her approval and Harry noted that Ron was getting much more adept at understanding the parallels between magical devices and technology.

The reference to magical mirrors brought an unexpected pang, though, as Harry remembered the gift from his godfather, Sirius. The broken shards were still wrapped in newspaper in the bottom of his trunk. He wondered if the pieces could be repaired magically “ and then what? Where was the twin to the mirror? Was it secreted somewhere at Grimmauld Place where it could provide them with a view of what was transpiring within those walls? Could it still be possible to communicate with Sirius from behind the veil, even though his previous attempt had not been successful? All issues that he had shoved into the back of his mind, but perhaps the time had come to explore them further. He made a mental note that the properties of twin magical objects would be a good subject with which to begin his independent studies.

His thoughts were interrupted by a sharp cry from Hermione. In her excitement, she began to crane her body over the platform railing. Ron had already grabbed her by the sleeve of her robes and was entwining his arm protectively around her waist.

“Is that speck a return owl from Fred and George?” she cried, pointing into the treetops.

“So you accepted their offer after all?” asked Harry, his heart sinking unexpectedly.

“Lupin suggested I make them a counter offer,” she answered breathlessly. “That’s why I left the luncheon early. I had to draft my response in time to launch it from the gorge.”

The train rounded a bend in the track and offered the first spectacular view of the majestic Hogwarts towers silhouetted against the approaching twilight.

“Blimey, we’re almost there!” shouted Ron. “I’ll hold down the fort here, Harry. You’d better go change into your robes.”

Ron arched his ginger eyebrow knowingly, instantly reminding Harry of the fiasco that had ensued last year when he had not arrived at the gates in the proper school attire. No need to get house points docked this early again, Harry mused, as he dashed down the corridor to the men’s lavatory.




Harrry returned to a scene of utter chaos in their compartment. Hermione was jumping up and down excitedly while a huge barn owl flew circles over her head. Ron was standing up on the bench trying to catch the owl but only making it fly more erratically. Hedwig was hooting her disapproval from her cage below.

“Thank goodness you’re back, Harry!” cried Ron in desperation. “Can you please get this ruddy bird some owl pellets? It’s exhausted from trying to outrun a steam engine, the feathered fool!”

Harry chuckled at the way Ron’s eloquence always seemed to flower in moments of exasperation. The act of filling his hand with a generous mound of pellets lured the errant owl onto Harry’s out-stretched arm. It tilted its graceful head so that it could watch him with one luminous eye while it delicately retrieved the pellets with its curved beak. An impatient fluttering of its wings indicated that it was ready for its return flight.

“Any return message?” inquired Harry. Hermione looked up from the letter that her eyes were hungrily devouring for the fourth or fifth time. She shook her head to the negative. Harry allowed his arm to lead the way to the open platform where he watched the owl quickly disappear into the night.

Hedwig was still hooting mournfully when Harry rejoined the others. He quickly handed her a portion of owl nuts through the cage bars to soothe her wounded psyche. By Hermione’s expectant expression, he could see that she had been impatiently awaiting his return.

“Oh, Harry,” she gushed, “they accepted my counter offer! They’re going to allow us to do the product testing on a free-lance basis. You know, sort of like consultants. I even get to choose which products to test.”

“What’s this ‘we’ business?” Ron asked suspiciously. “Sounds like a lot of extra work to me.”

“Oh, Ron,” she implored, moving closer to him along the bench, “you know I’ll prepare all the reports. But I will definitely need help from both of you to test these items in practical situations. You will both be getting a portion of the salary,” she offered, holding out the crumpled parchment for them to examine.

Ron’s eyes widened appreciatively as he read the offer. Wordlessly, he handed it to Harry.

“How did you convince them to hire all three of us, Hermione?” inquired Harry skeptically.

“I simply explained that I planned to spend a good part of my time among the restricted section of the library,” she elaborated, “but that if it was field testing that they wanted, then adding the two of you into the mix practically guaranteed dangerous exploits and adventures.”

Harry laughed appreciatively at Hermione’s deviousness. Slapping the still glum Ron genially on the back, he assured him, “Don’t you see, Ron? She single-handedly got us an excuse to get outside of school grounds, a whole new arsenal of cool gadgets to assist us, and a bit of spending money on the side!”

“Well, if you put it that way,” Ron’s tone was beginning to brighten up. “I guess I could force myself to accept a salary from my own brothers.” Then as another thought hit him, he added, “You know McGonagall’s probably not going to like this.”

“Who says we’re going to tell her?” replied Hermione with a sly twinkle, her grin taking on a mischievous slant.
Chapter 7 Privileges by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The trio plus Neville settle into their new digs in Gryffindor Tower and experience the first wave of changes that the new headmistress has implemented.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 7
Privileges


Harry's first day back at Hogwarts dawned grey and misty. A quick look out the mullioned tower window was all the convincing that he needed to burrow down among the warm bedclothes and go back to sleep. He sighed contentedly as he remembered that the headmistress had not set their first appointments until half past ten today.

He was awakened sometime later by an insistent tapping on his window. A flick of the heavy, red curtain revealed Hedwig's fluffy, white head through the iron grille. The daylight was slightly brighter but still filtered through a thick layer of mist. He sat up and undid the latch so that the window swung outward to admit the owl. She settled briefly onto the open lid of Harry's trunk; then once he fed her an owl treat flew off impatiently into the mists. She must be eager to stretch her wings after yesterday's long journey, he sighed.

Harry casually glanced at the dial of his new wristwatch which lay on the nightstand. With a jolt, he realized that it had stopped sometime in the night, the magical currents within the castle having rendered its battery ineffective. Luckily its paralysis was only temporary as it would start up again once he left school grounds. Somewhere in the bottom of his trunk he would need to excavate his trusty wind-up watch and alarm clock that had served him throughout his years at Hogwarts.

Without bothering with slippers, Harry raced across the cold flagstones and ventured a peek at the clock in the common room. With the curtains drawn and the fire down to its last embers, he could not distinguish the dial from across the room. Disgusted with his own negligence, he threw a robe hastily over his nightclothes and crossed into the common area, resisting the urge to tip-toe even though it was so abnormally quiet.

The clock face revealed that it was only a few minutes past nine. No point in going back to sleep, he concluded, and run another risk of over-sleeping. Harry found that a tea kettle seemed to materialize on the table at his elbow. Pouring himself a generous mug, he took a preliminary sip, then added sugar and lemon. A small milk pitcher appeared next to the pot, but dissolved almost instantly when it failed to capture his attention. He sighed audibly and sank down into one of the armchairs to savor his good fortune.

Last night's welcoming feast had been a combination of tradition and innovation in the hands of the new headmistress. Harry hardly remembered the sorting ceremony as it seemed as if it was over almost before it had begun. New enrollments at Hogwarts were definitely down this year but that was to be expected in these uncertain times. She had begun with a few remarks that stressed that her tenure would take Hogwarts into new directions. Harry concluded that he must have dozed inadvertently at this point as he could not remember any other details of her welcoming speech -- until she got to the part where she introduced the new teachers, that is.

He remembered that despite the Professor's best attempts to remain unobtrusive, the whispered anticipations had begun almost from the moment that Lupin had slipped into the empty chair next to Professor Flitwick. He had ushered Tonks in before him and everyone had ample time to notice her bright, violet hair as she made her way to the empty seat between Hagrid and Professor Trelawney.

The announcement that Tonks would be assuming the post of Defense Against the Dark Arts generated much enthusiasm as Professor McGonagall introduced her as: "Nymphadora Tonks, on temporary leave from the Ministry of Magic, Auror Division." Although dwarfed by Hagrid's great bulk, her high voltage smile made sure that she was noticed by all. Harry was gladdened to see that the applause the other teachers gave her was not marred by the sour expression that Severus Snape seemed to have reserved especially for such occasions.

The thunderous applause that greeted the announcement of Remus Lupin as the new Transfiguration teacher was quickly eclipsed by the announcement, Professor McGonagall's voice visibly straining, of his assuming duties as Head of Gryffindor House. And it was not just the Gryffindors that were pounding on the tables, Harry was gratified to note.

Everyone was still in high spirits when the last vestiges of dessert were whisked magically away and the headmistress dismissed them for their dormitories. Lupin was practically engulfed in a sea of students all wishing him a fond welcome back as he stepped down from the head table to assist Neville with rounding up the Gryffindors. His initial modesty over the undue attention soon melted into genuine enthusiasm as he was slapped on the back for the hundred and twelfth time that night.

In the end, Harry, Ron and Hermione had stepped in to assist Luna with shepherding the Hufflepuffs, Ravenclaws and even a few Slytherins back to their own groups. Neville had abandoned any attempts to organize an orderly procession by the time that the great mass of Gryffindor House surged up the grand staircase in the wake of Professor Lupin. It was only when he noticed Lupin trying to catch Tonks's eye apologetically that Harry realized that no announcement of their marriage had taken place.

Harry, Ron and Hermione had been the last to climb the tower stairs after returning from the other corners of the castle. They had found the headmistress waiting for them at the portrait hole.

"Sorry we missed the password, Headmistress," apologized Harry.

"I suppose Neville is still within," she responded, motioning towards the portrait of the Fat Lady that led to the Gryffindor Common Room. "No matter, I'm sure Professor Lupin will send him along later." Then turning on her heel, she remarked curtly, "Follow me, please."

The Fat Lady stared at them in dismay as they passed her by. To their bewilderment, the headmistress led them around the tower gallery until they were on the far side from the portrait hole. Then tapping the banister at a slightly discolored spot with her wand, she summoned a narrow staircase that led to a small stone sconce on the opposite wall. With a brisk step, she led them upward. The sconce appeared to magically increase in size and then opened of its own accord as the headmistress reached the last few steps. There was hardly any landing at all so she put protocol aside as she stepped through and waited for them to follow. Once they were all inside, a corresponding sconce on the inside swung shut soundly.

"Welcome to your new quarters," she said with a rare smile. She proceeded to pin a tiny gold lion to the school emblem on each of their robes. "No passwords needed as long as you have the amulet with you at all times. The staircase will respond to the tap of your wand automatically."

Harry looked around appreciatively. They were at the topmost floor of the Gryffindor Tower so the ceiling came to a very high point with the chandeliers hanging on extra long chains. Around the apex of the ceiling were a number of small glass windows that would allow for natural light during the day.

"For those of you who are fond of broomsticks, I might add," she looked pointedly at Harry and Ron in turn, "the skylight windows do not open." She opened one of the four doors that were spaced out among the walls. "The windows in the bedrooms can be unlatched; but I warn you that you are at one of the highest points in the castle walls. Please do not venture for a walk among the parapets; they are enchanted to prevent falls, but do not risk it anyway. And yes," she looked at Harry and Ron again, "the charms will prevent anyone other than an owl from launching off the tower window."

Hermione quickly composed her face as the headmistress turned to address her in turn. She ushered her into a room on the far side of the cheerfully glowing fire, "This, my dear, is your room. You will notice that the furniture is more in keeping with the needs of a young lady." Harry craned his neck past the door frame as much as he dared, remembering the repelling charms from the girls dormitory below. Although clearly made of the same materials as in the boys' rooms, the furniture was scaled differently with more elaborate curves and sinews. The four-poster bed was familiar from their previous dormitories but Hermione's had been hung with sheer silks and taffetas instead of heavy velvets.

Tapping lightly on the wicker basket that was poised on the settee, Professor McGonagall magically released the lid so that Crookshanks could survey his new domain. He quickly jumped to the windowsill and meowed to indicate that he was ready for his evening prowl.

"Is it safe for a cat?" inquired Hermione.

"I believe so. There is a twelve inch stone ledge that runs around the tower right at window height," confirmed McGonagall with a very unusual twinkle in her eye. "Cats generally have few problems with heights. This one in particular has shown remarkable common sense." She patted the ginger fur delicately and raised an instant purr. "Just remember that he won't be able to trip the entrance or the staircase by himself. No, not even if you attach your lion amulet to his collar so don't even think in those terms."

They heard the hollow noise of the stone sconce opening in the outer room to admit another. A rather disheveled Neville was staring in awe around him. Harry had the distinct impression that Professor Lupin had waved briefly before being swallowed up by the wall. Suddenly he felt just as tired as Neville looked, and allowed his body to collapse gratefully into one of the armchairs nearby.

"It's so much to take in," gushed Hermione, never at a loss for words for very long. "I don't know what we ever did to deserve such luxury. None of this was ever mentioned in Hogwarts: A History."

"Well, my dear," replied the headmistress, "not everything is to be found in books -- at least, not all the time."

With a flourish, she handed them each an ornate silver key on a chain. She demonstrated how the length of the chain magically adjusted if one chose to wear it as a necklace, as a bracelet and even as a belt.

"Pretty hard to lose," she explained and turned pointedly to Neville. "This will allow you access into a special private bathroom." She opened the doors to a huge wardrobe that stood between two of the boys' rooms to indicate the secret passage. "The key will be hot to the touch if the facilities are already occupied -- but I recommend that you lock the door nevertheless."

She chuckled amicably as Ron wrapped his key chain into a make-shift turban.

"You might find that the weight will give you a headache, Mr. Weasley," she added. "Both the lion amulet and the key are charmed to resist loss. However, remember that both your Head of House and myself have access to these suites, so please report any mishaps. We can magically trigger either the key or the lion to dissolve remotely, even if you can't remember where you left it. We can't risk such things falling into the wrong hands."

Hermione roughly shook Ron by the shoulder as he was beginning to nod off in the chair next to her. Harry noticed that she had propped her hip on the arm of the same chair to keep from swaying on her feet.

"I can see you are all tired," concluded Professor McGonagall in a sympathetic tone. She snapped her fingers and four small parchment rolls tied with red ribbons appeared on the sideboard. "Review the guidelines at your leisure. I will see you all outside my office at half past ten tomorrow morning for your advisor assignments."

With that she had gone through the sconce in a flash.

Bringing his thoughts back to the present, Harry walked over to the window and threw back the sash to allow a sullen bit of light into the circular room. He noticed that in his exhaustion he had worn the ornate washroom key to bed the night before.

Time for a hot shower, he yawned languidly, as he opened the wardrobe doors wide. He had to stand aside briefly to allow a noticeably damp Hermione to pass, still toweling her hair dry. The look of pure bliss on her face indicated that he was in for a treat.

Nevertheless, he was showered and dressed in record time at the insistence of his stomach. He found that Ron and Neville had waited for him before descending to the Great Hall. Hermione caught up with them breathlessly and the four of them descended the last flight of the grand staircase together.

The vast hall was virtually empty as most other students were already in class. A few house-elves were in the process of removing the last of the breakfast trays and tiding things up.

Noticing the late-comers, one particularly tiny elf bounded up to them. "Are you the students from the Seventh Form?" she beseeched them.

Ron's stomach growled in protest. "Sorry," he mumbled sheepishly.

"The headmistress warned me to be on the lookout for you this morning," she squeaked. "The breakfast things are generally put away by now, but seeing as she could not meet with you until later today, she asked us to linger 'specially in case you wandered in."

With a snap of her nimble fingers, four plates of bacon, sausages and eggs appeared on the table to their right. A basket of scones with tiny pots of butter and marmalade materialized in the center just as they finished seating themselves. No further conversation ensued as they all heartily tucked into their food.

"I hope everything is to your liking," offered the elf genially. Then leaning over in a whisper she added, "You can have your breakfasts delivered to your tower. Just pull on the velvet cord next to the fireplace. We often have additional offerings that do not appear in the Great Hall."

With a parting wink and soft "pop", the diminutive elf Disapparated. She reappeared almost instantly to usher in another late-comer on the far side of the hall.

Before Harry had a chance to greet the other student, Hermione jumped up from her seat and exclaimed, "Will you look at the hour! We're going to be late for our first appointment with Professor McGonagall!" She hastily gathered up her things and shot out through the doors.

Harry rolled his eyes in sympathy as Ron shoved one last forkful of sausages into his mouth. Neville had the foresight to grab the basket of scones as they followed in her wake.

As they rounded the last corner before the headmistress's office, Harry realized that they had not been given the password necessary to bypass the stone gargoyle at the entrance. Before they had a chance to consider their next step though, Professor McGonagall came striding purposely from the other direction.

"No time for meetings now; we've had a last minute change of plans," she said brightly as she herded them in the direction of the nearest staircase. Leading the way down several flights she added, "You are in for a special treat today. You have been invited to participate in the fifth-year Defense Against the Dark Arts class with the Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff groups. Professor Tonks has added some new content this year that I am sure you will recognize from my opening remarks last night."

Harry and Ron exchanged rather glum looks to indicate that their seventh year was not exactly starting in the manner that they had anticipated.

McGonagall halted the small procession around the corner from the familiar first floor classroom, just out of sight of the streaming fifth-year students.

"Just in case I don't get a chance to do this later," she said as she passed out small white cards to each of them, "here are your advisor assignments for the individualized curriculum that we discussed. I have taken the liberty of setting the preliminary appointments for you."

Harry quickly glanced at his card. He was set to meet with Professor Lupin at two o'clock this afternoon.

He saw that Ron had a two o'clock appointment also but his was with Professor Flitwick. Neville's delighted expression could only indicate that he had been assigned to Professor Sprout. A quick glance to Hermione, however, showed that she was less pleased with her assignment.

She cleared her throat nervously, "Er, Headmistress, I had assumed that you would serve as my advisor."

"I thought so too, Miss Granger," McGonagall replied in an apologetic tone, "but there are just too many items on my agenda at this time. Think of it as a temporary assignment until I can find a bit of space on my calendar."

"But Professor Hooch is nothing more than the wizarding equivalent of a physical education instructor," Hermione pleaded.

"No, no," soothed McGonagall, taking her aside. "I'm really not allowed to make any formal announcements at this time," she whispered, "but by next week, I hope to have Professor Hooch teaching -- " The remainder of the statement was unintelligible to anyone other than Hermione but the effect was immediate.

"Come, come," urged Professor McGonagall as she herded them into a classroom that had often reminded Harry of a cathedral. She steered Hermione away from her customary spot in the teacher's primary line of sight. "I've been told that the best seats are in the back," the headmistress whispered enigmatically.

Seeing that the four of them were comfortably installed in the last row, McGonagall glanced briefly at the miniature hourglass that she wore on a neck chain and turned to go. As the last moment, she caught sight of the basket that Neville had perched on his desktop.

"How thoughtful of you to bring refreshments, dear," she smiled. Then lifting the basket into her arms, she was gone is a swirl of long, tartan robes.
Chapter 8 The New General by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The trio plus Neville attend their first class as official seventh year Gryffindors; Ron discovers that learning can be fun.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 8
The New General


From his seat in the back row, Harry could just make out the huge face of the Hogwarts clock tower as the hands ticked ever closer to the eleventh hour. The students were chatting respectfully among themselves but there was still no teacher in sight.

As the resonance from the eleventh chime faded slowly, a dark haired Hufflepuff girl rose from her desk in the second row to retrieve a paper airplane that had just flown past her shoulder. Unnoticed by the majority of the class, she walked silently up to the podium and turned to address them.

“Good morning, and welcome to Defense Against the Dark Arts,” she intoned with great gusto. “My name is Tonks. Professor Tonks to you, that is.” She stepped around the podium and casually strolled down the middle aisle reviewing each of the upturned faces in turn. As she did so, her face slowly transformed into its familiar heart shape and her haired changed into deep blue spikes. She paused in the middle of the room to make sure that the effect was not lost on anyone. There was an audible gasp from the entire class.

“I am a Metamorphmagus. Today we are here to discuss concealment and disguise.”

Harry smiled as he realized how effortless and completely she had just captured the undivided attention of the class.

“Did you see that transformation?” gasped Hermione in a barely audible whisper. “It was an unabashed homage to Professor McGonagall; too bad she’s not here to see it.”

Neville nudged her arm slightly and pointed to the far wall from behind his cupped palm. With a slight turn of his head, Harry could see that a tabby cat with very unique stripes was perched on what looked like a small window sill. He returned his attention to the front of the room lest he needlessly disrupt the rhythm of the class.

Tonks had changed her hair color to a bright yellow as she continued, “Now you may ask yourself why this is a subject for a Defense Against the Dark Arts class instead of Transfigurations… Alas, I cannot train you to be a Metamorphmagus,” she frowned ever so slightly. “Metamorphmagi are born that way; and it is a very rare talent indeed. But I can use my talent and skills to bring out your own innate abilities in this area “ skills that many of you may not recognize that you possess. But before we launch into the meat of the lesson, let’s briefly address the importance of concealment and disguise.” She looked around at the rapt audience. “Does anyone have any ideas?”

Quick as a flash, Ron’s hand silently pinned Hermione’s wrist to the desktop. He shook his head slightly, effectively reminding Hermione of her role as an observer.

“What did the headmistress say in her opening remarks?” Still receiving no response, Tonks assumed a pose reminiscent of Ron’s mother and in her best scolding tone she added, “Surely, not everyone was asleep now were they?”

As the class tittered in appreciation, a hand in the second row was raised slowly into the air. Tonks immediately nodded to the student that she had permission to stand.

Beginning tentatively at first, then with greater confidence the girl replied, “The headmistress said that we should not be fooled by tales of bravery and glory. That it was better to live to fight another day than to sacrifice ourselves in senseless battle.”

“Very good, Rachel,” Tonks congratulated her after referring to the class roster. “Any other suggestions?”

Tonks pointed to a tall boy from the back of the room who stood up almost immediately. “That it is not cowardice to turn from a fight if you don’t have the necessary skills to win.”

“Excellent viewpoint. Well, we are here to teach you the skills to win your fight: but until you master them, it is important to learn to blend into the background -- to melt into the crowd. In order to do this, we must first and foremost be aware of our limitations. If you will give me one moment to prepare,” she intoned as she briefly turned her back to the class.

When Tonks turned around, though, she had assumed a new face complete with long, honey colored plaits. There was a sharp intake of breath from the class as a whole. She leaned and whispered something to the girl in the aisle seat immediately before her. So that everyone could hear Tonks added, “Now turn around and face the class, Jessica.”

Jessica swiveled around in her chair to reveal a face almost identical to that which Tonks had assumed. The gasp was louder this time with an edge of disquiet.

“Now stand up, dear,” urged Tonks, “right here next to me.” The crowd dissolved into laughter as it was revealed that Jessica was almost a head taller than Tonks.

“Know your limitations,” Tonks repeated her mantra. She recruited a dark haired boy from the other side of the room to stand beside her while she once again turned to face away from the class. This time when she turned back, her hair was just as dark and just as short as the boy’s, she had donned the dark flannel slacks of his uniform, but her features and physique made it plainly evident that she was not a man. The class dissolved in laughter.

“I don’t make a very convincing man,” she conceded. “Nor can I effectively imitate his voice. Say Tonks, Robert, say my name,” she urged.

“Professor Tonks,” he replied politely in a deep baritone.

“Know your limitations,” repeated Tonks as she thanked him.

Returning to the middle of the aisle, Tonks assumed the helm once more, “So just what weapons do you, who are not Metamorphmagi, have in your arsenal? Why you can change your hairstyle, hair length and even hair color -- although that takes a bit of advance preparation. But most importantly, you can change your clothing. Let’s do another exercise,” she straightened her shoulders and resumed the attire of Hufflepuff House.

Lupin was right, thought Harry, it was extremely disconcerting “ but very effective.

“Now when I first came in you assumed I was from Hufflepuff because I was dressed in this manner. But during my years at Hogwarts “ and it was not that long ago, mind you,” she got some good chuckles out of that one, “the uniform was as thus.” She waved her hand magically down her body and she was wearing the lurid plaid skirt that Harry remembered from the train ride. He noticed that the hem had been modified to a more modest length, however.

“None of you would be fooled by this uniform because you are familiar with the current style, but what about in the Muggle world? Would this pass for a Muggle school uniform?” There were appreciative nods from just about everyone except Hermione who shook her head slightly. “Is there anything that would give me away?”

When no one offered a response, Tonks approached the end of the aisle and gestured towards the back table, “Miss Granger, as an observer in today’s lesson and one who comes from a Muggle home, can you help me out here?”

All heads swerved at once to the back of the room as Harry elbowed Ron to release Hermione’s wrist so that she could stand up. Smiling politely to the crowd Hermione offered, “The school crest on your jumper, Professor. Muggles have never heard of Hogwarts and the last thing you need is a conversation starter right on your chest.”

Before Tonks could finish thanking Hermione the other class members were emboldened to offer their suggestions as well. One girl stood up without waiting to be recognized and stated in a matter-of-fact tone, “Muggles don’t wear school robes any more.”

From the other side of the room, another student stood up and countered with, “They do at Oxford -- at least when they’re meeting with their dons. My older sister attends University there.”

Harry was gratified to see that Tonks did not humiliate anyone that spoke out of turn. The relaxed rules made for a livelier class discussion.

As she returned to the middle of the room, Tonks magically dissolved the Hogwarts crest from her jumper and shrank the school robes until they became a muffler around her neck. “Any other--” She was stopped in mid-stride by a particularly small girl, tugging on the sleeve of her jumper. Wordlessly, the girl pulled a magazine out of her book bag and showed it to Tonks. Tonks leaned over as the girl whispered some words into her ear.

“Do you have such an object?” Tonks assumed a louder whisper that could be heard by most of the class. “Can you summon it?” The girl nodded excitedly. “Go out in the hall and please do so from there then.”

The girl trotted excitedly from the room with her wand clutched purposefully in her tiny hand.

Tonks again addressed the room as she carefully placed the magazine cover face down on the podium. “Now Molly here is a very astute observer of Muggles and she has suggested some very innovative changes to my attire….” In deliberate slow motion, Tonks shrank the obligatory white button-down shirt until it disappeared along with the school tie. The simple black jumper was shortened in the sleeves and in the torso until it became a rather form-fitting T-shirt that barely reached the top of the yellow kilt.

Unperturbed by the fact that every eye in the room was glued on her body, Tonks asked for additional requests from the audience. “What about the shoes?” she asked.

From the back of the room, “Doc Martens.”

Another voice, “With white socks.”

“No, white stockings.”

“Stockings that end above the knee.”

“The skirt needs to be shorter,” the sole male voice.

Harry was relieved to note that the last had not come from Ron, although he could no longer keep track of the faces as the contributions came in rapid fire from all sections of the room. They had even dispensed with the formality of standing up to answer.

All heads turned as Molly walked back up the aisle with a mysterious bundle wrapped in her school robes. She handed it to Tonks who detained her by the shoulder and motioned for her assistance in the front of the class. Shyness forgotten, Molly scampered up to stand next to the podium.

Tonks nodded to Molly that she was ready. For the third time, Tonks turned her back to the class and quickly extricated the bundle that was hidden in the school robes. At the precise moment that Tonks turned around holding an oversized rucksack in the shape of a white kitten, Molly held up the magazine cover, turning slightly so that everyone could see clearly. Other than the wild colors of the kilts, the outfits were identical!

The class erupted in applause and cheers led by the group of four observers in the back of the room.

As soon as Tonks could be heard over the commotion, she reminded the class that it was themselves that they were actually applauding as she had simply followed their instructions. She handed the rucksack and robes to Molly with a particularly heartfelt smile.

“Now I don’t want you to think that clothing is just something for girls “ women “ to think about,” she continued. “Wizards, too, must master the techniques of camouflage.”

Turning to the podium, Tonks pointed her wand at a small document and commanded, “Engorio!” The document grew in all directions until it was poster-sized; with a flick of her wand, the poster adhered to the blackboard. “Now this is a particular favorite of mine,” she explained as giggles spread from row to row. Depicted was a wizard wearing a Scottish kilt, a poncho, and bulky black sandals. His face looked like it had been smudged with a pencil eraser to maintain his anonymity. Harry would see why.

“I think I remember seeing him at the Quidditch World Cup,” whispered Ron from the far end of the table.

“He does make quite an impression,” Hermione whispered back, barely suppressing a giggle.

“This gentleman is actually a Ministry employee,” intoned Tonks amid a new batch of laughter, “although he is not from the Auror Division. Let’s start with the kilt then. Any comments?”

“You don’t wear a poncho with a kilt!”

“The sandals are totally wrong!”

“He doesn’t have the legs for it!” All heads turned to the back as Harry realized the last comment had come from his immediate left. He turned to see Neville with hands clamped over his mouth and a panicked expression in his eyes. The class howled with laughter.

Tonks started to comment but was overcome with laughter herself. When she had finally regained her composure somewhat, she turned to Neville encouragingly. “That is a very astute observation, Neville.” Turning to the front of the class she expounded, “Mr. Longbottom is another seventh year student that is visiting our class today. And all humor aside,” she took another deep breath to keep laughter in check, “he has made a valid point. If your clothing is so ridiculous that it incites comments or sniggers, people will tend to remember you. How many of you can say that this wizard looks familiar to you in some way?”

About half of the class raised their hands, Harry, Ron and Hermione among them.

“How many of you think that you could maybe put a face to go with the outfit?”

About half of the hands remained aloft.

“Still a significant number,” Tonks mused as she counted them silently. “The point of concealment and disguise is to pass unnoticed, folks. Now working with the poor bloke here, how would you change the kilt to make this outfit work?” She pointed to a blond Ravenclaw boy in the next to the last row.

“I’d give him a pair of blue jeans, Professor.”

“With patches--”

“”and a tattered hem.”

Still addressing the Ravenclaw boy Tonks probed further, “What about the shoes? Would you change them?”

“Not necessarily,” the lad answered thoughtfully. “Although if he were in a cold climate, I might suggest hiking boots.”

“Very good analysis,” Tonks replied. “Alex, isn’t it?” Addressing the class as a whole she continued, “Let’s say for the sake of argument that you were going to stay with the kilt. Is there any situation were a kilt would go unnoticed? After all, we are in Scotland.”

Tonks recognized a curly haired boy to her left. “Fergus Macmillian, ma’m,” he drawled in a broad Scots accent. “We have many family gatherin’s in Glasgow where there isna a pair of trousers in sight.” Fergus raised his voice to be heard over the chorus of giggles. “But wearin’ a kilt can be complicated; there’s more to it than just havin’ the right jacket and tie. There’s all manner of accessories; and if you get any of ‘em wrong, you’ll never pass muster with a crowd of rowdy Scots.”

“All right, Fergus, you obviously know your subject here. Just how would you go about wearing a kilt?”

“I’d not wear one a’tall,” he rejoined. “I haven’t got the legs for it!”

Hilarity ensued as the class broke up in laughter once again.

“A man who knows his limitations!” declared Tonks before joining in with the merriment.

“Now for the class assignments,” Tonks began, “we’re going to divide into groups of three. Any of you live in a Muggle household? Either one parent or both are Muggles? Please stand up so that each group will contain at least one Muggle delegate as well as those who have surrounded themselves with wizard customs…”

Harry’s attention was diverted at this point by Professor McGonagall who was motioning for them to join her in the adjoining anteroom. As the narrow doors closed behind them effectively blocking out the boisterous classroom, she turned to them with a wide smile. “Well, what did you think? She made quite a bit of progress in the new directions that I expressed for Hogwarts this year, don’t you think?”

Before he had time to ponder this, Lupin was trotting merrily down the circular staircase that wound down from behind the tiny window sill. He was brushing crumbs from his jacket and tie.

“What did you think of the performance?” Lupin began heartily. “This is the third time today that she’s managed to work the same magic with her class.” Turning to Neville, he clapped him cheerfully on the back. “I understand I have you to thank for the scones. Didn’t get much breakfast this morning between handing out class schedules and seeing to all the details of the new term. Neville here was a great help herding the first years this morning. He and Professor McGonagall even took over some of my duties so that I could sneak away to catch Tonks’ first class.”

Neville mumbled that he was glad he could be of assistance as McGonagall excused herself to have a few words with Tonks.

“And to think I actually thought I might be able to give her a few pointers.” Lupin shook his head ruefully. “I should be learning from her.”

“Does Tonks realize you’ve been observing her class from that perch?” Hermione inquired in her usual matter-of-fact tone.

“I’m sure she does,” Lupin replied. “After all, this particular classroom is large enough to regularly host O.W.L. and N.E.W.T. level examinations and all such sites allow for observation points. Helps to discourage cheating, you know. Besides,” he added with a wink, “I’m not sure I could ever get anything past Tonks -- not even on a good day.”

Tonks swept into the vestibule amid much applause and congratulations. She quickly shrugged out of her school robes and into a comfortable cardigan.

“That was the best class ever,” offered Ron appreciatively.

“You really should be on the stage!” added an enthusiastic Neville.

Visibly embarrassed “ for the first time ever, Harry thought “ Tonks replied, “Nah, I’m too shy for all that!”

Harry noticed that Professor McGonagall must have entered the anteroom right behind Tonks. “Luckily, Remus alerted me to join him after the first class,” the headmistress explained. “That’s how I had time to collect the four of you in time for the third installment.”

“That’s three times that I’ve seen her pull off the same flawless performance,” Lupin declared proudly. “Oh sure, the comments from the students have been different each time, but she always manages to improvise with what they give her and stick to the main points.”

“I don’t know about that, Remus,” Tonks conceded. “I nearly lost it when Neville made the comment about that fellow’s skinny legs.” Neville looked embarrassed as she continued, “How bad did it look from the audience?”

“I couldn’t tell you,” Lupin rejoined, chuckling at the memory. “I was too busy wiping the tears from my eyes at that point!”

Everyone laughed, including Neville who seemed quite relieved that his spontaneous outburst had not offended anyone. Harry didn’t think he’d every seen McGonagall laugh openly before “ not even when Fred and George had ended their Hogwarts careers amid a spectacular fireworks extravaganza two years before.

“It’s always the quiet ones that you have to watch out for,” admitted Tonks as she ruffled Neville’s hair affectionately.

“I believe I came to the same conclusion when I had Remus in my classroom,” suggested the headmistress slyly. When the merriment died down, she continued, “But I really must interrupt all the gaiety to remind Neville that he has his appointment with Professor Sprout at half past twelve and it’s quite a long hike to the greenhouses.”

As Neville shot out the door to get his belongings together, McGonagall turned to the group and whispered, “I’ve arrange for them to lunch in the private garden with me today. It has an enchanted glass partition that can provide sunny skies regardless of the true weather.”

With the slightest swirl of her wrist, she conjured a row of camp lanterns on the nearest bench. “Be sure to each take a lantern,” she urged mysteriously. “Your escort awaits at the door to the ground floor Divination classroom where Firenze has been holding forth. I’m sure you know the way.”

She was through the outer door to the hallway with Neville in tow before any of them had a chance to fully react.
Chapter 9 - An Issue of Privacy by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
An unplanned first lesson; Harry learns that there is much to be accomplished by questioning authority “ as long as the proper boundaries are maintained.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.

Chapter 9
An Issue of Privacy


They arrived at the ground floor classroom to find Dobby, the house-elf, waiting for them. Bowing so low that his peaked cap barely missed scraping the ground, he fawned, “It is an honor to escort all of Hogwarts’ rising stars, and especially Harry Potter, today.” With a snap of his long fingers, he ignited all five camp lanterns. “Please follow Dobby.”

Although he had crossed the threshold in his fifth year, Harry was still astounded at the transformation before him. He had stepped into a moonlit forest glen, absolutely still except for the gentlest of breezes that caressed his skin. Instead of tiles beneath his feet, he felt spongy moss and an occasional tree root. He remembered that the desks had been pushed to the perimeter of the room even though they appeared to form a wall of thick tree trunks.

It was all new to Lupin and Tonks as well as to Hermione who had dropped Divination classes in her third year. They gazed in open awe. Twirling around with his arms outstretched, Lupin cried defiantly to the heavens, “Moonlight never felt so good!”

With an impulsive peck to the cheek, Tonks tugged him down next to her on a large, flat boulder. Dobby was occupied with spreading a large, white cloth in the middle of the “clearing” and setting out covered dishes.

“There are various types of meat pies and at least two cold roast chickens from last night,” Dobby explained as he lifted the various lids. “Pumpkin juice is in that flask over there,” he pointed to a rather tall boulder that was the perfect height for a class lectern. “Just snap your fingers and call Dobby’s name if you need anything else.”

With an even deeper bow, he snapped his fingers again and was gone.

In addition to dispersing the deep violet glow of their surroundings, the camp lanterns proved ideal for weighing down the four corners of the cloth. The last one was placed near the center so that they could better see the food. Hermione graciously poured juice for everyone and then passed it around. As the boys had seated themselves right on the mossy floor at the cloth’s edge, they were the first to reach the food.

Ron offered the platter of cold chicken to Harry, “Here, mate, I reckon I owe you this after what happened with the pork chops last night.”

As he helped himself to the chicken, Harry was somewhat puzzled that he did not recall the incident in question.

“Thanks, Ron,” he replied, “but I really don’t remember anything having to do with pork chops--”

“Are you serious?” interjected Hermione. “Why he practically speared the last three chops from the platter right as you were reaching for them! And there were no more to be had on any of the other tables. I even asked a house-elf on your behalf!” She shuddered as if her actions had been scandalous.

Harry stopped to consider his memories from the previous evening. Although he had managed to miss two of the welcoming feasts, his mind replayed a kaleidoscope of images from the other five which he had attended. He could find no memories that he could identify as being from last night’s meal; but truly, didn’t platters of food look pretty much alike from year to year?

“Sorry, must not have made as big an impression as you thought.” Harry shrugged.

Amid dainty mouthfuls of meat pie, Hermione inquired of Tonks, “So what was Professor McGonagall’s assessment of your teaching methods “ if you don’t mind me asking, that is?”

“Don’t feel you have to answer if it’s too personal,” admonished Lupin gently as he turned his head towards Tonks.

“I don’t mind, we’re among friends here,” Tonks replied easily. “She complimented me on the lively classroom participation. And, although she described my exhibits as somewhat unorthodox “ her words not mine “ she said that she could not argue with their effectiveness.”

“Did she notice that you transformed right before the class just like she did when she taught Transfiguration?” asked Ron.

“Yeah, she noticed the homage,” returned Tonks, “especially when I told her that she had been my inspiration. You don’t suppose she thinks I was just flattering her, do you?”

“Not if you really meant it,” Lupin reassured her. “Did she say anything about awarding house points?”

“I wondered about that also,” Hermione added.

Tonks considered a moment before replying, “I think she started to but amended her statement to say that perhaps we should not be bound so much by the traditions of the past and that I was entitled to have my own teaching style. She did add, in the manner of a suggestion only, that I consider awarding house points in some other manner and left it at that.”

Lupin raised his eyebrows appreciatively. “I think you just got a rave review from one of the most stringent judges to be found.”

“Oooh, you really think so?” Tonks cooed happily.

“Just one thing I have to ask,” Harry began. “Today’s classes are all fine and good, as it’s the first day back and all. But how do you keep the word that you’re a Metamorphmagus from becoming common knowledge? Won’t that spoil your opening routine?”

“Ah, that was pure genius,” intoned Lupin, then turning to Tonks he added, “May I?”

Tonks nodded gratefully, suddenly embarrassed by all the adulation coming her way.

Lupin continued in a whisper as if he were imparting the greatest secrets of the universe, “She swears them all to secrecy on the pretext that surely they don’t want the next class to have an undue advantage.”

“And they agree?” Ron’s awe was apparent.

“They have so far,” replied Tonks modestly.

Hermione jumped up abruptly, “What time is it?” she cried as she looked frantically around the clearing for a clock.

Chuckling softly, Lupin pulled a beat-up pocket watch from his vest pocket. “It’s just shy of 1:40,” he replied.

“Oh, I have a two o’clock appointment with Madame Hooch. I mean, Professor Hooch,” Hermione added quickly. “It’s been a lovely lunch and thank you so much, Professor, for allowing me to watch your class in action.”

As she tugged on Ron’s sleeve to urge him up, he grudgingly admitted that he had a two o’clock appointment with his advisor also. Turning toward Lupin, he commented, “Good call on the class. Wouldn’t have missed it.”

Tonks was also shaking the crumbs from her clothing. “I regret that I have a 2:15 class myself,” she announced with a touch of sadness in her voice. “And I do need a few extra moments to get into character.”

“My appointment is with Harry here so I don’t exactly have to run off immediately,” Lupin replied. “We’ll call for the clean-up crew, won’t we, Harry?”

“I’m off on my solo flight then,” Tonks intoned from the doorway. “Harry, Remus, it’s been a pleasure.” She saluted them smartly before turning on her heel to go.

Lupin started to return the salute, then thought better of it at the last moment and blew her a kiss instead.

Clean up was completed, literally, in a snap. Dobby informed them that Firenze was not teaching any classes today so they were welcome to the classroom for as long as they liked; just to be sure to call him to lock-up when they were through.

Harry asked about the state of the weather outside and was informed that the mist had turned into a steady drizzle around mid-day. Watching the raindrops slide down the panes of Lupin’s office window held no appeal so it was unanimously decided to stay in the ersatz forest glen.

“You know, Harry,” suggested Lupin, “I could do with a nice campfire. It seems that once I know that it’s cold and damp outside the castle walls, I start to feel the clamminess in my bones. Power of suggestion.”

“I know just what you mean, Professor,” agreed Harry. “Should I summon a house-elf?”

“No need, really. What sort of a Transfiguration teacher would I be if I couldn’t conjure up a simple campfire?”

After a few moments of consideration, Lupin completed a rather elaborate wand movement over the closest boulder. Instantly, it was transformed into a large copper bowl complete with fire wood.

“Wouldn’t do to start a fire in the woods “ or building “ now would it?” Lupin commented.

With a quick swirl of his wand, Harry silently commanded, incendio, and was rewarded with a roaring blaze.

“Excellent use of non-verbal spells,” Lupin complimented him. “I was about to award you house points, but I think I’ll try to take a page from Tonks’ book and let the conversations flow more naturally… So what do you think of the advisor assignments? We can make a change if you’re unhappy.”

“I’m perfectly content with having you as my advisor, Professor,” Harry assured him with a shy smile. “I don’t know why I had assumed that the headmistress was going to take the three of us under her wing personally; she certainly wouldn’t have had the time. I just found her so easy to talk to over the summer.”

“When she enticed you to return to Hogwarts?” Lupin ventured. “Yes, she filled me in on the particulars. She did take a good bit of time to lay out the individualized study programs to us before delegating the duties. And she was instrumental in remodeling Gryffindor Tower into a special suite for the seventh-year students. You realize that area used to be a storage room, don’t you? That’s why it doesn’t appear on the Marauder’s Map.”

“Is there any way to add it to the Map?” asked Harry.

“I believe there is and it would make a good lesson in Transfiguration as well. You didn’t happen to bring it with you today, did you?”

Harry shook his head. Remembering Dumbledore’s admonition, he had carefully packed his Invisibility Cloak into his book bag -- but the Marauder’s Map was in the hidden compartment of his trunk.

“I will make a note to bring it next time,” Harry offered. “Hermione sure didn’t seem very happy with her advisor assignment, though,” he mused.

“Ah, that’s where you’re wrong, Harry,” Lupin corrected him. “The headmistress is actually a very shrewd judge of character. If you promise to keep this a secret until the official announcement is made…”

Harry nodded, eager to hear the rest.

“Well, Professor Hooch will be assuming the Muggle Studies classes in the near future. Professor Farquar has been waffling on his decision to retire but is finally expected to make it official within the next few weeks. The headmistress will wait until then to add Muggle Studies to the curriculum; at which point, anyone desiring to do so may add it to their class schedule.”

“That explains the change in her expression then,” Harry concluded.

“And did you know that Professor Flitwick is a champion at wizard chess?” offered Lupin. “I’m sure that he and Ron will have many good conversations concerning military strategy as well as a rousing match or two. Now as to you, Harry, have you given any thought to where you would like to begin your individualized program?”

Harry explained his initial idea to study twin magical devices, especially those concerning communication mirrors. Detailing the tragic circumstances that led to the shattering of his own mirror, he asked Lupin if he ever remembered James and Sirius using such devices.

“I’m sorry, Harry,” Lupin admitted, “I just don’t remember; it was all so long ago. Why don’t you bring the mirror with you next time and we’ll take it from there? I’ll also expect to see the fruits of your research at our next appointment. I don’t require that you submit your findings on parchment “ at least not for now “ but you may use your notes to assist you in your presentation. It will be your job to assume the role of teacher and impart to me your knowledge of twin magical objects. Are those instructions clear?”

Harry nodded that he understood.

“The headmistress has already sent written authorization to Madam Pince for you, Ron and Hermione to have unlimited access to the restricted section so you should have no problems in that respect. Many teachers also have private libraries of their own that they may wish to share with you. Unfortunately, my store of books is rather meager. However, Professor Dumbledore did leave a considerable private library that is now part of the headmistress’ office. That will be made available to you in the near future as soon as the cataloguing process is completed. How about if we set your next appointment for,” he consulted a weathered leather portfolio, “three days hence at eleven in the morning?”

As Harry scribbled feverish notes that would have made Hermione proud, Lupin once again consulted his ancient pocket watch.

“Well, now that we’ve completed all the urgent business,” he drawled, “how about joining me in a nice cup of tea?” With a flick of his wand, a metal teapot was sizzling among the flames.

“Don’t wizards generally heat the water with magic?” Harry asked pointedly.

“Many do,” agreed Lupin, “but Molly Weasley taught me that it is always better to reassert the boil by non-magical means before adding the tea. It makes for a more flavorful brew.”

With an elaborate wrist motion, Lupin made the teapot to remove itself to the tall stone where the flagon of pumpkin juice had stood earlier. He added loose leaves from a pocket tin, swirled it about for a few minutes, then poured the resulting tea into two mismatched mugs that had magically appeared. Cream, sugar and lemon slices also materialized next to the teapot.

Sitting down in companionable silence, they sipped the hot tea. Harry debated whether he should bring up the issue from the welcoming feast. Perhaps if he approached the subject obliquely…

Sensing his inner turmoil, Lupin urged, “You have another matter weighing on your mind… Is that not so, Harry?”

Begin in a circuitous manner, Harry reminded himself. “Well, you see, there are a number of things about last night’s feast that have been bothering me. I must have been drowsy as certain portions of the evening seem to be lost in a fog while others are crystal clear.”

Lupin nodded in understanding as he volunteered, “I’d gathered as much from the pork chop incident with Ron. Couldn’t help overhearing,” he added apologetically.

Determined to take the plunge, Harry continued, “Am I correct that Professor McGonagall never made any sort of announcement concerning your marriage to Tonks?”

Clearly, this was not the detour that Lupin had anticipated the conversation to take. In the immediate silence, Harry regretted his tactlessness a thousandfold.

Shaking his head in resignation, Lupin mused, “You sound more and more like your father, James, everyday.” With a deep breath, he looked Harry in the eye and replied, “I suppose I do owe you an answer since we invited you to share in our celebration aboard the Hogwarts Express. Rest assured, Harry, your memory is correct on that point: no announcement was made to the students.”

“But why not, Professor?” Harry inquired, only to immediately wince at his boldness.

Lupin sighed and then pronounced in a quiet tone, “Teachers are not in the habit of making announcements of a personal nature to the student populace. Not at Hogwarts, not at any other school. To do so would be to infringe upon our privacy.”

“But what if some students were to see you together?”

“Teachers socialize with one another all the time.” Lupin shrugged.

“What if they were to see you behaving in a manner that suggested--”

“That’s highly unlikely, Harry! I am by nature, a rather reserved individual “ what young people would refer to as an ‘old fuddy-duddy.’ Tonks herself has admitted she is inherently shy--”

At Harry’s skeptical glance, Lupin chuckled, “All right, I admit she may be deluding herself on that last point, but still… Is this because I blew her a kiss at lunch today?”

“I also saw her give you a peck on the cheek,” Harry rejoined.

“Harry, we were completely alone other than you, Ron and Hermione “ and the three of you already know. If you’re worried about the house-elf “ and I assure you, you shouldn’t be “ he was busy with the tablecloth and had his back to us at the time. Surely you don’t think that we are the only teachers at Hogwarts that have ever been married to one another, do you?”

Suddenly, Harry realized the error of his thinking. The dismay was apparent on his face for Lupin to read.

“Oh, Harry, what sort of assumptions have you made? Surely you should look at this in a more mature manner.”

“Do you mean to tell me that some of the other Hogwarts teachers are married?”

“As well as some of the staff,” Lupin pronounced, then raised a finger in warning, “but understand that I am not at liberty to provide any of the details. They are entitled to their privacy just as much as I am.”

“But what about Hagrid?” Harry suggested. “I’ve visited his cottage lots of times…”

“That’s just the point, Harry! Aside from Hagrid, when have you ever had cause to visit the living quarters of anyone other than another student?”

“I attended a Christmas party at Professor Slughorn’s last year. There were students, staff and outside guests present.”

“I believe such an event would have been held in the Professor’s offices; many of the areas are quire generously proportioned to allow for entertaining. I assure you those were not his private quarters.”

The enormity of the situation began to dawn on Harry. “So there are private living quarters within the walls of the castle?” he probed.

“Absolutely,” Lupin returned. “Many of the staff have private residences beyond the school grounds as well.”

“What about the Map?” Harry asked, dreading the answer that was sure to come.

“I didn’t know about the private quarters, either, at the time that the Map was drawn. We were all similarly naïve. Rest assured, however, that these areas remain Unplottable even from within the castle walls. I could no more add them to the Map than ask the Room of Requirement to reveal its secrets! Even the Marauder’s Map has its limitations. So to answer one of your original questions, Harry: what was I to do in the unlikely event that a student came upon me and my wife in our private quarters in an Unknowable, Unplottable area of the castle? DO I HAVE IT CORRECTLY?”

Harry nodded meekly.

“Why I would graciously say, ‘Have you had the pleasure of meeting my wife?’” The sarcasm was evident in Lupin’s voice.

“So is the marriage intended to be a secret then?”

Harry was relieved when Lupin smiled weakly. “Not at all, Harry,” he intoned quietly. “It was never our intent to swear any of you to secrecy. You are free to speak of my marriage should it come up naturally in conversation. I do trust, however, that none of you four would betray our friendship by treating the news as idle gossip. I would be exceedingly disappointed to overhear any of you saying, ‘You’ll never believe what I just heard…’ ”

Harry assured him that they were not that immature.

“Good thing!” Lupin affirmed. “As to why no announcement was made, consider this: we presented Professor McGonagall with a fait accompli. To have made a proclamation to those who had neither been invited to be present at the ceremony nor to celebrate the news with us at a later date would have simply been bad form.”

Harry looked up at Lupin apologetically. Despite all the valuable information he had learned, particularly about the shortcomings of his own assumptions, he valued the friendship too much to risk alienating the Professor.

Lupin smiled indulgently in return. “Come, it’s getting close to supper time. You go on while I summon Dobby to lock up. I will see you at eleven on Friday morning. Don’t forget!”
Chapter 10 - The Annex by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry gets a taste of Lupin’s rather unorthodox teaching style; roles are reversed when Hermione presents a lesson in Muggle slang.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 10
The Annex


Harry arrived at Lupin’s office on Friday to find that Hermione was already seated across from the Professor’s desk.

“Come on in, Harry,” Lupin urged as he closed the door behind him.

Harry slipped into the chair next to Hermione and looked suspiciously at the open notebook in her lap.

“Hermione and I are just finishing up if you don’t mind.” Then sensing Harry’s bewilderment, Lupin added with a wink, “Hermione’s been teaching me some Muggle slang. A bit of the argot, so to speak.”

Hermione cleared her throat and resumed, “So she is definitely going to stick with ‘Tonks’ as both a surname and a first name?”

“So she tells me.” Lupin shrugged indulgently.

“Not add ‘Lupin’ as her last name as is customary?” clarified Hermione.

“I don’t think so. In case you haven’t noticed, Tonks isn’t much of a traditionalist.” With a smile, Lupin added, “Besides, it would cut down on a lot of confusion to not have two Professor Lupins running around here.”

Hermione acquiesced, “It does sound like a sensible choice when you couch it in such terms.”

Unconvinced, Lupin looked at her pointedly. “If you’re thinking that it bothers me that she hasn’t taken my name, you’re wrong. Such conventions are meaningless window-dressing.”

“All right,” Hermione intoned, “here’s a short list of other personages who have used a single name: Elvis.” To the befuddled expression on Lupin’s face, she added, “The American rock star…from the headmistress’ era.”

Lupin nodded gamely, taking it all in.

“Liberace,” she enumerated, “the pianist and entertainer, albeit from Dumbledore’s time.”

At Lupin’s blank stare, she supplied, “A bit light in the loafers.”

“I can’t say I’m familiar with that saying, either. Sorry,” Lupin volunteered humbly.

Harry bit his lip to keep from smiling as Hermione prompted, “Renowned for wearing the gaudiest sequined tuxedo jackets, practically blinding. Unmarried and shared his Hollywood mansion with his mother.”

“Ah, I see,” rejoined Lupin, holding up his hand to forestall her. “I better write these down.” Pulling out an old-fashioned fountain pen from his inside pocket, he patted the desk blotter and then peeked under the edge. “Now where is a stray bit of parchment when you need one?”

“Here, Professor,” Hermione offered, tearing the top sheet of bright yellow paper from her small pad and affixing it to the blotter. “These have an adhesive strip that makes them stay put.”

Lupin’s awed expression was so unexpected that she and Harry both could not help laughing.

“Here, take the whole pad, Professor. What better way to record Muggle slang that on a Muggle artifact!”

“Thank you, Hermione.” Lupin smiled. “You do realize that such an object is probably contraband--”

“Well, if you go by Filch’s list,” Harry announced, “just about everything is!”

Lupin nodded in agreement as he made quick notes. Turning to Hermione, he clarified, “That’s Elvis and Liberace, right?”

“Do you need me to spell it?” Hermione offered.

“It’s Italian, isn’t it?” To Hermione’s nod, Lupin added, “No need.”

“If you don’t mind me saying so, Professor,” Hermione began, “that’s a rather nice fountain pen you have in your hand. Is it an antique?”

Lupin appraised the pen slowly then handed it to her for a closer look. From the adjoining chair, Harry could see that the cylinder was made of a cream translucent material, alabaster would be his guess. The depth of the sparkle as Hermione turned it over in her hands hinted that it was probably gold.

“It was a wedding present from Tonks,” Lupin elaborated. “Said it came from a time when the Muggle world and wizarding world had not drifted so far apart… So, I suppose you’re right, Hermione, it must be an antique.”

Hermione placed it reverently on his upturned palm. “I believe that would be considered a Muggle artifact as well,” she concluded.

“Please continue,” Lupin implored merrily, “surely the lesson can’t be over this soon.”

Harry watched in awe as Hermione deftly enumerated a number of popular Muggle musicians and entertainers who commonly went by a single name. Lupin made copious notes on the yellow squares.

“You’re not familiar with any of these people, are you, Professor?” Harry observed quietly.

“Sorry, but no,” Lupin admitted with a small tilt of his head. “I don’t much keep up with Muggle music other than a bit of jazz here and there. Even so, I generally stick with the classics.”

“Well, if it’s classics you’re looking for, there’s always the Royals,” Hermione rejoined.

“You mean as in Tonks, Defender of Dark Arts?” Lupin supplied with a resounding laugh.

“Forgive me,” interjected Harry, “but that sounds like a comic book character. Probably a villainess decked out in all black leather by the sound of it.”

Hermione giggled unabashedly.

“I’ll save that for just the right moment then,” Lupin deadpanned with a wicked twinkle that he couldn’t completely hide. “What’s a comic book?”

Hermione quickly scribbled ‘graphic novels’ on the corner of her notebook then suggested, “We’ll save that for the next lesson, Professor, or Harry will never get his turn. Now if you two will excuse me, I promised the headmistress I would assist her with the cataloguing of her new library. Ciao!”

As Hermione swept out the door, Lupin pulled out his trusty pocket watch.

“It’s almost lunch time, Harry, what say we take a stroll down to the Three Broomsticks and get some real food? It’s a fabulous sunny day and a walk to Hogsmeade village will do us both some good. I feel like I’ve been cooped up in this castle forever!”




Harry was still savoring the last of Madam Rosmerta’s excellent steak-and-kidney pie when they left the pub. The bright autumn sunlight was startling after the cool darkness within; so much so, that it took a minute for him to realize that he was being hailed by one of the Weasley twins.

“Yo, Harry, what an expected surprise! And Professor Lupin, sure has been awhile,” the Weasley twin offered a hearty handshake.

“Good to see you, too. Is it Fred or George? I never could tell you two apart when you were in my class,” Lupin admitted candidly.

“It’s George today,” was the response, “but since we’re always trading duties back and forth, it might be Fred tomorrow. To tell you the truth, I’m thinking of settling on ‘Forge’ to avoid any embarrassment,” he added with a laugh.

“Is that what you’re having your new employees call you?” inquired Harry, smiling.

“I wish,” replied George. “They seem to be determined to refer to us both as ‘Mr. Weasley’ “ which means we never know which one of us they mean!”

Lupin chuckled at the absurdity of their predicament then commiserated, “I guess it’s just one of the perils of owning your own business, eh?”

George rolled his eyes in empathy. “So can I entice you gentlemen to a grand tour of our new premises?” he asked cordially as he ushered them into the new shop. “We’re still in the process of getting organized, but we’re open for business just the same. Can’t risk not being ready for that first Hogsmeade weekend, now can we?”

They ducked their heads under a banner that was still draped across the storefront. In trademark purple script, it read: WEASLEYS’ WIZARD WHEEZES. Blinking banners had been plastered diagonally across the window glass that proclaimed: “Don’t Let Our Dust Make You Wheeze “ We Are Open!” The interior was a scene of controlled mayhem as workers dashed back and forth with boxes to finish stocking the shelves. The noise of hammering could be heard from the back wall that was being refurbished to add additional niches.

As assortment of whirling and flashing devices, similar to those that Harry remembered from the Diagon Alley store, was being displayed inside a horizontal case in the middle of the room. Lupin’s attention was drawn magnetically to the case and he leaned over for a closer examination. George joined him and an animated discussion ensued concerning the uses and properties of each of the devices. Harry took the opportunity to wander about the room while doing his best to stay out of the trajectory of the work crew.

Noticing a large display of the Patented Daydream Charms, Harry was again struck by the sensationalism of the packaging. He was immediately reminded of the trashy romance novels that Aunt Petunia claimed she never read but surreptitiously hid behind the sofa cushions every time someone walked into the room. He gathered a couple of the most outrageous ones as a present to Tonks who would surely think that they were hilarious. He added a few additional items that looked promising and then took the basket over to the counter to ring-up.

He was embarrassed when George refused to take his money. After a bit of haranguing, he agreed to deduct the amounts “ minus a generous employee discount “ from Harry’s portion of the consultant’s fee.

“I’ll just have my assistant wrap these up for you in the back,” offered George to conclude the transaction. “You don’t mind if I add a few items that I need Hermione to look over, do you? Saves the bother of having to send them piecemeal by owl.”

“There is one other thing I’d like to ask you about,” began Lupin as George handed off the basket contents to a skinny lad with freckles. “Does my memory play tricks on me or did I see an announcement in the Daily Prophet concerning the engagement of your brother, Bill?”

“You bet, Professor,” offered George. “He’s fallen hopelessly for that French lass, Fleur Delacour. Surely, you remember her from last Christmas at the Burrow?”

Lupin shook his head glumly. “I was not at my best during those months,” he apologized.

George nodded sagely. “She and Bill kept to themselves in the corner a lot, so that doesn’t surprise me. Perhaps you might remember her from the Triwizard Tournament?” In a whisper, he added, “She was the one that kept coming in dead last.”

“Can’t say I remember her from that, either, but there was a very fetching picture of her in the Prophet,” Lupin said diplomatically. “I was abroad most of the summer holiday, though. Did the marriage ever take place?”

“They can’t seem to set a date,” confessed George. “The Ministry won’t give them a permit until they locate a site that meets the new stringent security protocols “ and with all the guests that Fleur is insisting upon…. Well, you see the problem. Too many wizards in one spot make for an ideal target, if you know what I mean.”

“I do indeed,” agreed Lupin. “Well, I’m sure true love will triumph in the end. Please convey my congratulations to him and keep me posted… By the way, could Fleur have been that young lady that was at Bill’s beside after he was attacked last year?”

“See, you do remember her,” George concluded with a wide grin.

“Can’t help but feel a bit of concern for Bill, though, seeing as how I once suffered a similar attack. Under vastly different circumstances, of course; I was a mere child,” Lupin clarified. “How is he recovering, if I might ask?”

George considered before replying, “He seems fine. Still has an appreciation for rare steak. Lately, he’s been complaining that he has to make more frequent trips to the barber; says Fleur doesn’t like it when his ponytail gets longer than hers.”

“I expect there are many men out there who would gladly suffer such an inconvenience,” remarked Lupin amicably. “Well, do give my regards to Fred and the rest of your family.”

“It was nice chatting with you, Professor,” George added. “I’m sure Hogwarts is glad to have you back. Excuse me, I see that Harry’s packages are ready.”

He returned with a large shopping bag inscribed with: “Dervish & Banges, quality purveyor of cauldrons and other magical necessities.” With a large wink, he volunteered, “Special services for Hogwarts students. I understand that Filch still has our products blacklisted, eh?”

“Oh, yes,” Harry replied, “he can’t wait to announce it gleefully at the start of every term!”

George chuckled agreeably. “Not to worry, Harry, we have the problem well in hand. The items that I’m sending Hermione are from our more serious line so they should not arouse any undue suspicion. As for purchases that are packaged in a more conspicuous manner, we have added extra measures.” Removing a flat box from the top of the bag, he demonstrated. A small wand tap in the corner transformed it into a heavy, leather-bound tome. George turned it around so that Harry could read the title. Hogwarts: A History was embossed in gold on the cover.

Harry looked up appreciatively. “That should make it past Filch’s radar.”

“Just one minute,” warned Lupin, “what’s to keep a dark wizard from smuggling dangerous substances into the school in this manner? You recall that Hogwarts was attacked last year “ and the breach came from within.”

“Got you covered,” George answered soothingly. “Just put your hand over the box like this “ you too, Harry. Can you feel that tingling? That will alert any witch or wizard of the charm. All they have to do is touch it with their wand and the box will dissolve entirely. But a talentless Squib like Filch will be totally fooled.”

“Don’t you think that Filch will become suspicious when students keep returning from Hogsmeade with copies of Hogwarts: A History?” observed Lupin pointedly. “He may be a Squib, but he’s hardly a moron!”

“One step ahead of you, Professor,” George declared proudly. “We have a variety of titles to choose from and students can even make up their own. Hogwarts: A History is just the first one we used -- sort of as a tribute to Hermione.”

“I’m sure she’ll get a kick out of it,” Harry assured him in thanks.

With a final flourish, George magically stamped the shopping bag with purple block letters that spelled out “ANNEX” right next to the Dervish & Banges logo. “That way our customers will know the goods are from us,” he explained with a wink.

Handing the overflowing bag to Harry, he ushered them to the door.

“One last thing, if I may.” Lupin’s voice was laced with merriment. “And you have to know that I am a great admirer of your business acumen… But how did you get Dervish & Banges to go along with your little subterfuge?”

“That’s the beauty of it,” George confided. “Turns out that Mr. Dervish is an old friend of my dad’s. When I explained our difficulties, he was more than happy to oblige. His firm gets an extra bit of exposure in return “ I believe they call that a ‘win-win’ situation.”

Lupin was still chuckling as they left the quaint thatched cottages of Hogsmeade behind. “Those two really are geniuses when it comes to business matters,” e mused.

They reached the first rise in the path leading back to Hogwarts castle. The afternoon sunlight draped the surrounding woods in the glorious autumn shades of gold and umber.

“Why don’t we stop here and go over your assignment?” Lupin suggested as he settled himself comfortably on an old hollow log and looked up at Harry expectantly.

Harry shrugged off his packages and retrieved a small roll of parchment from his book bag. He leaned casually against the broken trunk and began his recitation. He started out in a hesitant manner, but then gained more confidence as he realized that it really wasn’t much different than having a regular conversation. Lupin would interrupt him periodically to clarify a particular point or ask a pointed question but basically he just listened.

Within the space of fifteen minutes, Harry expounded upon his full knowledge of twin magical devices. There had been sparse enough information concerning these items even in the restricted section since they seemed to have fallen out of vogue decades before. Harry had found one book that explained how the mystical resonances of the twin objects had to be maintained at all costs; twin mirrors must be cut from the same piece of glass, twin cabinets must be constructed from the wood of the same tree, etc. He was able to find no information about the charms that actually made such objects work. Lupin suggested that it was likely that these were guarded as trade secrets by the companies that had produced the various items for sale.

“I even asked one of the clerks at Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes if they had any such objects in stock,” concluded Harry, “but he told me that they didn’t.”

“That’s too bad,” commented Lupin thoughtfully. “It might have made for an interesting experiment to try to determine what made them tick.”

“You mean like reverse engineering?”

“I’ve never heard that term before, Harry. Is it another example of Muggle slang?” Lupin asked with peaking interest.

“Not exactly, but it’s definitely a Muggle expression. I think I would call it techno-babble,” Harry replied carefully as he noticed Lupin making a hurried notation in the small yellow pad.

Remembering bitterly how Draco Malfoy had managed to repair the broken Vanishing Cabinet the year before, Harry was more determined than ever to achieve a similar understanding of the subject matter. In one dusty volume, he had located an admonition that it was better to discard the broken twin that to attempt to repair it. The author claimed that the bond that the objects shared initially had been irreparably broken and that it was almost certain that the repaired object would no longer work in proper tandem with the other.

After listening to Harry’s narrative, Lupin suggested, “You shouldn’t be too hard on yourself, Harry. It is very likely that Draco had outside help from a less than honorable source. Who knows what ancient volumes of dark magic Mr. Borgin consulted before advising Draco on how to make repairs “ and still it took Draco almost an entire year before he managed it!” He paused to consider, then continued, “What I would like to know is how Draco ever located the broken cabinet in the first place?”

“Dunno,” Harry rejoined, “I’ve often wondered if it was just dumb luck. Malfoy never struck me as a deep thinker.”

“People can often surprise you and Draco was obviously motivated to succeed “ or else. Assuming that it was just serendipity that led him to the cabinet, what was he doing in the Room of Requirement in the first place?”

“I think I see where you’re going with this, Professor,” Harry offered. “I could not get the room to admit me until I had need of a hiding place, yet it had obviously been used as a dumping ground for years. Certainly that’s where Professor Trelawney was hiding her empty sherry bottles when she overheard Malfoy celebrating success. But if Malfoy came across the cabinet accidentally, then what was his original objective in that room?”

“My thoughts exactly…although I could very well ask you the same question,” Lupin replied pointedly. “But let’s leave that for now and get back to the twin mirrors. Did you remember to bring the broken pieces?”

Harry dug the hastily wrapped bundle from his book bag. “I have a copy of the instructions that I received as well,” he offered, handing Lupin a scrap of parchment.

Seeing Sirius’ sentiments so clearly brought an unexpected lump to Lupin’s throat. Harry instantly regretted having included the part that referred to using the mirrors with James during separate detentions; at least he’d had the presence of mind to not bring the original note in Sirius’ handwriting.

A few quiet moments passed and then Lupin asked softly, “Did you ever use the mirrors while Sirius was still around?”

Harry shook his head glumly. “I was so afraid that any attempt to contact him would just lure him into the open…” he explained miserably. There was no need to finish the statement; they both knew what had happened the night that Sirius had finally left the safety of Grimmauld Place.

“It does no good to dwell in the past, Harry,” Lupin offered in an attempt to lighten the mood. “Let’s say we take a stab at getting the mirror back to working order instead?” Turning the package over in his hands he added, “Based on the instructions, it seems that the mirror will display the image and voice of the person holding it at the other end. It is unclear whether both mirrors will hold the same image at the same time. Does this analysis seem correct to you?”

Thinking briefly of Ron’s Evil Eye Detector, Harry nodded in agreement.

“All right then,” concluded Lupin, “since we have no idea where the mirror’s twin may be, prudence dictates that we will want to remain out of the line of sight. I have an idea.” He leaned over the side of the log and carefully placed the mirror shards inside its mossy interior.

Harry rearranged the shards so that they resembled puzzle pieces just waiting to be assembled. He double-checked that each piece was reflecting the wood of the log interior. He moved out of the way as Lupin intoned from a short distance away, ”Reparo!” and pointed his wand directly at the glass shards.

It took a number of attempts to get all the pieces to mend together but in the end they succeeded. Lupin stopped Harry from reaching into the log prematurely. Shaking his head slightly, he suggested, “Let’s try it out from here.”

“Hello, hellooo, is anyone there?” Harry repeated over and over but the mirror continued to reflect only wood bark. “There’s no telling if it will ever work again, Professor.”

“Nonetheless, it remains a potentially magical object,” Lupin warned, “and we should exercise caution when handling it.”

Careful not to expose his face to the mirror’s reflection, Lupin kneeled by the fallen tree and wrapped the mended mirror in the same discarded newspaper. Then presenting the package to Harry, he instructed, “Keep this somewhere safe and continue to attempt to establish a connection with the person on the other side. The bottom of a bureau drawer would be ideal: you can just pull out the drawer minimally in order to not be seen. Your assignment will be to keep a log of your attempts, including the time of day and any results that you obtain. Remember that our goal is to first determine where the mirror’s twin may be. You should not establish contact with the person on the other end until you determine whether they are friend or foe, is that understood?”

At Harry’s curt nod, Lupin concluded the day’s lesson and set their next appointment for the following week.



They arrived at the school grounds to find the gates closed and Filch, the caretaker, pacing impatiently.

“What took you so long, Professor?” Filch growled. He quickly scanned Harry’s body with his Secrecy Sensor. As he looked their packages over, however, a most unpleasant snarl settled over his face. “Everything seems to be in order,” he grumbled.

Thanking him pleasantly, Lupin was about to proceed up the grass slope to the castle when Filch grabbed him by the arm. “Just one minute there, Professor, new regulations require that I establish your identity.”

Filch’s infamous cat, Mrs. Norris, was sinuously snaking back and forth across the path ahead as if to block their entrance.

Lupin sighed in resignation. With only a moment’s hesitation, he extended his wand and commanded, "Expecto Patronum!” A scintillating giraffe galloped forth.

Checking his list, Filch grudgingly let the two of them past. Thinking back on the stringent security measures they had endured at the Three Broomsticks, Harry was surprised that Filch had not manufactured any other pretext for further delay.

“By the way, Mr. Filch,” Lupin offered in his most genial tones, “you may want to double-check Harry’s Patronus as well. It was duly noted during his O.W.L. examination two years ago that his takes the form of a stag.”

Filch’s eyes narrowed dangerously but Lupin urged Harry to demonstrate. Harry’s face screwed up in concentration as he produced a glistening stag; a shape that perfectly mirrored the Animagus form that his father, James, had assumed in life.

Mumbling something about have to consult with the headmistress, Filch hastily reclosed the massive gates and trudged up the hill in the opposite direction. He was barely out of ear shot when Lupin started chuckling.

“What was that all about?” Harry inquired pointedly.

Slapping Harry’s back in a jovial fashion, Lupin admitted with a laugh, “Forgive me, Harry, for putting you on the spot like that. Filch’s totalitarian tactics have been annoying me since the day I first set foot in this school. Now that I’m a teacher, I can’t help but get under his skin in little ways. Just call it a case of arrested development.”



Hermione greeted Harry just inside the entrance to the seventh-year common room. He presented her with the bag from the “annex” and briefly explained the clever methods that Fred and George were employing this year.

“I’d expect no less from the enterprise that once packaged love potions as cough remedies,” she replied with a sharp laugh.

She couldn’t wait to hear news of Madam Rosmerta and how she seemed to have fully recovered from being victimized by the Imperius Curse last term. Harry detailed the security measures that had been put in place at the pub to prevent such a tragedy from recurring.

“Good thing, too,” Hermione observed. “She wouldn’t want students to be afraid to visit the Three Broomsticks during Hogsmeade weekends. The Hog’s Head just isn’t the same.”

Harry nodded his agreement, then asked, “I’ve hardly seen you all week. How is your new advisor working out?”

“Oh, Professor Hooch and I turn out to have a lot in common,” she replied airily.

“You mean since she’s going to be in charge of Muggle Studies?”

Hermione gasped. “Who told you? It’s supposed to be a secret!”

“What’s a secret?” Ron interjected as he walked up behind them. “The fact that Professor Hooch is going to be taking over Muggle Studies? Naw, just saw the announcement on the main bulletin board. There’s already a crowd around the sign-up sheet.”
Chapter 11 The Vanishing Cabinet by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Haunted by memories of Draco Malfoy’s perfidy, Harry presents a bold plan to the headmistress that will require Hagrid’s assistance; a simple action starts them on a path of suspicion.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.

Chapter 11
The Vanishing Cabinet


The first weekend back at school passed pleasantly enough. While Hermione complained of having so much research to complete, Harry found that an occasional check on the mirror did not take up much of his time “ particularly since he was not having much success with it. The mirror just sat in the bottom of his drawer dumbly.

Finding Ron at similar loose ends on Saturday, they wandered down to the Quidditch pitch. Ginny had posted an announcement that tryouts for the Gryffindor team would be held next Saturday so the field was full of hopefuls. There was a definite nip in the air but the sunny conditions made it an ideal day for flying.

Ginny caught up with them in mid-air and admonished, “You know that everyone is going to think that you are both trying out for the team!”

“Can’t help what funny notions other people take into their heads,” replied Ron airily.

“I’m just enjoying the perfect flying conditions,” Harry answered honestly.

But their enjoyment was cut short when a bitter wind started in late afternoon and drove everyone back indoors. They met Neville on the staircase, trying to wipe off the mud from his lion amulet so that he could gain access to their common room. Even after removing his gardening gloves, his hands were still so grimy that he was getting nowhere.

“Here, let me,” offered Harry as he removed his wand from his back pocket. Scourgify, he intoned mentally as he pointed it at Neville’s chest. A small mountain of dirt and mulch appeared magically on the stairs at Neville’s feet followed almost immediately by the sound of shifting stones.

Shaking his head ruefully, Harry urged Ron and Neville forward. “I’ll call one of the house-elves to take care of this before Hermione sees it,” he promised.

Harry was surprised when Hermione had not returned before they went to bed that night. In his boredom, he kept checking on the mirror but nothing had changed. Frustrated dreams followed long into the night where Draco Malfoy alternately whooped with joy and then laughed maniacally.

Harry finally ran into Hermione the next day as she was returning from the library with her arms full of reference books.

“How would I go about requesting a minute with the headmistress?” he implored. “There’s something I need to ask her.”

“Well, she’s generally pretty busy these days,” Hermione began. Then reading Harry’s determined expression, she added, “It’s not something Lupin could help you with, is it?”

“I don’t really think so,” Harry explained. “Anyway, my appointment with him is not ‘til late in the week and I don’t think this should wait until then.”

Collapsing gratefully into a chair by the roaring fire, she turned to Harry and suggested, “I’m scheduled to help with the cataloging of the library on Monday at ten. Why don’t you go a few minutes ahead so you can see her briefly before I arrive? Would that give you enough time?”

Well, that depends on the answer to my question, Harry thought to himself, but agreed to Hermione’s suggestion nonetheless.




Harry awoke from a deep sleep on Monday to find that Hermione was already dressed in her school robes and was shaking him vigorously.

“I didn’t think that girls were allowed in the boys rooms,” he mumbled groggily as he reached for his glasses.

“Lucky for you there seems to be an emergency override! Do you realize that it’s already past nine? Surely you didn’t forget that you were going to proceed me to the headmistress’ office today, did you?”

Harry hastily shook the last vestiges of sleep from his head. He was about to jump out of bed but found that he was pinned by the way that Hermione was sitting on the blankets.

“Give me a moment to get out of the room first,” she implored as she colored slightly in embarrassment. “I wouldn’t want the room sensors to misread my intentions. You do remember the password I gave you last night, don’t you?” At Harry’s blank expression, she whispered, “Glencoe.”

She caught Harry’s arm as he fumbled for the notepad that he kept on his nightstand.

“You can’t write it down,” Hermione reproached him. “Remember what happened when Neville made a password list?”

Harry concluded wryly that there had been enough breaches of school security without him unwittingly creating another.

After showering in record time, Harry took a few shortcuts he remembered from the Marauder’s Map to arrive outside the headmistress’ office. As he approached the stone gargoyle, he realized with dismay that he could not remember the bloody password.

Think, he commanded himself inwardly, think! Hermione just told you less than an hour ago! All he could recall was that it was a town in Scotland. Improvising, he began, “Glasgow…Edinburgh…Inverness…Aberdeen…Dundee…Fort William.”

None had any effect on the gargoyle. He was about to try Orkney when he remembered that was the name of an island. Realizing that he had exhausted his complete repertoire of Scottish geography, Harry sank down on the pedestal at the gargoyle’s feet and buried his face in his hands.

“What do we have here? Could it be Potty?” declared the sing-song voice of Peeves, the poltergeist.

Harry looked up to find Peeves’ unwelcome form hovering hear the ceiling, giggling wickedly as he casually tossed a small object from one spectral hand to another.

What next? thought Harry as he searched his memory for the one incantation that was guaranteed to drive away Peeves and his interminable practical jokes. Lupin had taught it to the third-years as part of the Dark Arts curriculum; that much he remembered clearly. Was it waddi-willy, willi-nilly, silli-willy, or just something similar? Harry could not recall.

Suddenly, a loud “meow” was heard and a furry orange body launched itself around the corner and into the middle of the corridor. It hissed menacingly at Peeves who suddenly decided he had a pressing appointment in another wing of the castle.

“Crookshanks, I sure am glad to see you,” Harry spoke in a soothing tone as the large cat wound his body around Harry’s legs and began to purr. “I don’t suppose you know the headmistress’ password, do you?”

Harry had to admit that he felt silly talking to a cat but it was probably no worse than carrying on a conversation with an unearthly manifestation such as Peeves “ and the cat was definitely the better mannered of the two.

Crookshanks’ attention was diverted by a small movement outside the nearby window. With a swish of his tail, he bounded onto the sill and disappeared gracefully along the stone ledge.

Moments later, the sound of stone upon stone indicated that the staircase to the office was turning. Harry jumped to his feet seconds before the gargoyle statue leapt aside to allow Professor McGonagall into the corridor.

Catching sight of Harry, she said, “I thought I heard someone out here. Do you need to see me, Harry? I have a few minutes before my next appointment.”

The circular office was much as Harry remembered from his last visit. Among the portraits of the former headmasters and headmistresses that lined the walls, the image of Dumbledore still seemed to be enjoying a peaceful nap. The morning sun had bathed the entire room in a golden glow that showed pile upon pile of leather bound books covering much of the floor area.

“Please excuse the mess,” McGonagall offered as she escorted Harry to the visitor’s chair. “Cataloging Dumbledore’s private library has turned out to be a larger undertaking than we first expected. Turns out that many of the shelves had been packed two and three volumes deep.” Sweeping her long skirts under her, she sat behind the gleaming desk and turned to face Harry expectantly.

“Well, you see, Headmistress,” Harry began haltingly, “I’ve recently been studying twin magical objects in my lessons with Professor Lupin. As you recall, last year’s attack on the school was made possible by a discarded Vanishing Cabinet that turned out to be part of a twin set. Whatever became of that Vanishing Cabinet, might I ask?”

McGonagall considered her options briefly before replying, “We have not been able to locate it. Or rather, we have not been able to gain access to the Room of Requirement where it had been secreted by Mr. Malfoy.”

Harry looked up and smiled, “I believe I have worked out how to do so.”

Nearly speechless, the headmistress could only nod in reply. Consulting her desk calendar briefly, she suggested, “Can you meet me in the seventh floor corridor around two o’clock this afternoon? Good, I will bring Professor Flitwick who is an expert on charms and jinxes to assist us.”

“I’ll see if Hagrid can come, too; he may be better at lifting heavy objects,” Harry added helpfully. “That is, if he has a free period at that time.”

The headmistress glanced at her calendar once again before assenting, “I believe he does at that.”



Having missed breakfast that morning, Harry grabbed a quick lunch just as soon as it was served in the Great Hall. Working his way down the grassy slope to Hagrid’s cabin, he passed many of the fourth-year students that had just concluded their Care of Magical Creatures class.

As Harry approached the front steps to the cabin, Fang, Hagrid's gigantic boarhound, came bounding around the corner. Fang was so happy to see Harry that he nearly bowled him over in his enthusiasm. Laughing merrily and wiping much of the extra saliva off of himself with the hem of his school robes, Harry followed Fang around to the paddock in the rear field.

Hagrid was just securing the gate to a huge enclosure where he had lured a small herd of thestrals. Seeing Harry, he engulfed him in a bear hug while Fang jumped excitedly all around them.

“So, how’s yeh bin, Harry?” Hagrid boomed in his usual jovial manner. “Bin wonderin’ when yeh’d get ‘round to seein’ yer old pal, Hagrid.”

“Still getting used to my new routine,” explained Harry. “Or rather lack of one, since Professor Lupin seems to be setting my appointments totally at random.”

“Lupin’s a good man, Harry. Jus' tryin’ to keep yeh on yer toes, no doubt. I hear Hermione’s bin assistin’ the headmistriss with the new library. Never knew ole Dumbledore’d have that many books, heh? Wot’s the news on Ron?”

“He’s been assigned to Professor Flitwick but Ron’s not one to talk about his school assignments, if you know what I mean. Says he managed a draw at wizard’s chess the other day, but hasn’t figured out how to evade the Professor’s maneuvers most of the time.”

Hagrid chuckled amicably. “He’ll get the besta the perfesser before yeh know it. Ron’s always bin a natural. Tell ‘im and Hermione ta be sure’n drop by fer tea, don’ wait for no invitation!”

“So Hagrid,” inquired Harry as he swept his eyes over the back paddock. “What made you decide to start with thestrals this year? Or it is only a lesson for the fourth years?”

“It was the headmistriss’ idea,” Hagrid explained proudly. “Said we should begin with thestrals for all classes exceptin’ the firs’ years. Said they’s was all bound to see ‘em leadin’ the carriages at the station “ at least the ones tha’ was here for Dumbledore’s funeral “ and they’d be lots o’ questions.”

Harry remembered that only those who had witnessed death and come to terms with it could see the skeletal horse-like creatures. It had been quite a shock to him to see that the magical carriages had indeed been drawn by these winged creatures. He actually thought he was going crazy until Luna had confided in him that she saw them as well.

“It’s a real revelation,” Harry admitted. “Ron, Ginny, Neville and Hermione were not too keen on riding a thestral when they couldn’t see it beneath them.”

“Sorry I missed tha’,” chortled Hagrid. “All the more reason to have ‘em drop by an’ get a good look. Tell ‘em to bring Neville an’ Ginny, too. Sit in on a few classes, even. The headmistriss is all for tha’.”

Once they settled into the cabin for a cup of tea, Harry regaled him with the tale of the Defense Against Dark Arts class that he’d witnessed. When he got to the part about Neville’s outburst, Hagrid had to stop and take deep breaths to keep from choking on his laughter.

“That Tonks is quite a character,” Hagrid snorted. “I’ll hafta look in on one o’ her classes meself. She’s just wot Lupin needed ta shake the melancholy outta him.”

“So you know then?” Harry asked incredulously.

“I suspec’ all the teachers do. They’ve bin a couple, on an’ off, for a coupla years now.”

“I had no idea,” Harry admitted.

“Naw, none o’ the students did; they’s all too wrapped up in their own activities ta notice half o’ wot goes on around ‘em,” pronounced Hagrid sagely.

“So Hagrid, do you think you could lend a bit of muscle to a little project I have planned for this afternoon?” ventured Harry as he briefly outlined his plan for retrieving the Vanishing Cabinet.

“Be glad ta. It’s gettin’ on two o’clock now so’s we’d best start the long trek up the hill, heh?”

They were the first to arrive at the seventh floor corridor across from the infamous troll tapestry. Not too much later the headmistress arrived with a panting Professor Flitwick close behind.

“I begged her not to take the stairs two at a time,” the diminutive Professor wheezed in apology.

“Now, Mr. Potter,” commanded the headmistress, “you promised us a demonstration. I checked the surrounding hallways; no one else is about.”

Harry took a deep breath and thought about how he should word his request. There was only one option that would work for him, he decided. I need to find the Potions textbook that I hid in here…I need to find the Potions textbook that I hid in here…I need to find the Potions textbook that I hid in here, he chanted inwardly as he traced his steps three times in front of the blank wall, eyes squeezed shut.

An appreciative murmur from the others indicated that he had been successful. He opened his eyes to see that the blank wall had grown a door in the middle.

McGonagall was not willing to let Harry enter alone even if it was just to ascertain that he had called up the proper incarnation of the room. They settled on having Professor Flitwick accompany him in case they encountered any unforeseen circumstances.

With a hammering heart, Harry opened the door just enough for him and the tiny Professor to enter. With a sigh of relief, the room was just as he had remembered if from before: a cavernous chamber so filled with discarded objects that it looked like a miniature city. Narrow avenues branched off in all directions. Professor Flitwick agreed to wait for Harry from atop a small stool he had found adjacent to the door.

Harry had already concluded that his first order of business was to locate the copy of Advanced Potion-Making that had once belonged to the Half-Blood Prince. It was essential that he satisfy the magical properties of the room by completing the task that had gained him entry in the first place. To do otherwise would likely doom all future attempts to reach this site.

After a few false starts, he located the proper route among the towering piles of discarded objects. Around the next corner, he found the massive wardrobe with the marred finish. The ugly bust, transformed from a wizard to a witch by the addition of a jaunty wig and tiara, was perched on top just as he remembered. With bated breath, he reached inside and located the contours of the book. It appeared to be intact. He double-checked the small inscription on the inside back cover that identified it as belonging to the Half-Blood Prince.

Harry resisted a sudden urge to stuff the old text into his book bag to show Lupin. Sooner or later he knew he would have to do so; especially once Lupin began analyzing how he, a mere student, has succeeded in unlocking the secrets to the Room of Requirement. Harry was certain that Lupin already suspected that there was more to the story of Draco and the Vanishing Cabinet than Harry had included in their discussion. But Lupin would have to wait; for now, it was safest to leave the book hidden as before. He looked back over his shoulder to check that everything had been left as he remembered and to burn the image once again into his memory.

Turning to the right this time, Harry located another avenue that would lead him back to Professor Flitwick. At the same time, he spied the Vanishing Cabinet peeking out from a pile of moth-eaten coats. In their hasty entrance, the Death Eaters must have knocked it over on its back.

“Eureka!” exclaimed Harry as Professor Flitwick rushed over to see for himself.

“Good work, my boy!” the Professor complimented as he gave the cabinet a cursory examination to make sure that there were no hidden jinxes. Then with a quick flick of his wand, Flitwick melted the key into the keyhole so it could no longer be turned.

Throwing the door to the Room of Requirement wide, Flitwick invited the others inside. Hagrid assisted them in righting the cabinet while McGonagall pronounced in an awed tone that this was indeed the same cabinet that had once stood on the first floor of the castle.

Alternately shoving and levitating the cabinet, Hagrid and Flitwick removed it to Filch’s woodpile. At the specific request of the headmistress, Filch’s assignment for the remainder of the afternoon was to reduce the cabinet to kindling.
Chapter 12 Mad About Muggles by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Great enthusiasm greets the headmistress’ announcement of a new school event; Harry voices his suspicions only to be echoed by Neville.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 12
Mad About Muggles


A number of days later Harry was awakened from an afternoon doze in one of the comfy chairs by the fire. Despite the rainstorm outside, it still sounded like an entire battalion was marching through the stone sconce.

It turned out that it was only Ron and Hermione who had invited Ginny for her first tour of their new quarters. The three of them were in unusually boisterous spirits.

“Oh hi, Harry!” Ginny waved from across the room. “Don’t see you around as much anymore now that you have your own common room.”

Before he had a chance to frame a response, Hermione pulled Ginny into the private bathroom and all Harry could hear was a strangely distorted echo of their sprightly conversation. The tile refracted Ron’s voice in a deeper tone, but the words were just as unintelligible. Even their laughter had a strange barking quality to it. Once they had finished showing her the private bed chambers “ Ron’s from the safety of the door frame “ they returned to the common room where Harry was still lounging by the fireplace.

“You’re completely right, Ron,” Ginny was saying, “there is absolutely no way that the Head Boy’s quarters were remotely this nice during Percy’s reign. He would never have been able to keep from rubbing our noses in it.”

Seeing that Harry had not moved from his chair, Ron asked, “Did you spend the entire afternoon in the common room, Harry? Not that there was much point in going outside, mind you.”

Hermione jumped in with, “There are posters all over the school announcing a special assembly at supper tonight. We are all to be at our house tables by six.”

“By order of the headmistress,” Ron interjected.

“Wonder what that’s all about?” Ginny posed mysteriously, then started giggling. “Gotta go. See you later, Harry.”

Hermione opened the sconce for her and with a quick wave, she was gone.

“Have you seen Neville, lately?” Harry asked. “It seems like he’s never around.”

“McGonagall’s got him doing double duty as Head Boy,” Hermione explained. “Due to the decreased enrollment this year, the school’s having to make do with less than the full complement of Prefects.”

“I only found out today that there has been no Head Girl named this year,” Ron added.

“I was the one who told you that,” Hermione protested.

“Doesn’t make it any less true, now does it?” Ron retorted.

Deliberately ignoring Ron, Hermione turned towards Harry with a dramatic sigh. “There are only two other seventh year students. Susan Bones in Hufflepuff and Daphne Greengrass in Slytherin.”

“How do you keep abreast of all these things, Hermione?” Harry asked wearily.

“I ran into them in the library,” she answered simply.

Neville had not returned when they made their way down the marble staircase at a quarter to six that evening. When they entered the Great Hall, though, he was waving to them from the front of the Gryffindor table. They waved back but Harry decided that he preferred the view from about halfway down the long trestle table. That way, he could see what was happening at the adjoining tables as well. They found an empty spot and seated themselves just in time. The room was filling up fast!

Silence fell over the students as the headmistress assumed the podium in her usual dignified manner. Looking over the crowd of expectant faces, she smiled briefly. “I have called this assembly to advise you of some recent changes to the school curriculum. Unfortunately, many of the details were still being worked out at the time of the welcoming feast so I was not able to address them then… After a long and distinguished career with this institution, Professor Farquar has decided to retire to travel the world with his aging father. Many of your parents will remember the elder Mr. Farquar who also taught Muggle Studies prior to his son assuming those duties. It is their fervent wish to satisfy their curiosity concerning Muggle customs throughout the world. We wish them both a fond bon voyage… It is with great pleasure, then, that I announce that our own Rolanda Hooch will be assuming the Muggle Studies classes this year.”

She waited for the applause to die down before continuing, “I can see by your enthusiasm that many of you have already seen the notices that have been posted throughout the school, but I felt that it was important to make an official announcement. Those of you who wish to sign up for Muggle Studies may still do so until Friday of this week; notices have been posted in the common rooms of all Houses. By the long list of those who have already expressed an interest, I can see that it will be quite a challenge to magically reshuffle so many class schedules. Rest assured, however, that new schedules will be distributed Monday morning by all Heads of Houses.”

Once again the headmistress waited for the murmuring of the crowd to draw to a close before resuming. “But it is for another purpose that I have called you here tonight. Due to the diligent efforts of a small contingent of students, I am pleased to announce that Hogwarts will be hosting its first ever Halloween Costume Ball!”

The response was immediate and overwhelming. The headmistress shook her head indulgently and took a moment to smile apologetically in the direction of the other teachers. Harry noticed that only one place was empty at the head table, but his attention was diverted by Ginny squeezing herself in between him and Hermione. Both she and Hermione were practically bouncing in their seats with excitement!

The boisterous spirit of the crowd showed no signs of letting up until Professor McGonagall pointed her wand towards the clock tower to bring forth a resounding gong. Even then it was a few moments before she was able to continue. “Many of the older students will remember when we hosted the Yule Ball a number of years ago. Although this event may appear to be very similar in nature, I assure you that there will be major differences.” Her voice took on a solemn tone as she proceeded, “I don’t have to remind you that these are dark times indeed “ and while a bit of merrymaking may raise our spirits, we cannot forget that the safety of the students, faculty, and staff of this institution remain my primary concern at all times. Consequently, I have agreed to allow this celebration to take place under very controlled circumstances. Please understand that these guidelines have been put in place to guarantee the continued good health of everyone involved.”

“Sounds like old Fleur could really use a page from McGonagall’s book on wedding planning,” whispered Ginny fiercely. “Not that she’s likely to take advice from anyone…”

“Firstly,” announced Professor McGonagall after consulting her notes, “there will not be any outside guests allowed. While I am still considering whether this restriction will be relaxed for the faulty and staff, rest assured that no exceptions will be made for the students. Please do not make me have to disappoint you. Secondly, the event will be open to Hogwarts students of all ages--” A brief pause to allow for the cheering to subside. “”and there is no requirement that you bring a date.”

Professor Hooch caught the headmistress’ attention and passed her an additional piece of parchment. The briefest flicker of surprise registered on Professor McGonagall’s features before she composed herself once again. It was clear to Harry, though, that her tone assumed a more playful note as she addressed them.

“For those of you who may not be aware, the custom of dressing up on All Hallow’s Eve is one that originated with Muggles attempting to imitate witches and wizards. We at Hogwarts are going to turn that custom on its head; our witches and wizards are going to dress up like Muggles! Although costume balls were quite popular during my youth, the recent revival comes to us from the unlikely shores of America. So as an added challenge, we are calling upon you to draw from American cultural icons. Please remember that this is about exploring characters and not living personages; so please seek inspiration from literature, stage and screen.”

She paused dramatically and with a grand gesture of her wand, fully half the candles that hung suspended above them blew out instantly. In the eerie hush that followed, with the smell of fresh ozone lingering in the air, it was clear to Harry why the grandmotherly witch before him was still a force with which to be reckoned. With every eye riveted on her, with every side conversation hushed in mid-stream, Professor McGonagall continued in a barely audible whisper, “I have been informed that the magic witching hour known to Muggles everywhere is twelve o’clock midnight. So in keeping with the spirit of the event, the Halloween Ball will not conclude until one a.m.”

It was a tribute to the charged atmosphere that permeated the Great Hall that the scattering of weak cheers died down almost instantly. McGonagall’s raptor gaze slowly swept the grim faces that lined the long rows of tables, seeming to bore into everyone’s soul in turn. “Anyone found sleeping before the appointed hour will be promptly turned into a toad and banished to his or her dormitory forthwith. Beheadings will occur at the discretion of our own Mr. Filch.”

In that last quiet millisecond, Harry could have sworn that he saw Filch’s hands twitch ever so briefly as if he was going to burst into spontaneous applause and it was taking all of his willpower to restrain himself. But then the mood was broken as the students realized that the beheadings had just been a macabre joke on the part of the headmistress. With a flick of her wrist, the candles all re-ignited and the Hall was once again bathed in a golden glow.

“Please hold your cheering to a minimum as I have a few more announcements to make. As our resident expert on Muggles, Professor Hooch will be overseeing the costume ball but she is depending upon all of us to make it happen. Hermione Granger “ please stand up “ deserves special credit for the original concept so I am awarding fifteen points to Gryffindor! Since she has a Muggle cousin in California, I am appointing her as the Student Liaison for Costume Concept and Design. She will help you come up with an idea if you need one.

"I understand that Ginny Weasley “ stand up also “ has been instrumental in obtaining the cooperation of the Merchant’s League of Hogsmeade Village who have agreed to assist with the creation of any unique costume that you desire. This is an option only for those of you who may wish to purchase a costume. On her behalf, I am awarding an additional ten points to Gryffindor and appointing her to the post of Costume Procurement!

"Professor Tonks has agreed to assist students with assembling costumes out of household items or from clothing that has been donated to the Costume Office. I don’t have to tell anyone that she has demonstrated a superior aptitude in these areas. While I cannot award her any House points “ despite her previous ties to Hufflepuff “ she can award those points herself to any student who she finds particularly deserving. She will be assigned to the post of Costume Consultant Extraordinaire!”

Silencing the crowd with her trademark no-nonsense glare, Professor McGonagall announced in a more serious tone, “So as to remind us that there is always a solution to even the most twisted conundrum, I take great pleasure in recognizing Harry Potter and awarding him fifty points for Gryffindor! As a result of his resourcefulness, Hogwarts has been made a safer place today!”

Harry was so taken aback that the words did not register immediately. It was only after he’d been slapped on the back for the twelfth time that he finally realized that he’d been smiling all along. He had no idea what he’d tell the people that pressed him for details, but that was a problem for a different day.

The headmistress tried to dismiss the assemblage with the words, “Now before you run off to search your closets and your roommates’ closets--” but the remainder was drowned out by the joyous uproar that ensued. So many students tried to leave their places during the superb supper that followed that the Hogwarts ghosts were finally corralled into floating the committee task sheets from volunteer to volunteer, up and down the long tables.

As he prudently declined a third serving of pudding, Harry idly looked up at the head table and realized with a start that it was Professor Trelawney’s chair that was empty.




Harry and Ron had already settled into a game of wizard’s chess when they heard the sound of the stone sconce. Hermione and then Ginny scrambled through as if they were being chased by dementors.

“Can’t believe we finally made it out of there!” Hermione panted.

“I don’t think we would have had a chance if it hadn’t been for Peeves,” Ginny admitted. “Poor Neville, he stepped right in the line of fire to protect the first and second years and got it right in the chest!”

“Not the inkwells again?” Ron asked hopefully as he looked up from capturing Harry’s second knight. The miniature knight was stumbling all over the chessboard, groaning piteously and otherwise making the most of his big finale.

“Just water balloons,” answered Ginny.

“Say, Ron,” Harry suggested merrily, “if we put disappearing ink in the bottles, could we trick Peeves into clearing a path for the girls instead?”

“You two are just as bad as Fred and George,” sniffed Hermione from her position next to the entrance. She handed Neville a towel as he emerged dripping from behind the sconce.

“Thanks, Hermione,” Neville said in grateful acknowledgement.

“It’s the least I could do; I knew you were right behind us.”

“Say, guys,” Ginny ventured, “you don’t mind if I hang around here for a bit, do you? It’s bound to be mayhem in the dormitories below and I don’t fancy being the favorite pull toy.” Seeing that no one objected, she collapsed gratefully among the fluffy cushions.

Neville emerged in dry clothes, continuing to towel his hair absently. “Do tell, Harry,” he urged excitedly as he joined the group in front of the fire. “Tell us about the great service that you performed for the school. McGonagall was pretty vague.”

“Well, if we’re going to be celebrating, I might as well break out the secret stash of butterbeer,” suggested Ron. He returned with five frosty bottles that he passed around.

“They’re cold and everything!” Hermione remarked incredulously.

“So you’re the only one who can perform magic?” Ron scoffed.

Slightly embarrassed by the undue attention, Harry relayed the events surrounding the destruction of the Vanishing Cabinet. “You were all there the night it happened; but what am I going to tell anyone else that presses me for details? There’s no point in making everyone feel vulnerable all over again.”

“I don’t think the headmistress would want everyone to know that the Vanishing Cabinet was just laying there in wait all these months,” Hermione ventured.

“I just can’t believe that none of the teachers were able to get into that room,” Ginny remarked as she shook her head.

“That’s just it,” confided Harry in a whisper, “I know for certain that wasn’t the case; Trelawney could have done it.”

“Just one moment,” Ginny interjected as she aimed a well-placed muffliato charm toward the entrance sconce.

Hermione started to open her mouth to protest then thought better of it.

Harry recounted how earlier that same night, he had encountered Professor Trelawney right outside the Room of Requirement. She’d been thrown out into the hall by a man “obviously Malfoy, in retrospect “ that she had interrupted while he was shouting triumphantly. His suspicions aroused, Harry had convinced the Professor to accompany him to Dumbledore’s office to relay the information first hand.

“But she never did,” lamented Harry. “I made her wait outside the office while I confronted Dumbledore about Snape’s involvement in the death of my parents. Then when I left the office to fetch my Invisibility Cloak, she was no longer waiting in the corridor. I gave Ron and Hermione the last of my Felix potion and then rejoined Dumbledore.”

“But you tried for months to get into the room where Malfoy was working “ without any success! How are you sure that Trelawney figured it out?” Hermione exclaimed.

From the empty sherry bottles that the Professor was trying to hide, Harry had concluded that Malfoy had been working in the same cavernous room that appeared whenever someone sought a hiding place. “While I didn’t make the connection until later,” Harry explained, “she would have recognized the cabinet for what it was when she returned to secrete her empties.”

“Perhaps she returned while you and Dumbledore were away,” suggested Neville.

“I don’t think she could have,” Ron interjected. “We had the Room of Requirement under surveillance the whole time: either on the Map or when Ginny and Neville were helping me guard the corridor.”

“I don’t think she would have tried to go back while Malfoy was in there, anyway,” Ginny agreed. “Especially judging from the abrupt manner in which she had been ejected.”

“So that means that she would either have had to go back later that night when the school was in a huge uproar and people were wandering all over the place,” surmised Hermione, “or more likely, she would have waited until things quieted down…”

“Exactly! At which point the details of how the Death Eaters had gained access would have been common knowledge to the teachers and staff,” Harry concluded.

“Are you sure she went back?” pressed Ginny.

“Positive,” Harry replied. “I saw her hide the bottles temporarily in one of the huge vases at the end of the corridor. When I went back, the bottles were no longer there. What’s more, Professor Trelawney was not present at the assembly tonight.”

The gentle sound of the crackling fire seemed to fill the room as everyone took a moment to ponder the implications of Harry’s analysis.

Neville broke the silence as he declared, “I don’t remember Trelawney attending Dumbledore’s funeral, either.”
Chapter 13 The Doyennes of Disguise by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry finally gives in to the Halloween frenzy that had taken over the entire school, teachers included; Ginny agrees to help Harry train for Lupin’s class.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.



Chapter 13
The Doyennes of Disguise


Harry shoved the disquiet that he felt concerning Professor Trelawney into the back of his mind as he dived into a mountain of new assignments from Professor Lupin. Since the mirror project had been temporarily shelved pending results, Lupin had assigned Harry to master a considerable amount of charms and hexes. He was having difficulty in locating many of the counter-charms before he faced the Professor for the practical demonstration that he knew was sure to follow.

He was lounging in the common room after one particularly frustrating evening of searching through the tomes of the restricted section, his thoughts still on his assignments as he vainly searched for inspiration in the flickering grate. Hermione stumbled through the entrance sconce, weighed down by books and catalogues in her book bag as well as a sizeable stack in her arms. Regaining her balance at the last minute, she dumped her books onto one of the large desks that lined the room. With a heartfelt sigh, she collapsed in the chair across from Harry.

“What a day that was,” she murmured. “You look like you’ve been through the wringer yourself.”

“Just another fruitless day in the library,” offered Harry. “Lupin has me preparing for what I know will turn out to be a dueling match and I’m not having much luck finding counter-spells.”

“You don’t think he will be impressed by a well-placed protego charm, then?”

“Hardly.”

“What about some of those books that were on the shelves when we met for the D.A. meetings?” Hermione suggested. “I remember finding Jinxes for the Jinxed to be quite helpful.”

“I haven’t found anything remotely like that in the library so far “ and I swear I’ve been through the restricted section at least twice,” Harry complained.

“I may have actually run across another copy of that one in Dumbledore’s stash,” Hermione mused. “Why don’t you accompany me to the headmistress’ office tomorrow morning and we can look together? I think I can probably convince her to let you borrow it temporarily.”

Harry started to mumble his thanks, but Hermione’s attention had already been diverted by Ron who was thumbing through the top-most book in her lopsided pile. She was up in a flash but Ron held the book out of her reach playfully.

“Please be careful with that one,” warned Hermione. “My mother sent it to me specially and you wouldn’t believe what I had to go through to convince Filch to release it. He was determined to file it in his contraband drawer regardless of Professor Hooch’s permission slip. Had Professor McGonagall not interceded on my behalf--”

“Now that I know it comes so highly recommended by Filch,” Harry noted with a rich chuckle, “I think I’d like to take a look myself! I promise we’ll take good care of it,” he added when he noticed Hermione’s irritated look.

The book in question was entitled Halloween Entertaining and its cover featured a photograph of a woman wearing the most outlandish imitation of wizarding attire Harry had ever seen. The effect was heightened by weird yellow eyes with vertically slit pupils that gave her a reptilian appearance.

“Is this woman an American witch?” inquired Ron when he realized that Hermione was standing at his elbow.

“Not in the way that you mean it, no,” she answered laughing. “But her staff may argue that point with you.”

Seeing the perplexed look on Ron’s face, Hermione explained that her cousin had suggested the book even though the woman on the cover had a notorious reputation. It was widely known that all of the real work that went into any of her publications was the result of a cracker-jack staff; she was just the figurehead.

“Kind of like that Gilderoy Lockhart fellow,” Harry remarked.

“Well, sort of,” Hermione admitted.

“And Muggles don’t see through her sham?” asked Ron incredulously.

“Oh, they do, but they still buy her products.” Hermione shrugged to indicate the inexplicability of humanity.

“Are you sure she’s not a witch?” Revulsion was etched on Ron’s face as pointed to a photo of the same woman draped in black tulle festooned with rather large spiders. “This outfit looks like she shops in the same stores as Bellatrix Lestrange!”

“Sssh,” Hermione hissed as she shut the book. “You wouldn’t want Neville to overhear you!”

Harry was reminded of the deranged look of triumph on Bellatrix’s face as she forced Sirius back through the veil in the Department of Mysteries. Just like that, the images in Hermione’s book didn’t seem so funny after all. He excused himself and retired for the night. He could still hear Ron and Hermione bickering faintly in the background as he drifted off to sleep.




By mid-week, Hermione, Ginny and Tonks had set up temporary offices in an empty classroom on the ground floor. Posters had gone up throughout the school detailing the headmistress’ costuming guidelines and Tonks had already been obligated to magically expand the closet where she was busy cataloguing the donated clothing and props.

Hermione’s section was instantly recognizable as she had plastered a huge photo of her aunt and uncle impersonating Charles and Diana around the time of the royal engagement. It was being used as an example of how to assemble a costume from scratch.

Hermione leaned over Harry as he studied the photograph in minute detail. “My cousin says this was taken the year she was born,” Hermione began conversationally. “Her parents won the grand prize at the costume ball.”

“I can see why,” Harry observed. “They’re dead-ringers for Charles and Di.”

“Not really,” Hermione replied as she affixed a small picture labeled ‘BEFORE’ next to the giant one. “My aunt actually has long brownish hair but had it colored and cut specially. The lacy dress was a leftover maternity gown that was one of the few things she could still reasonably wear until she finished loosing her baby weight. My uncle fashioned his outfit using an old college band uniform and a discarded Marine Corps jacket he found in an attic trunk.”

“What about the ring?” Harry pointed to the photo.

“Cheap costume jewelry. But what made them really stand out was that they had both not only adopted the proper cadences in their speech, but had also studied the mannerisms of Charles and Diana. My cousin claims that her mom can still strike a perfect ‘shy Di’ pose that makes her do a double-take even without the costume.”

“But I thought that costumes resembling living persons weren’t allowed,” Harry pointed out.

“That was the headmistress’ stipulation, yes; but I’m only using this as an example. Here look at these,” Hermione offered as she magically tacked a pair of slightly smaller posters right next to the ‘Royals.’ Each bore two photos: the first ones showing Errol Flynn and Bela Lugosi, the actors; the next set showed Flynn dressed as Robin Hood and Lugosi as Dracula. “This illustrates the distinction that the headmistress was trying to make: that while dressing up as these men would not be a proper costume, Robin Hood or Count Dracula would be. There are just so many characters that have become synonymous with the actors that portrayed them that it is often tricky to make the distinction.”

To Harry quizzical look, she added, “It’s like the difference between impersonating Abraham Lincoln and your Aunt Rose from Cleveland.”

“Perhaps that would be a better example,” Harry suggested pointedly.

But Hermione stood her ground as she regarded him with hands on hips. “And just how many of the students would know who Lincoln was, realistically speaking? Both you and I went to a Muggle primary school, but that’s not true for everyone.”

“Then it would motivate them to do a bit of research.”

She gave him the skeptical look that was Mrs. Weasley’s trademark. “If you think the drive to research things in the library is a universal trait, you are going to be disappointed. Take it from someone who knows.”

“What about as a costume idea then?”

“I’ve been trying to quash that as well.”

“Too obvious?”

“Besides that, there’s nothing in the clothing that illustrates the character,” Hermione asserted.

“You don’t think that a beard and a tall stovepipe hat are distinctive enough?” Harry queried with a sardonic lift to his eyebrow.

“Don’t forget that he always dressed like an undertaker,” she added with a small snigger. Then in a more serious tone, she reasserted, “It’s not unique enough attire. Here let me demonstrate.”

She rummaged in her desk drawer briefly before removing a folder that contained a number of sepia-toned photographs which she laid out on the desk. Each was identified by tag lines along the bottom edge. Harry leaned over for a better look at Benjamin Disraeli, Rutherford B. Hayes and a group shot from an exclusive London men’s club circa 1890.

With a satisfied smile, Hermione explained, “You see, it was practically the uniform of the day during most of Queen Victoria’s reign, both here and in America…. Besides what made Lincoln unique was his oratory style: poetic and succinct.”

“And you don’t see any of the students pulling that one off,” Harry surmised with a nod. “What about one of the teachers?”

Hermione took a moment to consider the possibilities. “Flitwick’s got the proper demeanor,” she offered gamely, “but you have to admit, he’s a bit short in stature.”

“What about Lupin? He’s tall.”

Hermione barely stifled a laugh before returning, “I believe Lupin’s exploring a slightly less staid side of his personality.”

Harry was about to probe for more information, but then decided that he shouldn’t ask her to betray Tonks’ confidence. Taking a different tack, he posed, “How are you going to keep people from bending the rules to suit themselves, though?”

“Very simply. Everyone’s concept must be signed off by either a teacher, Ginny or myself. That’s the last item on the costume checklist.”

“No wonder I hardly ever see you in the common room anymore,” Harry said. “Thanks for getting me the book, anyway; it sure has made my studying go much better.”

“So you’re prepared to duel Lupin?” she replied as she assumed a jaunty en garde position.

“Not just yet, but I sure could use some practice. Care to give me your best shot?” he asked hopefully.

“Sorry, Harry, I’m just swamped this week. Did you ask Ginny?”

At the mention of her name, Ginny stuck her head around the next partition.

“Not another one needing alterations?” she intoned wearily. Then seeing Harry her face brightened up immediately. “Oh, Harry, didn’t realize it was you. Missed you at the Quidditch tryouts “ but I understand why you felt that your presence would have distracted me from choosing my own team members.”

“So did you recruit any good ones?” Harry asked cheerfully, suddenly grateful that Hermione had insisted on making his excuses.

“We’ll see how they do after I whip them into shape,” Ginny replied. “Luckily, Gryffindor doesn’t play until the second match of the season, so I have a bit of time.”

Hermione interrupted tactfully with, “Harry was looking for a sparring partner to prepare for his upcoming duel with Professor Lupin…”

“Sounds exciting; where do we get tickets?” Ron’s ginger head popped into view as he came around the corner.

“Now you sound just like Fred and George,” Hermione remarked. “It’s just a class assignment that Harry is preparing.”

At the mention of school work, Ron backed away awkwardly. Hermione grabbed him by the arm and led him the rest of the way toward the exit. “Got another appointment.” She waved good-bye from the door.

Harry instantly felt at a loss for words with only Ginny in the room.

“So your assignment is to prepare for a wizard’s duel with Lupin?” she inquired. “Pretty tall order, if you ask me. He always struck me as a rather competent wizard in his own right.”

Grateful for her steering the conversation in a comfortable direction, Harry replied, “He really hasn’t come out and said that we’ll be dueling; but he has me learning a whole bunch of spells and jinxes--”

“And counter-jinxes by the look of that volume you’ve been carrying around for the past week,” observed Ginny. “All right, I’ll give it a try. But you’ll have to loan me your material for a quick review or I won’t have a chance of preparing you for Lupin’s offensive.”

Ginny couldn’t help noticing that Harry’s eyes kept reverting to Hermione’s posters. “Sort of wish she could have used people that the students could instantly identify,” she mumbled.

“Yeah, that was sort of the point I was trying to make,” Harry conceded.

“That was the general consensus “ except for the headmistress. She was adamant that using any photos that depicted current celebrities could subject the school to legal action from overactive publicists.”

“They have such over-blown egos?” Harry sniggered.

“Apparently so,” Ginny added with a smirk of her own. “The headmistress stressed that she would rather be hexed a thousandfold than to face down a cadre of Muggle solicitors.” Lowering her voice to a confidential whisper, she supplied for Harry’s ears alone, “Hinted that even the Cruciatus Curse paled in comparison.”

Harry laughed appreciatively, but without another ready-made subject for discussion it wasn’t long before Ginny’s close presence alone was enough to unnerve him. Stepping back onto familiar ground, he reiterated that he would turn over his study materials at dinner so that she could prepare and then ducked out the door.

When he arrived in the Great Hall that evening, though, he found Ginny and Hermione already in a huddle and surrounded by a small mountain of open books.

“Hi, Harry,” she waved him over as Hermione hastily closed the books. “Looks like I won’t need to borrow your materials after all. Hermione found me some other books that might help me to prepare. I have Quidditch practice tomorrow at six, so let’s say about eight o’clock then?”




Harry supplemented his studying the next day with a lot of tentative wand work as he prepared for the first practice session. He dashed off for a quick dinner, nothing too heavy to slow his reflexes, and was back in the common room by seven o’clock for a bit of last minute reviewing. Neville was studying his Herbology texts at the next desk so it made for companionable silence.

As the hour drew near, Hermione tumbled through the sconce and sank down wearily by the fire.

“Harry,” she began in a tremulous voice, “you wouldn’t happen to know where Ron keeps the butterbeer, would you? I could really use something to calm my nerves.”

Neville offered to share his pot of tea with her as Harry passed her a clean mug and some milk and sugar. She sipped slowly and carefully watched each of them in turn, hearted by their presence.

Ginny preceded Ron through the entrance and immediately ran to Hermione’s side when she saw the stricken look on her friend’s face.

“What happened, Hermione?” she asked gently.

Hermione took a deep breath and carefully placed her empty mug on the tea tray before beginning. “I had to turn away a costume idea from a first-year just now and I didn’t realize it would hit me so hard.”

“Did he break down in tears?” offered Ginny.

“No, he actually took it rather stoically once we were able to explain…Oh, here let me show you,” she offered, pulling out a slick video magazine full of offers for Muggle DVD’s. “We’ve been using this as a sort of impromptu guide to movie characters,” she explained to the boys.

She flipped open the page and pointed to the cast of an elaborately crafted trilogy, full of those creatures that Muggles considered to be nothing but myth but which freely roamed the wizarding world. Actors in detailed costumes portrayed elves, dwarves, giants, trolls and numerous dark creatures that would give a Death Eater nightmares. When the folio reached Harry, he had to turn it this way and that to avoid the glare on its shiny surface. Peering carefully at the figure that Hermione had signaled out, Harry had to admit that the silver-haired wizard in a pointed hat looked remarkably like Dumbledore!

“I was in total shock when he showed me. I didn’t know how to explain the sense of loss, the total inappropriateness…” Hermione’s words trailed off. “Luckily, Professor McGonagall was conferring with Tonks and came to my rescue.”

“Was she able to explain it to the first-year?” Neville asked softly.

Hermione nodded and detailed how the headmistress had taken the first-year aside and pulled a chocolate frog card from her pocket that just, somehow, managed to have Dumbledore’s picture on it. She had patiently explained about the school’s beloved headmaster who had died unexpectedly last term. Since most of the students here were present at the funeral, she’d said, it would just be too sad if someone were to dress as a character that was sure to remind everyone of their loss.

“Then she pointed out the white tomb that could just be seen at the edge of the lake in the twilight,” Hermione concluded, wiping a tear from her right eye.

“Were you able to suggest an alternative costume?” Ginny inquired in a helpful tone.

As Hermione hung her head, Ginny placed her hand gently on Hermione’s forearm and urged her up. “Don’t worry about it,” she soothed as she led Hermione towards her room, “I think Fred and George have a super-hero suit that just might fit a first-year. It was mis-sized and I’m sure we can get him a discount.”

Ginny caught Harry’s hand in passing and whispered, “Another time…”

Harry was about to turn in himself when he noticed that Ron was still fascinated with the slick Muggle catalog.

“I’ve never seen anything like it,” Ron marveled. “Look at this figure here.”

Harry and Neville gathered around the image, but it was just too small to be distinguished in the dim light. With an impatient flick of his wand, Ron enlarged the image to cover the entire page. He pointed to a small hunched figure slinking at the feet of the ersatz Dumbledore. “Is it just my imagination, or does this character here “ decked out in nothing but a loincloth “ remind you of Kreacher?” Ron demanded.

Harry was inexplicably reminded of the description of Lupin’s vacation rental: a house belonging to a wizard who had acted as a consultant to a moviemaker.





The first Hogsmeade weekend was scheduled before the end of September to allow students to begin their costume quests. The headmistress had considered whether to allow the first and second years to go along, but decided that there was not enough time to procure all the parental permission slips “ let alone the added supervision necessary for such a large contingent.

Ginny had been assigned the supplemental duties of aiding the first and second years with costume purchases (owl service was strongly encouraged) and with arranging for any additional alterations that might be required. Ginny had taken it all in stride, suddenly grateful that her mother had insisted she practice the necessary charms over the summer holidays each year. As the sole female of seven children, she had naturally bristled at the extra familial obligations thrust upon her. Grudgingly, she had come to realize over the past few weeks, however, that perhaps her mother had shown extraordinary foresight.

While other volunteers had been able to lend a hand with pinning garments as needed, it was a cumbersome method of accomplishing what could be done with the tip of a wand. Always eager to master a new spell, Hermione had attempted to learn from Ginny. But it had become quickly apparent that it was a skill that required the steel nerves and steady hands of a surgeon “ not to mention a great deal of practice. In the end, Hermione had contented herself with the taking of measurements.

Halloween frenzy seemed to take over the entire student population as they entered into the first weeks of October. Practically every student was consumed with assembling the perfect costume, involved in one of the event committees, or part of the extra activities that had been assigned in Muggle Studies classes “ often all three. Harry noted that House rivalry had reared its head as the Decorating and Refreshment Committees were overrun with volunteers from Ravenclaw and Slytherin. The Hufflepuff presence was not so easily pinpointed; but Harry supposed that as Tonks was part of the Costume Office, her enthusiasm would likely infect them as well.

In an unprecedented move, the start of the Quidditch season was postponed until November, which in turn meant that the Gryffindor team would not play its first game against Hufflepuff until December. While this took some of the pressure off Ginny, she still had more than enough added responsibilities to consume her days.

Harry accepted that his dueling practice sessions would likely have to wait until after the Halloween Ball. Luckily, the preparation frenzy seemed to have spread through the ranks of the teachers as well, and Lupin had not been pressing Harry as hard as before. He even confided that Tonks had made numerous trips to her favorite antique stores and weekend flea markets in London in order to assemble the perfect ensemble.

“As part of the Costume Office, I think she feels the need to demonstrate her skill,” he confessed with a smile. “Either that or competitiveness has consumed her and she is determined to win the costume contest.”

“But won’t she have an unfair advantage by being a Metamorphmagus?” Harry inquired as this was the first he’d heard about a contest.

“Oh, she’s bound by the same restrictions as everyone else. She has to do it the Muggle way “ otherwise, she’ll be the first to be disqualified. Perhaps it’s the challenge that’s fueling her after all.”

“I’m surprised that she’s not assembling her outfit from the items in her own wardrobe,” commented Harry.

“That would just be business as usual for Tonks; what would be the fun in that? Besides,” Lupin added with a laugh, “she’s in charge of assembling my costume, not hers. That was the deal we made. My only stipulation was no cheesy outfits.”

“So you don’t have any idea what she has in store for you?” Harry asked merrily.

“Well, I did warn her that I reserved the right to file for divorce, if necessary,” Lupin quipped. “No seriously, I trust her “ just as she will have to trust me.”

“So you picked out her costume?” Harry inquired, forgetting that this was probably none of his business.

Lupin nodded with a twinkle in his eye. “Hermione helped me decide. I think it will suit Tonks perfectly!”

And so it went throughout the month: a bit of lessons and some friendly patter from Lupin. His relaxed attitude so surprised Harry that he became convinced that Lupin was just trying to lull him into a false sense of security. Any day now, he expected the professor to pounce at him from behind his desk with his wand at the ready. On pleasant days when they often hiked the surrounding countryside, Harry had taken to skirting the largest trees warily as he awaited the inevitable ambush. But the ambush never came “ at least not yet “ and it only convinced Harry to work harder on his spells.

Despite the whirlwind that surrounded him at times, Harry held to the principles that he had presented to McGonagall when he had agreed to return for a seventh year: he was going to keep from getting overly involved in extra-curricular activities. There were plenty of other people yearning for a chance to prove themselves with committee assignments and he was not going to allow himself to feel guilty for sitting this one out. His foremost priority, he reminded himself, was to gain as much knowledge as possible in preparation for the uncertain future “ a future that might very well come knocking earlier than expected.

That’s not to say that he wasn’t going to allow himself some well-deserved recreation. So with less than a month to go before the big event, Harry turned his thoughts to assembling a costume of his own. Looking through his closet, the only festive clothing he found were the formal robes he had worn to the Yule Ball in his fourth year. He checked to see that they were still in good condition and then wandered down to the Costume Office for a consultation with the resident experts.

Luckily, Hermione had just finished with a group of third-years and had a bit of free time before her next appointment. When he outlined the basis for his costume, she thought it had promise and showed him some variations that could be worked around it.

“I don’t know, Hermione,” he protested. “Everything just seems too campy.”

“Oooh, I think I know just the thing,” she whispered conspiratorially. “Let me get it from my room.”

Harry made room for her to pass, but instead of walking out into the corridor, she went over to the nearest window and pushed it open a bit further. “I can summon it from here, I always leave my window open for Crookshanks,” she clarified.

In a matter of moments, she was holding a fancy souvenir program from a West End theatre production.

“I saw this over the summer for the third time with my parents,” she admitted as Harry thumbed through pages of spectacular photographs. “I know it’s kind of hokey “ and totally overblown “ but it’s still a great favorite of mine. Just call me a hopeless romantic. And before you remind me that the current incarnation was written and staged by a Brit, it has been performed just as frequently on the Broadway stage.”

Harry liked what he saw: a tormented villain (or was he the hero?), an eerie quality that was perfect for Halloween, an ominous setting. Best of all, with the addition of his white-tie ensemble, he would only need an opera cape and a mask.

“I like it Hermione,” he proclaimed with a smile, “but the mask is absolutely essential to the character--”

“”and masks are strictly forbidden by the costume guidelines,” she finished for him. “Don’t you think that Fred and George would have already figured out how to work around that? They have developed a new product that they are calling ‘facial skins’.”

Harry screwed up his face at the name. He was beginning to have second thoughts about this.

“I know the name needs a lot of work, but it’s truly a good description of what it does. Here let me demonstrate,” she explained as she unfolded a bit of gossamer fabric from a small box. She held it up so that Harry could see that it was imprinted with the garish makeup of a circus clown.

Holding the fabric before her eyes in the mirror, she tapped it lightly with her wand. Magically the ‘skin’ fitted itself to the contours of her face so that it looked like she had spent hours applying greasepaint. The most remarkable thing of all was that one could still see enough of her facial features to recognize her, thus neutralizing the headmistress’ concerns about security.

With a flick of her wand, the ‘skin’ was released from her face and floated harmlessly to the floor. She gingerly picked it up and folded it gently into its box.

Harry was convinced. “Can you get me one that will make my face look like it’s wearing that particular mask?” he asked tentatively, pointing to the theatrical program.

“Absolutely,” she assured him. “What are you going to do for a cape, though?”

“Did anyone donate one in the clothing drive?”

“Only if you want to look like a moth-eaten Zorro,” Hermione quipped. “Tell you what, if you trust me to get you just what you need, I’ll get Ginny to place an order from Gladrags Wizard Wear. Delivery guaranteed in three days via owl service.”

“Thanks, Hermione. It won’t be too expensive now, will it?”

“I’ll have it put on my personal account,” Hermione winked. “You can pay me back later.”

With a definite bounce in his step, Harry returned to the workbooks he had left sprawled over the sofa cushions in the tower. It was a sign of his elation that he only stopped once en route to check for Lupin behind the suits of armor on the grand staircase.






Hermione caught up with him later that night to remind him that she would need to take some measurements before sending the order off the next day.

“If it’s not too much trouble,” she added, “could I get a look at you in your dress robes? I wouldn’t be surprised if they needed a bit of altering.”

Relieved that Ron and Neville were not around to witness this, Harry brought out the black jacket for Hermione to examine.

“Fabric looks good, could do with a bit of brushing, but nothing we can’t handle,” she said appraisingly. “Let’s check for the sleeve length.”

But when Harry put the jacket on, it was obvious to both of them that he had plainly outgrown it.

“Do you think it might be let out a bit?” Harry suggested hopefully. “I hear Ginny can work magic…”

“Only if she can conjure you up another jacket “ and that’s not allowed,” Hermione countered. “No need to embarrass yourself with the shirt and trousers. Face it, you don’t look like a fourth-year anymore.”

“What will I do for a costume then?” Harry moaned, sinking into the nearest chair.

“Don’t worry about a thing,” she assured him. “Dress robes in good condition can always be traded in. How else do you think people buy second-hand robes?”

“You mean like Ron’s?” Harry asked as he laughed at the memory.

Hermione joined in. “They were pretty lame, but I think the sour look he wore most of the evening was actually worse!”

At the sound of the stone sconce, they composed themselves just in case it turned out to be Ron. But it was only Neville in his customary overalls.

“Pardon me,” he muttered, “didn’t realize you were having a private consultation, Harry.”

“I can work you in after Harry,” Hermione called to Neville jokingly.

Neville peeked around his bedroom door and quipped, “Thanks, Hermione, but I already have my costume lined up thanks to a great idea from Professor Flitwick. You’ll just have to be surprised along with everyone else!”

Hermione motioned for Harry to stand up. “I’m going to have to take a few extra measurements,” she began apologetically as she pulled a tape measure from her pocket and hung it around her neck.

“There is no way I’m letting you take an inside leg measurement,” Harry protested.

“Would you rather I had Ginny do it?” Hermione offered in mock innocence.

“There has to be some other way,” he demanded.

Hermione burst out laughing. “You boys are all alike “ one look at a tape measure and you turn to jelly. Don’t worry, Ginny taught me how to take measurements magically.”

She summoned a small footstool so that she would stand taller than he. With her wand pointing vertically over Harry’s head, Hermione performed a quick swirling motion. Then she tapped the end of the wand to her notepad to record the measurements neatly. At the top of the page she wrote: Harry.

“All done,” she announced as she slapped her notepad shut.
End Notes:
Apologies to all esteemed members of the legal profession for the light-hearted ribbing in this chapter. I needed an explanation as to why my story could not include contemporary examples as well.
Chapter 14 A Last Minute Reprieve by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
A last minute trip to Hogsmeade village in preparation for the Halloween Ball; Ginny identifies the shape of her Patronus.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 14
A Last Minute Reprieve


True to their word, Harry’s new attire arrived three days later. He found the package resting on his pillow when he returned from his lesson with Lupin. Hermione had left him a note to let her know if there were any problems so it was clear she had delivered it personally, but he had no idea how she had levitated it past the barrier.

The fit on the jacket was suitable enough and the trousers were the right length, although somewhat loose in the waistband. The shirtsleeves were a bit short, but pulling them down by the cuffs made them passable. He was determined he was not going to have Ginny poking his body with her wand in plain view of everyone. And the thought of Hermione with her pin cushion was even more off-putting. He would just make do.

He checked that his tie was still in good condition and that he still had his box of white shell studs for the shirtfront. Taking a quick count, he realized that either he had lost a few of the studs, or a longer shirtfront called for more studs than he had originally been allotted. He would have enough if he left the bottom buttonhole open when he tucked in his shirt, but he did not have any for the cuffs.

He stopped by the Costume Office on his way to an early dinner and found that a Ravenclaw girl he did not recognize was busy setting up appointments for both Hermione and Ginny. There was a long queue of students waiting to be assigned a slot.

“Oh, hi, Harry,” the Ravenclaw girl greeted him in a friendly manner. “Hermione said you’d probably be by today. She’s in the middle of a concept meeting right now, but Ginny’s not taking any more appointments today so you can just go right in. Or did you prefer to see Professor Tonks?”

“Ginny’s fine,” Harry replied as he made his way to the far partition. Turning the corner, he found Ginny leaning back in her chair with her eyes closed. He felt like he was intruding and turned to go.

“Is that you, Harry?” she said without opening her eyes.

“How could you possibly know that?” Harry asked.

She smiled languidly and then opened her eyes to look up at him. “You have a particular step,” she replied softly, and then as if she thought he might think her mad, she added, “I must have heard your voice from the next room.”

“Since when do you rate a secretary?” he asked lamely.

“Oh, you mean Melanie? She’s actually Tonks’ assistant, but she loaned her to us when it became evident that we were going to have to parcel out our time more efficiently. She’s been making appointments for Tonks all along.”

Realizing that he was still standing in front of her desk like an awkward first-year, Harry drew one of the chairs to him and straddled it. “So where is Tonks? I haven’t seen her in ages.”

“She’s probably helping someone sort through their closet. It’s not unusual for her to help an entire floor in one visit.”

“How does she find the time?” Harry inquired innocently.

“I suspect Lupin is a very understanding man,” Ginny remarked, momentarily surprising Harry with her candor. “So did you get a chance to look over your order?”

“Oh, yes,” he replied as if he’d totally forgotten the purpose of his visit until just now. “Everything fits well enough, but--”

“ ‘Well enough’ just won’t do,” insisted Ginny.

“It’s really just an extra pair of cuff links that I need,” Harry confessed.

“Simple enough. But Hermione will be very displeased if the fit were not absolutely perfect; you know what a stickler she is for details.”

“Ginny, I can’t impose upon your time for a few minor alterations…” He was trying to be as diplomatic as possible.

“Don’t be silly,” she maintained. “Formal dress robes deserve to be fitted by a professional tailor “ it’s included in the price. You just march yourself over to Gladrags and have them see to it.”

“And just how do you propose that I convince Filch to let me past the school gates to visit Hogsmeade?”

“Haven’t you seen the notices? McGonagall announced that she has cancelled classes on Friday the thirtieth to allow for an extra Hogsmeade visit. Perfect for all those eleventh hour errands. I suspect that I’ll be socked in with last minute first and second years, but I’m sure Hermione will see that you have a good fitting.”




The morning of the thirtieth was cold and crisp with a definite bite in the air. Harry folded his new formal attire into his book bag as neatly as possible after first checking for any errant ink bottles. He rushed through breakfast to catch up with Ron and Hermione who were lining up to be checked out by Filch. As the Head of Gryffindor House, Lupin stood nearby double-checking that he had permission slips from everyone who was being passed through.

As they neared the door, the air seemed to grow progressively colder until it was practically painful to draw a deep breath. He was glad that he had brought an extra warm jacket to throw over his jumper. Many students were doubling back to their dormitories for warmer clothing. A scowling Filch checked Harry’s book bag over with his Secrecy Sensor and mumbled something about “more clothing” “ then he was free.

He could see his breath in front of him now and the grass crunched under his hiking boots, but the fresh air smelled exhilarating. He waved to Lupin who was bundled up in a thick jumper and scarf.

“Will we see you later in the village, Professor?” he called out.

“Absolutely,” Lupin replied with a broad smile. “Madam Rosmerta serves bangers and mash on Fridays!”

Harry set a brisk pace down the inclined meadow that had Ron and Hermione struggling. He turned around briefly to allow them to come abreast of him and noted wryly that they would have less trouble keeping up if Hermione didn’t insist of tucking her hand into Ron’s jacket pocket to keep it warm.

He spied a small figure bundled up in a bright down vest waving to them from the base of the hill. With a start he realized that it was Ginny! Without a second’s hesitation, he trotted down the rest of the way to meet her.

“How did you ever get away?” he breathed.

“Professor McGonagall arranged a special dispensation for me since I’d been working so hard the past few weeks. She had my mum come via Floo early this morning to take over my appointments. I don’t know who was more surprised: me to see my mum or Mum to realize that I had actually put all of those dreadful alteration charms to good use!”

Harry found her carefree laugh totally intoxicating as he joined in.

“I suppose I will have to endure a few ‘I told you so’s’ later, but it will be worth it!” Ginny sighed happily.

Ron and Hermione had caught up by now and Ginny briefly recounted the circumstances of her reprieve for their benefit.

“Professor Hooch offered to take over some of my appointments as well,” Hermione remarked, then added in a knowing whisper, “And I heard that the headmistress herself was going to mind the costume repository so that Tonks could also have some free time.”

“By the way, thanks for the scarf, Hermione,” said Ginny as she fingered the wooly boa that she had wrapped twice around her neck. “It’s just perfect on a day like this.”

Harry noticed for the first time that Hermione was wearing a similar scarf in a more muted color scheme. Catching Ron’s eye, he commented, “You’re awful quiet, Ron. Not wigging out on us are you?”

“Who can get a word in edgewise?” he joked.

After being waylaid by a group of third and fourth years, Hermione agreed to help them “ albeit briefly “ with their last minute costume issues.

“Now you realize that today is my day off,” she admonished them with a smile. “I have some preparations of my own to make but I will get you started. Make sure to insist that any needed adjustments be completed right here in Hogsmeade while you wait. You may have to pay a little extra for this. Remember there is no guarantee that we will be able to accommodate you back at Hogwarts.”

Turning briefly to Ginny, she beseeched, “You wouldn’t mind supervising Harry’s fitting, would you? I’ll take care of all the items that we need from Fred and George. Ron should be able to help me carry everything.”

With a quick wave, she allowed herself to be herded down the High Street towards Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes and the costume annex. Ron flashed Harry an indulgent smile before following in her wake.

Ginny led Harry doggedly down one of the side lanes to the porticoed door of Gladrags Wizard Wear. In the shadow of the eves, the temperature seemed to have dropped considerably and it was a pleasure just to duck inside the warm store.

With a few practiced flicks of his wand, an elderly wizard completed the necessary adjustments. Harry surmised that the tape measure draped around the wizard’s neck must be just for ceremonial purposes. Looking at his image in the long mirror, Harry concluded that the fit was pretty near perfect. He caught Ginny watching him with an appraising look that he didn’t quite recognize and smiled back at her in the reflection. In a matter of moments, he had picked out some additional shirt studs and the wizard was handing him a large bundle that had been carefully wrapped and tied with a string.

They hurried along through the bracing cold to their next stop, Scrivenshaft’s Quill Shop, where Ginny located the small parchment note cards that she needed. Errands completed, they started to work their way back down to the main thoroughfare. By mutual agreement, they were going to skip Fred and George’s shop and go to the Three Broomsticks instead. Harry suggested they go around the back way to minimize the risk of being ambushed.

As they neared the end of one of the lanes close to the pub, Harry noticed that the cobblestone streets were practically choked with students. Ginny grabbed him by the arm at the last minute and pulled him back into the shelter of the narrow alley. Directly across from them was the entrance to the Three Broomsticks.

“Looks like they’re holding court, doesn’t it?” Ginny whispered, motioning to the small throng that had gathered around the figures of Lupin and Tonks.

They were too far away to hear any of the conversation, but Tonks’ purple hair was unmistakable as she gestured animatedly. Next to her, Lupin had thrown his head back in laughter. It was such a joyous scene, so different from the tortured glimpses of Tonks and Lupin that Harry remembered from last year, that he couldn’t help but smile.

“How can they honestly think that anyone who sees them together won’t instantly realize what they mean to one anther?” Ginny quietly noted. “I mean, you can just tell by the way they’re standing “ even though each of them is carrying on a different conversation “ that not two seconds before they were walking arm in arm.”

Harry was amazed at her powers of observation. “Hagrid says that students are so caught up in their own concerns that they don’t see half of what’s in front of them,” he offered.

“Hagrid shouldn’t generalize so much.”

As she leaned around him for a closer look, Harry was startled to realize that Ginny’s hands were wrapped around his arm in much the same manner that she had just attributed to Tonks. Stepping quickly out of her reach, he intoned in his best Lupin voice, “Have you totally lost your mind? What will people think?”

Ginny giggled and immediately tucked her hands into her vest pockets to hide her embarrassment. Harry started laughing, too, and before long they were leaning against the brick walls of the alleyway to keep from sliding to the ground with sheer mirth.

Startled by a small noise behind him, Harry looked up to find Fred (or was it George?) standing a few feet behind them in the alleyway.

“How long have you been standing there?” he asked warily.

“Long enough to realize that you do the worse imitation of Remus Lupin that I have ever seen!”

“If it’s so bad, George, how did you realize it was Lupin?” Ginny pointed out.

George made a small face at Ginny and then said, “I saw you two sneak by when I went to the stock room. The place is an absolute zoo today! Hermione asked me to remind you, Ginny, that you’re having your hair styled at three today.” Message delivered, George Disapparated with a hollow pop.

“Oh, I almost forgot!” Ginny declared. “Do you know any short-cuts back to the castle, Harry?”

Having trekked through most of the neighboring woods during his lessons with Lupin, Harry was only too happy to oblige.




As Harry and Ginny hiked up the last rise, they could see the spires of Hogwarts castle on the horizon. There was a lengthy queue of returning students waiting to be admitted through the gate by Filch. By the slow rate at which they were advancing, it was clear that he was taking ample time inspecting all of their packages thoroughly.

Nearly half an hour passed and they had barely inched forward. Ron and Hermione drew abreast, clearly short of breath from trying to out-walk those who were still clamoring for extra costuming assistance.

“Oh look, they’re starting a second queue!” Hermione cried as she craned her neck to see.

The tiny figure of Professor Flitwick was making his way down the queue referring to his clipboard at regular intervals. When he spied Hermione and Ginny, he waved them forward, then nodded to the boys to indicate that they should follow as well. As they approached the impromptu station that had been set up on the other side of the gate, Filch looked up from his inspection and cast Flitwick a nasty look. Flitwick smiled indulgently in return.

“Looks like you girls are both down for afternoon appointments,” Flitwick began. Gesturing for them to place their packages on the small table, he quickly went over them with his wand. “No hexes here,” he announced brightly. “Before I let you through, though, the headmistress requested that I do a Patronus check “ part of the extra security for the Halloween Ball, I’m afraid. I am correct that each of you is able to produce a corporeal Patronus?”

Flitwick motioned them over to the side so that they would have more room. Making sure that he was out of Filch’s range, he whispered, “I guarantee you that this will be much less painful that Mr. Filch’s tactics. I got word that he was threatening to use his Probity Probe to expedite matters.”

“Excuse me, Professor, but isn’t that rather extreme?” Hermione inquired in an urgent whisper. “Who issued him such a device?”

“Claims it was an anonymous Christmas present. Right proud of it he was, too,” confided Flitwick. “He’s been waiting for just the right opportunity for months.”

Ron bent over and spoke directly into Flitwick’s ear. “Doesn’t he know that Probity Probes are manufactured by Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes?”

Flitwick’s eyes grew larger as he muffled a chuckle into a cough. “Is that so?”

“I think I have a catalogue; give me a second,” Ron added as he riffled urgently through his jacket pockets. He pulled out a rumbled flyer and pointed to a line drawing of the Probity Probe.

“Do you think I could borrow this?” Flitwick asked as he darted a quick look to make sure that Filch was otherwise occupied. “Now what was the name of that Quidditch magazine that you boys like so much?”

“You mean Which Broomstick?” Harry offered.

“Exactly!” Flitwick quickly transformed the flyer into an old issue of Which Broomstick and tucked it into the inside pocket of his school robes. “My secret weapon,” he announced softly as he allowed himself a small smile. Raising his voice to a more normal level, he added, “Now for the Patronuses?”

Harry’s mood was such that he instantly produced a silver stag that went cantering around the fence line. Ron’s terrier easily gave chase, barking silently all the way. The sleek otter that Hermione produced actually gamboled right up to Flitwick before scampering off towards the lake.

“Now, my dear, what shape does your Patronus take?” inquired Flitwick turning to Ginny. “The chart only says ‘bird’, but I really need to update that to something more specific.”

“I think it’s a phoenix,” Ginny answered softly as she crouched down to speak more directly to the Professor.

“Could that be?” Flitwick inquired with interest. “I mean now that Dumbledore’s gone, I guess it’s possible. When did you first learn the Patronus Charm?”

“I was a member of the Dumbledore’s Army group during my fourth year,” she answered honestly.

“Of course, I forgot that you were part of the brave resistance front,” Flitwick mused as he motioned her forward. “It won’t be a phoenix then, but why don’t you demonstrate?”

Ginny’s wand began to glow brightly and a winged shape shot out of the tip. Harry could see that it was clearly wreathed in flames.

“Excellent!” Flitwick pronounced as he made some notes on his clipboard. “I can see why you’d be confused with all the flames. That, my dear, was a fire lizard “ a very rare and very dangerous beast indeed.”

“But aren’t fire lizards a myth?” Ginny inquired anxiously.

“Oh, no; they just inhabit the most remote regions of the planet,” Flitwick assured her. “Practically extinct, they are “ but not imaginary by any means. It makes my heart glad to see that your Patronus has chosen that particular shape; it proves that fire lizards have not yet died out.”

As they hurried up the inclined lawn to the main doors of the castle, Harry couldn’t help but wonder who had given the Probity Probe to Filch.

“Do you think Umbridge gave it to him?” Ron asked as if he had read Harry’s thoughts.

“Well, he certainly was a fan of her disciplinary methods.”

“I think it was Fred and George,” Ginny announced with conviction. “Tricking Filch into actually using a banned product sounds like just the type of twisted joke that would appeal to them.”

As everyone burst out laughing, Harry couldn’t help thinking that Fred and George were bloody brilliant!
Chapter 15 Transforming the Great Hall by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The Decorating Committee runs into some last minutes challenges; Ron volunteers for a practice duel in Gryffindor Tower.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 15
Transforming the Great Hall


On the morning of the thirty-first, Harry awoke to the sound of mournful wailing. It was barely light outside. Grabbing his glasses from the nightstand, he started to wander out to the common room, then thought better of it and doubled back for his wand.

The embers from the banked fire illuminated the shadowy forms of furniture but not much else. A quick lumos spell ignited his wand tip and then one of the bracketed torches on the far wall. The sound seemed to be coming from the direction of Hermione’s room.

Gingerly he tiptoed around the sofa and narrowly missed a pile of books that had tumbled over from a small side table. He pressed his ear up to Hermione’s door but all seemed quiet. As he was about to turn away the wailing started again, only more loudly. Holding his breath, Harry slowly opened the door without crossing the threshold. Hermione was sound asleep under a mountain of bedclothes.

Turning towards the feeble morning light, he saw that the window was latched and that Crookshanks was pacing impatiently on the outside ledge. The cat’s eyes glowed spectrally as he turned and looked directly at Harry, softly howling in displeasure once more. With a well-aimed alohamora spell, Harry unlatched the window. Crookshanks delicately pushed the window open with his nose and then negotiated the various small puddles that had accumulated on the window sill. Jumping down to the floor, he streaked past Harry’s legs.

It must have started raining sometime in the night, Harry concluded, as he looked out over the somber, grey landscape. Stifling a yawn, he was about to return to bed when saw that it was nearly half past seven. His stomach suddenly reminded him that he had not had a proper supper the night before as the Great Hall had closed early at the request of the Decorating Committee.

Not bothering to wait for anyone else, Harry threw on his clothes and made his way downstairs. He was disappointed to see that the doors to the Great Hall were still firmly shut, although a covey of house-elves was busy arranging great trays of food on temporary tables in the entrance hall. He sat down on the top step of the landing, a spot that gave him a clear view of all the frantic activity without getting in anyone’s way.

Catching sight of him almost immediately, Dobby materialized at his elbow. It was somewhat disorienting to be almost at eye level with the elf’s protruding eyes, Harry thought.

“Welcome, Harry Potter, sir,” Dobby beseeched followed by his customary bow. “Can I get you something special this morning?”

“Not just yet, Dobby, but thanks anyway,” Harry mumbled absently. “How long has the Hall been closed?”

“Since last night, sir; many students, and even a teacher or two, have been toiling to prepare for tonight’s ball.”

“Do you mean to tell me that the Decorating Committee has been at it all night?” Harry inquired in amazement.

Dobby shook his head mournfully, “Most returned to their dormitories before midnight. Only one or two were dedicated enough to work beyond that.”

Slowly one of the Great Doors opened and an exhausted looking Luna Lovegood emerged followed closely by Lupin. Harry was startled to see that Lupin was still in his dressing gown and slippers.

“It’s all right that you called on me “ after all, I am in charge of Transfigurations,” Lupin spoke in a soothing tone. “It was perhaps a bigger undertaking than a student committee should have attempted on their own… Ah, here comes the headmistress.”

McGonagall was indeed hurrying over from the direction of the far hallway, sticking pins into her bun as she walked. She took Luna gently in tow and turned to usher her towards the Ravenclaw tower. Luna seemed to be saying something in protest, but her words were so soft Harry could not distinguish them.

“Don’t be daft, girl, do you think I got this far without learning how to delegate?” the headmistress replied in a softer approximation of her trademark briskness. “I’m perfectly capable of reading your schematics. Who do you think approved your ideas in the first place? I will make sure that the rest of the committee is put to task once they come down to breakfast. You, on the other hand, are going to get some sleep.” She gazed briefly at her personal hourglass, then continued, “I do not want to see you back here until quiet time ends at four o’clock.”

Harry could see Luna turn as if to object, but the headmistress cut her off, “I know that you think that today’s enforced quiet hours are solely for the younger ones, but I fully expected the older students to have the foresight to lie in a little later this morning. I did not expect any of you to work through the night. Now off you go; I will have Professor Flitwick check to see that my orders are being obeyed, do you understand?”

Harry could no longer keep Luna in sight as she rounded the far corner. He turned his attention once more to the entrance hall where he was disappointed to note that the doors to the Great Hall were closed once again. He was about to offer Lupin a good morning, but was caught short to see the man sitting hunched over the end of the nearest table with his head buried in his hands. Harry’s feeling that he was intruding upon a private moment increased as he watched McGonagall return and place her hand sympathetically on his shoulder.

Lupin looked up at her, his face unmistakably haggard. “I’m really all right, Minerva.”

“You don’t have to put up a front for me, Remus. I know what a strain having to take your potion daily has been putting on you.” Lupin made as if to reply, but she delicately interceded, “It’s hard to deny that the benefits outweigh the side effects, but you have to learn to pace yourself accordingly. Didn’t Poppy say that it would take a number of months for your body to adjust?”

The reference to Poppy Pomfrey, the school nurse, caught Harry by surprise. The Professor was always in such good spirits these days that he had practically forgotten about the werewolf bite that Lupin had sustained as a young child. There was still no cure for lycanthropy despite recent advances that had made it a more manageable condition.

Lupin nodded glumly, looking down at the tabletop as the headmistress continued, “You know how important it is to get proper sleep and nutrition… Oh, I sound just like I did when I was your Head of House. Come,” she offered as she urged him up, “go back and get some more sleep. I’ll have some breakfast sent up to your quarters later. We’ll be able to manage without you this morning, but I expect you back in time to patrol your House during the quiet hours from two to four today. You probably should not count on Neville’s assistance as he was up rather late working on the lighting cues. I expect he’ll be busy coordinating with the maestros this morning as well.”

“I’ll try to convince him to take a nap,” Lupin offered. “If I say it came as a direct order from you, it might work.”

She patted him reassuringly on the arm as she led him to the far staircase. “Do remind Tonks that she’s manning the Costume Office this morning. I don’t want anyone being barred from the ball tonight because they don’t have appropriate attire.”

“I will tell her, Minerva. I know that she was up late helping the boys from Hufflepuff rehearse for tonight.”

McGonagall chuckled briefly, then remarked, “Forgive me, Remus, but I just can’t picture dear Tonks teaching anyone a dance routine.”

“You mean because she can be such a klutz at times? She does go on about the torturous hours that her mother made her spend in dance classes as a child so she must have learned something.”

“Well, at least that explains where she gets her remarkable poise,” McGonagall conceded. “Just let her know that half past nine will be plenty early to open shop today; I expect that most people will have the good sense to sleep in this morning. Now go!”

She relayed some quick orders to one of the house-elves about who was to be admitted into the Great Hall before disappearing inside herself. Harry ducked behind the banister to keep from being discovered. Still feeling a bit guilty about not having made his presence known earlier, he checked that no one was looking in his direction and quickly retraced his steps back to his room as quietly as possible.

Retrieving the Marauder’s Map from his drawer, he spread it out on his bed and activated it with his wand. He knew that he only had a small window of time in which to perform the experiment he had in mind. “Map: show just Professor Lupin,” Harry whispered urgently. No dots appeared on the Map. “Map: show only teachers.” A small moving dot labeled “Nymphadora Tonks” appeared in the corridor outside the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom; it was moving toward the staircase that led to the entrance hall. Another dot labeled “Minerva McGonagall” was seen bustling about the Great Hall.

This was not getting him anywhere, Harry concluded. Desperate for some indication of where the private areas of the castle were to be found, he tried one last option. Having only read about his procedure, he was not certain that it would actually work. Tracing a complicated series of symbols along the map face, he commanded, “Map: show the last position of Professor Lupin.” A blinking dot bearing a tag for Remus Lupin appeared inside Lupin’s office. After watching it for a few moments, Harry concluded that it was not going to move.

Disappointed that the Map had not been able to provide him with much, Harry reluctantly wiped the surface and secreted it back in his desk drawer. No one was stirring in the seventh-year common room yet, but he was able to join a small procession of Gryffindors who were exiting through the portrait of the Fat Lady on the floor below.




Harry caught up with Ron later in the morning as he was coming down to breakfast. Ron suggested they spend a few carefree hours flying around the Quidditch pitch, maybe even strike up an impromptu skirmish with some like-minded individuals.

But before they had time to retrieve their brooms, the large front doors opened to admit the dripping form of Hagrid. He had come to inform the headmistress that the conditions were too wet for the bonfire that had been planned for tonight’s festivities. McGonagall wasted no time in ushering him into the Great Hall, all the while informing him that they could otherwise employ his talents.

Staring dolefully at the huge puddles from Hagrid’s footprints, the boys quickly decided that perhaps the day called for indoor activities instead. They passed Hermione working her way down the stairs amid a gaggle of younger girls. She was on her way to the Great Hall to review her lighting cues with Neville. She assured Ron that he had assisted them enough last night and needn’t accompany her today; she would just fill him in on the details later. Harry barely had time to notice that her hair had been styled in blonde ringlets before she disappeared in the crowd.

Back in their common room, Ron offered to break out his stash of butterbeers. One glance through the windows at the rain lashed sky made them decide to summon some hot cocoa instead.

“Do you think Ginny might want to join us?” suggested Harry hopefully.

“I think she said something about coordinating props with Neville.”

“What does Neville have that we don’t?” Harry pined dramatically.

Ron chuckled, but then added in a more serious tone, “It’s those announcer fellows that McGonagall lined up that they really want to meet.”

Harry had a sudden inspiration when he realized that the two of them were pretty much going to have the room to themselves. “Ron, what say we have an impromptu dueling match? Not with swords--” Harry laughed at Ron’s improvised antics. “”with wands. Like we did briefly in second year. I need to prepare for Lupin’s lessons and, well, Ginny hasn’t had much free time lately.”

“You’re telling me,” Ron commiserated. “I thought I was never going to get her and Mum away from the Costume Office yesterday afternoon so that we could have some family time together!”

“How is your mum?” inquired Harry, remembering his manners.

“She’s fine. Still can’t figure out what to do with Fleur half the time, yet I know she’ll miss her if Fleur ends up taking that flat in the city that she keeps talking about. And all the wedding plans are in complete limbo from day to day, don’t even get her started on that.”

“Sounds like you were able to have a nice long chat then,” Harry observed.

“Not really, she was anxious about making sure she was home before Dad “ even though she knows that the Ministry keeps him later and later every day. Too bad I couldn’t have invited them to the ball, though. After all those years Dad spent in the Muggle Artifacts office, can you imagine him having to come up with a Muggle costume? He’d have so many different ideas he could never narrow it down to just one.”

“How about an airline pilot with a little toy airplane?” Harry suggested recalling Mr. Weasley’s fervent desire to learn how aircraft stayed in the air.

“Just as long as he didn’t show up as one of those plugs or batteries that have him so enthralled!”

They bandied crazier and crazier notions back and forth for a while. It seemed to help them get into the rhythm of sparring “ in between bouts of laughter. They appropriated most of the furniture cushions for the middle of the floor and then made themselves a clear area. Admittedly, they were rather clumsy at first, but soon got the hang of it. Harry was surprised at the inventiveness of Ron’s spell casting; it seemed like he employed the simplest incantations in novel ways “ with rather unexpected results.

Luckily, they were able to find charms to repair most of the damage except for a few cracked fireplace bricks that they swept into the grate. The swaying of the hanging lamps subsided long before the others returned to the room. Harry concluded that he was going to have to find another place to practice with Ginny or the headmistress would have his head for destroying Gryffindor Tower.

As the quiet hour of two o’clock drew near, they could hear the heavy steps of fellow Gryffindors who were being systematically herded into their dorms below. Hermione and Neville were ushered in by Lupin himself who looked much more rested in his full Head of House regalia.

“I have the headmistress’ orders that quiet time is to be strictly observed until four o’clock at the earliest. The Prefects have been assigned to make sure that the younger students are all lying silently in their beds. With the high level of excitement, how many will actually be able to nap remains to be seen, but that was certainly the headmistress’ intention by setting aside quiet time today. I will expect everyone to remain within their common rooms at the very least.” Lupin took a moment to look at them each in turn, concluding with Neville. “As for Neville, you have direct orders from the headmistress and that does not include checking in on the younger ones. For the remainder of the afternoon, do not think of yourself as Head Boy “ those duties have been assigned to me temporarily.”

Reluctantly, Neville excused himself to his bed chamber and closed the door.

With his trademark grin, Lupin turned to the others and whispered, “That being said, I hear from Professor Flitwick that one of your sideboards has been converted into a magical ice box. Is that not true, Ronald?”

Hermione looked rather surprised when Ron solemnly nodded his head.

“Well, what are we waiting for?” Lupin urged in an undertone. “Let’s break out the butterbeer. I believe if you pull that velvet cord to the left of the fireplace “ that’s the one, Hermione “ we can get some sandwiches brought up. The headmistress is having the house-elves set up food in all the common rooms and you certainly don’t want to be overlooked.”

Harry obliged by placing a muffliato spell on Neville’s door so that he could rest undisturbed.

“I may need you to teach me that one if I need to keep the younger ones quiet,” Lupin admitted after taking a long swallow of butterbeer. “Now, tell me, how well can you hear noises from the rooms below?”

Harry admitted that the most you could distinguish was the tromping of footsteps on the stairs outside.

“What about those Extendable Ears that Fred and George designed?” Ron offered happily.

“I’ve got one better,” Hermione interceded with a mischievous grin. “A brand-new product that is just begging to be tested. Let me go set it up. Now I’m going to need some of your feedback for my report…” she trailed off as she rummaged through the shopping bag from Dervish and Banges.
Chapter 16 Costume Check by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The doors to the Great Hall finally open as students gather for the start of the costume contest; Harry notes that even the security guards are in costume.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 16
Costume Check


Harry purposely waited until Ron and Hermione left in order to begin his preparations for the evening. Neville made an uncharacteristically snide remark about Hermione having a bad case of the jitters, although he diplomatically waited until her footsteps had died away to do so. Harry laughed heartily as he allowed that Neville had hit the mark once again.

“That kind of jumpiness may enhance her costume,” observed Harry sardonically, “but it totally interferes with my peace of mind when I’m trying to get dressed.”

Neville admitted that he still had a few last minute details that needed his attention downstairs. With a dramatic swirl of his dark school robes, he exited through the stone sconce. His costume, or lack thereof, perplexed Harry momentarily. Neville seemed to be wearing ordinary street clothing! Remembering that there was usually much more to Neville than met the eye, he expected to be pleasantly surprised later.

Harry began the laborious process of donning formal attire while his mind was going over the character that he had researched. His amateurish attempts at facial expressions in the mirror were abandoned. His portrayal of the tortured persona that he had selected would have to come from deeper within. If his conversations with Hermione had taught him anything, it was that the key to success was to become a true embodiment of the character.

He tentatively tried on the black opera cape and examined his reflection critically. The cape swirled just like the ones that the Durmstrang students had worn so majestically to the Yule Ball. Leave it to Hermione to remember that detail, Harry thought wryly. The pure white of the lining was sure to contrast starkly and magnificently with the blackness of his coat and trousers.

He heard the sound of scraping stone as if from miles away and slowly brought his thoughts back to the moment.

“Are you decent?” Neville called from near the entrance. “Ginny has a special delivery for you!”

Harry leaned out into the common room to give the all clear signal but was suddenly caught short. Neville was nowhere to be seen and Ginny was standing uncertainly in the middle of the room. Her hair had been styled into a hundred tiny braids and she was wearing some sort of stretchy coverall that reminded Harry of children’s one-piece pajamas. Her hesitant manner only enhanced the illusion that she was a small, lost child.

“You need a Paddington Bear to go with that,” Harry offered, wishing he could have come up with something better to say.

She screwed up her face briefly, and even though she no longer looked so childlike, Harry still had to admit she looked adorable. On closer examination, it was evident that she had also donned some very un-childlike false eyelashes and theatrical pancake make-up.

“Nobody gets my outfit! Trust me, it will all make sense when we get downstairs…” She trailed off as she got a good look at Harry.

He did a small flourish with the cape and smiled. He could feel her eyes slowly drinking in every detail of his costume, but for once, he didn’t seem to mind.

“I brought you…I mean…Mr. Edward sent…by owl…” She finally just lowered the bundle to the nearest chair. “I’m never going to be able to get past that barrier,” she whispered, wetting her lips nervously.

It had been a number of years since he had seen Ginny at a loss for words and Harry was not exactly sure how to proceed. He settled for the direct approach and just walked out to meet her.

“You have something for me,” he patiently urged her. “The package…”

She shook her head slightly before answering, allowing just enough time for Harry to notice the copper sheen glinting from her dancing braids. “Shoes,” she said firmly. “Mr. Edward from Gladrags sent you shoes to complete your outfit.” She held out the package to him.

“What is it that so intrigues you about my costume, Ginny?” he asked gamely. Perhaps if he kept talking the butterflies in his stomach would settle.

“Hermione fretted so much about it, I didn’t know what to expect,” she began hesitantly. “You know how she is, Harry, she does a bit of research and suddenly she’s an expert on the subject…”

“I doubt an experienced salesperson would have been so easily taken in.”

“You really haven’t seen her around adults lately, she had Mr. Edward convinced that she was his long lost daughter. I think she may have talked him out of one of the suits that he wore in his youth.”

“Well, then I will make sure that she charges me for second-hand robes,” Harry quipped. “Now, Ginny, if you don’t get out of here, I'm never going to get finished.”

“Sorry, Harry,” she uttered, jumping up quickly. At the exit, she turned briefly and asked, “I’ll see you downstairs then?” She gave him a small beseeching look and was gone.





Harry carefully made his way down the long staircase to the entrance hall. He had secured his school robes over his costume but the extra layers were beginning to chafe under his chin. If it got too uncomfortable, he decided that he would doff it once inside the Great Hall.

It was still a bit early and the stairs had not yet become choked with students, although those that were about all seemed to be wearing their school robes buttoned up to their chins. He caught the glint of water from the entrance hall and realized that it must still be raining outside. The traffic was steadily increasing as he neared the ground floor, but it was difficult to see any details as the entire area was shrouded in an unnatural fog. He was reasonably sure that it was George Weasley who was waving to him from the foot of the stairs.

“Still under wraps, I see,” George offered in greeting as he clapped Harry genially on the back. He was wearing the lime green dragon-skin jacket that Harry remembered but had added a facial skin in a deeper green and some bolts to his neck. It was a reasonable imitation of Frankenstein’s monster. “Didn’t have a lot of time to get myself together “ much too busy getting all the costumes out to the kiddies.”

George seemed to be in a particularly jovial mood as he waved his wand feebly to get the fog to clear a bit. Suddenly Harry could see that the entire entrance hall was flooded!

George beamed proudly. “The return of the Portable Swamp “ by special request of the headmistress. Your chariot awaits.”

Harry stepped into a tiny dinghy together with four or five other students and was effortlessly ferried across to the massive doors of the Great Hall. As a test, he tossed a handful of stale Bertie Bott’s Every Flavor Beans into the murky water. One of the giggly girls who was still in the process of disembarking gasped loudly as a huge black tentacle quickly snatched the unexpected treasure. Harry waved his appreciation to George on the far horizon.

A witch wearing a sparkly skeleton suit under a voluminous violet cape motioned to him. The lining of her cape glittered with multi-colored sequins as she checked him over with her wand. When she demanded, “Costume check,” in a familiar throaty voice, Harry recognized that it was Professor Sinistra, their astronomy teacher. He smiled as he lifted the hem of his school robes just enough to show her the fancy dress beneath. She waved for the oversized doors to creak open to admit him into the Great Hall.

One look around and Harry could see why the Decorating Committee had needed extra assistance from the resident experts. Somehow the dimensions had been extended until it was no longer a room as such; he felt as if he had been transported into the midst of an ancient land. This was not some moonlit glen embraced by a circle of oaks “ this was a wild unkempt land, stark despite the slender twisted trees that seemed to fade into the misty distance. Out of the corner of his eye, he thought he saw indistinct black shapes among the narrow branches but they flickered out of sight whenever he tried to look at them directly.

He spied Ron and Ginny talking softly in the corner and joined them.

“Did you happen to notice what the weather was like outside before you left the common room, Harry?” Ron asked.

“I could hear raindrops spattering hard against the window at times, must mean that the wind has…” Harry’s voice died in his throat when he noticed that Ron was pointing ominously at the ceiling.

He looked up, fully expecting the foul weather to be mirrored on the ceiling as always “ the lashing rain couldn’t have been more ideal for All Hallow’s Eve, especially if one was safe and dry inside a castle. Only in this instance, the sky above was the deep purple of congealed blood, clear except for a few wraithlike clouds. The large orange moon was still a few hours from its zenith but was already tinting the nearby clouds with strange and disturbing hues.

“Can you image how difficult it must have been to alter a spell like that?” Ginny asked in an awed whisper.

“That one just about did me in,” Lupin’s voice chuckled from behind them. He was wrapped tightly in a red cape that managed to cover him to below the knees. Harry was surprised to see that the man was wearing sandals.

“Now I, personally, think that the table decorations were particularly inspired,” Lupin observed.

Harry examined the closest small table that had been draped in tattered black cloth, the fabric so light that it fluttered like bats wings every time someone walked by. The twisted iron candelabra with black candles was practically a cliché, but it was the collection of objects in the middle that seemed to draw his attention. Despite their apparent randomness “ each table had a different assortment “ there was a sinister quality about them that was practically palatable.

“Almost feels as if they’ve been cursed, doesn’t it?” Lupin asked conversationally.

“Is that how it was done?” Ginny inquired tentatively, not daring to actually touch the objects.

Ron inhaled sharply when Lupin reached out to examine a cracked and dusty laboratory flask. “Absolutely ordinary materials,” intoned Lupin softly, “gathered from rubbish piles and dustbins and maybe an occasional junk shop. I thought Luna mad when she had Hagrid drag a box of this stuff from his cabin last night… Notice the careful placement of each article, how each fits into the sinister tableau. It’s a transformation I could not have accomplished with a dozen wands at my disposal.”

“Luna did this all by herself?” Harry asked incredulously.

“The rest of the committee helped with the cloths and the candles “ especially in the creation of the tatters. It took them hours to round up all the scraps. But in the end, it was Luna who arranged the objects on each table personally.”

Fred Weasley arrived wearing the most unique costume yet: he was totally headless and his facial features had somehow been grafted onto the large pumpkin under his arm. Even though Harry’s brain kept telling him that it was just a clever illusion, it was difficult to decide weather to address the empty space on Fred’s shoulders or the talking pumpkin.

Finally, Harry decided to just compliment him on the great costume.

“Thanks,” Fred replied. “Pretty disconcerting, isn’t it? I wasn’t sure that I would have it ready in time “ turned out to be a lot harder to reconfigure the Headless Hat and then to sort of morph it with the facial skins…Well, you get the general idea. Luckily, I wasn’t as swamped at the Diagon Alley store and was able to delegate… Yo, Hermione, I took your advice and went to the library, see? The Muggles issued me a library card and everything.”

Hermione looked him up and down appreciatively. “Pretty clever, you should sell a ton of those outfits.” Briefly glancing around at the other revelers that were rapidly filling the room, she added, “Let me guess, you located the American history section, right?”

Harry’s cursory review of the newest arrivals confirmed Hermione’s observation. He found Betsy Ross with her half-stitched flag, Paul Revere juggling two brass lanterns from hand to hand, and a white haired bloke in Napoleonic garb that must be George Washington.

“Did you get a look at the new enhanced Portable Swamp we installed in the entrance hall?” Fred asked excitedly.

George arrived at his elbow and added, “By special order of the headmistress, no less.”

“Always knew she had a soft spot for us. Say, Bro, did you manage to ferry all the kiddies past the swamp monsters?”

“Flitwick came over and offered to relieve me for awhile,” George answered.

“You two didn’t bill the headmistress for the swamp, did you?” whispered Hermione in a mortified tone.

“Of course not,” Fred assured her.

“With as many costume sales you and Ginny have, umm, what’s the word?”

“Faciliated. It was the least we could do--”

“”especially considering the weather pretty much shelved the fireworks display we’d planned--”

“”still having problems with the dancing skeletons, you know.”

Tonks leaned over and whispered something to Hermione who immediately jumped up and scurried away. Tonks, too, was cocooned in her old school robes, only she had opted to transform hers into an emerald green shade. A detail that almost got her disqualified, she confessed, had the headmistress not interceded on her behalf.

Every minute there were more and more costumed students arriving until Harry was certain that the entire school was in attendance. Had the hall not been magically extended, there would probably not have been room for everyone. In addition to Filch who was glumly stationed near the Great Doors, Harry noted a number of dark figures standing guard throughout the room. Each of them was positioned on a small raised platform to allow them to survey the crowd.

As his eyes adjusted to the lower level of lighting around the perimeter, he recognized that the closest figure was none other than Mad-Eye Moody. Only he wasn’t wearing his customary tweed coat. Instead, he was wearing some sort of costume that consisted of two radically different outfits that had been sewn together in the middle. Cradled in the arm that was wearing an old fashioned frock coat was a large book with the glowing title: The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

He turned around to compliment Hermione on the concept, but remembered that she had been called away.

“Actually, I get credit for that one,” he was surprised to hear Ginny announce. He had not realized that she had followed him. “Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde has always been a particular favorite of mine. Mum used to read it to us at bedtime when we were little. Don’t you remember, Ron?”

“I don’t get the costume, Ginny,” replied Ron as he shaded his eyes to get a better look. “I always thought Jekyll and Hyde were twins…”

“Well, Mum liked to paraphrase a bit,” Ginny returned. “Said it was an object lesson.”
Chapter 17 A Night at the Opera by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The presentation of costumes begins on the stage; Harry encounters Ginny at the refreshment table.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 17
A Night at the Opera


There was a sound like that of an orchestra leader tapping his baton and suddenly the spotlights were focused on the far end of the room. What Harry had assumed to be the silhouette of an escarpment turned out to be a stage that looked like it had been hewn out of rock. Broad steps led down to the floor level. It appeared that the presentation of the costumes was about to begin. They joined Fred and George at a table that afforded them an unhindered view of the stage without being in the path of the spotlights.

Hermione came bursting out from the wings and whispered to Lupin who was standing nearby, “They’re about ready to start. Are you sure that you want to go first, Professor?”

“Absolutely, I can’t enjoy myself having to hold this cape shut. Are you going to follow?” he inquired of Tonks.

“I’ll go in the next group,” she demurred. “I want to get the full effect of your entrance from the floor.” Tonks went to sit with Ginny and was soon joined by Hermione.

Professor McGonagall, dressed in a classic interpretation of Lady Liberty, was going from table to table to recruit others to queue up behind Lupin. A rustic iron banister had been set up along one side of the stone steps to allow even those waiting in the wings a complete view of the stage.

The maestro tapped his baton once and then raised his arms to begin. Only there wasn’t any orchestra at all, just him and the music stand. From the back of the room, his colleague prepared to direct the lighting in much the same way. As the last of the conversations died down, the lighting maestro pointed his wand sharply toward the stage and plunged the room into darkness.

A slow ripple of music began as the announcer intoned, “Live from Hogwarts, we present the first ever Halloween Costume Ball! All those wishing to be presented in the first group please queue up stage left.”

With a grand musical flourish, the lights rose slowly on the stage. Little by little, the red cloaked figure of Lupin was revealed standing with his back to the audience.

“Just returned from his campaign to conquer Britannia, we present Commander Romulus of the Praetorian Guard!”

With a majestic swirl of red, Lupin unsheathed his flat sword and brandished it high in the air. “TO GRYFFINDOR!” was the battle cry as a large segment of the crowd erupted in cheering and applause. He was resplendent in full battle regalia, his leather armor studded with red and gold. The audience hushed as he swept his gaze slowly across the back of the room, a raptor surveying the horizon. Followed by the spotlight, he purposefully made his way down the broad stone steps and strode directly to the table where Harry and company were sitting. He stood before them solemnly for a number of heartbeats before sheathing his sword and taking the seat next to Tonks.

The applause eventually died down and Harry supposed other costumes must have been presented, but at their table Lupin was the star attraction.

“How did I do?” Lupin whispered to Tonks loudly enough that it was clear that the entire table was included. Everyone offered their compliments and handshakes, telling him that he was going to be a tough act to follow.

Tonks finally composed herself enough to utter, “Well, I must say, Remus, you did the uniform proud.”

“You went to a lot of trouble to find it and I was determined to wear it well,” he replied magnanimously.

At the insistence of Ginny and Hermione, he stood up so that they could examine his attire more closely. He demonstrated how the leather strips that made up the armored skirt were laced together horizontally to allow for ease of movement and to keep it from flying open in wind. “Still, there’s a dark fabric tunic underneath to provide for modesty,” he explained.

Lupin excused himself to get them some punch, but was immediately waylaid at the next table by a host of new admirers.

“I’d better get us some butterbeers,” offered Fred genially.

“”or we’ll die of thirst before Remus makes it through the gauntlet,” George finished.

Harry and Ron offered to help but the twins insisted that they would get this round.

“Wherever did you find the Roman gear?” Hermione asked Tonks, eager for more details before Lupin returned.

“It wasn’t easy,” she admitted. “I was practically in despair when that nice old wizard at Gladrags put me in contact with an old “ and I do mean old “ friend of his that used to run the Swansea Light Opera Company. The costume mistress was quite helpful as they hadn’t staged Julius Caesar in over a decade. It seemed a shame to leave the wonderful helmet behind, but the costume guidelines didn’t allow for it.”

Hermione agreed that she would alert Lupin when their turns were coming up so Tonks joined the next group in queue, followed closely by Ginny and Harry. They chatted amicably about how high the bar had been set and before they knew it, their turns had arrived.

Tonks boldly stepped backstage as Neville motioned her forward. Almost immediately the sound of metal crashing upon metal could be heard from the wings. The students in queue behind Harry started to giggle.

Ginny turned to Harry and confided, “I don’t think she was expecting Lupin to deliver such a strong opening and it’s made her a bit nervous. She’ll be fine once she gets into character.”

Another musical fanfare began and the cloth of the backdrop was aglow in vibrant sunset shades. Standing rakishly on a large trunk, the figure of Tonks was revealed in silhouette. She threw her shoulders back in defiance as the lights rose to reveal her as Peter Pan. Effortlessly she jumped to the ground and tossed a handful of glittery dust into the air. As the sparkling motes slowly settled to the ground, a tiny luminescent butterfly fluttered from within their midst to settle on the nearest tree branch. Tonks bounded down the steps and practically leapt into her chair.

From his vantage point on the stairs, Harry could see that Lupin had returned to their table and was toasting everyone with billowing mugs of punch. Hermione caught Harry’s eye and darted over with a bottle of butterbeer and some last minute whispered instructions. He nodded that he understood and patted his jacket pocket to assure her that he had the facial skin ready.

The maestro struck up a cheery tune that seemed vaguely familiar as Ginny skipped out of the wings wearing a jaunty white hat over her sprightly braids. Her suit took on a strange glow and then abruptly, Ginny’s head and feet were still there but there was no torso and legs in between. There was an appreciative murmur from the audience. As she danced from one part of the stage to another, the contours of her body seemed to waver slightly as her suit shifted into another mode.

For the first time, Harry heard the words to the chorus clearly and realized they were singing about a cosmic chameleon, no, karma chameleon, whatever that was “ and then suddenly, he understood! Ginny’s suit kept shifting to camouflage her according to her surroundings. As she skipped to the bottom of the stairs, a large image of the record album of the same name was superimposed on the backdrop.

As Ginny rejoined the others at the table, Harry could faintly hear Tonks exclaiming how that had been her favorite music album the year she started at Hogwarts.

The butterflies in his stomach had begun to do back-flips by the time Neville called Harry backstage. He ascended the last steps as a condemned man going to the gallows.

The backstage area was much larger that it had seemed from the queue, a phenomenon of wizard space that never ceased to amaze Harry. The school robes were being collected by Melanie from the Costume Office who was decked out as a glittering butterfly. Harry indicated to Neville that he was going to need a few extra minutes to complete his preparations.

“Take all the time you need,” Neville generously replied. “We’re not keeping to a strict timetable here. Any smalls breaks will just allow people extra time to mingle and get some refreshments.”

A long mirror had been fastened to the back wall to allow for final wardrobe adjustments and Harry used it to attach the facial skin. He nearly dropped his wand in his nervousness and was glad he had practiced the procedure in his room. Sliding his glasses back on, he surveyed the results in the mirror. It really did look like he was wearing the white contoured mask that left only a small portion of his face uncovered, yet he was still recognizable.

Neville removed a blood red rosebud from a small vase on the prop table and handed it to Harry. “Hermione had me bring this from Professor Sprout’s special hot house. The thorns have already been stripped.” He referred to a small card before continuing, “A few instructions about the lighting. You will be going out onto a dark stage; stand on the small glowing ‘x’. All the lights are being generated by the maestros’ wands so you will actually feel the molecules tingle on your skin, beginning at your ankles. The most dramatic effect is achieved if you wait until the lights have fully risen before you initiate any movements “ wait until you feel the tingle on your eyelids. Just cue me when you're ready to begin.”

Harry took a few deep breaths and delved deeply into his psyche. This was no different than producing a Patronus, he told himself, if was just fueled by a different set of emotions. As his mind flitted through the kaleidoscope of his past experiences, he searched for that singular moment that would allow him to feel his character’s pain. He discarded images of Sirius falling through the veil and Dumbledore’s body tumbling from the Astronomy Tower “ they made him feel too helpless. The anguished moment that he had brought Cedric Diggory’s dead body back through the Portkey came close, but those feelings were inextricably mixed with relief at having escaped his own death. It was the smallest of moments that he selected in the end: that of Ginny turning to him wistfully before leaving the common room earlier that evening.

As an extra precaution, he temporarily entrusted Neville with his wand before walking out onto the dark stage and turning his back to the audience. He felt his heartbeat slowing as he recalled the tortured feeling of Ginny’s fascination with his costume, the cold fear he felt deep inside that someone would be evil enough to use her against him.

The first chords of the Phantom overture resonated through the hall as he felt the tingle reach his eyelids, then his forehead, and then the very ends of his hair. He focused on the memory of her parting look and added her whispering, “What’s wrong?” to start the process. The enormity of his reply to that simple query engulfed him and he let its power pour forth. He turned to face the audience with the hem of his cloak held high overhead and the music reverberating in his soul. With deliberate slowness, he let the cape fall and then reached into his pocket for the rose. His measured tread held threatening overtones as he walked towards the cavernous opening where he knew the audience was waiting.

So this was the moment of truth, Harry thought, as he searched the ocean of faces before him through eyes that were so much more than his own. He located Ginny’s upturned face and bringing the rose to his lips, he watched it as it left his fingertips. The spotlight caught its arc through the air and illuminated Ginny’s startled face as she caught it. It seemed only fitting as she had provided his inspiration. He let the smallest smile play along his lips before descending the steps.

The next thing he knew, he was sitting at the table surrounded by faces that were all speaking at once. He ran his hands through his unruly hair and was surprised to feel that they were trembling.

But before Harry’s heart rate had returned to a normal level, everyone’s attention was suddenly diverted to the main doors. The towering figure of Rubeus Hagrid was framed in the archway dressed in the trademark checkered flannels of Paul Bunyan, a huge ax hanging from his belt. He bent at the waist to whisper to Professor McGonagall. She motioned to the maestros that the next entrance was going to take place from the back of the room. Everyone readjusted their chairs as the headmistress’ wand cleared a path through the tables to the stage.

As the drum roll started, the diminutive figure of Professor Flitwick entered leading a sprightly mount. With a start, Harry realized that it was Buckbeak with his wings folded neatly at his sides. Astride his shimmering grey back was Luna Lovegood with her entire body wrapped in the extra long tresses of her wig. When they reached the edge of the stage, the hippogriff balked at ascending the broad stone steps. Instead, Flitwick led him around in a circle so that Luna could slide off gracefully to thunderous applause.

Luna walked over and whispered something to Hermione, at which point the two of them plus Ron took their places in the queue. Hagrid finished leading the skittish hippogriff back out through the main doors and the costume presentations continued.

Soon it was Ron’s and Hermione’s turn. Across a dimly lit stage, a ghostly rabbit came bounding down the steps, then dissolved like so much white smoke. As the lights came up, Hermione entered in search of something but seemed to lose her way. She was wearing a starched white pinafore and holding Lupin’s large gold pocket watch in her hand. As she turned towards the back of the stage, the lights rose on high-backed chair. She made to sit on the chair, but it shrunk magically to a fraction of its size. She jumped aside and it grew so tall that she was dwarfed next to it. Leaving the chair behind, she turned to the other side of the stage as the lights revealed Ron’s lanky frame stretched out on a low rock. He was wearing a striped coverall much like Ginny’s, but with a lashing tail and a hood. His facial skin continued the pattern of stripes on his face and added whiskers and a large toothy grin. The edges of his body shimmered slightly and the stripes began to slowly fade until there was nothing left but the smile. Hermione pantomimed a gasp as she looked to the spot where Ron had been. The lights went dark.

Lupin turned to Ginny and whispered something of which only the words “Luna” and “Patronus” were audible to Harry. Ginny nodded in reply as they were joined by Ron and Hermione who had just descended the steps. Luna returned from backstage through the queuing area and sat down next to Harry.

Up close, Harry would see that she was actually wearing a flesh-toned bodysuit and that the hair somehow magically adhered to her body so that it remained discreetly draped no matter how she moved. Every once in a while, he would catch glimpses through the strands that revealed the flash of sequined fig leaves.

The maestro announced that there would be a small intermission while the last of the contestants prepared for the final round of presentations. Harry took the opportunity to wander around the room as he made his way to the refreshments. Not everyone had chosen to go through the presentation process, so there were very few school robes left to be seen.

In the distance, Harry could see Tonks laughing and capering from one group to the next just like Peter Pan. Lupin had really captured her alter ego when he selected the costume. Too bad she didn’t have Captain Hook as a foil, Harry thought; but then decided there was really only one teacher that could have inhabited a role of such notorious villainy “ and the least said about him the better!

He passed Kingsley Shacklebolt dressed like a genie and waved hello. Shacklebolt smiled and nodded curtly, but it was clear that he was on guard duty much as Moody had been. The Creevey brothers, Colin and Dennis, had found a good angle for their photography mania and were posing as tourists in bright Hawaiian shirts, baggy shorts and sandals. Dennis had even gone as far as to wear a child’s inner tube around the middle, complete with inflatable animal head and tail.

At the refreshment table, Harry encountered Professor Slughorn who had been promoted to Head of Slytherin House this year. He was in the persona of a sultan with richly embroidered fabrics encasing his portly physique and multiple rings on his fingers.

“Harry, my boy,” Slughord greeted him warmly, “I have not seen you all year! You must come by and visit. You shouldn’t let Lupin monopolize all of your time.”

“Nice to see you, too, Professor,” Harry stammered in reply.

“Can I interest you in something to quench your thirst?” he offered as he indicated the large array on the table.

Harry looking skeptically at the various offerings. In a large cauldron, a sinister-looking brew was billowing white smoke over the sides. Another bowl held a turquoise blue concoction that actually had candied fish swimming through it. In the center of the table, a small fountain was pouring forth a cranberry hued liquid that might have been appealing had it not been for the small spiders and sugared eyeballs that were mixed in.

“Are any of these potions that we prepared in your class, Professor?” Harry asked pointedly.

Slughorn laughed heartily and assured Harry that they were simple preparations of fruit juices and carbonated beverages. Harry settled on the spiced apple cider studded with cinnamon sticks as the safest alternative.

“Where’s your adventurous spirit?” Slughorn intoned. “Everything has been duly tested by house-elves.”

“I wouldn’t let Hermione overhear you saying that, Horace,” Lupin countered as he leaned over and helped himself to the billowing brew. Then turning to Harry, he added more softly, “That was quite a performance you gave up there. Neville just returned your wand, by the way. It’s not a good idea to be without it during these uncertain times.”

Harry thanked him as he pocketed the wand, then added, “Speaking of performances, that wasn’t really Godric Gryffindor’s sword that you brandished, was it?”

“Just a stage prop, although a very nicely fashioned one,” replied Lupin. “The genuine article is still in its locked case. Now if you’ll excuse me, I do have to make a few official circuits of the room. Wouldn’t want the headmistress to think I was shirking my duties by enjoying myself too much tonight.”

Harry turned his attention back to the refreshment table to see if anything else struck his fancy. He immediately ruled out the finger sandwiches as just too realistic with their little foil rings bearing candied jewels. Nor did the platter of writhing gummy snakes hold much appeal. The fanged bowl with the large wooden stake through the middle of it had to be garlic dip for the potato crisps, he noted. He selected a chocolate cupcake that was decorated with horns and a red pitchfork.

“The devil’s food cake is very good,” said a familiar voice at his elbow. He hadn’t seen Ginny walk up, but in that chameleon suit, it didn’t surprise him. Clearly, the twins had found some ingenious way to incorporate a Disillusionment Charm into the fabric.

“How many people have you been spying on tonight?” Harry replied as he turned toward her.

“Not many,” she returned with a small shrug, “but it’s early yet!”

He laughed as he swallowed the last of the cupcake. As she leaned over for a handful of crisps, he noticed that she had woven the stem of the rose through her hatband. Such a simple detail and, suddenly, it was as if the room was devoid of oxygen.
Chapter 18 The Bewitching Hour by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The last group of costumes is presented and the dance portion of the evening begins.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 18
The Bewitching Hour


Tonks pranced over to them with the annoucement that her group from Hufflepuff was coming up soon. She waved to Lupin as the three of them passed close by, but he was once again surrounded by a mob.

Tonks was practically bouncing in her seat when the chorus from Hufflepuff took to the stage. As the lights rose from left to right, each of them turned to face the audience in turn. Harry counted seven boys and each was dressed in various combinations of a kilt (the louder, the better, it seemed) and other articles of clothing that clashed with it as much as possible. The laugher kept growing and growing as each outfit was revealed. There was the one wearing Eskimo mukluks and a parka, followed by the one in a red sequined top, followed by the one in a fringed rodeo shirt “ with still more sequins. In the end, it was the one wearing the coconut bikini top and a huge flower lei that Harry unofficially anointed as the winner.

But it didn’t stop there. Before the laughter had even begun to die down, the music started and the boys linked arms and started to dance and shimmy their way in unison down the broad steps, each movement mimicking a familiar dance routine from musical theatre reviews. Harry was not the only one wiping tears of mirth from his eyes by the time they were done.

Lupin finally had to take a goodly number of deep breaths before he was able to turn to Tonks and remark, “Did anyone remember to call The Times Drama Desk?”

“And just why would that be, Remus?” Tonks prompted gleefully.

“Someone needs to warm them that there isn’t anyone to meet them at Hogsmeade Station!”

Harry immediately visualized the hapless critic arriving at the gates to the heavily warded castle and seeing only a crumbling ruin. He completed the picture by rendering the individual as a supercilious hack, like a Muggle counterpart to Rita Skeeter from The Daily Prophet, and a driving rainstorm.

“Where were you able to get than many kilts?” inquired Fred of Tonks while George was still recovering.

“I contacted all sorts of people about donating old clothes for the Costume Office. The kilts came from Alastor Moody.”

Professor Flitwick, wearing a red peaked hat that instantly reminded Harry of a ceramic garden gnome, ascended the bottom step of the stage and was immediately framed in an iris spotlight. Pointing his wand at his throat to amplify his voice, he announced, “Ladies and gentlemen and esteemed judges, I present Neville Longbottom as this year’s front-runner for the presidential nomination!”

The lights rose on a stage bare except for a podium decked out in red, white and blue bunting and an American flag on a stand in the background. Professor Flitwick started clapping and urged everyone to follow suit. At the precise peak of the applause, Neville strode out from the wings with both arms outstretched and surveyed the crowd before taking his place behind the podium. As far as Harry could tell, his costume consisted solely of a dark business suit and an oversized cowboy hat. Neville tapped the improvised microphone with the tip of his finger and the maestros provided the reverberating echo.

“Aw shucks,” Neville intoned in a Texas drawl, “all these people came just to see me?” He cleared his throat nervously, then hunched over the microphone unnecessarily. “My fellow Americans, I want you all to know, to hear it from the horse’s mouth, that my opponent is Satan incarnate. Beelzebub made flesh! Vote for me “ I’m only the anti-Christ!” Unbuttoning his jacket with deliberate slowness, he added with a wicked grin, “I hope you all brought yer checkbooks.” As he turned to wave to all segments of the room, his jacket fell open and it was totally empty! No shirt, no tie, no chest, no nothing! Most disconcerting of all was that as he made his way down the broad steps, shaking hands left and right, even his hands seemed to dissolve. As he reached the floor, he removed his hat with a mighty wave to the crowd and his facial features faded away until they were nothing but a translucent shadow of himself. The crowd responded with a collective gasp.

A few extra moments were allowed for the candidate to work the room and then Neville raced up the stairs to assume his duties backstage.

One of the maestros took over and announced, “As the last presentation of the evening, it is our great pleasure to bring you the official sponsor of tonight’s festivities: our own Rolanda Hooch in the role of a lifetime!” With a long fanfare, the lights rose slowly to unveil the professor in a classic damsel’s dress, bodice half untied. She was draped across the bronzed and muscled arms of a young man with a rakish smile and long wind-blown tresses. As they held their positions, a large roll of parchment unfurled down the stage steps to read: The Pirate’s Pillage by Danielle Cartwright.

As the audience erupted in applause and whistles (mostly aided by Fred and George), Tonks leaned over towards Harry and whispered, “Oooh, it’s just like those Daydream Charms you bought me as a gag!”

“You have it all wrong,” Lupin returned, “it’s a--” At which point, Hermione clapped both hands to her mouth and urgently shook her head 'no'. Catching her eye, Lupin lowered his voice so that the others at the table had to lean in to hear, “It’s a bodice-ripper!”

Hermione shook her head in mock defeat as the rest of the table broke up with laughter all over again. Still laughing, Harry hazarded a look in the direction of the judges’ table that had been set up in the back of the room. They were busy huddling and whispering among themselves, oblivious to the audience. He identified Madam Pomfrey, the school nurse, by her green surgical scrubs and face mask dangling from her neck. Madam Pince, the petite librarian, was dressed in an elaborate feathered outfit, strangely reminiscent of a large tawny owl. Harry was surprised that the third judge was none other than Professor Trelawney wearing her usual eclectic layers of scarves and beads but also leaning on a silver shopping trolley filled with assorted items from a junk heap.

“I don’t get Professor Trelawney’s costume,” Harry commented to the table in general.

Hermione replied in a confidential undertone, “We had the hardest time finding something that was agreeable for her as well as Madam Pince. I thought the Lady Liberty costume was ideal for Professor Trelawney, being the welcoming symbol in New York harbor.”

Ginny took over. “But she claimed that we were dead wrong. Said that during her recent visit “ as if she’s left this school in sixteen years “ the official welcoming committee for New York City consisted of bag ladies.”

“Well, at least Tonks didn’t have to help her assemble an outfit!” Ron quipped to much laughter.

“But it gets better,” offered Tonks in the same conspiratorial tone, “Irma Pince decides she’s always wanted to dress as Margaret Thatcher.”

“Did anyone remind her that old Maggie was tall and broad shouldered--” began Fred.

“Rather like a rugby player?” finished George.

Hermione resumed the narrative with, “As an alternative, she suggested Queen Victoria, which would have suited her perfectly “ except that it didn’t exactly satisfy the guideline about using American themes.”

As the gesticulations among the judges started getting more frantic, it was clear that they just could not agree. The headmistress was called over as a referee. Presently, Professor McGonagall turned to the anxious faces of the audience and raised her hands for attention.

“The judges and I have reached a consensus,” her magically enhanced voice announced as behind her the three judges tore their notes into little pieces and threw them into the air. “We will decide on some method of awarding house points tomorrow; all Heads of Houses and other teachers are encouraged to provide suggestions. Maestros, I believe we have arrived at the dance portion of tonight’s festivities!”

With an elaborate flourish of her wand, the tables were magically arranged along the far portion of the Hall to allow for a generous space for dancing near the stage area. The lighting was changed to roaming spots over the dance floor as the maestros struck up a lively tune.

Professor Hooch and her escort took to the center floor in an elaborate dance, full of whirls and complicated steps.

Harry leaned over to Ginny and asked, “Who is that dancing with Professor Hooch? I’ve never seen him before.”

“That’s only because you didn’t come to Quidditch tryouts,” she explained. “He’s the Professor’s new assistant, Simon Stevens. He helps with equipment, oversees practices, and does a bit of back-up refereeing as needed. Might even be on broomstick duty with the first years, but I’m not entirely certain about that.”

“All the girls have the biggest crush on him,” Ron teased. “Don’t they, Ginny?”

“I certainly hope you’re not referring to me,” she retorted in a lofty tone.

“Well, you have to admit that a lot of girls seem to be anxious to start conversations with him whenever he’s around,” Hermione commented.

“I don’t know why they’d bother,” replied Ginny. “He hardly ever says anything to anybody.”

More couples were filling the dance floor, but the professor and Mr. Stevens were still the central attraction.

Professor McGonagall swept over to their table and leaned in to comment, “I remember that dance from my younger days: it’s called the tarantella.” She had placed one of her hands on Harry’s shoulder for balance and now stroked the suit fabric appreciatively. “That’s a very nice jacket, Harry. Is it vintage? You can always tell by the smallest hint of cashmere in the fabric.”

“You’ll have to ask Hermione, Professor,” Harry replied, a bit embarrassed by the undue attention. “She was the one who picked it out.”

“Excellent taste, my dear.” The headmistress nodded to Hermione. Then addressing Tonks, she added, “By the way, Tonks, that was a most inspired bit of choreography you taught those boys; right out of Gilbert and Sullivan.”

McGonagall had whisked off to the next table by the time Tonks whispered to Lupin, “I told you someone would get it.”

As the ‘witching hour of midnight drew nigh, there were quite a few sleepy heads that had to be gently escorted to their dormitories by the President-elect, Lady Godiva, or the Praetorian Guard. Ginny and Tonks were beseeched into joining a group of Hufflepuff boys in a dance that consisted of mainly jumping up and down on the dance floor.

Left momentarily alone at the table, Harry went in search of refreshments. He passed Fred and George who were in a lively discussion with one of the kilted lads. From the portion he was able to overhear, they were ironing out a deal to have their new skeleton fireworks dance the same musical routine as the Hufflepuff group. He noticed Luna at one of the far tables engaged in deep conversation with Robert, who Harry recognized from Tonks’ class. Neville was dancing with Melanie in a corner of the dance floor, totally oblivious to those around him as well as to the tempo of the music.

As he passed the iron banister where they had queued earlier, Harry noticed a bit of movement in the shadows at the top of the stairs. He allowed his eyes to adjust to the dim light, then rested his foot silently on the lower step to gain a better look. He was shocked to see the stark white of Hermione’s pinafore and the swishing tail of Ron’s catsuit, but the rest of their bodies were so entwined it was impossible to see where one ended and the other began.

Harry felt a hand on his shoulder and turned to see Professor Lupin standing right behind him. Quietly, Lupin murmured, “I believe that has been a long time in coming.” He flicked his wand towards Ron and Herimone and plunged their silhouettes into deeper shadow. “Come, Harry. I don’t really need my pocket watch back right this moment.”

The rest of the night became a blur as Harry danced with Luna, Ginny and even Tonks at one point. He was surprised to see how many of the older girls were bold enough to entreat Mr. Stevens to dance with them. Lupin took turns with the headmistress and Professor Hooch before lingering over a long, slow number with Tonks.

It was long past midnight when Harry made his farewells, but Ron and Hermione were nowhere to be seen.
Chapter 19 Just Like Family by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The long awaited practice duel between Harry and Ginny leads to unexpected revelations.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 19
Just Like Family


It seemed that the entire school was slow in waking the following morning. The discarded school robes were piled at the end of each House table awaiting their owners’ retrieval in the Great Hall. Harry was groggily shifting through the pile when Ginny came up right behind him and startled him.

“How do you manage to do that “ even without the chameleon suit?” he asked, smiling in spite of himself.

“Just one of the survival skills I had to hone in a house full of brothers,” she remarked with a small shrug. “Got any big plans for the day?”

Her forthrightness always caught him off guard, but Harry managed to not sound like a total idiot when he admitted that his schedule was wide open.

To his delight, she offered, “I think it’s time for that dueling match I promised you.”

They discussed the details as they companionably consumed their breakfast, Harry detailing the problems that he and Ron had experienced with projectiles.

“Oh, I found a charm for that,” Ginny volunteered gamely. “We’ll just have to limit ourselves to a more confrontational style until we get a chance to practice outside.”

They passed Neville on the stairs outside of the stone sconce and he informed them in a sleepy voice that Ron and Hermione had just left to join Professor Hooch. Once inside the common room, Ginny quickly cast the repelling charm that would contain their spells within a certain circumference. Having cleared some space in the middle of the floor, they paced off.

On the count of ten, Harry spun around to hit Ginny with a disarming spell only to find that she wasn’t standing where he had expected. From a crouching position, she immediately knocked him off his feet with a well-placed stupefying charm. The next round, she allowed him to think his impediment jinx was successful and when he approached, she hit him with a leg locker curse that dropped him like a stone.

Determined to maintain his concentration in the following round, Harry barely had time to block her from summoning the wand right out of his hand only to find that her real objective was to hex his knees into buckling beneath him. He pretended that the spell had hit squarely, instead of just marginally, as he rolled over onto this stomach. Casting a tickling charm back at her, he watched with satisfaction as she collapsed on the nearest cushion.

Ginny was still laughing weakly when Harry’s numbness finally eased and he limped over to see if she was all right. She was still breathing heavily from the exertion of all that laughter. As he drew near, the tiniest flash in her eyes alerted him that she was laying a trap. He hesitated long enough for her to become overconfident and then spun out of the way just in time, dodging immediately behind a stray armchair to hit her with a full body bind.

The shock was apparent on her face as she stood glued to the spot. Panting heavily, Harry laid his wand on the table next to Ginny to indicate a ceasefire. He unhurriedly pulled two bottles of cold butterbeer from Ron’s stash and sat down on the sofa. Deciding to turn the tables on her, he leisurely retrieved his wand and cast finite wordlessly to unfreeze her body followed immediately by a swift accio to pull the wand from her fingers. He miscalculated on the last one and her wand spun harmlessly across the room instead.

Freed from her standing position, she gratefully collapsed on the nearest cushion as Harry handed her a cold butterbeer.

“That went better than I thought,” Ginny commented after she had gulped half of the contents of the bottle. “Still, I think we need to practice somewhere that will allow us to really let loose. A real life opponent is not likely to observe polite rules, if you know what I mean.”

Harry made his way to the nearest window to check on the weather conditions outside only to find that yesterday’s rain had changed to ice.

“It won’t be today.” He sighed wearily as he surveyed the sodden grounds. If it hadn’t been so breezy, the ice crystals might have formed shimmering icicles on the tree branches. But as it was, they were more likely to feel like stinging knives on any uncovered parts of the body.

He returned to where Ginny was seated and plopped down on a nearby cushion. “Say, Ginny, what was the name of the dance that Professor Hooch did last night?”

“The one that McGonagall remembered from her glory days? I think it was the tarantella. Why all the sudden interest?” she asked skeptically.

“I think I remember someone using a hex with a very similar name on Neville; it kept his legs moving continuously like he was tap dancing wildly.”

“Was he any good?” Ginny inquired as she raised her eyebrows in an appraising look.

“Are you kidding? He looked like someone had tied his shoelaces together!”

“Maybe that’s the secret,” Ginny quipped, barely able to get the words out between her laughter. “First you tie his shoelaces, then hit him with this dancing hex, and he’ll tie himself into a knot right at your feet!”

When they finally came up for air, Harry decided it was time to change the subject. “Speaking of dancing, did you see all those girls that couldn’t wait to ask Mr. Stevens for a dance?”

Ginny nodded solemnly. “I think Susan Bones was one of them; but couldn’t tell for sure from across the room. I don’t know why that should surprise you, though, they did much the same thing at the Yule Ball.”

“I don’t remember Stevens from the Yule Ball,” Harry joked.

“Not him, silly. At the Yule Ball, it was Severus Snape.”

Harry was rendered totally speechless “ the absolute last person he could image as a dance partner was Snape! Ginny must have seen the shocked look on his face as she started to giggle.

“I guess you really don’t remember. It may have been after you left.”

Harry scoured his brain for the memory that must be there but to no avail. He remembered Dumbledore and McGonagall joining the champions and their dates during the opening dance. Later when he was attempting to keep a sulky Ron company, he vaguely recalled seeing Snape ask McGonagall for a dance -- but that was just part of the expected protocol.

“Are you sure it wasn’t some sort of a dare?” Harry postulated.

“It may very well have started that way; but mark my words, he left the first girl breathless. After her girlfriends saw how masterfully he’d swirled her in and out of the other couples on the dance floor, they all wanted to have a dance themselves.”

“I just can’t imagine anyone wanting to socialize with Snape…”

“Who said anything about socializing? He maintained the same disdainful expression as always “ but he made everyone else on that dance floor look like a clumsy amateur by comparison.”

“How can you recall all those details so many years later?” Harry’s curiosity was piqued.

“Because to this day, I regret not screwing up my courage and asking him for a dance myself. He was that exceptional!”

Harry was truly at a loss for words. Sensing this, Ginny implored, “Please don’t repeat that, Harry “ not even to Hermione. She was probably too wrapped up in Viktor to notice what anyone else was up to that night. It’s like trying to explain Remus being mobbed last night to someone who wasn’t there.”

“So now you’re telling me you thought Lupin looked manly in his centurion garb?” Harry observed with a low laugh. “And since when do you call him by his first name, anyway?”

“I’ve always called him by his first name, he’s an old family friend. I just don’t do it in front of outsiders.” At Harry’s surprised expression, she elaborated, “How many times have you spent Christmas with the family, Harry? And in all those years, wasn’t Remus there as well?”

“I just assumed it was after he had been our teacher…” Harry stammered.

“Actually, I think you have it backwards. You started spending Christmas with us after Remus’ first stint at Hogwarts, but Remus was spending Christmas with us long before that.”

Harry felt suddenly like his whole world was tilting. In an effort to put things in perspective, he entreated, “Do you mean to tell me that when Ron chose to sit in the same compartment with Lupin on the Hogwarts Express, they were not the strangers that they pretended to be?”

“Yes. And if he’d acted any differently, it would have undermined Remus’ authority as a teacher. You know how Remus is about social protocols. Ron and I were both very conscious of how much that job meant to him. We would never have expected him to treat us with any favoritism, either.” Ginny took a quick look around before lowering her voice to a mere whisper, “As a matter of fact “ and you have to promise you will never tell a soul, not even Ron knows this “ my parents almost named Remus as my godfather when I was born!”

“Are you serious? He’s never said anything--”

“”that’s because Mum and Dad never got around to actually asking him. It was so soon after the death of your parents “ they were his best friends, you know “ that it seemed like too much of a burden to place on Remus’ shoulders. He lost everything in that moment just like you did, Harry.”

“What about Lupin’s parents?” Harry couldn’t help but ask.

Ginny shrugged. “I’ve always had the impression that he was a late baby, so his parents were not so young anymore. I think they passed away not long after he finished his schooling.”

“They weren’t killed by--”

“No, no, I’m almost certain it was natural causes.”

Harry glanced around and was surprised to see Hermione climbing noiselessly through the stone sconce. Suspecting that Ginny’s shield also rebounded sound waves, he hastily located his wand and cast a finite spell in the general direction of the ceiling. Ginny caught on immediately, and between the two of them, they were able to neutralize the protective barrier.

“Sorry about that, Hermione, we were just trying to practice dueling without having every stray spell threaten to bring down the tower,” Harry explained.

“Looks like that spell would come in handy if you wanted a bit of privacy, too,” Hermione commented with a knowing glance as she continued to shake the ice crystals from her hat and scarf.

“Not really,” Ginny replied with a slight note of defiance, “the first time anyone gets near the barrier, it will burst just like a soap bubble. Not to mention that the shield imparts a rather unpleasant zap to the person that shatters it.”

“So where did you go off to this morning, Hermione?” Harry inquired in an attempt to steer the conversation elsewhere.

“Oh, I went with Professor Hooch to visit her sister in Teabury Crossing, a little village not far from here. She goes there periodically to have her hair done at her sister’s beauty shop. It was an ideal opportunity for me as there’s a cyber-café right next door. I couldn’t wait to e-mail my cousin all about last night.”

“I can’t believe you went out in weather like this,” Ginny remarked.

“Didn’t know when else I would get the opportunity otherwise,” Hermione offered. “Besides, the worst part was just getting down to the gates, after that we could just Apparate to Professor Hooch’s cottage “ it’s just on the other side of Hogsmeade “ and then it’s just a short drive. Has Ron come back yet?”

“I thought he was with you,” Harry said with a shrug.

“He was a bit put off by the sleet, so he opted to help the Creevey brothers develop their photos today. Professor Slughorn had turned one of the potion laboratories into a makeshift dark room and they were having a great time sloshing developing fluids everywhere when I left them. If you can imagine it, Slughorn was perched on top of the tables in the main classroom, stringing clothesline from one end of the room to the other. He made them promise to remove the dripping photographs as soon as they dried so the room was put back to normal before class tomorrow.”

Ron arrived close to suppertime bearing telltale splashes of variously colored solutions all over his clothing. “Man, was that fun!” he rhapsodized. “Did you realize that Muggles have this magical paper that absorbs the image directly from the camera? Then when you wash it in a special potion, the image is coaxed to the top of the paper so it can be seen.”

“Is that not the same way in which magical moving photos are developed?” posed Harry.

“Apparently not,” Hermione answered. “Slughorn insisted from the start that Dennis and Colin use only manual photo equipment and traditional black and white film so that they could do all the work themselves. The headmistress agreed that none of those devices would be affected by the magical currents within the castle, so it was just one more way to stay true to the spirit of the event. I’m just sorry none of the photos were ready in time for me to upload them to my cousin.”

“How did the photos turn out, Ron?” Harry inquired.

“Absolutely brilliant!” Ron gushed. “They even got the most incredible pose out of Filch! They’ll have the bulk of them up by tomorrow; McGonagall said they could use the entire wall where Umbridge posted her infamous educational decrees.”
Chapter 20 Souvenirs and Conspiracies by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The first batch of photos from the Ball are posted; Harry presents an innovative plan to Lupin.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.



Chapter 20
Souvenirs and Conspiracies


Harry left for breakfast early the next morning so that he would have time to check out the photographs on his way to his appointment with Lupin. He found Dennis scrambling up and down a ladder in the main hall while Melanie and Colin assembled the photos into little black frames and handed them to him. Dennis was using his wand to attach the frames magically to the wall so the noise was being kept to a minimum.

Although they had a fair portion of one wall completed, the large table was strewn with photographs from which they were still making their selections. Dennis indicated that he would be grateful if Harry assisted them by choosing some of his favorites, so he pulled up a chair and started going through the stacks of photos.

If anything, Ron’s assessment of the quality of the photographs failed to do them justice. Even though they were not moving wizard photos, the still shots seemed to have captured many of their subjects in that one singular moment that distilled their essence perfectly. There was Lupin rallying the troops on behalf of Godric Gryffindor. Melanie mentioned that they had already hung a close-up of that pose so realistic that it was as if you could actually see his throat moving.

Harry could almost smell the mothballs from the old-fashioned suit and wide cravat that had made up Filch’s costume. Somehow the man had been coaxed to pose with a large shovel held in his right hand and a smile that looked more like a grimace than anything else. The effect was that he looked like a macabre undertaker right out of a horror movie. No wonder Ron had said it was brilliant!

There was Professor Sprout dressed as a rotund Snow White dancing with Professor Flitwick, whose pointed cap reached only to her shoulder. Perhaps he had not been dressed as a garden gnome after all, Harry thought; but then looking closely, he noticed that Snow White was wearing a tool belt hung with garden implements. Give Flitwick credit for a bit of clever word-play, Harry concluded.

The hearty Viking, complete with horned helm, was none other than Reggie Smithwick, their ancient Runes teacher. Holding a huge mug of billowing punch aloft, he was toasting something or someone that was outside of the frame.

But his unqualified favorite had to be the photo of Mad-Eye Moody being forcibly restrained by Kingsley Shacklebolt. From the angle at which it had been taken, you could see that the absolutely murderous look on Moody’s face was due to the high-kicking antics of the Hufflepuff boys in the background.

Harry waved the photo aloft to indicate he had found his favorite. Colin admitted that he was particularly proud of having been in the proper spot at the proper time for that one. Harry took the opportunity to inquire if there had been any photos of Ginny, or maybe even Fred as the Headless Horseman.

Sadly, Colin shook his head. “We didn’t have much success with those, I’m afraid. Anything that involved a magical illusion, even some of the facial skins, did not successfully translate onto film. All we got was an explosion of blinding white where the light rays were being manipulated to fool the eye.”

Dennis scurried over and added, “But we haven’t totally given up on those yet, Harry. Professor Slughorn offered to assist us with some more advanced developing techniques that might yet salvage some of those shots. Although, we probably should have taken them with a polarizing filter in the first place.”

“Check back later in the week,” suggested Melanie to Harry. “This is just the first batch.”

Realizing that the time of his appointment with Professor Lupin was drawing dangerously close, Harry gathered his book bag and made to rise from the table. He was stopped about half-way down the hall by Professor McGonagall who motioned him over.

“Am I correct in assuming that you’re on your way to meet with Professor Lupin?” she asked briskly.

“A bit late, actually,” Harry noted sheepishly.

“Well, I won’t keep you but a minute,” she assured him. Handing him a large brown envelope bearing the Professor’s name on it, she entreated, “Please take this to him directly. And Harry, please tell him that regardless of his initial inclination to start deducting house points, remind him that this was placed directly into my hands by those responsible. Do you think you can remember the message?”

Harry repeated it back to make sure and when she gave him a satisfied nod, he took the stairs two at a time to Lupin’s office.

Lupin looked up from the parchment rolls that he was grading when Harry collapsed into the other chair. Putting the essays aside, he walked over to the side table, poured a glass of water, and silently handed it to Harry who was still out of breath. He perched on the end of his desk and waited patiently for Harry to finish gulping the water.

When Harry finally looked up, Lupin remarked, “You should know by now that I’m not going to set you lines for being a few minutes late. So, what’s got you so--”

Wordlessly, Harry handed him the envelope. Lupin was about to break the seal when Harry remembered the message from the headmistress. He repeated it carefully to make sure that he had it right.

Lupin’s playful mood evaporated as he walked solemnly to the other side of the desk and sat down. Then with great deliberation, he broke the seal on the envelope and extracted a single photograph. Lupin stared at the photograph for a very long time, moving his eyes over every detail. His face was unreadable.

“Can you tell me exactly what the headmistress’ words were again, Harry?” he asked softly as he closed the door to the outside corridor. Lupin considered those words very carefully before coming to a decision. “Take a look for yourself,” he offered as he slid the photograph across the desk.

Harry could feel Lupin pacing as he reached out for the photograph, fearful that it might burn his fingers in the process.

He was not prepared for the intensity of the image before him. This was not just a photograph of Lupin and Tonks taking a turn on the dance floor; it was as if the music had stopped and they had continued to dance, totally oblivious to anything around them. The sheer immensity of way they just looked at each other spoke volumes. If anyone were crass enough to misread those feelings, there encircling Lupin’s bicep was the silver cuff whose intricate design mirrored that on the delicate wrist that Tonks was resting on his shoulder.

Harry returned the photograph to the desk, unsure how he should respond. Looking up, he saw that Lupin had stopped pacing and was leaning against the bookshelf studying him very shrewdly.

“Tell me, Harry, were the rest of the photographs that good?”

“Yes.” He was about to elaborate about some of the funnier ones to help lighten the mood when there came a discrete knock on the door.

With the reflexes of a cheetah, Lupin leapt into his seat behind the desk and turned the photograph over in one swift motion. In the next heartbeat, he was bidding the visitor “enter” as he took a deep breath. Only the slightest quivering of Lupin's nostrils betrayed his true state of mind, Harry noticed.

The door opened to reveal Professor McGonagall. “I trust Mr. Potter brought you the envelope,” she inquired tentatively.

“He did.”

“Now, Remus, promise you won’t get angry. Colin brought it directly to me before anyone else got a chance to see it. He assured me that it was one of the first that were developed and--”

“It’s really all right, Minerva.” He’s lying, Harry suddenly surmised, even though Lupin’s control had not slipped an inch. In an offhanded manner, Lupin continued, “I was just asking Harry here if the rest of the photographs were of the same quality.” The slightest edge of insincerity confirmed Harry’s earlier assessment.

“For the most part,” she replied warily. She’s not really fooled, either, Harry concluded. “Oh, for goodness sakes, Remus, he even gave you the negative!”

McGonagall stepped deftly into the room and shook the large envelope over the desk until a small glassine envelope fell out. She held it up so Lupin could see that it contained a small square of film.

“But I actually came up here to ask you about something else,” she began. “Mr. Potter, would you shut the door, please… Yes, you can stay.”

Harry felt like he was watching a tennis match between two evenly matched opponents.

“Forgive me, Minerva, I’m forgetting my manners. Why don’t I get you a chair?” Lupin offered, returning to his customary civil tone. With a flick of his wand, he drew a chair from across the room for the headmistress.

She adjusted her skirts majestically, totally in control of the situation once more. “I assume you left this for Miss Granger earlier today?”

She pulled out another photograph that showed Tonks, Ginny and Hermione deep in conversation at one of the small tables. It must have been before Ginny activated the chameleon effects as she looked like she was wearing an ordinary jumpsuit. Affixed to the bottom edge of the photo was a yellow sticky note with the caption: The Morai.

“I’m sorry, Minerva, I just couldn’t resist. They had only started with the photos when I went down to breakfast. Colin showed me this one because he thought they looked like they were planning to overthrow Parliament or something. Hermione wasn’t offended, was she?”

“Frankly, Remus, I wasn’t sure what to think at first. From outside the Costume Office, all I heard was a small squeal followed by silence. It was only once I barged through the door that I found Hermione laughing silently in her chair. She finally showed me this.”

“Begging your pardon, Headmistress, but Hermione reacts that way when something totally unexpected strikes her as terribly funny,” Harry offered tentatively.

“So this behavior is familiar to you?” McGonagall inquired pointedly.

“Yeah, only she doesn’t react that way very often,” replied Harry, “and it’s usually over a joke that Ron and I don’t get.”

“You mean like this one,” surmised Lupin. “The Moirai is just another name for the Fates in ancient Greek mythology, Harry. They were often depicted as three old ladies quarreling over the destinies of mankind.”

“Kind of like the Costume Office?” Harry concluded, smiling wider the more he thought about it.

“Now, Remus,” continued McGonagall, clearing her throat. “About the note. It really doesn’t do to leave Muggle artifacts where just anyone can find them.” She glanced pointedly at Lupin’s well-worn appointment calendar; there were little bits of yellow poking out from among the pages. “You know how rabid Filch can be about such things and I would hate to have to be the one to spoil your fun.”

Lupin nodded as he tucked the leather bound calendar into his top desk drawer.

“Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have other matters that need my attention,” she announced. With a quick flick of her wand she summoned the photo of the threesome and added Lupin’s words as a printed caption. “I believe this one is destined for my office,” she confided with a wink to Harry.

Pausing at the door, she turned back to Lupin and volunteered, “And Remus, about the other photograph. Take it home to Tonks, I’m sure she will like it very much.” Harry was surprised by the look of unabashed affection that she gave Lupin before she softly closed the door behind her.

From behind his desk, Lupin shook his head in his hands ruefully. “That woman makes me feel like I’m an errant schoolboy all over again,” he admitted.

She certainly knew how to get you out of your mood, Harry thought to himself as he replied, “I thought for a minute she was going to give you detention.”

Lupin looked up and admitted, “I thought so, too!” as they both broke out in laughter.

“Professor,” Harry began hesitantly, “I have some ideas that I’d like to discuss with you.”

“All right.”

“Seems to me that we’ve been learning all these spells -- but you realize that I would never be able to use any of them against Voldemort.”

“And why would that be?”

“Because his wand and mine share a common core that prevents us from dueling one another,” Harry explained. Then in detail, he recounted the events of the night that he had faced Voldemort in the Riddle graveyard and the effects of the Priori Incantatem phenomenon.

Clearly, this was all new information to Lupin and he took a few moments to digest it.

“You had no trouble dueling with the Death Eaters in the Department of Mysteries,” Lupin noted.

“No, I wouldn’t have, though. I have one of only two wands that was made with a phoenix feather core; Voldemort has the other. Mr. Ollivander explained this to me when he sold me my wand before I came to Hogwarts. He indicated that the feathers were actually donated by the same bird.”

“So, the spells will only clash if your wand tries to cast them against Voldemort’s wand,” Lupin summarized. “I see.”

“Well, that’s just it,” Harry continued as he dived into the heart of the issue that had been worrying him. “Selling me that wand was a pretty good safeguard that I wouldn’t be able to dispatch Voldemort “ at least, not by any simple means. So, what if Mr. Ollivander did this on purpose? What if he’s really a Death Eater?”

“So you think that Ollivander disappeared and abandoned his Diagon Alley shop because he’s joined ranks with Voldemort? There are certainly others who have voiced a similar concern….”

“There’s been no word of Mr. Ollivander, then?”

“Nothing.”

“I think I’d like to purchase another wand,” Harry announced with conviction. “A different type of wand.”

“You do realize, Harry, that once your wands no longer clash, Voldemort himself will have a much easier time dispatching you as well.” The intensity in Lupin’s eyes emphasized his words.

Harry gulped involuntarily, then roguishly added, “What’s to say he wouldn’t have found an expedient alternative anyway? This way, at least I have a chance.”

“I see you’ve thought this through quite thoroughly,” Lupin acknowledged with the ghost of a satisfied smile. “If nothing else, an extra wand will serve you as a back-up just in case “ just in case of anything.”

“Will I be able to find another suitable wand? I remember Mr. Ollivander saying that the wand chooses the wizard.”

Lupin considered briefly before answering, “Well, that’s true to some extent; but wizards replace lost and broken wands all the time, so it can’t be that impossible a task. I think you’ve hit upon an excellent plan. What say we make a little side-trip to Dervish & Banges?”

“Today?” Harry practically jumped up from his chair in excitement.

“Unfortunately not,” Lupin replied after taking a quick look out his window. “The weather conditions are just too miserable. But tell you what, I will relay your concerns to the headmistress. Assuming that she concurs with my assessment “ and I’m sure she will “ we’ll go as soon as the weather permits.”

Lupin’s encouraging words acted like a tonic and Harry was in exceptionally good spirits for the remainder of the day. For once, his concerns had not been trivialized or ignored.

His dreams were haunted by the image of Mr. Ollivander saying to him, “You-Know-Who did great and terrible things.” Ollivander’s tone had been mysterious enough the first time around; but in Harry’s nightmares, those same words assumed a darker meaning.
Chapter 21 Dueling Partners by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The awards from the Ball are announced; Harry turns the tables on Lupin and issues the challenge to a wizard’s duel.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 21
Dueling Partners

The end of the week approached and there was still no word from Lupin. As he passed the giant hourglasses that recorded the House Points on the way to breakfast, Harry noted that a large number of sparkling gems had been deposited into the lower chambers, although the glittering cache of emeralds was noticeably larger than all the rest. Slytherin’s solidarity indeed, but did it also signify a darker portent?

Harry didn’t need an exact count to know that there were fewer gaps at the Slytherin table in the Great Hall than at any of the other three. If Voldemort’s supporters felt that the world was soon to be theirs, they would have no qualms about sending even their youngest to school. After all, the scandalous events that had capped the previous school year had been perpetrated by Death Eaters. Was the fact that only one Slytherin student had returned for a seventh year an indication that others had chosen to follow in Draco’s footsteps? He forcibly stopped himself from falling into thought patterns that bordered on prejudice. To tell the truth, seventh year students were virtually extinct for all Houses -- and not all Slytherins were necessarily supporters of Voldemort.

By the time he reached the entrance hall, Harry found that there was a crowd of students surrounding the walls where the photos from Halloween had been posted. Even from a distance, he could see that rows of neatly framed documents had been added parallel to the doorway. He was joined by Ron and Ginny before he was close enough to see anything.

A cursory review of the first column indicated that these were the requisite House Points that had been awarded to each of the committee chairmen, with lesser points being awarded to each committee member that was listed beneath. He was gratified to see that Neville had been awarded fifty points for his masterful work with the lighting and props, but there were no surprises there.

Turning his attention to the second column, he noted that the surrounding crowd was thicker and liberally punctuated with squeals, cheers and much hugging. Apparently these were the special awards that had been made by the teachers to judge by the different signatures at the bottom of each. Flitwick had named the boys from Hufflepuff as the Best Musical Revue. Lupin had recognized Luna Lovegood for the Most Creative Use of the Patronus Charm. Slughorn had signaled out Neville Longbottom as Best Political Satire.

Jostled by the crowd, Harry had to strain to read the awards that continued for a third column.

“We should have found us a cushy spot on the staircase, mate,” Ron confided in a rather loud whisper. “Used your Omnioculars.”

Harry gave him a crooked smile in agreement.

The long hours that the Ravenclaw group had expended to transform the Greal Hall were recognized by Hagrid with a special Knight Owl commendation. From Professor Vector, Slytherin House was noted for having each and every member involved in the Refreshment Committee. That explained all the emeralds, Harry mused. Professor Sinistra commended Hufflepuff House for one humdred percent participation in the costume contest. Signed in her trademark purple ink, Tonks acknowledged Colin and Dennis Creevey for Photographic Excellence.

Ginny grabbed Harry by the arm and pointed to the frame at the top of the column. She had already started jumping up and down before he finished reading that Professor Sprout had credited Ginny Weasley with the Best Costuming Design for the Jekyll and Hyde Concept. Harry turned to give her a congratulatory hug only to find that she had already been engulfed in a sea of well-wishers. He settled for giving her a quick pat on the shoulder and a whispered word before working his way to the edge of the crowd.

He saw that Hermione was standing in the doorway of the nearby Costume Office watching him intently. With a tilt of her head, she motioned for him to join her inside.

“You really should have turned around and looked one last time,” she said very softly.

“Why? So I could see who else was congratulating her? NO, THANK YOU!” Harry barely refrained from sweeping the entire surface of the desk onto the floor and settled for tossing his book bag into the nearest chair instead. Good thing he wasn’t carrying any ink bottles today, he thought dryly.

“Just so you know, she was watching your back the whole time.” Hermione’s voice was no more than a whisper. “I know it’s none of my business.” She raised her hands in mock defeat.

Harry waited until his heartbeat settled down before prodding, “Is that why you called me in here?” His voice still had more of an edge than he intended.

“Colin brought this for you,” Hermione answered as she handed Harry a white cardboard photo envelope. She started to say something else then thought better of it. The noise of the boisterous crowd erupted from the doorway as she silently let herself out.

Harry stared at the white rectangle of the envelope against the brown wood of the desktop for what seemed like hours. He couldn’t bring himself to look inside. Remembering that Ginny sometimes used this office also, he tucked the unopened envelope into his book bag and made to leave the room.

A flash of movement from the window caught his eye as he spied Hedwig trying to get his attention through the glass. He opened the window to let her onto his outstretched arm. Stroking the soft feathers of her head made him feel infinitely better but she was impatient to return to the sunny weather outside. Dropping the small roll of parchment onto the nearest desktop, she took flight once more.

He slipped the bit of twine off the parchment and unrolled it gently. It was an official notification from the headmistress that five points had been awarded to Gryffindor on his behalf for participating in the Halloween Ball and an additional ten for presenting himself as a contestant on the stage. He was about to tuck it into his book bag when his fingertips told him that there was a second, slightly smaller sheet behind. He let the second sheet drop to the desktop. The only message was: 2:00 today

Harry knew instantly what that meant; Lupin had come through after all.

A few dozen turns around the Quidditch pitch on his Firebolt, followed by two steaming bowls of stew, and Harry’s stomach had forgiven him for skipping breakfast. The day was even colder than on his last trip to Hogsmeade but with the return of the sunlight, it didn’t seem to matter.





Harry was waiting in the corridor when Lupin turned the far corner deep in conversation with four or five students. One of them must have told a particularly funny joke as everyone burst out laughing at the same moment. Spying Harry, Lupin extricated himself from the group to open the office door.

“Sorry, Harry,” he apologized, still chuckling. “I didn’t mean to keep you waiting.”

“I’m the one who’s early, Professor,” Harry admitted.

“No matter. Give me a moment to get my things and we’ll be on our way.”

Most of the students had left the lawn to rejoin their classes when Harry and Lupin headed down to the school gates. They waved to Hagrid in the distance and then to a small group of sixth years who were spending a study period atop a large flat rock near the water’s edge.

Harry was relieved, then oddly disappointed that Ginny was not among them. Regretfully, he conceded that he had no idea of her day-to-day schedule. It’s not like he could just pop down to the Costume Office anymore. Well, not that he really ever had, but he could have if he’d wanted. It would be just the same with the schedule, he told himself, just because he knew where to find her didn’t mean he had to go looking.

Before he knew it, they had arrived at Dervish & Banges and were unwinding their neck scarves so they could speak freely again. Despite warm hiking boots, Lupin was stomping around trying to get the feeling back into his feet. With every step, the metal cauldrons on the shelves rattled and pinged. Harry was having a hard time keeping from sniggering even though he could barely feel his face.

Mr. Dervish was only too happy to show them his selection of wands. He was a bit taken aback when Harry asked whether they had any made by Gregorovich, but he sent an employee to fetch some form the cellar nonetheless. After a shaky start, Harry settled on a fine mahogany one whose handle had been carved in strange rivulets that made for a surprisingly comfortable grip.

To his amazement, Lupin insisted on buying a spare for himself as well. He selected a svelte ash model, minimalist in its design, the wood waxed so diligently that it seemed to glow from within.

“Just because your idea is a bit unorthodox doesn’t mean it doesn’t have merit,” Lupin whispered to Harry as they concluded their transactions.

Flush with a sense of accomplishment, Lupin insisted that they drink a toast at the Three Broomsticks before heading back. Madam Rosmerta suggested a hot toddy or perhaps a flaming Firewhiskey, but Lupin politely declined. Candidly, he confessed that he didn’t have much of a head for strong liquor.

Harry recalled the hot spiced cider from Halloween and inquired whether that was something she kept in stock. She deliberated for a moment and then agreed to take a stab at it.

Lupin offered to scare them up a snack as well. From their table, Harry could see that the professor had been corralled into a conversation with two of the locals at the bar. Harry took the opportunity to tuck his new wand more securely within the folds of his Invisibility Cloak and then into the deepest recesses of his book bag. His hand brushed against the photo envelope and he pulled it out and placed it carefully on the polished wood surface before him.

Presently Lupin returned with two steaming mugs garnished with cinnamon sticks and clove-studded orange wedges. The smell was absolutely heavenly. Harry took a small sip to test the temperature and rolled his eyes in ecstasy. This was a hundred times better than what had been served at Hogwarts! Lupin chuckled at Harry’s assessment and determined that Rosmerta must have added a dram of honey mead to round out the flavor.

Seeing Harry’s eye returning to the envelope that had been propped against the salt cellar, Lupin finally had to ask.

“Hermione gave it to me this morning. Said it was from Colin Creevey,” Harry replied as succinctly as possible, hoping that Lupin would not ask the inevitable follow-up question, but he should have known better.

“Why didn’t you open it then?”

Harry was tempted to retort that Hermione had been meddling again. But before he could finish the thought, he concluded that he was being unfair. Those words had been almost as difficult for her to say as it had been for him to hear them. He sighed and mumbled, “Dunno.”

To his surprise, Lupin chuckled deep in his throat as he examined the envelope from every angle. “If I didn’t know better, I’d think the Creevey brothers had developed a talent for blackmail,” he observed wryly.

Perhaps it was the relaxed atmosphere of the pub, perhaps it was the fact that they were away from the prying eyes of anyone else, but suddenly Harry didn’t care anymore. Between bouts of laughter and cider and still more laughter, he was finally able to get the words out. “Professor, would you like to do the honors?”

Lupin called for another round and then flexed his fingers experimentally “ which only started them laughing more.

Rosmerta returned with the mugs and two thick slices of treacle tart. Eying them each in turn, she warned, “Now don’t you two start on the pie until you’ve stopped laughing or you’ll give yourselves the worst case of hiccups ever.”

Sage advice or not, Harry thought that was the funniest thing he’d every heard. Rosmerta finally felt sorry for them and said, “Dolores Umbridge,” while motioning with her head towards the front door.

It was her turn to chuckle when they both whipped their heads around in shock, the merriment dying in their throats. “Works every time,” muttered Rosmerta as she returned to her customary station behind the bar.

Harry held the toad-like image of Umbridge in his mind to allow his breathing to return to normal. When he felt his eyes narrowing at the memory, he knew he had succeeded. He looked expectantly at Lupin who seemed to have regained his composure as well.

Lupin picked up the envelope and made a production of lifting the flap to demonstrate that it hadn’t even been sealed. Pinching the sides of the cardboard to bow it slightly, he blew softly into the opening and extracted a single photograph.

“Rather a nice shot of Ginny,” he said simply as he placed the photo directly in front of Harry.

The camera had managed to capture her in a rare introspective moment, gazing thoughtfully into the distance. He could see most of her hat and a bit of the rose woven into the hatband, but the photo had been cropped just below the neck. Remembering the problems with the chameleon suit, he suspected that Colin had simply enlarged the image and deleted the unusable portions.

He raised his head to find Lupin giving him that appraising look again, but this time Harry didn’t turn away. Suddenly he had the overwhelming desire to say, “Is it true that she calls you by your first name?” just to jerk Lupin’s chain.

In a flash of revelation, Harry knew he’d hit upon the key to deconstructing Lupin. The man was in a never-ending struggle to outpace the wolf that dwelt within, seeking to tame it through sheer willpower alone. His meticulous observation of social niceties was simply his way of keeping the beast at bay. Back him into a corner, though, and the extraordinary control started to crumble. Was this a chink in his armor or did it just make him a more dangerous adversary? Was it a shortcoming or an asset? Harry didn’t have the answers to those questions -- yet. Of one thing he was certain: having sized up his opponent, he could not wait to face him in a duel.

Harry seized the cardboard envelope and upended it over the table to demonstrate that there was no note demanding payment. With an elaborate sigh of relief, he tucked the photo back inside and returned it to his book bag. Spearing the last bite of treacle tart, he suggested that it was time they started back towards the school.

The cold felt like a thousand pin-pricks on his bare face as they left the warmth of the pub. Only the absence of any wind made it remotely tolerable. That and the fact that the cider has suffused his body with a warm glow, Harry conceded.

The bright afternoon sun helped to warm them through the bare trees that lined both sides of the path. Harry waited until they drew abreast of the hollow log where they had stopped before; then dropping his book bag carefully to the ground, he leapt upon the broken tree stump and drew his wand.

“Professor!” he yelled, adding just a touch of menace to his tone. He held his left arm aloft in the classic fencing pose to clarify his intent.

Although startled at first, a wide grin slowly spread across Lupin’s face. “All right,” he agreed. “This seems as good a spot as any.”

Lupin took a moment to tuck his new wand into Harry’s book bag and then unwound his scarf to allow for freedom of movement. Harry used those few moments to select his opening gambit, certain that the professor was doing the same.

Back to back they stood and then paced off, Harry’s heart hammering so hard he was certain it was echoing through the surrounding woods. Before he had totally turned around, Harry cast a non-verbal protego to shield himself then rolled quickly out of the way as he had seen Ginny do. Lupin’s spell sent bits of dried grass flying in the spot where Harry had stood an instant before. Without hesitation, Harry fired off a quick disarming charm from his position on the ground. Lupin was ready for him and waved it off with a flick of his wrist.

The element of surprise lost, Harry circled around slowly, giving himself time to consider his next move. Lupin lost no time in bombarding Harry steadily only to have most spells go wide courtesy of the repelling bubble that Harry had cast wide. He knew that as long as he kept moving, the angle of each jinx would vary enough to keep the shield from collapsing immediately. Harry ducked behind a nearby tree just as a red beam of light sent sparks flying from the trunk, effectively bursting his shield.

Harry peeked around the other side of the tree, but Lupin was nowhere to be seen. Taking a page from Ron’s book, Harry cast a quick reparo to a large broken branch on the other side of the clearing; the resounding pop sounding very similar to someone Apparating. He was gratified to see a white beam of light immediately cut the branch back in two. From the angle, he deduced that Lupin was standing somewhere to his right. Leaving the shelter of the tree trunk, Harry inched backward to draw his quarry out into the open. Lupin would have recognized the subterfuge with the tree branch by now.

A quick flash of movement to his left alerted Harry that Lupin had managed a virtually silent Apparition in the opposite direction. Hardly surprising, considering the lightning reflexes that Harry had observed before. He saw the shadow of Lupin move as if to strike and dodged out of the way “ and right into the path of a jelly-leg jinx. He let his suddenly wobbly knees collapse beneath him. Feeling his wand beginning to slip from his hand as Lupin attempted to disarm him, Harry managed to roll out of the way just in time to maintain his grip.

Knowing he barely had time for one last effort before Lupin closed in, Harry decided to take a chance. Locating the largest tree branch overhead, he quickly completed the movements for the sectumsempra spell with his wand hidden from view, repeating it over and over until he could hear the wood start to give way. Not daring to depend upon it getting tangled in the surrounding branches, he intoned, “Wingdarium Leviosa!” with all his might to keep it from actually crashing over Lupin’s head.

Alerted by Harry’s yell, Lupin looked up and quickly scrambled out of the way. He must have cast the finite spell in his direction as Harry found that he could feel his legs again. Not taking his eyes from the teetering branch, Harry backed out of range until he was standing next to Lupin. He then released the spell.

Almost in slow motion, the branch continued its trajectory, crashing through smaller branches along the way as it gained momentum. Just before it hit the ground, Lupin caught it with a flick of his wand and sent it crashing away from them.

They stood there shoulder to shoulder, wands lowered, trying to regain their breath as the last of the echoes and cries of the startled birds died off. Harry was about to offer his hand to Lupin in thanks for a well-fought match when he heard the sound of applause and crunching footsteps coming from behind.

“Well, well, well; I believe that was a check-mate to Potter.” They heard the familiar silken drawl and both snapped around immediately to face the intruder.

Severus Snape was striding towards them, looking every inch the country squire in his trademark knee length frock coat and black boots. Only it wasn't a riding crop that he had tucked under his arm as he adjusted his gloves in a haughty manner.

Snape seemed to be in no hurry to draw his wand, though, as he surveyed the scene critically. “Wouldn’t you agree, Lupin?” he added in a disdainful tone.

“Why, Severus, I didn’t know the Dark Lord’s leash extended this far.” Lupin’s tone was equally condescending.

For a spilt second, Snape’s eyes narrowed dangerously, but then he reined himself back. “You shouldn’t speak as if you know anything about my situation,” he sneered.

“Elucidate us then!” Lupin retorted.

“Forgive me if the pleasure of your company eludes me “ it’s the boy I came to see,” Snape announced, his voice like ice. With a causal flip of his wand he disarmed them both, holding their captured wands high in his other gloved hand.

“Seeing as how we’ve dispensed with the pleasantries then, you won’t mind if I get off my feet,” Lupin returned as he settled himself languidly on the nearest tree stump.

Despite his unhurried demeanor, Harry could tell that Lupin was a wound-up spring on the inside. Lupin’s outward nonchalance seemed to irritate Snape that much more. Harry hoped, no trusted, that Lupin was within reach of the book bag containing the extra wands, but did not dare to look in that direction.

Feeling a need to divert Snape’s suspicions, Harry boldly offered, “Halloween’s over, Professor; it’s too late to invite me to the dance!”

He felt an indescribable sense of satisfaction when Snape’s head whipped in his direction. Harry channeled every bit of indignation he felt over Dumbledore’s murder to keep himself from smirking.

A cloud of rage seemed to engulf Snape as he practically threw Harry’s wand back and ordered, “Count off!”

As he lined up back to back with Snape, Harry hazarded a glance in Lupin’s direction, but the man’s face was unreadable.

Harry spun around and jumped back just in time to avoid Snape’s first spell. An immediate protego diverted the next two, but as Snape continued to press his advantage, it was all Harry could do to parry each attack. To his surprise, he found that the steady rhythm of the barrage allowed him an unparalleled opportunity to study his opponent. Snape moved with a measured elegance that belied his deadly intent. Each movement was succinct and yet time seemed to draw out slowly. Harry knew he would have to break Snape’s concentration if he was to get the upper hand, even for a moment, but he was not sure that he knew how.

Harry began to circle around slowly with the objective of positioning himself so the he could at least see Lupin without having to turn his head. Snape would not make the fatal error of turning his back on Lupin, of that Harry was certain. He did not expect it to be so easy, however, as Snape began to circle of his own accord. Once he had Lupin in view, though, it was clear that at some point during their confrontation -- without seeming to break stride -- Snape had incapacitated Lupin with a full body bind.

Suddenly, all the memories of that night on the Astronomy Tower came flooding back in a torrent. Once again, he experienced the frustration of being forced to watch as Snape heartlessly cut down Dumbledore yet not being able to turn his head away or lift a finger to help. He was blithely dueling with a man who had already proven he could deliver an Unforgivable Curse with aplomb.

As an icy finger of dread blossomed deep inside him, Harry faltered and Snape’s jinx cut the ground out from beneath him. As he felt the broken branches and nettles rush up to meet his knees, Harry cast a finite spell in Lupin’s general direction to set him free.

In the space of two heartbeats, Snape was dragging Harry to his feet. Harry tried to make defiance blaze in his eyes in an attempt to salvage some last shred of dignity. Snape practically threw him against the nearest tree and pinned him there with a wand at the throat.

“Don’t ever break your concentration, Potter,” Snape hissed. “Find that moment in time when the heartbeats seem to slow, and in the extra seconds between them, you will find the room to attack.” With a scornful bow, he Disapparated in a swirl of his cape.

Harry’s legs buckled and he slid to the ground in a sitting position against the tree trunk, too overcome with relief, too breathless to immediately try to stand. As if from miles away, he watched Lupin summon his wand from where it had been deposited and send his Patronus galloping towards the castle to sound the alarm. Harry staggered over to Lupin and collapsed on the log next to him, his breath still ragged.

“Did you bring the Marauder’s Map with you, Harry?” Lupin asked softly. “It’s important.”

Remembering how Hermione always left her tower window open, he offered, “No, but I can summon it from here.”

“Quickly then, as we won’t have much time before the others arrive.”

On shaky legs, he stood and called, “Accio, Map!” then practically lost his balance as he sat down again.

Suddenly, he was so cold he was beginning to shiver. The afternoon shadows were lengthening at an alarming rate. Harry closed his jacket and wrapped his scarf more tightly around his neck. As he watched Lupin do likewise, he was struck by how pale the Professor looked all of a sudden. He wasn’t certain whether it was just a trick of the waning light.

The folded Map whisked into Harry’s hand and they anxiously spread it out on the leaf strewn ground. Although it displayed much of the area immediately surrounding the school gates, they could not find any other dots in their vicinity. “Map, show Severus Snape only,” Lupin ordered to no avail.

Harry faltered over the complicated ward movements and then intoned, “Map, show last position of Severus Snape!” A small blinking dot appeared right next to them, but nothing else. Releasing the Map into its usual mode, they could see that a small contingent from Hogwarts was almost at the gate.

“Harry, we haven’t but a minute, or less if they decide to Apparate. The new wands are to remain absolutely secret. Do not tell anyone; not Ron, not Hermione, not Neville, not even Ginny. Rest assured that I will not be telling Tonks. Keep mine wrapped in your Invisibility Cloak for now, I will get it from you later. In order for it to be effective as a secret weapon, it must remain so.”

“How will I learn to use it then?” Harry inquired.

“We will train together”alone and in secret. No more on the subject for now,” Lupin whispered. “Make sure your Map is put away, I hear them coming.”
Chapter 22 Answers and Still More Questions by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry does a bit of reconnaissance with Ron; in the process, he overhears some pretty startling facts from the headmistress.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 22
Answers and Still More Questions


Word of the attack by Severus Snape spread like wildfire throughout the school. Clumps of students were congregating in every corridor, talking in anxious whispers, when Harry returned through the Great Doors. The path to the Hospital Wing was lined with long rows of gaunt faces as he allowed himself to be led there. It was only the fact that Harry’s quarters were not readily accessible that had kept Madam Pomfrey from insisting that he spend the night in the Hospital Wing.

He woke the next morning with a terrible thirst only to find that the tables in the common room were practically groaning with gifts and chocolates from well-wishers. In Ron’s cold cabinet he found a pitcher of pumpkin juice with a note from Hermione reminding him that they were going down to the Quidditch pitch to check out the first official practice of the new Gryffindor team. Harry was sorry he would miss that, but he didn’t relish the thought of going out in the cold again so soon.

Neville returned after doing morning rounds and they shared a nice breakfast in front of the fire. Harry was surprised how hungry he felt all of a sudden. Probably another side effect of that peculiar draught Madam Pomfrey had demanded that he swallow last night.

It wasn’t long before Ron and Hermione returned through the sconce, full of high spirits and aglow from being outdoors.

“Oh, Harry, I’m so glad to see that you’re up!” Hermione gushed, engulfing him in a bear hug that made all of his scrapes and bruises protest.

“You gave us quite a scare last night, mate.” Ron smiled as he helped himself to some of the chocolates that were open on the side table. “Headmistress was fit to be tied.”

“Any word on Lupin?” Harry asked, remembering only too well how much paler the Professor had looked by the time they’d returned to the castle.

“Nothing,” Hermione admitted. “The headmistress wouldn’t say when she came by late last night to check on you. All she said was that he was resting.”

Neville nodded knowingly. “And that’s what they always say when they don’t really want to tell you anything.”

“Right,” Harry sighed, getting up from the sofa. “I’m going to go see him in person then. Anyone else fancy a walk to the Hospital Wing?”

“Harry, you can’t go,” Hermione cautioned, restraining him gently by the shoulder.

“She’s right, Harry,” Ron added solemnly. “McGonagall said Madam Pomfrey had barred the doors or else. She sent a lot of disappointed students back to their Houses “ reckon half the school was there.”

Seeing the stricken look on Harry’s face, Neville offered to go scare up an update. “Let them try to turn me away,” he cried defiantly as he pinned the Head Boy insignia to his jumper.

He returned minutes later with the headmistress herself in tow.

“I’m glad to see you’re doing better, Harry.” She smiled. “I told Poppy all you needed was a good night’s rest.”

“Thank you for asking, Headmistress; but how’s Professor Lupin?”

“You don’t mind if I sit down for a moment, do you?” McGonagall asked as she sank into one of the comfy chairs, politely waving away the chocolates that Hermione offered her. “I’m glad to say that he’s also doing much better this morning. His body took quite a chill when he was immobilized, that much he was able to tell me.”

“It’s a long story, Headmistress,” Harry admitted.

“And one that I intend to hear in exquisite detail, mind you.” Then in a softer tone, she added. “But not until classes start back on Monday.”

“Can I go visit him?” Harry continued doggedly. “When will they reopen the Hospital Wing?”

“I’m afraid not, Harry. I insisted that he be moved into his private quarters or he was never going to get any rest,” McGonagall reassured him. “Tonks is keeping a close eye on him.”

As McGonagall rose to leave, she noticed that Harry still seemed unconvinced. “It will be all right. You must trust me on this.” She patted him reassuringly on the arm. Before exiting through the sconce, she added over her shoulder, “If I didn’t know better, I’d think you two were anxious to get your stories straight!”

It took an extra moment for everyone to realize that they’d just been zinged.

“Blimey, I’ve never seen her do comedy!” Ron remarked in awe.

Feeling as if a large weight had been lifted from his shoulders, Harry suggested they help themselves to some candy and he would try to fill them in on yesterday’s events. After all, he knew that they were just too polite to ask.

He’d gotten part way through a highly edited version when the sconce opened to admit Ginny, still in her Quidditch robes.

“The headmistress just told me you were awake, Harry!” Ginny exclaimed as she tossed her gloves and goggles in the general direction of the table. She started to race over to the sofa where Harry was sitting but hesitated when she saw that the room was already full of people.

“Come sit,” Neville urged, offering her the footrest from his chair. “Harry was just getting to the good part of the story.”

When Harry finished the tale, there was a very long silence. After what seemed like ages, Hermione ventured, “Did the headmistress say she was going to report this to the authorities?”

Harry shook his head. “I don’t think she wants to get the Ministry involved at this point.”

“I think she said something about notifying the Order; after all, Snape was one of them,” Ron offered.




Later that evening, Harry found a moment to ask Hermione if she knew Ginny’s class schedule.

“Yes,” she replied warily, “but wouldn’t it have been a lot easier to ask Ginny directly? She was just here!”

“You know I can’t ask Ginny,” Harry confessed, feeling as if the words were being wrenched from his gut.

“Harry, this is pointless,” Hermione responded in a surprisingly patient tone. “You’re not going to seek her out; you just want to think that you can do so whenever you wish. It doesn’t work that way.”

“It’s just in case of an emergency,” he tried, realizing belatedly how lame that sounded.

“What are you going to do the day that you find her with someone else?” she asked softly, laying a comforting hand on Harry’s shoulder.

“Is that a diplomatic way of telling me as much?” Harry forced himself ask even though his throat had gone totally dry.

“No, I would be much more direct than that.”

“If you’d even tell me, that is,” Harry retorted.

“Oh, I’d tell you all right. Harry, how can you--”

“Hermione, stop!” Harry could feel the anguish pouring into his voice, but for once he didn’t care. “Don’t you think I have this argument with myself every single day? HOW HEARTLESS DO YOU THINK I AM?”

Hermione was quiet for a very long time, but when Harry looked up he saw that she was scribbling Ginny’s schedule on a scrap of parchment. Ron had come up behind her, drawn by the shouting.

She pressed the scrap into Harry’s hand and sighed. “And that is why I would tell you, Harry, because every argument needs a nudge in the right direction.”

Ron squeezed Harry’s shoulder sympathetically. “If it’s any consolation, she’s just as much adrift as you are. She could hardly figure out which end of the broom was which at practice this morning.”

Without Madam Pomfrey’s potion to entice him to sleep, Harry spent a restless night full of dreams of ambush and betrayal. Even the dream of Snape posturing for the Halloween judges dressed in complete Captain Hook regalia “ an image that would have amused him under normal circumstances “ just made him feel as if his whole world had turned upside down.



When he woke the next morning, it was with the conviction that he was going to find answers. And for that, he needed Lupin.

Deciding that he was not ready for the enormity of facing the entire school, Harry retrieved his Invisibility Cloak from the bottom of his book bag. The new wands he carefully refolded into some discarded parchment rolls in the bottom of his desk drawer, then turned the key to lock it.

He found Ron waiting for him in front of the fireplace, still yawning. “I though you might like some company, mate,” he offered, looking up at Harry expectantly.

“How did you…?” Harry was too surprised for words.

“You were like a caged lion with Hermione last night.” Ron shrugged. “I knew then that you weren’t going to be content unless you took action yourself. So what have you got in mind?”

“Not really sure. Thought I might start with the Hospital Wing.”

“All right. Although, Harry, it might not be a bad idea to bring the Marauder’s Map as well. Only one of us can fit under your Cloak anymore,” Ron added.

When Harry returned, Ron had retrieved some cold pumpkin juice and was pouring them each a glass.

“There’s something else I need to run by you, Harry,” began Ron. “Remember all that stuff that Lupin told you about the teachers’ private living quarters being Unplottable and inaccessible to students? I think I may have found a teeny hole in his explanation.”

Harry stopped gulping and lowered his nearly empty glass slowly, his eyes glued to Ron’s face. “You have my undivided attention,” he urged softly enough so that the others would not awaken.

“On my birthday (how could I forget?) I ate those stupid chocolate cauldrons that Romilda Vane had spiked with love potion. The ones that she intended for you.”

Harry nodded. “I remember.”

“It was a Saturday morning, early. You dragged me to Slughorn’s office for an antidote and banged pretty insistently on his door. He finally answered in his dressing gown, looking like he’d just rolled out of bed--”

“”and said that it had better be an emergency because he usually slept in on Saturdays,” Harry finished for him as realization sunk in. “You’re suggesting that the living quarters are somehow connected to their offices…but how?”

“I’ve been able to think of two ways,” replied Ron. “Either there’s a whole warren of secret passages or the fireplace floos are connected somehow.”

Harry thought back quickly as he felt that first flush of discovery. Every teacher’s office that he’d visited had a fireplace. Snape had even used his to summon Lupin when he’d needed to consult over the confiscated Marauder’s Map. He himself had contacted Sirius through the fire in Umbridge’s office. He even remembered one from Slughorn’s Christmas party. It was all so obvious in retrospect.

“I think you’ve hit on something,” Harry admitted. “Although I’m not sure exactly how best to put it to the test…not yet anyway.”

The Hospital Wing turned out to be a dead end. Although the doors were no longer barred, the place was deserted. They ducked out again before Madam Pomfrey could hear them. Somehow, Harry didn’t think she would lend them a sympathetic ear.

Ron’s new information had given Harry the germ of an idea, so Lupin’s office became their next objective. Using the Map as a guide, they made their way down the least traveled routes until they reached the final corridor. Here there was so much traffic, however, that Harry left Ron hiding around the corner with the Map while he did a bit of reconnaissance from beneath the Cloak. He was surprised to see that the door to Lupin’s office was unlocked and that students were letting themselves in to deposit gifts and other get well tokens.

Returning with a handful of chocolate frogs from the stash upstairs, Ron opened the door to Lupin’s office wide enough so that Harry could follow behind unseen. He deposited the frogs among the mountain of gifts that had been left on the Professor’s desk, almost upsetting the entire pile in his haste.

They had timed their entry when the corridor had been empty to allow them a little bit of extra time. Knowing that once another visitor discovered Ron, though, he would have no excuse to loiter any longer. They had to work quickly to avoid arousing suspicions as they did not dare to lock the outer door.

With Ron’s eyes glued to the Map to make sure that no one was coming, Harry carefully tried the door to the inner office. It, too, was unlocked. Quickly they slipped inside and shut the door silently before Harry threw off his Invisibility Cloak. Hazarding to light only one wand tip, and then only briefly, they quickly ascertained that no presents had been deposited in this room. Ron tugged on Harry’s sleeve and pointed to the Map that showed a group of three students heading in their direction. Assuming that no one would have realized that the inner door had not been locked before, Harry turned the lock very slowly until he felt it click. Ron extinguished the wand tip just as they heard the door to the outer office open. Hardly daring to breathe, they waited in the darkened room until the visitors finished depositing their gifts and left. Feeling like his lungs were going to burst in the process, Harry cast a whispered Imperturbable Charm towards the door so that they could at least breathe normally.

Luckily the intervening minutes had allowed their eyes to adjust well enough that they could take a better look around. The sitting room was much larger than Harry had originally supposed, with a number of comfortable armchairs set around a large fireplace and a pair of polished sideboards flanking the mullioned window. There was just enough daylight seeping from the curtain edge that they would be able to read the Map clearly if they rested it on the settee.

With a start, they saw that two separate groups were converging on the outer office from different directions. The charm held and though they could clearly hear the door hinges open, the conversations were like the sound of dry leaves scattering in the wind.

Not wanting to linger any longer than necessary, Harry retrieved the bag of Floo powder from his pocket and approached the fireplace. Throwing a generous handful into the grate, it flashed green very briefly and then the floating particles of dust coalesced into the words:

YOU ARE NOT PERMITTED ACCESS


Ron noticed another pot of Floo powder on the mantle but the results were much the same, although the particles were tinted a unique blue-green shade instead.

“There’s no more to be learned here,” Harry whispered and nodded towards the door.

The traffic in the corridor was increasing as more students were on their way to breakfast so it was no longer a matter of avoiding just those that were headed directly for Lupin’s office. It took a number of minutes for them to find the proper opening in the crowd and even then, Harry had to take an impromptu detour to avoid getting boxed in between two groups. It was with hammering hearts that they met up in the nearby bathroom to catch their breath.

“Oh, man, that was a close one,” Harry panted.

“Any other ideas?” Ron inquired.

“Just one. How about we try to get an update on Lupin from the headmistress? It’s bound to be quieter up there with everyone at breakfast.”



They arrived before the impassive stone gargoyle with any further incident. Ron had anticipated this might be one of Harry’s objectives and had obtained the latest password from Hermione.

“Hebrides,” Ron pronounced with conviction. The gargoyle leapt aside and allowed them access to the stone staircase that led directly to the headmistress’ office. Still wrapped in his Invisibility Cloak, Harry took the first three steps in rapid succession to allow Ron to follow before the stairs started moving beneath their feet. As they neared the closed door at the top, though, it was clear that the headmistress was not alone.

“”searched the surrounding area…Hogsmeade village…nothing.” Harry recognized the voice of Kingsley Shacklebolt. The words kept fading in and out as through he were pacing from one end of the room to the other.

“He’d be miles from here by now, if he had a lick of sense,” the gruff voice of Mad-Eye Moody replied.

“You’ve searched the school grounds thoroughly?” inquired the headmistress, the strain apparent in her voice.

“Twice.”

“Hagrid is going over the areas surrounding the Forbidden Forest even as we speak,” Shacklebolt assured her.

Recalling the unique properties of Moody’s magical eye, Harry was prompted to whisper in Ron’s ear, “You’d better leave me for now. If Moody looks straight at the door, he’s likely to see you standing on the other side. I don’t think my body will block you from view while I’m wrapped in the Cloak.”

Ron nodded that he understood and took the curving steps down at a breakneck pace. Probably went to get some breakfast, Harry concluded, as his own stomach growled in sympathy.

Harry settled himself a number of steps down from the top landing to try to maintain a lower profile. He hoped fervently that the Invisibility Cloak would shield him from Moody’s gaze but couldn’t shake the uncertainty from a previous encounter.

“”Ministry will be the last thing he needs to worry about,” growled Shacklebolt as his footsteps brought him closer to the door once more.

“What exactly do you plan to do with him?” inquired the headmistress.

“”attacked in broad daylight. This is hardly the time to worry about niceties.”

“There may have been extenuating circumstances,” McGonagall offered.

“It’s always the same when Severus is involved: questions, questions, and more questions!” Moody’s exasperation was clear.

“When do you think you will have a full report for us, Minerva?” Shacklebolt asked in a kinder tone.

“Remus should be well enough to provide a preliminary statement this evening. I gave Mr. Potter until tomorrow.”

“The trail will be even colder by then,” complained Moody.

“That’s why I contacted the Order as soon as possible,” McGonagall reminded them.

“But now you’re telling us you’re not sure about what happened.” Shacklebolt was probing for information. “What conclusions am I expected to draw?”

“It is the attacker’s intent that is unclear. What alternative conclusion do you suggest I form when I am presented with a student who had just had his adrenaline spiked to the point that he is nearly in shock and a teacher who’s been stupefied to the brink of hypothermia? Are you suggesting that these are self-inflicted injuries?” Her voice was like a knife.

“No, of course not,” mumbled Shacklebolt.

“I would’ve thought werewolves were predisposed to colder climates,” Moody grumbled.

“That’s part of the problem, you see,” replied a new voice that Harry realized was Tonks. “His new regimen holds the transformation in check.”

“Is that wise?” inquired Shacklebolt, his voice laced with genuine concern.

“Madam Pomfrey has given use a green light for the time being,” explained Tonks, “although it’s still an experimental treatment.”

“Please, gentlemen, back to the subject at hand,” implored the headmistress. “I need to know what you intend to do with Severus. Once you catch him, that is.”

“Oh, I think a nice long interrogation would be in order,” Shacklebolt acknowledged with an edge of menace. “It’s about time we got some answers.”

“There’s not enough Veritaserum on hand to cut through twenty years of lies and half-truths,” snarled Moody.

“Then I suggest you begin by brewing up another batch,” the headmistress concluded. “Gentlemen, I will send word when I have additional details to report.”

Harry was so startled by the seriousness of the headmistress’ assessments that it did not immediately occur to him that he was blocking the exit to the corridor. Before he had a chance to react, a flash of green light from under the door convinced him that they must have left via Floo.

“”much for backing me up,” McGonagall was saying n a much gentler tone. “Please tell Remus I will be by later this afternoon, if he’s feeling up to it.”

“I will, Minerva,” Tonks confirmed. “Poppy’s probably driven him to the brink of his patience by now.”

“Or vice versa,” echoed the headmistress.

Another flash of green alerted Harry that Tonks had also left. He took a few moments to compose his thoughts and just as he was about to reach for the doorknocker, his hand was arrested by the sound of someone clearing his throat in the next room. He had assumed the headmistress was finally alone.

“Yes, Albus?” inquired McGonagall so softly that Harry had to strain.

“Need I remind you that it is imperative that you select a deputy as soon as possible,” chided the familiar voice of Dumbledore. Harry concluded that it must be the headmaster’s portrait that was speaking. “The risks are just too great.”

“You’re right, of course. No more excuses will do.”

“Just remember, Minerva, you cannot select Remus, as much as I know you would like to do so. It is enough that he is Head of Gryffindor House.”

“But the students all love him so, Albus; I so wanted to select someone whom they would be sure to follow.”

“If that were the sole requirement, then you might as well select Nymphadora,” chuckled the portrait. “But you don’t have to pretend with me. I know that Remus has always been a favorite of yours. I remember how vehemently you argued against my accepting his resignation….”

“He had nowhere else to go…We should have stood behind him.”

“Even if the jinx would have allowed it, I could not keep him here against his will. As difficult as it is sometimes, you have to let them make their own way in the world. I would not have let him distance himself from the outside world to become another recluse.”

“You mean like Severus did?”

“Not one of my better success stories, to be sure. Although it’s easy to understand why he would want to shut himself away. Having his first wife tortured to death before his eyes like that…”

Snape married? Harry could hardly believe it. And hadn’t Dumbledore said first wife as if there might actually be a second?

“I feel that I failed him in the end, Minerva,” continued the portrait. “Have you not heard anything else from him? Or from the other? It is vital that contact be made somehow. Has she told you anything?”

“Only what she tells everyone: that she is moving on with her life. I told you about her behavior at Halloween…”

“Yes, you did. And I must commend your determination to see that project through. It is a fine testament to your first few months that you were so readily able to dispel the last remnants of Dolores Umbridge.”

“Thank you, Albus, I always felt that wall needed a bit of sprucing up.”

“So how are the other new teachers working out? Was I right about Nymphadora “ oh, I forgot, she prefers Tonks, doesn’t she?”

“Albus, she’s absolutely remarkable! From the first minute she got up in front of a class, she had them in the palm of her hand. Not to mention what she’s done for Remus’ disposition “ it’s like he’s a school boy all over again!”

“I think they call that happiness, Minerva. You do remember what it was like to be a newlywed, don’t you? They would never have found one another if I had allowed Remus to remain teaching here, you know. That extra time with Sirius also dispelled some of his inner demons, I think.”

“Do you have any suggestions for the deputy head then?”

“Well, traditionally the choice was made from among the Heads of Houses, but I don’t think you’ll let convention stand in your way.”

“True,” conceded the headmistress, “but I don’t think Filius is right for the role.”

“An unfortunate shortcoming of his stature, I’m afraid.”

“What about Horace? He clearly has seniority is you take into account all the years that he taught here previously--”

“He may decide he wishes to return to his retirement at any moment. How about Pomona?”

“Well, she’s certainly comfortable working with Neville,” considered the headmistress, “and I did say that Tonks has become the unofficial mascot of Hufflepuff House so that leaves her with a back-up, if needed. I believe you’re right, Pomona would be ideal. I will speak with her this evening, if possible. And Albus, thank you for helping me sort out my thoughts.”

“As always, my dear,” replied the portrait. “Although I should advise you that Harry had been waiting patiently at the door for an audience with you. I believe your eloquence with the Order has him fearing the worst about Professor Lupin.”

With a start, Harry realized that his gig was up. Throwing off the Invisibility Cloak, he quickly stuffed it under his sweatshirt and knocked on the polished door.

No sooner had Harry sat in the proffered chair than his words came tumbling out. “I’m sorry, Headmistress, I’m a bit overwhelmed,” he stammered. “Your words made it seem like Professor Lupin was on the brink of death…” He stopped as he felt his voice catch.

“Oh, Harry, the last thing I wanted was to cause you any undue distress,” she replied, surprising Harry with her candor. “Those words were not meant for you to overhear. I won’t deny that Remus’ condition was serious, but he is recovering. You will see for yourself tomorrow, I promise.”

“But, Headmistress, Professor Lupin has a full schedule of classes tomorrow…”

“He is being excused from his classes tomorrow. Don’t look so surprised, do you think me incapable of taking over a few Transfiguration lessons on his behalf?”

“Of course not… That’s very generous, Headmistress.”

“You can meet with him tomorrow morning in his office. I know how much the two of you need to talk things out, to try to make some sense out of chaos. But don’t let Remus entire you into taking a hike around the grounds; it’s much too soon. I will expect to have a full recount from you after lunch.” She waited for him to nod, then added, “Come, you will feel better once you eat something. If I’m not mistaken, you skipped breakfast to come here this morning, didn’t you?”
Chapter 23 Banishing Boggarts by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry and Lupin examine various possibilities as they search for the key to the enigma.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.


Chapter 23
Banishing Boggarts



There was much whispering when the headmistress announced at breakfast that she would be taking over that day’s Transfiguration lessons. After assuring everyone that Professor Lupin had made a full recovery and would be assuming his usual duties tomorrow, she cautioned them that he was not to be disturbed in his office today. To make sure that her message did not fall on deaf ears, she warned them that the Professor’s office door had been hexed with a stinging spell that would only allow access to those with the appropriate password.

“Before you all accost poor Mr. Potter here for a recount of his bravery, remember that he is not scheduled to give me a full report until midday,” McGonagall intoned, “and I will be most displeased if anyone gets to hear the tale before I do.” She gave them all a stern look that didn’t fool Harry one bit.

He turned back to his plate to keep from smiling only to find that one of the post owls had left him a small roll of parchment. Slowly he unrolled it to find that the message read simply: The password is bodice-ripper. He looked to the head table and caught McGonagall watching him intently. He smiled in return as she motioned for him to tear the parchment into little pieces.

Harry waved and smiled to all those that he passed on the way to Lupin’s office but no one stopped him to chat. In her familiar purple ink, Tonks had printed a hand-lettered sign on the door which read:

Keep Out

Do you wish to be hexed into next week?


Harry chuckled softly as he waited for the corridor to empty. Then he whispered the password and was rewarded with the click of the lock. He quickly let himself in, closing the door behind. The front room was empty, the desk covered with even more baskets and boxes than before, but it was clear that someone had gone through the items and organized some of them on the far bookshelf.

“Is that you, Harry?” Lupin’s voice called from the inner office. “The charm engages automatically when you close the door.”

The scene in the inner office was much different than that of the previous day. The window curtains were drawn back to allow for a feeble bit of morning sunshine but the majority of the light was from the roaring fire in the grate. The sideboards were gleaming in the firelight, bare except for a tall vase filled with a riotous display of flowers that could only have come from the headmistress’ private garden. Turning towards the mantel, he found a small round vase with roses that he recognized from Professor Sprout’s hot house.

Lupin was ensconced in one of the comfortable chairs by the fire, his feet propped up on the footstool, a pot of tea on the small table to the side. He looked up from the book that he was reading and smiled warmly.

“Welcome, Harry,” he offered in a jovial tone. “Please make yourself comfortable wherever you’d like.”

Dropping his things in the nearest chair, Harry pulled up one of the other armchairs so he could sit closer to Lupin. Although the Professor still looked somewhat pale, he looked no worse than in the past when he’d returned to classes after suffering through a full blown transformation. Harry was surprised to note that Lupin was not wearing his customary tweeds and corduroys, though, but was dressed in jeans and a thick black jumper.

“I know, I know,” Lupin began, “I feel like I’m totally out of uniform.”

Harry’s smile broadened as he replied, “Forgive me for staring, Professor, I’m just so really, really glad to see you. The last couple of days have been just awful.”

“For me, also,” admitted Lupin. “Have you ever seen Poppy Pomfrey on a rampage? It’s enough to scare the Dark Lord’s own minions!”

And with that, Harry started laughing at the image of the petite school nurse chasing students around the Hospital Wing threatening them with what? A thermometer? Lupin joined in and they finally stopped when they could no longer catch their breath.

“Merlin, I needed that!” confessed Harry, wiping the moisture from his eyes. “Before I forget, Professor, Ron sent you this box of chocolate cauldrons. He sort of lost his taste for them when somebody replaced the Firewhiskey filling with love potion in the last box.”

“Surely, you’re joking,” Lupin returned. “That didn’t really happen, did it?”

Harry nodded solemnly and told the entire tale of Ron’s birthday woes, down to the part where Slughorn mixed them an antidote while still in his dressing gown. He judiciously left out the coda about the poisoned mead; it made for a much funnier story that way.

“So let me understand this,” Lupin asked in mock seriousness as he examined the unopened box. “There’s a possibility that these candies may be spiked with love potion?”

“Well, the odds are definitely against it,” Harry reassured him. “I understand Ron has already asked Hermione to be his date at the next dance.”

Lupin was caught totally off-guard for a moment, then he threw back his head and laughed uproariously.

Harry waited until Lupin had almost recovered before adding with a mischievous grin, “Ginny said you would laugh at that.”

“Well, who wouldn’t?”

“Snape, for one,” Harry replied as the last vestiges of Lupin’s merriment died.

“That’s true,” admitted Lupin, “but how did you ever figure that out? What made you taunt Severus in just such a manner? I don’t think I’ve ever seen him in such a murderous rage. All the while, I’m having to bite my tongue to keep from laughing.”

“I had trouble dead-panning that one myself,” Harry conceded. “But as to why I choose such a remark, I’m not sure I can give you much of an answer. There were hundreds of incidents: truly vicious, hateful things that he had done that I could have thrown up at him, but that seemed a very dangerous path to take. Not that I had time to think it through much in that split second…”

“Actually, I think you did, Harry. The subconscious is a very powerful and under-rated part of the brain.”

“Professor, my question to you is this: why didn’t you retrieve one of the back-up wands? You purposely stretched out right next to my book bag, close enough to perform a wandless summoning charm. I even diverted Snape’s attention for you.”

“That you did,” replied Lupin, taking a moment to compose his thoughts. “But there really wasn’t as much time as you seem to think, Severus immobilized me almost immediately. I think that the most compelling question is: why did Severus not cut us both down when we had our backs to him, totally distracted by the duel that we had just completed? Don’t tell me that he’s too much of a gentleman to take somebody down from behind, because I don’t believe it.”

“Well, you do have a point,” Harry considered. “That would have been more efficient. Unless that wasn’t his goal.”

“Exactly. So perhaps it’s better that I didn’t put all our cards on the table just then. I would have hated to waste our secret weapons unnecessarily.”

“Well, if we take him at his word, Professor, he came looking for me. I can’t deny that there’s a lot of unfinished business between us.”

“Things that would engender such animosity? Harry, that was hatred I saw blazing in his eyes.”

“If you saw it in him, then you must have also seen it in me,” Harry allowed.

“You’re wrong about that. There is such a thing as righteous anger “ and you, more than anyone, should be outraged that he murdered Dumbledore right in front of you. I’d be more worried about you if you weren’t. But tell me, Harry, what made you lose your step? You were blocking all of Snape’s spells consistently, rhythmically even, and then you faltered. I didn’t see you trip or anything.”

“No, I didn’t trip. It was just as you said, we were falling into a sort of rhythm, it was as if time itself was stretching out; every second seemed excruciatingly long. In those extra heartbeats that I should have used to formulate a plan, the only thought running through my mind was that I was dueling with a man who had delivered a killing curse with no more effort than it took to put a snarl on his lips, and I was absolutely terrified.”

Harry hung his head in defeat but Lupin patted his knee reassuringly. “Don’t beat yourself up for a perfectly understandable response. Tell me, though, what were the last words he said to you, when he had you pinned up against the tree? It was clear he was threatening you in some way.”

“Actually, that’s the most puzzling thing of all. I expected him to either kill me, hex me, or threaten me in some new and novel way. The more intimidating he wishes to be, the softer and more enunciated his words become. I’ve seen him do it a million times in class. Yet when he had me cornered, his words to me were that I should never break my concentration and that I should use the moments between my opponent’s attacks to launch a counter-offensive.”

“HE GAVE YOU DUELING ADVICE?” Lupin was speechless.

Harry nodded. “I came here to find answers and it looks like all we have are more questions.”

“Nothing makes any bloody sense!” Lupin cried as he paced in front of the fireplace. “I know Severus has always been an enigma but there has to be a key somewhere. His actions have the logic of a madman -- and I know he isn’t insane!”

Suddenly losing steam, Lupin threw himself back into the armchair and ran his fingers through his hair. His frustration before a problem that defied analysis was palatable.

Abruptly, Harry was reminded of Hermione who believed in dissecting a problem into its constituent parts. “Professor, I think I know a different approach. But first, I’m making a fresh pot of tea to calm my nerves.” He didn’t mention that seeing Lupin so keyed up made him feel extremely uneasy.

“Perhaps a bit of chocolate would not be out of order, either,” volunteered Lupin as he found a large bar from Honeydukes and broke it in half before handing a portion to Harry.

“I thought that only worked for dementors,” Harry commented as he felt the rich, creamy flavor slide down his throat.

“Well, I suppose you could say that there are literal dementors and then there are figurative dementors,” Lupin quipped.

Harry knew he was being set up but urged anyway, “Educate me, please.”

“Well, a literal dementor is one that is actually able to perform ‘the kiss’; one that, if it bred, would produce little dementors. A figurative dementor is one that only assumes the shape of a dementor “ like your boggart, for instance.”

“All right,” Harry returned as he organized his thoughts. “What about something that assumes the duties of a dementor. You know, like the Dursleys?”

“That would be a figurative dementor, as well,” Lupin agreed.

“What about Dolores Umbridge then?” Harry shot back.

“Literal dementor, hands down,” Lupin dead-panned as Harry started chuckling.

“How about Severus Snape?”

“Oh, he’s just a boggart!”

Harry practically choked on the last of his chocolate but managed to wash it down with some tea. He could tell that Lupin was definitely in better spirits, also.

“Actually, Severus Snape is Neville’s boggart,” began Harry. “Which you so kindly taught him to banish by imagining it dressed as his grandmother.”

Lupin chuckled at the memory. “It worked.”

“And everyone in that class gets a big laugh, including the Slytherins. But you know that word of it got back to Snape, who we have already established is petty and utterly humorless. So from that day forward, Snape decides that he’s going to get a little of his own back. Because he already knows what your figurative boggart is, Professor, and he’s determined to spill the beans. So he waits until you miss class during the full moon and he assigns our class, the same class that witnessed him in drag, to write an essay about werewolves. Whether it’s too subtle a clue or not, Hermione is the only one who actually completes the assignment, but she keeps your secret to herself because she likes you and distrusts Snape. You return to class and cancel the assignment before it’s due to be turned in, effectively dashing Plan A.

“So Snape bides his time and then he’s presented with the perfect opportunity: he brings you your Wolfsbane Potion one evening and finds that you’re not at your desk where you should be “ on the night of the full moon, no less. When he looks out the window, he sees that the moon is hidden behind some clouds so there’s a little bit of extra time for you to take the potion. Quite by chance, he sees you headed towards the Whomping Willow and endeavors to catch-up. Events unfold inevitably at this point: moonlight, werewolf, etc. But just to make sure that his efforts are noticed by all, Snape leaks word the next morning that you are indeed a werewolf, even though those of use who actually witness the transformation for the first time would have gladly kept your secret.”

“Yes, yes, Harry; this is all ancient history.” Lupin impatiently waved him off.

“We haven’t gotten to the payoff yet. But I should clarify that this is not my analysis, but rather Hermione’s. So I suggest you buckle your seatbelt “ which, by the way, Professor, is another bit of Muggle slang… Where was I? Oh, yes, Ron, Hermione and I would all have gladly kept your secret, just like we kept Sirius’. Now ask yourself: why would Snape go to all that trouble to expose you when all he had to do was accidentally misbrew the Wolfsbane Potion that he prepared each month? He didn’t have to wait until you were distracted enough to run off right before the scheduled delivery time.”

“I went after you because I thought your lives were in danger. That fear drove everything else from my mind,” Lupin clarified. “I should have been more prudent, but there you have it.”

“I accept that,” Harry acknowledged. “But if Snape went to the trouble of going after you, why didn’t he just bring the potion with him to the Whomping Willow? There might still have been enough time for you to take it.”

“It does take on ominous tones when you put it that way. Snape made a point of stopping by my office while I was packing to say, ‘This is what comes from your Gryffindor sense of chivalry.’ He practically spat the words at me.”

“What was your response?”

“I thanked him for his kind words and went back to packing my things.”

“The fact that he had failed to ruffle your feathers must have galled him more than anything,” Harry observed.

Lupin indicated his indifference with a shrug. “I was so numb that I doubt any of his barbs would have drawn blood that morning.”

“Then I wasted my entreaties to have you stay?”

“It wasn’t an option for me at that time.” Lupin sighed in regret. “Your heartfelt words only made it more difficult. I felt like I was turning my back on you….but you’d already found Sirius by then.”

Lupin’s unexpected candor surprised Harry, but he responded in kind, “I would have preferred to have you both in my life.”

“Life had a funny way of twisting our words when it fulfills our wishes, don’t you think?” Lupin hesitated as if he suddenly regretted speaking his mind so clearly. “Getting back to Snape, did Hermione come to any conclusions?”

It took Harry a moment to change tracks; Lupin’s moods were not generally so changeable. “Yes and no,” he replied. “That Snape is a thin-skinned, misanthropic bully--”

“That was a given,” supplied Lupin.

“”but also that he would go to great lengths to achieve his ends in such a manner that he could not be held accountable.”

“How does that apply to the current situation, Harry?” Lupin was definitely intrigued.

“Only that Snape had something up his sleeve and we haven’t a clue what it is. But, you’re right, attacking us was not his goal, it was just the byproduct of his careless and inconsiderate methods.”

“You mean like the fact that he terrorized Neville to the point that his literal boggart assumed the shape of Severus Snape? As Neville’s teacher, how else could I have instructed him to banish said boggart? I had no idea when I set the lesson plan that this was going to come up, you know.”

“Of course, Professor, nobody else would have held you accountable for the shape of Neville’s nightmares. And humiliating the boggart was the only way to achieve riddikulus. It was just unfortunate that the Slytherins were also in the same class.”

“And the fact that Snape has no compassion for anyone’s feelings other than his own?” Lupin suggested.

Harry nodded. “But please don’t get me wrong, Professor, those instructions you gave Neville went a long way. Sure, Snape continued to humiliate him, maybe even picked on him a little more in Potions class, but you could tell that it never got under Neville’s skin the same way as it had in the past. You gave him a way to fight back from the inside.”

“Thank you, Harry,” Lupin replied graciously. “I don’t think I’ve ever had a more glowing testimonial. Not to mention the fact that every time I think of Snape dressed like a Victorian-era matron, it always brings a smile to my face!”

“True enough,” agreed Harry, “but I have one almost as good for you. Picture Snape at the Halloween Ball trying his utmost to impress the judges “ and he’s dressed as Captain Hook!”

“I’m never going to be able to get that image out of my mind!” cried Lupin, as he began to laugh all over again.

“Tell me about it,” commiserated Harry as the humor overtook him as well. “That’s the way he’s been appearing in my nightmares lately.”

Their hilarity was interrupted by the sound of the office door opening, followed by a blur of hair as Hermione and Ginny flew into the inner office.

“What are you two doing here?” Lupin laughed as both girls managed to hug him even though he was still sitting in the armchair.

“Professor McGonagall gave me the password at the end of class so we could come say hello,” Ginny explained as she snuggled up on the armrest.

“It’s lunchtime already? Tonks said she’d bring something up from the Great Hall,” Lupin remarked brightly. “By the way, girls, thank you both so much for the jumper. It fits perfectly.”

Hermione ran her hand appreciatively along the shoulder as she leaned on the other armrest. “We wanted to get you something to keep you from getting chilled.”

“Color suits you, too.” Ginny smiled from the other side.

Lupin turned his attention to Harry once more. “Tomorrow at two.”

Harry nodded and turned to get his things together. Closing the door to the inner office, he smiled as he heard Lupin telling Hermione how she was going to have to help him with his Christmas present for Tonks. Harry was almost at the outer door when he realized that Ginny had silently followed him.

“The headmistress requested that you join her for lunch in her office as soon as you can, Harry. She’s anxious to hear your report.”

“Thanks, Ginny,” Harry replied, but as he turned to go he found that she had actually moved closer. How does she do that? he thought for perhaps the hundredth time.

“I really didn’t get a chance the other day to tell you how happy I was to see that you were all right,” she whispered as she squeezed his hand and gave him a quick peck on the cheek.

It took Harry a moment to react; but when he went to wrap her in his arms and give her a proper kiss, she had already slipped away.

No doubt about it, Harry noted, Lupin had a unique gift for banishing boggarts. He would just have to build his mental wall a little higher, he resolved.
Chapter 24 Debriefing by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The headmistress initiates a subtle plan of action; the other seventh-year Gryffindors seek Harry’s assistance.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.



Chapter 24
Debriefing


“Tell me you really didn’t say that!” the headmistress demanded.

“I assure you, I did -- and it apparently hit the mark because he rounded on me like a crazed hornet and challenged me to duel him,” replied Harry.

“Did it occur to you to refuse to do so?” she inquired pointedly. “Severus is no longer your teacher, you are not compelled to follow his orders.”

“Considering he had already disarmed us, it didn’t seem like I could very well refuse,” Harry admitted.

“But to call him out like that…” The headmistress shook her head in disbelief. “He would have given you detention--”

“”until the day I died,” Harry supplied. “But, that’s just it, Headmistress, outside of the classroom, what’s to keep him from just killing me instead? He’s already proven himself fully capable.”

“Your point is well taken,” conceded the headmistress. “Yet both you and Remus contend that was not his intention.”

“That is our consensus, yes; but nothing having to do with Severus Snape is ever clear.”

“I tend to agree with that.”

“Which is why Professor Lupin did his best to draw Snape out at the beginning -- to get him to give us any hint of his current situation.”

“I take it he was less than successful,” the headmistress surmised. “What then did you conclude that Severus’ intent might have been? Hypothetically speaking, of course.”

“I think that in his twisted way, he was trying to impart a N.E.W.T. level dueling lesson.”

“You can’t be serious!” gasped the headmistress. “Does Remus agree with your assessment?”

“I’m not entirely sure about that.” Harry was candid in his response. “But to me it had all the hallmarks of Snape’s unique teaching style.” She was clearly waiting for him to elaborate; could it be that she really didn’t know? “The arrogance and total disregard for anyone else’s feelings but his own. He’s always been totally contemptuous about the consequences of his actions.”

“Yet I can’t say that the safety record in his Potions classes has been anything but exemplary,” observed the headmistress critically.

“Of that I have no doubt; he was absolutely obsessive about the potions themselves. It’s the actual students “ the human element”that he disdains.”

“Harry, these are monstrous accusations…” cautioned the headmistress.

Harry shrugged and replied, “Perhaps so, but I endured six years of it. How else, Headmistress, can you account for the fact that Neville’s deepest, darkest fear manifests itself as Severus Snape?”

“Yes, I heard about the boggart “ and I suspect that Severus resented the fact that Remus had Neville dress it like his grandmother, also. But you have to admit, Harry, it was extremely amusing,” the headmistress smiled in spite of herself. “I almost regret not having been an actual witness to the event.”

“But that’s just it, Headmistress, Professor Lupin understands the healing power of laughter and Snape resents anyone who has an ability that he himself was denied at birth!”

“Harry, your use of hyperbole is going to slay me,” admitted the headmistress as she shook her head, trying unsuccessfully to hide her smile. “Did it occur to you that Severus may have been trying to assess your strengths and weaknesses in order to make a full report to Voldemort?”

“Yes; but as Professor Lupin pointed out, Snape could have cut us down from the very beginning. Even if his handlers had prohibited him from actually killing us, he would have had little trouble in taking us captive.”

“What if his assignment had been to ascertain your location, to determine how your education had been progressing? You gave him a demonstration of your dueling abilities.”

“Then I don’t think he was very impressed,” Harry concluded. “There’s one little bit of the story that Professor Lupin was missing when he gave you his report yesterday, Headmistress. At the point that Snape had me disabled, helplessly pinned at wand point “at the moment that I finally realized that it was likely that he was going to kill me right then and there -- he got in my face and gave me a critique of my dueling. Professor Lupin didn’t hear those words as Snape always lowers the timbre of his voice when his wishes to be at his most intimidating.”

The headmistress silently weighed the import of Harry’s words for a long moment before venturing, “Is it possible that Severus was feeding you false information, luring you into using methods that would backfire?”

“It was a very insightful analysis; Professor Lupin agrees that the advice was sound.” Harry sighed; he couldn’t deny that he knew what was coming next. “This is the point at which the Professor threw up his hands in frustration. You see, it all comes down to the question of where Snape’s true loyalties lie. Without that little piece of the puzzle, it’s impossible to place any of his actions in context. He has been maddeningly consistent in that respect.”

“So we’re back to the beginning, aren’t we?” The headmistress could not hide the weariness in her voice. “It’s been nearly six months since Albus’ murder and we still know next to nothing.”

“I’m sorry, Headmistress, I wish I could have given you more,” Harry lamented.

“I can’t fault you, Harry “ or Remus, either. You both comported yourselves admirably under very trying conditions. I gave Remus express permission for both of you to leave the school grounds that day; I know that it’s his habit to hold many of your lessons outdoors. I’m also aware that Madam Pomfrey has mandated that he exercise on a regular basis, preferably in the fresh air. Should I fault you for having an impromptu dueling session within view of the road to Hogsmeade village when that is part of the lesson plan? None of your actions were reckless in my estimation.”

“Thank you for being so understanding.”

“Nonsense, neither of you did anything wrong. However, this situation has the potential to snowball if we are not careful. For the time being, I am restricting all activities to the school grounds “ that goes for teachers as well. Remus will just have to hike within the boundaries. As far as controlling the actual version of the events, Harry, I want you and Remus to be as vague as possible, generalize all over the place, claim a false modesty that you do not feel “ whatever it takes. There is to be no play-by-play recitation of the events, and particularly, I do not want any of the actual words that were said by any of you including Severus, to be repeated -- regardless of how amusing they may seem in the retelling. Is that clear?”

“Yes, but I already retold some of the events in the common room on Saturday. I may not have been as vague about things as you seem to be suggesting,” Harry admitted guiltily.

“Was it the small group that I saw: Neville, Ron, Hermione and Ginny? Then swear them to secrecy as soon as possible. In the future, do not admit or deny anything regardless of how outrageous the allegation may be.”

“Forgive me, Headmistress, but what are you hoping to achieve?”

“I intend to lure Severus into making a mistake.”





Harry hurried back to Gryffindor Tower in order to make sure that even the few details that he had confided to his closest friends would not become common knowledge. Not that he really doubted them, but he couldn’t dispel the feeling that the stakes were higher than ever before.

He found Ron, Hermione and Neville lounging in the common room, concerned about the results of his meeting with McGonagall. He gave them a brief summary, especially about the few conclusions that he and Lupin had worked out. The seriousness of the situation had a sobering effect on everyone.

“Harry, I want to practice dueling with you,” Hermione offered tentatively, only to be instantly echoed by Ron and Neville. “I don’t think any of us can afford to be unprepared any longer.”

“That’s a reasonable request,” acquiesced Harry. “How about we start tomorrow evening after supper?”

“Will we be training in the Room of Requirement?” Neville asked hopefully.

“I don’t see why not,” Harry replied. “But right now, I need to find Ginny so that I can relay the headmistress’ instructions.”

“She’s probably back in the other common room right now,” suggested Neville. “Would you like me to go check?”

“No, I should probably go myself.” Harry sighed in resignation. “Would it be out of line for me to ask you for the password, Neville?”

“Of course not,” Neville assured him, “you’re still a Gryffindor, aren’t you? Let me just get my trusty dictionary….”

“Why ever would you need a dictionary for that?” Ron scoffed.

“You’re going to regret you asked that question,” predicted Hermione.

Neville returned, holding a paperback French dictionary aloft as if it were a prize. “Just give me a moment to look it up,” he said and he quickly thumbed through the pages. “Here it is. Today’s password is pamplemousse.” He held out the dictionary so that Harry could see the spelling.

“Since when are the passwords in French?” Harry asked as Hermione sardonically held up two fingers to indicate that was the second question they were going to regret.

“The Fat Lady’s learning French,” Neville replied as if the absurdity of the statement did not register with him.

“Whatever for?” Ron scoffed. “She and her friend, Violet, planning to owl themselves to the Riviera this summer?”

Harry laughed in spite of himself, then saw that Hermione was now holding up three fingers.

“It never hurts to learn another language,” commented Neville. “That’s what Professor Lupin says, anyway. Besides, it’s not as hard as it seems. I just remember the English word and look it up in the French dictionary.”

I should have known Lupin was behind this, Harry thought wryly.

“Besides,” chimed Hermione, “who’s to say that the Fat Lady might not be able to do a portrait exchange with another painting at the Beauxbatons school?” She held her hands up to protect herself from the sofa pillows that both Harry and Ron lobbed in her direction.

Harry pointedly turned his shoulder to Hermione before continuing, “Neville, what would happen if you lost the dictionary?” Almost immediately, he cringed inwardly at the thought that Neville would be offended by the implications.

But Neville’s face beamed as he replied candidly, “Professor Lupin assured me not to worry. He showed me a whole shelf of dictionaries in his office. There was Italian, German, Portuguese, Spanish, even Russian “ although I’d hate to have to learn a whole new alphabet.”






Still shaking his head over the absolute devilry of Lupin’s password scheme, Harry made his way around Gryffindor Tower until he reached the portrait of the Fat Lady. He pulled out the borrowed dictionary and locating the entry for ‘grapefruit’, looked up at the Fat Lady and intoned, “Pamplemousse.” Sensing that she was about to make some snide remark, he held up a warning finger. “No critiquing my pronunciation, either.”

With a shrug and an exaggerated pout, the Fat Lady allowed her portrait to swing forward to allow Harry into the main Gryffindor common room. He had forgotten how tiresome her overblown theatrics could be; but at least this was better than when she convinced herself that she could sing. He reached the end of the short corridor that marked the entrance and straightened up as he stepped down onto the carpet. The room was a riot of activity with many voices laughing and talking at once, not to mention the group of first years that were chasing each other around one of the sofas. Were we ever this young and immature? Harry asked himself even though he already knew the answer.

He scanned the crowd for Ginny as little by little the other students felt the presence of a stranger among them and turned to stare in his direction. Suddenly, Harry regretted having come down here himself as everyone present was bound to assume a connection that he was doing his utmost to deny.

He cleared his throat and announced, “I’m looking for Ginny Weasley.” His voice wasn’t much more than a whisper; his mouth felt like it was filled with cotton.

“I’ll find her,” offered a dark haired girl that Harry recognized as one of Ginny’s friends from the Hogwarts Express. She dashed up the stairs to the girls dormitories.

Harry leaned up against the wall and waited as unobtrusively as possible while the conversations slowly started up again around him. One of the first years that was now bouncing on the sofa cushions whispered rather loudly to his companion, “How did he get the password anyway?”

“Shhh,” replied his companion, sneaking a shy peek at Harry. “He’s a Gryffindor, too; look at his tie.”

Harry smiled in their direction but that only made them duck behind the sofa cushions. His attention was diverted by Ginny’s entrance. She looked up at him in surprise, unsure how she was expected to react. Harry put a finger to his lips and motioned for her to precede him through the portrait hole. From the collective “oohs” that he heard as the portrait closed behind them, he realized that he had just given rise to the sort of speculation that he most wanted to avoid. Why hadn’t he just let Neville go after Ginny when he’d offered?

“I’m sorry, Ginny,” he whispered as they stood in the corridor, “that was probably the worst thing to do in front of a group like that--”

“I don’t care what they think,” Ginny quickly replied. “Besides, they react that way to just about anybody “ even Neville. Although he usually blushes which only makes it worse,” she added with a small giggle. “How did your meeting with the headmistress go? I’ve been bombarded with--”

“You didn’t give out any details, did you?” Harry asked apprehensively.

“No, the headmistress made it pretty clear that she wanted to hear the complete story before anyone else. Besides, it’s your tale to tell. Why is that suddenly so important?”

Opening the nearest door, Harry found an empty classroom where they would not be overheard. He quickly cast a muffliato charm as a back-up and sat down across from her at the closest desk. Taking a deep breath for courage, he told Ginny everything that had transpired, leaving out nothing but the part about the new wands and the conversations he had overheard outside the headmistress’ door. He knew that he was going against McGonagall’s express instructions; but if he was going to have to swear Ginny to absolute secrecy, he reasoned that she might as well have the whole story.






The next day in Lupin’s office, the Professor surprised Harry by not wanting to address the issue of Severus Snape at all.

“I assure you that we have not finished with Severus,” Lupin began, “but I want to review the duel that you and I fought before the details are totally eclipsed in our minds.”

Harry shifted mental gears and offered, “I was about to thank you for a well-fought match when Snape interrupted.”

“Isn’t that is a courtesy that is extended to the victor? I hardly--”

“It’s also customary in the case of a draw, Professor,” Harry clarified.

“All right, I’ll accept that. But I don’t think that was Severus’ assessment.”

“We have no way to know what Snape’s true opinion was -- I think he would’ve done just about anything to get a rise out of you at that point,” Harry admitted candidly.

“You may be right about that,” Lupin allowed. “Personally, I was quite impressed with your innovative approach not to mention the fact that you had obviously been training. So tell me, who was your sparring partner? Hermione?”

“Ron, and then later, Ginny,” Harry offered.

“Really? Tell me then, where did you come up with the one-two approach”the two spells fired back-to-back? That takes a fair amount of practice.”

“That was actually Ginny’s idea. We’ve been practicing those a lot. Her inspiration was a Quidditch move used by Seekers to misdirect their opponents: it’s called the Wronski Feint.”

“Of course,” Lupin nodded. “I forgot that both of you have played the same Quidditch position. What did you learn from Ron, then?”

“He applied charms to objects for which the spells were not originally intended with rather spectacular results, especially with projectiles. We nearly brought Gryffindor Tower down around us when the rain forced us to practice indoors. I knew I was never going to get a chance to practice that technique unless I was dueling outside--” Harry caught himself, belatedly realizing that he had probably already said too much.

“Ah yes,” Lupin nodded sagely, “the finale with the tree branch.”

Harry had known from the beginning that it was too much to hope that Lupin would overlook that. He could kick himself for having drawn undue attention to it, though. He smiled and nodded, hoping in vain that would satisfy Lupin’s curiosity.

Harry’s heart sank as Lupin asked, “What spell did you use?”

“Sectumsempra,” surrendered Harry, knowing that he would have preferred to wait until Lupin had more fully recovered before embarking down that road. “Professor Lupin, please, that path leads right back to Severus Snape and I really think it’s best if we save that for another day.”

Something in Harry’s plea must have convinced Lupin, for even though his expression registered a slight surprise, he agreed to leave the subject for now. Not until after jotting down the name of the incantation, Harry noted with dismay -- but at least it was a temporary victory.

“Professor, I would very much like to learn the technique you used for practically soundless Apparition,” Harry ventured.

“That might be a bit more difficult due to the current restrictions, but I’ll see what I can do for a temporary lift of the anti-Apparition charms within the school grounds. But I will warn you, the technique requires an inordinate amount of concentration and will drain you of strength surprising quickly… I, on the other hand, would like to learn the -- what did you call it? Wronski Feint? I’m thinking it would be a good idea to invite Ginny to practice with the two of us -- using the regular wands, of course. What do you think?”

Harry smiled and replied, “I think that would be a great idea! I should tell you that Ron, Hermione and Neville have already asked that I help them train in the evenings as well.”

“I think that’s an excellent idea, also. Just don’t over-tax yourself. Cut back on the sessions, if you need to. I am counting on you to let me know if I start pushing you too hard, understood?”

“I will. When will you and I begin training with the new wands then?” Harry asked, trying not to sound too hopeful.

“How about tomorrow at three? Only an hour at a time, though. I don’t want to get busted for over-doing it too soon.”
Chapter 25 The Victory Party by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The first Quidditch match of the season is followed by a party that is attended by most of the school.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 25
The Victory Party


Harry woke on Saturday morning feeling that he had accomplished a great deal during the previous week. The dueling practice with Ron, Hermione and Neville had gone remarkably well. Once Harry had specified that they needed a place that allowed for the use of projectile spells, the Room of Requirement had compensated to protect itself from undue damage.

The training with the new wands was progressing at a satisfactory rate as well. So far they had only discovered small variations that required a few minor adjustments to their wand movements and such. It was not unlike the process of learning to ride a new broom, Harry concluded.

As the sound of distant cheering wafted through Hermione’s open window, Harry remembered with a start that the first Quidditch match of the season was scheduled for this morning. Bounding out of bed, he threw on some warm clothing and sprinted down to the Quidditch pitch.

The day was overcast but not too windy so flying conditions were not overly hazardous. Glare from the colorless sky would be the biggest challenge but both teams had polarized eyewear to compensate for such conditions. The score was Ravenclaw 30 to Slytherin 40 when Harry reached the field; he concluded the game could not have been underway for long.

He searched the Gryffindor stands for signs of any familiar faces and was rewarded when the far-away figure of Ginny stood up and waved in his direction. He climbed the long stairs, taking them two steps at a time until he arrived fairly winded at the top. He spied Ginny sitting with Ron and Hermione, a few rows down. Ginny scooted over on the bench to give Harry enough room as Ron and Hermione waved from her other side.

He noticed that Hermione was presumably keeping her hand warm in Ron’s pocket again, even though both of them were wearing gloves. Ginny leaned over to catch him up on the plays that he had missed and it was all Harry could do to keep his mind on her words, huddled as closely together as they all were to make room for his late arrival. Why did he have to oversleep again? he chided himself inwardly.

Attempting to engage his mind in other ways, Harry gazed around the stands at the other spectators. He noticed that Professor McGonagall was in her usual spot next to the commentator’s booth. The pleasant baritone voice being projected over the stands belonged to Robert Anderson, the tall Hufflepuff lad he’d seen with Luna at Halloween. Unlike the commentators from last year, Robert showed a good grasp of the game as well as the ability to identify individual players with only minor prompting from the headmistress. Harry made a mental note to compliment him after the match.

He spotted the diminutive figure of Professor Flitwick, jumping up and down in the adjacent viewing stand just as the Ravenclaw team scored two goals practically back to back. Next to him was Professor Sprout, or rather Deputy Headmistress Sprout, who was still beaming from her recent appointment. Harry did not see Lupin or Tonks, even though he scoured both the Hufflepuff and Gryffindor stands. Well, that didn’t surprise him; after all, neither of their teams was playing today.

Neither did he see Professor Trelawney but he couldn’t say that he had ever seen her turn out for a Quidditch match before. Belatedly, Harry wished that he had consulted the Marauder’s Map before leaving his room to search for any suspicious activities. Something to make note of for the next match, he told himself, together with remembering to set his alarm.

Harry’s attention was redirected to the field as Professor Hooch blew her whistle to announce a foul by the Slytherin team.

“I was wondering when that would happen,” grumbled Ginny.

Ron leaned over and whispered, “That’s one for me, Sis; I said that there would be at least 100 points on the scoreboard before the Slytherins showed their true colors. You can pay up later.”

Robert announced that the score was now tied at 60 points as the whistle was blown to resume play. A furtive movement near the team changing rooms alerted Harry to the presence of Mister Stevens who was seeing to the equipment for today’s match. Why his action should seem so dodgy was not immediately clear to Harry. Perhaps it was just that he looked so incongruent in his trainers and jogging trousers, despite the Hogwarts coat of arms emblazoned on the back of his matching athletic jacket. As Stevens took a long swallow from his ever-present water bottle, Harry could see that his long blonde hair had been tied back in a pony tail.

The crowd exploded with screams and cheering that could only mean one thing: someone had caught the Golden Snitch that indicated the end of the game. To Harry’s dismay, the triumphant look belonged to the Slytherin Seeker who was holding his gloved hand aloft as if posing for a heroic statue.

A tide of green and silver converged upon the field led by the mighty form of Professor Slughorn, a lone walrus among a flock of tittering sea gulls. The Slytherin team was engulfed in a tide of congratulations from their adoring fans until only the hand of the Seeker could be distinguished among the roiling masses, the restrained Snitch still struggling to break free.

Harry remained glued to his seat as the surrounding spectators started their slow descent from the viewing stands. Ginny made to urge him up, but he stopped her with a motion of his hand. Seeing the intense look on Harry’s face, she sat down next to him and followed his line of sight out onto the playing field.

“Oh, that’s just Mister Stevens,” Ginny explained in a whisper. “I told you about him at Halloween--”

“How could I forget?” Harry replied, barely moving his lips. “He had Professor Hooch clutched across his bare chest.”

“It was a very good likeness of a romance novel cover.”

Harry turned and seeing that no one was paying them any heed, looked Ginny straight in the eye as he stated unequivocally, “It implied a more personal association than would be prudent to display “ especially for a teacher.” His voice was so low that Ginny could barely hear him from inches away. “There’s more to it than that, but I just can’t put my finger on it.”

Harry watched Stevens collect and stow the Quidditch equipment quickly and efficiently, totally oblivious to the wild celebrations that were going on around him. Momentarily, it crossed Harry’s mind that maybe the man was a Squib but then Stevens whipped out a wand and summoned the errant Snitch from the Slytherin Seeker’s hand. The Seeker spun around, giving Stevens a dirty look for depriving him of the prop he was using to illustrate the game’s climatic moment. However, the way the Seeker cradled his hand for a moment made Harry rethink that there might have also been some sort of stinging hex involved.

Not wishing to alert Stevens that he was being scrutinized, Harry motioned for Ginny to move down the aisle so they could queue up with the others working their way down the stairs.

They caught up with Ron and Hermione as they made their way back to the Great Hall for lunch. Ginny had scheduled the pitch for an afternoon practice of the Gryffindor team so she excused herself early to round up her team members.

“I wonder what made her rearrange her training schedule at the last minute,” Ron mused. “I thought she had it worked out that they were practicing every Wednesday at four.”

“Who knows?” Hermione shrugged, returning to the second cup of cocoa that she was nursing.

Harry didn’t contribute anything even though he knew the reason for the last minute change. Wednesdays at three was the only open afternoon for both Lupin and Ginny. Come that time next week, the three of them would begin training in earnest in the Room of Requirement.

The thought of returning to the common room after lunch did not appeal to Harry in the slightest. Turning to Ron, he suggested, “Do you think Ginny would mind if we watched the Gyffindor team practice this afternoon? I don’t want to make things any more awkward for her than I already have.”

Ron gave him a quizzical look and replied, “You’re over-thinking this, Harry… Tell you what, I’ll say it was my idea and that I forced you to come along, if that will ease your conscience.”

Harry smiled and nodded eagerly, then turned to Hermione to see if she was interested in joining them.

“You two go on ahead,” she offered. “I need to send an owl to my mother as it doesn’t look like I’ll be getting to the cyber-café anytime soon.”

They found a few spectators and assorted fans loitering around the Quidditch pitch. One of them was Robert, so Harry took the opportunity to compliment him on the morning’s commentary.

“Thanks,” he replied modestly, “I guess you could tell I was pretty nervous.”

“Not at all,” Harry responded. “You should have seen some of the announcers they were trying out last year.”

“Oh, yeah, Luna told me about that. She was the one who encouraged me to audition, said I had the ideal voice. She said she even took a turn herself, if you can imagine that!”

“Actually, I can,” chimed in Ron, grinning broadly at the memory. “I was laid up in the Hospital Wing during that game, couldn’t see a single play, but I had one of the most enjoyable experiences listening to Luna do the commentary. I don’t ever remember laughing so much in one sitting!”

Robert chucked. “Luna is sort of an acquired taste, I guess. Still, I’ll tell her you were one of her fans.”

“Please do,” Ron agreed. “So, do you play, Robert?”

“I tried out for the Hufflepuff team, but didn’t come close to making the cut,” he admitted ruefully.

“Well, you still have a number of years--” Harry started to respond when he was caught short by a red and gold blur screeching to a halt right before them. When his eyes focused again, he saw that it was Ginny.

“You guys fancy a bit of work-out this afternoon?” she offered. “My team could use a practice match.”

Harry looked at Ron who grinned back in return. “We’ll just go get our brooms from the shed,” Ron offered.

Harry followed keeping a watchful eye out for Mister Stevens, but it appeared that Professor Hooch was attending to the equipment single-handedly. He turned back to the field and saw that Robert was carrying on an animated conversation with Ginny. They were done before Harry and Ron returned to that end of the field, Robert waving to them from a distance as he made his way back to the school.

“Interesting,” Ginny was muttering under her breath as she noticed that Ron and Harry had returned astride their brooms. “Fill you in later, let’s play some Quidditch!”






The afternoon shadows were lengthening on the pitch when they finally decided to call it a day. The team was beginning to work well as a unit thanks to the extra workout Ron and Harry had provided and Ginny was glowing from the sheer exhilaration of a great practice session.

“Tell you what, gentlemen,” she offered companionably as they headed back towards Gryffindor Tower, “I have an open invitation for what is being billed as the party of the year. Why don’t we get cleaned up and see if Hermione and Neville want to come along?”

Ron caught Harry’s eye over Ginny’s shoulder as if to say, I told you it would be all right.

Back in the common room, Hermione had also received an invitation directly from Daphne Greengrass, one of the few other seventh-year students. The party had begun earlier as a simple victory celebration in the Slytherin common room, she had explained. As the afternoon wore on and attendance swelled, Professor Slughorn decided that it deserved to be done properly in his offices.

“I don’t know,” hesitated Harry, “I can’t see partying with the Slytherins…”

“Now, Harry, you really should give them a chance,” Hermione suggested diplomatically. “It’s not at all like it used to be, not with Slughorn as the new Head of House. They’re being encouraged to change their image.”

“Look, Harry,” urged Ron, “I never got to go to one of Slughorn’s parties last year; and just once, I think I’d like to check it out. We can always leave if the Slytherins get too obnoxious.”

Neville voted with Ron and Hermione, reminding everyone of the headmistress’ goals for all of the Houses to try to work together. Sensing he was outvoted, Harry agreed to give it a try.






Even though he’d attended one of Slughorn’s soirées before, Harry was not prepared for the sight that greeted him. What had seemed like a tight warren of rooms had been transformed into a large open area with few dividing walls and a commanding view of the sunset. Harry concluded that many of the adjoining areas must have been closed off previously.

“Blimey, you never told me it was like this!” Ron gaped appreciatively.

“It was totally different before,” Hermione whispered tersely, Ginny nodding in confirmation from behind. “It was cramped and tight and difficult to navigate.”

“Navigation’s still going to be a problem,” Neville commented as he indicated the additional bodies that had arrived in the past few minutes.

Harry surveyed the crowd and was surprised to see that the predominant color scheme was not silver and green as he would have expected from the Slytherins. Instead, just about everyone had donned white draped outfits over their street clothes.

He leaned over to Hermione and whispered, “You didn’t mention this was a toga party.”

She shrugged her shoulders to indicate that she hadn’t known, then hailed a tall Slytherin girl from across the room. Daphne Greengrass walked over to greet them seeming to float among the throng, an illusion created by the white gossamer fabric of her long draped gown. As she neared, it could be seen that her waist was cinched with flowing green fabric intertwined with silver ribbon.

“It’s so good to see you, Hermione,” Daphne said, smiling at each of them in turn. “Ginny, I knew you couldn’t stay away… Harry, Ron, you’re both looking good… Neville? I never realized you were so tall.”

Neville blushed and mumbled something which apparently only Daphne could comprehend as they quickly became engrossed in conversation. As she deftly led Neville away through the crowd, Harry couldn’t repress the thought that she looked like a modern-day Persephone with her long plait of dark hair falling down her back.

He turned his attention to Ginny as Hermione was saying, “You knew about this?”

Ginny nodded. “Where do you think the Slytherin girls got their outfits?”

Ron cleared his throat for effect and commented, “That was a bit presumptuous of them, wouldn’t you say? What if Slytherin had lost the match?”

“I think Professor Slughorn was determined that they should change their image regardless,” Ginny replied.

“The world doesn’t revolve around Quidditch, you know,” Hermione quipped, only to realize from Ron’s affronted expression that she had better get him something to drink before he forgot to breathe.

Left alone with Ginny, Harry suddenly had no idea what to say to her. He looked into her upturned face and thought of how the deep violet of her shirt intensified the copper sheen of her hair. In the dwindling glow of the setting sun, her eyes seemed infused with the same amethyst shade.

“Come,” she said, as she made led the way through the press of bodies, “I see some other sixth-years who would probably like to meet you.”

Harry allowed her to introduce him to a sizable group of girls, each beautiful in her own right, many dressed as Slytherin nymphs. He found that he couldn’t remember a single one of their names; but it didn’t matter as they had no trouble regaling him with questions and requests for tales of his recent exploits.

To Ginny’s credit, she did not abandon him to his new admirers, and patiently stood by as he told a highly generalized version of the events before genuine modesty overcame him and he ran out of words. It wasn’t until much later, when the group had dwindled down considerably and Ron and Hermione had returned, that Ginny excused herself to greet some new arrivals.

Harry could not keep his eyes from following her as she squeezed through the bodies, a bright jewel being swallowed up in a sea of white. If only he could have found some pretext to detain her, he thought wistfully.

Catching the import of his lingering look, Ron leaned over and whispered, “You could just tell her the truth.”

Harry sighed and tried to keep his expression as neutral as possible as he continued to scan the crowded faces around him. Without looking at Ron directly, he whispered back, “Not without putting her life in danger.” Sensing that he could not maintain his equanimity much longer, Harry excused himself to go in search of something to drink.




He found the long refreshment table situated in front of a panoramic view of the twilit grounds. The last rosy glow was still lingering on the horizon, pursued by the deep velvet glow of evening, the first stars just waiting in the wings.

There was still enough ambient light by the long row of windows to see clearly, but sconces throughout the room had been lit nonetheless. The flickering candlelight danced across the ice-lined platter filled with silvery oysters and other delicacies that were not so readily recognizable to Harry. More silver trays full of sandwiches and cakes of all sorts followed. Professor Slughorn was at the far end of the table, carefully skewering the crystallized pineapple from a fully detailed replica of a Quidditch pitch constructed exclusively of candy and confections. Harry followed suit with the licorice portions, and in no time they had almost fully demolished the Hufflepuff viewing stand.

“Well met, Harry,” Slughorn greeted him, recognizing his partner in crime. “I was hoping you’d come. Sent invitations to all the Houses “ I expect that the Ravenclaws will be the last hold-outs. It would do them good to drown their sorrows, though.”

From the number of empty bottles nearby Harry surmised that the Professor had already been taking his own advice. With no other teachers present for company, no wonder he had been at a loss for amusement. Harry helped himself to a butter beer from a huge iced vat that he identified as a gigantic copper bathtub complete with clawed feet. He had to give the Professor credit, he had truly managed to capture the over-abundance and largesse of a Roman feast.

“Can I interest you in a toga?” Slughorn offered in a jovial tone. “It’s only de rigueur for Slytherins, but we have plenty of extra sheets for others who wish to partake.”

“No, thanks,” Harry returned with a laugh, “I have enough trouble not tripping over my shoelaces as it is.”

“It does take a bit of practice,” agreed Slughorn as he upended an oyster shell into his mouth, spilling not a single drop on his crisp white folds. Harry could only watch in awe as the Professor adroitly scooped up a handful of other delicacies without draping any of the long fabric into the platters.

“No more Slug Club then?” Harry asked as he helped himself to a sandwich.

“Not for now. A Head of House has to have other priorities, I’m afraid. Can you believe this group has never had a party in their honor?”

Considering Snape had been Head of Slytherin for over a decade, Harry understood only too well. “I don’t think Professor Snape was much for socializing with his students,” Harry added diplomatically.

“He wasn’t much for socializing with the teachers, either,” Slughorn returned. “I could barely convince him to show up for my Christmas party last year; and then he insisted on leaving his wife at home.”

Harry nearly choked on the last of his butter beer but quickly covered it up with a cough.

“Here, have some cider, my boy,” Slughorn suggested as he speared a cold bottle from a smaller tub. “There’s been quite a demand for it since my committee introduced it at Halloween.”

Harry was glad for a chance to hide his face behind the cider bottle as he considered the import of the Professor’s statement about Snape having a wife; not had as in past tense, but current tense.

“Your committee did an excellent job with the refreshments at the Halloween party, Professor,” Harry volunteered in a feeble attempt to keep the conversation going.

“Glad we could help. Can’t say I have much talent when it comes to decorations or costumes, though. But entertaining, I understand. Could never have found those delightful gowns for the Slytherin girls, either, had it not been for the assistance of Ginny Weasley. Dressed them up as goddesses, she did. I’m sure you know her, seeing that she’s a Gryffindor also.”

“Yes, Professor. Her brother, Ron, has been my best friend since the first day that I came to Hogwarts,” Harry replied helpfully, suspecting that it would not do to remind Slughorn about his part in producing a love potion antidote for Ron last year.

“Now, where is Ginny? I saw her around here not too long ago.” Slughorn swiveled his portly form in all directions.

Sometime during the course of their conversation, the music had started up and a small dance area had been cleared not too far from the refreshment table. Although the room was considerably more crowded than before, this small oasis afforded them a clearer view across the room than before.

“There she is, Professor,” Harry cried, just having caught a glimpse of violet and ginger hair between the bodies of two dancers. He inclined his head towards the bookshelves that dominated the far left wall. But as another gap between the dancers opened up, Harry realized with dismay that Ginny was deep in conversation with none other than Robert. Both had their bodies leaning against the bookshelves, their faces inches apart.

Harry felt the color drain from his face, his body feeling like it had just been hit by a bolt of glacial lightning. He nearly missed the table as he put his empty cider bottle down, eager to cross to the other side of the room before his knees started buckling.

Misreading his intentions, Slughorn waved a jaunty goodbye and urged, “Good idea, son. Go ask Ginny for a dance.”

Harry staggered to the other side of the room where he had last seen Ron and Hermione. It was like trying to find his way through a surging tide until he felt hands grab him and pull him down into a chair.

“What is it, Harry?” Ron asked, swimming in and out of Harry’s focus. “You look as pale as a sheet. Not that you wouldn’t match most everyone here.”

“Very funny,” Harry managed to mutter under his breath as he tried to keep his stomach from rejecting both the cider and the butter beer that he had just consumed.

Hermione returned with an understanding look on her face as she kneeled down next to Harry’s chair. He was glad that the crowd was much thicker on this side of the room so that neither Slughorn nor Ginny could see him hanging his head in misery.

“Harry,” Hermione began softly, “look at me. Is this because you saw Ginny? I think you’re reading a lot more into this.”

Harry mumbled something about Slughorn’s parting comment, surprised when both Ron and Hermione seemed to understand his words.

“That’s just what you should do, Harry,” urged Ron excitedly. “Get her out on the dance floor.”

Seeing Harry’s unconvinced expression, Hermione hissed in his ear, “Look here, Harry James Potter, either you march right over there and ask Ginny for the next dance…”

“Or what, Hermione?” whispered Harry defiantly.

“I swear I will get an owl, tie a note to its scrawny little leg, and send it over to Ginny. And don’t think I can’t sign your name convincingly enough, either!”

Hermione was right, no one’s life would be endangered with a single dance. But as he purposefully took Ginny’s hand to lead her out onto the dance floor, he had to resist the urge to continue out the door to some place where they could be alone. If only a place existed that would be safe from Voldemort’s diabolical reach.
Chapter 26 Locked Out by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry learns that the events surrounding his parents’ deaths were more complicated than he ever imagined; Harry and Ginny have their first dueling lesson with Lupin.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 26
Locked Out


The rumors had started even before Harry awoke the next morning. Word was that the party had continued in high gear until the early hours of the morning when it had finally been broken up by the appearance of the headmistress herself.

Having lingered much later than Harry and Ron, Hermione explained that she and Ginny had accompanied a group of girls to the bathroom and had been forewarned by the sound of the headmistress’ brisk footsteps down the deserted corridor. Needless to say, they had not returned to the party to witness the finale.

A rather sleepy Neville confessed that he had only escaped due to Daphne’s quick thinking. Alerted by the sudden silence, she had ducked them into an alcove that contained an exit door hidden among the bookshelves. A quick glance at Hermione convinced Harry that she, too, thought that there was probably more to Neville’s story -- but they would have to wait for him to volunteer it. The fact that Neville was blushing furiously as he told his tale was remarkable only if you knew that he was usually much more at ease among the four of them.

The Slytherins were a subdued bunch at breakfast but that could be attributed to a simple lack of sleep. It was surprising that no additional facts leaked out throughout the day, though, as if the lot of them had entered into a secrecy pact.

In the end, it was Hermione who reached the definitive conclusion that, regardless of the outcome, Professor Slughorn was to be commended for casting the Slytherins in a new light. “Just look at us,” she observed. “In the past we would have been secretly gloating over any punishments that they received. Now, we’re concerned that they don’t get the book thrown at them for offering a bit of hospitality to the entire school. We’ve all become part of the same team.”

Harry noticed that Slughorn’s popularity seemed to have increased overnight, as well. As the Professor moved among the students, he was the recipient of many more friendly waves and overtures than ever before.





Tonks was already seated by the roaring fire in Lupin’s inner office when Harry arrived for his next appointment.

“Wotcher, Harry,” she waved happily. “Heard we missed a great party this weekend!”

Lupin entered from a door on the far side of the hearth and placed his hand on Tonks’ shoulder to forestall any further comments. “I take it you were there,” Lupin commented with an encouraging smile.

“Together with about three quarters of the school!” Harry replied. “I think the only hold-outs were the Ravenclaws, even though Professor Slughorn said that they would have been welcome also.”

“I believe even a few of them showed up later in the evening,” Tonks offered.

“They didn’t get into a fight over the Quidditch match, did they?” Harry inquired.

“No, everything was friendly as far as I know. I just can’t figure out why everyone is acting so differently today,” Lupin admitted.

“You should have said so sooner,” Harry confided. “Hermione already came up with an analysis.” Relaying Hermione’s conclusions as accurately as he could, Harry added, “What will happen to Professor Slughorn?”

“Nothing more than having to face the headmistress.” Lupin shrugged as if that were a negligible concern.

“I think I’ll go put in a good word for him anyway, Remus,” Tonks volunteered as she headed for the door. “I have just enough time to stop by the headmistress’ office before my next class. Good to see you, Harry. Sure I can’t convince you to sit in on one of my classes again? Give a bit of perspective to the younger ones?”

Harry shook his head as he smiled regretfully. “What are you teaching them now?”

“The Patronus Charm,” Tonks responded with aplomb. “I understand you had great success teaching that one yourself.” With a final wave, she was gone.

“Forgive me for asking, Professor, but is Tonks teaching the Patronus Charm to all of her classes? I always understood that was rather advanced magic.”

“It is, but we have no other fool-proof method of identifying one another. With the Christmas holidays almost upon us, there are bound to be lots more comings and goings. You may be surprised to learn that many matters are not as calm in the outside world as they are within the confines of the school.”

That did not surprise him at all, Harry admitted inwardly, then added aloud, “So you and Tonks went away for the weekend?”

“Just up the coast. Madam Pomfrey seemed to think some sea air would be beneficial. I hate to admit it, but I do feel more rested.”

Harry looked at Lupin critically: he no longer had such dark circles under his eyes and seemed to have acquired a hint of a ruddy glow. He decided that it was as good a time as any to put forth the request that had been nagging at him for weeks.

“Professor, I’d like to visit Godric’s Hollow.”

Lupin was silent for a moment and then replied thoughtfully, “I can’t say I haven’t been expecting that. You told the headmistress as much when you agreed to return for a seventh year… But Harry, we’re in the middle of a lock-down here! I, myself, do not relish leaving school grounds anytime soon in light of the events that are being reported by the Muggle press…”

“I assumed that it might take a while to iron out all the details,” explained Harry. “I just wanted to put my request out there….You’re aware that the headmistress herself promised that we would be allowed to leave school grounds with prior approval “ either from her directly or a member of the Order.”

“Yes,” Lupin responded, choosing his words carefully, “but you’re unlikely to get either right now. Look, Harry, I’m not trying to dissuade you, but you need to pick your battles carefully. The reality is that the headmistress was probably painting a much rosier picture than the situation warranted. Why are you so anxious to visit Godric’s Hollow, anyway?”

“I should think that would be obvious,” Harry returned more curtly than he intended.

“Because your parents died there? Perhaps….But just what do you hope to accomplish with this pilgrimage?”

Harry composed his thoughts before continuing in a more reasoned tone, “For one thing, I’d like to visit my parents’ home “ or at least what remains of it after the Death Eaters finished with it.”

“There’s nothing to see.” At Harry’s bewildered expression, Lupin elaborated, “It’s a site that is still protected by the Fidelius Charm and the Secret-Keeper, Peter Pettigrew, is still alive. Unless Peter sings for you, the house “ the rubble “ or whatever’s left, will not be visible to you. It’s just like number twelve, Grimmauld Place.”

“You mean that if Dumbledore had never provided me with that little slip of paper, I wouldn’t be able to see the house “ even though Sirius left it to me in his will?”

“Essentially so. Although in that case, any Order member that was privy to the secret could share it with you after Dumbledore’s death. But if Dumbledore were still alive, we couldn’t even do that.”

“Right,” Harry considered, as he pondered the new information before him. “So all I have to do is find someone that Peter confided in and that person will be able to see the house, but not tell me where it is. Do I have that right?”

“Such a person would be able to take you there in person,” Lupin confirmed.

“Forgive me, Professor, but I don’t see the problem. Surely, my parents confided in you.”

Lupin’s eyes clouded over as he sadly shook his head. “You recall that I wasn’t even aware that Sirius had not been chosen as the Secret-Keeper in the end. There was no time, or reason, for Peter to have confided in me in order to betray James and Lily.”

“But Sirius knew--”

“Sirius was present when the charm was cast; he also knew that Peter had been substituted as Secret-Keeper,” Lupin continued in a voice that implied that he had already gone over this territory a number of times himself.

“What about Dumbledore? He knew where to find them, didn’t he?” Harry asked hopefully.

“Yes, he did. But Harry, he didn’t know of the last minute substitution, either, so he could not have been present at the time of the casting. I can only assume that he had visited James’ and Lily’s home, as had I, so he had some vague notion of where the house had been originally located, but he would no longer have been able to see it.”

Harry’s mind was reeling from trying to unravel the convoluted web of secrets. “Let me get this straight, Professor, the only people that we know for certain that Peter confided in were Sirius and Voldemort. What about my parents? Would they have been able to tell anyone else -- like my Aunt Petunia?”

“Harry, please understand that I don’t have all the facts,” Lupin cried, “and I cannot ask either Sirius or Dumbledore for answers. I can make a few conjectures, but please remember that is all that they are. The value of a Fidelius Charm is that it controls who has access to a secret and how it can be passed on to others. The more people that know the secret, the greater the chances that one of them will be captured and tortured for the information. So to answer your question: I think James and Lily would have purposely forbidden Peter to reveal the secret to them so that if either of them were captured, the other would not be put in danger.”

“But how would they be able to get back into the house then?” Harry asked, determined to find even a tiny hole.

“I don’t think it was their intention to leave. They were going into hiding.”

“What about if they ran out of food or water or needed anything else?”

“I believe they had Dumbledore as some sort of backup. Did you never wonder how Dumbledore ended up in possession of your father’s Invisibility Cloak? He would have needed that to smuggle in anything unseen, although I’m not certain where they would have had him drop off the goods since he was not in possession of the secret at the time of Lily’s and James’ deaths. Perhaps this was a plan that was never fully put into play in light of Peter’s other priorities. To this day, there’s just so much we don’t know.”

“What if Voldemort had been defeated in some other manner? How would they have been able to lead a normal life again?” Harry implored desperately.

“Whoever cast the charm, Lily probably, would also have been able to repeal it, uncast it as it were, so that everything would return to normal. I don’t profess to be an expert on charms and jinxes, Harry, I’m sorry. Perhaps Professor Flitwick knows some little detail that I’m missing.”

Approach the problem from a different angle, Harry reminded himself. “What if I told you that I wanted to visit my parents’ graves? To pay my respects? That’s something that the Dursleys would never have allowed me to do.”

“Harry, please understand.” Lupin sighed with utmost sadness. “There are no graves. The bodies were never recovered from the house. No one but Sirius would have been able to see them and Peter saw to it that he was sent to Azkaban the very next day.”

“But surely the Order held some sort of memorial service; that is their custom, isn’t it?” Harry felt like he was grasping at straws.

“Yes, and I was there at the memorial service. But there was no tomb, no graves, no marker of any kind. Just our hopes and dreams scattered to the wind….” With that, Lupin lowered his face into his hands, overcome by the feeling of despair this memory always brought back to him.

“Professor, how did they manage to rescue me from the rubble then?” Harry asked quietly, not wishing to stir up painful memories but being driven by an overwhelming need to know the truth.

“Hagrid rescued you….Dumbledore called on Hagrid. Perhaps the charm worked imperfectly on him because of his giant’s blood “ you’ll have to ask him directly.”

Feeling the last tie to his parents beginning to evaporate, Harry made one last attempt. “What if I wanted to explore Godric’s Hollow anyway? To search among the streets and lanes for some last tie to my parents; for something that might seem insignificant to anyone else, but which stirs some long forgotten memory in me?” Something that might turn out to be a Horcrux, he added silently.

Lupin’s eyes still glistened but his voice was steady when he replied, “It’s too risky to undertake such a wild goose chase. The Order believes that Voldemort’s forces are expecting you to show up there sooner or later. They are laying a trap.”

It took Harry a moment to recover, then he inquired, “The Order is continuing to meet? Surely not at Grimmauld Place?”

“Yes, the Order still meets on a regular basis,” Lupin replied with a wan smile, “but not at Grimmauld Place. Do not ask me where, I am not the Secret-Keeper.”

“And you think they are laying in wait for me at Godric’s Hollow?” Harry asked apprehensively.

“I know I would if the situations were reversed… Look, Harry, I’m not saying we shouldn’t ever go to Godric’s Hollow, we just need to be prepared to spring the trap when we do.”





The need to find out more about the workings of the Fidelius Charm weighed on Harry’s mind as he prepared for his first dueling practice with Lupin and Ginny. He couldn’t shake the feeling that there was some little detail that he was missing, a key point that would suddenly shed light on the whole tangled mess. None of the texts, even those in the Restricted Section, had anticipated the Gordian knot that the little rat, Pettigrew, had created. But right now Harry’s brain ached from trying to make any sense of it and he was grateful for the prospect of some sort of physical activity.

He arrived at Lupin’s office to find that Ginny was already in the inner office chatting animatedly with the Professor. They both looked up and smiled as Harry entered.

“Help yourself to some tea, Harry,” offered Lupin. “We’re taking a moment for the crowds to clear out before we make our way to the Room of Requirement. You did bring your Map, didn’t you?”

“Yes, Professor,” replied Harry warily, “but why the sudden secrecy?”

“New procedures from the headmistress. In light of the incident with the Vanishing Cabinets, she wishes that everyone who uses the Room of Requirement to keep a very low profile. Besides, it would be next to impossible to schedule the room if its presence became common knowledge.” Lupin’s tone seemed oddly breezy as if there was a hidden agenda that he was not ready to disclose.

The anticipation of dueling had Harry feeling a bit reckless, so he ploughed ahead, “Why not just cast the Fidelius Charm on it? That would certainly keep it from being discovered now, wouldn’t it?”

“Are you offering to be the Secret-Keeper?” Lupin shot back at him.

Harry was about to open his mouth for the next volley when Ginny spoke up, “Excuse me, is this a private game? Or can anyone play?”

“I’m sorry, Ginny, we get carried away sometimes,” Lupin replied, not a bit chagrined. “Harry and I don’t always keep to strict classroom protocols. A bit of verbal sparring is a traditional warm-up to a duel, but Harry should have waited for the ground rules to be established.”

“Obviously, the Death Eaters will do the same,” Ginny quipped.

Harry gave her an appreciative look, then turning to Lupin, added, “Trial by fire, Professor.”

“You two are absolutely incorrigible,” Lupin admitted with a long-suffering sigh. “Why do I already feel like I’m going to regret this?”

“It’s the legacy of Fred and George,” supplied Ginny with a sly smirk as she allowed herself to be ushered into the now empty corridor.

Once ensconced within the confines of the Room of Requirement, Lupin settled himself into one of the comfortable armchairs by the hearth and suggested that Ginny and Harry take the floor. “Are you ready to count off, or do you need to call each other out a bit more first?” he asked in mock seriousness.

“I think I’m ready to go,” Harry replied, trying unsuccessfully to hide his smile. He could hear Ginny trying to suppress a giggle as she lined up behind him.

Lupin gave them a few extra moments to compose themselves, then started the slow count to ten. Ginny was out of the gate like a ball of fire and it was all that Harry could do to keep her from undercutting him at every turn. Obviously Lupin had told her that he wanted to learn the new back-to-back spells as she used them mercilessly and to great effect. Harry found that he was mainly in a defensive posture much as he had been with Snape; but with the unpredictability of Ginny’s attacks, there was no chance of reaching that plateau where the seconds seemed to lengthen. Almost totally winded, Harry felt himself being pushed back towards one of the walls nearest the hearth and did not have the power to resist any longer. As he felt the cold stones through his shirt, he found one last bit of energy to quickly deposit his wand on the mantelpiece and raise his hands in surrender.

“Enough, Ginny, I concede,” Harry panted as he bent over double, trying to catch his breath.

When he finally felt the spots before his eyes receding, Harry straightened up and half-staggered into one of the chairs next to Lupin. Ginny was sitting, very straight, on one the floor cushions, her concentration clearly intent on her breathing. Harry hazarded a glance towards Lupin and found him watching each of them in turn with a definite twinkle in his eye.

“You two are very evenly matched--” he began with a small smile, only to be assaulted from both sides almost immediately.

“I had him on the run--” Ginny cried, while Harry declared, “I could never find an opening--”

Lupin’s smile broadened as he motioned them both for silence. “It looks a lot different from the outside looking in,” he explained. “That was a very impressive performance, Ginny, but you need to hold yourself back a bit. Otherwise, your opponent will just wait until you’ve tired yourself out and then attack… Harry, that was a very effective defense but you should have used that extra breath, the one you found at the end, to turn the tables on her sooner. She only had the advantage of split second at the onset…. Ginny, your attempts to keep Harry on the defensive worked very well, but I think I saw a few places where you left yourself open…. Tell me, Harry, was it always like this when you two practiced before?”

Harry thought a moment, then shook his head as he searched for the right words. “Frankly, Professor, I’ve never seen her go at it like that. What was with you, Ginny?” Harry asked, turning to her directly.

Ginny looked uncertainly to Lupin, who urged, “Tell him what you were visualizing.”

“Umbridge, I was thinking of all the grief we took from Umbridge,” Ginny admitted.

“I don’t think I ever knew the details, Ginny. What did Umbridge do to you exactly?” Harry inquired.

“Come on, Harry, we all hated her…” Ginny answered, her eyes suddenly caught by the motion of Harry unconsciously rubbing the top of his hand.

Lupin noticed the look that passed between them and he was standing next to Harry’s chair in the next heartbeat, examining the scar on Harry’s hand in the firelight. “She did this to you? Umbridge did this to you?” Lupin asked softly. Harry tucked his hand self-consciously underneath the other and hung his head.

“He refused to back down when Umbridge insisted that Voldemort had not returned,” Ginny replied softly from the foot of Harry’s chair. She must have drawn nearer when he wasn’t looking. “It spells out ‘I will not tell lies’”or it used to anyway, it’s faded quite a bit since then.”

“There was no cause for that kind of punishment, no matter what the infraction,” Lupin asserted, his voice hard as stone. “That was torture, plain and simple “ no different than using the Cruciatus Curse. No wonder there are those who think that the Ministry is riddled with dark wizards… Harry, you know I’m going to have to report this to the Order.”

Harry nodded glumly. “I know I should’ve reported her to someone--but I felt so powerless--as if anything I did was only going to make it worse; if not for me, then for someone else.”

Lupin nodded in sympathy, then turned his attention to the lesson at hand. “You don’t mind sitting this one out, do you, Harry? I think I’d like to try my hand against Ginny this time. If she’s sufficiently recovered, that is.”

Harry watched in awe as Ginny turned on Lupin quickly only to find that he was already waiting for her with a defense of his own. He used his momentum to quickly take the offensive and drive her back. The first opening she saw, though, Ginny was right back at him -- only to realize that she had been set up as Lupin caught her with a jelly-legs jinx. Releasing the spell, Lupin helped her back to her feet and they both joined Harry by the fire.

“It does look a lot different when you’re not in the thick of it,” Harry admitted.

“Give us your assessment then, Harry,” Lupin urged.

“Ginny was quick, but you were already waiting for her so that you could grab the lead. Her speed was not enough to overcome your momentum. I think that I would have to say that Professor Lupin anticipated your every move, Ginny.”

“Good assessment, Harry,” Lupin nodded. Then looking Ginny straight in the eye, he explained, “I could not have done that if I had not just watched you with Harry. You would have had me winded much faster than him in that first round. Just don’t ever let yourself become predictable. Do not repeat your opening gambit; if your opponents can predict you, you have just given them an unprecedented advantage… Is there any butterbeer in that side cabinet, Harry? I’m feeling a bit worn out.”

Harry was able to locate a pitcher of ice water and some glasses that the room had anticipated they might need. Any other types of refreshments, they would need to bring on their own.

Lounging around companionably after having consumed most of her water, Ginny ventured, “Professor, any chance of my getting to critique you and Harry?”

“Absolutely,” Lupin assured her. “You will excuse me if I postpone that until our next session, though. I don’t have the stamina that you two do. The opportunity to size up your opponent from the sidelines in an invaluable tool. Admittedly, it’s infrequent that you’re afforded the same option in real life and evaluating them at wand point is considerably more difficult.”

“A bit of clarification, Professor,” requested Harry, “how were you able to determine that Ginny was using visualization so easily? Or was it something that you had suggested to her beforehand?”

“I confess to having an unfair advantage in that respect, also,” Lupin supplied. “Tonks uses that technique sometimes and I’ve learned that her eyes take on a certain far-away look.”

“So you’ve dueled with Tonks before?” Ginny asked demurely.

“Only as part of training for the Order. We prefer to resolve any household disputes without the use of wands,” returned Lupin without missing a beat.

Harry couldn’t help marveling at how Ginny had set up Lupin with such ease and how effortlessly he had deflected her, clear evidence of their long-standing familiarity.

“All right, when we meet next week, I’ll be anxious to dive into those back-to-back spells,” Lupin continued. “Please be thinking about which spells you want to use so that we can trade some ideas back and forth. Remember: unpredictability is our goal. My compliments to both of you on a very impressive display today.”

As they neared the door, Lupin added in a more serious tone, “Just so there’s no mistake, Ginny, none of this free-wheeling stuff will fly in my Transfiguration class, understood?”

Harry knew she was going to do it before the words came out of her mouth. “Of course, Remus,” Ginny replied on her way out the door. Harry was certain that she had not said it loudly enough for anyone else to hear, but decided that he did not want to turn around and see what Lupin’s reaction had been.





Ron and Hermione reported that the Room of Requirement would not reveal itself to them. Harry handed the Marauder’s Map to Neville who had been trailing a bit behind to make sure that they were unobserved.

“Give me some sort of signal if you see anyone heading this way,” Harry whispered to Neville as he prepared to make another attempt on his own. Three times he walked before the blank wall, stating their requirements in an unequivocal manner. The wall remained impassive.

“Do you think the room is already in use?” whispered Hermione anxiously.

“I suppose that’s possible,” Harry agreed. “Although, I didn’t see anyone headed this way earlier.”

“What about that group of third years that I saw when we were en route?” Neville suggested.

“We gave them the slip,” Ron replied. “Didn’t even look twice at Hermione and me huddled in the shadows.”

Hermione colored slightly and tugged on Ron’s hand as if she wished he would be silent. Harry turned away to avoid them any further embarrassment but the situation was all too clear to him: they had likely engaged in a bit of a snog to divert suspicion. Quick thinking on their part, he conceded.

“Let’s just reschedule for tomorrow evening,” Harry suggested, thinking that would give him a chance to see if it was anything to do with the new protocols that Lupin had mentioned.




Although Harry was not scheduled for a lesson with Lupin the next day, the Map allowed him to see clearly when the Professor was teaching a Transfiguration class. Harry simply waited outside of the classroom until the students were dismissed. Ducking soundlessly inside, he was surprised at how many students were hanging back to have a bit of personal time with Lupin before moving on to their next class.

Not wanting to short-change anyone, Harry strolled to the back of the classroom and stared out on the courtyard that was that was quickly filling up with sixth years on a break. His eyes immediately attempted to locate Ginny even though he knew that she was not scheduled for a free period at this hour. It seemed like an eternity until their next dueling session with Lupin, but it was too much to hope that she could squeeze in another practice with him somewhere, anywhere, in the meanwhile -- especially knowing how much trouble she was having just scheduling Quidditch practice.

“Looking for anyone in particular?” Lupin posed as he leaned his hip casually upon the windowsill next to Harry. Seeing Harry steal a glance towards the front of the classroom, he added, “Everyone’s gone. You seem like you’re miles away.”

“Actually, I came to see you, Professor,” Harry replied.

“Seems a shame we can’t just join them in the sunlight “ without being mobbed,” commented Lupin, nodding to the groups in the courtyard. “Still, I think I know another spot. Come.”

Lupin led the way to a small door behind the teacher’s desk. It was opened, Muggle-style, with a small key that Harry had never noticed attached to Lupin’s watch chain. Glancing over his shoulder to make sure that they were not being followed, Lupin ducked through, closing and bolting the door behind Harry. They were inside what looked like a tall broom closet, but as his eyes adjusted to the gloom, he could see that it was actually a circular room with a narrow staircase that wound its way up to a trap door.

“We’re in one of the castle turrets, aren’t we?” Harry asked in awe as he calculated how many stories it was to the top.

Lupin nodded with a sly, crooked smile that Harry recognized as the Marauder’s trademark. He could only imagine what sort of mischief that little group had wrought in their day. It was like being in the presence of a legend sometimes.

“This door is always kept locked and it is quite tamper-proof, I assure you,” Lupin whispered with a twinkle in his eye. “But before the ascent, we need to prepare ourselves for a different climate zone.”

Lupin hung his robes on a hook and shrugged on a thick, black jumper that he extracted from his briefcase. Harry followed suit and retrieved a long, striped scarf for his neck. They started up the stairs, holding on to a thin metal railing that felt like ice despite Harry’s gloves. The resemblance to the tower room where Professor Trelawney taught Divination was reinforced by the presence of the trap door; but when Lupin threw it back, they were bathed in clean, crisp air and yellow sunlight.

The air was so cold that it practically burned his lungs at first but it was exhilarating to have a bird’s eye view of the castle and grounds. The walls of the tower were crenellated battlements designed with long bowmen in mind; to Harry, though, they made comfortably wide benches on which to relax, as long as he remembered not to stare straight down. Lupin opened a metal grille imbedded in the base of one of the battlements and withdrew two dusty, but cold, bottles of butterbeer.

“This is fabulous, Professor!” Harry commented. “What would the headmistress say?”

“Probably that it’s her stash of butterbeers that we’re raiding,” Lupin replied with a wide smile.

“You’re not serious?” Harry laughed and then took a long pull of butterbeer.

“Absolutely. This is her aerie, bequeathed to me as part of the Transfiguration classroom. She used to bring me up here when I was a Prefect and she was my Head of House. Admittedly, those stairs are a lot easier for feline feet to climb.”

Harry took in the panorama, bearing in mind that it was less stressful to look at scenes in the distance. There was Hagrid’s hut with the smoke beginning to curl out of the chimney and a corner of the thestral pen in the distance. The sparkling lake with the ever-present smattering of students along its banks. The imposing gates to the school and, further on, even some of the gabled roofs of Hogsmeade village on the far horizon. He felt as if he could almost see the train station around a bend in the lane, but it was obscured by trees. Turning a bit to the left, he could just see Gryffindor Tower -- although his own room was not visible. The open window identified Hermione’s room and that indistinct flash of ginger fur must be Crookshanks weaving back and forth on the windowsill.

“I’d forgotten how beautiful and serene it all seems from up here.” Lupin sighed. “One can almost forget that there is such evil threatening us from all directions, almost to our very doorstep at times.”

“That’s because evil lurks in the cold, dark recesses of people’s minds; not out in the open in full view of everyone.”

“I’m afraid you may be right, Harry. It is man who manufactures hatred himself out of the pettiness and slights of the world, brewing it like a bitter potion in his heart.”

“So do you think the situation is hopeless?”

“No, I wouldn’t be here if I did,” Lupin admitted. Then shaking his head, he added, “But how did we get off on this tangent, Harry? Obviously, you sought me out for some purpose today….” Lupin allowed his words to trail off expectantly.

The concerns of the world below seemed so insignificant from this vantage point that Harry almost hesitated to say anything at all. It was only the realization that he would feel differently later that made him forge ahead. “We couldn’t get the door to the Room of Requirement to open for us last night. I told everyone we would reschedule our dueling practice for tonight instead, but I was hoping you could help me determine what I was doing wrong.”

“By everyone, you mean: Neville, Ron and Hermione, correct?”

Harry nodded, “I used the exact same request that I used successfully before.”

“Was there anything about the situation last night that might have been different?”

Harry explained how Ron and Hermione had volunteered to go ahead. When they had encountered others unexpectedly, they had improvised a reason to be on the seventh floor corridor.

“Well, no doubt they were very convincing,” Lupin agreed with a barely concealed smile, “but I believe that is the crux of the problem. I meant to warn you about that yesterday since I know that you have valid reasons for using the room. I apologize for the oversight, it totally slipped my mind after we started the dueling session with Ginny.”

“I understand completely, Professor; Ginny gets under my skin all the time, although in quite a different way.”

“All joking aside, the headmistress has altered some of the charms that control access to the Room of Requirement. The magic that created that space seems to be almost as ancient as the castle itself, so it is not possible to protect it with a Fidelius Charm,” Lupin explained, looking pointedly at Harry. “Her goal was to keep the room from being used for questionable activities like Draco Malfoy did last year; so somehow it is now able to refuse admittance to someone whose intent is inappropriate. It works in a similar manner to the barrier outside the rooms in your residence tower.”

“What will it consider inappropriate?” Harry inquired.

“Unfortunately, I cannot give you a definitive answer,” admitted Lupin. “It is a judgment call at best, subject to all manner of grey areas.”

Harry felt an uneasiness begin in his stomach as he thought of the textbook that he had hidden. Would these new protocols put it out of reach forever?

“So you think that Ron and Hermione’s little snog locked us out?”

Lupin nodded. “But the room would reset itself at some point, so they won’t be locked out forever. Make sure that either you or Neville perform the opening sequence tonight just to be on the safe side. Let me know if you experience any additional problems.”

“Thanks, Professor, it was truly an unexpected pleasure today.”

“As always, Harry. I’m not one for spending much time in the staff room with the other teachers between classes, anyway; this is so much more fun. You know, I almost hate to go back down. Who knows when the weather will be pleasant enough again “ now that winter’s almost here?”

“Is this the first time you’ve been up here? Since you acquired the key, that is?” Harry asked.

Lupin nodded. “I considered bringing Tonks up here for a private picnic but then remembered that she doesn’t really care for heights.”

“I can’t image that Hogwarts needs a wailing madwoman dancing among the turrets,” Harry added with a sharp laugh. “Kind of like a modern-day Lady of Shallot.”

“Somehow, I think that role has already been taken,” Lupin remarked as he directed Harry’s line of sight to a similar turret on the far side of the castle. There standing with her face to the wind, bright scarves dancing wildly around her, was the enigmatic figure of Professor Trelawney. It was the reflection of the sunlight on her oversized glasses that allowed them to identify her from this distance. The illusion that her aura was pulsing was eerily convincing.
End Notes:
Please note that my interpretation of the workings of the Fidelius Charm differs from JKR’s as evidenced by the remains of the Potter home as revealed in Deathly Hollows. However, my conclusions are based on the information available at the close of Book 6 as well as what was presented on the JKR official website in answer to the query: What happens when the Secret-Keeper dies?
Chapter 27 Wolf Among the Flock by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The match between Gryffindor and Hufflepuff draws uninvited spectators as Lupin and Tonks unabashedly support different teams.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 27
Wolf Among the Flock


Hermione was not surprised at all that McGonagall had placed new restrictions on the use of the Room of Requirement.

“I was wondering how she would insure that the school was not breached again,” she affirmed. “Frankly, I’m surprised she didn’t just board the room up!”

Harry’s heart involuntarily skipped a beat, but he was immediately hearted to hear Ron reply, “Ancient magic is not so easily thwarted, Hermione; I would think you would recognize that by now.”

“And McGonagall hasn’t announced it to the entire school because she’s not entirely certain which of the students know about the room and which do not,” Neville added with flawless logic.

“So you think it might be some sort of a trap?” Ron inquired.

Harry shrugged his shoulders as Hermione rebutted, “If that’s so, then wouldn’t Lupin be undermining the headmistress’ authority by telling us about it?”

“Hermione, Lupin knows that we hold practice sessions in the Room of Requirement. I told him as much -- and he applauds our initiative,” Harry explained. “I think he stuck his neck out to give us a heads up, let’s not betray his trust in us.”

“But what about poor Winky?” Hermione asked, changing directions like a weather vane. “Doesn’t Dobby have the Room of Requirement transform itself into a nice secure place when Winky needs to sleep off an excess of butterbeer? I know he talked about how there were even little elf-sized beds. What will the room make of that request?”

On that note, Harry excused himself for the night and quietly closed the door to his room. He could still hear them but he no longer felt an obligation to participate in the conversation. The hypothetical discussion was finally brought to a close when Ron reminded everyone that house-elves were bound by a magic different than theirs; and consequently, there was no predicting anything to do with them in the first place. Harry concluded that Ron was to be commended for keeping the exasperated tone in his voice to an absolute minimum.

Leave it to Hermione to be concerned about the feelings of a house-elf when they were counting down to a confrontation with an evil the likes of which no one had previously encountered. It was all fine and good that she was willing to stand up for the rights of the downtrodden, Harry mused, but if the Order of the Phoenix did not prevail in the upcoming struggle, the house-elves would be lucky if they even survived.

With a weary sigh, Harry slid between the warm covers of his bed. It had been a frantic afternoon but in the end his panic had been unfounded. The Room of Requirement had opened and he had been able to verify that his prized volume of Advanced Potion-Making was undisturbed.




Before they knew it, November had rolled into December and it was time for Gryffindor to face Hufflepuff on the Quidditch pitch. Lupin and Tonks had apparently decided not to let their marriage stand in the way of their House allegiances and were each unabashedly supporting different teams. Neville reported that he thought Professor Sprout was secretly trying to win him over to her side even though he kept tactfully reminding her that he would be lynched in the Gryffindor common room if she did. To her credit, McGonagall was trying to remain impartial; although after reigning over Gryffindor for so many years, it was often rumored that she actually bled in red and gold.

The day of the match dawned grey and overcast, the low cloud cover giving the feeling that the sky was conspiring to keep them low to the ground. The cold rains from the week before had barely ended, leaving the air with just enough moisture to feel like an icy knife working its way through all manner of clothing.

Harry was awakened by someone abruptly shaking him by the shoulder. He tried to focus on Ron’s blurry face as he fumbled for his glasses on the nightstand. He found them right next to the alarm clock that he had sworn he had set the night before. Once everything was back in focus, he distinguished the concerned face of Hermione watching anxiously from the doorframe.

“Harry, I know I heard your alarm ringing earlier this morning,” she began. “Did you fall back to sleep?”

“I must have,” concluded Harry. “The match hasn’t started yet has it?”

“Not yet, mate,” Ron assured him, “But you haven’t much time if you want to make the opening whistle. Hermione’s taking some muffins and butterbeer in her rucksack to save you a bit of time with breakfast.”

“Dress warmly,” Hermione reminded him from the doorway. “I’ll use my rucksack to save you a space so we won’t be so crowded this time.”

Harry got dressed in record time and grabbed an extra jumper that he tied around his neck as a back up. He hesitated at the door to his room then doubled back for a quick peek at the Marauder’s Map.

He intoned the required incantation to release the magical map of Hogwarts castle contained within the parchment. The entire school seemed to be emptying out the doors and out to the Quidditch pitch, a line of black ants all traveling in tandem. He quickly scanned the empty halls, looking for anyone that might be engaged in questionable activities. Other than Professor Trelawney in her tower and Madam Pomfrey in the Hospital Wing, the school was empty except for the small dot labeled “Harry Potter”. He found Filch and Mrs. Norris, his cat, patrolling the back lawn but there were too many dots superimposed on the viewing stands and field itself to be able to distinguish anyone in particular.

Harry was about to wipe the surface when an errant thought occurred to him. He traced the requisite pattern with his wand and then commanded, “Map, show location of Severus Snape only.” Harry was not surprised when the castle hallways and rooms remained blank. He was about to fold up the parchment for storage when he caught a small movement near the edge. There approaching the Quidditch pitch, where he would be hidden among all the spectators, was a dot labeled “Severus Snape.”

Suddenly energized, Harry fumbled hastily through the bottom layers of his trunk, finally locating the Omnioculars that he had purchased at the Quidditch World Cup. He strung the strap around his neck, not bothering to tuck them under his jacket as they were not likely to arouse anyone’s suspicions. Hastily refolding the Map into his pocket, he was halfway down the grand staircase before he remembered to tap it with his wand and whisper, “Mischief managed.”

Harry raced to the Quidditch pitch, arriving just in time to catch the opening whistle from the sidelines. He stopped momentarily to catch his breath and scan the stands with the Omnioculars. Almost immediately, he located Lupin seated near the front of the Gryffindor stands with Hermione and Ron nearby. He took off at a trot and tried to climb the stairs at a steady pace to allow his breathing to return to normal. He was only partially successful, and finally had to stop on one of the deserted landings to allow the spots to clear from his vision.

When he was certain that nothing in his outward demeanor would betray the turmoil within, Harry serenely climbed the last short flight of stairs and emerged onto the reviewing stand. Trotting down the few steps to the bleachers as if he didn’t have a care in the world, he slipped into the empty space next to Lupin and waved to Hermione and Ron who were seated on the Professor’s other side. Hermione motioned to the contents of her rucksack and handed it over by way of Neville who was seated just in front.

Lupin turned and greeted Harry warmly. “You just missed the opening whistle, no score yet.”

“Caught it from the sidelines,” Harry replied nonchalantly as he strained to catch sight of a play at the opposite end of the field. He lifted the Omnioculars to his eyes and leaned forward, using the opportunity to lay a hand on Lupin’s shoulder for balance. He sat back down but left his hand lingering on Lupin’s shoulder for emphasis. He could tell from the way that Lupin’s body had momentarily twitched that the signal had been understood.

Gryffindor scored a goal and they took the opportunity to rise to their feet with the others. Lupin used the jubilation to cast a surreptitious muffliato charm so that they could at least talk freely, even though their motions could still be observed.

“Tell me what’s happened, Harry,” Lupin urged as he leaned over casually, maintaining eye contact with the match before them. “This cloak and dagger stuff is making me extremely uneasy.”

“Just make sure you keep a neutral face, Professor,” Harry cautioned. “I took a quick look at my Map before heading down here and it revealed that Snape was lurking among the crowds on the Quidditch pitch.”

Harry felt the shock radiate from Lupin as he did his best to remain impassive. Lupin made to borrow Harry’s Omnioculars and took the opportunity to ask, “Where was he exactly?”

Hufflepuff scored a goal as Harry replied, “Just on the other side of the changing rooms. That area was mobbed right before the start of the game. Should I check the Map again?”

Lupin timed the shaking of his head with a missed goal by Gryffindor, but Harry would have been hard pressed to recall the clumsy player’s name. “It’s not a good idea to let anyone else know you have that Map, either. Security measures are such that the headmistress would want to confiscate it for her own use.”

“Surely, you don’t intend for us to do nothing?” Harry asked, beginning to be a bit bewildered.

“No, but I don’t want to start a wide-spread panic, either. Nor do I want to alert our quarry that he has been discovered.” They stood up once again to cheer as Gryffindor scored another goal. “Next time you get an opportunity, scan the Ravenclaw spectators: locate Professor Flitwick-- he is your goal. Then find someone else you know that you can use as a pretext to visit the stands. Stop by for an impromptu word with Flitwick, a last minute thing as you are turning to leave. Tell him that I have caught a glimpse of someone who looks suspiciously like Snape hanging around the pitch, add the details from your own observation, explain that you have loaned me your Omnioculars so that I can keep a lookout from the stands.” Gryffindor scored another goal. “Let Flitwick take it from there. I expect that he will alert the others, including Neville and Luna; but since it is their function to patrol normally, no one will suspect that anything out of the ordinary has occurred.”

Harry took a long swallow of butterbeer to wet his suddenly dry throat and then set off. He encountered Flitwick just coming down from the reviewing stands and made as if to pass him, then doubled-back as if he had remembered something. Flitwick nodded curtly to indicate that he understood the situation and walked away in his usual purposeful manner. Harry stopped to chat with a few others that he met along the sidelines before returning to the Gryffindor stands, hoping that Lupin would be pleased with the improvisations that had been necessary.

Assuming the same nonchalance as before, he slipped into the empty space next to Lupin and casually asked for an update on the score. Lupin indicated that Hufflepuff was ahead 90 to 50 at this point.

Realizing that he was suddenly cold, Harry shrugged into his back-up jumper and then back into his jacket.

“I have some hot cocoa, if that will help,” Lupin offered companionably. He held up an ordinary thermos container and joked, “Medicinal purposes.”

“I’m actually more curious about the thermos,” Hermione whispered, leaning over.

“A gift from Arthur Weasley,” Lupin explained. “From back when he was in the Misuse of Muggle Artifacts Office. It’s been jacked up to keep things at a constant temperature indefinitely.”

“I could really use some coffee,” Harry mumbled, as Hermione took his half empty bottle of butterbeer and suddenly changed the contents to a deep brown color.

“Here,” she offered, handing the bottle back to him, “but I warn you that it always seems to come out as espresso when I do it. I really haven’t got the proper wrist action, or so Professor McGonagall always tells me.”

Empty mugs arrived from the depths of Hermione’s rucksack and hot mochas were passed around among the four of them. Out of the corner of his eye, Harry noticed Luna walk down to where Neville was seated in the next row and whisper something in his ear. Neville immediately got up and followed her to the exit.

The second half of the game passed more pleasantly than the first. Harry was finally able to concentrate on the match, and with Robert’s expert commentary, he was soon caught up on all the action. Hufflepuff had amassed an impressive lead of 150 to Gryffindor’s 70, mainly due to the shortcomings of the Gryffindor Keeper.

Lupin was having great fun with the Omnioculars, mastering the use of all the special features. Harry noticed that he often watched the far Hufflepuff stand where Tonks was reigning supreme as the unofficial team mascot. Even without magnification, Harry could see that she was in high spirits, jumping up and down continually in her fur-lined parka, a miniature Eskimo in a roiling mass of yellow and black stripes.

The bleachers beneath him seemed to sway with a collective groan as the Hufflepuffs scored yet another goal. The Hufflepuff stand erupted in cheering, just as a blur of movement on the far side of the field caught Harry’s attention. Harry grabbed Lupin’s sleeve and pointed. It was Ginny with the Snitch. Gryffindor had managed to come from behind!






Flitwick shook his head as they approached to indicate that the intruder had not been apprehended. A barricade had been erected around the Quidditch pitch as a precaution, but the general consensus was that their quarry had escaped.

Teachers were being called to the front of the line to assist so Lupin hastily handed the Omnioculars back to Harry and whispered, “Thanks. I saved you some bits to replay later.”

Once Harry, Ron and Hermione had produced Patronuses for Flitwick, he asked if they would assist with checking through some of the others students. Tonks’ recent classes on the Patronus Charm had apparently been very successful, although that meant a lot more students to be checked through one-by-one.

They agreed, but Harry asked if he could have a moment with Professor Lupin first. Flitwick took over Lupin’s post momentarily while Harry walked a short distance away for a spot of privacy.

“Professor, I’ve just had the germ of an idea,” Harry began tentatively. “Would it be possible to get a copy of that list that shows the Patronuses for all the teachers?”

“I’ll see what I can do,” Lupin agreed although Harry could tell that the man was dying to ask a whole bevy of follow-up questions. “Do you need the one for the students as well? I believe it’s quite extensive.”

“Just the sixth and seventh years if you can, but that’s not as important as the other.”

Lupin nodded, then in a voice loud enough for the immediate vicinity he added, “Of course, Harry! You know I wouldn’t dream of missing the Gryffindor victory party! What kind of a Head of House do you think I am?”

With a curt wave, Lupin returned to his post and Flitwick turned Harry over to the capable hands of Professor McGonagall. She handed him a clipboard and showed him the charm that would bring forth the data for each year, then how to locate the House; after that, everything else was alphabetical. If the chart indicated that a student could not do the charm at all, he was to direct them to the far line where Filch was checking them over with the Secrecy Sensor. If they could produce only a non-corporeal Patronus”this was by far the largest group, McGonagall explained-- he was to send them over to the line where Neville and Luna were checking for the silver smoke in groups of three or four.

“Any discrepancies, no matter how minor, please report to Professor Tonks or myself,” finished the headmistress.

Harry identified a number of discrepancies, but they all turned out to fall into one of two categories. There were those students who were producing first time Patronuses which had not yet been documented by Tonks, and those that had been previously successful but had become suddenly shy under close scrutiny. After watching Tonks assist one of the shy ones, Harry found that he could handle these himself by just giving them an extra bit of personalized attention.

With all of them working diligently, it still took them nearly two hours to check everyone through. The Quidditch teams were the last to arrive at the checkpoints, the Gryffindors lagging behind even more along with a small group of revelers. Ginny timed it so that she was the last one through Harry’s station.

She looked around carefully before sidling up to Harry and boldly whispering, “Isn’t there any other way I can convince you of my identity?”

Harry remembered only too well the heady feeling that a Quidditch victory created and he regretted that he was going to have to disappoint her. “I could suggest that you go through Ron’s checkpoint -- I’m sure he won’t be too angry about having to retrieve his clipboard from the headmistress.” Harry’s arm indicated the general direction where McGonagall and Flitwick were collecting all the checkpoint data.

The motion must have attracted Lupin’s attention, as he eased over and inquired, “Is there some sort of problem here?”

“Ginny wanted to know if there was some other way she could prove her identity to us?”

“I see,” Lupin replied, “lost your wand, have you?... Here, take mine. You’re talented enough to be able to perform the charm with someone else’s wand “ or at least the real Ginny Weasley would be…”

“Oh, you’re incorrigible!” Ginny replied, pretending to be miffed. She whipped out her wand and issued forth the silver fire lizard that was uniquely hers. “My way would have been much more fun.” She pouted for Harry’s benefit as she flounced off.

Harry shook his head and tried unsuccessfully to hide his smile. “I’m having second thoughts about that victory party,” he confided to Lupin.

“Just wait until Tonks gets there; you know how it is when they get together,” Lupin noted wryly.

Harry had forgotten about Tonks. “She’s not going to commiserate with the Hufflepuffs then?”

“Not initially, anyway. We had a bet going and she’s going to have to deliver.”

Harry decided that things were looking up after all: Ginny wouldn’t try to put the squeeze on him unless they were pretty much alone and the presence of Tonks guaranteed that it was going to be a boisterous party. He couldn’t wait to find out what the wager had been.
Chapter 28 A Celebration of Sorts by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
A post-game party gives rise to Harry’s inner phantoms; gifts from Lupin provide cheer and laughter.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 28
A Celebration of Sorts



By the time he’d returned to the castle, it had started to snow. Knowing that the party was probably already starting, Harry raced down the grand staircase in order to make a special request directly to the Hogwarts kitchens. He encountered Professor McGonagall slowly climbing the stairs with an elaborately decorated cake in her arms.

“Let me help you with that, Headmistress,” Harry suggested but she waved him off.

“I’m almost to the portrait hole as it is, Harry, but thank you for offering,” she replied, smiling. “It would probably be better if I passed it through to someone on the inside of the opening, though -- if you don’t mind going on ahead of me.”

“Not at all.”

Harry was about to inquire why she hadn’t just entrusted the cake to one of the house-elves, then remembered the disaster that Dobby had made of his Aunt Petunia’s elaborate pudding. The headmistress was probably wise to deliver it personally, he concluded.

“If you don’t mind me asking, though, how did you know ahead of time that Gryffindor was going to win?” he inquired, looking carefully at the cake for the first time. It was an elaborate confection depicting a lion’s head devouring a badger whose bristly coat was composed of closely packed sugar quills. The lion’s mane had been rendered of toasted meringue.

“Now you know I’m supposed to remain neutral,” declared the headmistress with a wink. “This morning there were actually two separate cakes, one in the shape of lion and the other a badger. Once the match was over, a wave of the wand combined them in the appropriate configuration you see here.”

The Fat Lady was gazing rather intently at the cake by the time they reached her portrait. After brief consideration, the headmistress announced, “Couer de lyon.” The portrait obligingly swung open as McGonagall confessed to Harry, “My French is so rusty!”

Leaving the headmistress with a number of Gryffindors who had volunteered their assistance, Harry continued on his errand. Once in the Entrance Hall, he took the smaller staircase that led down to the lower levels. Tickling the painted pear revealed the hidden door handle and he let himself into the cavernous kitchens situated immediately below the Great Hall.

As usual, the place was a beehive of house-elves scurrying to and fro. He stood there looking around for a moment before the familiar face of Dobby materialized right before him and bowed deeply.

“An honor, Harry Potter, sir, that you would take time out of your busy schedule to visit us here,” the elf beseeched. “How can Dobby assist you?”

“Thank you, Dobby. There was an apple cider punch that was served at Halloween -- would you have the ingredients on hand to make another batch?”

Dobby nodded eagerly. “Would Harry Potter prefer it to be iced or heated?”

“Considering that it has started snowing outside, I think heated would be best.”

“A wise choice. Shall I deliver it to your tower common room?”

“Actually, Dobby, it’s for the Gryffindor victory party that is being held in the main common room. Would you be able to make a cauldron of the stuff?”

“Absolutely.” Dobby had but to snap his fingers before he was surrounded by a number of other elves ready to do his bidding. A few whispered instructions and they were all scurrying off to complete the task. “Is there anything else Dobby can help with today?”

“Well…” Harry hesitated, lowering his voice to a near whisper, “I was just wondering how Kreacher’s been getting along since he came to work here?”

Dobby looked around furtively to make sure that no one was listening and then drew Harry aside to the large hearth were the elves liked to relax. The area was empty at this time of day. Dobby motioned for Harry to bend down so that he could whisper directly into his ear.

“Kreacher had a difficult time adjusting at first. He was much prouder than poor Winky and was at a loss to accept his change of circumstances. But the great wizard Dumbledore personally saw to it that Kreacher was assigned to new duties that befitted his training and he was made in charge of the private teachers’ quarters. Now that the running of Hogwarts has been turned over to the wisest of witches, she has personally assigned him to watch over the needs of Professors Trelawney, Sinistra and Hooch exclusively. He has his own quarters now in another area of the castle.”

So McGonagall was also suspicious of Trelawney, he was gratified to learn. Kreacher’s new assignment practically shouted that. Harry smiled in gratitude and thanked Dobby profusely.

“If you don’t mind me saying, sir,” Dobby whispered, “You can have a flagon of the plain cider delivered to your rooms each morning if you like. It can be deposited in Mr. Ron’s cold cabinet for you.”

“That would be ideal, Dobby,” Harry returned with an even wider smile. “Thank you so much for the suggestion.”




Harry returned to the main Gryffindor common room to find that the party was already in full swing, the room reaching capacity as more and more well-wishers kept pouring through the portrait hole. True, each guest had to be accompanied by their Gryffindor host in order for the Fat Lady to admit them, but she had always been prone to shameless flattery if you needed to shepherd a small group past.

Harry found that a steaming cauldron of spiced cider had been deposited on a side table near a small window and went over to serve himself. Only weak afternoon light was filtering though the window as the snow continued to fall steadily outside. A roaring fire had been lit in the huge grate, lending the entire room a ruddy glow.

He wandered over to the main cluster of people that were congregating near the food table, wisely avoiding the boisterous group that included the Gryffindor team with Ginny at its epicenter. Tonks was telling some funny story or other, accompanied by exaggerated arm movements that had everyone in stitches. Largely unnoticed by the others, Harry had an unimpeded view of her and was surprised to see that she was dressed in a broad interpretation of Gryffindor attire. Instead of the customary dark skirt, she had on a loud kilt of red and gold tartan, but the dark jumper trimmed in scarlet, the white button down shirt (albeit with one end fashionably untucked) and the striped tie were pure Gryffindor -- even if the latter had been knotted in an elaborate noose. Of course, that must have been the wager!

Lupin couldn’t seem to tear his eyes away from her for very long, but managed to greet Harry nonetheless when he walked up behind him.

“You know she can change those colors at will if she so decides,” Harry reminded him.

“Not without incurring a serious penalty,” Lupin replied archly. “I already thought of that.”

“What would she have done to you if Hufflepuff had won?” asked Hermione, joining in on the conversation.

“I don’t even want to think about it,” admitted Lupin, laughing.

“Well, there’s always that loud little skirt she wore when she was passing herself off as a Hufflepuff,” Ron offered with a grin.

“Don’t try to be helpful, Ron, it really doesn’t suit you,” Lupin returned with a wince. “Besides, I could never wear that skirt--”

“”I’m sure we could get Ginny to let it out a bit for you, Professor,” quipped Harry.

“No, seriously,” Lupin confessed wryly, “I haven’t got the legs for it!”

Once the laughter died down -- it was obvious that a lot of other people had been listening in on their conversation -- Tonks chimed in, “Don’t let them tease you so, Remus. I gave that skirt away to Molly; it was too small for me anyway. She’s wearing it in one of the Halloween photos that are posted in the Entrance Hall.”

Harry remembered now; only Molly had been wearing it in a very goth-like manner, complete with inked in barbed wire tattoos and zombie-like makeup. It had seemed to him at the time that she looked as if she had joined the ranks of the apprentice Death Eaters and couldn’t understand how she had gotten costume approval. On second thought, lots of clubs in big cities looked like they catered to dementors these days, so apparently it was a big fad among Muggles.

Harry encountered the headmistress as she was helping herself to another mug of the cider.

“I understand I have you to thank for the cider, Harry,” she commented with a smile.

“Actually, the original idea came from Professor Slughorn’s refreshment committee,” Harry modestly admitted. “They first served it on Halloween. All I did was go down to the kitchens and order another batch.”

“Well, it certainly hits the spot on a snowy evening, doesn’t it?” she replied.

“Actually, Professor, if you happen by the Three Broomsticks, Madam Rosmerta makes an even tastier rendition that incorporates honey mead,” suggested Harry.

“Sounds delightful!” the headmistress agreed. “I must get her recipe.”

Seeing that Robert was among the guests that had been invited, Harry was reminded to offer up a compliment to his Quidditch commentating skills.

“That’s very generous of you, Harry. I’ve been rather pleased with him myself. I almost despaired for finding a worthy successor to Lee Jordan,” McGonagall confessed. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I must make my farewells to Remus and Tonks before I leave.”

Harry could not hear the headmistress’ comment, but Tonks immediately laughed and lifted up the edge of her jumper to show that the waist of her plaid skirt was safety-pinned. Must have been supplied by McGonagall’s collection of tartans for every occasion, he concluded.

Turning back towards the window, he watched the silent snowflakes continue to fall steadily. The ground was already covered in a white blanket that seemed to stretch past the bare trees into the horizon. It was a scene of serenity and beauty, but one that Harry always associated with desolation as the fruits of the earth became dormant once more.

Harry felt a hand on his arm and turned to find that Hermione had come to stand by his side at the window. Gazing on the transformed landscape below, she leaned companionably on his shoulder and remarked, “Tomorrow will mark the first snowball fights of the season.”

Harry nodded his head, knowing that the white coverlet would be churned full of footprints and sled tracks by noon. “Christmas holidays at the Burrow can’t be far behind, can they?” he added with a grin. “You will be coming along, won’t you?”

“Naturally,” Hermione answered. “My parents have taken a real liking to going skiing over Christmas “ seems they get a big break on the cost of lift tickets that week. And, well, you know skiing is just not my cup of tea.”

“So you’ve said.”

“I know you seem rather preoccupied tonight, but have you taken a moment to congratulate Ginny on her victory today?” Hermione quickly cut off the retort that she knew was brewing by whispering, “She keeps glancing over at you when she thinks you’re not looking in her direction.”

Harry took a good look at the room around him and realized that it must be later than he thought. His attention had been so distracted by the enthusiastic group gathered around Lupin and Tonks that he had failed to notice that a large part of the crowd encircling the Quidditch team had already drifted off. There were still a lot of people in the room, but they had broken off into smaller, more intimate groups. It wouldn’t be too long before the shadowy corners of the room would begin to be staked out by couples, and those seeking more privacy, would be starting their exodus through the portrait hole.

“Thanks for the suggestion, Hermione.” He made himself smile graciously. “I’m thinking about wandering down for some supper myself, so I’ll be sure to catch her on my way out.”

Returning his mug and empty cake plate to the refreshment table, Harry steeled himself inwardly as he casually stopped by the small knot of team members that included Ginny. She noticed him immediately and smiled warmly in his direction.

“That was a rather spectacular catch today,” he offered, smiling in return.

“Thanks, Harry. Can’t say that all those goals by the Hufflepuff team didn’t have me worried for a while there.”

“I knew you’d pull if off in the end,” Harry affirmed, letting her hear the sincerity in his voice. Knowing that to linger too much longer would mean that they would soon run out of Quidditch conversation and wander onto dangerous ground, he turned to walk away. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I really need a bit of supper to counteract the sugar I’ve been consuming all afternoon.”

Harry could feel everyone’s eyes on him. He couldn’t shake the sensation that they were all remembering the exuberant embrace that he and Ginny had shared at the last Gryffindor victory party, right here in this very room. After all, he could hardly think of anything else himself. He kept his head down as he walked out the portrait hole and started to climb up to his tower room. Suddenly, the last thing he felt like doing was eating.

He was almost halfway there when he realized that Ginny had followed him out onto the stairs. Please don’t make this any harder than it has to be, Ginny, he intoned inwardly. He took a deep breath and turned to face her, trying desperately to keep his face as neutral as possible.

“Isn’t the Great Hall in the other direction?” she began tentatively.

“I needed to drop something off in my room,” he lied.

“Will you come back after supper then? The party’s bound to pick up as others do the same,” she offered, her eyes filled with longing.

Harry shook his head sadly and turned to continue up the stairs.

“Harry, please…”

The entreaty in her voice was so strong that he couldn’t just walk way. Turning back to her, he replied as gently as possible, “Ginny, you know that I will always be here for you if you need me. But right now, I can’t be what you want me to be.”

He didn’t dare to say anymore for fear that his voice would break. Feeling as if he was walking from warm sunshine into utter darkness, he turned his back on her and proceeded through the stone sconce where she could not follow. It took all of his willpower to keep from looking back.

Harry sagged in relief once he heard the stone scone close behind him and then felt his brain yelling, NOOOOOOOO, from inside his skull. He kicked the nearest footstool on the way to his bedroom and the sharp pain was oddly satisfying. Seeing that the rooms were completely deserted, he took the opportunity to slam his bedroom door shut with all the force he could muster. The relief he sought was eluding him. Looking around his room critically, he searched for some object that he could smash against the stone wall of the tower.

His eyes caught the glint of the Omnioculars that he’d left on his dresser before going down to the party. He knew that he would regret smashing those so he settled for snatching them angrily and plopping down to sit on the end of his bed. He recalled that Lupin had mentioned saving some images for him in the replay mode. Perhaps reviewing those would serve as a needed distraction.

Harry twiddled with the controls, trying to remember exactly how they worked, his pent up frustration making him impatient and clumsy. Finally, he was able to coax a blurry image and then adjusted the focus so that it came in better. Figures moving too quickly to be adequately recorded zipped by and then he saw a flash of red and gold that soon resolved itself into Ginny astride her racing broom, intent on the chase and then suddenly pulling up short with the tiny Snitch in her hand. The clip followed her measured descent to the center of the grassy pitch, staying with her as she simply let her broom clatter to the ground. She held her prize aloft, turning to all sides of the stands in turn.

Harry watched the same clip a dozen or more times, finding it oddly soothing that he had a little bit of Ginny that he could truly call his own. Eventually he moved on to the next clip, knowing he would return to the first one again later.

This image was further away and it took a fair amount of fiddling with the focus before he could see that what looked like a cluster of tall chimneys were actually the tallest spires of Hogwarts castle. Abruptly, the image jumped closer as Lupin adjusted the magnification on his end. This caused Harry to have to refocus all over again, returning to the clip’s beginning a number of times to get it right. He was seeing Professor Trelawney atop her tower, scarves blowing in the wind as before. Only this time, he was much closer and could see that she was holding her right hand up to her face and scanning the area in a tight semi-circle. When she turned in profile, Harry suddenly realized that she, too, had some sort of Omniocular device. Without warning, she bent over to pick up something next to her and then the image pitched as if Lupin’s hand had been bumped. When Lupin refocused on the same tower, Trelawney was no longer standing there. Nothing else was recorded.

Strangely muffled through his bedroom door, Harry heard the sound of the sconce opening as if from a distance. Quickly, he hid the Omnioculars in the same drawer where he kept Ginny’s Halloween photo, buried beneath neatly folded jumpers that Mrs. Weasley had knitted for him but he had since outgrown.

Peeking out into the common room, he saw that it was Lupin.

“Ah, Harry, I thought I might find you here after I saw you leave the party,” he began. The words ‘and Ginny returned alone’ seemed to float, unacknowledged, in the air between them.

Lupin’s hesitancy prompted Harry to say, “There’s no one else here right now, Professor. You can speak freely.”

Lupin visibly relaxed and then volunteered, “I have the Patronus list that you requested.” He reached into his jacket pocket and withdrew a single yellow post-it note that he pressed onto the surface of the nearest table. It seemed to be covered in illegible squiggles. “Just adhere it to a clean parchment sheet and the data will transfer automatically. Hermione knows the spell in case it messes up and you have to do it over again.”

“Thanks, Professor, I didn’t expect results so soon.”

“Don’t thank me yet. I was only able to get the staff data from the clipboard that Minerva handed me. I will have to get the student data directly from Filch’s office.”

“Do you need to borrow my Map so you can break in when the coast is clear?” Harry inquired with an impish half-smile.

“I thought I might just knock on his door and ask for it politely,” Lupin returned with a laugh, “but thanks for the offer.”

“You think Filch will just hand it to you?” Harry was incredulous.

“Oh, he won’t like it, but he would be hard-pressed to refuse a direct request from one of the teachers.”

“Won’t he turn around and report you to the headmistress?” Harry suddenly remembered Filch’s tactics.

“Absolutely,” Lupin replied airily, “but then all I have to say is that I was double-checking a questionable Patronus that I had seen one of the students produce.”

“Which student?” Harry couldn’t stop himself from asking.

“I’m not sure yet,” he answered with a wink, “but I will pick one from the list.”

Harry was amazed at Lupin’s effortless duplicity. He turned towards the tabletop where the note was affixed only to find that, in that half-second, Lupin’s body was blocking it.

“Please tell me why you need the information.” Harry noted that Lupin was polite enough to phrase it as a request.

“In the simplest terms, I want to know who I’m face to face with if it ever comes down to that,” Harry offered honestly.

“Fair enough,” Lupin conceded, easing away from the table. “You’ll be particularly pleased that I added a section that identifies the Patronuses of all current Order members as well.”

“Including Snape?”

“Double-checked that one with Tonks especially. Did you by any chance get a look at those clips I saved you?” Lupin’s tone was deliberately casual.

“You mean where our Lady of Shallot is looking right back at you? At what point during the match did you record that?”

“About the time you walked away to alert Professor Flitwick.”

“Then I would say, Professor, that she would have had time to signal an accomplice on the ground.”

“That’s pretty much the same conclusion I reached,” Lupin admitted. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I really do need to get back to Tonks. The students were just starting to return from supper when I left, so I expect the place will be hopping by now. Are you sure I can’t convince you to rejoin the festivities?”

“No thanks, Professor, it’s been a really long day. You go on ahead and enjoy yourself.”

“How could I not?” Lupin’s enthusiasm was practically contagious. “I have the cutest date in the entire room!”

“Professor,” Harry rejoined archly, “need I remind you that she is dressed like a schoolgirl?”

“Yes, I know, I know, and I have all sorts of inner turmoil about that “ but I think I’ll be all right. As long as she doesn’t call me ‘professor’, that is!”

Harry laughed in spite of himself as Lupin took his leave.






Harry was wondering if perhaps he should try to get some supper after all when the sconce opened again to admit Ron and Hermione. They had obviously just been laughing and were practically holding on to one another to keep from falling.

“Oh, hi, Harry,” Hermione offered immediately. “We were wondering where you had gone to.”

“Yeah,” echoed Ron. “Room’s fit to burst downstairs. Thought we might go for a walk in the fresh snow.”

“You know how beautiful it can be when it’s new,” Hermione rhapsodized. “It twinkles like miniature diamonds in the moonlight.”

“Don’t wait around too long,” Harry commented. “That effect only lasts until gravity takes over “ a few hours at most.”

They were just getting their jackets and scarves when the sconce opened again to admit Neville.

Seeing Ron’s and Hermione’s intent, he cautioned, “I don’t think it’s a good time for a moonlit walk. Didn’t Harry tell you? There’s reason to believe that Severus Snape was on the school grounds during today’s Quidditch match.”

All heads whipped in Harry’s direction and three pairs of eyes implored him for additional facts. “I sighted him on the Marauder’s Map this morning before I went down to the pitch. Lupin passed the word through the proper channels so that the existence of the Map would be protected.”

“I’ll get the details from you later, Harry,” Neville interjected. “Daphne’s waiting for me downstairs; she offered to keep me company while I did rounds tonight.”

Hermione firmly closed the door to the coat closet and joined the other two by the fireplace. “There will be more fresh snow,” she affirmed. “I really don’t think I’m ready to face Snape in a duel yet.”

“It’s not like you would’ve been alone,” Ron reminded her.

“Neither was Harry.”

“Well, if it’s any consolation, his black attire would be easier to spot against a white background,” returned Ron.

“Excuse me, guys,” Harry interrupted, “but Snape wasn’t wearing black when I ran into him before “ and I suspect he’s long gone from the area by now.”

“Any ideas why he was hanging about?” inquired Ron.

“Not really,” Harry admitted, “although I can’t shake the feeling that he’s still tying to get his hands on the Prince’s book.”

“Well, it does look like it was his to begin with,” Ron stated.

“Did you share your theory with Professor Lupin?” Hermione suggested.

“Lupin doesn’t know about the book,” Harry conceded, “at least not the significant parts of the story. I remember asking him last Christmas Eve if he’d known anyone who used the nickname and he suggested I check the date that the book was published as a clue to its original owner.”

“But Harry, Lupin and Snape were classmates. Didn’t you tell me that they were in the same Potions class back then? Slytherin and Gryffindor together, just like now,” Hermione reminded him.

“Doesn’t mean he was close to the greasy-haired git, though,” Ron observed.

“No, it doesn’t,” Harry concurred. “Yet I get the feeling sometimes that he knows a lot more about Snape than he’s willing to admit.”

“You know how tight-lipped Lupin can be,” Hermione noted. “I don’t expect he’ll tell you anything unless he’s good and ready.”

“He did bring me a present this evening, though,” Harry added with a smile, waving the little yellow note. “I’ll be back in a moment.”

Harry retrieved a spare sheet of parchment from his desk drawer and then carefully placed the post-it note in the exact center, smoothing the adhesive carefully with his thumb. He had barely touched the edge with his wand when the ink swirls seemed to writhe and spread like vines all over the parchment. In a matter of seconds, the information had transferred and he disposed of the yellow note with a quick incendio from his wand tip. The bottom half of the list had been added in Lupin’s own handwriting.

He rejoined Ron and Hermione by the fireplace where Ron was passing bottles of butterbeer all around. Taking a long swallow, Harry held the parchment up and remarked, “You’ll never guess what this is… Remember the night that we stayed up late thinking of likely Patronuses for everyone we knew? I have the real thing!”

“Lupin gave you that? Blimey!” Ron cried in awe. “I thought we were going to have to steal that from Filch’s office ourselves!”

“Please don’t tell me that’s how Lupin got it,” Hermione added with a sharp laugh. “I’d really rather not know.”

“Any idea what we did with the parchment where we wrote down all our guesses?” asked Ron excitedly. “I recall we had a few good wagers going.”

“No idea,” Harry admitted. “How about you, Hermione?”

“Haven’t a clue. I guess we’ll just have to work from memory then. Go for it, Harry!”

“Well, we already know that Dumbledore’s was a phoenix, Tonks’ is a large wolf and Lupin’s is a giraffe,” Harry began.

“Lupin’s is a giraffe? Really?” Hermione giggled. “Sorry, Harry, I forgot you witnessed that under rather stressful conditions.”

Harry shrugged to show that it was all right, then continued, “Next is Flitwick. Did anyone have him down as a penguin? McGonagall?”

“I think I had her down as some kind of panther,” confessed Ron, pantomiming the sleek movements of a large cat.

“The panther is actually Kingsley Shacklebolt. McGonagall is a striped cat, rather like her Animagus form “ that’s a rather unusual coincidence.”

“What about Trelawney?” Ron urged excitedly.

“I know I had her down as an owl,” Hermione declared.

“Maybe a near-sighted owl,” returned Ron. “How about a dingbat?”

“That’s not really an animal,” Harry protested.

“I’m not sure if it has to be,” supplied Hermione. “In rare cases, Patronuses can be moving objects as well, or so I read.” Turning to Ron, she specified, “So if we’re going to count that as a valid guess, you’ll have to tell me what a dingbat looks like “ it does have to be corporeal.”

“You mean someone’s Patronus could be one of those biting teacups that Zonko’s used to sell?” Ron’s tone was wistful.

“Or a portable hangman,” suggested Hermione. “Too bad we don’t have Lucius Malfoy on the list.”

“You have it all wrong,” Ron asserted with fervor. “Lucius Malfoy would be some sort of poisonous viper. Bellatrix Lestrange gets the hangman.”

“Forget Death Eaters, they’re not on the list,” Harry cut in. “Besides, why would you need a Patronus when you can call on a dementor at will? Getting back to the list at hand, would be believe Trelawney is an ostrich?”

Hermione laughed unabashedly. “What about Peter Pettigrew?” she gasped with merriment. “I think he’d make a great Pygmy Puff!”

Ron opined differently. “Termite, more like it.”

“Scorpion,” announced Harry. “Wish we had some of our old teachers on this list. I know we had guesses down for Quirrell, Grubbly-Plank and Lockhart.”

“Lockhart’s a peacock,” Hermione attested. “I know I read that in one of his books.”

“Then it’s probably a lie!” Harry shot back with a chuckle.

“What about Mad-Eye Moody?” Ron asked, going over his mental checklist of Defense Against the Dark Arts instructors.

“Says here that he’s a whale,” Harry read, “and Slughorn’s a rhinoceros.”

“Is Umbridge on there? She’s a bull frog if ever I saw one!” Ron was holding his side by now.

“Sorry. What about your father, Arthur?” Harry asked Ron directly.

“Blimey, I don’t know,” Ron admitted sheepishly.

“Surely it couldn’t be a weasel?” Hermione offered with a giggle.

“Right on the money!” Harry pronounced. “Time for the tie breaker then: Severus Snape?”

“Bat!” yelled Hermione, waving her hand in the air just like she used to do in the classroom.

“Wait, I had bat for him, too.” Ron frowned. “We can’t both pick the same one, can we?”

“I dunno, Ron, I think I wrote bat on that one, also. It was the only one that seemed self-evident to me at the time,” Harry recalled. Then turning the parchment around, he place it on the small table before them. At the bottom of the sheet, Lupin had written:

Severus Snape………..Bat (large)


After much merriment, they finished going down the list of the other names, persons who Harry did not remember having previously considered.

“What a kestrel?” inquired Ron, pointing to Professor Hooch’s name.

“I think it’s a small bird,” Harry replied.

“Actually, it’s a raptor, a bird of prey,” Hermione expounded. “Noble women on horseback used to hunt with them in medieval times. Somehow that romantic image seems to suit Professor Hooch.”

“You think so?” Ron was taken aback. “She always comes across so austere and business-like.”

“That’s only on the outside,” asserted Hermione. “Once you get to know her a bit, you realize that she’s a romantic at heart.”

“What does it say about Mr. Stevens?” Ron implored as he pointedly avoided looking at the list. “Is it too late to vote for gorilla?”

Harry had to scan the list twice before he found the notation, in a smaller hand as if it had been added at the last minute. “That’s interesting,” he noted. “He’s an eagle. Isn’t that a type of raptor, also?”

Seeing that Neville still wasn’t back from his rounds, they decided to give it up for the night. Harry locked the Patronus list in the same drawer as his spare wand before changing into his pajamas. He could still hear faint music and snatches of laughter from the common room below, but it was muffled enough that it just provided a gentle backdrop.
Chapter 29 Tea with Hagrid by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry listens to Hagrid’s version of the events of that fateful night and receives insight into the Fidelius Charm from an unlikely source.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 29
Tea with Hagrid


Harry awakened the next day to the cries of merriment and laughter that always accompanied the season’s first significant snowfall. He took a quick peek out his window and saw that the lawn was already teaming with students. He resisted the urge to search out Ginny; he would see her soon enough at the next practice session with Lupin.

His stomach reminded him rather insistently that he had not had any dinner last night so he wandered down to the Great Hall in search of some breakfast. He settled himself with a hearty plateful at the Gryffindor table and was soon joined by faces that he remembered from yesterday’s party, eager to discuss the Quidditch match and dissect their team’s strengths and weaknesses. Since none of the actual team members were present, it seemed like a harmless enough diversion.

He ran into Ron and Hermione as he was climbing the grand staircase and mentioned that he was going to see Hagrid about taking care of his owl, Hedwig, over the Christmas holidays. Hermione asked if he would mention Crookshanks as well since he always got along surprisingly well with Hagrid’s dog, Fang.

Unable to persuade more than a handful of students to stay at Hogwarts over the holidays, the headmistress had stressed that all travel was to be arranged as simply as possible and that no one would be allowed to leave without an escort. Mrs. Weasley had sent them an owl to say that Fred would be retrieving them as it was his week to man the Hogsmeade store, but she had not given them any additional details other than to be ready at four on Friday afternoon.

Since Pigwidgeon was such a tiny bird, Ron would not have much trouble hauling his cage even if they had to travel by the constricting demands of the Floo Network. However, larger animals like Hedwig and Crookshanks would not be so easy to accommodate.

Harry squirmed into his snow gear and set off across the lawn to Hagrid’s cabin, bypassing many spirited snowball fights along the way. After being slammed a number of times in the back, he couldn’t resist taking on the Creevey brothers “ even though he knew they would gang up on him and he would come out on the losing end.

He was still shaking snow from his collar when he knocked on Hagrid’s massive door.

“Blimey, Harry, yeh gave me an’ Fang a start,” began Hagrid as he enveloped him in a gigantic hug. “Best be getting’ outa yer wet clothes and sittin’ down next ta the fire. How’d yeh manage ta get snow in yer pockets?” he added as he shook Harry’s coat thoroughly before hanging it up on a peg.

Harry grinned at his old friend and remarked, “Snowball fight. Two against one, I lost.”

“Shouldda expected it.” Hagrid nodded as a grin split his wide face. “Can I interest yeh in a cuppa tea? Got some scones, too, fresh made.”

“Just finished a huge breakfast,” Harry demurred, remembering that Hagrid’s baking skills were better suited to brick-making, “but tea would be just great!”

He settled snuggly by the fire, wrapped in a huge blanket that Hagrid had readily supplied. Fang alternated between nudging Harry’s hand to be petted and going up to the front door and sniffing expectantly.

“Don’ pay Fang no heed, Harry,” Hagrid advised as he settled two steaming mugs on the worn tabletop and then retrieved a bottle of honey mead they could use to sweeten it. “Special treat now tha’ yer seventeen an’ all,” he added with a wink.

“Do you suppose there’s someone lurking about outside?” Harry asked, instantly thinking of yesterday’s intruder.

“Heard yeh ‘ad a bit of a ruckus at the match yesterday, Snape bein’ sighted an’ all. But yeh’d ‘ave to be crazy ta get near the school today and Snape’s never been no lunatic. They’s guards all over the place.” Hagrid tilted his massive head towards the front window to emphasize his point.

Harry followed his line of sight and, for the first time saw that there were teachers strategically stationed around the school entrances, keeping careful watch over the playful scene on the lawn.

“Expect we’ll be seein’ Luna soon, though, she usually come by about this time o’ day on the weekend,” Hagrid explained. “She’s my first N.E.W.T. level student, yeh know.”

“That’s great, Hagrid! I hadn’t heard, word just doesn’t get around when you’re not in regular classes anymore. I’m sure she’s great with all the animals.”

“Has an absolute sixth sense about ‘em,” Hagrid agreed. “Even the mos’ skittish respond ta her gentleness.”

“I haven’t seen Luna since Halloween so it will be an unexpected pleasure for me, as well,” Harry offered.

“Just don’ go sayin’ nothin’ about her beau,” Hagrid suggested sagely.

“I’m afraid you’ve lost me there, Hagrid.”

“She’s bin comin’ 'round more regular like since her boyfriend, Robert; seems ta be lookin’ elsewhere.”

“You mean, Robert Anderson, who does the Quidditch commentary?”

“Yeah, tha’s the one, the one wit’ the deep voice,” whispered Hagrid, looking furtively out the window. “They’s bin goin’ out, as yeh kids say, since October but lately she says he’s like in his own little world. Losin’ interest, I says. Jus’ don’ say I’s told yeh nothin’.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Harry replied, thinking how he’d been seeing Robert all over the place lately, but always alone.

“Ah, there she is.” Hagrid nodded towards the window as Fang starting whimpering softly at the door. Harry could see a small bundled shape with long blond hair starting to make her way down the long sloping lawn to Hagrid’s cabin.

“Before she gets here then, Hagrid,” Harry began, “I wanted to ask if you would take special care of Hedwig for me over the holidays?”

“O’ course, Harry. Headmistriss’ got yeh travelin’ on restrictions. Does Hermione need me ta see ta Crookshanks, as well?”

“That’d be great, Hagrid,” Harry smiled gratefully. “Ron’s set to take Pig with him, though, since he’s so tiny.”

“I understand. Jus’ tell Ron, though, if he has a change o’ plans, ta let me know. Two owl’s just like takin’ care o’ one.”

“Thanks again, Hagrid,” Harry started to say but was drowned out by Fang’s feverish barking, followed by a knock on the door.

“Hi, Luna,” Harry volunteered, then got up to give her a much deserved hug. “I haven’t seen you in ages.”

“I’ve missed you, too, Harry,” she replied in her trademark wistful manner. “Last time was at Halloween, wasn’t it?”

“That was a great costume you wore “ made quite an entrance, too,” he recalled fondly. “Not to mention that Professor Lupin was absolutely in awe of your table decorations.”

Luna smiled dreamily as Hagid handed her a steaming mug and placed sugar and cream on the table. “Professor Lupin is such a dear man,” she remarked. “He notices the tiniest details about everything; always had something nice to say about everyone. It must be wonderful to have him as an advisor.”

“We get along pretty well,” Harry conceded, not certain what to make of her assessment of Lupin. “If you don’t mind me changing the subject, though, I wanted to ask Hagrid about a more personal matter…about the night my parents died.”

“Oh, would you rather I gave you some privacy?” Luna asked immediately.

“Not at all, Luna, I wouldn’t have brought it up otherwise. As a matter of fact, I wouldn’t mind getting your viewpoint on a problem I’ve been struggling to solve.”

Luna nodded in understanding and then uttered the last words that Harry expected, “You must mean the Godric’s Hollow Conundrum.”

Harry’s mind swirled in turmoil. He and Luna had often shared an uncanny empathy, but this was beyond that. “Luna….how?” he stammered, unable to put the rest of his unfinished thoughts into words.

“Professor Flitwick is my Head of House,” she explained gently. “He’s been studying the Conundrum for years. It’s a unique permutation of the Fidelius Charm.”

“I always said yeh was famous, Harry,” Hagrid commented.

“Are you telling me that the circumstances of my parents’ deaths, my personal tragedy, has been reduced to a textbook exercise?” Harry could not believe what he was hearing. He downed the rest of his tea, hoping that the upraised mug would hide the anger that he could feel forming behind his eyes.

“Harry, you misunderstand. While the Professor has devoted many hours to the study of the Conundrum, it would never be the subject of a classroom discussion. He only shared a fragment of his research with me because he knew I was your friend “ and I had to beg for that,” Luna clarified, holding Harry’s gaze in that forthright way of hers.

It was the earnestness in her eyes that finally convinced Harry enough to mutter, “I’m sorry, Luna, I over-reacted. The whole situation has me a bit frustrated.” Harry nodded when Hagrid offered to refill his tea, but shook his head to adding any more honey mead.

“Please share with me what you learned,” Harry pleaded, steeling himself inwardly.

“Firstly, the Fidelius Charm is not meant to last indefinitely without having to be recast. The fact that it has lasted sixteen years is unprecedented even though the Secret-Keeper is still living. Common belief is that the Charm would expire upon the death of the person who cast it, but that hasn’t happened either. The Professor is of the opinion that, in this case, the spell was cast by your mother who he remembers as an exceptionally talented witch with a special gift for charms. There are others who believe that the Charm had to have been cast by someone of Dumbledore’s skill to have survived as it has.”

“It couldn’t have been Dumbledore, or he would have known that they had substituted Pettigrew as the Secret-Keeper at the last minute “ and he didn’t. That’s one fact that I know for certain,” supplied Harry.

“Yes and Professor Flitwick agrees with that,” Luna continued. “The Charm also becomes naturally weakened the more people know the secret; but in this case, it is believed that no more than three or four people actually knew.”

“Lupin thinks that it was actually no more than two,” Harry added. “Did anyone ever think to consult Dumbledore about this issue? His opinion would have been invaluable.”

Luna nodded in agreement. “He suggested that because it was so newly cast, the Charm was somehow strengthened by your mother sacrificing herself to save your life. That it was basically bound up in the old magic that no one has really studied in hundreds of years.”

“Other than prying the secret from Pettigrew, which I admit has its appeals, any ideas on how I could visit my parents’ home?” Harry asked hopefully.

“Only to find someone else who knows the secret,” Luna answered sadly. “Harry, are you sure you want me to continue?”

“You mean there’s more? I take it, it’s not good news.” Harry sighed. “You might as well finish it, Luna.”

“Assuming that the secret is not revealed to you in some way, it is theorized that the house will only become visible after your death. I’m sorry, Harry.” Luna’s eyes glistened as she finished in barely a whisper, “Others believe that all blood ties must expire, which would also include the death of your mother’s sister, your cousin, and any other blood relations.”

“It’s just Aunt Petunia and Dudley, my cousin,” Harry clarified.

“Tha’ could always change in the future, Harry,” Hagrid suggested. “It sounds like they’re takin’ about decades here.”

“Tell me then, Hagrid, how were you able to retrieve a baby from within the rubble of an invisible house that night?” Harry posed. “This is the part of the story where I always get confused.”

“I never thought about that.” Luna perked up, suddenly realizing that this was a new angle. “Based on Professor Flitwick’s analysis, Harry should still be trapped inside the secret location “ unless he walked out himself. Were you walking at that age, Harry?”

“Harry woulda been too young ta walk outta tha’ mess,” Hagrid replied. “Dumbledore musta had spies watchin’ the house, or the general area, cuz he knew wot had happened almost immediately after the Dark Mark had lit up the sky. Then he sends for me, says, ‘Hagrid, I need you to perform a sad duty tonight, and it must be you, my friend, as only your giant’s blood will allow you to go where others cannot.’ I’ve never seen Dumbledore lookin’ so solemn an’ sad. So he takes me there by Apparition, side-along style, wors’ sensation o’ me life. Must have been the middle o’ night by then, all Godric’s Hollow is quiet, so quiet yeh’da thought there was only ghosts. He leads me like he’s blindfolded, can’t hardly find his bearin’s and finally points in the general direction o’ wot I take to be yer parents’ house. Only there isn’t nothin’ there, just a dark hole in the air, blacks out the sky behind it so no stars shine through. It looks like the mouth o’ the underworld itself, but when Dumbledore asks me to describe wot I sees, he tells me it’s just the way the charm looks ta one who’s only half affected by it. Then he bids me ta go forth, inta that darkness and see wot I can find. I don’ have ta tell yeh I was terrified, not knowin’ wot dark fiend I would find lurkin’ in wait. But for Dumbledore’s sake, I do it. As I get closer, the darkness seems ta recede a bit as if there’s a portion along its edge that’s jus’ in shadow and there I finds a baby “ yeh, Harry “ cryin’ silently, his forehead a mass o’ dryin’ blood. I looks ‘round a bit more along the edges, where the shadow seem ta waiver, and among the bits o’ plaster an’ broken brick, I finds a photo album “ the one that I gave yeh after yer first year, remember?”

“Then what happened, Hagrid?” Harry urged softly. “At what point did Sirius arrive and beg Dumbledore to turn me over to him? To turn me, his godson, over to his godfather.”

Hagrid took a few swallows of cold tea and then continued sadly, “Dumbledore takes me with baby Harry in me arms ta another house in the village. Don’ rightly remember where, I was bone tired by then, it had ta be close ta dawn. He’s inna right state, Dumbledore is, pacin’ back and forth from one end o’ the room ta the other as if he’s goin’ ta burn a hole through the carpet. I musta dozed off, cuz next thing it’s mornin’ and I’m woken up by the sound o’ a loud motorbike outside. Dumbledore says I’m not ta go outside the house and not ta let the baby out o’ me arms “ yeh was sound asleep by then. So I stands just inside the door where I can see wot’s transpirin’ outside but still remain in the shadows. Dumbledore goes out ta meet Sirius who looks half-mad wit' grief, staggerin’ ‘round like a drunkard, musta woken up half the neighborhood. Sirius is beggin’, he’s pleadin’, he practically throws himself prostrate on the ground. Not that it woulda made any difference, Dumbledore tells him, he will not turn over Harry ta the man who just betrayed his parents. Very slowly, Dumbledore walks back inside the house and closes the door behind him. Then he collapses in the nearest chair as if all the air’s been taken outta him. I’m standin’ there lookin’ out the front window; Sirius is sobbin’ in a heap on the front lawn and Dumbledore’s cryin’ silently in the chair for the longest time. Finally Dumbledore calls softly ta me and asks if he can hold the baby now. Then he asks me if I will please go outside and see if Sirius has any statement ta make before the authorities arrive.

“He was a broken man, Sirius was. It weren’t the years he spent in Azkaban that broke him, but tha’ moment there when Dumbledore turned his back on him. All he could keep sayin’ was, ‘Hagrid, tell him I’m innocent, I’m innocent.’ Then finally he stands up wit’ a shudderin’ breath an’ announces, ‘Fine, I will bring back proof of my innocence if it’s my final act,’ and the madness recedes a bit from his eyes only ta be replaced by a determination so fierce tha’ the madness seems preferable in comparison. Then he says ta me, all quiet like, ‘You can keep the motorbike, Hagrid, I know you’ve always admired it. I won’t be needing it where I’m going.’ Then he Disapparates. The rest o’ the story yeh already knows, Harry.”

“Here, let me get you some more tea, Hagrid,” offered Luna as she heated up the water with her wand.

Harry felt numb as he watched Hagrid withdraw a large checkered handkerchief from his pocket and wipe his eyes. “I’m sorry I put you through that again, Hagrid,” he offered, feeling as if no words could compensate for the ordeal.

“It’s nothin’, Harry,” Hagrid mumbled as he continued to dab his face. “I knew yeh’d be wantin’ ta hear that story sooner or later, ‘specially now that neither Dumbledore nor Sirius is here ta fill in the blanks for yeh.”

“Let me go get some mint for the tea,” Luna volunteered brightly. “I know where there’s a teeny patch that’s been protected from the cold and snow under the back of the cabin. We could all use a bit of soothing right now.” She quickly jumped up and grabbed her coat in one motion, almost making it out the door before Harry noticed that her face was also wet with tears.

“So tell me, Harry, how’s Ron and Hermione been?” Hagrid asked, attempting to steer the conversation in a less stressful direction.

“Well, they keep to themselves mostly these days. Now that they’re officially going out together, as you like to put it.”

“Really? How long has tha’ bin?” Hagrid inquired in a friendly manner.

“Well, if you ask me, I think it started somewhere around the beginning of the last school year,” Harry commented wryly. “But I think they finally admitted it to themselves sometime around this September or October.”

“They drove yeh crazy in the meanwhile, didn’t they?” Hagrid chuckled.

“More than you’ll ever know,” acknowledged Harry.

“So how’s it been goin’ for yeh? Yeh still seein’…” Hagrid broke off, seeing the look that crept into Harry’s eyes.

Harry could not lie to his friend, but there were no longer any words to describe the anguish he felt over Ginny. He simply shook his head morosely.

“I’m sorry ta hear it, Harry,” commiserated Hagird. “Sometimes the timin’s just not right. I believe that’s Luna comin’ back wit’ the mint.”

As quixotic as Luna’s idea about mint tea seemed at first, Harry had to admit that it was very effective. For the first time all day, it seemed like his head was clear and every icy breath was newly scrubbed as he walked back towards the castle. Hagrid ploughed on ahead so he could relieve Professor Sinistra who’d been watching over the back lawn, so Harry was left to accompany Luna at a more leisurely pace.

It always surprised him that he found it so easy to talk to Luna even when they spoke of nothing in particular. Remembering what Hagrid had said about her being at loose ends, he was struck with sudden inspiration.

“Luna, you know we really haven’t worked together since the D.A.,” Harry began.

“I really miss those days sometimes,” she responded dreamily.

“Well, I’ve been training a bit with Ron, Hermione and Neville. Just dueling stuff in case we ever get attacked again--”

“I heard about the ambush by Snape.” Luna nodded.

“Would you like to join our group? It’s all hush-hush and we only meet one evening a week, but I’m sure you would be a welcome addition.”

“Will we be meeting in the Room of Requirement?” she asked hopefully.

“Just like old times,” Harry assured her. “We’ll be starting back after the holidays.”

“Sounds wonderful.” Luna smiled beatifically in return.
Chapter 30 Perceptions and Reality by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Ron has some unique ideas for decorating their common room for the holidays; Ginny takes similar initiative with the Room of Requirement; Harry’s objections to being left alone with Ginny perplex Lupin.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 30
Perceptions and Reality


Hermione was ecstatic about the news that Professor McGonagall would be taking over as her faculty advisor at of the beginning of the new term in January.

“I thought you liked Professor Hooch,” commented Ron.

“I do,” Hermione admitted, “but McGonagall is just so much more….so much more like what I imagined in the first place.”

“Do you mean to say that the headmistress is likely to set a more ambitious course of study?” Harry suggested.

“Exactly. Thanks for coming to my rescue, Harry.”

He smiled indulgently and replied, “Glad to do it. We all get tongue-tied in moments of excitement.”

“Do you think I could get her to set me an assignment to work on over the holidays?” she asked, her eyes glittering with excitement.

“Just don’t try to track her down today, Hermione,” ventured Harry. “There’s a lot going on behind the scenes.” He explained what he had seen on his way back from Hagrid’s.

“Blimey, they’re watching us like prisoners in the yard!” Ron asserted.

“I think they’re just being cautious,” Harry observed.

“I’ll just jot down a few ideas in the meanwhile then,” Hermione decided, undeterred from her immediate mission. She left the common room for the privacy of her bedroom with a definite bounce in her step.

“Mental,” Ron declared for perhaps the hundredth time. “Imagine wanting a homework assignment over the Christmas holidays.”

“Ron, how long have you known Hermione now?” Harry asked rhetorically. “These things should no longer surprise you.”

When Neville returned later that afternoon, Harry took the opportunity to explain that he had run into Luna while visiting Hagrid and that he had invited her to join their dueling sessions in January.

“Just making sure no one objects,” Harry clarified.

“Fine with me,” Ron agreed as Hermione nodded her assent.

“I’ve always liked working with Luna,” confessed Neville, “She’s so non-judgmental.”

“Good.” Harry nodded. “Looks like she’s going to be a welcome addition then. My only concern is: how do we communicate with her about the sessions? They do tend to get shuffled around everyone’s schedule a lot.”

“Got it covered,” Neville stated with conviction. “I can always get a hold of Luna.” He laid his right hand meaningfully on his Head Boy insignia.

Of course, Harry thought, he should have made the connection sooner. The Head Boy would always have a direct way to contact the Prefects.




With the first snowfall setting the proper mood, the entire school was overcome with Christmas fever and decorations were being strung everywhere. Hermione undertook the transformation of their common room with a tenaciousness that Harry had not seen since she was studying for her O.W.L. exams.

“We’ll be leaving for the Burrow at the end of the week,” Ron complained as he tried to coax her down from a ladder.

“Doesn’t matter,” she replied airily. “Neville’s staying at school and I wanted to do something special for him.”

“He’s only staying because Daphne is,” Ron commented.

“All the more reason his living area should be presentable!”

Harry did his part by procuring some mistletoe sprigs from Professor Sprout and then had to wrestle them from Ron who was determined to hang them in the doorway of each bedroom to see who would get zapped first.

To her credit, Hermione just laughed when she heard about his plan. “Just because Fred and George aren’t at school any more doesn’t mean that you have to honor their legacy, Ron!”

Hagrid brought them a row of tiny evergreen trees that they could line up on the mantelpiece. In thanks, Hermione taught him the spell that would add little twinkling lights and made sure that he had mastered it with his umbrella-wand.

Lupin’s inner office had been festooned with a pine bough garland across the hearth and baskets of cinnamon-scented pine cones to throw into the fire.

“I had to stop Tonks from going overboard,” Lupin noted with a merry laugh, “or we’d have had to shovel the magical snow out the window at the end of each day!”

So it came as no surprise to Harry that the Room of Requirement had also been decked out in Christmas finery. He remembered that Dobby had taken it upon himself to do the honors for the D.A. meetings, but what he found today showed a more restrained hand. The mantel was adorned with a long row of small candles set in deep crimson bowls, a wreath of variegated holly hung on the stone wall above.

It did not initially register with him that Ginny was already present until he saw movement from the far side of the room. She was not dressed in her usual school robes but had donned a festive shirt of deepest green velvet that seemed to reflect and absorb the firelight in turn as she moved. She pulled out two bottles of butterbeer from a large iced tub and handed one to him.

“Merry Christmas, Harry,” she offered as she toasted him with the bottle.

Harry smiled back, feeling the first bit of holiday cheer begin to creep into his heart. “Lupin’s not here yet? I was running a few minutes late myself.”

“The Professor’s been detained,” Ginny replied knowingly.

“I didn’t think you signed up for Divination classes “ or did you just Confund him as you passed by his office?”

“Neither, although that second idea has merit,” she noted with a silvery laugh. “He was in the middle of a snowball fight in the courtyard as I passed.”

“Are you serious?” Harry joined in; he had absolutely no trouble visualizing the scene. They probably had him pinned four-to-one and he was giving them his best shots “ and losing track of the time for certain. “Was he winning?”

“Hard to say, everyone was laughing so hard!”

“I don’t suppose we can dock him any house points for this, can we?” Harry pondered with a mischievous twinkle in his eye.

“That’s for amateurs, I’m sure we can think of something better.”

“You mean like Ron’s decorating tips for mistletoe?” Harry offered as he outlined Ron’s idea for their common room.

Ginny doubled over with laughter. “Oh, that’s rich! I better write that one down. So who got hit with the stinging hex first? Or can I still put down a wager?”

“There’s not much to work with there, Ginny. Ron and Hermione are probably the most likely, but Ron doesn’t strike me as the type to allow himself to be stung just to play a practical joke.”

“You’re right. Fred and George: definitely; but Ron: no. So that’s even odds. What about Neville?” she asked hopefully.

“He’s still seeing Daphne, but he never actually brings her to our common room so we don’t really know.”

“He might when no one else is there, so that’s a two to one shot.”

“They’re both staying at school over the holidays so I guess that turns out to be a much better gamble in the long run. I think I’ll put my money on that one,” Harry decided merrily.

“You’re not going to bet on yourself?” she asked, her expression suddenly unreadable.

“I’m the long shot, Gin; no ties, no commitments,” he tried to make his tone as carefree as possible, but his voice just trailed off. The room was beginning to feel a little too confining.

“See that’s the thing about long shots: you can lose everything or you can win big.” She was speaking so softly that her lips were barely moving. “It all depends upon how much you’re willing to risk.”

How did he let himself get trapped like this? The argument in his brain was raging full force as he watched Ginny move closer. Or had he been the one to approach her? She was so near he could see the amber flecks in her eyes…

He didn’t even realize he had closed his eyes in anticipation until he heard the noise of the door opening and Lupin’s jovial voice announced, “Sorry, I’m late. Got caught up in a monstrous snow battle; half the school must have been there by the time we got finished!”

Lupin was still shaking the snow out of his scarf and jacket, not really paying attention to the scene before him. If only they could look nonchalant before he actually looked up.

“I hope you didn’t start without--” Lupin’s words died out as he looked from one face to the other.

Surely, they’d been quick enough, Harry thought to himself, they’d even had extra seconds to move apart. But he could tell by Lupin’s expression that he had seen enough to put the pieces together. Harry stood rooted to the spot, unsure what he should do next, his heart hammering.

Lupin recovered first and simply offered, “You probably want a few more minutes to warm up. I’ll be outside in the corridor.”

As he turned to leave, Harry was finally able to unglue his limbs and run towards the door. “Professor, please, don’t leave,” he pleaded. “I’m ready for class to start!”

Lupin turned and gave him such a quizzical look that Harry was chagrined to add, “Ginny was just being….a distraction.”

He heard the unmistakable sound of Ginny sighing and lowering herself into the nearest chair. “I’m ready, too,” she volunteered by way of an apology. “There’s butterbeers in the basin there. Holiday cheer and all!”

“I can see that,” Lupin replied warily as he made his way toward the hearth and snagged himself a bottle.

Harry could tell by the way Lupin kept examining each of them like specimens under a microscope, that it was his intent to make them squirm. Harry wasn’t much for that game so he assumed the same bravado he’d seen Lupin feign before and intoned, “Sorry we started without you, Professor. You can call the next round.”

Ginny nearly choked on her butterbeer, she was trying so hard not to laugh. Harry could see her purposely avoiding any eye contact to keep her resolve from crumbling.

Lupin took his time, fully knowing that all eyes were on his every move. After a long swallow of butterbeer, he set the half-empty bottle down on the side table purposefully and stated, “Neither one of you has the slightest bit of shame.”

Harry shrugged in reply as Ginny quipped, “Born without that gene.”

“How about we stay a bit longer this afternoon and see if we can make up for lost time then?” Lupin suggested. “Is that all right with everyone?”




It turned out to be particularly productive practice session. The back-to-back spells finally felt like they were flowing naturally so the three of them were able to work out some new variations. Lupin suggested they try visualizing a snowball fight and the resulting playfulness, coupled with a no-holds-barred attitude, culminated in a rollicking workout. Lupin ambushed Harry and Ginny during the last round and turned it into a three-way fight that had them all collapsing in laughter on the floor cushions. The last butterbeers were consumed as they critiqued each other freely.

“Well, if you’ll excuse me,” Ginny began, “I’ve still got a few class assignments to finish so I’d better put in a little time in the library before supper. Happy Christmas, Professor.”

“Tonks and I will be by the Burrow before Christmas, Ginny,” Lupin reminded her.

“I know, but you can never have too much Christmas cheer,” she affirmed as she gave Lupin a quick hug in parting.

“Will I see you at supper later, Harry?” she asked from the door.

“Probably,” Harry replied noncommittally.

“Before you leave, Harry, I’d like a word,” Lupin specified.

Harry had been expecting it. There was no point in denying anything that Lupin had seen for himself, regardless of how unintentional it had been. He took the chair opposite the fireplace and began, “I’m sorry you had to walk in on that “ I was out of line.”

“You misunderstand me, Harry,” Lupin explained in a kindly manner. “I just wanted to know which one of you summoned the room today.”

“Ginny did. I think she brought the decorations and the butterbeer as well, but all that was already completed when I arrived.”

“So I can conclude that there was no intent from her to undermine the protocols. What about on your part?”

“If I’d known she was here all alone and that you were going to be delayed another ten minutes, I think I would have waited for you in the corridor,” Harry replied honestly.

“Excuse me, please, but that doesn’t make any sense.”

“It makes perfect sense, you’re just not seeing the whole picture.”

“Stop, Harry, no more! Your personal life is none of my business nor is it something that I should be discussing with you.”

“Then stop thinking about it in terms of teacher and student and talk to me as my friend!” Harry could feel himself beginning to lose the battle to keep his voice calm and steady.

“I’m not sure that’s a line we should be cross--”

“Why? Because we haven’t crossed it a thousand times before? There’s no line here, Remus, there’s just you and me in an empty room!”

“All right, Harry, I’ll concede the point for the time being. Tell me what it is that has you so keyed up then. Because it was not my intent to censure you for trying to steal a kiss under the mistletoe!”

“No, I would have done that all by myself had you not walked in when you did.”

“Whatever for? Harry, you’re not making any sense.”

Harry took a deep breath and charged ahead, reminding himself to paint everything in broad brushstrokes. “Forget your preconceived notions, forget what you think you’ve seen. Just remember this: Ginny and I are not a couple, we will never be a couple, not as long as Voldemort is out there targeting everyone that I hold most dear.”

“Harry, it’s not as bad as all that--”

“Yes, it is! Dumbledore didn’t share his little summary of how Sirius was specifically targeted by Voldemort, did he? I didn’t think so. Kreacher’s disjointed ramblings allowed them to establish that I was the one person that Sirius cared about most and then they used me as bait to lure him into leaving Grimmauld Place. So Dumbledore takes me under his wing and then, bam!, he becomes the next target. Don’t you see where this is headed?”

“By your reasoning, everyone that you associate with is in danger. Ron, Hermione, Neville “ even myself.”

“It’s true, I spend more time with you than with anyone else. But I daresay, you’re not as likely to be a target because they’re not seeing beyond the broad designations here. Advisor just doesn’t imply the same closeness as godfather, mentor, or girlfriend. So I vowed as I sat there at Dumbledore’s funeral that the one thing out of all of this that I could control was who I selected as a girlfriend. When the service ended, I told Ginny that it was over between us, that there could never be anything between us, not as long as there were those who would target her. I decided that whatever I had to endure in the process would be preferable to seeing her dead because of me.”

“You broke up with Ginny at Dumbledore’s funeral?”

“I know it sounds pretty callous when you phrase it like that, but there was no telling how soon they would start to seek out their next target.”

“But Harry, I see you with her all the time. How is this breaking up with her?”

“Unfortunately, my life’s become too intertwined with hers because of Ron and Hermione and being friends with her family, as well. But you must believe me, I don’t go seeking her out, the time we spend together is extremely limited, and I do my best to keep things on a strictly friendly basis.”

“That’s not what I saw today--”

“What you saw today was a moment of weakness on my part, a situation that I should have avoided. You witnessed the argument that I wage within myself daily; the argument between what I want more than anything on this earth and the only path I know will prevent it from being killed.”

Lupin carefully considered Harry’s words, then very quietly he remarked, “There has to be another answer.”

“I sure hope so, Remus, because this is tearing me apart inside.”

“Tell you what, why don’t we have a nice supper sent up to my office and we can hash this out some more?”

“What about Tonks? Don’t you usually dine with her?”

“Tonight she’s with the Hufflepuffs. I could do with a bit of company myself.”






“Please make yourself at home, Harry,” Lupin offered as he ushered him into the inner office. The last of the setting sun could be seen through the small mullioned window as Lupin sent a spark towards the hearth so that the fire blazed brightly.

“I would offer you the hospitality of my private residence if I could, but unfortunately, the barrier is impenetrable,” Lupin commented. “Now if you’ll give me a moment, I will see about ordering us some food.”

Lupin exited by the door on the other side of the hearth as Harry hung up his school robes and scarf, then unknotted his tie and added it to the peg. Untucking his shirt, he settled into the leather armchair nearest the fire and propped his feet on the footstool. As he settled back, he saw the far door open slightly and two small faces peek out momentarily at him. He smiled when he realized that they were house-elves.

Lupin returned in his stocking feet, having changed into a casual jumper himself. “Dinner should be here shortly. Good, you’ve made yourself comfortable. I should see to--”

“Sit, Professor, I daresay you’ve had a longer day than I have,” Harry proclaimed with a deep sigh. “Just relax.”

Lupin sank into the chair gratefully, then noted, “You know, Harry, it’s not necessary to return to formalities just yet…”

“All right, if that’s what you prefer, Remus. It still seems awkward to me.”

“So practice,” Lupin returned with an offhanded smile.

“Tell me then, Remus, what are your plans for the holidays? I take it you’re going to spend them with Tonks’ family?”

“Don’t remind me, Harry. I’m dreading it enough as it is.”

“Don’t you like Tonks’ parents?” Harry asked as casually as possible.

“I’ve never met Tonks’ parents,” Lupin confessed, “and I’m not sure how they will take to the fact that their daughter is married to a….well, you know.”

“You mean a Gryffindor or just to another Hogwarts teacher?” Harry replied, grinning.

“Exactly,” Lupin rejoined with a sharp laugh.

“I’m sure it will be fine, Remus. I can’t imagine them not liking you.”

“Thanks, Harry. Sure I can’t convince you to come along, provide a bit of moral support? You could avoid all the distractions at the Burrow as well.”

Harry laughed. “As tempting an offer as it is to watch you squirm first-hand, I think I’ll pass.”

With a sharp crack Dobby Apparated directly in front of the fireplace.

“It’s true then, Harry Potter is dining with Professor Lupin. I could not believe it when the other elves told me it was so.” Dobby beamed.

“Good to see you, too, Dobby,” Harry replied, noting Lupin’s amused expression in the background. “The cider punch that you made us for the victory party was a great success. The headmistress herself said so.”

“You are too kind, sir.” Dobby bowed deeply. “Anyway, dinner is served in the next room.” With a snap of his fingers, Dobby Disapparated “ only to reappear on the other side of the room holding the far door open invitingly.

Feeling a bit embarrassed, Harry mumbled to Lupin in passing, “I indirectly helped him to gain his freedom and he’s been like this ever since.”
Chapter 31 A Different Perspective by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry and Lupin confide in one another over supper; Tonks retells a funny story from her youth; Lupin fears he may have grossly overstepped his boundaries.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 31
A Different Perspective


The far door led to a small private dining room with a semi-circle of windows facing out over the lawn. A comfortable seat cushion wrapped itself directly beneath the windows and would make for a very bright and airy room during the day. Currently, however, the treetops and the elaborate front gates to the school were silhouetted against the violet sky.

“Do you and Tonks always dine like this?” Harry asked, noting that the table had been set with crisp white linens and crystal. An elaborate candelabra of entwined wooden branches provided a festive glow.

“No, we don’t. I believe this is Dobby’s doing, isn’t it?” Lupin replied, looking directly at the house-elf.

“Special amenities for Yuletide, sir,” Dobby replied with a small nod of his head. “There’s also decanters of cold pumpkin juice and sparking cider. Please let me know if you change your minds about dessert.” With a snap of his fingers and a loud pop Dobby Disapparated.

The minute they sat themselves at the table, the plates of food appeared before them. This was clearly not what was being served in the Great Hall. The aroma was absolutely tantalizing.

“I hope you like it,” offered Lupin. He took a preliminary bite which was followed by a blissful expression on his face. “It’s Dover sole. It was a great favorite of James and Lily.”

Harry had never tasted anything so delicate, so sublime in his life. After paying his compliments, he added, “Can teachers always have food like this specially prepared?”

“On a limited basis “ it’s a privilege I rarely invoke. Our usual fare runs more to sandwiches in front of the fire or whatever is being served in the Great Hall. Tonks is particularly fond of the desserts, but since the Hufflepuffs are having their Christmas party tonight, I’m sure the kitchen is already inundated with special requests for baked Alaska, chocolate soufflé cake, and pumpkin crème brulée “ and those are just from Tonks!”

It was an extremely satisfying meal, made more so by the absence of boundaries and pretexts between them. The conversation flowed freely, punctuated with many of Lupin’s pithy observations that made Harry laugh. When the last drip of sauce had been lovingly sponged from the plate, Harry laid his last bit of bread next to his utensils and pushed himself back from the table.

“I don’t remember ever having a more delicious meal,” Harry commented.

“I’m glad,” Lupin returned with a broad smile. “I don’t get many opportunities to entertain.”

As a last minute thought, Lupin lifted a heavy glass decanter from the side table and took it with them into the outer room. From the doorway, he whispered, “Nox!” to extinguish the candles. He poured generous measures into two glasses and handed one to Harry. Then Lupin settled himself into this favorite armchair and stretched his legs languidly in front of the fire.

Catching Harry’s eye, Lupin held up his glass in a toast and intoned, “To Gryffindor!”

Of course, Harry thought as he took a sip of the deep red liquid. It was surprisingly sweet and nutty with a rich aroma that seemed to envelope him in warmth.

“Surely, this isn’t brandy like my uncle Vernon drinks?” Harry inquired.

“Dumbledore used to prefer brandy, as well. But my taste runs more to port “ in this case, ruby port.”

Harry let the pleasant sensations of the fire and the port relax him until he felt like he was floating. He vaguely wondered what time it was and whether dinner was over in the Great Hall, but then decided it didn’t really matter.

“As to the situation we discussed earlier,” Lupin began earnestly, “I’ve given it a bit of thought over dinner and I think that what you’re feeling has a lot to do with unresolved grief.” Harry was about to respond, but Lupin waved him off. “Hear me out and you’ll see why I came to that conclusion. Three murders in three years and you, Harry, were standing next to each of the victims. That’s a lot for anyone to process. In addition to that, you’re no longer sharing most daily classes with your two best friends, the ones that you have confided in for the last six years, so your support system is crumbling. Any attempts to create a new source of comfort are hindered by the conviction that you would just be creating another target. So basically, you’ve cut yourself off emotionally from just about everyone; so is it surprising that you feel lost? Not at all.”

“Assuming your assessment is correct, Remus, how do you propose I find my way back?”

“Well, that’s the funny thing about grief,” Lupin replied thoughtfully, “it has its own timetable and you just have to work through it in the manner in which it presents itself… A case in point: when I was about your age, my parents passed away within months of each other. There was nothing violent about their deaths, but it hit me pretty hard nonetheless. For months on end, I felt like I was adrift with no direction. When I returned to school after my mother’s funeral “ she was the last to pass away “ it was as if everyone else, James, Sirius and even Peter, went back to their Technicolor world, and even though I was standing right next to them, my world was shrouded in shadows. In the end, it was a very wise person who took me aside and told me that I could either dwell in the land of shadows “ the land of death “ or I could make a conscious decision to return to the land of the living.” Harry could tell by the deliberate manner in which Lupin was choosing his words just how much emotional drain this story was causing him. “Those that we had lost were beyond our reach, regardless, and staying in the land of death would not bring them back, even though it might make us feel like we were closer to them spiritually. But the only way to put those deaths behind you, to get on with your life, to feel happiness again, was to choose to return to the land of the living. It didn’t mean that you valued those you had lost any less, it just meant that you were not going to honor them by burying yourself in the same grave.”

“Were those Dumbledore’s words?” Harry had to ask.

Lupin shook his head, smiling in a sad manner that seemed to come from miles away. “No, Harry, the advice came from your mother, Lily…. So I suppose I would have to say that I am passing this bit of motherly advice from her to you as best I can.”

Harry was stunned for a moment then followed up with, “What makes you think that this applies so aptly to my current situation, though?”

“Firstly, because the sense of loss for those who have passed away and the longing for that which we feel we cannot have are very similar emotions. Both are jumbled up with feelings of unfairness, unworthiness, and regret. The fact that you say you have made a conscious decision to turn Ginny away, but yet you don’t actually do it, or you do it sometimes and then only half-heartedly, are all elements of indecision “ the inability to move on. Indecision dwells in the land of death, Harry; it may feel like it hurts less in the short run, but it will never bring you the happiness that you seek.”

“But, Remus, I have made a decision. My decision is that I will interact with Ginny as a friend only.”

“Because it hurts too much to turn away? That’s just avoidance. Your premise has an inherent contradiction, you will never be able to treat her as a friend simply because that’s not how you feel about her. Admit it, a saintly martyr could not walk that tightrope.”

It was with a heart-rendering realization that Harry concluded that Lupin was right. He didn’t know how the man had ever worked his way through the maze of shadows and contradictions, but there was no denying that his words had the unmistakable ring of truth.

“So you’re telling me that all I have to do is make a decision -- one way or the other?”

“Essentially. You also have to successfully convey that to Ginny and you have to stick by it. That’s not to say you can’t later say, ‘I’ve been wrong, I’ve been a fool,’ etc. but you cannot change your position from one minute to the next.”

“But, Remus, I have told Ginny the truth more than once, she keeps coming back.”

“Perhaps you’re just not being clear enough,” suggested Lupin. “When was the last time that you laid it out for her?”

“The night of the Gryffindor victory party.”

“When Ginny followed you out the portrait hole and then returned alone “ only a minute or two later? Will you think me too intrusive if I ask what your exact words were?”

“I don’t think it was more than two short sentences. Give me a moment to think…’I will always be here for you if you need me. But right now, I cannot be what you want me to be.’”

“Those were your exact words?” Lupin prodded.

“Pretty much,” Harry confessed. “They were a lot harder to say at the time.”

“No wonder she’s confused, those words sound too much like a declaration of love.”

Harry considered this for a minute then allowed, “I suppose they do…”

Lupin looked Harry in the eye and advised, “Then if that’s what you intend, do it right. Otherwise, you’re just holding her hostage. You must be unequivocal… Just realize this, Harry, I cannot make this decision for you. It is your decision to make just as you are the one who will have to live with the consequences.”

Harry nodded that he understood, but then sighed in resignation as he felt the familiar arguments starting in his head again.

Lupin must have seen some of that in Harry’s expression because he relented a bit and added, “Look, life’s too short and we all know that one day, even though we won’t be ready, we will all die. In the meanwhile, all we can do is grab the little bits of happiness that fall our way. If we question our good fortune too much, argue that we don’t deserve it, it will just slip through our fingers. I tell you this, Harry, because I stood on a precipice very similar to yours on the night that Dumbledore died and I came away with the realization that it could have been any of us cut down that night, any of us that had fought the Death Eaters in that corridor.”

“So you decided to give Tonks a chance,” Harry surmised.

Lupin nodded. “And in the long run, it has brought me more happiness than I ever imagined.”

Lupin retrieved the decanter from the sideboard and replenished their glasses. With that sly Marauder’s grin that always spelled trouble to Harry, he asked nonchalantly, “Tell me this, why didn’t you warn Ginny of the new protocols for the Room of Requirement?”

“I never really got a chance--” Harry began lamely.

“Her dormitory is on the floor beneath yours, Neville will give you the password. I know he’s done it before.”

“I meant to,” Harry stammered, “I just didn’t… I guess I couldn’t bear the thought that she would try to visit the room with someone else, someone other than me, all right! Not exactly one of my stellar moments.”

To his surprise, Lupin just laughed. “Absolutely priceless, Harry. With that little selfish act, you just brought yourself one step closer to the land of the living.”

Harry didn’t pretend to understand Lupin’s twisted leaps of logic. Not that he didn’t inevitably arrive at the correct conclusion, the man was uncanny about that; Harry just had to take a less hair-raising path himself.

“Did Neville tell you that he gave me the password?”

“Why would he? You’re a Gryffindor, aren’t you?” Lupin responded. “Actually, it created a bit of a stir among the idle minds in the common room. People tell me things, I’d be a fool not to listen. Why did you make an exception and deliberately seek Ginny out that day?”

“I was swearing her to secrecy about the recount I had given of the duel with Snape. It was at the direct request of the headmistress. Ron, Hermione and Neville had also been present, but they were much easier to locate.”

“How much of the story did you actually tell?”

“Very little. It was the day after the attack and they were concerned about me “ I had to give them something. Ginny’s the only one with whom I shared the entire story.”

“I believe that puts you another step closer, maybe two when you consider how much teasing Ginny had to endure.”

Harry chuckled in spite of not really understanding the rules of the game. “Would it help my overall standings if I told you that I didn’t confess the entire story to Ginny until after the headmistress told me to swear everyone to secrecy?”

“Direct quotes and everything?”

“Play by play.”

“Then I would say, Harry, that I believe we have a winner!”

They heard the sound of muffled knocking coming from the outer office.

“That must be Tonks back from the Christmas party,” explained Lupin as he undid the locks with a simple wand movement. “She always forgets that there’s an extra set of keys in the residence. Don’t get up, Harry.”

At the sound of the outer door opening, Lupin raised his voice to announce, “In here.”

The door to the inner office opened to reveal Tonks, hair a festive deep green, in obvious high spirits from the party. “When I didn’t find you in our private quarters, darling, I thought you might be here. Oh, hi, Harry, didn’t expect to find you here, too.”

“Good to see you, Tonks,” Harry replied with a wide smile.

“Harry and I were at loose ends tonight,” Lupin offered. “Thought it might be nice to have a quiet supper together.”

“I can see that,” Tonks observed as she surveyed the scene before her in detail. “Looks like a pair of bachelors enjoying a bit of creature comforts at home. When do the dancing girls arrive?”

Lupin slowly eyed her up and down with unabashed ardor then returned, “I believe they just did.”

Not embarrassed in the slightest, Tonks assumed an overly dramatic pose and intoned in a deep Slavic accent, “The Czarina is not performing tonight.”

Lupin burst out laughing as Harry joined in even though he was not entirely sure he got the joke in its entirety. His look of bemusement was noticed by Lupin who added, “Tonks, you forget that Harry is not one of your usual students so he’s not as familiar with your arsenal as, say, the Hufflepuffs.”

“Why don’t you fill him in, Remus, while I help myself to some of the port?” Tonks suggested as she located the decanter on the far sideboard.

“The Czarina was Tonks’ very strict, very Russian ballet teacher. Her mother made her attend classes regularly when she was about eight or nine.”

“More like a forced march,” intoned Tonks as she pulled up a third armchair.

“Was she really a czarina?” Harry probed.

“Naw,” Tonks clarified, “she just acted like one. She had some exquisitely long Russian name that nobody could pronounce, but in class it always had to be ‘Madame, this’ or ‘Madame, that,’ so I just started calling her the Czarina. It wasn’t my fault the name stuck!”

“I gather you were not one of her favorite pupils then,” Harry managed to eek out between the laughter.

“I actually think the woman came to have a pathological dread of Saturday mornings,” Tonks continued. “Between the hordes of undisciplined young lades, as she liked to say, and the fact that Mum had to repeatedly modify her memory every time I forgot not to change my hair color in the middle of class “ which was practically every week “ it’s a wonder she didn’t end up in an asylum! She had this short director’s baton, looked almost identical to a wand, that she would use to count out the music in the palm of her hand. Only if you made a mistake or your body alignment wasn’t exactly right, she’d poke you with the bloody thing “ and it was sharp! I think I managed the expelliarmus charm instinctively about a dozen times before my mother finally caught on and took me out of class.”

“And to make matters worse,” Lupin amended with barely contained mirth, “her mother then asks Tonks what she learned in class after all those years of training--”

“”and I show her my best, most sublimely rendered impersonation of the Czarina you have ever seen. I had her walk, her mannerisms, her overblown accent, her monstrous ego. The complete, unvarnished picture--”

“”and her mother says to her, ‘But Nymphadora, dear, didn’t you learn any dance combinations?’” Lupin finished amid gales of laughter.

“Now don’t get me wrong,” Tonks added, “I love my mum. But she never has really understood me.”

“Do they have any extra seating in the Hufflepuff common room?” quipped Harry to Lupin. “I think Fleur’s parents might like to attend when they visit from France. It’s Wednesday nights, right?”

“Two performances, seven and nine,” returned Lupin without missing a beat. “On a more serious note, though, Harry, I want to show you this. Tonks and I don’t usually share a classroom so this is not a demonstration that I can readily show my students. Tonks, would you indulge me by striking the Czarina pose again in the middle of the room so Harry can get the full picture? Don’t add any Metamorphmagus embellishments, please.”

Harry was enthralled with how readily Tonks became a totally different person right before their eyes. Even her expression was transformed into the perfect look of disdain for the adoring fans that were clustered around her.

“Now, Harry, this is an exercise in characterization “ determining your enemies’ strengths and weaknesses just by observing them. Tonks is an ideal subject for this because she is very precise. Now look at her carefully and allow your imagination to fill in the blanks. For instance, you can tell that the Czarina is not longer a young woman by the way she elongates her neck artificially so that it looks more youthful. You can see that her face is overly made up with a thick layer of powder and a number of artificial beauty marks penciled in. Her hair is pulled back austerely from her face and clipped securely at the nape of her neck.”

As Harry followed along with Lupin’s narrative, he was surprised how easily the picture filled itself in. Tonks was indeed conveying all those small nuances in the way she held her body.

“Now you try it,” urged Lupin. “I’ll get you started. Look at the way she’s standing, her weight is actually on her heels. What does this tell you about her shoes?”

“She’s wearing flats; but no, that’s not all of it. She’s wearing ballet shoes, what do you call them?”

“Toe shoes?” Tonks supplied helpfully.

“Yeah, that’s it.” Harry nodded.

“So what does that tell you about her legs?” prompted Lupin.

“She’s wearing tights, a pale color like all the dancers wear under their costumes.”

“Very good, now what can you tell from the position of her arms? See how they’re held at an artificial distance from her body,” Lupin continued.

Harry considered Tonks’ posturing carefully before answering, “She’s wearing a costume with a short skirt that sticks out and her arms are prevented from falling naturally beside her body.” With that he could suddenly see the entire picture: the aging ballerina, once semi-great, still donning the costumes of her youth and displaying a bit of artistic temperament by threatening to not perform for the evening’s production. Undoubtedly, she would relent after some shameless flattery and begging on the part of the director.

Harry turned to Lupin in awe. “That was incredible! Can you do that with anyone?”

“To some degree,” Lupin remarked thoughtfully. “But like I said, most people are not as meticulous as Tonks. She’s particularly adept at conveying all the little details.”

Harry started to stifle a yawn and realized that he shouldn’t impose on Lupin’s generosity any longer. “It must be getting late. If you’ll excuse me, I think I’d best be calling it a night. Thank you for the wonderful dinner, Remus. And Tonks, always a pleasure.”

Harry retrieved his school robes and discarded scarf and tie from the peg and then gave both Tonks and Lupin a quick hug like he’d seen Ginny do a thousand times. He couldn’t believe how easy and effortless it all was and how much better it made him feel.

“Don’t forget, Harry,” Lupin called, “we have a session at two tomorrow.”

“I won’t forget,” Harry affirmed with a smile as he let himself out into the deserted corridor. He felt as if a tremendous weight had been lifted off his shoulders.






As he heard the outside door close, Lupin sighed wearily in his chair. “I tell you, cherub, every day that goes by I feel woefully under-qualified for this job.”

“What happened this evening, Remus? I’ve never known you to entertain a student, let alone in such a lavish manner. You ordered the Dover sole, didn’t you? The one from Dumbledore’s private stash?”

Lupin nodded. “I had to call in quite a few favors for that. I didn’t know what else to do; I’ve never seen Harry so distraught. I figured the least I could do was offer him was a nice supper and some conversation. Was it such a terrible thing that I broke about a third of the guidelines for student-teacher interactions in the process?”

“Doesn’t being his personal advisor give you a bit of extra leeway?”

“Not enough for what he needed from me tonight. I think we’ve been wrong to have left Harry with the Dursleys for so long. For years his only confidantes have been Ron and Hermione. Unfortunately, in this case, he needed to talk to someone with a little more perspective, someone who had gone through some of the same things that he was experiencing.”

“You mean like a father figure?” surmised Tonks.

“Perhaps.”

“Well, you must have done something right. Did you see that mega-watt smile that he gave you? That’s the same one that he usually reserves for Ginny.”

Lupin nodded. “I just hope that I gave him something to think about.”

“What did he want to talk about, if you don’t mind me asking?”

“Just the usual man-to-man stuff: life, death, love.”

“That’s a pretty tall order. What did you tell him?”

“Just a bit of advice that his mother, Lily, passed on to me when I was his age. A bit about how I felt when my own parents passed away. Nothing so complicated that any other adult couldn’t have done it justice.”

“I think you’re being too modest, darling, and much too hard on yourself. You know the headmistress gave you this assignment precisely because you cared for Harry; I don’t think she’d berate you for getting personally involved if--”

“If it was inevitable, you mean? I wonder if I would have accepted this position if she had warned me that I would grow to love the students so.”

“And what about Harry?”

“Harry is the best of Lily and James rolled into one. How could anyone not love Harry?”

“You see, Remus, that’s exactly why you’re the perfect man for the job.”
Chapter 32 Through the Looking Glass by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Lupin makes his loyalties clear; Mr. Weasley and Bill provide Harry with additional insight about the Fidelius Charm as well as the night that James and Lily were killed.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.





Chapter 32
Through the Looking Glass


Feeling a bit like a reformed Scrooge on Christmas morning, Harry made his way to Lupin’s office the next day.

“You certainly seem to be in good spirits, Harry.” Lupin smiled from behind his desk. “Don’t tell me you’ve come to a decision already.”

“Not just yet, Professor, but I intend to very soon. There’re just a few loose ends I’d like to ask you about if I could.”

“Are they in the same spirit as what we discussed yesterday?” Lupin asked carefully.

Harry nodded. “If you don’t mind.”

“Then we’d better move into the inner office,” Lupin suggested. “And Harry, please make sure the outer door is closed. I’d hate to have to answer to the headmistress concerning my teaching practices.”

Harry cast a muffliato spell as a back-up, then returned his attention to Lupin who had already seated himself in front of the fire. From the quality of the white light that was streaming in through the solitary window, it was evident that it had started to snow again outside.

Harry seated himself in the other chair and took a deep breath. “Why did you not ask me what Ginny’s position in all this was? Wouldn’t that have been relevant if you were seeking a compromise?”

Lupin paused a moment before responding, “Firstly, we were talking about you; and secondly, it was obvious to me that the crux of the whole issue was that there was no middle ground. Besides, I already knew what Ginny’s take would be.” At Harry’s skeptical expression, Lupin continued, “So little faith… Ginny would have told you that she didn’t think your concerns were valid, and that even if they were, she was willing to take the chance anyway… Am I not correct?”

Harry was stunned. “Did she tell you this?”

Lupin gave a short derisive laugh. “Ginny? She mostly keeps her own council, always has. Those just happen to be the words that Tonks said to me.”

“Forgive me, Professor, I should have made the connection sooner,” Harry admitted. “I recall Tonks said words to that effect when we were all gathered in the Hospital Wing the night of Dumbledore’s death.” He also remembered, but did not voice, that words like ‘death’ and ‘Voldemort’ had not entered into Lupin’s objections at the time.

“I, too, have given some thought to the concerns that you raised last night,” Lupin asserted. “Are you sure that the constant presence of Ginny at the Burrow won’t prove to be too distracting?”

Harry shrugged to indicate that he was resigned to it. “It may not turn out to be as bad as I originally thought. Hermione persuaded “ well, actually, it was more of a demand “ that the headmistress provide her with an assignment over the Christmas holidays--”

Lupin chuckled knowingly.

“”which means that Ron will be at loose ends. As long as I’m not actually alone with Ginny, the problems don’t seem to materialize.”

“You expect Hermione will be engrossed in her task?” Lupin asked with a knowing smile.

“I’m thinking the terms ‘voracious’ and ‘rabid’ will immediately come to mind,” Harry returned.

“I’ll accept that,” Lupin noted with a dry laugh. “Then here’s my assignment for you… Don’t look so stricken, I’m not negotiating today. I know that you came to Hogwarts seeking answers and the headmistress seems to think that you have been assigned a task by Dumbledore himself--”

“Please don’t ask me to break a promise that I made to Dumbledore on his dying day.”

Lupin hesitated a moment to acknowledge the tacit admission. Then choosing his words carefully, he ventured, “Is it not something that we could work through together?”

Harry shook his head regretfully. “I wish I could unburden myself of this, but Dumbledore’s instructions were explicit: I was to discuss it with Ron and Hermione only… You cannot imagine how much I would dearly love to place it squarely before you, Remus; you who wield deductive reasoning like others wield a sword, but I don’t think I can.”

“Is there some sort of assistance that I might render obliquely perhaps?” Lupin offered tactfully.

“Not at this time,” Harry conceded, deliberating whether it would ever be possible to consult with Lupin about anything remotely to do with the Horcruxes without running the risk of the man trying it all together in a neat little package.

“So with the understanding that you already have other assignments to be getting on with during the Christmas holidays,” Lupin summarized, “my assignment to you is this: steer clear of those avenues of inquiry that lead you back into the past and those events that we cannot change. Instead work on problems that will impact you in the future. I think that even such a small shift in your focus will keep you from feeling so overwhelmed.”

Harry considered how well those instructions dovetailed with his short-term plans. After coming across an entry for the word ‘Horcrux’ in a musty old English dictionary that read: ‘derived from the name of the ancient Egyptian god Horus, a vessel that possessed ill-understood mystical properties and often rumored to be cursed,’ Harry had decided on a new angle of inquiry ideally suited for the Christmas holidays. After all, Ron’s oldest brother, Bill, worked as a curse breaker for Gringott’s Wizarding Bank and would surely be able to point him in the right direction. More to the point, a few years ago Bill had completed a temporary field assignment working specifically with Egyptian tomb curses.

“That's very good advice, Professor,” Harry agreed. “I was going to wish you a happy Christmas, but you did say that you’d be by the Burrow before then.”

“Tuesday.”

“See you on Tuesday then,” Harry asserted as he took his leave.




Lupin trudged up the spiral steps to McGonagall’s office with a heavy heart. I hate this part of my job, he thought to himself for the hundredth time.

The headmistress smiled pleasantly from behind her desk. “Remus, I’m so glad to see that you have something to report. Won’t you take a seat?”

“If you don’t mind, Minerva, I’ll stand. This really won’t take long.”

If the headmistress was taken aback, she certainly didn’t show it, so Lupin ploughed ahead. “Harry’s confirmed that he was given a task by Dumbledore, assigned the very night that he was killed.”

“Were you able to obtain any of the details?” she prompted eagerly.

“He rebuffed me just like he did you. Think carefully, Minerva, if you are asking that I betray his trust, because I will not do it.”

“Do you think he may confide in you in the future?”

“It’s always a possibility. But at this point, I need to wait for him to seek my assistance on his own “ and there’s a good chance that he may never do that. But just so that we’re clear: should he offer information to me in strictest confidence, I will not be turning over that information to anyone else.”

“What about your duty to the Order?” she reminded him.

Lupin’s eyes were blazing as he returned, “When it comes to this, I am the Order.”

“But, Remus--”

“This is not negotiable, Minerva. If you think that you’d rather assign the task to someone else, someone who is more amendable to outside agendas, then I suggest you do so.”

“No, Remus,” the headmistress replied in a conciliatory tone, “I still maintain that you are the best man for the job.”

“Do you mean that, or are you just afraid that if I walk, Harry will walk with me? Because I can practically guarantee it.”

“Remus, you wouldn’t!” McGonagall gasped.

“Then just remember this: my first loyalty is to Harry. Not Harry, the boy who lived, the chosen one, or whatever moniker du jour applies so that you can objectify him. He is a person with feelings just like everyone else. Only just about everyone he’s ever cared for has betrayed him in some way “ even if it was just by dying “ and I, for one, will not do it.”

“He’s not the only one who has lost those dear to him--”

“”but he’s the youngest among us, Minerva. He doesn’t have age or experience to buffer the pain.”

“But to trust him implicitly with so huge a matter!”

“We don’t really have any idea of the scope of Dumbledore’s assignment,” Lupin pointed out. “But to address your statement directly, all trust is implicit. To half-trust someone is not to trust them at all.”

“Don’t you think you should be a little more pragmatic?” suggested the headmistress.

“You’re asking the wrong person, Minerva; I’ve always been an idealist. Do you suddenly doubt the ideals that we defend?”

“Remus, it’s not the contents of your heart that I doubt,” she maintained softly.

“Then you shouldn’t doubt Harry, either… Now if you’ll excuse me, I have packing to do. Should you need to find me over the holidays, I will be either in Patagonia or Katmandu. By happy coincidence, Ted Tonks likes to hike “ only he prefers exotic locations. An owl or Patronus will find me in either place.”

Not that he would be traveling to either of those locales over the holidays, Lupin thought to himself, but they managed to convey the same remoteness as his true destination “ and he would still be accessible via owl or Patronus.






It was an uneventful supper at the Burrow that evening. After serving as their escort, Fred had left almost immediately to assist George at the Diagon Alley store. Mrs. Weasley was disappointed that she could not persuade him to stay even for a single cup of tea, giving him a long-suffering sigh as he breezed off into the snowy night. Harry had not realized that Diagon Alley remained open in the evenings, but Hermione assured him that it was always so in the dwindling days before Christmas.

Bill arrived later than usual from Gringott’s after having seen Fleur off to Paris to meet her parents. Not being able to take as many days off, Bill would be joining her in a few days so that they could spend the holidays together. Mr. Weasley returned from the Ministry in time for pudding and everyone waited for him to eat a quick supper before they attacked Mrs. Weasley’s excellent mincemeat pie together. Harry made everyone laugh by recounting Ron’s tips for hanging mistletoe in their common room, although he made a point of avoiding Ginny’s gaze throughout his narrative.

Even so, it seemed oddly quiet without the twins and Fleur to liven things up so Ginny and Hermione retired to the living room to see if they could get a head start on the Christmas decorating. They returned almost immediately to commandeer Ron’s assistance with the ladder and with the hanging of the holly wreath over the mantle. As the self-styled expert on the proper positioning of mistletoe, Ron could hardly refuse.

Mr. Weasley offered to assist Mrs. Weasley with the washing and shelving of the plates and glassware, albeit most of the hard work was done by magic. Still, Harry thought they were the perfect picture of domesticity as they softly discussed the events of their day while performing such a mundane chore.

Left alone to linger over a second cup of holiday spiced tea with Bill, Harry found it an ideal moment to ask him about his area of expertise.

“The study of curses is fascinating but dangerous as well,” Bill admitted. “Many times I’ve had to temper my guesswork with an iron restraint so as not to make any unnecessary assumptions that could result in injury. Granted, working with goblins can be a huge asset as many curses simply don’t affect them like they would you or me. Still, you can never forget that some curses cannot be broken without risking death and you have to be ready to walk away from those.”

Harry described the condition of Dumbledore’s withered hand before his death and asked if that could have been the result of handling a cursed object.

“That’s certainly a possibility,” Bill agreed. “Do you know what sort of an object it might have been?”

Harry shook his head sadly then elaborated, “It may have been a ring, but I may just be jumping to conclusions as he was wearing a ring I had never seen before on his other hand. It could have been just about anything to judge by his promise of it being such a rollicking good tale “ the more sensational, the better. He was killed before he was able to recount the details to me.”

Bill commiserated with a nod of his head. “If it was a ring,” he proclaimed, “it would be important to know who last wore it. Not the owner, mind you, but who actually had it on their finger last. Tracing a curse to its origin is often one of the best methods of understanding how to ultimately break it. Aside from Dumbledore, why all this sudden interest in curses, Harry?”

“Just a class assignment I have for the holidays,” Harry improvised.

“There are a number of related books still in my room upstairs if you want to research the matter further. I made a point of collecting only those that were written in plain, modern-day language “ not like some of those that you can find at Hogwarts “ so it may not prove to be such an onerous task,” Bill suggested.

“Thanks, Bill, I’m sure that will help a lot. Tell me, though, how is breaking a curse different from undoing a charm? I mean, if a charm has unexpected negative results, then is it still essentially different from a curse?”

“That’s one that could be argued by the experts,” Bill acknowledged. “I personally think that intent has a lot to do with whether an item is indeed a curse or a charm. But it’s rather like trying to classify magic as being either dark or light. Does it depend upon the nature of the spell itself, or are some spells always considered dark magic regardless of how they are used? Can using dark magic to achieve a worthy goal mean that it can no longer be classified as dark in that particular instance? It’s an argument for the philosophers.”

“What about the case of the Fidelius Charm that my mother cast right before her death?” ventured Harry apprehensively. “Wouldn’t you say that was a charm that went awry?”

Bill’s conclusion was not what Harry had expected. “Actually, no,” Bill declared without a moment’s hesitation. “I think that charm worked exactly as your mother intended. They did not want to be found until they were ready to be found.”

“What about the fact that no one can find the house now?” Harry pressed.

“Now it’s just a matter of when Peter Pettigrew or Voldemort, or anyone else who acquires the secret, decides that it should be found. But Harry, I’m not the one you should be asking about the Godric’s Hollow Conundrum. Remus Lupin is the acknowledged expert, although I’ve heard him and my dad go ‘round and ‘round about it for hours without getting anywhere.”

“Why didn’t Lupin think to ask Sirius to share the secret? Or to at least take him there in person?”

Bill’s expression was solemn when he answered, “Because he didn’t expect Sirius to die. At least, not to die before his name was cleared and they could make a pilgrimage to the site together. For Remus, it’s been an annual event ever since--”

Mr. Weasley’s hand on Bill’s shoulder stopped him in mid-sentence as did the quiet words that followed. “Bill, did you not realize that Remus is serving as Harry’s faculty advisor this year? The headmistress has allowed Harry, as well as Ron and Hermione, to structure their seventh year as a course of independent study.”

“Forgive me, Dad, and you, too, Harry,” Bill offered immediately. “I must have totally forgotten. My words were totally inexcusable…”

“I wouldn’t go that far, Bill,” Arthur Weasley responded in an affectionate tone. “I heard enough of your conversation to realize that you were only speaking of Remus as a family friend “ but it was best if I stopped you before you went any further.”

Arthur casually poured himself a cup of tea and took his time adjusting the cream and sugar until it was just right. Then turning to Bill, he posed, “You don’t mind if I have a few private words with Harry, do you?”

Harry looked around the familiar kitchen and saw that Mrs. Weasley had also left the room unnoticed at some point earlier.

Arthur cleared his throat briefly before addressing Harry directly, “Bill didn’t mean any harm, he just enjoys talking about his work. He also forgets that Remus exercises considerable restraint when it comes to sharing his thoughts with others.”

Harry nodded that he understood. Although he no longer thought of Lupin in those terms exactly, the assessment would have accurately described Lupin’s demeanor at the start of term.

“I tell you this, Harry, because it concerns the night that your parents were murdered and so, indirectly, concerns you as well. It’s better that you hear it from me. The Godric’s Hollow Conundrum has practically been Remus’ undoing these past sixteen years. He’s looked at it from every angle, cursed it, walked away from it to gain perspective, anything and everything he has been able to think of and yet it continues to defy him. It has become the bane of his existence. I thought that with his marriage, he would finally have been able to put it behind him for more immediate concerns.”

“Actually, I think he has in many respects, Mr. Weasley,” Harry volunteered. “It was my insistence to know more about my parents’ deaths that caused him to dredge it up.”

Arthur looked at Harry sympathetically and proffered, “Don’t blame yourself, Harry. It’s Remus’ own feelings of remorse and guilt “ totally unfounded that they are “ that leads him down this same path over and over again. Trust me, I have spent many a night sitting at this very table trying to console him.”

“If you don’t mind me asking, why exactly does he feel so guilty? As far as I can tell, he wasn’t involved in the situation directly.”

“But that’s just it, Harry. The fact that he wasn’t involved directly is like a condemnation to him. They were his best friends, his surrogate family, and he was not there to help them the night they died. He totally forgets that Peter Pettigrew’s betrayal had been orchestrated long in advance. That while the members of the Order were searching for a traitor in their midst, it was Peter that was feeding each of them false information about the other so that everyone was suspicious of everyone else. Sirius was manipulated to the point where he no longer trusted Remus “ although James and Lily pleaded with him that he was wrong. It was all part of Peter’s plan to present himself as the best candidate to be their Secret-Keeper. And the saddest part of the whole thing is that, all other factors aside, Remus would still have been unable to come to their assistance. Voldemort made a point of attacking your parents on the night of the full moon, you see.

“And every time I think that Remus has finally been able to put the matter to rest, the estate agents from Gringott’s seek him out like clockwork. They can’t accept the fact that this matter may never be settled within any of our lifetimes and are convinced that Remus somehow holds the key.”

Harry gulped as if he were coming up for air. “I’m sorry, Mr. Weasley, but you lost me on that last part “ about the agents from Gringott’s.”

“Of course, Harry,” Arthur replied kindly, “I forget that some of these legal machinations must seem totally foreign to you. Bill works there so a lot of this is familiar to me just from listening to him talk about his work. Your father, James, was from a wizarding family, a pureblood as those people who think such things matter would say. Like in many of these old families, there was an estate: a family home, some land, perhaps a few pieces of art or antiques. All that remains of that is still in Godric’s Hollow, still protected by the Fidelius Charm; and while it is likely that much of the house and its contents have been irreparably damaged, the land itself still has value. The estate agents at Gringott’s are eager to settle the matter so that they may claim the percentage to which they are entitled.”

“So you’re saying that Remus is somehow named in my parents’ will?” Harry inquired.

“I can only assume so because of the actions of the estate agents. I’m not certain that Remus knows or that he would even tell me if he did. I suspect you and Sirius “ and ironically, maybe even Peter Pettigrew “ are also named. Since neither Sirius nor Peter have been accessible, and you were clearly too young to have knowledge of the secret, they have concentrated their efforts into hounding Remus. A bunch of parasites they are, too. Leeches that suck on the blood of human suffering, or so Remus always says.”

Harry’s confusion over legal matters was clearly evident. “But the money that my parents left me in their vault at Gringott’s…”

“That was a perfectly routine transaction. It’s only the distribution of assets that they can neither see nor touch that gives them problems.”
Chapter 33 The Best Laid Plans.... by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry chafes at the Order’s safety restrictions; Lupin and Tonks arrive to take Hermione and Ginny Christmas shopping in London.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 33
The Best Laid Plans…


Harry was beginning to think he had traded one prison for another. To have heard the headmistress’ concerns about safety issues, he was lucky to have been allowed to journey to the Burrow over the holidays at all. She had embarked upon a long, convoluted explanation of how the protection that he had enjoyed -- not that he hadn’t wanted to correct her impression at that point, nothing at the Dursley’s was ever enjoyable -- at his aunt’s had been tacitly extended beyond his seventeenth birthday when they had not demanded that he leave immediately. But once he left Privet Drive to return to Hogwarts, that thread had been irreparably snapped. While the school and its grounds were probably the most heavily warded pieces of real estate in Britain, she could not extend any of that same protection to areas beyond the gates. He had listened politely and waited for her to arrive at the bottom line, i.e. that there was to be an Order member stationed outside the Weasley residence each day and that he was not to be allowed to leave their property under any circumstances, not even if the Order member agreed to accompany him.

They had arrived at the Burrow that first evening to find that Hestia Jones was already waiting for them. It was clear that the circumstances had changed drastically since the carefree days of summer when she had been such an entertaining companion. Now it was all business as she greeted them curtly and then insisted that they each produce an identifying Patronus before allowing them near the house. All except Ginny, that is, as she reminded them of the ban on underage magic.

Harry had to admit that he was envious of the girls’ upcoming shopping trip. Not that he had any desire to brave the Yuletide London crowds, but he had not had an opportunity to do any Christmas shopping at all this year. Now it looked like his tentative plan to steal away to the nearby hamlet of Ottery St. Catchpole was going to have to be abandoned as well.

Hermione was surprisingly sympathetic to Harry’s plight and offered to assist him in any way that she could. The customary upbraiding about waiting until the last minute didn’t come.

“Harry, I don’t think anyone’s going to hold this against you,” she explained. “Everyone knows that we’ve been restricted to school grounds for the past two months.”

“Still I bet you’ve done some of your shopping already, haven’t you?” Harry asked testily.

“Not as much as you’d think “ and then only because I was able to go to the cyber-café once before the lock-down,” she replied patiently.

“You didn’t use the owl-order service?” Ron inquired, clutching his chest in mock disbelief.

Hermione acknowledged his antics with a practiced, “Very funny, Ron. I was actually intending to select gifts personally this year. Harry, do you have any ideas at all?”

Harry shook his head glumly. “I was hoping to be inspired by what I actually saw for sale in the shops. I find that it makes things a lot easier if you don’t begin with any preconceived notions.”

“Well, Mr. Practicality, that’s not exactly going to work for you this year, is it?” Hermione returned.

Ginny poked her head past the door to Ron’s bedroom and asked, “You three commiserating about Christmas presents? I have no idea what to get Mum this year, any suggestions?”

“Believe it or not,” Harry volunteered with a smile, “that’s the only one to which I’ve given any thought. Remember all those fabulous photos the Creevey brothers took of the Halloween Ball? They had so many in addition to the ones that they framed that I went through the extras and found a few that might appeal to Mrs. Weasley. I was hoping to get an album to put them in, though.”

“That’s a great idea!” Hermione declared. “Getting an album should pose no problem. Who do you have photos of?”

“I was able to find Ron, Ginny and George. None of Fred, unfortunately, since that headless costume of his just made the lens go haywire.”

“I would’ve thought that my costume would have done the same,” Ron commented.

“Oh, it did. But Colin was able to dig one out that showed you, Ginny and Lupin examining one of Luna’s table decorations that was taken before either of you activated the special effects.”

“You know,” suggested Hermione with a twinkle in her eye, “I have a few photos from that event myself that I might be persuaded to donate for the album. Anyone else?”

Harry noticed that Hermione looked directly at Ginny when she said that, but it was Ron who responded with, “Count me in!”

“Me, too!” Ginny followed seconds later.




Tuesday morning was cold and grey with a colorless sky that seemed to dissolve into the snowy landscape without any discernable pause at the horizon. The golden glow of the candles and hearth from the Burrow kitchen presented a sharp contrast as happy voices from within shattered the fragile silence of a winter’s dawn.

It was the usual mayhem as Mrs. Weasley attempted to make sure that everyone had breakfast before they set out for the day while overlapping conversations rang from every side of the worn trestle table. Fred and George were conferring with Bill in hushed whispers in the corner as Arthur attempted to read the Daily Prophet and carry on a conversation with Harry and Ron. Hermione and Ginny were still upstairs getting ready for their big excursion amid the tony Muggle stores of London.

“Are you finished, Harry dear?” inquired Mrs. Weasley in a motherly tone.

“Everything was wonderful as usual.” He smiled in her direction as he tilted his head to try to read some of the headlines on the back side of the Prophet.

Ron was still shoveling cereal into his mouth despite having finished a huge plate of eggs and sausages minutes before. After consulting his pocket watch, Arthur decided he had time for another piece of toast before leaving for the Ministry and motioned for Harry to please pass him the butter and jam.

Mrs. Weasley caught Harry’s eye as she surveyed the scene from her command post next to the stove. “Are the girls still not down? Harry, would you mind checking on them again?”

He nodded indulgently and hurried out the kitchen door, then slowed his pace considerably as he worked his way across the living room and up the stairs for the third time that morning. Harry stood on the first floor landing and intoned, “Gringott’s courier service and exchange! Last call for Ginny Weasley and Hermione Granger!”

Ginny poked her head out of the second door and giggled at his long suffering expression. “Do I look enough like a Muggle to you?” She grinned as she held the door open wide.

Harry was caught short momentarily, sorely tempted to survey her in the same lingering fashion that she had once scrutinized him in his formal attire. But the moment was shattered when Hermione opened the far door and cried, “Oh, Harry, please get my spending money from Bill, I can’t find my walking shoes anywhere!”

“I’ll get it, Hermione,” offered Ginny as she slipped into her hiking boots and clomped down the stairs with the long laces tucked in but still untied.

Harry followed behind at a more measured pace and watched as the last copper flash of Ginny’s hair disappeared behind the kitchen door. He was halfway across the living room when he saw a hint of silver smoke through the window that signified that Lupin and Tonks must be going through the checkpoint. He held the back door open invitingly, then hugged them each in turn as they entered.

“Merry Christmas to you both,” he offered with a wide smile as he led them into the kitchen where the rest of the remaining Weasleys were still assembled. Harry noticed that Arthur had already left for work as Molly ushered Tonks and Lupin into the seats that had recently been occupied by Fred and George.

“Molly, please, it’s not necessary to ply me with any more hot cocoa or I’m liable to explode when I try to Disapparate.” Lupin laughed as he waved the steaming mugs away, then finally relented with a sigh.

Ginny was in the corner engrossed in conversation with Bill and nodding uncertainly. Still in stocking feet, Hermione joined them and Bill handed her an envelope as well. Ginny was looking at hers skeptically.

“It’s all right, Ginny,” Ron whispered in a teasing tone, “Muggles have been using paper money for the last century, at least.”

Ginny made a face back at him as Hermione assured her, “Don’t worry if you can’t remember all the conversions that Bill gave you. It was the same for me the first time I used Galleons. Tonks and I are pros at this, we won’t leave your side until you’ve mastered it.”

Harry’s attention was redirected to Tonks who was commenting to Mrs. Weasley, “”and Remus was so concerned that Dad would take an immediate dislike to him because he was a werewolf. But Dad says, ‘I don’t care about that, just as long as he doesn’t vote Tory!’”

Hermione immediately burst out laughing as Lupin elaborated, “I wasn’t exactly sure what he meant until Tonks explained to me that the Tories would have gladly welcomed the likes of pureblood fanatics such as the Malfoys and the rest of the Blacks.”

“Zealots like Dolores Umbridge, too,” Hermione contributed.

Lupin turned to her and posed, “So you follow Muggle politics, Hermione?”

“Not really,” she admitted, “but my parents do, so some of it’s bound to rub off.”

“Help me with this one then,” Lupin entreated. “What are these striking similarities between Cornelius Fudge and this fellow, Tony Blair, that are supposedly so amusing?”

Hermione’s hand flew immediately to her mouth to stifle the laughter. “You really should talk to my dad about that, Professor,” she commented through her giggles. “He’s the one who could really do that explanation justice.”

“Hermione, dear,” Mrs. Weasley interjected, “your walking shoes are by the back door where you left them to thaw out, remember?”

Hermione raced out of the room while Ginny propped one foot on the nearest stool to begin lacing her hiking boots.

Catching Molly’s disapproving look, Lupin offered, “Why don’t I help you lace your boots, Ginny? They’re much more comfortable when you can get someone else to lace them up nice and tight for you.” He wiggled his own toes appreciatively, then settled Ginny’s foot on his knee so that he could get the proper leverage. “Isn’t that so, Tonks?” he added mischievously.

Tonks flashed him the merest glance before intoning dramatically, “I don’t know what you mean, Remus. I simply don’t do ‘supplicant’.”

Even without the Russian accent, her entire demeanor was suddenly so much like the Czarina that Harry couldn’t help breaking out in laughter.

“Tell me, Remus,” Bill remarked on his way out the door, “don’t you ever feel like you’ve been assigned to the position of straight man?”

Lupin issued a sharp laugh and returned, “Just you want until you get married!”

Mrs. Weasley finally surrendered her post at the stove and settled down for some cocoa once she realized that she was not going to convince the girls to have anything more than pumpkin juice.

“I’ll make them stop for something later,” Lupin assured her.

Finally everyone had their coats, scarves, gloves, hats and rucksacks ready to go. Tonks assembled the troops in the living room to make sure that everyone passed muster. Today, she was not dressed in her usual cutting-edge Muggle attire and wildly colored hair. Like Lupin, she was wearing a very upscale alpine jumper, simple jeans, and boots “ a studied casualness perfectly suited to city dwellers. To complete the picture, she had changed her hair into a wavy ginger mane reminiscent of both Ginny and Hermione at the same time. She complimented the girls on the fluffy scarves that Hermione had knitted as their brightness would draw everyone’s eyes to their faces instead of other details.

Clothing inspection completed, Lupin took over the briefing. “For today, it’s first names only. We’re just Remus and Tonks. First person who says ‘professor’ gets docked 50 house points “ and don’t think I won’t remember to do it once we get back to school. Speaking of which, the word ‘Hogwarts’ is also out; just refer to it as ‘school’ if you need to. Better yet, avoid those subjects entirely. And lastly, don’t forget that Muggles don’t know they’re Muggles, so don’t use the word under any circumstances.”

“Just one thing, Remus.” Harry couldn’t resist interrupting, then at Mrs. Weasley’s disapproving look and Ron’s snigger, he added innocently. “What, the guidelines don’t apply to me?”

Harry saw Ron’s smile widen and didn’t dare look in the direction of Mrs. Weasley who had probably donned her basilisk-type glare.

Lupin tried to hide his smirk as he shook his head indulgently. “Yes, Harry?”

“Why all the secrecy? I mean it’s a great training exercise and all, but why go to all the trouble?”

“It never hurts to be extra cautious, dear,” asserted Mrs. Weasley. “These are all standard practices for members of the Order. Not that it means that any of you are being inducted, mind you.”

“We’ll have them back in time for supper, Molly,” Lupin promised as Mrs. Weasley herded them like a mother hen into the backyard.

Harry and Ron watched from the back window as the four assembled themselves into a tightly packed group. With Lupin’s hands on Hermione’s shoulders and Tonks’ hands on Ginny’s, they Disapparated simultaneously with a barely discernable popping noise.

“Blimey, I bet they’re having fun already,” Ron bemoaned.

“But, Ron,” Harry reminded him, “you hate shopping, you hate London and you hate crowds.”

“Well, if you put it that way,” Ron attested with a grin, “let’s see if Hestia will give us approval for a game of Quidditch down at the far end of the lawn.”

They turned to see that Mrs. Weasley was pursing her lips in a very disapproving manner and shaking her head slightly.

“What, Mum?” he issued with an apologetic shrug. “Don’t tell me she wasn’t included in the guidelines, either!”




Hestia Jones pronounced that Quidditch was out due to the high-flying antics, but they were welcome to do a bit of practice dueling in the far field if they promised to stay within her line of sight. Harry and Ron returned with their jackets zipped tight and wands resolutely clutched in their moisture-proof gloves. As Hestia accompanied them down to the dueling site, she confirmed a few details concerning the Weasley homestead.

“I’m not sure about the exact boundaries,” Ron confessed. “You should probably ask my dad about that, but the field to the west and a bit of the wooded area to the east are definitely ours. We’ve been playing there since we were old enough to outrun Mum.”

“And both of you are of age?” Hestia inquired pointedly. “Can’t have any underage wizards doing magic on my watch.”

They both nodded in reply. With that single reminder, however, Harry’s illusions of enjoying any extra practice sessions with Ginny evaporated once and for all.

Hestia positioned herself so that she had a clear view of the boys as well as the house in the background. Dueling seemed a poor substitute for flying, but they persevered half-heartedly until Harry remembered the visualization technique he’d used in Lupin’s class. Ron went for it with the same gusto he usually reserved for dessert. Before long, they were involved in such an outrageous battle that it was hard to tell which volleys were the result of spells, which were the result of a good throwing arm, and which results were totally unexpected. They even managed to get Hestia laughing at their antics and admitting that she wished circumstances allowed her to join in.

By the time they broke for lunch, the boys had snow down their collars and ice caked in their hair. Looking forward to thawing themselves out with some warm food, Hestia accompanied them as they trudged up the slight incline to the house. A flash of whitish smoke contrasting against a dark hedge caught Harry’s eye. Hestia immediately noticed his shift in focus and motioned the boys inside the house as she went to take a closer look. Peering out through the front window, they could see that it was a silvery dolphin Patronus.

“Blimey, that’s from Bill!” Ron exclaimed.

Mrs. Weasley herded them into the kitchen and unwound the wet outer clothing from them as they settled down to some piping hot stew. She looked up from her plate as Hestia walked in through the kitchen door.

“Are you ready from some stew, Hestia?’ she offered solicitously.

“In a moment, Molly. I have some news that I need to relate first. I just received an urgent message from Bill. He has word that there have been a series of bombings in London, the entire city is in an uproar. Even Diagon Alley is feeling the repercussions. He has already notified Arthur and one of them will be home within the hour with more details.”

The only sound in the kitchen was the clatter of spoons that had been hastily returned to the tabletop. The shocked silence was broken by Mrs. Weasley suggesting that they turn on the Wizard Wireless Network to see if any reports of the incident were forthcoming. They waited impatiently for some insipid program that provided household hints for the modern witch to conclude before the next scheduled news update. But it was soon clear from the news segment that the minds at the WWN did not consider any events in that occurred within the context of the Muggle world to be worthy of notice.

Harry turned away in disgust. He should have immediately understood that they were taking such a myopic view when the regularly scheduled programming had not been interrupted, he concluded grimly.

“Is there anything wrong with the stew, dear?” Mrs. Weasley asked in a worried tone.

“It’s fine, Mrs. Weasley, I just seem to have lost my appetite,” Harry admitted with a sigh.

“I understand. Just finish up your tea then so you’ll have something warm in your stomach.” Then turning her attention towards Ron, she added, “I see Ron has lost his appetite as well.”

As she took both plates away, Harry noted that Ron’s bowl showed that he had been able to stomach considerably more than a few mouthfuls. Harry promised that he would return for his tea momentarily, but right now he was going upstairs to change out of the remainder of his damp clothing before the chill set in.

He felt an indescribable sense of surrealism as he climbed the stairs to the room he was sharing with Ron. This had to be a coincidence, he kept telling himself. No one could have known the girls were planning to go to London today. But in his heart, he knew that such reasoning was false. The existence of vipers like Peter Pettigrew was all the evidence he needed.

After the fifth attempt to untie the wet lumps of laces, he just wedged off his trainers and left them for later. With unsteady fingers, he unbuttoned the top half of his shirt, then just pulled it off his head impatiently. Shrugging into a thick, warm sweatshirt seemed to soothe him enough that he was able to exchange his socks and clammy jeans for dry ones without further incident. As he ran his hands through his unruly hair, he could tell that most of the trembling had subsided. Perhaps all he had needed was some dry clothing, he told himself as he climbed down the stairs.

He found Mrs. Weasley and Ron sitting alone at the kitchen table, each staring listlessly into the distance. With the radio turned off, the silence felt oppressive in the usually cheerful kitchen. Harry poured himself a mug of tea and added a bit of lemon as a soothing agent. His throat felt so tight he doubted he would be able to swallow anything at all.

“Feeling better now, Harry?” Mrs. Weasley inquired gently.

Harry nodded in return and sat down in the chair that Ron was just vacating. He cupped his hands around the warm mug and inhaled deeply. The sharpness of the lemon scent contrasting with the aromatic tea felt oddly comforting. Staring out the window at the bleak landscape, he noted that Hestia had resumed her post in the back yard.




Ron had just returned from upstairs when a bit of movement outside alerted them that someone had arrived at Hestia’s checkpoint. Like a trio of voyeurs, they crowded soundlessly at the window, watching as Arthur Weasley produced a glistening weasel from the tip of his wand. He was at the back door moments later.

“No word from the girls yet?” he asked apprehensively as he hung up his coat and hat automatically.

“Nothing,” replied Molly, solemnly handing him a mug of tea.

“I find that worrisome,” Arthur admitted candidly. “Surely Remus or Tonks would have had the good sense to fire off a Patronus message to either of us at the first sign of trouble. I wonder what may have prevented them from doing so?”

“Any update on the situation in London, Dad?” Ron inquired impatiently. “Wizard Wireless was completely ignoring it.”

“Typical,” commiserated Arthur. “Last report I had was that all public transport throughout the city had been discontinued until further notice. Authorities are saying that they’ve been inundated with bomb threats within the past few hours and are having difficulty marshalling enough manpower to follow up on each one. It’s clear that some of the bombs have actually gone off, but the details vary depending upon the source.”

“Why would anyone do such a thing right at Christmas time?” Molly fretted with her apron unconsciously.

“They were looking for crowds…” Arthur left his thought unfinished as the others at the table filled in the details for themselves.

Yuletide crowds, shoppers, commuters. Each possibility sent an extra jolt of apprehension through the knot in Harry’s stomach.

“Don’t look so glum, boys,” Arthur offered with hollow cheer. “The girls couldn’t be in better hands. Tonks is the absolute best when it comes to disappearing in crowds. They’re probably all having a laugh at the expense of the chaos around them.”

Harry noticed that Arthur carefully avoided catching Molly’s eye as he spoke. That, and the fact that he had just attributed a Death Eater’s sense of frivolity to Lupin and Tonks, convinced Harry that there was probably more alarming news than what Arthur was willing to relay to them at the moment. He felt the knot in his stomach redouble its efforts to strangle him.

After further attempts at pointless conversation were either ignored or rebuffed by Ron’s noncommittal grunts, Arthur settled for providing the quiet strength they seemed to gather from his mere presence. Even Molly recognized the futility of trying to pacify anyone’s dread with endless cups of tea or cocoa. Each acutely aware of the proximity of the others, the four of them were each lost in their own thoughts, as if direct eye contact would only allow their worst fears to manifest. Harry could not say how long they remained frozen in this tableau; time had lost all relevance.






Bill arrived home unexpectedly from Gringott’s as the bank had prudently decided to close early for the day. His entrance seemed to immediately hearten everyone with hopes of an update on the situation in London.

“I take it that you haven’t heard directly from either Remus or Tonks?” Bill inquired immediately.

“Total silence,” confirmed Arthur gravely.

“I can’t say I have that much new information to report,” Bill replied. “Most of what we heard early in the day was just too riddled with rumor and hearsay to be reliable. Quite by chance, Dedalus Diggle happened by the bank and confirmed that he’d been able to tap into Muggle radio news. Seems the Muggle authorities have declared a ‘Code Amber Alert’ throughout London and advised everyone to remain at home if at all possible. Unexploded car bombs were disarmed in the area of Piccadilly Circus, but too many threats have been directed at the Underground system for authorities to just ignore. All public transport services have been suspended indefinitely which has created pandemonium as city workers have been unable to return to their families. All non-essential government offices were closed at two so that has just added to the aimless crowds. But in such a crush of Muggles, it might be imprudent for someone to send off a Patronus message.”

“Any reports of actual explosions or injuries at this time?” Arthur asked point-blank.

“Everything is just too chaotic. There’s too much conflicting evidence for the broadcasters to report anything with certainty, so they have decided to withhold any such announcements for the time being,” Bill responded. “Sorry, Dad. I wish I could tell you more. What about reports through the Wizard Wireless?”

“Nothing,” reported Molly fiercely. “It’s as if the situation didn’t exist.”

“Can’t say I’m surprised,” Bill returned, “I’m beginning to think that the WWN’s total divorce from reality has more sinister overtones. It’s as if we’re being purposely kept in the dark and only fed news about those incidents that have been approved by the Ministry of Magic!”

A condemnation to be sure, Harry noted, but hadn’t the Daily Prophet been following similar guidelines since the Triwizard Tournament three years ago?

“By the way, Harry, I found this book in my office that might assist you with your research,” Bill volunteered unexpectedly. “I’ve found it very useful in the past.”

Harry looked at the title of the well-worn book that Bill slid across the table to him. Long Lost Secrets of the Valley of the Kings, a wizard’s perspective it read in faded gold script. “Thanks,” he replied, attempting a weak smile in Bill’s direction. He listlessly began to leaf through the table of contents, not really seeing the words before him.

“You’ll really enjoy this one,” Bill continued. “It’s written more like an adventure tale than as a stuffy academic narrative, even though it was penned as a first hand account by one of the expedition’s researchers. He must have had some unfulfilled literary aspirations… By the way, you’re welcome to take this and any of the other books from my room with you to Hogwarts. I can get them back from you at a later time.”

“Are you sure you won’t need them for your work?” Harry asked.

“I rarely need them now that I’m working at a desk in the main branch,” Bill replied, a note of sadness in his voice.

Harry was suddenly eager for some lifeline to the familiar world of academic subjects and excused himself from the table to take the book upstairs. The cold stiffness in his limbs served as a measure of just how long they had been sitting like statues. He settled himself face down on the bed and propped the book in front of him on the headboard. But his insecurities about the safety and whereabouts of Lupin, Tonks and the girls were not so easily forgotten. Once again, he found himself unable to concentrate.

More than anything, Harry was troubled that much of the wizarding world viewed Muggle events directly in their midst with such a blind-eye. He was reminded of the headmistress’ inspirational words: “It is my sincere belief that our destinies lie in re-establishing ties with the Muggle world around us. We should be embracing our similarities instead of guarding our differences so zealously.” What he had dubbed a meaningless platitude in her speech at the welcoming feast now seemed more like the courageous words of a visionary.

Harry managed to get halfway through the book’s first chapter, and while Bill was right about the writing style, he couldn’t keep his mind on the sentences and kept having to go back and reread. Noting that the comforting murmur of conversation from downstairs had died, he set the book on the nightstand and glanced idly out the window into the backyard. From his vantage point, he had a commanding view of the lane and empty fields beyond Hestia’s checkpoint.

Through the lengthening shadows of late afternoon, he thought he saw a bit of movement at the far end of the lane. He peered intently at the indistinct shape as it slowly drew closer. As it lurched into view from between two barren trees trunks, he noted that it was actually two people; then in another second, the realization hit him that it was Hermione and Lupin.

Without another thought Harry raced down the stairs, skipping a number of steps with each bounding leap. He barely managed to keep from colliding with the living room wall as he rounded the corner and shouted through the kitchen door, “Lupin and Hermione! They’re back!”
Chapter 34 Coming in from the Cold by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Hermione tells a harrowing tale; Harry is included in a unique planning session among the men.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 34
Coming In From the Cold


Harry did not notice the biting cold through his sweatshirt as he stood on the back lawn of the Burrow. Within seconds he was joined by Ron, Bill, Molly and Arthur. Although he was tempted to run out into the lane in welcome, Arthur’s warning hand on his shoulder reminded him that it was more prudent to wait until the two travelers had passed through the checkpoint.

Lupin half-staggered against the fence post as he commanded his silvery giraffe. Hermione steadied him by the shoulder, then leaning against him for support, she shakily produced her own otter-shaped Patronus.

Within a heartbeat, Lupin and Hermione were engulfed in countless hugs and practically hoisted off their feet as they worked their way up the porch steps and into the house. Suddenly everyone was talking and laughing at once. Molly rushed into the kitchen for hot cups of tea while Harry and Ron hung up coats and Bill drew up comfortable seating for everyone.

Arthur remained at the door, looking expectantly into the backyard. After a few moments, he quietly leaned over Lupin’s chair and asked, “Remus, where are Ginny and Tonks? Did you all not return together?”

Lupin’s expression was hollow as he answered, “We separated according to protocol. I was hoping you had some news of them.”

Molly replied, “We’ve heard nothing. Do you know what could have prevented them from sending us a message?”

Lupin looked at each of the concerned faces before supplying, “It was too big a risk to take with all the dementors.”

Harry felt his heart give a lurch as the others gasped.

Recovering first, Arthur’s quiet voice cut like ice, “How do dementors figure into this?”

Handing his tea mug back to Molly with an unsteady hand, Lupin raised himself to his full height and addressed Arthur directly, “I think it’s time we spoke in private.”

Arthur nodded and gravely led the way into the kitchen. Harry followed them with his eyes, straining for their words. He thought he detected the sound of Arthur offering Lupin some Firewhiskey to calm his nerves, but then the door swung shut behind them.

“Can I get you some more tea, dear?” Molly asked Hermione.

“Thanks, I’m fine…really,” Hermione replied. Her voice sounded a bit squeaky, but her movements were steady as she placed the empty mug on the nearest table. “I suppose I should tell you a bit about what happened today.”

“Only if you’re ready, dear,” Molly’s voice was soothing. Harry could tell from the intensity of her gaze, though, that she was hungering for any tidbit of information.

Hermione took a deep breath and began, “Everything was pretty routine until after lunch. I wanted to stop by a nearby wireless spot so I could e-mail my parents. Remus “ I mean, Professor Lupin “ offered to keep me company while Ginny and Tonks shopped the funky boutiques on the next block. We planned to meet back in front of the café in an hour’s time. The place was pretty full but I managed to wedge myself at one of the long tables while the professor went to get us some lattés. There was no room close-by when he returned, but he found himself a nice spot at the counter where he could keep an eye on everything and still interact with the Muggles. I felt guilty at first that Remus was stuck just waiting for me but every time I looked up, he was deep in conversation with one person or another, laughing, and obviously enjoying himself thoroughly.” Hermione smiled at the memory. “I probably lost track of time a bit here and started an e-mail to my cousin in America as well. Little by little, the place started to get quiet, but before that even had a chance to sink in, Remus silently pulled up a chair next to me and whispered in my ear, ‘Don’t look up right now. Finish your transmission as quickly and naturally as possible, then look at the bank of screens behind you. Keep everything casual, you don’t want to attract any undue attention to yourself.’

“I don’t know how I managed to hit the right keys,” Hermione confessed. “There was something in his voice that made my veins feel like they were filled with ice. When I turned around, everyone in the entire café was transfixed by the images on the television screens; many were standing with their mouths hanging open. Each screen showed a different scene of chaos: smoke billowing down the street, crowds pouring out of buildings, streets being barricaded as traffic was redirected. Even though I knew that the sound from the screens was still turned off, the air was filled with too many sirens, screeching of brakes and urgent cries that were coming directly from the street outside. I heard a sharp intake of breath from Remus and he whispered urgently, ‘Lower left screen.’ There among the mass of people that was boiling up from the Underground stations, I saw them “ dementors. Obviously, the Muggles couldn’t see them, but you could tell by the despair on their faces that they were still being affected by their presence. Suddenly there were dementors on practically every screen, drifting silently among the scenes of pandemonium that they were fueling. There didn’t seem to be any on the street outside, but I was certain that it was only a matter of time before they arrived.

“ ‘Let’s find the others,’ Remus hissed and then practically dragged me out onto the sidewalk. I saw red hair from Ginny and Tonks in the distance as they, too, were trying to make their way towards us on the opposite sidewalk. But as we got nearer to each other, neither Remus nor Tonks made any effort to join the others on the opposite side of the street “ although I could tell that they were staring fixedly at one another. At the moment when we finally drew abreast, they actually broke eye contact and continued walking by each other like total strangers. I didn’t dare draw attention to myself by looking back over my shoulder, so I grabbed Remus’ arm sharply and demanded in an undertone, ‘Weren’t we meeting up with them?’ He gave me the saddest look and then sighed that there had been a change of plan, but I could tell by the way his entire body tensed up that it had taken all of his will-power to turn away.”

Hermione’s voice caught and she stared down at her hands. Molly jumped up and came back almost immediately with a fresh pot of tea. Refilling everyone’s mug, she waited patiently to hand one directly to Hermione.

Hermione sipped silently for a while and then looked up to find the circle of friends all waiting for her to continue with her story.

Harry watched in awe as Ron reached over and took Hermione’s hand from where it rested on the couch cushion between them. “Please tell me how you made it back home,” he entreated her.

Seeming to take courage from the directness of Ron’s gaze, Hermione returned to her tale. “We were like refugees, following the crowds as they slowly wound their way homeward. Our only objective was to find a likely spot from which to Disapparate; but it seemed like every park, including the one that we had used for our arrival, was surrounded by vehicles with flashing lights and policemen in riot gear. Office buildings and stores were herding people out and locking their doors. There were too many people on the street to just dive unnoticed into a dark alley, so we just wandered. Remus didn’t dare turn towards Diagon Alley for fear that if wizards were being targeted directly that would be they first place they would look.

“Finally we came across an old cinema that, miraculously, had stayed open for business. So we bought tickets and crept into the balcony with a handful of chocolate bars. You know Remus’ quick fix for dementor-inducted despair. Even in the dark, we were afraid to Disapparate until the rows below started to fill up a bit so that two missing moviegoers would go unnoticed.”

“Did Remus tell you about the three jump rule? How it’s used to mask your true destination and avoid being followed,” Molly clarified.

Hermione nodded. “Only I wasn’t familiar with any of the spots that he had mapped out in advance, so I ended up having to do a Side-Along Apparition for the first two jumps. Both places were desolate: the first a lonely stretch of beach, the last one atop a windswept cliff that I can only imagine must have been somewhere in Cornwall.”

“Sounds like some of the spots where the professor likes to go hiking,” Harry offered.

“They may have been lovely in the late spring or summer,” Hermione agreed, “but I was chilled to the bone almost immediately. To make matters worse, I could tell as we practically collapsed in a heap after the second jump, that without a bit of rest and nourishment, Remus didn’t have it in him to do a third jump. So we rested a bit in a rare patch of sunlight atop a flat stone, munched on another bit of chocolate, and planned our next move more carefully. I suggested the abbey at Glastonbury or Stonehenge as alternatives since we would be able to Apparate there individually; but Remus surmised that if the dementors had been sent specifically to create havoc among Muggles, then any popular tourist destination was also at risk. In the end, we settled for Ottery St. Catchpole as it was within walking distance of the Burrow and I was familiar enough with it to be in the lead. At least that way we wouldn’t be inadvertently inviting anyone right to your back door.”

“You walked all the way from Ottery St. Catchpole?” Ron asked in disbelief.

“It’s only a mile or two.” Hermione shrugged. “We’ve walked it lots of times.”

“Not after an ordeal like that,” Molly returned. “I’d better go down to the root cellar and get some vegetables started for supper.”

“Would you like some help, Mum?” Ron offered.

“You keep Hermione company for now,” Molly suggested.

“Would you be offended if I stepped outside for some air?” Hermione posed. “I could keep lookout on the back porch for Ginny and Tonks.”

“That sounds like a fine idea,” Molly agreed, then motioned to Ron that he should accompany Hermione.

Harry looked around and noticed that Bill had left the room unnoticed at some point during Hermione’s narrative.

“I’d be glad to lend you a hand,” Harry volunteered.

“I know, dear,” Molly replied kindly, “but it will do me good to keep my hands busy on a meaningless task. Makes it seem like everything is back to normal, even if it isn’t. If I let you help, we’ll be finished too soon…. Why don’t you join the men in the kitchen? I saw Bill go in there a little while ago.”

Harry slowly opened the kitchen door to find that Arthur, Lupin and Bill were deep in conversation. A nearly empty bottle of Firewhiskey and three glasses were on the table between them.

“”and I don’t think Africa or Malaysia will do, despite the strong British presence there. Tonks is the only one that can skillfully go native,” Lupin was explaining intently, his back to the door. “So I think we will have to concentrate on either Australia, New Zealand, or possibly even--”

Harry could see that both Bill and Arthur were signaling Lupin with their eyes to indicate that they were no longer alone. Lupin turned and seeing who it was, immediately smiled in welcome. “Harry, I didn’t hear you come in. Why don’t you join us?”

Arthur pulled out a chair between him and Lupin, then moved the Firewhiskey out of the immediate way.

“Planning a trip?” Harry remarked lamely, suddenly feeling like an interloper as he sat down in the chair.

“Not exactly,” was Arthur’s careful reply. But it was the look that passed between the three men that made Harry feel uncomfortable, like he’d walked in on a secret meeting.

“I’m sorry if I interrupted Order business,” Harry offered.

“It’s not business for the Order,” Arthur explained. “It was just a private discussion that concerns only this family “ or rather, these two families “ in light of Remus’ recent marriage.”

“You should probably make that three families,” Bill interjected. “I would very much like to include Fleur in our plans.”

“Of course,” Lupin agreed. “Only right now, the discussion has been limited to just the three of us. If no one has any objections, I recommend that we include Harry.”

Both Bill and Arthur acquiesced but Harry was more certain than ever that there was still something unspoken passing between them.

Lupin addressed Harry point blank, “You have to understand what a serious matter this is, Harry. We’re not talking about an embarrassing secret that you’re keeping for a friend, or the headmistress’ attempts at rumor control, this is life or death. Even though all of our family members will be included in this, right now we four will be the only ones that know. You are not to discuss this with anyone outside of this room.”

Harry nodded solemnly that he understood.

“There may come a point in our upcoming fight against Voldemort that we realize that the battle is unwinnable. That we need to retreat, reform and return to fight another day,” Lupin explained.

“It is not our intention to throw our lives away uselessly,” Arthur stressed.

“To that end, Arthur and I have been developing a Plan B, to be implemented only in the direst of circumstances,” Lupin continued. “It will allow us to meet up again on safer ground and mount our resistance from there.”

But Harry understood only too clearly: if they ever implemented Plan B, it was because Plan A had failed. And he was Plan A “ he’d known that for years. There would be no need to include Harry Potter in Plan B, he would already be dead. Suddenly, the meaning of the guarded looks between the men was obvious.

With great effort, Harry willed himself to think only of the present moment. Play the charade that is being put before you, he urged himself. It was a small price to pay for being treated as an equal by Lupin and the others.

“I still maintain that you are in charge of herding too large a group, Arthur,” Lupin resumed. “Large groups are just that much more likely to give themselves away.”

“Your point is well taken,” Arthur conceded. “I am delegating Charlie to Bill. Considering that he will also have to deal with the Delacours, including Fleur’s little sister, that puts a rather heavy burden on him to round up those that are outside of the country.”

“Then let me take--” Lupin began, only to be silenced by Arthur gravely shaking his head.

“I cannot allow you take any of my children, Remus,” Arthur intoned softly. “They are my responsibility. Hermione must come with my group as well “ we will be depending upon her expertise in order to disappear seamlessly among the Muggles. As for Harry, you and Harry should not travel together. You know we’ve been over this before.”

Lupin looked like he was going to protest again, but Bill looked him straight in the eye and offered in a sympathetic tone, “We understand how you feel about this, Remus, but you have to let cooler heads prevail.”

Lupin sighed and nodded in resignation.

“Has anyone taken Hermione’s parents into account?” Harry was motivated to ask.

“Not to worry,” Arthur assured him. “We already have a way to contact the Grangers. Bill and I will see that they are included in one of our groups.”

Noting that Arthur kept glancing in the direction of the window, Harry adjusted his seat casually so that he could simply turn his head slightly to follow the line of sight. Hestia was still at her post at the end of the lawn, a dark smudge in the dwindling afternoon light. Then in the foreground, illuminated intermittently by the kitchen’s warm glow, Harry saw what had drawn Arthur’s attention. Ron and Hermione, both of them wrapped in warm coats and then wrapped around one another.

“If you’ll excuse me for a moment, I think I’d like to have a quick word with Hestia,” Arthur mumbled as he rose from his chair.

The minute he left the room, Bill and Harry broke out the smirks they had been doing their best to hide. Lupin turned just in time to witness what appeared to be a conversation of sorts “ except that Ron’s and Hermione’s lips were barely separated by enough space to form any words.

“How long have they been like that?” Lupin inquired, unable to keep from half-smiling himself.

“Since about the time Harry joined us,” Bill observed with a deep chuckle.

“And it took Arthur that long to notice?” Lupin asked incredulously.

“Actually, I think he’s been watching them for quite a while,” noted Bill noncommittally.

“Do you think he went out there to say something to them?” Harry posed as he wondered if fireworks were on the horizon.

“Well, it’s certainly his call,” Lupin observed philosophically. “Although, if that were the case, I would have expected him to do so much sooner. Can’t say that it’s an unexpected reaction under the circumstances. People always want to celebrate life when they feel like they’ve had a brush with death.”

“If that’s how you would classify your experiences today, Remus, perhaps I should go down to the cellar and find another bottle of Firewhiskey,” Bill suggested sagely as he made his way towards the door.

“Was it really that bad?” Harry asked, turning to address Lupin directly.

“Only the dementors,” Lupin admitted. “Hermione held up her end very well. I don’t think I could have done that last bit of Apparition without her assistance.”

“I’m sure you’re exaggerating, Remus,” Harry remarked. “Hermione is always so self-assured in her practice sessions that it’s difficult to imagine that she gets flustered when she’s put on the spot.”

“You think she’s the only one?” Lupin whispered closely as he draped his arm casually across Harry’s shoulder.

Harry turned to him in shock. “Remus, you’re shaking like a leaf!”

Lupin sat down heavily and ran trembling fingers through his hair. “My point exactly. We don’t know what’s out there and my imagination is just making it worse. But you shouldn’t be so hard on Hermione, either. You should never confuse bravery with fearlessness.”

Harry nodded in mute agreement.

“What you’re thinking isn’t necessarily correct, you know,” Lupin added very softly.

Harry had seen Lupin do this enough to know that it was no mere parlor trick. “How so?” he urged, knowing that Lupin would fill in all the gaps for him.

“It isn’t a foregone conclusion that Plan B will only be put into play in the event of your death, Harry. Unexpected circumstances always have a way of stepping in. There is no guarantee that any of the rest of us will be around, either.”

Thankful for the words of comfort, Harry replied, “If it’s any consolation, I think the lump in my stomach is threatening to become radioactive if we don’t get an update on Tonks and Ginny soon.”

“I hate feeling powerless, as well,” Lupin commiserated.






The weak sun had reached the horizon when Bill returned with a dusty bottle clutched in his hand, followed closely by Arthur. They had barely sat down at the table, however, when the door swung open to admit Molly, a basket of vegetables balanced on her hip.

“Please tell me that you’re going to wait until after supper to open a second bottle, Arthur,” Molly suggested in a stern voice. “Remus looks like he’ll collapse from nerves if he doesn’t get some food in his stomach first.”

Lupin started to protest, but decided it was best not to try to stare Molly down. Knowing that she had won the battle, Molly turned her attention towards the stove and began the preparations for dinner. Before long, the redolent smell of roasting chicken and vegetables filled the kitchen and attempted to nudge the rock from the pit of Harry’s stomach.

Harry half-listened to the quiet conversations around him as the familiar warm glow of the Weasley kitchen tried to reassert itself. Ron and Hermione had returned from outdoors and were whispering in the corner, oblivious to those around them. Arthur and Bill were having a discussion about whether the time had come to protect the Burrow with a Fidelius Charm and what Hestia’s take on today’s events had been. Harry could tell that Lupin was much too distracted with worry to add more than a stray phrase or two; but at least Lupin didn’t hesitate to hold Harry’s gaze periodically, and he found a surprising amount of silent comfort in that.

As they heard the jovial tones of Fred and George coming up the back walk, Molly excused herself, indicating that perhaps they had some news. She wiped her hands on her apron and went into the living room to greet them. Everyone’s attention was riveted on the kitchen door as it swung shut.

In the next heartbeat, the door swung open with a great bang and Ginny strode boldly into the room. Taking in the glum faces around the table and the empty glasses, she observed, “I sure hope you saved some Firewhiskey for me!”

Immediately, she was engulfed in a deluge of hugs from all directions. Harry lifted his eyes to look around the room for Tonks, not wanting to remove his cheek from Ginny’s silken hair. He saw that Molly was smiling broadly from the open doorway, and beyond her, he could see the figures of Lupin and Tonks. Reluctantly, he disengaged himself from Ginny with a final squeeze and made his way into the living room.

Lupin and Tonks were alone in the middle of the room, eyes closed, and holding each other so tightly that Harry felt immediately as if he were intruding. Tonks looked up as if to say something, but Lupin just shook his head slightly to indicate that no words were necessary.

“Don’t leave, Harry,” Tonks whispered softly and then motioned for him to join the embrace.

Harry had barely noticed that Lupin was no longer trembling when he felt himself being hugged by the twins as well. He could see Hermione’s smiling face over Tonks' shoulder, then somehow Ginny was there, and then Ron, and then he just lost track. It had been a very long time since he had felt this happy and he didn’t want the moment to end. Slowly, they disentangled their arms from one another as, once again, everyone began to talk and laugh at the same time.

“Remus, Tonks, surely you both will be joining us for dinner?” Arthur asked convivially as he put an arm around each of them.

“Sorry to disappoint you, Arthur,” Tonks replied, “but we really must get back to my parents’ house. They’re expecting us.”

“Another time then,” Molly offered as she came to bid them a happy Christmas.

Hermione skidded to a stop in front of Lupin and offered him her rucksack, “Don’t forget your purchases. I sorted mine out already.”

“But Hermione, this is your rucksack--” Lupin began.

“You can return it to me later.” Hermione shrugged. “Oh, Remus, it’s just a rucksack. Who cares?”

“Happy Christmas, Tonks. I can’t thank you enough for bringing my daughter home safely,” Arthur insisted as he and Molly engulfed Tonks in another hug.

“It was really nothing,” Tonks demurred. “Happy Christmas to you as well.”

Harry watched as Hermione impetuously stood on tiptoe and gave Lupin a kiss on the cheek before engulfing him in a huge bear hug. Lupin hesitated for only the briefest moment before returning the hug and then bending his head to return the kiss gently on Hermione’s forehead.

Harry felt Ginny’s head rest against his shoulder as she, too, was transfixed by the scene before her. He could see that she was smiling just like he was. He caught Tonks’ eye from across the room and her grin widened in response.

Lupin finally whispered, “Hermione, please, you’re embarrassing me.” But as she broke away, he made a point of catching her hand and addressing her directly, “Thank you. Thank you for taking the time to convince me.”

“Happy Christmas, Remus,” Hermione replied simply.

After a final round of holiday well-wishing, Lupin and Tonks shrugged into their coats and scarves and waved farewell as they walked hand-in-hand into the Weasley’s backyard. Hermione’s rucksack was silhouetted against Lupin’s back as they exchanged greetings with Hestia.

Harry continued to watch their faint outlines from the kitchen window. Before they Disapparated into the night, Tonks and Lupin also took a moment to celebrate their recent brush with death. It was a long, lingering moment “ Harry could see them silhouetted before the gathering twilight “ not that he begrudged them their happiness one bit.






Harry absently watched Hestia walk up to the back door for a brief exchange with Molly and Arthur.

“It’s long past the time that I should be returning home,” she began, “but I didn’t want to leave before the last of the girls returned. I’ve sent a Patronus to Kingsley about today’s situation and I expect he will be by at any moment. Be sure and ask him about the Fidelius Charm, Arthur.”

It was a joyous celebration at dinner that night as Ginny retold some of her experiences with Tonks throughout the meal. It made for a funny story, at least in the way that Ginny recounted it, and soon everyone was laughing uproariously. Harry wondered if this was a technique Ginny had learned at Lupin’s knee, but didn’t see that there was any reason to share his observation with the others.

Molly was exceptionally proud that they had demolished the meal in record time as everyone’s appetite seemed to have returned sevenfold. Harry couldn’t remember simple roast chicken having ever tasted so good in his mouth. Kingsley Shacklebolt joined them in time for pudding and was still lingering in the kitchen with Arthur, valiantly finishing off the last of the open bottle of Firewhiskey. The quiet drone of their conversation in the background was a pleasant backdrop as Harry settled down in front of the fire after bidding good night to Bill and the twins. He was soon joined by Ginny, Ron, and Hermione, none of whom were eager to turn in so early after a large meal, especially when they did not have work or school the next day.

“I can’t believe Dad is actually considering casting a Fidelius Charm,” Ron commented.

“You weren’t out there today, Ron; it was pretty scary at times,” Ginny responded. “Just because the Muggle media has every anti-Christian group claiming credit, you can’t argue with the presence of dementors.”

“Did you actually see any first-hand?” Harry asked.

“It’s hard to say. There were so many panicking Muggles when we did our first jump to the zoo, that it wouldn’t surprise me if dementors had been the underlying cause. There were a number of questionable shadows in the background, too, but it could have just been a trick of the light. We didn’t linger very long after Tonks knocked over that long row of dust bins in her haste.” Ginny suppressed an involuntary giggle. “But the dementors were certainly in clear view on the television at Tonks’ parents’ house…. Sounds like you and Remus had a tougher time of it, Hermione.”

“In large part because we weren’t able to duck into a boutique dressing room to Disapparate,” Hermione observed wryly as Ron and Harry chuckled.

“It wasn’t that easy to find a store that wasn’t shooing everyone away,” Ginny clarified.

Harry felt a need to pose the question that had been preying on his mind. “If you don’t mind me asking, Hermione, what exactly transpired this afternoon? Lupin made a big point of thanking you.”

“I pretty much told you already,” Hermione allowed with a small shrug. “Remus’ stamina was substantially tapped out after the second jump, so I had to convince him to let me take the lead for the third.”

“He didn’t want to delegate the responsibility easily, did he?” Harry surmised, instantly understanding the situation.

“Practically fought me tooth and nail,” Hermione admitted.

“He does have a stubborn streak. How did you finally convince him?” Harry inquired, knowing that it had probably been a monumental task.

“Well, it certainly wasn’t by reasoning logically with him,” Hermione explained. “He could counter any argument that I posed. It was maddening, actually; it was like he was continually two or three steps ahead of my reasoning.”

Harry commiserated with a knowing nod of his head.

“Finally, I got so exasperated with him, I just told him that if he got himself splinched, I was just going to pile all the little pieces into a wheelbarrow and deliver them personally to Madam Pomfrey!” Hermione declared.

Ginny lifted her eyebrow archly and observed, “You must have been quite a sight atop that windy cliff, shouting over the crashing of the waves on the rocks below.”

“Does the term ‘banshee’ come to mind for anyone else?” Ron quipped.

“What happened next, Hermione?” Harry asked, trying to keep a straight face.

“Remus started laughing, muttering that ‘she would really like that’, although at first I didn’t understand what he meant at all. Then he turned to me and said, ‘Well, you might as well get a red suit and a bunch of tiny reindeer then, because Poppy Pomfrey is going to think that’s the best Christmas present she’s ever received!’” Hermione couldn’t stop herself from smiling crookedly at how much more amusing a tale it seemed in retrospect.

Everyone burst out laughing, including Hermione. “That’s the way I reacted also,” she admitted when she was finally able to speak once again. “Once we finished laughing ourselves silly, Remus simply designated me as second-in-command.”

“Is he always like that?” Ron asked incredulously.

Harry nodded meaningfully. “It would probably surprise you how many things we’ve laughed about in our lessons. It’s a particularly effective technique for keeping the demons at bay.”

“How does he find the absurdity in these circumstances?” Hermione decried.

“That’s just the way his sense of humor is skewed. Obviously, not everyone can do it “ although I suspect Tonks can to some degree,” Ginny commented sagely.

At Harry’s urging, Ginny told them a bit more about the afternoon she had spent with Tonks and her mother, Andromeda, who she had ended up liking very much -- even though she turned out to be the polar opposite of her daughter. When her father, Ted, arrived home from work, it was obvious how much Tonks favored him yet there were elements of her mother’s personality that would come through in peculiar little ways, Ginny noted. After a while, it became obvious to Harry that he was the only one that was listening to Ginny’s words, but that suited him just fine. It had been a very long time since they had enjoyed a long, companionable conversation and Harry found that he missed that element of her company almost more than anything else.

In those quiet moments, with the last of the firelight flickering in the depths of her eyes, amid the quiet susurration of conversation from the next room, and secure in the knowledge that Ron and Hermione were once again lost in their own world, Harry was seized by the overwhelming desire to tell Ginny everything, to lay out his heart completely. He took her hand and slowly brought it to his lips, running his thumb gently across her knuckles. Taking a deep breath, he felt the words forming on his lips, knowing that they could never be taken back. He could tell he had her undivided attention.

“Ginny, I…” he began tentatively, but his words were cut short by the sound of the kitchen door opening and Arthur showing Shacklebolt to the back door.

“I will keep you posted of any new developments,” Shacklebolt was saying. “I hope Remus is able to give us his initial impressions before he leaves on holiday. Otherwise, we will need to wait until he returns to get a more in-depth analysis. His destination is too far away to risk either an owl being intercepted or a Patronus giving his true location away. I would not expect him to expose himself in such a manner.”

“I will likewise keep you abreast of any new developments until our next official meeting,” Arthur promised. “In the meanwhile, happy Christmas, Kingsley.”

“Happy Christmas to you and the rest of your family, Arthur,” Shacklebolt returned, then catching sight of the four that were still lingering in the living room he added, “Harry, Hermione, happy Christmas to you as well.”

They echoed his sentiments and waved from across the room, Ron’s and Ginny’s voices also adding to the mix.

After bolting the back door securely, Arthur turned to face them. “I didn’t realize there were still any stragglers downstairs. Don’t you think it’s time you went to bed?” he added with a meaningful look.

Arthur was the last one up the stairs, extinguishing the lights behind them with a simple command.
Chapter 35 The Greenhouse by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry considers that he may not survive an encounter with Voldemort; pent up frustrations explode as Ginny steals a few moments alone with Harry.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 35
The Greenhouse



Despite the satisfaction of a wonderful meal, Harry did not sleep well. The day had been an emotional roller coaster of sorts and his thoughts were in turmoil for much of the night. When he woke, it was with the realization that he needed to speak with Bill before the man left for work that morning.

Seeing Harry’s resolute expression, Bill grabbed a mug of hot coffee and suggested that they take a walk outside. Despite the icy ground, it was going to be a sunny day today and the morning’s rays were a welcome change from yesterday’s monochrome palette. Harry zipped up his jacket tightly and shoved his hands deep into his pockets to keep them warm. He hazarded a look at Bill and was surprised to note the stark map of white scars that crisscrossed his cheeks and part of his forehead, courtesy of his battle the night of Dumbledore’s death. They had been much less noticeable in the lambent glow of firelight.

They walked a short distance from the house in silence before Harry felt secure enough to voice his concerns.

“Assuming Plan B gets put into effect, how are we going to survive among the Muggles without any of their money? Most of us won’t have any of the necessary paperwork to gets jobs,” Harry began.

“I’ll make sure that the galleons are changed into Muggle bills,” Bill explained. “We already have a small stockpile stashed in a vault so it will not attract the undue attention that doing a large exchange transaction all at once would. Still with the daily deposits from Fred’s and George’s stores, it’s not that difficult to slip a couple of extra transactions through unnoticed. Why do you ask?”

“I want to add the money that my parents left me into the mix,” Harry stated unequivocally.

Bill looked at Harry shrewdly before shaking his head. “I can’t let you do that. You should not tie up all of your assets in the case of a contingency that may never come to pass.”

“But if it does come to pass, I don’t expect we’ll have a lot of advance warning,” protested Harry.

“That’s true, but there are documents that can be drawn up that would allow someone at the bank to proceed on your behalf. Someone like myself, if that’s what you wished,” Bill explained.

Harry nodded that he understood and then took a deep breath before proceeding to the true heart of the matter. “What about in the case of my death? How can I make sure that my assets are forwarded to the proper parties?”

“Those documents can be drawn up, also. But Harry, this is not a simple matter; there are a lot of factors to take into account, lots of different options. You really should talk to someone, an estate agent, who is much more knowledgeable about such things.”

“I appreciate your advice, Bill, but time is of the essence here. This is not something that I can resolve once I go back to Hogwarts, not without sacrificing the confidentially that I wish to maintain,” Harry replied, allowing the urgency to spill into his voice. “What if I told you that I wished to draw something up on a temporary basis and then still have the option to fine tune it in the future? Is that something that you could handle for me?”

“Yes, but Harry, these are not decisions that should be made on the spur of the moment,” Bill demurred.

“I agree completely, but I really need to know that everything’s not in total limbo should Voldemort decide to strike three weeks from now.” Harry hoped his earnestness would be apparent to Bill.

“Right, I see your point as well,” Bill conceded. “But I won’t be able to have anything for you before I leave for France this evening. How about when I get back in a week’s time?”

“That would be fine,” Harry concurred. “Nothing fancy, just divide the assets equally among the following people.” He handed Bill the strip of parchment on which he had hastily scrawled: Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Lupin, Hagrid. “Five equal parts. And, Bill, you must tell absolutely no one, I cannot stress that enough.”

“I understand, Harry.” Bill nodded solemnly. “But, in return, I must have your promise that you will revisit these issues in the near future. Once you can do so without having an Order member as your ball-and-chain.”

The handshake between them was somber, but Bill followed Harry’s smile of gratitude with a hearty slap on the back.

“It will all turn out all right,” he assured Harry. “That’s what Plan B’s are really all about: to keep Fate from being so sorely tempted to pull the rug out from under you. Now if you’ll excuse me, I think I have just enough time to gobble some eggs and toast before I have to leave for Gringott’s. Always a pleasure doing business with you, Harry.”

“Likewise.”


Harry took a brisk turn around the yard to warm himself up before turning in the direction of the back door. He felt an indescribable sense of relief that he had completed the chore painlessly with Bill instead of having dealt with any so-called experts.




He encountered Ginny as he was returning downstairs from a hot shower.

“Mum was wondering if you were still hungry for breakfast,” she asked. “She expects that you worked up an appetite after your hike around the yard.”

“I did, Ginny.” Harry smiled in return. “But I didn’t dress warmly enough in the first place, so I couldn’t just go in to breakfast when I got back.”

“I’m sure she’ll understand once you tell her,” Ginny returned. He was almost past her safely when the touch of her hand on his arm stopped him in mid-stride. “Harry, what were you going to say to me last night before you were interrupted?”

“I’ll tell you later,” he whispered. “This is neither the place nor the time.” Giving her hand a quick squeeze, he avoided direct eye contact as he made his way past.

Upon entering the warm kitchen, Harry discovered that Mad-Eye Moody would be on guard duty for the day.

“Figured Hestia was due for a change of scenery,” he growled amicably to Molly. “Can’t say that a day in the country didn’t appeal to me after the mayhem in London yesterday. It’s not like I have any last minute holiday shopping on my agenda, neither. Morning, Harry,” Moody added without actually turning in the direction of the door.

“You’re a hard one to sneak up on, old man,” Harry replied in greeting as he swung himself into the chair opposite. Molly immediately placed a full plate in front of him. “Sorry for the delay, Mrs. Weasley, I couldn’t face the day without a hot shower first.”

“Quite all right, Harry, dear,” she replied warmly. “Ginny was a bit worried about you so it gave her a bit of a pretext to go looking for you.”

“So what’s on the agenda for today, Harry?” Mad-Eye asked with interest. “Molly tells me she and Ron will be going down to the village, so it looks like it’s just you, me, and Hermione--”

“”me, too,” exclaimed Ginny as she plopped herself down next to Moody to savor another cup of cocoa. “You don’t mind if I bow out, Mum, do you? I’ve had enough of shopping for a while. I bought way too much stuff yesterday!”

“Did you manage to bring some coins back in your pockets?” Moody winked at her.

“Quite a few as a matter of fact,” Ginny replied earnestly. “Tonks knew where all the best bargains were. Which reminds me, I have something I need to ask Hermione…”

As she dashed out of the room, Molly picked up the empty cocoa mug and turned towards the sink to hide her smile.

“What’s the big secret, Molly?” Moody’s non-magical eye twinkled in her direction. “You know you can’t hide from me.”

“Oh, Alastor, you always see right through me,” Molly conceded as she turned to them with a conspiratorial look. “Now promise me you won’t tell anyone else “ that includes you, too, Harry…. Ginny outdid herself recruiting business for Fred and George this fall, what with the Halloween costumes and then gowns for the Slytherin girls; why the orders are still coming in. Only she wouldn’t take the full amount of commission the boys offered her in exchange, though it was only her due. Said she was only too happy to help a family member.”

“That sounds like Ginny,” Moody agreed.

“So Fred and George opened an account at Gringott’s in her name and deposited the extra earnings there,” Molly continued with a proud smile. “Yesterday, when Bill exchanged her galleons for Muggle bills, though, he used a ‘special rate’ that incorporated some of the additional amounts from her account. Ginny was too unfamiliar with Muggle money to know the difference, but it gave all of us who knew an extra bit of satisfaction to know that Ginny had a bit of a holiday bonus. I sure hope she remembered to buy something for herself!”

“I don’t think you have to worry on that account,” Hermione commented as she took a seat at the table. “I just finished casting an enlarging charm on her bedroom closet. She didn’t want to get in trouble for doing underaged magic herself.”

“That should keep Ginny occupied most of the morning then,” Molly observed. “Alastor was wondering what you had planned for today, dear.”

“Actually, I could do with some quiet time to work on my assignment for Professor McGonagall,” Hermione confessed. “She’s just taken over as my advisor and I don’t want to disappoint her with my first report. I haven’t even started on it.”

“I wanted to do a bit of research among Bill’s books as well,” Harry added.

“Sounds like you two have it all worked out then,” Molly returned with a smile. “I’ll leave you in Alastor’s capable hands while I nip down to the village. Anything you need? No? I hear Ron trooping down the stairs. See you around lunchtime.”

Hermione divided the last of the cocoa among the three of them as they watched Molly and Ron walk out of sight down the lane to Ottery St. Catchpole. In the soft winter sunlight, their ginger hair glowed like molten metal even though it was still cold enough to see their breath.

Moody turned to them with an impish look. “Are the ruins of the old glass greenhouse within the Weasley property? I think I’ve figured out how to turn it into a temporary hot house for sunny winter days. Can’t imagine a more peaceful place to do a bit of quiet studying, can you?”

“But, Mad-Eye, aren’t you supposed to be on guard duty?” Harry inquired with a sly grin. “Hestia made a big point of saying she couldn’t interact with us and still keep a lookout.”

“Ah well, that’s Hestia,” Moody grumbled happily. “I, on the other hand, can keep an eye on more than one thing at once. I’m the ultimate multi-tasker!” Catching the startled look on Hermione’s face, Moody just chuckled and volunteered, “What, girl, don’t you think Remus practices any of that Muggle slang you’ve been teaching him with the rest of us?”

Racing upstairs to get their study materials, Hermione ducked her head into Ginny’s room to let her know where they would be. From what little Harry could see through the open door, it looked like a multi-colored tornado had just rearranged the entire contents of her chamber. Glad that he was not being corralled into helping with that job, Harry hurried down the stairs to don his coat and gloves.




Moody’s idea of transforming the ruined Victorian greenhouse turned out to be truly inspired. The overgrown area that had been cleared over the summer had not grown back so it was mainly a matter of generating some warmth underneath the cold stone benches, adding some cushions Hermione transfigured from broken bricks, and turning the cracked center fountain into a hearth with the addition of bluebell flames courtesy of Moody’s wand. Moody used an unfamiliar variation of the incendio charm to warm the old, moss-covered flagstones so that their heat radiated upward, yet they were not so hot that they were uncomfortable to stand upon. Within the space of a few minutes, the same spell had heated the stone benches to a comfortable temperature as well. The sunlight warmed the broken glass walls enough to melt any of yesterday’s ice and the resulting puddles reflected the light like so many tiny mirrors.

Harry added a bubble shield that helped to contain the heat enough so that they would be comfortable without coats and gloves. It wasn’t warm enough for them to remove their heavy jumpers, but it was still a good approximation of a sunny autumn day. He quickly taught the others the spell to re-establish the shield and cautioned them that it was subject to collapse if hit with another spell or if it came in contact with their bodies, the latter imparting an unpleasant stinging sensation.

Although the renovations were only temporary, there was a fairy tale quality about the ruin that made it seem cozy as well as impossibly fragile at the same time, a rare soap bubble creation in a sea of turbulence. Harry had never thought of Moody as being much of a visionary, but it was clear he was going to have to re-evaluate his assessment.

Moody positioned himself so that he was outside the shield yet standing upon the old steps that led up to the greenhouse. Leaning comfortably against one of Hermione's pillows, he settled himself upon the steps so he could still benefit from the heated flagstones. Harry surmised that the man could keep an eye not only on the greenhouse interior, but also on the Burrow that was just visible through the bare tree branches.

Harry and Hermione spent most of the morning in companionable silence, each engrossed in their books from benches situated at opposite ends of the cracked fountain. The bubble shield softened ambient sounds so Harry found it easy to concentrate on the tales of ancient tombs within the fabled Valley of the Kings. By propping his book directly on the bench, the slightly tingling warmth to his hands made him feel that he had been transported to the sands of Egypt. He found the author’s effortless style quite engaging as it made everything seem murky and mysterious, but there was really very little that could be of assistance in his search for Horcruxes. Having reached the book's midpoint, he wondered whether it was even worth his trouble to continue to the end. After all, Bill had a whole shelf full of other books.

He thumbed through the remainder of the pages sluggishly, paying more attention to the infrequent diagrams than to the words themselves. He seemed to catch the word “Horcrux” out of the corner of his eye as he flipped impatiently, but then he couldn’t locate the exact page as he went back more carefully. The index did not have any such listing under the letter H. Assuming that the whole thing had not simply been a product of his imagination, Harry tried flipping through the pages more slowly, attempting to duplicate his earlier actions. There! He saw it again and managed to stop a few pages beyond it. He slowly scanned the paragraphs and found the word “Horcrux” in the middle of a lengthy description. He turned the corner of the page to mark the spot, but resolved that he would have to go back to the beginning of the chapter to get a good idea of what they were referring to in context.

Feeling as if he had at least accomplished something, Harry stood up from the bench and stretched his limbs languidly. Hermione was still bent over her book, making copious notes on a parchment pad next to her. He turned around to get the blood flowing into his legs and noticed that Ginny had joined Moody at his post.

Overcome with curiosity, Harry wandered over to the far wall to see what they were discussing so intently. As he neared, Ginny threw her head back in laughter but he could only distinguish the melodious sound very faintly through the shield. She looked up to find him watching and smiled in his direction. Moody turned around with a tea mug in his hand and brought down the shield with a curt wave of his wand.

“Was wondering when you’d be ready for a break,” he commented in his gravelly voice. “Ginny was kind enough to bring me some tea and then fill me in on how I inspired her to create an award-winning Halloween costume.”

“I could use a bit of tea myself,” Hermione remarked from the far bench as she lowered her quill and parchment. “I’ll just trot up to the house, if you don’t mind, stretch my legs in the process. Can I get you a mug, Harry?”

“Actually I could do with something cold after reading about the arid sands of Egypt,” Harry replied.

“I’ll see if I can find some butterbeer,” Hermione agreed. “I know how evocative books can be if the story catches your imagination.”

Ginny made to go past Moody into the greenhouse but he blocked her with his walking stick. “Just where do you think you’re going, missy?” he countered with a mischievous twinkle in his eye. “You could be just anyone trying to soften me up so you could get at the target here.”

“Wouldn’t it have made more sense to poison your tea then?” she returned roguishly.

“Have the antidote right here,” Moody rejoined as he patted the flask on his belt.

Ginny giggled playfully in response. “Patronus check?” she offered gamely, pulling out her wand.

“Not on your life!” Moody warned. “They’ll have you for underaged magic in a heartbeat. You’ll have to convince me of your true identity in some other manner.”

“And what exactly did you have in mind?” Ginny countered with a saucy hand on her hip.

Harry did his best to hide his smirk as he waited for Moody’s next move. Perhaps he could get a few ideas on how to deal with this situation if he encountered it again, he thought to himself.

“Let me see,” Moody screwed up his face into a fearsome scowl. “What embarrassing little facts can I get you to divulge to me to prove yourself?”

“You wouldn’t know if they were true or not,” Ginny replied with flawless logic.

“Naw, but I sure would enjoy watching you squirm,” Moody attested with a sharp laugh.

“Tell you what, old man, how about if I show you the mole on the back of my neck?” Ginny suggested.

Moody shook his head. “Polyjuice Potion would replicate that in a second. Got any ideas, Harry?”

Suddenly put on the spot, Harry didn’t know how to respond. Sure, he could think of tons of personal facts about Ginny, mostly involving himself as well, but he was dead certain he didn’t want Moody to know any of those.

“Er…I’m not really good at these types of games,” he confessed.

Moody glanced at Ginny, and realizing that he had finally hit home with his teasing, decided to let up. “Go ahead, nobody can manufacture that combination of chagrin and consternation,” he relented, backing up the steps to let her pass. Hobbling over to Harry’s side, Moody muttered, “Don’t be so modest, lad; you did a great job of calling out Severus Snape when it counted!”

“The headmistress swore everyone to--” Harry choked, then stopped as the error of his reasoning became evident. “That didn’t apply to members of the Order, did it?”

Moody shook his head as a playful smile curled on his lips. “But I wouldn’t let it bother you. You’ve become a bit of a folk hero at that.” Seeing that Ginny was examining the renovations in more detail, Moody added with a knowing wink, “I’ll just be over here if you need me.”

Suppressing an involuntary shiver, Harry noted that the ambient temperature had already dropped considerably in the short time that the shield had been released. He indicated to Moody that he was re-establishing it temporarily until Hermione returned from the house.

Harry sat down on the same bench he had previously occupied and laid his hands, palms down, on the stone to warm them. The radiating heat worked its way into his shoulders and upper torso as well. He continued to watch Ginny as she made her way around the old fountain, entranced by all the enhancements that had been made.

“Come sit next to me, the benches are warm,” Harry offered as he scooted over to one side. Noticing that her eyes had been drawn to the pillows, he added, “Hermione transfigured those; who knows how long the spell will actually hold?”

Ginny positioned herself at the far end of the bench so she could turn around half-way to face Harry directly. The bench was not made to hold more than two or three persons, so in reality she was still sitting relatively close, but Harry was relieved that there was enough empty air between them to keep his hammering heart in check. Suddenly, he had no idea what to say to her and he was not about to take up their conversation from the night before right there in front of Moody.

“Were you planning on keeping this delightful refuge to yourselves?” she asked with mock innocence. Something in her tone seemed to warn Harry to be careful where he stepped.

“It’s just an impromptu study area. Moody’s idea actually,” Harry commented with a small shrug. “You’re welcome to join us if you have something quiet on which to work. It’s rather pleasant reading in natural light.”

“I’m sort of in the middle of a different type of project,” she admitted with a hint of regret. “I just came down to have a word with you before Mum and Ron got back.”

This had all the hallmarks of a disaster, Harry intoned inwardly, but he didn't know how to avert it. She was sounding too much like all the other girls he’d encountered “ and too little like herself. He let his skepticism show in his gaze.

Ginny hesitated momentarily, then ploughed ahead, “There’s really no way to sugar-coat this. Robert Anderson asked me to go out with him before we left for Christmas “ earlier than that even, but I’d told him I wasn’t ready to see anyone then “ but I think I’m going to accept his offer when we get back to school… There, I’ve said it.” Then in a softer tone, she added, “I wanted you to hear it from me.”

Harry felt such a rush of emotions that it would take him days to properly sort through them all, but he knew that she was expecting him to say something in return. “If that’s what you want, Ginny,” was all he could manage.

“I’m really sorry, Harry.”

No, you’re not, his insides screamed as he ignored the sincerity in her tone, you’re just trying to force my hand. He fed the defiance that he suddenly felt into his eyes to mask the pain and then turned to her with feigned calmness. “You don’t really owe me any explanation. You don’t really owe me…anything.” He stopped there, knowing his voice might not make it any further.

Harry stared fixedly at his feet, willing the rise and fall of his chest to return to normal, knowing that if he looked up now she would see that his eyes were swimming. It seemed like Ginny sat there silently for a long period of time and he wondered whether this encounter had proceeded in the manner that she had originally intended. Well, that was not his problem, he thought callously.

Finally he heard the unmistakable sounds of her standing up and walking slowly towards the greenhouse exit. At the last moment, he lowered the shield bubble so that she could pass through harmlessly. Harry watched her walk doggedly up the slight incline to the Burrow, the image wavering in and out of focus before his eyes.

Abruptly he felt a wave of anger wash over him, urging him to action. He was tired of being everyone’s pawn, tired of feeling like he was constantly reacting to the chaos that others created before him. It was long past time that he stood up for himself. Not caring one whit for the consequences, he whipped out his wand and Apparated to a spot right behind Ginny.

Before the quiet popping noise alerted her to his presence, he had grabbed her by the wrist and spun her around to face him. Their bodies were so close that he could feel her heartbeat through the rise and fall of her ribcage. Inexplicably, the anger that he had felt just moments before evaporated like so much smoke. Wordlessly he kissed her softly and tenderly, the soft brush of his lips in counterpoint to the iron grip he still maintained on her wrist. When he was certain that her internal turmoil was equal to his, he released her and walked resolutely back down the hill to the greenhouse without looking back.

Harry sat down woodenly on the stone bench and waited. He thought he’d seen Moody and Hermione watching them from the shadows of the front porch, but right now he really didn’t care. Even though he could feel that the air had become bitterly cold around him, the blood in his veins felt overly hot in contrast. He looked up when footsteps told him that Ginny was standing right before him. He turned solemn eyes to hers, entranced by the sparks that he found dancing in their depths. He could tell that she was teetering on the fine line between anger and tears. Good, he thought to himself, at least he’d done that right.

“Bloody hell, Harry!” she sputtered. “What was that supposed to mean? What’s the meaning of kissing me in that manner?”

Determined that this was one round she was not going to win, Harry looked at her defiantly and noted, “Goodbye. I was kissing you goodbye.”

With a calm demeanor that masked his inner pain, he reached for the book that he had marked and opened it to the dog-eared page. Not that any of the printed words were in focus, but there was no way Ginny could know that, Harry consoled himself. Without moving his head, he could see enough around the edges of the book to assure himself that she had not moved.

He waited a few long heartbeats and then softly ventured, “Ginny, please leave. I really don’t want to lose my temper with you.”

When Harry heard the distant sound of the Burrow door closing, he finally raised his head from the unread pages of the book. Moody and Hermione had returned to the ruined greenhouse.

“I hope you enjoyed the floor show,” he muttered as he shrugged into his coat with trembling hands. Already he knew that any satisfaction from his words and actions was going to be short-lived.

“Are you all right, Harry?” Hermione implored, sitting down next to him and handing him a bottle of butterbeer. “I’ve never seen Ginny with such a murderous look on her face!”

“If you don’t mind, Hermione, I’d rather not talk about it right now. It’s going to take me awhile to sort through it myself, to tell you the truth,” Harry replied candidly. Already he could feel the fallout starting: his pulse had returned to normal only to be accompanied by a dull ache in his chest. “Right now I just feel like breaking something.”

“Why don’t we go for a walk then?” Moody suggested gruffly.
Chapter 36 Neville's Nemesis by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Returning to school a day earlier than the others, Harry finds that things have become much more complicated in his absence.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 36
Neville’s Nemesis


“Look, I don’t think I can do this!” Harry exclaimed, the cold panic washing over him as he gazed into the secret section of his seven-compartment truck. And to think that he’d actually been looking forward to returning to school after nearly three endless weeks at the Burrow.

“We’ve already gone over this, dear. This is just a dress rehearsal,” Molly cajoled gently as Ron and Hermione looked on. “The Order thinks it best if you return to Hogwarts by more clandestine means. No one will expect you to be hidden inside the trunk that the others take with them on the Knight Bus tomorrow. We have a spell that will shrink you in size so you’ll feel like you’re traveling in a huge stateroom.”

The very thought of being jostled around in a huge compartment by the torturous moves of the Knight Bus was enough to make him nauseous right then and there. “I don’t deny that it’s a clever plan in theory, but unless you’re willing to drug me or stupefy me, I’m not going in that trunk!” Harry sank down on the edge of the sofa, suddenly feeling unsteady. “Tell them I’ll Floo in at three in the morning if they insist on secrecy!”

“Mum, who’s idea was this?” he heard Ginny inquire from the direction of the stairs. She was the last person he expected to come to his defense considering they were hardly on the best of terms these days. “Because unless you want Harry’s brains to be just as scrambled as that moron that imprisoned Mad-Eye Moody in his trunk in the first place--”

“That was Barty Crouch, Junior, dear,” Molly interjected patiently. “And he was a Death Eater, not a moron.”

“Ah, Mum, I think that amounts to the same thing,” Ron observed.

“I have to stand behind Harry, also,” Hermione announced. “He should be allowed another alternative. I, for one, am not boarding the Knight Bus under these circumstances. Harry, you and I can walk back to Hogwarts on foot if we have to.”

“Arthur, what do you think?” Molly cried in desperation.

“Let me confer with Kingsley and I’ll see if we can come up with another plan for Harry,” Arthur offered diplomatically. “But I’m going to have to offer him some sort of assurance that the rest of you will return via the Knight Bus. You can be the decoys, so to speak.”

Harry walked over to the back door to watch Arthur send off a silvery weasel Patronus to Kingsley Shacklebolt. Arthur bent his head for a few words with Hestia who was back on guard duty before he turned around to return to the Burrow.

“We should have something back from Kingsley within a half hour or so,” he affirmed with a sigh.

“Why don’t the rest of you go up and start organizing your belongings for tomorrow?” Molly suggested sternly. “That way we will be ready for any contingencies.”

Harry hesitated at the foot of the stairs and then turned back. “Not to make too big a point of it, but what should use to pack my things seeing as how that’s my trunk in the middle of the living room?” he asked tentatively.

“Why don’t I see if I can rustle up an extra rucksack in Bill’s room, dear?” Molly offered. “I’ll bring it down to Ron’s room for you.”

“Thanks, Mrs. Weasley,” Harry called after her, then walked over and sat down next to Arthur. “I’m sorry to be such a bother, Mr. Weasley. I feel like I’ve done nothing but disrupt your household since I got here.”

“Nonsense, Harry,” Arthur returned kindly. “It’s always chaos around here. Things are so uncertain out in the world today that I think everyone is on edge. If you still have trouble sleeping when you get back to Hogwarts, though, make a visit to Madam Pomfrey; that’s her job.”

“I will, Mr. Weasley. Thanks.”

They both turned towards the back door as Hestia poked her head inside. “Patronus from Kingsley to say: ‘Other arrangements have already been made. Please stand by.’ Don’t know what he means by that, but I’m sure we’ll find out shortly. I’ll be back at my post until then.”

A flash of silver from outside the window indicated that another Patronus had just arrived. The back door opened again to admit Tonks followed by Lupin.

“We’ve come to retrieve Harry,” Lupin announced curtly.

“Remus, Tonks,” Molly welcomed them as she came down the stairs. “How nice of you to come, but Harry wasn’t scheduled to return until tomorrow.”

“I know, Molly,” replied Tonks with a small smile, “but some of us have other duties tomorrow. Kingsley’s waiting outside to make up the third Order member in our group. I’m sorry to have to cut your holiday short, Harry.”

“Perfectly all right,” Harry replied with relief. At last, someone who could make a decision.

“Why don’t you throw a few things together quickly, Harry?” suggested Lupin. “I’m sure the others can bring the rest of your belongings with them tomorrow.”

Lupin’s authoritative tone left no room for argument as Harry nodded briskly and raced up the stairs. He threw his most important items into the bottom of the borrowed rucksack then added a few books from Bill’s collection that had proven useful.

“Ron, please pack the rest of my stuff and bring it with you,” Harry pleaded urgently.

“Sure, Harry. Is everything all right?”

“Something’s definitely up. I’ve never seen Lupin looking so cross, not a smile for anyone.”

“Do you think there have been any developments in the outside world we don’t know about?” Hermione ventured from the doorway, her voice laced with concern.

“Dunno,” Harry replied honestly as he gave her shoulder a squeeze in passing. “Thanks again for those great books you got me for Christmas. I didn’t dare take any in my rucksack in case I’m searched but will you please, please make sure that they are packed in my secret compartment tomorrow? Will you do that for me, Hermione?” He looked her earnestly in the eyes to make sure she understood. “I’ll get the other thing from you then as well.”

“We’ll see you tomorrow, mate,” Ron assured him in parting.

Harry took the steps down two at a time and then made for the coat rack.

“Make sure you’re dressed extra warmly, Harry,” Lupin advised. “We’re headed for a different climate.”

Something about Lupin’s words seemed oddly familiar but Harry couldn’t place it immediately. Nonetheless, he threw on an extra sweatshirt from the top of his rucksack before shrugging into his coat.

With a final word of thanks to Arthur and Molly, Harry followed his escorts out onto the back lawn of the Burrow. Just beyond Hestia’s checkpoint, Kingsley Shacklebolt waited in the late afternoon sunlight.

Hestia stopped them at the end of the Weasley property. “Patronus check all around,” she demanded. “Harry has a right to know his traveling companions.”

Silver giraffe, wolf and panther materialized almost immediately. Harry took a few extra moments to produce a stag that galloped off to join the rest.

With a sigh of relief, Harry shook Kingsley’s hand in greeting.

“Sorry for all the extra security, Harry,” Kingsley offered. “Things are what they are.”

“This is going to seem like an unfamiliar procedure to you, Harry, but trust me it is perfectly routine,” Lupin explained, smiling for the first time since he’d arrived. “I will stand behind you in the lead position, Tonks and Kingsley will be in front and to the sides. The object is for us to encircle you, is that clear?” He waited for Harry’s nod before continuing. “Since our destination will only be accessible for a short period of time, this will be a one jump Apparition. I know that you’re familiar enough with the target to get there on your own, Harry, but you must relinquish all control to us in order for this to work. In case we get separated, the target is Professor McGonagall’s aerie. You do remember where that is?”

Of course, the change in climate. Harry smiled at the memory and nodded that he understood.

In less than a heartbeat, the four of them dissolved in a blaze of white smoke and reappeared seconds later atop the crenellated tower that Harry remembered. Before he had time to register that the sensation had not been as uncomfortable with the four of them together, Kingsley was firing off another Patronus to advise the staff at Hogwarts of their safe arrival.

“Here, take the key,” Lupin urged Kingsley as he turned over his pocket watch and chain. “Please make doubly sure that the headmistress closes the window. I will be down with Harry shortly. Tonks, please lock the door behind you and wait for my three knocks to reopen it.”

“I’ll be waiting for you down below then,” Tonks promised. She gave Harry a quick kiss on the cheek and Lupin a slightly longer one on the lips before following Kingsley down the trap door.

“Remember to keep your eyes on Kingsley’s back and it won’t seem so steep going down,” Lupin called after her. Then turning to Harry, Lupin urged him to sit on the floor of the aerie so that he would not be visible over the ramparts. “I have no way of knowing exactly when the headmistress closes the window and we are still vulnerable until then,” he explained, assuming a low crouch himself.

“If you’ll forgive me for asking, Remus,” Harry began, “but why do I feel like I’ve just been rescued by a detail from the Order? Why would I need to be rescued from the Burrow?”

Lupin’s familiar grin was back as he engulfed Harry in a huge bear hug. “It sure is good to have you back, Harry! I didn’t mean to frighten you, but we were on a very tight schedule.”

“I’m glad to see you, too, Remus; you really have no idea,” Harry admitted with a deep sigh. “I thought I was going to go out of my mind when Molly explained the plan to get me back here on the Knight Bus. It was absolutely terrifying! I would have rather taken my chances on foot with Hermione.”

“If that was your back-up plan, Harry, I think it needed a bit of work,” Lupin observed with a chuckle.

“That was just a diversionary tactic,” Harry clarified, thinking on the spot. “Once their backs were turned, I figured I’d just Apparate into Hogsmeade village and take one of the secret tunnels back into the castle.”

“Much better,” agreed Lupin. “But what about your belongings?”

“I hadn’t worked out all the details yet,” Harry admitted with a grin.

Lupin laughed in the manner that always made Harry feel like his burdens had just been lifted. “Was it really that bad?” Lupin asked softly.

“Not all of it,” Harry allowed. “I did get a considerable amount of research done.”

“If you don’t mind me saying, you don’t look very well rested to me. Have you been ill?”

“Not in the way that you mean, but I haven’t been able to sleep very well…”

“What’s the rest of the story, Harry?” Lupin urged sympathetically.

“It seems really silly in retrospect; can we just talk about it tomorrow? I think a full night’s sleep will do much for my perspective.”

“I’ll accept that. Just tell me this: how long has it been since you slept well?”

Harry sighed in resignation. He really didn’t want to make Lupin feel guilty for having enjoyed his own holiday, but at the same time he didn’t have the energy to concoct a lie, either. Settling for the unvarnished truth, he replied, “Since the day that you and Tonks took the girls shopping.”

“That was two weeks ago!” Lupin gasped. “Harry, you should have contacted me!”

“You were busy, you were with Tonks’ family, I didn’t know how to reach you. There were a thousand reasons…”

“You could have sent me an owl.”

“I overheard Kingsley tell Arthur that it was risky sending an owl when you were that far away; the owl might be intercepted.”

“Certainly when it comes to a confidential message from the Order,” Lupin conceded. “But Harry, all you had to say was: ‘I’m unhappy, I want to be someplace else’ and sign your name, even your initial would have been sufficient. You can’t get much vaguer than that.”

“I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking clearly,” Harry offered, knowing that he probably still wouldn’t have interrupted Lupin’s holiday. He was so bone tired, he felt like he was swaying on his feet “ even though he was sitting down.

“Come,” Lupin urged him to his feet, grabbing the rucksack from Harry’s hand and hoisting it over his own shoulder. “I can’t carry you down these stairs. Take it slowly, if you need to. I’ll be right behind you.”




After sleeping like a dead man, Harry awoke the next day to the sound of a woman’s voice. What was a woman doing in his room? he thought groggily. As his brain shook off the last vestiges of sleep, he confirmed that it was not his imagination and that Tonks was genuinely sitting on the edge of his bed, talking to him softly. Her tone was unfamiliar to him but it was definitely her voice. He reached for his glasses on the nightstand so that everything swam into focus.

“Tonks, so it is you,” Harry observed, suppressing an involuntary yawn as he stretched his limbs. “I wasn’t sure if I was still dreaming.”

She smiled warmly down at him and tousled his hair affectionately. “We were worried about you. You realize you’ve been asleep for close to fourteen hours straight.”

“Essentially, but I did wake up sometime after midnight and changed out of my jeans and into my pajamas… Do you realize you have the most wonderful lilting quality to your voice when you speak softly?” Harry added with a smile of his own. “To what do I owe this unexpected pleasure? I thought you reserved the extra favors for the Hufflepuffs.”

Tonks laughed and tossed a nearby cushion at him for his cheekiness. Rising to her feet, she turned to look down at him. “You never flirted like this with me before I became a married woman,” she returned playfully.

“No,” admitted Harry devilishly, “it would have been truly dangerous then!”

Still laughing merrily, Tonks retreated to the relative safety of the common room. The minute her back was turned, Harry climbed out of bed and tied his dressing gown over his pajamas. He searched for slippers in his rucksack but he must have left them at the Burrow. With a shrug, he walked out into the common room in bare feet. Tonks had curled up on one end of the sofa to wait for him in front of the fire.

“Just give me a moment to throw some water on my face,” Harry demurred as he started to duck through the wardrobe. “Is Neville still in his room?”

“Nope, checked that first thing when I came in. Didn’t want to startle him with my presence.”

Making sure he was out of target range, Harry added, “Too bad, he might have enjoyed one of your personal wake-up calls himself.”

“Harry Potter, you’re lucky I don’t deduct house points!” Tonks called from the other room.

No, house points were for amateurs, Harry thought with a pang as he remembered Ginny’s famous tagline.

“Would you like me to order you some breakfast?” Tonks offered as Harry joined her, still running fingers through his damp hair.

“Only if you’ll join me,” he stipulated as he sat at the opposite end of the sofa to face her directly.

“Ooooh, Harry, it’s still the middle of the night for me,” Tonks replied, screwing up her face. “I couldn’t possibly eat anything.”

“Let me see if there’s any cider in the cold cabinet then,” Harry suggested. As he poured them each a glass, he commented, “You do realize it’s almost nine in the morning, don’t you, Tonks?”

She nodded wearily. “Don’t remind me.”

“Just how late did the headmistress’ party run last night?” Harry inquired knowingly. “I read Remus’ note when I got up to change.”

“Let’s see, after we ducked back here to check on you one last time, I think we were back in our quarters at about four in the morning.”

He whistled appreciatively. “Must have been some party!”

“It was,” she returned, smiling dreamily. “You should have let Neville send us a message that you were all right when you woke up to change.”

“Neville was sound asleep by then. Believe me, if I thought it would have gotten me something better than a handful of butterbeers, I would have! I was so thirsty when I woke up I could hardly think of anything else.”

“Remus was worried about you the whole time. It’s a shame you weren’t coherent enough once he got you down to your room to teach you how to send a Patronus message.”

“I’m sorry, Tonks, all of that is a blur,” Harry admitted ruefully.

She smiled indulgently. “It’s amazing what a good night’s sleep will do for your exhaustion. You look much better this morning.”

Harry smiled at her caring tone then wondered, “Tonks, how did you get into these suites, not to mention into my room, without being zapped? Neville didn’t let you in himself, did he?”

“I got the emergency override from Remus,” she admitted with a small shrug. “He wasn’t too happy that all the incantations will have to be changed.”

“Was that at wand point or did you have to wrestle him for it?”

“All it took was a well-placed threat to report him to Poppy Pomfrey for staying out to all hours of the night and then not sleeping the requisite hours in the morning to make up for it,” Tonks confessed archly.

“But weren’t you his accomplice when it came to staying out all night?”

“Absolutely, but Poppy won’t see it that way! Trust me.”

“Tell me this then: why did the Order show up to extract me from the Burrow yesterday?” Harry entreated. “I asked Remus, but I don’t remember getting much of an answer.”

“You wouldn’t have, not then,” she conceded with a chuckle. “He went a little berserk when the message came through from Arthur to Kingsley. We were all having afternoon tea with the headmistress, none of us aware of the plan. I’m sure Kingsley heard me gasp. Remus knows that my childhood nightmares were of being locked away in a toy chest. We just took matters into our own hands at that point.”

“Thanks.”

“It didn’t help that it just reinforced all the worries that Remus had about your welfare over the break; regrets that he hadn’t insisted on bringing you with us.”

“Tonks, I couldn’t impose on your and your family--”

“Nonsense, you’re family, too. Accept it for what it is, Harry; Remus can’t help caring as much as he does.”

They turned at the sound of the sconce opening to admit Neville.

“Harry! You’re awake!” Neville greeted him warmly. “You were sleeping like a proverbial log when I came in last night. The professors came in to check on you before they went to their party. Left me in charge of sending any distress calls. Glad to see you’re looking much better.”

That was a big speech for Neville; Harry wasn’t sure exactly what to make of that. Then turning to Tonks, Neville surprised Harry further by posing, “Was it a good party after all, Professor?”

“Yes, it was, Neville.” Tonks flashed him her most radiant smile. “We got in a wee bit late, though.”

“I can just imagine.” Neville nodded sagely. “The pair of you looked like you were going to a gala celebration. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you look so enchanting -- like a regular fairy princess -- and Professor Lupin looked so dashing in his white tie and tails!”

“I sure hope you took pictures,” Harry remarked, wishing he’d gotten to see them firsthand.

“We did,” Tonks assured him. “I better get back now, Harry. If Remus wakes up and finds I’m not in the residence, I can’t vouch for what may happen. Good to see you, Neville.”

Harry walked Tonks to the exit then suddenly realized he was still in his nightclothes. “I was going to offer to walk you downstairs but I guess I’m not exactly dressed for it,” he issued with a self-conscious laugh, wiggling his bare toes.

“Don’t worry about it,” she replied with a giggle. “You will come and have supper with us tonight, won’t you? Remus would never forgive me if I forgot to invite you.”

Harry had not been expecting this. “Of course, what time?”

“Let’s see, we’ll be doing Patronus checks all afternoon. Don’t remind me that I have myself to blame for that,” she noted wryly. “How about seven?”

“Perfect,” Harry agreed, giving her a hug in parting.

“Nothing fancy, you know. Just us.”

Still perfect, Harry thought to himself.

“We have pictures from our trip to show you,” she added with a wink.

“If you don’t mind me asking, Tonks, where did your family go over the holidays?” Harry asked, the curiosity finally getting the better of him.

“Africa,” she answered simply as the sconce cycled closed behind her.




A long, hot shower and a hearty breakfast later, Harry returned to Gryffindor Tower feeling like a new person.

At the grinding sound of the stone sconce, Neville poked his head into the common room and asked, “Harry, is that you? I was hoping to have a word before the others got back.”

“Sure, Neville,” replied Harry, feeling as if he had finally returned to his normal self.

He was caught short by the solemn “ no, haunted “ look on Neville’s face as he sat down to face him in front of the hearth. Outside it had started snowing again, but the fire lent the room a golden glow.

“Did something happen while I was away?” Harry returned, trying to not let the dire possibilities overwhelm his imagination.

Neville gulped noticeably and then nodded vigorously. Harry was struck by how much Neville seemed to have reverted to his younger, more timid self in the space of a heartbeat. That concerned Harry more than anything else as he waited patiently for Neville to begin.

Focusing his eyes deeply within the flickering flames, Neville finally found the courage to speak. “I heard a noise coming from your room last week. More like a voice, but it was echoing strangely. I thought maybe you or Ron had come back early. It could even have been Professor Lupin “ it was definitely a man’s voice. No one answered my calls or my knocks, but the noise continued sporadically. Finally, I just walked in “ sorry “ but there was no one there. On my way out the door, I noticed the bureau shaking slightly like there was something inside trying to get out.”

The mirror, thought Harry immediately, it had to be the bloody mirror! After all of these months with no response.

He remembered clearly packing for the Christmas holiday: he had locked his most personal possessions into the bottom drawer of his desk together with the Patronus list and the old photo album that Hagrid had rescued from his parents’ house. At the last minute, he had added the Halloween photo of Ginny and the Omnioculars. The extra wand, he had wound carefully within the folds of his Invisibility Cloak and placed at the bottom of his trunk together with the Marauder’s Map “ just in case he wanted to keep an eye on Hogwarts from afar. After much deliberation, he had decided the locket from Grimmauld Place was just too important to risk leaving behind, so he had left it untouched in the secret pocket of his seven-compartment trunk.

But the unresponsive mirror, he had left in the bottom drawer of his bureau. Right next to the log sheets that documented his failed attempts.

Neville’s narrative seemed to have stalled, so Harry decided to give it an extra push. “I have a two-way mirror in the bottom drawer, Neville. I assumed that it was no longer functioning since I’d had to reassemble the broken pieces with magic. I guess I was wrong.”

Neville nodded automatically, but his expression was still apprehensive.

“Was someone trying to communicate through the mirror? Did you open the bottom drawer, Neville? I won’t be angry with you for opening up my bureau, I promise. Neville, just talk to me!” Harry’s tone grew more urgent despite his attempts to stay calm for Neville’s sake.

Dear Merlin, Harry thought with dread, could it have been Sirius? Trying to contact him from beyond the veil, from the land of death? He voiced his concerns with a tongue that felt like it was covered with ashes.

Neville turned his head slowly and looked Harry in the eye as if he was finally seeing him for the first time. Very slowly, he shook his head to indicate ‘no’.

“Neville, you’re going to have to help me out here,” Harry entreated softly. “Otherwise, we’ll just be playing guessing games into the night.”

Impulsively, Harry jumped up from his chair and poured the last of the cider from the cold cabinet. Wordlessly, he handed the glass to Neville. Neville drank deeply and slowly, never taking his eyes from Harry’s face, looking for all the world like a lost urchin.

“He said I was to give the message only to you,” Neville said in a barely audible whisper. “That he had been trying to contact you for sometime now… And that I should ask you, no wait, I think he stressed that I should demand that you tell me about the prophecy.”

Let’s see here, Harry’s mind raced, who knew about the prophecy? Trelawney never remembered them, so that left Dumbledore, Ron, Hermione, and himself. Slowly, the answer dawned on Harry: the one other person who knew, the one person who could generate such abject terror in Neville.

“Was it Severus Snape?” Harry dared to ask, his voice so quiet that it fell short of a whisper.

The intensity of the terror in his eyes said it all, but Neville nodded grimly to make doubly sure that Harry understood.

“What prophecy could he mean, Harry? I broke the prophecy when we were in the Ministry. Could there be another?”

“No, it’s the same one,” Harry admitted, feeling ambivalence over whether he should burden yet another person with his troubles. “The prophecy was originally pronounced to Dumbledore so he was able to recount it to me “ even though the glass sphere had been smashed.”

Dumbledore had also said to share it only with Ron and Hermione, he reminded himself, but then Dumbledore was certain that the words pertained only to Harry. Dead certain “ and perhaps dead wrong. There was so much yearning in Neville’s gaze that Harry made an impromptu decision.

“Neville, I promise we’ll come back to the prophecy in a moment, but I need to know a little more about this other…development…first. What else can you tell me about what happened with the mirror?”

“There’s not much else to tell,” Neville stammered. “He wasn’t very pleased that it was my face that he encountered “ not that the feeling wasn’t mutual. Said he would make another attempt same day, same time, the following week, if he was able. And to make sure that you were nearby at that time. That’s today, Harry! It’s a week today.”

“Think back carefully, Neville, what time of day?”

“It was before lunchtime, that I know for sure,” Neville screwed up his face in concentration. “Closer to lunch than to breakfast time.”

Harry whipped his head around to look at the clock on the mantelpiece. It was nearing half-past ten. Right around this time of day, he thought. Well, at least it would be before Ron and Hermione arrived this afternoon. He was certain that this development would have immediately led to such an animated strategy discussion with the pair of them that they would have been certain to drown out the sounds from the mirror.

“Looks like you were able to warn me just in time, Neville,” Harry replied with his best attempt at a reassuring smile. “Why don’t we continue this discussion from my bedroom so that I won’t miss the return call?” At Neville’s apprehensive look, Harry added, “You can sit nearest the door and slip out if you need to. I’ll face Snape on my own.” It will be preferable than facing him down at wand point, Harry added to himself.

Taking a moment to cast a precautionary muffliato spell in the direction of the stone sconce, Harry ushered Neville in the direction of his bureau. Sensing that Neville was still on the verge of panicking, Harry pulled out his desk chair and set it just outside the doorway.

“You sit here, Neville,” he suggested gently. “If I sit on the end of my bed, I can talk to you perfectly well through the doorway, but you will be totally out of the line of sight….Besides, I need you to keep a lookout for the sconce just in case the muffling spell prevents us from hearing someone arriving as well.”

The last part was a white lie, Harry admitted to himself. That was the beauty of the Prince’s genius: unlike the Imperturbable Charm, the muffliato spell blocked others from hearing you, but you could still hear others approaching. But, right now, Neville needed to feel that he was performing a valuable function.

Neville nodded with a weak attempt at a smile. “Harry, are you going to tell me about the prophecy after all?”

Harry smiled in return as he tucked his feet under himself to sit comfortably on his mattress. “Yes, I though I might at that.”

“But, Harry, why should you do this based on a suggestion from S-S-Snape, of all people? A second-hand suggestion, at that. We still don’t know whether or not he’s the enemy!”

“I’m not,” Harry explained. “It’s my decision alone and I think it’s something you should know. But, Neville, we’re talking about strictest confidence here. The only other people who know are Ron and Hermione. I’m warning you, though, you may not thank me when this is over.”

With a deep breath, Harry recited the words as Dumbledore had passed them on to him so many months ago. Then he watched the last bits of color drain from Neville’s face.

“That could just as easily refer to me!” Neville gasped, not daring to raise his voice beyond a whisper. ”Why didn’t Dumbledore see fit to tell me this himself?”

There was a hint of healthy outrage in that final statement, Harry noted with satisfaction. Neville definitely had a back-bone, regardless of his outward appearance.

“Dumbledore was convinced that my scar meant that Voldemort had, in effect, marked me. His opinion was that as of that one moment, the prophecy could no longer apply to anyone else.”

“But the torture of my parents was also at the direct order of You-Know-Who,” Neville reasoned. “And Harry, I don’t have to tell you that not all scars can be seen to the naked eye.”

“I’ve become convinced that your interpretation also has merit, Neville. That’s why I thought you should know about the words of the prophecy.”

“But that means that it may have to be me that vanquishes You-Know-Who,” Neville announced with sudden realization.

“That’s a distinct possibility,” Harry replied candidly.

“Oh, Harry, we are so lost!” bemoaned Neville. “I couldn’t even do a Patronus charm properly so that Professor Lupin could teach me how to attach a message to it last night!”

“I thought you’d mastered that when we were in Dumbledore’s Army,” Harry observed.

“I can produce the silver smoke reliably,” Neville admitted. “But I never seem to muster enough conviction to get the animal shape to form.”

“Well, the corporeal form is more difficult,” Harry replied thoughtfully. “But I’m the one at fault if you failed to master it completely. I was the one in charge of that lesson… Do you still remember the incantation: Expecto Patronum?”

Neville nodded eagerly.

“Then let me try to walk you through it while we have a bit of uninterrupted time,” offered Harry. “I had similar problems initially when Professor Lupin took me under his wing because I wasn’t using a strong enough memory.” He paused a moment to consider his best approach. “Please forgive me if I get too personal, Neville, but it’s the only way, unfortunately. Are you still seeing Daphne?”

“Yes,” Neville replied shyly. “We spent a very nice holiday together here at school.”

“Think back on the night of the Slytherin party, then,” Harry suggested. “Paint the memory in your mind: the vivid colors of the sunset that were visible through the windows, the sound of the laughter sprinkled through the crowd mingling with the sounds of music, the way that the girls’ white gowns floated in the air when they moved, the particular smell of leather and paper in that little private reading alcove just off the main room. Picture yourself in that room, be there.” From the glazed expression in his eyes, Harry could see that Neville was following along perfectly. “Now concentrate on the sensation of Daphne’s hand in yours, the joy that her touch made you feel.” Harry was more certain than ever that there was more to this memory, but he would have to let Neville add those details for himself. “Hold on to that memory as you do the incantation,” he finished softly.

As in a dream, Neville removed his wand from his pocket and intoned with great fervor, “Expecto Patronum!”

Almost immediately, a silvery form began to issue from Neville’s wand tip. Harry watched, mesmerized, as the delicate tendrils of smoke danced and swirled around each other in slow motion, finally settling on the shape of a bounding fox.

“Neville, open your eyes!” Harry cried softly. “You did it!”

“It’s a fox, Harry!” Neville replied joyously. “My Patronus is a fox!”

The demanding tone of the voice that issued from the slightly open drawer immediately drew Harry’s attention. With one last glance at Neville’s cherubic smile of triumph, Harry softly drew the door to his bedroom closed. In the background, he would still hear Neville continuing to practice in the common room.

Kneeling next to the bureau, Harry slowly pulled the bottom drawer to him so that he could focus more readily on the mirrored image before him. The dark eyes and hawk-like features of Severus Snape were staring back at him.

“Well, well, well, Potter,” he began. “Looks like Longbottom was able to untie his tongue long enough to give you my message. Another Christmas miracle.”

“It’s only by chance that you caught me today. I wasn’t originally scheduled to return until this afternoon,” Harry offered, resolving to avoid mirroring the man’s sarcasm.

“Falling short of our expectations is what the holidays do best,” Snape returned in a vague attempt at commiseration. Harry felt as if the man’s inky gaze was trying to bore into his soul, even though he was reasonably sure the Legilimency could not be performed with such a physical separation between them.

“Neville tells me that you’ve made previous attempts to contact me,” Harry prodded, anxious to get to the point.

“You should be more careful where you keep your accursed objects. They block the transmissions from rudimentary devices such as two-way mirrors.”

Accursed objects? That was the quaint manner in which one of Bill’s books had referred to Horcruxes, Harry thought to himself. Could Snape be referring to the locket from Grimmauld Place? He had turned that over to Hermione for safekeeping when Mrs. Weasley had commandeered the use of his truck at the Burrow. It was entirely possible that its previous presence in his room had been blocking mirror transmissions.

“Thanks for the advice, but how about explaining how Sirius’ mirror came to be in your possession?”

“Surely you weren’t naïve enough to think the man might have taken it with him!” Snape volleyed in return. “I retrieved the mirror from Grimmauld Place personally to keep it from falling into the hands of the Dark Lord himself. Or would you rather be facing him at the moment?”

“As you can see, I am without a social secretary at this time,” Harry shot back, already feeling his resolve slipping. “He would’ve had to make an appointment just like everyone else “ in the few moments before Neville lost consciousness.”

To his surprise, Snape chuckled at this retort. “Seems like your attempts at sophomoric jokes have improved. Others have warned me that the werewolf has developed a rather wry sense of humor.”

“If you’re referring to Lupin, I suggest you call him by his name “ or this interview is over!”

“I hardly think he needs you to defend his honor, but I will abide by your restrictions.”

“Get to the point,” Harry hissed, surprising himself with the venom that his voice injected.

“I have reason to believe that you made a rather ill-advised reconnaissance trip to the Black residence at Grimmauld Place over the summer--”

“And where would you have heard that?” Harry cut across him.

Snape’s disdainful expression intensified as he stepped back from the mirror and lifted up the battered remains of Ron’s Evil Eye Detector. “Did I not tell you I had been there myself?”

“How did you convince the house-elf to serve as your tour guide?”

“Do not assume!” Snape barked. “It was not me with the house-elf; that was Rodolphus Lestrange. In his dementia, the elf sees the Black sisters, Bellatrix and Narcissa, as his pureblood mistresses. They do not correct his mistake when it can serve them.”

All the convoluted charms that had been placed on the townhouse, all the magical locks that had been installed on the front door, and their efforts could still be circumvented by the inherent magic of a lowly house-elf. The illogical rules of magic could be so frustrating, Harry mused.

Aloud, he challenged Snape directly. “Considering that Sirius left the house and its contents to me, I would ask why you are trespassing on my property?”

“There is some debate over whether the title was ever Sirius’ to bequeath in the first place.”

“What about the house-elf? Dumbledore had me command him to work at Hogwarts’ kitchens and he was compelled to so do “ despite his resistance.”

“The testimony of a decrepit house-elf would hardly hold up in a court of wizard law. As for Dumbledore’s deductive reasoning, when has logic ever held sway over the laws of mankind?”

Grudgingly, Harry conceded that perhaps Snape had made some valid points.

“Nobody’s interested in a crumbling townhouse, Potter, they’re interested in the contents. There has been a mad scramble for favor with the Dark Lord recently--”

“I’m sure your murderous ways have bested them all!”

“Think of me as his personal lap dog, if you will “ that is a discussion for a different day,” Snape issued through clenched teeth. “I will warn you only once: if you insist on having my head on a butcher block, you will find that my corpse is not much of a conversationalist.”

Harry stared daggers at Snape’s image in the mirror, but held his tongue.

“As I was saying,” continued Snape in a haughty manner, “many of the pureblood families have been given certain artifacts by the Dark Lord for safekeeping as a mark of their favored status. Lucius Malfoy mishandled the diary that was given into his care, as you well know. It is rumored that an item was entrusted to the Black family as well, but no one is certain. That is what they seek at Grimmauld Place.”

Could it be the locket? Harry thought as the grip of fear tightened around his heart. No, nobody could know about the locket. As far as Voldemort was concerned, the locket was still in the middle of the lake. Dumbledore had said that Voldemort could not sense when the actual Horcruxes were disturbed, that they did not provide that sort of an active link.

Idly, he wondered whether the Death Eaters had found anything else of value among Kreacher’s treasure trove “ or even if they had succeeded in finding any of the elf’s hiding places without additional assistance. After all, it had been sheer serendipity that had led Harry to find the wadded up handkerchief among the crumbled bricks in the pantry. Who knows what else the three of them could have found if they had been able to make a more systematic search of the premises?

“If I knew of such a thing, I would hardly tell you,” Harry retorted.

“I do not wish to take it from you, you fool, I wish to warn you. They are seeking a gilded cup, two-handled, rumored to have belonged to Helga Hufflepuff. And Potter, if you have any more accursed objects lying about, I recommend that you seek the assistance of a house-elf to remove them to a lead-lined box. Prolonged exposure to those items can have undesirable consequences for the likes of you and me, the elves are unaffected.” With a furtive look to his left, Snape hissed, “Someone approaches. Be here on Thursday morning at ten.”

In the blink of an eye, the mirror reverted to its familiar silvery surface.

Harry rose with shaky knees and allowed his body to collapse on the bed. He felt as if he had just run a mental marathon. He had no rational explanations for Snape’s actions or motives, but that was just business as usual. That Snape had knowledge of the Horcruxes was obvious, although he clearly hadn’t yet determined how much Dumbledore had revealed to Harry “ and Harry intended to keep it that way.

In the end, Harry was left pondering why Dumbledore had trusted this man with so much “ and why he hadn’t adequately explained his reasoning to anyone else. There was no denying that underneath the exterior, there was an extraordinary intellect. Was there true malice as well, or just an off-putting manner that had been honed to perfection?

With his heart still hammering, Harry entered the dates and times of the last two transmissions in his log, followed by the initials S.S. Then he locked the document into the bottom drawer of his desk with his other confidential items.
Chapter 37 So Much Passion by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
An impromptu joke on Ron and Hermione is turned on its head; Lupin lends Harry a sympathetic ear; Harry is cheered by Tonks’ and Lupin’s animated retelling of their recent exploits.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 37
So Much Passion


Harry returned to the common room after lunch to find that their steamer trunks had been delivered. Ron and Hermione must be back! He accepted Neville’s assistance with controlling a locomotor charm as he eased his trunk around the tight corners of his room, then asked if he had seen the others.

Neville colored slightly and allowed that Ron and Hermione were apparently bidding Hogwarts castle a particularly heartfelt hello “ in the small anteroom adjoining the Great Hall.

“You mean the one that has no back way out?” Harry asked as the germ of an idea began forming in his head. “Neville, do you know those two first-years who think that the main common room is their personal gymnasium?”

Neville rolled his eyes before replying, “Everyone knows the Crane brothers. They only wind down at bedtime, and then only because they haven’t figured out how to sleepwalk. You know they’re fraternal twins, don’t you? Morgan and Melvin. Thank goodness, they don’t look that much alike or I’d have even more trouble keeping their names apart.”

“Are they back from holiday yet?”

“Oh, yes, they arrived earlier this morning with their rather frazzled-looking parents. Wouldn’t surprise me if they left half of their belongings at home; their mum’s always sending them packages of stuff they forgot to pack.”

Absolutely perfect, Harry thought to himself as he whispered his idea into Neville’s ear.

“But I’m Head Boy!” Neville protested. “I’d get in serious trouble if I told them a lie, even if it would be worth it to see the look on Ron’s and Hermione’s faces.”

“Who says it has to be a lie? Can’t we rustle up some candy and junk to throw in a box for them? They won’t know the difference if it isn’t exactly done up like their mum’s packages.”






Ten minutes later, Harry levitated the small box through the decorative grate in the high window that separated the small anteroom from the main floor hallway. By standing at just the proper spot on the second landing of the marble staircase, he could see over the sill enough to guide the package soundlessly onto the small patch of floor that was visible. He nodded to Neville who was standing next to the Fat Lady. Neville disappeared inside the main Gryffindor common room and seconds later the Crane twins exploded out the portrait hole and flew down the stairs and into the Great Hall. Neville followed at a brisk pace.

Harry saw them whiz by from the vantage point of the Gryffindor table in the Great Hall and made room for Neville on the bench beside him. Lunch was still being served and the room was about half-full of students. Their attention was riveted on the door to the anteroom just on the other side of the Slytherin table.

Despite the sound-proofing provided by the wooden door, they heard Ron’s voice bellow, “WHAT IN MERLIN’S BEARD DO YOU TWO HELLIONS THINK YOU’RE DOING?”

Every conversation in the Great Hall stopped in midstream, every spoon and fork was soundlessly replaced on each plate, every pair of eyes turned toward the closed door. Those that had heard the commotion through the open transom poured in through the Great Doors to bear witness to the day’s floor show.

Harry hid his smirk behind a fake yawn as they heard the shrillness in Hermione’s voice. “Don’t you realize that this is a private conversation? Don’t make me have to write to your mother… Yes, I’m certain she can read!”

Ron’s voice carried even more clearly in the ensuing silence as he growled, “I’ll report you to the Head Boy, even if it does gets points deducted from my own house!”

The giggling started all around as Harry grabbed Neville’s arm by the elbow to keep him from sneaking off. “You don’t want to leave before the payoff,” he whispered.

He felt a heavy hand fall on his shoulder and looked up as Lupin leaned over and murmured, “I suggest you and Neville visualize images of Dolores Umbridge to wipe the last of those smirks from your faces. Without any clear evidence of malicious intent, the headmistress will drop the matter. Here she comes now.”

The silence was more profound than before as Minerva McGonagall swept her way through the crowd. The entire hall held its breath as she slowly opened the door and made as if to slip silently into the room. But the doorknob flew from her hand and the door banged heavily open as the Crane brothers made a dash for it, one of each side of her long tartan robes. They would have made it, too, had Lupin not swiftly barred their way as they neared the Great Doors. The laughter was growing around them enough that Harry and Neville felt that they could finally join in.

From the other end of the room, the headmistress’ voice was clearly pitched so that everyone could partake of the entertainment. “Yes, I know they are a handful, but they came to retrieve a package that was placed here for safekeeping. I don’t see any parcels with tags identifying them as yours. Do you, Miss Granger? How about you, Mr. Weasley?”

The crowd oooh’d appreciatively as the headmistress ushered Ron and Hermione into the Great Hall. The flushed look on their faces together with Ron’s partially untucked shirt told a very compelling tale.

“Seeing as how all four of you are Gryffindors, I’m going to turn you over to Professor Lupin. His peace-making skills are far superior to mine. As for the rest of you,” McGonagall suggested archly to the assembled crowd, “I recommend you return to your food or your stomachs will be disappointed with the long wait until supper this evening.”

Seeing that a large portion of the onlookers were leaving the room, Harry nudged Neville so they could pretend to wander innocently back to their common room. They found that Ron and Hermione were already seated glumly on opposite ends of the sofa. The sconce had barely closed when it reopened to admit Lupin, his face unreadable.

“I see the entire party is assembled,” acknowledged the professor as he ushered them all towards the hearth.

“What did you do to the Crane brothers?” Hermione posed with a nervous quaver in her voice.

“I suggested that they learn to knock on closed doors before entering or I won’t be so lenient next time,” Lupin supplied with a small smile. “Some tranquilizer darts would have been a nice touch, but then I would’ve had to complete all that extra paperwork for Madam Pomfrey.”

Harry hid a smile behind his hand as Lupin surveyed the group of seventh-years sternly.

“As to the two of you…” Lupin nodded to Ron and Hermione. “You do realize that public displays of affection are prohibited by the school bylaws? Tell me you didn’t skip that section in your trusty copy of Hogwarts: A History, Miss Granger.”

Hermione’s eyes went wide with apprehension as Ron scoffed, “I’ve never seen any of that rubbish actually enforced by anyone other than Dolores Umbridge!”

“Things have a way of changing, don’t they?” Lupin shot back at him. “I believe the inimitable Ms. Umbridge was on many people’s minds today. Neville, Harry, do you wish to take credit for the execution and planning of today’s events?”

“Not particularly,” Harry quipped, “seeing as how you’ve not one shred of evidence to link us to this spectacle.”

“No?” Lupin rejoined. “How about this label that was attached to the Cranes’ package? I believe it said Neville Longbottom on the back before it was crossed out.”

Harry gave Neville a reproachful look as Neville motioned that he didn’t know what Lupin was talking about. In one graceful movement, Lupin placed the label on the low table before them. Harry snatched it up immediately and turned it over.

He looked up slowly at the spreading grin on Lupin’s face and remarked, “Professor, you are absolutely shameless. It says ‘Neville Longbottom’ in your handwriting!”

“I didn’t have much time to think,” Lupin admitted with a laugh. “Seriously, though, keep in mind that you have a semi-private common room. Need I say anything more?”

“You really had me going there, Professor,” Hermione admitted as she gave him a hug in thanks.

“I really thought we were going to get detention,” Ron observed wryly.

“I don’t think that I’ve ever seen the professor assign any detentions,” noted Neville. “Have you?”

With a small shrug, Lupin confessed, “I have better things to do with my evenings.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you lose your temper, either,” Harry observed as he accompanied Lupin down the grand staircase to assume his position among the teachers at the Patronus checkpoints. Long lines were beginning to form in the entrance hall as mid-afternoon approached.

“Oh yes, you have,” Lupin affirmed. “Yesterday, when we came for you at the Burrow.”






Considering that Lupin had implicated them all, Ron and Hermione grudgingly admitted that it had been a funny prank. Although Ron remarked that it would have been much more satisfying if Harry and Neville had selected other victims.

“Imagine if you had been able to entrap Malfoy like that,” he suggested with a wistful sigh.

“Sure, Ron,” replied Harry, “and just who do you think we might have found snogging Malfoy?”

Ron’s expression showed that he was about to admit that Harry had a point when Neville interjected, “How about his own reflection in the mirror?”

Everyone laughed at Neville’s all too accurate assessment of Malfoy’s ego even though Hermione indicated that it would not have had the same impact on the assembled crowd.

“Oh, Harry, I almost forgot in all the excitement,” Hermione cried. “You’ll never guess who’s the new conductor for the Knight Bus!”

Stan Shunpike must still be in custody as a suspected Death Eater, Harry thought. How short-sighted can the Ministry be?

“None other than Lavender Brown!” Hermione announced with glee as Ron looked on glumly. “Ron was a bit put out by that, at least in the beginning. Fred “ he was our escort again “ made such a big point of chatting her up for most of the trip that she barely even noticed that Ron was one of the passengers.”

“What has she been up to?” Neville asked conversationally.

“Kind of at loose ends, that’s how she ended up taking the conductor post. They told her upfront that it was likely only temporary,” Hermione supplied. “Ron was sitting there like a rather cross turnip most of the trip--”

“I was not!” Ron defended himself. “I was just bored.”

“So Ron’s boredom gave me some time to think,” Hermione continued without missing a beat. “And I remembered how Lavender and Pavarti were such great fans of Sybill Trelawney.”

Harry’s attention was suddenly sparked by the mention of the elusive Professor Trelawney. “And…” he urged her impatiently.

“I was able to ease myself into the conversation a bit--” Hermione began.

“”with a shoe horn, you mean--” added Ron.

“”and I was able to steer it towards the old school classes we had shared. After a bit of meaningless small talk, she told me that she had been corresponding with old Sybill who had confessed that she was pining away for an old love.”

That did shed a whole new light on things, Harry considered. It certainly fit with the image of the women of yesteryear who waited for their sailors to return from atop their widow’s walks. But did that mean that her friend was someone who could easily access school grounds or was she able to see the main gates from her aerie? No, she had definitely been searching in the direction of the Quidditch pitch when Lupin had captured her image on the Omnioculars. Surely, she couldn’t have been looking for Snape; talk about the two unlikeliest people to be involved with one another.

Harry’s attention was drawn back to Hermione’s story as she concluded, “”not too much else that I was able to learn from her, but it was tough competing with Fred for her attention. I invited her to come by some afternoon for tea; you know, a little bit of girl talk. She even offered to bring the Patil twins with her so we could have a reunion of sorts.”

Ron rolled his eyes copiously at the thought of being confronted with all of his failed attempts at connecting with members of the opposite sex in one sitting.

“Did Ginny return with you as well?” Harry tried to inquire casually even though he felt his heart lurch anxiously.

Hermione nodded grimly. “She was uncharacteristically quiet the entire trip, just sat there with a steely look on her face. Then when she got here, she went immediately in search of Robert… I’m sorry, Harry,” she added softly, placing a comforting hand on Harry’s shoulder. “I thought it would be kinder if you heard it from me.”

Harry acknowledged her honesty with a curt nod while Ron caught his eye with a commiserating shrug. If only their concern could loosen the sharp stones that had become permanently lodged in his chest.

It had been a pointless question to ask, Harry chided himself. It’s not likely she was going to be asking after him anyway. He turned his full attention to unpacking his trunk as he felt the dull ache intensify.

Not too much later, Harry looked up to find that Neville was standing in the doorway to his room. He composed his facial expression into something more civil before motioning him inside. In the background, Ron and Hermione were having one of their animated discussions, punctuated by much giggling.

“I just wanted you to know, Harry, your secret’s safe with me,” Neville offered tentatively. “I wouldn’t have dared to tell anyone; S-S-Snape threatened me in the most ingenious ways.”

“I’m sure he was just trying to be intimidating. I’m fairly certain that most hexes can’t be effective via long-distance,” Harry consoled him.

“So you think he was speaking from far away?”

“Not really. The range of the mirrors is probably only a few miles at most.”

“Then how can you be so sure he hasn’t come up with more effective spells on his own?” countered Neville with a bit of his earlier fear creeping into his eyes.

“You know, Neville, you’re probably right: it’s best to handle Snape with dragon-hide gloves at all times.”

“If you don’t mind me asking, Harry,” Neville inquired apprehensively, “what did Snape want with you?”

“I’m not sure myself,” Harry admitted candidly. “It might be that he just wanted to test if the mirrors still worked. He was interrupted before he could finish. There’s no denying that we have a significant amount of unfinished business and I’d just as soon keep that confidential for the time being.”




Dinner with Lupin and Tonks was a relaxed affair, just roast beef and Yorkshire pudding like was being served in the Great Hall below. Harry found himself just as much at ease around the two of them together as he had become when he was alone with Lupin. They entertained him with tales of their holiday trip to Africa, Mombassa to be exact, where they had launched their hiking expedition to Mount Kilimanjaro.

“My dad hates the cold weather so he was determined to visit a more equatorial location,” Tonks explained. “Not that it doesn’t still get mighty cold at the higher altitudes but it’s not like we were going to be summiting on this trip anyway. We just hiked the lower slopes.”

“You’ve done mountain climbing before?” Harry inquired.

“Not so much. I don’t like having to cover my face with an oxygen mask to get at some of those heights. What’s the point of being outdoors if you’re not breathing the fresh air?” admitted Tonks. “Now my dad, on the other hand…Well, I think he’s still trying to live up to the legend of his own father.”

“Tonks’ grandfather claimed to have climbed Mount Everest as part of Edmund Hillary’s famous expedition,” Lupin supplied.

Harry was prepared to be impressed until Tonks added, “He would have been old enough “ barely “ but there is no real documentation to support his claim. Believe me, I searched valiantly when I was a child. So we’ve relegated that tale to the realm of legend, although it seems to have served as a great selling point when Grandfather set up his first sporting goods store. Not to mention the inspiration that it gave my dad.”

“You two did quite a bit of rock climbing as well,” Lupin added. “They tried to rope me into that one “ literally “ but I don’t fancy any sport where you’re required to truss yourself up like a pig before starting. I could just see myself hanging on a cliff side in Kenya, like a broken kite helplessly twisted in its own string!”

“Oh, Remus, you exaggerate,” Tonks admonished him with a laugh. “We wouldn’t have left you behind!”

“What did your mum do during all this?” Harry asked through his laughter. “I don’t see her in any of the photographs.”

“She’s the photographer,” Tonks clarified. “She took that up as her new hobby in desperation when she got dragged to all these rustic locations. Her true vocation is shopping. She found me a few shaman’s masks, all authentic, to hang in my office, but she was rather frustrated that she couldn’t find much to suit herself on this trip. Ethnic fashions aren’t really her cup of tea.”

“I was surprised how easy it is for wizards to visit all of these exotic locales when all they have to do is Apparate and bring their own wizard’s tent,” Lupin observed. Harry couldn’t help thinking how artfully Lupin must be able to research possible relocation sites for Plan B in this manner, also. “To think I could have been visiting the world during all those agonizing years after Lily’s and James’ deaths…”

“Then you would never have met me, silly,” supplied Tonks in just the perfect light-hearted manner to keep Lupin from starting down that painful road.

Lupin flashed her a quick smile of gratitude before turning to Harry. “Before I forget, Harry, could you please remind Neville to come by my office within the next few days so I can assist him with his Patronus?”

“I’d be glad to tell him,” Harry replied with a small satisfied smile. “But if it’s about achieving a fully corporeal version, he’s already managed that. You might want to amend the student roster to show that his appears in the shape of a fox.”

“He did this all by himself?” Lupin asked incredulously.

“Well, I helped him a bit,” Harry admitted, hoping the subject would die right there.

He should have know better when Lupin prodded, “And just what manner of assistance did you render?”

Harry sighed in surrender, knowing that he could not find it in himself to keep many secrets from Lupin. “It occurred to me that Neville’s past was a lot like mine. Too many painful childhood memories, the few good ones knotted up with the bittersweet.”

“Yes, I’m aware of the current condition of Neville’s parents,” Lupin admitted somberly. “Alice and Frank were contemporaries of mine in the Order during Voldemort's last bid for power.”

“So I guided him to a more recent, happier memory. One that was more personal in nature.” To Lupin’s quizzical look, Harry supplied, “Neville connected with a girl at Slughorn’s party, one that he’s been seeing since then. I just helped him to visualize the scene from that first night, to place himself back at that party and recreate the happy moment in his mind.”

Harry noted the inexplicable look that passed from Tonks to Lupin as he finished his explanation.

“I think Tonks has a proposal for you,” Lupin offered, giving her a nod of encouragement.

“Harry, would you consider helping me out with some of my younger classes?” Tonks posed tentatively. “I’m having a terrible time getting some of them to produce a true Patronus and I think you might be just the person who can teach them the proper concentration skills. I would consider it a personal favor.”

“Would this be part of my class assignments?” he asked Lupin directly.

“Only if you wanted it to be,” Lupin assured him. “The headmistress and I agreed that it would do you good to interact more among the other students. But we could come up with other options if this doesn’t appeal to you.”

“I noticed how patient you were with some of the younger ones when you were helping us at the checkpoints,” Tonks added. “You seemed to have an instinctive rapport with them.”

“When does the class meet?” Harry asked with bated breath. Not Thursdays at ten, please, he chanted inwardly.

“Tuesdays at eleven to start out with,” Tonks supplied. “I might want to option you later for the older students if it works out well.”

“All right,” Harry agreed with a smile. “I’d be willing to give it a try.”

“Great!” replied Tonks, beaming. “Just meet me in my office at half-past ten on Tuesday so I can brief you a bit before class.”

Tonks was so excited about the new arrangement that she insisted on ordering a special dessert by way of celebration.

“I need to work on a few lesson plans for the upcoming week in my office, but I will stop by the kitchens on my way to make the arrangements,” she volunteered. “I think the regular dinner hour is over by now but I want to make sure before I impose on the house-elves. Will you boys “ I mean, men “ be all right without me for, say, an hour?”

“If you’re ordering what I think you’re ordering, it will be well worth the wait,” Lupin affirmed.

“Remus and I always find stuff to talk about, Tonks,” Harry added. “Take your time.”

Retiring to the familiar leather chairs before the fire, Lupin poured them each a cup of herbal tea. “Tonks swears this helps in the digestive process,” he explained. “I just like the way it tastes. Please make yourself at home, Harry. I apologize if the air feels a bit colder than usual; we had the windows open earlier today to clear out the mustiness in this room.”

The warmth of the tea and the hearth created such an atmosphere of relaxation it was hard to believe for a moment that there had been so much turmoil in his life recently. But those thoughts soon rose to the surface of Harry’s consciousness, bidding to be shared with someone who could provide him with some perspective. The enormity of the task left Harry wondering where he should begin.

Sensing this, Lupin suggested gently, “Harry, what happened at the Burrow? What stressed you to the point where you couldn’t sleep properly? Was it residual worry about what might have happened to the girls in London?”

“Not entirely,” Harry allowed. Taking a deep breath, he detailed his confrontation with Ginny and how they had avoided each other pointedly for the rest of the time at the Burrow.

“I know it sounds almost comical,” Harry admitted, “but it was maddening to not be able to put it from my mind for very long because there she was in the same house. It was like I was always conscious of her presence by just trying to stay out of her path. Ginny just pretended like absolutely nothing was amiss during the day, but I could hear her crying at night, Remus, long after she thought everyone else was asleep. I couldn’t get back to sleep. I wanted so much to just comfort her, tell her that I was a heel, a louse, whatever it took to get her to stop hurting. I even went so far as to stand right outside her bedroom door one night, my hand poised on the door knob; but I knew I couldn’t go in, not in my nightclothes, not in her parents’ house.”

Harry purposely omitted any mention of the silent tears he had shed in unison with her, concluding that Lupin had probably already filled in that detail for himself.

“Do you still hurt, Harry?”

Harry closed his eyes at the fresh anguish that flowed over him at the memory. “Yes,” he muttered.

“Then it’s not very comical, is it?”

“Hermione and I tried desperately to find some angle from which to make light of the situation, but we couldn’t come up with anything. I just kept thinking how heartless and cold my actions had been.”

To his surprise, Lupin chuckled. “Those are the adjectives that you came up with: heartless and cold?”

“Well, I could add callous and unfeeling, if that would help.”

Lupin looked at Harry very directly and countered, “Are you sorry that you stood up for yourself? Do you think you would hurt any less if you had just meekly accepted Ginny’s declaration that she was going to start seeing someone else?”

Harry took a moment to consider, then replied, “‘No’ to both counts. What are you getting at, Remus?”

“Simply this: I contend that you are using the wrong adjectives to describe your actions. How about: passionate and primal?”

“Surely you don’t think Ginny sees it that way!

“That’s exactly the way she sees it… I will demonstrate. For a moment, take all the words that were said out of the picture “ they represent the lies that we hide behind. It’s the actions that hold the greatest impact, that's why you were compelled to do something. At the point at which you kissed her, Ginny had several options. If she was totally unmoved by your actions, she would have just continued on her way up to the house. If she had been enraged by your actions, she would have shouted at your back as you walked away from her. Yet she did neither of these things. Instead, she followed you resolutely back to the greenhouse and then confronted you face to face. I contend that she wanted you to kiss her again.”

Harry was speechless. “How are you able to unravel the threads like that?”

“Too many years observing human nature instead of experiencing it, I’m afraid,” Lupin responded candidly. “But you were half-way there when you remarked that you were not certain if the encounter had worked out the way that Ginny had intended in the first place. As far as the tears go, what makes you so certain that she was crying over your actions? Did you consider that she might be upset over her own decision instead?”

“And to think that I came inches away from telling her that I loved her the night before,” Harry declared.

This confession brought Lupin up short. “I didn’t realize that you were ready to admit that to yourself yet,” he observed.

“It’s pretty overwhelming,” Harry conceded. “But I was certainly not going to tell her after she announced that she wanted to start seeing someone else. If only she’d given me a few more days to screw up my courage again, things might have turned out differently.”

“I understand. That can be a devilishly difficult confession to make. What stopped you the first time?”

“Arthur walked into the room,” Harry explained. “Not that his attention wouldn’t have been automatically drawn to the snake dance that Ron and Hermione were doing on the sofa.” Lupin laughed at Harry’s description. “But there I was laid out right next to the fire, gazing pretty intently into Ginny’s eyes, and I’m not certain what he made of that.”

“Arthur’s no fool,” Lupin agreed. “The two of you do get a rather blazing look in your eyes when you look at each other.”

“Am I that transparent?” Harry asked abruptly.

“Only to those who know you well; it’s the same for all of us,” Lupin commented. “So tell me, what decision did you make?”

Harry was taken aback for a moment before responding, “How can you ask me that? I didn’t follow your advice at all.”

“I didn’t expect you to. At best, I expected to give you enough to think about so that you would be empowered to make your own decisions. That you accomplished admirably. So again, what did you decide?”

Harry was about to reply that he hadn’t decided anything at all, that Ginny had pulled that rug right out from under him. Then he concluded that Lupin had once again cut through all the tangle. “I decided that I was going to give her the space to see other people if that’s what she truly wanted.”

“Is that all?” Lupin urged with that knowing look of his.

“And that this is not the way that things are going to end between Ginny and me,” he added with conviction. Deep inside, Harry conceded that when this was all over, when he had done the deed he’d set out to do and he was no longer a marked man, he would make it right with her. It wouldn’t matter whose arms he’d have to pry from around her, either; just as long as it was not the bony arms of Death itself.

“So I would say that you accomplished both goals that you were set,” Lupin attested with an unexpected smile. “You came to a decision that you can stick with for the time being and you turned your sights to the future. Admittedly, you may have colored a bit outside the lines in the process, but you found your own way “ which is ultimately the most important thing.”

“Don’t you think you’re being a little bit generous?” Harry asked pointedly.

“Not particularly.”

“Tell me this then, Remus. Does it ever get any easier to tell someone that you love them?”

“I suppose you mean: it is easier with subsequent persons?” Lupin clarified. At Harry’s nod, he returned, “How in blazes should I know?”

Harry laughed at the tacit admission. “Why, Remus, I thought you were a sophisticated man of the world.”

“I am,” Lupin confirmed with a laugh of his own. “I just happen to have been a rather lonely man of the world. Although if I’d had half your imagination and fire when I was your age, things might have turned out differently.” He chuckled again as he added under his breath, “So much passion…”

Harry had to admit he felt infinitely better, as if the pain had somehow been made more bearable.

Lupin returned Harry’s smile of gratitude and then suggested, “I believe I’m in the mood for a nightcap after all. Will you join me? I laid in some extra bottles over the holiday break.”

“Of course,” Harry replied. “Have you had any additional news about the London bombings?”

“Last I heard was that very few bombs were found despite all the threats and only one actually exploded. The rest were disarmed successfully. All sorts of militant groups are claiming credit, though. The biggest news remains the widespread disruption caused by such a rather insignificant event. Understandably, the Muggles remain blissfully unaware of the presence of the dementors which were the direct cause of the panic and despair.”

“What do you make of the unexpected presence of dementors?”

“Clearly Voldemort is up to something that will involve using Muggles as his pawns. I see this event as a sort of dress rehearsal, timed to coincide with the holidays to maximize its impact and fuel greater anti-Christian sentiment throughout the world. I also suspect that many of these so-called terrorist organizations have been infiltrated by Death Eaters who are using them for their own ends. I can’t tell you know much this all troubles me as it leads me to think that Voldemort has been carefully planning for world domination. If he attacks us on all fronts at once, we won’t have a chance against him. Our only chance lies in vanquishing him before his plans are fully realized, which means we don’t have a lot of time left to prepare ourselves.”

“Do you believe that either you, Tonks, or the girls were directly being targeted?”

“It’s impossible to tell. It’s very likely that it was just a reconnaissance mission, and not finding their intended target, they did not attack anyone else instead. But it just makes the Order even more resolute in keeping you out of harm’s way. I’m sorry, Harry, I know that makes you feel like you’re being incarcerated.”

Harry was about to ask if Arthur’s suggestion that the two of them not travel together would prevent them from spending any time outside school grounds, but his words were cut short by the unmistakable sounds of Tonks’ return.

“Dessert should be ready shortly,” she announced happily as she closed the door to the outer office behind her.

“Will you join us in a nightcap?” Lupin asked genially as he made for the far cabinet.

“After all the champagne that you consumed last night,” she chided him playfully as she accepted a glass.

“Dancing is thirsty work,” Lupin replied with a twinkle in his eye.

“You’re going to absolutely spoil Harry at this rate, you know.” She smiled back.

“It’s about time someone did,” rejoined Lupin.

Feeling as if he should remind them of his presence in the room, Harry commented, “I’ve never had champagne. Is it any good?”

“It can be,” Lupin responded. “It all depends upon whether it’s the real deal from France or a pale imitation. The imitation can give you the most beastly headache imaginable.”

“Did the headmistress serve the good kind last night?” Harry asked.

“Yes!” they responded on top of one another.

A diminutive house-elf that Harry did not recognize by name popped in at that moment to announce that their dessert was ready for them in the adjoining dining room. Waiting until they were seated, the elf snapped her long fingers for the chocolate soufflé to materialize in the center of the table before them. The luscious smell of warm cocoa immediately permeated the small dining room.

Rather than individual portions, Tonks had requested a larger version that had to be individually scooped into each small bowl and then garnished with whipped cream. Time was of the essence, she explained, as the soufflé would begin to collapse upon itself once removed from the heat of the oven and the whipped cream would begin to melt atop the hot soufflé.

“It’s still hot, so be careful to scoop some of the cold cream onto each spoonful to keep from burning your mouth,” Tonks urged.

From the first taste, Harry felt as if he had been transported into a new existence, as if all previous desserts had been but pale imitations of reality. Each mouthful contained the totality of experience in one perfect bite: the soufflé was bitter and hot, the cream was cold and sweet. The complete sensation in his mouth was practically indescribable to anyone who had not already experienced it for himself.

Conversation was incidental as they worked their way through subsequent bowlfuls until both the soufflé dish and whipped cream bowl were totally empty. Lupin refilled their glasses with more port as a communal sigh of contentment spread around the table.

“I did tell you it was worth the wait,” Lupin commented.

“I don’t know what to say, Tonks,” Harry offered in a blissful tone. “There are no words…”

“Another convert, I see,” she replied with delight.

“Do you get this kind of food at home?” Harry asked. “If so, I’m seriously considering relocating.”

“Unfortunately, no,” Tonks admitted with a dramatic sigh.

“But I bet she can tell you every restaurant in London where it’s available,” Lupin asserted.

“Would you like the list to be organized alphabetically, geographically, or in order of sheer deliciousness?” she quipped in response.

“How about the ones that don’t list it on menu, but will make it for you specially if you ask?” Lupin returned.

Harry looked on merrily as Tonks replied, “Oooh, I can name those, too!”

Retiring to their chairs in front of the blazing hearth, Tonks was reminded of the small folder she had left on the side table.

“Minerva stopped by with a few preliminary photos from last night,” she supplied as she handed Lupin a small envelope. “I thought you might like this one for your office. We probably have a frame that size somewhere.”

Lupin smiled beatifically as his eyes devoured the image before him. “I could never put this on my desk, cherub, I would never get any work done. I think this would be better displayed in the inner office. You did look ravishing last night… Here, Harry, have a look for yourself.”

Harry moved over to the wall brackets where the light was brighter so that he could get a better look. The wizard photograph before him showed Lupin and Tonks dancing together in a tight circular pattern, the tails to Lupin’s coat flaring out behind him as they swirled in unison. At one point, he released one of Tonks’ hands so she spun precisely to arms length before being wound back. Lupin himself looked very dashing in his inky black tuxedo, his hair slicked back into a fair semblance of a young David Niven. Harry’s eyes were irresistibly drawn to the image of Tonks, though, who did indeed look ravishing in a vintage gown of heliotrope blue, her usual fresh-scrubbed features accentuated by her upswept hairstyle. Peering carefully into their faces, Harry finally understood what Lupin meant by the ‘blazing look’ that often passed between Ginny and himself.

“It looks like you had a wonderful time,” Harry smiled as he looked up at them. “I’m sorry I didn’t get to see you in person.”

“Well, it’s not exactly like we didn’t give you an opportunity, sleepyhead,” Tonks teased him affectionately.

“Two, in fact,” Lupin added with a grin. “Although, I admit I wasn’t as crisp looking in the wee hours of the morning. As for Tonks, she’d already peeled off her gloves and shoes by then.”

“I don’t remember seeing gloves in the photo,” Harry remarked.

“I must have already removed them by then,” Tonks attested. “They were hardly comfortable, even though they made for a great look. I hope I was still wearing them in one of the earlier photographs that we don’t have back yet.”

“Let’s just hope someone doesn’t have a moving photo of you taking them off, dear,” Lupin suggested archly. “I don’t think Gypsy Rose Lee was supposed to be your character for the evening.”

Tonks tittered playfully in response.

“You mean to tell me that it was a costume party?” Harry responded as the meaning of their comments suddenly became clear.

Lupin nodded and elaborated, “The theme was ‘Vintage Hollywood: Glamour from the Black and White Era’. We were supposed to be Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers.”

“Other than the clothing and the dance moves, neither of you really looks like Fred or Ginger,” Harry noted wryly.

“We decided we would go with a more subtle impersonation,” Tonks explained. “It’s just so easy for a Metamorphmagus to do a literal copy that it takes the fun out of it for everyone else.”

“Please tell me all that practicing paid off,” Lupin urged with a sharp laugh.

“Oh, the dance moves looked great,” Harry assured him. “Where did you find the vintage wear, though?”

“My parents’ closets, believe it or not!” Tonks giggled. “They have all sorts of goodies buried in the deep recesses, too nice to just donate to charity. I did tell you my mum was a professional shopper, didn’t I? She’s obsessed with filling her closets; I like to clean them out and see what treasures I can find.”

“Ted Tonks maintains that if Elton John had Andromeda’s closets, he would never have come out!” Lupin added merrily.

“I’m thinking of adding that to the official family motto,” Tonks agreed through her giggles. “Never much cared for the ‘toujours pur’ from the Black side of the family.”

“Maybe we should re-stitch that on the tapestry at Grimmauld Place, as well!” Harry smirked. “Speaking of that, Tonks, I feel rather awkward that Sirius left his townhouse to me. After all, you and your mother are blood relations.”

“Just one more reason to think of you as family, Harry,” Tonks replied with a smile. “Mum doesn’t need another house “ not unless the closets are an improvement upon what she has now, which I sincerely doubt.”

“So who did the other teachers impersonate?” Harry posed innocently, dreading that Lupin was going to shoot him down.

“Now, Harry,” Lupin began in predictable fashion, “you know we aren’t really supposed to discuss those things. It’s one thing to talk about our own antics, but anything that doesn’t directly involve us personally, well--”

“Wait, I think I can work within that premise!” Tonks offered gleefully. “I helped Minerva prep for her portrayal, kind of like a dialect coach, so that means I’m directly involved.”

“Indirectly, more like it,” Lupin observed. “But go ahead, cherub. You know I have no willpower when it comes to you.”

“Minerva dressed up as--”

“Don’t just tell him!” Lupin admonished her. “Do the full impersonation. Harry deserves the complete experience before we have to Obliviate his memory.”

Good thing Tonks giggled in response, Harry thought to himself.

“You’ll narrate then,” she offered.

“Don’t I always play the straight man?” Lupin deadpanned. “Imagine a grand curving staircase, slightly narrower than the one in the entrance hall. Minerva waits until all the guests are assembled to make her entrance, walking majestically down the stairs, the train of her elegant wrap trailing behind her.”

Tonks could not really capture the effect of walking down the stairs, but you could tell by her halting steps that the heavy fabric of the train was exerting a pull. She held her right hand up at an artificial angle to signify that the headmistress was holding a long cigarette holder. Pausing dramatically, Tonks assumed an even more exaggerated pose and then looking deliberately over the heads of the assembled guests, she intoned, “I vant to be alone.” Her voice was a deep Nordic contralto.

“I know I’ve seen this one,” Harry admitted. “But I can’t come up with a name on the spot. It’s no reflection on your presentation, Tonks; I’m absolutely hopeless at charades, always have been.”

“Greta Garbo,” supplied Lupin softly.

Of course, Garbo, Harry thought to himself, he had known that one.

“The headmistress did a pretty acceptable job with the accent, also,” Tonks admitted as she resumed her seat by the fire. “I was just polishing it up for her when we got the Patronus from Arthur yesterday.”

“Who did Professor Slughorn impersonate?” Harry urged.

Lupin rolled his eyes dramatically, as Tonks readily supplied, “W.C. Fields. Which meant that Pomona, our very own deputy headmistress, dressed up as Mae West.”

“Which about Filch?”

“Boris Karloff.”

“Professor Flitwick?”

“George Raft. A rather fore-shortened version,” Lupin noted. “Professor Trelawney and Madam Pince were not in attendance.”

Obviously, neither was Madam Pomfrey, or you wouldn’t have had such a good time, Harry noted inwardly.

“What about Simon Stevens?”

Tonks spoke up, “Oh, you mean Rolanda Hooch’s--” but at Lupin’s fierce look, she amended her comment to, “Dance partner? He went as Marlon Brando in the Stanley Kowalski role.” At Harry’s blank look, she added, “That boor in the torn T-shirt that keeps yelling: ‘Stella!’”

Harry nodded as Lupin amended, “At least until somebody adroitly reminded him that perhaps it would have been more appropriate to yell ‘Rolanda’ in this case.”

“Remus, that was you!” Tonks remarked.

“Only after Filius prodded me to do it! He gets credit for catching the discrepancy.”

This had to be as good as the Hufflepuff show, Harry though wryly, as he unabashedly enjoyed himself. Too bad a yawn had to kick in to remind him that there were classes tomorrow. While he had the luxury of a lie in if he chose, he knew that Tonks and Lupin both had full schedules.

With more regret that he had felt in a long time, Harry brought the conversation around to the subject of classes. “Do you have me scheduled for tomorrow, Remus?”

“You know, I hadn’t even given it a thought,” Lupin replied honestly. “How about half-past three? Do you have any idea what you’d like to discuss?”

With even more regret, Harry brought the merriment to a close with his simple reply, “Severus Snape.”

“We’ve come back to that finally,” Lupin sighed with a resigned look on his face. “Then you will have to do a bit of research yourself. It’s the only way that I can get around the issue of not revealing personal information about a colleague. Believe me, I’ve thought about this for a long time, knowing that this moment would come. The information you seek can be found in the archived copies of the Daily Prophet. Use the ones in the headmistress’ library; they are more complete and you’ll have fewer interruptions there. You shouldn’t have any trouble preparing that data by tomorrow’s appointment time. Just have Hermione teach you the spell that allows you to copy documents from one page to another.”

“Everything sounds fine, except I’m not certain of what Hermione’s schedule looks like for tomorrow. It’s her first day with Professor McGonagall as her advisor and I suspect it might get a bit manic, if you know what I mean. I’ll get her to teach me the spell tonight, but I’m not certain I’ll be able to count on her to help me access the headmistress’ library in the morning.”

“Naturally,” Lupin nodded in understanding, “you need the password. I know Minerva just changed it and all I can think is that it’s a good thing she did. Talk about her old password being inappropriate…”

“The new password’s Black Watch,” supplied Tonks. “Like the tartan that I fancy.”

“Thanks,” Harry smiled. “That’s a bit easier to remember than the usual passwords.”

“Not that I’m likely to forget Glenfiddich after last night,” Lupin remarked with a dry chuckle. “That was the previous password.”

“You mean like the whiskey?” Harry’s curiosity was piqued once again.

“No, like the Scotch,” Tonks corrected with an amused lilt. “Don’t ever let Filius skewer you for that mistake.”

Harry watched as she tried to catch Lupin’s eye for support, but when he just started laughing, Tonks broke up herself.

“I don’t think Filius is ever likely to forget Glenfiddich!” Lupin gasped through his laughter.

“You know that’s just plain cruel, not letting me in on the story,” Harry remarked. “Sending me to bed with nothing but visions of Snape when I could be giggling instead!”

Harry’s feigned petulance was enough to send Lupin and Tonks into gales of laughter all over again. Harry joined in, knowing that he already felt their resolve crumbling.

“You know, it’s hard to resist a tale of woe like that,” Tonks commented. “What do you think, Remus?”

“I think you’re determined to get us both sacked, cherub,” Lupin returned but shook his head in capitulation.

“As the evening wore on, Filius was determined to corral someone into a round of wizard’s chess,” Tonks explained. “He’s usually not very successful as he’s already proven himself a superior player too many times before.”

“Last night, though, he announced proudly that he’d found a way to even the playing field and make the game more competitive,” Lupin took up the narrative. “He unveiled these new chess pieces that perched themselves atop shot glasses, so that every time the better player captured a piece, his judgment became clouded by swallowing the contents of the glass.”

Harry gave a soft, amused snort. “I’m familiar with the concept. Hermione and Ron were testing that set earlier this autumn. There was some debate over whether they could get the actual pieces to react according to the mental state of the player, but they couldn’t configure a spell that worked consistently. Too many variables.”

“You don’t mean to say that it’s manufactured by Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes, do you?” Lupin’s voice was laced with amusement.

Harry nodded weakly. “Based on the timing, I think Ron gave Professor Flitwick one of the very first manufactured sets. Said it would be the ideal gift for a chess master.”

“He was certainly right on that count!” Tonks giggled.

“Are you sure you want us to continue, Harry?” Lupin inquired in mock seriousness. “You know you’ll never be able to tell this story to Ron.”

“If I decide I can’t trust myself, I promise I’ll voluntarily submit to Obliviation,” Harry returned.

“Wouldn’t it just save time if we wiped Ron’s memory of giving the chess pieces to Filius in the first place?” suggested Tonks with glee.

“Right, we’ll put that down as Plan B then,” Lupin agreed.

“So to get back to the story,” Tonks continued with a deep breath, “Filius filled all the shot glasses with Glenfiddich, but he still couldn’t get any takers.”

“Probably because he’s been known to drink everyone under the table!” Lupin added. “Or so I’ve heard.”

“So the legend goes,” Tonks admitted. “Finally, Minerva, Rolanda and Pomona decided they would like to take him on as a team if he was willing. That way they could split the shots between the three of them. He agreed.”

“Well, you can imagine how it went,” Lupin continued. “He made a move, the three women entered into a hushed conference and debated their options and about five minutes later, they made their move. They abandoned this after the first three or four moves as it was just too slow and decided that they would each take turns in rotating order, although the shots would still be shared equally.”

Tonks took over. “Now the game started to get more exciting and everyone drew around the action. Only a few pawns had been captured by both sides, so it looked as if Filius had finally met his match. But soon it became clear that the chess master had been leading the ladies into a very clever and artful trap and that when he finally sprung said trap, their entire army would be decimated in so few moves that the Scotch wouldn’t have time to go to his head.”

“Flitwick was so excited that he was standing on the seat of his chair, barely restraining himself from jumping up and down, clasping and un-clasping his hands with glee,” Lupin explained. “And it was Rolanda’s turn to make the next move for the ladies. Ideally, I could ask Tonks to assume the same outfit with her Metamorphmagus skills, but I’m fairly certain that she’s too modest to present herself in such a fashion.”

“You’re right about that,” Tonks agreed. “But I will demonstrate. Rolanda was dressed as Marlene Dietrich, the German cabaret singer personified. She was all blonde waves, black top hat, fishnet tights, and this little skirt that was basically very long fringe and not much else.”

Tonks returned from the back of the room with a small wooden desk chair. She placed it in the center of the room and waited for Lupin to resume the story.

“So, it was Rolanda’s move and she was determined to turn the tide,” Lupin intoned. “She looked at the chess pieces from all angles, walked around behind Filius and studied them from there as well. We all assumed she was stalling for time because the situation on the board looked pretty grim. But all of a sudden her face lit up with an idea and she walked over to her side of the board to make the quintessential move. Perfectly in character, she leaned across the chair…”

Harry watched Tonks assume the role in slow motion, mesmerized as she flung her leg ever so casually over the back of the chair so that her foot rested on the seat. Then leaning her body over, she brought her face down to look more closely at the imaginary game board, her right hand resting on the chair back for balance. Harry felt that he could picture the scene perfectly.

“It was at this point that Filius’ attention wavered from the chess board.” Lupin began to smirk. “For when Rolanda stretched her body in just such a fashion, the little fringed skirt fell away to nothing.” He took a long dramatic pause, then continued, “And Filius leaned forward a bit too much himself and lost his balance right into the chess board!”

“The pieces were flying every which way, the Scotch was oozing all over the wood floor and the shot glasses were mostly in shards!” Tonks finished.

Finally, Harry was able to gasp, “So did they declare the game a draw?”

“Officially, yes,” Lupin replied as he tried to get more air into his lungs. “But Tonks came up with a different interpretation.”

“I still contend that the ladies won,” she replied with panache. “After all, it was Filius’ pieces that fell into Rolanda’s trap, or lap, or however you want to phrase it!”

“If it helps to put your minds at ease,” Harry wheezed, “I could never tell that story to Ron. He would never be able to look his advisor in the eye again!”





It was just as well that everyone else was sound asleep in the seventh year suite when Harry returned, still chuckling to himself over the fate of poor Professor Flitwick. No one to ask him questions he would have to evade about what was making him smile like an idiot and laugh to himself. Tomorrow when they asked, he would be able to tell them with a straight face that they had spent the hours discussing the state of world politics, or some other ponderous subject that was sure to curtail any extra questions. If need be, he would relay the portions about how dementors figured into the London bombings to satisfy their curiosity.

Determined to get with Hermione in the morning, he repeated the password to the headmistress’ office again, Black Watch, before falling into instant darkness. His dreams were of twirling Ginny across the dance floor while drunken chess pieces stumbled merrily out of their way. Not a single black garbed Potions master was to be found among the guests.
Chapter 38 The Golden Library by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry uncovers more about Horcruxes as Hermione’s preparations for her first session with the headmistress get a bit hectic; Harry is surprised at the wealth of information that he discovers in preparing for Lupin’s assignment.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 38
The Golden Library


To say that the first day of the new term was a bit manic was probably going to be the understatement of the year. And considering that they were only one week into the new year, that was really saying something, Harry noted wryly.

Admittedly, he was partially to blame for getting back so late from supper “ but he had purposely risen early enough the next day to complete all those tasks he had left undone the night before. After a quick breakfast, he made a point of contacting Dobby, the house-elf, to wish him a belated happy Christmas.

“You do not owe Dobby any special favors, sir,” the elf announced in his usual formal manner. “Dobby is here to serve.”

“I consider you my friend, Dobby,” Harry reminded him kindly. “And friends remember each other during the holidays. I apologize that I was unable to complete my shopping in time to give you this earlier. But, well, hope you like it.”

He thrust the small package that Hermione had wrapped for him towards Dobby. Inwardly, he intoned a few extra words of thanks to her for managing to find just the perfect gift in London.

Dobby unwrapped the gift hastily and then gasped appreciatively. He held up the miniature taffeta dinner jacket that Hermione had found in a children’s specialty shop. The fabric was a pastel checkerboard pattern that might have looked appealing in a tablecloth, but was definitely too effeminate for boys clothing. Harry had been instantly certain that Dobby would love it!

Dobby looked up at Harry adoringly, his bulging eyes filling with tears of joy. “It is too much, too wonderful! Dobby does not deserve such a beautiful gift from kind Harry Potter,” the house-elf simpered.

“Don’t be silly, Dobby. You’ve helped me out of so many scrapes I could never thank you enough. Try it on, will you? I’m dying to see if it fits.”

Fit it did, perfectly and garishly, on the elf’s diminutive form. He twirled around happily in front of Harry’s tall looking glass so that he could admire himself from all angles.

“Dobby will be the best dressed elf in all of Hogwarts castle!” he declared joyously. “How can Dobby ever repay you, sir?” Then his face fell and his bat-like ears drooped as he added, “Dobby did not get Harry Potter a present in return, sir.”

“That’s of no importance, Dobby. It pleases me to see that the jacket has brought you joy. But I could use your assistance with another matter, a confidential matter that I cannot entrust to anyone else.”

“Harry Potter has but to ask, sir!” Dobby replied, practically jumping up and down with delight.

“I have a small object in my possession,” Harry began, cupping his hands to show the approximate size of the bundle that contained the locket Horcrux. “A dangerous object that needs to be properly stored so that it does not harm those that come in contact with it.”

Dobby nodded gravely. “Dobby has felt the vibrations from such an object when he has cleaned Harry Potter’s room. A cursed object, it is.”

“You can detect these objects just by being in the same room with them?” Harry inquired with great interest.

“Not always, sir, but the vibrations from this object were especially strong. Harry Potter was storing it in a special section of his trunk, no?”

“Yes, Dobby. You didn’t handle it, did you? It has many terrifying and hidden properties.”

“No, no, Harry Potter, sir! Dobby would never presume to delve into another’s private possessions. The vibrations were strong enough that the object’s location could easily be established; that is extraordinary in itself.”

“Yes, well, it is a remarkably dangerous object that I’m studying as part of my lessons. But Dobby, I need a lead-lined box so that I can store it safely. The vibrations are so strong that they have begun to affect nearby objects, drained them of their magical powers in some cases. Can you obtain such a box for me? I haven’t been allowed to do any of my own shopping since early November.”

“Dobby understands, sir. The headmistress is wise to keep Harry Potter safely within the gates of Hogwarts school. The entire castle was in an uproar over the attack on Professor Lupin and yourself, sir.”

“Thank you for your concern, Dobby. Both of us have made a full recovery. But, yes, the situation has limited by freedom significantly. Do you think you can find a box like I require? I can provide you with galleons, if you need to purchase one.”

“Dobby can easily go to Dervish & Banges in Hogsmeade village, sir. Dobby will let you know the amount when he returns later this afternoon. Is that agreeable with sir’s timetable?”

Harry smiled broadly in return. “That is excellent, Dobby. You’ve kept me out of the fire again! I will be busy with research most of the day today and then have a late afternoon lesson with Professor Lupin, so would it be all right if we waited until after supper?”

“Dobby agrees, sir.” With a deep pastel bow, Dobby Disapparated.

With one very important item completed from the day’s agenda, Harry glanced at the mantle clock and saw that it was still relatively early. Neville’s door was open, indicating that he had already left on his duties but the closed doors to both Ron’s and Hermione’s rooms demonstrated that they were still both asleep.

Harry poured himself some cider from the cold cabinet and settled to do a bit of private research on the Horcruxes at one of the study desks in the common room. He retrieved the leather-bound notebook that he was using specifically for his Horcrux notes and the book that he had last been reading at the Burrow. Both had been very thoughtful Christmas presents from Hermione who had come up with a wealth of Muggle books mentioning Horcruxes by using a search engine at the cyber-café. Her mother had been kind enough to forward them to the Burrow so that they would not be searched in the same manner as incoming packages sent directly to the school.

Of course, using books intended for a Muggle audience meant that Harry had to separate a lot of conjecture from fact, but it was surprising how much of the details attributed to superstition dovetailed rather precisely with facts in the wizarding world. If only Muggles knew, Harry thought for the hundredth time.

At the unmistakable sounds of Ron awakening, he turned to watch his friend wander incoherently in search of a morning shower. Harry was not surprised when Ron ignored the good morning wave he sent in his direction. Experience had taught him that Ron would be returned to a much more humanlike demeanor when he emerged from the bathroom.

Returning his attention to the book before him, Harry started making notes on the alleged beneficial attributes of Horcruxes. According to this less than reliable source, these were longevity (cheating death would qualify here), prolonged beauty (doubtful), power (as in preventing heirs from taking over), and the ability to foretell the future (even more doubtful). A longer list of negative properties followed; although it was specified that only one, or maybe two, qualities would apply to each Horcrux receptacle, and that many exhibited none of these side effects. Disorientation, insanity, dehydration, insomnia, blindness, indigestion, skin ulcers; the list read like a compendium of the complaints of mankind. Any kind of malady could have been attributed to a Horcrux based on this listing. No wonder these items were known as cursed objects.

Shaking his head at the amount of useless verbiage before him, Harry’s attention was arrested by the words of the subsequent paragraph.

Despite the extensive menu of negative consequences that have been attributed to Horcruxes throughout the ages, there is overwhelming evidence to suggest that, by far, the most common result of prolonged exposure to such an accursed object is forgetfulness. Tragic forgetfulness, in many cases, where persons forgot their names, their destinations, the desire to eat, even the need to sleep or to awaken in the morning.


This sounded exactly like those instances where he had assumed he had just fallen back to sleep after turning off the alarm clock! Added to that was the instance when he could not remember the headmistress’ password. He certainly had no trouble conjuring up ‘Black Watch’ from last night. As far as he knew, the locket was still in Hermione’s possession for safekeeping and she had not stirred this morning!

Spurred to immediate action, Harry grabbed a still-dripping Ron as he emerged from the bathroom toweling his hair.

“Blimey, Harry!” Ron complained. “Give a bloke a chance to properly wake up in the morning!”

“Ron, this is important!” Harry cried. “Do you know what time Hermione is to meet with the headmistress today?”

“Haven’t a clue,” Ron returned sheepishly. “Are you suddenly her social secre--” Ron’s quip died in his throat as he saw the urgent look in Harry’s eyes. “What’s happened?”

“I left the locket from Grimmauld Place with Hermione for safe-keeping. I just discovered that prolonged exposure to it can cause extreme forgetfulness. As in forgetting to wake up, Ron! Think of all those instances last term when I kept oversleeping!”

Ron dived into his sweatshirt and jeans and joined Harry outside of Hermione’s door. Harry reported no response to his knocking and shouting.

“I’ve tried the knob. It’s locked.”

“I’ll break down the door if I have to, Harry!”

“Let me try a spell first,” Harry desisted. “If I get zapped, so be it! I doubt that the hex is strong enough to cause unconsciousness.”

“I wouldn’t put it past the headmistress,” Ron warned.

“Then you’ll still be unaffected and can run for help,” Harry reasoned. “At all costs, Ron, we cannot afford to have anyone else involved in this. Not Lupin, not the headmistress, not Madam Pomfrey. Not even Neville. I promised Dumbledore that no one other than the three of us would know about the Horcruxes!”

“I understand, Harry,” Ron nodded insistently. “I’ll just think of some ruse if I have to call on anyone else for help. Just try the spell, for Merlin’s sake!”

Harry pointed his wand at the lock and pronounced, “Alohamora!” Nothing happened. He tried again with similar results. After the third attempt, small wisps of bluish smoke could be seen curling from the edges of the brass doorknob.

“Careful, it might be hot!” Harry jerked Ron’s hand away.

Ron responded immediately by throwing off his sweatshirt and wrapping it around his hand in order to touch the metal safely. It was difficult to get a good purchase on the knob in order to turn it, but he urged the door to give way by hammering on the wood with his other hand until he felt it start to respond. At the last minute, he jumped back to keep from falling through the doorway into Hermione’s room.

Picking himself up from the floor, Ron exclaimed, “Didn’t want to risk that doorway without a shirt on. Ruddy thing might have zapped me twice!”

From their vantage point in the common room, Harry could see that Hermione was still sound asleep in her bed. They called her name repeatedly, but there was no response. Ron shrugged back into his shirt and made to cross the threshold, but Harry pulled him back.

“No, if anyone’s going to do this, it will be me,” Harry maintained. “Not only was it me that entrusted the locket to her in the first place, but I’m a lot more likely to engage the emergency override. You have too much of a history with her, Ron.”

“Let’s try something else first,” Ron urged and returned from his room with an armful of Decoy Detonators. “Hopefully, the smoke from these will wake her up.”

Harry quickly aimed another alohamora spell in the direction of the window lock so that Crookshanks could enter and create some ventilation for the room. Perhaps the sudden draft of frigid January air would help wake Hermione as well. Not wishing to be part of this bizarre morning ritual, the cat escaped through their legs into the common room.

Ron activated the first Decoy Detonator and positioned it just on the outside of the doorjamb. The tiny man walked forward for a few feet on tottering legs before collapsing on its side and shooting off silver firework stars. As the stars dissipated, a thin layer of smoke hung over the bed like a fog.

“I don’t think that was such a good idea, Ron,” Harry admitted. “People have been known to suffocate in smoke, some without even waking out of their sleep. Do any of those detonators made a loud noise? That’s what we really need!”

Peering carefully at the boxes, Ron located one that was supposed to emit noise and set if off across the threshold. It traveled a bit farther than the first figure and then raised a miniature horn to its lips and sounded a mighty klaxon. The sheer annoyance factor was so great that they saw Hermione begin to stir in bed.

Before she had a chance to just roll over and go back to sleep, Ron yelled, “HERMIONE! WAKE UP! PLEASE, HERMIONE!”

Hermione turned a bleary-eyed face in their direction then sat bolt upright in bed, clutching the lacy neckline of her nightshirt to her body in shock.

“What are you two doing! Can’t a girl get some sleep around here without someone playing a juvenile prank?” She caught sight of the time on her bedside clock and went into overdrive. “Oh, no! I’m supposed to meet with the headmistress in three quarters of an hour. I’ll never make it!” She grabbed her dressing gown and dashed into the bathroom without looking back.

Ron made as if to grab her in a hug as she whisked by him, but he missed. “I’ll catch her on the way out,” he declared with conviction as Harry just laughed in relief.

“I’ll accompany her to the headmistress’ office, Ron,” Harry offered. “I’m sure she no longer has any idea what the password is.”

Harry was organizing the items in his book bag when Hermione dashed out of the bathroom, wet hair flying in all directions.

“I can’t remember the bloody password!” she bemoaned. “This is turning into a nightmare…”

“Got your back, Hermione,” Harry replied calmly. “Professor Lupin gave me the password last night so that I could do a bit of research in the headmistress’ library. I’ll walk with you as soon as you’re ready.”

“You’re a lifesaver!” Hermione exclaimed as she snatched Harry up in a quick hug. “I’ll just go change quickly.”

“Hey, hey!” Ron intoned as he grabbed Hermione by the wrist and drew her close for a much more passionate embrace. The surprise was evident on Hermione’s face as she slowly broke away from Ron’s arms.

“To what do I owe this pleasure?” she asked with a smile.

“I’m just glad that you’re all right,” Ron gushed, suddenly embarrassed that he had acted so spontaneously in front of Harry.

“It’s a long story, Hermione,” Harry supplied. “I’ll fill you in on our way to the headmistress’ office. You’d better hurry and change into your school robes!”




Hermione had still been in a flustered state when they arrived at the headmistress’ office a short time later. Professor McGonagall was sympathetic and suggested that they have a spot of tea in her private garden before they got started. Her response to Hermione’s profuse apologies was filled with calm assurances. Now that she had delegated a considerable portion of her more ponderous tasks to the deputy headmistress, she explained, the midday hours of the day were totally at her disposal.

“I’m sure you took considerable care in preparing your assignment, dear,” McGonagall remarked with a smile. “There is really no need to rush through your presentation. I find that a more relaxed atmosphere is more conducive to the sharing of ideas. Isn’t that the way that your lessons with Professor Lupin are structured, Harry?”

Caught unawares, Harry nodded dumbly and mumbled, “Yes, Headmistress. We often have rather lively discussions.”

“Professor Lupin is a great believer in interactive methods,” the headmistress acknowledged with a nod of approval.

If only she knew the truth of the matter, Harry thought to himself, then wondered if she would even be surprised. There was much to suggest that she, herself, had shared a friendship with Lupin during his student days.

Turning to Hermione, McGonagall suggested, “Why don’t you take a moment to show Harry to the library, dear, while I go see about the tea? You can join me in the garden when you’re ready.”

Hermione led Harry towards a small set of double doors that were practically hidden in the shadows beneath the great curving stairs. Grabbing both doorknobs at once, she opened a portal into a room of such breath-taking beauty that Harry was momentarily stunned. It was a long, curving area in fitting with the contours of the headmistress’ circular office. The facing wall was nothing but floor to ceiling windows that provided a majestic view of the snow-capped purple peaks beyond the lake. Every other available surface was covered in bookshelves, their gilded edges seeming to capture the soft winter sunlight and reflect it tenderly in the direction of the pale wood tables that filled the center of the room. It was a room that inspired lofty ideas from great minds, Harry concluded.

Showing him where the Daily Prophet archives were to be found, Hermione whispered that she would return later to show Harry the copying spell. In the meanwhile, he should just stack the materials that he needed to one side.

Remembering that Snape had been in the same class as his own parents, Harry began his search with the year of his own father’s birth. He did not find a birth announcement for Severus, but that was hardly surprising considering that the man’s father had been a Muggle. Virtually all birth announcements in the Prophet were for pure-blood offspring, Harry noted.

He was soon lost in the world of old newspapers even though he had found nothing so far that pertained to his assignment. There were occasional familiar names, most notably Albus Dumbledore, but mostly his impression was that it had been a relatively calm time with little suspicious dark activity “ at least according to the news stories. Knowing how one-sided the Prophet had shown itself to be in current times, Harry did not think that his impressions were necessarily accurate. Voldemort must have already been amassing a secret army of Death Eaters during this time.

His attention was piqued by an article that declared that the Shrieking Shack had been accorded the dubious honor of being named the most haunted building in all of Britain. Harry smiled, thinking how Lupin was single-handedly responsible for that accolade. The article was also an indicator that he had arrived at the time period when Snape was a student at Hogwarts. As he continued his research, it became apparent that the effects of Voldemort’s first bid for power had soon escalated to the point that they could no longer be ignored by the Prophet’s correspondents. Articles about unexplained disappearances began to appear more and more frequently even though they were often buried at the bottom of the pages.

Counting back, he concluded that he had now arrived at the autumn of the year when Severus would have begun his N.E.W.T. level classes in his sixth year. Disappearances were now being featured in more prominent sections of the paper, alongside stories about strange happenings among the Muggle population as well. Things must have been really getting serious for the wizarding press to start noticing Muggle events, he noted wryly.

Turning to an issue from January, Harry was arrested by the banner headline that read: ‘Hogwarts Student Detained in Connection with Muggle Attack.’ The picture below showed a teenaged Snape being forcibly dragged away from a sobbing woman who was identified as his mother. Harry’s eyes devoured the article below.

The countryside surrounding the northern town of Leeds was rent with the agonizing screams of Muggle, Tobias Snape, as he was repeatedly victimized by the Cruciatus Curse in the early hours of 29 December. Magical Law Enforcement authorities arrived on hand to find the victim’s son, Severus Snape, 16, who was home for the holiday break from Hogwarts School for Witchcraft and Wizardry, standing over his father’s still writhing form with a hardened expression on his face. Expressing no remorse for his actions, young Snape was removed immediately for further questioning by Ministry officials.

When reached for comment, Mafalda Hopkirk of the Improper Use of Magic Office, indicated that while the Decree for Reasonable Restriction of Underage Sorcery allows for magic to be used under extraordinary circumstances, the severity of the curse employed has rendered this case unique. “We have no precedents by which to judge young Snape’s actions,” she admitted. “He apparently feels justification, but can offer no evidence that his own life was being threatened directly.”

Qualified Obliviators were summarily dispatched to the scene to deal with the numerous Muggles in the immediate area. What initially appeared to be a daunting task turned out to require only minimal modifications to those who had come in direct contact with the members of the Magical Law Enforcement Squad. An Oblivator who requested to remain off the record, had this to say, “The neighbors were so accustomed to hearing sounds of fighting and abuse coming from the Snape residence at Spinner’s End that the events of 29 December did not seem out of the ordinary in the least.”

One neighbor, who agreed to speak with this reporter only if guaranteed anonymity, states, “Sure, we all know that Toby liked to rough up his wife a bit, ‘specially after a night of fierce drinkin’, but we never saw nothin’ more serious than bruises on her body. It’s not like he ever caused any permanent damage such as broken bones and the like. And that strange son of his was never touched, far as we could see.”

In the modest Muggle community where the Snape family has lived for the past twenty years, it is not common knowledge that Eileen Snape,
née Prince, mother of the accused, attended Hogwarts School herself and that her only child, Severus, inherited her magical abilities. Neighbors describe the mother and son as very private, reclusive even, and not prone to socializing among others in the community. Co-workers from the nearby textile mill, where Eileen has managed to maintain employment despite almost continuous cut backs, describe her as very quiet and shy. None were able to provide any personal data even though they worked alongside her for more than a decade.

It is unclear at this writing whether young Severus will be permitted to return to school when the next term begins in a week’s time. Although Albus Dumbledore, current headmaster at Hogwarts, declined repeated requests for interviews concerning his notorious pupil, Ministry officials reported that he had appealed to them directly to remand Severus into his custody so that the lad could continue his education without interruption. At issue is whether the remainder of the student body will be endangered by Severus’ return, even if he were given private classes.

The volatile situation at Spinner’s End has prompted officials to temporarily entrust the care of young Severus to the family of Walden Macnair, a classmate with whom he shares a dormitory in Slytherin House.

Due to the complexity of the legal issues involved, the disciplinary hearing has been postponed until 6 February to allow both sides to prepare their arguments.


Harry marked the page and set that particular issue of the Daily Prophet aside for later copying. The sensationalism of the reporting had left him with an uncomfortable desire to wash his hands. At least when an acknowledged tabloid such as The Quibbler ran unsubstantiated stories about fantastic beasts, no one’s name was being dragged through the mud. Despite their long-standing animosity, Harry felt the first stirrings of sympathy for Snape. To have a less than ideal family life was bad enough, to have it become the subject of headlines had to have been sheer agony.

Follow-up stories were numerous as every extra tidbit was held up for scrutiny in the public eye. The lack of any records to indicate that neither Snape nor his mother had ever sought the assistance of a Healer or even a Muggle doctor was trumped up as evidence that the allegations of abuse were unfounded. Their arguments that they did not have the resources to pay for medical treatment, that they had simply mended broken bones themselves with hastily learned healing spells, that to bring undue attention to their predicament would surely have guaranteed a fresh round of beatings were totally discounted. That Snape’s mother had an exemplary record of attendance at work also belied her claims of abuse. To Harry, it seemed just one more indicator that they had needed the income so badly that the woman had not had the luxury of admitting the pain “ even to herself.

That Snape would be exonerated in the end was so blatantly obvious to Harry that all the arguments and innuendos contained within the newspaper stories seemed like only more attempts to maximize on someone else’s tragedy. Despite the reporter’s obvious bias, the truth leapt from the page. Snape had been defending his poor, abused mother from his drunken father; it had been a clear act of defense. Considering the routine nature of abuse they had endured, that Snape would employ a Cruciatus Curse as an object lesson made perfect sense. It also spoke of endurance that had reached its limit.

The sounds of the library doors opening brought Harry’s thoughts to the present. Hermione returned in high spirits after having received the headmistress’ generous compliments on her presentation. She was brought short by the immensity of the documents that Harry had amassed for copying.

“Have you been working all this time, Harry?” she asked in a concerned tone. “It’s long past lunchtime in the Great Hall. Let me ask the headmistress to order you some sandwiches.”

Professor McGonagall sympathized with the grumblings of Harry’s stomach and kept him company in the garden while he consumed his late lunch.

“You would have never made it through your lesson with Professor Lupin,” she chided him. When she saw that Harry was prompted to apologize for inconveniencing her, she added, “I have often forgotten to eat while working in that room myself. But I guarantee you that your inspiration will plummet when your body collapses from lack of nourishment.”

Returning to the library, he found that Hermione had a neat stack of copied documents ready for him and was engrossed in an account of Snape’s actual disciplinary hearing.

“We have official copies of the legal proceedings of the Wizengamot, in case you weren’t aware,” she explained. “Not run-of-the-mill disciplinary hearings, mind you, but cases that were serious enough to be tried by the full court. Since Dumbledore was a member, he was accorded special privileges.”

“Hermione, the hearing I was subjected to over those dementors that Umbridge dispatched to Little Whinging was tried by the full court.”

“But that’s very unusual, Harry,” she replied, her interest obviously piqued. “That’s only done in matters of grave importance, life or death, or when they think the case will set a legal precedent.”

“See that’s what I don’t understand. Despite the vastly different circumstances, the legal arguments in Snape’s case are almost identical to those in mine. Umbridge was obviously seeking to railroad me, she admitted as much. But I don’t see what would make Snape’s case so unusual “ other than the Prophet’s desire to rake up as much dirt as possible.”

“I noticed that, too,” Hermione admitted. “But as to your preliminary concern, why don’t we compare the proceeding from both cases and see what the legal differences were?”

In a matter of moments, they had identified the disparity: the exceptional circumstances clause had not read the same in Snape’s youth. There was a provision for self-defense in the case of personal endangerment of the underage witch or wizard themselves, but not for others present at the same time.

“Under these guidelines, I would’ve been convicted,” Harry whispered, his mouth suddenly dry. “It would have been a crime to defend my cousin, Dudley!”

“I think, then, that it’s safe to say that Snape’s case set the precedent for yours,” Hermione surmised. “Here, let’s copy these two pages so that you can illustrate these findings to Professor Lupin, as well. I’ll walk you through the spell.”

The sheer magnitude of the information available was staggering. Harry selected to present the bare bones of it to Lupin today and then, as Hermione suggested, he would request additional time to revisit it in more detail. To his surprise, the legal battle was turning out to be fascinating; the words springing to life from the pages of the transcript as if he were present in the court room himself.

“It’s often like that if you know the personalities involved,” Hermione confessed. “It’s as if you can hear the voices in your head as you read the transcript.”

“It certainly does make it less dry,” Harry admitted.

“The fact that you were involved in a similar battle makes Severus’ circumstances touch you in a much more personal way,” Hermione added knowingly.

“How did you get so caught up in it, then?” Harry asked abruptly.

“You know me, I can always find the story thread in just about anything. I suppose that’s what makes me so good at school assignments. I can always find an angle that makes it relevant to me.”

“Thanks for all you help, Hermione.”

“Glad to do it,” she replied with smile. “Before you go any further, though, let me show you a spell that Professor Lupin perfected to speed up your research time. He claims that it’s the magical equivalent to the Internet search engine.” She added with a small giggle, “I think my visits to the cyber-café inspired him.”





Feeling like he knew everyone (including Hermione) a little better, Harry made his way briskly towards Lupin’s office. A glance at the nearest clock showed that he was running a few minutes late for his appointment. Hopefully, the weight of his completed research would be enough to exonerate him; not that Lupin was so hard-nosed about things anyway “ not when it was just the two of them.

Finding the door unlocked, Harry let himself into the room to find Lupin’s desk was empty. Although there was no answer to his soft knock on the door to the inner office, Harry found that it was also unlocked as he boldly turned the knob. Lupin was dozing so soundly in his favorite chair by the fire that Harry’s instinctive reaction was just to tiptoe back out again.

Instead, he tried closing the door behind him sharply, hoping that the resulting sound would cause Lupin to stir, but it was to no avail. Removing the stack of copied documents from his book bag, Harry set them with a resounding boom on the sturdiest of the side tables.

To his relief, Lupin started awake when he realized that he was no longer alone. “I’m so sorry, Harry,” Lupin offered as he ran his fingers through his hair self-consciously. “I just closed my eyes for a moment…”

“Forgive me, Professor, I’m the one who’s running late for our appointment,” Harry replied immediately. Then sitting down on the nearest footstool, he searched Lupin’s face more carefully and added, “You look like you hardly slept last night, Remus. Would you prefer to cancel for today?”

“I’m really all right,” Lupin replied as he stifled a yawn. “I could do with a bit of tea, though.”

“Here let me get it,” Harry suggested, sneaking another surreptitious glance in Lupin’s direction while the man’s back was turned. His posture suggested an exhaustion so profound that Harry wondered yet again whether the treatment that Tonks and Madam Pomfrey had undertaken was truly well advised. Not that it was any of his business, to be sure, but he couldn’t help but be concerned.

Harry adjusted the tea to Lupin’s preference and handed the steaming mug to him with a warm smile. “I’m sorry if I kept you too late last night.”

“Now you sound like me, taking on everyone else’s burdens,” Lupin noted with a dry chuckle. “Please, Harry, it was not so terribly late when you left. I was the one who stayed up way beyond that listening to Tonks go on about Minerva’s party. I always lose track of time when I’m laughing.”

“But, Remus, you were there yourself!”

“I know, but it’s so much more entertaining when Tonks retells it. She does have a gift for telling a funny story.”

Harry smiled fondly at the recollection. “She does at that. Do you think she’ll share that version with the Hufflepuffs on Wednesday evening?”

“I bloody well hope not!” Lupin exclaimed. “I’d sure hate to have to start repacking my trunk so soon… Please tell me I’m not going to have to hire a spy to make sure that she confines her stories to our holiday trip to Africa. She certainly has enough material there.”

“I thought her comments about her father being more concerned about your political leanings than anything else were particularly amusing,” Harry added with a grin.

“I’d actually rather she didn’t retell that story, either.” Seeing the puzzled look on Harry’s face, he added, “It’s all right when we laugh about those things among ourselves, Harry, but there are things about which it’s best to not remind other people. Just let them forget…”

“Do you ever forget, Remus?”

“No, but I’d very much like to be able to do so,” Lupin responded candidly. Then noticing Harry’s stack of documents, he deftly changed the subject. “I see you’ve been busy with your research today.”

Harry took that as his cue to outline his recent findings concerning Severus Snape. Lupin listened intently, nodding in many places to indicate his familiarity with the subject.

“Was Snape allowed to return to Hogwart’s at the start of winter term? The stories in the Daily Prophet skip those facts entirely, as if there were too mundane for their readers,” Harry asked, eager to piece together the story.

“Absolutely, Dumbledore saw to that personally. Despite what the Prophet implied, not a single student considered themselves to be in any danger from attending classes with Severus. Like you said, the situation was so clear cut that it seemed almost ludicrous that it spawned one of the most heavily argued court cases in recent memory.”

“So Dumbledore never gave him any private classes?”

“Not in the way that the article implied. Severus’ presence was required at the trial naturally, so it did result in numerous absences from class. But as far as I could tell, Dumbledore accompanied him in each instance, and the other teachers made allowances for him to catch up the work that he missed. Despite the Prophet’s best attempts to turn others against Severus, the situation had quite the opposite effect. Just about everyone was willing to forgive his previous surliness and offered him their consolation and, in many cases, their friendship. As for the Slytherins, they welcomed him as an unsung hero in their midst.”

“How did he react to everyone knowing about his family situation?” Harry was prompted to ask.

“There had always been rumors about an abusive situation, but Severus had just ignored those. I think he found it intolerable that everyone was now aware of the truth. He pretty much rejected everyone and retreated even more deeply into himself, if that was possible. In contrast, he became closer to his Slytherin friends as they had been the only ones who had welcomed him into their fold prior to his notoriety.”

“But, Remus, that was to be expected after Voldemort argued on his behalf before the Wizengamot--” Harry began.

Lupin’s attention arrested, he cut across Harry, “How does Voldemort figure into this?”

“He presented himself as having legal credentials from Blackfriars College, Oxford, and argued Severus’ case before the Wizengamot,” Harry repeated. “It was those pleas which ultimately swayed the minds of the members of the court.”

“I always just assumed Dumbledore had acted on Severus’ behalf,” Lupin admitted quietly.

“He did,” Harry explained. “But Tom Riddle, a.k.a. Voldemort, showed up to steal his thunder. It appears that he also stole Snape’s loyalty in the bargain. I have a portion of the court transcripts right here.”

“You have the actual transcripts?” Lupin was awed.

“I only copied a portion of them in the interest of time. But, yes, the full transcripts are available in the headmistress’ library. As a member of the Wizengamot, Dumbledore was always provided with a copy of the court transcripts for his own use.”

“I never knew this,” Lupin commented thoughtfully. “There’s is a lot more to this issue than I initially thought “ a darker, more insidious thread indeed.”

“Hermione suggested that I request additional time to follow up on some of these other aspects,” Harry suggested.

“Tell me, Harry, does this issue interest you?” Lupin asked with a kind smile. “Be honest.”

“Actually, it does, much to my initial surprise. Legal issues between his case and mine are strikingly similar. Both cases even share a disturbing manipulative aspect: Umbridge pulling the strings to get me expelled and Voldemort orchestrating the events so that Snape would see him as his true savior.”

“Here’s what I propose that we do then,” Lupin suggested. “Firstly, you should obtain two copies of all the additional documents that pertain to this issue, including the full transcripts. One copy is for you, the other is for my use. I give you until Friday to complete this part of the assignment “ with the understanding that if you run into any snags or delays, you will notify me so that the deadline can be adjusted.” He paused to make sure that Harry understood.

“Right, you want a copy of all of my discovery documents.” Harry nodded.

“You’re familiar with the legal term?”

“My Uncle Vernon is a great fan courtroom dramas “ at least when he can wrestle one of the television sets away from Dudley, that is. What’s the second part of the assignment?”

“We’ll discuss that in more detail on Friday. Right now, let me make a copy of what you’ve obtained so far so that I can start reviewing it myself.” Lupin quickly assembled a slightly taller stack of blank parchment sheets next to Harry’s documents then with a curious swirling and stabbing motion of his wand, the data was transferred onto the blank sheets.

“Where did you learn that spell?” Harry demanded.

Lupin smiled wryly. “It’s one that I developed on my own. But I’d be glad to teach it to you if you would find it useful. The key issue is to always use more blank sheets than you think you’ll need so you don’t end up with some missing documents or with some data that is inadvertently superimposed upon others.”

The spell turned out to be somewhat devilish and Harry decided that it was definitely simpler to just make two copies of each document initially. Lupin assured him that all he needed was a bit of practice.

“By the way, Harry, that was a phenomenal bit of research you presented today,” Lupin added with a broad smile. “Twenty points to Gryffindor.”

“Thanks, Professor,” Harry replied as he gave Lupin a quick hug in parting, “but your words mean much more.”
Chapter 39 Surviving the Gauntlet by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry assists Tonks’ students with the Patronus Charm; Lupin invites him to take afternoon tea in Tonks’ rooms.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 39
Surviving the Gauntlet


Despite having taken extra care that his full Gryffindor uniform was clean and pressed, Harry had not been particularly nervous when he arrived at Tonks’ office the next morning. He had to admit, though, that Tonks’ briefing was definitely giving rise to a full battalion of armor-clad butterflies in his stomach.

It had begun with her opening statement of: “They are going to test you, you know. It won’t be like addressing Dumbledore’s Army at all; they were all familiar with who you were. These students will bombard you with personal questions.”

“I don’t have to answer them, do I?” Harry inquired tentatively.

“Not all of them, certainly,” Tonks agreed. “But you will have to give them something. Pick and choose which ones you answer and which you ignore.”

“You’re making me feel like I’m going to be under a microscope,” Harry admitted nervously.

“It’s best to be prepared. Expect the worst and hope they’re not that creative,” she advised with a wry laugh. “Would it help if I gave you examples of what I endured?”

“If you don’t mind,” Harry pleaded as the butterflies lined up for a skirmish.

“Besides the requests for specific changes to my appearance which you won’t have to face, let’s see…. There was the question about why they always saw me in the company of Professor Lupin.”

“What did you tell them?” Harry chuckled, remembering Lupin’s starry-eyed attitude about his privacy.

“Simply that we were married to one another; no other details were necessary. Naturally, that gave rise to the question about why I didn’t wear a wedding ring.”

Harry rolled his eyes in sympathy and wondered how she was going to get around that one with a minimum of details.

Tonks grinned mischievously and confided, “So I told them that there was actually a very interesting story behind that -- but that it was Professor Lupin who could really do it justice and they should ask him.”

“You didn’t!” Harry barely managed before the laughter overcame him.

“I did indeed! And then I visualized their nosy little faces hitting the brick wall!” Tonks dissolved in laughter herself.

“That was truly wicked,” Harry admitted with new admiration for her deviousness.

“You just have to out-think them,” she affirmed. “You’ll do fine, Harry. Just tell them a bit about your background with the Patronus Charm and talk them through it like you did with Neville. If no one volunteers to be your first success story, pick one at random. You’ll be able to tell by the excitement in their eyes which ones are dying to be chosen, but are too shy to actually volunteer.”

Letting his eyes wander up the staircase to the observation platform, Harry wordlessly indicated upward with a glance. Tonks nodded silently in reply. Since he knew Lupin had a class of his own at the moment, Harry surmised that it would probably be the headmistress who was in attendance. Well, he had expected no less, he sighed to himself.

In spite of the closed office door between them, he heard the first sounds of the class trooping in, punctuated by muffled laughter. Tonks gave him a quick pat on the cheek for luck and then boldly stepped through the door and strode to the front of the class. Miraculously, the lingering feeling of her touch kept the butterflies at bay.

Tonks beamed proudly at her class of first-years as she waited for them to all assume their seats. The last student obligingly shut the door to the outside corridor after catching Tonks’ signal.

“Welcome back from the holidays, class!” she intoned merrily. “I hope you’re all ready to get back to work as I have a special treat for you today. You recall that we’ve been working on and off with the Patronus Charm. Well today, I have a special student assistant who has had remarkable success with just that.

“While in his fifth year at Hogwarts, he led a study group that learned how to produce full-bodied versions of the charm, even though the administration told them that it was not possible. He went on to achieve an ‘O’ level on his O.W.L. exam by demonstrating his skill before the practical examiner. I present to you, Mr. Harry Potter.”

Harry felt the color rising to his face in response to Tonks’ recitation of his accomplishments. With a hammering heart, he willed his feet to begin the long trek to the front of the room. He passed Tonks about half-way down the aisle and she gave his arm a reassuring squeeze, whispering encouraging words that he was too distracted to properly comprehend.

He gazed at the ocean of upturned faces looking up at him expectantly. It really wasn’t such a large group, he thought to himself. Perhaps he could outrun them all if he got a bit of a head start, he considered wryly. But then he remembered the promise that Tonks had lovingly sealed with the chocolate soufflé and decided that he would just have to see it through.

“Good morning, class, I’m Harry. Professor Tonks asked me to come and teach you a bit about producing the Patronus Charm. I suppose a practical demonstration is in order then.”

Extracting his wand from the inner pocket of his robe, Harry caught Tonks’ eye at the back of the room and thought blissfully of the hours he had spent with her and Lupin the previous evening. The silver stag erupted from his wand even before the echo of his incantation had died out. He heard a chorus of “oohs” and “ahhs” as the majestic beast cantered around the room.

“My mum says that a Patronus is very advanced magic. She doesn’t think first years can learn to do it,” volunteered a blonde girl in the third row.

“Well, I don’t agree,” Harry responded candidly. “And neither does Professor Tonks. How many of you have already succeeded in producing a corporeal Patronus?”

No hands were raised.

“How about producing the silver smoke?” Harry offered. Here a dozen hands or so appeared throughout the room. “All right, then you’ve already proven that it’s not hopeless.”

“How old were you when you learned the charm?” inquired a tiny boy in the middle of the room.

“I was in my third year. Professor Lupin taught me; he was in charge of Defense Against the Dark Arts classes then.”

“Did he teach it to all third-years?”

“No, just to me,” Harry admitted and then told them a bit about the debilitating effects the dementors had on him that had prompted Lupin’s decision at the time. “But I don’t think any of you are too young to learn. We all have magic right here,” Harry tapped his chest. “The only difference between a first-year and a seventh-year is that I have more practice getting the magic from here,” pointing to his chest again, “to here,” pointing to his head. “And that’s just a matter of concentration. The secret is to find just the right happy memory that will unlock your Patronus.”

Tonks spoke up from the back of the room. “Mr. Potter, why don’t you tell them a bit about how you came to select the ideal memory?”

But before he could launch into the tale, a boy in the second row asked, “Why does Professor Tonks insist on calling you ‘Mr. Potter’ when you told us to just call you ‘Harry’?”

Harry took a moment to think and then replied with a smile, “That’s because I knew her before she was a teacher and it helps to remind me that I should address her properly while in this class…and because she will deduct points from Gryffindor if I forget!”

At the sound of laughter around him, Harry felt as if he’d finally passed muster. With renewed confidence, he explained about the image that he had finally chosen because it was so strong even though it was bittersweet. “But to call up that particular memory, I had to concentrate on exactly how I felt at the time. The magic mirror was stored in an unused classroom, so there was peculiar creepy feeling created by the shadows of the desks piled against the walls. The dampness and cold of the flagstones would seep through my trainers and travel right up my legs, especially if I was sitting, until it felt like I was carved of ice. There was a unique dusty odor in the air, like I imagined powdered granite would smell since the room was not heavily traveled.” He paused for effect, then added, “Create the details of your surroundings and the feelings from the memory will fill up your heart like warm sand. Cast the incantation when you feel that your heart is full.”

Seeing that the faces were all looking at him raptly, Harry ventured, “Now who wants to try the technique first?”

As he’d expected, no one wanted to be the first. Once he achieved his initial success, they would be tumbling all over themselves, but there was just too much risk involved in being first. Harry looked over the crowd, trying to remember which faces had looked the dreamiest when he had detailed the procedure.

He was distracted by an insistent voice from the back. “Will you deduct house points if we don’t participate?”

Harry had been waiting for this one ever since he had said that Tonks would do just that to him. With a mischievous smile, he returned, “I don’t really have the authority to do that. But you know, I have a friend who always says that house points are for amateurs.”

“Oooh, that’s Ginny Weasley that says that,” came the confident statement from his left, but he was not quick enough to see from whom.

Feeling a bit like a drowning man, Harry selected a long-haired girl from the front row whose self-confident expression reminded him of Hermione at that age. He thought she had been one of those who had previously indicated success with producing the silver smoke. She whispered that her name was Leah and he whispered back that he was counting on her to make him look good. Solemnly, she looked up at him with round, blue eyes and nodded that she understood.

“Now tell me, Leah, did you have a good holiday? Lots of happy memories?” he began, trying to flesh her out.

“Yes, but I think I want to use a memory from a few years before,” she volunteered with aplomb. “From when my grandmother was still alive and she made the most delicious turkey at holidays.”

Harry suggested that she hold her wand in preparation for just the right moment and double-checked that she knew the proper words. Then little by little, he led her through the process of feeling the starched sheets against her arms as she woke up on a snowy, but bright, Christmas morning. The redolent smell of ginger that still lingered on the napkin by her bedside that had held cookies the night before. The heavy feeling that she had in her legs as she buried them deeper into the warm bed while she debated whether she wanted to just go back to sleep. The floating feeling that she got just as she was drifting off only to be awakened gradually by the most tantalizing aroma of all: the first whiffs of roasting holiday turkey. A smell that meant her grandmother had arrived and was busy at work in the kitchen below. As she ran down the stairs, the smell grew stronger until she burst into the kitchen, her momentum to be arrested by a huge grandmotherly hug.

“Now,” he whispered into Leah’s ear.

Leah’s eyes were still screwed tight with the power of the memory as she raised her wand and whispered, “Expecto Patronum.”

The bright silver smoke appeared almost immediately but did not congeal into a distinct shape.

“Think about how the turkey tasted on your lips, the first taste that your grandmother gave you from the pan. Now do the incantation a bit louder.”

“Expecto Patronum!” intoned Leah with obvious gusto.

Harry lightly touched Leah’s shoulder so that she would open her eyes and behold the smoke swirling purposefully until it became a twittering canary, flitting from desk to desk to disappear among the rafters. Harry vaguely remembered the class breaking into cheers and applause as Leah grabbed him in a huge bear hug around the middle.

Laughing with joy, Harry referred Leah to a beaming Tonks so that she could make note of the shape of her Patronus for the register.

As predicated, everyone wanted to be next. Harry took a moment to address the class once he got the excitement level under control. “I’ll be glad to help you one by one if that’s what you wish. But there’s only one of me and twenty or thirty of you. You can do this technique on your own, walk yourself through all the steps. I believe I can convince Professor Tonks to award extra house points to any first-year who manages to produce a corporeal Patronus without my assistance.”

“Absolutely,” Tonks announced from the back of the room. “As a matter of fact, class time is almost over so let’s make that an assignment for next time. Practice in your room, in the courtyard, wherever you feel that your powers of concentration are at their peak. Helping each other is allowed and encouraged, and I’ll still give you the full amount of points if it’s a group effort. It’s worth twenty-five extra points to anyone that can do this without Harry’s assistance. And Leah, dear, I’m awarding you the twenty-five points as well for being brave enough to succeed first. Class dismissed!”

Breathing a sigh of relief, Harry joined Tonks in the small anteroom to await the descent of Professor McGonagall. The headmistress was wreathed in smiles as she made her way regally down the steep stairs.

“Very good show, Harry,” the headmistress complimented him. “Absolutely inspired. Tell me how you do it.”

“I just talk to them on their level,” Harry answered modestly. “Try to squeeze in between the cracks to pry out the memory.”

“Answer me this then, Harry: what memory did you invoke to produce your Patronus in front of the O.W.L. examiner?” McGonagall prodded. “I remember watching from above and you were so utterly calm and confident.”

“Promise that it will go no further than this room,” Harry pleaded. “Although I will allow that Tonks can retell the story to Professor Lupin.”

Eager nods from both Tonks and McGonagall followed.

“I envisioned Dolores Umbridge being sacked and tossed into the courtyard with her luggage; the sound of those vile kitten plates shattering created the most delightful backdrop.” Harry tried for a serene smile, but suspected that it probably came out with more wickedness than he intended.

Tonks laughed outright, while McGonagall did her best to hide her smile behind her hand. On the way out the door, the headmistress patted Harry’s shoulder in an affectionate manner and whispered, “Fifty points to Gryffindor!”

“So, Harry, do you feel up to taking on my third-year class this afternoon?” Tonks proposed with a twinkle in her eye.

“I guess it all depends on the time,” Harry acquiesced. “I’m scheduled with Remus at two.”

“My class starts at one, but I can let Remus know that you’ll be a bit late. You know that he schedules your appointments as his last item of the day so he can let them run over if the mood strikes him -- which it generally does.”

“If you’re sure it won’t be a problem. How far have you progressed with the third-years?” Harry asked, focusing his sights on the task ahead.

“When we left for the holidays, all of them had been able to produce the silver smoke Patronuses, but none had achieved a corporeal one. They were assigned to practice while on school grounds, so if any of them actually remembered to do so, we may already have some success stories there. As far as the content of your lesson, though, you shouldn’t need to alter it significantly from what you did for the first-years,” Tonks advised. “But I will warn you, the questioning is likely to get a lot tougher. The first-years let you off rather easily.”

“I’m up to the challenge.”




Harry recognized many of the faces from Tonks first-year class when he arrived in the Great Hall for a quick lunch. Aware that his time was limited, he settled down at the Gryffindor table next to Neville and concentrated wholeheartedly on his food. It wasn’t long before he felt a presence at his elbow, though. He turned to find Leah, flanked by a small group of other girls. He recognized her Gryffindor tie and wondered why he hadn’t noticed this before.

“Harry, will you be back to teach us again?” Leah implored. “I “ well, actually all of us “ want to know what happened to the magic mirror that you told us about.”

Harry smiled before replying, “In his wisdom, Professor Dumbledore “ he was headmaster before Professor McGonagall “ removed it to where it would no longer be a temptation to anyone. The image in the mirror represented an ideal, not reality. By spending too much time gazing longingly into its depths, the mirror kept us from actually going out to experience life for ourselves and finding true happiness.”

Before any of the others could ask follow-up questions, he added, “I’m sure I’ll be back to work with your class some more, but for now I have to face the third-years. Professor Tonks warned me that they are reputed to take no prisoners.”

He left the girls giggling as he made his way back to the Dark Arts classroom.






Tonks had been right; the third-years were a lot more adept at interrogation. Leave them a bit of an opening and one of them would go straight for the throat. Harry was determined not to let them see when he was caught short but they seemed to have a sixth sense about it.

After having established for themselves that Harry had known Tonks when she was single, a tall boy in the back asked, “Can you tell us any funny stories about Professor Tonks?”

Harry resolved to not let the boy’s smug expression unnerve him but a glance towards Tonks showed her obvious amusement at his predicament. Thinking quickly, he replied, “Not and live to tell about it. Comedy is her strong suit, not mine.”

The entire class laughed, including Tonks, who nodded her head in approval of his clever side-step.

After explaining how he had come to find the perfect memory to produce his first Patronus, he was asked, “Did you use that same memory when you produced your stag at the start of class?”

Candidly, Harry responded, “No, the memories that we hold most dear change as we ourselves change.” Realizing that might seem like a facile answer, he elaborated, “I have since acquired a close circle of friends that have become like family to me, so that particular memory no longer holds the same power over me.”

He dreaded that he might have opened the door to more personal inquiries, but the reply seemed to satisfy them “ temporarily, at least.

The next ambush came when he was still flush with success from having assisted a shy Ravenclaw girl to produce an engaging leopard seal Patronus. Everyone was laughing in amusement as it waddled across a tall bookcase before diving gracefully and swimming through a large crack in the far wall.

With an engaging smile, a dark-haired girl in the second row posed, “Is this how you created your character at Halloween?”

Dreading that someone might want him to explain the very personal feelings of anguish he had tapped, Harry replied as succinctly as possible, “A variation of it. But I entrusted my wand to someone else during that performance to avoid unleashing any unexpected side-effects.”

Although the follow-up question he feared did not come, the girl’s equally engaging deskmate ventured a comment that was somehow worse. With a definite flirtatious quality to her voice, she remarked, “Oooh, my sister thought you were dreamy; she’s a fifth-year, you know. She wishes you had tossed your rose in her direction.”

Harry could only shake his head as he felt the first prickles of embarrassment on his face. Tonks came to his rescue from the back of the room by announcing in an unequivocal tone that the deskmate, Christine, had just volunteered to assist Harry in his next demonstration. There was more hooting in the back of the class, but Harry was relieved that Tonks had managed to turn the tables on them. He made a mental note to remember that technique.

Christine was soon able to overcome her initial hesitancy and produced a scampering squirrel Patronus to great applause. Harry artfully dodged the inevitable hug that followed to an even more boisterous reaction.

Escaping into the anteroom while Tonks gave out the class assignments, Harry sank gratefully onto one of the hard benches that lined the left wall.

“Tough day at the office?” Lupin’s familiar tones came from the stairs to the observation post.

“How much of that did you see?” Harry sighed.

“Most of it,” Lupin admitted as he slid onto the adjoining bench. “Enough to make me wonder whether Tonks was training another straight man,” he added with a dry chuckle.

Harry joined in, feeling the tension begin to ebb away.






Sitting back in one of the leather armchairs before the fire in Lupin’s inner office, Harry wondered if it would be too much of a liberty to put his feet up. He settled for slipping his loafers off and tucking his feet under the chair instead. Lupin handed him an ice cold butterbeer and swung himself casually into the opposite chair.

“Can’t say I’ve had much of a chance to review those documents you left me, Harry,” Lupin began. “What do you suggest we discuss this afternoon instead?”

So many things he still wanted, even needed, to share with Lupin but they were not subjects for just a casual afternoon’s chat. Nor did he want to rehash the events of the day, either. After a bit of aimless small talk, Harry seized upon what he really wanted to ask; he just didn’t know how to initiate the conversation without seeming boorish.

“You have that look that tells me you have something on your mind,” Lupin observed.

“Why? Is your radar blaring?” Harry laughed sardonically, attempting to make light of a serious subject.

“Should it be?” Lupin returned with a raised eyebrow. At Harry’s hesitancy, he added, “Say what you think, Harry. I can always say ‘no’.”

And I can always apologize profusely in turn, Harry thought to himself in an attempt to bolster his own courage.

“What did you do with yourself during those years before you first came to teach here, Remus?” Harry ventured. “You’ve alluded to those times often enough to make me wonder, but never really elaborated.”

“Did it not occur to you that perhaps I didn’t want to revisit those days?” Lupin responded. Harry could sense little droplets of acid in Lupin’s tone, but he had expected nothing less.

“Yes, that’s why I hesitated to ask,” he admitted, knowing that the subject would not be summarily dropped, but wincing in anticipation of Lupin’s outrage.

“So you think because your students put you on the spot with personal questions, you can do the same with me?”

“Please don’t think that of me; my timing is just deplorable,” Harry maintained, letting the sincerity in his voice speak for itself. “I’ve wanted to ask for a long time. I want to understand.”

“Harry, those are years I want to forget. My life has finally taken a turn for the better and I’d like to put all that behind me “ hopefully, for good.” Lupin was pacing in front of the fire. “Besides, I can’t bear to think how this will change your opinion of me.”

Looking at him directly, Harry replied, “It won’t change my opinion of you.” At Lupin’s skeptical look, Harry repeated, “It won’t! Don’t forget I witnessed the full transformation.”

“That was a number of years ago. Memories dim.”

“Not this memory. Won’t you accept that you are so much more than that?”

Lupin hesitated a long while and then sighed in resignation. With a single flick of his wand, he threw open the door to the outer office and locked the door to the corridor. Harry followed and patiently stood in the doorway, watching as Lupin used a small key to unlock the bottom-most drawer of his desk.

“This is from my personal files, not something that I show to anyone. I expect you to respect that. By law, I am required to attach these documents to every employment application that I submit. Next time I'll have to include my Animagus registration, I suppose.” Lupin spoke mechanically, his eyes averted. Carefully removing two documents from the file drawer, he laid them on the desk top and walked away to stand at the far bookshelves. With his back to Harry, he gestured towards the desk. “Your answer is there.”

Harry walked somberly over to the desk and sat down. The top parchment sheet before him contained N.E.W.T. results for Remus John Lupin, dated approximately twenty years previously. Harry felt his eyes widen as he read down an unusually long and comprehensive list. Every single score was Outstanding.

Hermione would kill a small army of house-elves for these scores, he thought sardonically, knowing he could never share this information with her.

Looking up, he saw that Lupin was watching him intently. “You didn’t continue with Potions?” Harry asked with a feigned casualness that belied the tension in the air.

“Never much cared for the subject. Ironic, isn’t it?”

The second document was an official notification from the Ministry of Magic identifying said Remus John Lupin as a werewolf, hereby categorized as an xxxxx level of dangerous creature. Harry stopped reading after the second sentence; it was too painful and futile to continue.

Harry calmly met the blazing light in Lupin’s eyes as he stood up. “They’re wrong, you know.”

Lupin acknowledged the comment with only a curt nod.

“I shouldn’t have asked. I’m sorry.” Harry heard his voice crack, but paid it no heed. “But I can tell you this, Remus, there isn’t a single person at this school who thinks of you in that way.” Hoping to make light of the situation, he amended, “Well, maybe Filch, but he’s a Neanderthal.”

Silently, Lupin leaned over the desk and returned the documents to the locked drawer.

“Sad to say, but if Voldemort and his followers come to power, the same documentation will be required of all Muggle-born witches and wizards.” Lupin’s words rang with quiet fervor. “We’ll see what kind of danger level they earn themselves in their thirst for equality! Just so you understand, Harry, this fight is just as personal for me as it is for you. The difference is I wish to topple the current administration, as well, for trying to rob me of my humanity.”

“They haven’t succeeded, Remus.”

With a sad smile, Lupin turned to him and offered, “Let’s not let those words be the last we say to one another today, Harry. Come.” Leading them back into the inner office, he added, “Why don’t you join Tonks and me for tea? The hour’s just about right.”

“Do you think she might tell some funny stories?” Harry implored.

“I think she might at that. Just give me a moment to let her know that you’ll be joining us.”

Grabbing a small handful of Floo Powder from the mantelpiece, Lupin kneeled before the fireplace and tossed the crystals on the flaming logs. Immediately, they shimmered in the bright teal color that Harry remembered. Lupin had no sooner stuck his head in the fire than he was standing up again.

Harry was momentarily perplexed when Lupin started getting his things together and motioned for him to do likewise. “Tea is being served in Tonks’ offices today,” he explained with a grin. “Her rooms are quite different from mine. The headmistress has a wonderful eye for choosing room assignments.”

Lupin banked the fire and paused briefly to lock the door to his outer office. Trekking two floors below to the Dark Arts classroom, Harry followed him down the center aisle and up the stone stairs that led to the office. It looked much as he remembered it from Lupin’s brief tenure, but he noted that Tonks had hung her new African masks in a central spot.

Opening a small door on the far side that Harry had always assumed was a closet, Lupin led the way into a larger room. There were floor to ceiling windows like in the headmistress’ library, only these opened onto the expanse of the back lawn, the snowcapped purple peaks visible in the distance. Just like in the outer office, the walls were white stucco that lent the area a modern, uncluttered appearance. Simple furniture with bright cushions was scattered strategically around the room, but most of the areas were left open. Tonks was dressed casually as she set the last of the tea things on a long trestle table in front of the pastel winter dusk.

“Wotcher, Harry,” she greeted him with an easy grin. “Come back to lick your wounds so soon?”

“Very funny,” Harry shot back as he grabbed her in a hug. Then holding up his unblemished palms, he remarked, “They didn’t succeed in crucifying me yet!”

“You two are so hopeless,” Lupin remarked as he kicked off his shoes and settled into a nearby armchair. “You just haven’t perfected the piercing stare that makes the questions die on their lips.” He tried to demonstrate but was chuckling too much to give it the proper gravitas.

“Remus, I haven’t the credentials to pull that off!” Tonks protested. “You know it’s been at least five years since I was at school myself.”

“At the very, very least,” Lupin added sagely. “Perhaps wearing your little Hufflepuff skirt the first day of class wasn’t such a good idea after all.”

Harry laughed to watch them rib each other, then commented, “Well, I haven’t got a prayer then!”

“Oh, I wouldn’t say that, Harry,” Lupin replied playfully. “I remember young Severus doing a pretty plausible intimidating glare at your age.”

“No fair, he was born that way!” Harry shot back.

“I suggest you concede the point on that one, darling,” Tonks advised Lupin directly.

“By the way, Tonks,” Harry volunteered, “Leah stopped me at lunch today to ask when I would be back to teach the first-years. She’d been elected spokesperson on behalf of her little group of girls. Just thought you’d want to know.”

Tonks stopped to think for a moment, then suggested, “I think later this week is too soon. I want to give them a chance to work this out on their own. How about next Tuesday then? Does that agree with your schedule?”

“Fine by me,” Harry agreed. “I need to set aside some time this week to finish my research in the headmistress’ library.” Then with a wink, he added, “You know what a slave-driver Remus is.”

“Do I ever!” Tonks nodded in mock agreement.

“You two do realize I’m still in the room,” Lupin chided them.

“Would it be too much to ask if you would address my second-year class? It’s tomorrow at nine,” Tonks inquired tentatively. “Last class this week, I promise! That would still give you a major portion of the day to devote to the library.”

“Perhaps I could be persuaded with just the right enticement…” Harry replied artfully. He could see Lupin trying to hide his smirk. “In return for another chocolate soufflé?”

“Done!” Tonks returned with glee. “As long as it doesn’t have to be today. I’d hate to spring a special order like that on the house-elves so close to the start of supper time.”

“I’m not agreeing without a specified date,” Harry stipulated.

“How about same time, same place, this Friday afternoon?” Tonks negotiated.

“Done!”

“You know, cherub, I think he let you off rather easily,” Lupin drawled. “I would have at least demanded--”

“Don’t give him any ideas, Remus!” Tonks insisted. “You’re hardly one to set an example.”






With burgeoning confidence, Harry addressed the second-year Defense Against the Dark Arts class the next morning. When asked whether he had used the memory of being reunited with his parents to conjure a Patronus before the O.W.L. examiner, Harry was ready with a succinct answer.

“No,” he explained, “the memories that hold the greatest power for us are constantly changing. There were two years between when I learned to do the Patronus Charm and the time that I sat my O.W.L.s.”

He was pleased that the extra details about the timing of the events provided just enough padding to his answer that no one asked specifically what memory he had invoked. He’d already made up his mind to lie if that question ever came up.

He was not put on the spot again until the end of class when Tonks had already given them the assignment to practice Harry’s technique on their own.

From the back row, a perky red-headed Hufflepuff girl asked, “Please, Professor Tonks, one more question for Harry.”

Taken in by her polite tone, Tonks stepped aside to allow Harry to come to the forefront. “What would you like to ask, Sarah?” Tonks urged.

Sarah squared her shoulders with determination and amid a chorus of giggling from the nearby sections, she asked coyly, “Do you have a girlfriend?”

More giggling followed as Harry felt the floor opening up before him. “I don’t have to answer that, do I?” he whispered tersely to Tonks.

After a quick glance at the audience, Tonks surprised him with her answer. “I think you’d better. They’ve been planning this one since the start of class, I grant you. If you pass, the next question will be much worse. Would you rather have them ask you how many girls you’ve snogged while at Hogwarts?”

Recognizing Tonks’ advice as sound, Harry took a deep breath and admitted candidly, “No, I don’t have a girlfriend at this time…and I’m not in the market for one, either.”

There was a good bit of laughter but Sarah was nonplussed as she rejoined, “Why not?”

Screwing up his courage, Harry replied, “I’m just concentrating on my school work for now. Besides, my last two girlfriends stomped all over my heart.”

At the sight of Sarah taking a breath in preparation for her next volley, Tonks cut in, “Enough already! Class has already been dismissed. What are you waiting for?”

When they were alone in the classroom, Harry remarked, “Demanding little devils, aren’t they?”

Tonks laughed. “You sound just like Remus!”

A panicked thought occurred to Harry and he whispered urgently, “We’re not being watched right now, are we?”

Tonks assured him that there were no visitors that morning and then added, “I should have known they were up to something when they hardly questioned you at the beginning. At the very least, I should have prepared you by pointing out Sarah; she’s the ringleader for her little clique.”

“Clique? More like a cadre of organized insurgents!” Harry remarked wryly.

“You have a good eye.” Tonks grinned.

“Please tell me you’re not going to put me out as cannon fodder for the upper classes…”

“Not unless you're serving out a detention,” she promised with a giggle.

“Perhaps I should remind him that it is not me who thinks that deducting house points is for amateurs. Tell me, Tonks, how do you recognize their tactics so well? You’ve only been teaching for a few months.”

“I still remember them from when I was in school,” she admitted with a wink. “I wasn’t exactly in line to be a Prefect, you know.”
Chapter 40 Quicksilver by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry and Ginny cross more than wands at the next practice session; Lupin attempts to unravel the prophecies based on their wording.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 40
Quicksilver


Having created two sizable stacks of discovery concerning Severus Snape, Harry left the headmistress’ library that afternoon feeling like he had truly made a dent in his assignment. He would have to return tomorrow to be sure, but he was certain that the horizon was finally in sight. He delivered one stack to his room and arrived at Lupin’s office balancing the other. He was too busy maneuvering his way past both doors to immediately notice that Ginny had arrived before him.

“Where would you like me to drop these?” asked Harry, looking around the room for the first time. Lupin motioned to the far right sideboard as Harry added, “I tried to keep everything in order, but there’s still more to…” He was arrested by the sight of Lupin and Ginny near the window, standing frozen in the same positions as when he’d walked in. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to keep you waiting,” Harry offered, looking from one face to another.

Lupin clearly looked flustered but managed to find his voice nevertheless. “Ginny got here early “ apparently with the sole purpose of admiring my suit,” he remarked in an off-hand manner, but the fierce glance he gave to Ginny made her back away a few paces.

“Well, you have to admit, Professor, you’ve been looking rather stylish since the start of term. A different suit every day,” Ginny commented with a twinkle in her eye. “Don’t you agree, Harry?”

Caught off guard, Harry wasn’t sure what to say. Yes, he’d noticed that Lupin had decided to update his image, but it was hardly the sort of thing one man commented about to another. “I hadn’t realized that the native dress in Africa was so similar to ours,” he rejoined lamely.

“There is no privacy around you two, is there?” Lupin chuckled. “I’ll have you know, though, that these are not new suits. Tonks said that they were from her father’s academic days. He suggested I might give them another life at Hogwarts. Does that satisfy your curiosity?”

“Oooh, vintage,” Ginny remarked as she daringly fingered Lupin’s lapel.

“Please tell me you’re not implying that’s why Tonks agreed to marry me in the first place,” Lupin suggested in response, staring her down with a rather earnest expression.

Ginny laughed in reply, the sound like the musical notes of a waterfall to Harry’s ears.

“If I’d known it was a fashion show, I would have changed before coming,” Harry joined in with a wide grin.

“I’ll make sure you get the schedule of all the special theme days,” Ginny quipped.

“If you two are quite through, let’s go up to the Room of Requirement for a bit of dueling practice,” Lupin intoned with authority. “I know that the ban on underage magic has kept you from being able to work on anything over the break.”

“Ron and I did try one morning,” Harry admitted. “But it was hard to put our hearts into it when we knew we wouldn’t be able to include Ginny.”

“When was that?” Ginny prodded.

“The day you went to London. Hestia Jones made such a big deal about the underage magic thing that Ron and I had to abandon all our plans of setting odds for your upcoming match with Hermione. We’d really been talking it up, too “ at least among the visitors to the Burrow.”

“I was rather disappointed that one never came down,” Lupin improvised. “I had a fair chunk of galleons put aside for my wager.”

“Very funny, you two,” Ginny replied as she narrowed her eyes. “I would’ve taken her, you know.”

“Since we’ve arrived at the room, why don’t you demonstrate with Harry instead?” Lupin recommended as he settled himself in one of the spectator’s armchairs.

Despite all the friendly banter beforehand, dueling was serious business and it soon consumed all of Harry’s concentration. Ginny must have been practicing even without the magical elements as her footwork was more precise and confident than ever. It wasn’t long before she had him in a purely defensive posture, losing ground with every step. None of Harry’s attempts to gain some high ground proved successful against her relentless onslaught. Each time she intercepted him, her smile widened until she was practically gleeful as she hit him with an impedimenta curse in the end.

In the face of his frustration, Harry turned to Lupin and beseeched, “Rematch with Ginny? Permission to let out all the stops, please?”

“Absolutely not!” Lupin cried. Looking intently at each of them in turn, he drew his own wand and intoned, “Expelliarmus,” followed immediately by a quick movement that had him holding both their wands in his free hand. “How dare you duel in anger! Do you know how dangerous that can be? One false step, one overzealous movement can result in irreversible spell damage! Madam Pomfrey would have my hide mounted if such an accident occurred during my watch. What were you thinking?”

As he struggled to catch his breath, Harry made a more careful assessment of Ginny’s expression. Gone was the forced smile and instead her lips were pressed together in a straight line; the incendiary look in her eyes spoke of a barely banked fire. Lupin was right, she had been trying to incite similar anger from him. She would have succeeded, too, if he’d allowed himself to respond without restriction.

“I suggest you talk this one out instead,” Lupin ordered as he motioned them to join him in front of the fire. “Ginny, do you want to go first since you took the offensive?”

Without looking at him directly, Ginny mumbled words that it was a private matter and none of Lupin’s business.

“You bring it to my class, it becomes my business.” Lupin glared.

“What about Harry?” Ginny returned defiantly. “Are you just going to let him off the hook?”

“No, I’m not. He was about to let himself be pulled over the edge without a second glance.” Lupin softened his tone considerably before adding, “Take a moment to compose yourself and then tell me “ tell us “ what’s got you so worked up.”

“I don’t appreciate it when Harry talks about in me in front of his classes,” Ginny announced bitterly. “Happy now?”

Harry had not been expecting this. “Whatever do you mean, Ginny?” he implored.

“An example please, Ginny,” Lupin coached from the sidelines.

“You told everyone about how I thought deducting house points was for amateurs.”

“I said I had a friend who thought that. I never mentioned you by name,” Harry corrected her.

“Everyone knew who you meant!”

Harry could not deny it based on the comment he had overheard, but he didn’t think he should share that with Ginny. To his surprise, it was Lupin who came to his rescue.

“Your comments about house points are the stuff of legend, Ginny. Move on.”

“I wasn’t very pleased with what he said about his past girlfriends, either,” Ginny added.

“Again, I didn’t mention any names,” Harry maintained in his defense.

“Everyone knows,” Ginny flashed back.

“And whose fault would that be?” Harry retorted. “You were the one who kissed me in front of the entire Gryffindor common room. Even the portraits on the walls failed to miss that!”

“You didn’t seem to mind then!”

“I didn’t!...I don’t.” Harry felt the air leaving his sails as he sank back down in the armchair.

“Why did you answer such a personal question, Harry?” Lupin prompted.

“ ‘Do you have a girlfriend?’ only seems like a nosey question on the surface,” Harry explained. “If you don’t have anything to give them, it’s pretty harmless. What were they to make of ‘no and I’m not in the market for one, either’?”

“Don’t forget the follow-up question,” Ginny urged. “They wanted to know why not.”

“Great Merlin’s beard, Ginny! Did you have the bloody room bugged?”

“I’m sure the Gryffindors present filled her in,” Lupin surmised. “What were your exact words, Harry?”

“That I was concentrating on my studies and that my past two girlfriends had stomped all over my heart,” Harry answered mechanically.

“How do you think that makes me look?” Ginny cried.

“It was an uncomplicated answer, Ginny, it wasn’t intended to tell them anything,” Harry returned. Feeling like he’d been put upon enough today, he added rakishly, “Are you familiar with the term ‘metaphor’ or do you want me to show you the hoof prints on my chest?”

He poised his fingers over his shirt buttons as he waited for her to answer what was essentially a rhetorical question, but Ginny just stared daggers at him. Harry hadn’t meant to lose his temper, but how dare she just sit there, so blithely unconcerned, when she had been the cause of all of this.

“This is all about my decision to start seeing Robert, isn’t it?” Ginny’s voice was barely more than a whisper.

“That’s hardly all of it,” Harry declared with sudden clarity. “There’s something I’ve been wanting to share with you “ both of you “ and somehow it would seem a shame to waste such a splendid forum.”

“Tone down the sarcasm, Harry,” Lupin suggested although his tone was kind.

Harry nodded and then stopped for a moment to collect his thoughts. “I need you to understand where I’m coming from and there’s no other way. Dumbledore witnessed the original prophecy that was smashed. Later that same night, he showed me the entire thing in his Pensieve. The wording is as follows, and I assure you it is etched in my mind:

“The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord approaches. Born to those who have thrice defied him, born as the seventh month dies, and the Dark Lord will mark him as his equal, but he will have power the Dark Lord knows not. And either must die at the hand of the other for neither can live while the other survives. The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord will be born as the seventh month dies.” *


Harry looked at the stricken faces around him and implored, “Please promise me that this will stay between us; there are only three other people who know.”

“Have you told Neville?” Lupin inquired.

“Earlier this week,” Harry confirmed with a nod. “I’m not certain that Dumbledore’s reasoning was foolproof and I felt he had a right to know. Likewise, I need you to understand, Ginny, Remus, that I am essentially a marked man. Even if I chose to run away from this battle, and believe me, I would very much like to at times--” He purposely let his gaze linger on Ginny’s face. “”it would be pointless; Voldemort would still seek me out.”

“What can I do, Harry?” Ginny had pulled up a footstool and was sitting at Harry’s feet. Her gaze was so compassionate and vulnerable that it made his heart ache.

“Just keep yourself safe,” Harry replied, averting his eyes from hers. “I couldn’t bear it if anything happened to you.”

“But you’re going to let Ron and Hermione fight at your side!” Ginny declared.

“And the members of the Order also,” Harry solemnly added.

“Then why are you excluding me?”

“Surely, Ginny, you’re not comparing my friendship with Ron and Hermione with what I had with you?” Harry replied softly.

“No, but I’d like to amend that last statement,” Ginny remarked fervently. Stretching her upturned palm to forestall Lupin’s intervention, she beseeched, “Remus, please look away.”

But before she could regain her feet, Harry had put the chair between them. “Don’t, Ginny, it only makes things worse!” Feeling his control slipping, Harry searched the room for Lupin. Obviously, the man had taken Ginny’s request for privacy to heart and was now intently studying the books on the far shelf. “Remus, please! This is torture!” Harry pleaded.

Lupin returned his attention to the scene before him. With a quick glance at his pocket watch, he noted, “Class time is over anyway… Not so fast, Ginny. I’d like a word, please.”

Harry quickly threw his belongings together so that he could put this behind him as soon as possible. As he bent over to retrieve his wand from the side table, he was arrested by Lupin’s insistent tone. “Harry, my office. Now!”

Fine, Harry fumed as he stood outside the Room of Requirement, he too had a few choice words he’d like to share with Lupin “ and he would prefer that Ginny didn’t witness those. He leaned against the cold stone wall, willing his hammering heart to calm itself before he set out for Lupin’s office. Through the cracked door, he could hear Lupin tear into Ginny, his tone so uncharacteristically harsh that Harry stood transfixed.

“What in Merlin’s name were you thinking?” Lupin railed at her. “You come into my office and make personal comments like that to me… Yes, I know it was intended as a compliment, but anyone else would have concluded differently… You were way over the line!”

It was clear that Lupin was referring to the scene Harry had interrupted before class although he couldn’t make out Ginny’s soft replies.

“You think so?” Lupin returned in a menacing low voice. “I suggest you accept that the world is full of amateurs, practically overflowing with them, in fact.”

The pause was long enough that Ginny must have said something else as Lupin’s tone was considerably softened when he replied, “You’re wrong; I love you both. But you put me in an untenable position, Ginny. I can’t keep including you in his training if it’s this disruptive. No one thrives on this type of constant chaos.”

Harry heard the sound of footsteps approaching the door and then the unmistakable click of the lock being turned.




As he wound his way through the castle corridors on his way to Lupin’s office, Harry was reminded of the conversation he’d shared with Hermione at the Burrow. Initially, he’d been surprised when she had steered the discussion to Lupin. But in light of the ordeal she had survived in London, he should have understood she was just trying to put everything into perspective.

“There’s a darkness in his soul. A ruthlessness that he wants to disown,” Hermione observed.

Her intuitiveness was not unusual and Harry replied simply, “It’s the wolf in him.”

“Doesn’t that scare you?”

“It’s a part of who he is.” Harry shrugged. “To be his friend is to accept that as part of his nature. Were you scared when you were with him?”

“Not by his behavior; it was more of a situational thing,” Hermione admitted. “There was something unsettling about the places where he had us Apparate. They were so desolate -- not just the sort of places where you would go to get away from civilization, places where you would go to get away from yourself, as well. There was no shelter, no help of any kind if you were stranded.”

“Where you would draw an enemy if you wanted to kill him?” Harry suggested darkly.

But Hermione’s reply had been even more disturbing. “Or if you wanted him to kill you instead… We need to know where these places are, Harry. We need to be able to rescue Remus if it ever comes to that!”

Lupin was usually so light-hearted in their day-to-day dealings that Harry hadn’t really given much thought to that conversation before now. But Lupin’s mercurial mood today had brought it all home.

He found both office doors unlocked and he let himself in as instructed. Not knowing what to expect when Lupin returned, Harry busied himself with preparing a pot of tea. If nothing else, it would serve to soothe his own frayed nerves.

Harry had only taken a few sips when he heard the outer door open. Lupin strode into the inner office, locking both doors behind him with an impatient flick of his wand. Not a good sign, Harry thought to himself, Lupin was not generally one to waste his magical energies on everyday tasks.

“Secrets and lies and half-truths,” Lupin mumbled more to himself than anyone else. He loosened the knot in his tie and hung his school robes and suit coat over the nearest chair. “How did Dumbledore ever expect anyone else to pick up the threads? I can’t believe he was arrogant enough to think himself immortal.”

“I made tea if you’d like some, Remus,” Harry offered in a conciliatory tone.

Lupin looked at Harry as if he were seeing him for the first time. “I expected you to be angry with me,” he replied candidly.

“I was… but it blew itself off,” Harry allowed with a small shrug.

“I had a whole speech drafted in my head and everything,” Lupin admitted.

“Don’t let me interfere with the lesson plan then.”

“Seems rather pointless if you’re no longer angry.”

“Am I still sitting detention then?”

“You never were. That was just the most efficient tone to get you out of that room and someplace where we could go over the issues at our own pace.”

“So what you’re telling me is that you manipulated me,” Harry concluded.

“I suppose I am.”

“Then I think you still owe me an apology.” Harry grinned.

“How about some dinner instead?” Lupin suggested. “Keep an old man company?”

“Are you sure that doesn’t count as punishment?” Harry quipped.

“Only if Tonks does the cooking!” Lupin added with a wry chuckle. “Good thing she’s planning to be with the Hufflepuffs tonight.”

Taking his cues from Lupin, Harry undid his tie and appropriated the nearest footstool. Lupin returned with a steaming mug of tea and settled himself into the other chair. His impatience was practically palatable.

“Tell me again about the prophecy, please,” he insisted, searching out some stray parchment on the nearest side table.

“I will, Remus, but I can’t let you write it down. Too many people have already died because of this prophecy; I can’t run the risk of it falling into the wrong hands.”

“I suppose this means you won’t consent to my sharing it with the other Order members, either?”

Harry shook his head sadly. “What’s to say there isn’t another Peter Pettigrew hiding in their midst?” He couldn’t help noticing the brief shadow that crossed Lupin’s face at the mention of the name.

“And we’re still struggling to establish the true loyalties of Severus Snape,” Lupin added gravely. “Would it change your mind if I offered to induct you into the Order right now? It could be done.”

“It won’t make a difference, not on this issue. Thanks for the vote of confidence, though. For now, I’d prefer to just deal directly with you, if you don’t mind. I’ll help you memorize it, if you like.”

They devoted their full energies to the task until Harry was reasonably certain that Lupin had all the words exactly correct.

“Make sure you repeat it to yourself a few times each day to keep it fresh,” Harry reminded him. “At least that’s what Dumbledore suggested and it hasn’t failed me yet.”

“I didn’t realize Dumbledore held Divination in such high regard,” Lupin commented.

“I don’t think he did, actually. Dumbledore made a big point of telling me that it was Voldemort’s actions that made the difference. Had he ignored the prophecy, the events described might never have come to pass; now they are virtually certain.”

“It’s true that the Hall of Prophecy is full of false predictions. What’s to say this one is true?” Lupin theorized.

“I don’t think we can afford to take that risk,” Harry stated solemnly. “There was another prophecy from the same source and it has already been fulfilled.”

“Another--” Lupin was interrupted by a discreet knock on the outer door. “That will be Tonks,” he whispered, holding a finger to his lips.

With a flick of his wand, Lupin unlocked the inner and outer doors. Harry was astounded that the man was able to direct the spell through solid wood and made a mental note to ask him how he did it.

Tonks poked her head in and smiled when she saw them together. “I had a feeling I’d find you both here.”

“Something’s come up, cherub. I should’ve let you know sooner,” Lupin apologized as she bent down to give him a quick kiss.

“Yes, I recognize that obsessive look in your eyes,” she replied. “I assume you and Harry are planning to work through supper?”

“Probably.”

“Then I will stop by the kitchens on the way to the common room and see that they send you up a proper meal. And Remus, stick to the butterbeer tonight “ there are still a few left over in the cold cabinet. I will make sure that they send up an iced tub so you can thoroughly drown your sorrows, if need be.”

She ruffled Harry’s hair affectionately as she walked by his chair, then whispered in his ear loudly enough that Lupin could hear. “I’m leaving you in charge. Don’t make a late night of it; it’s too much for the first week back. Please, don’t let me find you still at work when I return tonight.”

Harry gave her a mock salute as she waved from the doorway.

At the sound of the outside door closing, Lupin sprang up and relocked both doors. Then he swung open the door to the small cold cabinet and retrieved two bottles of butterbeer. He handed one to Harry and then grimaced as he looked at the bottle in his own hand.

“What’s wrong?” Harry asked.

“This is hardly what a man craves on a cold winter’s night,” Lupin commented with a woeful sigh. “I really don’t like being dictated to by a harpie with an overblown Napoleonic complex.”

Harry gasped. “Remus! Tonks would be scandalized if she heard you say that!”

“No, she wouldn’t. She’d say that it was a rather accurate description of Poppy Pomfrey,” Lupin replied with a perplexed expression. “You didn’t think I meant--” He chuckled heartily at the unspoken thought.

“I guess I did,” Harry acknowledged with a sharp laugh.

“A toast then,” Lupin proposed with glee. “To Napoleonic harpies!”

They took a long pull and then dissolved into laughter. To Harry, it seemed like the silliness went on much too long even though Lupin was obviously enjoying himself.

When they had recovered sufficiently, he was prompted to say, “Remus, I know this isn’t any of my business, but your moods are all over the place today. Are you feeling all right?”

Lupin rubbed his temples self-consciously as he answered, “Is it that obvious?”

“Perhaps only to me. Look, forget I said anything.” Harry was feeling embarrassed that he’d even broached the subject.

There was a long pause before Lupin spoke. “But you’re right, you know, I’m definitely not feeling like myself today,” he admitted with a hollow look to his eyes. “The problem is I never feel like myself anymore.”

“Doesn’t that concern you?” Harry felt like he was tip-toeing.

“Of course, it does!” Lupin replied, his earlier impatience returning. “I just don’t know what to do about it.”

Well, he did, Harry thought to himself, first opportunity he got he was going to mention it to Tonks. If she told him to butt out, so be it. But there was a good chance that she would listen.

“Perhaps it would be better if we took this up again tomorrow,” Harry suggested diplomatically.

Lupin shook his head stubbornly and attested, “I don’t want to forego our planned practice session with the alternate wands. I need to stay primed myself. Besides, you can’t drop something like this into my lap and just walk way. I’ll just stew about it all night.”

“Promise me that you’ll give it up if it becomes too overwhelming then. I’ve had a few years to come to terms with everything.”

“That’s a reasonable compromise,” Lupin agreed. “Now you were saying something about a second prophecy…”

“Yes, although I actually heard it first.” Harry explained how Professor Trelawney had startled him with her words and then acted as if nothing had happened.

“Can you remember the exact wording?” Lupin urged.

“Unfortunately, no; only that it concerned Voldemort’s servant. I was so shocked I didn’t even realize that it was a prophecy until Dumbledore mentioned that it brought Professor Trelawney’s score of true prophecies to two.”

“Would you be willing to submit your memory to a Pensieve? I can show you how it’s done.”

“All right.”

“First step is to relax and think back upon the day in question. Try to put yourself back in that room, feel your surroundings. Follow the path that you have been teaching others to use for their Patronuses. I will be back in a moment.”

Harry’s allowed his thoughts to be suffused with the smell of the warm June sunshine as it peeked through the drawn curtains of the Divination Tower. Motes of dust swirled lazily from the blood red velvet tablecloths. The crystal ball that he had just consulted in his examination seemed to mock him with its one-eyed stare. He heard Lupin re-enter the office as if from far away. A part of him noted that Lupin had placed a small Pensieve container on the nearby table, but it was as if his body was still in that stuffy, over-perfumed room.

“Think of how the memory begins, hold it like a bubble in your mind.” Lupin’s voice had assumed a strangely hypnotic cadence. “Now place your wand at your temple and say ‘accio memorium’. As you draw it out slowly, the threads of the memory should be pulled. Your mind will feel that the scene is being sped forward at a very fast rate. When you reach the end, just bring your thoughts back to your present surroundings and that will cause the threads to break.”

Harry followed the steps as if in a dream, the glistening silver strand issuing from his forehead and leaving his mind with a pearlescent empty spot where it had once resided. Lupin caught it deftly in the bowl of the Pensieve where it swirled around as if it had become conscious.

“I know it’s extremely unsettling the first time.” Lupin’s assurance came in response to Harry’s anxious expression. “You’ll feel better once the memory is returned to you.”

“What happens if the memory is not returned? Can you give it to someone else for safe-keeping?” Harry inquired as his innate curiosity took over.

“I understand that the hollowness fades over time,” Lupin supplied. “Whether you always remember that you once knew but know no longer, I cannot tell you. It’s not something I’ve experienced first hand. As to giving a memory to someone else, why would anyone wish to do so “ unless perhaps it was on their deathbed? But the memory can only be shared with another using a Pensieve; another person would never be able to implant your thoughts into his mind. What’s more, if memory threads from more than one person are combined into the same Pensieve, separating them is surprising simple; the memories will recognize their owner’s wand and be drawn immediate to it.”

“What about creating a duplicate memory? So you could share it without losing the original, even for a short period of time?” Harry remembered Slughorn’s false memory about the Horcruxes and how he had retained full recall of it after he had provided it to Dumbledore.

“I’ve used that technique in my translation work for the Order, but it’s trickier than you would think. It involves reviewing the memory from the Pensieve in order to re-establish it in your mind. You end up with the duplicate. I don’t recommend it “ if your timing’s not absolutely perfect, it’s not always possible to reconcile two different versions and it’s the original that is lost to you.”

“Speaking of being overwhelmed…” Harry admitted candidly.

“It’s best if we review the memory then so you don’t feel disoriented for so long.”

With a long swirling motion to his wand, Lupin coaxed the wispy form of Sybill Trelawney to rise from the center of the stone bowl. Harry could barely discern that she was seated in the flowered armchair that he recognized from her classroom. In contrast, the images of her magnified eyes and the fringed scarves wrapped around her bushy hair were crystal clear. In a raspy, spectral voice that sent strange shivers down his spine, Trelawney pronounced in an oddly detached manner:

“It will happen tonight.” (Harry heard his own voice echoing hollowly as he posed from the sidelines, “Sorry?”) “The Dark Lord lies alone and friendless, abandoned by his followers. His servant has been chained these twelve years. Tonight, before midnight, the servant will break free and set out to rejoin his master. The Dark Lord will rise again with his servant’s aid, greater and more terrible than ever he was. Tonight, before midnight, the servant will set to out rejoin his master….” **


Harry stayed Lupin’s arm before he could conclude the memory. “Wait to see how she reacts,” he added in a whisper as if the ghostly image of Professor Trelawney could actually hear him. “I left the rest of the memory attached on purpose.”

Intently, they watched the image of Trelawney come out of her trance and then scoff at Harry’s assertions that she had made a prediction concerning the Dark Lord.

“See, she doesn’t remember,” Harry reiterated. He was feeling much less unsettled now that they had reviewed the memory.

“You feel that this is significant?” Lupin inquired with mounting interest.

“Yes, especially when you consider that Dumbledore claims that she was interrupted when she was giving the other prophecy, the one that Voldemort was so determined to obtain from the Hall of Prophecy.” Harry went on to relate how he had discovered the true facts about the prophecy that had resulted in his own parents’ deaths.

“Seems like Snape’s claws are into everything,” Lupin muttered.

“Here’s what’s been bothering me, though,” Harry elaborated. “Since Trelawney is so unaware that she is prophesizing, I don’t see how she could have been interrupted in mid-sentence nor how Dumbledore could have had her resume once the spy had been evicted. He couldn’t very well ask her to simply repeat her last statement when she wasn’t even aware that she had made it.”

“I see your point. Did you ask Dumbledore about it?”

“He died before I was able to do any more than confirm that it had indeed been Snape listening at the door. It was only when I thought about the whole thing later that the pieces just didn’t seem to fit. The image that Dumbledore shared didn’t stop or slow down nor were there any background sounds to indicate that anyone had been discovered at the keyhole.”

“I think it’s very possible that an accomplished wizard like Dumbledore may have been able to edit those extraneous sounds as he retrieved his memory,” Lupin postulated. “The fact that he shared it with you through the Pensieve instead of just retelling it in words suggests that his memory of it might have been imperfect “ which is consistent with someone who had been distracted by an eavesdropper. Pensieves allow us to review memories from different angles and to pick up details that are stored only in our subconscious.”

“So you think my suspicions are unfounded?”

“Not at all,” Lupin assured him. “We just have to consider that there may be an alternate explanation.”

“Doesn’t it bother you that Trelawney and Snape are caught right in the middle of this web?”

“Everything Sybill Trelawney does seems capricious to me,” Lupin conceded. “As far as Severus is concerned, he’s always been a puzzle to me. It was your mother that was his friend; they always sat together in Potions and Defense Against the Dark Arts, which were the only classes that Gryffindors and Slytherins shared. Their friendship seemed to sour as he grew closer to his Death Eater pals.”

This was a revelation to Harry. His mother and Snape were mates? It just couldn’t be.

Catching on immediately, Lupin added, “This is a surprise to you? Didn’t you know that your mother and your aunt lived in the town of Leeds as children? Lily said that Severus had just shown up at the playground one day. Their magical abilities gave them something in common, much to Petunia’s dismay.”

Well, that did seem to make sense of the few disjointed facts that Aunt Petunia had let slip about her relationship with her sister, Harry admitted inwardly. Could it be possible that she had first labeled Lily as a freak due to petty childhood jealousy?

“You don’t mind if we listen to Sybill’s prediction again?” Lupin inquired, bringing Harry’s thoughts back to the issues at hand.

“That’s fine by me. I also think there’s no harm in writing this one down since it has already come to pass,” Harry noted.

When a female house-elf arrived to announce that their supper awaited them in the next room, they took their notes into the private dining room to continue their discussion there.

“When exactly did you tell Dumbledore of the prediction concerning Pettigrew? I think the timing may be crucial in this case,” Lupin commented as he speared a large chunk of pork chop.

Harry thought for a moment while chewing and then answered, “It was after I had said goodbye to you, so it was definitely the next day. Why is that so important?”

“Well, look at this part of the prophecy here where she says, ‘His servant has been chained these twelve years’; then later it says, ‘the servant will break free’. If you didn’t know that Sirius was innocent “ and for years, many people did not accept that -- you would think that she was referring to Sirius as the Dark Lord’s servant. Sirius had been literally chained in Azkaban for twelve years. The Daily Prophet even reported that Sirius had escaped from Hogwarts while awaiting the dementor’s kiss that same night. We know for certain, however, that she was referring instead to Pettigrew who had been chained figuratively as he hid in his Animagus form.”

“There’s no doubt that Pettigrew showed his devotion by chopping off his own hand to assist his master’s return, but that didn’t occur until the next year,” Harry expounded. “Yet it was certain to Dumbledore that the prophecy referred to Pettigrew from the start.”

“Only because you, Ron, and Hermione were able to convince him that Sirius was innocent. The only other person who could attest to that was me and I was in no condition to bear witness that entire night.” Lupin shuddered self-consciously at the memory. “Anyone else that heard that prophecy would have likely thought it referred to Sirius. Had its contents been publicized more freely, it would have even fueled the Ministry’s continued search for Sirius “ a search that only ended when he fell through the veil.”

“You think that the wording of the prophecy is deliberately misleading?” Harry replied, wondering exactly where Lupin’s reasoning would take them.

“Absolutely, but that’s often the way with prophecies. It’s that very ambiguousness that makes me distrust them so. Too many people can use them as they see fit. What’s even more alarming is when you compare the wording of this prophecy with the one that led Voldemort to kill your parents, Harry. In the former, it is the figurative, or secondary, interpretation that points to Pettigrew and holds the truth. However, in the later prophecy, Dumbledore held that it was the literal interpretation that pointed to you as Voldemort’s vanquisher. The figurative interpretation would apply to Neville as you so ably concluded for yourself.”

“Remus, I think you should take into account that I never gave Dumbledore the exact wording of the Pettigrew prophecy. To me, it was just some batty old bird spouting gibberish.”

“But Dumbledore should have immediately seized on its significance and it was a grave oversight that he didn’t,” Lupin asserted with conviction. “Had he done so, it would have led him to believe that perhaps the figurative interpretation of the other prophecy was more likely to hold the key to the truth.”

“Then you think that Neville’s truly the one instead of me?” Harry posed tentatively.

“It’s hard to come to any consensus with only one other example to use for comparison,” Lupin responded. “I’ve never been a great believer in prophecy so I can’t say that I’m an expert by any means. Logically speaking, though, it would be reckless to discount either one of you; I believe that you both will have a role to play before this is over.”

“I have a different interpretation.” Harry surprised himself with his boldness. “Forgive me if I see more sinister motives at work. Imagine for a moment that Trelawney secretly supports Voldemort. Then the Pettigrew prediction could be deliberately worded to make everyone think that it was Sirius who was the Dark Lord’s servant and thus continue to hide the identity of Pettigrew.”

“What is it that makes you distrust Trelawney so?” Lupin asked pointedly. “This isn’t the first time you have focused on her.”

“Nothing she does makes any sense and we all try to blame it on her flakiness. It would certainly make for a very convincing cover. Take the fact that she had been seeing the lightning-struck tower come up in her tarot deck every time she laid out the cards for months before Dumbledore’s death. An omen of imminent calamity and disaster, she told me, and confessed that Dumbledore had branded her as nothing but a pest. What if instead, her intention was to lure Dumbledore to the Astronomy Tower in order for him to be ambushed?”

“Following your line of reasoning then,” Lupin took up the thread, “would you have thought that Trelawney was already compromised at the time that she issued the original prophecy, the one that lead to your parents’ deaths?”

“I don’t think so.” Harry knew he was going out on a limb, but this was all theoretical anyway. “It’s more likely that she didn’t come to Voldemort’s attention until after her prophecy. She could have been recruited once she was already teaching at Hogwarts.”

“And you’re suggesting that the recruiter would have been Severus himself?”

“Who else?”

“Then we’re right back to where we started months ago: where do Snape’s true loyalties lie?” Lupin concluded with a sigh. “I think there is something else that you should consider, Harry, and I’m not sure you’re going to be very happy about this.”

“I’m ready,” Harry urged as his desire for the truth overwhelmed his caution.

“I think that it may have been you who invoked the Pettigrew prophecy.”

“How did you come to that conclusion?”

“Sirius and I were both prepared to kill Pettigrew that night -- right after he’d finally admitted that he’d been the one to betray your parents,” confessed Lupin. “I don’t presume that we were justified, or even thinking clearly, only that it was you who stayed our hands. You told us that you didn’t think that Lily and James would want their two best friends to become killers. In so doing, you saved a bit of my soul that night and Pettigrew found a way to escape.”

“Am I supposed to feel guilty that I did this?” Harry returned, feeling the first embers of anger stirring in his chest. “Because I would do the same again, Remus. Your souls were worth much more than a bit of revenge on a mangy ex-rat!”

“You misunderstand. There is no end to the gratitude that I feel for your intervention that night,” Lupin returned calmly. “It’s just to illustrate how unpredictable the outcome of prophecy can turn out to be.”

“Remus, we really should call it a night before Tonks returns,” Harry suggested as he caught sight of the time. “She did put me in charge.”

“Tonks is a good judge of character.” Lupin smiled in return. “Before you go, though, I wanted to ask you if you needed to talk anything over concerning Ginny. She did manage to stir up quite a hornet’s nest today.”

Harry thought for a moment before replying, “Not really. I’m glad she prompted me to tell you both about the prophecy. It’s been weighing on my mind a lot lately. Other than that, she pretty much demonstrated that she was determined to go in for a kiss herself, if need be.”

“I’m not always right, you know,” Lupin volunteered with a touch of regret. “Does the name Peter Pettigrew ring a bell?”


* page 841, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, American hardback edition

** page 324, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, American paperback edition
Chapter 41 Searching for the Truth by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Luna’s addition to Harry’s dueling group proves invaluable; Tonks makes a surprisingly frank confession.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 41
Searching for the Truth



If Harry thought he was prepared for his encounter with Severus Snape the next morning, he was sadly mistaken. From the start, Snape was determined to antagonize and stir up as much bitterness as possible.

As Harry neared his breaking point, he finally found the courage to voice his true feelings. “How can you expect me to cooperate with you? I don’t even know why you contacted me in the first place!”

“All in good time,” Snape returned cryptically, knowing just how to stoke Harry’s curiosity. “Trust is not an essential component at this time.”

“Good thing,” Harry shot back immediately. “You pretty much used that up when you attacked me outside of Hogsmeade village. Did anyone tell you about the serious repercussions that caused for Lupin?”

Snape’s black eyes seemed to burn into Harry’s before he averted his gaze and admitted, “It was…. regrettable. I did not have all the facts.”

Harry relented as he, himself, had not had all the facts, either.

“I didn’t wish for Lupin to interfere; it seems to be an annoying habit of his,” Snape added.

“He feels responsible.”

Snape’s eyes narrowed menacingly as he snarled, “You think they’re so perfect, don’t you? The werewolf and his child bride.”

Harry was about to cut him off harshly, but sighed in resignation instead. Refusing to rise to the bait would serve to put Snape off even more. “Must you always draw blood?” he asked softly.

“It’s the only option that I’ve been given,” Snape responded with rare candor. “Besides, it’s what I do best.”

“No, Severus, it’s what you do with ease. Find another hobby.”

“Have you asked Tonks about the reasons for the shape-shift of her Patronus?”

“It was Lupin who explained to me that a change can occur when a person has suffered a great shock.”

“Obviously, you’re not going to get a straight answer from Lupin,” Snape retorted. “This is a man who has no use for Occulmency as he keeps his innermost thoughts sealed away in a vault of sheer willpower.”

“If I give you that one, will you get to the point, please?”

“Would it surprise you to learn that the estrangement that they endured throughout the past year was not the direct result of Lupin’s undercover assignment with the werewolf community? Surely, you noticed Tonks moping around the school in tears.”

“I’m listening.”

“The truth of the matter is that Tonks killed a man in the line of duty, a situation under which she would surely have been killed herself if she had reacted any differently. Being the intractable idealist that he is, Lupin was totally unsympathetic that she had not employed less drastic means and turned his back on her.”

“How would you know this, Snape? Didn’t you just say that Lupin’s a very private person?”

Snape’s knowing smile was laced with poison as he replied, “They were not very discreet in this instance. He walked right out of a meeting of the Order when she entered the room.”

“Doesn’t sound indiscreet to me.”

“When she followed him into the next room, their voices carried. She pleaded and cried, he repeated himself until it became clear that he was not willing to make any allowances. About the time she concluded that he would rather she had died instead, Dumbledore excused himself from the shambles of the meeting. No more voices were heard after that but when they returned, it was announced that Lupin would be undertaking an undercover assignment. Tonks was subsequently assigned by the Ministry to Hogsmeade village as part of your guard.”

“There was an alternate version provided.”

“From whom?”

“Lupin confessed that he did not think he had much to offer her: being too old, too poor, and too dangerous.”

“Valid reasons all,” Snape sneered. “But you must consider the source. A facile explanation that left a large chunk of the obstacles unacknowledged.”

“And what’s your reason for sharing this with me?” Harry countered.

“To prove to you that I’m not lying.”

“How do you propose I confirm your version then? I can’t very well throw it up in Lupin’s face.”

“I recommend that you ask Tonks. Ask her the reason why her Patronus changed. Since you’re assisting her with teaching the charm to the younger ones, you shouldn’t have too much trouble finding a way to sneak it into the conversation.”

“How do you know I’m assisting her?” The outrage in Harry’s voice was unmistakable.

Snape just chuckled in triumph and signed off until next week.

Trust, Harry thought resignedly, it all came down to trust in the end, didn’t it? Such a fragile thing, not so easily repaired once it has been shattered. But you didn’t have to trust the man to carry on a conversation “ you just had to stay on your toes.






Harry found that the modern-day Snape’s words were echoing in his skull as he continued with his research into the events surrounding the trial of sixteen year-old Snape. That the man should sympathize with any actions that Tonks had taken in self-defense was understandable. Harry just had a hard time accepting Snape’s unyielding portrayal of Lupin’s reaction.

Idly he wondered what Lupin would think of him once he admitted to his reckless use of the sectumsempra spell on Malfoy last year. His own response had been just as visceral as Tonks’ had been. Harry doubted that the fact that he had been unaware of the spell’s results would count for much in Lupin’s estimation, unless he was deducting extra points for sheer stupidity!

Returning his attention to the archived volumes of the Daily Prophet, Harry soon discovered that they had run a continuing series of updates on how the change in the restrictions on underage sorcery impacted the lives of ordinary wizards everywhere. Each was an opportunity to rehash the sensational details that surrounded the Snape decision. Abruptly, the coverage seemed to dwindle to a mere trickle. Flipping back a few issues, Harry located the sources of the change: Eileen Prince Snape had been found dead in her home at Spinner’s End following a long illness. It was barely nine months after the trial. Two months later, a small article mentioned that the body of Tobias Snape had been discovered floating in the nearby river; authorities had concluded that he had been seriously inebriated at the time of the drowning. Severus was listed as the sole surviving relation, but no mention was made of the trial nor, more importantly, whether he had ever reconciled with his father.

Harry continued his research forward for a bit more, but almost all the coverage was now being devoted to the meteoric rise of Lord Voldemort and the chaos that the Death Eaters were spreading everywhere. Severus Snape had gone from being a notorious celebrity to a footnote to a non-entity in the space of a year.




Harry added the last of his Snape research to the pile that was accumulating on Lupin’s sideboard, deciding at the last minute to create two separate stacks to avoid a potential avalanche. Now would come the difficult part of combing through the data “ but Lupin would need to do likewise, so that was some consolation.

“Looks like I have my work cut out for me, don’t I?” Lupin reacted when he saw the size of the final product.

Good thing I didn’t have any plans for this weekend, Harry thought to himself. Then addressing Lupin, he remarked, “How do we proceed from here?”

“Our goal is to sift through these documents in search of the truth. Even though they all purport to be factual documents, you will notice a certain slant in the reports that are published in the Daily Prophet. At question is why Voldemort, a.k.a. Tom Riddle, involved himself directly in the arguing of this case. What had he to gain by taking up Snape’s defense and why he would have wanted to change the letter of the law?” Lupin paused to allow for Harry to jot down the objectives. “I will be doing likewise. Then next Tuesday, we will discuss our respective conclusions. Will that give you enough time?”

“I think so. I don’t have to prepare anything in writing, do I?”

“No, you can work from your notes, but I’ll expect you to have thought it out thoroughly and be prepared to defend your position. This is not about trying to reach the same solution that I do, Harry. Understand that there are no right or wrong answers. It’s about drawing a viable conclusion based on the facts presented.”

“You sound as if there’s some personal agenda involved here,” Harry commented, knowing he was likely over-stepping his bounds.

“Only that I have always felt that Severus’ trial somehow marked the turning point in his path to join the Death Eaters. I’ve never been able to shake the feeling, even though I never really had any facts to support it. Hopefully, this exercise will illuminate the truth for both of us.”

Harry looked incredulously at Lupin. “You’re setting an assignment for which you don’t have a ready answer? You wish to arrive at the truth together?”

“Essentially. What’s so strange about that? My goal has never been to teach you what to think, but rather how to think. That we both have a personal stake in the assignment just serves as a motivating factor.”

It was only later than evening as he was savoring the last morsels of Tonks’ deal-making chocolate soufflé that Harry concluded that he had just graduated from hypothetical classroom exercises to real life.




They had been so overwhelmed by the new term that no meeting for Harry’s informal dueling group, now with Luna as its newest member, had been scheduled for the first week. Surprisingly, no one had a conflict with Saturday afternoon so the Room of Requirement at three had been unanimously selected.

Harry was glad to have an excuse to put his legal documents aside and clear his mind, if only for a few hours. Hermione had offered to help him sift through the stacks, but he’d politely declined “ at least until he had an idea of what his own preliminary conclusions would be. It would be difficult enough to support his own opinion but he didn’t want it to be tainted by Hermione weighing in as well.

Just like in prior years, they met outside the Gryffindor common room and checked the Marauder’s Map en route to make sure there were no obstacles as they casually approached the Room of Requirement. Hiding under the Invisibility Cloak, Harry brought up the rear. He waited with bated breath while a group of giggling Hufflepuffs decided that they had made a wrong turn and doubled back just shy of his hiding place. With a great sigh of relief, he entered the room to find the others waiting for him when he threw off his Cloak.

It wasn’t long before Luna was dueling along with the rest of them while Harry took a much deserved break. He was pleasantly surprised by Luna’s agility and grace. She seemed to move seamlessly from one direction to the next, never giving any telltale sign of what her next move would be. She would be a natural for the combinations that Ginny had developed.

It was not until later when Harry was sparring with Hermione, that Luna’s unique outlook really came through for them. Neville was explaining to her how they were slowly increasing the pace of the parries in an attempt to recreate the moment when time seemed to lengthen. After swearing her to secrecy, he explained that Harry had reported this phenomenon during Snape’s attack but they had never been able to observe it in their practice sessions.

“But we’re sure that Harry wasn’t imagining it,” Ron defended. “Snape himself actually referred to it in the advice that he gave to Harry.”

Harry was only half-listening, expecting her reaction to be just like everyone else’s at this point: mainly that they could not believe Snape had given him dueling advice. But Luna’s reactions never fit the norm, that’s precisely why she was such an asset.

“Oh, I see,” she remarked airily. “But Harry’s never going to achieve that “ not in the way that he’s going about it.”

Harry nearly dropped his wand at this point, Hermione missed a crucial step and barely caught herself from tripping. Luna merely waited patiently for everyone’s attention to swivel in her direction before she continued.

“I read an article that told of these reclusive monks in the mountains of Tibet, every one of them a Muggle, who had only been able to achieve such a state after years of specialized breathing techniques and meditation. The thinness of the oxygen levels at that altitude was also a factor in mastering their adrenaline production.”

“Harry, what was the term the headmistress used?” Hermione asked urgently.

Harry thought back to the conversation he’d overheard and then confirmed that the headmistress’ verdict had been that it was an ‘adrenaline spike’.

“I was never able to find anything among the books in the library that used such terminology,” Hermione confessed. “Could it be that it’s a medical term used by Muggles? I can’t believe I didn’t think of that before!”

She was almost to the door before Harry caught up with her. “Tell the others that I will be back shortly,” she promised. “Madame Pomfrey has a number of Muggle medical textbooks. With all the Quidditch practices that are scheduled for today, I’m sure she’s in her office.”

Luna told them some additional facts that she remembered about the Tibetan monks and then the conversation wove itself in other directions. True to her word Hermione returned not ten minutes later, proudly holding a large medical tome and smiling triumphantly.

“I found it! Only Luna’s absolutely correct, you’re never going to be able to recreate this phenomenon in a practice session. An adrenaline spike is the polar opposite of what the Tibetan monks achieve when they slow down their metabolism. It’s the body’s reaction to extreme stress and fear. A primal survival mechanism that allows us to persevere under the most extraordinary circumstances.”

“Let me get this straight, Hermione,” Ron interjected. “Snape only got this reaction because Harry was afraid?”

“But I was, Ron, I admit it freely,” Harry confessed. “The second the thought crossed my mind that I was wand-to-wand with a man who had performed the ultimate Unforgivable Curse, my veins turned to ice. I’ve never been so terrified in my entire life!”

“That’s what did it then!” Hermione exclaimed with satisfaction.

“But, Harry,” Neville added, “that would mean that Snape was actually doing you a favor by making you think you were being attacked. How else could he have imparted such a useful and unique lesson?”

Harry felt as if his sense of reality had suddenly shifted.






Even though he was not scheduled for Monday, Harry made a point of dropping by Lupin’s office in the late afternoon. Lupin was buried in the legal documents from Snape’s trial just as Harry had been for most of the day.

“Are you going to be ready for tomorrow’s showdown, Remus?” Harry teased.

“I was going to ask you the same question.”

“I think so,” Harry replied. “But I actually stopped by for a different reason.” Briefly, he outlined how his informal group had been trying futilely to recreate the events of the duel and how Luna’s unique perspective had provided them with the solution.

“I never realized that what you had experienced was an adrenaline spike,” Lupin commented. “No one ever thought to share the official diagnosis with me.”

“I think they had other things on their minds at the time, Remus,” Tonks observed as she let herself into the inner office. “The true question would be how did Harry come across such terminology?”

“I still think that Poppy is a tight-lipped little despot,” Lupin added.

“Absolutely,” Tonks agreed, never breaking eye contact with Harry. “Harry?”

“It was just something I overheard the headmistress say,” Harry returned, suddenly feeling as if Tonks could see into his mind. “But having the proper term allowed us to look up additional information. Such a phenomenon is documented.”

“Naturally, it’s a state of purity that most warriors yearn for, but never achieve,” Tonks supplied. “I’ve only heard about it second-hand. I’m curious how you were able to reach that plateau, Harry.”

“Sheer terror,” he admitted candidly.

“You must listen to his conclusion, cherub, or rather Neville’s conclusion,” Lupin urged. “That’s the most shocking thing of all.”

Harry repeated Neville’s words concerning Snape’s true intentions as best he could. In the end, both Lupin and Tonks agreed that Neville’s explanation made more sense than anyone else’s.

Tonks excused herself to arrange for afternoon tea in her rooms. “I also can’t wait to get into some casual clothes. Harry, you seem to have the right idea.”

“That’s because I’ve been holed up in the common room working my way through mountains of paper,” he supplied with a grin. “I could get away with being out of uniform.”

“Then you should definitely join us for tea,” Tonks offered. “A change of scenery, if nothing else. I’ll make sure that you get back to your assignment so Remus can work on his.”

“Sounds like a good idea to me,” Lupin added. “But no shop talk under any circumstances. You’ll have to find your own pearls of wisdom among the parchment.”

“Agreed.”

“Give me a few minutes to lay things out then,” Tonks demurred as she let herself out of the office.

“You strike me as a man who has the weight of the world on his mind,” Lupin observed. “I take it there’s more to the prophecy business we dissected last week.”

“Only indirectly,” Harry admitted. “But it will have to wait until a different day, Remus. We’ll never finish the assignment at hand if we get side-tracked with other issues.”

“Was that a deliberate plural, as in many issues?”

“I’m afraid so.”

“Your serialization skills would do Charles Dickens proud,” Lupin observed with a hint of amusement in his tone.

As Lupin gathered up his papers and closed the office for the day, Harry declared unequivocally, “Trust me, Remus, I will tell you as much of the details as I possibly can.”



With his conclusions concerning the brief legal career of Tom Riddle, Esquire, stowed safely in his book bag, Harry presented his freshly pressed self at Tonks’ office the next morning. He was actually looking forward to working with the first-years again. Many of them had made a point a speaking to him outside of class, much like the entourage that was often seen accompanying Tonks.

Personal successes were recognized first and Harry was pleased at just how many students had been able to produce Patronuses on their own or with study partners outside of class. Each demonstrated their prowess for Tonks so that she could notate her chart and award them their well-deserved house points. Once that was completed, Harry noted that about half of the class was still in need of extra assistance. Tonks had them divide up into groups of four or five and asked each group to assist one another with the process. She and Harry then went around to each group and provided additional guidance as needed. It was a slow process, but the results were very reliable and satisfying for all involved.

About half-way into the class, Harry was posed a question about why Patronuses were so important. He explained how they served as a shield from the ill-effects of dementors. Inevitably, a follow-up question arose about where the dementors had gone since they were no longer guarding Azkaban prison. By this time, a major portion of the class had wandered over to Harry and was listening in attentively. Seeing this, Tonks asked them all to return to their desks and took over from the front of the room.

“I see you have all been giving the Patronus Charm a fair amount of thought,” she began. “I’m pleased that many of you have additional questions that were not covered in the text. By all means, let’s discuss your concerns so that we can more fully understand the lesson.” Briefly she reviewed the questions that Harry had already addressed so that everyone was on the same page. “There was also a follow-up question concerning the current whereabouts of the dementor population that once guarded Azkaban prison. Make no mistake, the dementors have thrown in their lot with the dark wizards, the group that pledges allegiance to Lord Voldemort.”

A small chorus of gasps were heard in response to her bold pronouncement of the fearful name. Tonks went on to relate how she had been shopping with friends in London over the holiday break when the recent bomb scares and riots had occurred. She then gave a highly edited version that incorporated events that both she and Lupin had observed.

“Let me tell you, folks, the dementors are out there and they’re planning something, so it’s best that we’re all prepared to defend ourselves,” Tonks added in conclusion. “Trust me, the time will come when you’re least expecting it.”

Amid the awed hush that followed, a single student raised his hand to be recognized. “Is it true that the shape of our Patronus can change? And if so, how can we trust them to identify one another at checkpoints?”

“A very well thought out question,” Tonks complimented him. “Don’t you have a brother that’s in my fifth-year class?”

“Yes, Professor, I overheard him discussing this with his practice group, but their theories were all over the place. I wanted to hear the truth from you.”

“Thank you, William. I’ll make a note to address these issues in my fifth-year class, as well. To answer your questions then: yes, the shape of an individual’s Patronus can change, but it’s a very rare event. Consequently, we can usually rely on the shape for identification purposes. In the unlikely event of a discrepancy, we can determine whether that person has had a recent upheaval in his life that could bring about such a change.”

“Just exactly what sort of things?” posed a bold girl in the last row. Harry remembered her face from his grilling last week.

“There are a lot of misconceptions about this so I’m glad that we’re addressing it directly. Beware that much of what is commonly believed -- and even written “ is dead wrong. Such a change requires a traumatic event, something that threatens the very foundation of someone’s existence. Usually such an event will involve death in some way, particularly an unexpected death. That’s not to say that everyone who experiences the death of a loved one will have his Patronus change. However, if your parents were to be captured by Voldemort’s followers and killed before your eyes, then we are talking about the sort of shock that would cause a change.”

Tonks adjusted her tactics in response to the fearful and astonished looks that had appeared throughout the rapt audience. In a gentler tone, she continued, “One of the lies that’s still bandied about is that a woman’s Patronus will change to reflect her husband. This is sexism, plain and simple. There were times in our dark past when women were treated as nothing more than property and forced into marriages that were not of their own choosing. The sense of abandonment by their own parents as well as the harsh cruelty that they suffered at the hands of unloving husbands created the sort of trauma that would elicit a change. Note that it is the circumstances of these marriages, not the marriages themselves that caused the change.

“However, it’s true that the shape of a person’s Patronus often reflects a facet of his or her personality. It can be something that they are happy about or something that they wish to hide, public or private, but a reflection nonetheless. Sadly, many of these women who were forced into marriages were in such mortal fear of their husbands that their Patronuses took on the shape of that which they feared, namely their husbands.”

“Excuse me, Professor,” offered a blond Gryffindor boy. “But now you’re making a Patronus sound very similar to a boggart.”

“Good point. Certainly, that last example I gave would make you think so. But remember that a Patronus can just as easily assume the shape of something you love. A boggart will always shape itself into what you fear the most “ and it will be the literal shape of another human being, if that is what you fear. On the other hand, a Patronus will not take the shape of a human, but rather that of an animal that is associated with that person… I know it’s a lot to take in all at once.”

“Some examples would help,” came an unidentified voice from the far side of the room. The tone was so reminiscent of Hermione’s matter-of-fact directness that Harry couldn’t help but smile in Tonks’ direction.

It was then that he noticed that Tonks seemed to be caught in a rare moment of hesitation, apprehension reflected in her usually sparkling eyes. In an instant, Harry understood completely: Tonks’ Patronus reflected her total acceptance of Lupin’s incarnation as a werewolf. It was not the sort of example she would wish to put up for public scrutiny, especially in light of how easily it could be misinterpreted.

“If I may take this one,” Harry offered boldly as he strode to stand beside her at the front of the class. He noted that Tonks offered him a gracious nod before he took over. “You have all seen that my Patronus appears as a stag. That’s because my father was an Animagus who could change into a stag. My friend, Hermione Granger’s Patronus is an otter which is her favorite animal. Our former headmaster, Albus Dumbledore, had a Patronus in the shape of a phoenix, an animal that he kept as a pet. Each tells you a little bit about us, but they reflect different aspects of our personalities.”

Tonks dismissed the class with the assignment to continue to practice the Patronus charm, if needed. For those who had already succeeded, she added that they should take a moment to consider what the particular shape of their Patronuses revealed about themselves. Recognizing that some of these issues may be private, she was not requiring that they turn in their conclusions in writing at this time.






“Thanks for coming to my rescue, Harry,” Tonks sighed gratefully after the classroom had emptied out and they were alone in her office. “I just blanked out for a moment and couldn’t think of any other examples. I didn’t want them to come to the wrong conclusion about my Patronus “ and yet I couldn’t bear to explain the truth to them, either. Does that make me a hypocrite?”

“Not at all,” Harry assured her. “Patronuses can reveal very personal aspects of ourselves. You’re welcome to use my examples in future classes if the subject comes up.”

“Thanks.” Tonks grinned. “You’re sure that Hermione won’t mind?”

“Absolutely. If a stranger were to ask her what her favorite animal was, she would announce that it was an otter without hesitation “ it’s not a private issue with her.” After a moment of thought, Harry volunteered, “I wonder if I should confide in them that even though I witnessed Dumbledore’s murder at close quarters, my Patronus didn’t change? It would certainly serve as a good example of how unique each person’s reaction is… Or do you think that the extra safety of the Invisibility Cloak was enough to shield me from the full brunt of the trauma?”

“I know that you’re thinking that everyone already knows what happened to Dumbledore,” Tonks replied in a sympathetic tone. “However, the events that you just described are very personal to you and should never be the subject of a class discussion. Firstly, the use of the word ‘murder’, regardless of how accurate you may think it is, is much more inflammatory than a simple ‘death’. Facts not in evidence are what you were doing on the Astronomy Tower and that you own an Invisibility Cloak. If I’m not mistaken, you’ve refused to answer any questions about where you went with Dumbledore that night, even at the specific request of the headmistress. Do you really wish to open all of that to scrutiny by a pack of bloodhounds that will leave no stone unturned?”

Harry had to admit that Tonks’ analysis was flawless. “I must’ve lost my head for a moment there,” he conceded. “It just seemed like such a good example of non-change…”

“I hate to disillusion you, but it’s not even that.” At Harry’s startled look, she continued, “I soft-pedaled my explanation about Patronus changes a bit to make it less shocking to an audience of first-years.”

“I really would like to hear the unvarnished version,” Harry urged.

“How about joining me for some lunch in my private rooms, then? We’ll be less likely to be interrupted there and I will be able to fortify myself before my third-year class.”

“Will you be needing me for the third-years?” Harry asked as she unlocked the small door leading from her office.

She smiled in quick acknowledgement of his offer, then answered, “Not this afternoon. Let’s give the third-years a little more time to work it out on their own. Besides, you have your showdown with Remus to worry about. Are you ready?”

“I think so,” Harry replied as he helped himself to the luncheon offerings that were spread out at one end of the trestle table. He joined her at the other end where she had pulled up a chair.

It was a grey day outside but the high clouds didn’t seem like they were inclined to dump any more snow on the grounds today. The lawn was full of students celebrating their luncheon break with an outdoor romp. Catching sight of Tonks near the window, many of them waved hello. She waved back happily.

“So this is where you and Remus hide during the lunch hour,” Harry observed with a grin. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you in the Great Hall with any of the other teachers.”

“Being a newlywed does have its privileges.” Tonks winked back.

“So Remus will be joining us as well?”

“His classes conflict with mine today,” Tonks replied. “Besides, he’s too busy preparing for your lesson.”

“Now you’re beginning to make me worry,” Harry added with a dry laugh. “I really am prepared, you know. I worked most of the weekend on this.”

“You know his conclusions are going to be nothing like yours.”

“I’m counting on it. Besides, if the goal was to arrive at the same conclusions he did, a wise man would have thrown in the towel from the start.”

“I see you know him well,” Tonks responded with a grin.

“How about if we change the subject before I start to get a bad case of nerves?” Harry suggested. “I really am curious about the Patronus changes.”

“We see these situations so often in the Auror Department that I have to remind myself that the total picture is probably a bit too bleak for young minds. You see, Harry, while death is still an important element of a Patronus change, it’s most likely to occur when you the events are your own fault. Standing around helplessly doesn’t really count “ unless perhaps you were assigned as a bodyguard.”

Harry was caught short by her openness. She really hadn’t told him anything yet, but it was clear that she was perfectly willing to discuss it.

“What happened in your case, Tonks?” Harry ventured and then felt so boorish, that he quickly added, “You don’t have to answer if it’s too personal. I really shouldn’t have asked.”

“It’s too personal to discuss in front of a class, but not so personal that I wouldn’t tell a friend,” she admitted with a sad smile. “My Auror Squad was ambushed by a group of Death Eaters and I got separated from the group. I thought I’d found an avenue of escape down a dark alley, only to find my way blocked by a masked figure who had anticipated me. From around the corner, there were sounds of the other Death Eaters closing in but the bloke in front of me wasn’t about to allow me to simply Disapparate. He was close enough to grab me if I hesitated too long. I saw him appraise me with narrowed eyes in that half-second before he jinxed me, so I beat him to the punch. I didn’t even see his body fall before Disapparating, the warning shouts from the others still ringing in my ears.

“It was only later when the other two Death Eaters were rounded up by the remainder of my squad, that it was discovered that my hex had hit him square in the chest and he was dead. In fact, had it not been for the others hesitating around their fallen comrade, my squad wouldn’t have been able to catch them. I was commended for my quick thinking, while all I could think of when they removed his mask was that the man was younger than me.” Tonks’ voice quavered as she stopped to take a long drink of pumpkin juice. “I wanted to convince myself that it was just an accident, but you can only lie to yourself for so long. You can’t deliver that kind of a curse without conscious intent behind it. It’s what we’d been trained to do.”

Harry though back on that article he’d found in the old issues of the Daily Prophet criticizing the drastic methods used by Aurors in bringing dark wizards to justice. There had been a huge outcry and the Ministry had been forced to scale back its methods right before Voldemort’s previous rise to power. He wondered if the Aurors had just been allowed to do their jobs, how many innocent lives could have been saved? Not just his parents, but the Longbottoms, Ron’s uncles, and so many others that were just faces in an old photograph of the Order.

“Was it anyone we knew?” Harry asked softly.

“Never seen him before but he had the Dark Mark tattooed on his forearm just like the others.”

“Did any of those jokers happen to name Stan Shunpike as a fellow Death Eater?” Harry asked as these events seemed to have occurred slightly prior to Stan’s arrest.

“That bothered you, too?” Tonks asked softly. “It’s like the Ministry wants to make him into their poster boy since he’s a well-known face. These three were totally unknown entities. I wasn’t involved in the interrogation process, though, so I don’t really know what they may have confessed.”

In light of the events that Tonks had just described, Snape’s comments to her at the start of last school year seemed unbelievably cruel. Harry distinctly remembered the derisive remarks about her new Patronus being weak and that she had been better off with her previous one. Clearly Snape had been aware of the facts by then.

Wishing to spare her any additional anguish, Harry steered the subject into safer waters. “Tell me, Tonks, what was the previous shape of your Patronus? Or does that reveal your secret identity?” he joked.

“My mum always thought so!” she laughed. “It was a raccoon. Mum concocted all sorts of outrageous explanations to account for the masked face!”

“Your mother sounds like a real card.”

“I don’t know who is worse, sometimes, Mum or Dad,” Tonks allowed with a fond smile. “I don’t have to tell you know well they took to Remus’ quirky sense of humor. I think we spent most of our evenings together laughing uproariously.”
Chapter 42 The Prize or the Pawn? by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Lupin and Harry attempt to reconcile different conclusions about Voldemort; Harry feels that once again he came out the loser after a different battle of wits.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 42
The Prize or the Pawn?


Harry arrived early for his appointment that afternoon and let himself into Lupin’s inner office. Sitting back in one of the comfortable chairs, he organized his notes and mentally reviewed the salient points for his presentation. He knew that Lupin’s Transfiguration class would not be over for another ten to fifteen minutes.

With Tonks’ words still fresh in his mind, he wondered yet again how Lupin could have been so unsympathetic. Well, perhaps he hadn’t been. Harry really had no idea how he could confirm the remainder of Snape’s allegations unless he asked either Lupin or another Order member directly “ and it was unlikely they would confide in him about matters that were clearly none of his concern. He recalled how pointedly Molly Weasley had changed the subject when she had been interrupted having a private conversation with Tonks at the Burrow.

He reminded himself that he still had no real proof of Snape’s integrity at this point. The information about Tonks’ Auror duties could just as easily been obtained directly from Ministry records.

His musings were interrupted by Lupin striding briskly into the office and locking the door behind him. Skipping the preliminaries, they both made themselves comfortable for what was likely to be a long, but much anticipated session. Lupin located a few chilled butterbeers to get them started and reminded Harry to call for an intermission should he become hungry at teatime.

“Will there be a coin toss to decide who goes first?” Harry grinned as he settled his stocking feet on the footstool.

“You’d like that, wouldn’t you? No, I think I’ll invoke seniority in this case and suggest that you begin… What? You’re afraid I’m going to steal some of your ideas?”

Not really, Harry thought to himself. Lupin was entirely too smug about the whole thing “ which could only mean that he was holding the ultimate trump card. The only way to satisfy his curiosity was to dive in first.

“My conclusion is that Voldemort saw Severus Snape as a prize,” Harry began. “Even though the Daily Prophet reported that Severus had been entrusted to the Macnairs immediately after the attack on his father, it was Dumbledore who accompanied him to all the court proceedings and set out to defend him. Voldemort didn’t want to risk Snape’s gratitude and loyalty shifting to Dumbledore, so he showed up to argue Snape’s case in person. To establish himself as having the proper clout, he presented himself as having a legal degree from Blackfriars College in Oxford.”

“If I may interrupt to clarify a point?” Lupin asked. At Harry’s nod, he proceeded, “Let’s discuss Voldemort’s false credentials. Why are they significant?”

Harry took a moment to consider before answering, “Riddle, as he presented himself, was not a relative of Snape nor did he have any other ties to the family that would have explained his involvement. On the other hand, Dumbledore was Snape’s headmaster and it was evident why he would offer to come to his student’s aid. He did the same for me.”

“Yes,” Lupin confirmed. “Providing legal assistance to students would have been part of the headmaster’s duties.”

Consulting his notes briefly, Harry elaborated, “Dumbledore was a member of the Wizengamot himself and presenting his views before them would have been a matter of course. In order to establish his own credibility before the court, Voldemort presented himself as having Muggle credentials that allowed them to assume that he’d been hired to represent Snape, possibly even as a co-council.”

“So you feel this put him on par with Dumbledore?” Lupin pressed.

“No, clearly Dumbledore’s qualifications were far superior to Voldemort’s. But Voldemort’s fake papers created a plausible reason that allowed the court to believe that he was legitimate. He made them want to believe in him.”

“How did he accomplish this?”

“He simply charmed them in the same manner in which he’d charmed all of his teachers while at Hogwarts,” Harry surmised, recalling the private lessons he’d shared with the headmaster the previous year. “Dumbledore told me that he was the only teacher who wasn’t fooled by Riddle’s outward appearance of being the ideal student. When Dumbledore first arrived at the orphanage to offer him a place at Hogwarts, young Riddle was not so guarded. He always maintained that initial meeting told him more about Riddle’s true nature than anything that occurred afterwards.”

“Then you would describe his relationship with Dumbledore as adversarial?”

“I suppose you could say that Riddle and Dumbledore had a long history of mutual distrust.”

“If you’re determined to be evil, you can’t very well confess your intent to the good guys, can you?” Lupin summarized.

“Exactly.” Harry nodded. “But I wish to clarify a point you made earlier, Remus. Is that totally out of line?”

“Go ahead.”

“What makes you so dead certain that Voldemort’s Oxford credentials were false?”

“What he presents is impossible.”

“Hermione suggested that I shouldn’t make any assumptions. If he had indeed infiltrated the Muggle world, we should be aware of it. She said it would be a simple fact to verify electronically if she had access to a cyber-café. Otherwise, she recommended I write the registrar at Blackfriars College as if Riddle was applying for a post and we were verifying his curriculum vitae.”

“Let me guess,” Lupin remarked with a chuckle. “She suggested you use stationary from her parents’ dentistry offices, right?”

“How did you know?”

“Let’s just say that her brand of deviousness is familiar to me,” Lupin admitted with a laugh. “A fine exercise in futility, he was never enrolled at Oxford. He made mention of researching matters at the Bodelian Library only to add to his smoke screen. It may have actually been true since the library is open to the public. But I can assure you that he never attended the first class there.”

“How can you be so sure?” Harry demanded.

“You won’t be satisfied if I tell you that it’s a personal matter, will you?”

“No, and I can’t very well learn from it if you shut me out, either.”

Lupin sighed and gave Harry the look that signified that he was, once again, giving in against his better judgment. Harry took a long swallow of butterbeer to better keep from smiling.

“During the bleak days after the loss of your parents, I often became incensed with the blatant prejudice that I encountered throughout the wizarding world,” Lupin began solemnly. “No one, it seemed, was willing to offer employment to a documented werewolf. One day, I decided I was going to try to find my way among the Muggles instead; a decision born of desperation. I paid a visit to my maiden aunt who taught English grammar at the local comprehensive school. My father was Muggle-born so she knew all about the wizarding world through her brother. We had a long history of corresponding throughout my years at Hogwarts and were well acquainted with one another. I told her of my secret wish to attend University.

“She looked at me very directly and told me that the Muggle world revolved around credentials; that no skill, innate ability, or accomplishment was recognized without the accompanying documents. Sadly, the benchmark for such documents was often mediocrity, she claimed. But without that paperwork, no University would ever accept me as a student, despite the intellect that she said shone so clearly through my letters to her. Those were her exact words, I can still see her as if it were yesterday “ even though she’s been gone ten years or more.”

“Was there no other way?” Harry asked.

“Oh, yes, she said that the documents could be falsified. Normally, it was something that she would never suggest to anyone, she said, but it was clear that once I showed up for the first few weeks of classes, no one would ever again doubt my abilities. The only obstacle was that forgeries cost money “ serious sums of money “ that without a job, I had no chance of ever raising.”

“You seriously considered this as an option, Remus?”

“I told you I was desperate. But in the end, I decided that there was no point in trying to live in a world that forced you to become an outlaw in order to gain acceptance. If I wanted that, I could just stay among wizard-kind… Enough about ancient history, let’s get back on track.” Lupin’s voice rang with false cheer as he tried to valiantly erase the past. “A recap then: we have a trial where an adversarial relationship exists between the co-councils for the defense as well as between the defense and the prosecution, as represented by the Wizengamot.”

Referring to his outline, Harry took up the threads of his presentation. “Voldemort took advantage of Snape’s misfortune to make himself indispensable. It would have been a bonus that he could match wits with an old adversary before an audience where Dumbledore couldn’t attack him directly without looking like the villain. Here’s a quote from a report that mentions this strange relationship: ‘No one can question the effectiveness of the team assembled in defense of Severus Snape, 16, accused of attacking his Muggle father. The eloquent words of dashing Tom Riddle as he argues the nobility of defending those who are unable to come to their own defense, the venerable Albus Dumbledore whose measured words speak of wisdom acquired through a long and productive life. Never a word or glance passes between them, yet each seems to know the workings of the other’s mind. Their mutual goal: to see fairness rendered, even if the letter of the law must be reworked in the process.’”

“They’re seeing what they want to see,” Lupin volunteered. “Or rather, what Voldemort wants them to see. Sounds to me like Dumbledore was giving Riddle the cold shoulder. What is it that makes Snape so special to Voldemort, Harry? He’s not a pure-blood, his family is practically destitute, he has no social position. Why is he not just another anonymous Death Eater?”

“Because he has everyone on his side.” Harry felt as if the fog had suddenly lifted from his vision. “As you said, everyone was willing to offer him an olive branch. Forgive his past surliness and attribute it to an unhappy situation at home.”

“What about the fact that Severus rejected all those offers of friendship?” Lupin urged.

“But Riddle didn’t expect Severus to react that way; if he had, he would have never taken on his case.”

Lupin gave Harry a long, appraising look. “What makes you so certain you know the inner workings of Riddle’s mind, Harry? Clearly something that was not among the discovery documents.”

Harry considered whether he should just ignore Lupin’s leading statement, but relented in the end. What would it hurt to share some of the content of his private lessons with Dumbledore? As long as he made a point of stopping well short of the subject of Horcruxes, it would not violate his oath to the former headmaster.

With a deep breath, Harry explained how Dumbledore had passed on much of his first-hand knowledge of Voldemort. How they had visited the dismal orphanage where Riddle had languished before being admitted to Hogwarts. How quickly Riddle had learned to adopt a façade of gentility and friendliness that allowed him to hide his true intentions from everyone other than Dumbledore. “He learned how to draw followers to him simply by his charisma,” Harry concluded.

“But Severus did not,” Lupin countered.

“Exactly,” Harry returned eagerly as he felt his fledgling ideas take on a life of their own. Recalling the image of Riddle in Slughorn’s rooms, he was more certain than ever that among those gathered were members of Houses other than Slytherin. “Just look at this list here,” Harry offered as he considered how best to side-step Slughorn’s part in the true memory.

“I wondered why you included this roster of those who had been sorted into Slytherin House,” Lupin admitted with interest.

“See the names that I ticked off? It reads like a roll of the known Death Eaters, many of whom Voldemort kindly named for my benefit as I was immobilized next to the Riddle mausoleum.”

“But why would he--”

Harry didn’t sugar coat his frank response. “Voldemort expected to kill me that night in the graveyard. He just couldn’t resist a bit of grandstanding before the final act.” He waited for Lupin to swallow noticeably before he resumed. “Yet during his days at Hogwarts, Riddle was able to befriend those from other houses as well. Not so with future generations, however. He could count on an elite force of Slytherins, but none of his followers were able to charm their way into other segments of the student body.”

“If you wish to take over the world, it helps to have a more comprehensive base of supporters,” Lupin stated.

“Precisely. Severus was an unlikely hero who could open all sorts of doors for Voldemort. As his agent, Severus could bring his dark message to those who had always resisted his pull.”

“Only it didn’t work out that way,” Lupin argued. “For whatever contrary reasons of his own, Severus did not take the obvious path… at least to Voldemort’s reasoning.” Lupin stared deeply into the flickering flames of the hearth before turning to Harry full-face. “Why do you think Dumbledore thought it so important to share Riddle’s past with you?”

“He never really said.”

“So give me your thoughts. Surely you’ve come to some sort of conclusion in the intervening months,” Lupin urged.

After a moment’s consideration, Harry asserted, “He wanted me to be able to size up my enemy before I faced him. A lesson that you’ve stressed in dueling practices as well.”

“See the lad grow into the man,” Lupin reiterated. “So what are Riddle’s shortcomings? He has to have an Achilles’ heel regardless of how well he may be hiding it.”

“Arrogance, ego, a fanaticism that does not even conceive of others approaching things in a different way.”

“Intolerance?” Lupin suggested.

“Absolutely,” Harry agreed. “But even beyond that. Voldemort had always felt that the rules that applied to others could not possibly be intended for him. Take the incident when the Chamber of Secrets was opened for the first time. Dumbledore knew Riddle was guilty of having framed poor Hagrid for the crime, gave him the opportunity to confess, and Riddle maintained that he had nothing worth forgiving. What’s so appalling is that Riddle was being perfectly honest. In his own twisted mind, he saw nothing reprehensible in Hagrid’s expulsion for crimes he had not committed. Riddle’s only reaction was a sense of accomplishment for having manipulated everyone else.”

“Except Dumbledore,” Lupin emphasized.

“What I don’t understand is why Dumbledore never gave voice to his suspicions?” Harry pondered. “If he allowed Hagrid to take the blame instead, doesn’t that make him complicit in Riddle’s plan?”

“I think I may be able to help you out there,” Lupin proffered. “Dumbledore gave me a full accounting of the events surrounding the reopening of the Chamber before offering me the post of Defense Against the Dark Arts. It was one of his greatest regrets in life that he had not exposed Riddle’s true fiendish nature for everyone to see the first time around. But without hard proof, it was just his word against Riddle’s “ and a teacher that makes unfounded accusations against a student can soon find himself without a teaching post.”

“But he would have stopped a greater evil from being set loose upon the world!” Harry cried.

“We know that now,” Lupin replied with a philosophical bent. “But I suspect that Dumbledore considered Riddle nothing but a particularly accomplished bully. How many such had he seen during his long career? Law enforcement eventually catches up with them in the end.”

“But they can stir up so much trouble in the meantime,” Harry maintained.

“You have to agree that Dumbledore more than made it up to Hagrid by securing his release from Azkaban after the Chamber was opened for a second time. Even offering him a teaching post in the process.”

“So you think that was Dumbledore’s way of validating Hagrid’s importance to the school?” Harry considered.

“Not to mention recognizing Hagrid’s innate gift for dealing with magical creatures. That’s not something that can be taught in a classroom, you know.”

“It’s a shame that not everyone sees Hagrid as an asset,” Harry noted as he remembered Draco’s derisive comments in class.

“The Slytherins?” Lupin noted with a small smile. “Then Dumbledore would have been proud that Hagrid’s most important lesson had not been lost on them.”

“Lost on them? You’ve lost me!” Harry admitted with a note of chagrin.

“Hagrid’s lessons are so valuable because he illustrates the beauty in all living creatures, not just those that others would see as soft and cuddly,” Lupin offered very softly. “It was bound to ruffle the feathers of those who pride themselves on feeling superior to everyone else.”

“Such as Riddle?” Harry suggested.

“So bearing in mind Riddle’s elitist attitude, do you feel he did his best to change the law that would have convicted Snape for defending his mother?” Lupin guided them back to the main topic.

“Yes,” Harry agreed. “His words ring with a sincerity that he didn’t feel yet he persuaded the Wizengamot of the need for a change. Dumbledore’s words got buried in the shuffle somehow.”

“He presented himself as a lawyer who did not pose a legal argument,” Lupin observed. “Instead, he appealed to their feelings and tugged at their heartstrings. This in front of a court that was often described as being stone-faced and intractable.”

Seizing the moment, Harry offered his plum for Lupin’s admiration. “I think ultimately the changes in the law weakened the Statute of Secrecy.”

Lupin responded immediately with renewed vigor. “Please continue.”

Double-checking the court transcripts one last time, Harry elaborated, “The change in the law was two fold: not only did it become permissible to defend another against an attack by magic, but it was allowable to defend a Muggle from an attack by a wizard as well. Unintentionally, it simply made it easier to use magic in the presence of a Muggle, period. Everyone accepted that the Muggle’s memory would need to be modified afterwards, but consider this instead: what’s to stop a dark wizard from altering the Muggle’s memory himself “ before the intervention of the Obliviation Squad? Then he could callously attack the Muggle and then claim to be the protector, instead. What’s more, if we extend this exception to underage wizards, it could easily be argued that adult wizards should not be denied the same rights and privileges.”

“Exactly,” Lupin agreed. “In the guise of demanding charitable treatment of Muggles, Voldemort opened the door to their exploitation by his own ruthless means.”

“Do you think I’ve painted Voldemort as too much of a monster?” Harry posed.

“If anything, you haven’t given him enough credit for his sociopathic tendencies.”

“I’d really like to hear your conclusions, Remus. The suspense is almost too much.”

“Do you think we could stop for some tea and sandwiches first? I’m absolutely famished.”

“Naturally,” Harry concurred with a smile. “Tonks warned me that you would have worked through your lunch today.”






“How did it go with the first-years this morning?” Remus asked as he sat at the dining table buttering up a scone. “I heard you were ambushed by Sarah last week. I’m surprised they don’t have a wanted poster of her hanging in the staffroom.”

Harry laughed merrily. “She and a few others.”

“Made me feel really guilty about letting you get nailed by Ginny later that same day, too,” Lupin admitted. “I suppose I really do owe you an apology.”

“Rubbish. I suspect the teachers endure much worse on a regular basis,” Harry demurred.

“True, but we do have remedies. We can set punishments.”

“And I could’ve hexed Ginny if you hadn’t been holding my wand in your fist! What kind of punishments have you actually imposed, Remus? Did you manage to talk yourself hoarse yet?”

“You don’t think that’s punishment enough?” Lupin countered with a dry laugh. “Not everyone appreciates my sense of humor, you know.”

“I suspect they’re afraid to laugh if you give them that icy stare.”

“You mean the one that doesn’t work on you?”

“I just know it’s all an act. Even your stern words have no real anger behind them.”

“You’re not going to let my secret out, are you?”

“With all the goods you have on me and Ginny, I wouldn’t dare!”

“You have just as much on me, Harry.”

“A truce then,” Harry toasted with the last of his butterbeer. He was feeling much better after downing two ham sandwiches in quick succession. He rose from the table and held the door to the inner office open for Lupin. “Time’s up, old man. Let’s see your cards!”






“My conclusion was that Voldemort’s primary reason for taking on the defense of Severus Snape was not to sway his loyalties,” Lupin began as soon as they were settled. “Voldemort set his sights on a much greater prize, and the Snape trial provided him with the perfect opportunity to reach for it. Here was an issue with a foregone conclusion: how could anyone fault Snape for acting in defense of his mother against a larger and more powerful aggressor? Virtually everyone sympathized with Snape and Voldemort was determined to manipulate the tide of popular support to his own ends.

“Taking inspiration from the great despots of the twentieth century, Lenin, Stalin, Hitler, Mussolini, and far too many contenders in Africa and South America to enumerate, he intended to bring his own brand of populist rhetoric to the ears of wizards everywhere. Snape’s trial was tailor-made for his long range plans. As the court transcripts demonstrate, Riddle argued eloquently about ideals of humanity, decency, fairness, and nobility to which we know he didn’t subscribe, yet his persuasive words convinced the members of the Wizengamot that, not only was Snape a hero, but that the existing laws should be reworded to allow for this particular brand of heroism in the future. In comparison, the logic and reasoned arguments presented by his august co-council, Albus Dumbledore, were rendered dry and uninteresting.”

Lupin stopped to take a breath and gauge his audience. Harry’s attention was rapt and unwavering.

“Voldemort intended to present himself as a ready-made leader to the wizarding community,” Lupin continued. “This trial gave him a forum that allowed him to spread the first chapter of a message that would manipulate the masses into handing power readily into his hands. He simply followed the established blueprint of despots from the Muggle society which he secretly despised.”

“But it didn’t work out that way,” Harry commented. “You present this grandiose plan, but there is no evidence that it ever gave fruit.”

“No, it didn’t, but you have to ask yourself why,” Lupin returned. “Take for instance the quote that you read describing the co-councils for the defense. Am I correct in assuming that it was from the Daily Prophet?”

Harry nodded.

“Did you find any others that described the scenes that went on inside the courtroom?”

“Actually, no,” Harry admitted. “But I can’t say that I went looking specifically for them, either.”

“I did, and they’re simply not there. Riddle’s plan hinged upon the media picking up on his message and reporting it to their readership. Without any cameras allowed in the courtroom, he was depending upon the journalist’s skill to bring the proceedings to life. It had all the elements of a good story; the fact that the court transcripts are engrossing in their own right attests to that. But it just wasn’t the sort of story that the Daily Prophet thought would interest its readers. So instead of a noble tale of a poor boy who is accused according to a law that demands to changed and the forward-thinking advocates who fought on his behalf, the Prophet preferred to deal with the sordid details of Snape’s alcoholic father and abused mother, repeatedly showcasing photographs of them in their misery while an unkempt Snape is dragged into custody.”

“So Voldemort’s reasoning was that if he portrayed himself as a humanitarian in assisting Snape to be acquitted, the next time his face came before the public, they would be more likely to listen to his message?” Harry asked for clarification.

“Absolutely, it’s the same manner in which other tyrants and extremists have assumed power.”

“But he did win Snape’s loyalty in the end. Snape went on to become Death Eater, perhaps even before he left Hogwarts.”

“Yes, he did, Harry,” Lupin agreed. “But to his dying day, Dumbledore maintained that the ultimate victory was his alone. Regardless of the doubts that you and I may entertain, Albus believed that Snape came to realize the error of his thinking and repented. A lesser man would have turned him away; instead, Dumbledore allowed him to redeem himself by spying on the enemy.”

“Unfortunately, I’m not certain that Dumbledore wasn’t misguided in his trust,” Harry conceded.

“I, too, have similar doubts. But in the end, I think Snape’s role in all this was as a pawn, an incidental prize that Voldemort claimed when his true goal was dashed by the Daily Prophet’s mediocrity.”

“Didn’t Dumbledore see through Riddle’s ruse?”

“I suspect he did, but he was willing to go along with anything that would render Snape innocent. It would’ve been a far greater loss to him if Snape had been convicted, instead. Once Snape returned to Hogwarts, Dumbledore didn’t turn his back on him. He always insisted that Severus was not a lost cause regardless of the company he kept.”

“How do you know that, Remus?” Harry ventured. Daringly, he added, “I always had the feeling that Professor McGonagall was your confidante, not Dumbledore.”

Lupin gave him a shrewd look before responding, “I was recruited to assist. Let me see if I can find you the memory. It’s very illuminating in a lot of ways that just retelling the events cannot convey.”

Retrieving the Pensieve basin from inside one of the sideboards, Lupin set it on the nearest table. Harry watched the now familiar procedure as Lupin extracted the shimmering silver threads of his memory and allowed them to suffuse the shallow bowl.

“Show me how to coax the memory forth,” Harry begged.

After a bit of practice, Harry dipped his wand tip into the swirling mass but the memory did not attach itself immediately as it had when Lupin did it.

“Don’t be put off by the fact that the memory strands are not automatically drawn to you,” Lupin reassured him. “The spell will work nevertheless.”

Harry performed the required movement and inwardly intoned the incantation that he had just learned: “Revelio memoris.” He was rewarded with two figures rising from the misty depths of the basin. Instantly, he recognized the young faces of Lupin and his own mother, Lily.

“I need you to help me find the words, Remus. It’s so much easier for you,” Lily beseeched.

“Only because I think them, and never have the courage to say them,” Lupin replied. His face bore a sadness that seemed somehow misplaced in one so young.

“Then lend me your words and I will give them power.” She impatiently pulled at a stray strand of her long hair that had whipped across her face, allowing Harry to conclude that this conversation must have taken place outdoors.

“He still sees me as the enemy, Lily, no more than a beast that will tear him limb from limb.” For the first time, Lupin turned his face away.

She circled to Lupin’s other side so that she could look him in the eye. Her voice was very gentle as she continued, “He is wrong. He doesn’t know you as I do, he doesn’t see the philosopher behind the mask. I won’t tell him the words came from you if that makes you feel any better.”

Clearly, Lily’s opinion mattered to Lupin as he solemnly nodded. “I think that would keep things a lot clearer for everyone concerned. Does James know about your little assignment from Dumbledore?”

“He’s not happy about it, but he won’t interfere “ not when it comes directly from the headmaster. As to your doubts “ yes, they’re written all over your face “ Severus was my childhood friend, the only friend I had when I left home to come to Hogwarts for the first time. I owe him this.” Lily’s last words were hardly more than a whisper.

Lupin’s eyes searched Lily’s face as he posed, “Even if he rebuffs you?”

“I have to try at least,” she maintained with a small shrug.

Lupin nodded that he understood as he turned to walk by her side. His gaze was on a distant point as he spoke but it was clear by how Lily inclined her head that she was listening intently.

“His arguments are difficult to counter, slanted as they are to his viewpoint,” Lupin mused. “He’s right that his friends are more likely to accept you into their fold than we would be to accept him; but that’s only because they would seek to corrupt you in their own image.”

“How about explaining the difference between the type of lawless friends with whom he’s associating?” Lily asked.

“He could counter that the Marauders are a bunch of outlaws themselves “ and he wouldn’t be totally wrong. Face it, both groups break the rules when it suits them, and each believes that they are a law onto themselves.”

“But yet you agree with me that the situations are totally dissimilar….”

“Naturally, but to argue that the Marauders only break rules, while the Death Eaters seek to break laws, isn’t a very strong argument. He’s already made up his mind “ or allowed himself to be convinced, if I allow for your viewpoint. He sees things only in terms of black and white; he won’t be swayed by the nuances.” Lupin stopped to face her directly.

“Dumbledore thinks that there may still be a chance,” Lily replied in a wistful tone.

Lupin’s voice was more resigned as he answered, “Yes, I know. But Dumbledore will always see a chance, even when we’ve given up hope on our own selves. It’s the nature of his idealism to believe that there’s a spark of goodness in everyone… I believe he would’ve even tried to reform Adolf Hitler if he’d been given the chance, steered him into expressing his hatred and alienation through his artwork.” He gave Lily a sad smile that was tinged with hope around the edges.

Lily’s eyes sparkled as she laughed. “Remus, you always find amusement in the most unexpected places! I can just picture Adolf sitting on the Left Bank among the Post-Impressionists of his age. I don’t think a beret would’ve suited him much.”

Lupin’s smile was genuine as he replied, “Perhaps he would’ve started a new fashion.”

The memory ended and the figures melted back into the swirling silver eddies. Harry felt as if his mother had been so close that he could’ve touched her. The sensation of yearning reminded him of how he had felt in front of the Mirror of Erised so many years ago.

Harry turned to Lupin with a new appreciation for the person he’d been as a young man. Harry could see bits of himself in his mother and things in Lupin that reminded him unmistakably of Hermione. “Did you help her to find the words?” he asked.

“As best I could. It was a rather difficult assignment for a boy of seventeen,” Lupin’s voice carried the unmistakable tinge of nostalgia. “Needless to say, Severus was not swayed by them “ at least not at the time. We do know that he reformed later, or so we’ve been led to believe.”

“What did Lily “ my mother “ report back?”

Lupin noticeably steeled himself before answering, “That he’d told her to not waste her breath “ not unless she was willing to handle his rehabilitation personally herself, that is. I’m virtually certain she did not recount that last part to James.”

“Tell me, Remus, how do you do it? You always seem to attack things from a unique angle.” Harry felt certain that Lupin would have given those Oxford dons a run for their money.

“Firstly, let me confess to the advantages of having been alive when these events took place,” Lupin admitted. “Principally, I think that’s what started me down this particular road. You see, even though I was still attending Hogwarts at the time, we were not so divorced from reality that we should’ve been so unaware of Riddle’s involvement in Snape’s trial. Many of us subscribed to the Daily Prophet and listened to the wireless, yet the only real news we had of it was when Dumbledore announced in the Great Hall that Severus had been cleared of all charges. He didn’t go into detail about the changes in the law, but it was the subject of many classroom discussions by the other teachers.”

“How did Snape react to the announcement?” Harry was curious.

“He was purposely absent “ did not want any more attention now that his nightmare was over.”

“But many people would’ve wanted to congratulate him on his perseverance…”

“He didn’t want their friendship, you recall. He came to hate the limelight that much more because of his experience.”

“I’m the first to tell you that living in the spotlight is torturous,” Harry admitted. “But it helps when others recognize you for your accomplishments, even if you feel their admiration is not totally deserved. It keeps you from feeling so alone and unworthy.”

“Apparently, a lesson young Severus never learned,” Lupin concluded simply.

“I’m sorry I got us off-track. Please continue with your explanation,” Harry urged.

“So from the moment I started reading the court transcripts, I was conscious that there was a discrepancy in the manner in which the event was being reported. In your analysis, you assumed that Voldemort was acting out of character and then sought to determine why. I, on the other hand, assumed that Voldemort was acting completely within his usual parameters and then sought an explanation with that in mind. After all, Voldemort was hardly known for his altruism, so there had to be something luring him that he could not have obtained by any other means.”

“You make it sound so simple,” Harry confessed, shaking his head in frustration.

“There was nothing wrong with your own conclusions, Harry,” Lupin assured him. “From the start, I specified that there were no right or wrong answers to this exercise, that it was all conjecture. Each of us brings our own unique experiences to the problem and that’s how all the nuances are dissected. You illuminated some possible outcomes that I had never considered since I already knew how the events played out.”

Lupin picked up the nearest stack of legal documents and dropped them solidly on the carpeted floor so that they made a resounding bang. With a playful twinkle in his eyes, he leapt up from the chair, grabbed the stack that Harry had been balancing on his lap and did likewise.

“Enough of this!” he cried jubilantly. “Let’s go find Tonks and see what manner of celebration she recommends. There’s a whole gamut of desserts we haven’t yet sampled!”






If Lupin’s mental processes often seemed like they were in a foreign language, Snape’s appeared to be those of an altogether different species. More than ever, Harry concluded that he was entirely out of his depth. From the onset of their next encounter Snape injected venom and vitriol into every statement.

In desperation, Harry threatened, “What’s to keep me from just turning you over to the Order?”

Incomprehensively, Snape chuckled. “All in good time. But for now, you won’t. You have no way to compel them to share their findings with you. Face it, for the present time, we need one another.”

“I’m sure the Order can do a better job of extracting a full confession.”

Snape was nonplussed as he responded, “Really? There’s not enough Veritaserum in the world for that!”

“Curious thing, Kingsley Shacklebolt said the exact same thing “ only the headmistress suggested that they start brewing a bigger batch,” Harry countered mercilessly.

“You misunderstand me.” Snape laughed sardonically. “Veritaserum has its limitations; its effects can be resisted if one’s resolve is strong enough…. This surprises you? Why should there be any guarantees in life?”

“What do you want from me then?” Harry sighed in resignation.

“A trade: information for you in exchange for protection for me.”

“I can’t give you that,” Harry admitted candidly. “Only the Order can.”

“And you have a very privileged association with the man who heads the Order.”

Harry was momentarily perplexed. “Surely, you don’t mean Lupin? He’s just in charge of my personal training. Granted, it must seem a pretty big assignment to him at times.”

“Think again.” Snape’s cavernous eyes bored into Harry’s. “Your mentor heads the Order, make no mistake about that.”

Deciding to play along, Harry volleyed back, “What makes you think I won’t seek the answers that I need from him then?”

“Because he doesn’t have them.” Snape’s enunciation was deliberate. “You are delving into matters that fall too deeply within the Dark Arts and he will not have gone there. He’s too much of an idealist. He still feels that it’s possible to fight corruption and hatred by keeping to the high ground. It’s what gives him his superior attitude.”

“That’s rich! Coming from the man who practically patented his own brand of arrogance!”

“We all bring our own talents to bear on the situation,” Snape replied. “Have you been able to confirm the truth of Tonks’ tale of woe?”

With considerable effort, Harry resisted the urge to lash out at Snape’s sarcasm. “She gave me more details than you could have obtained from Ministry records.”

“Still distrustful, I see. What about Lupin’s part in it?”

“I couldn’t bring myself to ask her about that.”

“Well, you’re unlikely to ever hear it from him!”

“The proper situation hasn’t presented itself yet,” Harry answered honestly.

Snape’s gaze appraised Harry in a manner that made him feel distinctly uncomfortable. “A very privileged association indeed.” Without another word, the mirror surface became blank.

Harry collapsed on the nearest chair to consider his options “ or rather lack of them, he thought ruefully. Despite all the warning bells that should have been going off in his head, it was difficult to resist Snape’s seductive promise to share his knowledge, especially when it had been presented in his silkiest tones. The man had better have valuable information to impart as Harry knew that sooner or later he would have to defend his actions to Lupin. If not, then he alone would have to bear the blame for his poor choices. But he was prepared to endure that, if necessary. Lupin’s wrath would be a small price to pay for solving the riddle of the Horcruxes.

Snape’s definitive assertions about Lupin heading the Order were hard to put aside. Could it be possible that Snape was correct when it came to this also? Harry’s mind wandered back to the desultory dialog that he’d been sharing with Hermione.

“Remember what Mrs. Weasley said about the three jump rule: that it’s standard procedure for members of the Order,” Hermione offered.

“Does that reasoning not make sense to you?” Harry replied.

“Only too well. It had Remus’ fingerprints all over it.”

“You mean like the Gryffindor passwords being in French and Neville with the only dictionary?” Harry commented.

“Exactly, the deliberate double-blind,” agreed Hermione. “It’s just too well thought out. I think we’re wrong about him, I think he leads the Order now.”

Harry reminded himself that he had seen Lupin differ to McGonagall on numerous occasions, so he couldn’t say that he was exactly convinced. Once again, he recalled the words that he could not tell Hermione: Arthur’s unequivocal declaration that he and Lupin should not travel abroad together in case Plan B was put into play.
Chapter 43 Sunshine and Shadows by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
A valuable clue about the Horcruxes; Harry is surprised that Lupin does not chew him out when he learns of the Sectumsempra incident with Malfoy; Tonks hosts a workshop on advanced Apparition techniques.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 43
Sunshine and Shadows


The cold, icy weeks of January plodded on and each day seemed drearier than the last. The feeble light was practically gone from the sky by the time that afternoon classes were over, making the evenings seem oppressive by comparison.

Then it happened. That one glorious day that reminds everyone that there is still beauty in the world and that spring will come just like it always has before. The sky was a perfect robin’s egg blue, the weak sun still a pale yellow but shining for all it was worth. Even the air seemed like it had been fresh-scrubbed despite its icy edge.

There was a feeling of barely suppressed jubilation throughout the halls of Hogwarts that morning. The courtyards and covered bridge were full of students taking a moment to savor the day’s promise between classes. The lucky older ones with free periods had spread their study materials on every available outdoor surface, including many of the flat rocks lakeside. The really daring ones had donned outdoor clothing in order to frolic freely among the snowy patches of lawn, their school robes discarded along with their books in shadowy corners.

From a first story window overlooking the main courtyard, Harry watched the light-hearted antics with a heaviness that he could not shake. After having assisted Tonks with her first-years, he did not have any other pressing engagements that day yet he couldn’t bring himself to join in with the merry-making. With a ponderous sigh, he retrieved the scrap of parchment that outlined Ginny’s daily schedule. Gone were the days when the simple grid provided him with a stray bit of comfort. It had become his blueprint for avoiding any chance encounters with Ginny “ or more to the point “ Ginny in the company of Robert. She would be more likely to be on the other side of the castle at this time of day, but Harry reminded himself that it never hurt to be extra cautious.

He watched the majority of the students scamper back through the Great Doors to attend their next round of classes, the echoes of their shouts and laughter dying off as they settled themselves to their routines. Pointlessly, he allowed himself to comb the edges of the lake for a glint of Ginny’s copper mane even though he knew she would not be there.

He felt a hand on his shoulder and a sympathetic voice whisper, “Thinking of Ginny, I see.”

“Just letting my mind wander,” Harry dissembled to Lupin’s sad smile as he hastily folded the schedule away.

“You know you could end this right now by just going to her,” Lupin suggested softly even though the corridor was empty of anyone save themselves.

“I really don’t think I have enough nerve to interrupt her in mid-snog,” Harry scoffed half-heartedly.

“I haven’t seen her be that indiscreet since she started seeing Robert, perhaps out of consideration for your feelings. But since when have you been such a stickler for decorum anyway?”

It was a measure of their closeness that Harry returned with a grin, “That does sound a lot more like you, doesn’t it?”

“Touché,” Lupin acknowledged the barb with a tilt of his head. “You still didn’t answer my question, though. If it hurts so much, why not just tell her now?”

A thousand reasons tumbled through Harry’s mind, but he settled for a glum, “Dunno. I’m still waiting for the right moment, I guess.”

“That perfect moment might never come, you know. Life has a way of constantly interfering.”

“You may be right,” Harry answered, assuming the same light tone that Lupin had employed. “When did you surrender to Tonks? Was it the night that Dumbledore died?”

“Yes. We talked everything over for a very long time, so it was probably closer to dawn of the next day, I suspect. After she told me that she felt the same, do you know what she said to me? That’s she’d been waiting a long time to share those words with me.”

“What was your response to that?”

“What could I say?” Lupin smiled introspectively. “I confessed that I should’ve told her sooner. In so doing, I realized how much time we’d wasted with pettiness; time that we may never get back again.”

Catching sight of the closed door to the Transfiguration classroom, Harry noted, “Remus, don’t you have a class that meets at this time?”

Lupin nodded. “I gave them a few extra minutes to review their notes before I pass out the exam papers that I’d planned for today.”

“That’s going to put a damper on their spring fever for sure.” Harry chuckled.

“Sybill Trelawney couldn’t be any worse at prognosticating the weather!” Lupin laughed wryly. “Would I redeem myself if I allowed them to leave class early one at a time as they turn in their completed exams? What do you think?”

“I’ve heard of that being done at University; I just didn’t think it was standard procedure at Hogwarts,” Harry observed.

“It isn’t, but I'm feeling generous today.” Lupin smiled warmly. “It shouldn’t be too noticeable if they trickle out one by one with explicit instructions to go outside. Any disturbances could easily be traced back to them so I can always exact a price later.”

Harry smiled in return. “I think they might just forgive you after all, Remus.”






Feeling rejuvenated in spirit, Harry made his way down the sloping lawn to his favorite rock by the lake. He settled himself against the broken tree stump and withdrew the chicken legs that he had appropriated from lunch in the Great Hall. The weak sunlight had not yet warmed the rock to a comfortable temperature but he was able to recall the spell that Mad-Eye Moody had used on the greenhouse flagstones at the Burrow. From his other pocket, he withdrew his battered copy of Long Lost Secrets of the Valley of the Kings book to do a bit of light reading.

He was soon lost in the adventure tale as he imagined Mad-Eye himself retelling it in his grainy voice to a group of awed first-years gathered around a blazing fire. He smiled as he envisioned how the spooky parts could really be milked for maximum impact. Here was a particularly good passage, he thought to himself as he read the words before him:

There was no shortage of harrowing tales about narrowly avoided curses and blights that could befall anyone who dishonored their mighty ancestors by desecrating their tombs. Despite the rifeness of these superstitions, they had summarily been discounted by grave robbers who often relieved the dead of their sacred objects within the first year after burial.

But no tale was as disconcerting as that of twin pharaohs who had been murdered at the hands of their villainous relatives, their sacred organs placed in matching jars to confuse Anubis, great god of the Underworld, when he went to weigh their worth. The legend tells that as the grave robbers attempted to extract one jar to safety, such a magnetic pull was wrought from the remaining jar that one robber was struck dead as his heart came to an abrupt halt. Even more surprising, when the two jars were brought close together in the tomb, the contents of each began to rattle ominously as if calling out to its twin. That these were one of the few examples of true cursed objects became the subject of much debate as the remaining tomb robbers each succumbed to mysterious illnesses within months of unearthing their unearthly treasure.

The last remaining robber sought to break the spell by returning all the items to the original site but died of an unexplained localized sand storm that buried him shoulder deep with the last remaining jar in his greedy hands, miles from the original site. Local legends tell of his spirit wandering from tomb to tomb in search of the lost twin, the contents of the jar rattling in warning of the presence of other cursed objects.


The sound of the raucous bird cries in the trees alerted Harry to his immediate surroundings as a new batch of students poured out onto the lawn. Absently, he watched them run down the slope in his direction as his thoughts still remained on the words of the story. Could it be that among the threads of fabrication and rumor he had just found a kernel of truth? Did the story seem to imply that each Horcrux from a similar source could call out to one another?

With deliberate casualness, Harry closed the book and returned it to the pocket of his school robes as his heart beat out an excited tattoo. Unless he was totally off the mark, his task of identifying the other Horcruxes had just become that much simpler. He would use the locket of Salazar Slytherin as a beacon of sorts to lure him to the others. Now that it had been cased in a lead-lined container, not only would its negative effects be minimized, but the metal itself would serve to amplify the kindred vibrations that signaled other Horcruxes.

He knew exactly where he would begin his search “ the Room of Requirement.






The lingering warmth of the large rock drew other students to join Harry by the lake, many of whom he remembered from Tonks’ classes. They were thrilled to have an opportunity to draw him into conversation away from the prying eyes of teachers. In return, Harry enjoyed a rare chance to joke with them in a manner that would not have been totally appropriate in the classroom.

He was not aware that the group had swelled to such a large size until it dissolved into uproarious laughter at a fifth-year’s dead-on impersonation of Tonks going on about sexism in their day-to-day activities at Hogwarts. When she got to the lament about how even the gargoyles guarding the headmistress’ office and the winged boars at the school gates were male -- she had made it her mission to check personally “ Harry was laughing so hard, he was clutching his side. He wiped the mirth from his eyes and took a closer look at the faux-Tonks, wondering if this was one of the Hufflepuffs who attended the regular mid-week cabaret session. From her tie, though, he deduced that she was a Ravenclaw whom he had not previously met. He leaned over and whispered in Leah’s ear, who after consulting with her ever present acolytes, reported solemnly that the girl’s name was Jennifer Tomlinson.

He wondered if he would catch her doing an impersonation of him in the near future, complete with tortured question-and-answer session and then subsequent grilling by an extra-shrill Ginny. Well, maybe not the last part since it was not common knowledge, unless she was able to recruit Ginny to play herself “ which would not have surprised him in the least.

“Jennifer, I’m not exactly sure that Professor Tonks would consider your impersonation an homage or not,” Harry heard Lupin’s familiar voice from behind him. “Sexism is a serious subject for any young woman who seeks to make her way in today’s world. You wouldn’t want to be hampered by society’s outdated rules, would you?”

A hushed awe fell over the group as they slowly recognized that it was Lupin in the bright blue mountaineer’s jacket and hiking boots.

Caught in the spotlight, Jennifer swallowed and asked in a remarkably small voice, “You’re not going to give me detention, are you, Professor Lupin?”

“Not this time, Jennifer,” Lupin replied solemnly. “I’m not even going to deduct any house points because so many people were enablers this afternoon that you would all just end up canceling each other out.”

There was a round of nervous laughter from the assemblage. Harry wondered why their first reaction hadn’t been to simply melt away, but he was hardly one to give them instructions.

“I’ll give you a bit of friendly advice, though,” Lupin added silkily. “I wouldn’t let the headmistress or better yet, Professor Tonks, catch you doing your little comedy sketch -- or detention is going to be the least of your worries.”

On that note of dismissal, everyone quickly gathered themselves up and made for the school building or other areas of the grounds. Harry did his best to hide his smirk until everyone was out of earshot.

He smiled up at Lupin. “I didn’t recognize you dressed in your Kilimanjaro garb.”

“Thought you might fancy a hike around the lake,” Lupin offered genially. “Minerva assured me that the trail still qualifies as being on school grounds.”

“What about that portion that goes through the Forbidden Forest?” Harry asked as he rose from his sitting position. The part where I defended Sirius from the dementors, he thought silently. No need to remind Lupin where he’d been during that episode.

“As long as you’re with me, I don’t think it will be a problem,” Lupin countered. “Keeps the hordes from following, though.”

“Tell me, Remus,” Harry asked as they set off at a brisk pace, “just what do you think Tonks would have done to Jennifer?”

“Firstly, there’s the copyright infringement issue.” Lupin ticked off the items with his gloved fingers. “Then she’d have to explain herself to Tonks’ theatrical agent “ talk about a barracuda! Then there’d be the inevitable invitations to form her own troupe in the Ravenclaw common room. Well, you see it would just spiral out of control…”

“You’re just as bad as they are, Remus!” Harry laughed. “Next you’re going to tell me that this hike is my punishment for having warmed up the rock in the first place so that they all congregated there.”

“It doesn’t count as punishment unless I make you pack rocks in your book bag, you know,” Lupin joked. “And it appears as if you are woefully unprepared for that.”

“Good thing I remembered to grab my parka to put on under my school robes, though,” Harry returned. “It’s a lot colder in the shade.”

“I know we weren’t originally scheduled for this afternoon, Harry.” Lupin steered the conversation into more serious waters. “But I was hoping for another chapter of that serialization you promised me.”

“Right.” Harry nodded as he thought of an appropriate topic. They were certainly distant enough from anyone else to worry about the confidentiality issue. “You don’t mind if I cast a muffliato spell just in case, do you?”

“Here, let me,” Lupin offered as he went through the wand motions.

“Let’s start with Sectumsempra then,” Harry offered.

“So it’s back to Severus Snape already,” Lupin commented.

“You knew? All this time and you knew?”

“You did tell me as much when you begged me to put the subject aside,” Lupin reminded him kindly. “But, yes, I knew even before that. Sectumsempra used to be Snape’s signature incantation; he was always threatening people with it when we were in school.”

“Are you aware what the spell does, Remus?” Harry asked pointedly. “Let me fill you in.” He described the events of that afternoon: his reaction to Draco’s impending curse, its aftermath, and how Snape had intervened to save Draco’s life.

“You didn’t think to try the spell out on some innocuous object first?” Remus replied quietly. “Like that tree branch.”

“I never got the chance. I know that you must think less of me after that story, Remus, but I felt that you were entitled to know the truth.”

“Did you learn your lesson, Harry?” Lupin inquired gravely. “Will you ever throw a curse without knowing its results beforehand?”

“Never! I shudder to think what could have happened if Snape hadn’t been handy enough to repair the damage. It was an amazing healing procedure he performed.”

“For one thing, Dumbledore would not have died; or at least, not in the same manner. Draco was instrumental in allowing the Death Eaters to infiltrate the school,” Lupin summarized.

“I had an opportunity to short-circuit that plan, also, if only I’d known what to look for,” Harry confessed. Realizing that he was telling the tale backwards, Harry stopped to rethink how he should begin. “Remus, you recall me asking you about the Half-Blood Prince last Christmas?”

“The chap who’d written his name in your borrowed Potions book?” Lupin clearly remembered. “How does he figure into this?”

“That chap turned out to be Severus Snape, his mother’s maiden name was Prince. Half-Blood Prince was some sort of nickname for him.”

“I can’t say I ever remember that from school, Harry. I assure you Sirius and James practically made taunting Snape into an organized sport.”

“It may have been a more private nickname than that,” Harry volunteered since he’d had time to think things through more calmly since then. “Do you think my dad picked on Snape as a way to get noticed by Lily?”

“I never really thought about it that way,” Lupin replied thoughtfully. “That might have worked against him, to tell you the truth. There were plenty of opportunities to interact with Lily since she was in our House. But by the time the Marauders were old enough to think seriously about girls, Severus had already demonstrated to Lily that he only really cared about the Slytherin lads.”

“I learned the Sectumsempra spell from the margins of that old Potions book, the only notation it had was ‘for enemies’. There were so many unusual and useful hints for potions in the book that I was lured by my successes to think that it could only offer good advice. Snape knew from the grisly results of my spell that I had employed his signature curse. He demanded that I show him all of my course books, so I brought him Ron’s Potions book instead to throw him off track.”

“Did it work?” Lupin asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Only temporarily,” Harry admitted. “He couldn’t prove me wrong, but he knew I was lying. It was as if his eyes could read my very thoughts as he stared me down. He knows I had his old book, Remus. Still have it, in fact. It’s just very cleverly hidden.”

“You have my attention,” Lupin urged.

Harry recounted hiding the book in the Room of Requirement, the overlooked Vanishing Cabinet, Trelawney’s sherry bottles and every other extraneous detail that fit into that puzzle.

“So that’s why you distrust Trelawney so,” Lupin summarized. “She had just as much an opportunity to advise the headmistress about the abandoned Vanishing Cabinet, but she didn’t. You, however, did the noble thing and led the headmistress to it.”

“Once I put the pieces together,” admitted Harry. “But I didn’t tell her about the book. It’s still sitting there where I hid it last spring. I double-checked on it right after the protocols for the Room of Requirement were tweaked and I can still get into that room.”

“Would you be willing to show it to me?” Lupin asked the question that Harry had been dreading.

But he’d had months to prepare, so without missing a beat, Harry replied, “Yes, but it cannot be removed from that room. It’s too big a risk of it either falling into the wrong hands or my not being able to access the hiding place otherwise. I’ll allow you to examine it at length, Remus, but you have to agree to my terms.”

“I can live with that compromise,” Lupin added solemnly as they neared the last part of the hiking trail. “How about on Thursday, prior to our practice sessions with the alternate wands? We’ll be using the Room of Requirement anyway.”

“Agreed. Thanks for not chewing me out over the Sectumsempra issue, though.”

“I suspect you’ve had plenty of time to do that to yourself already,” Lupin supplied with a kindly pat on the shoulder.

It was only in retrospect that Harry realized that nothing in Lupin’s reactions showed that he’d made the connection between Harry’s gut reaction to employ the Sectumsempra curse and Tonks’ defense in the alley ambush. He wondered if this was an indication that Snape’s tale concerning Lupin’s lack of compassion had been a fabrication after all.





With the start of February came Apparition lessons in the Great Hall for the sixth years. True to his word, Lupin arranged for the headmistress to lift the ban on Apparitions within the school to include the small adjoining anteroom. Personal invitations were issued to all seventh year students to attend a special workshop conducted by Tonks that would address more advanced techniques.

“Sorry I won’t be able to teach you personally,” Lupin confided to Harry. “But I’m stuck in the Great Hall keeping a watchful eye over the Gryffindors. Tonks taught me the silent Apparition technique, so she seemed a natural choice. She has a few other variations that she’s developed, also, but I didn’t prove to be as adept a student at those.”

When Saturday rolled around, Harry, Ron, Hermione and Neville joined the stream of sixth years that were headed towards the Great Hall. Harry remembered only too clearly how excited he had been at the start of that first session and how frustrated he’d been by its end. Certain in the knowledge that Robert was not present since he was only in fifth year, Harry stopped to say a few encouraging words to Ginny. He’d forgotten how much a smile from her seemed to warm him down to his toes. For a second, he considered pretending to need remedial lessons just to stay in her presence, but then saw that Lupin was watching him intently and he would never get away with it.

As he hesitated at the anteroom door, Harry noted that Lupin had gathered the Gryffindors on the closest side of the Hall. He indulged himself and cast one last lingering look in Ginny’s direction even though she was deep in conversation with another Gryffindor girl. By the time someone alerted Ginny of the extra attention she was garnering, Harry had already ducked out of sight.

The sparse furniture in the anteroom had all been moved to the walls. Harry waved in greeting to Daphne and Susan Bones who were currently engaged in an animated discussion with Hermione. He directed his attention to Tonks who was seated atop a long table with her legs swinging happily as she waited for her elite students to assemble. She returned his smile warmly.

“Welcome all,” Tonks intoned merrily. “I’m here to teach you some variations on Apparition techniques that are not currently part of the established curriculum. Some of them are routinely employed by the Auror Department in the Ministry of Magic. Others I developed on my own and are currently classified for recreational use. Don’t let that classification deter you, though. It was imposed by a group of gentlemen who were unable to master some of the more creative variations.”

Nimbly she jumped down from her perch and then caught everyone’s eye briefly to make sure she had their undivided attention. “If it’s a distraction you need,” Tonks elaborated, “nothing will beat this one.” With practiced ease, she extended her arms gracefully and turned on the spot like Wilkie Twycross was demonstrating in the next room at the very moment. As Tonks came around to her starting point, she added an extra spin with an effortless flick of her leg and suddenly she was gone amid a shower of dancing silver stars!

An appreciative gasp was heard from the onlookers whose eyes were focused on the fading pinpoints of light. Everyone jumped to hear Tonks’ voice originating from the back of the room where she had reappeared soundlessly.

“Did you see the stars?” she asked happily. “I’m never fast enough to see them myself, so I’ll just have to take your word for it.”

“That was….phenomenal!” Hermione gushed as she turned around to face Tonks.

The small spattering of applause that followed just seemed to embarrass Tonks. “That one will definitely take a while to master,” she admitted. “So we’re just going to start with learning the simple techniques for soundless Apparation.”

Methodically, she explained the proper body placement and then the feeling of lightness that was obtained by tightening the stomach and hamstring muscles prior to beginning their basic rotation. Tonks went around the room and guided them one-by-one until each had achieved their first practically soundless Apparition. After a few successive attempts, though, it was clear that everyone was short of breath.

“It takes a bit of practice before it becomes second nature,” Tonks explained. “And you have to remember to breathe or you will find yourself winded in no time. Everyone’s inclination is to hold their breath when they tighten their stomach muscles, but the secret is to contract one set of muscles without engaging the diaphragm that controls your breathing. This you can practice just about anywhere on your own.”

She was interrupted briefly as Lupin stuck his head in the door and looked over the assemblage critically. “Tell me you haven’t been telling them stories about your wild days in the Auror Department,” he admonished in a no nonsense tone.

“Of course not, Remus,” Tonks returned with an innocent smile. “I haven’t mentioned the parties at all.”

Someone tugged on Lupin’s sleeve from the other room and he was drawn away from the door. Once the door was shut, Tonks gave the seventh years her best conspiratorial look.

“He said something about parties…” Harry prompted her. He was getting used to being her back-up straight man, anyway.

“Yes, please tell us.”

“Please…”

“We won’t tell.”

Knowing she had her audience in the palm of her hand, Tonks allowed them to catch their breath as she regaled them. “The Auror Department used to have the most entertaining parties, back before Alastor Moody retired. You remember him from Halloween, right?”

“Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde?” Neville asked for clarification.

“Exactly. Now that Scrimgeour has taken over as Minister, perhaps Gawain Robards will revive the tradition. But it was Kingsley Shacklebolt who was my main co-conspirator back in Moody’s day.”

“Shacklebolt was in the genie outfit, right?” Daphne inquired. “Big earring in his ear?”

“You got it. He always sports the earring, though it’s generally more discreet.”

“I still haven’t heard any details about the parties,” Susan reminded her shamelessly.

Tonks threw her an appreciative smile before continuing, “Kingsley and I started experimenting with Disapparating from the dance floor “ just goofing off as neither of us had dates for the evening. He does this incredible move that he learned from watching Gregory Hines: turning mightily off-kilter and reappearing still in motion like a tornado. Don’t know how it doesn’t land him on his….” Tonks hesitated as she searched for the proper euphemism.

“Posterior?” Hermione suggested amid much giggling.

“…backside,” Tonks decided. “He doesn’t even seem to make himself dizzy, if you can believe it! But somehow it works for him. I ended up with the faerie lights number, or so everyone else calls it.”

“You really can’t see the starts in your wake?” Ron asked. “Blimey, that’s the best part!”

“Tell me about it,” Tonks concurred. “I’ve used it to sneak up on a lot of people that were mesmerized by my exit, though!”

After a bit more practice, their hour was up. Tonks promised she would hold another session soon but that everyone should practice today’s technique while remembering to breathe. Otherwise, it would never serve them in a true battle situation.

Ginny had already hurried off to her Quidditch practice so Harry didn’t get a chance to speak with her after the lesson. Instead, Lupin caught up with him as he left the Great Hall.

“What did you think?” he asked conversationally.

“She’s much better at the fancy stuff than you are, Professor,” Harry replied candidly.

“I’m a clumsy ox by comparison, right?” Lupin admitted with a sharp laugh.

“Not entirely, but I can’t see you doing the faerie lights number, either.”

“She showed you that one after all, didn’t she?”

“Opened with it, in fact,” Harry admitted. “But in her defense, she did say she used it as a distraction when she wanted someone to be so intent on her disappearance that her reappearance was overlooked.”

“Outsmarted again,” Lupin issued with a wry chuckle.
Chapter 44 The Treasure Room by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The trio mounts an expedition to the Room of Requirement to search among the discarded objects.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 44
The Treasure Room


Harry wanted to share his recent discovery about identifying Horcruxes with Ron and Hermione immediately, but finding a free moment without anyone else present proved more problematic than he had foreseen. However, in the wake of high spirits from Tonks’ Apparition workshop, Neville and Daphne wandered off to practice their breathing techniques together. Now, that was a euphemism he hadn’t heard before, Harry thought sardonically; not that he wouldn’t have jumped at the chance to do likewise with Ginny.

Instead, he settled for jumping at the chance to recruit Ron and Hermione for the onerous task of finding Voldemort’s Horcruxes. They shared his enthusiasm and were eager to start sweeping the Room of Requirement immediately that same evening.

“It just seems too simple,” Hermione gushed with excitement. “It’s just like using a Muggle metal detector!”

“I think a Geiger counter would be a better comparison,” Ron corrected her. Then at her incredulous look, he added, “Those are the ones that search out negative vibrations, right?”

“Radioactivity, yeah,” Harry agreed, also impressed with Ron’s acuity.

One would have thought there had been more than six students present at Tonks’ workshop gauging by the number of couples that Harry encountered practicing their breathing techniques that evening. Well, it was Saturday night and the Room of Requirement was hardly a prime destination. Most students still did not know of its existence nor its potential.

Harry warned Ron and Hermione not to attempt to access the room themselves as it had to be done very precisely in this instance. Since they had nothing to retrieve from the Treasure Room “ Harry had decided that’s what he was going to call it henceforth “ there would be no reason for the room to grant them access. Harry’s familiar mantra about needing to access his Potions book worked perfectly and the door materialized in the middle of the unbroken wall before them.

“Now, it’s going to be a bit overwhelming at first,” Harry warned them as he held the door open for Ron and Hermione to precede him. Once inside, he took a moment to wipe the Map and fold the Invisibility Cloak into his pocket before surveying his surroundings. Ron and Hermione were transfixed by the enormity of the scene before them.

“How are we going to search through all this?” Hermione gasped.

“It’s like a small city!” Ron observed.

“At least we won’t be sifting through piles of stuff, that would be a gargantuan task,” Harry agreed. “It’s more like searching for buried coins on the beach with a metal detector. We’ll be able to scan areas in a more general way and still obtain results.”

“Where do you suggest we begin?” Hermione inquired.

“Let’s do it clockwise,” suggested Ron. “Beginning with the left and sweeping around to the door again.”

Following Ron’s directions, Harry took the lead with the small lead-lined box held out in front of him like a lantern. Hermione followed with her dragon hide gloves tucked resolutely into her belt and Ron made up the rear. It was a somber procession as it wove first down one lane and then the next in silence, the locket remaining stubbornly inert inside its box. If only there had been some way to test out his theory beforehand, Harry thought to himself.

“How long have you known about this place?” Hermione whispered as they rounded another corner.

“Since I hid the Half-Blood Prince’s Potions book,” Harry replied without turning his head. “Since the end of last year.”

“But this was the same place that Draco had been using to repair the Vanishing Cabinet, right?” Ron queried.

“Yes, but I didn’t realize that at first. Initially, I only saw it as the form that the room assumed when I needed to hide the book. Obviously, it had been used to hide other objects by previous inhabitants of Hogwarts, but I didn’t realize that it was the place I had been feverishly searching for during all those months. I even spied the discarded Vanishing Cabinet during my very first visit. Not knowing what Draco’s plan was, I totally ignored it.”

“This is the same place that Trelawney uses to hide her empty sherry bottles, too?” Ron asked. “It looks like one big attic to me.”

“Yes, this is where Trelawney surprised Draco and gave me that one bit of information that made everything else fall into place. It’s a rather gruesome sort of attic, though.”

“So much stuff that we could’ve used for the Halloween ball,” Hermione mused. “I’m sure there are loads of old clothes in the assorted cupboards. You shouldn’t have kept this all to yourself!”

Harry stopped dead in his tracks and looked at Hermione directly. “Have you taken a good look at these items? These are the things that people wanted to hide permanently from view, mistakes they did not want to have to acknowledge to anyone else. Look carefully around you: there are discarded containers with all sorts of gristly creatures and concoctions that are probably deadly. Anything in this room is more likely to be cursed or hexed than not! While there may be true treasures among the more sinister items, how can we hope to distinguish between the two?”

“Er, he’s right, Hermione,” Ron hissed. “I saw a skeleton in a box back there that had way too many legs for its own good. And even though I have no earthly idea what creature it may have been, I am virtually certain that five is not an acceptable number of legs!”

“Sorry, Harry,” Hermione added in a squeaky voice. “I guess I wasn’t really thinking it through.”

They resumed their solemn march and a few rows later, Ron was prompted to ask, “Harry, I’ve been thinking about how you first found this room and something’s bothering me. How was Draco able to arrive here in the first place? Did he ask it to produce the room where the Vanishing Cabinet had been banished?”

“Nice pun,” Hermione muttered appreciatively.

“That’s a possibility. It might not have been exact enough, though, since Draco hadn’t hidden the Cabinet here himself.”

“That’s sort of what I’ve been thinking,” Ron admitted. “Only the alternative is more disturbing. If Draco came across it accidentally, just like you did, what was he hiding in the first place?”

“All good questions, Ron, but I can’t answer a single one,” Harry conceded. “The only fact I have is that Draco was already discussing the object that he’d found when I overheard him at Borgin & Burkes before the start of the fall term. So anything that he’d hidden here must have been done at some point during our fifth year.”

“But we were regularly using another version of the room during that time for Dumbledore’s Army!”

“Exactly.”

“Let’s just keep going as quickly as we can before Ron spooks me anymore,” suggested Hermione nervously.

As they rounded a blind corner, they came upon what was obviously a repository for used bottles, acres and acres of used bottles, their glass shapes twinkling in the light. It reminded Harry of an old tire dump he’d ridden by during a rare Sunday afternoon drive with the Dursleys. There had been an ocean of discarded tires far into the horizon.

“Blimey!” Ron exclaimed. “Hogwarts teachers must’ve been drinking on the sly since the school was founded!”

“Very funny, Ron.” Hermione sighed automatically. “Can we just skip this part and come back to it later? I don’t think I could face it right now.”

“Right, let’s move over to the other side of the room then,” Harry suggested. “It’ll be easy enough to remember where we left off on this side.”

The other side must have been the preferred site for discarded pieces of furniture, especially those that blocked the aisles and created impenetrable cul-de-sacs that required them to double-back and retrace their steps. It would have been easy to lose their bearings had Harry not insisted on returning to a spot from which he could view the corridor door before starting down each new avenue.

They were ensconced deeply within one of these canyons when they heard the unmistakable sound of the corridor door opening to admit someone else. Even though they were hidden from view, they instinctively froze in their tracks. Harry motioned for silence and then soundlessly draped himself in his Invisibility Cloak before easing back to the mouth of the avenue. Seconds later, he was back.

“It’s Trelawney,” he whispered after casting a muffliato charm. “Armful of empty bottles.”

“Is she alone?”

“Yes, seems pretty put out that someone left the light on while the room was empty, or so she was muttering to herself. She’s a bit unsteady on her feet.”

Hermione suppressed a giggle as Ron scoffed, “Stupid bat! Thinks this is just like an ordinary room that stays the same after you close the door.”

“Don’t move. I’m going to follow her to make sure that she’s not dissembling,” Harry whispered.

Hermione caught him urgently by the sleeve before he draped the Cloak over himself once more.

“Leave the locket with us just in case,” she urged and then slid it neatly into some dark shadows at the base of a particularly garish cabinet with an ax imbedded in its side.

“What if she turns this way and finds us?” Ron moaned.

“Right,” Harry thought quickly. “Pretend that you and Hermione were looking for a private place to snog.” At Hermione’s affronted look, he added with a grin, “How many other couples did we pass on our way up here? No one will give it a second thought.”

“Works for me,” Ron agreed with a smirk.

“Just don’t actually demonstrate for Trelawney if you can avoid it,” Harry warned. “If you do and she ends up chucking you out of the room, you may not be able to get back in.”

“Not even if I beg that I need to rescue my friend, Harry?” Hermione asked apprehensively.

“Not with the new safeguards,” Harry affirmed.

“Well, if that’s the case, then Trelawney can’t be up to anything shifty, either,” Ron concluded in an urgent whisper.

“Probably not,” Harry agreed. “But I’m going to follow her anyway.” Who’s to say she isn’t just checking up on some prior mischief, Harry intoned inwardly as the notion struck him.

He turned the corner slowly and found that Trelawney had gotten one of her scarves stuck and was waving her arms around like a windmill trying to disentangle herself. With a mighty tug, the scarf came loose minus a bit of fringe but Trelawney overbalanced herself and nearly fell flat on her back. With affronted dignity, she righted herself and continued on her way with her bottles clutched stubbornly to her chest once more.

She extended a trembling hand to steady herself as she turned the final corner and almost managed to drop her bottles in the process. By some miracle, she reached the edge of the bottle depository area without further mishap. Trelawney released the bottles from her arms with one motion, causing them to tinkle and crash among the others, the loud noise reverberating from the rafters. Harry resisted the urge to chuckle as she whipped her body around in a half-crouching position and started to make her way back to the door. She came very close to tripping on a number errant items before she was able to let herself back out into the corridor.

Harry returned to the others and reported what he’d seen. With a huge sigh of relief, he refolded his Cloak once more and retrieved the metal box from its temporary hiding place.

They continued their march as before but they hadn’t reached the end of the row before Hermione ventured, “Who else knows about his room?”

“You mean in its Treasure Room mode?” Harry clarified. “That’s what I’ve decided to call this.” He waved his unencumbered arm in a wide arc that encompassed the entire room.

“Nice irony,” Ron noted.

“Yes, that’s what I meant,” Hermione continued doggedly. “How many others know about the Treasure Room?”

“Let’s see, I brought Hagrid, Flitwick, and McGonagall inside with me to retrieve the Vanishing Cabinet. Other than that, there’s just Lupin.”

“You showed it to Lupin?” Hermione’s eyes were wide with apprehension. “I thought we agreed that we couldn’t involve him even remotely in the Horcrux search.”

“I didn’t,” Harry explained. “I just needed to show him the Potions book. Don’t look at me like that! We’ve been trying to figure out Snape’s motivations and it figured prominently in the discussion.”

“What’s to keep him from going over this room with a fine toothed comb?” Ron countered. “You know how he is.”

“Only if he suspects something, Ron,” Hermione came to Harry’s defense unexpectedly. “And Remus has no reason to distrust Harry, does he?”

“None whatsoever,” Harry replied. “He was actually very understanding when I told him that he could only examine the book inside this room as it was my sole key to returning. He waited patiently outside while I retrieved it from its hiding place and likewise when I secured it once more before leaving… Rest assured, he doesn’t even know the mantra that will invoke the Treasure Room.”

With a pang, Harry suspected that Lupin might feel differently if he knew about the conversations with Snape in the mirror. But there was no betrayal there, he would die rather than betray Lupin.

They turned a familiar corner and the ruined cabinet topped with the cross-dressing wizard came into view ahead. Harry felt an inexplicable queasiness start in his stomach. He was always apprehensive in this room until he double-checked that his prize was safe. Moving forward with deliberate steps, he switched the box to his left hand so that he could grab hold of the cabinet door with his right. His hand was actually trembling in the flickering light before him!

“Hermione, Ron, please come here!” Harry whispered urgently. Depositing the box into Hermione’s upturned hands, he demanded, “Do you feel anything?” Harry’s heart was hammering so hard that he could hear the pounding in his ears.

“I’m not certain, Harry,” Hermione cried. “It could just be your tone of voice, but I’m feeling nervous all over.”

Ron took the box from her and declared without hesitation, “It’s the box. The bloody locket is trembling inside and it’s affecting us directly. I believe we have just found another Horcrux!”

With a few deep breaths for courage, Harry gingerly opened the door to the cabinet and turned his attention to the items inside. Ron volunteered to hold the locket box and gauge which of the items in the immediate area garnered the biggest reaction. Wordlessly, Harry reached out for Hermione’s dragon hide gloves before lowering his hand into the depths of the cabinet.

“I could really use a bit more light,” Harry whispered.

Almost immediately, Hermione leaned over him with her wand tip glowing brilliantly. She adjusted it so that it shone into the cabinet’s depths and not into Harry’s eyes.

With utmost care, Harry lifted the bird cage with the rotting skeleton and turned towards the others. Ron moved the locket box until the two items were less than an inch apart, then shook his head. Harry repeated the procedure with a silken dressing gown that had huge claw marks raked across the embroidered back. Still no reaction from the locket. It was followed by a hammer and mallet crusted with a thick layer of rust “ although Hermione was convinced the substance was actually dried blood, non-human in origin by its strange yellowish shade. Two jars of some innocuous looking fluid came next, one which felt so icy cold to the touch that Harry nearly dropped it despite his gloves, the other scalding hot.

The pile of discarded objects grew steadily as Harry removed more and more unusual objects from the cabinet, all of which failed to elicit any changes in the locket. Ron assured them that he could still feel it vibrating steadily as before so a true Horcrux must be near.

Apprehensively, Harry removed the last item from the cabinet’s depths. He ran his gloves over the book’s cover to remove any dust that had collected since his last visit, then flipped to the back cover where the now familiar scrawl showed ‘Property of the Half-Blood Prince.’ With a heavy heart, he balanced the book in both palms and held it out for Ron’s inspection. Before the box had approached more than half-way, Harry could feel a strange tingling sensation moving slowly up his arms. He held his breath to try to silence his heart as the metal box approached. By the widening of Ron’s eyes, he could tell immediately that the locket was responding inside of its box.

“It feels like it’s trying to jump for joy,” Ron observed solemnly as he wrapped his hands more securely around the box.

“Subconsciously, I always knew it!” Hermione whispered with mounting dread.






That Severus Snape would have one of Voldemort’s Horcruxes in his possession made perfect sense the more that Harry thought about it. What didn’t make sense was why it has been abandoned in a pile of old textbooks just waiting for an unsuspecting student to appropriate it. In the back of his mind he worried that it, too, might have some sort of proximity curse like the locket although he hadn’t felt any physical symptoms all those months that he had poured over it.

Without a doubt, Hermione’s analysis would attribute his reliance on the Prince’s notes as solid evidence that he was being corrupted by the Horcrux but Harry concluded that would just be bending the truth. More than anyone, Hermione should know that the written word could invoke a spell all its own, bend you to the writer’s will if he was skillful enough (or if the reader was gullible enough), and the Prince’s notations had been no different. Still, it was an argument he wished to avoid at all costs.

In the end, they had all agreed to leave the Potions book hidden in the Room of Requirement. Harry had taken the extra precaution of wrapping it carefully in the discarded silken robe before returning it to the cabinet and placing the gruesome cage on top. They had decided that it was unlikely that anyone else would find it there. Besides, they would still need to have some way to revisit the Treasure Room in the future.

After finding the Horcrux, none of them had the energy to continue canvassing the cavernous room. They vowed to return at a later date to complete the sweep of the remaining quadrants.

Harry felt a weariness down to his bones as he placed the locket box carefully on the desktop and stretched out on his bed. Before he realized it, he had fallen soundly asleep. His dreams were of strange insects that kept trying to attack him even though his bed curtains had been replaced with red mosquito netting. Every time he closed a window to keep them out, they found a new way to enter the tower “ either through the chimney, the drain pipes or the shower heads.

He woke with a start to find that he was still fully dressed except for the shoes that he had kicked off earlier. His glasses had slipped off his face and were half buried in the bedcovers but he quickly retrieved them. A solitary wall bracket was still burning in the common room to provide a bit of light; otherwise, the castle was dark and still.

No, not quite still, as Harry could detect a faint buzzing sound like the insects in his dream. Pulling his wand from his pocket, he commanded the brackets in his room to light. Everything was exactly as he’d left it when he’d lain down. The metal box containing the locket was on the side desk instead of on the closet shelf where he usually kept it, but he had left it out himself. Not wanting any of its sinister vibes to affect his mirror reception, he made to pick it up gingerly.

It was blazing hot to the touch! Harry backed away cautiously, instantly aware that something was amiss. Without coming in contact with the desktop or the box itself, he carefully lowered his ear to it until he felt the increased warmth on his skin. Yes, the buzzing noises were coming from inside the box. Another Horcrux! Right here in his room!

He noticed that he had not replaced the box exactly in the same spot as before and that a portion of the wood had begun to darken slightly from the heat. It would need his immediate attention before any other damage occurred. Realistically, he couldn’t see it actually causing the desk to burst into flames. But if he’d learned anything about magical objects during his years at Hogwarts, it was that they operated according to laws from a totally different reality.

He needed Hermione’s dragon hide gloves. With her asleep in her room, though, there was little chance he could just borrow them “ even if she’d left them in plain sight. He knew that Neville would probably have a pair as well, but he couldn’t very well wake up Neville and not expect a lot of questions followed by a solid offer to help. Harry concluded that his best option was to confer with Ron.

As a precaution Harry placed a muffliato charm on Neville’s door to keep any outside noises from alerting him of their activities. He decided against doing the same for Hermione since he would have gladly recruited her assistance first had it not been for the repelling hex on her doorway. If she woke up from any extraneous noise that he and Ron made, so much the better.

He lit a few more of the brackets in the common room but kept their lights low so as not to alert Neville. Then he quietly made his way into Ron’s room. He turned on a single lamp here, not that he couldn’t simply follow the sounds of Ron’s snoring directly to the bed. Knowing from experience that Ron was an unusually sound sleeper, Harry sat down on the blanket and began to shake his shoulder and call his name sharply.

Abruptly Ron’s eyes popped open and he looked at Harry as if he were a stranger. As the light of reason returned to his face, he cried, “Bloody hell, Harry! Is it time for class already? I don’t even remember what I did on Sunday!”

In a whisper, Harry filled him in on the current situation. Wrapping a robe over his pajamas, Ron tiptoed through the common room and boldly into Neville’s room. After a few harrowing moments that seemed endless to Harry as he waited outside, Ron returned triumphantly with a pair of tattered gardening gloves. Duly armed, they made their way into Harry’s bedchamber.

“Where do you usually keep this?” Ron asked, pointing to the metal box with a gloved hand.

“Don’t put it away just yet,” Harry suggested and directed Ron to rest the box on a pile of discarded socks on the far side of his bed. “I want to isolate what’s causing it to react this way.”

“Do you think it’s another Horcrux?” Ron asked with widening eyes.

“I’m certain of it.”

One by one, Harry removed objects from his desk drawers to perform the proximity test. Ron sat down next to the sock pile and placed a gloved hand gently on the box each time Harry neared with a new object. So far, nothing had elicited a response and Ron reported that the metal was starting to cool off as well. Much to Harry’s relief, the discolored spot on the desktop was also fading so there wouldn’t be any outside questions.

With a hammering heart, Harry unlocked the drawer that held his most private possessions in order to test them next. In a moment of clarity, he had already removed his duplicate wand and the mirror log to another hiding spot before going in search of Ron. He would have to test them on his own later, if needed.

Neither the Patronus list nor Ginny’s photo reacted with the locket. Harry’s apprehension was growing as he retrieved his Omnioculars and tired those as well. No response.

The last item was the photo album that Hagrid had removed from the ruins of his parents’ house. The moving pictures within spoke of a carefree life despite the looming shadow of Voldemort. It had provided Harry with countless hours of comfort.

“You’ve got to try it, mate,” Ron whispered as he saw Harry hesitate. “What are the odds anyway?”

With an air of indifference to mask his trepidation, Harry brought the photo album close to the metal box. Immediately Ron gasped and drew his glove away. There were actually small tendrils of smoke emanating from the box.

“It felt like it was dancing inside!” hissed Ron.

Harry moved away quickly and returned the precious album to the drawer, locking it once again. He sank on the bed in despair. How could it be? That album was the only real tie he had with his parents; he couldn’t bear to lose that now.

“Let me put the other items from that drawer into the secret compartment of your trunk. That way they won’t be in contact with the Horcrux. Does that sound all right to you?” Ron offered solicitously.

Harry nodded and rose mechanically to return the metal box to the back of his closet shelf where he normally kept it. He removed his glove to test the temperature before placing the usual stack of books in front of it. He gathered up the other discarded items from his desk and piled them all on top for sorting later.





When Neville left to do his early Sunday rounds the next morning, they filled Hermione in on the most recent developments. She was sympathetic to Harry’s plight and suggested that he consult with the Creevey brothers about getting some duplicate photos made.

“It may not be as much of a long shot as you think,” she added. “What have you got to lose?”

Everything, Harry thought darkly as he sank down onto the sofa. He didn’t have the heart to tell either of them that after Ron had returned to bed, he had spent the rest of the night looking through the album as if it were his only lifeline. How could such an object, a thing with no life of its own, take on so much meaning?

“How could it be?” Harry muttered more in a rhetorical manner than anything else.

He was surprised when Hermione answered anyway, “It had to have been caused by the death of one of your parents. Since Voldemort gave your mother a chance to step aside, it’s more likely that it was your father’s murder that allowed the creation of the Horcrux.” Hermione’s words cut like a sharp knife, even though her tone was soft and gentle as if she were reassuring a baby. “I’m sorry, Harry, is this too painful for you?”

“No,” he lied. It was still better than facing it alone, he thought. “I want to hear your theories. It helps me to distance myself.”

“Only if you think so,” Ron added with a note of skepticism. “You have to admit it was rather diabolical, leaving that album right there in plain sight where anyone could have picked it up.”

Picking up the thread, Hermione supplied, “The sheer randomness of it would have made locating the Horcrux later virtually impossible -- even for Voldemort himself.”

“Do you think he may have intended for one of the Muggle neighbors to pick it up, instead?” Ron countered.

“That would have made for a nice twist.” Hermione nodded appreciatively. “What do you think, Harry?”

“I suspect that no one other than Hagrid would have been able to see it,” Harry offered. “Especially based upon the way he described his uneven reaction to the Fidelius Charm. Which means that the Death Eaters, assuming that there were some present the night of the attack, are still looking for it. One more reason why Godric’s Hollow is a dangerous place to visit.”

“You think Lupin’s right in claiming that it’s a trap?” Ron prodded.

“More than ever. Besides, Lupin’s generally right on the mark. Some days I think I’d trust him before I trusted myself.”
Chapter 45 Friends by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry and Luna plan to attend the upcoming Hufflepuff party as friends; the Hufflepuff vs. Slytherin match resembles a wind-surfing event.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 45
Friends



Hermione located a large brown envelope and assisted Harry with removing the individual photos from his parents’ album so that they could be taken to the Creeveys. Since they were only attached using small black squares in the corners, it was a relatively simple procedure. She also insisted that they also copy the photo that was framed on Harry’s nightstand.

“There’s no point omitting anything,” she declared.

“Do you think that I could just destroy the album and keep the photos for myself?” Harry suggested with a tiny glimmer of hope.

Hermione smiled sadly as she responded, “Probably not. They were all part of the album when the Horcrux was created. At worst, I suspect the Horcrux would be only partially destroyed if you were to attempt to salvage the photos themselves.”

“Your best bet is to have them copied,” Ron agreed. “That may stop the fading process as well.” Ron held up an old photo that showed James waving from the prow of a brightly colored tugboat and pointed to a white spot in the right corner.

“I always assumed that was just someone’s thumb that had gotten in the way,” Harry confessed with a small shrug.

“Doesn’t happen with wizard photos,” Ron declared. “The subjects are able to magically move out of the way of anything that blocks them. Trust me, were it not so, my family wouldn’t have a single group shot of all of us!”

“Why don’t I go down to the common room below and see if either Dennis or Colin are up yet?” Hermione offered. “We can all go down to breakfast together after that.”

Harry poured them each a cold glass of cider from the side cabinet and breathed a small sigh of thanks that Hermione have been tactful enough to volunteer. Merlin knew, he wasn’t about to make another appearance and have everyone just assume he was looking for Ginny again. Or worse yet, actually encounter her accidentally.

Minutes later, Hermione returned through the sconce with an empty glass in her hand and both Creevey brothers in tow.

“Say, this place is nice!” Colin remarked appreciatively after greeting everyone.

“Something to look forward to if we make it this far,” concurred his brother, Dennis.

“Thanks for agreeing to look at these photos for me,” Harry began as he handed them the envelope. “Some of them may have already begun to deteriorate with time.”

They examined a few of the photos briefly and agreed that it was worth a try.

“Please let me pay you for your efforts,” Harry insisted.

“Only for the chemicals then,” Colin agreed. “This will be a different sort of project for us and you can’t put a price on new knowledge now, can you?”






It proved to be another rare sunny afternoon, so Ron and Hermione immediately seized on the idea of watching the Gryffindor Quidditch team practice. Ginny had rescheduled it from the previous morning to allow for Apparition lessons.

“You go on ahead,” Harry suggested. “I could do with a bit of quiet reading by the lake.”

“Maybe we could get recruited to help them with their skirmishes,” Ron offered hopefully.

“Thanks, Ron, but things were different before,” Harry assured him, thankful that Ron simply nodded in understanding. He didn’t trust himself to continue the conversation much longer before the urge to suggest that Robert help them out instead became unbearable.

The breakthrough that had begun with Bill’s book had revitalized Harry’s effort to do more Horcrux research. He regretted not having returned to the Valley of the Kings book sooner, especially in light of the dog-eared page where he had found the word ‘Horcrux’. Foolishly, he had stuffed that volume into the bottom of his book bag after his confrontation with Ginny at the Burrow, as if the book he’d been reading at the time had somehow been to blame.

He was dressed extra warmly as he made his way down to his favorite rock by the lake. He warmed it with the now familiar spell and settled his back comfortably against the adjoining tree stump. There were lots of other students about, he noticed, but since it was the weekend no one was motivated to disturb him in his study spot.

Fifty pages later, he felt his eyes closing as an unmistakable wave of drowsiness overcame him. After all the anticipation, the sole mention of Horcurxes had been in the context of a disagreement whether the terminology correctly applied to a certain object. No details, no descriptions, no salient points whatsoever provided. If only he could find some mention of how to destroy the pesky things. Anti-climax coupled with a sleepless night made Harry’s eyelids feel extremely heavy and he did not fight it.

He was awakened by Lupin’s cheery voice. “Must be some book. Has you totally mesmerized.”

Harry yawned and straightened his glasses automatically. Lupin was sitting shoulder-to-shoulder with him against the tree trunk. “Must have dozed off, sorry.”

“Nothing to be sorry about. It’s just a bit too chilly for a long nap in the sun.”

Harry hastily repeated the warming spell on the rock to try to get the chill out of his legs and backside.

“Is that better?” he asked Lupin with a smile.

“Much. I imagine great chunks of you are still numb, though. I’ve hiked around the lake twice while you’ve been sitting here.”

“Fancy a third?” Harry asked hopefully as he slowly rose to his feet and stretched. “That huge breakfast I had is still weighing down my stomach.”

“Only if you agree to have supper with Tonks and me tonight,” Lupin returned with a widening grin. “She spotted you from my window seat.”

“Sure,” Harry agreed as he marked the spot where he had left off reading and tucked the book casually into his jacket pocket. Finding a pair of gloves already occupying the limited space, he gladly put those on his hands. The temperature was definitely getting colder despite the sunshine.

Lupin set a brisk pace that warmed Harry’s limbs in quick order. At this speed, it was going to get his stomach grumbling, large breakfast or not.

“How’s your special project coming?” Lupin asked out of the blue.

Harry nearly stopped in his tracks and then had to increase his tempo to catch up.

“You know I can’t tell you about that,” he stammered between puffs. “Is that the reason you sought me out this afternoon, Remus?”

“I sought you out for purely selfish reasons,” Lupin affirmed, looking at Harry directly. “I happen to enjoy your company… Change the subject, if you prefer.”

Harry continued in silence for a few moments, then volunteered, “I’ve made some progress. Does that satisfy you? The Order has been hounding you for an update, haven’t they?”

“I pretty much advised them that I wasn’t going to be able to provide them with that information,” Lupin replied candidly.

“I imagine they didn’t take that well,” Harry remarked with a sharp laugh. “I’m surprised they didn’t suggest Veritaserum.”

“They’re not that ruthless,” Lupin amended with a chuckle. “Besides, it would involve all that blood from having to cut down Tonks and me first… Seriously though, they just want to feel that you’re on their side.”

“How could I not be? I’ve been on their side from the beginning.”

“There was more talk of asking you to join. I promised I’d bring you their offer.”

“Did you tell them I’d already turned you down earlier?” Harry asked pointedly.

“No.”

“Besides, I didn’t think they allowed members who were still in school, even if they were of age.”

“They’re willing to make an exception in your case, Harry.”

“I don’t see what use I’d be to them seeing as how I’m restricted to school grounds. I wouldn’t even be able to attend meetings.”

“Yes, the logistical nightmare of smuggling you out for meetings was addressed,” Lupin elaborated. “Tonks suggested we find an alternate place to meet, somewhere on school grounds. The Shrieking Shack was mentioned.”

“It’s not exactly on school grounds. I’d be sneaking out against the headmistress’ orders. Oh, right, she’s one of the members…. Give them my thanks, Remus, but I really am comfortable with the way things are now. It would just frustrate me to not be able to participate in any of the covert activities being planned. There are covert activities, aren’t there?”

“Absolutely. Guaranteed in the bylaws.” Lupin grinned. “Just no matching jackets.”

Harry laughed merrily. “Right, a secret society with matching jackets! Say, isn’t that what the Death Eaters have?”

“Their masks actually hide their identities. Their tattoos allow them to recognize one another.”

“Maybe the Order should consider a secret handshake or something,” Harry deadpanned.

“I’ll relay your suggestions,” Lupin replied solemnly.








Harry made a point of complimenting Tonks on her workshop over supper that night, making sure that none of his comments would lead Lupin to think that she had deviated from his suggestions.

“I definitely need some practice time, though,” Harry concluded. “Will we have access to the same room again this coming Saturday?”

“Sorry, Harry,” Tonks replied. “I have other duties to attend to on Saturday and won’t be able to lead the workshop.”

“That’s no reason why they can’t have a practice session, cherub,” Lupin countered. “They can’t very well practice at any other time -- not on school grounds. I’ll check with the headmistress about having another teacher oversee the seventh years. Professor Vector struck me as the type that might enjoy learning a new technique. She’s not part of your committee, is she?”

“Just Professors Sprout and Hooch,” Tonks assured him. At Harry’s perplexed expression, she added, “Hufflepuff is playing Slytherin at Quidditch on Saturday, did you forget?”

Apparently, Harry thought to himself, then replied in a more polite tone, “But the match is in the afternoon, right? Mr. Two-Left Feet from the Ministry will still be here in the morning for the regular Apparition class?”

Tonks giggled in spite of herself. “I guess that makes mine the irregular Apparition class, right?”

“You’re just as bad as he is, Tonks!” Lupin tried to reprimand her, but his expression became a smirk halfway through, robbing his words of most of their impact. “I wouldn’t let him hear you calling him that, Harry. I’ve heard he can really fly off the handle.”

“Doesn’t surprise me one bit,” Harry allowed with a laugh. “He already looks like he could fly away with the first wind!”

Tonks had to swallow a goodly amount of pumpkin juice before she was able to reply, “I’m hosting the Hufflepuff victory party so I will have too many last minute things to see to in the morning. I can’t miss the match itself; Remus promised he’d sit with me in the Hufflepuff stands!”

Lupin threw Harry an apologetic look before offering, “What will you do in the event that they lose, cherub? Unlikely though it may be.”

“Then it will be a consolation party. Not as many guests and only music in a minor key,” Tonks shot right back. “Before I forget, Harry, I’m inviting all of the seventh years as my special guests that evening. Each of you is welcome to bring a guest.”

“I’ll make sure I visit my House and invite them personally,” Lupin replied airly. “I want them to know that my close ties with the hostess were instrumental in obtaining their invitations.”

“You’d better not suggest to either Ron or Hermione that they each bring a guest,” Harry advised with a knowing smirk. “That doesn’t really work for them. Trust me.”






Harry arranged to stop by for tea with Hagrid early in the week to make doubly sure that he would be attending the Quidditch match. He pointed out how even Professor Lupin had deserted their ranks for this event.

Hagrid chortled in response to Harry’s fake pout. “I expec’ Remus would swim the deepes’ ocean for his wife; movin’ over ta the nex’ reviewin’ stand isn’t tha’ much ta ask! Yeh think Neville will turn coat, also? Now tha’s a serious offence for a Head Boy.”

“What can I tell you, Hagrid?” Harry joked. “They’re dropping like flies as Valentine’s Day draws near.”

Hagrid gave Harry an appraising look over his tea mug but Harry just shook his head to indicate ‘don’t ask’.

Just as before, they were soon joined by Luna who had come by for some private time with the new thestral babies. “I’m the only one they’ll let near. Not even Hagrid,” she whispered dreamily.

“Say, Luna,” Harry offered, “I have a personal invitation to the Hufflepuff party on Saturday night, would you like to be my guest?”

Luna’s eyes lit up immediately, but then it was as if she had second thoughts.

“I’ll leave yeh two ta work out the details,” Hagrid mumbled as he inched his way out the back door. “Fang, yeh too,” he hissed.

“Was that the wrong thing to ask?” Harry felt as if he’d been a total boor. “You’re not still…?”

“No, I’m over Robert.” Luna smiled briefly. “I was more concerned about you, Harry.”

“I assure you, I’ve never been attracted to Robert!” He laughed a little too loudly.

“You know that’s not what I meant,” she replied as she poured herself some tea.

“What would you have me say, Luna?” Harry replied candidly. There was never any point in dissembling with Luna, he reminded himself; she was not one to let you side-step in that manner.

“Are you sure you want to attend a party knowing that Robert will likely be there with Ginny?”

“I will make a point of facing the other direction!” Harry responded more harshly than he’d intended. “It was a personal invitation from my advisor, who also happens to be my Head of House, who also happens to be married to the hostess. I couldn’t very well refuse.” In a lighter tone, he added, “Look, if you can get over Robert, I should be able to get over Ginny, right?”

Luna’s response left Harry speechless. “I wasn’t in love with Robert.”

“Luna…I…” he stammered.

“Your secret’s safe with me, Harry,” Luna assured him as she laid a comforting hand on his arm. “I just see how you look at her when you think nobody else is watching you.”

“When have you seen me look at her? I’ve gone out of my way to stay away from her this term “ ever since she told me she was going to start seeing Robert.”

“Give her credit for at least telling you to your face, Harry.” Luna’s quiet pronouncement said more than a whole paragraph from anyone else.

“I didn’t take it very well,” Harry admitted, part of him incredulous that he was confiding this to her in the first place.

“To answer your question, though, I was in the Apparition class in the Great Hall on Saturday. You made a point of speaking to her and then watched her from the door. It’s so blatantly obvious, I don’t know how she can’t see it.”

“Maybe she does, Luna, I dunno. We just drive each other away. If I didn’t have so much hanging over me, I assure you I would have already confessed to Ginny “ even if she’d turned me down flat.”

“So you don’t think attending the party will be a bit like torture to you?” Luna returned to the original issue.

“I was hoping you’d take my mind off of it for a while, have a few laughs.” Harry smiled genuinely at Luna. “You’ve always had the most unusual sense of humor, Luna. I know not everyone appreciates it, but trust me, I’ve always been a fan.”

Harry could tell she was a bit embarrassed by his honesty but she smiled graciously nonetheless. “Only as friends, though,” she stipulated.

“Of course.”






The day of the Quidditch match dawned grey and misty; but by the time the morning Apparition lessons were in full swing, the sun could be seen trying to reassert itself. Wilkie Twycross, their Apparition instructor, reprimanded so many students for keeping their eyes focused on the enchanted ceiling instead of their wooden hoops that by the end of the appointed hour, he left the Great Hall more frustrated than the sixth years who had not yet achieved any successes.

The seventh years in the adjoining chamber were feeling a greater sense of accomplishment as many had been able to complete soundless Apparitions. Professor Vector turned out to be a very willing accomplice and had mastered the technique herself by the end of the hour. They were still having difficulties controlling their breathing so that they didn’t wind themselves in the process of each silent jump. When they concentrated on not holding their breath, though, the Apparitions responded by creating soft, but noticeable, popping noises.

There was a sense of excitement in the air as the students wound their way down to the Quidditch pitch. The feeble sun was doing its best to hold on but it had become extremely blustery in the process. Challenging flying conditions always made for a rollicking match full of surprises, so the spectators were even more keyed up by the time the first whistle blew.

Harry huddled as close to Hagrid’s massive bulk as he dared, but the wind still threatened to shear his jacket and scarf right off of his body with each massive gust. He considered charming the bench with Moody’s warming spell to at least keep the lower part of his body warm but Hagrid mentioned that wooden stands might react differently than rocks and stones. Within the space of a half hour, though, Harry was so thoroughly cold that starting a raging fire in the stands was beginning to seem like a viable alternative.

It was an edge-of-your-seat type match as the players performed all sort of aerial acrobatics to combat the wind gusts. The spectators rose to their feet in anticipation of imminent calamity with such regularity that it served to restore the circulation to Harry’s legs and feet. Most of the shots were going wide due to wind interference, but compensation in the other direction was tricky at best due to the inconsistency of the mighty gusts. An hour into the match, the score was only forty to ten with Slytherin in the lead.

Harry tried to keep his attention riveted on the field but that proved impossible as the players were flying so erratically. Lupin was sitting next to Tonks in the middle of the Hufflepuff stand and waved merrily when he saw Harry looking in his direction. Robert was doing the commentary in a very impartial tone that was belied by the bright yellow and black Hufflepuff scarf that was wrapped around his neck. Thanks to his Omnioculars, Harry could tell that Ginny was huddled by his side with a rather determined look on her face “ an expression that was prevalent throughout the stands, he noticed. Perhaps she had only wound her arm so sinuously around Robert’s to keep from being blown away, Harry lied to himself.

Not having seen Neville all morning, Harry assumed that he was involved in some of his Head Boy duties. Imagine his surprise when he spotted Neville’s red and gold stripes amid a sea of green and silver. Focusing more closely, he saw Neville rise to his feet rather sheepishly as the Slytherins scored another goal. Next to him, Daphne was glowing with happiness.

The score was now eighty to thirty, still in Slytherin’s favor. Although he hated to admit it, the added bulk of the Slytherin team players “ hadn’t they often been referred to as ‘throw-backs’ and ‘Neanderthals’? “ was working greatly to their advantage under these conditions. Despite their skill and agility, the Hufflepuff team just couldn’t keep up.

Hermione caught his attention from her seat on Hagrid’s other side by leaning over and pointing directly at the sky above them. Harry focused his Omnioculars on what appeared to be a pitched battle between two birds of prey. As he adjusted the lenses for maximum magnification, the image resolved into the Seekers from each team. It looked like they were having a fistfight as each spun out of control and then returned to face the other directly; but it was impossible to tell whether it was, in fact, caused by the wind. Mesmerized by their antics, Harry noted duly that Slytherin had managed to score another two goals, bringing their score up to one hundred points.

Both Seekers began to lose altitude rapidly as they careened out of control towards the ground, their movements still so erratic that it looked like each was trying to knock the other off his broom while doing a simultaneous somersault. Professor Hooch’s alarm was evident as she blew her whistle frantically to catch their attention. This should have also signaled a temporary halt to the game below; but as the Hufflepuffs gazed at their comrade above, the Slytherin team captain took the opportunity to score another goal virtually unopposed. At jeers from the crowd, Professor Hooch turned her attention towards the goalposts and barely had time to move out of the way of the Hufflepuff Seeker who had inexplicably veered in her direction. With very little control, the Seeker barely managed to jump off his broom as it crashed into the side of the equipment shed. A resounding boom was heard as the broom ricocheted off the metal siding and came to a shaky stop.

Professor Hooch was more concerned about the Hufflepuff Seeker who was still trying to move feebly from where he laid crumpled in the grass. She ran over to him with a concerned look on her face and blew the complicated whistle that called for medical attention. The crowd hushed as Madam Pomfrey joined her beside the injured player.

Unnoticed by the majority of the crowd, the Slytherin Seeker had managed to control his broom at the last moment and pulled up alongside his team captain. Oblivious to the scene below, they started shouting and shoving at each other in anger, their words entirely swept away by the wind.

The injured Seeker was loaded onto a stretcher, but before Madam Pomfrey was able to levitate it towards the Hospital Wing, Professor Hooch grabbed the player’s hand and held it aloft to signify that the Golden Snitch had been caught.

The crowd went wild when it finally became clear that Hufflepuff had won! Professor Hooch hurried up to the commentator’s stand so that she could convey the final standings over the explosive sounds of jubilation. She barely managed to avoid being swallowed up in the tide of Hufflepuff fans who were practically jumping from the stands directly onto the field.

The final announcement from Robert, his voice barely containing his excitement, was Hufflepuff 180 to Slytherin 110. Professor Hooch decided to allow Slytherin’s last questionable goal since it was unclear whether the Seekers themselves might have fouled one another in the air.

Its duty completed, the weak sun retracted for good as darker clouds rolled in on the wind. By the time the students had hurried back to the main building, the temperature had dropped considerably and it was beginning to look like sleet or snow.






Harry checked his image in the bathroom mirror one last time in preparation for the victory party that evening. He had agreed to meet Luna outside the Ravenclaw common room and the appointed time was quickly approaching. Glad that he had taken Hermione’s advice to wear a black jumper over a white button-down shirt, he smiled at the image that looked more adult-like despite his jeans and loafers.

As he hurried down the partially open corridor that presented the fastest route, he was heartened that the howling wind had finally died down. Small irregular gusts were gently depositing powdery snow along the low brick wall that separated the covered flagstones from the rear grounds. He diligently avoided the shiny, wet patches that were quickly forming from melted snow that was drifting into the corridor itself. These would harden into treacherous ice by moonrise, if they hadn’t already.

Harry paused around the corner from the entrance to the Ravenclaw common room to allow his breathing to return to normal. He couldn’t believe he was actually nervous for a meeting that was clearly not a date. With a deep breath, he turned the corner and casually waved to Luna who had been patiently waiting for him on a nearby bench. He sat down next to her with a shaky smile.

“Sorry if I kept you waiting,” he offered.

“It was only a few minutes,” Luna replied. “And I didn’t mind … really.”

“I’m sure everyone that exited through that door looked you over,” Harry sympathized.

“Oh, yes,” Luna replied with an inexplicably dreamy smile. “They were all so amazed when I told them that I had a personal invitation to the Hufflepuff party. You could tell they didn’t dare ask who my escort was even though they were fit to burst with curiosity.” She giggled happily. “As if the whole thing were just a figment of my imagination!”

Harry was struck how comments that would have seemed catty coming from any other girl took on a totally different tone when delivered by Luna.

His smile widened as he assured her, “Well, won’t they be surprised!”

“But they’ll assume…” she broke off with a note of concern in her voice.

“Let them think what they will.” Harry winked in response as he rose to lead the way. “I couldn’t care less what they think!” Unless it concerned his relationship with Ginny, he corrected himself inwardly.
Chapter 46 The Center of Attention by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry has a difficult time dealing with his jealousy; wisdom comes in all shapes and sizes.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 46
The Center of Attention


Even before they turned the last corner to the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom, Harry could hear the laughter. They worked their way through the crowded doorway to locate the source of all the fuss. The entire room had been draped with banners that announced ‘HUFFLEPUFF RULES’ and a flashing arrow pointing to the archway into Tonks’ office.

From the reaction of those around him, Harry could see that the commotion was centered at the foot of the truncated stone staircase that led up to the office door. Somehow, the stairs had been bewitched so that they retracted into a slide without the proper password. Those who had been denied entry were getting more and more creative with the password suggestions.

“It’s still relatively early in the evening,” Luna whispered. “As soon as someone figures it out, the information will spread like wildfire.”

“Unfortunately, I have no idea of the solution,” Harry whispered candidly.

“I’m up to the challenge,” Luna assured him. “It can’t have been that complicated if Professor Lupin didn’t give anyone a clue.”

Harry craned his neck a bit, then stood on a wooden desk chair so that he could see between the stone slats in the banister. Just as he suspected, the small door to Tonks’ rooms was open wide with another arrow above it. He confided to Luna that he could see flashes of movement beyond, indicating that other guests had already solved the puzzle.

“I think I have it,” she returned and pointed to the banner that hung on the stone banister itself. “Compare it with the other signs.”

Harry did as she commanded. In small print, the word ‘say’ had been added before the ‘Hufflepuff Rules’ on that banner alone.

“You think it could be that simple?”

“Let’s try it anyway! It’s a tribute to a famous work of literature,” Luna urged in an excited whisper. “As a variation of the Fidelius Charm, it should work.”

Casually they made their way to the foot of the stairs while the crowd parted effortlessly. From the titters that Harry heard in their wake, the consensus was that they would embarrass themselves.

With growing confidence, Harry whispered only loudly enough for the password to register and then calmly climbed the stairs. At the top of the landing, he allowed Luna to precede him into office and then turned to the abnormally silent crowd.

“Hufflepuff rules!” he intoned with vigor, raising his fist in a salute. If they couldn’t figure it out from that, they would just have to wait for someone else.

Luna waited for Harry before walking through the final door into Tonks’ chambers. The windows were facing the wrong direction to capture the sunset, but the view of the violet dusk accentuated by the softly falling snow was spectacular in its own right. Luna cooed and pointed to the high ceiling; it was strung with thousands of tiny yellow lights.

“She didn’t use faeries,” Luna commented in an awed tone. “Those are Muggle party lights!”

“I wonder why?” Harry whispered. “At the Yule Ball, they used faeries in the garden.”

“I remember,” Luna nodded. “I could see them from the window of the Ravenclaw common room. But when we contacted the faerie council on behalf of the Halloween Ball, they were not so agreeable.”

“Why was that, Luna?” Harry asked gamely.

“They’ve unionized,” she explained matter-of-factly. “The Quibbler reported that it had been on the table over a year ago. They wanted an exorbitant fee! The Halloween decorating committee decided that twinkling faeries weren’t really necessary for a spooky atmosphere, so that was that.”

“The faerie council is going to be up in arms if they find out about Tonks’ innovation then!” Harry laughed softly.

“Depends,” Luna intoned dreamily. “They may have decided that renting themselves for decorative purposes was demeaning in the first place.”

No doubt about it, Harry smiled to himself, Luna was entertaining in the extreme.

Lupin walked up and put his arm genially around Harry’s shoulder. “Glad you could make it,” he greeted them with a smile. “I see you brought a guest, too. Good to see you, Luna.”

“It’s a wonderful party, Professor.” Luna beamed. “Please relay my compliments to the hostess.”

“I will, but you should make a point of telling her yourself, if you can find a moment.”

Lupin nodded toward the small crowd that had already gathered in the far corner. From the laughter wafting from that direction, Harry concluded that Tonks must already be in the middle of a funny story.

Luna nodded sagely then offered, “Could I ask you about the charm on the stairs, Professor?”

“Of course, Luna. I confess that I helped with that one myself.”

“Did you use the Fidelius Charm and then have the banner at the foot of the stairs lettered by the Secret-Keeper?” she asked, all in one quick breath.

“Precisely.” Lupin smiled with a pleasantly surprised expression. “I didn’t realize that you were such an expert on the Fidelius Charm.”

“I’ve discussed it at length with Professor Flitwick “ he’s my Head of House “ so I guess I have a familiarity with it.”

“You should come by my office sometime, Luna. I’d love to have a longer discussion with you.” Lupin beamed. “Just stop me at the end of class sometime.”

Luna nodded happily in return.

“Nice choice,” Lupin whispered appreciatively in Harry’s ear.

Checking that Luna’s attention was occupied elsewhere, Harry dared to whisper back, “We’re just here as friends. It’s nothing serious.”

“Neither are Ginny and Robert,” Lupin replied knowingly.

“At least I had the decency to specify that up front,” Harry hissed.

“Absolutely,” Lupin granted. “Before you ask, I haven’t seen them yet.”

With a tight smile, Harry thanked Lupin.

Luna had only wandered as far as the food table so Harry found her almost immediately. Her eyes were glazing over in delight as she appraised all the different desserts that had been assembled. Belatedly, Harry realized that she and Tonks seemed to share the same passion for sweets. Speaking of passion, he searched in vain for the chocolate soufflé, but it was not among the offerings. Not that he’d really expected it to be since Tonks had specified that it had to be eaten immediately out of the oven. There was only so much that magic could accomplish, after all.

Having just eaten supper before collecting Luna, Harry’s eye was more drawn to the elaborate ice sculpture in the shape of an upright badger that was standing tall in the center of the punch bowl. He passed on the candied snakes that were being offered as garnishes.

“Make sure you try the flourless chocolate cake,” Luna raved as she offered Harry a bite from her own plate.

It was clearly the least elaborate item on the table, just a dark fudgy wedge garnished with powdered sugar ‘snow’. By its very richness on his tongue, Harry concluded that any other garnish would have just been overkill. True, it wasn’t as sensually satisfying as the soufflé, but it had the advantage of being able to be folded into a napkin for later consumption.

“Don’t let me leave without packing some of that away for later,” Harry breathed appreciatively in Luna’s ear.

“You’ll have to stand in line,” she returned.

They found a place on one of the sofas that had been pushed against the walls to finish their food. The room was beginning to fill up fast as the crowd outside had finally solved the puzzle. Harry spied Ron and Hermione arriving together with Neville who was, surprisingly, alone. Neville caught sight of Harry and snagged the empty seat beside him gratefully.

“Hi, Luna!” Neville waved from Harry’s other side. “Always a pleasure.”

Luna flashed him one of her beatific smiles but quickly returned her eyes to her plate.

“I didn’t expect to see you alone, Neville,” Harry commented. “Is Daphne meeting you here?”

Sadly, Neville shook his head. “She decided she couldn’t abandon the Slytherins without feeling like a traitor. She did invite me to join her at the consolation party later. Slughorn’s handing out black rosettes for everyone’s lapels.” Neville’s eye lit up briefly at the last remark.

“We would have forgiven you if you’d just gone to her party,” Harry offered in commiseration, thinking that Slughorn had a certain flair for entertaining.

“How could I?” Neville replied in an earnest tone. “My faculty advisor was involved in the planning of this event and invited me personally, followed by a personal invitation by my Head of House who happens to be married to the hostess. I had to at least make a nominal showing “ Daphne should have understood that. After all…”

“After all, you joined her in the Slytherin ranks at the match?” Harry supplied.

“Exactly.”

“Join her later, then,” Harry offered by way of a lame compromise.






The party was in full swing, the music cranked up rather loudly, the dance floor just beginning to fill up when Harry caught sight of Ginny and Robert. He’d come to the snack table to get a refill of punch and there they were on the other side of it, staring out onto the moonlit grounds from one of the floor-to-ceiling windows. Harry couldn’t deny that it was a uniquely beautiful scene now that the snow had stopped falling. The light from the three-quarters moon was amplified by the reflectent snow crystals to bathe the surroundings in a bluish glow.

“It’s an ideal night for a moonlit sleigh ride.” Robert’s deep voice was clearly audible against the other noises, even though Harry was not trying to overhear.

Ginny’s giggle felt like needles in Harry’s chest as she replied, “Don’t you remember that the entire school is still in lock-down mode? All the horses come from Professor Hooch’s farm which is off-limits.”

Harry turned away quickly but not fast enough to avoid seeing Robert’s arm snake its way around Ginny’s waist. He considered suggesting that they try hitching blast-ended skrewts to their sleigh instead, but decided Luna would probably be offended by that remark. She seemed to share a bit of Hagrid’s ability to find the cute and cuddly in the monstrous and grim. Probably explained why she’d agreed to accompany him tonight, Harry thought darkly.

He returned to his spot on the sofa, but both Luna and Neville were no longer sitting there. He caught sight of them waving to him happily from the dance floor and he waved back generously. Harry wandered over to where Lupin and Tonks were holding court but couldn’t really get close enough to join in with the conversation.

He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned to face Hermione and Ron.

“Where’s Luna?” Ron asked.

Harry nodded towards the dance floor. “Neville’s here by himself.”

“Yeah, he filled us in on the way over,” Ron replied.

“Great spell on the stone stairs, don’t you think?” Hermione smiled anxiously. “Did they use the Fidelius Charm?”

“Lupin did.”

Giving up on side-stepping the obvious, Hermione added with narrowed eyes, “Have you noticed how the temperature drops when they walk into a room?”

“I’m fairly certain that’s a dementor.” Harry laughed half-heartedly. “But thanks for the vote of loyalty, anyway.”

“I was hoping Luna would take your mind off other things,” Hermione tried a different tack.

“She did; you have to pay close attention on that buggy ride.” Harry chuckled. “But she’s having a good time on the dance floor and who am I to curtail that? Hermione, look, I appreciate all your efforts, really I do, but I just can’t talk about this. I’ve been doing my utmost to simply stay away from them all term and that truly is the best course. Now, if you’ll excuse me…”

“You’re not going to leave Luna by herself, are you?” Hermione demanded.

“No, I will make my excuses and suggest that she is welcome to remain if she would like. I’m sure Neville will be glad to take over my duties, at least on a temporary basis. I have thought this through.” Harry turned away as he felt his words becoming harsher the more she pushed him.

“Harry…”

“Now you sound just like Ginny,” Harry hissed as he turned back around. “That’s not going to make me feel any better!”

Feeling the need to take out his frustration in some physical way, Harry walked to the other side of the room and stared at a different patch of snow from the one that Ginny was viewing. He really didn’t want to offend Lupin and Tonks by walking out of the party too early, but surely they didn’t expect him to stay to the bitter end. He pressed his forehead against the cold glass of the window to help distance himself from his angst. The contrast in temperature made his glasses fog up, but he didn’t care.

Not too much later, he felt a gentle hand on his arm, a touch so light and airy that it could only be Luna. He took a moment to wipe his glasses on his sleeve before facing her stoically.

“Are you all right, Harry?” she asked softly. “I saw Ginny and Robert by the window…”

It was no use lying to Luna. He nodded morosely and allowed himself to be engulfed in her arms, the warmth of her body providing a momentary comfort. He felt the unshed tears stop when they reached his eyelashes. Gently, he laid his cheek on top of Luna’s head.

After what seemed like an indecently long period of time, Harry stroked a long stand of Luna’s hair from her cheek and whispered, “You know, it would be so much simpler…” The words made his heart feel like it was being apart torn by beasts.

Luna looked up at him sadly and whispered, “Life doesn’t like to make things easy. I can’t pretend to something that isn’t there, either.”

“You’ll understand if I want to leave early then,” he whispered in her ear like a lover’s caress. “You’re welcome to stay as long as you like.”

“Neville looks like he might need a bit of comforting also,” she replied with an undeniable ring of hope.

“Thanks, Luna, you’re the best,” Harry breathed into her hair and then brushed his lips ever so lightly across her cheek. With regret, he disentangled himself from her arms, wishing he could have the luxury of imposing on her longer. He turned back at the door to the outer office and saw that she was already searching Neville out in the crowd. With a sense that at least that was as it should be, he left the party behind.

Harry muttered, “Hufflepuff rules,” as he started down the stone stairs just in case the spell worked backwards as well. Wouldn’t surprise him considering how well his evening was going. The Dark Arts classroom was deserted as everyone had finally made it into the party. He was almost half-way down the aisle when he heard a familiar voice behind him.

“Harry?”

He slowed his steps but didn’t turn, hoping that it was just his imagination. But then the word was repeated, even more woefully. With a sigh, he turned around.

“What is it, Ginny?”

She was standing about midway down the stone steps looking at him like a lost child. Not knowing what to expect, but being fairly certain he did not want it broadcast across a large classroom, Harry grimly walked back to the staircase. She waited for him on the lower step, but Harry approached from the other side, allowing the banister to form a barrier between them.

She hesitated as if she didn’t know where to begin, but Harry stood his ground, determined not to assist her in any way.

“That was a rather tender moment you shared with Luna,” she whispered softly.

Harry resisted the urge to lash out that it was none of her business and instead replied simply, “She was comforting me. There was nothing else to it.”

A thousand possibilities went through Harry’s mind as he waited for Ginny to take the conversation in tow. Inexplicably, she just stood there, calmly staring at him as if that had been her sole intent. Finding the feelings that stirred within him to be unbearable, Harry steeled himself to take action instead.

“I couldn’t help overhearing a portion of your conversation earlier, Ginny,” he ventured. “Please tell Robert that if he is hell-bent on a romantic sleigh ride, he should consider using one of Hagrid’s thestrals. And if he’s not already acquainted with death enough that he can see the ruddy beasts, tell him that I’d be glad to remedy that for him personally!”

To Harry’s surprise, Ginny covered her mouth with her hand to stifle an involuntary giggle.

“I couldn’t possibly tell him that and do it justice,” she admitted with a smile. “Are you sure you wouldn’t like to do it yourself?”

“Despite its appeal, it would be extremely rude to cause that kind of a furor at Tonks’ party,” Harry demurred. “Remember what Lupin told us about dueling in anger?”

“Are you certain that it would lead to a duel?” she countered with an undeniable twinkle.

“Absolutely.”

On that note, Harry turned and walked resolutely away. At the doorway, he turned to glance back and saw that Ginny had not moved from her spot. At that distance, he couldn’t tell whether her expression was truly forlorn or whether it was just wishful thinking on his part. It seemed like they stared at one another for an unusually long time before Robert poked his head out of the office doorway at the top of the stairs. Harry could not hear the words that he said to Ginny, but with one last look in Harry’s direction, she walked up the stairs and rejoined the party.







Harry’s steps had lost much of their temporary bounce by the time he reached the stone sconce in Gryffindor Tower. He prepared himself to spend another lonely evening, alone with nothing but the Horcrux study materials for company. He was surprised to find that Lupin was waiting for him in one of the armchairs by the fire.

“How did you get here so quickly?” Harry uttered in surprise.

“I knew a short-cut,” Lupin replied succinctly.

“I sort of wanted to be alone.”

“And do what? Stare at Ginny’s photo and follow her moving dot on the Marauder’s Map?” Lupin countered.

“Don’t forget the instant reply on the Omnioculars,” Harry offered meekly.

“Right. I have myself to blame for that bit, don’t I?” Lupin laughed ruefully.

“I really am pathetic, aren’t I?” Harry grinned in spite of himself.

“Not if I have anything to do with it.” Lupin smiled gently in return. “It’s a beautiful night, let’s go for a walk somewhere.”

“Won’t Tonks miss you at the party?”

“I’d like to think so, but she was the one who urged me to go after you.”

“Any chance of doing a bit of stargazing from the aerie?” Harry suggested hopefully as he allowed Lupin to lead him back out onto the tower staircase.

“Besides the possibility of ice, those narrow steps are absolutely deadly at night,” Lupin replied with a note of sadness. “It does seem like an ideal night to gaze into the heavens, though…”

“How about the Astronomy Tower?” Harry offered and then wished he hadn’t. He wasn’t sure he was ready to revisit the site of Dumbledore’s last stand.

“I have a better idea,” Lupin proposed in a conspiratorial tone. “And we won’t have to deal with the frigid temperatures, either.”

Due to the concurrent parties that evening, the castle hallways were deserted. It seemed like only moments before the two of them arrived at the stone gargoyle that led to the headmistress’ office.

“Royal Stewart,” Lupin whispered, giving the gargoyle a sly wink.

To Harry’s surprise, the stone statue seemed to wink back before moving aside to grant them entry. The headmistress’ office was totally dark except for the moonlight that entered through the large windows, lending the room a lavender luminescence.

Feeling like an interloper in McGonagall’s private enclave, Harry turned to Lupin, “Are you sure we should be here? What if the headmistress returns?”

“Minerva is otherwise occupied tonight,” Lupin volunteered with certainty. At Harry’s skeptical look, he added, “She’s keeping Horace company at the Slytherin party, to be sure he didn’t doze off while he was in charge.”

So that’s what happened that got him in such hot water the last time, Harry surmised.

Lupin confidently opened the doors into the semi-circular reading room and stood aside for Harry to pass. The gilded bookshelves maximized the abundant moonlight so that it seemed alive in the air around them. Harry turned to look at Lupin with new appreciation.

“You knew it would react like this?” he breathed reverently.

“Only in theory,” Lupin admitted. “It’s much more awe-inspiring than I could have imagined.”

The feeling that they had entered some sort of sacred cathedral was exemplified by the hushed tone of their voices. Although the lighting would not have been bright enough for reading, it was strangely soothing to their eyes as they gazed at the distant mountains. Lupin pulled up two chairs before the tall windows so that they had an unimpeded view.

“Unfortunately, the headmistress doesn’t allow any food or drink in this room,” Lupin observed. “Otherwise, I could see myself laying out a picnic blanket right here on a rare night like this.”

“I’m not really thirsty, thanks,” Harry responded graciously.

“What happened with Luna tonight?” Lupin asked gingerly. “I thought you two were getting along famously.”

“Ginny and Robert happened. I’ve spent so much time avoiding them this term that I wasn’t prepared for the impact that seeing them together would have on me. I over-reacted a bit.”

“So that’s why Luna threw you a lifeline.”

“She’s surprisingly intuitive when it comes to things like that,” Harry admitted. “I would have stayed in her arms forever if it had been up to me.”

“I suspect Ginny might have objected.”

“She made a point of telling me that she noticed,” Harry replied wryly, then recounted the rest of the conversation.

As he expected, Lupin laughed at the comment about the thestrals. “Great visual image,” he noted with a deep chuckle. “I take it that it wasn’t your intent to call Robert out?”

“Hardly, I was just letting off a bit of steam. It did make me feel better for a while,” Harry admitted, recalling Ginny’s amused giggle. “Tell me, Remus, what makes things so humorous in the retelling when they were so much more agonizing the first time around?”

Lupin thought a moment before replying, “It becomes farce in the retelling because we already know the outcome -- that things turned out all right in the end. Like that story you told me about Ron and the spiked chocolates; that was a true classic.”

“Sure, that story seemed funny in retrospect, but there was actually more to it that I omitted, mainly because the humor would have evaporated. Slughorn thought Ron looked overly pale after he administered the antidote, so he suggested a bit of honey mead as a ‘pick me up’. The mead was poisoned, Remus. It was one of Draco’s initial attempts to kill Dumbledore that had gone awry. Ron almost died that day; Slughorn wouldn’t have had enough time to prepare an antidote for the poisoned mead. By chance I had facetiously presented him with a bezoar as my solution to distilling an antidote and the professor had tossed it into his bag with a laugh. And I only knew about that because it was one of the notes scrawled in the Prince’s Potions book.”

“But a bezoar doesn’t work in all cases…” Lupin gasped.

“Ron was just lucky it did this time. Doubly lucky, when you consider that it was a rather fast-acting poison. We wouldn’t’ve had time to retrieve a bezoar from the Potions stores in the dungeons!”

“That’s a horrifying story when you put it in those terms, Harry.”

“True, Ron spent the rest of his birthday in the Hospital Wing, though his family arrived later in the day to be with him.” Harry paused briefly to consider, then added, “But looking back, I can see that it was also a turning point of sorts for the rest of us. Ginny and I spent hours analyzing and rehashing the poisoning from all different angles, trying to get some sort of perspective on it. I think that’s when I first realized how wonderfully pleasing I found the sound of her voice. Hermione, on the other hand, spent the time pacing and wringing her hands, not saying anything to anyone for hours on end, just keeping it all bottled up inside of her.”

“She reacted in the same manner that I would have, in other words.”

“Perhaps, but I’ve always thought the two of you were a lot alike,” Harry confessed. “She just doesn’t have your twisted sense of humor. As for Ron, he realized that he shouldn’t be so heartless about other people’s feelings. So he stopped trying to make Hermione jealous with his public snogging sessions with Lavender Brown.”

“Apparently, I missed a lot while I was away from Hogwarts,” Lupin noted wryly.

“But I digress, the point that I wanted to make, Remus, is that things spiral out of our control. The smallest things have unforeseen consequences due to factors we never considered. Take the incident with Ron: I could blame myself because the spiked chocolates were originally intended as a gift for me and I hadn’t exercised due care to keep them from falling into Ron’s hands; but I didn’t know how dangerous they were. If I’d just let the love potion wear itself off naturally instead of taking Ron to Slughorn for an antidote, then the poisoned mead would never have come into play. All unintended consequences of actions that I undertook directly.”

“But, Harry, you saved Ron’s life in the end. You would have felt differently if the bezoar hadn’t worked.”

“Perhaps. But even so, if I had blamed myself under those circumstances, regardless of the outcome, I would have been wrong. Was I to blame because I didn’t destroy the Vanishing Cabinet when I saw it discarded in the Room of Requirement? I had no idea how it figured into Draco’s dastardly plans. Or was it Draco’s fault for allowing the Death Eaters to infiltrate the school in that manner? I could have let these events cast a blight over the rest of my life unnecessarily, even though the actions of others were truly to blame. Instead, I took whatever actions I could to keep it from ever happening again.”

Seeing that he had Lupin’s undivided attention, Harry dived into the heart of the matter. “How long have you been doing the same thing with the events at Godric’s Hollow, Remus? How long have you been blaming yourself because you didn’t see that Pettigrew was rotten to the core? You blame yourself because he was a sneak and a liar and you were unable to crack his veneer like you do with others around you “ others who have no reason to hide their true intentions from you. Don’t you see? You have to let this go, Remus. The events were not your fault.”

“Who told you that Godric’s Hollow was my bête noir?” Lupin demanded sharply.

Harry allowed the tacit admission to fall by the wayside as he answered, “In large part, you did “ by your reactions when I first suggested I would like to go there. But I won’t deny that I was later warned away from the subject by another, by someone who felt that I was close enough to you that I should know about your obsession. But they told the wrong person, Remus, because I believe in facing your demons.”

“Just as I would’ve liked the option of facing Voldemort that night,” Lupin added with quiet fervor. “I could at least have come to James’ and Lily’s aid.”

“And accomplished what? Do you think one more body in the way would’ve acted as a deterrent to Voldemort? Once Pettigrew was selected as the Secret-Keeper, the die was cast “ and you were not involved in that decision. It was others who made the fatal mistake. The most you could’ve accomplished by attempting a rescue was to get yourself killed in the process.”

“You have no way to know that, Harry.”

“No? Can you logically envision another outcome? Because I can tell you this: if things had played out differently, we wouldn’t be sitting here having this discussion. Voldemort would have still found a way to come back, but you wouldn’t be leading the Order against him. As for me, I don’t think I would’ve come half as far in meeting that challenge without your guidance.”

“Harry, what makes you think I lead the Order?” Lupin asked, his voice barely a whisper.

He would pick up on that, Harry thought to himself, but had he really expected anything less? Aloud, he responded, “It’s just something I worked out based on my own observations.”

Lupin was silent for a long moment, before sighing softly. “Your reasoning is sound, but it’s not something that’s common knowledge, by any means.” His voice was so low that Harry had to strain to hear. “It would greatly compromise Minerva’s position as headmistress, as well as her standing with the Board of Governors, if word of this were to get out.”

That’s another point for Severus, Harry noted inwardly. “They won’t hear it from me, Remus. Your secret’s safe.”

They watched the slow ripples of the inky lake in silence, each lost in his own thoughts for several long moments, each perfectly at ease with the other.

“I didn’t expect you to give me so much to think about tonight, Harry,” Lupin confessed. “How long have you had that speech prepared?”

“The idea has been rattling around in my brain for a while, but I suppose it was the majestic surroundings that inspired me to put it into words.”

“Thanks.” Lupin’s small smile was not what Harry had expected.

“You’re not angry with me for grossly overstepping?”

“I think we left all those distinctions behind us long ago. Invisible lines are for people who wish to keep each other at arm’s length,” Lupin observed.

“I know exactly what you mean.” Harry smiled.

“I feel positively light-hearted.” Lupin grinned and pushed his chair back abruptly. “I believe it’s time we rejoined the party!”

“What about Ginny and Robert?” Harry asked, a bit of the old apprehension returning.

“If I can demonstrate that they’re no longer there, will you agree to return with me?” Lupin’s eyes twinkled mischievously.

“Deal.” Harry couldn’t help but fall in right behind when Lupin went into full Marauder mode.

With a sly smile, Lupin walked over to the far bookshelf and removed a book from the top corner. His grin widened as he placed the large volume on the nearest table. With a flourish of his wand, the inside cover started to transform itself into an abbreviated version of the Marauder’s Map.

“Is there an incantation that goes with that procedure?” Harry inquired.

“Yes, but I can’t share that with you. This is the headmistress’ private version of the Map.”

“Then, how can you…?” Harry could not believe the sheer audacity of the man.

“Don’t be so aghast,” Lupin scoffed. “Who do you think made the Map for her in the first place?”

Right, he should have known.

Lupin lit his wand tip to provide additional light as they located Tonks’ extended offices on the Map. The dots were still thickly interwoven in that area so it was not so clear who was where. Except for Neville and Luna, Harry noted; they were alone in a little alcove that Harry had not noticed before, just to the left of the main door. With a complicated series of movements, Lupin commanded the Map to show just the location of Ginny Weasley. She was not in Tonks’ offices. After a bit of searching, they found her in Slughorn’s offices, the site of the Slytherin celebration.

“I suspected she’d received an invitation to the other party as well,” Lupin observed. “Do you want me to also check for Robert?”

“No, thanks,” Harry replied philosophically. “I’d rather not know.”

“Wise decision,” Lupin agreed as he wiped the map face and returned the book to the shelf.

From the fleeting look he’d been allowed, Harry could already tell that this Map included a lot of extra detail. While many of those areas weren’t strictly off-limits to students with the proper invitation, they had not been common knowledge to the Marauders when the original Map had been created. He would love to have the luxury of comparing the two versions side-by-side, but doubted that would ever be allowed. ‘Headmistress’ private Map’ sort of said it all, didn’t it?

“Tell me, Remus,” Harry asked as casually as possible, “have there been any other sightings of Severus Snape? Has the headmistress reported anything herself since she’s had another version of the Map?”

Lupin hesitated slightly as if momentarily caught off-guard. Then he replied smoothly, “What makes you say that? Did you see anyone before today’s Quidditch match?”

“It slipped my mind to check,” Harry admitted. “But I checked when I returned to my room afterwards and there was no sign of him.”

It did not escape Harry’s notice that Lupin had side-stepped the question. Well, maybe not side-stepped entirely, as the fact that he had not answered it directly was an answer all in itself, wasn’t it?






As the gentle morning sunbeam caressed Harry’s cheek, he resisted the urge to climb out of bed as usual. Glancing at the clock, he quickly calculated that he needed at least two to three more hours before he had caught up on his sleep sufficiently to make up for Tonks’ party last night. He tried to roll over and doze a bit longer but it was hopeless. Once he heard the sounds of the others moving about in the common room, he had trouble blocking them out.

He found that Ron and Hermione were already in front of the fire, digging into some breakfast omelets that he was certain were not being served in the Great Hall below.

“Hi, Harry.” Hermione smiled in his direction as she swallowed hurriedly. “Would you like me to order some breakfast for you as well?”

“Sure, what you two are having looks great!”

“See if you can get some fried kippers as well. Will you, Hermione?” Ron suggested as he took a huge swig of pumpkin juice. “All that celebrating last night really wore me out!”

Neville poked his head out of his room and added, “So that’s the tantalizing aroma that woke me up from my dreams. Can I get some, too?”

Ron adjusted their plates on the low table in front of the fire so that Harry and Neville could join them. Hermione knotted her dressing gown more firmly around her waist as she sat down on the floor with the others.

“You sure were funny last night.” Neville grinned in Harry’s direction. “I never knew you had such a flair for improvisation.”

“Truly, sport,” Ron agreed through a mouthful of toast. “I expect you to join up with Tonks for a comedy tour of the coastal villages any day now.”

“So it wasn’t all a dream then?” Harry moaned, his face flushed with embarrassment. “I was hoping it had all been a figment of my imagination. I’ve never gotten up in front of a group like that.”

“Well, it was really only us,” Hermione soothed. “Plus Luna, Tonks and Lupin.”

“Don’t forget the pack of first-year Gryffindors that were out way past their usual bedtime,” Neville supplied.

“Oh, yeah, that was Leah and her followers,” Harry admitted with a small groan. “I’m never going to be able to look them in the eye again.”

“I wouldn’t say that,” Hermione comforted him. “They were laughing and giggling along with everyone else.”

“I wouldn’t be surprised if you had a request for a command performance in the main common room this evening,” Ron added with a wink.

“Just kill me,” Harry grumbled. “It wouldn’t be the same without Tonks and Lupin to keep me off balance the whole time anyway.”

“We’ll help you out, Harry,” Hermione offered gamely. “I’m sure if we put our heads to it, we can come up with questions that are even more embarrassing!”

Harry shook his head in chagrin as he allowed his memory to replay the events of the previous evening, regretting once more that he had given in to Tonks’ stage directions. But no, he had gone along all right. Why, oh why, hadn’t he assumed some of Lupin’s dignity and stayed in the background?

It has seemed like an innocent enough suggestion at first. “Why don’t you tell us a bit about the Dark Arts classes you’ve been teaching, Harry?” Neville had asked.

“Oh, yes,” Luna urged. “Some of the Ravenclaw girls have been talking about nothing else since the start of term!”

“That’s going to make you the belle of the ball, Luna, considering who brought you to the party,” Ron remarked with a cheeky grin.

Harry could tell that Ron’s comment had made Luna self-conscious so he had taken up the narrative to divert attention from her. It wasn’t really like he had gotten up to stand in front of the lot of them, they had just gravitated to those roles as he had begun his tale.

But it had definitely been Tonks who had steered the conversation into dangerous ground with her seemingly innocent comment, “Harry’s really been a good sport about addressing all the questions that the younger students put before him “ even those that it would’ve been wiser to ignore.”

That was just the opening that Hermione needed to plop herself down on the nearest floor cushion and assume her best school girl imitation. “Oooh, Harry, is it true you have a hippogriff tattooed on your chest?”

Ron immediately sat down next to her and pretended he had shoulder length hair to swing coquettishly behind him. “I heard it was a Hungarian Horntail,” he crooned in dulcet tones. “That’s so much more manly!”

Harry recalled Luna and Neville joining the ‘class’ on the floor before him at this point while Tonks and Lupin eased themselves onto the sofa in the rear.

“Well, I did have to face the Horntail in the Triwizard contest…” Harry did his best flustered imitation to allow himself time to think. How exactly had the conversation with Ginny gone? He remembered she’d gotten a really good laugh out of it “ oh, yeah, it had been at Ron’s expense.

“Show us, Harry, please….” Hermione begged to much tittering laughter.

Harry clutched the front of his shirt through his jumper in mock horror and replied, “If you must know, it’s a Cornish Pixie…but I’m not telling you where!”

Ron and Lupin were laughing uproariously at this point. The merriment had alerted the others in the room to the entertainment and they had jointed the group on the floor to complete the illusion of a classroom setting.

Unable to resist any longer, Tonks started jumping up and down and whimpering in anticipation as she waved her hand about to capture his attention.

Harry recklessly nodded in her direction and offered, “Yes, the young lady in the back.”

Assuming a flirtatious manner that was straight out of Sarah’s handbook, Tonks batted her eyelashes copiously and then sighed dreamily. “Oh, Mr. Potter, sir, just how many girls have you snogged while at Hogwarts?”

Lupin pulled her down to sit next to him while the crowd went wild. Abruptly, all heads swiveled in Harry’s direction for his response.

“Err, could you define the term ‘snog’, please?” Harry requested in his most innocent manner.

Lupin caught his eye at this point and asked, “May I, please?”

“Be my guest.”

“Man, woman, your lips to any part of her body,” Lupin intoned rapidly in one breath. His expectant look seemed to taunt Harry.

Harry thought for a moment and then answered honestly, “Five.”

Harry’s candor caught Lupin unaware and he raised an inquisitive eyebrow in response.

“It was a broad definition,” Harry allowed with a shrug.

“Could you please name them alphabetically?” Neville demanded as the hilarity level escalated once again.

Embarrassed that his honesty had gotten him cornered with no easy response, Harry was stunned for a moment. Just like in a real classroom, he implored Tonks to come to his aid with his eyes.

Catching his import immediately, Tonks assumed her teacher persona and joined him in front of the group. “Now, children. Yes, that includes you, too, Remus,” she clarified to much giggling. “Class had already been dismissed. What are you waiting for?” She made shooing motions with her hands as Harry quickly escaped to join Lupin on the sofa.

There was a smattering of applause as he muttered to Lupin, “I’m never going to be able to convince anyone that I hate being the center of attention, am I?”

“Just wait until word of your debut gets out!” Tonks attested as she sat down on the arm of the sofa and ruffled the back of Harry’s hair affectionately.

“Especially when Ginny hears I used her material about the tattoos.”

“You never learn, do you?” Lupin noted with a sharp laugh.

As Harry thought back on those events the next morning, he was even more certain that he was going to regret the entire episode. Despite the complimentary group at breakfast, these sorts of things always seemed to have a feisty life of their own. Added to Luna’s comforting hug -- which was practically guaranteed to be misconstrued -- he was bound to be the Hogwarts’ gossip subject du jour.

“So what’s the word on the Hufflepuff Seeker?” Harry attempted to direct the conversation in another direction.

“Still in the Hospital Wing,” Ron replied.

“Word was that Madam Pomfrey was able to magically repair the torn ligaments in his kneecap but that he would still be in pain for a few days as the nerve endings realigned themselves,” Hermione explained.

“We’re hoping to visit him later this morning,” Ron announced. “Care to come along, anyone?”

Harry nodded his head to indicate that they could count on him. It seemed like a good way to ease into the day, thinking to himself that at least poor Arnie was not likely to have already heard about the events of the previous evening.






Arnold Furbisher, the Hufflepuff Seeker, was propped up on pillows when they arrived in the Hospital Wing. Hermione added the box of spinning marzipans that they had selected to the stack of get well gifts at the foot of the bed.

“That’s not any more flourless chocolate cake by any chance?” Arnie asked with a hopeful lift to his thick eyebrows.

“Sorry,” Hermione admitted with a small shrug. “It was really popular at the party last night, too.”

“So I heard.” Arnie sighed as he gazed longingly at the last crumbs remaining on a nearby plate. “Professor Sprout claimed she had to fight her way through a crowd to bring me the two pieces that she managed last night. I only now finished the second piece.”

“Tell me about the Quidditch match,” Ron suggested eagerly. “From the stands, you looked like you were being buffeted around like a kite.”

“Yeah, and every punch the Slytherin slimeball landed on me felt like a lightening bolt!”

They had an amicable conversation for a while; Ron and Harry nodding intently as Hermione listened with a polite, but genuine smile. As the late morning crowd swelled, though, it soon became clear that word of Harry’s celebrity status had spread. Not wanting to be the star attraction at the bedside of an injured athlete, Harry excused himself quietly to return to his room.








To his surprise he found Dobby, the house-elf, waiting for him inside the seventh year common room.

“You’re famous, Harry Potter, sir!” Dobby bowed in greeting.

“Good to see you, too, Dobby,” Harry replied politely. “I’d rather be a little less famous, if you don’t mind.”

“Fame can be fickle,” Dobby replied with such a knowing gaze that Harry couldn’t help but laugh outright.

“Is that supposed to cheer me up?”

“No, Harry Potter, sir, but this is!” From behind his back, Dobby brought out a sleek square box tied up with white string.

Harry reverently took the box from the elf’s outstretched hands and untied the string. Inside was a complete flourless chocolate cake already cut into narrow wedges.

“Dobby, would it be possible for you to deliver a few of these slices to Arnie Furbisher in the Hospital Wing?”

“The injured Quidditch player?” Dobby inquired. “Dobby will return with a smaller box, sir.”

With a quick snap of his fingers, Dobby Disapparated.

Harry took a quick bite of a fudgy wedge and settled back in the nearest chair to read the note that had been propped inside the box. He recognized Tonks’ trademark purple ink immediately.

Harry,

You were absolutely brilliant at last night’s party! Remus was still chuckling in his sleep, if you can believe it. Hope this makes up for the cake being all gone by the time you returned. Will we see you for supper tonight? My rooms at seven o’clock. Send regrets only.


Love,

Remus &Tonks


P.S. My agent is already interested in meeting with you.



Harry laughed at Tonks’ outrageousness and fondly placed the note in his desk drawer for safe-keeping. Of course he’d be there.

With a loud pop, Dobby reappeared holding a spool of string, a small white box tucked under his arm. Deftly, he levitated four wedges of the cake that rearranged themselves in mid-air to the contours of the smaller box.

“Does Harry Potter wish to add a note?” Dobby asked with a smile.

“I’ll just scrawl something on the lid, if that’s all right,” Harry suggested.

Dobby nodded as he laid the box on the nearest tabletop. When Harry had finished, the elf waggled his fingers in the direction of the box and the string wrapped itself magically into a neat bow. The remaining spool hovered in mid-air but Dobby ignored it as he turned his huge eyes to look up at Harry directly.

“If Dobby may be so bold, sir…” he began hesitantly.

“Please say whatever’s on your mind, Dobby.” Harry smiled down at the elf in a reassuring manner. “We’ve been friends for a very long time.”

“It seems that Professor Tonks and Professor Lupin hold you in very high esteem, sir.”

“The feeling is mutual, Dobby.”

“They are always including you in their activities and meals and such.”

“I greatly enjoy their company.”

“Have you taken the opportunity to respond in kind, sir?”

“I’m not sure what you mean, Dobby,” Harry responded with all honesty.

“Do you take them a gift or any other token?”

“Actually, no. I haven’t had the opportunity to do any shopping on my own for months. Christmas was an absolute night--” With sudden insight, Harry looked at Dobby directly. “Did you have something in mind?”

Solemnly, Dobby nodded. “For Professor Tonks, anyway. There is a certain dinner wine that she prefers. We do not stock it in the cellars here and it must be specially ordered from France. Teachers are permitted to keep their own stores, but all acquisitions must be ordered by the case.”

“And Tonks hasn’t placed an order.”

“No, the cost seems rather prohibitive when twelve bottles must be ordered at once.”

Harry was surprised by the amount that Dobby quoted him. But after a moment’s hesitation, he returned with the necessary galleons to complete the transaction. After all, he’d had very few occasions to spend any of the coins he’d withdrawn at the start of the school year.

“Only, Dobby, please inform me when the order arrives so that I can take her a bottle personally.”

“Of course, sir, we will have it properly chilled as well.”

“Dobby, any ideas what might appeal to Professor Lupin? I’ve been wracking my brain and I cannot think of a thing.”

“He is much more difficult, sir. He is not materialistic in the slightest,” Dobby commiserated. The elf tilted his head in concentration. “Dobby can only conclude that after many years of loneliness, Professor Lupin must value friendship and companionship more than anything else.”

“Rather difficult to gift wrap.”

“Yes, sir, but not difficult to give.”

“Thank you, Dobby, your insight has been…remarkable.”

Dobby bowed graciously and intoned solemnly, “It is as Harry Potter said, we have been friends for a very long time.”





As his mid-week dueling session with Ginny approached, Harry tried to brace himself for any contingencies. He kept bolstering his confidence with Tonks’ glowing words: how his performance had not only effectively skewered himself but also the intrusiveness of the students who posed such embarrassing questions in the first place. By employing the snogging question in the improvisation, she assured him that it was no longer available for the students’ use. He fervently hoped she was right on all counts.

Ginny did not disappoint him after he insisted that they wait outside the Room of Requirement for Lupin’s arrival.

“I hear you were the life of the party on Saturday night,” she observed conversationally.

“Not until later,” Harry admitted. “I don’t seem to hit my stride until midnight.”

“I understand you helped yourself to some of my lines as well.”

“So have your agent call mine,” Harry replied flippantly. “Let them hash it out.”

To his surprise, she laughed appreciatively. “I see Tonks has been training you well. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there. We left after the Hufflepuff lads did their musical revue. I didn’t think anyone would be able to top that.”

“I’m not certain I did.” Although he had beaten Jennifer Tomlinson to the punch, Harry congratulated himself.

“According to Leah and her brood, you did,” Ginny answered with a small smile.

“Sorry you missed it then.”

Her gaze was very direct as she added, “I got the impression my presence wasn’t exactly welcome these days.”

“Not you, just Robert,” Harry responded honestly.

“Harry, that’s not fair.”

“Where does it say I have to be fair, Ginny? Please point that out in the fine print as I bloody-well missed it!”

Harry tried to stare at her defiantly but the resulting sparks in her eyes just made him feel like his resolve was on the verge of crumbling. He turned away and stared at the floor instead.

“I see you’re both warmed up for the practice session,” Lupin observed wryly as he commanded the door of the room to appear.

Very wisely, he did not have them dueling against one another that day.
End Notes:
Conversation concerning tattoos is paraphrased from Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, Chapter 25, pages 535-536, American hardback edition.
Chapter 47 The Power of Silence by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Another foray into the Treasure Room; Harry’s chivalry gets Ginny into trouble with Lupin; Tonks is recruited to provide an extra dueling challenge.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 47
The Power of Silence


After watching Neville and Luna leave the following week’s practice session hand-in-hand, Harry suggested to the others that it might be an ideal time to stay behind and complete their earlier Horcrux search. Ron and Hermione offered to stay put in the Room of Requirement while he retrieved the metal box housing the locket to be their divining rod. When he returned, they exited into the seventh floor corridor briefly to allow Harry to call forth the Treasure Room instead.

They began with the bottle depository even though they all concurred that it was unlikely that a Horcrux was hidden there. The task was so monotonous that it seemed like an ideal time to reassess their progress.

“Dumbledore was certain that there were only four more Horcruxes to find, right?” Hermione commenced. “Considering that the ring and diary had already been destroyed.”

Harry nodded. “Since then, we have isolated three more: the Potions book, the photo album and Slytherin’s locket. That leaves only one more.”

“Perhaps I should write this down,” Hermione suggested as she started to pull out her ever-present memo pad.

Ron caught her arm to forestall her. “You don’t want any papers that could fall into the wrong hands.”

“I agree with Ron,” Harry added as he turned down another aisle. “We need to keep this in our heads… Dumbledore was certain that Helga Hufflepuff’s Cup was sure to be among Voldemort’s Horcruxes. We revisited a memory that showed Riddle coveting it and everything.”

“So you think that the Cup is likely to turn out to be the missing Horcrux?” Hermione echoed.

“Absolutely,” Harry affirmed. “I just have no idea where to begin looking for it.” Not to mention the fact that Snape had warned him that the Death Eaters were also on the lookout, but he kept that last part to himself.

“Wasn’t there some mention of Voldemort’s snake as being a possibility, though?” Ron screwed up his face to try to draw forth a stubborn memory.

“True, but I’m not so sure Dumbledore really bought into that theory,” Harry conceded in hindsight. “It was the only idea I could come up with when he put me on the spot. Voldemort does seem to have a rather warped association with his snake, but from the start Dumbledore argued that there were valid reasons why a living subject would not make an ideal Horcrux.”

“Such as?” Hermione prompted him.

“The bloody thing will die of natural causes at some point, of course!” Ron countered.

“That was the main one, yes,” Harry agreed. “Undying loyalty was also an issue.”

“So you suspect that Dumbledore originally included Nagini in the listing of possible Horcruxes simply to humor you?” Hermione surmised.

“Perhaps ‘humor’ is too strong a word. I think he included my suggestion more as a way to bolster my confidence.”

“That’s still pretty harsh, mate, wouldn’t you say?” Ron asked.

“We have to be willing to look the truth squarely in the eye if we hope to succeed,” Harry countered. “Anything less than that and we’re just fooling ourselves.”

“I think we should commend Harry on his brave stance,” Hermione suggested. “But let’s not discount the snake, either. Voldemort didn’t get this far by being predictable.”

After what seemed like hours of trudging up and down tumbling aisles of old bottles, they had found nothing. Harry surrendered the metal box with the locket so that Ron could begin sweeping the area near the door. Meanwhile, Harry removed the Prince’s book to a temporary hiding place to avoid any false readings. It was an unnecessary precaution, though, as the locket remained inert as they finished searching the remaining quadrant.

With a sigh of resignation, they sat down wearily in a small clearing they had created near the center of the room. One more Horcrux to find and they had no earthly idea where to continue their search.

“We have to have them all before we start destroying them,” Hermione remarked.

“I’m not sure that’s necessary but I certainly want to save the locket for last,” Harry opined. “It’s the only one that seems to react with the others.”

“Any ideas on how to begin destroying the ones that we have?” Ron asked pointedly.

With a heavy sigh, they admitted that they were clueless.

“Let’s not forget that some of these items may contain a secondary curse as well,” Harry cautioned as he reminded them of Dumbledore’s blackened hand.

“We never did find out what caused that, did we?” Ron remarked.

“Dumbledore kept promising that it would be such a rollicking good tale, but he never got around to telling it before his time ran out,” Harry stated flatly.

“That seems to be one of those harsh life lessons,” Ron muttered sagely.

“I think our next order of business is further research on curses, curse-breaking and possible ways of destroying these objects,” Hermione suggested as she stood up wearily. “We still have a number of books we haven’t worked through yet.”

“You don’t mind if we wait until tomorrow?” Ron implored as he staggered unsteadily to his feet with fatigue.

“You two go on ahead,” Harry suggested. “I’ll keep an eye on the Map and then follow. I need to return the Prince’s book to its usual spot.”

Hermione nodded and then offered to take the metal box with her. Harry gladly turned its responsibility over to her with the explicit instructions that Ron return it to its habitual spot on the uppermost closet shelf.






The Treasure Room seemed particularly creepy and unsettling once Ron’s and Hermione’s voices had died away. Even the absolute stillness seemed to press upon him in a disquieting way. Harry concentrated on his task of replacing the old Potions book so that he, too, could make his escape as soon as possible. The thought of a warm bed after a long, wearisome day was extraordinarily appealing.

Hastily, Harry unfolded the Marauder’s Map to check that the way was clear. As his eyes swept the room, each suspicious shadow seemed to recede into an innocent shape only to resume its menacing stance once Harry’s eyes returned to the Map. Despite his hammering heart, he kept telling himself that it was just a trick of the light coupled with exhaustion.

With dismay, he noted that two round dots were situated between the room’s exit and the stairs to the floors below, effectively barring his immediate departure. It was not possible to retreat down the opposite corridor, either, not without risking the door being seen “ even if he used the Invisibility Cloak. His eyes were too blurry to distinguish the names at first glance, so Harry ignited his wand tip and brought it closer to the Map surface.

One of the dots belonged to Robert Anderson. Harry’s heart sank. Of all the bloody luck, that was the last person he wanted to see right now. It struck him as rather reckless for Ginny to be traveling in this part of the castle, though, as she knew that Harry often trained with the others during weekday evenings. He peered at the second dot more carefully, then wiped his glasses on his sleeve to make sure he wasn’t seeing things. The second dot was labeled ‘Daphne Greengrass.’

Robert and Daphne together? And sneaking down a seemingly deserted school corridor close to curfew. Granted, he was trying to do much the same -- but something told him they were not on a mission to defeat the Dark Lord. Sheer curiosity overcame his fatigue as he soundlessly moved to the door so that his ear was resting on the infinitesimal crack that remained while the room was in use. His ears registered nothing other than the sound of his own breathing.

He watched the progress of the dots on the Map but they did not seem to be in any hurry to move. If he hadn’t known better, he’d think they were combing the hallways looking for a lost earring or other small object. If only he had a Decoy Detonator, he mused, then realized that he didn’t have any good way to introduce it into the corridor without giving himself away in the process. Peruvian Instant Darkness Powder, that’s what he needed, he thought belatedly. Anything to fend off the realization that he was effectively trapped.

Harry watched the minutes tick ever closer to curfew on his wristwatch, hoping that Neville and Luna would begin their rounds soon. He could always throw himself on their mercy, if need be. So what if they felt obligated to deduct a few house points in the process? Chances are they wouldn’t anyway, especially once they heard the true reason.

A solid half hour after curfew, the dots finally seemed to come to the sudden conclusion that their return to their respective Houses was long overdue. Like magnets turned to their repellent sides, they dashed off in opposite directions. With a sigh of relief, Harry threw the Invisibility Cloak over his head and carefully made his way back to Gryffindor Tower.

Hermione and Ron were waiting anxiously for him just on the other side of the stone sconce.

“We were worried, Harry,” Hermione gushed, running to his side immediately.

“Too many creepy things in that room, pal,” Ron offered as reason for his worried frown.

“Believe me, I wasn’t too thrilled being trapped in there myself,” Harry agreed wearily as he sank into the nearest chair and proceeded to fold his Cloak.

Ron handed him a cold butterbeer as a life preserver to a drowning man. Gratefully, Harry quenched his parched throat before recounting the recent events.

“Are you sure it was Daphne and Robert?” Hermione demanded. “You never heard their voices, did you?”

“The Map never lies,” Harry intoned.

“Then there’s only one explanation,” Ron concluded. “And I’m not going to be the one to tell Neville.”

“Considering I never actually saw anything,” Harry returned, “I’m not reporting anything to anybody.”

“Not even to Ginny?” Hermione inquired.

“Especially not Ginny,” Harry returned. “She’d have no reason to believe me, not when it comes to Robert. I don’t want to have to defend my integrity when it comes to a louse like that.”

“Sounds like you’re sympathetic to her plight,” Ron observed knowingly.

“Of course, I am! But unfortunately, I can’t do anything about it.”








Despite diving into the remaining Horcrux books with vigor, none of them contained any information on how to destroy them. The books implied that once such an object was identified, the safest path was to steer clear of it entirely. Not a bad policy, Harry had to admit, but not one of his options, either.

As the appointed time to conference with Snape drew near, Harry struggled to devise some plan to steer the conversation to the subject of cursed objects. True, it would be like trying to redirect a tidal wave. As far as he could tell, though, no one else held a larger cache of the answers that they needed. Why Dumbledore had trusted this enigmatic, unlikable man and given him such unprecedented access into his secret plans was a question for the ages. Surprisingly, the weekly verbal matches had only served to fuel Harry’s determination to somehow extract the information he needed despite Snape’s habitual surliness. It had become a challenge of wits against a worthy opponent and he was not about to back down.

As the minutes ticked away, his impatience grew but the mirror remained stubbornly inert. Harry did not dare initiate the contact himself, knowing that he might inadvertently expose Snape’s cover. He allowed nearly two hours before he concluded that circumstances had prevented this week’s conversation. The unmistakable sting of disappointment only left him anticipating the following week’s encounter that much more.

Not having any other plans, Harry donned his school robes and ventured forth to be among the other students. He was not scheduled to meet with Lupin until later in the afternoon, so he tucked the Valley of the Kings book into his pocket to pass the time. He would have preferred to continue his research among some of the Muggle books that Hermione had located, but the titles might draw unwarranted attention. If he was going to try to enjoy a bit of fresh air reading today, he would have to stick to something innocuous.

Since it was still the lunch hour, the halls were crowded as he worked his way down to the gravel path that wove past his favorite rock. The melting snow had left the grounds conspicuously muddy and it was not a good idea to cut across the sloping lawn as he usually did. As he neared the open archway, he could smell a definite change in the air. It was the scent of freshness and hope as the hardiest spring plants began to poke their tender shoots through the last snowy remnants.

The bodies between him and the doorway cleared abruptly and he was struck with an unexpected sight. Sitting abnormally still on the closest stone bench in the courtyard was Ginny. Harry followed his first impulse to turn on his heel and walk in the opposite direction, but as he neared the stairs at the end of the corridor, it occurred to him that he had not seen Robert at all. A quick review of Ginny’s class schedule indicated that her usual haunt at this time of day was on the far side of the building. With the unshakable feeling that something was amiss, Harry raced up the staircase before him to find a better vantage point.

He found himself in the familiar corridor outside the Transfiguration classroom. As Harry worked his way to the broad windows that provided a panoramic view of the courtyard from a different angle, he took special care to stay in the shadows as Ginny was likely to see him at the window if she lifted her eyes. She had not moved from her previous position, though. He scanned the courtyard more carefully, but still found no sign of Robert. Finally Harry spotted him laughing merrily among a group that was working its way towards a small wooded area bordering the lake.

Turning his attention back to Ginny, he watched as a group of girls stopped by to exchange a few words with her. She looked up at them and shook her head glumly, uttering a smattering of words that Harry couldn’t distinguish. Instead of returning her gaze to the gravel at her feet, though, Ginny looked fixedly into the far distance as she lifted a hand absently to her face. In a heartbeat, Harry realized that she was crying! The sparkle of moisture on her cheeks was unmistakable as it caught the fragile sunlight.

Hardly taking time to consider his actions, Harry raced down the stairs two steps at a time and approached her quietly from behind. A single footstep on the gravel surrounding the bench was the only indication he gave Ginny of his presence. Silently, he slipped onto the bench behind her and wrapped his arms tenderly around her waist. She did not turn to face him, but it was clear by the way that her delicate arms wound themselves over his that she recognized who it was. She laid her head back against his shoulder comfortably and accepted the strength that his closeness imparted to her. It wasn’t long before her tears subsided.

Harry let the silken strands of her hair caress his cheek as he rested his head on hers. Almost imperceptibly, the slow rise and fall of his breathing adjusted itself to match hers. It was as if time had stood still and eternity spun its silver web out before them. The courtyard slowly emptied of students returning to their scheduled classes, but neither of them noticed. If anything, the return of the peaceful sounds of the birds only intensified the feeling of serenity that enveloped them.

With a start, Ginny jumped up from the bench and grabbed her book bag. She tossed a panicked glance toward the first floor Transfiguration classroom, but Lupin’s face was no longer visible there. She caught Harry’s eyes only long enough for the wetness to return to hers then wordlessly dashed off into the building.

Without moving from the spot that he had shared with Ginny, Harry withdrew the tattered book from his robes and attempted to focus on the paragraphs before him. With a contented sigh, he gave it up as hopeless and simply let his mind wander. He could still smell the faint, flowery scent that he associated with Ginny’s closeness in the surrounding air.






Lupin looked up from the Transfiguration lesson that he was demonstrating for the sixth years as he heard the door to the classroom open.

“Sorry I’m late, Professor,” Ginny offered quietly as she slipped into the nearest empty desk and tried to redirect her attention to the lesson at hand.

The absurdity of changing spiders into tea cozies or lizards into salad tongs did not even register with her as it usually did. There would be no need to seek out a practical application to a lesson that she could not retain. Her entire existence was still wrapped around that bench in the courtyard below.

Once class was over, Ginny recognized that she owed Lupin a better apology and took her time getting her things together. She glanced up again to review the long line of supplicants that were waiting for a bit of face time with the professor. Good thing she didn’t have any more scheduled classes for the remainder of the day, she thought to herself.

Lupin looked up and caught her eye as the Ravenclaw girl before him melted out the door. There were still five others waiting in line for his attention. Motioning for their patience, he raised his head above them and nodded to Ginny, “Ginny, I’d like a word, please. My office, now.”

The sternness of his tone reverberated in the air as he directed a gentle smile at the next student in line. Just as he hoped, the knowledge that Ginny’s sentence was hanging in the air added an unconscious sense of urgency to the requests before him and they were completed in record time.

Now came the difficult part, Lupin reminded himself, as he took resolute strides down the corridor that led to his office. He visualized the officiousness of Poppy Pomfrey to keep his demeanor consistent with his walk and was satisfied when clumps of students dissolved out of his path instinctively. With a calculated swing, he wretched the office door open and allowed it to slam shut. Quietly, he double-checked that the lock had been engaged.

Tossing his battered leather portfolio on the desk before him, he shrugged out of his robes and went in search of Ginny in the inner office. She was standing before the solitary window and turned a stricken face to him as he entered. Without a word, he whipped out his wand and turned the inner lock, followed by a muffliato charm just to be on the safe side.

Lupin slowly turned his eyes to Ginny to gauge the effect of his performance. He could see that her eyes were filling up with unshed tears. He felt like a total heel for causing her any additional distress, but it had been absolutely necessary. It wouldn’t do for a male teacher to offer any sort of comfort to a female student, regardless of…well, anything.

“Please, Ginny,” he implored her softly, “I’m not angry with you. That was just a pretense for everyone else. Just tell me what happened.”

Ginny nodded that she understood but she was clearly too choked up to answer.

Throwing caution to the wind, he enveloped her in his arms and allowed her to rest her head against his shoulder. He stroked her long hair soothingly just like when she’d been a small child with a skinned knee.

“Come, Ginny, this isn’t like you. You’re always such a sensible girl. Please just tell me what’s got you so upset.” As an unwelcome thought hit him, Lupin pulled back and looked her directly in the face. “Ginny, has something happened to your family?”

She shook her head to indicate ‘no’ but was still too overcome for words. She held up a hand to forestall him and then choked out the words, “Please, Remus… I promise I’ll tell you… Just give me a moment… You’re sure you aren’t angry with me?”

“No, Ginny, I’m not,” Lupin reassured her softly. “I could see you out the window; I saw Harry come to comfort you. I just want to understand what upset you so much that you walked into my class after it was half over. If I’m not mistaken, you probably can’t even tell me what the lesson was about, can you?”

“I’m sorry, Remus…”

“Come sit until you’re ready,” he offered, ushering her to one of the chairs by the fire. “I can wait. Would you like some butterbeer for your throat?”

“Thanks.” Ginny managed a weak smile as she took the frosty bottle from him. “Don’t you have an appointment with Harry coming up soon?”

“I do, but I’ll keep an eye on the clock. He knows to knock if the door is locked.”

After a few long pulls of butterbeer, Ginny felt like she could at least begin. She hoped that Lupin would help her fill in the gaps where the words escaped her.

“It all started when Robert said that he wanted to break up,” she began, then quickly added, “This isn’t going where you think it is, Remus, so please hear me out before you say anything… It wasn’t like I haven’t broken up with others before. It’s usually accompanied by feelings of anger, revenge, revulsion; you get the picture.”

Lupin had a difficult time hiding his smile at Ginny’s choice of adjectives. It was clear that she refused to allow herself to be victimized by sexist roles.

“Only this time, when he told me, I just felt nothing. Just a great, big, numbing void…” she hesitated, not knowing how to describe the feelings of isolation that had engulfed her. “I just couldn’t help wondering what was wrong with me.”

But Lupin could easily visualize the picture that she was straining to paint: the shock that she must have felt when Harry had so blithely arrived on the scene and stirred up a host of new emotions. It was too much for her to sort out at once.

“I saw the rest of it, Ginny,” he assured her. “I even gave you a few extra minutes after the others arrived before I started class… Tell me this, though, how did you know it was Harry? As far as I could tell, you didn’t once turn your head until you got up.”

“I could tell by the sound his footstep made in the gravel behind me,” she answered as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

“Did he whisper anything to you?”

“No.”

Lupin was stunned. As far as he knew, such acuity belonged to Animagi who had transformed into animal form not to ordinary witches or wizards.

“Can you distinguish everyone you know by their footsteps?” he asked gingerly as he held his breath for her response.

“No, just Harry,” she admitted then looked at Lupin suspiciously. “You act as if this is something rather spooky.”

“Not spooky, just unusual.” Lupin wondered if Harry shared the same affinity for her presence as well. “Can you also tell when Harry walks into a room if he doesn’t make any sound at all?”

“I really haven’t tested that one,” she admitted with a small giggle. “You should probably ask Harry how many times he’s managed to sneak up on me unawares. He’s always accusing me of doing that to him!”

A grain of an idea was forming in Lupin’s mind. It might just work; it might just be the solution to the problem that was insurmountable, but he needed to gather a bit more information before he could be sure.

“That’s Harry now,” Ginny remarked off-handedly. Five seconds later they heard a knock at the door.

Lupin whipped around in shock.

“Aren’t you going to answer it?” Ginny asked, with an indescribable look of satisfaction on her face.

“Yes, of course,” Lupin replied as he staggered to the outer office. Absently, he opened the main door for Harry.

“I’m sorry, Professor, I didn’t realize you were already busy,” Harry noted, flashing a smile in Ginny’s direction.

“Perfect timing, Harry,” Lupin offered warmly as he gestured for Harry to join them in the inner office. “We’re just getting to the part about Ginny’s punishment.”

“Excuse me, Remus,” Ginny cried. “I thought you said you weren’t angry with me!”

“I’m not.” Lupin shrugged. “I never said there wouldn’t be a price to pay, now did I?”

“Pretty sneaky,” Ginny protested under her breath.

“And just so you won’t be totally disappointed in me,” Lupin announced archly, “it will not involve house points.”

Harry tried unsuccessfully to hide his smirk at Lupin’s deviousness.

“We have a change of plans this afternoon, Harry,” Lupin addressed him directly. “I hope you don’t mind.”

“Do you want to reschedule for tomorrow then?” Harry suggested solicitously.

“Probably, but that doesn’t let you off the hook for today,” Lupin returned. “A punishment as good as this deserves an audience.” Lupin smiled wickedly in Ginny’s direction. “If either of you have plans for this evening, I suggest you cancel them.”

“Now you make it sound as if I’m being punished, too,” Harry added jokingly.

Lupin’s silken reply was not what he expected. “Oh, but you are. I believe you were partially to blame for Ginny’s state of mind this afternoon.”

Now it was Ginny’s turn to giggle.

“You each have half an hour to return to your rooms, change into comfortable clothing, then meet me back here. Bring your wands.”

“If you don’t mind me asking, Professor, will we be done in time for dinner in the Great Hall?”

“Probably not. Tonks and I will make sure that no one goes without supper tonight, even if we have to special order it ourselves.”

“They have that privilege?” Ginny whispered to Harry.

“Absolutely,” Harry returned with a smile.






The common room was silent when Harry rushed in like a maelstrom, hastily tossing his school uniform and robes onto his wrinkled bedcovers. He had no idea what Lupin had in mind for this evening, but he had to admit that his interest had been piqued. To Lupin’s credit, it was not everyone who could imbue detention with such an indescribable sense of anticipation. Dread, yes; anticipation, no. Tonks was not the only one with an undeniable sense of showmanship.

A hastily scribbled note on his desk caught his attention. In a childish hand, it read simply: ‘It has arrived’. It was signed by Dobby.

What perfect timing, Harry thought as he called the elf’s name aloud. With a sharp pop, Dobby materialized beside Harry’s rumbled bed.

“Would Harry Potter like a bottle for this evening, sir?” Dobby asked happily.

“Yes, but not right this minute. I’ve another appointment before dinner and it wouldn’t do to take it with me now. Can I call on you later and have you bring it then?”

“Absolutely, sir, Dobby will make sure that it’s properly chilled.” Dobby’s head bobbed up and down eagerly.

“Dobby, thanks again for all your assistance.” Harry smiled. “I cannot say that enough.”

Slightly embarrassed by all the praise, Dobby gulped noticeably before replying, “Please let Dobby know how Professor Tonks likes it.”

“I’m sure she will be delighted, but I promise to recount everything in detail for you. Complete with dialogue, if you’d like.”

Dobby smiled broadly. “As always, Harry Potter is most kind.” With a curt bow, Dobby Disapparated.






Lupin wore an unmistakable expression of glee as he ushered them into the Room of Requirement that evening. Harry gaped in awe at the unexpected sight before him. They were in a massive sports arena complete with long stone bleachers for the spectators, empty except for the three of them and a small figure warming up on the grassy field below.

“Ginny, did you remember to bring your wand?” Lupin asked, turning in her direction.

She smiled and produced it with a flourish from beneath the stretchy athletic top she was wearing.

With a nod, Lupin continued, “Then the first order of business for tonight’s festivities is for you to face Tonks in a duel. She’s already on the field warming up. I suggest you do likewise.”

Harry watched the dwindling figure of Ginny as she bounded down the long terraced aisles that led to the center of the field. Her bright copper pony-tail bounced along merrily behind her.

“Come, Harry, let’s find a spot to view the action up close.”

This was the strangest detention he’d ever served, Harry mused inwardly as he followed Lupin down the steps, but he had to allow extra points for sheer style. Ginny would never be able to accuse Lupin of being an amateur.

“Care for a bit of a wager on the outcome of the first round?” Lupin’s eyes twinkled as he settled his jeans on one of the worn stone benches.

“Are you sure you’re not secretly related to the Weasleys?” Harry countered as he reviewed Lupin critically.

“What makes you say that?” Lupin chuckled.

Harry recounted how the twins had handicapped the contestants as well as the dragons in the Triwizard Tournament and then wandered up and down the reviewing stands openly taking wagers. “Granted, I only heard about this second-hand since I was confined to the champions’ tent. I was keyed up enough to be confined to a straight-jacket,” he added wryly.

“So you’re telling me that I could be a millionaire today if only I had put my galleons on the Chinese fireball and it had incinerated Viktor Krum?” Lupin asked merrily.

“I believe that was the long shot that Ron recalled.” Harry replied with a laugh as he absently watched Tonks stretch into a position that would surely have put him in traction.

“Then this definitely calls for a wager. In honor of the twin’s unquenchable business acumen, of course,” Lupin amended.

“Acquaint me a bit with the facts first,” Harry requested. He was captivated by Ginny’s deep breathing exercises that showed off her lithe posture. “What have you told Tonks about Ginny’s dueling style?”

“Nothing “ other than to say that she was extremely talented.”

“What about Tonks? I never really got much of a chance to observe her when we were in the Department of Mysteries.”

“She was hardly at her best that day,” Lupin conceded. “She’s much better on an even surface when she can really pull out all the stops.”

“As she will surely do today.”

“Absolutely. You don’t think she was selected as the youngest member of the Auror Department because Alastor Moody thought she was cute?”

Harry laughed. “Knowing her stand on sexism, she would probably have cut him down on the spot if he had!”

“Then I doubt they would’ve offered her the post!” Lupin threw back at him.

“How about if we flip for it?” suggested Harry giddily. He pulled out his lucky fake galleon. “For bragging rights?”

“Is that the coin that was used to summon Dumbledore’s Army?” Lupin reverently examined the coin.

“The very one. Hermione infused it with a Protean Charm.”

“Throw the coin in and you’re on!” Lupin replied decisively.

The coin toss allotted Ginny to Harry and Tonks to Lupin. Not much of a surprise there, Harry thought, but it sure would make things a lot simpler when it came time to congratulate the winner.

“If you gentlemen have completed your preliminary paperwork, I believe we’re ready to begin,” Tonks offered from the base of the reviewing stands.

Harry blew Ginny a kiss for luck as she and Tonks lined up back to back for the count off.

“You do realize that Robert broke up with Ginny earlier today?” Lupin whispered pointedly.

“Not really; although that does put things into perspective.”

“Ginny didn’t tell you?”

“We didn’t need words this afternoon, Remus.”

From the start, Harry could tell that this was going to be tough match to call. Tonks was a surprisingly acrobatic fighter, giving her an advantage in side-stepping Ginny’s combination moves. After her usual meteoric start, Ginny was definitely pacing herself so that she wouldn’t become winded too early. However, this was allowing Tonks additional time to react instead of keeping her off balance. The advantage kept wavering from one to the other as they each tried to locate their opponent’s weaknesses. Little by little, Harry noticed that Tonks directed more of her spells towards Ginny’s left side which put Ginny in an awkward position. Most of the combinations that Ginny had innovated moved from left to right. Since Harry was right-handed also, he had never given it a second thought.

But Ginny was not to be so easily outdone as she soon caught on to Tonks’ tactics. With remarkable intuition, she slowly moved the action to the uneven terrain of the stone stairs that led up into the viewing stands. Wisely, Tonks resisted the urge to follow her and simply sprinted up the next staircase until they were both on the first spectator tier.

Slowly, they drew together once more with the measured steps and narrowed eyes of adversaries. It was clear to Harry that Ginny’s strategy would hamper them both with insufficient room to maneuver. Tonks fired off a quick spell that Ginny narrowly avoided by jumping out of the way. Ginny fired back, but she had not properly regained her balance and the spell went wide. Not giving her an extra moment to recover, Tonks brought it home with an effortless immobilizing spell.

Harry caught Lupin’s arm before he gave in to the instinctive urge to applaud. “Before we do the critique and all cards are on the table, I want to have a go at Tonks myself,” he whispered tersely.

“You have an idea?” Lupin turned to look at him full face.

“Yes, but it will never work if we deconstruct Ginny’s technique first.”

“Sounds to me like you’re anticipating your own punishment,” Lupin replied smiling.

“Just going to the hangman with my head held high,” Harry returned deftly.

Lupin bounded lightly over to where Tonks was catching her breath and advised her of the next event. Harry could see her nodding that she understood, but then his attention was diverted by Ginny settling herself down on the bench next to him.

“You did a great job of keeping Tonks on her toes,” he offered with a broad smile.

“Thanks,” Ginny gasped as she strained to catch her breath. “I think she still has a lot more up her sleeve than she’s let us see so far.”

“That’s comforting, considering I go up against her next!”

“So, any last words?” She grinned mischievously.

Harry fought the urge to smooth the few stray strands of hair that had come loose around her face. Ginny was distracting even sitting at arm’s length, he admitted to himself. Trying to keep his mind focused on the upcoming duel, he turned his attention to the field below. Tonks was taking a deep swig of bottled water as she took a much deserved breather between rounds. From the corner of his eye, Harry could see that Lupin was returning to join them in the stands.

“Tonks isn’t at all like what I thought when I first met her. Back when she served as my Ministry-assigned escort,” Harry observed to no one in particular.

Lupin leaned over and handed an unopened bottle of water to Ginny, then smiled in Harry’s direction as he settled himself on Ginny’s other side. “She’s gained a lot of confidence since she started teaching at Hogwarts,” Lupin explained. “But she’s always been a bundle of contradictions.”

“And then some!” Harry added appreciatively.

“That’s one of the things that I most love about her,” Lupin admitted with a lopsided grin.

Ginny offered a few whispered words of encouragement as Tonks signaled to Harry that he should join her on the grassy field below.

“Professor, I believe this now belongs to you,” Harry offered as he lightly tossed the fake galleon in Lupin’s direction.

“Thanks, Harry!” Lupin replied as he easily snatched the coin in mid-air. “I promise to take good care of it.”

Tonks walked over to exchange a few quiet words with Harry before the duel.

“I know that Remus intends this to be a punishment for you,” she began with a twinkle in her eye. “But I admit to having an ulterior motive. If I win, will you agree to help me out with a few more classes?”

“More Patronus work?”

“I’d like to start them on a bit of dueling practice and that really takes two instructors to keep things safe at all times. Are you up for it?”

“Sure. What do I get if I win, though?” he added wryly.

“In the unlikely event, you mean?” Tonks shot back.

“One still has to be prepared for the contingencies,” Harry replied.

“Make me a counter-offer,” she suggested with a nonchalant shrug.

Put on the spot like that, Harry had no idea what to say. “I wasn’t really prepared for that,” he admitted.

“How about a condition to be determined later then?” she offered without batting an eye.

“That’s rather open-ended, don’t you think?” Harry laughed. “I could ask for just about anything.”

“Provided you win first,” she noted with a wink. “But I can always deny that this conversation ever took place if you demand something too outrageous!”

There was a skewed logic to it all, so Harry agreed good-naturedly.

He tried to avoid looking towards the spectator stands as he suspected Lupin had attempted to rope Ginny into another wager. Much to Lupin’s chagrin, Ginny was probably calculating odds and Harry really didn’t want to know how she rated his chances at this point. It wasn’t like he hadn’t tried to warn Lupin beforehand.

He stood back to back with Tonks and took deep, calming breaths to try to appease his hammering heart. As they counted off the requisite paces, he kept going over his makeshift plan in his head, knowing that it would likely be scrapped once he got into the thick of battle. Before Harry reached his final heartbeat, he dived headlong into his opening maneuvers.

He could tell from Tonks’ momentary expression of surprise that he had caught her off-guard. Not giving her a second to recover, Harry launched into his next planned set of spells to keep her unbalanced. If he could do to her what Ginny always seemed to do to him, he would have a small chance. He kept at Tonks unmercifully, starting a new spell even as he artfully dodged one of her retaliations. She was remarkably precise, and even the spells that were issued haphazardly did not stray far from the mark. With utmost stealth, he began to back her towards the closest set of stone steps, varying the angles of his barrage so that it made for an indirect path. It would not do to let her guess his ultimate goal.

Harry made as if he faltered and saved himself from the white jet from her wand at the very last minute. While Tonks indulged herself in the slightest hint of a smile, Harry hit her from an expected direction. Her back foot came within inches of the stone steps behind her. It was too much to expect her to be unaware of the stairs that she had been observing peripherally throughout much of the duel.

Now came the moment of truth that must be executed flawlessly, Harry reminded himself. Since it involved a highly dangerous spell that he couldn’t actually cast without endangering Tonks, he would have to convey his opportunity to cast it without actually doing so. Tricky at best when every second had to be accounted for precisely. Switching his wand to his left hand without turning his head in that direction, he pointed towards the stone steps with his right.

“Reducio!” he intoned verbally as if he fully expected the steps to crumble or reduce themselves to powder as Ginny had once done in practice. Then, very deliberately, he allowed his wand to drop to the ground.

Tonks faltered for a moment and then recognized that she had been bluffed. With an undeniable look of triumph, she fit Harry with a jelly-legs jinx that brought him to his knees. As if in slow motion, Harry allowed himself to crumble to the ground without coming in contact with his wand. Tonks stood back to savor her victory as Harry noted that Lupin and Ginny had risen to their feet in the stands.

“I need a judge’s ruling here!” Harry cried between gulps of air. “Please, don’t release your spell yet, Tonks,” he gasped.

He was counting on Lupin to see what Tonks had missed, but what was taking them so bloody long to get down to the field? Tonks’ look of concern seemed to waver in and out of focus before him.

“You’d better recast your spell to allow him to breathe more easily, Tonks,” he heard Lupin’s voice as if from far away. “Try not to affect anything else, though. Harry’s determined to risk unconsciousness in return for showing off.”

Suddenly, Harry felt as if a huge stone had been removed from his stomach and he was finally able to gulp huge mouthfuls of air. He still couldn’t move his legs and feet, though, so turning over to face away from the ground was next to impossible until he first replenished his air supply.

“Can’t we just help him up?” Ginny complained. “Harry, are you all right?”

“Just do it quickly, Remus.” Harry strained at the words. “Review the pieces of the puzzle!”

“Finite,” Lupin intoned as he walked over to the other side of Harry’s body and took in the final tableau.

Harry sat up, rubbing his calves automatically to urge the flow of blood to return to his legs more rapidly. Lupin pointed at the wand where it lay on the grass, immediately where Harry had dropped it from his left hand.

“I believe if we were to replay this event, it could be seen that Harry dropped his wand before you jinxed him, Tonks. Assuming that his Reductor Curse had hit home -- which at this range is practically guaranteed -- it’s likely that you would have been too busy dodging a small avalanche of rocks to hit him with the modified jelly-legs jinx.”

“That’s a lot of hypotheticals on which to hang a victory, Remus,” Tonks argued.

“True,” acknowledged Lupin, “but you couldn’t very well expect him to invoke such a spell in reality. Even if the room can reset itself magically, you could’ve still been injured by the falling rubble. Both of you could have been.”

“Again with the could have’s and should have’s,” Tonks replied with a stubborn smile. “A victory in dueling practice needs to be more definitive.”

“So you’re going to penalize him for not being given an updated rule book?” Ginny came to Harry’s defense.

“I think Harry’s been punished enough this afternoon. I recommend we judge the second match a draw due to the overabundance of hypotheticals,” Lupin suggested diplomatically.

But Tonks’ expression still showed that she was unconvinced. “We could try replaying it in the Pensieve,” she suggested devilishly.

“From whose vantage point: yours or Harry’s?” Ginny rebutted.

“Stop, please,” Harry croaked, finally able to speak again after Ginny had brought him some water. “Tonks and I have a small wager on this contest, and if we could come to a reasonable compromise with that, I think that’ll satisfy everyone concerned. Is that not so, Tonks?”

Lupin looked at Tonks expectantly as she nodded.

“Who’s offering first then? I can’t believe we’re deciding a duel by negotiation,” Lupin commented. “You two are just too competitive!”

“I am, too!” Ginny admitted merrily as Lupin burst out laughing.

Harry sat down on the stone steps to finish drinking his water more comfortably. “Tonks, I’ll agree to help you with your classes. It’s nothing I wouldn’t have done anyway if you’d asked. I just wanted to accept the challenge of the duel. It wasn’t about disappointing you.”

Tonks beamed in Harry’s direction and then presented a counter-offer. “How about if I compile a list of those students who asked the most embarrassing questions in each class and you can use them in your demonstrations?”

Harry’s eyes lit up at the prospect. “You won’t forget Sarah, will you?”

“I believe she asked you two questions,” Tonks replied with a smirk. “I think we can put her name down twice.”

“Deal,” Harry agreed.
Chapter 48 Moonlight's Spell by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Lupin changes training tactics; Harry convinces Ginny to take the scenic route home giving rise to complications and unexpected discoveries.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 48
Moonlight’s Spell



It was clearly too late to partake of dinner in the Great Hall by the time they arrived back at Lupin’s office. Harry left the others discussing their options while he made a quick trip ostensibly to the boys’ bathroom. Once out of sight, he ducked into the first unlocked classroom to regroup with Dobby.

His task completed, he encountered Ginny returning from a side trip of her own. Harry smiled as he saw that she had loosened her hair from her ponytail and brushed it out until it shone. Waiting until she drew abreast, he brushed back the same errant tendril that had tempted him earlier in the day.

“Thanks,” she started to whisper then stopped short when she realized that Harry had used a quick kiss to convince the strand of its proper resting place.

Harry started to say something else but hesitated at the sound of heavy footsteps coming from the nearest staircase. He ducked down the side corridor towards Lupin’s office to keep from drawing undue attention to himself and, most notably, to the gift bottle he had tucked into the crook of his arm. Ginny caught up with him momentarily.

“Is that a victory gift for Tonks or just a consolation prize?” she quipped.

“You have no room to talk.” Harry smiled back. “Surely, you don’t expect me to believe you and Lupin didn’t have anything riding on the outcome of the last duel?”

“No, I don’t expect you to believe it,” Ginny replied with a flounce of her long hair. “Only to accept that I’m not going to tell you what it was… and neither will he, so don’t ask!”

“I can take it that no house points were involved then?”

“Hardly.”

“Any idea what we should order for supper?” Tonks posed, turning in their direction as she heard the sound of the office door. Then she caught sight of the bottle and her eyes lit up immediately. “Don’t tell me that’s… Harry, how did you know?”

Harry’s smile widened at her obvious pleasure when presented with the gift. “Dobby told me that it was one of your faves.”

“The house-elf?” Lupin asked with surprise.

“The very one.”

“Oooh, I’ll have to thank him personally,” Tonks crooned. “If you’ll excuse me a moment.”

Lupin chuckled as Tonks ducked through the far door into the private dining room. “I suspect that helped her to settle the issue of what to order, as well,” he commented.

Satisfied with a delectable platter of Scottish salmon on a bed of sharply dressed salad greens, their conversation naturally turned to all aspects of their recent dueling sessions. Critiques, praise and plans for areas that needed fine-tuning flowed as freely as the wine. Harry was unusually quiet as he savored how the wine complemented each new sensation on his tongue. Ginny would stare daggers at him every so often as she had not been allowed any due to her tender age, but Harry could tell that it was more for show than anything else.

The tart lemon sorbet that they enjoyed for dessert provided the perfect ending to their meal, yet the wine found a way to enhance that flavor as well. Harry sat back with a blissful expression on his face when the last morsel was gone from his spoon, the last drop wrung from the empty bottle. Later, he would tell Tonks about the other eleven bottles waiting for her in the teacher’s pantry.

Lupin caught his eye and smiled warmly. “Do you think we can schedule our next lesson for tomorrow afternoon at three?”

“Of course,” Harry replied.

“Then you’d both better be heading back to Gryffindor Tower; there’s still about half an hour left before curfew. Ginny, I’ll go over today’s class assignment with you when I see you for Saturday morning Apparition practice. You both acquitted yourselves very well today.”

Ginny nodded with a smile and then gave Lupin and Tonks quick hugs on her way to the outer office.

“Thanks again for the wine.” Tonks beamed as Harry said his goodbyes in a similar fashion.






With a last sigh of pleasure, Tonks let the door to the private dining room swing shut. She nestled up next to her husband on the armrest of his favorite chair.

“You seem pleased with the outcome of this evening’s events, darling,” she offered as she ran her fingers affectionately through his hair. “Or is it just the glow from the wine?”

Lupin smiled contentedly up at her and replied, “A little of both. I was almost at my wits’ end when it came to those two.”

“Because they were both so obviously hurting inside?”

“Only partially,” Lupin explained. “From the start, Harry had the misguided notion that Ginny would agree to sit in the background while he went out and saved the world.”

“How chivalrous…” Tonks laughed wryly. “…and outdated.”

“How unrealistic,” Lupin emphasized. “I’ve known Ginny all her life and she can be a force all onto herself. It’s the way in which she survived in a household full of older brothers. But to ignore that force is to court disaster. She might have agreed to Harry’s restrictions on the surface but she would have devised some other way to participate.”

“I like the way she thinks.”

“I thought you might, cherub.” Lupin flashed her a quick smile. “But you and I both know enough about warfare to recognize that such a rogue force is extremely dangerous; not just to itself, but to those around it as well. At all costs, I must not allow this to happen.”

“Then you plan on taking control?” Her tone indicated that this was an unexpected development.

“Not in the way that you think,” Lupin demurred. “The Order recognizes no generals.”

“Yet it’s always been understood that Harry would be the one to lead.”

“How can we impose that burden on him?” Lupin replied in a thoughtful tone. “He isn’t even a member of the Order. He and I will be partners in this; we’ve been training in such a manner for months.”

“Have you shared this plan with the Order?”

“You know full well I haven’t, but they’ll have no choice but to go along. I’ll invoke privilege if I have to.” The determination in Lupin’s voice was evident.

“What about Ginny then?”

“She will take Harry’s other flank. I intend to convince him of the inevitability of this with the new training strategy.”

“Have you spoken to him about it?” Tonks inquired, wondering what Harry would have to say about Lupin’s ideas.

“No, cherub, but I intend to demonstrate it in no uncertain terms,” he clarified. “From now on, though, those two are not to duel against one another under any circumstances. I want them to learn to react as an inseparable team. It’s the only thing that will work.”

Still uncertain about the viability of this new approach, Tonks pressed, “Are you certain that Ginny truly possesses this ability to recognize Harry by his footsteps?”

“Oh yes! She demonstrated it for me quite unequivocally… and with no more effort than it takes us to draw a breath.”

“I’m anxious to see that for myself.”

Lupin nodded, then added softly, “I will need your assistance in this, cherub. You and I must serve as their opponents in training.”

“You have but to ask, Remus.”






Harry hesitated as they passed the first open window on their way back to Gryffindor Tower. The gibbous moon in the sky looked like some cosmic giant had delicately sliced a small sliver from one side.

“Just a minute, Ginny,” he whispered. “I need to check on something.”

Carefully he pulled out the folded Marauder’s Map and positioned it on a square of bright moonlight. In barely a second’s time, he had his answer.

“Come, let’s take a detour.” Harry finished refolding his Map and offered his hand to Ginny.

“But isn’t Gryffindor Tower in the other direction?” Ginny asked with a sly grin.

“Yes,” Harry replied with a smile worthy of the Marauders. All took was an extra tug of his hand to convince Ginny of his alternate plan.

In less than three minutes, they were standing before the impassive gargoyle that guarded the headmistress’ office.

“Excuse me, Harry,” Ginny breathed. “Isn’t the point of the exercise to escape notice?”

“Not in this case,” Harry replied enigmatically. Boldly, he sidled up to the stone guardian and whispered, “MacLeod.”

The statute leapt aside and the circular staircase trundled into view. Harry could feel the waves of curiosity coming from Ginny as he rapped on the headmistress’ door.

“Enter,” came McGonagall’s brisk tone from within.

“Please forgive me for bothering you this late, Headmistress,” Harry offered.

“Mr. Potter, Miss Weasley, has something happened that needs my immediate attention?” McGonagall’s concern was evident as she started to rise from behind her massive desk.

“Please don’t disturb yourself, Professor,” Harry continued in a soothing tone. “I only came to ask a special favor.”

“You can always ask,” the headmistress replied cryptically.

“Thank you, Headmistress,” Harry returned in his most formal tones. “Might I show Ginny the moonlight in the semi-circular reading room? I know it’s an imposition…”

McGonagall eyed them both critically then posed, “What has you wandering so far from Gryffindor Tower tonight, if I might ask?”

Harry couldn’t decide whether the headmistress was toying with him or not. Stay the course, he told himself, she too is a worthy adversary -- her methods are just more genteel.

“Ginny and I just finished detention with Professor Lupin,” he offered candidly.

McGonagall’s eyebrows arched in surprise. “That’s an event in and of itself!”

“I believe that was my doing, at least in part,” Ginny admitted meekly.

“Ah, yes.” The headmistress nodded with a barely contained smile. “He didn’t want to be forever branded as an amateur.”

“I’d be glad to fill you in on the particulars if you’d like,” Harry volunteered, rubbing his upper lip to hide his incipient smirk. Ginny’s mantra was indeed the stuff of legend.

“I appreciate your honesty, Harry, but I’ll get an accounting from Professor Lupin in the morning. I’m anxious to hear his spin on it “ I’m sure it will be most amusing.”

With his most dazzling smile, Harry agreed, “The professor has a unique talent when it comes to that, Headmistress.”

“I take it you’ve been to my private reading room before?”

“Yes, I’ve done a bit of research with Hermione; you were there… Oh, you mean at night, of course… Professor Lupin brought me here one evening when I was feeling blue.” Harry considered his words carefully as he added, “When I felt that the weight of the world was on my shoulders.”

“Do you often feel this way, Harry?” McGonagall’s tone was kindly.

“Sometimes; but don’t we all?” Harry shrugged.

“I suppose so; but in your case, it might be a bit more warranted than most. Did you find the vista inspiring?”

“Oh yes, Headmistress. It helped me to organize my thoughts concerning the Godric’s Hollow Conundrum.”

McGonagall was taken aback. “You were able to assist Professor Lupin in solving the puzzle?”

“Not with finding the key,” Harry clarified. “Only in convincing him that we didn’t have enough facts to solve it.”

“And Remus accepted this?” McGonagall looked awe-struck.

With a quick nod, he admitted humbly, “Professor Lupin and I work rather well as a team.”

“So I see. But tonight you brought Ginny here for a different reason, I’m sure.” McGonagall’s tone indicated that she saw through all his subterfuge.

In spite of himself, Harry could feel the color rising to his cheeks. “It’s a sight of rare beauty; I wanted to share that with her.”

“That’s understandable, but you realize that this is my own private library. I wouldn’t want set up a maitre d’ stand to take reservations.”

“I’ll understand if you deny my request then,” Harry allowed with a small smile at her wry humor.

“I haven’t turned you down yet, Harry,” the headmistress clarified gently. “Isn’t the Astronomy Tower the usual destination of choice, however?”

“So I’ve heard. But I wouldn’t want to revisit that site voluntarily.”

“I understand why you’d feel that way, Harry,” the headmistress’ voice was soft and intimate. “I will grant you a brief visit to the reading room this once, five minutes only. But you mustn’t tell anyone else about it -- not even the other seventh years. It would not do to have to field similar requests from anyone else.”

“Thank you, I understand.” No doubt about it, she had just made him run a full gauntlet, Harry thought to himself.

“Five minutes only,” the headmistress reminded them in a whisper, as she stepped aside for them to enter the semi-circular reading room. “I’ll knock when your time is over.”

But Harry and Ginny were not listening as their eyes took in a scene of magnificent transcendence. The abundant moonlight seemed to have coaxed individual motes of radiance from the gilded shelves so that they danced around them in increasingly wild and mysterious patterns. The ethereal touch of their movements could almost be felt on the surface of their skin. The moon’s reflection on the ebony lake created a silver path that enticed their gaze towards violet foothills frosted in sparkling ice.

The charged particles in the air seemed reflected in Ginny’s eyes, pulling Harry’s very soul into their depths. He could live an eternity in five minutes, he thought to himself as he drew his lips ever closer to hers. One moment he was flying among the stars in the heavens, the next he was diving headlong into the depths of the jet black lake. He was dancing weightlessly among the swirling snowflakes in the upper air currents, looking down on the slumbering landscape spread out at his feet. This must be what it feels like to be a particle of light, he mused.

The headmistress’ warning knock reverberated to the very depths of his psyche as Harry regretfully pulled away from Ginny’s embrace. The soft tendrils of ginger hair that had become entangled with his floated languidly in the moonlight as if they, too, resented the incursion. Despite the majestic view of the shimmering mountain peaks, it took every ounce of willpower to tear his eyes from hers.

Harry flashed an appreciative smile in the direction of the doorway. “Thank you,” he breathed, walking blindly past the headmistress. “Thank you so much.”

“You found the scenery suitably inspiring?” McGonagall inquired with a soft smile.

“Oh, yes.” Ginny sighed reverently. “It was as if the moonlight had brought the room to life.”

Harry was finally able to untie his tongue enough to offer, “Thank you for your indulgence.” With a sudden impetuous rush, he grabbed the headmistress in a quick hug and kissed her papery cheek. He felt, more than heard, McGonagall giggle girlishly as he released her.

Vaguely, he noted that the headmistress warned them that it was now past curfew and to please be extra careful returning to their common rooms. Should they be stopped by anyone, they should explain that they had been with her and she would back them up.

The bracketed candles in the corridor seemed unnaturally harsh after the soft splendor of the headmistress’ domain, causing Harry to have to blink a few extra times before his eyes adjusted.

“I can’t believe you actually hugged the headmistress!” Ginny gaped.

“It was a personal favor she granted. I wanted to show my gratitude,” Harry elaborated, refusing to be embarrassed by his generosity.

“But she’s always so stern and businesslike…”

“You just haven’t seen through to her gentle, grandmotherly side.” Harry smiled at the memory before catching Ginny up in a similar embrace.

“Not now,” she protested with a giggle. “We could be ambushed at any moment. Please check your Map.”

A quick review showed no bodies between them and Gryffindor Tower as they set off at a brisk pace. They hadn’t crossed more than a few corridors before the stillness of their surroundings tempted Harry to start up another conversation.

“You’ve been very quiet this evening,” he whispered. “I didn’t think the headmistress intimidated you so.”

“She doesn’t, but I didn’t want to throw off your rhythm,” Ginny conceded.

“So you also felt that it was a duel with words?”

“Only more serious in nature; the end result really mattered to you.”

“What makes you say that?” Harry was curious about how her mind worked.

“You kept at it very patiently and for much longer than I would have.”

Harry laughed softly. “That just means I’m more stubborn…or more competitive.” But he knew it was the third, unmentioned reason that was the truest of all: that he was so utterly taken with Ginny that he was willing to do absolutely anything for her.






As they approached the long row of windows on the third floor corridor, Harry drew back into one of the alcoves to double-check the Map. This was the most direct route to the far side of the castle where Gryffindor Tower stood but it was also the most exposed portion of their route. It wouldn’t do to be seen from either the courtyard or the opposite corridor if someone like Filch happened to be in the wrong spot at the right time. They could always take an alternate, albeit longer, path if necessary.

No Filch in sight but coming up behind them was Peeves. Of all the lousy luck! He wouldn’t spy them until he turned the corner, but at that point they would be fully visible unless they could reach one of the empty classrooms on the other side of the windows. All the alternate avenues behind them were now closed.

Harry barely had time to stuff the Map under his sweatshirt before he and Ginny took off at full speed. The first two classrooms were locked so they continued down the corridor at break-neck speed. Peeves was now so close that they could hear his sing-song voice spouting vitriolic nonsense.

Ginny grabbed Harry’s arm unexpectedly and wretched him into a dark room. Noiselessly, she closed the door behind them and rested her back against it until they could see well enough to turn the lock. They didn’t dare light their wands tips for fear of discovery. Harry tried to gulp air into his lungs as quietly as possible despite the fact that his heart was pounding like an entire drum section.

As his eyes slowly adjusted to the surroundings, Harry saw that the room had a particularly high ceiling, rimmed with a row of small transoms along one side. The path of the moonlight had not yet reached the windows so the room was still mostly in shadows. He suspected that when the angle was right, though, enough light would pour through to allow him to consult the Map. Perhaps not to read the tiny name tags, but well enough to avoid the dots. A glint of something metallic followed by a quick flash of a reflection on glass alerted Harry that they were in the third floor Trophy Room. Of course, he should have realized it sooner. Then his heart sank when he recalled that the Trophy Room doors did not lock. Wait, there were two separate doors, which meant a back exit! But they’d better wait until they could determine that the coast was clear along the adjoining corridor.

He whispered his conclusions in Ginny’s ear as she nodded and sank down on the floor to wait. Her back was still forcing the door shut, but she didn’t dare hold the doorknob as that would immediately alert anyone who tried to turn it.

Harry resisted the urge to cover his ears with his hands as Peeves drew closer and closer. True, the poltergeist would have to take voice lessons before he could properly sing off-key, but he made up for that in volume and general enthusiasm coupled with a stunted six-year-old’s penchant for bawdy lyrics. If they could only find a way to trundle him off to Voldemort’s lair, their victory would be assured! The obvious flaw in the plan was that it was not possible to bottle a supernatural manifestation in any sort of container, but that was only a small detail to be overcome as far as Harry was concerned. He allowed himself to daydream about the size of the trophy for services to the school that ridding Hogwarts of Peeves’ presence would demand. They would probably have to rearrange the entire trophy case, maybe even tear down the wall into one of the adjacent classrooms, he thought happily.

He flashed a smile of encouragement in Ginny’s direction but did not let his eyes linger; it was too easy to become distracted with her close proximity. There was no point involving themselves in escapades that the headmistress might not forgive as readily, he reminded himself.

After what seemed like ages, Peeves’ disjointed ramblings faded into the distance. Harry scampered up silently and approached the small patch of moonlight that was visible on the wall. By standing on tiptoe, he could barely slip the top edge of the Map into the soft light. After a bit of artful refolding, he was able to display just the portion that showed the immediate area of the Trophy Room.

To his dismay, he saw two dots approaching from the opposite direction. By the meandering path of one of them, Harry concluded that it must belong to Filch’s despicable cat, Mrs. Norris. He could not imagine anyone else weaving so drunkenly without collapsing into a heap. Mrs. Norris must have been alerted to something as she suddenly took off like a rocket “ right around the corner and down the back corridor. Harry waited for her to move on, but she was retracing her steps in a small area. Probably searching for a late night mouse snack among the baseboards, he concluded morosely.

He focused his attention on Filch’s dot as the man ambled slowly past the Trophy Room along the parallel corridor, then hesitated when he came abreast of the row of windows. Harry could not tell whether it was his imagination or whether he could indeed smell the faintest whiff of tobacco, but it was obvious that Filch had decided to stop at a picturesque spot for a bit of relaxation. Didn’t the man ever sleep? Oh yeah, during the day in a coffin, he scoffed silently. How could he have forgotten?

The patch of moonlight was slowly expanding so Harry was able to stand more comfortably as he unfolded additional areas of the Map, searching valiantly for an escape route. If yesterday someone had suggested trapping him in the Trophy Room with only Ginny for company, he probably would have offered them a bag of galleons to make it happen. But dreams seldom played out exactly the same in the hands of reality, he sighed.

He felt Ginny’s feather touch as she wound her arms around his waist and then rested her head dreamily against his back. He could tell by her posture that she was feeling just as exhausted as he.

Finally, Mrs. Norris trotted off to join her master, probably with a furry prize clamped triumphantly in her mouth. Harry pointed wordlessly to the Map and then to the back door to alert Ginny of his intent. She pointed to another dot that stood at the base of Gryffindor Tower. Harry strained in vain to distinguish the diminutive lettering. Was it just wishful thinking or did it actually say Neville Longbottom? Ginny shook her head to indicate that she was unable to see it any better.

“I’m willing to take the risk at this point,” she breathed with determination. “It’s two against one and we both know how to duel with wands.”

Harry nodded his agreement and then whipped his wand out to be ready. Slowly and deliberately they made their way towards the base of Gryffindor Tower. It was so unnaturally quiet, they soon found themselves jumping at shadows unnecessarily. Fatigue was finally taking its toll on their reflexes, Harry concluded.

Finding no one where the dot had been, they proceeded up the staircases with wands poised. Skirting a particularly ominous suit of armor, Harry staggered slightly and then found himself being abruptly hauled up by the collar.

“Unhand him!” Ginny hissed as she pointed her wand at their assailant’s neck with a grimace worthy of Severus Snape.

Harry felt himself being released as the dark form behind him cried, “Ginny, Harry, we were worried about you! No one’s seen either of you since the afternoon.”

“I’m glad to see you, too, Neville,” Harry returned with a weak smile. “We were--”

“No time for excuses now, Harry. Let’s get you both back to your common rooms before you collapse.”

Neville ushered them, bodily at times, up the remaining staircases that must have grown exponentially in length. They stopped briefly to allow Ginny access through the portrait hole and then climbed the final short flights to the seventh-year common room. Harry stumbled into the nearest chair once inside the familiar surroundings.

“I’m so glad you found him, Neville!” Hermione exclaimed as she ran up to Harry in her nightclothes.

“I was about to start another rescue party for you, bud,” Ron admitted with a crooked smile. “Neville kept coming back empty-handed from his rounds.”

“Where have you been?” Hermione urged as she pulled up the nearest footstool.

“That’s an answer I’d like to hear, also,” came Neville’s solemn tone.

“Ginny and I were serving detention with Professor Lupin,” Harry offered with an incongruous grin.

“That much we knew already,” Hermione returned. “Word was that Lupin was furious with Ginny.”

“News travels fast,” Ron observed by way of explanation.

“What’s your part in this, Harry?” Neville asked.

“I was partially to blame for her being late to class.” Harry tried to wipe the smile from his face but his facial muscles were just too tired to respond. He waited for them to exchange the inevitable knowing looks.

“You two are quite the celebrities, you know,” Neville added. “I don’t believe the professor has ever given detention to anyone else.”

“That explains why he followed his own set of rules then,” Harry remarked. “He had Tonks order us a late supper afterwards.”

Hermione laughed softly. “That does sound more like the professor we know.”

“I still can’t believe Lupin kept you so late after curfew,” Neville commented. “At least he should have walked you back to your common rooms.”

“He’s not to blame,” Harry allowed, reminding himself to tread softly. “We made a small detour by the headmistress’ office.”

Hermione’s face registered surprise while Ron’s smile widened mischievously. Harry couldn’t see Neville’s expression without turning his head and he was just too exhausted to really care. Let them all think what they wanted, they had the gist of it right anyway. The truth couldn’t be any more implausible and he preferred to keep the details to himself.

“The headmistress will back up my story if you need confirmation, Neville.” Harry yawned as he used the last of his strength to rise from the chair. “If anyone needs me in the meanwhile, please have them contact my next of kin.”






The previous day seemed like a blur to Harry when he woke up the next morning. Surely, he must’ve imagined it all. The selfless act of comforting, totally oblivious to all those curious faces that filled the courtyard at that hour. That would certainly be fodder for the gossip mill. The exhilarating dueling sessions in a true Roman arena where the blood of gladiators and exotic beasts alike had fertilized the grass in their glory days. Tonks’ delight at the gift of her favorite wine, topped off by a superb meal that demonstrated precisely why she had arrived at her conclusion in the first place. Sharing a seemingly boundless kiss with Ginny while being caressed by shimmering particles of moonlight “ he could still feel the whisper of her lips on his.

He chuckled at the farcical hide-and-seek session with Peeves and Filch, all of them stuck in their traditional roles. He and Ginny could just have invoked the headmistress’ name and she would have absolved them of all guilt. Granted, there was always a risk that Filch would be self-motivated enough to inflict punishment personally before calling for his superiors. But it had been much more sporting to play cat-and-mouse games and outsmart him in the end.

Fondly, he recalled how spooky the Trophy Room had been when he lost his way as a first-year and ended up there during a rainstorm. Each flash of lightning had made the metallic faces of the trophies into grotesque caricatures with oversized handle ears. Each peal of thunder had made the tall glass of the cabinet fronts quaver ominously. When the hailstones had pelted the transom windows like so many tiny bullets, Harry had covered his head with his arms, envisioning that the glass towering above him had come crashing down.

He hadn’t thought of that memory in years, Harry mused, wondering what made him dredge it up all of a sudden. Had it rained in the night? A quick peak out the window revealed that the castle grounds were dry except for the last stubborn patches of melting snow, grey and dirty from underlying soil and gravel.

There was something about the trophies in the cases that he just couldn’t get out of his mind, though. Last night, they had seemed like angry soldiers, scowling at him in the moonlight. The silvery ones blended into the background while the golden ones shone with bravery in the half-light. There in the case was Napoleon Bonaparte himself, the diminutive general who shone brighter than all the other soldiers and who had led two separate armies for the glory of France.

Harry jolted upright with sudden understanding! He shoved his glasses haphazardly onto the bridge of his nose and threw his dressing gown over his pajamas. He was still tying the knot as he stood before Hermione’s door.

“Hermione, I need to talk to you about something important!” Harry cried through the closed door.

“I’m coming, Harry,” was her muffled response, followed shortly by the door flying open before him. “What’s wrong?”

“I think I found another Horcrux!” Harry whispered so that only she could hear.

“Who else is still about?” she asked suddenly, grabbing a robe from the peg beside the door and struggling into the arms.

Neville’s door was open, the sheets still wadded up on the empty bed. Clear signs that he had already left of his early morning patrol. Since he was usually accompanied by Luna on these rounds, it could be hours before he returned, depending upon how many stolen moments they could find in their schedules for that day.

Not wanting to exclude Ron, Harry tried to shake him awake before simply guiding his comatose body into the common room. With Hermione’s help, they propped Ron on the sofa and placed a cold glass of pumpkin juice in his hand. His natural reflexes took over at that point and Ron’s eyelids fluttered to life after he swallowed half the contents of the glass.

“Please repeat what you just told me, Harry,” Hermione suggested once she saw that Ron was finally alert.

With a deep swig of juice to clear his throat, Harry explained what he had seen in the moonlit Trophy Room the previous night. How the unique quality of the light allowed one small trophy to glow more majestically than the others.

“That’s Helga Hufflepuff’s Cup masquerading among the trophies,” Harry concluded. “It matches the item that I saw in the Pensieve, but I suppose I should get a better look in the daylight.”

“Hiding in plain sight all these years!” Ron was incredulous.

“We don’t know that for sure,” Hermione warned. “It may only have been a recent addition. We should evaluate who had access to the keys.”

“Just about any of the teachers and staff,” Ron observed.

“Then that avenue won’t tell us anything,” Harry concluded. “We’d just better deal with the fact that the Cup is there and not worry about anything else.”

“I’ll peek in on my way to the headmistress’ library,” Hermione offered.

“I’ll check with you later then,” Harry agreed. “I don’t meet with Lupin until three.”

“That gives you a good chunk of time to catch up with Ginny then, doesn’t it?” suggested Ron with a wink. Then after stifling a last minute yawn, he added, “Is anyone else starving?”






Harry followed Ron down to the Great Hall and watched in awe as his friend downed enough food to appease the likes of Hagrid. Harry was pretty hungry himself, but one heaping plateful was his limit. He knew that would tide him over if he worked through lunch as he often did when he got distracted in the golden library.

Ron agreed to accompany Harry to the third floor Trophy Room just in case there was need of a lookout. They waited until the next set of classes had begun and then wandered in that direction, deep in conversation about the latest Quidditch standings as if it were the most natural thing in the world, which it was. When they saw that none of the few people they passed paid them the slightest heed, they ducked into the Trophy Room unnoticed.

It was much different in the daylight, ordinary even; the spirits of the warriors that had inhabited their effigies in the night lying dormant once more. All the golden trophies shone equally brilliantly in the muted sunlight from the transoms so it took Harry a few moments to locate the small cup in question. It stood among the awards from the earlier part of the century, all of which were engraved with totally unfamiliar names. Harry did not remember the cup in the Pensieve being decorated with anything other than a small badger -- and that had appeared only on one side. However, the trophy before him had names and dates of the Quidditch Cup winners from 1908. Harry quickly jotted down the information for further research. He longed to glimpse the reverse side of the cup but it was wedged in among the others so perfectly, it would be impossible to see anything even if one peered down from atop the glass case.

“We’re going to have to take it out to check for the badger carving,” Harry whispered to Ron.

“Tonight, when everyone is involved in Friday night activities,” Ron suggested decisively. “We should check that it reacts with the locket as well.”

“Absolutely,” Harry agreed. “But I don’t want to do that while it’s inside the display case, either. Sound has a way of making these cabinets vibrate and I’d hate to have to deal with cracked or shattered glass.”

Harry and Ron parted company outside the Trophy Room, Ron to his appointment with Professor Flitwick, Harry to locate Ginny. He couldn’t help smiling as he withdrew Ginny’s class schedule from the pocket of his robes. Hermione would be so pleased that he was finally using it to locate Ginny instead of just to avoid her. Seeing that she would soon be finishing up a double-Potions session, he set off at a trot so he would be waiting for her in the dungeon corridor.








Ginny was one of the last to leave the classroom, still deep in conversation with Professor Slughorn. Harry shifted his position in the shadows slightly to catch her attention. Instead, it was Slughorn who noticed Harry’s presence first and broke into a welcoming smile.

“Harry, my boy,” he said, drawing up beside Harry amicably. “Haven’t seen you in these environs in ages. Is there something I can do for you today?”

Seeing that Slughorn’s eyes twinkled in good spirits, Harry responded in kind, “Sorry to disappoint you today, Professor, but you’re not exactly my type.” He nodded wordlessly in Ginny’s direction.

“Say no more.” Slughorn laughed easily and retreated back into the classroom, making a big show of closing the door behind him.

Ginny was giggling as Harry pulled her into the nearest alcove for a bit of privacy. It took all his willpower not to draw her into an immediate kiss.

Instead he whispered tersely, “Tonight, after dinner. Sevenish, in my common room. I’ll have Neville or Hermione come for you.”

Ginny smiled coyly. “Sounds more like a secret meeting of the Order than a romantic encounter.”

“You’ll just have to wait and see, won’t you?” Harry grinned. “In the meanwhile, no one else is to know anything. Please, Ginny, I need you to respect that.”

She nodded gravely in response to the desperation in Harry’s tone. The earnestness in her gaze was such that Harry relented and allowed himself to place a finger gently across her lips to remind her of her oath. Even the brush of her lips on his finger was intoxicating, he reminded himself as he made his way up the stairs to the headmistress’ library.






Hermione was surrounded by piles of books in the golden sunlight of the reading room. Harry moved a few of them over so that he could join her.

“I got the names from the Cup--” he began.

“Already on it.” Hermione looked up and smiled in triumph. “All the data is fake. Quidditch was cancelled in 1908 as it was one of the years that Hogwarts hosted the Triwizard Tournament.”

“So you think someone had the Cup engraved in order to hide its true identity?”

“Not exactly, I think they cast a charm that creates an illusion. No one would have wanted to mar the surface of a valuable artifact in that manner.”

Harry outlined Ron’s plan for this evening. Hermione concurred that she would probably be able to sense the presence of a charm, but that she was not talented enough to trace the magic to its origin.

“Is that even possible?”

“A wizard of Dumbledore’s caliber might have done it--”

“”but since we already know this all originates with Voldemort, is there really a point in it?” Harry cut across her.

“Only if we wish to discover if one of his accomplices is within our halls,” Hermione argued.

“But we already know there have been numerous accomplices: Quirrell, Barty Crouch Junior, Snape, Pettigrew “ although I doubt he could have carried the Cup in his little rat paws. I’m not 100% sure about Umbridge, for that matter. And that was just within the years that we’ve been at school. It’s practically been a revolving door here!”

“That must have been one of Voldemort’s intentions when he jinxed the Defense Against the Dark Arts post,” Hermione commiserated.

“I would love to know if there was anyone currently on hand that could alert Voldemort once we destroy the Cup,” Harry relented.

“We’ll just need to wait as long as we can before we do it then,” Hermione concluded. “And be ready to supply a decoy of our own to hide the fact that the original is no longer present.”

Hermione’s analysis was flawless and Harry wasted no time in praising her. She smiling warmly in return then scooted her chair until it was touching his.

She leaned over and whispered, her tone laced with hopefulness, “Do yesterday’s events mean that you and Ginny are back together again?”

Harry had expected her to ask sooner or later, so he had no trouble responding with complete honesty, “I’m not exactly sure. It’s one of the reasons why I invited her to the common room this evening. The only thing that’s definite is that Robert is out of the picture.”

“How can you not be sure? You were there, weren’t you?”

“And perhaps if you had been there you would know better?”

Hermione laughed good-naturedly. “That’s circuitous logic. You sound just like Lupin.”

“I’ll take that as a compliment.” Harry chuckled happily. “Honestly, Hermione, I’m still struggling for a way to make this work for me. I can’t possibly already have the words to define it.”

“You’ll let me know then.”

“Absolutely.” Harry smiled briefly. “But Hermione, this is not for public consumption in any form. Not the smallest, most minute kernel can leak out. Paint me as the blackest, most insensitive ogre that won’t talk to you, if you need to…. I know I’ve been absolutely beastly to you at times, anyway.”

“I could never hold that against you, Harry. The pain was so evident in your eyes.” Hermione’s voice was so muted, Harry had to strain to hear her next words. “Do you still think that she could be used as a weapon against you?”

There was no use denying it to one of his oldest friends so Harry allowed, “The prospect absolutely terrifies me, but it’s obvious I’m powerless to do things any other way.”






Lupin’s comments later than afternoon were laced with his customary understatement.

“Minerva informed me of your special request,” he began in a leading manner.

When Lupin didn’t elaborate, Harry finally had to prod back, “Your point?”

“She only allotted Tonks and me fifteen minutes and we’re married to one another!”

Harry couldn’t help but laugh. “If it’s any consolation, Remus, she made me walk a verbal tightrope before she agreed to the five minutes we got.”

“So I take it that you’ve revised your decision concerning Ginny?” Lupin’s knowing look contained just the slightest hint of smugness.

“It’s obvious, isn’t it? I don’t have the willpower to deny myself “ or to deny her “ for very long without it affecting everything around me. Call it a weakness, a fatal flaw, whatever; that’s the reality of the situation.”

“You realize that you’re smiling like an idiot, don’t you?” Lupin grinned.

“Self-discovery makes me happy,” Harry returned.
Chapter 49 A Bit of Rain by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Revealing conversations all around; a search for the perfect birthday gift results in more pieces of the puzzle falling into Harry’s lap.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 49
A Bit of Rain


All the nervousness that Harry had felt about the evening fell away as Ginny entered through the stone scone, her smile eclipsing all the bracketed lights that shone along the walls. The soft yarn of her creamy sweater made Harry want to hold her in an even closer embrace. As if standing on a distant shore, he watched Ron hold up the metal box housing the locket and wave by the exit to indicate that he and Hermione were going to do reconnaissance in the Trophy Room.

“Where’s Neville this evening?” Ginny asked with feigned casualness as she settled down next to Harry on the sofa.

“Doing his early rounds I suspect,” Harry ad libbed. “Soon to be followed by his later rounds; then the really, really late rounds. Any excuse to spend time with Luna.”

“He’s not very subtle, is he?” Ginny giggled. “So are you going to induct me into the Order or what?”

“Ginny, I’m not even a member myself.”

“I can’t imagine Remus committing such an oversight.” She sighed dramatically. “He’s always such a stickler for the little details.”

Harry laughed in spite of himself. “Well, he has asked me to join “ twice now.”

“Let me guess: you’re holding out for a better offer,” she returned.

“Did you have one in mind?”

Ginny was caught short momentarily but recovered quickly. “You really shouldn’t give me such an opening. I didn’t come prepared to argue my case like that.”

“No arguing necessary, you’ve already won me over,” Harry whispered as he nuzzled her ear.

Ginny giggled before pushing Harry away playfully. She gave him that appraising look of hers and then demanded point blank, “Why all the secrecy in the dungeons today?”

Harry took a moment to compose his thoughts and then outlined his compromise.

“So you think that keeping a low profile will keep people from talking about us?” Ginny summarized.

“You have to admit it’s much more difficult to talk about something that they haven’t got the words to describe.”

“True, so you’re counting on the world being full of amateurs lacking in much imagination. Has the ring of truth to it “ might just work,” Ginny conceded.

“It’s the best I could come up with by myself,” Harry admitted. “I’m not good at the fancy double-blinds like Lupin is. All I can tell you is that if I didn’t address my worries from the start, they would just threaten to overshadow us.”

How could he tell her that despite the happiness in his heart, there were still a few drops of icy dread lurking in its depths?

“I’ll accept your terms,” Ginny offered stoically. “Any other surprises you have waiting in the wings?”

Ginny had always been direct but he really hadn’t been expecting this. “What makes you say that?” he stammered unconvincingly.

“Surely you don’t expect me to think you spend all those hours closeted with Lupin discussing men’s fashions, do you? He’s grooming you to lead the attack on Voldemort, fulfill the destiny of the prophecy.”

“It’s not something I can run away from, Ginny,” Harry admitted in resignation. “If I could, don’t you think I would’ve long ago? I would’ve even offered to take you with me.”

“You might want to rethink that; I have expensive tastes,” she quipped.

And I have a vault full of money that my parents left me, Harry thought to himself but knew better than to offer that as a comeback. She was only joking about accepting trivialities over substance.

“I know we’ve shared a lot of our secrets in the past, Gin, but there are things I’m involved with right now that I won’t be able to share with you. Things that I haven’t even been able to share with Lupin.”

“What sorts of things?” she asked solemnly.

“They involve a promise I made to Dumbledore the night he died. He was very clear that I was only to include Ron and Hermione.”

“And you’ve told no one else?”

“No one.”

“Promise me then that you won’t make me pretend to be seeing someone else as a cover,” Ginny countered.

“I would never ask that of you. Even if you could pull it off convincingly, I would never be able to!”

“As long as we understand one another then…” Her voice was soft and intimate as she sealed their bargain with a long and enduring kiss.






The next day’s Apparition lesson carried an extra bonus: Tonks had agreed to do another practice session with the seventh years. This time Harry was better prepared and when the inevitable request came for her to demonstrate her faerie lights variation, he captured it in the instant replay mode of his Omnioculars. At session’s end, he presented it to her as a gift.

“Now you can finally see the lights for yourself,” he offered.

“Thanks, Harry.” Tonks smiled after watching herself for the first time then went to hand the device back to him.

Harry shook his head. “You keep it.”

“But, Harry, there’s footage of Ginny here. Don’t you want to keep that?”

Seeing that there was no one else in the room with them at that point, Harry saw no reason not to answer her candidly, “From now on, I’m not settling for anything short of the real thing!”

Tonks laughed happily as she peeked out the door to make sure that Lupin was still occupied in the Great Hall. Sure enough, there was a longer line of students waiting to confer with the professor than those who had follow-up questions of their Apparition instructor. Harry caught Ginny’s eye from where she was waiting last in line and smiled in her direction.

“Please don’t tell Remus about the other eleven bottles, Harry,” Tonks beseeched in an urgent whisper. At his surprised look, she added, “Dobby told me. Remus would think it was too extravagant a gift.”

“But you don’t?” Harry was intrigued by her thinking.

“Oh, I do. But I have no problem accepting it. I can recognize a gift from the heart.”

“And you’re saying Remus can’t?”

“His background is just so different; he just doesn’t see things the same way,” Tonks explained. “Especially when it comes to subjects that he considers vulgar to discuss.”

Finally catching on, Harry supplied, “You mean like money and finances?” At Tonks’ nod, he continued, “My parents left me a vault at Gringott’s. I would much have preferred to have them alive instead, but Fate didn’t see it that way. For years all I’ve done with that money is to supply my modest needs at Hogwarts. Who’s to begrudge me the pleasure of making a generous gift to some of my friends?”

“I understand completely, Harry. It’s just that for years, Remus has had nothing…”

“It’s the people we love that matter, Tonks. I’ve been the one who has had nothing. Without that, a pile of galleons is no more than bits of shiny metal.”

Tonks nodded in agreement then supplied, “Remus also forgets that when he finished his schooling, he lived with James and Lily at Godric’s Hollow.” Noticing Harry’s surprise, she elaborated, “This is news to you? Sirius was there most of the time as well.”

“Didn’t they get on each other’s nerves with James and Lily being newlyweds and all?”

“James and Lily had one wing of the house, Remus and Sirius occupied the other,” she replied knowingly.






The snowy days of winter gave way to the sloshy days of March. Grey rain clouds in the afternoon were not uncommon as they hastened the snow to melt in preparation for spring.

Often confined to the castle for weeks on end, Harry and Lupin had taken to transforming the Room of Requirement into various outdoor settings to make themselves feel like they were getting their quota of fresh air and sunshine. Tonks often joined them for teatime picnics on a clear Alpine meadow or on the banks of a tumbling stream. Not that there was actual running water but the illusion was rather convincing from ten feet way.

It was after one such leisurely snack that Harry found the perfect moment to broach a subject that had been preying on his mind. Lupin was relaxing on his back atop a long rock ledge, gazing lazily at the cloud patterns above. Tonks was leaning nearby and allowing the gentle mountain breeze to caress her face and hair.

Still seated on the picnic cloth, Harry reclined on his elbows and began, “Tonks, you always talk about how Mad-Eye Moody was your mentor when you started in the Auror Department. Well, there’s something that I’ve always wondered about the Dark Arts classes he taught during my fourth year.”

“That wasn’t really Alastor Moody,” Tonks reminded him. “That was Barty Crouch, Junior, using Polyjuice Potion.”

“I know; but since no one thought his lessons were anything out of the ordinary then it would have been something the real Moody might have done, right?”

“The lessons seem odd in retrospect?” Lupin surmised in a casual tone, still entranced with the soft blue of the sky.

“A bit,” Harry admitted. “Moody began the year by telling us about the Unforgivable Curses. Demonstrating them, too, on some hairy spiders that he had collected for that very purpose, he said. Not that I would’ve expected him to demonstrate on humans, of course, but how was he able to perform the Unforgivable Curses in the first place? Don’t they have to be fueled by intent? Take the Killing Curse, for instance, doesn’t that require hatred…”

Harry’s words trailed off as he noticed Lupin’s reaction. He had jolted upright and was now facing Harry directly. The look on the man’s brow was reminiscent of a great black thunderhead.

“I really don’t think these are matters that we should be discussing.” Lupin’s tone had a hard edge to it.

“Now, Remus.” Tonks walked up behind Lupin and placed a restraining hand on his arm. “You know we talked about this before.”

Lupin’s words were caustic. “I still don’t think--”

“Remus! We agreed, remember? If Harry asked these questions, I was allowed to answer him.” Lupin made as if to protest once again, but Tonks cut him off. “I recognize that you and I don’t see eye to eye, but we did agree.”

Lupin’s face still bore a mutinous look as he sighed heavily, his lips pursed together as if each of Tonks’ words was offensive to him. It took Harry an extra moment to acknowledge that he was witnessing proof of the major fallout Snape had described. All his doubts about the veracity of Snape’s allegations evaporated.

“But listen to what Harry’s saying,” Lupin continued stubbornly. “I assure you that teaching students to perform Unforgivable Curses has never been part of the Dark Arts curriculum at this school! Dumbledore must have been truly out of touch to have not put a stop to that!”

“Forgive me for not speaking more plainly,” Harry clarified. “The purpose of the demonstration was to teach us how to resist the Imperius Curse by placing us under it in turn.”

“That actually does sound like something the real Moody would do,” Tonks conceded. “His teaching methods have always been a bit unorthodox but undeniably effective.”

“But it sounds like he didn’t stop there. Harry, didn’t he also demonstrate the other two curses?” Lupin prodded.

“Yes,” Harry allowed, “but mainly to state unequivocally that there was no defense against the Avada Kedavra.”

“See that’s where a knowledgeable observer would have immediately recognized that the teacher before them could not possibly have been Alastor Moody,” Lupin asserted firmly. “That statement is blatantly untrue--”

“Yeah, he made a point of signaling me out as the one person who had ever survived the Killing Curse,” Harry supplied.

“The correct statement is that there is no counter-curse, no manner of directly blocking or deflecting the spell,” Tonks explained. “But there are defences. You can simply dive out of the way or hit the assailant with some sort of immobilizing charm before the lethal green light reaches you.”

“Very useful information, Tonks,” Harry replied graciously. “But I’m still not understanding how Crouch was able to do what he did. He put each of us under the Imperius Curse, for goodness sake!”

A quick look in Lupin’s direction indicated that he was looking away from them with a grim expression on his face.

Tonks sat down on the picnic cloth next to Harry and continued in a gentle tone, “It’s a technique that all Aurors must master. Insects are often used in practice since their small size means less effort is required “ not to mention that people often hate insects instinctively. The larger and more complex the subject, though, the more difficult it becomes. But your feelings don’t have to be generated by the subject, they only have to be directed at it. You can dredge up hatred and rage from other sources and with enough willpower, impose them on the subject.”

“I believe the word you’re searching for is victim,” Lupin intoned coldly. “It does no good to teach Harry to objectify that which he’s planning to torture or kill.”






It had been nearly four weeks since his last contact with Snape and Harry was beginning to get a bit anxious. Even though he would never be able to explain why, he was still convinced the man held the key to unlocking the Horcruxes. He was startled when he heard the unmistakable hiss of Snape’s voice emanating from the bottom drawer even though it was an hour earlier than their appointed time.

“I was wondering whether the Dark Lord had found you out yet,” Harry responded.

“Your luck’s never been that good,” Snape sneered. “Unforeseeable circumstances require a change of contact time. Make note of it.”

“Looks like my schedule will allow for that but you could have asked more politely.”

“My situation doesn’t allow for such luxuries,” Snape shot back. “Besides, I believe you have something that belongs to me.”

Harry was immediately on alert. “What makes you think that?” he answered coyly.

Snape’s eyes narrowed dangerously. “I told you I was the Half-Blood Prince. What else do you need from me?”

“If you wanted to hang on to your book, why did you discard it in a pile of old textbooks?”

“To keep it hidden and distance myself from it.”

“Again not the actions of a man who respects his property,” Harry countered, determined not to give in easily.

“The book is dangerous. Need I remind you of your attack on Mr. Malfoy? Your soul wouldn’t be so unblemished if I hadn’t happened upon you so quickly. Even a few extra minutes’ delay would have proven fatal. You were extraordinarily lucky in that respect.”

“Malfoy was lucky, I was just stupid!”

“Finally, a point on which we can agree!” Snape chuckled grimly. “Where is the book?”

“Hidden away from prying eyes. Hidden in such a manner that it’s clear that I wish to keep it in my possession.”

“That is not an option.”

“Why ever not? Because the book contains your invaluable Potions notes? Consider it payment for five years of enduring your lousy teaching techniques.” Harry’s tone was dripping with sarcasm.

“The book has special meaning to me. I should not have left it unattended as I did. Is that enough of an apology to satisfy you?”

Sensing the tiniest crack in Snape’s veneer, Harry was emboldened to suggest, “Did it belong to your mother when she was at school?”

Snape was caught short for the most infinitesimal moment then eyed Harry critically. “It originally belonged to the Dark Lord. He gave it to me as a gift when he first tried to lure me into his ranks; I was still a student at the time. It was he who dubbed me the ‘Half-Blood Prince.’”

Harry was practically speechless at the extent of the revelation. “So that explains why the nickname was so secret.”

“Not a nickname,” Snape returned with sudden anger. “That implies something that’s conferred affectionately by friends… This was an epithet, a label to remind me of his estimation of my true worth.”

“If you hated it so, why did you hang on to the book?” Harry prodded. “If it’s so dangerous, why didn’t you just burn it?”

“It’s not so easily destroyed; it has been imbued with special properties.”

Harry knew he was entering dangerous territory but he couldn’t keep from noting, “It was entrusted to you for safe-keeping by the Dark Lord, wasn’t it?”

“That alone would not have kept me from destroying it,” Snape returned darkly. “I needed to wait for the right moment to do so.”

“And you believe that moment has come?” Harry held his breath as he waited for a response.

“You tell me,” Snape suggested slyly, then turned the tables on Harry completely. “How much progress have you made on Dumbledore’s assignment? The one he entrusted to you on the night that he died.”

“On the night that you murdered him, you mean!”

“How about: on the night that cantankerous old man twisted my existence so that it was unbearable? Do you think events are classified solely by how they impact you?”

“Tell me then: what happened that night? If my interpretation is wrong it’s because I don’t have the same set of facts as you.”

“You won’t believe the truth of my words.”

Was there actually a note of sadness in Snape’s tone?

“Tell me how to destroy the book then,” Harry dared.

“You just finished telling me that the book was valuable to you and now you want to destroy it? Make up your mind, Potter. Only a crazy man changes his thoughts in mid-stream!”

“Am I crazy to think that the book, your book, is a cursed object? Not just a run-of-the-mill cursed object, either, but a Horcrux?” Harry felt his heart hammering out of control now that he’d finally addressed the subject directly. At least he hadn’t revealed anything about the other Horcruxes, the ones that he had identified on his own.

“Created with the murder of my young wife, Potter,” Snape volunteered in his softest, most threatening tone. “A long, drawn out process to mark my final initiation into the ranks of the Death Eaters. A condition that I would never have agreed to if I’d known about it beforehand…” Harry was startled by the flash of true pain that flitted across Snape’s features.

“I take it the procedure back-fired. It sent you back to Dumbledore instead, didn’t it?”

“What more did I have to lose at that point?” Snape’s voice was almost a whisper. “He’d already announced his plans to take my best friend, the only one who would have stood by me even after I turned my back on her.”

“You’re referring to my mother, Lily, aren’t you?” Harry asked gingerly.

A curt nod was the only sign from Snape. “I have to destroy the book personally. It’s part of my penance to watch the tattered remnants of my wife’s existence that will be driven forth with the first blow.”

Harry could only respond to Snape’s haunted look with compassion. “Can’t you just forgive yourself, Severus? Admit that you made a mistake despite the disastrous consequences and just go on with your life? I’m certain that’s what Dumbledore would have wanted you to do.”

“He made that impossible with his final request.” Snape’s words were the condemnation of a dying man.

“If it’s any consolation, I’m also haunted by the final request he made of me. What say we destroy the book together then?”

Snape stared fixedly at a distant point for a moment but before a reply had formed on his lips, he whipped his head about in fear. “Next week,” he breathed before the mirror went blank.

Harry felt no satisfaction that his intuition had been correct concerning Snape’s knowledge of the Horcruxes. No satisfaction that his questions had elicited bits and pieces of a shattered life that had driven themselves like coffin nails into his chest. The bottomless despair in Snape’s eyes was bound to haunt his nightmares in the weeks to come.






After the elation of Ron’s and Hermione’s confirmation of Hufflepuff’s Cup, they had reached an impasse with the Horcruxes. Secretly Harry still kindled the hope of obtaining more information from Snape but he would have to tread very carefully. Dumbledore’s withered hand served as a reminder that these items might release seem sort of hex when attacked, but none of them knew how to recognize or protect themselves from that risk.

Since Lupin had seen him reading Bill’s book about the Valley of the Kings a number of times, Harry felt that he had already established a pretext to suggest looking into curses and curse-breaking in more detail. Lupin readily agreed that it was a worthy subject but differed to Professor Flitwick as the resident expert. By the next day, Lupin had arranged for Harry to meet with Flitwick twice weekly; and as a bonus, he would be working together with Ron on the subject. It meant having to rearrange those classes where Harry was able to assist Tonks, but in the end, he had been able to find a slot for everything. Between that and the new intensive dueling sessions administered jointly by Lupin and Tonks, Harry was busier than ever. Ginny was caught up in extra Quidditch practices as her next match loomed near so they were finding it more and more difficult to spend more that an hour together at a time. Harry consoled himself that at least the situation was only temporary.

Not wanting to be left out of the action, Hermione located some useful prototypes that still awaited review for Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes. Since both products were intended to identify jinxes and hexes, she felt that the boys’ newfound expertise would be ideal. The first item was from the more serious line and consisted of a light sensor that fitted over the hand like a fingerless glove and would alert of the presence of cursed objects without having to come in direct contact with them.

The second item was obviously more in the vein of a joke shop as it was shaped like a large rubber nose which also had a light sensor. The wording on the box guaranteed that it would ‘Sniff out jokes and pranks before they make a fool of you!’ Before they knew it, Harry and Ron were clutching their sides with laughter over that one.

“I would feel like the biggest fool just buying such a thing!” Ron howled.

“Do you think the sales clerks would actually be able to keep a straight face?” Harry commented gleefully.

“If that was supposed to be a pun, Harry,” Hermione noted acerbically, “it really needs a lot of work… I believe that it might make a great gag gift for someone--”

“Especially if he were an incurable gossip!” Harry added merrily.

“Or had an abnormally large nose like Snape!” Ron amended with satisfaction as Hermione finally succumbed to the laughter around her.

“You two are incorrigible,” she scolded weakly. “Both products perform essentially the same function so I expect that most people would be likely to purchase the glove-type sensor. I should test that they perform similarly, though.”

Both products identified the presence of the hex on their bedroom doorways, Hermione’s summoning coin from Dumbledore’s Army, as well as practically burning themselves out with feverish intensity as they came within several yards of Hermione’s stash of untested Weasley products. They debated whether they should use the prototypes to examine the Horcruxes themselves but decided that was a rather dangerous undertaking until they were more familiar with how the sensors operated.

After all, they had already pinpointed the sensors’ first failing: neither identified the type of threat that they had located, making it virtually impossible to do anything other than to avoid it. A product that also gave a person the option of neutralizing the threat would have been more useful.

The next hurdle was to find some more innocuous novelty-type objects that they could test. Harry immediately volunteered to retrieve some additional items from the Treasure Room.

“Are you sure you wouldn’t like some company, mate?” Ron suggested.

“It’s such a big undertaking if more than one of us goes these days,” Harry demurred. “If it’s just me, I won’t even need to consult the Map. The Cloak is all I need.”

“Be careful, Harry,” Hermione warned. “A lot of those objects could be potentially deadly.”

“I’m going to bypass the weirder artifacts, I assure you. Just grab some of those old Zonko products that are still lying around. Let’s see if the reaction is any different for those things that are in a pretty feeble state.”

Hermione nodded and flashed a brilliant smile at this innovative approach. She would not be so pleased with him if she suspected that he had an ulterior motive of his own. But then he wasn’t going to be foolish enough to tell her, either.






Despite his familiarity with the terrain, the sheer magnitude of the vaulted space always seemed a bit daunting from the doorway. Once again Harry was struck by how the Treasure Room represented the artifacts of Hogwarts’ residents waiting for an archeologist’s hand to shift and catalogue them from one strata to the next. He immediately turned down the Avenue of Discarded Dreams as he’d jokingly named the most direct route to the hidden Potions book.

A quick peek was all that was needed before he turned his sights towards his true goal. Two rows down and then to the left, circle around the teetering hat rack and, yes, there was the short cul-de-sac he remembered. At the exact mid-point of the circle, he found the short wardrobe. Donning dragon-hide gloves for protection, he opened the doors reverently and gazed within. He couldn’t help feeling a twinge of guilt as if he were invading someone’s privacy but the sensation faded away when he saw the object of his quest peeking from within the small wooden drawer. Gingerly, he drew the handle towards him and stared at it longingly.

It was no more than a trinket; a small metal biplane rendered from the front, its twin propellers attached in a manner that suggested that they might actually spin. He pulled an old pencil stub from his pocket and gave the propellers an experimental turn with the tip of the eraser. Each turned easily despite the dullness of the time-worn metal. He flipped it over on its back as if it were a turtle to examine the clasp. He smiled to see that it was a tie-tack. It could not be more perfect! Dare he appropriate it for his own use? The possibility of a jinx or hex was more of an immediate concern than whether he had the right to claim it. After all, it had been ignominiously discarded by its previous owner.

He passed his wand tip experimentally within an inch of the plane’s surface on both sides, silently intoning the variation of the revelio charm that Flitwick had taught him. He let out his breath when there was no reaction. He would have the professor check it over just as an added precaution, he decided. Without a second thought, Harry levitated it out of its resting place and dropped it inside one of his gloves for safekeeping. Carefully he rolled the remainder of the flexible glove around it as added protection.

Turning his attention to the secondary purpose of his visit, Harry quickly collected a small pile of discarded novelty objects in various condition. When he was satisfied that Hermione would be pleased with the assortment, he packed them all into the rucksack that he’d brought for that very purpose.







“Professor Flitwick, might I have a word?” Harry ventured at the end of their next session.

“Of course, Harry,” Flitwick offered. “Why don’t we step into my office? That way we won’t be disturbed by students entering the classroom early.”

Flitwick ushered Harry into a surprisingly spacious office adjoining the Charms classroom. It was traditionally appointed much like Lupin’s but offered an expansive view of the back lawn and a patch of the heathered foothills in the distance. Other than the huge desk that commanded the room’s center, every other available surface was covered with chess sets of all configurations from every corner of the globe.

“Evidences of my passion are everywhere,” Flitwick acknowledged with a wave of his tiny hand. “Can I interest you in some tea? Or perhaps some Firewhiskey or Scotch?” Flitwick’s eyes lit up at the mention of the more potent offerings.

“Thanks, Professor, but I’m fine,” returned Harry drawing up a chair before the polished desk.

Flitwick nodded then tilted his head critically. “No, you don’t strike me as much of a drinker. Although I suppose you’re old enough… Didn’t I hear Ron say that he turned eighteen a few weeks ago?”

“Ron’s a few months older than I. My eighteenth birthday isn’t until the end of July.”

“Then I was right, you are of age. Another time for the Firewhiskey then. What can I do for you today?”

Harry hesitated slightly before pulling out the airplane tie tack. The small box had been salvaged from Ron’s birthday haul. “Could I have you take a look at something for me? Check that it isn’t hexed or cursed in any way?”

“Certainly, but isn’t that what you and Ron have been learning in your lessons?”

“It already came up negative when I performed all those spells but I wanted to be doubly sure.” At Flitwick’s questioning look, Harry added, “I’m giving it to someone as a gift and, well, you never can tell with antique objects.”

Flitwick placed the unopened box in the middle of the desk blotter and looked Harry in the eye. “Tell me honestly, is this the true reason you wanted to learn more about curses and jinxes?”

“Only partially, Professor. Ron’s older brother, Bill, is a curse-breaker for Gringott’s Bank and he’s told some intriguing tales.”

Flitwick smiled in reply. “There’s nothing wrong with having a personal stake in things, Harry. Sort of gives meaning to the lessons, don’t you think? Tell me: is this a present for a lady friend?”

Momentarily embarrassed that even Flitwick might know about Ginny, Harry replied, “Actually no, it’s a bit of a late birthday present for Professor Lupin.”

Flitwick smiled graciously. “Of course, Remus turned thirty-eight this past weekend. What I wouldn’t give to be a young man of thirty-eight again, my whole life ahead of me, a pretty young wife by my side… But I digress; let’s see what we have here.”

Flitwick perched himself on his chair and rubbed his tiny hands in anticipation. Then with a great flourish, he opened the box. For a brief moment he hesitated then asked Harry point blank, “Did you buy this in an antique shop?”

“Actually no, Professor,” Harry admitted. “I found it abandoned on school grounds.” That was technically true, he reassured himself.

“Might I ask where? It’s just that I once knew someone who had a pin very much like this. Hers was gold and engraved on the back with two sets of initials.”

“I found it in a grassy patch near the rear courtyard, right after the rains washed away the last of the snow banks,” Harry improvised. “But this isn’t the same object. Turn it over and you’ll see that it’s actually a tie tack and there are no initials.”

Flitwick turned the biplane over to verify Harry’s words. “I suppose it might just be a coincidence.” He didn’t sound very convinced, Harry noted with growing disquiet.

“Is it something that I should turn over to the headmistress?” Harry inquired, regretting his earlier decision to pronounce it as his own.

“I don’t think so,” Flitwick conceded slowly. “There would no longer be anyone to claim it.”

He performed a few complicated wand movements over the surface of the box and then brought his palm close to the plane’s metal surface without actually touching it. Then picking it up in his fingers, he examined it one last time before laying it back on the box’s black velvet interior.

“Everything seems to be in order,” Flitwick pronounced with certainty. “There’s no reason you shouldn’t give that to Professor Lupin as a gift. It’s just the sort of trinket Remus would like, too.” With a small smile, Flitwick pushed the box back across the desk towards Harry.

Harry was about to reach for it when Flitwick added as an afterthought, “Could do with a bit of polish, though.”

With one last flick of his wand, the pin was rendered a few shades brighter. True, no one would mistake the matte surface for gold but it was attractive enough in its own right.

“Thanks, Professor.” Harry tucked the box back into his book bag and made as if to rise. The acrid tang of polish had already dissipated into the air.

“Before you go, Harry, don’t you think you should know the true origins of the tie tack? Might make you want to reconsider giving it as a gift,” Flitwick volunteered in an enigmatic tone.

“You know its history?” Harry was intrigued despite the misgivings that Flitwick’s words stirred in him.

“Enough of it. It’s too much like the other pin, the gold one, not to have come from the same source. I believe it likely belonged to a man named Ian Hardcastle, a Muggle Studies instructor who taught at Hogwarts just prior to the elder Professor Farquar. He was a Muggle-born wizard, you see, rumored to be a great adventurer. His hobby was flying vintage aircraft.”

The professor’s words rang true as Harry remembered the weathered leather jacket that had occupied the same discarded wardrobe.

“Without a doubt he was a very dashing fellow, a bit of a rake -- but that only made him seem more appealing to the ladies,” Flitwick began. “Not that there were any women his age at Hogwarts -- not any unmarried ones, at least. Not until Professor Dumbledore hired Sybill Trelawney. She was much different in those days, still dressed like a Bohemian but with a stylish flair as if she wanted to be a trend-setter in her own right. Ian immediately set his sights on her and she didn’t resist much, if at all. The very next term, Dumbledore hired a young Potions master by the name of Severus Snape.”

Harry’s spine began to tingle in anticipation. What an unexpected boon!

“In contrast to Ian’s cheerful manner, Severus presented a melancholy figure dressed perpetually in black, still in mourning for his young wife. The fact that no one knew for certain what had happened to Constance just added to Severus’ mystique. It was whispered that she had fallen victim to You-Know-Who but he never said for sure, never reported it as such to the Ministry. In the end, she was simply listed as missing.”

“Do you think that Snape might’ve been afraid that someone would accuse him of contributing to her death?” Harry asked tentatively, expecting to be brushed off for his impertinence.

But instead Flitwick elaborated, “No one who saw Severus in those days would’ve thought that. The constant hollowed expression in his eyes were clearly those of a man in great personal pain. But with his wife listed as missing, it would be ten years before the Ministry declared her officially dead. If Severus had reported her as a casualty of Lord Voldemort’s rampage, it would have been only a year or so before he could’ve started his life over with a clean slate.”

Perhaps that’s not what Snape had wanted, Harry considered, perhaps his goal was to prolong his suffering, to offer up his unhappiness as proof of his remorse. Certainly the bitter man he knew today had never found personal redemption.

“Despite their differences, though, Severus and Ian soon became fast friends,” Flitwick continued. “They often went horseback riding through the countryside, Sybill waving her long scarves dramatically from the sidelines. I even went grouse hunting with them once or twice but I can’t say I’ve ever been overly fond of rifles myself.”

“What happened to lure Ian away from Hogwarts, Professor?”

“His wandering spirit called and he left in his airplane, shouting to Sybill that he would return for her. But he never did. She would spend hours searching the skies for him in the topmost part of her tower. Hoping he would swoop down low over the castle turrets as he used to do, skimming so close that only a few yards separated the bottom of his craft from disaster. About that time she decided that she would latch on to Severus instead, recalling that the three of them had been such great friends together.”

“I don’t suspect Snape liked that much, did he?” Harry observed wryly.

“To tell you the truth, he might have been glad for a bit of female company if only it had come with any sort of intellect attached to it. So he rebuffed her as politely as possible until it became clear that she was determined to avoid the reality of the situation. Severus took it upon himself to track Hardcastle down, to find out what had prevented his return in order to give Sybill some sort of peace of mind “ even if the man was indeed dead as everyone suspected.

“What he discovered was that Hardcastle had a number of wives in various countries, none of whom knew about the others. Each of them had been given a gold airplane pin engraved with Ian’s initials and their own. It was the mark of his conquest.”

“Did Snape ever tell Trelawney the truth?” Harry dared to ask.

“Not at first, but eventually he did. When he could no longer take her moping around in her own little fantasy world. But his hard pragmatism did not sit well with Sybill; she was looking for romance, not common sense. She accused him of being a blatant liar and refused to speak to him again. I suspect that she held to that promise most of the intervening years. Severus’ final act of compassion was to locate an English language newspaper from North Africa that carried Ian’s death notice and place it outside of her tower door where she would be sure to find it. That was the year of the Triwizard Tournament.”

Flitwick’s tale left Harry speechless. It seemed as if Snape’s name was always cropping up in the most unexpected ways. Most startling was that Flitwick had portrayed him in a sympathetic light, somewhat brusque and unyielding but not mean-spirited. It dovetailed remarkably with the few true fragments that the man himself had allowed to seep into their last conversation, Harry mused.

Bringing himself back to the present, Harry hazarded a final question. “Do you think I should refrain from presenting the tie tack to Professor Lupin then?”

“Not at all, Harry. It’s not like it’s a magical object that would absorb negative energies from its owner -- not that Ian didn’t appear to be supremely satisfied with his life. Neither are you going to present it to Remus in front of Professor Trelawney. She hardly ever climbs down from her tower as it is. Go ahead with your original plan,” Flitwick urged. “It’s not like it’s that unique an item, not even the gold ones turned out to be.”

Harry thanked him profusely for his time and exited through the classroom that was already beginning to fill up with students.
Chapter 50 The Fires of Hades by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry researches the past in the headmistress’ library; for more current issues, he seeks out Lupin’s assistance.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 50
The Fires of Hades



Now that he had a name for Snape’s wife, first wife, Harry reminded himself, he was determined to do a bit more digging in the headmistress’ library.

“Argyle,” Harry enunciated for the truculent gargoyle that impassively jumped out of the way. His knock on the headmistress’ door was answered almost immediately.

“Good day, Harry.” She smiled from behind a desk spread with paperwork. “You just missed Hermione. Ron came to retrieve her for an impromptu picnic by the lake; it’s a beautiful spring day outside. You can probably catch up with them.”

“Thank you, Headmistress, but I really need to do some research before I meet with Professor Lupin this afternoon. Is it all right if I go through to your archives?”

“Help yourself, Harry. Just push Hermione’s things aside, if you need to.” She winked to acknowledge Hermione’s reigning status as the number one library table hog.

It was indeed a glorious day outside, the incessant showers and drizzle of the previous week finally having played themselves out. The impossibly bright green of early spring grasses dotted with the bravest wildflowers flowed almost to the water’s edge. The lake sparkled invitingly even though it was probably cold enough to freeze a person’s extremities within seconds. With the soft light pouring in through the massive curved windows, Harry allowed that it was almost as relaxing as working in the natural light.

It didn’t take long to locate the information he sought among the old copies of the Daily Prophet: a small announcement of the marriage of one Severus Snape to Constance Vladimir in January of the same year as Harry’s birth. The tiny picture was like something out of a history book with its subjects both wearing clothing that would have been in vogue in the previous century. With a complete name, it was much easier to use Lupin’s searching spell to locate the small mention of Constance Vladimir Snape, missing, among the waning days of Voldemort’s previous bid for power.

Harry made copies of the two short articles so he’d have something with which to initiate a conversation with Lupin. As an afterthought, he made one final search of the indexes for the year immediately following Voldemort’s downfall. He was pleasantly surprised when he was directed to a special edition of the Daily Prophet, extra thick and full of large, moving photographs.

There on the fourth page was a long, rambling article detailing unsung heroism in the fight against Voldemort. Harry’s heart sank when he saw that the article bore Rita Skeeter’s byline.

Many are the heroes and heroines that helped to defeat the Dark Wizard who we will no longer name. Many worked tirelessly behind the lines, unpaid and unrecognized, so that the rest of us might live in freedom once again. But none are as anonymous as those who have simply vanished, wiped off the face of the earth as if they had never existed, the lives of their loved ones left with gaping holes that cannot be filled.

Although Ministry officials seek out the smallest clues to try to track these unwilling victims, to locate a body that might help their families to bring their mourning to an eventual end, many trails are simply non-existent. Family members are often too much in shock to come forward with seemingly unimportant details that might help officials bring their suffering to a close. Those that stubbornly cling to hope in the face of despair are often the last to recognize that they are just prolonging their anguish.


Harry wondered how Rita’s journalistic style could have provided inspiration or comfort for any of the families that had been affected during those dark times. He skimmed through the next paragraphs and was halfway through the next column before a family name jumped out at him.

A case in point is that of young Constance Vladimir Snape, newly transported to our rainy isle from the temperate shores of the Black Sea. Married for barely eighteen months, she disappeared from her home in Spinner’s End on a moonless night in mid-June. Although her husband, Severus, was away on unspecified business, neighbors that were keeping a watchful eye on the new bride reported hearing nothing out of the ordinary.

“She was always so quiet and kept to herself,” declared a neighbor who asked to remain anonymous. “She was anxious that evening, but that was always the case when her husband was away. Who could blame her in these uncertain times?”

Her newfound friends describe Constance as very gentle and trusting and a bit confused about everyday life in a foreign land, even though they all confirmed that she spoke perfect English. They reported that her husband, Severus, newly appointed as Potions Master at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry for the upcoming term, was so taken with her that he rarely allowed her out of his sight.

“Constance came from a large family herself and it was expected that she would soon start a brood of her own to bring joy and laughter back into that desolate and dreary house,” reported Clara Parkinson who identified herself as a close family friend. Mrs. Parkinson had worked for many years at the nearby textile plant, now defunct, side-by-side with Severus’ mother, Eileen. “We all hoped that Severus had finally found a source of happiness in his life.”

“It was as if sunshine had been brought back into his life when he looked upon her,” Walden Macnair, a school chum and Severus’ longtime friend, confirmed. “And she was just as besotted with him. ‘My Carpathian Prince’ she used to call him.”

Despite his heroic status as the defender of underage wizardry, Severus Snape was not without his dark side. Arrested at age sixteen for severely attacking his Muggle father and leaving the man barely clinging to life, Severus was fully exonerated when the Wizengamot established that he had been acting in defense of his weakened mother. Despite the broader reworking of the Decree for Reasonable Restriction of Underage Sorcery that his case pioneered, there was no joy at Spinner’s End as both Eileen and Tobias Snape, Severus’ parents, died of seemingly unrelated causes within a year of the court decision that cleared their son of all charges.

Cornelius Fudge, Junior Minister for the Department of Magical Catastrophes, had this to say about the Snape situation, “It was as if a black cloud had followed Severus ever since boyhood. Each accomplishment was purchased at the price of tears and anguish. It looked like he had finally turned his life around for the better.”

But had he truly turned his life around? A list of Severus’ associates from his days as a student at Hogwarts reads like a roster of the most loyal followers of the Dark-Wizard-Who-Will-No-Longer-Be-Named: Rolophus Lestrange, Augustus Rookwood, Morton Mulciber. Granted his closest mates, the previously mentioned Walden Macnair, Marcus Avery, Evan Rosier and even Lucius Malfoy have all been absolved of having any association with the perverted
coup d’état, but none of their closest family members have disappeared.

An unsubstantiated source who requested anonymity informed this reporter that both Severus Snape and his young bride were rumored to be distantly related to Igor Karkaroff, newly imprisoned for his part in the recent conspiracy to overthrow the Ministry.

Severus’ employer, the much respected Albus Dumbledore, current headmaster of Hogwarts School, had this to say about his employee before the Wizengamot, “Severus Snape is no more a Death Eater than I am.” *

When reached for comment concerning this story, neither Severus Snape nor Albus Dumbledore agreed to cooperate. The headmaster’s sole words were a shameless plea to the
Prophet to not run this story.


All this investigative reporting and no one made the most damning connection of all: the one between Snape’s defender before the Wizengamot and the Dark Wizard that they were no longer naming. Hiding behind the name of Riddle should not have been much of a smoke screen to a reporter hell-bent to uncover the truth.

With the sensation of bitter fruit in his mouth, Harry made a copy of the full article and tucked it away with the other snippets. A quick glance at his watch indicated that the time of his appointment with Lupin was drawing near. With one last look in the direction of the students lazing unconcernedly by the lake, Harry concluded that the power of Rita’s words lay in the tarnish with which they painted everyone.






“Thank you so much, Harry,” Lupin beamed as he held the open box with the airplane tie tack in his lap. “How did you know?... It was on my N.E.W.T. scores, naturally… But to have even remembered….”

“It wasn’t difficult, Remus,” Harry allowed with a satisfied smile. “Ron’s birthday is on the first day of the month, it wasn’t that hard to file away the fact that yours is on the tenth.”

“Please tell me you didn’t spend an inordinate amount of money then,” Lupin urged politely.

With relief that he would not have to lie, Harry assured him that he had not. “It’s really only a trinket.”

Lupin placed the box on the small table next to him as they continued with their lesson. His eyes kept straying towards it periodically Harry noted with pleasure.

“Tell me what you think of this,” Harry ventured as he brought forth his copies of the articles from the Daily Prophet.

Lupin took a few minutes to review the longer article and then turned to Harry. “Rita certainly did a superlative job of stirring up innuendo without actually providing any new facts. To think that any journalist would use the words ‘unsubstantiated’, ‘rumored’ and ‘anonymous’ all within the same paragraph.” He shook his head in disgust. “It’s her reporting style that’s scandalous!”

“Do you remember Snape from that period in his life?” Harry prodded.

“Unfortunately, no,” Lupin admitted. “I lost touch with him once we left school. He and I were never friends and I don’t think he had any desire to continue his friendship with Lily once she got married.”

“Wasn’t he present at the meetings of the Order?”

“He wasn’t a member until near the very end. I remember he attended the last meeting escorted by Dumbledore. But, Harry, my memories of that time are very hazy, everything was in such turmoil. We were all convinced that there was a traitor in our midst--”

“Pettigrew,” Harry muttered.

“”and the last thing that we were ready to embrace was another spy, albeit one sanctioned by Dumbledore himself.”

“Perhaps we could review that memory, see if there’s anything significant,” Harry suggested.

“James and Lily are in that memory,” Lupin observed pointedly.

“So much the better.”

“No, so much the worse, Harry,” Lupin returned inexplicably.

“I’m sorry, Remus, I don’t understand….”

Lupin paused to reconsider briefly before volunteering, “I have a different memory we should probably review instead; it will explain a number of things. I, too, honor a pledge I made to Dumbledore.”

“I’m ready.”

A small table was moved into the middle of the room for the Pensieve and they each brought their armchairs closer to obtain the best view. With a twirl of Lupin’s wand, the ghostly images of Dumbledore and Lupin congealed in the air before them.

“This meeting took place in the Leaky Cauldron prior to my return to Hogwarts,” Lupin supplied by way of introduction before the narrative was taken up by the images from the past.

“I will entreat you to take special care of the two orphaned boys: Harry Potter and Neville Longbottom,” Dumbledore advised, looking at Lupin over the rims of his half-moon glasses.

“Has something happened to Alice and Frank that I don’t know about?” Lupin’s voice was laced with immediate concern.

“No, they are still in the same state as before: alive, yet not fully so by any means,” Dumbledore answered solemnly. “In Neville’s case, the term is figurative, but true nonetheless. He will have the advantage in that he’s been nurtured by his grandmother who has surely told him tales of this parents’ heroic exploits.”

“Harry went to live with relatives also.”

“Yes, his mother’s sister and her family, to be exact. But Petunia is nothing like Lily; surely your brief meetings with her in the past demonstrated that. She has campaigned relentlessly since her sister left for Hogwarts at age eleven that the wizarding world does not exist; and when faced with the irrefutable evidence of it, that it is populated by a series of freaks.”

The dismay on Lupin’s face was apparent as he replied, “Oh, Albus, she must’ve reviled Harry all these years. Was there no other way?”

“Unfortunately, his safety was paramount. True, Hagrid reported that Petunia’s husband, Vernon, had systematically sought to stamp out any magical tendencies that young Harry exhibited and kept him woefully in the dark about Lily and James.”

“If you don’t mind me asking,” Lupin inquired in his most polite manner, “how did Hagrid come by this information?”

Dumbledore smiled gently. “He was my envoy to inform the Muggle household about Hogwarts when Harry was sent his letter of acceptance. It was a role I promised him on the day that he retrieved baby Harry from the rubble of his parents’ home.”

“The home that neither you nor I could see,” Lupin clarified.

“Precisely, Hagrid’s unique abilities proved invaluable that day.”

“Still, to send Hagrid must have come as such a shock to Harry’s aunt and uncle.”

“Don’t forget his cousin, Dudley, also.” Dumbledore’s eyes had resumed the blue twinkle that Harry remembered so well. “Yes, the Dursleys were quite taken aback; but people like them often need to be shocked back into reality… I don’t have to tell you, Remus, that you are the last real tie that Harry has to his parents.”

“There’s always Sirius…” Lupin’s face was unreadable.

“I think we have to accept the likelihood that after all the years he spent in Azkaban, his sense of reality will be more akin to that of Alice and Frank Longbottom.” Dumbledore’s tone was extraordinary gentle.

Lupin offered a grim nod in reply.

“Sooner or later, Harry will learn of your ties to his parents and will want to know more about the time you spent with them. He will hunger for those memories, especially the happy ones. At all costs, Remus, you must resist giving him too much at once or it will be too overwhelming.”

“But, Headmaster, the restriction about discussing personal matters with students is inviolable,” Lupin protested.

“Yet is it a line that gets crossed every day, as you well know,” Dumbledore remarked knowingly. “I trust your judgment in this but I don’t expect you to be super-human, either. You’ll find it difficult to turn away a student in need “ all of us do.”

“What do you propose I do should the situation arise?” Lupin was like a student seeking guidance from his teacher.

“Oh, it will. I can practically guarantee that.” Dumbledore’s smile was full of gentle wisdom. “You may share bits of your past conversationally; but Remus, I cannot stress this enough, do not think to populate his mind with the moving images of a Pensieve. I don’t think Harry has yet learned of the existence of such a device and it would be wise to let it remain so.”

“What is it exactly that makes a Pensieve so off-limits? Please don’t think I question your insight, Albus, I just want to understand for myself.”

“Naturally.” Dumbledore nodded in a kindly manner. “Anything that threatens the systematic fabric of time is dangerous “ and utterly seductive, as well. You, yourself, will feel it if you review your memories in this way. The unmistakable yearning for the impossible, for the reality that is forever beyond your reach. There’s too much tragedy and regret surrounding James’ and Lily’s deaths for it to be otherwise. These same feelings will be much stronger and more overpowering to Harry. At all costs, you both must seek to make your own happy memories and leave the past where it belongs.”

“Yet I have read of instances where a Pensieve was used with great success to reunite someone with memories that had been lost,” Remus volunteered.

“Absolutely, but the distinction is that in those instances, it was the person’s own memories that were being unlocked. It’s different when we give others memories to which they were never entitled, especially memories that occurred before they were born… Please promise me that you’ll adhere to these guidelines, Remus.”

“I agree, Albus.”

“Then I’m prepared to offer you the post of Defense Against the Dark Arts…”

As the ghostly figures melted back into the bowl of the Pensieve, Lupin volunteered to make a pot of tea. Harry watched him go through the motions absently as his own mind was still trying to come to terms with the images he had just witnessed. It was clear that scarcely four years ago, Lupin had been profoundly unhappy. Harry noted that the frequent smiles the memory-Lupin flashed in Dumbledore’s direction never seemed to reach his eyes. The whimsical spark that was so constantly apparent in the man before him today was totally absent. Despite being a few years younger, he had worn the time-weary mantle of a much older man, a man who had accepted the inevitability of his own despair. It was only when Dumbledore offered him the teaching post that Lupin’s expression had betrayed the first fragile fragment of hope.

Lupin’s only remark while reviewing the memory was, “You’ll notice I was a bit thinner then.”

Harry smiled graciously as he accepted a mug of hot tea and brought his attention back to the present. “It’s just like the Mirror of Erised, isn’t it?” he offered as commentary on Dumbledore’s pronouncements.

“I’m afraid so.”

“Still, I see a tiny chink in the restrictions, Remus,” Harry urged, leaning forward in his chair with excitement. “Share with me a memory that I don’t recall but which occurred after I was born.”

“Don’t you remember anything of your parents, Harry?” Lupin asked softly.

Harry presented the unvarnished truth. “Nothing of my first year except for a few scraps from the night Voldemort killed them -- and those were only dredged up when the dementors threatened me.”

“Let me think about it,” Lupin answered noncommittally. “I suppose I could also do the same for Neville.”

“I’m sure he’d welcome any happy memories of his parents,” Harry agreed.

Abruptly Lupin changed the subject. “You keep coming back to the subject of Severus Snape,” he observed.

“His name crops up continually, even when I’m least prepared for it.”

“He’s been a presence in this school for many years. That was to be expected.”

How could he explain it to Lupin? Harry pondered. There were so many things he wished he could share.

“Are you still finding it difficult to close the door on all the unfinished business between you?” Uncannily, Lupin had found a way to voice Harry’s thoughts.

“You could say that.”

“Would it help if we reviewed your memories instead? Try to shed some light on the things that happened the night of Dumbledore’s death?” Lupin proposed.

“It all comes back to that, doesn’t it?” Harry sighed. “All right, Remus, I’m willing if you are.”

“How about we plan for Wednesday night to give ourselves plenty of time then?” Lupin suggested eagerly. “We can relax over dinner while Tonks entertains the Hufflepuffs.”

“Fine by me,” Harry smiled in return. He spent more Wednesday evenings with Lupin than not, he noted inwardly, but it was a ritual he thoroughly enjoyed.

“Fancy some tea with Tonks and me this afternoon?” Lupin offered genially as he glanced as his pocket watch. “Looks like we’ve lost track of time again.”

“Another time, Remus,” Harry responded with only the slightest bit of regret. “Ginny and I both have a bit of free time this evening…”

“Say no more.” Remus laughed in return. “Let it not be said that I stood in the way of such an irresistible force.”






The first thing Harry noted when greeting Lupin was that he was wearing the airplane tie tack. Even though they had both showered and changed clothing after their grueling practice session with Ginny and Tonks, Lupin had inexplicably donned a Gryffindor tie with his casual shirt and jeans. Harry smiled inwardly, glad to have gone to the extra trouble of procuring the gift.

The first unexpected twist of the evening occurred right after they had finished their early supper. Lupin was lingering over a last cup of herbal tea as Harry retrieved his memory strands for the Pensieve. To avoid having to accompany himself through the corridors and secret passages of the castle that fateful evening, Harry had decided to divide the crucial events into two parts. The first portion which included the events atop the Astronomy Tower, was deposited directly into the Pensieve bowl. The second portion that included his confrontation with Snape en route to the school gates was placed into a small glass vial for later. It was a task that required supreme concentration as Harry did not want to inadvertently include any portion relating to the locket. Finally convinced that he had properly apportioned his thoughts, he looked up from his task to find Lupin staring at him with a curious expression.

“Harry, can I ask you a strange question?” Lupin ventured as if stepping on hot coals.

“With as much of myself as I’ve opened up to you, what would make you think I’d consider it so strange?” Harry returned with an amused smile.

“Perhaps you should reserve judgment until you hear the question.”

“Now you’ve really got me curious.”

With a sigh, Lupin countered, “How did you make your heartbeat slow down so? Just now, as you were retrieving the memories.”

Harry stopped to consider his answer. “I didn’t realize I had. But it did seem as if all the ambient noises in the room had dropped away, as if half my consciousness was back on the Astronomy Tower. Could that be what you mean? I know my breathing gets slower when I concentrate so it must have a calming effect… But, Remus, how can you detect someone else’s heartbeat? Is it some kind of charm?”

“It’s just something I can do,” Lupin replied in an off-handed manner that always signaled Harry that something was amiss.

“How long have you had this ability?” Harry asked pointedly.

“Most of my life.” Lupin shrugged, trying to make light of it. “It’s just not something I usually experience unless I haven’t taken my potion and it’s a full moon… It isn’t, I double-checked.”

Lupin’s hesitancy in broaching the subject suddenly became clear. Harry was keenly aware how Lupin felt about being a werewolf; how he felt that it set him apart from the rest of humanity. Harry felt that the man’s N.E.W.T. scores alone would have set him apart, but he also knew that Lupin would never consider those two situations to be analogous. Even though to Harry, they were.

“My own heart was aching to keep pace, but it couldn’t,” Lupin added self-consciously.

“Have you experienced this…phenomenon… any other time? Other than in moonlight, I mean?” Harry couldn’t help but be intrigued.

“A number of weeks ago. The day I disarmed you and Ginny for dueling in anger,” Lupin admitted. “That’s how I was so certain you were angry with me when I sent you from the room.”

Harry had no trouble recalling the incident. “You could hear my heart through a stone wall?”

“The door was cracked, Harry. I don’t think I need to remind you of that.”

“How does angry sound, Remus? I know my heart was hammering, I remember taking a moment to lean against the wall to calm myself down. But that could also mean excitement, fear, over-exertion.”

“True,” Lupin allowed, “but all those other emotions come with a shortness of breath. Anger combines rapid heartbeat with slow, deep breaths “ it’s a unique combination.”

Briefly, Harry wondered how this ability to match heartbeats with another was beneficial to a werewolf “ then decided he truly didn’t want to know.

“Remus, I really think you ought to tell Tonks about this,” Harry urged. “I understand about wanting to stay out of Madam Pomfrey’s rifle-sights, but Tonks would really be upset if you didn’t confide in her.”

“Perhaps it’s just my mind playing tricks on me “ in which case, getting my thoughts off of it is the best remedy,” Lupin remarked good-naturedly as he turned his attention to the swirling mist in the Pensieve. “You do realize that this will have to be a full body immersion? As observers, it’s essential that we don’t overlook any significant details.”

Harry nodded as he acknowledged that Lupin had effectively closed the door on the previous discussion. He had already anticipated that they would be transporting themselves bodily into the memory in order to take full advantage of the different viewing angles that would allow them.

“A bit of courage then,” Lupin suggested solemnly as he retrieved a half-empty bottle of Firewhiskey from the back of the cabinet. He poured no more than a swallow in their empty tea mugs before placing the bottle on the polished sideboard. With his usual toast to Godric Gryffindor, Lupin downed the liquid in one gulp.

Harry followed suit and felt his eyes water in immediate shock. The whiskey exploded in his stomach like he’d swallowed some of Weasleys’ infamous Whizz Bang fireworks. As the impossibly warm sensation dissipated, he was finally able to take a deep breath.

“People actually drink this for pleasure?” Harry wheezed.

“Cast iron stomachs,” Lupin remarked with considerably less effort.

Lupin stood beside Harry and grasped his upper arm firmly as if preparing for a Side-Along Apparition. With a deep breath, Harry tipped his head into the ever-shifting mass in the bowl and succumbed to the familiar tumbling sensation. With that bit of Firewhiskey in his stomach, there was an extra element of dizziness that accompanied his fall, making him feel that much more disoriented in his new surroundings. Had it not been for Lupin’s steadying hold, he would surely have lost his footing.

The first sensation that unfogged his mind was the immediate change of climate. Suddenly, his sweatshirt was stifling hot in the midst of a balmy summer night. He fanned the fabric away from his body and was rewarded as a light breeze stirred in the air around him, cooling his skin somewhat.

“Some of that is the residual effect of the Firewhiskey,” Lupin whispered in Harry’s ear as he loosened his own tie a bit.

As soon as the breeze died down, Harry could feel the charged particles in the air around them as if they were about to be struck by lightning. But the only thing that came hurdling towards the Astronomy Tower heights were two broomsticks, one empty and the other with Albus Dumbledore astride. Harry was struck by how grey the headmaster’s skin looked as well as the rivulets of perspiration pouring down his anguished face.

“Albus already looks like he’s half-dead,” Lupin breathed then gasped audibly when the headmaster’s withered hand was clearly visible as he dismounted from the broom. In the background, Harry heard the unmistakable sound of the broomstick he’d been riding himself clattering down on the roof tiles.

“Please don’t ask where we’ve been,” Harry warned. “That’s part of what I can’t tell you. I’m over there next to the empty broom, under my Invisibility Cloak.”

Harry watched with renewed horror as the familiar events of that epic night replayed themselves before his eyes. He provided guidance where it was warranted, such as the moment when Dumbledore had immobilized him. Mostly, though, he let the action speak for itself.

They were standing much closer to the trapdoor than he had been that night and it seemed to explode at their feet each time another person arrived on the tower ramparts. He’d forgotten the fetid stench that emanated from Fenrir Greyback. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Lupin visibly flinch every time the other werewolf spoke. The look of fear mixed with revulsion that painted Lupin’s face during those moments made Harry wonder whether Lupin would regret having suggested this journey.

When Snape burst onto the scene, it was as if darkness had suddenly eclipsed the pale moonlight. With a raptor’s gaze, he took in the situation immediately, barely hesitating as his eyes passed over the abandoned broomstick on the far side of the tower. The black malevolence of his stare was directed equally at Dumbledore, Draco and the other Death Eaters.

In contrast, the headmaster seemed as a supplicant before an angry and vengeful god. His watery eyes blazed from his waxy skin as if they beheld the most beautiful sight in the universe. Harry felt his own eyes filling with tears as he heard the raspy voice practically sob, “Severus, please….” ** There was no doubt that in Dumbledore’s mental state, he saw Snape as an angelic presence.

The killing stroke that Snape delivered was animalistic and primal in its intensity, yet Dumbledore’s expression was one of mute acceptance “ a detail that Harry had not noticed before. Was it a product of the hallucinations that the once mighty wizard had been suffering in the accursed cave or was he seeing an ethereal presence invisible to the rest of them?

Lupin grabbed Harry in alarm as the empty shell that had been their beloved headmaster tumbled beyond the ancient battlements of the tower. Harry, too, felt the overwhelming sense of loss as if his broken dreams had followed the same trajectory. He would have swayed unsteadily had Lupin not been restraining him.

Greyback and the first two Death Eaters were already retreating down the stairs as Harry returned his attention to the trapdoor. With a countenance even darker than the night sky, Snape took one last look around and then disappeared nimbly down the stairs like a swirl of black wings. The sounds of the raging battle below could be heard as the last Death Eater hesitated briefly. Harry watched his alter ego throw off the Invisibility Cloak, Petrify the Death Eater, and then disappear down the curving stairs in pursuit of the others.

Lupin caught the edge of the trapdoor before it could clatter closed but Harry indicated that there was no need to follow as this portion of the memory would be ending shortly.

“There’s just one more bit that I wanted you to hear,” he whispered to Lupin.

From below came Snape’s voice announcing, “It’s over,” *** in a tone so devoid of feeling that it could have signified the greatest triumph just as easily as the deepest despair. With an echoing thud that only seemed to emphasize Snape’s dismissive words, Lupin allowed the trapdoor to slam shut.

In the same instant they were unceremoniously returned to Lupin’s office. Harry felt a sickening lurch in his stomach as he experienced another brief bout of vertigo. Lupin stumbled next to him and barely staggered into the nearest armchair. Harry did likewise to allow his reeling stomach to calm itself.

With utmost care, Harry laid his glasses on the nearby table and wiped his eyes with the sleeve of his sweatshirt. Despite his blurry vision, he could see that Lupin was dabbing at this own face with a hastily procured handkerchief. Not knowing what to say, Harry wordlessly retrieved the shimmering mass from the Pensieve and allowed it to return to his brain. The sensation was a pale echo of the satisfaction that usually accompanied this simple act.

He hesitated with the vial containing his next memory poised over the Pensieve. Turning back in Lupin’s direction, Harry found that the man had risen soundlessly from his chair and was standing next to the sideboard. Lupin visibly steeled himself before retrieving two clear tumblers from the cabinet below. He poured a generous inch of amber liquid in the first glass before looking in Harry’s direction.

“Something to calm your nerves?” he offered with a raised eyebrow.

“You go ahead, Remus,” Harry replied. “The first one made me dizzy enough as it was.”

With a somber nod, Lupin downed the Firewhiskey in three consecutive gulps. Then after a few breaths, he made his way slowly back to the armchair.

“That was a terrible thing you had to witness, Harry,” he declared softly, his voice grainy as if he’d been shouting for hours on end.

“Would you rather we wait for another day to review the rest of it?” Harry posed, feeling numb.

“No,” Lupin replied stubbornly. “I don’t want to dilute the full effect regardless of how horrific it turns out to be. You didn’t get a reprieve when you experienced it firsthand.”

“No, I didn’t.” Harry sighed in capitulation. “Come before I lose my courage.”

In the same configuration as before, they fell through the milky mists of the Pensieve once again. This time it was the darkness of their surroundings that came as a shock. Allowing his eyes a few moments to adjust to the moonlight, Harry saw that they were outside the school with the long expanse of lawn before them. The small squares of light in the distance were the windows to Hagrid’s cabin on the edge of the Forbidden Forest, but it was too dark to discern where the tops of the trees ended and the night sky began. To their left were the great oak doors where his alter ego would be exiting any minute now.

A large patch of light on the lawn was the first indication that the doors had been thrust open. The silhouettes of Draco, Snape and an anonymous Death Eater were illuminated briefly before being swallowed up by the night.

“Let’s catch up with them,” Harry urged Lupin. “The other me will be coming up right behind. If we stay focused on the light from the doorway, though, we’ll blind ourselves to the dark all over again.”

They set off at a trot, almost catching up with the escaping trio before shouts alerted them that the other Harry was in pursuit. He started to explain how he’d been able to bypass the other Death Eaters that were now silhouetted in the door behind them, but his words were abruptly drowned out by the sound of a howling dog. The first Death Eater must have already set Hagrid’s hut on fire. Even though Harry knew that Hagrid had rescued Fang, the panicked sounds were still unsettling. As the flames started to engulf the wood frame hut, they intensified into the unearthly wails of a demon from the depths of hell.

Snape turned back to confront Harry directly, his face a mask of pure hatred. The observers circled to get a better view as the flames behind Snape threatened the throw his features into shadow. Snape assumed the shape of a demon himself as he spat insults and spells in Harry’s direction. He was a man possessed, a man who had finally reached his breaking point.

They followed Snape as he closed in on the school gates even though the other Harry had been left behind. But there was nothing to see as Snape grabbed Draco roughly by the arm and practically threw him past the wrought iron gates. He looked in Draco’s direction as little as possible, but when he did, his eyes unleashed the same fathomless hatred that he’d turned on Harry. Just as Harry had surmised the first time around, Snape and Draco were soon joined by the fleeing Death Eaters. With one last disdainful look towards the castle, Snape quickly relocked the gates with a simple wand movement and Disapparated into the night.

Mercifully, Fang’s howls had stopped by the time Harry and Lupin trudged back up the sloping lawn to where Hagrid was dowsing the smoldering remains of his wooden hut. Fang’s tail as still smoking slightly but he was scampering around so happily that the other Harry could not seem to hit him with the jet of water from his wand.

Without any warning, the memory ended just as Hagrid was turning to say something and they were once again in Lupin’s inner office. It took Harry a few moments to readjust his eyes to the additional brightness and to shake the ringing from his ears that the sudden cessation of Fang’s frenzied barking had caused.

Lupin eased himself silently into his armchair and turned a haggard face to look at Harry. “It was as if a psychotic banshee was keening in the background the whole time. The hair on my arms still hasn’t returned to normal,” he added, rubbing his hands up and down his forearms repeatedly.

Harry was struck by how bloodless Lupin’s face looked as the man stared vacantly into the dying fire in the grate. Concerned that this last excursion had proven to be too much, Harry sat on the footstool at Lupin’s feet and searched the man’s face intently.

“Are you sure you’re all right, Remus? You’re looking rather pale all of a sudden.”

“I’ll be fine, just give me a moment,” Lupin assured him with a weak smile. “Does it seem suddenly warm in here to you?”

Harry watched with mounting alarm as Lupin loosened his tie with unsteady fingers, fumbling with the airplane tie tack as he hastened to make himself more comfortable. Harry reached over and unclasped the tie tack himself, carefully replacing the nut on the backside and depositing it gently on the side table where it would be found. Returning his attention to Lupin, Harry could see that a slight sheen of perspiration had broken out on his forehead.

“Remus, you’re definitely not feeling well! I’ll go for Madam Pomfrey.”

As Harry rose from the stool, Lupin caught his arm in an iron grip despite shaking fingers.

“Don’t, there’s really no need,” he implored. “I have the medication that she gave me!” An edge of desperation had entered into Lupin’s voice that Harry found extremely unsettling “ it sounded too much like the tone of Dumbledore’s last words.

Uncertainly, Harry sat back down on the footstool. He watched Lupin’s entire body relax as he released Harry’s arm slowly.

“Have you felt like this before, Remus?” Harry inquired softly, but Lupin shook his head. “Describe the sensations then,” he demanded, feeling that he was surely out of his depth here. “Let me call for Tonks. Remus, please!”

“Please don’t leave me alone right now, Harry.” Lupin’s words were barely a whisper. “Things will improve once I take the medication. Please see if you can find something non-alcoholic to dilute it with. Check the back cabinet; I think Tonks put a few bottles of ginger beer there.”

Harry hastened to obey but as he searched fruitlessly, he offered an alternative, “Couldn’t you just use water?”

“Yes, but the nearest tap is in the men’s bathroom at the far end of the hall. Please try the other cabinet.”

Harry finally returned with a dusty bottle that he wiped off with his sweatshirt and then used the thick fabric to cushion his fingers as he unscrewed the metal lid.

“Bring the unused glass, the one that I left on the sideboard there.”

Harry located the empty glass and brought it over to the small table. Lupin was staring at a small dark bottle with an eyedropper that he’d removed from his trousers pocket.

“You’ll have to pour for me, about half a glass should do.”

Harry complied and then resumed his post on the footstool, holding out the glass to Lupin. Lupin hesitated for a long time as if mesmerized by the tiny soda bubbles that lazily rose to the surface of the pale liquid. With a conscious decision, he dropped exactly eight drops of the deep blue tincture into the glass. Immediately the contents of the tumbler changed to a brilliant, glowing shade of lavender. Even through the glass, Harry could feel the liquid had turned ice cold.

“Has it turned cold yet? I need your reliable assessment.”

“Yes, it feels like ice, Remus. But please tell me what’s going on.”

Lupin nodded glumly. “Just set the glass on the table there, it will be fine for a moment. Now give me your hand and I’ll show you.”

Lupin’s fingers felt unusually hot as he guided Harry’s hand until the palm rested squarely on his chest.

“Can you feel the rhythm of my breathing?” he asked Harry.

Lupin’s breaths seemed calm and even.

“Now contrast that with my heartbeat.”

Harry moved his hand slightly to get a better angle. His eyes widened in alarm when he felt that Lupin’s heart was racing.

“Remus, I’m going for help!” Harry reiterated. “Perhaps the headmistress…”

“NO!” Lupin grabbed Harry’s wrist in a fierce grip that felt likely to leave bruises. “Give the medication time to work first -- then you can go. Right now I would prefer that you not leave me alone.”

Lupin waited until Harry nodded grimly before releasing his grip. Then he reached over for the glowing glass and downed the contents in a series of long swallows. With a deep sigh of resignation, he reclined his head on the high back of the chair.

“Now we wait,” Lupin announced stoically.

“You know it would really help if you taught me how to send that Patronus message the Order members use,” Harry suggested in desperation.

“Yes, it would,” Lupin agreed without moving a muscle. “But not tonight.”

Hoping that Lupin was actually more frightened than anything else, Harry talked of trivial matters that came to mind, stories of pranks that Dudley had played on him when he was little “ somehow they didn’t seem as mean-spirited in the retelling. He could tell that Lupin was listening as he followed with his eyes, even smiling and chuckling feebly when it was appropriate.

After what seemed like hours, but was probably no more than forty-five minutes, Lupin spoke up, “Will you please check to see if my pulse has slowed, Harry? I hate to impose but it’s hard to get a true indication otherwise.”

“Glad to help,” Harry offered as he placed his open palm on Lupin’s shirtfront. Lupin’s heartbeat had slowed considerably, but was probably still not as slow as it should be when Harry compared it with his own.

“Definitely an improvement,” Harry reported with a broad smile. “Now can I go for help?”

“You’ve just told me that there’s no need to do so,” Lupin returned, sounding remarkably like his usual infuriating self. But Harry could still see the vestiges of anxiety in Lupin’s face and he was not about to rest until he contacted someone in a position to help. They needed to hear that bit about sensing other people’s heartbeats as well.

Harry made a pot of tea and allowed Lupin to resume his usual manner of conversation for a short while. Once he saw Lupin start to nod off, though, he slipped into the outer office where he could still keep his eye on things but had a bit of privacy as well.

Even though he’d cast a hurried muffliato charm, he whispered just to be extra careful, “Dobby, can you hear me? It’s Harry, I need your help.”

Before he even had a chance to explain where he was, Dobby Apparated in front of him.

“How can Dobby be of assistance to Harry Potter today?” The elf bobbed happily.

“Please find Professor Tonks, she should be in the Hufflepuff common room. Professor Lupin has taken ill. Tell her to come immediately, but to please not raise any undue alarms. Can you do that, Dobby? This is very important.”

Dobby repeated the message eagerly and correctly. When Harry nodded to indicate that he was satisfied, the elf Disapparated with a muffled pop.

Harry returned to the inner office to wait for Tonks, noting that Lupin had dozed off in his chair. His breathing seemed slow and deep but Harry didn’t dare to check his pulse for fear of waking him needlessly.

Within minutes, Harry heard the sharp sound of footsteps outside in the corridor. He raced to the door and opened it to find Tonks just reaching for the knob.

“Thanks for coming so quickly,” Harry whispered. “Please don’t let on that I called you, he was most insistent about that.”

Tonks flashed a reassuring smile in Harry’s direction. “I know how he can be, Harry. Don’t worry, I won’t rat you out.”

She patted Harry’s arm in a comforting manner as her eyes searched the room anxiously for her husband. Seeing him asleep in the armchair, she rushed over and knelt by his side. With practiced skill, she quickly checked the pulse in his wrist and pressed a light kiss on his forehead to check that his temperature was normal. Her eye caught the empty glass on the side table with the small bottle next to it.

“Am I correct that he took his medication?” she asked, turning to Harry for corroboration. “Can you confirm the dosage?”

Harry nodded and supplied, “Eight drops, he was very meticulous about it.” Anticipating her next question, he added, “He mixed it with ginger beer; it turned the liquid a most peculiar shade of lilac, ice-cold to the touch.”

Tonks nodded to indicate her approval. “Then he’s just fallen asleep from the sedative.”

She excused herself briefly and returned with a blanket from the small dining room, explaining that it was often drafty in the window seat. Tucking the blanket securely around Lupin’s body, she returned her attention to Harry.

“How much Firewhiskey did he drink?”

“No more than two shots at the most,” Harry stammered as Tonks checked the level of the leftover liquid in the bottle.

“And you?”

“Only a small swallow,” he admitted. “I can’t say I liked the sensation much.”

“Fine, you didn’t strike me as one whose judgment had been impaired.” She smiled gently in his direction. “Come into the other room so we won’t disturb Remus and tell me what happened.”

Tonks left the door to the inner office slightly ajar so she could keep a close watch from where she positioned her chair. Harry locked the door to the corridor before assuming a seat where he could face her comfortably. With a deep breath, he briefly summarized the events of the evening, detailing Lupin’s symptoms once they returned from viewing the second memory.

“I’m sorry I agreed to this, Tonks,” he concluded candidly. “It was just as intense the second time around, only we were truly helpless to affect any of the events. I should’ve realized it was going to be too harrowing an experience for Remus.”

“Nonsense. Remus is a grown man, Harry, much more experienced in magical devices that you and I will likely ever be. He knew what he was getting into. He just doesn’t want to restrict his activities in any way “ regardless of his current circumstances. I suppose it’s his way of thumbing his nose at the world.” She sighed. “It’s a wonder he actually took some of the medication.”

“He doesn’t do that on a regular basis?” Harry asked gingerly.

Tonks shook her head. “This is a first.”

“Perhaps it’s not always convenient to sack out for a wee nap,” Harry suggested.

“The dosage can be adjusted to minimize that. Remus just prefers to take a swig of cognac to calm his nerves, claims it’s a more natural remedy. Too many years of clean living, I suppose.” She smiled unexpectedly. “Can’t blame him for not wanting to contaminate his body with narcotics. He’s moved on to Firewhiskey now that he single-handedly finished the two bottles of cognac Dad gave him for Christmas. Leave it to Dad to instill Remus with such an expensive habit. It was all I could do to keep him from sending more bottles for Remus’ birthday.”

“Tonks, I don’t think Remus was expecting to be so overcome this evening. He was genuinely frightened,” Harry volunteered.

“I could tell by the dosage he took, Harry,” she returned. “That’s why he was so adamant that you not leave his side. Too many childhood memories of being shut away, alone in the cellar, not understanding the horrific transformations that he was powerless to avoid.”

“Has he been telling you about the peculiar...side effects he’s been experiencing?” Harry ventured timidly.

“Not very often,” conceded Tonks. “You mean there’s more?”

Harry nodded his head solemnly.

“Can we discuss it in more detail tomorrow? I assure you I want to hear every infinitesimal detail, but right now I’d like to get Madam Pomfrey to look Remus over before it gets any later.”

“You’re certain he’s going to be all right?” Harry posed anxiously.

“Absolutely. The medication did exactly what it was supposed to do. Will you stay with him while I walk down to the Hospital Wing?”

“Sure, Tonks. Glad I could help.”

“Let’s make the office a bit more presentable then. I’ll leave it to you to put away the Pensieve “ after you retrieve your final memory, that is.”

With a start, Harry realized that he’d been so concerned about Remus that he’d totally forgotten to finish the task at hand. He watched as Tonks put away the Firewhiskey and took the tea mugs and one of the glass tumblers into the small dining room. As Harry made to pick up the other glass, she shook her head.

“Please leave that one where it is. Poppy will be pleased to see for herself that Remus actually followed her advice “ even if it’s just this one time… Just in case I don’t get a chance to say so later, thank you so much for taking such good care of Remus, Harry. I’ll teach you how to send a Patronus message before you leave tonight, no excuses.” Tonks wrapped her arms around Harry in a tight hug and then reached up to kiss his cheek gently. “How are you feeling yourself?” she asked, her eyes searching his face. “Will you be all right back in your room?”

“I’ll be fine. Thanks for asking, Tonks.” He smiled down at her, slightly embarrassed. “Are you sure you don’t want to run away with me? Now’s your chance before you have to worry about Madam Pomfrey as an unnecessary witness.”

Tonks giggled in spite of herself as she stepped away from Harry. With a final look in her husband’s direction, she turned in the direction of the Hospital Wing.





* paraphrased from page 591, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, American hardback
edition

** page 595, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, American hardback edition.

*** page 621, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, American hardback edition.


End Notes:
Readers who are familiar with the prequel, Cruel Moon for the Misbegotten, may be mystified with Remus’ behavior with Dumbledore. Suffice it to say that he didn’t want anything to jeopardize his appointment as Dark Arts instructor and was afraid Dumbledore might look down on his previous attempts to look in on Harry.
Chapter 51 Pandora's Box by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry and Lupin laugh off their troubles while an avalanche lays in wait to engulf them all; Snape’s rare cooperative mood is unsettling.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 51
Pandora’s Box


Harry woke in the middle of the night wishing he’d accepted Madam Pomfrey’s offer of a sleeping draught. His restless dreams had been haunted by the sounds of an unearthly howling that led him relentlessly through the mists until he found its source. Sometimes he discovered a fierce three-headed dog, two heads continuing to wail while the third one attempted to attack him. Other times, it was issuing from a Greek chorus of dementors that had gathered to watch one of their fellows perform the ultimate kiss on Lupin.

Finally despairing of getting any rest, he rose in search of something cold to drink. It was when he returned to his room, frosty butterbeer in hand, that he was alerted to the coming storm by a fierce flash of lightning. The thunder followed almost immediately, drowning out the mournful sound of the wind whipping through the Forbidden Forest. So much for the inescapable wailing in his dreams, Harry concluded. He closed the latch on his window just as driving sheets of rain unleashed their fury without warning. Sinking down gratefully into his warm, dry sheets, Harry allowed the sound of the rain to lull him back to sleep.

Someone was shaking him awake much too early, the thought floated aimlessly in his mind.

“Tonks is here to see you, Harry,” Neville whispered urgently. “She doesn’t have a lot of time before her first class this morning.”

Still half-asleep, he felt around for his glasses on the bedside cabinet only to have Neville reach across and press them into his hand. Finally awake, Harry ran his fingers self-consciously through his tousled hair before throwing on his dressing gown.

Tonks was waiting for him near the fireplace.

“Has something happened to Remus?” Harry asked, giving in to his gut fear.

“He’s just fine, Harry,” Tonks assured him with a smile. “Thought you might like an update before I went to my first class. I left him in the residence, sitting down to a hearty breakfast and debating over his choice of tie. Don’t take my word for it, stop by and check on him for yourself. He has a few short breaks between classes this morning.”

“You could’ve just sent me a Patronus message,” Harry suggested.

“Those are only for emergencies,” she warned, “or the Order members will be on my back for teaching you.”

“You don’t think Remus will pen you a nice excuse?” Harry grinned.

“He’s more likely to be in charge of my punishment,” she scoffed. “He also wanted me to remind you that he has you down for three this afternoon.”

“I won’t forget,” Harry assured her, returning her smile.

“You still want to discuss the side-effects he’s been experiencing?”

Harry nodded solemnly.

“Can you meet me for lunch in my offices today, one o’clock? Remus has a conflict at that hour so you can keep him out of the equation, if you prefer.”

“Count on it.”






After the memories he’d revisited, Harry was anxious to delve more deeply into the events of that tragic night during his next conversation with Snape. As if sensing Harry’s desire to explore his less caustic side, Snape thrust the conversation in unexpected directions. It wasn’t long before Harry had lost control of the situation entirely.

“Rumor has it your dear professor had himself in a right state last night,” Snape intimated darkly.

Harry was taken aback but was determined not to show it. “You should check your source of information,” he returned dismissively. “That version is as skewed from reality as one of Rita Skeeter’s interviews.”

“Poppy Pomfrey doesn’t have enough imagination to stretch the truth -- even if she wanted to.” Snape scowled. “It comes second-hand from her, if you must know!”

“Lupin just over-exerted himself is all,” Harry conceded.

“Over dinner and a bit of conversation? Unless he had to hunt down his meat personally, I sincerely doubt that explanation, Potter. Did you plow through the Amazon jungle in the Room of Requirement?”

“Hardly.”

“Kilimanjaro? Did you revisit the summits through the Pensieve? You wouldn’t have had to leave his office for that.”

Snape’s infuriating manner was guaranteed to put him off so Harry opted to remain silent.

“That’s it, isn’t it?” Snape latched on to the barest thread. “The two of you reviewed a poignant memory from his past in the Pensieve? Stirred up a bit of controversy. Where did you go? Some bullying from Lupin’s early days at Hogwarts?”

“If you must know, we revisited your murder of Dumbledore atop the Astronomy Tower!” Harry retorted with a sudden flash of indignation.

Snape paused to consider the implications. “So there was someone else present,” he whispered, almost to himself. “Was there anyone else on that second broomstick? Your closest buddies were fighting for their very lives in the halls below so it couldn’t have been any of them.”

“I was alone “ alone with Dumbledore, that is.”

“How touching. So it’s just your version of the events versus mine, isn’t it? I just bet no one doubts your eyewitness account, do they? Those fools always allow sentimentality to get in the way of reason.”

Harry had become so accustomed to Snape’s condescending tone that he had no trouble ignoring it. “There were other witnesses,” he maintained.

“I doubt Draco’s sent you a nice bit of parchment with his statement, not if he wishes to remain alive. As for Fenrir, he’s not much of a correspondent and his spelling is simply atrocious. The Carrows try to keep up with the social niceties, but their notes all seem to be written in the most peculiar brownish ink--”

“Enough! I have no desire to take a trip down your corpse-lined memory lane!”

“Why not? You were all too willing to drag Lupin along yours,” Snape volleyed back with barely masked triumph.

“He asked to see those memories to help me make some sense of that night.” Harry was rapidly losing his last shred of patience. “Those events still haunt me!”

“They haunt me also, Potter,” Snape returned in a low, ominous tone.

“I’m still trying to understand why you would leave such a trail of arson and death in your wake. Hardly the actions of a man who maintains he has never betrayed the Order.”

“Surely, you’re not trying to influence Lupin on my behalf?”

“No, that wasn’t my goal last night,” Harry admitted. “But it’s what you want, isn’t it?”

“In due course,” Snape allowed. “But surely the scenes of mayhem you shared with your professor were no worse than what he experienced firsthand. It was a fierce confrontation inside the tower that night, Lupin must have found himself readily out numbered. His over-reaction still makes no sense.”

“His circumstances are different now.” Harry tiptoed around the truth. “He’s not supposed to over-tax himself.”

“Surely you don’t mean his Wolfsbane Potion isn’t being brewed properly?”

“If that’s even what he’s taking these days…”

“Of course, it’s Wolfsbane!” Snape shot back. “Nothing else would work on a werewolf, they have a particularly stubborn metabolism… Surely they haven’t been tinkering with the formula? Tell me, Potter, because his little wife is not experienced enough with potions to be branching off on her own!”

Harry swallowed convulsively. “There was an exotic ingredient she discovered on their honeymoon.”

“Could it be hibiscus pollen? Think, Potter! Anything related to the hibiscus plant?”

“I’m certain she’s never told me,” Harry remarked in dismay. “And it’s not the thing that accidentally pops up in casual conversation, either!”

Snape fixed Harry with his most piercing look. “I suggest you find out, Potter. If you value the continued good health of your precious professor, I suggest you find out!”

With hardly a ripple, the mirror returned to its impassive silver surface.

Unsure whether he had just been threatened or whether Snape had just presented him with a tacit offer of assistance, Harry felt as if he had lost his bearings in a minefield. Perhaps the situation wasn’t as black as Snape painted it; the man did have an uncanny knack for melodrama. But then again, how far was he willing to gamble with Lupin’s well-being?

His fingers fumbled with impatience as he unfolded the daily timetables Tonks had written out for him the previous evening. Lupin had back-to-back classes most of the morning, but there was nothing to stop Harry from sticking his head in the door to say hello. Double-checking the time, he saw that one class was due to end in fifteen minutes. He needed to be outside the Transfiguration classroom when that class let out.

With one last attempt to tame his unruly hair, he practically dove out the stone scone and down the grand staircase. Harry took a couple of unorthodox short-cuts without giving it a moment’s thought and was leisurely gazing out into the courtyard when the students started to emerge. He entered as soon as he could do so without having to ford the flow of bodies moving in the opposite direction. Lupin had an unusually long line of third years waiting to speak with him after class.

Harry settled himself at the nearest desk to wait it out. Lupin certainly looked healthy enough from a distance, no dark circles under his eyes that Harry could discern. Lupin glanced up unexpectedly, automatically returning Harry’s smile before redirecting his attention to his group of supplicants. Harry did not hear the soft words that were uttered next, but the students dissolved out the door like so much smoke.

Lupin rose from behind the desk, taking a moment to close the classroom door as a matter of course. He pulled up the nearest chair and sat down next to Harry.

“Tonks told me to expect you to drop by today.” He flashed the trademark Marauder grin. “Said you’d want to pinch me to make sure I wasn’t a hallucination.” Lupin held out his arm invitingly.

“I don’t think she meant that literally,” Harry allowed with a laugh.

“I’m sorry it turned out to be such a rough night.”

“I’m just relieved you’re feeling better today, Remus. You really gave me a scare last night.”

“I suppose that’s why I was submitted to the unholy prodding of Poppy Pomfrey instead of just being allowed to stumble into bed,” Lupin noted wryly. “You should have seen her carrying on. You’d think she’d never had a patient who followed her instructions and lived to tell the tale!”

“She’ll be applying for sainthood next,” Harry returned in kind.

“Wait, that’s not right,” Lupin responded in mock seriousness. “Isn’t martyrdom first, then sainthood?”

“Leave it to ol’ Poppy to get that confused.”

They looked at each other for a moment and then burst out laughing like idiots. No doubt about it, Harry thought to himself, Lupin was back to his usual self.






It was not until a few days later that Lupin felt he’d had enough time to fully digest the memories that Harry had shared with him.

“You’re ready to offer me some insight?” Harry asked hopefully.

“Not as much as I would have liked, I’m afraid,” Lupin replied. “Snape’s actions are unfathomable much of the time. For instance, the anger he turns on you in the middle of his escape seems so excessive. Why didn’t he just continue on his way to the gates? What did he have to gain by that confrontation? I don’t recall seeing him lose his temper, so I don’t even have a point of reference.”

Harry stopped to think for a moment and then offered, “I have. Although I haven’t thought about it in a long time. Do you think we should review that memory through the Pensieve?”

“Tell me about it first. I’m not too keen on diving right back into the Pensieve, if you don’t mind.”

“Right. It was just after Sirius escaped astride Buckbeak, the same night in fact. Ron, Hermione and I were in the Hospital Wing and I overheard Snape having a rather loud discussion with Fudge.”

“The Minister of Magic?” Lupin clarified. “I suppose I was still in the Forbidden Forest during this exchange.”

Harry nodded to both counts then continued, “Snape was ecstatic that he would be the one to turn Sirius over to the Ministry. When the escape was discovered he was livid, practically sputtering with rage. I remember feeling that his reaction was totally out of proportion.”

“He had a lot riding on that. Drunk with triumph at his long awaited vindication, to paraphrase Dumbledore.” Seeing Harry’s puzzled look, Lupin clarified, “Throughout the years, Snape had amassed a long list that he attributed to Sirius, slights both small and large, real and imaginary. Sirius’ innocence was just another disappointment in a life full of disappointments. It wasn’t easy for the Order to convince Snape that it was indeed Pettigrew who had signed on with Voldemort.”

“I can’t believe I hadn’t made the connection sooner, Remus. Dumbledore used the same words himself when Fudge commented that Snape seemed quite unbalanced. Dumbledore replied that he had been severely disappointed is all.* You could actually hear the amusement in Dumbledore’s voice as if the whole thing were nothing but a childish tantrum. It all seems so clear now.”

His interest piqued, Lupin trained his gaze fully upon Harry and proposed, “Then if we treat the two situations as parallel, what could possibly have disappointed Snape so thoroughly? He should’ve been gloating that he’d managed to outsmart such a great and powerful wizard.”

“I think it was Draco’s inability to finish the task himself,” Harry supplied. “Snape could hardly bear to look in his direction when they were at the gates.”

“But why? The end result was the same whether Dumbledore died by Draco’s hand or by Snape’s. If they were both agents in the same dark army, then it didn’t matter who did the deed; those are the simple rules of warfare,” Lupin insisted.

“Unless Snape didn’t want to be forced to commit the deed himself, didn’t want his cover to be blown to pieces.”

“But, Harry, what else would there have been for him to accomplish if he’d remained at Hogwarts? Striking at the heart of the school was a masterful stroke designed to bring everyone to their knees.”

“That’s just it, though, why didn’t they finish us off right then and there? This has bothered me for a long time, Remus. Snape had me dead in his sights after he disarmed me. If we accept the fact that he was saving me for Voldemort, why wasn’t Voldemort already waiting in the wings? He must have known that the school was to be attacked that night, additional Death Eaters were sent as reinforcements.”

“Not if we consider that Snape was unaware of the timing of the attack,” Lupin mused. “Hermione said as much when she went in search of his assistance. He was totally oblivious to what was going on in the other part of the castle, it was Flitwick who alerted him.”

“But he lends them his help anyway?” Harry cried. “That doesn’t sound like Snape at all! He’d be offended that he’d been excluded from their plans and just stand by watching them fail. That would have given him a great measure of satisfaction.”

“I tend to agree with that. But if we concur that Snape was angry, that emotion alone would not have been enough to generate the Killing Curse he used.”

“Not even if he was angry at Dumbledore himself for having forced his hand? I think Snape has always felt that he had no real choices in life and this was just the ultimate demonstration of that.”

“Everyone has choices.”

“True, but Snape felt that he didn’t. It doesn’t have to be true for him to convince himself of it.”

“What makes you think that so strongly, Harry?”

“Did you notice Dumbledore’s expression when Snape went to kill him? Grim compliance. Dumbledore knew what was coming once Snape arrived on the scene.”

“How would Dumbledore have allowed him to remain at Hogwarts if he’d already seen the unrepentant evil in Snape’s heart?” Lupin considered rhetorically. “Unless the opposite was true; could Dumbledore have been pleading with Snape to end his suffering instead?”

“I don’t know, Remus, my head is already spinning in circles. The only true answers are locked in the memories of Snape and Dumbledore. Everything else is murky. How can we even know who our true enemies are?”






Despite his inconclusive conversation with Lupin, Harry knew where he was going to go for answers. He just had to keep a tight rein on the conversation and on his own emotions, he reminded himself.

“Tell me what happened that night,” Harry demanded, taking hold of the conversation from the onset.

“There are ten thousand nights in my miserable existence, Potter. You will have to be more specific.” Snape’s mocking tone was enough to set Harry on edge.

“It’s always a sparring match with you, isn’t it?” Harry retorted then reminded himself to stay calm. “The night that Dumbledore died.”

“What, no accusatory pronouncements of villainy?” taunted Snape.

“Not unless you show they’re warranted. I advise you to take advantage of my agreeable mood.”

“It was a promise I made to Dumbledore not thinking the situation would ever come to pass. A moment of generosity on my part that back-fired. Like everything else in my life, it seems.”

“He does make us feel like pawns in his master game “ even after his death, doesn’t he?” Harry commiserated.

“Unfortunately, he was the only one who knew all the schemes he’d put in motion and the archaic rules that governed each.”

“Perhaps he was determined that we work together to reach the goal.” Harry held his breath.

“And that worked so well for you at the Triwizard Cup,” Snape sneered. “Have you shared that with Cedric Diggory’s parents? I’m sure your altruism would be a great comfort for their loss.”

Refusing to rise to Snape’s insults, Harry remained impassive. “That twist came courtesy of Barty Crouch, Junior, a confirmed Death Eater. Surely you remember him from your club meetings?”

“Your methods are getting tedious, Potter. Do you or do you not want to hear what happened that night?”

“Your version, yes.”

The distrust was still apparent on his face, but Snape answered nonetheless, “A vow extracted in case he were ever captured by the Dark Lord. Meant to keep Dumbledore from revealing secrets that could harm us all. He didn’t think he’d have the stamina to endure torture for very long. Death would end the pain as well as prevent the irreparable damage of any confession.”

“How did you know that moment had come? His pleading to you could have meant anything!”

“Not accompanied by the images he thrust into my mind with his last ounce of strength,” Snape countered matter-of-factly.

“What makes you so sure that it wasn’t your probing that wretched those thoughts from an old man’s weakened mind just to ease your guilt?”

“Because I didn’t want to do it. Even if it meant my death instead, I felt that he was more valuable to our cause. I still do. It seems that I was outsmarted.”

“So where does that leave us?” Harry ventured.

“So now we’re partners? How comforting. I didn’t think you’d be such a push-over for the truth.”

Harry shrugged. “Hating you saps too much energy. I wish to redirect my efforts.”

“A very pragmatic approach. Lupin would be most displeased.”

“Dumbledore made sure that I couldn’t confide in Lupin. It’s been a very difficult promise to keep. My previous offer still stands: let’s destroy the Potions book together. I can’t let you do it alone.”

“And you need to know the method of destroying the others?” Snape laughed sharply at Harry’s involuntary look of dismay. “So you found others? Excellent! Have you found them all?”

“You know I can’t possibly tell you that!” Harry snorted while trying to recapture his last shred of dignity. “It’s better that you not know in case you’re captured.” Or in case you decide to sing for any other reason, he thought to himself.

Snape threw him another curve ball with the next statement. “I will have to hold the book in my hands to properly subvert its dark magic. Are you willing to allow for that?”

“I’ll take certain precautions,” Harry intoned with feigned confidence.

“You really think your magical abilities are a match for mine?”

“You’ll also have to contend with the abilities of the two accomplices which Dumbledore permitted me: Ron and Hermione… And you have to agree to do this without a wand,” Harry dared.

“But you, you three, will be allowed to maintain yours?”

“Naturally.”

“I agree to your terms. You’ve one week to establish the details,” Snape returned with barely contained disgust before signing off.

Harry was unsure what to make of the ease with which Snape had agreed to his proposal. He had expected a long and contemptuous negotiation. Either Snape was extremely clever or he desired the book’s destruction at all costs. Harry fervently hoped it was the latter; otherwise, the battle was already lost!






Though mercifully brief, the following week’s encounter left him feeling equally ambivalent. Harry’s suggestion of an out of the way locale for the book’s destruction and his outline of precautions to avoid discovery were met with nothing but a curt nod. Then claiming that it was his prerogative to select the exact time and date, Snape ended the transmission.

He did not share his misgivings with Ron and Hermione. Convincing them of the necessity of dealing with Snape had proven a difficult enough task as it was. Hermione made one last valiant effort to dig up more information in the headmistress’ library, even though she’d already reported it as futile months earlier. Ron and Harry doggedly finished the last of the Muggle books that purported to deal with Horcruxes and also came up empty-handed.

Harry was determined not to let Snape’s abrasiveness mar his spirits as he donned outdoor clothing for the day. Looking up from lacing his hiking boots, he came face to face with the framed roster of Dumbledore’s Army that hung proudly over his bed. It had been an impromptu gift from Lupin in recompense for the enchanted galleon coin. The original had been in Filch’s files when Lupin was searching out additional Patronus data. It seemed an ideal opportunity to make a souvenir copy so that Tonks could send it off to be matted and framed. They’d shared a hearty laugh that the clerk had been spared a visit to the Irreversible Spell Damage Ward as the duplicate was not hexed to brand the word ‘sneak’ across his face.

As a matter of fact, Hermione’s ingenuity in obtaining loyalty from their original group had provided Harry with an idea for their upcoming face-to-face encounter with Snape. Heartened by the possibilities, Hermione finally agreed that it was a necessary risk if they were ever to learn how to destroy the Horcruxes. Ron reassured them with his arsenal of charms to verify that an adversary was unarmed as well as those to locate hidden weaponry. Clearly Flitwick’s lessons in battle strategy extended well beyond the chessboard.

Latching his tower window, Harry glanced one last time towards the sparkling shores of the lake in the distance. The spring air still had a decided nip to it, but as long as the skies were clear, the conditions would be ideal for the midday hike Lupin had planned. If the weather cooperated, Lupin hinted that he might leave a note on his blackboard redirecting his afternoon class to the great flat rock.

Knowing that he had about an hour to spare, Harry intended to make the most of it by browsing through the antique spell book Lupin kept in his office. Clearly an heirloom, its yellowed pages and archaic wording marked it as a rarity from before the Statute of Secrecy that sundered wizardkind from the Muggle world. Lupin had taught him how to charm it down from the highest shelf and reverently demonstrated how to rewrap it in the charmed acid-free cloth that helped to preserve it. As long as Harry promised not to remove it from the office, Lupin agreed to allow him to study it at leisure, even to magically copy some of its pages for personal use. Harry knew he was being accorded a rare privilege. It was a long shot, but he could not afford to ignore any possible sources of Horcrux lore.

As usual the office door was unlocked so Harry slipped inside, expecting to find himself alone. The lambent glow of the fire from the inner office was missing today, lending the rooms an unused and decidedly cold ambiance. He was caught short when he discovered Tonks already seated behind Lupin’s desk as if she’d been specifically waiting for him to arrive. Her soft words sent a shock through him.

“Remus collapsed yesterday evening; he’s been in and out of consciousness most of the night. He told me you’d made plans for today.”

Harry blurted the first thing that came to him as he struggled to digest her words. “Can we visit him in the Hospital Wing?”

Tonks shook her head as a tear trailed from the corner of her eye. “He’s not in the Hospital Wing. Madam Pomfrey felt his condition was serious enough that he should be admitted to St. Mungo’s.”

“Then why aren’t you there now?” Harry cried.

“I was with him most of the night, Harry. There’s really not much they can do other than observe him for the moment. I had classes to teach.”

How could she sit there so impassively? Harry’s brain screamed. “Right, I’ll go sit with him then! I’ll just swing ‘round to the headmistress’ office…”

“Harry, wait!” Tonks pleaded as she caught his arm. “Even if Minerva gave you permission to leave the school unescorted, it wouldn’t do you any good--”

“WHY THE BLOODY HELL NOT?” Harry yelled in desperation then regretted it immediately when he saw Tonks’ brave façade crumble, the smoky plum leeching from her hair like watercolor on a wet surface. “I’m sorry, Tonks, I didn’t mean to…” he offered in apology as he allowed her to sob on his shoulder.

“Right now, they’re only allowing immediate family members,” Tonks managed to ease out between her tears. “Oh, Harry, I can’t bear the thought of losing him now…not after all this…”

Harry had never felt so helpless as they clung to one another. Gently, he stroked the limp brown locks that recalled her dark days of despair from the previous year. The only words of comfort that came to mind seemed woefully inadequate. “Surely, it’s not as bad as all that,” he whispered.

“The Healers are hinting that he may have been slowly poisoned by the reconfigured potion that he’s been taking,” she admitted directly into his sleeve.

“They’ll get it all sorted out in the end,” Harry murmured, no longer able to hold back his own tears. “They’re always very conservative with what they promise--”

A soft knock at the door caused Tonks to start involuntarily. She raised her head and called, “Who’s there?”

“Just me,” came the unmistakable accents of the headmistress. “I’m alone.”

“Please come in, Minerva,” Tonks urged, pulling away slightly.

McGonagall registered no surprise at the scene before her as she quietly closed the office door. “I’m glad to see you’re here, Harry,” she affirmed. “I’m canceling the rest of your classes for today, Tonks. I’ll make every effort to cover Remus’ lessons as best I can.”

“Please, Minerva, it’s not necessary… I can manage,” Tonks assured her in a tiny voice.

“Rubbish, dear.” McGonagall smiled gently. “No one would expect you to do so under the circumstances. I’ll just inform the students that you and Remus had a family emergency. Harry, please stay with her today; she could use your support.”

Harry nodded that he understood, not knowing what words would be appropriate at a time like this.

As McGonagall turned to leave, she added, “I’ve sent Horace to assist you with the immediate problem. Here he comes now.” She held the door open to admit the professor and then closed it behind his portly form.

“What’s all this boo-hooing about?” Slughorn boomed good-naturedly. “Commiserating accomplishes nothing when we could be making headway towards a solution. I’m certain we can prepare an antidote in my laboratory. Come.” With a great swoosh of his arm, he hustled them both into the corridor and down the cold steps to the dungeon.







The chamber to which Slughorn admitted them was not lined with the gruesome specimen jars that Snape once favored for his inner sanctum. Instead it was more akin to the chemistry classroom from the Muggle comprehensive school Harry had once attended with Dudley.

While Slughorn spread out the implements upon the black marble counter, Harry was assigned to make a record of their procedures. He began by jotting the elements of the current potion formula as Tonks detailed them for Slughorn’s benefit. On another sheet, he prepared to list the ingredients of the antidote they were to create. As Tonks disappeared briefly to obtain extra potion samples from her residence, Harry was not the least bit surprised that she used the fireplace in the adjoining office.

By the time the headmistress checked on them two hours later, they were decanting the last of the antidote into various glass vials. With a swirl of his wand, Harry made extra copies of the recipes so the Healers at St. Mungo’s would have one, too. Before leaving for his afternoon classes, Slughorn insisted on summoning Poppy Pomfrey to witness the final result. Everyone watched in awe as the Potions Master combined the antidote with one of the vials containing the reconfigured Wolfsbane. The contents turned a lurid red shade, deepening slowly until it was almost black, then dissolving into a clear liquid once the two substances had neutralized one another.

“The Healers will want to do a final test using a sample of Professor Lupin’s blood,” Madame Pomfrey advised them. “But be sure to show them this demonstration first so they know you mean business. They can be a bit officious at times.”

Sounds a lot like the description Lupin always gave of Poppy herself, Harry noted inwardly.








By clever manipulation, the headmistress had the Floo Network deposit them directly to the third floor waiting room. Despite being spared the constant chaos of the lobby receiving area, St. Mungo’s Hospital for Magical Maladies and Injuries was just as Harry remembered, the ward for Potion and Plant Poisoning a cookie-cutter version of all the others within the hospital. The same stilted looking furniture that could never provide any comfort to anxious family members, the same outdated magazines that would provide no distraction from their immediate worries.

No sooner had Harry gained his footing than Tonks thrust the partitioned carry bag that housed the vials of potion and antidote into his arms. The stately, dark-haired woman who immediately embraced her must be her mother, Harry surmised.

Wiping the tears unabashedly from her cheeks, Tonks made the introductions in quick order.

“Very pleased to meet you, Harry.” Andromeda Tonks smiled warmly; her voice had a rich, velvety texture. “Both Dora and Remus speak very highly of you. I hoped to meet you under more joyful circumstances.”

“Pleasure,” Harry replied as his manners returned to him out of the blue. “Ginny Weasley had many nice things to say after she met you at Christmas.”

“Such a lovely girl. I was so glad that Dora finally brought some of her school friends over for a visit.”

“Mum, you do realize that I’m now a member of the faculty, don’t you?” Tonks observed, rolling her eyes dramatically.

“Of course, dear,” Andromeda soothed as a Healer in customary lime green garb arrived at her elbow.

“You’ve brought the formula to be analyzed?” the Healer demanded, focusing on Tonks.

“An antidote as well,” she replied with authority. “If you don’t mind, I’d like to see that this is administered properly once you’ve finished with your verification tests. It comes directly from one of the foremost Potion Masters in Britain.”

“Very well,” the Healer agreed in a practiced monotone. “Come with me. The rest of your family will have to wait outside, though.”

With a forlorn look in her mother’s direction, Tonks allowed the Healer to usher her beyond the swinging doors.

Seeing the stricken expression in Harry’s eyes, Andromeda turned to him instinctively. “Don’t let that little martinet intimidate you, Harry. One of the assistants gave me an update moments before the two of you arrived. Remus’ condition is still unchanged.”

“His tone sounded almost accusatory,” Harry observed, feeling as if he had totally lost control of the situation.

“Yes, it did,” Andromeda agreed. “They teach them that particular inflection in Healer training. Don’t let him get to you; I assure you Dora won’t. The headmistress already smoothed things over by having the school nurse attest that all parties recognized this was an experimental treatment undertaken on a voluntary basis. Come, let’s sit down… I take it Dora hasn’t filled you in on many of the details, has she?”

Harry shook his head glumly. “We got swept up in preparing the antidote,” he explained. “Suddenly it seems a bit overwhelming is all.”

“That’s understandable. I’ve been here since last night, minus the few hours I went home this morning to catch a few hours’ sleep. I doubt that Dora has slept at all, she’s been so distraught. And you look like you’re dressed for an outdoor hike, if I’m not mistaken. Remus was most insistent that Dora get word to you personally.”

“So he was lucid last night?”

“Off and on,” Andromeda admitted. “Don’t let the Healers’ whole doom and gloom demeanor fool you. Remus’ underlying health is excellent, it’s just the potion that he’s been ingesting that’s playing tricks on him. This won’t be the end of the road for him, just you wait and see.”

Harry knew her words were intended to comfort and uplift him, but right now it didn’t seem like anything short of Lupin standing in the doorway was going to help. He turned towards the far wall as he felt the sting of involuntary tears.

“Would it help if we spoke of something else?” Andromeda returned softly.

Harry nodded past the lump in his throat, hazarding a quick glance in her direction.

“Come sit next to me then,” she offered. “It will make both of us feel better to know that we’re not alone.”

Swallowing his initial embarrassment, Harry joined her on the sofa so they could carry on a soft conversation. He stared at the web of cracks that had transformed the far wall into the lair of a monstrous spider as her honeyed voice spun soothing tales of Tonks’ days as an unbridled toddler, all Technicolor hair that deliberately clashed with her clothing -- even when the items she selected clashed with each other as well. She told him of her own days as a young woman when she had first met Ted Tonks, a caring man who hid behind the mask of a rugged adventurer. She’d been working as a shop girl in Paris then and he complained that collecting her at such a posh establishment would tarnish his manly image.

Harry found himself smiling at Andromeda’s words in spite of the circumstances. With the true touch of a satirist, she entertained him with wry comments interspersed throughout her narrative of day-to-day life. No wonder they’d found Lupin so amusing, Harry thought inwardly, waiting for the dull ache that didn’t seem as willing to surface as before.

In loose chronology, Andromeda spoke of her initial meeting with the celebrated owner of the boutique, a man whose stature in the fashion world eclipsed his unassuming appearance. She instantly recognized him as a Squib while he, in turn, noticed that her artistry with gift boxes involved the subtle use of magic. But instead of reprimanding her, he offered her an immediate rise in salary due to her ingenuity.

She spoke of her favorite cousin, Sirius, and how overjoyed he’d been to be chosen as Harry’s godfather. The two of them had instinctively accepted each other as kindred spirits in a family that was obsessed with pure-blood status. Sirius had secretly congratulated her on her engagement to Ted Tonks and then confided that it would irk the family that much more that she was marrying a man of means, despite his egregious sin of being a Muggle-born wizard. She recalled Sirius droning at length about his best school chums, James and Remus, although she never actually met them. Sadly, it was the Potter household that had embraced them, not the Blacks. She recalled catching Sirius in a rare introspective mood, confessing to her that his and James’ accomplishments would all count for naught in comparison to the talents of their pal, Remus -- were it not for his ‘furry little problem.’ Never realizing that Dora would come to speak of the same man in such eloquent terms herself. Only later did she make the connection when her daughter presented them with her new husband, an unpretentious man whose deep intellect and compassion were only outshone by the undying devotion he’d pledged to Dora.

Andromeda’s voice caught, and in the next breath Harry found himself admitting, “I, too, would be lost without him.”

“I thought you two were supposed to be cheering each other up,” a jovial voice came from behind.

Harry hastily wiped his eyes before clasping the hand that Ted Tonks offered to him.

“You must be Harry. Has there been any word on Remus?”

“Not yet,” Andromeda admitted as Ted took a seat to the other side of her. “Although Dora must have presented them with the antidote hours ago.”

Harry’s heart skipped as the wall clock showed that most of the afternoon had slipped by them entirely. “Shouldn’t we have heard something by now?” he echoed.

“Only if it was bad news,” Ted opined as he laid a comforting hand on his wife’s knee. “Let me scare us up some information.”

As he neared the swinging doors, they were cracked open slightly to allow a spent-looking Tonks to ease herself through.

“Dad, I’m so glad you made it back! A bit of a nap really helped, didn’t it?”

“All pleasantries aside, how is he?” Ted demanded as he released his daughter from a tight hug.

“Much better,” Tonks allowed. “The antidote really helped. I don’t know how I’ll ever thank Horace enough.”

“Will they let me see him?” Harry pleaded.

“Not yet, he’s sound asleep right now,” Tonks advised. “The Healers will be out once they complete their assessment “ which is guaranteed to interrupt his rest.” With a heavy sigh, she laid her head back on the overstuffed chair that had suddenly appeared next to the sofa.

Ted winked in Harry’s direction as he casually returned his wand to his pocket. “Don’t they have any refreshments for the survivors in this place?” he joked.

“There’s a tearoom on the fifth floor,” Harry offered with a weak chuckle.

“Then it’s about time we get some tea and sandwiches before they have to find beds for the lot of us! Come, Harry, I’ll need extra hands to carry things,” Ted announced. “I’m sure it’s been hours since you had anything,” he added as he held the corridor door open.

“Not since breakfast,” Harry conceded, thinking that it had probably been much longer in Tonks’ case.








Tonks was curled up in the comfy chair when they returned from the Visitor’s Tearoom to find that Kingsley Shacklebolt had arrived. Harry had been wondering when someone from the Order would appear to check on the chain of command, but hastily shoved those fears aside. Although his dark thoughts were now confirmed, Harry took heart in Tonks’ pronouncement that the antidote had done its job.

Turning his thoughts to more immediate concerns, he assisted the others to levitate a low table from the far side of the room and to arrange the refreshments. Tonks revived herself with a short nap and a good quantity of tea and cucumber sandwiches. By the time McGonagall joined the grim tableau in the waiting room, they were clearing away the last of the empty containers.

“Has there been any news?” the headmistress inquired anxiously.

“Nothing beyond the fact that the antidote was successful.” Andromeda sighed in frustration.

“And that was quite some time ago,” Ted growled. “It’s as if those Healers operate with a different sense of time than the rest of us!”

“At least Remus was sleeping soundly when I left him,” Tonks volunteered.

All heads jerked up at the sound of the swinging doors but it was not whom they expected. Much to their surprise, it was Augustus Pye from the Creature Induced Injuries Ward. Harry remembered him attending to Arthur Weasley’s snake bite a few years ago.

Tonks jumped up from her chair in immediate recognition. “Gus, I didn’t expect to see you here today,” she offered as they briefly clasped hands.

“I was called for a consultation on a werewolf issue and was dismayed to find Remus,” Augustus replied. “I haven’t seen him around much since the two of you started teaching.”

“It’s not so easy to get away anymore but that’s not to say that he won’t try.” Turning to the group at large, Tonks explained, “Remus does a fair bit of volunteer work with new bite victims so Gus is an old friend.”

“I have the dubious distinction of being the resident werewolf expert,” Augustus advised them. “Although Remus’ practical knowledge far outshines mine.”

“So if you’re the expert, what can you tell us about Remus’ case?” Ted spoke up, followed by Tonks’ hasty introduction of her parents.

“It’s unique, all right; but things involving Remus always seem to be, don’t they?” Augustus offered. “A werewolf poisoning is practically unheard of since their hardy constitution protects them from such things, along with a host of other diseases that can infect the general populace.”

It wouldn’t do to be adversely affected by a victim’s previous ailments, Harry thought grimly.

“But the antidote was successful!” Tonks asserted with just a hint of apprehension in her voice.

“Oh, yes, of that there can be no doubt. They just aren’t sure if there will be any complications,” Augustus explained.

“What sort of complications?” Andromeda pressed.

“No one is sure.” Augustus turned at the sound of the swinging doors opening once more. “Here comes the potions expert that’s been assigned to Remus’ case. Jeremy, these nice people are anxious to hear your conclusions.”

“Jeremy Hudson, Potions and Antidotes,” the tall blonde man introduced himself. “There is no doubt that Remus’ case is unprecedented. Antidotes, as you well know, can have side-effects of their own even when properly administered. It’s as if the body is announcing its displeasure about the manner in which it has been treated. We have reason to believe that Remus’ body is gearing up to react rather vehemently. Considering how long he’s endured the machinations of the experimental potion, it’s understandable.”

“What kind of a reaction can we expect?” Ted prodded.

“We’re not absolutely certain,” Jeremy admitted. “But the consensus is that it will trigger a full-blown transformation.”

“But the full moon is two weeks away!” Tonks protested.

“Remus’ internal clock has been scrambled for far too long, I’m afraid,” Augustus confirmed. “Some of the preliminary signs are already present. Don’t worry, Tonks, I will keep him under observation personally.”

“A secure room is being prepared as we speak,” Jeremy explained. “Moonrise begins a bit later tonight, but we’re not certain that will be the trigger.”

Seeing Tonks’ anguished expression, Augustus confided, “They just don’t want to take any chances. You understand that, don’t you?”

“But, Gus, Remus hates to be confined like that, especially all alone. It will just make him more desperate!” Tonks pleaded, searching his face for any sort of reaction.

“It’s not like we haven’t discussed the situation with him at length, Tonks.”

With a soft hand on Tonks’ shoulder, the headmistress made her presence felt. “I will stay with Remus tonight,” McGonagall announced. For the Healers’ benefit, she added, “I’m a registered Animagus. I’ll be in no danger from Remus, regardless of his condition.”

“Madam, I’m not sure we can allow--” began Jeremy deferentially, then stopped short when he caught the blazing look in her eyes.

“I don’t believe I was asking permission,” McGonagall responded so softly that it was almost a whisper. Then with a subtle flick of her wand, she assumed feline shape to demonstrate her point.

Augustus turned toward the other Healer and murmured, “The companionship of another animal will reassure Remus considerably. It’s a wordless communion of sorts that’s established.” The rest of their words were not audible, but when they had finished, Jeremy nodded.

“Healer Pye has assumed responsibility in this case,” Jeremy announced. “It will be allowed.”

“Minerva, you really don’t need to do this!” Tonks objected. “You have other duties.”

McGonagall resumed her human shape with practiced ease. “I have a deputy to call upon in these instances, dear,” she assured Tonks with a small smile. “It’s not like we don’t have a contingency plan.”

“But, Minerva, you’re already taking over his classes. You can’t spread yourself that thin!” Tonks was adamant.

“Other arrangements exist, dear. Please let me do this for him,” the headmistress implored, looking Tonks in the eye.

After a few moments, Tonks nodded her assent as her eyes filled with fresh tears of gratitude.

“But you must do this for me,” the headmistress beseeched. “You and Harry must return to Hogwarts tonight.” She politely waved off Andromeda’s and Ted’s protests. “The contingency plan depends upon it.”

“Begging your pardon, Headmistress,” Harry interjected as he worked his way to the front. “Might I please be allowed to see Remus before we go? I’ve been waiting patiently for a very long time.”

“Of course, Harry.” Redirecting herself to the Healers, McGonagall posed, “Can you honor his request?”

“If Tonks has no objections--” Augustus offered, taking control of the situation.

“None whatsoever.”

“”then please come with me. I assure you that there is nothing much to see, but it will put your mind at ease.”

As the swinging doors shut behind him, Harry caught a bit of Shacklebolt’s words.

“We will be posting a 24-hour guard, Minerva. There’s no need to take any unnecessary risks “ with either one of them. Remus’ isolation will also guarantee that he receives no surprise gifts, even though I already warned the front desk--”




* paraphrased from page 420, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, American paperback edition
Chapter 52 The Contingency Plan by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The deputy headmistress enlists help from Harry’s closest circle to create the illusion of normalcy; McGonagall fails to fully anticipate how popular some of the new lessons will turn out to be.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 52
The Contingency Plan


Both Professor Sprout and Madam Pomfrey were waiting for them when they tumbled from the hearth. Once the residue Floo powder cleared in the air, Harry saw that they had been transported directly to the seventh-year common room. He noticed the anxious faces of Ron, Hermione, Neville and Luna in the background as he was engulfed in a huge hug by Ginny.

“We’ve been so worried!” she breathed in Harry’s ear as the others crowded around.

“Time for updates later,” the deputy headmistress announced in a cheery no-nonsense tone. “First order of business for Harry: you must go downstairs for supper in the Great Hall. It’s essential that you be seen tonight, that everyone thinks there is nothing out of the ordinary going on. It’s not unusual for you to keep to yourself during the day doing research or the like, but you need to be seen in the company of your friends tonight. Now go, before the dinner hour is over!”

Harry changed into a comfortable sweatshirt and tugged off his hiking boots with a sigh. Before ducking through the sconce, he hazarded a backwards glance in Tonks’ direction. She seemed a shell of her normal self, a drab child chatting with the robust figure of Professor Sprout while Madam Pomfrey hovered in the background.

Catching the import of his gaze, Professor Sprout smiled in Harry’s direction. “Don’t worry about us girls. We’ll be fine dining up here in private. Let’s see if my newfound rank can get us any special favors. Is there anything you fancy in particular, Tonks, dear?”

Confident that Tonks would be well looked after, Harry joined the others waiting for him on the grand staircase.








After the forced quietude of St. Mungo’s, the Great Hall seemed like a seething mass of unruly animals. The four of them found a corner at the Gryffindor table while Neville joined Luna with the other Ravenclaws. To his surprise, Harry found that his stomach was much hungrier than his brain had been telling him; he was soon too occupied with his food to be much involved in the conversations around him. He chatted briefly with all those that he saw but politely declined any invitations for customary Thursday night activities in the main common room.

“I’ve a huge project due next week that I’ve left on the back burner for far too long,” Harry moaned yet again. Nods of commiseration were the standard response he received.

Back in the common room, he found Tonks and Professor Sprout still lingering over a small table that had been set up in the far corner. Harry pulled Ginny down next to him on the nearest sofa but they enjoyed only a few minutes of peace before the sconce admitted Ron and Hermione, followed in quick succession by Neville and Luna back from their early rounds.

“If you don’t mind sharing, there’s a fair amount of the pumpkin crème brulée remaining,” the deputy headmistress suggested as she placed the ceramic dish accompanied by a handful of spoons on the low table before the hearth.

True to form, Luna got there first but it wasn’t long before they were all digging heartily into the creamy custard hidden beneath a smoky crust of crunchy caramel. Clearly this was another offering that was not generally available in the Great Hall. Tonks provided them with a brief summary of Lupin’s condition while the last drops were licked lovingly from their spoons.

“I don’t have to remind you that this information is not for general consumption,” Professor Sprout cautioned them. “From hence forward, all conversations concerning Professor Lupin’s health are to be confined to this common room or to a private office. Is that understood?”

“Excuse me, Professor,” Neville remarked, “but you make it sound as if Professor Lupin’s done something wrong.”

“Not wrong, Neville, but still inexcusable in certain people’s eyes, unfortunately.” At the blank expressions around her, the deputy headmistress elaborated softly, “He had the misfortune of becoming a werewolf through no fault of his own. Hogwarts’ Board of Governors does not need to be reminded of this or they may wish to rethink his appointment.”

“That would be grossly unfair!” Hermione cried defiantly.

“The world isn’t ruled by fairness, my dear,” Professor Sprout returned. “We must approach this in a realistic manner or others will think they can make decisions for us.”

“There’s a very distinct possibility that we will be forced to discontinue Remus’ medication for a short period of time,” Tonks volunteered. “Although everything will be sorted out before the next full moon and no real danger is involved, it cannot become common knowledge. Each day that he fails to take that potion, he’s in violation of his employment contract with the headmistress.”

“I can’t believe Professor McGonagall would impose such a hardship as a condition of employment!” Ginny declared.

“I don’t think she did,” Professor Sprout acknowledged in a sympathetic voice. “But the Board of Governors would have insisted upon it. Professor McGonagall argued his case long and hard before them… Other than ourselves and Madam Pomfrey, this will not become common knowledge to the staff, either. Just so you’re prepared, Madam Pomfrey will not discuss anyone else’s health issues and Professor Lupin will consider it extremely unsporting to be reminded of something that has been the bane of his existence.”

“Why tell us then?” Ron questioned with an exaggerated shrug.

“Because the six of you are vital to the contingency plan. You will be taking over the Transfiguration and Dark Arts classes in the absence of the professors.”

“How long do you expect that to be?” Luna’s soft voice inquired.

“Hopefully, not more than a day or two. But the headmistress and I agreed that just canceling their classes would create too much of an illusion of chaos within the school. As you can see, while Professor McGonagall was able to take over the Transfiguration classes today, she will need to recuperate tomorrow from her vigil.”

“Just tell us where you want us to be,” Ginny acknowledged her willingness to help.

They listened eagerly as the deputy headmistress outlined the plan that would assign Hermione and Ron to take over the Transfiguration classes with Professor Flitwick observing in the background; Ginny, Luna and Neville would be leading the Dark Arts classes with Hagrid as their enforcer. Hagrid was also to assume any emergency duties that might fall to the Gryffindor Head of House although he was to keep Professor Sprout informed at all times.

“Are you sure about Hagrid, Professor?” Harry cautioned. “His heart’s in the right place but he does have a way of letting things slip accidentally.”

“Your point’s well taken, Harry,” returned Professor Sprout. “We have made allowances for Hagrid’s shortcomings. He has been informed only that the professors were called away for a family emergency; that’s the line that everyone else has been given also. No details to Hagrid about Professor Lupin’s health issues, please. Everyone needs to be clear on this.”

“What about Harry?” Hermione inquired. “Doesn’t he have any duties?”

“The headmistress preferred that he continue to accompany Tonks--”

“”act as her accomplice, more like,” Ron scoffed.

“Call it what you like, Ron.” Professor Sprout sighed wearily. “I hardly think Harry’s stint at St. Mungo’s today was the lark that you seem to think it was, but the moral support he provided to Tonks was immeasurable. Harry, Minerva also suggested that the final decision should be yours. I’m sure that the Dark Arts classes would be glad of your assistance since you’re already a familiar face for many of them.”

Harry felt all heads swivel in his direction, awaiting his response. How could he tell them that he would feel like a deserter if he let Tonks shoulder the burden all by herself? He looked towards Tonks for some guidance, wishing he possessed some of Lupin’s innate ability to deflect matters that were too personal.

“Don’t I have a say in the matter?” Tonks weighed in. “Harry’s assistance with the antidote preparation was invaluable today. He kept me on an even keel when I probably would have been half-crazed from worry and lack of sleep. Let me be a little selfish and take him with me tomorrow, as well. As a special favor to me, Harry?”

Harry nodded never taking his eyes from Tonks’ face, admiring her ability to unveil her vulnerability without appearing weak.

Professor Sprout accepted Harry’s decision and added, “You must make sure that you go down to breakfast in the Great Hall tomorrow before you leave then, even though that is not always your habit. Make sure that they see you at breakfast and no one will question why you’re not there at lunch. Understood? Tonks, on the other hand, should not leave these suites for any reason other than to return to St. Mungo’s. Access your private quarters via Floo to retrieve any personal items you may need. Hermione, are you sure that you don’t mind sharing your room with Tonks tonight?”

“If that’s what she prefers, it’s fine by me. It will be just like a girls’ sleep over.”

“The headmistress will be by first thing in the morning to give you an update on Professor Lupin. Trust that he will be fine in her capable hands tonight. For those of you who may feel a need to do a bit of exploring--” Professor Sprout looked directly at Ron, Harry, and then Tonks, “”she warns that the Floo connection to St. Mungo’s will remain disconnected until she returns in the morning.”








Once Tonks and Hermione could be heard talking softly from the next room and Ron offered to assist Neville and Luna with their rounds, Harry finally found a few quiet moments to share with Ginny. The fire was dying down but the soft glow felt more soothing to his tired eyes. The silken touch of Ginny’s hand on his cheek made him feel that he was safe and secure “ at least for now.

“That was a very brave decision to go with Tonks tomorrow,” she whispered.

“Ron didn’t seem to think so.”

“He can be a prat sometimes.”

“You don’t think I’m deserting you by not helping with the Dark Arts classes, then?”

“You’d only upstage me anyway.”

Harry laughed softly. “Thanks for understanding, Gin.”

“How could I not? I love him, too.”






It was not until early afternoon the next day that Harry was allowed to visit Lupin. Healer Hudson had come to fetch them from the waiting area, advising them that the patient was finally awake. He insisted on limiting the number of visitors to two at a time so Tonks’ parents indicated that Harry should accompany Tonks for the first round.

The private room where Lupin rested could only be described as austere; nothing more than a bed, a metal nightstand and a few chairs that had probably only been brought in for their visit. Still, it was an improvement from the windowless cell in which he had spent the previous night. Harry found the resemblance to the Closed Ward that housed the incurable cases to be extremely unsettling. Not for the first time, he wondered how people were expected to recuperate in such surroundings. Perhaps their goal was to inspire patients to seek the escape that only renewed health could guarantee.

Lupin was in a cheerful mood, trying to coerce the attendant to bring him another glass of pumpkin juice. He provided a stark contrast to the surroundings, propped up on a mountain of pillows and dressed in neatly pressed pajamas that bore the Dior logo stitched over the pocket. He smiled broadly when he caught sight of them.

“I’d wish you a ‘good morning’, but I’ve just been dutifully informed that it’s afternoon,” he offered.

“I’m glad to see that you’re feeling better,” Tonks returned as she walked over to this bedside. “You were only interested in sleeping the day away yesterday.”

“Definitely feeling more like myself,” Lupin admitted as he clasped Tonks’ elbow and drew her close for a lingering kiss.

The look that he gave Harry after Tonks broke away was so mischievous that Harry could only break out in laughter.

“I’ll just settle for a simple hug, if you don’t mind,” Harry quipped in response.

“You both are just incorrigible,” Tonks observed happily as she drew her chair closer. “The headmistress seemed rather worn out when she returned this morning. Did you manage to lead her on a moonlit romp through the deserted streets of London?”

“If only.” Lupin sighed. “It was a long and sleepless night, cherub. Please thank her for me; I wouldn’t be in such good shape today without her companionship.”

“I will, Remus, but you will probably get the opportunity yourself. The Healers are predicting that your body may seek an encore this evening.”

Lupin nodded ruefully. “They told me much the same thing. You think Minerva will be willing to stand by me again?”

“I think you’d have to forcibly restrain her to keep her away,” Tonks supplied.

“You should have seen the headmistress stand up to the Healers yesterday,” volunteered Harry. “Her eyes were like daggers!”

Lupin chuckled. “They’re not the first to underestimate her, although many have thought that it would be their last action on this earth.”

“You are aware that the Order has placed a guard?” Tonks reminded him.

“Kingsley filled me in after you and Harry left yesterday,” Lupin concurred. “They’re enforcing the no deliveries option that was agreed upon?”

“Absolutely,” Tonks replied. “The headmistress’ contingency plan should take care of a lot of that as well.”

Harry shuddered at the memory of the poor patient who had been assassinated by a deadly plant that was smuggled in as a get-well gift. Even more disconcerting was that he was fairly certain he had witnessed the delivery at the over-worked front desk when he had been visiting Mr. Weasley. No one had noticed that it was a Devil’s Snare plant until Broderick Bode was found strangled in this bed the next day.

“Dad’s having a hard time understanding why he can’t just bring you a few bottles of cognac as an aid to your recovery, though,” she added with a small curl of a smile.

Lupin laughed outright. “The Healers will surely accuse him of trying to bring a bit of cheer to the establishment. Please ask him to send the bottles to the school directly and offer him my regrets that I won’t be able to join him in a toast this time around.”

“Not to worry, Remus,” came Ted Tonks’ hearty tones. “Alastor here remembered to bring his hip flask!”

The familiar face of Augustus Pye was peeking around the three newcomers that stood in the doorway.

“Forgive me, Remus, Tonks,” Augustus offered with a smile. “They forced admittance at wand point. Just kick them out if you get too tired, Remus. I will make sure that Jeremy is occupied with enforcing his capriciousness on those who will truly appreciate it.”

Harry offered his chair to Andromeda so that he could clap Moody with a hearty hello.

“I see you’ve all met, then,” Remus remarked.

“Oh, yes,” Tonks assured him. “My dad and Alastor have been trading stories most of the morning.”

Harry smiled, recalling the outlandish tales the two had bandied back and forth. From the sheer scale of the adventures that each claimed, it was remarkable that they had not already achieved world renown.

“I’m sorry I missed that,” Lupin exclaimed with a twinkle. “Let me make a guess here: Ted brought back more artifacts, but Alastor left a longer trail of broken hearts. Right?”

By the laughter and slightly embarrassed expressions that broke out among the visitors, Harry could see that Lupin had hit it right on the mark.

“Well, I was a bit of a rake in my younger years, back when I had me looks,” Moody muttered, giving Andromeda a sly wink with his normal eye.








Pleased that he would be able to report that Lupin had been in fine spirits, Harry made his quick farewells in the waiting room. He agreed to be the first to return to the school in order to allow Tonks a few private moments with her parents. Hestia Jones arrived to relieve Moody and joined in conversation with the headmistress almost immediately.

McGonagall stopped for a brief word with Tonks before she allowed herself to be escorted to the secure area to join Lupin.

“Are you certain you wish to go through this again, Minerva?” Tonks insisted.

“Yes, dear, I’ll be just fine,” the headmistress assured her, although Harry detected a note of apprehension in her tone. “It won’t be as much of a shock now that I know what to expect.”

“The Healers are predicting that tonight’s episode will probably be much shorter, if that’s any consolation.”

“I’ll be sure to take a few cat naps, then.” McGonagall smiled. “You need to get some rest tonight yourself. Hermione said you were up half the night worrying about the contingency plan.”

“How did things go today?” Tonks asked anxiously.

“Famously, or so Pomona reports. I confess I slept most of the day away. I’m sure she’ll fill you in on the details over supper. I put in a special request for the Dover sole.” McGonagall’s smile widened as she saw Tonks’ eyes light up at the mention of the menu. “I’m sure Pomona will enjoy a glass of that delightful wine of yours.”

With a final glance in their direction, Harry released his fistful of Floo powder in the grate to allow himself to be whooshed back to Gryffindor Tower.








The Great Hall at dinner was even more boisterous than Harry remembered, mainly due to the next afternoon’s Quidditch match between Gryffindor and Ravenclaw. Harry couldn’t believe he’d forgotten all about it “ especially since it had been the major reason he’d hardly seen Ginny for the past few weeks.

Remembering to refrain from discussing Lupin at dinner, Harry simply listened as he was regaled with tales of the classes that the other five had valiantly helmed during the course of the day. The ingenuity that each had displayed would make for great retelling tomorrow, he thought, then realized with a pang of regret that he would probably be missing Ginny’s Quidditch match in the bargain.

“It’s too bad the match couldn’t be rescheduled,” Harry commiserated with Ginny once they were alone.

She shrugged in resignation. “It would blow the contingency plan, wouldn’t it?”

“Just think of your accomplishments with the Dark Arts classes to bolster your spirits tomorrow. How bad can a team of seven players be in comparison to facing an entire classroom of rowdy second and third years?”

“I won’t have Hagrid’s bulk behind me, for one.”

“He’ll be rooting for you in the stands. You can always hear him over the other voices.”

“It’s a shame you won’t be there as well,” she added wistfully.

“I’m sorry. I wish it could be otherwise, truly,” Harry returned, grateful that she understood.








The late nights were beginning to take a toll on Lupin. He looked much more wan and listless than before even though the Healers reported that his episodes had been only intermittent the previous night.

“I just think he’s anxious to get back to his usual routine,” Augustus assured Tonks privately. “Nothing beats curling up in your own bed, being close to loved ones, feeling like you’re no longer an over-sized laboratory rat.”

Tonks giggled in spite of herself. “When do you think they’ll spring him then?”

“If he doesn’t have a relapse tonight “ which is not expected, incidentally “ then probably tomorrow.”

“Have they told him yet?”

“You know they won’t make any promises ahead of time, Tonks. I’m just giving you a heads up because we’re friends.”

Harry smiled to think that this ordeal might soon be over as he pulled up a chair to Lupin’s bedside.

“I have news about the true goings on at Hogwarts yesterday,” Harry began in a conspiratorial tone. “They didn’t want me to tell you. Claimed your head might explode if you laughed too much, but I felt that it was my sworn duty.”

“You mean there’s a chance they may charge you with sedition if you continue?” Lupin grinned with a boyish twinkle in his eye.

“Worse. They’ll make me play Quidditch for Slytherin. Have you ever tried to ride a broom in a make-shift toga? It’s as if the wind is determined to unwrap you like a--”

“We get the picture, Harry,” Tonks interrupted as she pulled up a chair as well. “Will have a hard time cleansing it from my brain, as a matter of fact!”

Lupin was already chuckling at their outrageousness.

“Hermione and Ron were in charge of your Transfiguration classes,” Harry resumed, trying to remember the deluge of little details they had confided to him. “They were somewhat rowdy to begin with--”

“Was it Ron and Hermione that were rowdy or the students?” Ted quipped from the sidelines. “Forgive my manners. May I play, too?”

Harry barely contained his smirk as he continued in an affronted tone, “The students were a bit rowdy, not realizing that Professor Flitwick was waiting on the sidelines. So Ron whispers to Hermione out of the corner of his mouth, ‘Too bad you can’t do that cat transformation trick of McGonagall’s.’”

“Everyone can hear him with the acoustics in that room,” Lupin interjected with obvious amusement.

“Precisely. But Hermione takes it as a challenge “ you know how she is. So she climbs up on your desk to get everyone’s attention which just starts the class sniggering. Flitwick is already half-way down the stairs from the observation post, his wand clutched grimly in his hand--”

“I can just picture it.” Tonks was clutching her side.

“Hermione gets that determined, fiery look in her eye “ the one that should come with a warning label. She announces that there had been a change in lesson plan for the day and that they will be conjuring canaries out of thin air. She quickly demonstrates as if she were batting her eyelashes.

“ ‘And to show that I mean business, my canaries will be acting as the enforcers for today’s class,’ she tells them.

“The laughter begins slowly and then builds as the total absurdity of her statement sinks in. She just stands there with a ring of yellow canaries twittering around her head, Ron looking up at her like she’s totally lost her mind.”

“ ‘Mental,’ he always says,” supplied Lupin with a large grin.

“Exactly. She looks everyone squarely in the eye to catch their attention, and then she hesitates--”

“Cue drum roll offstage,” Tonks volunteered.

“”she hesitates just that one second more to sweeten the pot and then intones ever so softly, ‘Oppugno,’ and points her wand lazily at the canaries. The canaries fly into formation and with a grand flourish--” Harry demonstrated with an exaggerated windmill motion, “”directs them to attack the bulletin board at the back of the room.”

“Kamikaze canaries! You expect us to believe that?” Andromeda scoffed.

“Are you familiar with the spell?” Harry asked archly, turning in her direction.

“Not personally, no,” she returned defiantly. “What possible function could such a thing serve?”

“I’m sure Ron would be happy to fill you in as Hermione used it when she caught him snogging another girl last year. He still has faint scars on his arms, I kid you not!” Harry demonstrated a cringing Ron as he covered his head to ward off the canary attack.

As the laughter passed its zenith, Tonks remarked to Lupin. “Face it, darling, she totally upstaged you!”

“And by the way, Professor,” Harry added, “Hermione wanted me to inform you that every single student in all three of your Friday classes mastered conjuring canaries. She promised that you would teach them how to transform them into miniature dive bombers when you returned!”

“You know what the worst part is,” Lupin choked out to the group at large, “neither Ron nor Hermione are my direct students anymore so I can’t actually punish them for sheer cheekiness. Not when they’re ostensibly doing me a favor!”

“So what happened in Dora’s classes?” Ted urged, getting into the spirit of the thing.

“It’s not so easy to upstage a Metamorphmagus,” Andromeda supplied.

“No, it isn’t,” Harry admitted. “That’s why, in her wisdom, the headmistress assigned Neville, Luna and Ginny to take over her classes.”

“You remember Ginny, don’t you Mum, Dad?” Tonks urged.

“Of course, dear, she struck me as such a nice girl at the time.”

“You may have to revise your estimation of her, Andromeda,” Lupin commented. “Ginny’s Patronus is a fire lizard and you will find that it suits her perfectly.”

“So now you’re telling this story…” Harry intoned playfully as he looked directly at Lupin.

“Actually, I am,” rang Ginny’s voice from the doorway. “The headmistress gave me permission to visit this afternoon.” Suddenly in the spotlight, she strode boldly in the direction of Harry’s chair. “Obviously to make sure that my good name wasn’t being maligned by this reprobate here.” She leaned over quickly and gave Harry a spontaneous kiss.

Harry felt the color rise to his cheeks as the laughter erupted around him. Never challenge Ginny, he made a mental note to himself.

Ginny settled herself comfortably in cross-legged fashion at the foot of Lupin’s bed and took up the tale. “Since the three of us knew that Tonks’ students were all accustomed to spectacle, we concluded that we’d have to really go out of our way to guarantee their attention. Luckily, she’d been teaching her classes about dueling with wands which put us all at ease. So taking a page from Remus’ book, I transformed the Room of Requirement into a Roman arena--”

“And how exactly did you achieve that, Ginny, if I might ask?” Lupin ventured.

“By intoning that I needed a place to demonstrate hand-to-hand combat of the most barbarous sort for a large herd of cut-throat peasants who needed to be taught their true worth. You know, the same mantra you used when you took us there for our detention.”

Amid the laughter, Harry swore he heard Tonks resolutely promise Lupin that she would get him for that later!

Catching everyone’s eye, Ginny continued, “So Hagrid herds the unwashed masses into their tiers, their little eyes wide as saucers, not knowing what to expect. He stands there with his arms crossed just daring them to misbehave, looking like the perfect Saracen bodyguard.

“Luna and Neville are flanking me and I walk up to the center of the arena and announce, ‘My name is Ginny Weasley and I am a gladiator!’

“Before the obligatory ooh’s and ahh’s die down, this one little witch stands up and proclaims, “Oh, you’re Harry’s--’ She pauses ever so innocently as Hagrid takes a menacing step towards her.

“ ‘Yeh’d better think carefully how yeh finish tha’ sentence,’ he warns.

“ ‘Let her speak, Hagrid.’ Neville steps forward.

“ ‘We can always use a volunteer for the second round,’ Luna adds in her dreamy tone.

“Then from the row next to her, this other little girl whispers very loudly, ‘Weren’t you going to say “boy-toy”, Sarah?’”

Harry buried his face in his hands as the laughter erupted once more. Of course it was Sarah, he thought, as he imagined himself writing her name in blood.

“Sarah’s infamous,” Tonks echoed, catching Lupin’s eye.

“Weren’t you a bit like that when you were her age?” Ted opined.

Ginny waited for the hilarity to die down slightly before she took up the reins once more. “So Sarah gulps noticeably as Hagrid’s vein starts to throb. You know the one on the right side of his neck, just past his beard. She looks around as if expecting someone to come to her rescue, as if everyone isn’t waiting with bated breath for her to finally get hers. Finally she says very demurely, ‘I don’t know what all the fuss is about, I was only going to suggest “ merely suggest, mind you “ that Ginny was Harry’s sparring partner.’”

At this point, Augustus Pye poked his head in the door and whispered, “You’re all having entirely too much fun for a serious place of healing. You’re just lucky that the rest of the ward is empty or I don’t think I would’ve had room to wrestle Jeremy to the floor.”

“He’s just jealous that my agent’s already booked these two for the Visitor’s Tearoom upstairs,” Tonks proclaimed. “I get a finder’s fee, you know.”

“Gus, perhaps you’re approaching this the wrong way,” Lupin remarked, motioning him over. “I can’t think of anything that would make me happier than getting booted out of this place. If having the wildest party in town will do it, I’m all for it.”

“If I thought that would work, I’d make a run for the Firewhiskey myself,” Jeremy pronounced with decorum. “How about giving the Healers a bit of face time with Remus here and then your troupe can come back for the second act. Maybe some costumes? Nice bit of voice work there,” he complimented Ginny as he motioned her away from the foot of the bed.

“By the way, Remus,” Ginny added as she threw her arms around his shoulders, “glad to see you’re feeling better.”






“How did the Quidditch match go, Ginny?” Harry asked her in the waiting room.

“Can’t you tell by how early in the day I was released?” She sighed. “We lost. I just couldn’t keep my attention on the game today. The headmistress actually felt sorry for me and asked if I’d like to visit Remus.”

“She saw right through you, then.”

“Actually she had an ulterior motive,” Ginny whispered. “She was hoping I could coerce you into attending the Ravenclaw victory party. It’s scheduled for later this evening.”

“I suppose it’s part of the contingency plan?”

“Would I ask otherwise? The headmistress said she’d be by around teatime.”

“It’s about that time now.”

“She did her best to hold up her end of the bargain by attending the match personally. With the Gryffindor debacle, I’m glad she had some extra time to rest before her presence was required here.”

“Why, Ginny Weasley, you don’t mean to say that there’s something in the world more important than Quidditch, do you?” Harry gasped.

“I believe you have me confused with someone else,” she replied coquettishly.








True to Ginny’s estimation, the long hours of the last few days weighed heavily on McGonagall’s features. There were moments when it seemed as if she was holding herself together by sheer will alone. Her voice, however, had not lost its vibrancy or note of authority.

“I don’t want to hear anything else about it, Tonks. I’m keeping Remus company tonight “ even if dozing by his bedside is all that it entails,” she intoned with quiet power. “I cannot leave him alone if there’s any chance that my assistance may be required. Harry has agreed to return to Hogwarts to do a last bit for the contingency plan. You, on the other hand, are free to accompany your parents this evening if you wish. It’s the weekend, lass.”

Tonks made as if to protest but then changed her mind. Instead, she settled for, “Thank you, Minerva. Your generosity is incomparable.”

“Just plan to relieve me in the early morning so that I can return to Hogwarts myself,” the headmistress responded. “Harry, you do understand that once you return to school this evening, you won’t be able to come back tomorrow. Is that acceptable to you?”

Harry nodded slowly. “Are you still expecting Professor Lupin to be discharged tomorrow?” he asked tentatively.

“We certainly hope so,” Tonks reassured him. “But I’ll make sure that you’re informed if anything changes.”

“I’ll provide you an update in the morning if you like,” the headmistress offered, “although it may be quite early. Are you certain that you wish me to wake you up?”

Harry nodded as he quickly hugged everyone goodbye. Ted insisted on clasping his hand and eliciting a promise that Harry would join them on their next hiking expedition after the end of term. Harry overheard Andromeda having a last minute conversation with Ginny about clothing, but he could not make out the details.

With a last wave in the direction of Hestia Jones who was standing guard again this evening, he allowed the Floo powder to return him to his common room. He quickly scrambled out of the way so that Ginny wouldn’t tangle herself with him. She almost lost her balance anyway, but he caught her in a tight hug at the last minute to keep her upright.

“Ummm, that’s the best landing ever,” she cooed before realizing that there were others present in the room.

“If you’re back to join the consolation party, it never really got off the ground,” Ron moped.

“No one was really in charge,” Hermione expounded. “And Neville’s feeling somewhat compromised this evening.”

“We’ve been instructed to attend the Ravenclaw party ourselves “ by order of the headmistress,” Harry returned, feeling a bit like a traitor.

“Part of the contingency plan?” Hermione inquired as Harry nodded.

“Perhaps we can do a bit of commiserating in the main common room in the meanwhile,” Ginny suggested brightly. “What do you think, Ron, Harry? Anyone else with me? It’s not like Gryffindor is totally out of the running for the Quidditch Cup. There’s still that match with Slytherin.”

“I can’t get used to McGonagall jumbling all the matches this year,” Ron commented. “Doesn’t Hufflepuff play Ravenclaw next month?”

Ginny nodded sagely. “She’s saved our match-up with the Slytherins for last. Could just as easily work for us as against us. It all depends on how prepared we are.”

“Well, if it’s a no holds barred, free-for-all practice you’re looking for, I’m sure Harry and I can be coerced,” Ron offered gamely as he poked Harry happily in the ribs.

Hermione cleared her throat. “Back to the subject at hand,” she asserted. “The start of the Ravenclaw party is hours away. We can still throw something together for the Gryffindors.”

With a quick huddle, they agreed that it might just work if Harry could contact Dobby to provide them with some impromptu refreshments. A quick glance in Hermione’s direction assured him that she wasn’t going to accuse him of taking advantage of the house-elves.

“We need something along the lines of the black rosettes that Slughorn handed out when Slytherin lost,” Ron suggested.

“Wait, I’ve just the thing!” Hermione threw over her shoulder as she dashed into her room. They heard the sounds of frantic scrambling before she returned, holding a battered box triumphantly aloft. It was filled with old S.P.E.W. badges.

Harry left them to their project while he retired to his room to change into a Gryffindor tie and plead his case before Dobby.

When he returned to inform them that everything was arranged, he found the three of them wearing luridly flashing badges that read: It Ain’t Over ‘Til Our Fat Lady Sings!

Harry laughed in spite of himself.

“It’s a bit corny, I know,” Hermione admitted. “But it was the best we could do on short notice.”

“You’re sure the Fat Lady isn’t going to take that as an endorsement of her singing career?” he asked with a smirk.

“Oh, we hadn’t thought of that.” Ron was chagrined. “Perhaps the sound won’t carry up the stairs this far.”

“Where does that leave me?” Ginny cried. “I’m the one who has to deal with her on a daily basis.”

“Neville, too,” Ron added.

“Well, it serves him right for dropping the ball with the party planning, then,” Ginny concluded. “I will try to flatter her. If she’s wearing it in the portrait, you’ll know I was successful. Otherwise--”

“”we’ll send flowers,” Ron finished for her. “What’s the password, Gin?”

“Humilité,” Ginny responded without hesitation. “The headmistress changed it herself immediately after the match. Here, let me write it down for you so you can practice; just remember that the ‘h’ at the beginning is silent and you’ll be fine.”








To her credit, Ginny took the ribbing for having deserted a sinking ship rather well. She admitted to her need to pout and then kick something and then pout some more so believably that she had people actually thanking her for not taking out her frustrations on the rest of them. By the time the refreshments arrived, everyone was laughing and sporting a button as the room quickly filled up to capacity.

As acting Head of House, Hagrid was fetched from his cabin to lead toasts to their ineptitude although he seemed a bit disappointed that only butterbeer was available. Fang was decked out with a Gryffindor tie and allowed to mingle in the common room for a short period of time, until it was determined that a large boarhound and the Crane twins in the same room were a lethal combination. Hagrid quickly took Fang back to the cabin for his own protection.

Neville was summoned on the pretext of an emergency and he arrived wide-eyed through the portrait hole, wearing a lopsided Ravenclaw ‘noose’ around his neck that was quick adorned with a Fat Lady button.

“Geez, Harry, we missed you at the Quidditch match today!” offered a third year that Harry remembered from one of Tonks’ classes but could not recall by name.

Noticing that a number of others quickly gathered, Harry responded, “Sorry, guys. I was making headway on my project in the headmistress’ library and totally lost track of the time. Seems like the match was over almost before it started.”

“Yeah, it didn’t take Ravenclaw too long to clobber us,” the third year commiserated.

Hagrid leaned over and offered sympathetically, “If yeh didn’t want ta feel like a third wheel wit’ Ron an’ Hermione, yeh coulda sat with me.”

Harry started to smile in response only to be assured by Leah, “You could’ve sat with us,” as her obligatory followers all nodded their heads in unison.






At the Ravenclaw party, however, he soon found himself fielding unexpected variations.

After establishing his customary excuse, a very pretty sixth-year replied, “Don’t you think you’re going at it a tad too obsessively, Harry? I mean: Hermione, I could understand…” The knowing look she gave him made Harry think she might be offering a bit more than sympathy.

Harry shrugged in return. “I didn’t want Lupin to come back and wonder what I’ve been accomplishing with my extra time.”

“Professor Lupin’s never struck me as being that much of a strict taskmaster,” another girl opined as she wormed her way into the conversation.

Harry smiled at her indulgently and commented, “He never used to give detentions, either, but I had to find that out the hard way.”

“That was a bit of a letdown, to be sure. Why exactly was he so bummed out with you, anyway?”

Ah, yes, the personal questions, he thought to himself. Harry quickly donned a sheepish expression to accompany his reply. “I’m embarrassed to admit the true details. Let’s just say that he thought I wasn’t taking him seriously enough.”

“Well, at least it wasn’t misplaced ego like it always seemed to be in Snape’s case,” commiserated a third girl.

Harry finally caught Ginny’s eye from across the room where she was laughing among another group. She quickly removed the paper crown the Ravenclaw captain had bestowed on her for being the single most important reason for their victory.

“Do you feel like we’re secretly celebrating Remus’ recovery?” Ginny whispered in Harry’s ear as she pulled him aside.

“I was about to suggest the same thing to you,” Harry breathed back. He resisted the urge to indulge in a stealthy kiss, knowing that he would not be inclined to stop after just one or two.






Lupin’s return the next day was a very low key affair. The headmistress had seen to it that the Floo Network was connected to her office as usual so it was a bit of a surprise to find him suddenly standing next to the stone sconce.

“I just came from the main common room,” he offered with a wink as he flashed the Fat Lady button that had been pinned to his shirt. “They said I might find--”

The rest of his words were drowned out as he was engulfed in a flying hug by Hermione and Ginny. Ron did his best to wind his way around Hermione while Harry just took the obvious choice and hugged Lupin across the back.

The stone sconce opened to admit Neville and Luna who joined in the group hug as well.

“The headmistress suggested we would find you here.” Luna smiled.

Harry soon lost track of the multiple conversations that Lupin seemed to be carrying on all at once with the others. He was just content to observe that much of the usual color had returned to the man’s face and that he no longer looked as exhausted as he had at St. Mungo’s.

“Ladies, gentlemen,” Lupin protested weakly as he finally managed to extricate himself. “I have no words to thank you for all you’ve done for me these past few days.”

“You, at a loss for words?” Hermione joked.

Lupin shrugged with a sheepish grin as Ron handed butterbeers all around. “I’m even enjoined from awarding any house points due to the secretive nature of everyone’s involvement,” he admitted.

“Let me suggest this then,” Ron offered, raising his bottle high. “To Gryffindor!”

“I really shouldn’t stay too long--” Lupin began but the sound of the sconce opening cut off his words. The headmistress entered followed closely by Tonks. Harry’s heart gladdened to see that Tonks’ hair had returned to a brilliant cornflower blue, a color that always brought out the hidden flecks in her eyes.

“I see that all the usual suspects are already assembled,” McGonagall observed as she smoothed her long skirts regally on the sofa. “Remus, I believe you and Tonks need to hear the rest of the story about what happened on Friday afternoon while you were away. It seems that Ginny conveniently omitted that part.”

“Not exactly,” Ginny admitted. “The Healers kicked us out of the professor’s room before I could get that far.”

“That’s true,” Harry added his support. “They actually accused us of having too much fun! They promised we could visit again later but we didn’t get a chance before it was time for us to return to Hogwarts.”

The headmistress scrutinized them carefully before focusing on Lupin. “You can imagine my concern when I woke up from my long nap on Friday afternoon and no one in the entire school appeared to be where I expected them to be. They were all in the Room of Requirement, teachers included.”

Harry could just visualize her consternation when her Map was empty of all dots save her own.

“Seems word of the staged gladiator battle had spread throughout the entire school and everyone had been invited back for a ‘grudge match’ between Ginny and Luna,” the headmistress elaborated.

“Neville and I volunteered to be the warm-up act,” Ron supplied with grin.

“Yes,” McGonagall replied sagely, “I assumed that when this little first year Ravenclaw lad stops me in the hall this morning and asks me when the clash of champions will be rescheduled. Seems he’s worked out exactly how to calculate the handicaps for each of the contenders and is only too happy to show me his chart.”

“In all honesty, Headmistress, we didn’t teach them that,” Hermione volunteered in their defense.

“I know, dear.” McGonagall gave her a brief smile. “Those culprits have already been identified. But none of you did anything to curb the carnival atmosphere that soon developed, either. If I hadn’t stepped in to stop you when I did, the poor house-elves would’ve had to re-cook dinner as the lot of you would’ve totally forgotten about the hour…. Remus, please tell me that is not a smirk on your face!”

Everyone’s attention whipped in Lupin’s direction as he quickly attempted to regain his composure. “Forgive me, Headmistress, I must’ve been thinking of something else,” he mumbled in apology.

Harry didn’t dare catch Tonks’ eye for fear that both of them would no longer be able to contain themselves. He felt Ginny start to bury her face in his shoulder to stifle her giggles.

“Due to the extreme popularity of the event, however --” McGonagall paused ominously. “-- I have decided to allow it to be rescheduled for the weekend. Saturday afternoon at two, to be exact. What were you thinking holding such an event when Professor Tonks was unable to attend? She’s the one who’s been instructing these students on dueling methods. Not to mention the personalized training that the five of you have received from either Professor Lupin or Harry himself! How could you be so inconsiderate?”

“So this is to be a punishment?” Neville asked timidly.

“That’s a good question, Neville,” the headmistress acknowledged. “I can’t really offer any house points to the winners since all the houses are not being represented equally.”

“Besides, we wouldn’t want to entrench ourselves in the amateur class!” Tonks added with a twinkle.

“I also understand that this same arena was used for detentions in the past,” McGonagall continued. “Is that not so, Remus?”

“I, too, was attempting to avoid the amateur stigma,” Lupin replied candidly.

“So you say. Since I’m reshuffling the order of the events so that all five of you are included, I will leave you to your own conclusions whether this is a punishment or an opportunity.” The headmistress motioned to Tonks who handed out the revised schedules.

Harry read the diagram over Ginny’s shoulder:

Round 1 “ Hermione Granger vs. Luna Lovegood


Round 2 “ Ron Weasley vs. Neville Longbottom


Round 3 “ Ginny Weasley vs. winner from round 1


“We’d be glad to include a fourth round where you take on the winner of round two, Harry,” Tonks suggested.

“Thanks for the offer but I think I’ll decline.” Harry chuckled. “It’ll be a relief to not be the center of attention for once. Besides, I wouldn’t want there to be any confusion about just who is being punished.”

“Very wise.” The headmistress nodded as Lupin and Tonks could no longer hide their amused smiles.

“I can’t turn my back on you for one minute without you getting creative!” Lupin commented with mock seriousness.

“What did you expect, Remus, when you invoked a scaled-down version of the Coliseum for their detentions?” the headmistress charged with a broad smile.

Lupin started to say something in return then thought better of it as he just shook his head ruefully.

“Just so you know,” the headmistress added with a wink, “Professors Flitwick and Vector will be manning the butterbeer concession for the event. I understand there was already talk among the Slytherins about who would head up the refreshment committee.”

“But why--” Neville started to ask, only to have Luna whisper urgently in his ear.

“Really?” he whispered back, his eyes wide in shock as Luna nodded mutely.

“Amateurs!” Ron complained. “Fred and George would’ve found a much better angle.”

“Educate us, please,” Lupin urged gamely.

“They would’ve had souvenir T-shirts prepared with the names and photos of the contenders!” Ron offered with pride.

“There will be no student concessions of any kind!” the headmistress cautioned.
Chapter 53 Poisons by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
A cursory review of the Prince’s book reveals disturbing implications; Harry races against time to find reliable answers about Lupin’s condition.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 53
Poisons



It was astounding how quickly Lupin’s health seemed to rebound as he launched himself wholeheartedly into his daily activities. With the early spring rains behind them, Harry was often recruited for a midday hike around the lake in addition to his customary lesson later in the day. Not that the extra fresh air wasn’t invigorating and Lupin’s company was always a bonus, but Harry couldn’t help wondering what had brought such an abrupt change. He was loath to attribute it to Lupin’s recent brush with mortality unless there was no other explanation available.

Since it was just the two of them present, Lupin was not so reticent in his response.

“This is the best I’ve felt in months, Harry! Sure I had to endure the agony of the transformation, but it was a familiar agony. I finally feel like myself again! Do you know how long it’s been since I was able to complete an Animagus transformation without feeling like I was going to be laid up for a week?”

“Doesn’t that concern you, Remus?” Harry stressed.

Lupin shrugged. “I worried about it more when I first started the treatment; both Tonks and Madam Pomfrey assured me that it was only a temporary wrinkle.”

“But it doesn’t seem like it turned out to be.”

“There are just so many unpredictable factors in an experimental treatment. To their credit, they try to make adjustments as needed.”

“You make it sound like you’re resigned to your fate,” Harry noted with a sigh.

“Do I really have any other choice?”

“Remus, there are always choices. You told me that yourself!”

“Not if I wish to maintain my current post, Harry. Tonks must’ve explained that to you when I was laid up. Believe it or not, I actually enjoy teaching.”

The anguish in Lupin’s eyes was such that Harry relented. “So you’re just going to go back to the same treatment as before?”

“As soon as they feel I’ve regained enough of my former vigor. I suspect it’ll be before the next full moon.”

“That’s less than two weeks away!” Harry cried, thinking that was hardly much of a respite.

“Tell me about it.” Lupin sighed good-naturedly. “That’s why I’m making the most of things while I can!”






The more Harry thought about Lupin’s situation, the angrier he became. There had to be a different option! He just didn’t know enough about the situation “ Merlin, he knew next to nothing, truth be told. That, at least, was something he could remedy.

Clearly a visit to the headmistress’ library was in order for tomorrow, but Harry was feeling impatient. If only he still had his Potions book from last year; it would at least give him an overview this very evening. Was it only wishful thinking or had there been a chapter wholly devoted to poisons even though they hadn’t covered it in class?

Sudden inspiration had him knocking on Hermione’s door.

“You’re not asleep yet, are you?” Harry whispered.

“No,” she answered as the opened the door. “But if I had been….oh, never mind. What can I do for you, Harry?”

He explained his goal and was pleased that she indeed had copies of all their old textbooks for easy reference. More to the point she, too, was concerned when Harry explained that St. Mungo’s had treated Lupin’s situation as a poisoning.

“Look, Harry, I know those Healers seem like they’re a bit smug and condescending at times. But I think it’s more that they like to keep their cards close to their vests, not that they don’t know what they’re doing.”

Gratified that she felt that his concerns were not unfounded, Harry settled down in his bed to do a spot of research. Greedily, he turned to page 394 where the section entitled “Poisons and Medications, Differences and Similarities” began:

At the risk of stating the obvious, a poison is a potion that creates an undesired result that may be transitory or permanent. A medication is a potion that ameliorates an existing condition, provided that condition was not caused by a poison. If the condition was caused by a poison, the potion that alleviates the symptoms is classified as an antidote. (Please refer to Antidotes chapter to a more detailed discussion of how antidotes are distilled.)

In practice, however, these distinctions can become blurred. In the hands of Healer, a poison can become a medication if the properly controlled dosage is administered. A medication used in a method other than prescribed can result in an overdose “ which is a form of poisoning. Absent the condition for which a medication is intended, its active ingredients can often have adverse effects, i.e. a poisoning.

That is not to say that poisons cannot have beneficial applications also. Take the case of a doxycide agent that is used to eradicate household pests. To the doxy itself, it is poisonous enough that it prevents their return to the site, i.e. future infestations. To the witch or wizard applying the agent, the substance can be a poison if not administered properly (with dragon-hide gloves) of if it is ingested accidentally (orally). Yet used in well-ventilated areas, the results would be classified as beneficial.

Three elements are crucial in determining whether a potion is to be classified as a medication or a poison: (1) the desired result, (2) the subject, and (3) the dosage.

The desired result is addressed in the definition of the terms themselves.

The condition of the subject is essential as some medications that are beneficial to some are poisonous (or ineffective) for others. A case in point is that of the Wolfsbane Potion: when administered to a werewolf, it is considered to be preventative medicine, yet it is deadly poisonous when consumed by a subject unaffected by lycanthropy.

In certain dosages, some poisons can be used for medicinal purposes as the human body can neutralize trace amounts without any adverse effects. The dosage can often be gradually increased as the subject’s tolerance grows -- but only to a certain maximum. Beyond that maximum, the poisonous effects cannot be controlled. The results of some poisons are affected by the amount that is ingested with more severe and life-threatening results occurring as the dosage increases.

Although most poisons must be ingested orally in order to be most effective, certain poisons can also be absorbed through the pores of the skin or in the air that we breathe. The most insidious poisons can combine elements of all three methods of delivery (oral, topical, or air-borne) with varying results in each case. Due to the variation of symptoms caused in each circumstance, it is often vital to determine how a poison was delivered in order to properly prepare an effective antidote.

Poisons are classified according to certain properties that they may share. Since these properties are often the result of similar ingredients, the classification process can assist in the timely distillation of an effective antidote. Proper categorization of a poison also assists in the determination of the unique ingredient that Golpalott’s Third Law (see Antidotes chapter) stipulates is essential to every antidote.

Class A


Non-lethal, may cause extreme sickness but will not typically result in death unless the health of the subject has previously been compromised by other means. May be fast-acting or not; antidotes may or may not exist.

Class B


Life-threatening, fast-acting. Shelf life is limited in many cases, but not all. Effectiveness is often compromised if not used within a certain time frame. Antidotes exists, but must be administered within a very small window of time to be effective.

Class C


Life-threatening, slow-acting. These poisons can lie dormant for many years without losing their potency. Antidotes exists and can be administered with more leeway after the poisoning event, although their effectiveness is maximized the sooner that they are administered. Time threshold varies as to when antidotes cease to be effective. Most poisons which can be absorbed through the skin fall into this category.

Class D


Life-threatening, instantaneous. No symptoms occur with these poisons as death is immediate. Ironically, antidotes exist but must be mixed with the poison before it is ingested in order to neutralize its effects. All known poisons in this class must be ingested orally.

Class Z


Life-threatening, no known antidote. May be fast-acting or slow-acting. Death is inevitable, although in rare instances, the life of the victim can be prolonged much as in the case of an incurable disease.

It is important to note, however, that the preceding classification system is only a tool. Due to the constant creation of new poisons and medications, exceptions often tend to be more prevalent than those substances that can be assigned a certain niche. Luckily, research in antidotes makes daily strides as well, so those poisons which are classified as having no known antidotes are constantly being revised as well.

A note on the terms fast-acting and slow-acting: these refer to the length of time before the effects of the poison reach their peak, regardless of whether the end result is death or just sickness. In the case of non-lethal poisons, any antidote administered prior to this peak will be effective. In the case of lethal poisons, however, there exists a contamination point after which no antidote will prevent death, even though that death may be hours or days in coming.

Symptoms associated with poisoning can occur almost immediately, although it is more common for them to manifest within the first few hours after the poisoning event, particularly in the case of slow-acting poisons. Common poisoning symptoms include, but are not limited to: headache, blurry vision, nausea and vomiting (orally ingested poisons only), delirium, hallucinations, dizziness, high fever, and extreme paranoia. Sudden and uncontrollable drowsiness is a sign of a fast-acting poison; icy chills are an indication that the poison has reached the stage where its effects have become inevitable and irreversible.

All know poisons create some sort of unpleasant symptoms as a warning to the victim; although in the case of instantaneous poisons, these occur simultaneously with death. Often discussed in theoretical terms only, a symptom-less poison that would give no warning to its potential victim has yet to be found or created.

Poisonous Substances


All manner of poisonous substances are utilized in the preparation of potions. In combination with other ingredients, poisonous substances are almost always rendered benign. Simple precautions such as protective gloves, protective eye gear, and frequent hand washing are generally enough to prevent unexpected contamination from these dangerous ingredients.

Unless mixed with other ingredients, substances from flowering plants are among the most poisonous in nature. Unlike the red flower that often warns animals and insects of dangerous consequences, no such flagging system exists when it comes to human consumption. Despite the pleasing aroma that lures the unwary, a distillation of orchid throats, essence of hyacinth, and nectar of roe becomes deadly when their elements are combined. Suspended in alcohol, it becomes the Black Widow’s Kiss, so named because it can be applied topically on the skin without any adverse effect, but if the skin comes in brief contact with the victim’s lips (such as in a kiss), even ingesting a minimal amount can be deadly. Suspended in denatured ether, however, the same combination appears as an active ingredient in many medications used to treat heart irregularities. The difference between that which will cause a man’s heart to stop permanently and that which will adjust it to a regular cadence can be measured in microns.

The same does not hold true for animal venoms which are often decanted for use in potions. Although due care must be exercised to avoid contamination prior to adding them to the potion ingredients, the steaming process alone often inactivates the poisonous properties. Unlike in the case of plant substances, no known combination of animal venoms exists that exponentially increases the toxicity of the individual substances.



Harry’s head was spinning from the sheer quantity of possibilities and the circuitous nature of the explanations. His brain felt like it was being poisoned, he thought wryly. Was it his imagination or was the author actually rhapsodizing about the inherent beauty and variety of poisons? Harry was reminded of the dark ode that Snape had unconsciously wrought in his introductory Defense Against the Dark Arts lesson last year. He shivered despite the fact that it was cozy under his warm blankets.

It would be interesting to see if the Half-Blood Prince had made any notations in the margins of the poisons section of his book but Harry didn’t relish a midnight visit to the other side of the castle to satisfy his curiosity. Tomorrow would come soon enough.

Laying the textbook on his bedside cabinet, he carefully folded his glasses on top before turning out the light. Snuggling comfortably under his bedcovers, he was soon asleep. His dreams had him drowning in various violently colored potions, trying vainly to move against an unseen current. Only in one instance did he succeed in swimming to the side only to find that the lip of the vat was yards beyond his reach.






Carefully balancing the Half-Blood Prince’s book on his lap, he cleared a modicum of space on the floor of the Treasure Room so he could sit comfortably. Perhaps it was Lupin’s influence, but the first thing that Harry noted was that the Prince’s book contained no mention of the Wolfsbane Potion in its discussion of medications that could be poisonous. Based on stray comments, Harry had concluded that the Wolfsbane treatment was a relatively recent innovation as it certainly had not been available when Lupin was at school. It would stand to reason that Hermione’s book would be a more recently updated edition. Briefly, he wondered what other differences might exist, but dismissed it as irrelevant since Slughorn had not mentioned that there were various editions when allowing him and Ron to use old volumes.

It was not easy turning pages in dragon-hide gloves, but Harry considered them a necessary precaution now that the book had been conclusively identified as a Horcrux. He was vindicated when he located a number of scrawled comments in the margins of the poisons chapter. As a matter of fact, the notations had been made in two distinct hands. The first comment was in the Prince’s spidery handwriting but the response also seemed familiar in some manner that Harry could not immediately identify. He concentrated on the few instances where he had seen Slughorn’s writing on the dungeon blackboard, but that was definitely not it. Nor was it Dumbledore’s spiky scribble, either. Putting that problem aside temporarily, Harry concentrated on the words of the conversation themselves.

Based on this cretin’s estimation, the Borgias deserve more credit than Michelangelo for important contributions to the High Renaissance, began the Prince.

Probably has Rasputin’s birthday circled in his calendar, as well, returned the other.

Perhaps if he set his ode to music it might be easier to remember.

Only the uncategorized poisons are truly important. They represent the new symphonies of undiscovered maestros.

Now look who’s waxing poetic…

You introduced the analogy to music, I just went along with it.

But wouldn’t a symptom-less poison be the antithesis of a symphony?

Yet it would resonate in the depths of our hearts regardless.


Harry was struck by how unusual this patter seemed for a bit of classroom idleness. Not only that, but the companion’s tone was actually the more condescending of the two. He could almost hear the likes of Lucius Malfoy uttering such pronouncements but the man would not have been a classmate of Snape’s. Malfoy, he knew, was a number of years older.

Abruptly the misty depths of his memory lurched into sharper focus as Harry saw the same handwriting rising from the depths of the page, summoned to life by his own hasty scrawls. Surely, it couldn’t be, could it? This was the same writing that Harry recalled from Riddle’s diary. From an object that Dumbledore had already identified as a Horcrux!

But Snape and Riddle had definitely not been contemporaries; how could this conversation have taken place? Snape had indicated that the Potions book had been a gift from Voldemort. Could it be that they had conducted this clandestine bit of wordplay during the proceedings of the Wizengamot? Hardly seemed like the type of banter a person would engage in when his freedom hung in the balance “ Harry could attest to that personally. Could Riddle have been so arrogant to suppose that the court’s opinion was a foregone conclusion once his eloquent words had been presented?

The more Harry thought about it, though, the more it made a strange sort of sense. Not only that, but it seemed as if the last bit of the puzzle had finally been locked into place.

Trembling in excitement at his momentous discovery, Harry copied the pages in question onto some blank scraps of parchment he pulled out of his book bag. He would need to discuss this with Lupin.






The upcoming Grudge March had everyone in high spirits at Wednesday afternoon’s dueling practice. Ginny was badgering Tonks so much about learning some of her flashier acrobatic moves that Lupin finally relented and allowed the two of them to train individually in the Room of Requirement.

“Besides, I have something I’d like to go over with Harry, if that’s all right with the rest of you,” Lupin announced amicably.

“Of course,” Tonks replied with a wink towards Ginny. “It’s ‘Boys Night Out’, anyway. Just promise me that you’ll stay away from the cognac, Remus. Remember what the Healers said.”

“They really are an uncompromising lot.” Lupin scowled as he gave Tonks a quick kiss in parting.

Back in the confines of Lupin’s office, Harry stretched luxuriously before easing back into the armchair. Lupin had already gone into the next room to order an early supper since Harry had promised Ginny he would see her later.

“So what do you have for me this evening?” Harry asked expectantly as Lupin settled himself in the facing chair.

“I had a most interesting visitor after you and Ginny left on Saturday,” Lupin began. “Bill Weasley.”

Harry kept his face impassive as he couldn’t imagine Bill betraying any of their past legal dealings. “How is Bill?” he remarked noncommittally.

“He’s fine; everyone else at the Burrow is fine, also. Fleur is getting a bit impatient with her mother for not compromising on the wedding arrangements “ she’s tired of the constant postponements.”

“Bill talked to you about his wedding arrangements?”

“Well, that part of the conversation was mostly between him and Tonks,” Lupin supplied with a sharp laugh. “But I was right there, too!”

“Remus, you really had me worried there for a moment…” Harry laughed in return.

“Seriously, though, Bill reported some unusual goings on at Godric’s Hollow that you should probably know about. The estate agents from Gringott’s like to keep up with these things as the settlement of the estate is still in limbo.”

“Surely the Fidelius Charm hasn’t been broken?”

“Nothing as earth-shattering as that. Just a spot of irregular activity in the immediate area. Enough for an enterprising young estate agent to think that the Secret-Keeper may have taken someone else into his confidence after all.”

“But, Remus, it could be anyone! Pettigrew is like a loose--”

“”actually, he isn’t,” Lupin corrected with quiet authority. “They all think he’s dead, and I’m not about to disabuse them of that notion.”

“So they concluded that it must be one of us?” Harry sighed. “Arthur told me they’d been hounding you for years. I’m sorry, Remus.”

“I suspect that it’s probably Pettigrew himself or one of his Death Eater cronies, but I’m not sharing that with them. We’ll need to keep a close watch on it, though; time may be growing shorter than we think.”

“Then it’s lucky that Bill gets his updates via Gringott’s,” Harry supplied. “Keeps the rest of us out of the picture.”

“Exactly,” agreed Lupin. “An errant goblin or two aren’t likely to raise any hackles among the Death Eaters. However, now that you’re of age, I suspect Gringott’s delightful overtures are far more likely to be directed at you. After all, you are the new cog in the wheel; my denials have all been well documented.”

“Surely they won’t just show up here at the school gates?” Harry inquired with dread.

“Not if they don’t want to be fed to Hagrid’s menagerie, they won’t!” Lupin scoffed. “They’re more likely to send you a bit of owl post, purporting to acquaint you of your rights. If that doesn’t work, well, then a new agent intent on proving his mettle might get more creative. The Potter estate has become a Holy Grail of sorts, potentially unattainable, and that much more desirable for that very reason.”

“If I see any goblins on horseback wielding Excalibur, I’ll be sure to run the other direction!” Harry quipped.

Lupin burst out laughing in spite of himself. “Unfortunately, their creativity manifests itself in more annoying ways. For instance, Minerva already informed me that an owl was received today, addressed to you via the office of the headmistress. Standard procedure in the case of all legal documents. She suggested you stop by whenever it’s convenient, but please don’t think it’s anything urgent.”

“Sounds like a bit of a chore, doesn’t it?”

“She’ll be able to give you some direction even without betraying any issues of confidentiality,” Lupin reassured him. “Now if I’m not mistaken, our dinner should be waiting for us in the other room.”

After a satisfying bowl of meaty stew, Harry settled down in front of the fire and dug out the parchment that he had hastily copied earlier in the day. With an amused expression, Lupin watched Harry over the rim of the single glass of port wine that the Healers had allotted him. Harry handed the pages over and explained their origin, leaving out any mention of why he had thought to look there in first place. He was convinced that Lupin was too intent on tiptoeing around the poisoning issue to pose such a question point blank.

As Harry waited patiently to observe Lupin’s reaction, the tables were turned. “What do you make of it?” Lupin urged.

“So you recognize the handwriting?” Harry asked hopefully.

“Sorry, you have me at a disadvantage there.”

“From the other pages in the book, you can see that the first hand is that of the Prince himself: Snape. The other I recognize from a cursed diary that belonged to Tom Riddle. He used it to ensnare Ginny during my second year.”

“Ginny categorized that as being an opportunistic act by Lucius Malfoy,” Lupin commented.

“I think it was, but does it make any difference to the pawn whether it was chosen deliberately or at random?”

Lupin smiled gently to indicate he understood Harry’s concerns then added, “Still you must have a phenomenal memory to remember the handwriting so many years later.”

“Let’s just say it’s been preying on my mind more and more since Ginny and I started seeing one another again,” Harry admitted candidly.

“It’s not outside the realm of possibility since the book was published about the time that Voldemort attended Hogwarts.”

“I know it’s all conjecture, but those words finally explain why Riddle went to such great lengths to recruit an unpedigreed Slytherin like Snape. He saw Snape’s potential as an inspired Potions Master, one who would not be hampered by too much love for his fellow man to resist branching out into new territory.”

Lupin was momentarily stunned. “You’re suggesting that Voldemort was considering some sort of biological weapon? Certainly, that’s how Muggles would classify it!”

“Raises all sorts of possibilities, doesn’t it?” Harry concluded grimly.

Harry did not dare to share the rest of his conclusions even though he would very much have like to do so. Lupin’s innate drive to get to the bottom of everything made it virtually impossible to hide the source of his information “ and this was hardly the time to give up Snape.

More than ever, Harry felt that Snape’s flair for potions had ultimately been his undoing. In Voldemort’s arrogance to show his newest disciple that he had nothing worth saving, the seeds of Snape’s betrayal had been sown. Encasing a bit of his murdered wife’s consciousness in the Horcrux was such a heinous act that it had led Snape to finally abandon the Death Eaters with Voldemort’s lesson intact “ he had nothing left to lose. To have returned to face them as if nothing had changed would have required great courage and perseverance. No wonder being called a coward on the night of Dumbledore’s death has so enraged him, although none of that had made sense to Harry at the time. Finally, the pieces of the puzzle fit together in such a way that there were no gaping holes.






He awoke the next morning eager to hear what Snape himself had to say about poisons. Despite his outward intractability, Harry suspected that Snape could be made to speak at length about a favorite subject. Wrapping his brain around the textbook rhetoric had not appealed to Harry the previous evening so he had elected to spend a delightful few hours with Ginny instead. As a result, he had not been plagued by nightmares at all.

As the hour of contact drew near, he debated which strategies he would employ. But as usual, Snape had designs of his own.

“What time is the Grudge Match on Saturday?” he demanded almost immediately. “And the line-up?”

Once supplied with the details, Snape nodded his head in satisfaction. “Perfect. We will meet at 2:30 in the afternoon at the site that you selected.”

Harry was speechless. “That doesn’t allow Ron and Hermione to accompany me and that was part of our arrangement.”

Snape shrugged disdainfully. “Tell them to throw the match.”

“How can I possibly--”

“Look, Potter, the whole school will be distracted, teachers and headmistresses included. An ideal time to accomplish our task without anyone being the wiser.”

Bitterly, Harry conceded the logic of Snape’s stratagem. The rematch that everyone was anticipating was the one between Ginny and Luna; everything else was just a warm-up for the crowd.

“I’m not certain I’ll be able to convince Ron and Hermione,” Harry protested.

“Granger will respond to the irrefutable logic of it; Weasley will follow her lead,” Snape declared as if it were already a foregone conclusion. “I will give you a one hour window. If not, the meeting is rescheduled for 2:30 a.m., twelve hours later. Need I remind you that our transaction should be completed about the same time as the match? Someone will be looking for the three of you once it has ended. Do we understand one another?”

“Yes, but please--” Harry was not ready for him to sign off just yet.

“Why is it always something else with you, Potter? The simplest instructions and you need a road map and a social calendar--”

“That’s not what I meant!”

“Excuse me, a drama coach to coax the words from your throat, as well!” Snape added derisively. “I’m surprised you don’t need an entourage to lead you to the dinner table each --”

“Perhaps you could use one to help you locate your civility “ or would that require a team of archeologists digging day and night for a decade?” Harry held his breath, fearing that he had finally gone too far.

Instead Snape looked at him intently as if he was seeing him for the first time. His eyes narrowed as the anger smoldered within, but Harry had finally gotten his undivided attention.

Without waiting for something else to interfere, Harry blurted, “The ingredient in Lupin’s potion is hibiscus buds! The flowers and pollen are too unstable to keep for long periods of time. It has to be specially transported from the tropics…” His voice died in his throat at the unmistakable look of horror on Snape’s face.

“Please tell me I didn’t hear you correctly,” Snape intoned softly. “Did you say hibiscus buds?”

Harry nodded wordlessly, unsure what to make of Snape’s reaction.

“May Merlin watch over us, they might as well be playing Russian roulette!”

“What is it?” Harry wailed in alarm. “Please, you must tell me--”

“Have the aberrations started yet? You can only control so much with counter-measures before the effects become irreversible.”

“There have been side-effects for a number of months now. Probably more, but Lupin’s not one to talk about such private matters with me.”

“Then how do you bloody well know?”

“It’s been noticeable enough for me to remark on it since the start of term. He admits to things only when it’s unavoidable.”

“Has he experienced bouts of unconsciousness yet? Surely those would be somewhat difficult to disguise.”

Harry had no idea how he should respond. The entirety of the contingency plan depended upon him not saying anything to anyone about such matters. He felt the carefully knit strands start to unravel around him as he stared at Snape in the mirror, knowing that his face was probably betraying him and being unable to stop it.

Snape stared back for an impossibly long time, exercising stores of patience that Harry would have never suspected the man possessed. Finally sensing the stalemate, Snape broke eye contact and muttered, “Of course, too much is at stake to trust blindly. I will provide you with the literature where this information can be found. I could save you hours of work, but sometimes it’s necessary to do the digging on one’s own.”

Was the bitterness in Snape’s voice actually tinged with regret? Harry was as much in shock over the change in the man’s outward demeanor as he was to know that his own deepest fears concerning Lupin’s treatment might turn out to be true.

“You will find the majority of these materials in the headmistress’ library. I recommend that you locate them without having to ask for assistance from any teachers unless you wish to be grilled ad nauseum. These are not the sorts of publications that would appeal to a casual researcher, so take heed.”

“If I can’t find it there?”

“Ask Slughorn directly. He’s enough of an egotistical fanatic to think that everyone shares the same passions as he does and will just see your request as confirmation. He will, however, try to engage you in a long, philosophical conversation. At least trust me on that…”

Harry made notes feverishly as Snape outlined a number of articles in various professional journals. Since he was working from memory alone, Snape did not always have the exact date of publication but was able to offer a range whenever possible.

“That’s the best I can do for now, Potter. I will contact you if I think of anything significant that I’ve missed. It will be after midnight, but it’s the best I can offer you.”

“I have plenty to get me started--”

“”this is about getting a complete picture, not a start!” Snape snapped. “You may not have as much time as you think. To his credit, Lupin has always struck me as being rather resilient, but I’m hardly a Healer, either. Is he taking the potion as we speak?”

Harry hesitated, feeling the trap begin to close in on him again.

“ANSWER ME, POTTER! I CAN’T HELP YOU IF I DON’T HAVE AT LEAST A FEW OF THE FACTS!”

As he felt the cold knot of fear settle into his stomach, Harry answered through numb lips, “The potion has been discontinued temporarily, but they intend to resume in time for the next full moon.”

“That’s nine days away,” Snape confirmed. “Wolfsbane has to be started at least four days in advance. That’s your window, Potter. You have to find these documents as well as convince the potion maker to take them seriously within five days. Ideally, four days since you may not know what hour they are using for the beginning of each twenty-four hour block. Now go!”

With no chance for protest or further inquiries, the mirror returned to its impassive silver surface. Feeling like his heart was straining to break free from his ribcage, Harry grabbed his book bag and took off at a trot for the headmistress’ library. His limbs seemed like they were disconnected from the rest of his body but somehow they knew just what was required of them. He declined to acknowledge the icy dread that was threatening to engulf him.






Hearing the gentle knock on the library door, Harry rubbed his weary eyes once more before readjusting his glasses. He had no idea how late it was, only that the glow of the sunset had washed over his work table earlier and now the evening stars twinkled above the black waters of the lake. Mist had rolled down from the mountains and it glowed eerily when the moonbeams caught it just so.

“Harry, are you still working in there?” McGonagall asked with a hint of concern in her voice.

“Yes, Headmistress. I must’ve lost track of the time,” he admitted as he closed the open journals and hastily returned them to their places.

He was just sliding the last bound volume of periodicals onto a shelf when he saw the headmistress’ head peek around the door. She surveyed the sheets of parchment that were still splayed all over the large tabletop.

“Did you stop for supper, dear?” she inquired as she eased the door open further.

“I wasn’t really hungry.” It was an honest reply; he had been much too upset to eat earlier. The strain of pretending that nothing was amiss in his training session with Lupin had taxed him to the point of nausea.

“You’ve been at it since before lunch, if I’m not mistaken, and then back again since teatime. Are you trying to set a new land record?”

Harry smiled weakly. “Just facing a deadline, Professor. I misjudged just how much research my project would require.”

She nodded in understanding as he stacked all his documents together then slid them into his book bag. She stood patiently holding the door open until he was finished. As he walked past, he felt the whisper of her hand on his arm.

“Come sit with me a bit,” the headmistress offered. “We’ll have a spot of tea and chat until Neville stops by on his rounds. You can return to Gryffindor Tower with him.”

“Is it past curfew already?” Harry started, running his fingers wearily through his hair. “I’m so sorry, Professor, I really didn’t mean to impose on you so late.”

“Nonsense, Harry. I could’ve interrupted you much earlier but it seemed unnecessary as I had some paperwork of my own. It’s remarkably soothing to know that someone else is working diligently in the next room “ even though they may be out of sight.”

He watched her go through the motions of preparing the tea, thinking that the familiarity of the ritual was soothing as well. She did not speak again until she handed him a warm mug with milk and sugar.

“I know you usually take your tea with lemon, but a spot of warm milk will lull you to sleep tonight,” she suggested gently. “I find that after I’ve been concentrating on subjects too intensely, I dream about them as well. As if I could accomplish anything from under the covers!”

“You never find the solution has worked itself out in your subconscious?” Harry posed conversationally.

“I didn’t realize that it was a conundrum that you were researching.”

“It isn’t. I’ve just heard of people who can be productive even in their dreams. I wondered if you were one of them.”

“Sadly, no.” She smiled. “How about you?”

“No such luck.” He sighed regretfully.

“Did Professor Lupin tell you that I received a letter from Gringott’s addressed to you?” she asked as she deftly changed the subject.

Harry nodded. “I meant to ask you about that when I came in earlier but you were busy with other matters.”

“Like I told him, I’m sure it’s perfectly routine. It’s not unusual to receive legal documents for students who are of age,” she explained as she handed Harry a parchment envelope that bore the wax seal of Gringott’s Wizarding Bank.

Harry looked at it as if it were a strange unknown specimen that might bite him if provoked. Realizing that he was just overtired, he tucked it into his book bag to read tomorrow.

“You know that you’re not obligated to respond in any way. They cannot proceed without your express instructions, and without those, their hands are tied,” McGonagall volunteered.

That would just mean the parasites would go after Lupin, Harry thought desolately. If there was anything that this day’s research had taught him, it was that Lupin already had more than enough on his plate. Aloud, he replied, “And if I should wish to respond?”

McGonagall gave him a surprised look over her square spectacles. “Then you should be unequivocal,” she enunciated crisply. “You must not couch your words in requests, but rather demands. The social niceties are worthless in legal matters.”

Harry nodded that he understood as he felt his eyelids growing heavier by the minute. Could that faint knocking be Neville on his rounds?

“And, Harry, your signature must be witnessed on any document in order to be legally binding,” the headmistress reminded him. “I can assist you with that or Professors Flitwick or Sinistra, if you prefer.” She lifted her eyes to the door as a louder knock was heard. “Come in, Neville. I have a straggler that’s headed back in your direction.”






Tonks was just allowing the last of her students to file to their seats when Harry arrived in her classroom the next day.

“Harry, I didn’t expect to see you this morning.” She smiled as she excused herself momentarily.

“I didn’t mean to take you away from you class,” Harry offered by way of apology. “Something… important has come up.”

At her bewildered expression, he added, “I need to speak with you in private.”

“You could join Remus and me for tea this--” she began then caught sight of his solemn expression. “Would it be better if we met during lunch?”

Harry nodded. “Just so we’re not interrupted. One o’clock is fine.”

Not wanting to worry her any sooner than necessary, Harry gave her arm an affectionate squeeze and then hurried off to the golden library once more. He had one last document to find then he needed to organize the material and review it himself so that he could emphasize the salient points as needed. It wouldn’t do to just leave the documents with Tonks to review in her own time. The situation was too critical and the timeframe too limited for that.

As he struggled to comprehend the technical language of some of the articles, he fought the anger that just seemed to build up of its own accord. Snape was right, Harry conceded ruefully, Tonks was too inexperienced for such an undertaking. But if she hadn’t stepped up to do so, who would have? He doubted Madam Pomfrey would’ve taken full responsibility as Tonks had done so decisively. It’s not like there were boatloads of volunteers, either. Far too many wizards didn’t even consider werewolves to be human. Luckily, the headmistress didn’t teach her students such prejudice at Hogwarts. Her subtle strategy demanded that Lupin be treated just like everybody else “ at least on the surface. There was no doubt that Tonks’ unrepentant devotion also did much to bolster that image. Nonetheless, it was a ruse that often put extra strain on Lupin to maintain.

Despite Lupin’s words, there had to be other alternatives. Harry was determined that he could find them, even if all of his other projects were placed on the back burner. Like Lupin, he found himself rallying against the circumstances themselves and that was a shapeless adversary who could not be fought directly.








His stomach surprised him when he walked into Tonks’ offices for lunch. For the first time in nearly two days, the aroma of food had not put him off entirely. He took a deep swallow of butterbeer and felt a bit of his frustration begin to ebb away.

“I can’t say you haven’t had me worrying all morning, Harry,” Tonks began amicably as she drew up a chair.

How to begin? Harry thought to himself. That was the one bit of conversation he hadn’t rehearsed in his mind.

With a deep breath, he admitted, “I’m not exactly sure where to start, Tonks. Perhaps you should just read through these studies that I’ve compiled. They tend to speak for themselves.”

“You could just tell me what they say,” she suggested.

“I could, but you really should digest the information firsthand. When we discuss it afterwards, I want to know that you have as much of the facts as I do. Actually, there are areas that you may well understand better than I.”

“It seems rather rude to just read while you’re my guest,” she demurred.

“I promise you I won’t be offended. That’s the primary reason I came here. You wouldn’t want to send me away unsatisfied, would you?” He hazarded an encouraging smile in her direction, hoping that his eyes didn’t look as dead to her as they felt from the inside. “Here, I’ve even organized them into a logical sequence for you.”

“As long as we’re not standing on ceremony, please help yourself to some food while I start then.”

Harry complied by filling his plate with sandwiches and some sort of pasta salad with a lemony poppy seed dressing. Each flavor seemed like a new experience to his undernourished body as he felt the unmistakable return of strength and patience that he vaguely remembered possessing at one time. Not wanting to overdo it all at once, he turned away from second servings even though the food items seemed to beckon from their dishes.

He turned his attention to Tonks who was deep in thought as she neared the conclusion of the first document, her brow furrowed with concentration. When she finished, she looked up at Harry with haunted eyes.

“Dear spirits, what have we done? Does it get any better?” she implored.

“Not really. Although it will seem a bit less hopeless as you read some of the follow-up studies.”

Harry patiently waited for her to plough through the rest of the papers before her. He could tell that she was skimming through some of the more technical parts, but felt certain that she would review those in more detail later. There was no longer any doubt that she was taking this seriously.

Hearing the sound of laughter from the lawn outside, Harry strolled over to the tall window to gaze out on the school grounds. Knots of students were spread out all over the lawn and even as far as the edges of the Forbidden Forest. The grey clouds that had leached all color from the landscape had melted into feathery wisps across a boundless blue.

It would be a perfect day for a nice hike, he thought. Perhaps he would suggest it to Lupin this afternoon. They would both need to keep their attention on the rough terrain and the infrequent eye contact would certainly make it easier to keep his current worries under wraps. He didn’t think he could make it through another session like the one yesterday. He was just not that accomplished an actor and Lupin could read him entirely too well.

Harry turned around as he heard the rustle of paper. Thinking Tonks had finished the last article, he walked over to find that she had placed the folder with unsteady hands back on the table. When she looked up at him, Harry could see that she had been crying.

“I had no idea… How could I… If only… How did you ever…” she stammered through her tears until she just gave up and buried her face in her hands.

Harry kneeled beside her chair and gently wrapped her in his arms. She felt as frail as a baby bird. “It’s all right… We discovered this in time; no need to wonder about situations that never came to pass… We’ll find something else that’ll work better,” he soothed her, letting the conviction of his words flow into her even though he really had no idea how they could accomplish any of those things. “Just be glad you didn’t start back with the same treatment again.”

With great startled eyes, she looked up at him in anguish. “Oh, Harry, I can’t bear to think what might’ve happened!”

“Put it out of your mind,” he urged softly.

“How ever did you find all this information?”

“Here and there,” he dissembled. “I even used one of those searching spells that Remus himself taught to Hermione… It really doesn’t matter how I found it, just as long as you have it now.”

He was thankful that she didn’t question the vagueness of his explanation.

“At least the last article provides some suggestions,” Tonks commented weakly. “I wish it gave more specific dosages; the standard proportions don’t always work for werewolves.”

“You’ll just have to do a bit of experimenting,” Harry suggested, ignoring the disquiet that stirred in him. “I’m sure Madam Pomfrey will be able to assist you with dosages and such.”

Tonks nodded. “I’ll need to run everything by Minerva, as well. Do you wish to be present for that conversation, Harry?”

Her offer caught him by surprise. “I think it best if I just melt into the background, Tonks. I’ve interfered enough as it is and I don’t want anyone to --”

“”to what, Harry? Conclude that you might actually have gone to the trouble to get some hard facts? There’s no crime in that. You should take credit for what you’ve accomplished.”

I’ve done nothing, he reminded himself, absolutely nothing; the credit belongs to Snape. Aloud, Harry replied, “The true accomplishment will be yours when you adjust the potion so that it no longer poses a threat. Please keep my name out of it; just let me know your final decision, all right?”

Tonks searched his face carefully, her eyes full of unshed tears. He knew that she was reading the strain of his long hours of research. Finally she nodded and hugged him tightly in thanks. There was no need for words.
Chapter 54 The Circus Maximus by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The teachers get creative with the staging of the Grudge Match; a daring plan pits the trio against Snape.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 54
The Circus Maximus


“What do you mean, you want me to throw the match?” Hermione screeched.

“You really can’t be serious, mate!” Ron’s tone was low and ominous.

Glad that he’d had to foresight to cast a muffliato spell in the direction of the stone scone, Harry wondered whether an Imperturbable Charm was also needed. He doubted Hermione would appreciate becoming the subject of gossip between the Fat Lady on the floor below and her friend, Violet.

“I know how it sounds,” Harry sympathized. “But look at the big picture. Destroying the Horcruxes is a lot more important than a student dueling match.”

“Don’t you think it’s a bit capricious on Snape’s part?” Hermione shot back.

“I thought he was just going out of his way to be difficult at first, also,” Harry admitted. “But his plan does makes logical sense. It might not a popular choice, but it’s a well thought out one.”

“It just seems so dishonest,” Hermione objected at a more normal volume.

“What about all those people who have money riding on this?” Ron ventured.

Hermione turned on him like a hornet. “Tell me you’re joking, Ronald! Did you not hear the Headmistress warn us that there was to be no handicapping, no odds making, no gambling of any sort? If you ask me, they deserve to lose their shirts “ or whatever. It’ll be less of a penalty than what the Headmistress will exact!”

“She’s got you there, chum,” Harry conceded with a small lift to his eyebrow. “I know it’s asking a lot. I didn’t like the idea so much when Snape tossed it at me, either, but it grows on you. And it’s certainly a lot less taxing than meeting up with him in the wee hours of the morning.”

“You’re sure the Headmistress has a Marauder’s Map of her own?” Ron asked in a dubious tone.

“Saw it with my own eyes. Lupin made it specially for her.”

“What about this deserted passage that we’re using?” Hermione still had reservations. “Are you certain it doesn’t appear on McGonagall’s Map?”

“I only got a brief look, but I don’t think so,” Harry supplied. “It’s not something that I can double-check, all right? Lupin was not about to provide me with the incantation to activate the Map. Believe me, I asked him point blank.”

“But you know where it’s kept,” Hermione urged. “Perhaps we could play around with it a little bit.”

“Hermione, no!” cautioned Ron. “There’s no way to get into the Headmistress’ private library unseen tonight.”

“Not only that,” Harry added, “but I’m not going to risk getting Lupin in trouble when he went out of his way to help me. Considering how many times he’s bent the rules for our benefit, he doesn’t deserve that from us.”

“Won’t Lupin be suspicious when you get up and walk out before the match is over?” Hermione prodded.

It was a promising sign that she was beginning to work out the details, Harry thought to himself. If she was going to shoot him down decisively, there would be no point in considering other factors.

“I doubt that he’ll even notice, to tell you the truth,” Harry remarked. “He already warmed me that the Headmistress was demanding that all teachers join her in the skybox.”

“Who’s going to be guarding the front doors, then?” Ron threw up at him.

“Filch, I suspect,” Harry replied. “Maybe even Hagrid. I really don’t know, but I doubt that such an obvious detail will have been overlooked.”

“Looks like they’re going to a lot of trouble, though,” Ron commented. “Flitwick ended our afternoon chess match early to help with the set up.”

“Lupin said something similar to me. Had to help with the Transfigurations, was how he put it,” Harry volunteered.

“You mean that they’re already engaging the Room of Requirement this evening?” Hermione gasped. “How are you going to retrieve the Prince’s book?”

“One step ahead of you.” Harry grinned as he held up a bundle that was wrapped in his Invisibility Cloak. “I know you can’t see it right now, but trust me, it’s in there.”

“How will you ever be able to get back into the Treasure Room, mate?” was Ron’s immediate concern.

“I left something else to be hidden instead.”









Confident that Hermione had properly set the jinxes at both ends of the corridor where they were to meet with Snape later, Harry slowly made his way down the stone steps of the arena. Although the others had gone on ahead, Harry had not lingered in the common room much longer himself. He wanted to be assured of a seat in the Room of Requirement where it would not be so difficult to slip out unnoticed.

Even though the start of the event was nearly an hour away, the stands were already teaming with activity. The resemblance to bees buzzing industriously in a honeycomb was striking. Harry’s attention was immediately arrested by the so-called skybox where the teachers and staff, Hogwarts’ elite, were to congregate. A whole section of the tiers had been hollowed out to accommodate a large half-moon area. It had been furnished with gilded chairs and lounging couches, much in the style that the Romans had popularized at the height of their power. In the very center were two high backed chairs that had been set up for the arbitrators of the event.

He found the perfect spot, just where he had told Hermione ahead of time that he would be. Unfortunately, it was already overrun by a gaggle of giggly girls. Gryffindor girls, Harry noticed, then recognized Leah’s familiar features smiling up at him.

“Hi, Harry!” she called merrily, patting the bench next to her. “We have room for you to sit with us, if you’d like. We noticed that all of your best pals are contestants today.”

“That would be great!” Harry agreed, thinking that they would provide just the perfect camouflage for his hasty plan.

“Let me introduce you to the rest of today’s group,” Leah offered. “That’s Becca, Lauren, Claudette and Simone.”

The four other acolytes waved jauntily as Leah called out their names. Harry dreaded that he would never keep them straight.

As if sensing his thoughts, Leah whispered loudly, “If you get confused, just call them the Layettes. It’s incredibly lame, I know, but they seem to think it’s an outrageously funny pun.”

The sound of giggling approval was clearly audible as Harry confided back, “Sounds like the name of a day care nursery.”

Leah giggled in return. “No one in their right mind would leave infants in the care of this group. They’re all much too cheeky for their own good.”

Harry did his best to hide his incipient smirk; after all, she was no more than eleven or twelve herself. And already the ringleader, he reminded himself.

He allowed his eyes to stray once more towards the skybox where much of the boisterous activity seemed to be centered. Draped in their nymph outfits, the Slytherin girls were floating to and fro with trays of food and drink.

“They did a pretty good job of setting up Mount Olympus, didn’t they?” Leah commented sagely.

Although archways connected the teachers’ area to the main stands, there was a subtle ring of misty vapor that seemed to designate its boundaries.

“Are you sure that was what they intended?” Harry asked conversationally, although he would have been hard pressed to come to any other conclusion himself.

“Absolutely,” Leah returned. “Just look at the teachers that are socializing in the back area. See how they’re dressed.”

Harry squinted more carefully at the vague figures he could see in the shadows. Many of those flashes of white he had mistaken for Slytherin nymphs were actually teachers dressed in togas. As his eyes adjusted to the dim light, he was able to distinguish the rotund form of Professor Slughorn who was bustling about making sure that everything was in order. But what was he doing with one of Hagrid’s pitchforks? Catching the glitter of gold paint, Harry concluded that Slughorn was the mighty Poseidon, ruler of the oceans, armed with his trident. Good choice, he had to admit.

He felt a gentle tap on one shoulder and looked up into the earnest eyes of one of the Layettes. “Here, this should make it easier for you. We’ve all had our turns already,” she offered, handing Harry a pair of Omnioculars. These seemed to be a more sophisticated model than his old familiar one. Noticing Harry’s initial bewilderment, she added, “Be sure to set it to low light so that the special polarization filter is activated.”

Harry adjusted the knob that she indicated and the scene leapt to life before his eyes. The only thing missing was the soundtrack. Almost immediately, he located Professor Hooch who was wearing a most unusual headdress composed exclusively of snakes. Of course, she was the demon, Medusa. Chatting amicably to the right was Professor Sprout in a dark green toga, a basket of fruit and vegetables hung over her arm. Noticing that she wore a golden crown of leaves, Harry deduced that she must be Juno, goddess of hearth and home and wife to the fearsome, Jupiter, the great overlord. With a pang, Harry regretted that there was no one worthy of that role present; it had been tailor-made for Dumbledore himself. With a small sigh, Harry toasted the Headmaster’s memory with his last swallow of Butterbeer.

Noticing that Professors Flitwick and Vector were setting up the refreshments on the far side of the stands, Harry offered to get some for everyone. Leah immediately announced she would help since there were only so many bottles a man could carry at once. Truth be told, he was glad of the assistance; it was already too chaotic to risk using a locomotor charm.

As they took their place in queue, Harry regretted that he had left the Omnioculars back in his seat. He attempted to improvise by shielding his eyes with his hand but could discern no more than flitting shadows.

“Did you by any chance see Mister Stevens?” he asked Leah casually.

“I believe he was in charge of guarding one of the school entrances.”

“Too bad, I thought he might have made a nice Narcissus holding an overwrought mirror.”

Leah giggled appreciatively, then added slyly, “Or Endymion. They were cut from the same cloth, you know.”

Harry was stunned by her knowledge of ancient mythology. “Leah, I’ve wanted to ask you this from the first day that you helped me in class. Please don’t be offended, but were you cloned from Hermione Granger?”

With an overly dramatic sigh, she intoned, “I only wish.”

“But you’re just like her,” Harry affirmed. “The same matter-of-fact tone, the same encyclopedic knowledge that leaves the rest of us mere mortals gaping. It’s just like I’m back on the Hogwarts Express for the first time.”

“Thanks for the compliment, Harry.” Leah smiled. “But I could never compare to Hermione. Just look at her down there on the field warming up. Even in athletic gear with her hair braided back severely, she’s still so, so beautiful.”

Harry noticed how Leah’s eyes were surrounded by lashes so long that they seem to reach her cheekbones, her raven hair falling in a thick ponytail down her back. Knowing that he wasn’t just flattering her, he returned, “Hermione’s just grown into herself; there’s a lot of beauty in poise and self-confidence. You’ll be just like her, if not even more striking.”

“I sure hope so.”

“Trust me. Just give yourself time.”

Finally it was their turn to be served and Harry ordered their Butterbeers cold. With a flash of her wand, Professor Vector caused a layer of ice to form outside the bottles as they were instantly chilled. To her left, Professor Flitwick was doing much the same for those that preferred hot Butterbeer, although he was removing the caps first to allow for escaping steam.

“Good to see you, Harry.” Flitwick winked in his direction. “Always with a pretty young lady on your arm, I see.” As the professor turned away to attend to the next person, Harry noted that he was sporting a small set of horns on his head and had an elaborate golden flute hanging over his shoulder.

“I think he’s dressed as Pan,” Harry whispered to Leah as they worked their way back to their seats.

She nodded her agreement, then whispered, “I wonder if he’s wearing cloven hooves and a tail as well!”

“We’ll have to wait for him to stand up!” Harry laughed at the image.

As they distributed the Butterbeers among the Layettes, Harry’s attention was piqued by sudden movement near the edge of Mount Olympus. Professor Sinistra was deep in conversation, a golden bow and quiver slung over her back identifying her as Diana, goddess of the hunt. Considering that Diana was also goddess of the moon, it was a fitting role for an Astronomy teacher. Leaning slightly on the railing, Lupin was dressed in full Roman garb, his scarlet cloak clasped at the shoulder. He smiled to see Harry looking in his direction and toasted him with a golden goblet that smoked ominously.

“It doesn’t look like they’re drinking Butterbeer, does it?” Harry remarked to the Layettes.

“They should have nectar and ambrosia,” the girl that Harry thought was Becca announced with authority.

“I don’t think nectar is supposed to billow like that,” added another.

“Professor Slughorn must have gotten creative with the punch, again,” a third one commented. “The Slytherins were in charge of the refreshments.”

“Well, the ambrosia wouldn’t have been that hard to prepare,” Becca rejoined. “My mum makes that all the time in the summer. It’s a bit like a trifle but with pineapple and coconut mixed in as well.”

“Look, there’s Professor Tonks.” Leah nodded in the direction of the steps leading down from Mount Olympus. “And she’s headed this way!”

Tonks was indeed maneuvering down the stairs, the multi-colored layers of her tunic floating in the air as she moved gracefully from one gold sandaled foot to the other. As she drew near, Harry could see that she had sparkly jewels encrusted in her hair. Her unusually dark waves shimmered in multi-hued iridescence just like a raven’s wing caught in a shaft of sunlight.

“Wotcher, girls.” Tonks smiled as she came abreast of them. “I wonder if I might have a quick word with Harry….We’re trying to work out some of the details for next week’s classes.”

Despite her dazzling smile, Harry caught the serious look in Tonks’ eye and excused himself to speak with her a few feet away. The arena was filling up fast and there really was no place where they would have any sort of privacy.

“I spoke to the Headmistress at great length yesterday evening,” Tonks whispered softly, smiling and nodding at the constant greetings that she received from students trailing past. “She shares our concerns. For now, we’re keeping to the status quo.”

“Nothing new?” Harry asked, not daring to say more.

“No, but we’re not going back to the old methods, either.”

“You’re winging it?”

“For now. It seemed the safest course of action,” she confided so softly that Harry had to strain to hear her over all the surrounding noise. “I’ll give you more details as soon as I know.”

As Tonks made to return to the skybox, Leah interjected, “Excuse me, Professor, but we couldn’t help wondering about your attire…”

“I’m Iris, the goddess of rainbows,” she supplied. “Let me demonstrate.” Tonks quickly stepped onto the stone bench as the rest of them jumped to their feet to give her room.

With more grace that Harry would have ever expected from a girl who used to send dustbins clattering every time she walked past, she effortlessly spiraled so they could see the different layers of her garment lift and form the gradient colors of a rainbow. The Layettes cooed their approval.

“You look iridescent.” One of the girls smiled at her own acumen.

“So Remus has been telling me all day,” Tonks confided, then caught herself. “I mean Professor Lupin, that is!”

Everyone giggled at her faux pas as Harry dared to whisper in Tonks’ ear, “Luminous is the word I would use.”

With an extra little smile directed at Harry, Tonks bid farewell and returned to the domain of the gods. Harry noticed that Lupin watched her every move from on high as if he couldn’t bear to be parted from her for very long.

Once again, Leah caught the import of his thoughts effortlessly and commented, “They’re so romantic.”

As Lupin turned to speak to Tonks, a flash of light captured the intricate silver cuff that he wore across his upper arm. There was a sharp intake of breath from Leah.

“Harry, around Professor Lupin’s arm… It matches the bracelet that Professor Tonks wears all the time.” Leah’s voice was an urgent whisper.

“Yes, they have wedding cuffs instead of rings. That was the custom on the tropical isle where they were married.”

A collective sigh came from the Layettes. Harry momentarily regretted having spoken, then realized that Lupin could have easily clasped his cloak on his other shoulder to hide the cuff but he hadn’t.

“How luscious,” Lauren commented dreamily.

“How utterly Bohemian,” was echoed.

“How unconventional for a man who likes to pretend he’s so buttoned down in public,” Becca observed knowingly.

Harry smiled thinking that Lupin would not be so overly amused at their assessments. But it was Leah who totally floored him with her next comment. “It’s a shame he doesn’t show off his calves more often.”

Everyone tittered and nodded as Harry decided he should speak up before they forgot he was present. “As his hiking partner, would you like me to suggest to him that he wear short trousers on occasion? Strictly on your recommendation, of course.”

The girls gasped in unison.

“Please tell me you won’t!”

“He’d give us detention for sure!”

Harry suspected the punishment that Tonks would exact would be far worse, but he kept that to himself.

As the magical hour of two approached, the robust figure of Reggie Smithwick, their Ancient Runes teacher, made his way down to the green patch of grass below. He was wearing a rustic tunic cinched with a wide studded belt that Harry remembered from his Viking ensemble. Without the Nordic helm, the effect was much more Roman. Second only to Hagrid who was on guard duty, Professor Smithwick’s imposing physique made him an ideal candidate to referee today’s events. It was easy to picture him in the full Scottish regalia of his ancestral clan, leading a charge for the glory of Caledonia.

Smithwick blew his whistle to gain everyone’s attention and then amplified his voice with a wand to the throat.

“Friends…Romans…countrymen of all Houses, we are gathered here today to celebrate another first for Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Through the talents of the mighty gods on high--” He motioned with a grand gesture towards the skybox. “--we present to you three contests of great magical prowess and endurance.

“To those of you who may still feel this presents an ideal opportunity to rid yourselves of that ugly jumper Aunt Martha gave you at Yuletide, take heed! The mighty Oracle has proclaimed that there be no gambling of any sort at today’s event. Those found violating this edict will find their spoils confiscated as well as their personal freedoms seriously curtailed.”

“It would still be worth it!” yelled a tall Slytherin lad that Harry did not know by name.

“I have my eye on you, Nigel!” Smithwick announced, pointing directly at the heckler.

As the crowd erupted in laughter, Harry could see that the carnival atmosphere was taking hold once more.

Turning to face the skybox, Smithwick intoned, “All hail the Ladies Caesar!” accompanied by a sharp salute of a closed fist to the heart. The other teachers followed suit as they faced the golden thrones now occupied by the Headmistresses.

As McGonagall rose to address the assemblage, Harry noted that her steel grey hair had been elaborately styled to cascade down her back regally and that a golden circlet rested on her brow. In gleaming white adorned only with a replica of Gryffindor’s sword fastened at the hip, she was the very image of the warrior goddess for which she had been named.

“Let the Circus Maximus begin!” McGonagall proclaimed as she tossed a mighty handful of confetti from the railing.

Aided my magic, the scintillating sparkles softly fell to the grassy tournament field where they dissolved into dust.

“The first contest pits Luna Lovegood against Hermione Granger,” Smithwick announced. “Will the contestants please line up back to back.”

As the brief refereeing rules were explained to the multitude, Harry took the opportunity to confide to Leah, “If the Headmistress is wearing Lupin’s sword, then he can’t be Mars, the god of war, like I originally surmised.”

She nodded knowingly. “I think he’s an altogether different deity. See how he’s lounging on that couch,” she added, handing the Ominoculars back so that Harry could get a better look. “When he lifts his ankles just so, you can see that the backs of his sandals have little fluttering wings on them.”

Harry confirmed her powers of observation for himself. “Then he’s…” he urged her to assist him.

“Mercury, of course,” she finished for him. “The winged messenger of the gods. Makes perfect sense when you take into account that Iris was also a messenger from the heavens to the earth. The rainbow represented the path of her journey.”

“How clever of them to wear costumes that compliment one another,” Becca added from Leah’s other side.

Harry’s attention was drawn to the contestants counting off for the commencement of the duel. Hermione’s expression was one of intense concentration as she turned to confront Luna. The extra sparkle in Luna’s eyes was the only indication she gave of coiled menace. Each took the measure of her opponent as the opening gambits flew fast and furious from one to the other. Hermione’s reflexes were lightning quick but it was clear she was having difficulty anticipating Luna’s next move. Luna remained unfazed as she returned to a calm oasis after every spell. Hermione played Luna out for a reasonable length of time before she allowed herself to make a fatal error and Luna immobilized her. The referee’s whistle blew to indicate the conclusion of the first round.

As Harry waited for Hermione to join him in the stands, he offered some insight to the girls. “With all the trouble that the teachers have taken with today’s festivities, it wouldn’t surprise me if you ended up with some sort of writing assignment in Monday’s classes.”

“We already assumed that,” the girl who Harry thought was Simone agreed.

“You should probably get an idea of the menu the Slytherins prepared then,” Harry suggested as he remembered the oysters, smoked mussels and other delicacies that Slughorn had offered at the similarly themed Slytherin party. “The dishes might tie in with his Poseidon persona.”

“Excuse me, Harry,” Hermione offered as she approached. “Slughorn would be dressed as Neptune, not Poseidon. Keep in mind that this is the Roman pantheon, not the Greek.”

The Layettes nodded and giggled at Hermione’s astute comment. Harry scooted over on the bench to allow her to join them. They spoke about meaningless things in an undertone so that they could not be overheard as Hermione conveyed with her body language just how upset she was with having been bested. As she buried her head on his shoulder, Harry encircled her with his arm protectively. It was a credible performance for someone who had little practice with being in second place, he decided.

“Would you feel better if we got some fresh air?” he whispered just loudly enough to be overheard.

Hermione nodded “tearfully”.

“Will you excuse us, girls?” Harry asked, turning briefly to face them. “Hermione hasn’t had a lot of practice when it comes to losing, if you know what I mean,” he whispered in Leah’s ear, confident that she would pass it on to the others just as soon as they were out the door.

Ron and Neville were lining up back to back for the next contest as Harry took one last look at the tournament field. He escorted Hermione into the empty corridor, sneaking a peek at his watch that showed it was already a few minutes beyond the half hour mark. They maintained their ruse until they turned the far corner, then burst into a quick run down to the fourth floor.

From the deserted stairwell, Harry smoothed the Marauder’s Map and double-checked that the dot labeled Severus Snape was indeed waiting for them at the designated site. They found a bench just around the corner from the objective to wait for Ron.

Nervously, Harry reached behind the corner of the alcove and felt around in the dark until he located the copy of the Prince’s Potions book he’d hidden there. He sagged with relief as he gently removed his Invisibility Cloak that had shielded it from prying eyes. He had been apprehensive about leaving two such valuable possessions unattended, even for so short a time. Hermione folded the Cloak as small as possible, then stuffed it into the pocket of her cover-up jacket as Harry rewrapped the book in an old towel. She rechecked Harry’s watch apprehensively.

It was a few minutes shy of three when Ron appeared.

“Had to make it look believable, guys,” he offered by way of apology. “Neville’s face was so shocked that he’d won; it was priceless!”

With hammering hearts, they double-checked that their accomplice was still in position before turning the corner. The large ornate mirror that dominated the far wall reflected their drawn faces as they drew near. Intoning the password the Map had supplied, the mirror swung forward to admit them into the caved in passage the Weasley twins had pointed out so many years before.

It took Harry a moment to note that it was not necessary to light their wands as a number of iron brackets along the disused passage were already aglow. Hermione’s nod confirmed that her safeguards were still in place before Ron allowed the mirror to shut behind them, effectively eliminating their only escape route. Harry had proposed that they meet beyond the first turn, just before the caved in portion. Hermione established a hasty shield bubble around the exit to slow down anyone attempting a quick getaway, but with the other safeguards that she had used, it was probably redundant.

They tiptoed to the first bend and then Ron boldly stepped forth, wand at the ready. He nodded to the other two that it was safe to proceed. Waiting on a small stone bench was Severus Snape, his wand held forth in his upturned palm.

“Accio wand,” Ron commanded. Handing Snape’s wand to Hermione for safekeeping, Ron warily stepped closer to his quarry as the others backed him up.

“Please stand,” Ron demanded as Snape dutifully obeyed. With a long swirling motion of his wand, Ron invoked the spell that would check for other weaponry. A tingle at the end of his wand alerted him to possible trouble.

“Everyone back,” Ron ordered. “He’s still armed.”

“You must mean this,” Snape drawled contemptuously as he removed a dainty pocketknife from the breast of his tan frock coat. He held it out in his palm for Ron to summon as well. “You may have custody of it temporarily, but I will need it to destroy the object. Its blade is dull as can be; it’s hardly a weapon.”

Ron performed another swipe with his wand and then announced that Snape was clean.

“Did you bring the object?” Snape’s dark eyes seethed as he looked directly at Harry, ignoring the others. “It will help if you place it on that table there.”

Snape pointed to a small square table that Harry was certain had not been in the corridor when he had inspected it earlier today. Come to think of it, the bench that Snape had been sitting upon hadn’t been there, either.

Catching the import of Harry’s glance, Snape offered, “I took the liberty of making the surroundings a bit more comfortable for our purposes. I hope you don’t mind.” The acid in his tone suggested that he didn’t much care one way or the other.

Not taking his eyes from Snape’s face, Harry gently placed the towel wrapped bundle on the faded tabletop. Snape made as if to lunge for it almost immediately, but was forestalled by a pair of wands pointed menacingly at his chest.

“Not so fast,” Harry warned with deadly intent. “I’ll allow you to see that it’s the correct object, but you are not to take one step closer to it until I agree. Do we understand one another?”

“But of course.” Snape bowed with a disdainful flourish.

Harry could actually feel the charged particles of distrust in the air. It was hard to believe that this was the same man who had guided his hand with unerring accuracy towards the documents pertaining to Lupin’s potion. With deliberate slowness, Harry eased the soft dragon-hide gloves over his hands before flipping back the edges of the towel to reveal the worn cover of the Potions book. He turned to the back cover and held up the flyleaf that had been inscribed as “Property of the Half-Blood Prince.”

“Does that convince you?” he shot back at Snape.

“It appears to be the genuine article,” Snape acquiesced in a sullen tone.

“Tell me how one goes about destroying Horcruxes,” Harry demanded. “I want to hear the theory before I allow you to demonstrate.”

Snape sighed in resignation. “You’ll permit me a bit of comfort then,” he announced silkily as he resumed his earlier position on the bench, crossing one leg over the other. “Certain objects share a resonance of sorts with the Horcrux. When you bring them into close proximity, you can sense their barely contained anticipation. It may be a bit of vibration or the object may inexplicably become hot or cold to the touch. Go ahead and try it with the little switchblade,” Snape urged.

Warily, Ron placed the captured switchblade in the palm of Harry’s glove. Harry did not close his hand over it in case it became necessary to drop it quickly. Instead, he simply held his palm an inch or so above the book cover.

“It’s like a buzzing sensation without the accompanying sound,” he agreed to Snape’s satisfied nod.

Ron and Hermione followed suit, each protecting his or her hand with one of the gloves.

“How did you identify the complimentary object?” Hermione asked doggedly. “Please tell me it isn’t a totally random occurrence.”

“Not entirely,” Snape addressed her for the first time. “Nor it is a unique relationship, either, so it won’t be like looking for a needle in a haystack. Many objects exist that could potentially destroy a given Horcrux, but you still have to locate the potentials.”

“How? Still sounds pretty random to me,” Hermione returned.

“It will be an object that shares some sort of tie with the Horcrux, be it that it was property of the person who was killed, something associated with the memory that may be trapped within, a similarity in materials or usage. Any sort of potential tie. It’s rather like the association that a person exhibits with his Patronus.”

“But that could be anything--” Ron sighed.

“Sounds like a potentially daunting task to me.” Harry was unconvinced.

“Not when you consider all the possibilities,” Snape returned with obvious impatience. “For instance, the Potions book in question was imbued with the memory of my late wife--” Hermione’s gasp echoed in the narrow passage. “”hence, an object that belonged to her could be used to effect the destruction. It just so happens that the only souvenir I kept was the small switchblade.”

“What if you hadn’t kept that?” Harry threw at him. “What then?”

“Then I would have explored a different avenue,” Snape growled. “Since the object is a Potions book, a knife used to chop ingredients or even a caustic solution may have done the trick. What’s more, they could still do the trick. It’s not a unique relationship. It’s rather like a lock that has multiple keys scattered all over the place. Not every key will work, but many will.”

“Where is this information contained?” Hermione took an oblique tack. “If I wanted to verify the truth of your words, where would I go to find this explanation?”

Snape laughed derisively. “If you had access to such dark writings, you wouldn’t have gone through all the machinations to get me here. Really, Ms. Granger, how stupid do you really think I am?”

“Obviously, your answer implies that I’m the stupid one!” Hermione’s temper was barely in check.

Snape chuckled with triumph.

“Don’t let him get his jollies at your expense, Hermione,” Harry soothed. “Severus doesn’t get out to play as often as he once did.”

Harry heard the sharp intake of breath from both Ron and Hermione. Such words would surely have gotten him detention until the next millennium when he had been Snape’s student, but that was no longer their dynamic.

Instead, Snape smirked as he looked Harry up and down appraisingly. “So the puppy has teeth after all,” he remarked softly.

“Enough talk, show us how it’s done,” Harry barked, taking a small step back from the table to allow Snape to close in with grim determination.

“May I?” Snape leered as he held out his hand expectantly.

Checking that the blade was indeed dull with tarnish, Harry gently placed the small switchblade into Snape’s unturned palm. Then he took another cautionary step backwards, seeing Ron and Hermione do the same out of the corner of his eye.

Snape stood motionless for a few long moments, taking slow deep breaths to steel his resolve. Almost tenderly, he removed the towel that encased the Potions book and hesitated once more. Slowly Snape’s features became fixed like stone as his eyes shone with a maniacal light. With an incoherent yell, he plunged the open switchblade into the book, grimacing as he twisted the blade forcefully as if to extract maximum pain.

The candles in the brackets faltered momentarily but when they returned, it was as if they could not hold back the darkness as before. The feeling of menace that rose like a miasma from the tabletop made the pores in Harry’s skin tingle unpleasantly. From the wound that Snape had inflicted in the book’s cover, the pages seemed to blacken and curl back to expose an oily, noxious black liquid beneath. The surface of the liquid frothed and then began to boil, releasing a strange sparkling vapor into the air of the enclosed passage. Harry felt the vapor sting his eyes as he raised a hand to cover his nose and mouth instinctively. In hindsight, he wished they had planned for a better ventilated area.

Snape stood as still as a statue, rooted to the spot expectantly as he held both fists at his side. Harry heard the unmistakable sounds of sobbing coming from the tattered remnants of the book. The sound grew louder and then garbled voices joined in. Without any warning, a burst of dark light shone forth. Imposed upon the inky backdrop was the figure of a young woman bound in chains and struggling against her captors. Harry recognized her from the photograph in the Daily Prophet archives.

“Constance,” Snape breathed involuntarily.

“Severus, please,” she implored through eyes that seemed impossibly large. “Promise them anything, just make them stop!”

“They will not stop no matter what I say.” Snape’s unmistakable baritone sprang from the sinister recording. His voice sounded ragged as if he had been shouting for hours on end.

There was a brief shuffle where the image wavered and then a man threw himself prostrate at Constance’s feet, grabbing her ankles in supplication. Two black hooded figures materialized out of the shadows and yanked the man to his knees, dragging him forcibly away. A brief view of the man’s tear stained face showed that it was Snape in his early twenties.

Constance continued to struggle as if she was trying to twist herself into a pretzel, her cries and words becoming more desperate as it slowly dawned on her that these beasts were not going to set her free.

Not being able to bear the scene any longer, Harry looked at Snape askance, recognizing the man’s humanity for the first time. With a look that mirrored his younger self, it was clear that Snape was capable of profound grief. By the jagged breaths he was taking, Harry sensed that the man was on the brink of his endurance when confronted by the memory before him. A memory with which Voldemort had sought to leash him by entrusting the Horcrux into his care. It was the act of a manipulative monster.

“Turn away,” Harry urged softly. “There’s nothing to be accomplished by torturing yourself all over again.”

Tears were streaming down Hermione’s face as she took a step towards her former teacher, reaching out a comforting hand to his arm.

“Don’t do this to yourself, Professor,” she whispered. “The past is beyond our reach.”

Snape made as if to take Hermione’s hand but was forestalled by the wails of Constance’s ghostly image before him. Peripherally, Harry saw the flash of green light and Constance’s body was still. As her captors allowed her lifeless form to sink to the ground, the modern day Snape staggered as if he could no longer keep his own balance. He caught himself on the edge of the table with knuckles straining white.

As the image faded to black a disembodied voice issued forth, “See, my Prince, don’t let it be said that I failed to show you mercy…”

Harry caught Ron and Hermione looking at him with the same question in their eyes. Grimly, Harry nodded that they were correct: he recognized it as Voldemort’s voice.

Its fury finally spent, the parchment and leather that had once been the Half-Blood Prince’s book crumbled to ashes before their eyes. The only reminder of what they had just witnessed was the tiny switchblade still trembling where its dull blade had been wedged into the wood by the force of Snape’s rage.

“Now you see why,” Snape whispered through papery lips, his eyes still burning feverishly. “No one is safe while such madness holds sway over any of our countrymen.”

Not looking at any of them, Snape turned as if to go deeper within the passage although a small avalanche could be seen blocking the slightly sloping corridor. Harry wiggled the knife blade free and solemnly held it out to him. Wordlessly, Snape slipped it into his pocket.

“Hermione, please release the wards to allow him safe passage,” Harry requested.

Hermione made as if to say something but then relented. Inexplicably, Snape still headed woodenly in the direction of the cave in. Harry motioned for both Ron and Hermione to let him be, wondering whether the man was heading into his own private purgatory. Three steps from the edge of the rock fall, Snape hesitated and held his hands out before him. He whipped around and leveled a murderous look upon Hermione.

“What would the field do to me if I passed through?” he demanded, his voice like ice.

Hermione gulped noticeably and then answered, “Marked you for easy recognition. Marked you in such a manner that it could not be erased, only hidden under a mask. Even the effect of Polyjuice Potion would be hindered somewhat.”

“Like you did to the little sneak who betrayed Dumbledore’s Army?” Snape sneered.

Hermione nodded defiantly. “Except that in your case, it would have branded you as a traitor.”

Snape’s rage flared momentarily and the three of them instinctively took a step back.

“Do not think you have seen me broken,” he hissed. “I only did what needed to be done “ as I have always done, regardless of the consequences to my own happiness.”

With a contemptuous flick of his wrist, he collapsed the remnants of Hermione’s hex and sent it back in her direction accompanied by a sharp sting, all without the use of a wand. While she was still rubbing the unpleasant sensation from her palms, he reached up to pluck empty air with his fingers. In the blink of an eye, Snape held his wand triumphantly aloft.

“There was no need for that!” Ron protested. “We would have--”

“You would have what?” Snape turned on him like a coiled spring. “Do you think I want your useless pity?”

“You mistake compassion for pity,” Hermione returned softly, daring to bare her true sentiments before him. “There was no need for you to turn around and bite us.”

“Why?” Harry asked tonelessly. Ultimately, it was the crux of the issue.

Snape advanced dangerously and held his wand almost to Harry’s chin. Harry did not allow himself to flinch or to raise his own wand in retaliation, although he could tell that both Ron and Hermione were within a hair of stupefying the man.

“Because as I told you before, it is what I do best. The old, familiar ways are my one last comfort.”

Turning on his heel, Snape strode resolutely towards the rockslide and with a disdainful flourish of his wand, collapsed the boulders into rubble. By the time the dust cleared in the narrow passage, he was nearly halfway to a pinpoint of light in the far distance.

Ron made as if to go in pursuit, but Harry laid a hand on his arm to hold him back.

“Let him go, Ron,” Harry suggested wearily. “Leave him alone with his grief.”







“You know this proves nothing!” Hermione argued.

“He could’ve had us at any time that he pleased but he didn’t,” Ron returned. “Doesn’t that count for anything?”

Harry listened to Ron and Hermione try to make sense of what they had just witnessed, knowing that they needed to bounce their ideas off one another before coming to a conclusion. Sitting down on the stone bench in the corridor, he watched the dwindling figure of Severus Snape until it was momentarily silhouetted against the light and then disappeared from view. He supposed that they should collapse another bit of ceiling to reseal the passage, but it seemed like too much effort at the moment.

“What part of his performance do you think was artifice and what do you think was genuine?” Hermione posed.

“That’s always the question, isn’t it?” Ron observed dryly. “It’s always left up to our interpretation. He can never be straight with anyone. Notice how he didn’t even deign Harry’s direct question with an answer!”

“Yes, he did, Ron,” Harry interjected quietly. “He just doesn’t think that he has to spell everything out all the time.”

“But doesn’t he care how people will perceive him?” Hermione argued.

“Not one whit,” Harry replied. “What’s more, if you truly wish to deconstruct Snape, assume that everything he did and said today was true.”

“But he totally contradicted himself--” Ron objected.

“No, he didn’t, he just feels that the debt that he owes to his first wife can only be repaid with his own suffering,” Harry explained dispassionately. “Perhaps he can finally bury some of those nightmares now that he’s destroyed the Horcrux.”

“Harry, did you say first wife?” Ron gaped.

“Yes. As far as I know, Snape is currently married to his second wife -- or at least he was a year ago.”

“Who in their right mind would marry such a greasy “ I mean, troubled man?” Ron exclaimed.

“That, I cannot answer,” Harry remarked. “It may be one of the teachers here, for all I know, or it may just be someone who lives nearby.”

“Where does this passage lead? Does the Map show it?” Hermione asked urgently.

“From the general direction, to the service gates at the back of the school,” Ron speculated. “Where they bring in goods that the house-elves are unable to transport magically.”

Harry nodded. “Ginny told me that’s how they bring in the draft horses for sleighs in the winter.”

“It does make a certain kind of sense.” Hermione’s voice sounded like she was in urgent pursuit of an elusive idea. “His clothes all looked so nicely pressed and elegant. Hardly the look of a man who was a fugitive or even living by himself.”

“How did you have time to notice that?” Ron scowled.

“Think about it, Ron,” Harry urged. “Surely, you noticed that he wasn’t wearing his funereal black attire.”

“Yeah, but…”

“She just noticed a few more details. What else does your practiced eye tell us, Hermione?” Harry asked with sudden interest.

“His clothing looked like it was vintage, but it could just have been tailor-made to his specifications,” Hermione offered. “The fabric of his jacket was unusually soft and supple.”

“Forget the clothing,” Ron hastened. “Aren’t you worried about how he got onto school grounds in the first place?”

“The same way he’s been managing it since fall, I suspect,” Harry allowed.

“You didn’t report him to the Headmistress?” Hermione was outraged.

“He did in the fall, it was during the Quidditch match.” Ron defended his best friend.

“Hermione, please follow my reasoning here,” Harry implored. “Not long after the first sighting, Lupin makes a magical map for the Headmistress. A map that shows areas where students have restricted access, such as teachers’ offices and the like. Why should I continue to act as her sentry when she can watch Snape’s comings and goings for herself?”

“You mean… all this time… he’s been right under our noses,” Hermione sputtered.

“I overheard McGonagall say to members of the Order that she was laying a trap for him and was waiting for him to make a mistake.”

“Snape doesn’t strike me as the type that makes mistakes, mate,” Ron cautioned.

“He would if he got over-confident,” Hermione countered. “And he’s always had an overabundance of ego.”

Belatedly, Harry unfolded the Marauder’s Map to check on the status of the Circus Maximus. Other than the dots in the truncated passage that represented the three of them, only Hagrid and Filch could be identified at the Great Doors and at the door to the side courtyard, respectively. After a bit of searching, he located Mrs. Norris patrolling the vestibule that led to the greenhouses in her usual desultory manner.

“Match must be running long,” Hermione commented as she checked Ron’s watch.

“Ole Reg was announcing a brief intermission when I slipped out,” Ron supplied.

“Do you think we have time to sneak back into the arena? Maybe pretend like we were sitting someplace else?” Hermione suggested.

“Too risky,” Ron replied. “Someone could still see us come in and wonder where we’ve been all this time.”

“Somehow we’re still going to have to blend in with the crowd,” Hermione remarked. “We can’t all fit under Harry’s Cloak anymore, can we?”

After a bit more deliberation, it was decided that as soon as the spectators started pouring out of the Room of Requirement, Ron and Hermione would station themselves on the bench just around the corner from the mirror. The first students coming that way could “accidentally” interrupt them, and after a bit of embarrassment (they wouldn’t have to dissemble too much at this point), they would allow themselves to be swept away in the direction of Gryffindor Tower.

“That will leave you free to use the Cloak,” Ron assured Harry.

“Does that plan meet with your approval, Harry?” Hermione asked as she noticed Harry was just staring blindly at the packed dirt floor. “Are you all right?”

“You’ve been awful quiet, mate,” Ron remarked with a note of concern.

Harry looked up as if he could hardly remember where they were. “I’m sorry,” he mumbled weakly. “All I can think about is Ginny…”

“Come on, pal, I’m sure she managed to squeak out a victory,” Ron scoffed.

“Ron, I’m not sure that’s what he meant at all. Did you, Harry?” Hermione sat down on the bench and gently laid a compassionate hand on Harry’s shoulder. When he didn’t turn to look in her direction, she ploughed ahead. “Is this what you fear happening to Ginny?”

Harry felt the breath catch in his throat, afraid that acknowledging the possibility of such a thing would only make it seem like more of a threat. After a long pause, he finally nodded his head morosely.

“I can’t just disown it as a bit of paranoia anymore, can I?” he moaned desolately as he buried his head in his hands.

“That would never happen,” Ron asserted.

“Why not, Ron?” Harry lashed out. “Because you think it’s too monstrous a possibility?”

“I don’t think that’s what he--” Hermione attempted, only to be cut off.

“He did it to his own ranking members, to those from who he wanted to extract loyalty. What could possibly prevent Voldemort from doing the same to me? He hates me!” Harry squeezed his eyes shut in pain.

Harry was so distraught, he could not recall later how he had managed to find his way back to the common room. As the sconce cycled closed behind him, he heard the roar of the crowd drifting up from the Entrance Hall. Vaguely, he wondered about the outcome of the contest.







Hermione stuck her head past the sconce long enough to advise Harry that he had a visitor. One look at Colin Creevey’s face told the whole story: he had not been successful with the old photographs of Harry’s parents.

“We did the best we could, Harry,” Colin supplied with an apologetic smile. “I developed a few others from the negatives of the Halloween Ball if you needed to fill in some gaps. Muggle photographs are generally a lot less sensitive to climate extremes.”

“Please convey my thanks to Dennis as well,” Harry offered in parting, feeling an inexplicable flatness behind his eyes.

He started listlessly at the box before him, inwardly shuddering at what sorts of horrors the destruction of his beloved photo album would bring forth. Luckily, Hermione had understood that he did not feel much like socializing and had offered to make his excuses at Neville’s victory party in the main Gryffindor common room.

His dark thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the sconce opening once again. He leaned over the back of the sofa expectantly at the sight of Ginny’s graceful form.

“Ron said I might find you up here!” she announced with a sparkle. “I brought you some relief for your upset stomach.”

Harry regarded the golden goblet that she set on the table before him with trepidation. True, the smell wafting towards his nose was curiously appealing, but the billowing smoke from its surface made him hesitate.

Seeing his ambivalence, Ginny urged gently, “What you smell is ichor of licorice. Its effect is so soothing that half the revelers in the common room are lounging about like a bunch of Lotus-Eaters! Slughorn claims it will make your stomach pleasantly relax as well.”

Harry smiled as he confided, “I believe you, Ginny, only it smokes just like the Wolfsbane Potion that Snape used to deliver to Remus when I was a third-year. At the time, I was convinced that Snape was systematically poisoning his rival for the Dark Arts post.”

Ginny giggled at the image. “It’s not so easy to poison a werewolf. Most things that would knock the rest of us flat have little or no effect on them. Other than Tonks, who didn’t care for the taste, Remus is the only one still bouncing around downstairs “ and he’s been downing this stuff like there’s no tomorrow.”

“What about the Crane twins?” Harry suggested wickedly.

“They’re not at the party, unfortunately. Otherwise, I would have ladled the entire punch bowl down their throats personally!”

Harry laughed in spite of himself, glad that she had come to cheer him up. Feeling like an insensitive clod, he wondered again about the final result of the dueling match. He was not sure how she would react if he admitted he hadn’t been present.

She saved him the embarrassment by volunteering, “So aren’t you going to congratulate me on my hard-won victory?” She swirled around so that he could see that she was wearing a tunic made up of diaphanous white layers; only her white stretchy top underneath kept it from being overly revealing. “I left the circlet of gold leaves decorating Neville since he’d won the earlier match.”

“I suppose it would be bad form to issue you a challenge, then?” Harry whispered as he drew her close.

“Not unless you’re willing to be carved up for barbecue!” she breathed in his ear.
Chapter 55 Tonks' Tea Party by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry concludes he’d rather have the Gringott’s goblins working for him and not the other way around; Harry helps Tonks through a stressful time; Tonks agrees to test the latest Weasley product.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 55
Tonks’ Tea Party

Hastily, Harry separated the old photographs from the newer ones that Colin had delivered. He tucked the old ones into the front cover of his parent’s photo album to be inserted later “ he couldn’t bear to even think about that now.

As he slipped the new photos into his bureau drawer, his hand brushed against the letter from the Gringott’s estate agent that he had squirreled away unopened. Today was as good a day as any to tackle that onerous beast, Harry told himself as he carefully broke the seal. He settled himself on the window ledge to read by the warm morning rays.

The letter was perfunctory, but it did provide him with the information concerning the disposition of the Potter estate (land, house, and contents) as specified in his parents’ will. It stipulated that half was to go to him; the other half to be divided among Misters Black, Lupin and Pettigrew. Although it was disconcerting that a portion had been bequeathed to his parents’ betrayer, Harry had long ago steeled himself for such a possibility. It was particularly fitting that the official record still listed Pettigrew as deceased. Without a shred of remorse, Harry decided that he would just follow Lupin’s lead in that respect. In a perverted way, he was doing Pettigrew a favor by allowing him to remain anonymous.

In the light of their most current information, the estate agent warranted that five-sixths of the estate should now belong to Harry, with a one-sixth portion being allotted to Lupin. Harry was not sure that he agreed with the goblin’s reasoning despite all its legal precedents. He pulled out a blank sheet of parchment to draft his response, keeping in mind the Headmistress’ advice.

In no uncertain terms, he indicated that it was his intention to uphold his parents express desire that he maintain only a one-half interest in the estate with the other half to be distributed among their closest friends. Considering that neither Mr. Black nor Mr. Pettigrew were in a position to claim their portion (he was very mindful of his wording in this part), the remaining half should be conveyed in its entirety to Mr. Lupin. Recalling that it might be generations before the Fidelius Charm was released, he added a provision that would allow for Lupin’s portion to be passed on to his heirs in the event that he was unable to claim it personally.

Knowing that Remus was likely to see things differently, Harry pondered long and hard before he was satisfied with his coup de grâce. He smiled broadly at the words on the parchment before him:

Moreover, it is my express intent that neither Gringott’s nor its employees convey, in any shape or form, that the wording of the final will and testament of James and Lily Potter allows for any other distribution of the assets. In all cases, the provisions contained within this letter are to be presented as their own conclusions, without any qualifiers whatsoever. The contents of this letter to remain confidential without my express written permission to the contrary.


Applying a quick-dry charm to the ink, Harry scooped up the parchment and set off for the Headmistress’ office. He was not certain that she would be present on a Sunday, but he was willing to give it a try. He was pleasantly surprised when McGonagall answered his knock almost immediately.

“I’ve drafted a response to Gringott’s that could use witnessing,” Harry explained the reason for his visit.

If McGonagall was surprised, she did not show it as she stacked the other papers on her desk to the side.

“Do you wish to maintain the confidentiality of the document?” she inquired briskly. “We can cover the body--”

“That won’t be necessary, Headmistress,” Harry interrupted in a polite tone. “Although I’m trusting you to respect the confidentiality, I would prefer that you review my words to see if they are adequate.”

McGonagall adjusted the square frames of her reading glasses and took up the document. When she had finished reading, she looked at Harry directly.

“I believe everything is in order,” she concurred. “The curt nature of your sentences will convince them that you mean business. Might I ask how you managed to affect the tone so flawlessly?”

“Promise you won’t laugh.” Harry smiled indulgently. “I imagined Severus Snape dictating the words to me.”

McGonagall tried to hide her smile as she replied in a more businesslike manner, “Very imaginative. You did an admirable job of countering any arguments that Remus might raise.”

“I’ve just seen to it that he inherits half of my parents’ estate; it shouldn’t surprise you that I’m familiar with how his mind works.”

“He will still protest…”

“But he won’t be successful,” Harry asserted.

The Headmistress nodded her approval then turned a more grandmotherly gaze in his direction. “You have been very generous,” she commented softly.

“He’s been very generous with me -- in ways that required a lot more effort than just writing a letter,” Harry replied candidly. “What’s more, I expect that he and Tonks will be starting a family soon and a spot of land might come in handy.”

“Don’t you plan on having a family of your own, Harry?” McGonagall asked with a twinkle to her eye.

“Eventually, but I suspect Remus will beat me to it.”

“I suspect you’re right about that,” McGonagall added with a small chuckle.

“Besides, that tract of land will have a lot more meaning for him than it does for me. Let him continue with the legacy of the Marauders “ he’s certainly earned that right through blood and tears.”






He lifted up his head at the soft knock on the door frame to find Hermione looking at him expectantly.

“Colin told me about the problems with the photos,” she began in a sympathetic tone.

Harry closed the photo album where he had been replacing the weathered photographs of his parents and rose from the desk. He handed her the new photos that Colin had completed. “Here are the new ones.”

“You know, his idea of starting an album of your own isn’t a bad one…” Hermione recommended.

“I just hate to lose the last little bit I have of my parents.” Harry sighed gloomily. “It’s as if I have no history.”

“Make your own, chum.” Ron smiled as he joined them. “There are thousands of people in the world who would love to divest themselves of their past.”

“Have them come talk to me, then.” Harry’s laugh had a bitter edge to it. “Trust me, it’s overrated.”

“Some of these are quite good,” Hermione raved as she flipped through the new photos. “Do you have another album?”

“Nope.”

“I bet we can get one via owl service,” she suggested sagely.

Seeing that no one else was about, Ron broached the subject that had been weighing on everyone’s mind.

“Have you given any thought to how we might destroy the album Horcrux?”

Harry shrugged noncommittally. “The only thing I have of theirs is the album itself.”

“What about asking Lupin?” Hermione posed helpfully. “He shared the house with your parents before their death. Maybe he had some little memento, something of theirs that got accidentally mixed up with his own belongings.”

“Other than the fact that I don’t want to give him any clues about our Horcrux project,” Harry began gingerly, “I suspect that all of his personal belongings were still in the house the night that Voldemort attacked.”

Ron nodded to indicate that he agreed with Harry’s analysis. “That’s consistent with the tale I heard while growing up: mainly that Lupin lost everything the night that Harry’s parents were killed. I think my parents meant that in every way.”

Inspired by a new idea, Hermione proposed, “Wouldn’t the Potters have had a house-elf?”

“Dunno.” Harry shrugged.

“But it would make sense, mate,” Ron agreed. “Perhaps Dobby would know.”

For the first time ever, though, Dobby was less than helpful.

“Dobby is most aggrieved, sir, but Dobby was never privileged to meet the Potters’ house-elf. My former master was not on very good terms with the Potters.”

“But did they have a house-elf, Dobby? Can you at least confirm that?” Harry urged gently.

Dobby turned his orb-like eyes in Harry’s direction as he nodded dismally. “Yes, Harry Potter. Dobby remembers that his mother, Dilby, used to speak of her.”

“Do you remember her name by any chance?” Hermione inquired with a soft smile. “It’s very important, Dobby.”

Dobby nodded tearfully and squeaked, “Her name was Sukie, but she passed away long before I came to work at Hogwarts. Sukie was already getting on in years when her house exploded, sir. My mum said she was never the same after that.”

“So the Potters had made provisions for her to work at Hogwarts in the event of their deaths?” Ron asked politely.

“That is standard procedure, sir, when there are no magical heirs or the heirs will not be residing with magical folk.”

“Would it be possible to contact your mother, Dobby?” Harry appealed.

Dobby burst out in tears. “Dilby is dead, too, sir. Mr. Malfoy was ever so cruel to her. She died long before Sukie did!” With a handkerchief that could practically serve him as a cloak, Dobby wiped his bulbous eyes before Disapparating shakily.






The full moon was less than one week away. Based on the cryptic information that Tonks had relayed, it did not appear that they were going to give Lupin any potion at all, not even the basic Wolfsbane version. Granted, the medical studies had recommended such a respite to allow for a full recovery but it was a risky choice under the circumstances. Harry was gratified to learn that the Headmistress held Lupin’s personal well-being in such high regard, even though they would need to be extremely careful. Luckily in this instance, the night in question fell at the weekend so it would be easier to keep from being discovered.

As the day of the full moon approached, Lupin grew more apprehensive and restless. Though he assured Harry that he had been through this hundreds of times, his uneasiness was palatable every time he let down his guard.

Tonks was putting a brave face on it as well, laughing a little too loudly at her student’s jokes and trying to appear as if nothing was amiss when she was in the same room as her husband. After she’d tripped over her footstool and bruised her hip on the same desk corner numerous times during class, Harry felt that he needed to come to her rescue.

“Tonks, would you like to sit a vigil with me on Friday night? I’m certain we can see the Whomping Willow from the far window in the Transfiguration classroom “ the one with the window seat.”

Tonks beamed at Harry and nodded eagerly. “We can bring pillows and everything!”

“Remus doesn’t lock his classroom, does he?” Harry asked as a possible roadblock occurred to him.

“Just the aerie,” Tonks assured him. “Just in case, though, I know where he keeps his keys; he’s very mindful of things like that.”

“If Filch catches me out after curfew, though, you’ll have to be my alibi,” Harry warned.

She grinned. “He’ll have to catch us first!”






At the predetermined hour, Harry waited for Tonks to join him as he watched the approaching twilight through the courtyard windows of Lupin’s darkened classroom. He had convinced the Layettes to loan him the Omnioculars for some “bird-watching” and was thus able to clearly distinguish the small figures of Lupin and Tonks as they strolled hand-in-hand around the lake. It was not unusual for them to take a sunset stroll so their actions were not likely to arouse any suspicions. He was surprised, though, when Lupin pulled Tonks into the deep shadows for an extended embrace. He had to remind himself that without a low light filter, he would not be able to see them himself. Harry moved to the far window to watch them walk together up the slope to the front doors and then break apart, Lupin waving jauntily as he veered in the direction of the Whomping Willow.

The shadows were deepening quickly as the last ruddy glow seemed to melt into the horizon. Harry felt Tonks’ hand on his arm as he observed an indistinct feline shape detach itself from the shadows and slink among the tree roots in Lupin’s wake. He handed the Omnioculars to her so she could see for herself.

Harry settled himself among the pillows in the window seat so that he was facing Tonks, but it was just too difficult to keep watch from that angle. In the end, they arranged themselves shoulder to shoulder to both observe the tree comfortably. Harry laid his wand on the window sill so that it would be handy in an emergency. The wooden sill had a slight indentation that was perfectly suited to his purpose.

It had not come as a shock to him when Lupin declined to set a Friday afternoon session for the two of them. After exchanging a few words of moral support before Lupin excused himself to take a short nap, Harry grabbed the opportunity for a quick rest even though he’d forced himself to stay in bed until almost noon that morning in preparation.

Tonks did not have quite as much flexibility in her schedule. Harry suspected that once she wound down, sheer exhaustion would likely take over. He had taken the precaution of casting a muffliato charm so they could speak normally without risking Filch’s suspicions. Harry had dodged the man enough throughout the years to know that, unless a light or noise alerted him of trouble, he generally did not check classrooms whose doors were closed.

They munched on the sandwiches that Harry had obtained from the kitchen, but both of them were too keyed up to eat properly. As the hour of midnight approached, he could see that Tonks would soon be nodding off as he adjusted himself so that he could ease her gently to the other side of the seat cushion if necessary.

The last thing Harry remembered was the orange orb of the full moon finally cresting the top of the Whomping Willow. Its thrashing branches rustled sinuously in the breeze, casting dancing shadows across the lawn.






Harry felt a heavy hand fall on his shoulder and he quickly fumbled for his wand. He straightened his glasses with his wrist as his other hand seemed to be buried under Tonks’ shoulder.

Through a fog, he heard, “No need to worry, Harry. It’s only me,” in Lupin’s familiar voice, although it seemed more gravelly than usual.

At the flash of a wand tip, his eyes flew open to find Lupin kneeling by the window seat, Tonks’ wand in his hand. It was still dark outside but the moon had already set; it must be close to daybreak.

“When I didn’t find Tonks in the residence, I had a feeling I would find her here.” Lupin smiled lopsidedly. “Minerva’s still curled up asleep in the Shrieking Shack.”

“I’m so glad to see you, Remus,” Harry whispered so as not to wake Tonks. Suddenly, he was embarrassed that Lupin’s wife was practically curled up in his lap. “Please excuse how this looks…”

“Don’t worry about it, I’m hardly presentable myself.”

Harry noticed that there were leaves and shards of bark intertwined in Lupin’s hair and that there were a number of scratches on his face and hands. He was dressed differently than last night which explained why his clothing seemed so clean in comparison. Noticing the import of Harry’s searching glance, Lupin volunteered that Tonks had insisted on packing an extra set of clothing in his rucksack and it had certainly come in handy.

“Some of what I had on last night may be destined for the dustbin, I’m afraid.”

“What about tonight, Remus? Will you have to go through this again?” Harry asked with concern, noticing the haggard look on Lupin’s face.

“Probably not, but I expect all my muscles and joints will ache fiercely once the moon rises again. The pain is always amplified at first when you discontinue the Wolfsbane treatment.”

“Was it really terrible?” Harry had to ask, even though he knew he was treading on personal ground.

“Nothing I’m not painfully familiar with.” Lupin shrugged with a haunted look to his features. “Come, you need to be back in your dormitory before anyone discovers you. Who knows what Filch would misconstrue from this little scene. I need to get Tonks back to the residence as well and the closest access is from my office down the hall.”

With Harry’s assistance, Lupin was able to scoop Tonks into his arms. Dreamily, she mumbled, “Remus, is that you?” as she cuddled up sleepily with her arms encircling his shoulders.

“It’s me, cherub. Nothing to worry about,” he crooned as Harry quickly retrieved their pillows and other belongings.

Harry held the office door open for them and watched as Lupin lowered Tonks shakily to one of the armchairs by the fire.

“Thanks again, Harry,” Lupin smiled as he caught him up in a one-armed hug. Then turning his attention back to Tonks, he spoke softly in her ear, “Time to wake up, sweetheart. We can only access the residence individually.”

Harry closed the door noiselessly behind him with a great sigh of relief. He thanked the lucky stars that there had been no complications that night.






It was already lunchtime when Harry awoke. The common room was empty, so he wandered down the marble staircase in search of some food and companionship in the Great Hall. Sweeping his gaze over the huddled heads, he did not see either Ron or Hermione at the Gryffindor table. Ginny smiled in his direction and he felt his heart sing in response. With a spring in his step, he quickly squeezed into the empty space next to her.

“How did Apparition classes go this morning?” he asked lamely, not coming up with anything else to say on the spur of the moment.

“It was testing day,” she answered glumly.

“Don’t tell me you didn’t pass?” Harry gasped incredulously. Ginny was second only to Hermione when it came to learning spells quickly and effortlessly.

“I would’ve left them in the dust “ literally,” she scoffed with a certain note of pride. “That pencil-pushing prat, Twycross, wouldn’t even let me sit the exam!”

“Of course, Ginny, my mind must be in my other trousers,” Harry mumbled apologetically. He’d forgotten that only those whose seventeenth birthday fell before today’s date would be allowed to take the qualifying exam. “The same thing happened to me; I had to wait until the summer to take the test as well.”

“Why should I waste their time all over again?” Ginny protested. “I’ve demonstrated to him more than once that I can do the bloody thing perfectly!”

“You could make them regret that they made you wait,” Harry suggested. When Ginny got through with him, Twycross would join the ranks of those who rued the day they’d ever crossed her, Harry smiled inwardly.

“It would be a waste of my time to call him an amateur,” Ginny cried. “The queue for that runs around the block.”

“Why not show him instead?” Harry prompted with a mischievous grin.

“I’m beginning to remember why I like you so much,” she whispered eagerly as she drew close enough that they would not be overheard. “What exactly did you have in mind?”

“Have Tonks teach you the faerie lights variation,” he delivered with conviction.

“Pernicious pumpkins, Harry, that one’s really difficult to pull off!” Ginny sighed. “She makes it look easy, sure, but she transfers from one foot to the other without pause in the middle of the turn. Believe me, I’ve watched it over and over in the instant replay mode.”

“So have her teach you the turn combination first,” Harry urged. “You can practice that just about anywhere. Worry about turning it into an Apparition later: I’m sure that’s how Tonks did it.”

“Well, she does owe me for showing her the spell combinations we use in dueling…”

“Hey, Ginny!” called Alexandra, the newest Gryffindor Beater. “Are you going to plot revolution or play Quidditch today?”

“Will I see you on the field?” Ginny whispered as she jumped up to go change.

“Try to keep me away!” Harry replied happily.






The slight breeze had a tantalizing bite to it as Harry worked his way up into the Quidditch stands. Although it was a clear day, the spring sun was not particularly motivated to come out from behind the whitish clouds. As a result, the wood of the bleachers felt surprisingly cold through the fabric of his corduroy jeans. Belatedly, he wished he’d brought some hot Butterbeer to keep his insides warm.

Still curious about Ron’s and Hermione’s whereabouts, Harry looked for them among the sparse spectators to no avail. He waved to Neville who was sitting with Luna in the Ravenclaw section, noting that they were more involved in preserving body heat than watching the aerial display before them. Ginny was certainly putting them through their drills but it would all come down to how they performed under the gun, Harry concluded. With Slytherin as their opponent, it was impossible to predict what sorts of machinations they would encounter once the match itself was underway.

“Wotcher, Harry!” the tiny figure of Tonks called from the grass below. “Care for some company?”

He smiled and waved her over, greedily eyeing the sports blanket that she had folded under her arm. He was doubly pleased when she revealed that she’d brought a thermos of hot mulled cider as well.

“Don’t tell Remus I borrowed his Muggle artifact,” she said with a grin.

“How is he?” Harry inquired softly even though they were the only ones in the Gryffindor section. Besides themselves, Harry was certain that only the Headmistress and Madam Pomfrey were privy to last night’s events.

“Sound asleep,” Tonks confirmed. “He woke up around lunch time, but Poppy insisted he take a sleeping draught after she’d tended to all his scrapes. She gave me another dose to give him at tea time.”

“He’s not going to be content to just sleep the weekend away,” Harry countered.

“He will if he wants to be recovered enough by Monday that his classes won’t suspect anything’s amiss,” Tonks hissed with conviction. “I don’t think they’ll accept that he spent a wild night clubbing all over London, do you?”

“Not without photographs and totally inappropriate tales to back it up,” Harry snorted. “Has he ever actually done such a thing?”

“You know I can’t tell you that without an obligatory Obliviation!” she returned with a grin. “Want to come along after the end of term? You can bring Ginny.”

“She won’t be old enough until August.” Harry sighed regretfully.

“Don’t even suggest the alternative to Remus; we’ll plan for a date in August!” Tonks giggled merrily.

Seeing that she was in a rather giddy mood, Harry seized the opportunity. “I know it’s not exactly part of the curriculum, but I was hoping you’d help me out with something, Tonks,” he began hesitantly. Emboldened by the mischievous look she shot him, he whispered the special request he’d been secretly nursing for some time.

Tonks’ eyes widened with appreciation. “You would go to that much trouble just to impress a girl!”

“For Ginny,” Harry clarified, “I would go to hell and back.”

“For that, you’d need the Czarina herself!” Tonks laughed. “All right, Harry, I’ll help you out in my own way. I warn you that it’s a rather unconventional approach, though.”

“Whatever it takes.” Harry smiled at his small victory.

“How about we start tomorrow after lunch?”







“Tell me the truth, though, what really brings you out here today, Tonks?” Harry asked as he helped himself to some tea sandwiches. Harry had invited Tonks back to their common room and she had graciously ordered enough for Ron, Hermione and Neville, although none of the others were present at the moment.

“Honestly, I was about to go crazy in the residence! There’re only so many times I can check on Remus without disturbing his hibernation. Believe me, the similarity to a grizzly bear can be quite striking!”

“So you want to hang with us tonight?” Harry offered magnanimously.

“For a while,” Tonks agreed. “I’m going to a Hen Party later.”

“Really?” Harry was intrigued. “Can you tell me more without the Obliviator Squad moving into position?”

Tonks laughed merrily, then explained, “It was all Pomona’s idea, she’s going to borrow Filius’ shot glass chessmen.”

“I didn’t know you played chess.”

“Not much, but there will be other games as well. Minerva granted us one of the nicer private rooms at her disposal, so I expect she’ll be there “ at least for a while.”

At the hollow sound of the stone sconce opening, they looked up to find that Ron and Hermione had returned with an undeniable sense of excitement surrounding them. Ginny made up the rear, her hair still damp from the shower. At the sight of the feast before them, they all drew round and started to help themselves.

“You should join us more often, Tonks,” Ron offered with a broad grin. “This spread is magnificent!”

Both Hermione and Ginny fixed him with a glare worthy of Molly Weasley herself as Tonks broke out in laughter.

“Tonks was just telling us she was invited to a Hen Party tonight,” Harry remarked in an attempt to change the subject.

“Define ‘hens’, please,” requested Ginny with apparent interest.

“I expect that in addition to the Headmistresses, Professors Sinistra, Vector, and possibly Hooch will be in attendance. Madam Pomfrey and Irma Pince, too. Professor Trelawney was invited as well, but she rarely socializes with the rest of us.”

“Madam Pince, as in the librarian?” Hermione asked, her curiosity piqued.

“Absolutely, she’s the most rabid Wizard’s Scrabble player among us. Likes to set the indicator to Middle English just to show off. And I thought Remus was insufferable for playing in French, even though he maintains that’s the only way he can deal with all the extra vowels that seem to fall his way.”

“It could be worse,” Ron added with a fond chuckle. “Fred and George always try to play in German considering they get stuck with all the consonants--”

“”only they don’t speak a word of German!” Ginny finished with a laugh. “The game buzzer goes off constantly to warn them of their infractions.”

“Although a lot of those made-up German-sounding words are pretty hilarious!” Harry interjected remembering the night they had played over the holiday break.

“See, that’s just it,” Tonks complained. “Everyone has an angle when they play Scrabble. As much as I like the game, I’m the one stuck playing in dull old English…”

“Not tonight, you won’t be,” Hermione supplied with a grin as she hastily got up from her armchair. She returned moments later with a box labeled: Wizard’s Scrabble for Dummies and Everyone in Between. “We happen to have a prototype from Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes that’s begging to be tried out. Just give me some feedback to include in my preliminary report and I’ll make sure you get one of the first ones off the production line.”

Tonks excitedly opened the box and reviewed the newest features. Her eyes lit up as she announced, “You can set the individual players to their chosen language or the entire game as a whole “ and it even allows you to change languages in mid-game. New languages options, too, not that I’m any good at Portuguese or Swedish--”

“I’ve seen Fred do those where it only sounds like he’s speaking the language, but it’s really gibberish!” Ron cried merrily.

“You have to know how to spell the words, Ronald; that’s the point of the whole game,” Hermione reminded him.

“Not anymore, you don’t.” Harry looked up from the box lid he was examining. “It says right here: ‘Tired of being branded a moron just because you can’t spell? Let our new spelling wizard magically organize your tiles for you. Just whisper the word into his ear and start adding up your points!’”

“You still have to know whether you have the proper letters to begin with!” Hermione countered as she rolled her eyes.

“Oy, what’s this?” Ron exclaimed as he held up a little wizard figure with a horn stuck in his ear. It was dressed in the same outlandish style that Harry recalled from his first meeting with Dedalus Diggle in the Leaky Cauldron. Despite the seven years he’d had to become accustomed to the eccentricities of the wizarding world, some customs often seemed designed to draw Muggles’ attention instead of the other way around.

Experimentally, Ron blew into the aged wizard’s tiny horn. The figurine immediately screwed up his face in discomfort and shook his head as if to clear it. Peering up with displeasure at the red-headed giant who held him, the wizard harrumphed, “It’s not a musical trumpet, you idiot! No need to blow into it.”

Everyone laughed appreciatively as they struggled to get a closer look. Neville returned through the sconce and was immediately intrigued by the scene before him as he happily munched on a pastry.

“Try some of those German words the twins made up so they could compete with Fleur’s French,” Harry suggested with a crooked grin.

Ginny laughed merrily at the memory of the rousing game they had played once Bill and Fleur had returned from France. The twins’ innovations had broken up the game entirely, causing Fleur to march crossly up to her room to retrieve her French/English dictionary to counter the constant challenges.

After a moment’s hesitation, Ron uttered a few words that sounded vaguely Germanic directly into the tiny wizard’s megaphone. After registering shock on his tiny wizened face, the spelling wizard shot back a long string of invectives in German. The only word which Harry could distinguish was dumbkoff before the crowd dissolved into giggles at Ron’s expense.

“Here, let me try,” Ginny proposed as she shouldered her way to the front. “I can do a reasonable imitation of Fleur.” Flipping her hair back coquettishly, she turned her pert nose up in the air and addressed the spelling wizard in a whispery voice. Harry instantly recognized Fleur’s broken ‘Eenglish’.

The spelling wizard looked up at her with a put upon expression. Then in a broad Texas drawl, he noted dryly, “English isn’t your first language, is it, dearie?”

Much to everyone’s surprise, Neville demanded a turn of his own. “Please,” he begged, “I have a whole host of mangled French passwords courtesy of the Gryffindor first years. The Fat Lady refused to admit them until someone else came behind them with better pronunciation.”

Not knowing much French himself, it was difficult for Harry to judge just how badly the words were being mispronounced. But the last one, issued in a broad Manchester dialect, threw the entire group into hysterics.

“Sacre-bleu!” the figurine bemoaned at he smacked his forehead with his tiny palm.

“Don’t go tiring him out, now,” Tonks scolded playfully as she urged them to repack the game so she could take it with her. “Can’t you see that at his age he’s going to need a nice long nap before he can tackle all the archaic terms that Poppy’s likely to bandy about?”

“Why don’t you just challenge her words?” Hermione suggested sagely. “Make her prove they really exist.”

“That just ends up with my eyes watering from all the dust in those ancient reference books she retrieves from the Restricted Section,” Tonks bemoaned. “I’m hoping the wizard remembers some of the words from his youth and will come to my aid.”

“That thing’s going to go bonkers with the twins’ made-up words!” Harry laughed.

“The game is going to turn into a free-for-all when the Weasley clan plays,” Hermione announced with a mock grimace.

“And how would this be different from the way it is now?” Ron countered holding his stomach.

“Look at this!” Tonks eeked out between her laughter. “There’s even a setting for Muggle slang. That smug librarian is so going down tonight!”

With a quick glance at the mantle clock, Tonks regretted that it was time for her to prepare for the evening’s activities. She quickly said her goodbyes and thanked Hermione profusely for the loan of the Scrabble game.

“Can I keep it long enough to try it out with Remus as well?” Tonks added with a wink. “I’ll put my Muggle slang up against his French any day.”

“Sure, Tonks.” Hermione grinned. “Too bad you can’t set it to French slang, don’t you think?”

“My dad would just love that!” Tonks agreed. “Although, to have him tell it, a lot of the words sound perfectly innocent unless you add the appropriate hand motion.”

“I understand Italian is like that, too!” Hermione laughed. “That may be truly beyond the capacity of the spelling wizard but it’s certainly worth suggesting.”

“If anything, Fred and George will get a kick out of just imagining it,” Ginny agreed.

“Not that those two ever lack for imagination, mind you,” Ron confided to Harry in an undertone.

“Before I forget, Harry,” Tonks volunteered, “I happened to mention your photo woes to Mum and she sent these along for you.” Tonks pulled out an envelope from her jacket pocket. “Turns out she had some old boxes that belonged to Sirius in the attic and it seemed the perfect time to go through them. The last one is from me “ to help you start an album of your own. Ciao!”

With quick hugs all around, Tonks exited onto the marble staircase and waved one last time. The air in the room seemed somehow bereft without her vivacious presence.

Hermione sighed. “I didn’t have the heart to tell her I’ve been tutoring Remus in Muggle slang.”

“That’s news to me!” Ginny giggled. “You don’t think she knows?”

“Maybe, maybe not,” Harry replied. “You know how secretive Remus can be when he wants.”

Once the echo from the sconce had totally died, Neville turned towards the remaining group with a wide grin on his face. “I should have tried one of those words I overheard the second years banding about with puffed up authority.”

“Such as?” Ron urged eagerly.

Neville squeezed his eyes together in concentration then pronounced, “Mastripulate.”

Amid the laughter, Hermione protested, “That’s not a word, that’s an abomination.”

“The cheating alarms would have blared their heads off!” Ron declared happily.

“Only after the spelling wizard blew a fuse!” Ginny cried.

“Next time,” Harry promised Neville.

Hermione added a suggestion of her own. “Next time you overheard such rubbish, use your Head Boy credentials to demand that they use the word in a sentence.”

“Actually, I was going to offer up a definition of my own,” Harry volunteered with a wicked smirk, “were it not for the possibility of being slapped from both directions!”

Immediately catching on to his import, Ginny gave him a level look. “Or hexed into oblivion!” she assured him ominously.

Ron straightened himself proudly as he offered, “You know, Hermione, you might want to suggest that the wizard be available for separate purchase. He’d be a great conversation starter!”

“Already on it!” Hermione acknowledged as she scribbled furiously into her notepad.






“Let’s see the new photos, Harry,” Ginny urged as she plopped herself down on the sofa and patted the cushion next to her.

Harry carefully pulled out the stack of images from the envelope. True, they mostly centered around Sirius, but they were a fair representation of those days when the Marauders were in their youth. There were quite a few shots of them at Hogwarts, some of which even included his mother, Lily. There was even a pose of Sirius, Remus and James with McGonagall in full Head of House regalia that must have been taken on graduation day. Briefly, he wondered whether Pettigrew had been the one to take the photo, but was more intrigued by how dark and full McGonagall’s hair looked outside of her customary bun. There was even a wedding photo which showed Sirius as the best man in the center of the frame with Lily and James flanking him.

“These are absolutely wonderful!” Hermione breathed from the back of the sofa where she was leaning.

“Which is the one that Tonks added?” Ron asked.

“I’m not quite through with it yet,” Ginny stalled as she held the last photo reverently in her hand. It was slightly larger than the others so the details were clearer. Harry noticed that Ginny was devouring it with her eyes.

“Do you know when this was taken, Harry?” Ginny whispered as she leaned on his shoulder.

Harry looked down at the familiar photo of Remus and Tonks dancing circles around each other. In so many ways, it reminded him of the fading photo of his own parents where they had been spinning giddily among the falling leaves, the very photo that he had enshrined in a frame by his bedside. It made him inexplicably sad to think he was going to have to destroy that fragile link to his past.

Returning his attention to Ginny, he replied, “That was at the Headmistress’ holiday party, held the Saturday before the start of winter term.”

“Then you actually got to see them in person.” Ginny sighed as she handed the photo to Ron.

“They stopped by the common room,” Harry answered truthfully, if not exactly accurately.

“Figures I’d miss it,” she observed wistfully.

It was such an uncharacteristic tone for Ginny that Hermione had to respond, “I don’t know what the big deal is. You have a dress almost identical to that except that it’s a peachy shade.”

“How did you manage that, sis?” Ron asked incredulously.

“Tonks’ mum agreed that shade would suit me, so she gave me the dress,” she admitted with a small shrug. “Tonks said she only needed one anyway, and that she definitely didn’t care for the color of the second one.”

Harry thought that Ginny would look just as ravishing as Tonks in such a dress as he tried to adjust the image in his mind to include the proper color. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed that Ginny had reclaimed the photo from Ron and was examining it dreamily once again. As her finger skimmed just over the glossy surface, Harry noted that it was the inky blackness of Lupin’s tuxedo that had so captivated her. He filed that fact away in his mind for safekeeping.
Chapter 56 A Trail of Umbrage by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Two more Horcruxes give up their secrets; emboldened by Hermione, Harry presents the product of his late night musings to Lupin.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.






Chapter 56
A Trail of Umbrage


Try as he might, Harry could no longer control his yawns. With a satisfying fullness courtesy of the splendid tea and sandwiches, his body was demanding recompense for what it had been denied the previous night. Regretfully, Ginny untwined herself from where they had been cuddling before the fire and bid her farewell.

“I promise we’ll spend more time together tomorrow, Gin. I’ll block out the entire evening for you,” Harry promised. “I really didn’t sleep well last night.”

“Then I’d better use tonight to get a head start on my next week’s assignments.” Ginny sighed dramatically as she gave him a last quick peck.

Harry staggered towards his room, his eyes fixed on his dragging feet to help them keep moving. The door was barred by the bodies of Ron and Hermione who each grabbed him by an arm and guided him back into the nearest chair.

“Not so fast, bud,” Ron began. “We have a bit of news for you.”

“Quite important news, as a matter of fact,” Hermione elaborated. “We think we’ve worked out how to destroy Hufflepuff’s Cup!”

Instantly, Harry’s fatigue dissolved. He looked at each of them in turn to indicate that they had his undivided attention.

“Thought that might bring you back to the land of the living.” Ron gave a satisfied nod.

“Maybe a bit of caffeine would help,” Hermione offered as she walked over to the velvet cord.

With thoughts of an invigorating cappuccino dancing through his head, Harry sat back to listen to their accomplishments. Hermione explained how she had reasoned that since the Cup was made of gold, it was a soft enough that it could be hammered or melted. Not wanting to search out alchemy equipment in the Potions dungeon, they had attempted to borrow a sledgehammer from Hagrid but it had been too heavy for either one of them. Once they explained to him that they were seeking to drive a picture hook into the wall, not a fence post into the ground, he took them to Filch’s shed where there were all manner of tools and implements.

“Then he left us the key and told us to be sure to lock up when we were finished. He had an engagement at the Hog’s Head that he didn’t want to miss,” Hermione continued.

“Said we could just return it to him tomorrow, preferably after lunch.” Ron chuckled as he held up an old fashioned wrought iron key. “Turns out just about every type of hammer in that shed starts to get warm in your hands when the Cup is near.”

“But there’s this one in particular that gets so hot you can barely hang onto it,” Hermione added. “Had to borrow an oven mitt from the kitchen elves.”

“You’ve already tested it and everything?” Harry cried. No wonder he’d not seen them all afternoon. “But the Cup is still in the trophy case; I checked on it when I took a shortcut back from the Quidditch pitch.”

“That’s the decoy,” Ron asserted. “Hermione made the substitution late last night.”

“What did you use?” Harry was practically speechless.

“The golden cup that Ginny brought you with punch from the victory party. When I saw it there before the sofa, I was immediately inspired and hid it away in my room until needed,” Hermione admitted with a grin. “It wasn’t too difficult to conjure a pair of handles and some engraving.”

“Brilliant!” Harry breathed excitedly. “That was bloody brilliant! Let’s go destroy the thing!”

“Wait a minute, mate,” Ron cautioned. “Get a bit of espresso in you and your motor goes into overdrive.”

“What’s to keep Lupin from showing up unexpectedly? With Tonks at the Hen Party, he’s bound to be at loose ends,” Hermione warned.

“Lupin won’t be a problem tonight,” Harry stated succinctly.

“Unless you two are no longer on speaking terms, I suspect he will,” Ron countered.

Choosing his words carefully, Harry explained, “I’m not really supposed to say anything, but Lupin is laid up for the evening “ lingering reaction to the full moon. That’s why Tonks is doing her best to stay out of his hair.”

“It’s not serious, is it?” Ron asked in a low tone.

“Nothing that one of Madam Pomfrey’s sleeping draughts won’t cure,” Harry asserted.

“That’s a relief.” Hermione sighed. “He’s been through enough lately as it is.”

“Then you see why I think tonight is ideal.” Harry smiled wickedly.

“Let’s do it!” Ron agreed, careful to keep his voice down.

Grabbing the Map and the Invisibility Cloak for emergencies, they made their way down the grand staircase to the entrance hall. Lots of students were milling about, either going into supper in the Great Hall or just leaving. The three of them had no trouble blending in as they turned down the staircase that led by the kitchens, past the entrance to the Hufflepuff common room and into the secret corridor that connected to the greenhouse vestibule. They had not been this way since attending Herbology classes in their fifth year but it still felt familiar.

One last review of the Map showed that Ginny was in the library, Neville was in the Ravenclaw common room (no surprise there) and Filch was patrolling the other side of the castle with Mrs. Norris in close proximity. They twisted the iron candle bracket to reveal the secret opening and stepped out into the shadowy vestibule that served as an impromptu mud room. The last of the sunset would still be visible on the horizon, but this deep within the castle walls it was already night.

“Let your eyes get accustomed to the darkness,” Hermione cautioned. “It’s too early for moonrise yet.”

As soon as they could see reasonably well, they set off towards their objective. Slowly, they eased open the door to the courtyard and clung to the deep shadows next to the first two greenhouses. They could be seen from the third floor window gallery if they were not careful. Filch’s shed was just beyond, next to the low battlements that formed the garden wall in this area of the castle.

With unsteady hands, Ron worked the key into the old rusted padlock, exhaling in relief at the click of the lock opening. Hermione reassured them in a whisper that the shed was a lot roomier inside than it appeared and that there was no window. Harry waited until Ron shut the door silently behind them before lighting his wand tip.

It was astounding, really, what a bit of an enlargement spell could do, Harry concluded as he surveyed the small workshop. A fair-sized worktable and anvil dominated the center flanked by two whole walls of tools. Gingerly, Ron set the bundled Cup on the worktable as they donned protective gloves followed by safety goggles. Harry was impressed that Ron and Hermione had scoped everything out so thoroughly.

“What about ventilation?” he whispered as Hermione returned from hasping the door and placing a muffliato charm.

From underneath the table, she extracted a small battery-powered fan of the type that Muggles would use. But then, Filch was a Squib, wasn’t he?

Harry stared at the various iron mallets and hammers that had been assembled on the table before him. “I thought you’d already solved this one,” he remarked.

“We did, mate,” Ron assured him. “We just wanted you to experience it for yourself.”

One by one, Harry brought the tools near the Cup and felt the warmth through his dragon-hide gloves. Hermione handed him the oven mitt so he could pick up the last implement: a miniature hammer that could not have been used to drive more than a tiny nail. It was a dull brassy color as if it had once been golden. The extra padding on his hand made it difficult to pick up the dainty hammer, but he was finally able to manage it. Before he got within twelve inches of the Cup, the hammer became so hot that he hastily dropped it onto the table surface.

“We may need some water if this thing gets overheated,” Harry suggested.

Ron nodded and procured a metal bucket which Hermione half-filled with the aguamenti charm.

Deciding to take turns once they could no longer stand the heat, Hermione offered one last bit of caution, “The oven mitt will be totally ineffective if it gets wet or the hammer itself is wet. So let’s reserve the water for emergencies.”

The ground rules established, they elected to allow Ron the first blows since he was clearly the strongest among them. With bated breath, Hermione unwrapped the Cup and placed it on its side upon the anvil. Harry took a cautionary step back as Ron moved into position.

Following Snape’s example, Ron raised the tiny hammer high and slammed it into the Cup with all his strength then immediately drew his hand back for another swing. There was no noticeable effect other than a dull buzzing in their ears. Then on the seventh whack, the ring of metal on metal reverberated ominously as the Cup seemed to stretch and then flatten itself into a misshapen puddle. Every implement rattled in protest from its holder along the wall. Harry turned just in time to catch the handle of a garden hoe that had fallen forward as Hermione deftly jumped out of the path of some brooms that collapsed sideways like so many dominoes. A small splash was heard as Ron dropped the hammer into the water, followed by the soft hiss of steam. Suddenly, the silence in the shed was so absolute that it seemed to ring in their ears.

Softly an unearthly keening issued forth from the remains of the Cup, building slowly in intensity until the molten metal cracked from the center outward. As the individual shards buckled against one another like broken pond ice, a familiar black light shone from the center. They drew closer to view the secrets that the Horcrux’s destruction had brought forth.

The image wavered slightly then returned to total blackness. The recognizable voice of Voldemort was heard from the sidelines, “Is the device absorbing our energies?”

“Yes, my Lord,” came the fawning reply. The sound of shuffling footsteps could be heard then Peter Pettigrew’s face was imposed in close relief as he peered critically at them.

“Good…” returned Voldemort coolly. “It will function like an existential collar, so to speak; she will be anxious to guarantee its safety without even knowing that she does so.”

“Never leave anything to chance, that’s what I always say,” Peter remarked happily.

“What was the nickname your so-called school friends gave you?” The tone was menacing.

Harry could almost see Pettigrew swallow apprehensively off-screen as he replied shakily, “Wormtail, my Lord.”

“How fitting…. Well, Wormtail, do you recall the comment I made to my enemies who sought to unburden their deepest convictions at death’s door?”

Pettigrew skittered into view and nodded eagerly. “It was one of your finest moments, my Lord. You told them that if you wanted a catalog of all their poorly formulated opinions, you would read it in their entrails.”

“Very good… so you were paying attention.” Voldemort’s voice was like blackest silk.

Pettigrew looked up and nodded joyfully at the unexpected compliment, wringing his little mousey hands at the same time.

“That sentiment goes double for my followers,” Voldemort shot back. “Now, has Fudge’s Handmaiden arrived?”

“I will bring her forth, my Lord.” Pettigrew was strangely subdued as he scurried out of range.

There was a clear intake of breath from the trio as Dolores Umbridge waddled into view, looking up a Voldemort just like Pettigrew had done before. Really, who else could Fudge’s Handmaiden be? Harry considered wryly.

“A pleasure, my Lord, always a pleasure,” simpered Umbridge. “Do you have another special project for me today?”

Involuntarily, Harry felt the bile rising in his throat. He’d forgotten how much he loathed that woman’s voice.

“The offer is appreciated, but I will let you know.” Voldemort’s voice held the politeness of a poisonous spider. “For now, the ground work that you have laid is sufficient. Large chunks of the edifice are now mine for the crumbling.”

“I do what I can.” Umbridge giggled girlishly. “Are you certain that you do not wish me to recruit Cornelius to our way of thinking?”

Voldemort’s eerie laugh reminded Harry of the raucous cry of a crow. “As fitting an end for him as that would be, the shock to his system might be irreversible. Let him continue to vehemently deny my existence. For now, we can accomplish that much more in anonymity.”

“He has appointed me to Hogwarts, my Lord.”

Harry could almost see Voldemort’s acidic smile as he replied, “And you will succeed marvelously there, my dear. No one surpasses you at running furrows around the truth. With the Ministry’s weight behind you, you will be able to accomplish much to sow the seeds of discontent and chaos.”

“Yet you want no direct attacks on any particular students?” Umbridge’s expression reminded Harry of a dog panting expectantly for a treat.

“We must not show our hand too soon. It was a great risk sending those dementors to the Muggle suburb; they could so easily have been traced back to you.”

“But everyone knows the dementors are under the control of the Ministry, my Lord,” Umbridge returned sweetly. “The blame could easily have been assigned to any bureaucrat that you wished to undermine.”

“So I reasoned earlier, but I believe it may have been too rash an act, too soon. I want you to concentrate on subtleties. I want them to doubt the knowledge base and support system they have been given.”

“You want me to undermine the other teachers, then?” surmised Umbridge. “Cornelius’ inherent distrust of Dumbledore will come in handy.”

“A distrust born of jealousy and insecurity; you should be able to exploit that to no end.” Voldemort’s voice had gone quiet and flat, more unnerving for its total lack of emotion.

Umbridge smiled like a demented jack-o-lantern. “You will be most pleased with the results.”

“Of that I have no doubt. Have you not already demonstrated yourself with the restrictive werewolf legislation that you drafted? Potter must not have any authority figures he can look up to.”

Harry felt the anger begin to burn in the pit of his stomach even though this was not really news to him “ just the callousness with which it was delivered.

“The Ministry is doing its best to locate Sirius Black, my Lord.”

“Good. We have other plans for Black… As for Dumbledore, you must do your utmost to paint him as a clown “ an academic buffoon, if you will.”

“You still believe that Dumbledore’s papers may hold the key that you seek?”

“It is only a long shot, at best.” Voldemort’s sigh was like dry wind rattling through skeleton bones. “Yet I cannot deny that there may be other documents or devices in that enclave that may prove useful. That much I was able to observe firsthand so many years ago. You must find a way to search that office thoroughly, but you must not be discovered under any circumstances.”

“I understand, my Lord. No one can know that I am anything but Fudge’s trusted associate. My authority stems from a bureaucratic capacity only.”

“Ah, you understand the motivation of your role well, Dolores…. As a mark of my favor, I am entrusting you with an extra special artifact…”

The image shook violently then faded to black. With an eerie hiccup, the light was swallowed down through the cracked metal. The shards themselves seemed to be drawn magnetically to the same spot, disappearing as if they had been sucked down a drain pipe. With a loud crack, the anvil was split in two as the three of them jumped back in unison.

A deathly silence settled over the shed and its inhabitants.






Hermione was the first to break the silence once they had returned to the seventh-year common room.

“You know, it’s not as if any one of us haven’t had such suspicions about Umbridge,” she began.

“But to be confronted by the reality… I can’t just blame it on my instant dislike of the woman anymore,” Ron asserted.

“It does make it a lot harder to ignore,” Hermione agreed. “I don’t think I would’ve been able to repair that anvil without help from the two of you, though.”

“Think nothing of it,” Harry replied. “I’m still feeling a bit shaky about the whole thing, myself.”

“It’s surprising how much more unnerving tonight’s events were. Despite all our past animosity, Snape’s presence when we destroyed the Potions book made it seem less threatening,” Hermione mused.

“So it’s not just memories of the victim’s death that can be trapped inside the Horcruxes, is it?” Ron pondered.

“Voldemort used them as a motivational tool for his followers in various ways,” Hermione summarized.

“Seems that his arrogance was partially his undoing, though,” Harry concluded. “Snape couldn’t bear to be in the presence of the one entrusted to him and it appears that Umbridge also attempted to distance herself. We can only guess at the reasons Lucius Malfoy had for wanting to rid himself of Riddle’s diary.”

Ron furrowed his brow in concern. “Following your line of reasoning, chum, the photo album probably became a Horcrux on the night that… at the expense of your parents…”

Hermione attempted to shush Ron, but Harry interrupted her. “It’s all right, Ron. Those thoughts need to get out in the open if our mission is to succeed. Don’t think I haven’t come to a similar conclusion myself.” He sighed wearily. “I dread that the fury of the photo album might very well be directed at me.”

“You don’t know that, mate,” came Ron’s assurances. “If it was made…that night, there may not have been enough time in the heat of battle to add any extra booby-traps.”

“In light of the current sightings of Death Eaters in Godric’s Hollow, do you think they might be searching for the album?” Hermione asked in alarm. “I can see why you wouldn’t have been able to share that with Lupin…”

“I dismissed that line of thought early on,” Harry returned. “And it’s important to remember that the actual report was of suspected Death Eater activity “ they are the only ones that would have been able to break through the Fidelius Charm.”

“What makes you so certain, Harry?”

“Pettigrew is their key to entering what remains of my parents’ home. All those years that he masqueraded as Scabbers, I shared a dorm room with Ron. He must have seen me looking through that album on numerous occasions.”

“So you think Voldemort knows you have the album in your possession?” Ron whispered.

Harry nodded morosely. “He would have found great satisfaction in the irony of it.”

“But wouldn’t it have been dangerous to put it in the very hands of someone so likely to wish its destruction?” Hermione countered.

“I’m sure he assumed the album was the one thing I would never be able to bring myself to destroy,” Harry supplied.

“The arrogant git probably assumed no one would ever discover the secret of his Horcruxes, either,” Ron observed solemnly.

“We promise we’ll be right by your side, Harry,” Hermione added with fervor. “It’s the least we can do.”

“After we make a thorough search for added curses and jinxes,” Ron promised.

“I thought you said there probably wouldn’t have been time for that,” Harry returned.

“Still pays to be careful,” Ron insisted.

The sound of stone upon stone alerted them that Neville was finally returning. He had his arms full of books that barely escaped tumbling to the ground as he righted his body.

“Hi, Ron, Hermione, Harry,” he cried happily. “What, no Ginny?”

“She left earlier to finish some schoolwork,” Harry explained. “Looks like you were doing likewise.”

Neville nodded with a secretive smile. “The Ravenclaw common room has a lot more study areas. Luna and I can always find a corner to ourselves.”

As Neville bid them goodnight and retired to his room, Harry followed for a private word.

“You know there’s no reason you can’t bring Luna to our common room,” Harry began hesitantly.

“Thanks, Harry.” Neville smiled. “I just thought with Ginny… and the privacy issues… Well, it was best that I give you as much space as possible.”

Noting Neville’s obvious embarrassment about the whole situation, Harry was glad to put the lad’s mind at ease. “Neville, Luna knows about Ginny and me,” he stated simply. “She was the one who told me I should follow my heart.”

The slight coloring of Neville’s face indicated that he, too, had concluded that Luna had not been above taking her own advice.

“Thanks, Harry.”

“Think nothing of it.”

When Harry turned around, the common room was empty of Ron and Hermione. With a long delayed yawn, he felt the excitement of the evening finally draining from his body. In its wake, his sleepiness returned tenfold. He stumbled into his bed gratefully only to be disturbed by recurring dreams of his detentions with Dolores. With her sinister quill, she was exhorting him to etch his left forearm directly with the phrase: Only Dolores is allowed to tell lies.






Lupin’s stamina was still flagging on Monday. After valiantly ploughing through his full schedule of morning classes, he seemed unusually wan when Harry arrived in his office that afternoon.

“You shouldn’t have to put on an act for me,” Harry offered. “We can just get caught up tomorrow, if you like.”

“Perhaps a bit of tea, some sandwiches, will help,” Lupin replied doggedly.

“As much as I enjoy your company, Remus, let’s leave it for another day. I know you’re too stubborn to admit it “ even to yourself “ but what you really need is a nice long nap before supper tonight.”

Lupin started to protest but then just shook his head in resignation. “I can’t honestly say that doesn’t sound appealing. Now if only I could convince Tonks…”

“I’ll go head her off in her office,” Harry suggested. “She won’t be able to override me so easily when I tell her that I demanded to be rescheduled for a double session tomorrow.”

He closed the office door slowly to the sound of Lupin’s amused chuckle in the background.






Harry smiled inwardly at the special surprise he had prepared for his double session. After spending most of the previous evening succumbing to his inspiration, he had returned to the Headmistress’ library that day to double-check some facts. Hermione walked in just as he was consulting a reference book on Greek and Roman mythology atop the large reading table.

“Lupin’s got you following the latest fad, I see,” she observed.

“Actually, I was doing something on my own,” Harry admitted self-consciously. “I won’t deny that the current interest in the subject inspired me, but I went in a totally different direction.”

Hermione raised her eyebrows in appreciation. “Inspirations from a sleepless night?” she surmised with unerring accuracy. Realizing she had caught Harry off-guard, she added, “An overactive mind will keep you awake, demanding to be heard. It’s certainly happened to me enough times. Can I see what you’ve got so far?”

Harry agreed hesitantly, unexpectedly protective of his intellectual property. “Just recognize that these are my thoughts “ my delusions, if you will “ not Lupin’s.”

Harry had found a few unexpected gems in his last-minute research so he returned to the new opening paragraphs he was crafting. Finally satisfied, he looked up to find Hermione staring off into the distant mountains, his preliminary draft open to the last page.

She turned to Harry. “There is a theory among wizard scholars that the Greek and Roman mythos were based upon true events; the deities that walked among men were nothing more than witches or wizards. Since all the tales date from a time long before the Statute of Secrecy was established, their simplistic explanation has a certain ring of truth to it, don’t you think?”

“I suppose it’s certainly possible,” he allowed. “Do you have any other thoughts on my essay?”

Hermione gave Harry a very searching look. “Only that it’s an imperfect analogy based on an allegorical series of tales.”

“So you don’t think I should share it with Lupin?” Harry asked with a sinking feeling.

“I didn’t say that.” She smiled softly. “It’s just the sort of thing that Lupin would appreciate. Don’t change a single word.”

With Hermione’s endorsement, Harry felt more confident than ever about the parchment sheets that he had carefully stored in his book bag. The final test, of course, would rest with Lupin.






The professor was chuckling heartily over a student essay that he held in his hands when Harry entered his office that afternoon.

“Just in the nick of time, Harry.” Lupin grinned. “I wouldn’t have believed it if I hadn’t read it with my own eyes!” He indicated the small stack of papers spilling from the side table.

“Do you give your students extra points if they make you laugh?” Harry smirked. “Fred and George may want to reconsider returning for their N.E.W.T. levels.”

“Not intentionally, no,” Lupin admitted, “but these essays aren’t from my classes, anyway. Professor Hooch is just sharing the more amusing ones with the rest of the teachers. I warned those who chose not to participate that they were just opening the door to wild speculation…”

“I’m sorry, you’ve lost me, Remus,” Harry commented as he settled himself into the other chair and helped himself to some tea.

“Professor Hooch gave her students an assignment to write about some element of the Circus Maximus that tied in with Muggle studies. She intentionally left it open-ended so they would each follow their own muse. Not surprisingly, quite a few of them wrote about the deities that were present “ and most importantly, those who would have been fitting for those teachers who were not present.”

“That certainly seemed a popular topic for the Gryffindor girls seated next to me.” Harry nodded sagely. “You know Leah and her followers, the Layettes?”

“That precocious bunch?” Lupin scoffed. “I’m certain I saw their contribution right here. The first years were allowed to work in small groups so I’m sure they all banded together….Ah, yes, here it is!” Lupin reviewed the document briefly then turned a piercing gaze in Harry’s direction.

“Tell me, Harry, just how much did you contribute to the Layettes’ conversation that day?”

“To tell you the truth, they knew more about the subject matter than I did. I only suggested that they explore the food offerings that Professor Slughorn had organized for possible tie-ins.”

“The epicurean angle was duly noted. Anything else?”

“I may have mentioned Narcissus to Leah, but she already had Endymion in mind.” Harry shrugged.

“Most interesting. Do you realize, Harry, that everyone else who selected a deity for Mister Stevens chose Apollo? Then along come these little scamps and they instantly hone in on his narcissistic ego.”

“They have a rather jaundiced eye,” Harry supplied, remembering some of the outrageous and flattering comments that had been made about Lupin himself.

“Extraordinarily insightful, I’d say.” Lupin chuckled with obvious amusement. “Then if that’s not enough to knock your socks off, they pin Filch as Charon, the ferryman on the River Styx.”

“The River that runs through Hades?” Harry laughed appreciatively.

“Precisely. I’m sure Mrs. Norris would have made a tasty morsel for the three-headed dog, Cerebus!” Lupin roared.

“You threw that last part in yourself, Remus!” Harry accused amid the laughter. “Tell me, did anyone think to categorize former teachers? Dumbledore as Zeus came to mind almost immediately.”

“Yes, Dumbledore as Jupiter was very popular,” Lupin corrected Harry automatically. “But so was Snape as Pluto, the god of the Underworld. One paper even suggested the Farquars as Icarus and his father, Daedalus.”

Harry nodded knowingly. “I took a similar detour myself,” he began, feeling his heart flutter in anticipation. “I’ve a bit of surprise for you, Remus, something I worked on during my idle time yesterday evening.” With a small flourish, Harry removed the precious stack of parchment from his book bag and set it before his mentor. The cover sheet was neatly lettered: The Odyssey of Severus Snape.

Lupin’s eyes widened in surprise as he lifted the document tentatively in his hand. “But I gave no such assignment,” he whispered in awe.

“Call it a bit of self-motivation,” Harry volunteered. “My mind wandered off on its own the night I sat the vigil before the Whomping Willow.”

“It won’t unnerve you if I read this right now?” Lupin asked with excitement dancing in his eyes.

“Not at all, Remus, I’ll just pour myself another cup of tea.”

“I suggest you pour us each a glass of port, instead.” Lupin gave him the Marauder’s grin. “This, I want to savor.”

With a tentative smile of his own, Harry complied with Lupin’s request, doing his best to quell the nervous churning in his stomach. He would hate for Lupin to be disappointed but then he remembered Hermione’s earlier comments and felt bolstered by her words.

Harry took a few small sips of the sweet, ruby liquid and reclined his head on the leather seat back. Idly, he allowed his mind to wander over the salient points he had made in his essay. How he had likened the prophecy about the Chosen One to the Trojan Horse and how Snape’s life had been short-circuited when he realized that the Trojan victims included some of his closest childhood friends. How this event had triggered Snape’s voyage of atonement where he was continually navigating a precarious course through the twin threats of Scylla, the beast, and the whirlpool, Charybdis -- representing the conflicting demands of the Order of the Phoenix and the Death Eaters. The torture and death of his innocent young wife was compared to the suffering of Odysseus’ crew who perished bit by bit along the way. He presented the blessed oblivion of the Lotus-Eaters as the temporary solace that a troubled man might find in any type of overindulgence and substance abuse that Severus, like Odysseus, wisely refused. Snape’s sly suggestion to Lily that she personally supervise his rehabilitation while they were at school mirrored the seductive bargaining of the enchantress Circe. Even Snape’s half-blood status found an echo in Odysseus’ ancestry as the great-grandson of the deity, Hermes, on his mother’s side. Harry had considered drawing the parallel between Snape’s second wife and Penelope, but decided that his information was too incomplete to do so with any sort of conviction.

As Harry found himself relaxing, the shining words of his conclusion were brought to the forefront of his mind:

But unlike our Greek hero, the voyage of Severus Snape has yet to reach its conclusion. With the death of the old, loyal dog that recognized the true contents of his heart, Severus can no longer depend upon the word of Albus Dumbledore to defend his true intentions. He stands among us, disguised as an old man or otherwise, awaiting the opportunity to prove his true mettle. Like the epic conflict of the Trojan War that had even the Olympian deities taking sides, few of us will find ourselves standing on the sidelines when it comes time to render final judgment on his actions. That he has been able to beguile both the Dark Lord and the Order of the Phoenix to think of him as their loyal member is a tribute to the legendary eloquence of Odysseus himself. Just like the scholars who still argue whether this King of Ithaca was in truth a hero or a scoundrel, the same ambivalence applies to the actions of the Half-Blood Prince.


Harry downed the last swallow of wine from his glass to find Lupin watching him intently.

“Are these all your own words, Harry?” he asked softly.

“I doubt anyone else would lay claim to them.”

“I wouldn’t be so sure,” Lupin returned with a small smile. “I, for one, would be pleased to present such original thoughts as my own work. As it is, I can only take credit for laying the foundation… Harry, I am impressed.”

“Truly?” Harry was incredulous. After all, this was a man who took pride in thinking outside the box.

“Absolutely,” Lupin asserted with conviction. “I’d consider sharing it with the other teachers if it didn’t present so many facts of a rather personal nature. Still, I’m definitely showing it to the Headmistress -- if you don’t mind, that is. I can’t take credit for an assignment I never made.”

“Remus, who would ever know?”

“I would, Harry, I would. That is the ultimate arbiter for all of us.”

Mindful of those words, Harry wondered whether Snape would ever allow himself to find the absolution he sought. Or would he forever hold himself hostage in his own mind, seeing himself as deserving of eternal torture like those sentenced to the fires of Hades?








Hermione broke out into a grin the second Harry stepped through the sconce.

“You look jubilant,” she called. “Lupin liked your essay?”

“Yes, he did.” Harry confirmed, still not feeling as if his feet were truly touching the ground. “Thanks for giving me the confidence to actually share it with him.”

“You did all the work, Harry,” she replied graciously. “I can’t even take credit for the inspiration.”

No, Harry thought, but he certainly did wish he could thank Snape personally. The mirror had been totally silent at the appointed hour last Thursday and he had so wanted to offer his appreciation for the invaluable assistance with Lupin’s potion. None of the sarcasm or verbal dueling that Snape thrived upon; just plain, unadulterated, abject thanks. Harry suspected that he had channeled quite a bit of that into his Odysseus essay, but putting the quill to parchment had somehow felt like a temporary catharsis.

“A package arrived today. I had it sent via the Headmistress to avoid Filch’s embargo.” Hermione winked happily as she handed Harry a shallow box.

He undid the brown paper wrapping to reveal a photo album of scarlet damask embossed with golden Gryffindor lions. The inside pages were heavy black paper, waiting expectantly for the photos to be attached with small golden corners.

“The photo mounts are magical, no licking or adhesive,” Hermione explained. “Just position the photos and they will adhere as if magnetized. Release with the dissendium charm.”

Harry beamed up at her, so pleased that she had made the selection for him. Hermione’s taste was always impeccable. “It’s perfect. I’m going to get started on it right away.”

He was midway through attaching the new photos when he was distracted by a peculiar rustling sound. Harry stopped his movements and the room felt unusually silent with Ron and Hermione gone downstairs to supper. Perhaps it was just his imagination. He became engrossed in the arrangement of the next pages and the noise started up again. So furtively at first as if to be almost beyond the range of hearing then gradually increasing. The sound reminded Harry of the iridescent beetle that Dudley had imprisoned in a matchbox one summer; it had slowly and systematically devoured the cardboard until all they found the next morning was the gaping hole where the creature had escaped to freedom during the night.

After a bit of investigation, Harry traced the sound to the discarded packing box resting against the side of his desk. Gingerly, he removed the wadded up brown paper that had served as padding around the album and lobbed each of the balls into his dustbin. There in the corner was another small package, rolled up in brown paper with the edges tucked in neatly. Of course, Harry remembered, Hermione had said something about ordering extra chemicals to replace what had been wasted trying to duplicate his old family photos.

Harry reached down to place the small bundle in a more secure location before it was discarded with the empty carton. He stopped with his hand a mere inch away as his skin began to crawl peculiarly. He held his breath for almost a minute before the rustling sound was loud enough to be heard once again. Donning his dragon-hide gloves, he dragged the carton away by one of its open flaps. With fumbling fingers, he inserted the small key that unlocked the bottom desk drawer and withdrew his parents’ photo album before locking the drawer again. He placed the album in the center of the floor and then, hardly daring to breathe, he withdrew the now silent package of developing solutions from the carton.

Before he could proceed any further, Harry was jolted by the sound of the sconce cycling open and voices in the adjoining room. Quickly, he kicked the photo album beneath his bed and placed the package of chemicals on the top of his bureau. Tossing the gloves onto his bed covers and pasting a nonchalant smile on his face, he stepped out into the common room.

With obvious relief, he saw that it was just Ron and Hermione. Hermione whipped off the lid to the bowl that she held in her hands to reveal the tantalizing smell of shepherd’s pie. She placed it on the low table before the fire and then looked up expectantly at Harry.

“Supper was almost over so I brought you something to keep you from missing out,” she offered.

“Good thing,” Ron observed wryly, “you look like you just saw a ghost. Did Sir Nicholas make a detour through the tower? I’ve never known him to come up this far “ fear of heights, you know.”

“I was trying to look innocent.” Harry smiled sheepishly as he took a huge spoonful of minced meat and potatoes. “Must have spooked myself in that room all alone… Thanks, Hermione, this was just what I needed,” he added between mouthfuls.

They joined him in some Butterbeer as he devoured the food before him, finally laying the spoon gratefully in the empty bowl.

With an encouraging nod from Ron, Hermione began gingerly, “Tell me what got you spooked, Harry. We all grew out of that after our first year; the normal noises of the castle shouldn’t give you a moment’s thought.”

With a nod, he bade them wait while he retrieved the items from his room one by one. Ron moved the low table so the photo album could be placed directly in front of the hearth where it would be out of immediate sight of anyone entering the room. Harry brought the chemicals out in his gloved hands and then lowered the package nervously until it was within inches of the album cover. Immediately, he felt an off-putting prickling under his skin although there was no sound. After about a half a minute had passed, though, a noise similar to flapping paper could be heard.

“Do you think it might be…?” Ron’s eyes were as round as Quaffles.

“Let’s separate the chemicals on this far table, Harry. There should be more than one bottle in that bundle,” Hermione suggested.

They removed three separate bottles marked with fancy chemical names that might have been Greek for all Harry knew.

“Wait, I recognize this stuff from when I helped develop pictures before.” Ron smiled at the memory of the shirt that he had totally ruined that day. “Try this one with the longest name; that should be the solvent. Caustic bugger, too.”

Harry picked up the bottle that Ron indicated and brought it near the weathered album cover. It was all he could do to keep his arm steady. The liquid in the bottle could actually be seen throwing itself against the glass sides, trying to reach the album cover. Yet a similar test with the developing and setting fluids showed no reaction.

“I think we’ve found a way to destroy the Horcrux,” Hermione announced with conviction. “I say we do it tonight before Neville gets back from his rounds.”

“That’s some pretty nasty stuff,” Ron warned. “We’d better find a place where there’s adequate ventilation.”

“How about the bathroom?” Harry recommended. “We could do it in the bottom of the bathtub.”

“I’d suggest some old clothes, too,” Hermione added.

Harry adjourned to his room and immediately threw open the lid of his steamer trunk. Using both hands to paddle through all the discarded items, he finally caught sight of the institutional grey sweatshirt at the very bottom. With a mighty heave, he hoisted it out from under a mountain of other garments. If anything, it was more pathetic that he remembered, still reading “meltings” across the chest where one of Dudley’s band of thugs had managed to rip the “S” right off. The jagged hole had been hastily patched with contrasting purple thread before being cast-off for Harry’s use. When Harry balked at proclaiming allegiance to such an elitist school, Uncle Vernon had wagged a fat finger and growled, “Don’t think for one minute, boy, that I’m going to use even one quid of my hard-earned salary to put a sweatshirt on your back that reads ‘St. Brutus’s’!”

Ron, too, had returned from foraging among his old clothes. But instead of wearing the artfully splattered shirt that everyone recalled from his last run-in with developing fluids, Ron had donned one of Mrs. Weasley’s Christmas jumpers whose sleeves barely reached past the elbows.

Trying to make sense of the irregular patterns scattered over the creamy beige yarn, Hermione surmised, “Did you manage to walk into the kitchen just as the oven exploded, Ron?”

“Not exactly.” Ron grinned, totally unaffected by her sarcasm. “This canvas represents many happy memories from my third and fourth years, if you insist. Pomegranate crisp…beet relish…”

So it doesn’t take the arrival of the Minister of Magic himself to set off a food fight at the Burrow, Harry concluded with a barely contained smirk.

Hermione cradled the metal tub she’d used to wash Crookshanks when he’d come back from the greenhouses covered in stink sap in their fifth year. It had been months before the scratches faded enough from her forearms to wear short sleeves again. The tub made a hollow, reverberating clang as she deposited it on the tile floor. Inexplicably, she had also brought her bathrobe and an armful of foaming bath crystals and lotions.

“We’re not going to soak it clean first,” Ron complained as he rolled his eyes.

“This is just a diversion in case Neville comes back early,” she whispered in an exasperated tone that said it should have been obvious. “No one will question whether I take a few extra minutes with the door locked when I’m taking a bubble bath.”

Acknowledging her foresight in preparing a Plan B, Harry retrieved his Invisibility Cloak in case a hasty retreat was warranted. Glad that Lupin had insisted on teaching him how to add their new suites to the Marauder’s Map, Harry put Ron in charge of keeping watch for any unexpected arrivals.

Near the door, Ron’s voice continued to wax nostalgic over the various shadings on his jumper. “Sorrel soup….cranberry chutney…blackberry treacle….gooseberry tart…lavender fairy cakes….”

“You’ll want to do the honors, Harry,” Hermione deferred, “since it’s your sacrifice.”

“I’m perfectly willing to let you do it, Hermione,” Harry admitted. “Your hand will probably be steadier than mine “ we don’t want any splatters of dangerous chemicals.”

“…violet Easter egg dye...savory peach ham glaze…pumpkin praline ice cream…”

She nodded that she was willing. “Have all the original photos been returned to the album?”

“It’s complete,” Harry replied solemnly as he thought of the empty frame that was lying face down on his bedside cabinet.

“Just one last thing I’ve been meaning to ask you, buddy,” Ron interjected. “All those other times that we destroyed… these objects. Well, did you happen to feel anything in your scar? Anything to alert us of danger lurking nearby?”

“Nothing,” Harry conceded. “Not even when young Riddle’s figure came out of the diary “ and he became solid enough to snatch my wand.”

“No wonder Dumbledore concluded that Voldemort couldn’t feel it when the Horcruxes were destroyed,” Hermione posed with sudden insight. “What’s left behind is just an echo of reality.”

With one last look at the grim faces around her, Hermione placed the album in the metal tub. Harry then assisted her to lower the entire thing into the deep tile bathtub. With a final shove of the protective goggles on the bridge of her nose, Hermione broke the wax seal around the stopper of the solvent bottle. Kneeling by the side of the tub, she allowed a small trickle of the solvent to drizzle onto the worn leather.

The caustic smell that Ron had described was immediately noticeable, although the exhaust system in the bathroom efficiently wafted it away. There was another smell, though, similar to charred rubber that rose much more strongly. It was oddly familiar to Harry until he recognized it was the smell of burning hair; he remembered when Fang’s fur had been singed as he was trapped inside Hagrid’s cabin last year. The odor seemed to grow in intensity until it began to sting their eyes and it became difficult to take a deep breath.

What looked like a small cloud of smoke was hovering just over the surface of the album. Hermione tried to blow it away so they could see beneath, but her breath barely rippled its surface. Abruptly, the smoke began to writhe with colored shapes. Although indistinct at first, they soon came into sharper focus and Harry could see that they were images from the photos projected in a ghostly fashion onto the surface of the smoke.

Ron came to their assistance as the three of them blew with all their might. The white tendrils parted grudgingly to permit them to see the sodden mass of pulp that had once been the photo album. With a heavy sigh, Hermione allowed water from the spigot to fill the metal tub and pour over its sides to dilute any remnants of the solvent, even though it was likely that most had been sublimated into the air. Like the ashes from a fire, tiny bits of paper floated away down the drains that fed the Black Lake. When the last pieces were washed away, there was a nasty brown crust that had stuck to the bottom of the metal tub. Harry thought he could discern the faint outline of the album edges as well.






On the far side of the castle, the Headmistress offered Lupin a chair before her desk. Slowly, he sipped the exotic tea she had generously poured for him. When she had completed her careful reading of Harry’s essay, she looked up and met his eyes directly.

“You are certain these are his own thoughts?” she asked.

“So he says “ and I have no reason to doubt him. He’s always been honest enough to admit that he can’t tell me something rather than lie.” As an afterthought, Lupin added, “He also refers to a memory from my school days that I have shared with no one else.”

The Headmistress smiled in that inscrutable fashion of hers. “You have done a remarkable job with him, Remus. He is clearly no longer a child. What’s more, you have taught him how to use his brain.”

“I’ve played to my own strengths, that’s true.” Remus basked in the Headmistress’ compliment. “Harry just needed some interaction on a one-to-one basis with someone willing to trudge through the mud with him, if need be. Someone who believed in him because they saw him as an individual.”

“Someone other than Ron and Hermione, that is,” McGonagall offered sagely.

“Yes, it was essential that it be an adult. Someone whose judgment he trusted. He would never have shared that essay with me otherwise. It was most impressive, don’t you think?” The pride was evident in Lupin’s voice.

The Headmistress nodded. “He’s keeping an open mind. He wants to know how the story ends, but he’s not certain that we have interpreted events correctly up until now.”

“There’s no doubt that our facts have often been rather sketchy, Minerva.” Lupin sighed. “Not to mention that he has a large store of first-hand information.”

“Still, his interpretation is remarkably sympathetic.”

“He has an innate generosity of spirit. I think he finds it difficult to categorically condemn anyone.”

“What about you, Remus, what do you think?” Her eyes gleamed intensely. “Is Severus the devil incarnate as his rampage through the school a year ago seemed to demonstrate?”

“I don’t know what to think, Minerva,” Lupin conceded softly. “The man is like quicksand through my fingers. What’s more, I think that a lot of what we see is a shielding mechanism that he uses to keep the world at bay “ instinctively.”

“Are you implying that we may never know the totality of it?”

“Severus is entitled to his privacy the same as we are. The key to the issue seems to be to make him want to tell us, back him into such a corner.”

“That implies that I might have an inkling of what motivates him “ and I don’t,” the Headmistress admitted with a weary sigh.

“Perhaps asking his wife?” Lupin suggested. “You are good friends with her, after all, Minerva.”

“She still maintains that he walked out on their marriage.”

“Has she filed for dissolution?”

“No.”

“She doesn’t strike me as the type that would fritter away, pining uselessly for a man that she doesn’t think will return. She’s much too forthright for that,” Lupin remarked candidly.

“You think the fact that she has taken no action speaks for itself?” McGonagall was eager to hear Lupin’s conclusions.

“Yes. If he’s not with her now, she knows where to find him. I would bet my life on it.”

“What about Harry’s obsession with the man?” she urged. “Why can’t he put him out of his mind for long?”

“Can any of us? Harry’s trying to make sense out of the nonsensical. He’s been through a lot; it would be far more damaging if he kept it all bottled up inside.”

“Then he’d be like Severus, wouldn’t he?” McGonagall observed glumly.
Chapter 57 Infiltration by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Determined to conquer the final Horcrux, the trio embark upon a daring mission that has them wandering the castle after curfew.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 57
Infiltration


With renewed confidence, Harry and company turned their attention to the destruction of the locket. Clearly, the sinuous, incised “S” marked it as the property of Salazar Slytherin, but they were unlikely to find any other possessions of his. Nor were they certain of whose death had been crucial to its creation, so that avenue was a dead end as well. Instead, they explored associations with the sterling silver from which it had been cast, but the locket was not yet ready to reveal its secrets.

Hermione suggested that it might respond to some of the jewelry fragments that had cushioned its hiding place. A broken hat pin as long as a porcupine quill seemed ideal, yet its fearsome appearance belied the fact that it was totally unresponsive. Temporarily stymied, Harry concentrated on more immediate concerns, hoping that illumination would strike in due time.

Not long after finding the decoy Horcrux in Dumbledore’s lifeless hand, the three of them had come to the consensus that R.A.B. was likely Regulus Arcturus Black, none other than Sirius’ younger brother who had been a Death Eater according to rumor. Their suspicions were strengthened by the discovery of the other, more likely, locket during their aborted reconnaissance of Grimmauld Place.

Despite Hermione’s subsequent research in the library, Harry regretted not having had enough time to review the Black family tapestry that hung in the townhouse’s main parlor. Ideally, he would have preferred to engage Sirius himself in a discussion of the family tree, providing reassurance in return that Regulus had redeemed himself in the end. But Voldemort and his minions had robbed him of any guidance his godfather could have provided. Could he truly have been so naïve to think that the communication mirrors might have provided a viable conduit to the land of death? Perhaps if he had been able to locate the mirror’s twin and somehow managed to send it through the tattered veil in the Department of Mysteries. Even in a world where magic was an everyday event, such a solution seemed far-fetched. He shook his head ruefully as he recalled his mother’s advice about maintaining his focus on the land of the living.

Thus, when Thursday morning arrived once more, Harry was anxious to discuss a number of different things with Snape. But thirty minutes past the predetermined time, there was nothing but silence.

Taking matters into his own hands, Harry allowed his reflection to fill the mirror and then whispered urgently, “Please, I need to speak with you!”

No image appeared, but Snape’s voice hissed softly, “Twenty minutes.”

Harry occupied himself with other matters in his bed chamber while keeping a close eye on his watch. Before the allotted time was up, the mirror’s silvery surface was displaced by Snape’s face.

“Don’t keep me waiting, Potter,” he urged. “I’m being watched more closely than ever.”

In an instant, Harry dropped his book on the desktop and had the mirror in hand. Unsure how to begin, he settled for saying, “Thanks for the invaluable assistance in locating the technical journals. They were very…enlightening.”

“Sobering would be a more accurate assessment, don’t you think?”

Harry nodded grimly. “The potion makers recognized that they were out of their depth.”

“I could have told you that!” Snape spat, then reined himself back before adding, “If you’d accepted the truth of my earlier estimation, that is.”

“I stand corrected then.”

Snape’s eyes flashed momentarily; then he nodded in silent acknowledgement of Harry’s attempt at an apology.

“I can’t begin to say how much I appreciate your --” Harry amended lamely.

“Save me the interpretive dance, Potter,” Snape sneered. “I’ve only just had my breakfast.”

Harry kept his anger in check by virtue of sheer willpower. Instead, he remarked coldly, “Do you go out of your way to be disagreeable?”

“It’s a natural talent; surely you must have realized that by now. No thanks are necessary in this instance. I was repaying a life debt that was still outstanding from your meddlesome father.”

Harry chose to ignore the insulting tone. “When he prevented you from entering the Whomping Willow during a full moon?”

“None other. Sometimes I wonder if it wouldn’t have been better for him if he hadn’t interfered…”

“You would have been torn to pieces!” Harry gasped involuntarily. And Lupin would be serving a life sentence in Azkaban for murder -- or worse, he thought darkly.

“Or just bitten and turned,” supplied Snape. “It’s impossible to know the outcome. Only one thing is certain: I would not have been in a position to overhear Trelawney’s prophecy.”

Harry was taken aback by Snape’s speculative mood. “You think my parents wouldn’t have become Voldemort’s victims, then? Again, just conjecture. Life debt or not, I would be a cad if I didn’t offer you my appreciation.”

Snape curled his lip to indicate that he was quickly losing patience. In the next breath, he changed the subject, “Have you had any luck finding compatible objects?”

“In some cases,” Harry replied, choosing his words with care. “It wasn’t as complicated as I originally feared.”

“So you’ve destroyed some of the items?” Snape demanded eagerly.

Harry was unsure what to say. After a rather long pause, he made a stammering attempt, “I don’t think I can….not in good conscience.” Giving it up, he simply concluded, “I’m sorry.”

Snape’s hooded eyes appraised him carefully. “Understood,” was his succinct response.

Harry guided the conversation in a safer direction as he volunteered, “I’m having trouble locating a compatible item in one case. Various things we tried have shown no reaction.”

“What can you tell me about the Horcrux in question?”

“Slow down….your phraseology needs a bit of fine tuning,” Harry cautioned with a mirthless smile. “I need something that belonged to a member of the Black family. None of us can just pop into Grimmauld Place anymore.”

“My leash doesn’t extend that far, either.” Snape laughed hollowly. “Forget Grimmauld Place, it’s a trap.”

“Like Godric’s Hollow?” Harry dared, holding his breath in anticipation of the possible reply.

“Also a trap,” Snape replied with typical disdain. “Both places are being watched. They think it likely that, sooner or later, you will show up at one or the other.”

Harry filed that tidbit away for later, then pressed, “Still need an item that belonged to the Blacks. It wouldn’t have to be very large to do the trick.”

“You seek to destroy a Black family heirloom?” Snape ventured.

“No, but the object that was used as a decoy was.”

“That may not be a strong enough tie. What can you tell me about the object’s construction?”

“It’s made of silver, but we’ve already gone down that route to no -- ”

“Indulge me,” Snape impatiently cut across. “I assume you’ve tried the Hogwarts silverware; not the everyday stuff, but the sterling pieces that are kept for special occasions.”

“Yes -- and we’ve concluded that Wormtail’s silver hand would be ideal, but just can’t figure out how to get a hold of it!”

Snape laughed with uncommon relish. “Admittedly, disconnecting it from Wormtail’s arm could prove a difficult undertaking. Might be fun, though,” he added with a disconcerting smirk.

“Not unless I want to alert every Death Eater within a thousand mile radius!” rejoined Harry. “I should also mention that the object in question was hidden at the Black residence for a number of years.”

With a lift of an eyebrow to indicate renewed interest, Snape inquired, “Was it ‘liberated’ from its original hiding place by a member of the Black family?”

“Yes, Regulus Black.”

“That would certainly strengthen the tie,” Snape conceded. “As for Regulus, he was a member of my own House while I was at school…. Let me think... None of his belongings would still be around unless they had been confiscated by Filch.”

“You tell me. I have enough trouble keeping my own things out of that man’s greedy hands.”

“So many vendettas throughout the years that it’s hard to keep track of all the themes,” Snape commiserated wryly.

“Something from Zonko’s Joke Shop…”

But Snape was of a different opinion. “Not if it belonged to Regulus, it wouldn’t have been! A regular little uppity prat he was, thought he was better than everyone else. If it wasn’t his toujours pur blood, it was his fancy, foppish clothing or overwrought family heirlooms…. That’s it! Would a throwing dart serve your purposes? It has a nice sharp point.”

“That would work, but I still don’t understand…”

“Regulus had his own little dart game going, used to fleece the younger ones mercilessly,” Snape elaborated. “Had his own personal set of sterling silver darts emblazoned with the family crest. Said they’d been handed down from a relative who was a great champion. Blah, blah. The darts ended up in Filch’s office waiting to be properly calibrated before they skewed another game in his favor.”

“Do you think they might still be there? It’s been a long time.” Harry hardly dared to hope.

“Maybe not the complete set, but you only need one. They were in a little wooden box inlaid with ivory, about the size of a deck of cards.”

“A promising lead.” Harry smiled in thanks.

“Do not thank me unless you find them,” Snape cautioned with pointed sarcasm. “I’ve had a surfeit of gratitude for the day.”

“How about a tidbit in recompense, then?” Harry offered magnanimously. “Are you familiar with an individual referred to as ‘Fudge’s Handmaiden’?”

Snape’s ebony eyes immediately lit up with zest. “I’ve overheard references to an operative called ‘the handmaiden’. I suppose it could be the same person now that Fudge has been deposed.”

“No other details?” Harry urged, trying not to sound overzealous.

“Only that this person is Voldemort’s mole within the Ministry.”

Snape’s forthrightness was so unusual that Harry hesitated momentarily before supplying, “I have reason to believe that dubious honor belongs to none other than Dolores Umbridge.”

Snape swore vehemently under his breath. “I was aware that the Ministry was honeycombed with closeted Death Eaters, but I never suspected the corruption went so far. That woman is practically second-in-command under the new administration as well! To think I could have strangled her with my bare hands when she had the temerity to inspect my classes….”

“You weren’t alone. As to the present situation, what’s uncertain is whether she wields as much influence with Scrimgeour as she did with Fudge.”

“Fudge was nothing more than a hollow suit filled with ego and helium. Scrimgeour is--”

“”infinitely more dangerous,” Harry finished. “Especially not knowing where his true loyalties lie.”

“For now, I will have to give this more thought,” Snape announced curtly before signing off.

Harry was relieved he had not been barraged with questions concerning the source of his information. With a guilty jolt, he considered that perhaps Snape had already deduced that such secrets could only have come from one of Voldemort’s cursed little packages. A mantle of doubt settled over him as he wondered whether he had inadvertently revealed too much.




Ron’s eyes fairly danced when Harry announced that they would need to break into Filch’s office.

“It’s not my birthday, again, is it?” He smirked gleefully. “Filch’s repository is the mother lode, mate!”

Harry found himself smiling in spite of the serious nature of the task before them.

Hermione sighed in defeat. “Since we seem to have exhausted all other options, I agree we shouldn’t let such a clue slip through our fingers. I’ll accompany Ron so that he doesn’t turn a simple surgical strike into a shopping expedition.”

“Marathon, more likely! I could get one-of-a-kind Christmas gifts for years to come.” Ron scowled good-naturedly at Hermione as Harry looked on in amusement.

Eager to complete Dumbledore’s assignment now that the finish line was in sight, they agreed to make an attempt that very night. They waited until the sounds of Neville’s heavy breathing indicated that he was sound asleep before creeping down the darkened stairs. Harry was in the lead, hidden under the Invisibility Cloak, guiding them with whispered instructions.

“The timing is ideal,” he breathed after consulting the Marauder’s Map. “Peeves is loitering outside the Headmistress’ office and Filch is on the far side of the courtyard. Looks like he’s just beginning his rounds of the other side of the castle; Mrs. Norris is tagging along.”

Encountering no obstacles on their approach to the ground floor, Harry took one last look at the Map before giving them the go ahead.

“Remember, I’ll position myself at the end of the corridor. If he turns this way or anything else happens, I’ll tap on the door with my wand three times to alert you.”

“You have a supply of decoy detonators just in case?” Ron triple-checked.

“Yes,” Harry whispered as he realized they could not see him nodding from underneath the Cloak.

“Just keep your mind on our objective,” Hermione cautioned in an undertone. “The last thing I want to encounter is Filch’s wrath. I couldn’t bear the look of grim satisfaction on his face.”

From a short distance away, Harry watched Hermione noiselessly command the lock to open before her. Within seconds, she and Ron were inside and had closed the office door silently behind them.

Harry followed Filch’s desultory route through the far tower as he kept an eye on his watch at the same time. They had predetermined that they would allot themselves a maximum of thirty minutes to search the office. It was too big a risk to stay any longer. If necessary, they could make another attempt tomorrow night.






Hermione allowed a small smile to dance across her lips as she watched Ron direct a Muffliato charm towards the battered door. With bated breath, she turned her attention to the untidy office before her. The stale smell of fried foods was overpowering, but there was no window or skylight to allow for a stream of fresh air. A quick swish of her wand readily bathed the surroundings in amber tones from the single oil lamp that dangled from the high ceiling.

Ignoring filing cabinets that bulged with the paper trail of previous miscreants, she motioned Ron’s attention towards the cabinet labeled as “Confiscated and Highly Dangerous.” With a simple flourish, she released all the locks at once. Ron opened the doors to the top half of the cabinet with gusto while Hermione concentrated her efforts on the drawers below.

The magnitude of the task threatened to overwhelm her when she peered into the contents of the bottom-most drawer. It was filled to the brim with all manner of toys and joke objects, most no longer in working order. To make an orderly search would take hours. As she listened to Ron’s awed exclamations about the treasures he had unearthed, Hermione intoned a silent, Accio darts!, in order to facilitate her search. The sea of abandoned objects did not move. She amended her request to, Accio silver!, but there was still no response.

The sheer weight of its contents made it difficult to re-close the drawer, but Hermione succeeded after a few shaky attempts. She turned her attention to the next drawer but it did not yield anything of interest, either.

The third drawer from the bottom was much shallower that its brothers. Hermione’s breath caught in her throat when she immediately saw it in the corner: a dark wooden box, its lid intricately woven with ivory and silver tendrils. She started to place a hand on Ron’s arm to redirect his attention when she was caught short by three soft raps on the door.

“Don’t try to come out!” Harry hissed urgently. “Hide if possible. Make no attempt to respond.”

Hermione saw her own panic reflected in Ron’s eyes. What could have happened only ten minutes into their search? Filch couldn’t have had time to return from the far side of the castle even if it were possible to Apparate within the castle “ and the man was a bloody Squib!






Harry watched as the small dot marked “Argus Filch” stopped along a windowless expanse of wall in the fourth floor tower gallery. Filch must have called Mrs. Norris to him as the cat’s dot suddenly merged with his, making a jumble of the small identifying labels. Harry was familiar with the portrait gallery as it made for a pleasant walk en route to the Headmistress’ office, but he could not fathom what was causing Filch to linger there at midnight.

An empty bubble formed around the caretaker’s head to indicate he was speaking words, but for some inexplicable reason they did not register on the Map. Without any prior warning, the intermingled dots vanished from view. Harry stared dumbly at the Map. It had to be some sort of secret hiding room or passage the Marauders had not known about in their heyday. What’s more, had he just seen a Squib perform magic? No, he considered silently, if the painting was magical, it would open for anyone with the proper password. With a cold knot of dread, Harry realized that he had no idea where Filch would reappear!

His only thought was that he had to warn Ron and Hermione to abort the mission. But as he neared the closed office door, Harry saw Filch incomprehensibly step out from behind a life-sized painting at the far end of the corridor. If the others opened the door now, they would be caught directly in Filch’s sights! Relying on the Cloak to hide him, Harry abandoned all efforts at stealth as he flew towards the door and issued a terse warning to stay put. He didn’t dare elaborate lest he eat up the few precious seconds he still had to create a diversion.

Harry quickly ducked into a short side passage, his right hand already fumbling for a decoy detonator. That would never work, he concluded dismally after a moment’s thought. Somehow, he needed to divert Filch’s attention up the stairs into Gryffindor Tower. Only then could the three of them escape unseen in the other direction. To be sure, they would need to wait until Filch’s rounds took him away again before they could return to their rooms, but it was the only plan he could devise on such short notice.

Mrs. Norris bounded out of Filch’s arms to go exploring in the opposite direction. At least she wouldn’t unnerve him again by sniffing too close to the hem of the Cloak even though her feline eyes could not penetrate the enchanted fabric. Unfortunately, Filch’s bobbing lantern indicated he was walking resolutely in Harry’s direction.

With a desperation born of sheer panic, Harry took the steps up the grand staircase two at a time. Soundlessly, he bypassed the jeweled hourglasses and wound his way further up the Tower. When he had positioned himself so that he had a clear shot of the Fat Lady’s portrait, he leaned over the railing to better gauge his chances. He would have to be very exact. By the increased brightness from the lantern, Harry estimated Filch was only twenty paces or so from his office door.

Taking a deep breath to still his rattling nerves, Harry began by placing an Imperturbable Charm on the Gryffindor portrait hole to keep from waking anyone. Next, he pointed his wand at the suit of armor on the lower landing. Accio armor! he intoned inwardly then watched the armor try to disengage itself from its marble pedestal. It succeeded only in capsizing into a heap, but the reverberating metallic clattering was ideal.

The shards of light on the corridor walls stopped jumping as Filch hesitated. Casting a finite incantatem in the direction of the first diversion, Harry set his sights on the next floor of the open gallery. Seeing that another coat of armor was standing directly on the polished floor, he mentally intoned tarantallegra so that its feet would begin their frenzied, cranking movements. The toe guard on one of the armored shoe covers came loose and rattled across the floor. Mesmerized, Harry watched as it slipped perfectly between the slats of the railing and tumbled ever so slowly towards the marble floor three stories below.






Hermione glanced around the crumbling office in momentary indecision. Not that she considered ignoring Harry’s warning, but there was simply no hiding places among the densely packed furniture. Ron had obviously come to a similar conclusion as his gaze slowly swept the circumference of the room, a look of utter dismay coloring his features.

“We’ll just have to improvise,” Hermione hissed, forgetting that she had spelled the door.

Grabbing Ron by his shirtsleeve, she pulled him into the small space beneath the faded desk. Displaced from its usual resting spot, Filch’s chair started to roll away towards the back wall. Hermione’s hand darted out to wrestle it into a more natural position.

“I don’t know why you’re bothering,” came Ron’s whisper. “Anyone who walks in can spot us immediately.”

“That puts them in our sights, too,” Hermione returned as a desperate plan began to form in her head. “We’ll just have to hit them before they hit us. You disarm them and I’ll get them with a confundus jinx!” She didn’t mention that her strategy was worthless if there was more than one person.

If Ron saw the holes in her plan, he was too generous to comment. “Perhaps if we dimmed the lights, it will take Filch a moment to peer through the darkness with his lantern,” he suggested.

Hermione nodded as she considered the few extra seconds that might buy them. Filch’s lantern would also halo his own face, making him a much easier target for them. Of course, it might be someone more dangerous than Filch…

As she eased out from underneath the desk to have a clear shot at the oil lamp above, she felt Ron tug the hem of her shirt. Noiselessly, he pointed to the far wall. Immediately beneath the spot where the wall joined the ceiling, Filch had draped a souvenir banner from Umbridge’s reign of terror. It was singed along the edges and practically torn in two, but its bold black letters still extolled that: Proper Behavior is the Key to Happiness.

Hermione was about to ask Ron what was so significant about Filch’s obvious bias when she noted that the weight of the banner required that it be attached to the wall by rather peculiar looking nails. Squinting at the irregular shadows they cast in the flickering light, it slowly dawned on her that they were darts!

“No time to explore that now, Ron,” she warned as her wordless command of nox plunged them into darkness. As she huddled up next to him under the desk, Hermione breathed encouragingly into his ear, “Nice call, though.”

He gave her hand a brief squeeze in reply as they heard distant clanging from high above. In the quiet void after the echo had died away, she distinguished the unmistakable sound of footsteps outside their door.






A guttural snarl from below alerted Harry that Filch had already been bounding towards the first landing when the staircases decided to shift position. Without waiting for confirmation, he dove down the fifth floor corridor and around the far corner. Behind a moth eaten tapestry that portrayed fierce unicorns in battle, he found a hidden door that was masquerading as a wall. In his haste, he nearly overshot the top landing of a curving flight of stairs leading down.

Before emerging back on ground level, he lit his wand tip for a quick review of the Map. Filch seemed to be examining the gallery three floors above while Mrs. Norris was huddled near the door leading to the Owlery “ the loud noises must have spooked her. With perfect timing, Peeves was gliding down the fourth floor corridor towards the tower. Harry hadn’t anticipated finding a handy scapegoat in such short notice but luck was on his side for once.

Extinguishing his light and refolding the Map, he emerged at the end of a short corridor on the far side of Filch’s office. After a quick tug on the Cloak to keep it draped evenly, he crept out to the main hallway and noiselessly slipped inside the office.

After the dim lights in the corridor, the office interior was as black as a cave. Harry lit the tip of his wand silently, then eased it past the edge of his Cloak so that it would illuminate the surroundings. He spied Ron and Hermione instantly, huddled like two homeless urchins under Filch’s desk.

“Unless you’re imitating a fear of intimacy advert, no one is likely to believe you two ducked into this office for a quick snog!” he quipped as he tossed off the Invisibility Cloak. In the next instant, he heard the clatter of his wand against the filing cabinets as he was disarmed.

“Oh, Harry,” Hermione gushed as she grabbed him in a quick hug. “I’m so glad it’s you! One more second and I would have confounded you.”

“Sorry about the wand, chum.” Ron grinned sheepishly as he handed Harry’s wand back. “Couldn’t hesitate.”

Harry’s eyes were immediately drawn to the small wooden box that Hermione was removing from her cloth satchel. “You found it!” he whispered in awe.

“Maybe not,” Hermione cautioned. “It doesn’t seem heavy enough. I didn’t have time to open it before lights out.”

The air hung motionless in the small room as she wiggled the top open. Other than a few bits of broken feathers, the box was empty.

Ron pointed to the banner on the far wall. “Look at what’s holding the banner up, though,” he offered with a satisfied grin.

Hermione lifted her wand in the direction of the banner, but Harry caught her arm. “I don’t want to have to re-hang that unless absolutely necessary,” he noted.

Heeding the advice, Hermione intoned verbally, “Accio sterling silver!”

The darts high on the wall did not move, but the wooden pencil cup on the desk next to Ron rattled ominously. Ron reached out a hand just in time to keep the contents from spilling out all over the floor.

“Sorry, must have jiggled the desk without realizing it,” he apologized.

“Not necessarily,” Harry remarked, turning his attention to the desktop. “Try in the other direction, Hermione. I’ll hold out the satchel to catch any objects.”

Ron backed out of the way as Hermione directed her spell towards the other side of the room. Almost immediately, they saw flashes of silver as a number of objects from the pencil cup as well as from underneath stacks of papers flew into the cloth sack.

“We’ll examine them later,” Harry urged. “Maybe something else will work as well.”

“Good idea, Harry,” Hermione agreed. “Any other type of silver object might turn out to be compatible anyway.”

A quick review of the Map showed that Filch and Peeves were still on the fourth floor, but Mrs. Norris had started to wander back in their direction. They could not risk hesitating any longer! As soon as he was certain that Hermione had relocked the cabinet, Harry dowsed the light. Covering himself with the Invisibility Cloak once more, he eased the door open.

It took only a few seconds for their eyes to accustom themselves to the patchy moonlight in the corridor. Harry could hear the distant gravelly grumbling from Filch as he attempted to right the coats of armor in the Gryffindor Tower gallery. He even thought he could hear Peeves’ demented giggling in the background, but wasn’t certain. Hermione turned briefly to relock the office door, then the trio took off at a quiet trot, taking the first corridor that led deeper into the heart of the castle.
Chapter 58 Unlocking the Locket by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The destruction of the final Horcrux leads to a risky consultation with Snape.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 58
Unlocking the Locket



Needless to say, they were a bleary-eyed bunch the next morning. Having Peeves as their unwitting ally had just made Filch take longer to complete his rounds. After observing his motionless dot for close to twenty mintues, they concluded that the man was asleep in his office and were finally able to double back.

Nevertheless, the prospect of testing the various silver objects they had liberated from Filch’s horde soon had them energized. Even though this week’s dueling session with Neville and Luna was set for seven, chances were that no one would want to linger since it was Friday evening.

Harry was surprised, however, when Lupin presented him with an alternate plan at their three o’clock appointment.

“It’s time all of us started practicing together,” Lupin announced. “We need to be able to work as a seamless unit. When’s your next study group meeting with the others?”

Without a second thought, Harry answered honestly, “Seven this evening.” His heart sank when he remembered that he had made other plans for later. Perhaps Lupin would have an engagement of his own on a Friday night, he thought as he mentally crossed his fingers.

“Perfect,” Lupin replied. “Tonks and I will join you in the Room of Requirement. I trust you’ll be able to get the message to Ginny as well. She hasn’t scheduled a Quidditch practice for tonight, has she?”

If only, Harry thought with an inner groan. “Now that the Apparition lessons are over, Quidditch practice is back to Saturday mornings,” he assured Lupin. Ginny had already roped him and Ron to assist with a practice scrimmage. “Though she may be stepping that up as the Slytherin match draws near.”

Lupin nodded in understanding. “I expect it will be a vigorous session this evening, so I recommend that everyone fortify themselves at tea time. We can order a late supper if we get the munchies later. I’m sure Tonks will want a late dessert “ that’s pretty standard for a Friday night,” he added with a wink. “You think we might get a few more converts to chocolate soufflé mania?”

Granted, it was difficult to resent the obvious enjoyment that Lupin gained from his teaching duties so Ron and Hermione took it in stride. The three of them penciled in “Horcrux duty” for Saturday evening instead.






The next morning, Harry discovered that he, Ron and a few other volunteers from their House were expected to don green armbands and assume the role of the Slytherin team. True to form, they played the most devious, underhanded and scandalous game of Quidditch ever. No rule was too sacred for the makeshift Slytherins to shatter! Although there was a lot of good-natured laughter that accompanied their antics, it served as a template for the Gryffindor team to identify their weak points.

The entire team thanked them profusely as Ginny challenged the volunteers to another match after she had time to polish up her team a bit. She indicated that she was not adverse to setting stakes although she had no idea what to suggest at the moment. Shaking hands with Ron on behalf of the volunteers, they agreed to work out the details in the interim.

To Harry’s surpsise, Hermione clamored down from the viewing stands with Lupin in tow.

“I commend you on the spirit of cooperation among members of your House,” Lupin offered in greeting. “Hermione and I were just critiquing some of the elements from last night’s practice and I hoped we could squeeze in another session this afternoon.”

Harry and Ron both indicated that they were free while Hermione volunteered to alert Ginny before she hit the showers.

“Two o’clock then.” Lupin nodded. “I’ve already checked with Luna and Neville.”

Harry took Lupin aside for a few words, promising Ron that he would meet up with him shortly in the Great Hall. He double-checked that only Professor Hooch was watching them idly from outside the changing rooms on the far side of the pitch.

“Remus, is there something brewing that has you stirred up all of a sudden?”

“No more than usual.” Lupin shrugged in return.

“Why the sudden push to have us all working together?”

“What I observed during the Grudge March showed me that all of you were ready. As to the timing issue, well, frankly I was trying to take advantage of the days where my stamina was at its normal level. I expect Madam Pomfrey will have my potion re-brewed within the next week or so.”

Harry nodded solemnly to indicate that he understood. “If anyone asks, I’ll just tell them that you wanted to strike while the iron was hot.”

“That’s a good way to put it, thanks,” Lupin agreed with a smile.






It seemed like it took forever until Neville and Luna excused themselves from the common room in order to perform their Saturday night rounds. Even Ginny, who was the one most likely to get an extra dose of steam late into the evening, had already said her good nights. Before the sconce had closed completely, Hermione jumped up from the sofa and retrieved her cloth satchel. In turn, Harry held up the metal box that contained the last remaining Horcrux.

Hermione positioned the silver objects that had answered her summons like surgical instruments upon the low table before the fire. There was a small, mirrored compact with a broken clasp that might have held face powder at one time. Numerous mismatched cufflinks, none of which bore any type of identifying marks. The top half of a fountain pen engraved with the initials “F.G.D.” A broken stick pin in the shape of a kangaroo. A letter opener whose top was fashioned like two entwined serpents. A badly tarnished blob that was thoroughly scratched and covered in animal bites.

“Not much to choose from.” Ron sighed as he returned with dragon-hide gloves for everyone.

“Start with the objects that have a sharp point,” suggested Hermione. “They have a better chance of puncturing the locket.”

Harry opened the lid of the metal box so that the Horcrux was accessible, but undisturbed, in the bottom for now. Based on their past experiences, he was loath to handle the locket anymore than was absolutely necessary.

Ron peered at the letter opener and suggested that it might belong to a member of Slytherin House. As the most likely candidate, he tried it first. There was absolutely no reaction. Both the stickpin and the fountain pen were unresponsive as well. Although it would be much more difficult to damage the locket with a blunt object, Ron tried the mirrored compact and each of the cufflinks in turn. Absolutely nothing seem to strike a chord with the locket.

Meanwhile, Hermione was examining the last item more carefully, but was still uncertain what the original function of the cylindrical object could have been. “If only I could trace it with my fingertips, I might be able to feel if there were any sort of markings that might have faded,” she mused. “I can’t even feel the teeth marks through the gloves.”

“Don’t risk it, Hermione,” Ron cautioned. “Not unless it’s absolute necessary. Any ideas, Harry?”

Remembering how Flitwick had used a spell to polish the brass tie tack, Harry bade Hermione to place the object directly on the tabletop. Screwing up his face in concentration, Harry tried a number of different variations of the spell. All at once, the sooty tarnish seemed to evaporate right into the very air, leaving the dented object so shiny that it almost glowed.

Hermione pick it up once more as Ron obligingly illuminated it more closely with his wand.

“I think there may be some faint markings here,” she whispered to Harry as Ron drew closer for a better look.

“I have a small magnifying glass,” Ron volunteered. “Broke off one of the decoy detonators “ the one that started a fire if used in the sunlight.”

“The one that we determined was a menace,” Hermione amended.

With the use of the magnifying glass and the added glow from Harry’s wand, Hermione concluded that it definitely looked like some kind of emblem had been engraved lightly on the surface although much of it had been worn away.

“It’s too intricate to be initials,” she opined. “Could be a crest or just an animal of some sort. What did the Black family crest look like, Harry? All I can remember are the words, Toujours Pur, but there isn’t any writing that I can see.”

“You would ask that question.” Harry sighed as he attempted to think back on the Black tapestry that hung in Grimmauld Place. He had not really had a good look at it since the summer Mrs. Weasley had taken it upon herself to do a thorough cleaning; that had been nearly three years ago. Sirius was still alive then, he thought with an unexpected pang. “There was a shield, flanked on each side by some sort of animal, each standing on its hind legs. I can’t remember anything else, sorry.”

“Could the animals be dogs by any chance?” Hermione urged. “Some lean type of hound like a weimaraner?”

“A whippet or a greyhound?” Ron offered.

“Could be.” Hermione nodded. “What do you think, Harry? Take a look.”

It was so faint, it was hard to tell, Harry opined, but it was possible. “Perhaps if we could see it in the daylight,” he suggested. “The faint outline in the middle definitely could be a shield.”

“I’ll double-check the Black family crest in the library tomorrow morning,” Hermione declared. “I’m certain I’ve seen books on wizard heraldry.”

“Assuming that it just might be the Black crest,” Ron mused, “what type of object is it?”

Harry turned the warped cylinder in his hands and tried to imagine what it must have looked like before it was chewed and dented. His gloved finger caught on the narrowest end and he peered at it more closely through the magnifying glass.

“Guys, look at the end here; it looks like it may have had some sort of sharp point. It’s broken off almost to the hilt,” Harry remarked as he handed the silver cylinder and the magnifying glass to Hermione.

She frowned as she looked it over and then zoned in on some striations on the opposite end. “If that’s so,” she added, “then these groves could have been where the fletches were originally attached. Those would have been the first thing a cat chewed off; ask Crookshanks if you don’t believe me.”

“You mean to say this shapeless lump could be one of Regulus’ darts?” Ron was incredulous.

“It’s possible,” Hermione allowed.

With scarcely a second thought, Harry balanced the object in the palm of his hand and brought it ever closer to the locket. He nearly dropped it when it started spinning like a propeller as his hand drew level with the open lid.

He started to say, “I believe we have a winner,” but the sound of the sconce opening alerted them that a quick retreat was necessary. Hermione snatched the silver cylinder and dumped it back in the satchel with all the other items that Ron hastily assembled. Once behind the closed door of his room, Harry locked the lid to the metal box before returning it to the topmost shelf of his closet.

The last whispered words between the three of them had been, “Tomorrow.”





Determined that nothing was going to keep them from completing their task the next day, Hermione announced early on that she was planning to take a long bubble bath around tea time and that everyone else “ she’d looked pointedly at the three boys in turn “ had best plan to make alternate arrangements between the hours of five and six. No emergency, she extolled, could be serious enough to interrupt her when she had her face slathered in cucumber beauty masque. Harry had a hard time hiding his smirk at the stricken reaction that her last statement elicited from Neville and Ron alike.

Harry returned from a practice session with Tonks that afternoon to find that Ron and Hermione were excitedly awaiting his return.

At his quick look around, Hermione volunteered, “Neville’s not here right now, but there’s no guarantee he won’t be back before tea time. In the meanwhile, I found this.” She whipped out a copy she had made of the Black family crest. “Go look at it by the open window and tell me what you think.”

It was still very faint, but Harry nodded that it might just match the faded engraving on the broken dart.

“We think so, too, mate,” Ron admitted. “In the meanwhile, I found Hagrid chopping firewood this afternoon and convinced him that I needed a short plank for my books. It’s an ideal surface on which to do a bit of hammering, don’t you think?”

“That’s brilliant, Ron!” Harry smiled.

“Not just yet,” Ron remarked with a grin as he also retrieved a small wooden mallet from behind the sofa cushion. “This might come in handy if the point proves to be too dull for your needs. Hagrid uses it to crack his hard-boiled eggs sometimes.”

“But what kind of--” began Harry, then noticed Hermione shaking her head in warning.

“You really don’t want to know,” she whispered.

“Right… So when do we get started?” Harry returned eagerly.

Hermione retrieved her bathrobe and a small basket of bath products for her alibi while Harry folded his Invisibility Cloak and hid in under a stack of clean towels in the bathroom. Ron offered to keep a lookout in the common room with assistance from the Marauder’s Map.

“I’ll make up some scatter-brained reason to tease you through the door if you need to come out incognito,” Ron reminded them. Then he flashed a quick hand-made sign that read: Warning! Creature from the Black Lagoon. “I’ll just hang this on the door as a reminder.” He chuckled as Hermione rolled her eyes indulgently.

Confident that they could handle this between just the two of them, Harry placed the rustic plank on an open area of the tile floor. He carefully extricated the locket from its box and placed it in the center of the wood. Kneeling beside him, Hermione handed Harry the broken dart and placed the wooden mallet within easy reach.

“Ron and I both checked for all manner of jinxes and hexes this afternoon,” she assured him. “Even used the hand sensors from Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes.” At Harry’s sharp laugh, she added, “A bit of overkill is never unwarranted. Do I sound just like Mad-Eye, or what?”

Trying to still the nervousness that had inexplicably come over him, Harry allowed himself to hum one of the practice tunes that Tonks preferred. He felt some of the tension flowing out of his body as he began to feel empowered once more. With all his might, he brought the broken dart down on the closed locket but it slid right off the surface without making the slightest scratch. As it tumbled from Harry’s gloved hand onto the tile floor, it started to spin like a demented compass needle.

Hermione retrieved it and handed it back to Harry followed by the wooden mallet. As Harry lowered the dart slowly to the surface of the locket, he found that he had to fight to keep it steady. It was difficult to determine whether the dart was attempting to lunge at the locket or flinching as if it wished to run away. Harry felt the butterflies nest in his stomach once again.

“I’m going to need both hands to keep the dart steady,” he implored. “Could you hit it with the mallet, Hermione?”

“Of course.”

With both hands, it was definitely steadier. As Hermione took a few practice swings with the mallet, though, Harry felt the dart becoming agitated once more.

“I’m not sure how much longer I can hold this,” he hissed with the increasing effort.

Taking the cue, Hermione swung the mallet in a sure arc that drove the broken point partially through the top layer of the locket. With another swing, Harry felt it punch through to the thin, hollow center. Immediately, the silver dart in his hands became so icy cold that it was painful to hold despite the dragon-hide gloves. An eerie hissing noise poured from the punctured locket, rather like the sound of steam escaping from a teakettle. With the next strike, the noise increased in intensity until it was as if they were in a room full of snakes. Or just one big snake, like the basilisk he’d defeated when he destroyed Riddle’s diary, the very first Horcrux, so many years before. With a final blow, Hermione succeeded in driving the dart through the backside of the locket and into the hard surface of the plank.

Gingerly, Harry pried hands that were numb with cold from around the narrow body of the dart. It swayed momentarily in a vertical position before it seemed to collapse within itself and be sucked into the hollow center of the locket. For the briefest moment, it was as if the molten silver had closed the puncture wound in the locket. Then suddenly, a stream of thick purple ooze trailed from the wound until it reached the wood surface where it briefly burst into flame. Luckily, the fire burned itself off within seconds, leaving behind nothing but an irregular charred oval on the plank. All evidence of the locket, chain and silver dart were gone.

As Harry felt his heartbeat returning to normal, he glanced at Hermione for her reaction. He could tell by the questioning look in her eyes that she, too, felt that it had been just too easy. Considering how many magical obstacles he’d encountered with Dumbledore in that damned cave, it seemed almost anticlimactic. Perhaps he shouldn’t question his good fortune for once, Harry decided as he rose shakily to his feet.

“What do we do with the wooden plank?” Hermione asked.

“Burn it in the fireplace.” Harry’s tone was decisive. “The evenings are still cool enough that no one would question us lighting a fire, particularly if we had forgotten to close all the windows before darkness fell.”






With a sigh of relief that it was all over, Ron and Hermione announced that they were going down to the Great Hall for an early dinner. Harry indicated that he would probably join them shortly, but he was not yet hungry. He lit the fire in the hearth and added the discolored plank once the flames took hold properly. The cool evening air wafting through the windows felt refreshing in contrast to the heat from the fire.

Slowly, Harry closed the lid to the metal box that now contained nothing but the broken jewelry bits and frayed handkerchief in which the locket had been bundled. As he slid the box into its customary spot on the closet shelf, he felt a slight wave of dizziness, but quickly attributed it to fatigue.

Perhaps he did need some dinner to bolster his strength, after all; but at the image of actually sitting down at the Gryffindor table and filling his plate with food, he suddenly felt nauseous. He opened one of the mullioned windows near his bed so that the cool breeze would soothe him. He gulped in huge lungfuls of air as if he were a drowning man, then sat down gingerly on the edge of the window seat to steady himself.

The long purple shadows of early evening formed a patchwork design on the back lawn, the sun like a bright orange melon on the crest of the ridgeline. Small knots of students were slowly winding their way back towards the castle after a lazy Sunday in the spring sunshine. Idly, Harry wondered if Tonks and Lupin were taking their customary stroll around the lake, although his window did not afford him such a view.

A sudden gust of wind sent the sweet aroma of freshly baked pies in Harry’s direction. He responded by clamping his hand over his mouth instinctively as he felt the bile rise in his throat. Stumbling to the bathroom, he leaned his forehead against the cool tile next to the wash basin as his empty stomach spasmed uncontrollably. Finally convinced that he had nothing to disgorge, he was able to right himself and splash his face with some refreshing water. Still feeling a bit dizzy back in his room, he laid down on the bedcovers and closed his eyes.

He awoke from a doze to feel frigid air assaulting his body. The room spun uncontrollably when he tried to take the three steps between his bed and the open window. After a few shaky attempts, he managed to close the window latch and collapsed back on the bed from the effort. The darkness of the evening sky through the window surprised him; stars twinkled over the distant hills but there was not the slightest trace of sunset left.

The common room was deserted as his overwhelming thirst led him inexorably towards the bathroom faucet. Mesmerized, he watched the cool stream fill his glass to overflowing and then cascade gracefully over his hand into the basin. Such an ordinary sight to bring such a sudden sense of fulfillment into his heart, he thought as he swallowed the water in long, satisfying gulps. Catching his reflection in the mirror, he was startled by how lifeless and pale he looked, his eyes shining with a preternatural light from a bleached bone skull. His cheeks felt strangely hot to his overly cool hands.

A glance at the clock showed that it was just past curfew. The closed doors to the other three bed chambers confirmed that the others must have retired for the night. Strange that Hermione hadn’t knocked on his door when she returned from dinner, but then perhaps he’d slept through it.

Wide awake after his long nap, Harry kicked off his trainers and settled himself comfortably under the bedcovers to indulge himself with a Quidditch magazine. It wasn’t long before the words started to blur before his eyes and he felt like it was stifling hot in his room. He threw back the bed covers, but within moments he was feeling cold. Bundling himself back under the blankets, it took a long time for his shivering to finally subside. With that inner calmness came a moment of clarity. This was not just ordinary stomach upset that he was experiencing, it was entirely possible that he had been poisoned!

It had to be related to the Horcrux, but he could not fathom how. Clearly, it hadn’t been orally ingested as he had eaten nothing since lunch. If the poison had been airborne, Hermione would be experiencing the same symptoms and would have never made it through dinner. The only other manner of contamination was through the skin and he had been wearing gloves during the entire procedure.

With a sickening feeling, he forced himself to retrieve his dragon-hide gloves, clasping the edge of the desk with whitened knuckles to keep from losing his balance. Unsteadily, he lowered himself into his chair to examine the gloves by the direct light of the desk lamp. On the edge of the right thumb he found the tiniest nick in the soft hide. Holding it up before the light, he confirmed that there was indeed a minute hole. He must have snagged it when he discovered the broken dart point -- that was the only explanation that made any sense.

This was not good news, he thought, as a fresh wave of vertigo washed over him. Unsure how to proceed, he slid from the chair onto the floor at the foot of his bed and half crawled over to his bureau. He managed to pull out the bottom drawer and stared uncertainly at the two-way mirror until his dizziness dissipated.

There was no longer the slightest doubt in Harry’s mind that he needed to consult a poisons expert as soon as possible. He didn’t want to blow Snape’s cover but these were extraordinary circumstances. Deciding that waging an inner war was tantamount to wasting precious seconds, he licked his dry lips in preparation.

“Severus, please answer!” he whispered urgently. “This is truly an emergency!”

The mirror remained dark, but Snape’s voice hissed back angrily, “Five minutes.”

Harry sat motionless, concentrating on the hammering of his heart while he waited. The seconds seemed interminable.

Finally, he heard Snape’s voice sputter again, “Potter, I swear on Merlin’s beard, if this is any sort of a prank--”

“I think I’ve been poisoned!” Harry implored.

There was a momentary pause followed by the sound of much scrambling from the other side of the dark mirror.

“Are you there?” Harry whispered even more softly. “I can’t see anything on this end…”

“It’s dark out here in the storage shed,” Snape spat back. “You will have to make do with my voice alone.”

“Can you see me?”

“Only dimly, the mirror itself glows a bit from the inside. To light a wand tip is to risk discovery on my part. Accept it.”

Determined not to let Snape’s customary brusqueness put him off, Harry replied, “It seems I have no choice--”

“Unless you wish the last hours of your pathetic existence to trickle through your fingers, I suggest you give me more details about the poisoning.”

Recognizing the truth of Snape’s blunt words, Harry made his explanation as concise as possible.

“How long since contagion?” Snape prompted.

“It was between five and six this evening,” Harry replied, trying desperately to keep things in perspective as another wave of dizziness engulfed him. “Curfew was at eleven, so it must be close to midnight…” Suddenly the concept was beyond him.

“It’s barely past ten, Potter. Curfew is at nine on Sunday evenings; surely things haven’t changed that much!”

“You’re right, forgive me.” Harry sighed woodenly. “I’m just not…”

“Relax and breathe deeply,” Snape urged in a less strident tone. “Describe the symptoms.”

When Harry finished, he felt as if he were a hollow shell. Enumerating Dumbledore’s reaction to the vile potion that he’d drunk before his death revived all those phantoms in Harry’s mind.

“You’re in luck that topical poisons are notoriously slow-acting,” Snape drawled. “Still, five hours down and your window may soon be closing. Do you understand what I’m saying?”

Harry nodded dumbly. “Time to administer an antidote is counting down,” he repeated through papery lips.

“Potter, what became of the decoy?” Snape’s tone had a new urgency about it. “You’ve described symptoms from two different batches of poison that may not be the same.”

“I’m not sure,” Harry stammered. “It was worthless…I may have even lost it at Privet Drive…That’s the last time I saw it…in the bottom of my trunk…I didn’t realize I’d said…”

“We’ll just work from your symptoms then,” Snape concluded. “As to the other, it seemed rather obvious. Nothing else would pack this kind of a punch, especially after lying dormant for such a long time. Knowing that the source of the poisoning has been irrevocably destroyed, do you have anything that may have come in contact with the object?”

“I’ve the box in which it was stored to keep it quarantined as well as the old handkerchief in which it was wrapped for the past couple of years.”

“Good, there may still be valuable traces in case the solution proves particularly stubborn….And you’re certain that the fluid caused a spontaneous combustion?”

“Yes, I may even have the wooden plank we used. Shall I try to pull it out of the hearth?” Harry felt like he was grabbing at straws.

“No, all of the necessary elements would’ve been consumed in the initial fire.”

“We don’t have very much to work with, do we?” Harry conceded hoarsely.

“More than you think.” Snape’s tone was confident and smooth. “You’ve described interactions that have a rather unique signature… You must go to Slughorn for the antidote. I will provide what assistance I can to guide him most of the way, but you will have to place your ultimate trust in him.”

“But he was the one who told Voldemort about Horcruxes in the first place!”

“If you were able to retrieve the final version of the memory from him, then he has already agreed to cooperate with you. I fail to see an obstacle.”

Harry balked at the predicament before him. “I tricked Slughorn into giving me the memory while he was in his cups! I doubt that he even remembers giving it to me.”

“I see,” Snape returned in a calculating tone. “Then you should see to it that he doesn’t find out the complete truth of the situation. You’ll have to be extremely careful with what you tell him… Get a scrap of parchment to jot this down, you must be very exact with your words to avoid any potential pitfalls.”

Harry slithered on his knees to his desk and hastily grabbed a clean sheet of parchment, quill, ink, and the discarded Quidditch magazine to use as a writing surface. He was practically panting from the effort.

“Begin.” Harry nodded towards the dark mirror with as much determination as he could muster.

“Tell Slughorn that you’re dealing with a Class C poison, topically transmitted, that has lain dormant for close to twenty years. One of the components of the antidote will be macerated nightshade. If he asks why you’re so certain, mention ‘anaerobic combustion.’ Read that back to me, it must be exact. The last thing you want is him probing around for additional facts.”

Harry felt nervous sweat beading on his forehead as he worked his way haltingly through the scribbled information.

“Potter, tell me honestly: are you having trouble remembering the facts or it is just that your handwriting is too shaky?” For once, there was no derision in Snape’s voice.

“A little of both,” Harry admitted. “But mostly, I’m having trouble reading my own scribbles.”

“Understandable, dictate it to one of your co-conspirators. You’re not steady enough on your feet to make it two steps to your desk, see to it that you send someone else to Slughorn’s office.”

“I’ll do it just as you say,” Harry promised.

“Now, listen very carefully to me, this information is just between you and me.” Snape’s tone was so dispassionate that it seemed as if the man’s veins were filled with ice. “Please understand, I get no pleasure from saying these words to you, Potter; but you’re entitled to know the truth of what you’re facing. The fact that this poison has lain in wait for such a long time makes it virulent in the extreme. It is entirely possible that there is no known antidote. A hard fact to face, but unavoidable in the case of all unknown poisons. Not meaning to be indelicate, but are your affairs in order?”

“Yes, the Headmistress dispatched my letter to Gringott’s within the past month,” Harry affirmed.

“What about more personal relationships? Any last words you wish you’d said in person?”

Harry felt a dull ache begin when he thought of Ginny.

“Something to think about as you wait for the antidote to take effect,” Snape offered sagely. “As much as I would sit with you until Slughorn arrives, every extra minute that I steal just makes it more likely that I will be apprehended. Make sure that someone waits with you so that any new symptoms can be noted. And, Potter, if you start to feel like you’re sitting naked in a snowdrift, you must contact Madam Pomfrey immediately. She needs to be at your bedside.”

Harry nodded grimly as the import of Snape’s words became clear.

“Just for the record, I want you to know that I did not create this poison. Despite my numerous ill deeds, and there have been many, I have never created poisons for the Dark Lord.”

“Thank you for those words, Severus.”

“Don’t thank me unless you survive the night! Otherwise, what difference does it all make?” Snape sneered. “You have no more time for words, now go!”

Feeling as if he was without any good options, Harry rose shakily to his feet. Leaning his full weight against the bureau, he closed the bottom drawer as best he could with the side of his foot. He rested against the doorjamb to Ron’s room in order to catch his breath and sent a silent Muffliato charm in the direction of Neville’s closed door. Barely managing to avoid a collision with a chair, he practically collapsed at Ron’s bedside.

It was unclear whether it was the tone of voice or the fierce undulating of the mattress where Harry had broken his fall, but Ron sat up wide awake in bed at the words: “I need your help, Ron! I think I’ve been poisoned!”
Chapter 59 The Longest Night by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Despite the secrecy surrounding their activities, Hermione takes a decisive step by seeking out Lupin's assistance.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 59
The Longest Night


There was enough commotion to lure Hermione from her room as Ron was duly dispatched to Slughorn’s office with the rewritten notes, the metal box that had housed the locket, and Harry’s Invisibility Cloak. Harry was more than happy to submit to Hermione’s ministrations as she slowly took over command of the crisis.

Without giving a second thought to the emergency override, she strode purposefully into Harry’s bedchamber to see that he had changed into his pajamas and was propped up as comfortably as possible with some of her extra pillows. Harry had to admit that the waves of vertigo seemed a lot more bearable sitting up.

“You’re still feeling a bit hot to the touch,” she commented as she laid the back of her hand gently on Harry’s forehead. “Do you want me to get you another cool cloth?”

Harry forced his eyes to focus on her face and then shook his head. “It will only bring on the chills. I’m really not feeling that uncomfortable at the moment. Still feel like I’m dying of thirst, though.”

“A half glass of ginger beer, but no more,” she offered, returning quickly with the one liquid that did not make him nauseous at the moment. “What else did Snape suggest?”

Harry caught himself before he relayed the portion about putting his affairs in order; it would serve no purpose to alarm her unnecessarily. “Only that I should hurry,” he added and then regretted having said even that as he saw the worried look on her face deepen.

He watched her try to return her attention to the open book in her lap, but he could tell that she was having trouble concentrating. With a sigh of resignation, she arranged the text on the side table where any visitors could see that it was open to the chapter on poisons. It was a clever subterfuge that she had suggested, much to Harry’s relief. The three of them concurred that it would be best to keep Snape’s name out of it; it was the very least they owed the man for his assistance.

With a sound like a whole gaggle of geese descending through their fireplace, Ron and Slughorn stumbled into the common room in a heap of mismatched arms and legs.

“Sorry about that, Ronald,” Slughorn remarked as he brushed the last particles of Floo Powder from his silk dressing gown. “Only way to confuse the Hogwarts Network into allowing a student is to do a Side-Along. Between you being too tall and me being too round, it was a tight fit!”

“No harm done, Professor,” Ron replied politely. “But now that I’ve had the experience, next time I believe I’ll just walk.”

Slughorn patted him on the back with a jovial chuckle. “Now where’s the culprit?”

Alerted by the tumult, Hermione leapt up from the armchair she had squeezed next to Harry’s bed and flew into the common room.

“Right this way, Professor,” she urged graciously. “I can’t thank you enough for helping us out tonight.”

“You’re lucky it turned out the be a relatively simple antidote once we were able to isolate particles of the original formula. Good thing you hadn’t thrown out that old hankie.” Slughorn smiled reassuringly at Harry. “Not to mention your natural intuitiveness with potions that immediately directed me to the deadly nightshade. Always an impressive show, my boy!”

Before Harry could fully appreciate the disgusted look on Hermione’s face, a fresh wave of dizziness sent the room into a tailspin. When he tried to refocus his eyes on the anxious faces around his bed, the lights in the background exploded like meteors in his line of sight. Harry squeezed his eyes shut and collapsed back on the pillows with a pained grimace.

“Please try dimming the lights a bit, Hermione,” Slughorn suggested. “Visual irregularities often signal the next stage.”

“Does this mean that the window is closing, Professor?” Harry strained to get the words past his sandpapery tongue.

“Not just yet, my boy,” Slughorn assured him as he quickly measured the antidote into a tumbler, then motioned for Hermione to dilute it with some water. “But you’re definitely going to feel a lot worse before you feel better, I’m afraid. Too much time has passed to head off a number of the side effects. Wouldn’t surprise me if you experienced a few minor hallucinations before the night was out.”

At Hermione’s gasp, Slughorn reassured her, “It’s best you’re prepared so you don’t think he’s taken a turn for the worse. You’ll have to let it run its course. Do whatever it takes to keep him comfortable.”

Returning his gaze to Harry, Slughorn continued, “This type of antidote is very effective, but it is not subtle. The insides of your body will be waging war among themselves and they will make sure that your brain “ your consciousness “ is very much aware of it. Consequently, you may find it impossible to sleep with your pulse racing. None of these symptoms are cause for alarm. Try to surround yourself with as much calmness as you can. Read a book, doodle a bit, write an overdue thank you note to your maiden aunt. You’ll get through this, Harry.” Slughorn smiled magnanimously as he patted Harry on the shoulder one last time before ushering Ron and Hermione into the other room.

Harry nodded and offered his thanks, but deep down he knew that Snape’s stark words were the truest of all. There were no guarantees when it came to poisons and antidotes. He closed his eyes and let his mind drift as peacefully as possible.

It was not difficult to distinguish Slughorn’s booming whisper from the next room as he specified that they should take turns sitting with Harry, but to not leave him unattended until the worst was over. Believe him, they would know when that was.

“It would be ideal if he could be induced to sleep, even a light doze,” Slughorn advised. “Unfortunately, the one substance that could greatly ease his suffering tonight is no longer readily available. Once the hedonists adopted it for their own short-sighted amusement, it was only a matter of time. Such is the way with narcotics, I’m sad to say.”

“I’m sure you’ve done all you can, Professor,” Hermione responded in a more normal tone. “We appreciate you agreeing to wait until morning to inform the Headmistress.”

“There’s really not anything else she could do until then, anyway.” Slughorn shrugged. “No use disturbing her sleep. Ronald explained the sensitive nature of your special project, but I expect the Headmistress won’t be satisfied with such a sketchy explanation. Use your hours together wisely, if you know what I mean.”

“If he starts to feel like a snowman, we’ll call for Madam Pomfrey just like you said,” Ron reiterated. “Thanks again, Professor.”

“Don’t mention it; glad I could help,” Slughorn intoned before allowing the Floo to whisk him away.






Harry opened his heavy eyes to find that Hermione had returned silently to his side.

“Where did you come from?” He smiled gently, not wanting to frighten her away if she was an apparition.

“I’ve got the first shift while Ron dozes a bit,” she offered. “I’m too keyed up to sleep as it is.”

“Tell me about it,” Harry commiserated as felt his hands tingle painfully. “Would you kill me if I got up for a bit of parchment?”

“Absolutely,” she warned with flashing menace. “I’ll fetch it for you.”

To Harry’s surprise, she returned with a Muggle tablet, the sort with a stiff cardboard cover that makes it easy to write just about anywhere. She also handed him a felt-tipped pen. “Don’t let Filch know about my contraband,” she whispered with a wink. “I have some colored markers, too, if you want to do some backgrounds…”

“Thanks, Hermione, but this is ideal for my needs, truly,” Harry returned.

When he saw that she had redirected her attention to the book in her lap, Harry put the pen to paper. “Dearest Ginny,” he began to write as his unspoken words demanded to be set free.






Hermione started awake as she felt the heavy book start to slide from her unsteady lap. She caught it just before it hit the floor and looked up guiltily at Harry. He was staring fixedly off into the distance, his eyes glazed with unacknowledged fear.

Gingerly, Hermione placed her hand on his cheek to see that he was still a bit feverish. Slowly, he turned his head in her direction, but it was as if he were seeing a stranger.

“Harry, are you all right? Do you know where you are?”

“Yes, Hermione,” he assured her as he came to himself once more. “My mind has been wandering all over the place. People that I haven’t thought about in years keep visiting to offer their suggestions for my letter.”

“Harry, those are delusions,” she offered softly, doing her best to hide the concern that such a factual recitation stirred in her. She would do her best to humor him as Slughorn had suggested. “What have you been writing?”

“Just a few words for Ginny.” He shrugged noncommittally.

“Don’t you think it would be easier just to catch her at breakfast?”

“You mean, catch her with a net, like a butterfly?” Harry asked as he stared off into the distance again.

“If that’s what you’ve been writing, then it’s nothing more than disjointed gibberish!” Hermione declared.

“You’re welcome to read it, if you like. Let me know if it makes any sense to you; I wouldn’t want to embarrass myself in front of Ginny. You know how intolerant she is of amateurs.”

“All right, Harry,” she agreed as she took the folded sheets gently from his outstretched hand. “You don’t mind if I pour myself some cider, do you? I’ll pull another chair up to the doorway so the fruity scent doesn’t nauseate you all over again.”

“You’re a pal.” Harry smiled wanly. “I think that phase has passed already, but no sense encouraging it to make a reprise.”

Hermione could feel Harry’s eyes drilling into her as she rearranged another armchair. “I won’t be able to concentrate if I can feel your eyes on me,” she chided him affectionately.

“Sorry,” he replied, turning his head away and closing his eyes obediently. “I confess it took me a long time to string those thoughts together properly.”

Hermione nodded absently as she took a long swallow of cold cider. Dreading the task before her, she hesitantly unfolded the sheets and started to read. To her immediate surprise, it was nothing like what she had expected. Clearly, Harry had been motivated to pour his soul out to Ginny, his phrases heartfelt and eloquent. They were words that begged to be spoken aloud, shouted from the highest rooftop, not buried in the darkest corner of his heart because he feared that this, too, would be twisted to Voldemort’s own nefarious ends. How he could find the courage to speak of beauty in a world gone mad, to dare to dream of a future that was nothing more than spun sugar, she did not know. That the words had moved her unexpectedly was evident when she lifted her glistening eyes to find that he had been watching her after all.

“Harry, you should tell Ginny these things in person,” was all she could manage.

Feeling the overwhelming need to wrap him in a hug before she dissolved herself, Hermione found herself rebounded by the stinging hex in the doorway. Her second attempt was repelled even more strongly. Screwing up her face in determination, she cleared a path and took the doorway at a run. She broke through, but it felt as if she’d sheared her body with red-hot wires by the time she collapsed in a sobbing heap at the foot of Harry’s bed.

“Hermione, are you all right?” Harry asked as he staggered from his bed to help her up. “Can’t any of the rest of you see that she’s in pain? Thank you for pulling up a chair,” he addressed the empty air as he half pushed Hermione in the direction of the armchair where she had been sitting earlier.

She collapsed gratefully and tugged him as best she could until he managed to crawl back into the bed. Every nerve ending in her body was crying out at the injustice, but the only thing of importance was the delirium that she saw lurking in the dark recesses of Harry’s eyes.

With sudden conviction, she turned to him. “These visitors that have come to lend you their counsel --” She vaguely waved her hand in the direction of the closet. “-- is Remus among them?”

With a childlike earnestness, Harry smiled at her and shook his head. “As you can see for yourself, these are only those people I haven’t seen in a long while.”

“Good.” Hermione nodded. “I’m going to call him to join us, then. This party has gone on long enough without his company. Just tell me how you send that Patronus message that Tonks taught you.”

Thinking that Harry was going to resist her suggestion on the grounds that Lupin should be kept out of anything associated with the Horcruxes, she was floored when he eagerly went along with her plan. Feeling like she had just crashed head first through the looking glass, Hermione concluded that Harry was in a world where there were no cursed objects and no enemies lurking behind every lamppost.

Biting back her tears, she carefully composed the message that she would entrust to her silvery otter.






Hermione was just writing “Ginny Weasley” on the outside of the envelope when she heard sounds from the direction of the fireplace. She hastily propped it up on Harry’s desk and ran out into the common room.

“Oh, Remus,” she sobbed openly, throwing herself into his arms. “I didn’t know what to do anymore!” The soft cotton of Lupin’s shirt felt so comforting as she laid her head against his shoulder.

“Tell me what’s so urgent that called for a Patronus message in the middle of the night,” Lupin beseeched.

She barely got out the words “Harry” and “poison” before Lupin dashed into the bedchamber to see for himself.

“How long ago did Slughorn administer the antidote?” he demanded wildly.

“Maybe an hour, an hour and a half, not much more than that,” Hermione admitted helplessly from the other side of the doorway. “He warned us that things would get worse before they got better.”

“Some antidotes are like that,” Lupin replied as he felt for Harry’s pulse. He turned a fearful look in her direction. “Come feel this; it’s like horses galloping!”

“I can’t go in that room, not again!” Hermione felt her knees giving way at the memory. “It gets worse every time.”

“But surely the emergency override--” Lupin began, then changed tracks. “I’ll test it later. Here, let me just release the hex for the time being.”

Moving his wand in a complicated series of circles, Lupin enticed the space in the doorway to momentarily glow a soft blue. Almost immediately, it faded into nothingness.

Sensing Hermione’s reluctance, Lupin suggested, “Just put your arm through, if you need convincing. I won’t be offended.”

With a sigh of relief, Hermione eased her arm followed by the rest of her body through the doorway. She stood next to Lupin, staring down at Harry.

“Is he still hot to the touch?” she inquired tentatively. “Cold, clammy skin is supposed to be the warning sign.”

“Only if you’re thinking in terms of an inquest,” Lupin shot back. “How long has he been like this?”

“You mean, dozing?” Hermione asked. “Only the last fifteen minutes or so. Before that he was talking to people who weren’t there.”

“That was to be expected by the way his body is fighting the poison inside,” Lupin attested grimly. “Did Slughorn give you any instructions?”

“Only that he didn’t have access to the one medication that might provide Harry with any relief. A controlled substance of sorts, one has to navigate a mountain of red tape to obtain it.”

“Does it have a name?” Lupin encouraged her to remember.

“Something scientific that was meaningless to me.” Hermione shook her head as if to clear the cobwebs. “I should’ve written it down. I’m so sorry, Remus.”

“Please don’t fret, Hermione…”

“Wait, he said it had a nickname; something that sounds like that soda my cousin in America likes…. Lime Sprite, could that be it?”

Lupin’s eyes bored into hers. “Could it have been ‘the Lime Pixie’?”

She nodded eagerly. “Yes, it might have been. Why is that suddenly so important?”

“Because, my little doyenne of slang, I happen to have the very substance right here.” Lupin smiled wickedly as he extracted a small, stoppered bottle from his jeans pocket.

“Remus! That’s a narcotic--” Hermione was aghast.

“It is also, first and foremost, a medicinal substance that Poppy Pomfrey pulled a lot of strings to get for me. Only thing that counters some of the side effects of my potion. Dutifully carry it with me everywhere, although I’ve only had occasion to use it once.”

“Did it work?”

“Yes, but the exact dosage is critical. I don’t want to relax him into a stupor, either. Could you bring me about half a glass of water?”

Hermione returned almost immediately. Harry’s breathing was getting ragged.

Catching the import of her look, Lupin volunteered, “He’s either caught up in a hallucination that is causing him great anxiety or he’s struggling to return from unconsciousness. Either way, we shouldn’t delay.”

Lupin carefully allotted three drops from the tiny bottle into the glass tumbler that Hermione held in her hand. At first there was no reaction, but then the outside of the glass fogged over with a thin layer of ice crystals as the liquid within turned a luminescent neon green.

Wrapping his arm around Harry’s shoulders, Lupin propped him up in bed as Hermione did her best to coerce him to wake up. Finally, Harry’s eyes seemed to focus on her briefly as he mumbled, “So thirsty…” Carefully, she held the glass to his lips as Harry clasped his hand over hers to better direct it. With three or four grateful swallows, he downed the contents.

“Now we wait,” Lupin instructed as he gently laid Harry back among the pillows. In moments, Harry’s breathing was sounding less strained.

“Please tell me what happened with the emergency override,” Lupin requested. “Did it not kick in?”

Briefly, Hermione explained the events that had transpired and how much pain had assaulted her when she finally figured out how to outsmart the hex. “It was at that point that I decided that I couldn’t do this alone,” she concluded.

“I’m glad you sent for my assistance.” Lupin smiled. “Now stand over here and turn your back to me.”

Hermione complied without a second thought. Lupin muttered a brief incantation and ran his wand back and forth within an inch of her back muscles. The relief was instantaneous, spreading slowly to her fingertips and down her legs.

“Does that make up for the stinging hex?” he whispered.

“Yes,” Hermione returned blissfully without moving from her position.

“You know if I give you another dosage, we’ll have to scrape you off the floor with a spatula. And I was so hoping we wouldn’t have to involve the house-elves!”

Hermione giggled as she whipped around and kissed Lupin quickly on the cheek. “Thanks,” she breathed in his ear before she settled on the arm of the chair next to him.

“Is that the letter that stirred everything up?” Lupin nodded in the direction of Harry’s desk.

“Yes, I addressed the envelope so there would be no question about Harry’s intent.”

“Still, you wouldn’t want just anyone to pick it up,” Lupin remarked as he lazily opened the top desk drawer with a swift wand motion and allowed Hermione to levitate the letter inside before he commanded it to close once more.

“You’re not the least bit curious as to what it says?” Hermione asked conversationally.

“I know what it says -- at least in general terms. I addressed a letter much like it to Tonks last year before I went undercover for the Order. Besides, I wouldn’t ask you to betray Harry’s confidence… I’m more inclined to ask why he had you read it, though?”

“I think he was already feeling a bit delusional and wanted to make certain that his words were coherent,” Hermione supplied.

“Well, he should finally be leaving that behind him if I’m not mistaken,” Lupin announced softly. “Once his heart rate returns to normal, he should just drop off to sleep.”

Hermione was unable to suppress a large yawn. “Can I feel his pulse, too?”

“Try not to wake him, though,” Lupin cautioned as he made room for her.

“What a difference.” Hermione smiled with satisfaction. “I’m going to wake up Ron for his watch now,” she announced groggily.

“There’s no need. I’ll sit with Harry.”

“Thanks again, Remus,” Hermione offered before another yawn overtook her.
Chapter 60 Parlour Games by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The Headmistress weighs in; Lupin’s cover story convinces everyone except Ginny
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 60
Parlour Games



“Remus, need I remind you that you have a class starting in ten minutes?” McGonagall addressed the slightly rumpled figure that was dozing at Harry’s bedside. “Remus!”

Lupin turned a bleary gaze in her direction. From the stubble on his chin, it was clear that he been awake most of the night. “Yes, Headmistress,” he acknowledged her politely. “But it’s--”

“It’s Harry, I know,” the Headmistress replied in an indulgent tone. “You still cannot abandon your other duties, no matter how difficult it becomes to tear yourself away.”

“Minerva, my place is here.”

McGonagall pulled over the desk chair so that she was sitting beside Lupin. Despite the intervening years, seeing him dressed in jeans, loafers and a simple button-down shirt made him seem like a school boy all over again. Perhaps one at University, she amended inwardly.

“I know you feel that way, Remus.” Then placing her hand gently on his arm to ensure that she had his undivided attention, she added softly, “You have to realize that were it any other student, I would have no choice but to bring you up on disciplinary charges. You and Harry have established a familial bond.”

Lupin’s expression registered a single instant of surprise before he capitulated, “There’s no point in denying it.”

“I also recognize that I threw the two of you together, knowing full well that this was a very distinct possibility," the Headmistress soothed. "It doesn’t take a genius to see that this is what Harry needed.”

“It wasn’t all your doing,” Lupin admitted softly as he stole a quick glance towards the bed. “I took the assignment voluntarily. I wanted to work with Harry from the start; you just facilitated that. The feelings were already there.”

She smiled benevolently at the concerned look on Lupin’s face. “Yes, Remus, I counted on that. I just didn’t know how far you would be willing to take it, how many boundaries you’d be willing to cross. You’ve always been such a stickler for formalities.”

“You know me too well, Minerva.” Lupin smiled gently in return. “There are no boundaries between Harry and me, not any longer. Those were demolished long ago.”

The Headmistress’ eyes widened in obvious surprise. “Then you have both been very careful about what you allow others to see. It wouldn’t do for the whole school to accuse you of favoritism.”

“I suspect they notice that I spend extra time with him.”

“Yes, but under an individualized curriculum, no one would fault an advisor for keeping close ties on his charge,” she returned in his defense. “Come, you’ll look presentable enough if you just tuck in your shirt. I’m sure Ron or Neville won’t mind if you borrow one of their school robes. Try the wardrobe in the common room...”

Lupin gave McGonagall’s hand a quick squeeze before standing up slowly. At the door to the common door, he hesitated, his eyes lingering on Harry’s slumbering form. “I so wanted to be here when he awoke,” he intoned candidly. “He was delirious when I arrived last night, you know.”

Lupin raised his eyes to meet McGonagall’s in one last silent plea.

“No, Remus, I cannot take over your Transfiguration lesson for you “ that is something that is reserved for life and death situations only,” she replied, her voice laced with compassion. “Regardless of what you may think, Harry is past the worse of it now. I will sit with him until you are free.”

“Thank you, Minerva,” he replied as stepped back into the room and gave her a quick kiss on the top of her head. “Please promise me that you’ll keep Poppy Pomfrey out of it, though.”

“Remus, I know the two of you have your differences, but she’s still--”

“She asks too many questions,” Lupin returned with quiet authority.

With sudden understanding, McGonagall urged, “You think this may have something to do with the assignment that Dumbledore gave Harry?”

“I’m certain of it.”

“What precisely makes you think that?”

“Because, in this instance, I was not the first person that Harry called when he knew he was in trouble.”

“How are you so certain that’s how he would react?” McGonagall prodded.

Lupin flashed her a quick grin. “Because as you just said, Minerva, we share a familial bond. That is the only thing that he hasn’t shared with me.”

“I see your point.”

Lupin turned to find that Ron was already waiting with school robes and a Gryffindor tie draped over his arm.

“By all means, Professor,” Ron offered. “I owe you for taking my watch with Harry last night.”

“Glad to do it, Ron.” Lupin smiled as he patted Ron’s shoulder genially. “I don’t suppose I could impose upon you to nip down to my classroom and let them know I’m on my way.”

“Of course,” Ron replied magnanimously. “I’m already a familiar face to them.”

Noting McGonagall’s amusement as she watched the proceedings from the doorway of Harry’s room, Lupin added with a wink, “Just tell them I was detained by the Headmistress.”

Hermione barely managed to hide her smirk as she showed Lupin the mirror on the inside door of the coat wardrobe so that he could properly knot his tie.

“If you’ll forgive me for saying so, Professor,” she offered with mischief dancing in her eyes, “you should wear jeans with your school robes more often. You look exactly like one of those Silicon Valley yuppies on Casual Day “ all that’s missing is your Sierra Club tie.”

At Lupin’s bewildered expression, the Headmistress couldn’t resist interjecting, “Perhaps you’ll start a new trend, Remus.”

“That’s a great idea,” Hermione agreed. “I’ll give you a few motivational notes on the way to class and you can take it from there.” She had her pen poised over the yellow post-it notes before the stone sconce cycled closed behind her.






“Didn’t anyone get the memo?” Lupin intoned heartily as he strode to the front of his class. “Today is Casual Day….”

Hermione barely managed to suppress a giggle as she quietly closed the door to the Transfiguration classroom.

“He’s determined to cause mischief,” Ron observed with a knowing smirk.

“It’s going to have snowballed by the end of the day,” Hermione predicted with a wry laugh.

“Shall we let Harry in on it?” Ron asked.

“Absolutely, but we’ll have to wait until the Headmistress leaves.”

Finding themselves alone in the corridor, Ron drew Hermione down on the deserted bench next to him.

“What’s so wrong with a familial bond?” he whispered. “Isn’t that a bit like what you and I share with Harry?”

“Yes, but I think the Headmistress is making a distinction between being ‘like’ family and truly being family.”

“You’ve lost me, Hermione,” Ron admitted. “Euphemisms leave me in the dark most of the time.”

“In its simplest terms, I think the Headmistress is saying that Lupin has consciously taken up Sirius’ role.”

“If it suits Lupin and Harry “ and there’s no doubt that it does “ who’s to object?” Ron shrugged. “It’s not as if Harry shares his classes with anyone else.”






“Thank goodness somebody else got the memo!” Harry announced from the doorway of the Transfiguration classroom as he fingered the Whale Watch tie he had found in the bottom of his trunk.

The bell to dismiss class had already rung, but most of the students were taking their time organizing their belongings. Harry walked confidently towards the front of the room, watching the students melt away before him. Lupin looked up in surprise then broke out into the Marauder’s grin.

“So that’s a Sierra Club tie,” Lupin remarked as he clasped the hand that Harry offered him.

“Actually, this is from Greenpeace,” Harry admitted. “Any eco-friendly, tree-hugging organization will do.”

Noting that they were now alone, Lupin pulled Harry into a friendly hug. “You had me so worried last night,” he whispered.

“You? I was the one who put down my last words on paper!” Harry returned.

“I put the letter in your top desk drawer, by the way.”

“Hermione told me; I’ve already turned it over to the Headmistress to forward to my safe at Gringott’s.”

“You’re not going to actually give it to Ginny?” Lupin asked.

“Not when I can still tell her those things in person.” Harry smiled. “Hermione’s right about that, at least… And Remus, what did you give me last night? I had the most bizarre dreams.”

“The ones that you were having while you were still awake are called hallucinations,” Lupin corrected dryly.

“I woke up so thirsty; I knew I should’ve asked Dumbledore to hold the salt on the Margaritas he was feeding me!”

“Surely not…” Lupin started to laugh. “Do you even know what a Margarita is?”

“Not exactly,” Harry joined in. “But these were a blinding lime green and the goblets were the size of a Pensieve, I swear.”

“Was Dumbledore wearing a sombrero?” Lupin roared as he sat down on the edge of the desk to keep his feet.

“Bright fuchsia!”







“Spare me the excuses, Remus, I know something’s up!” Ginny’s eyes flashed as she settled herself before the window in Lupin’s inner office.

“Can’t a man have a cup of tea between classes without being subjected to an inquisition?” Lupin returned archly as he watched her over the rim of his cup.

“Your practiced innocence doesn’t work with me, you know.”

Lupin carefully remained impassive as he took slow sips of his tea. It was hardly what his empty stomach craved; but he was afraid that if he indulged in a few bites of lunch, his body would immediately demand a nap. Right now, the hunger pangs were the only thing keeping him awake.

“If you think I’m bluffing--” Ginny prodded.

“”show me your cards, then,” Lupin countered as he concluded that she was not going to back down.

With a world weary sigh, Ginny leaned over Lupin’s chair and ran the back of her hand along his jaw line. “You didn’t shave this morning,” she began.

“So now you’re my personal dresser.” He gave her a disarming smile as he looked her straight in the face. “I overslept.”

“Tonks hates razor stubble. She says it’s the hallmark of self-absorbed immaturity,” Ginny shot back with a grin.

Lupin laughed. “I’ll be sure to shave first thing when I get back to the residence.”

“I’ve never seen you wear jeans to class.”

“I’m not certain the memo was circulated very thoroughly,” Lupin replied without missing a beat.

“Yes, the Casual Day subterfuge was truly masterful. I’ve already been asked a number of times if Fred and George stock Sierra Club ties. You sold everyone on the notion rather well.”

“Everyone but you, obviously,” Lupin muttered.

“You didn’t wear your tie tack.”

“Already established that I was in a hurry.”

“Then why are you wearing Ron’s school robes instead of your own?” Ginny sat herself on the footstool at Lupin’s feet with a decidedly smug look on her face.

“I’m sure I don’t know what you mean,” Lupin bluffed as he absently stroked the ends of his tie. He’d gotten so used to wearing the tie tack that it felt strange to be without it.

Ginny leaned over and caught the left sleeve of his robes between her fingers. She found the small hole near the hem and poked her little finger through it for Lupin’s benefit.

“These are Fred’s old robes. This hole is a souvenir of the pyrotechnic finale he and George orchestrated two years ago. George’s robe ended up in the dustbin due to a rather large singed patch along the backside.”

It was impossible to argue with such inside information, Lupin concluded, so he just held his tongue.

“Since there’s no mark from a tie tack, I suspect that the Gryffindor tie is similarly borrowed. Would I find Ron’s name sewn on the inside lining if I turned it over?” Ginny made as if to grab for the ends of Lupin’s tie, but he twisted out of her reach.

“If I concede your points, what then, Ginny? What’s the intent of this interrogation without an accusation at the end?”

Ginny rose to her feet and leaned dramatically against the fireplace mantle. It was all Lupin could do to keep from smirking.

“That’s the problem, you see,” Ginny intoned with just the perfect contemplative air. “I don’t have the other suspects at hand for the denouement.”

“Then your attempt to invoke the spirit of Hercule Poirot “ or Jane Marple “ is flawed,” Lupin observed wryly. “Perhaps a bit of period tweed would help with the illusion.”

“You’re just spoiled because Tonks can add such details with a thought!” she retorted.

“Don’t forget that I’m still your Transfiguration teacher; surely you don’t want to suggest that a simple change in the fabric of your skirt is beyond your skill.” Lupin gave her an expectant look.

“Is that how the scoring system for this game works?” she returned. “Sounds a bit arbitrary to me.”

“Just as long as it’s not amateurish.”

“I suppose I deserved that,” Ginny acknowledged. Then with a dramatic open-armed swirl worthy of their recent Apparition instructor, she intoned a complicated mantra that changed the dark grey wool of her skirt into purple heather tweed. “Does that meet with your approval? I refuse to do frumpy; we had enough of that during Umbridge’s regime. And while I’m at it, Professor, this is a Sierra Club tie!” She drew her wand sharply down the length of her Gryffindor stripes and transformed them into a pattern of autumn leaves in brown and purplish hues.

“If I admit that I found your entire display entertaining, Ginny, what do you want from me?” Lupin’s laugh had an infectious quality to it.

“Tell me what’s going down,” she urged.

“The events ‘went down’ last night, but it’s not my story to tell. I was only one of the supporting players. Will you let me off the hook if I take you to the true perpetrators? I still have a few extra minutes before my next class.”

“Thanks, Remus,” she returned with a satisfied grin.






Harry looked up from his toasted cheese sandwich at the sound of the sconce opening. His face broke out in a grin when he saw it was Lupin.

“Remus, I thought you still had another class to get through today,” he called in greeting.

“I do,” Lupin admitted stoically. “Ginny twisted my arm into bringing her up to confront you. She provided a rather stringent critique of my performance.” He stepped aside as Ginny scrambled through behind him. “Although she did mention that she has already received numerous inquiries for Sierra Club ties.”

“Already on it!” Hermione’s voice sang out from her bed chamber. She leaned her head out into the common room and elaborated, “Sent an owl to my mother earlier this morning. She will forward information from the online stores by the end of the week. I’m also having her include ties from the World Wildlife Fund, Nature Conservancy, Audubon Society and any other ‘green’ organization that she can recall… I already have you down for one with turtles on it, Remus,” she added with a grin.

“My image would suffer so without you, Hermione,” Lupin remarked. “Thanks.”

“How about including that organization of Flitwick’s?” came Ron’s suggestion as he joined them from his doorway on the opposite side of the room. “I think it’s called the Puffin Preservation League.”

“Do they even have ties?” Hermione posed. “Seems like it’s a rather small group, but I’ll look into it.”

“Excuse me, Hermione,” Lupin broke in, “I always got the impression that the Puffin League was essentially a social club.”

“Drinking club, more like,” Ginny added sardonically.

“I heard the Headmistress comment that the League had great economic impact on the small fishing villages along the northern coast and sea islands,” Ron supplied with authority.

“Just frequenting the pubs would do that!” Harry rejoined as he and Ginny dissolved into laughter.

“I’ll leave you to it then.” Lupin waved cheerily as he ducked out.

“It’s good to see you, Gin.” Harry smiled into her sparkling eyes. “Can I interest you in a bit of lunch?”

“I had something earlier, thanks,” she replied. “I have Quidditch practice in a little while and I’ll regret it if I’ve eaten too much…. Still, toasted cheese sandwiches, I didn’t see those in the Great Hall earlier.”

“The Headmistress ordered them for me as a special treat,” Harry supplied in between bites. “I wanted to eat them while they were still hot before I went searching for you.”

“Seems Lupin beat you to the punch.”

“That’s not unusual; I’ve stopped letting it bother me,” Harry admitted wryly. Just having Ginny sitting on the sofa next to him seemed to make the phantoms of the previous night recede. “I spent most of last night thinking about you,” he dared to whisper as he traced the outline of her cheek with his finger. Suddenly, the air in the room seemed stifling hot.

Even when she had broken away from the kiss, Ginny held Harry’s gaze like a magnet. “Please tell me what happened last night,” she implored softly. “Remus ducked out completely, saying that it was your tale to tell.”

“I’m afraid he doesn’t have the complete story,” Harry admitted regretfully, “and I’m not sure I can tell you everything either, Ginny. You’ll excuse me if I have to gloss over some parts, won’t you?”

“I don’t suppose I have much choice, do I?”

Keep it in broad brush strokes Harry reminded himself, there’s no use in unduly worrying her. “You remember the special project that I told you about, the one that I was working on for Dumbledore?” He waited for her nod before he continued, “I was handling one of the objects and didn’t realize that there was a small hole in my glove --”

He could tell by the look in Ginny’s eyes that she had leapt ahead in the narrative as she jumped up to consult the open Potions book on the side table. It had been purposely left open to the Poisons chapter to foster the assumption that they had consulted it before seeking Slughorn’s assistance.

Ginny looked up at him with frightened eyes. “You were poisoned! Oh, Harry…” She looked lost, all of her customary bravado evaporating into thin air.

“It’s all right, Ginny,” Harry breathed into her hair as he wrapped his arms around her protectively. “Professor Slughorn prepared an antidote. Other than some pretty wild nightmares, I’m really fine.”

He was not prepared for the vehement manner in which she broke out of his embrace.

“How can you just stand there saying everything’s fine?” she cried angrily. “What part of an accidental poisoning seems trivial to you -- because it certainly doesn’t seem that way to me! Lupin looks like he’s been up half the night, worrying and fretting…”

“He probably was.” Harry sighed. “That was sometime after I’d taken the antidote. I don’t have much memory--”

“And come to think of it, Harry, how did Lupin horn his way into this anyway? Didn’t you say that it was Dumbledore’s express wish that you involve only Ron and Hermione in this project?”

Harry felt as if this conversation was rapidly sliding downhill, but he didn’t know how to get it back on track.

“It was Hermione who called for Lupin sometime in the night,” he explained patiently. “She was frightened that I wasn’t responding quickly enough to the antidote. She didn’t need to give Lupin any of the details about the project.”

“And that suited Lupin just fine, I’m sure,” Ginny scoffed.

“Probably not, but he accepted it. Hermione says she was at her wit’s end by then; they had more immediate concerns. But put that out of your mind today, there’s no point in worrying--”

“Of course there’s no point in worrying about it today,” Ginny seethed. “I should’ve been worrying about it last night! How dare you think I would’ve rather slept peacefully through the night! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO MAKE THOSE DECISIONS FOR ME!”

“Ginny, please,” Harry implored, “this isn’t solving anything. I didn’t make half of the decisions that have you so upset.” He stopped himself from laying the blame at Hermione’s feet. He had no doubt Hermione had heard Ginny’s words clearly enough from the other room “ not that he was going to mention that, either!

When he saw that Ginny had started crying silently, he engulfed her in his arms again and let her sob against his shoulder. “I would’ve given just about anything to have you with me last night “ even if it seems selfish in retrospect,” he assured her.

“Not that we would’ve let him,” Hermione intoned from her doorway. “Forgive me for overhearing, but neither one of you is approaching this very logically.”

Harry could feel that Ginny was gearing up for a sharp retort but he shook his head to forestall her. “What makes you say that, Hermione?” he offered diplomatically.

“Firstly, Ginny, how can you expect any one of us to retrieve you… in the middle of the bloody night… from a dorm full of five or six other girls… without causing pandemonium?” Hermione was pacing her words to keep from lashing out. “I called on Lupin because I could do so by sending him a Patronus message directly and no one else would be involved.”

“We cannot draw undue attention to ourselves, Ginny,” Harry stressed softly. “This matter is too important.”

“Sounds to me like this matter is too dangerous,” Ginny amended.

“I confided that to you from the start,” Harry reminded her. “The people that have become peripherally involved are still primarily in the dark about the whole thing “ and it’s essential that it stays that way for now. I’ve told you more details than anyone else.”

“No wonder Lupin identified himself as a supporting player,” Ginny remarked. “You must be driving him crazy with this whole thing, you know.”

“I suspect he’s used to it by now,” Harry muttered.

“I really don’t have the luxury of arguing anymore right now “ not if I intend to maintain my equanimity for Quidditch practice,” Ginny stated flatly. Then turning back at the exit, she added, “But mark my words, Harry James Potter, we are not finished with this!”

As the sconce closed behind the defiant swirl of Ginny’s mane, Harry shook his head ruefully. “That did not go as well as I would’ve liked,” he observed to no one in particular.

Ron poked his head out of his bed chamber to volunteer, “Hermione’s right about Ginny’s reaction being unreasonable. You should’ve reminded her that she would’ve been repulsed by the stinging hex when she tried to come to your side.”

“That would just have made her madder!” Hermione decried.

Harry sighed at his predicament. “Ginny’s right, you know. How would you have felt if it had been Ron that was poisoned, Hermione? Or vice versa, Ron? This situation has been unfair to Ginny from the start “ I should never have expected her to accept such restrictions.”

“At least she didn’t break up with you,” suggested Ron.

“If she had, it would just have been one more thing that I needed to put right,” Harry intoned wearily.






With the distant sounds of Quidditch practice drifting through his open window, Harry sat down to finish arranging the last photographs into his new album. It was an activity he found uniquely calming in tumultuous moments. As he fiddled with the arrangement of the final group, he was drawn to his pile of discarded images.

The topmost photo showed him onstage at the Halloween Ball, but due to the manner in which the facial skins twisted light rays, it was hardly a pleasing shot. The ghoulish creature before him, faceless and soulless, was the personification of the despair he had tapped for that evening’s portrayal. The resemblance to a dementor was uncanny.

Harry was surprised he had not made the connection sooner. Perhaps if he had, he would’ve approached so many things differently in the intervening months. There was no longer any doubt in his mind that giving into his deepest fears just made them spread their dark tendrils into every corner of his life. He’d spent months fighting a formless, nameless enemy that was simply a fabrication of his own mind. He’d allowed it to sap so much of his potential happiness, he thought to himself.

“I’ve been looking at everything wrong!” Harry moaned, not realizing that he’d said the words aloud.

“What’s that, mate?” Ron called through the open door to his room. “Didn’t quite catch it.”

“Sorry,” Harry replied. “Didn’t realize I’d spoken out loud…. I was just saying that I couldn’t believe I’d been so wrong-headed.”

“Before I agree with you whole-heartedly, would you mind elaborating?” Ron laughed.

“This whole thing with Ginny…. I haven’t been handling it very well.”

“When it comes to women, I’m hardly the expert.” Ron grinned sardonically.

“Still, it seems so obvious in retrospect,” Harry explained. “All these months I’ve been so caught up in what I dreaded the future might hold, that I’ve allowed it to keep me from fully experiencing the present. It’s as if I’ve already handed Voldemort a partial victory by allowing him to darken my day-to-day existence. Granted, each new day carries an inherent risk, but isn’t it like that for all of us to some degree? Even though there are times when the risk seems disproportionate in my case, is that any reason to deny myself a bit of happiness in the meanwhile?”

“So what are you going to do about it?” Ron asked expectantly.

“I’m going to do what I should have done it in the first place; I’m going to give her what she wants. Merlin knows, it’s what I want, too….I suppose it’s what you’ve been telling me all along…”

“So what if it is?” Ron shrugged good-naturedly. “There are some things you just have to work out for yourself.”






Having finally taken a decisive stance, Harry was surprised at the inexplicable feeling of liberation that accompanied it. For the moment, it seemed like all his troubles had disappeared with a simple snap of his fingers. It was likely they would find him once again, he noted ruefully, but he was determined to wring the maximum enjoyment out of his carefree moments.

As the rudiments of an idea began to form, Harry set out to intercept Ginny between classes. She spied him immediately as she entered the main building from the greenhouses and quickly made her excuses to her two companions. Although he did not catch any of her words other than “unfinished business with this reprobate”, Harry couldn’t help smiling in response. By her inflection, it was clear that Ginny used the word “reprobate” as a term of endearment. He could live with that, he decided, unconsciously grimacing at the memory of “Won-Won”.

He opened a low side door that lead into a small alcove in the courtyard. With the vines in full flower, the latticework provided a small screen of privacy from passersby. The air felt unexpectedly cool next to the stonework of the castle walls; it would be late afternoon before the sun’s rays warmed this particular spot. With some difficulty, Harry suppressed an instinctive shiver as he felt himself drawn into the depths of Ginny’s eyes.

Hesitantly, he wet his papery lips before beginning, “Our conversation yesterday… didn’t really… things got out of control… don’t give up on me.” Stars, he was hopeless, Harry chided himself. With a deep breath, he finally composed his thoughts enough to say, “Just an apology doesn’t seem adequate. Give me an opportunity to make things up to you, please.”

Somehow the earnestness in his gaze must have convinced her, because her smile broadened as she replied, “Just as long as we understand that was the lamest apology on record!” Her soft laugh was melodic as she laid her head softly on his shoulder. “What did you have in mind?” she whispered, her warm breath teasing his neck.

Self-consciously, Harry backed up half a step to keep his wits about him. “This Friday night at nine…. I will call for you…. Wear the dress.”

“Which dress?” she breathed.

“The fancy one that Tonks’ mum gave you. I would love to see you in that.”

“All right.” Ginny’s eyes lit up in anticipation. “And you’ll come to the common room to get me?”

“Yes.”

“Are you going to give me any other details?”

“No,” Harry whispered tantalizingly in her ear.

Knowing he had precious few days to put his plan in order, Harry consoled himself that it was so streamlined that only the assistance of Dobby, the house-elf, would be required. He could not think of anyone better suited to keep things under wraps.

Now if he could just get in another practice session with Tonks.
Chapter 61 An Intimate Soirée by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry shatters a number of school rules to redeem himself with Ginny.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.





Chapter 61
An Intimate Soirée



Tonks confided that Slughorn had helped her with the latest variation of the Wolfsbane Potion and that she was confident that it was the best formula yet. “Remus will feel like he’s walking on air, just you wait and see.” She beamed.

Time would tell, Harry thought to himself as he smiled back. It was difficult not to get caught up in Tonks’ exuberance.

The only immediate result, Harry noted, was that the group practice sessions were scaled down to a more manageable two a week as Lupin’s body adjusted to the new regimen.

Despite the small respite, it seemed like the days of preparation before Friday’s date with Ginny flew by with unnatural speed. By suppertime on Friday, Harry was so keyed up that he settled for stashing some sandwiches in the cold box in case he got hungry later. With one final reproachful look for not being let in on the secret, Hermione announced that she had promised Ginny she would assist her and stalked off with a haughty air.

Alone with Ron and Neville, Harry found himself peppered with last minute questions.

“Look, guys,” Harry demurred, “as much as you’re both dying to be named co-conspirators, I can’t let you do it. You’ll thank me later when McGonagall starts asking who was involved. Trust me, you won’t want to sit detention without having reaped the rewards.”

“I don’t think McGonagall will be that stringent, Harry,” Neville’s assured him. “Unless you have something really outrageous planned, that is.”

Harry laughed at the eager faces that were trained on him. “I assure you, it wouldn’t even register on Fred and George’s scale. And as long as I don’t burn down the Great Hall with all the candles, I suspect McGonagall won’t feel compelled to expel me, either.”

“But you expect you’ll end up sitting detention?” Ron prodded.

“Probably,” Harry conceded, “but it will have been worth it.”

Feeling that the grandiose schemes that his two suitemates were brewing in their minds would far outshine his own, Harry excused himself to begin his final preparations. Half-way through buttoning his shirt studs, Dobby Apparated excitedly at his side.

“Everything is going according to plan, Harry Potter, sir,” he bobbed excitedly. Harry smiled with satisfaction to see that Dobby had donned the pastel taffeta jacket that he’d given the elf for Christmas. “Dobby has only to place the sign on the doors to keep interlopers away.”

“Not yet,” Harry cautioned the elf. “No need to alert anyone else that we have plans underway. Wait until I arrive with Ginny to post the sign; that way we will get the maximum time before we’re interrupted. I will be by to double-check on everything shortly.”

With a curt bow and an incandescent grin, Dobby Disapparated.

Finishing his final preparations in record time, Harry straightened his white bow tie one last time in the wardrobe mirror. Hermione’s suggestion of using just a dab of Sleakeazy’s Hair Potion on his unruly locks made his image project a worldliness that failed to settle the fluttering in his stomach. Nevertheless, he would have to make a point of thanking her later.

Ron lounged with practiced casualness in the doorway to his own bed chamber and looked his best friend over carefully from head to toe. “You’re really going in for the kill, you know,” he commented wryly.

“She made her wishes very clear, Ron. I’m just following her mandate.” Harry smiled in return.

“You won’t forget that it’s my sister we’re talking about, will you?”

“I already told you: I don’t intend to get expelled,” Harry shot back with a wicked grin as he threw the Invisibility Cloak over his upper body. With a languid flourish, the Cloak settled itself over the deepest black of Harry’s trousers and shoes.






Harry waited breathlessly for the last of the stragglers to make their way out the Gryffindor portrait hole. He had finally caught his breath after the quick run down to the Great Hall to assure himself that everything was in perfect order. Not that he really doubted Dobby, but his own nervousness demanded that final bit of reassurance.

His heart was racing as he swirled the Cloak off and folded it quickly into an inside pocket. Walking up boldly to the portrait of the Fat Lady, Harry uttered the password that Neville had shared with him only minutes before, “La vie en rose.”

Startled, the Fat Lady swung her head in his direction and nearly dropped her wine goblet in the process. “Where did you come from, sweetie?” she asked as she appraised Harry critically. “Sure I can’t convince you to be my date for the evening?”

“Not unless you want Ginny Weasley to figure out that paintings are not immune to hexes,” he confided with a disarming smile.

The Fat Lady merely arched her eyebrow in response as the portrait swung forward to admit him. Despite a deep breath that did nothing to calm his nerves, Harry found himself standing in the main Gryffindor common room. Just as before, the controlled chaos within stopped abruptly to acknowledge the presence of an outsider.

“I’ll let Ginny know that you’re here,” a girl Harry remembered as Ginny’s Herbology companion offered almost immediately. “She told us to expect you.”

As she nimbly raced up the stairs into the girls dormitory, a small group that Harry recognized as the Layettes detached themselves from the main contingent of Gryffindors.

“Hi, girls,” Harry greeted them each in turn as they came up to appraise him in his tuxedo. Simone was actually bold enough to pick a microscopic speck of dust from his lapel just so she could smile up at him alluringly.

Leah perched herself coquettishly on the table before him and whispered, “Have you come to ask Ginny to marry you?”

Harry smiled at her brazenness and then responded honestly, “Not tonight. No ring.” He patted down all his pockets to demonstrate.

Leah sighed dramatically and shook her head at his obvious lack of preparation. A slightly older girl who was unfamiliar to Harry sidled up next to Leah and whispered rather loudly, “Is this the Harry that you’ve been talking about? He looks good enough to eat!” They broke out in a fit of giggles as Harry felt himself begin to blush.

“I don’t mind telling you that I’m nervous enough without your help, thank you very much,” he joked, trying to make light of the moment. An entire chorus of giggles broke out to indicate just how many girls in the vicinity had been hanging on his every word.

The entire room heaved a collective sigh as Ginny came into view at the foot of the stairs. With her hair swept up and pinned, she looked like one of the Titian goddesses that graced the portrait gallery.

Harry felt his heart actually threatened to stop momentarily before it took off at a gallop. The situation felt surreal to him in so many ways, not the least of which was the thought that he had invited the wrong girl to the Yule Ball when he’d had the chance. Through no conscious effort on his part, he found himself standing next to her and taking her hand.

He felt a soft touch on his shoulder as Hermione leaned between them to offer a few words of advice. Harry had not noticed her in the shadowy stairs behind Ginny. “Unless you plan on being tonight’s scheduled entertainment, I suggest you two not linger any longer here.”

With a sage expression, she nodded towards the chorus of rapt faces that were all turned in their direction, watching their every move, all having abandoned any pretext of their own for being present in the common room.

Hesitating only long enough to capture Ginny’s scintillating eyes with a private smile, Harry tugged her gently in the direction of the portrait hole. Once outside, they encountered Neville who had obviously been waiting for them to emerge.

Flashing them a conspiratorial grin, Neville whispered, “In his official capacity, the Head Boy is called upon to investigate any activity that’s outside the norm. I’ll keep the hordes at bay for as long as I can. Ron has gone down to make sure the way is clear. If your destination is up, there are no obstacles at this time.”

“We’re headed to the Great Hall,” Harry confided in an undertone.

“Wait for Ron’s signal then.”

Leaning slightly over the banister, Harry caught sight of bright red hair several floors below. Ron smiled and waved to indicate that they should proceed. Harry set a brisk pace from the start as the carefree spirit of the moment overcame them. The sharp clicking of Ginny’s sandals echoed as she took the marble staircase at a near run, but they were too intoxicated with sheer momentum to slow down until they stood before the entrance to the Great Hall. With a deep bow, Dobby opened the oak doors that had been sealed with elfish magic and quickly attached a hand-lettered sign to indicate that the Hall was closed for a private function.

The Hall seemed cavernous with only the two of them and the tiny house-elf present. Ginny took a moment to glance around her in awe at the sheer magnitude of the empty space. The customary floating candles had been moved to create their own glowing islands in the distant corners of the room, the ceiling reflecting only the velvety navy blue of the night sky peppered liberally with twinkling stars and a crescent moon. Only one long table remained against the far wall, covered in a snowy cloth and decorated with additional candles, an ice bucket and two tall goblets.

“Surely, you didn’t?” Ginny asked as she looked in the direction of the refreshments.

“It’s only sparkling cider,” Harry confided. “I was breaking enough school rules as it was just taking over the use of the Hall.”

Ginny nodded absently as she allowed her eyes to drink in the deepest black of Harry’s formal clothing. Refusing to feel self-conscious, Harry took a step back so that he could ardently admire Ginny at the same time. The ripe peachy tones of her dress matched the rosy flush that their recent flight had brought to her cheeks and bare shoulders. The demure note of sheer black lace that covered the bodice and skirt was in counterpoint to the square neckline that ended right at Ginny’s armpits. The expanse of her bare neck, shoulders and arms was enough to leave Harry momentarily breathless.

“You look absolutely stunning,” he murmured as he caught her hand once more and drew her closer.

“As do you, Harry.” She smiled as she slowly raised her eyes to meet his.

Not daring to succumb to kissing her this early in the evening, Harry signaled Dobby to start the music instead. With a sharp snap of the elf’s long fingers, the needle on the old Victrola settled itself on the record’s surface. As the strains of the orchestra penetrated even the darkest corners of the room, Harry led Ginny out onto the center of the empty floor.

He took a moment to clear his thoughts and to shove his butterflies deep into the pit of his stomach as Tonks had instructed him. With more confidence that he actually felt, Harry drew his hand around Ginny’s waist and pulled her sharply towards his right hip. As his lessons had demonstrated conclusively, this connection was essential for them to move as a seamless unit. He took an additional moment to allow the music to flow through him, then staring deeply into Ginny’s eyes, he let the feeling of sublime joy fill him to the point where dancing was the only possible way to express himself.

Just as Tonks had taught him, the dance steps became effortless as he spiraled his way around the floor. Without a second thought, Ginny had surrendered herself to Harry’s lead just as Tonks had done in their practice sessions. Not that he could compare himself to the polished moves of an accomplished dancer, but he was no longer a clumsy boor, either. By the satisfied smile on Ginny’s face, he could tell that she was enjoying herself as well.

As the music drew to a close, Harry allowed their movements to slow in perfect time with the recording. He almost lost track of his surroundings as he continued to hold Ginny’s gaze as they came to a standstill, breathless and slightly dizzy from the many tight turns they had executed. Time seemed to stand still as Harry recognized this was the perfect moment.

“I love you, Ginny Weasley,” he whispered as if his very life hung in the balance.

“I love you, too,” Ginny breathed in reply as she reached up and drew him into a long and fervent kiss.

When they finally broke apart, the next dance was half-way over; but they laughed it off as Dobby obediently returned the needle to the opening notes. The weightless feeling that Ginny’s words had kindled in Harry translated seamlessly into an exhilarating dance that left them totally winded and laughing by the time it wound down.

More whispered endearments were followed by an even more ebullient whirl around the Hall; it was all they could do to keep from become totally inebriated with one another. As Harry poured more and more of his soul into feverish kisses, increasing amounts of passion were unleashed into their dancing. At times, it was all he could do to maintain his feet as the room spun faster and faster in the periphery. If Tonks had not warned him ahead of time to keep his eyes locked on his partner’s face, they would surely have ended up in a mad jumble more than once.






They had completely lost track of their surroundings by the time Harry heard the sounds of the great doors creaking open, followed by various animated conversations. He was just pressing his lips to the petal softness of Ginny’s inner wrist when he looked up to find the Headmistress watching him with a rather amused expression.

“You throw a wonderful party, my dears,” she commented with a benevolent smile. “I can only assume our invitations got lost in the shuffle.”

“Sort of like the memo for Casual Day.” Lupin grinned from behind her.

Harry surveyed the expectant faces of the faculty as they waited for him to respond. The Headmistress, he noted, was playfully swinging Dobby’s sign that read: “Private Function in Progress” from the tips of her fingers.

“It was a spur of the moment thing,” Harry admitted with his best innocent smile. “I may have actually forgotten about the invitations…. I barely had time to do much in the way of refreshments as it was.” He motioned with a slight pout in the direction of the lonely ice bucket. He could feel Ginny squeezing the life out of his other hand as she struggled to remain impassive.

“Oh, that’s easy to remedy,” McGonagall supplied archly as she waved her wand grandly in the direction of the long table. Instantly, a large spray of roses in a tall silver vase sparkled among tall candelabras as a sizable urn filled with iced champagne bottles materialized. A silver tray with petits fours was next, flanked by a crystal compote of ripe strawberries. “I’m certain Dobby can find some other suitable snacks in the kitchen,” she added as she smiled in the direction of the house-elf. “Don’t forget something with chocolate for Remus and Tonks.”

With a magnificent bow and a flourish, Dobby nodded eagerly and Disapparated.

“Now, Harry,” the Headmistress began as she drew him aside, “Tonks tells me she’s been giving you a rather accelerated bit of dance training. Maximum results in a minimum of time, she calls it. Considering I was not so successful when I tried to prepare your group for the Yule Ball using more traditional methods, would it be too forward of me to ask for a wee demonstration?”

Harry could not believe he had heard her correctly. Surely she wasn’t just going to let him off the hook so blithely? She was probably going to toy with him a bit, he decided. But first, he was fairly certain that was a blatant request for the next dance “ luckily, that he could supply.

“Of course, Headmistress,” he agreed, holding out his hand. “Would you do me the honor?”

With a snap of her wand in the direction of the gramophone, the bright notes of the orchestra filled the Hall once again. Much more confident this time around, Harry took to the center of the floor as he sensed other couples begin to join them. He paid them no heed, keeping his eyes pasted on McGonagall’s face. She caught him watching her as he whirled her effortlessly across the floor and raised her eyebrow expectantly.

“Tell me what you’re thinking,” he urged gamely. “Get it over with…please.”

“Are you so determined to be punished?” she posed with a laugh.

“Unless I can produce a duly signed contract for the rental of the Great Hall, I suspect I’m without a reasonable alibi.”

“Not necessarily,” McGonagall replied coyly. “Did you share with her the contents of your letter?”

“Most of it,” Harry admitted, feeling like he was suddenly leaving the shallow end of the pool.

“Did she say she loved you, too?” the Headmistress whispered, shooting him the most daring look.

“Please, Headmistress, I don’t feel like I can refuse to answer, yet I’m not really comfortable--”

“But you’d tell Remus, surely?”

Harry hesitated, then decided he owed her at least a partial explanation. “ Yes, but he and I have been on a first name basis for many months.”

“All right, Harry, you don’t have to answer my intrusive questions.” She smiled gently as the music drew to a close. “Most of it was written on your faces when you showed up at my office to see the moonlight. What, you didn’t think I caught your furtive glances?….If you’ll excuse me, I have to convey my compliments to Tonks on the excellent training she gave you.”

Harry joined Ginny at the refreshment table where she was animatedly trying to convince Dobby to pour her some champagne. Dobby was having none of it.

“Ginny, please don’t,” Harry whispered as he quickly kissed the mole on the back of her neck. “My head still hangs in the balance with the Headmistress as it is!”

“She didn’t read you the riot act?” Ginny laughed.

“She wants to see if she can make me squirm first.” Harry sighed dramatically as Ginny giggled.

“Harry, my boy!” Slughorn walked up and placed a jovial arm around each of their shoulders. “Delightful soirée. Pity about the invitations, though.” He busied himself with coaxing the gold wrap from the neck of the closest bottle and expertly popped off the cork with a minimum of fuss. With a broad smile, he handed Harry a partially filled glass together with the admonition, “Just limit yourself to one tonight. You don’t want to make yourself sloppy.” Turning to Ginny, he handed her a similar glass filled with cider. “Trust me, my dear, the room will spin enough on its own with any added encouragement.”

Harry turned at the familiar sound of Tonks’ silvery laughter and stepped quickly out of her trajectory as Lupin spun her a little too close to where he had been standing. She released Lupin’s hand and avoided the collision at the last minute.

“Thirst must be affecting my sense of perspective,” she called over her shoulder to Lupin as she fell laughing against Harry’s shoulder. “Buy a girl a drink, handsome?” she giggled.

“Don’t make me have to challenge you to a duel, Mister,” Lupin quipped, laying a friendly hand on Harry’s other shoulder.

“Would that be wands… or pistols at dawn, Remus?” Harry grinned in return.

“How about champagne corks at midnight?” Tonks whispered giddily.

“That calls for a toast, then,” Lupin suggested once he was able to stop laughing enough to hold his glass steady. “To Gryffindor!”

“And Hufflepuff!” Tonks added as she clinked her goblet all around.

Noticing that Ginny was quickly immersed in girl talk with Tonks, Harry turned to find Lupin giving him the Marauder’s grin.

“Neville alerted me early on; I tried to delay everyone else as much as I could without looking like a conspirator,” Lupin volunteered under his breath.

“Thanks.” Harry smiled in return. “I knew it was inevitable that we’d be interrupted; although Dobby reminded me that only one of the Headmistresses would be able to dislodge his elfish magic from the doors. Let’s just say I’m pleased that I haven’t yet been hauled off in chains…”

Lupin chuckled. “I did hear some whispers to that effect as the mob congregated at the door. I guess it all depended upon what was transpiring on the other side.”

“If they were expecting to be shocked, they must have been gravely disappointed!”

“Actually, I think ‘awed’ would be a better word,” Lupin remarked. “There’s not a soul in this room that would label this an amateur event. Certainly not Ginny.”

“Would it surprise you if I told you that wasn’t the inspiration?” Harry whispered.

“Well…” Lupin urged with a twinkle.

“It was your comment about how I was never going to find the quintessential moment that made me decide to simply create one of my own.”

Lupin threw back his head in laughter. “I recommend you not confess that to Ginny,” he added in an undertone. “So you told her?”

“What is it with everyone tonight?” Harry joked. “Even the Headmistress has asked! Is nothing private anymore?”

“If you wanted to keep it private, then perhaps you should have considered the Astronomy Tower,” Lupin recommended.

“That’s like feeding the grapevine,” Harry returned.

“Perhaps you’re right about that,” Lupin allowed with a grin. “As far as the Headmistress is concerned, I actually think she’s trying to find some way to avoid giving you detention….as difficult as that might be for you to imagine.”

“Perhaps if he’d heard Minerva sigh that the Hall looked just like the set of that Great Gatsby movie she ordered from Hermione’s catalog,” Tonks added, leaning over for a refill.

By the sounds of voices and laughter competing with the music, Harry knew that he would find that even more guests had arrived on the scene. He saw Professors Sinistra and Smithwick talking animatedly against the far wall. Flitwick was setting up his infamous chess board on a small table that had been arranged near the doors “ the better to trap the unsuspecting, Harry concluded slyly.

On the far side of the dance floor, Mister Stevens was expertly swirling Professor Sprout into a dizzying turn. As she demurred to catch her balance, Professor Hooch smoothly interceded and waltzed off effortlessly under Stevens’ direction. Harry was mesmerized by how adroitly they maneuvered between the less skillful dancers until they were next to the refreshments when the music ended. As Professor Hooch watched with the most indescribable look on her face, Stevens downed half a glass of champagne in one gulp and then followed it up with a swig from his trusty water bottle. He whispered a few words in her ear and she nodded almost imperceptibly.

Without preamble, Stevens approached Tonks where she was still whispering coyly with Ginny. Harry turned a distracted gaze onto to the dance floor while he strained to hear the conversation to his right.

“Excuse me, Tonks,” Stevens interceded effortlessly. “I’ve been informed that you were responsible for the expert training Mr. Potter demonstrated for the Headmistress. My compliments.”

“Why thank you, Simon.” Tonks’ voice held just the hint of a smile. “Harry was extremely motivated.”

“I can see that.” Stevens chuckled easily. “Actually, I’ve come to ask a personal favor…”

Harry felt Ginny nuzzle his neck as she wrapped her arm around his elbow. He turned and whispered in her ear that he was trying to discretely eavesdrop. Understanding immediately, she laid her head on his shoulder and gazed out dreamily at the couples moving across the dance floor.

“… a dance I learned in my youth from my fiancée,” Stevens continued. “She was of Slavic descent, you see. I’ve not found anyone else who was familiar with it, but I was hoping perhaps…”

“A hint maybe,” Tonks urged amicably.

“Of course,” Stevens’ voice grew silkier, despite the hesitancy that he was trying to emote. “It was done to waltz tempo, only in a perfectly straight line, not a broad circular pattern as is customary otherwise. The female part starts forward.”

“I believe I’ve done something similar in practice, although I’ve never danced it with a partner,” Tonks admitted.

“It’s often done as a solo dance, also,” Stevens agreed. “Usually ending in a series of dizzying turns. In the Slavic fashion, the tempo increases each time until only the most determined are left standing.”

“Or the least inebriated!” Tonks laughed gaily. “If you can lead, I think I can follow.”

From the corner of his eye, Harry saw Stevens click his heels as he offered Tonks his hand. Instantly, Harry remembered that the students from Durmstrang had similar mannerisms. Stevens whispered something to the house-elf who was manning the gramophone just as the previous melody came to an end.

“Wait for my signal, then,” Stevens instructed the elf as he led Tonks out on the emptying floor. Tonks caught Lupin’s eye and Harry noted the amused look that passed between them.

There was a feeling of anticipation in the air as everyone turned to watch unabashedly from the sidelines. Tonks’ words were not audible to Harry, but Stevens obligingly lent her his wand. With a sharp downbeat, she had changed her clothing into a white flowing dress cinched with a flowered red belt. Stevens nodded his approval as she returned the wand.

“This should be good,” Lupin whispered from Harry’s left. “Tonks doesn’t usually go to this much trouble. I suspect she’s determined not to let Stevens upstage her for once.”

“I didn’t know she was so competitive,” Harry replied in an undertone.

“She isn’t,” Lupin agreed. “I can only think she must be very sure of herself this time.”

Their attention was redirected to the dance floor as the introduction was taken up by the recording. It was clearly a more dramatic tempo than what had come before, fiery and untamed just beneath the surface melody. Harry could imagine Tonks letting the feeling of the music infuse her as she had taught him to do.

With a slow intake of breath to demonstrate that they were on the same beat, they hesitated briefly at the top of the measure and then flew across the room. The movements were so fast and airy that it was as if their feet did not touch the ground. Stevens led Tonks through a gauntlet of fast turns that she executed flawlessly and more quickly than the music allowed. Harry watched Tonks’ lips move and Stevens inclined his head briefly before moving fluently into the second repetition that had them moving back across the floor in another direction.

Stevens’ self-satisfied smile annoyed Harry instinctively as the man effortlessly led Tonks through the first graceful glides that had them skimming the floor’s surface once more. Stevens did his best to appear unruffled when Tonks attacked the turns with a speed and dexterity that was obviously unfamiliar to him. Singles became doubles as Harry’s eyes strained to keep her in focus. At the very last minute, Stevens wrapped his arm protectively around her waist to slow her momentum. Tonks caught his eye for a second to regain her balance, then draped back over Stevens’ arm like a broken doll to signal the end.

There was a moment of reverent silence before everyone broke out in appreciative applause. Harry used that small heartbeat to sneak a peek at Lupin who was staring with wonderment at Tonks.

Stevens handed her over to Lupin with thanks for a well-danced number. “I had forgotten what a truly challenging dance it was,” he complimented her airily. “My fiancée did not have your skill with turns. I suspect you could have out-shone them all.”

“What ever happened to your fiancée, Simon?” Tonks asked conversationally as she leaned on Lupin’s arm.

“She died very tragically at a young age, not long after we were married. We were expecting our first child,” Stevens replied solemnly. “Every time I can dance in that fashion, I feel a bit of the loss loosen its hold upon me. I cannot thank you enough,” he added softly, his eyes glistening as he turned curtly away.

Another contradiction, Harry thought to himself.

Next to him, Tonks looked thoughtfully into Lupin’s eyes. “It’s true that not everyone dances with joy like I do,” she observed softly. “There are those who use it to express their grief.”

“Forgive me for being an unsympathetic lout, but there’s something about that man that just sets my teeth on edge,” Lupin observed in an undertone.

“So you did learn something from the Czarina after all,” Harry remarked in an attempt to lighten the mood.

“Hardly,” scoffed Tonks. “And she was exceptionally condescending when it came to my learning the men’s variation that is even more torturous--”

“”more torturous?” Lupin echoed.

“Imagine leaps between the turns and a tempo that gets increasing slower.”

“But Tonks,” Ginny broke in, “don’t the terms ‘slower’ and ‘more torturous’ tend to contradict one another?”

“Not when you consider that in order to not get ahead of the music, each leap must keep you longer in the air and each turn must be a double or a triple.” Seeing their expectant faces, Tonks elaborated by striking an exaggerated pose and assuming a Slavic accent, “Nymphadora, dear, those movements are designed for peasants, not for young ladies. Vimen do not have the proper thigh muscles for all that jumping.” Returning to her own voice, Tonks added in an undertone, “Desiccated sexist prig that she was.”

“So where did you learn?” Harry pressed.

“I had a friend in the men’s repertory class, a class that specifically excluded women. He was considerably older and when we were seen sneaking into an empty practice studio, unwarranted assumptions were made. When we were invariably discovered rehearsing the grand allegro, the Czarina’s only comment was to shake her head and mutter, ‘Vat vould your mother say if she saw you dancing in such an inappropriate manner?’ At which point, I should have just kept my mouth shut,” Tonks conceded with a sigh.

“But you didn’t, did you?” Lupin chuckled.

Tonks shook her head ruefully. “I assumed her persona right back at her and said, ‘Vell, I suppose that vould all depend upon vether I had performed the steps properly!’ I think that’s what finally got me barred from classes.”

Amid the laughter, Ginny inquired, “You never told her point blank that her policies were sexist?”

“I don’t think I knew such a word existed at age eleven,” Tonks replied thoughtfully. “But you don’t have to know the word to experience the feeling, do you?”

As the bodies on the dance floor cleared temporarily, Harry glimpsed none other than Sybill Trelawney, her habitual Gypsy attire replaced by a gown with more ascetically pleasing scarves. She surveyed the dancing couples in the room expectantly. To Harry’s surprise, it was but moments later that Stevens showed up at Trelawney’s side, clicking his heels and leading her out onto the dance floor. Harry was about to look away absently when he caught Flitwick jerk up from his chess match and follow the dancing couple with a strange, curious look.






Lupin and Tonks had joined the other dancing couples as Harry drew Ginny aside near the refreshment table. “There’s something I need to tell you,” he whispered enticingly.

“More surprises?”

Perhaps the biggest one of all, Harry thought to himself, as he no longer had any doubts in his own mind.

“Remember your secret wish from the Yule Ball? The breathless dance that you wished you’d claimed?”

“Yes…” Ginny replied hesitantly.

“You need to go ask Simon Stevens for the next dance.” Noticing her bewildered expression, Harry lowered his voice to a bare whisper, “He’s Severus Snape!”

Ginny’s eyes went wide with disbelief as she searched the dance floor feverishly. “But how?” she breathed.

“The ubiquitous water bottle,” Harry replied. “We only assumed he was a health fanatic.”

“But is there a real Simon Stevens?” Ginny hissed.

“Who knows?” Harry shrugged. “I suspect somewhere there’s a man with those same features, but I have no way to know what his name is.”

“Then you think he’s been masquerading since the start of the year?”

“Probably. I suspect the hair that he’s been using for the Polyjuice Potion belongs to a regular customer at the beauty salon owned by Professor Hooch’s sister.”

“Now you’ve lost me,” Ginny admitted.

“I suspect that Snape’s second wife is Professor Hooch. I found a picture of them as entrants in a Midlands dance competition in the Daily Prophet. It was about five or six years ago.”

“Second wife?” Ginny returned softly, straining to keep up.

“Yes.” Harry nodded. “That was a true story he told Tonks about his first wife.”

What’s more, Lupin must have also made the connection by now, Harry surmised -- if he hadn’t done so long ago. Yet Lupin seemed studiously unconcerned that Snape was in their midst. Clearly there were more games afoot in the Great Hall than he ever suspected. Harry put those thoughts aside for now and refocused his attention on Ginny.

“Go for it,” he encouraged her. “Who knows if you’ll ever have the opportunity again. There are too many other people around to worry, don’t you think?”

“You think I should?” she asked as her eyes lit up with mischief.

“Yes,” he urged as he kissed her lightly. “Just make sure he tears his eyes from your ravishing form after one dance.”

Reluctantly, Harry released her hand as she laughed coquettishly. He decided against warning Snape that her giggle had a decidedly devilish edge to it.

Harry sipped the last of his champagne as he watched Ginny carefully weave her way through the crowd. She was stopping to exchange brief words with everyone so as not to alert her quarry ahead of time.






“Excuse me, Mister Stevens, might I impose upon you for a dance?” Ginny tendered in her most polite tones. There was a quiet conviction behind her words that made the conversations in the immediate vicinity cease momentarily.

Stevens turned a bored countenance towards her and slowly appraised her critically. Ginny held her ground as she felt his eyes bore into every square inch of her arms and shoulders and work their way languidly down her bare calves to the tips of her supple suede sandals.

Failing to intimidate, he turned hooded eyes to her and drawled, “Do you think you can keep up?”

“That’s what we’re here to see, isn’t it?” she tossed back.

Stevens chuckled softly as he led her out onto the floor. The music was of a moderate tempo, but when they came abreast of the gramophone, Ginny abruptly stopped.

“This is hardly what I had in mind,” she whispered coyly.

“No? Bearing in mind that we’re in plain sight of everyone, what exactly did you have in mind?” his sultry voice dared.

Ginny’s eyes flashed at his insolence, but then she remembered who she was dealing with “ and that he was no longer one of her instructors.

“Show me the true measure of your skill. I have no patience with amateurs!”

Raising his eyebrow in appreciation, Stevens leaned over for a brief conversation with the house-elf. Almost immediately, the pace of the music picked up appreciably.

“Is this more to your liking?” he asked as he pulled her extra close.

“I’ll let you know if I’m breathless by the end of the dance,” Ginny whispered in his ear.

Stevens laughed outright as he whirled her expertly among the other dancers, his eyes never leaving her face.

“I’d forgotten what a little spit-fire you are,” he remarked. “No wonder Potter’s so enamored of you!”

“Don’t tell me you’re sorry you missed the boat, Simon?”

When he laughed again, Ginny was surprised by how pleasantly mellow it sounded. “If only my situation were different...” He left the words hanging in a tantalizing manner.

It was Ginny’s turn to laugh at the total absurdity of the situation: flirting shamelessly with a teacher who would just as soon give her detention, or hex her, or worse. Yet she was consumed in the headiness of the moment, the recklessness of the dance, the fearlessness that Harry’s affirmations had stirred in her.

When the music drew to a close, Ginny whispered her thanks. Stevens’ black eyes held hers just long enough for him to raise her hand to his lips and then wash his eyes over the long expanse of her bare arm.

“Hardly breathless,” he echoed softly.

With perfect formality, Stevens handed Ginny over to Harry, her eyes still sparkling from the magic that the whirlwind dance had inspired. Harry was momentarily surprised when Stevens placed a congenial hand on his arm and confided, “I suggest you perfect the faster tempo, Potter. She’s hardly even winded.”

Harry watched Stevens flash them a disconcerting smile as he wandered off to his next conquest. Ginny was laughing effervescently as Harry whispered, “What did he say to you? I thought you were going to hex him for a moment there.”

“He would have probably liked that,” Ginny giggled. “Unless he hexed me first, of course….Seriously, Harry, he said the most outrageous things!”

Harry nodded in understanding. “And I suppose you rose to the bait?”

“You know I can’t resist a challenge.” Ginny grinned. “And he does have the most underappreciated laugh.”

“I’m glad you enjoyed yourself. I wanted to make this night as special for you as I could.”

“You mean you planned for that dance to happen?” Ginny asked in wonder.

“I only brought the pieces together; there was no guarantee that it would play out the way it did,” he admitted candidly. “It’s mostly dumb luck that it all worked out…After the other night, I wanted to demonstrate that I would do anything for you.”

“I suppose that’s one of the reasons I love you so,” she smiled in return as she held him close.






It was long after curfew when they made to leave the Great Hall and Hagrid insisted on walking them back to their common rooms.

“Really, Hagrid, it’s my responsibility as their Head of House,” Lupin tried to intercede.

“Rubbish, Remus,” Hagrid replied with a crooked grin. “They’s safe enough wit’ me if they get attacked in Gryffindor Tower. Just keep me seat warm ‘til I get back. Filius is offta get the Firewhiskey an’ I find meself wit’ a strange compulsion ta try out tha’ new chess set o’ his. Yeh an’ Tonks could do with a bit o’ practicin’ on the dance floor, anyhow. If yeh ask me, this pup here has yeh beat wit’ the way he was twirlin’ Ginny ‘round earlier.”

“All right, Hagrid,” Lupin relented as he and Tonks said their goodbyes. “I trust that they’re in your capable hands. By the way, Ginny, I left you a gift on the bulletin board in your common room.”

“Sorry you missed most of the party, Hagrid,” Harry remarked as he and Ginny allowed themselves to be shepherded up the stairs.

“Who’s ta say I did?” Hagrid winked slyly. “Jus’ cuz yeh welps is goin’ ta bed doesn’t mean the party’s over, now does it?”

“Thanks for keeping order in the Entrance Hall, though.” Ginny smiled. “Was there an angry mob?”

“It weren’t nothin’ I couldn’t handle. ‘Course it helped when the Headmistriss an’ her entourage swept through an’ warned everyone ta return ta their common rooms “ or else.”

“Filch must’ve been really disappointed when they heeded her advice,” Harry added sardonically.

“There was enough stragglers ta keep him happy, mind yeh,” Hagrid chuckled. “Still it’s good ta see yeh two managed ta work things out. Harry was mopin’ ‘round like a wet chicken justa ‘bout every time I saw him.”

“Now that’s a romantic image!” Ginny interjected snidely.

“I suppose I shouldn’t’ve said tha’,” Hagrid added sheepishly. The other two broke out in stifled laughter as they approached the floors where the dormitories were located. “Now, I’m fairly certain the main common room’s empty so yehs can say yer goodnights all private like. I’ll wait out here ta take Harry up the final flight.”

“It’s really all right, Hagrid; I can take it from here,” Harry demurred.

“I’m sure yeh can and tha’s precisely why the Headmistriss would have me hide if I didn’ escort yeh personally ta yer separate common room!”
Chapter 62 A Tale of Two Sisters by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry's sentence is handed down; Lupin includes Harry and Neville in a novel experiment.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 62
A Tale of Two Sisters


Thanks to Lupin’s thoughtfulness, the next morning’s Quidditch practice was postponed until one in the afternoon by official proclamation of the Gryffindor Head of House. Consequently, Harry found himself much better rested when he set out to find his closest friends the next morning. Hermione was just returning from breakfast in the Great Hall and promptly propelled Harry back into the common room.

“You really don’t want to go down there, not unless you want to be besieged for information,” Hermione cautioned as she playfully pushed Harry into one of the armchairs by the fireplace. “Ron already went to warn Ginny and offer to bring her some food… I’ll just order you some breakfast; tell me what you’d like.”

“You make it sound like an angry mob with pitchforks.” Harry laughed good-naturedly. “And here I thought all the pitchforks were locked up in Filch’s shed!”

“Yes, but they have wands…Although, Veritaserum is what they’re going to need,” Hermione added impishly. “Please tell me I’m not going to have to start brewing up a batch, Harry.”

“If you let me just give you the bare bones now, I promise I’ll allow you to do a full interrogation later. I have another matter I’d like to discuss with you, something a bit more serious.”

Between mouthfuls of ham, eggs and fried potatoes, Harry briefly delineated how he had created the perfect moment for Ginny and how McGonagall and company had peacefully invaded the festivities. Before Hermione could finish drawing her first breath for a follow-up question, Harry slipped in, “The man we know as Simon Stevens is actually Severus Snape.”

Finally assured of her full attention, Harry outlined his conclusions based on the events of last night and how they had confirmed suspicions he’d been harboring for some time.

“And nobody else seems concerned?” she gaped.

“Apparently not,” Harry affirmed. “There’s absolutely no way that Lupin could’ve failed to notice last night.”

“Which means the Headmistress also knows,” Hermione surmised. “Based on what you told me, though, it almost sounds as if Snape has been sprinkling the clues about rather liberally, don’t you think?”

“You mean to spark a confrontation?”

“Exactly! Only it looks like the others are refusing to play his game.”

“What we don’t know is why,” Harry summarized. “Until we know more, I suggest we follow the Headmistress’ lead and not blow his cover, either.”

“Who else have you told?”

“Only Ginny.”






Feeling like he did not want to hide forever, Harry armed himself with a few stock responses he could provide to nosey questions. After all, what part of ‘closed for a private function’ was misleading? Bolstered by his back-up plan, he set off for the Great Hall to stash some snacks in his rucksack for the Quidditch practice. The bottles of chilled Butterbeer already stored within clinked musically as he lifted the strap over his shoulder.

Ginny was apparently of a like mind as he found her ensconced among her teammates at the Gryffindor table. Without hesitation, Harry squeezed himself next to her and whispered hello. He responded to her quick smile with an equally quick kiss. He looked up unapologetically at the staring faces surrounding them, certain that all conversation in the entire room had ceased. His calm expression dared them to make a comment, but after a few tense moments, normal activities resumed as if nothing out of the ordinary had occurred.

Knowing that such a standoff was too good to last, Harry braced himself for the next barrage. Clearly, Ginny’s team members were acting as interference as they all excused themselves in unison to get ready for practice. Harry promised he would be watching from the stands, just as soon as he packed himself some snacks for the long afternoon.

Sure enough, as soon as the Gryffindor team exited the Great Hall, Harry was accosted by Leah who wiggled easily onto the bench next to him.

“Hi!” she said as she waited expectantly.

“Good to see you, too, Leah,” Harry replied simply.

Not wishing to be drawn into her web, Harry made to rise only to find himself surrounded by a crowd of giggling girls. Obviously, the Layettes had held a gargantuan membership drive the previous evening. If he was not mistaken, there were even faces from other Houses as well.

As Harry debated his next move, Simone slid onto the bench on his other side. “Just a small tidbit, please,” she pleaded as she gazed imploringly into his eyes. “You walked into the common room like a dream last night “ you can’t just leave us hanging.”

Harry couldn’t hide his smile at her brazenness. Such a performance deserved another in return, he told himself as he produced a melodramatic sigh. “Now this is not for public consumption,” he began artfully, “but I arranged for a private dance, just me and Ginny -- at least as well as I could within my limited abilities. The teachers gate-crashed, unhappy that they hadn’t been included in the guest list. We settled it peacefully.”

“But isn’t the Headmistress going to punish you?” Leah urged breathlessly.

“Most definitely.” Harry nodded. “She just hasn’t told me what my penance will be.”

A small gasp undulated through the crowd.

“That means she’s going to get creative,” contributed an unknown voice in the multitude, followed by many anxious nods.

“Just know we’re here for you if you need us,” Leah whispered in his ear as she patted his hand reassuringly.

Harry offered his thanks all around as the girls helped him wrap up some parcels for his rucksack. With a jaunty wave from the large doors, he ducked out into the Entrance Hall and took the closest detour to the Quidditch pitch. As he hiked briskly across the expanse of the back lawn, he congratulated himself on his deft handling of the situation. Without a doubt, his summary would be on everyone’s lips within hours “ likely with a few embellishments from the overly romantic imaginations of the Layettes. Some flying stallions and a gilded carriage would only enhance the story anyway, he shrugged.






By happy coincidence, he found that Tonks and Lupin had spread out a nice picnic on the lower part of the Gryffindor viewing stands. Harry helped himself to a chocolate cupcake and some tea while he added his Butterbeers to their iced tub. The late spring air held the tantalizing promise of summer as it gently caressed their faces. Soon it would be too warm for long sleeves, but for now it was still surprisingly cool in the shade.

“You know the Headmistresses are meeting right now to determine your fate,” Lupin remarked wryly.

“Are you trying to insure yourself more cupcakes by killing my appetite?” Harry shot back.

“Hardly,” Lupin allowed with a chuckle. “Suffice it to say that if it had been a truly serious transgression, the Heads of Houses would also be involved in the deliberations. As it is, your sentence is being decided by two grandmotherly types.”

“Two grandmothers with wands and a wicked sense of humor,” Harry corrected.

“Well, yes, I suppose that’s true,” Lupin admitted as Tonks laughed merrily in the background.

“I think what Remus is failing miserably at saying is that unless you receive some parchment tied with a black ribbon, you really shouldn’t worry,” Tonks clarified.

“That’s so comforting! Thanks loads, Tonks.” Harry grimaced before joining in with the light-hearted laughter.

“I’ll try to give you a heads up, if I can,” Lupin added cannily. “If the new Gryffindor password changes to la guillotine, you may want to consider sneaking out in the night.”

“This is really not helping!” Harry cried, holding his side.

Tonks stood up and waved as she spied Hermione’s tiny form just leaving the castle porticos in the distance. “You men will excuse me while I go have a bit of girl talk with Hermione, won’t you?” she requested. “And Remus, please stop teasing Harry so mercilessly before he finds a way to turn the tables on you. You know he’s not too polite to do it!”

As Tonks trotted off, Harry turned to Lupin. “Actually, Remus, there is something I’ve been wanting to ask you since last night.”

“I have no memory of the events in question, “ Lupin recited with mock innocence. At Harry’s reproachful look, he amended, “Sorry, just practicing.”

“You looked just as amazed as everyone else when Tonks danced with Stevens…” Harry began, uncertain how to frame his inquiry.

“Enchanted, more like,” Lupin admitted. “It’s not like she has an opportunity to shine like that when she dances with me.”

“But I thought you knew everything about Tonks, now that you’re married to her.”

“You really think that?” Lupin returned with a slight lift to his brow.

“I thought that’s what all those long talks were about. Sharing secrets…you know.”

“In between the snogging, you mean?”

Harry laughed. “Exactly.”

“There are always surprises,” Lupin answered thoughtfully. “It’s not possible to know everything about another person. There are always skeletons in the closet.”

“How many skeletons can Tonks have really accumulated in her tender years?”

“She’s not as young as she looks.”

“Or acts,” Harry volleyed back. “But that can apply to all of us… Answer the question, please.”

“Well, in her case, it’s just one skeleton, singular instead of plural. And to her credit, it was a very small skeleton, some kind of rodent, hardly took up any space at all. Her mother still brings it out for parties.”

Harry was incredulous. “Surely, you don’t mean a literal skeleton?” The sheer absurdity of the situation had the laughter bubbling up again.

“Could I make this up?” Lupin deadpanned. “It was a prank from a medical student she was seeing for a while. Muggles have the strangest sense of humor.”

Harry broke up in laughter as Lupin joined in.

Tonks started rolling her eyes as soon as she walked up with Hermione. “It’s hard to think of you two as men when you carry on like this,” she quipped.

“Sorry, Tonks,” Harry gulped. “Remus just told me the funniest story about the skeletons “ I mean, skeleton “ in your closet!”

“I told my mother she should’ve never done that bit in front of Remus; that he was bound to steal her thunder,” Tonks pronounced. Turning to Hermione, she added in an undertone, “You see what I had to put up with at home when I was growing up. All the horror stories you’ve heard “ completely true.”

“Where’s Ron?” Harry posed as Hermione settled herself on the end of the bench.

“I left him shoveling food into his face,” she responded airily. “Mumbling between bites that even with his superior training in Charms, there was no way to magically transport Welsh Rarebit in a rucksack.” When the appreciative chuckles wound down, she added, “He also said he was bringing more Butterbeer since you never pack enough to share with everyone.”

“Some things are just a two man operation,” Tonks interjected in Harry’s defense.

“By the way, Remus,” Hermione supplied. “The Headmistress intercepted me on the way out the door. They have a verdict and she’s counting on you to deliver it to the wayward members of your House.”

With a start, Lupin excused himself and hurried back up to the school. Harry felt his stomach take a nosedive that would make the most stalwart Seeker cringe.






“Since there was such a hue and cry among the student populace when a private dance was announced and in light of the fact that said miscreants did not follow school guidelines that prohibit the use of the Great Hall for private functions, it is officially recommended by Minerva McGonagall, Headmistress, and Pomona Sprout, Deputy Headmistress, that Harry James Potter and Ginerva Molly Weasley be sentenced to plan and oversee a summer dance in the Great Hall before the end of term exams. Exact date, themes, refreshments, music, to be left up to their planning acumen,” Lupin read with a barely concealed smile.

“Is that all?” Harry could not believe it.

“It’s a lot of work,” Tonks assured him. “I did it on a much smaller scale when I hosted the Hufflepuffs. You’ll be invoking the Headmistresses’ names in vain before you’re done!”

“Oh, and before I forget,” Lupin added. “Slughorn has already volunteered his assistance on the refreshments. Nothing alcoholic, mind you.”

“We’ll have to work around my Quidditch training schedule,” Ginny warned.

“There’s an added bonus,” Lupin stipulated. “The Headmistress also approved my proposal to share a memory from childhood with both Harry and Neville. By lucky coincidence, I was invited to both of their first birthday parties. How does Tonks’ offices tomorrow at two strike you, Harry?”

“That’s wonderful, Remus!” Harry beamed in anticipation.







It had seemed so simple, really. Witness the memory, see yourself as a baby and get out. But Harry had not counted on the strange sense of unreality it would give him.

He’d stood as just another party guest while his one-year-old self was presented with a birthday cake in the shape of a flying broom, its bristles made from thin strands of spun caramel. It was disconcerting to see Lupin standing practically shoulder-to-shoulder with his younger self; Lily and James so close and yet so impossibly out of reach. Suddenly, the loss of the old photo album seemed monumental. Harry was relieved that Pettigrew was not present, but it had been a bit of a disappointment to learn that Sirius had been on a field assignment for the Order and was also absent.

Once returned to the familiarity of Tonks’ office, Lupin noticed Harry’s ambivalence almost immediately. “It’s bound to feel a bit disorienting at first,” he sympathized. “Just relax and let it sink in. All the studies indicated that it takes a short time for your own memories to rise to the surface and reassert themselves. You may even get a bit of a domino effect as other memories from the same time period may get dislodged.”

“You don’t think it will matter that the memory is from such an early age?” Harry inquired.

“Apparently not. While it’s true that most people don’t remember events from such a tender age, it’s not exactly a medical miracle when someone does. The only caveat: these memories will be as fragile as soap bubbles. You shouldn’t attempt to review them with a Pensieve to bring them into clearer focus or they are likely to dissolve into smoke. Virtually all the studies reported that.”

Harry nodded that he understood. “Actually, I’m already beginning to feel a bit more like myself,” he proclaimed.

Lupin appraised him closely. “If you feel like you’re steady enough on your feet, then you can go into the next room with Tonks. But no prancing around; stretch out on one of the sofas and just relax. I’m serious, Harry.”

“Can I have Tonks feed me grapes?” He grinned from the doorway.

“Only if she agrees to wear a toga,” Lupin retorted instinctively. “Do you always have to be so incorrigible?” he added with a smile. “Please have Neville join me when he’s ready.”

As Harry sat down on the nearest sofa, his attention was captured by a sheaf of parchment resting on the side table. “Tonks, is that the proposal Remus presented to the Headmistress? It’s over an inch thick!”

Tonks tucked two bright pillows into the corner of the sofa and pushed Harry’s shoulder down until his head was resting comfortably.

“Take it easy and I won’t have to take away your conversation privileges,” she joked as she took a chair in Harry’s line of sight. “To answer your question: yes, those are his words on the matter -- but it’s not something for you to read at this time. He had to do a lot of research before the Headmistress and Madam Pomfrey agreed. Even then, I don’t think they would have done so if the two of you weren’t of legal age.”

“Is that why Neville and I both had to sign consent forms?” Harry prodded.

“They insisted on some record that you were participating of your own volition. There’s always a chance things won’t go according to plan.”

“Should I be worried?” Harry laughed rather nervously.

“Probably not,” Tonks reassured him. “Poppy’s just a stickler for such details. Ultimately, I think she’s more protective of her own credibility than anything else.” Lowering her voice to that lilting tone that Harry found so soothing, she added softly, “Enough talk for now, just let your mind drift peacefully. I’ll be right here in the room if you need me, just call out.”

Harry did as he was told, finding it supremely easy to relax completely in her presence, feeling no different than when he was lazing about in front of the fire in the common room. Just as he’d often done in his quarters, he closed his eyes and let his mind go blank, floating weightlessly about the room as he heard all the other voices going on around him. Soon or later, something would either cause him to sit up or he would drift off imperceptibly into a brief nap. Either way, his mind was always refreshed afterwards.

He felt himself strolling pleasantly down a long avenue of trees, their leaves the most riotous and varied shades of green as they blocked out the canary sun. A warm breeze ruffled his hair and kept the branches above in almost constant motion. The continuous flapping of the leaves made a soft backdrop that blocked out the strident noises of city traffic in the background. Turning his head slightly, he could see a playground with many small children climbing and tossing various toys happily.

He heard familiar voices to his left and saw that they belonged to his mother and his aunt, Petunia. They were seated on a long bench in the shade, Petunia holding a very robust baby boy. Harry had no trouble recognizing Dudley at age one; there had been no shortage of photos of his cousin throughout the house at Privet Drive. Dudley fidgeted as if he could not bear to be squeezed too tightly by his mother. After a small struggle, Petunia settled him into the stroller at her side. Harry could feel Dudley’s small eyes boring into him as if he were a laboratory specimen in the next stroller, but he ignored it as he was more interested in the adult conversation.

“”can’t believe you went to all this trouble to seek me out,” Petunia was saying curtly. “It must have taken you hours to drive here from your
country estate.”

Petunia’s disdainful tone was enough to put anyone off, but Harry heard his mother only sigh very softly before she responded kindly, “You’re still my sister, Petunia, despite all the differences that you seem to think are so significant. Don’t you remember as girls how we dreamed of allowing our children to play together?”

“That was before…before you discovered that you had a life apart.”

“And I would have given anything to have included you in that life. It was you who cut me off, Petunia. You, who would not let me re-enter your life whenever I returned from school.”

“What would you have wanted with a simple Muggle such as myself?… Don’t be so shocked that I know the word,” she practically spat as an afterthought.

“Petunia, you will always be my sister and I will always love you as such. You may hate my life, but I hate the distance this has put between us. You are my only blood relation now that Mum and Dad are gone…” Lily’s voice caught.

“All your fancy
magic tricks couldn’t save them, could they?” Petunia’s voice was laced with anger.

“What do you think I am?” Lily cried through her tears. “Any of us could die in an automobile accident! I have no extraordinary power over life and death “ you’re being grossly unfair.”

“Lily, if this proves to be too much for you, we can always go,” Lupin’s voice remarked as he laid a comforting hand on Lily’s arm.

Petunia’s head whipped in Lupin’s direction as she looked him up and down critically. “And who’s this? A new companion already?”

“Remus Lupin at your service,” Lupin offered pleasantly, extending a cordial hand that Petunia ignored.

“I can see Harry favors
his father,”Petunia continued derisively. “His hair so dark and tousled. Truly, Lily, all I see of you is his eyes.”

“His dark hair could just as easily have come from Mum or from you, Petunia. Clearly, Dudley takes after his father, as well.”

“You still haven’t answered my questions,” Petunia shot back. “Why is your
husband not accompanying you today and who is this other man?”

“Just consider me the over-qualified nanny,” Lupin rejoined with a wry smile, not moving from where he stood behind the bench. It was clear from her expression that Petunia did not remotely understand his sense of humor.

Lily spoke up before Petunia had a chance to take another dig at Lupin. “James is at work, just like Vernon.”

“Like his type has to earn a living,” Petunia scoffed. “Thinks he’s better than the rest of us, likely.”

“True, James doesn’t draw a salary. But the volunteer work he does is not without merit; he works tirelessly for the benefit of
all mankind,” Lily explained with the patience one might accord a small child.

“So, you’re too good to come here on your own like I do? You have to bring a ‘nanny’ and a driver, as well. That is your driver over there on that far bench, isn’t it? The one who seems to be entertaining a small bevy of women “ most of them married with small children, I might add.”

Harry had to squirm and lean over to see around Dudley’s rotund figure in the stroller parked before him. Finally, he was able to see Sirius waving from across the playground as he caught them looking in his direction. He had the carefree debonair quality that Harry remembered from his photograph as best man.

“Sirius and Remus are my
friends, Petunia. They have been like brothers to James since he first went to Hogwarts--”

“Do not mention that loathsome place to me!” hissed Petunia.

“Why? Because you would have liked to have gone off to school with me?” Lily exclaimed, taking to her feet unconsciously. “Admit it, Petunia!”

“I will do no such thing!” Petunia responded with haughty decorum. “And I suggest you sit back down if you don’t want to alert your ‘driver’ that something is amiss.”

“Petunia, you ignore the existence of my world at your own peril,” Lily whispered with concern. “There is evil unleashed that won’t stop to distinguish whether you acknowledge it before it crushes you underfoot.”

“So now you’re trying to tell me that these two
gentlemen are your bodyguards as well. Who died and made you queen?”

“Let it go, Remus,
please,” Lily cautioned over her shoulder. “The gentleman that you have identified as my driver is Sirius Black. He’s Harry’s godfather.”

“You chose that Lothario to be my nephew’s
godfather! Did they scrap your brain at that school of yours?”

Lily smiled gently. “So now we’re family again?”

“At least he’s a sight better than that other friend of yours. The one who used to follow us to the park when we were girls.
The one from the other side of the tracks…”

“You must mean Severus. Sev, as we used to call him as children. You shouldn’t be so cruel, Petunia. Severus has had a difficult life. He wasn’t able to escape his troubles completely when he went to school as he’d always dreamed of doing.”

“Doesn’t surprise me that he turned out to be a reprobate!” Petunia’s response dripped with a venom born of jealousy.

“Last I heard, Severus was visiting some distant relatives in the Crimea,” Lupin supplied. “There were rumors he had married there.”

“So he’s a school chum of yours as well?” Petunia threw at Lupin, looking at him directly for the first time.

“Hardly,” Lupin answered with quiet candor. “Severus made a point of rejecting all offers of friendship during his times of trouble… Lily, you need to come to the point. We shouldn’t linger overly long here.”

“Of course, Remus,” Lily answered as she kept her eyes riveted on her sister. “Petunia, Harry will be celebrating his first birthday in a few weeks’ time. I would like it very much if you, Dudley and Vernon would consider attending a small party in his honor. Only family will be present and I’m afraid James has even fewer relatives than I.”

Harry watched as Lily removed a invitation bordered by bright balloons and held it out to Petunia. Grudgingly, Petunia took it in her fingers as if it might contaminate her. After a quick glance, she placed it wordlessly on the bench between them.

“You don’t need an invitation to come visit, Petunia. You know that,” Lily urged fervently.

Petunia turned her head aside; but from his vantage point, Harry was almost certain that her eyes were bright with unshed tears.

“Lily, we must go,” Lupin urged. “Remember, you promised you wouldn’t get overly emotional. You don’t want Harry to start crying when he senses that you’re upset. Here, I’ll carry him back to the car.”

Harry felt himself hoisted high in the air by a familiar and comforting presence that he assumed was Lupin. Deeper into the dappled green cathedral they walked, leaving the sounds of the playground behind.

“Remus, I have no other family left!” Lily moaned from where she was walking beside them.

“It seems that’s true of all of us, unfortunately,” came Lupin’s comforting tones. “Except for Sirius, and he’s disowned his--”

“Only because they disowned me first!” Sirius added gaily as he walked up on Lily’s other side and took control of the empty stroller.

“Harry will always have us, if nothing else,” Lupin added softly. “I wager even Peter feels that way.”

“Come on, Lily,” Sirius volunteered brightly, “we may be a bunch of misfits, but we all love you!” Sirius draped his free arm affectionately around Lily’s shoulders as they neared the parked sedan.

The next images Harry saw were from the vantage point of the car’s interior. In the distance, Petunia slowly wheeled the carriage with Dudley gesturing impatiently, the bright invitation left behind on the park bench. A sudden gust of wind caught the card and whipped it in the direction of their sedan. Harry’s last memory was of the invitation flapping against the mesh of the rubbish bin not three feet from the front wheels of their vehicle. He could see their names, the date and time of the event clearly handwritten on the appropriate lines. Inexplicably, the line that should have listed the address was smudged to an illegible grey as if it had been attacked by an ink eraser.


His surroundings intensified to a brighter white until all the details and colors of that summer day were washed away. Slowly, Harry became aware of other voices around him, Lupin’s mellow tones as his only bridge to those images from the past. He distinguished Tonks’ light-hearted cadences and even Neville sounding a bit groggy. It was as if he had to swim up from a great depth before he found his voice.

“Professor!” Harry croaked, amending his words at the very last minute due to Neville’s presence. “I’ve just had the strangest dream…”

His words were barely out of his mouth before Lupin had pulled up a footstool.

“Is anything wrong?” he asked anxiously as he laid a gentle hand on Harry’s shoulder.

Harry shook his head to the negative as he finally felt his eyelids become unglued. Slowly the room came into focus. Tonks was standing at the end of the sofa, concern painted on her young features. The thought that she was only a few years older than his mother had been rose unbidden to his mind.

“How can you tell if something is a memory or just a dream?” Harry asked, digging his elbows into the pillows in an attempt to sit up more normally.

“Don’t try to move too quickly just yet,” Lupin warned. He motioned for Tonks to brings extra pillows to prop Harry into a more vertical position. “If it’s a dream, too much physical motion tends to scare those images away. Please, tell me what you saw. It’s not too personal for others to hear, is it?”

Harry half-smiled at Lupin’s thoughtfulness. “I don’t mind if Tonks or Neville listen in.” With growing confidence, he described the scenes that had just played out inside his head. Once again, it was so vivid that he could almost feel the warm breeze pleasantly teasing his hair.

Lupin listened very intently, then pronounced unequivocally, “Without a doubt, that was a memory, Harry. I remember the same incident, almost word for word… Except for that very last part about the wind pinning the invitation to the wire rubbish bin. I must have been busy talking to the others inside the car at that point.”

“Why would we have come by car instead of just Apparating?” Harry felt an immediate need to ask.

“Young children don’t much take to Side-Along Apparition. It often takes hours to calm them after the assault to their burgeoning sense of reality. Sirius’s motorbike was considered a hazard, even with the sidecar that he claimed would be just like a motorized baby stroller.” Lupin chuckled briefly at the memory. “In the end, he was able to borrow a car from one of the other Order members -- can’t say I remember whom, or even if I ever knew, actually. Sirius was the only one of us who had a driver’s license.”

“Why didn’t Pettigrew accompany you that day? You spoke of him as if you were all so close.”

Lupin’s face clouded over slightly before he returned, “Peter was actually accompanying James on assignment that day. Dumbledore was very meticulous about scheduling our duties so that one of us was always home with Lily, especially after you were born, Harry. Since it wasn’t often that we had free days together; Lily grabbed at the opportunity when Sirius and I were both available.”

“The invitation, Professor, there was something strange about it…” Harry strained to pinpoint the source of his feeling. “Ominous even.”

“If you’re feeling that it could have led anyone to you,” Lupin supplied, “that pretty much became a moot issue once Peter turned his brain inside out for Voldemort.”

“It’s not just that,” Harry admitted as he struggled to catch the fragment of memory. “I could read everything so clearly except for the address. It was blurred and totally illegible.”

“Ah, that would have been the effect of the Fidelius Charm,” Lupin intoned conclusively. “Memories and dreams are affected by it as well.”

“I’m not sure I follow.”

“The address would have been perfectly legible at the time of the actual events. Only later, once the Charm was cast to hide the location of the house, its magical properties would extend to any notation of the address that existed anywhere.”

“Didn’t you tell me once that Dumbledore used the fact that James’ address remained illegible on all official school records as a direct indicator that Sirius was still alive in Azkaban?” Tonks supplied.

“He did indeed,” Lupin acknowledged. “Pretty shrewd, since there were hardly any visitors or news allowed to leak out to the general populace.”

“Excuse me for interrupting, Professor,” Neville’s voice rang out from the other side of the room. Tonks turned in his direction immediately, but he reassured her, “I promise I won’t move anything other than my lips and my eyelids.”

“Yes, Neville, did you have something to contribute to the discussion?” Lupin urged kindly, never leaving Harry’s side.

“Well, it seems to me that the Headmaster would have been wrong to use the addresses as an indicator of Sirius’ health, when they were actually a sign that Pettigrew was not dead as everyone had supposed.” Neville sighed with satisfaction that he had delivered another of his bombshells.

“Very intuitive, Neville,” Lupin accorded. “But everyone, me included, thought that Sirius was the Secret-Keeper and the Judas in our midst for the longest time. Ironically, though, even if Pettigrew had died with the secret intact, there are those who theorize that the addresses would still have remained illegible.”

“But wouldn’t that mean that every time a Secret-Keeper sacrificed himself for the greater good, the secret would be lost to future generations?” Harry asked incredulously. “Why would anyone use the Fidelius Charm knowing that was a possibility?”

“Actually, no,” Lupin corrected. “General wisdom is that one of the parties that wishes their secret to be protected casts the spell themselves. Consequently, if the Secret-Keeper is killed, they themselves are spared and can release the Charm at a later date.”

“If you’ll forgive me for saying so, then everything must have gotten all scrambled in the case of the Potters,” Neville added. “Sorry, Harry.”

“It’s all right, Neville, I know you don’t mean anything by it,” Harry responded in the general direction of the ceiling. It felt strange to not be able to direct his words to his friend’s sympathetic eyes.






It wasn’t long before the two of them were allowed to return to their common room. Tonks cautioned them to sit down immediately if they experienced any bouts of dizziness while Lupin added that for anything more serious, they should contact him immediately -- as well as Madam Pomfrey.

Harry was feeling euphoric that he had retrieved a bonus memory including not only his mother, but also Sirius in his prime. He assured Lupin that the feeling of disorientation from before had totally dissipated.

Neville was practically giddy at the memories of his parents laughing and joking at his birthday party. Lupin had been in one of his silly moods that day, he confided to Harry, and there had been more hilarity than a one-year old could fully comprehend. Neville admitted that he had tried to giggle in unison, but had finally given it up and stared at the adults as if they had been alien beings.

“My Gran always told me that my parents both had very sunny dispositions, but it was nice to finally have a memory to coincide with that.”

By Neville’s admissions, Harry surmised that he must not remember his parents from before they had been tortured into insanity. Although he knew them to be only a few years older than Lupin, that did not agree with Harry’s memory of the wispy-haired old lady pressing discarded wrappers into Neville’s hand. As much as he wished that his own parents had been spared, Harry wondered whether the torture that the Longbottoms had endured was not somehow worse. He had only to recall the grim expressions on the faces of Neville and his grandmother from a few years ago. Harry had felt as if he were intruding on their own private hell that day he encountered them in the Closed Ward.

By some miracle, Lupin’s gift of the birthday memory had made all those phantoms disappear from Neville’s life. Harry could not remember ever having seen Neville with a more joyous bounce in his step as he left to do his late rounds with Luna that evening.
Chapter 63 Neville's Invaluable Testimony by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
An unplanned domino effect leaves Neville as the only key.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 63
Neville’s Invaluable Testimony


By contrast, the haggard looking Neville who peeked into his room the next morning gave Harry instant cause for worry. He threw his half-knotted tie onto his bed and turned his full attention to Neville’s slouching form.

“What’s the matter? Should I call Professor Lupin?” Harry asked as he eased Neville into the nearest armchair.

He nodded, straining to get the words out. “I’m feeling so strange all of a sudden. Like bits of the past and present are jockeying for possession of my brain.”

This was not one of the side effects that had been mentioned, something which made Harry debate whether he should delay contacting Madam Pomfrey. He would hate for Lupin to be reprimanded for trying to bring a little sunshine into Neville’s life. He sprinted for the Marauder’s Map and located the professor hurrying down the first floor corridor. There was still time to intercept him before his first class of began twenty minutes from now.

“Ron!” Harry cried as he dashed into the adjoining bedchamber. “I need you to retrieve Professor Lupin for me. Neville needs his assistance and I don’t dare leave him alone!”

Ron, too, was at pains to subdue his tie that morning and gave it up as hopeless before Harry’s urgent pleas. “Just show me where he is on the Map!” Ron urged as he shrugged into his school robes.

Harry returned to the common room to find that Hermione was convincing Neville to recline on the sofa before the unlit hearth. “Save your words for the professor, Neville,” she soothed him. “He will know how to make things better.”

Allowing Harry to take over, Hermione retreated momentarily to make herself more presentable. She confessed that she did not relish facing Lupin in her dressing gown, regardless of the early hour.

Lupin arrived in a whirlwind of school robes, tossing his briefcase into the nearest chair and not bothering to see if it landed safely. He kneeled beside Neville and felt his forehead anxiously.

Neville’s eyes fluttered open and he smiled weakly when he recognized Lupin’s face. “Harry said you’d come,” he mumbled.

“Of course, Neville,” Lupin replied with a warm, reassuring smile. He turned and caught Hermione’s eye just as she emerged from her bedchamber. “I sent Ron to my classroom in case I was detained. Would you help him out, Hermione? Start the lesson if you need to. We were studying…oh, just wing it! I trust you.”

Hermione nodded as she grabbed her school robes from the wardrobe and dived out the stone sconce without bothering to put them on.

Refocusing on Neville, Lupin asked softly, “Tell we what’s wrong. You have Harry all worried about you.”

Neville gulped noticeably and searched the room for Harry’s face on the other side of the sofa before settling his feverish eyes on Lupin. “I have so many memories crowding in all at once inside my head. They’re colliding in such a jarring manner that I cringe expecting a noise or a jolt of pain that doesn’t come. What’s happening to me?”

“Never fear, Neville. I’m here to help you figure it out,” Lupin attested as he settled himself on the footstool Harry provided. “Can you put the memories into any sort of chronology, determine which came first?”

Neville shook his head in frustration.

“How about which memory is strongest? You said that they were muscling each other about in your head; try to find the memory that is most like a bully to the others. Take a moment to shift through your thoughts while I call for the Headmistress. Can you do that for me?”

Lupin barely had time to catch Neville’s small nod before he twisted his body around and threw a pinch of Floo powder into the embers. Within moments, he was smoothing his jacket as he sank back down on the footstool to wait. Almost immediately, McGonagall materialized from teal colored smoke and straightened herself before the mantle.

“What seems to be the matter, Remus?” she asked as Neville obligingly moved his long legs out of her way so she could perch on the end of the sofa.

“Neville was just about to try to tell me, Headmistress,” Lupin explained as he turned his face expectantly in Neville’s direction.

“I think the strongest memory…the one that keeps recurring most often… is that of Bellatrix Lestrange in my living room. My Gran keeps grabbing her by the arm as if to detain her and Bellatrix just shoves her off as if she were a meddlesome insect. Gran goes careening across the room, I hold my breath in apprehension, and then she collides with this small mousy man that helps her regain her balance. But there’s something in his face that makes me think he’s evil, too.”

“Harry, do you have that old picture of the Order that Sirius gave you?” Lupin demanded tersely.

“I’ll go get it,” Harry replied. He quickly retrieved it from under his discarded jumpers, realizing he’d forgotten to add it to his new album.

Lupin scanned the old, yellowed faces before him and then pointed one out to Neville. “Could this be the man in your memory?”

“Yes.” Neville sighed with relief. “So it was one of the good guys after all.”

“Not exactly,” Lupin cautioned. “You just identified Peter Pettigrew.”

“The one who betrayed Harry’s parents?” Neville gasped.

“I’m afraid so,” McGonagall added with a reassuring pat on Neville’s thigh.

“What would Pettigrew be doing in my home?” Neville bemoaned.

“Do you recognize whether it was your Gran’s house or your parents’?”

“They’re both the same, Professor. Gran has always lived with us; she and I continued in the house alone after my parents were sent to St. Mungo’s.”

“Is there any more to the memory?” McGonagall prodded gently.

Neville screwed up his eyes with effort as he tried to oblige her. “The more I try to grasp it, the more it slips away.”

“Leave it alone for now then,” Lupin suggested. “What other memories are competing with this one?”

“All sorts,” Neville admitted. “But one that keeps returning pretty regularly involves a comical little man in a green hat, made him look like a grasshopper going to work in a bank, my Gran used to always say, what with all his pinstriped suits. I can’t see his face in my memory, sorry.”

“What about his voice?” Lupin prompted. “Do you remember hearing it?”

“Yes, it sounds so familiar, yet I can’t place it. I can hear him telling my grandmother not to worry that such things were just routine…”

“Neville, can you make the same man’s voice say the words: ‘Voldemort is not back’?” Harry proposed as a sudden idea struck him.

“Let me try.” Neville nodded eagerly. Suddenly his eyes grew wide with comprehension. “It’s Fudge, the man who used to be the Minister of Magic before he mucked things up!…What would the Minister of Magic be doing at my house?”

“He wouldn’t have been the Minister at the time,” the Headmistress clarified. “I seem to recall he worked in the Department of Magical Catastrophes.”

“Strangely ironic, isn’t it?” Lupin whispered to Harry. Then for Neville’s benefit, he added, “What else do you remember? Anything could be significant.”

“Fudge was shepherding a small group of people all dressed exactly alike in the most outlandish gear,” Neville supplied.

Apparently this struck a chord with the Headmistress and she rose to her feet instinctively and moved closer to Neville’s face. “Think carefully,” she intoned with an almost seductive quality to her voice. “What color robes were these people wearing? It’s very important.”

Neville closed his eyes obediently to try to better visualize the scene, then broke out in a big grin as he announced, “Purple!”

“Thank you so much, Neville!” McGonagall praised him. “Give me a wee moment to compare notes with Professor Lupin, won’t you?”

She motioned Lupin out of Neville’s hearing, then nodded to Harry that he could join them. As an added precaution, she cast some sort of quick charm with her wand to keep their conversation private. “We’re looking at a case of Obliviation, I’m afraid,” she intoned soberly. “Fudge was in charge of determining when the Obliviation Squad was necessary and that group all wore--”

“”purple uniforms, coveralls actually,” Lupin supplied. “I remember reading how Fudge had gotten a big promotion after he’d been the first on hand to deal with the Black crisis.”

“You mean, the situation that he got totally wrong because it was actually Pettigrew who orchestrated everything?” cried Harry. The man’s long line of ineptitude was enough to make anyone’s blood boil.

“Cornelius was always so consistent,” McGonagall observed ruefully.

“What should we do about Neville, Headmistress? I had no idea…” Lupin offered.

“I know you didn’t, Remus,” she replied as she laid a comforting hand on his arm. “No one will blame you “ I will see to that personally. In the meanwhile, I will call for Madam Pomfrey.”

Lupin nodded solemnly, then added with authority, “It’s likely that Neville has information that should be guarded by the Order. I’m counting on both of you to keep track of everything he says; commit nothing to paper.” For those few moments that it took the Headmistress to acknowledge the assignment, it was clear that Lupin was the one who headed the Order.

“I should sedate him then,” McGonagall suggested.

“Of course,” Lupin agreed as he dug out the tiny, stoppered bottle from his jacket pocket. “I assume you’re familiar with the dosage.”

“Remus, I once used this very same elixir to coax down the fevers of my own children,” she noted reprovingly. “It wasn’t always a restricted substance, you know.”

“Since this particular bottle is entrusted by miles of paperwork to me, would you mind humoring me, Minerva?” Lupin requested with a gentle smile. “That way Harry will also have the instructions.”

“One drop in half a glass of water or other non-alcoholic, non-fruit beverage. It will turn a bright emerald green, glass will become icy cold to the touch,” the Headmistress recited from memory. “Do I get a gold star?”

“Thank you for indulging me, Headmistress,” Lupin replied in his most formal tones. “I must get down to my class. I trust you’ll keep me informed of Neville’s condition.”

Lupin grabbed his briefcase and made as if to leave through the sconce, only to be arrested by McGonagall’s next words. “If you race down those stairs, Remus, so help me, I’ll make you sit detention. That was already done once this week -- in high heels, mind you!” She looked directly at Harry for a moment. “I shudder to think how dangerous marble steps are under those circumstances….Take the Floo to your office on the first floor and walk from there. Please, don’t make me have to waste my breath with a needless argument.”

“Excellent suggestion, Minerva.” Lupin waited for her to throw a handful of powder into the hearth before stepping through the teal sparkles.

“Harry, dear, why don’t you help Neville to his room while I call for Madam Pomfrey?” the Headmistress suggested. “You know what a stickler she can be for protocol,” she added smiling directly at Neville. “If you’re already tucked into your own bed, she’ll be much less likely to want to haul you all the way to the Hospital Wing.”






To Harry’s astonishment, Madam Pomfrey was of the opinion that Lupin had actually done Neville a favor by helping the lad to retrieve his lost memories.

“Mind you, I no longer consider Obliviation a viable treatment for childhood trauma,” Pomfrey admitted. “But there was a time when developmental specialists recommended it in many situations. Being of an older generation, Neville’s grandmother wouldn’t have had the immediate objections to Obliviation that the rest of us do.”

“I’m sure Remus will be relieved that you don’t hold him responsible,” the Headmistress replied graciously.

“Oh, but I do, Minerva,” Pomfrey returned silkily. “But he has done Neville a world of good, just you wait and see. That child was plagued with the worst case of self-doubt and absent-mindedness I have ever seen “ likely residual effects from those who adjusted his brain.”

“Madam Pomfrey, I know it’s probably none of my business,” Harry began hesitantly, “but how can anyone think that tampering with another’s mind is a good thing? Look at poor Professor Lockhart…”

“I know, dear, but it was once theorized that some memories were so horrific, especially for very small children, that they would impede their normal development into healthy adolescents. Turns out that our minds are equipped with the capacity to forget memories that are too traumatic. In other cases, children simply work through those painful memories as a part of growing up and are the stronger for it. If you won’t think me too intrusive, Harry, do you have any memories of the night that… of that night?” Pomfrey inquired gingerly.

“You mean the night that Voldemort left me with a souvenir scar?” Harry returned nonchalantly.

“As you can see, Poppy, Harry has managed to work through his demons,” the Headmistress remarked. “Although, somewhere along the way, he’s managed to channel a bit of Remus’ insouciance.”

“I can see that,” Pomfrey returned sardonically. “You still didn’t really answer my question, Harry.”

“I didn’t have any memory of it at all until I encountered the dementors the Ministry sent to Hogwarts that one year--”

“The ones that were sent presumably to protect us,” Pomfrey interjected. “Albus was so convinced they wanted nothing better than to feed on our students!”

Harry nodded to acknowledge the truth of her sentiments then continued, “Every time a dementor approached me, I would relive the worse memories of Voldemort attacking my parents. Memories that I never knew I had before then. It was terrifying; actually made me faint numerous times. Professor Lupin taught me to produce a Patronus, kept me at it “ even though there were many who thought I was too young to learn “ until I mastered it. Those memories no longer plague me because I no longer feel helpless before them.”

“Then you have walked through the darkness and come out the other side, as they say,” Pomfrey asserted with conviction. “You, more than anyone, can provide Neville with some support when he begins his own journey.”

A bit simplistic, Harry noted to himself. Dare he mention that witnessing traumatic death had become his stock in trade at Hogwarts? Not to mention watching helplessly as his favorite teacher transformed into a werewolf before his very eyes. Yes, he’d come to terms with his own reality, but he could hardly recommend that journey to anyone else.

Instead, he replied with a smile, “I’ll do my best.”






Trying to make the most of a short break before his afternoon classes, Lupin arrived out of breath from taking the stairs two at a time.

“We have a change of plan today, Remus,” the Headmistress announced before Lupin even had a chance to shrug out of his robes. “I trust your lesson plan is on your desk.”

“I generally lock it in one of the desk drawers when I leave the room,” Lupin admitted. “Sirius once had this scheme… Well, let’s just say it involved a lesson plan.”

“May I borrow your key for the afternoon, then?” she asked with mock innocence. At Lupin’s thunderstruck expression, she added with a smile, “I need to retrieve your notes if I’m to take over the rest of your lessons today.”

“You need to hear what Neville has to say, Professor,” Harry urged.

“Spend your afternoon hours with Harry and Neville,” the Headmistress recommended. “Neville’s only shared a tiny bit with us. He insisted on waiting for you.”

“But my classes?” Lupin gaped. “What will you tell them?”

“That your project with Neville ran overlong.” She shrugged to indicate it was the most obvious solution. “Listen to Neville; we may not have much time left. I’m not trying to be cryptic, but I just don’t want to color his words with my own perceptions. You’ll know what steps you need to take.”

With a quick turn of her wand, McGonagall added Lupin’s small key to the charm bracelet she wore on her wrist and exited through the sconce.

“She’d better not run,” Lupin whispered with a smirk. “Tell me, Harry, what’s got the Headmistress so worked up that she’s willing to take over my classes?”

“Neville hasn’t really given us many more details than before you left, Remus. It’s just that the memories that seem to trouble him most are centered around Bellatrix and Wormtail.” Harry lowered his voice to a bare whisper before adding, “The Headmistress told me that those are the two that have been poking around Godric’s Hollow. That’s the official word from the Order.”

“Yes, it is,” Lupin replied after a moment’s hesitation. “If what she suspects is true, then you and Neville may have to be inducted before the day is over. Will that be acceptable to you?”

“Shouldn’t you ask Neville, as well?” Harry countered. “Unless you’re planning to Obliviate him again after he serves your purpose.”

“That’s not really very funny, you know,” Lupin warned. “We’re hardly a bunch of Death Eaters… How about we order up some lunch and get to work then?”

“The Headmistress already took care of that.” Harry grinned. “There’s a whole buffet on Neville’s dresser. He woke up with a ravenous appetite once the sedative wore off.”

“Pomfrey’s already given her go ahead?” Lupin asked cautiously.

“She was a lot more reasonable than you led me to expect,” Harry returned.

“She always is when she’s not dealing with me directly,” Lupin muttered under his breath.







“So, Neville, is there anything else I can get you?” Lupin inquired graciously as he helped himself to a second serving of roast chicken. “Some dessert perhaps?”

“No thanks, Professor. Really, I’m stuffed! It’s Luna who seems to have a separate stomach devoted exclusively to pudding,” Neville replied with a smile. “Do you think I can climb out of bed now? I’m beginning to feel like an idiot.”

“We’ll wait for you in the common room then,” Lupin suggested, grabbing a basket of rolls on his way out the door.

Neville settled himself on the sofa with a cold Butterbeer and kicked off his loafers once again. “I’m not sure where to begin,” he stated candidly. “All my memories are still jumbled together and it’s often hard to pinpoint the beginning.”

“Just jump in wherever then,” Lupin suggested with a smile of encouragement. “The Headmistress thought that the portions about Bella and Wormtail might turn out to be the most significant.”

“Wormtail?” Neville was perplexed.

“Forgive me, Neville,” Lupin explained. “Perhaps it will help you to get into the spirit of things to know that Peter Pettigrew had a nickname while he was at school. The friends he betrayed called him ‘Wormtail’.”

“In reference to his Animagus form?” Neville giggled. “How fitting in other ways as well. Forgive me for thinking it’s a bit funny, Professor.”

“Quite all right.” Lupin shrugged. “It’s a bit ironic, to be sure. But don’t apologize about laughing, Neville. Not to me, anyway. Laughter often helps to keep our fears in perspective… Surely, you haven’t forgotten the lesson about banishing boggarts, have you?” he added with a twinkle in his eye.

Neville laughed openly. “How could I? You turned me into a bit of a legend with that!”

“And I’ve been trying to live that moment down ever since!” Lupin shook his head in chagrin. Neville laughed even harder as Harry could no longer keep from joining in.

Having been put at ease, Neville had no trouble slipping into his narrative of how Pettigrew and Bellatrix had shown up at his door only have his grandmother insist that his parents were not at home.

“But they didn’t believe her,” Neville elaborated. “They barged their way in and demanded to search the house for themselves. It was at this point that Bellatrix shoved my Gran across the room. I could see Bella’s eyes shining with a strange light when she caught sight of me playing with some wooden blocks in the center of the rug. Gran went a little crazy and suggested that she keep her ruddy paws off the child “ me. Actually, she was bit more venomous than that, but I don’t feel I should repeat those exact words. They weren’t very ladylike,” Neville added in a whisper.

“We’ll just gloss over that part.” Lupin chuckled. “I’ve always suspected your grandmother was a bit feisty.”

“That’s an understatement,” Neville observed wryly. “So Wormtail took Bella by the arm and suggested in a rather obsequious manner that the Dark Lord’s instructions had been very specific, she was not to touch the child. ‘For now, anyway,’ Bella sneered and it was as if the temperature dropped ten degrees in that room. ‘I will curry favor with the Dark Lord in my own manner, thank you,’ she added disdainfully.

“Then Wormtail replied, ‘Of course, Mistress, I forgot you were locked in a beauty contest with the Handmaiden.’ Bellatrix turned on him with a fury that I found most comforting as she was now no longer staring at me. Seeing that he’d hit a nerve, Wormtail went in for more. ‘Everyone knows the Handmaiden is his current favorite. You can hear it in his voice every time he says her name.’

“ ‘Her code name, you mean,’ Bella corrected him, then added in an oily tone, ‘Besides, what makes you think the Handmaiden is someone else? For all you know, it could be the Dark Lord’s way of referring to me.’

“Wormtail laughed outright “ imagine the sound of snakes slithering across gravel, that’s the best way I can describe it. It seemed unnatural somehow.” Neville paused as if the memory was getting too overpowering and took a long swallow of Butterbeer. “With the most self-satisfied smirk on his face, Wormtail responded, ‘Bella, how can you think I’m that stupid? Why I heard the Dark Lord himself say the other night that it’s a shame that the Handmaiden isn’t as beautiful as you are. Perhaps, he’s planning for a bit of reorganization.’ ”

Harry found he could not keep the incipient smile off his face. The petty rivalry between Wormtail and Bella could almost seem comical “ if they both weren’t cold-blooded killers, that is. In Lupin’s irreverent retelling style, he suspected that these events would be aptly rendered as a drawing room farce.

“Then my Gran boldly walked over to them and said, ‘As entertaining as I find your repartée, might I suggest that you take it outside?’ ”

“I’m sorry I didn’t meet your grandmother under better circumstances, Neville,” Harry commented with a chuckle. “She’s really something to behold!”

“Thanks, Harry.” Neville smiled as he resumed his narrative. “It’s at this point that Bellatrix stared Gran down and whispered, ‘It’s a shame the Dark Lord won’t let me marinate his feast before he shows up on the Potters’ doorstep.’ She sounded just like a viper in my mind. Wormtail skittered up to her and hissed, ‘Mistress, no one is supposed to know about the Potters. The Longbottoms are their friends, surely they will know to warn them at…Godric’s Hollow.’

“ ‘You fool! You little rat-tailed piece of vermin rubbish!’ Bella ranted. ‘Now I’m going to have to wipe this old lady’s memory.’ I saw a blinding flash of light from Bella’s wand and Gran fell in slow motion. Before she could hit the end of the coffee table, though, Wormtail dashed up and lowered Gran gently to the floor.

“ ‘Now look what you’ve done, you cow!’ he yelled back at Bella. ‘We could never have justified ourselves to the Master if the old lady was hurt. Let’s get out of here before your meddling causes me more headaches!’ I’m pretty certain they left at this point. Gran woke up and cuddled me in her arms until my parents returned.”

“I assume your grandmother retold these events to your parents? She didn’t totally lose her memory of the entire day, did she?” Lupin asked with barely contained excitement.

“She told them about the unexpected visitors; but you’re right, Professor, she omitted that last part about the Potters,” Neville supplied.

“Considering they were friends, don’t you think that a bit odd?” Lupin pressed further.

“But Bella zapped that bit of dialogue right out of my Gran’s mind!”

“A very precise bit of magic, I might add, often performed with disastrous results,” Lupin expounded. “But there are always residual effects. A bit of forgetfulness here and there, unexpected blank spaces in the middle of previously intact memories. Things that might be attributed to your grandmother’s age. But to your parents’ trained eyes, these aberrations might not be so easily dismissed. I think your parents were aware that you had overheard that conversation. They may even have suspected that Bella did not consider you significant enough to modify your memory.”

“She didn’t, did she?” Neville considered. “But both the Headmistress and Madam Pomfrey were so certain that I exhibited all the symptoms. I even have a memory of the Obliviator Squad entering our living room. How can that be, Professor?”

“I think I can untangle that for you,” Lupin supplied in a soothing tone. “The Obliviators did not arrive until days later -- after Bellatrix made a return visit and found your parents at home. After she tortured them. I’m sorry, I couldn’t think of any way to avoid saying that, Neville.”

“I understand, Professor. I have some vague memories of my parents screaming and yelling from the other room. I think my Gran must have whisked me away before…”

“Before things got too out of hand,” Lupin supplied sympathetically.

“Professor, would you mind terribly if we didn’t discuss those particular memories right now?” Neville pleaded. “I was so enjoying the happy-go-lucky faces of my parents from the birthday party you shared with me.”

“Of course, Neville, it’s really the other memory that’s more important “ for my purposes, anyway,” Lupin clarified. “Think back on Wormtail’s comment about the Potters. Can you hear all the words in your mind? Are there any blanks, any hesitations?”

“Everything is perfectly clear,” Neville confirmed.

“Tell me again what he said, word for word, please,” Lupin urged. Despite the calm outward appearance that he was projecting to Neville, Harry could tell that Lupin was coiled up inside.

Neville repeated the phrase, “The Longbottoms are their friends. Surely they will know to warn them at …Godric’s Hollow.”

Now Harry noticed it, too: Neville paused for a few seconds before he said, ‘Godric’s Hollow.’

“Think very carefully now. Does Wormtail give an exact address for the Potters, a street number, a street name?” Lupin’s eyes glittered with anticipation.

“Of course, Professor, why I just told you… didn’t I?” Neville replied with a spot of impatience.

“Actually, Neville, you didn’t,” Harry chimed in. “All you said was that the Potters were at Godric’s Hollow.”

“That’s the way I heard it also,” Lupin attested.

“But how can that be?” Neville asked, looking wildly from one face to the other. “I can hear the words clearly in my mind. Wormtail says, ‘…Godric’s Hollow’.”

“Try writing the words down,” Lupin offered. “Humor me, please.”

Neville concentrated carefully on the words he wrote down; then with a satisfied nod, he handed the paper to Lupin. Harry leaned in more closely to read over Lupin’s shoulder. It was only gibberish.

“I don’t understand, Professor,” Harry began. “Did Bella affect Neville’s mind after all?”

“Not Bella, it was the Fidelius Charm,” Lupin replied with conviction.

“I’m sorry, Professor, but didn’t I just write down the words that are flying around in my head?” Neville inquired anxiously.

“No, you didn’t, Neville,” Lupin replied with a broad smile. “Because you’re not the Secret-Keeper. Only Wormtail can pass those words along, either spoken or in writing.”

“But when I first visited Grimmauld Place, the information was passed on to me on a slip of paper,” Harry argued.

“Why was that, Harry? Moody, Tonks and I were all there, why didn’t we just tell you where to find number twelve? Whose hand-writing was on the slip of paper?” Lupin drew him out.

“It was Dumbledore’s handwriting! And he was the Order’s Secret-Keeper!” Harry couldn’t believe it had taken him so long to assemble the puzzle.

“I can’t believe I’ve been so stupid!” Neville moaned. “My poor Mum; even in her addled state, she’s been trying to tell me all these years! Every time I visited her in Hospital, she insisted on passing me little slips of gum wrappers as if she were passing me secret information. She always got very agitated if I didn’t give her messages their proper due. I never realized before now that she’d been trying to alert me to the fact that I’d received information directly from the Secret-Keeper!”

“Professor, does this mean what I think it means?” Harry could barely contain his desire to jump up and down.

Lupin smiled broadly as he took in both of their expectant faces. “I believe it does. Thanks to Neville’s invaluable assistance, I believe we may have just cracked the Godric’s Hollow Conundrum!”

“So, I’ll be able to visit my home after all?” Harry proposed.

“Hopefully. Next step is to field test our hypothesis,” Lupin intoned with obvious delight

“Lost us again, Professor,” Harry prodded in response to Neville’s blank look.

“We will see if the results Neville reported can be duplicated if we set up a similar situation. Too much is riding on this to take any chances, don’t you think?”

“Right now?” Neville asked.

“Absolutely,” Lupin returned. “Did I or did I not remember the Headmistress assigning the two of you to me for the duration of the afternoon?”

Although she had worded it a bit more diplomatically, Harry had to admit that Lupin had a point.

“We’re going to need at least another two volunteers, though,” Lupin thought aloud. “Does anyone know where Ron is?”

“He might be with Professor Flitwick,” Neville suggested warily.

Harry retuned with his Map and spread it out on the small table before them. Sure enough, Ron and Flitwick were in the office adjacent to the Charms classroom.

“Perfect!” Lupin announced. “Filius has been dying to learn more about the Conundrum for years; he’ll be thrilled to accompany us!”

They took the long way through the castle proper as Lupin explained that he did not feel interrupting someone’s scheduled lesson with a Floo message was very polite. The extra minutes also allowed them to devour the last of the oatmeal cookies leftover from lunch. Lupin had duly warned them that it might be a long stretch until tea time.

Lupin led them to an unfamiliar door, indicating that Flitwick’s office had an alternate entrance that was not commonly known to students. He brushed the last of the crumbs from his shirtfront and handed his empty Butterbeer bottle to Harry before knocking. The murmur of voices inside abruptly stopped as the door was cracked open a few inches by the tiny professor himself.

“Forgive me for interrupting, Filius, but something has come up that requires your immediate assistance,” Lupin offered with barely contained excitement. “I was hoping to commandeer Ron as well.”

“I almost have him cornered, Remus,” Flitwick whispered. “Can’t this wait another ten minutes?”

“It’s been waiting nearly seventeen years already,” Lupin returned, his eyes dancing.

Realization slowly colored Flitwick’s features. “Surely, you don’t mean….But, Remus, it can’t be….The Conundrum?”

“The one and only.” Lupin beamed as Flitwick threw his office door open wide.

Ron was perched on a stool on the far side of Flitwick’s massive desk, an elaborate three-dimensional chessboard set up before him. By Ron’s dour expression, it did not appear as if the match was progressing in his favor.

“Thank goodness, the reinforcements have arrived!” Ron exclaimed as he made room for Harry and Neville.

Directing his remarks to Flitwick, Lupin began, “I don’t want to get my hopes up until I can duplicate the results, of course.”

“You’ve cracked it, man! I can see it in your face!” Flitwick practically danced with joy. “How’d you do it?”

“Neville had the necessary puzzle piece. He overheard the Secret-Keeper, but the memory was locked away in his subconscious,” Lupin summarized handily.

“The statement was not directed at him?” Flitwick inquired pointedly.

“It was made to the room at large,” Lupin explained. “Only Neville and his grandmother were present “ other than Pettigrew and Bellatrix Lestrange, that is.”

“Despicable company indeed,” Flitwick muttered. “Not your grandmother, of course, Longbottom. Wouldn’t want you to get the wrong idea there….What about the grandmother, Remus? Didn’t she remember?”

“Bella wiped her memory. Did it so expertly that only that one line was expunged, no telltale holes in her memory of the afternoon to make her suspicious. Neville was only a baby at the time; they probably considered him of no importance.”

“If he’d already developed language skills “ even if he was not speaking aloud “ that would be a grave oversight on their part!” Flitwick observed.

“Death Eaters and their arrogance,” Harry commented.

“Unfortunately, I have another class that meets in less than an hour, Remus.” Flitwick sighed in frustration. “I don’t suppose you’d consider waiting until closer to tea time?”

“Not if I want to avoid alerting any of the other students wandering about at that hour,” Lupin admitted. “I do need one more person, though.”

“How about Hermione?” suggested Ron eagerly. “She’s just doing a bit of research in the Headmistress’ library.”

“Can you send her a Patronus message to meet us here?” Flitwick suggested. “I need to discuss a few of the protocols with Remus first.”

“I can do it; Tonks made sure I was never caught short again,” Harry volunteered as he made his way back out into the hallway. He returned moments later to find that Lupin and Flitwick were deep into their planning.

“Where do you expect to set up the blind?” Flitwick asked. “It will have to be someplace totally unfamiliar to your assistants. Knowing this bunch, that pretty much rules out all the secret passages as well as the Prefects’ bathroom, doesn’t it?”

“All I could think of was the secondary access to my private residence,” Lupin admitted.

“You shouldn’t have to give up your privacy at any cost, Remus. The Headmistress will be most displeased if you do that.” Flitwick’s eyes lit up with mischief. “I have a better idea: why not use Severus’ private laboratory? It’s been locked up since his…unexpected departure.”

“It’s been untouched all this time?” Lupin was surprised.

“Minerva felt that twenty years of research should not be consigned to the rubbish bin. You know how much he liked to brag that he would publish his findings one day. I’m sure she’ll loan you the key for the sake of your experiment.”

“Sounds ideal, Filius. Thanks!” Lupin grinned. “By the time we work everything out, she should be available.”

“As long as we’re still waiting for Hermione,” Flitwick proposed, “I believe Ron was in the middle of sharing the latest joke with me.”

Put on the spot like that, Ron hesitated. “Are you sure, Professor?” he implored, signaling in Lupin’s direction with his eyes.

“Remus won’t be offended that Tonks is mentioned in the joke,” Flitwick maintained.

“Not if she’s the one that gets the laugh,” Lupin agreed.

“She’s not the butt of the joke, is she?” Harry cautioned his best friend.

“No, she’s not,” Ron assured them. Glancing at the expectant faces around him, he took a deep breath and began, “Do you know why Tonks refuses to do any impersonations of Severus Snape?”

“Tell us,” Lupin urged gamely.

“Because she doesn’t want her face to get stuck in that one expression!” Ron offered, then sat there stoically while the joke tanked.

“That’s not really funny,” Flitwick remarked. “Had a promising opening, though.”

“Well, the problem is that Severus actually has more that one facial expression,” Lupin replied thoughtfully. “Try this Ron: let’s suppose that Tonks doesn’t want her face to get stuck between only three possible expressions. What would those be?”

Ron thought for a moment, then suggested, “There’s that disdainful look that makes his nostrils quiver ever so slightly as if he smells something unpleasant…”

“…or has stepped in it,” Flitwick finished to much laughter.

“Number two, anyone?” Lupin prompted with a chuckle.

“There’s the one where he’s trying to intimidate you to forget everything you ever learned, “ Neville volunteered shyly.

“Describe it more fully,” Lupin dared him.

“His eyes get all beady and they try to force their way through your forehead….just so he can prove to himself that your skull is the one true vacuum on earth,” Neville concluded as the laughter grew.

“Anyone have a third?” Lupin barely eked out.

“Yeah, the one he shows the Slytherins!” Harry snorted.

“I believe we have a winner!” Flitwick announced as he wiped tears of mirth from his eyes. “I get to tell it to Minerva first!”

“You can’t just lay claim to it,” Ron cried. “It was a group effort!”

“My office, my privilege!” Flitwick shot back.

“You’re going to tell that joke to the Headmistress?” Neville’s eyes were suddenly filled with apprehension. “Please don’t tell her that I contributed.”

“No one confesses to anything,” Lupin intoned with authority. “It’s just a joke that’s making the rounds.”

“But the Headmistress won’t think it’s funny,” Neville protested.

“Yes, she will,” Hermione announced from the doorway. “Just as long as it’s not one of us students that tells it to her. Am I right?”

“Did you even hear the complete joke?” Ron asked her pointedly.

“No, but your laughter could be heard half-way down the hall, so I’m sure it was a good one,” she replied sweetly.
Chapter 64 Facing the Music by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Both Lupin and Hermione are called upon to support their conclusions step by step.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.





Chapter 64
Facing the Music


Flitwick offered to Floo the Headmistress describing exactly where they’d be while the rest of them set off for the dungeons, Lupin briefing Ron and Hermione en route. They came upon the all too familiar hunkering doorway from a different direction, but there was no doubt in Harry’s mind. Rust from the tarnished metal supports still seemed to mark the facing wall with the bloodstains of some mythological beast.

“I think we may have a problem, Professor,” Harry volunteered once they’d taken the last labyrinthine turn. “I’ve been here before. Remember those ill-fated Occlumancy lessons?”

“Right,” Lupin concurred. “I’ll just put you in the control group that is aware of the location.” He ushered them into a small anteroom where a secretary or assistant might have sat. It had the same disused feeling that Harry recalled. “Here’s how we set it up….:” Lupin proposed. “Hermione, please put down your quill; none of this gets committed to paper.”

“But how--” she began, then stopped at Lupin’s stern expression. “Commit to memory, right.”

“As a matter of fact, thank you for reminding me,” Lupin added with a smile in Hermione’s direction. He flicked his wand towards the massive door and locked it, a single wall sconce leaping to life in the same motion.

It didn’t help, Harry thought morosely. They were still trapped inside the maw of the beast as he had come to think of it. Each gruesome outline that danced maliciously along the rough walls just dredged up more unpleasant memories of humiliation and iniquity. Beyond the next door was a generously sized workroom that made up the main office. He also recalled that there was a smaller inner office Snape had used for his private store of potion ingredients.

“But the Headmistress--” Neville protested.

“She’ll knock,” Lupin rejoined. “Ron, you’re closest to the door, would you please add the Muffliato?.... Ladies and gentlemen, we have reached the moment of truth. Once inside the next room, our discoveries become the property of the Order. I wouldn’t speak so openly if the lot of you didn’t know more than you should already. Neville’s and Ron’s parents are full-fledged members, as you well know. All of you are of age to decide; it’s members only beyond this point.”

“I thought membership required the entire group--” Ron protested.

“Exceptions can be made,” Lupin returned.

“But that would have to mean...” Neville interceded.

Lupin raised an eyebrow while he waited for Neville to arrive at his conclusion. Harry watched the realization dawn on each face as Hermione whispered in his ear, “So I was right, after all.”

“I think you’d be used to that by now,” Harry muttered in an undertone that only she could hear.

“I’m in,” Hermione announced to the group at large.

“In.”

“In.”

“Going to be the last hold-out, Harry?” Lupin shone the Marauder’s grin in his direction.

“No, Remus, I’m not.” Harry smiled as he offered Lupin his handshake. “You’ve had me from the beginning.”

With quick efficiency, Lupin outlined the roles they each would play. He was going to set the charm on the small inner office and designate himself as Secret-Keeper. A bit unorthodox, but they were short on bodies. Inside the main office, he would tell the location directly to Ron. Neville was to be in the same room, but facing away as an extra deterrent. He would overhear. Harry and Hermione would be in the control group that waited in the anteroom and would not know the secret.

“Any possibilities that I excluded?” Lupin posed, but no one could think of any. “Excuse me one moment while I set the charm.”

With a slash of his wand, Lupin unlocked the door to the main office and immediately closed it behind him. He emerged moments later, just in time to hear a soft knock from the door leading to the corridor.

“Remus, it’s me, Minerva.” The Headmistress’ voice was strangely muffled through the reinforced wood.

In two bounds, Lupin unlocked the door to permit the Headmistress to join them in the anteroom.

“I don’t suppose I have to ask whether she’s a member,” Neville remarked dryly.

“Did you invoke privilege, Remus?” the Headmistress asked. Then noting the eager faces surrounding her, she added, “So Neville came through for us.”

“Yes, he did,” Lupin asserted with a wide smile, “and in the most spectacular way! We’re here to test whether the Conundrum has actually been solved.”

“I didn’t dare hope!” she cried as she clapped her hands together happily.

Briefly, Lupin recounted the protocols for her benefit and then requested to borrow her key to the inner office where Snape’s personal documents had been moved. “I promise not to touch anything. I have the utmost respect for someone else’s intellectual property,” he assured her.

“Severus always had such potential…” the Headmistress added as she withdrew a large wrought iron key from her pocket. “I will watch the proceedings to make sure there are no loopholes that we may have overlooked as we visualized the relationships. I don’t think you casting the charm and also serving as the Secret-Keeper will matter in this case, Remus. That is often done in reality, anyway.”

Making sure that the corridor door was secure, Lupin led Neville and Ron into the main office. They returned momentarily to announce that the preliminaries had been completed.

“Now for the rest of you, please.” Lupin held the door open wide.

The main office was just as Harry remembered it: the walls so darkly painted that it was as if they absorbed the light from the bracketed candles. One whole wall was devoted to nothing but ominous specimens in all manner of glass jars; Snape must have used these to replenish those in his classroom. The other walls were crammed with books and periodicals stuffed into every available shelf. The small desk he remembered was gone, but there were still a few chairs scattered randomly about the room, the low worktable where Snape used to brew his potions pushed against the side wall. McGonagall promptly seated herself majestically as if assuming a throne.

“Harry, you’ve been in this room before today, correct?” Lupin established.

“Yes, some of Professor Snape’s Occulmancy lessons were conducted here.”

“Have you ever gone beyond this room? Deeper into the castle?” Lupin asked.

“No, I was never admitted into the inner office,” Harry attested.

“But you were aware that an inner office existed?”

“Of course, the closed door was visible…” Harry trailed off uncertainly. Was his memory playing tricks on him? He had been supremely distracted during many of his sessions with Snape, and it had been two years ago, but he was almost certain the door had been in the opposite wall. Now it was covered with book shelves. Looking hastily around at the other walls, he failed to see a door, either.

“Your memories don’t match what’s before you, do they?” Lupin surmised.

“Could the room have been renovated?” Harry asked in desperation.

“No, it hasn’t been,” McGonagall replied with conviction. “But I, too, can’t see a door where I remember it to be without question.”

With a sigh of relief, Harry waited for Lupin’s next move.

“Hermione, you’ve never been in this room before, am I correct?” Lupin asked.

“Never even knew where the door in the corridor led,” she responded with aplomb.

“To the best of your perception, is there any indication that this suite of offices does not end right here?”

Dutifully, Hermione walked the circumference of the workroom, even ran her hands along the bookshelf that now stood where Harry was certain the door had been before.

“Unless there are secret doors of some sort, the only way out of this room seems to be through the door by which we entered,” she stated unequivocally.

“Ron, as Secret-Keeper, I have attested to the location of the inner room which I have sought to hide. Without pointing it out, is it clearly visible to you?”

“Yes.”

“Neville, you have stood in this same room with Ron and me and overheard the words that I spoke to him. Yet I didn’t address those words to you as you had your back turned to us. Can you see the location of the inner room?”

“Yes.”

“Will you please describe what you see for those present?”

“Certainly,” Neville complied. “There is a door with a pane of glass in it. You cannot see past the glass as a shade is drawn. The door is located….” The words caught in Neville’s throat as if he had lost his voice.

“Are you thinking the words, Neville?” Lupin stressed.

“Yes, Professor, I don’t understand….It’s just like before. Do you want me to try to write it down?”

“If you wish. Does anyone have writing implements at hand?”

Hermione handed a Muggle pad and ball point pen to Neville. He looked at them curiously for a heartbeat, then attempted to write his response. Lupin passed the paper around so everyone could see that it was illegible.

“Do you think you can lead someone to the door, Neville? Without going through it, of course. Take Hermione’s hand.”

Harry watched raptly as Neville led Hermione right to the middle of the back wall, exactly to the spot where the door that he remembered was no longer located.

“Please let us know at what point the door becomes visible to you, Hermione,” Lupin reminded her.

She was less than a foot from the wall before she stopped with a sharp intake of breath. “I see it!” she announced with a note of wonder in her voice.

“Harry and Minerva, is this the location of the door that you remember from previous visits?”

“Yes.”

“Yes.”

“Bravo, Remus, you’ve done it!” The Headmistress beamed.

“Not just yet, Minerva. I need the final proof so that everyone is satisfied,” Lupin stipulated. “Neville, I’m giving you the key to the door. I want you to lead both Hermione and Harry through at once. If it’s dark inside, just stop on the sill and either of them will light their wandtips.”

Harry took Hermione’s other hand and the three of them drew up closely together. Neville was so excited he kept licking his lips feverishly as he fingered the large key in his other hand. Harry held his breath as Neville reached forward and inserted the key into empty air, or so it seemed. But then another step closer and Harry saw the door, too, exactly as Neville had described it. Only it didn’t seem as if it was dark inside. In fact, from the angle at which he stood, he could see a vague glow around the edges of the blind.

“Wait, Neville!” he started to say, but he never got the chance.

Neville threw open the door in triumph as Harry heard a loud gasp from the others. The small desk had been moved into the inner office, an oil lamp sitting directly in its center. Cardboard boxes bulging with documents and odd laboratory implements were stacked along the walls, leaving very little extra room. Writing feverishly at the desk sat none other than Severus Snape. He turned his face sharply at the sound of the door hinges.

“Well, well, well,” he drawled darkly. “What have we here? Did you remember to bring refreshments for everyone…seeing as how it took you so bloody long to find me!”

“Begging your pardon, Severus, I didn’t know you were lost,” Lupin rejoined without missing a beat. “Perhaps I failed to get the memo.”

Harry had to bite his lip to keep from smirking. Surely, Lupin wouldn’t be so headstrong as to call Snape out into a duel “ not right here.

“He’s unarmed!” the Headmistress called from the back of the room as everyone stood aside to give her a clear view. Thank goodness, someone remembered to try a Summoning Charm despite their initial shock, Harry thought.

“Please forgive their manners, the memo was never issued “ much to my chagrin,” McGonagall intoned with quiet splendor. “Please, won’t you join us out here? I’d forgotten how cramped that inner office was.” She waited patiently for Snape to carefully return his quill to its holder.

Harry was speechless as Snape followed the Headmistress into the outer office where she offered him a chair next to hers.

“Please tell me what we can do for you,” she implored, her tone full of kindness.

Harry was beginning to wonder whether he had somehow crossed into an alternate universe when Snape replied with a hint of a sneer, “You make it sound as if you were almost waiting for me, Minerva. Everyone else seemed surprised, shocked even; although Lupin is doing his best to look like he hasn’t landed knee-deep in ice water….I can only assume Potter told you that I had been in close contact with him.”

There it was: no preparation, no setting the scene. Snape just dropped it into everyone’s lap, the thoughts raced through Harry’s mind. He could feel everyone’s eyes upon him as he stood rooted to the spot.

Snape turned slightly to look at him directly. “Did someone cast an Immobilizing Charm on you, Potter?...You didn’t tell anyone, did you?” Snape responded with cold fury, half-rising from his chair. He was faced with four wands pointed at various parts of his body.

“Harry, is this true?” the Headmistress demanded. Her voice was composed but her eyes bored into him mercilessly.

The words felt like stones in his mouth as he answered, “Yes.” His eyes studied the peculiar line of broken tiles on the floor. How many times had he stood before Snape and held his own? Yet right now, he could think of nothing to say.

“For how long, Harry? Close contact implies an association of some duration, don’t you think?” Lupin’s tone was as cold as any he had ever endured from Snape.

Harry raised his eyes slowly to Lupin’s face. Who was he kidding? He had always known this moment would come. Ignoring the disappointment he saw lurking in the wings, he faced Lupin with as much confidence as he could muster.

“Answer the bloody question!” Lupin barked.

He could see the other faces swiveling between him and Lupin, but they didn’t matter. His eyes were riveted on the anger he saw blazing forth from the professor’s eyes. “Four months, more or less,” Harry replied, his voice reduced to a raspy whisper.

“And you didn’t breathe a word of it to me?” Lupin was furious.

“Remus, perhaps we should listen to his explanation…” the Headmistress offered.

“IN THE OTHER ROOM!” Lupin motioned with his wand in the direction of the inner office Snape had just vacated. “NOW!”

Briefly, Harry wondered whether Lupin had simply forgotten that he held a wand in his hand, or whether it was truly a veiled threat. Deciding that he really didn’t want to take his chances either way, he complied wordlessly. The sound of the door being slammed mightily reverberated in the small chamber. With a noisy rattle, the shade rewound itself from the impact.






“My, my, my, it looks like Potter finally found the father figure he’d been searching for,” Snape commented sarcastically, never taking his eyes from the scene visible through the glass.

“That was Remus’ assignment,” the Headmistress replied with strained courtesy. “Anyone who didn’t foresee that it would change them both was extremely short-sighted. I suspect they think of themselves more as partners, though. There’s an element of equality, a give-and-take in their interactions with one another.”

“You would defend any action he took,” Snape shot back at her.

“And you would find fault with any idea that was not your own,” McGonagall observed wryly.

“Is it your concession that we are both more alike than you’d like to admit?” Snape returned silkily, his smile more at home on a viper.

“She means that you should make allowances for each other, you great, greasy git!” Ron exploded.

The Headmistress caught Ron’s eye sternly with an unspoken message to back down.

“Severus, if you feel so needy yourself, you should have bonded with some of your own students.” She sighed wearily. “I’m sure you must’ve had plenty of opportunities throughout the years.”

“I was never very well suited to the familial roles,” Snape remarked dryly. “My early attempts were too much of a fiasco.”

“You never gave yourself the chance.”

“I was too busy being villainous as I have been so ignobly accused. Don’t think I’m unaware of the things that are whispered behind my back.”

“You have to admit, you took to that role like it was tailor-made,” McGonagall noted, barely managing to conceal the ghost of a smile.

“One becomes accustomed to maintaining a cover; it becomes second nature. Don’t you think the Dark Lord would have seen right through me otherwise?” Snape’s dark eyes glowed venomously.

“You still had options; you still made decisions on your own,” the Headmistress returned. “Don’t blame others for the path you decided to follow. No one forced you to spend your days brewing dastardly little potions in your heart!”

“You should have let the pain flow through you. Instead you clutched it to your breast,” Hermione supplied with fervor.

Snape whipped his head in her direction. With narrowed eyes, he hissed, “You know nothing of my circumstances!”

“Oh, no?” Hermione retorted, unfazed by his familiar show of menace. “Do you think Harry’s the only person able to search the Daily Prophet archives for information? You were quite a celebrity in your day, being the subject of such a ground-breaking decision by the Wizengamot.”






Looking up from the chair in which he was seated, Harry could see that every face in the outer room was watching them openly. An unreadable half-smile danced along Snape’s lips.

“Do you want me to draw the blind?” he offered humbly.

“No, let them watch. That way there will be no questions later,” Lupin replied in a monotone. The anger crept back into his voice as he added, “They do not, however, have the right to listen!” With a fury that Harry would never have supposed the man possessed, Lupin sent a wordless Muffliato charm towards the door.

“Remus, I…” Harry stammered, unsure where to begin. As much as he had expected it, Lupin’s anger still had the power to unnerve him.

“I’m waiting…” Lupin taunted him.

“It’s really not what you think,” Harry began lamely, wishing he could withdraw the words the instant they left his lips. Why was he suddenly unable to frame a coherent thought?

“No?” Lupin’s tone dripped with uncharacteristic sarcasm. “As many times as I’ve heard that vague excuse in my lifetime, I have yet to see anyone do it justice. But, by all means, you’re welcome to try.”

Harry felt the anger starting to burn in his chest but he stamped it down with the sheer force of his willpower. “Snape came to me seeking protection, presumably from dark forces,” he made a better start of it.

“But you could not have offered him that!” Lupin exclaimed.

Harry nodded emphatically. “I told him that only the Order could offer him that.”

“To which he responded?”

“That he had chosen me as his contact since I had a ‘privileged association’ with you.”

“Those were the exact words he used? Privileged association?” Lupin prodded.

Harry nodded solemnly, doing his best to ignore Lupin’s angry pacing.

Lupin opened his mouth as if to say something, then thought better of it. “Continue….please.”

Harry sighed. Was it too much to presume that Lupin would just allow him to spin out the facts uninterrupted? No, he concluded, the man’s innate curiosity would never permit that.

“Snape offered information in trade,” Harry explained. “Information that he claimed you wouldn’t have.”

“What sort of information?”

“Information about the project Dumbledore assigned me.”

“You confided in Snape about your secret project? The one that you could not, so regrettably, discuss with me?” The mixture of anger and hurt was unmistakable in Lupin’s voice.

“Of course not! What kind of an idiot to you take me for?” Harry retorted crossly.

“I suspect you really don’t want me to answer that question right now.”

“Right. He made it clear to me that he had information I needed and could obtain in no other way. He was essentially correct. I found bits and pieces from other sources, but never the complete picture.”

“So you just believed him?” Lupin decried.

“Not at first, I didn’t “ and I don’t think he expected me to. But he told me things to prove himself to me. Things that all turned out to be true.”

“You allowed him to manipulate you, then.”

“Remus, don’t you trust me?...Yes, admittedly I took a risk, a gamble, but I made bloody sure that the risk was minimal by the time I decided to take Snape up on his offer!” Harry could feel his anger struggling to break free.






“There have been too many….regrets. Too many things that were impossible to atone for,” Snape explained, his voice like ice.

“And you think this makes you different from anyone else?” the Headmistress sympathized. “Everyone has regrets. What matters in the end is what you take from them.”

“Those lessons were too difficult to swallow, even for me,” Snape returned.

“Dumbledore didn’t think so; he wouldn’t have offered you a second chance otherwise,” McGonagall pointed out.

“Dumbledore believed everyone deserved a second chance!” he scoffed. “He’d have offered amnesty to the Dark Lord himself if he’d come knocking on the door.”

“Perhaps if he believed that’s what Lord Voldemort really wanted, but remember that Dumbledore had the foresight to reject his plea for a teaching post. Yet he accepted yours.”

“You give him too much credit, Minerva. The old man only looked like Zeus; he wasn’t anymore a god than the one in myth “ capricious whims and all.”

“Severus, it is you who judge yourself the most harshly--” The Headmistress tried to steer him from the path of despair.

“”only because I know the full truth,” Snape cut across her. “Everyone wants to make allowances! You have to learn to live with the truth or everything else is nothing more than illusion and trick mirrors.”

Arrested by the pantomime visible through the glass, Snape’s train of thought fizzled out. The rapidity of the exchange between Harry and Lupin made it all too clear that neither of them was holding back. The exaggerated rise and fall of Harry’s chest revealed his inner struggle in the face of the wild gesticulations that accompanied much of Lupin’s rant.

“Still, I would never have believed Lupin capable of such passion,” Snape observed wryly, making no pretense of his curiosity.

“Everyone is passionate about those things that matter most to them,” Hermione reminded him softly.






“How was he able to contact you without showing up on Minerva’s Map?” Lupin shot back stubbornly. “Answer me that.”

“He used the two-way mirror Sirius left me. He pocketed the twin when he found it abandoned at Grimmauld Place.”

“When was this? You never reported any contacts with the mirror to me.”

“It was when I returned from Christmas hols. It’s all notated in my logs if you want to review it,” Harry offered.

“Why did he wait until then? His first attempt to make contact with you was the attack in early November.”

“I think he’d been trying earlier,” Harry answered thoughtfully. “But certain objects in my room had been blocking the transmission. Objects that I packed away for safekeeping when I was away.”

“But that sort of interference would require objects that contained a heavy curse,” Lupin theorized. “What kind of highly dangerous items could you have in your possession?”

“Clearly items that were masquerading as something else.” Harry tiptoed carefully around the subject. “For one thing, my parents’ photo album.”

Lupin jumped ahead. “The night you were poisoned.”

“Yes, that was caused by another such object. But I assure you all those objects have since been destroyed.”

“At great personal risk to yourself, I might add. Did you not stop to think that the item might be poisoned?”

“I only checked for curses, hexes, jinxes, surprises of that nature,” Harry confessed ruefully. “The poison was devious, hiding in the cracks as it waited for someone to attempt to destroy the object. I took a risk that night calling on Snape, knowing that I could very well be blowing his cover...”

“But since you thought yourself on the brink of death, you didn’t much care!” Lupin finished Harry’s thought. “I wondered why you hadn’t called on me that night until much later.”

“Would you have known what a Type C poison was?”

“Regrettably, no.” There was a hint of sadness in Lupin’s tone.

Harry elaborated, “It’s a deadly poison that can lie dormant indefinitely. Lucky for me, this strain was not particularly fast-acting.”

“So your life was truly in danger that night,” Lupin gasped, stumbling into a small discarded chair.

“Very much so. Snape was able to determine the true threat by the details I gave him and by my symptoms. That information was essential to Professor Slughorn in preparing an antidote quickly enough to make a difference. As you saw, I was still sick as a dog that night.”

“Some of that could have been the result of a hastily prepared antidote. That much even I know.”

“I don’t think the hallucinations were,” Harry admitted. “Those started even before I contacted Snape.”

“Did you consider that Snape might have had some ulterior motive? That he could have given Slughorn conflicting information that would have guaranteed your demise?” Lupin’s voice seemed just as frayed as his nerves. “How could you have taken such a risk with your own life?

“He had already pretty much proven himself to me at that point.”

“How, Harry? How could a man who was not even in the same room with you have won your trust in that manner?” Lupin demanded in exasperation.

Harry had hoped it wouldn’t come to this, that he wouldn’t have to bare so much of his soul in the bargain. But he should have known better, he decided. With a deep breath for courage, he responded candidly, “Because he had already helped me to save your life when you’d been sent to St. Mungo’s.” Then he braced himself for the response he knew was coming.

Lupin leapt from the chair, sending it crashing into one of the nearby boxes. His face was livid. “How dare you place my life in the hands of such a ….dubious source of information! You had no right!”

“I HAD NO CHOICE!” Harry yelled. “It was clear that what Tonks and Madam Pomfrey were attempting was flawed. Slughorn could provide them with an antidote; but the minute the previous treatments resumed, you would have ended up back in the same spot again, possibly worse, and likely to be more and more resistant to an antidote in the future.”

“And you worked this out all on your own?” Lupin shot back derisively. “No wait, Snape helped you without any personal knowledge of the patient or the treatment.”

Harry ignored the sarcasm as he answered, “The Headmistress assigned both Tonks and me to assist Slughorn with the distillation of the antidote the Healers administered to you. She thought it would ease our worry if we could be of service to you. I was able to obtain a listing of the ingredients then.”

“But to trust his judgment like that! What were you thinking?”

“That I didn’t want you to die, Remus! And I didn’t just trust his judgment. He referred me to studies that documented the effects of the ingredients Tonks had been using. The results were spectacular at first, but then the complications started setting in. All the weird side effects you experienced and kept to yourself--”

“What makes you think I didn’t report the aberrations?” Lupin returned defensively.

“Because I mentioned them to Tonks -- more than once -- and she seemed surprised before she promised she’d look into it.”

“The formula was adjusted a number of times.”

“Don’t you see, Remus?” Harry pleaded. “It wouldn’t have made any difference. The first study indicated that all of the subjects had died. It was only later studies that showed that if the treatment was discontinued periodically to allow the subjects’ bodies to return to their natural state, then the ill effects could be kept in check.”

“Was that also the source of the extra ingredient?”

“Yes, it was one of those studies that concluded that essence of frogwort could help minimize the side effects. But even that doesn’t work in all cases.”

Like a man who’d had all the air let out of him, Lupin studiously righted the chair and sat down to face Harry directly. “I believe I owe you my deepest and most sincere thanks, Harry,” he offered simply. “I shouldn’t have doubted you. Tonks never told me you had assisted her with the research.”

“I asked her not to, but she didn’t know that it was Snape who pointed me in the right direction in the first place. Without his obsessiveness about potions, I don’t know where I would have been,” Harry confessed humbly.

“Or I, for that matter.”






Snape surveyed the dubious expressions that were trained on his face. They had asked for a recounting of the events on the Astronomy Tower, hadn’t they? They should at least have the decency to hide their doubts. Otherwise, it was downright rude when they had been the ones to insist in the first place. If they wanted to stay locked in their own preconceived notions then they should’ve just let him be.

“Is it my failing that Dumbledore left no corroborating evidence?” he commented scornfully.

“And you made sure he wasn’t around to contradict you, either!” Ron snapped in return.

“Answer me this then,” the Headmistress offered through terse lips. “How were you able to perform a killing curse so readily? That’s a spell that requires the intent of the one who casts it.”

Well, at least it was an intelligent, thoughtful question. “Minerva, your inherent idealism blinds you,” Snape replied. “What you mean to say is that it must be fueled by hatred. But self-loathing will suffice “ and I’ve always had a bountiful supply of that. Surely you’re familiar with the term ‘transference’? Why even Potter managed a rather impressive display when he took to the stage at Halloween. Just because I don’t wear my feelings on my sleeve like the lot of you, doesn’t mean I don’t have them!” His eyes flashed as he dared anyone to doubt his word.

“You have an answer for everything,” McGonagall huffed.

“That’s the way it is with the truth,” he returned evenly.

“Still, how could you let yourself be cornered like that?” It was clear that the Headmistress was unconvinced.

“I bluffed and was caught short,” was Snape’s churlish reply. “It happens to the best of us. Narcissa alone I could have handled readily, found a way to politely avoid an Unbreakable Vow. But with Bellatrix dissecting every move I made to report back to her master, I didn’t have the luxury to hesitate. It was doubly damning that she would likely have had Pettigrew’s corroborating testimony.”

“But to agree to do so heinous a deed, Severus. Those are hardly the actions of one loyal to Dumbledore!”

“I suspected Draco’s assignment was something a bit less drastic. The sort of marginally important task one gives a new recruit to allow him to prove his mettle. I didn’t count on the Dark Lord wanting to exact revenge on Lucius through his son “ although that better suited Narcissa’s near hysteria in my living room.”






“I take it that Snape was able to assist you with your project for Dumbledore,” Lupin prodded.

“Essentially, although I think ‘assist’ is too strong a word here,” Harry clarified. “It wasn’t as if we worked side by side like you and I would have. Snape provided me with just enough of an impetus that I was able to solve my part of the puzzle with only help from Ron and Hermione.”

Lupin was still doubtful. “How did Snape know to render you this assistance, Harry? That’s where the pieces just don’t add up. He’s not exactly one to volunteer his services willingly “ and at considerable personal risk, in this instance.”

“I had the Potions book he wanted. It actually turned out to be a major piece of the puzzle.”

“I thought you had found that quite accidentally,” Lupin observed critically.

“I thought so, too, but now I’m beginning to think that was Dumbledore’s doing, as well. He had various opportunities to tell me I was going to be allowed to take sixth-year Potions before classes started and yet he made sure I didn’t find out until Professor McGonagall presented me with my schedule. I think Dumbledore wanted to make certain I could not obtain a Potions book of my own before the start of term.”

“So you would have been obligated to use an old discarded one from the book cabinet. You think he planted the book there himself?”

“Either that, or it was already there and he just had to make sure it was either the first or second from the top. He hedged his bets by guaranteeing that Ron would need to borrow a book also.”

“So in this manner, Dumbledore practically forced Snape to contact you about the special project.” Lupin was clearly intrigued by Harry’s theory.

“He knew we would never cooperate together willingly, not after the Occlumency debacle.”

“I have to admit Dumbledore was one crafty old devil. Come, it’s time we rejoined the others,” Lupin announced as he rose to his feet. “Am I correct in concluding that your special project has been completed?”

“Yes. But you won’t mind if I desist from giving you any more details at this time, Remus? Just in case there are any unforeseen loose ends.” Harry held his breath, hoping that Lupin would not find an objection.

“Of course, Harry, I trust you.” Lupin turned to smile in return. “You have proven yourself most admirably today.”

Feeling vindicated, Harry amended, “Please don’t share the information about the project with anyone else, either. It wouldn’t do to have anyone connect all the dots too soon.”

“Understood.”






“Someone should tell Potter that it’s unnecessary to put aside your wand when dredging up dark emotions,” Snape’s arrogant voice rang out.

“Why is that?” Harry returned, stepping out of the inner office. Lupin could be seen blowing out the lamp and closing the door conscientiously behind him. “I assume you’re referring to my performance at Halloween.”

Snape’s eyes narrowed suspiciously as he eyed Harry up and down. “You Gryffindors and your overly gallant precautions,” he sneered. “There’s a reason why it requires happy thoughts to invoke a Patronus. If unleashing your buried angst had a similar effect, teenaged boys would rule the planet!”

“Have you been able to make any progress with him, Minerva?” Lupin sighed.

“We seem to be caught up in the eddies and whorls of a circuitous path,” the Headmistress summarized. “Wouldn’t you agree, Hermione? Ron? Neville?... You’ve been awfully quiet, Neville…”

“He’s there,” Snape asserted in an acerbic monotone. “I can hear him breathing “ even though he’s been doing his best to scurry out of my line of sight.”

“Such comments hardly engender a student’s participation, Severus,” the Headmistress commented dryly. In a kinder tone, she added, “Neville, you’re welcome to provide your input. Ron and Hermione have hardly been shy.”

“Yes, Headmistress,” Neville stammered in response to her encouraging smile. “I’ll be sure…let you know…if I think of anything.”

“Headmistress, if I might, please?” Hermione requested. “There’s an avenue I think bears exploring.”

Waiting for McGonagall’s nod, Hermione proceeded, “Professor Snape, what shape did your Patronus assume before your first wife was killed by Death Eaters?”

Even though her voice was soft “ tender, even “ the image those words invoked was so stark and unforgiving that the air seemed to stand still around them. Snape’s entire body jerked as if he’d been slapped, but the eyes he turned in Hermione’s direction were haunted.

“I never had cause to call forth a Patronus at that time. I, too, was numbered among the ranks of the Death Eaters. Presumably dementors would not attack us “ professional courtesy, I suppose.”

It was no less than what they all knew to be true, but somehow having Snape admit it in such an unblemished manner made it seem that much more monstrous.

“What about after her death?” Hermione continued, her voice almost a caress. “When you joined the Order.”

“This information is commonly known,” Snape protested. “Just ask a member of the Order!”

“She is, Severus,” Lupin returned. “Is there any reason why you feel she isn’t entitled to that information?”

With a dark look in Lupin’s direction, Snape leveled his gaze on his inquisitor. “My Patronus assumed the shape of a bat… Pray, you don’t ask me the reasons why, or I will deny to answer on personal grounds.”

“No need,” Hermione replied. “The Daily Prophet provided enough tidbits to frame an adequate picture.”

Of course, Harry thought to himself, the Carpathian Prince.

“If you already knew the bloody answer, why are you bothering with me?” Snape snarled.

“Severus, please,” the Headmistress admonished him as she waved down the wands that had been drawn all around. “I think she means for the rest of us to follow her reasoning. I promise to stop her if the questions become too intrusive.”

Taking a deep breath, Hermione gingerly continued, “Will you cast a Patronus for those of us in this room?”

“This is outrageous!” Snape jumped to his feet, ignoring the flashing wands. “If you doubt that I’m Severus Snape to begin with, then this conversation is beyond pointless!”

“No one doubts your identity, Severus,” Lupin soothed. “I suspect Hermione has another objective.”

“She’ll have to travel a different path!” Snape spat back. “I’m incapable of producing a Patronus without my wand.”

“And I have no intention of allowing you a weapon at the present time,” the Headmistress affirmed. “I’m sorry.”

“If I agree to accept the words you tell me are true,” Hermione resumed, “does your Patronus still assume the shape of a bat?”

“No, it doesn’t!” Snape growled menacingly. “That cantankerous old man made sure of that. It’s not enough that I do a favor for him, but every little, tiny, insignificant, minute, none-of-your-bloody-business facet of my life gets turned upside down in the process! When I finally think I’m done paying my membership dues to the Order, look out, here comes the freight train!”

“Are you referring to Dumbledore?” Lupin asked incredulously.

“Who else could have convinced the Order that I was not as black as they would paint me?” Snape threw back at him.

“Professor Snape…” Hermione implored. “Severus, please…” At the use of his proper name, Snape snapped his head in her direction, but did no more than cast her a defiant look. “I no longer believe you’re villainous. If you were truly as heartless as I previously supposed, Dumbledore’s death would have left you unscathed. The evidence of your Patronus cannot be denied.”

“If you think this proves his innocence, Hermione, I, for one, am going to need a demonstration,” Ron asserted.

“I vote with Ron!” Neville gulped nervously.

“A demonstration will not be necessary,” Lupin intoned with authority. “If you feel that the testimony of his Patronus is inviolable, then I can attest to the fact that his current Patronus assumes the shape of an eagle.”

“I can back him up on that, if you wish,” the Headmistress confirmed.

“But that would mean… no, it can’t be,” Ron stammered. “It’s a joke, right? They’re two different types of eagles. I get it: ha, ha.”

“No, Ron, you’re right on the money,” Harry volunteered. “Snape has been masquerading as Simon Stevens since early fall.” And he’d been right about Lupin and McGonagall being aware of the charade.

The squeal of wood on the dusty tiles was their first indication that Neville had practically collapsed on the nearest chair. His eyes were strangely unfocused as he wordlessly sought affirmation from the faces around him.

“Will someone please find some smelling salts for Longbottom before he faints dead away?” Snape jeered.

“I wouldn’t give you the satisfaction!” Neville stood up shakily. Harry could not determine exactly whether Neville was quaking with fear or with indignation, but perhaps that was an unnecessary distinction under the circumstances. “I’ve always been capable of considerably more than you gave me credit for!”

Snape’s lazy countenance berated Neville. “Everyone thinks that of themselves. They’re not always right.”

“I’m sure you’re capable of considerably more than you’d care to admit,” Ron shot back.

“And you’re not?” Snape argued. “All it takes is the right circumstances and we all cross the line.”

Despite Lupin’s restraining hand on his shoulder, Ron could not stop himself from volleying back, “I didn’t know you recognized any limits!”

“My perception is just different than yours,” Snape grumbled before turning away in disgust.

“Enough,” Lupin proclaimed with quiet authority. “Don’t tempt me to give you both detention. And if you think I don’t have the authority, I suspect the Headmistress will back me up… Now, Severus, you wish to petition the Order for sanctuary, am I not correct?”

“That was my original plan, yes,” Snape replied sullenly.

“You know that we cannot give you that under present circumstances,” Lupin returned. “The loss of Dumbledore from our ranks has been devastating in many ways. You must continue hiding as best you can; we will not expose you. I will offer what assistance I can.”

Snape’s eyes lit up feverishly with vague hope. “And you’ll present my case before the Order?”

“Yes, Severus, though I may bloody well come to regret it,” Lupin conceded with a heavy sigh. “As much as you will never admit it, you’d be lost without someone who can unravel the twists and turns of your singular logic.”

“You would argue my case just because if presents a challenge no one else would assume?” Snape retorted.

“Do you think I’m not up to the task?” Lupin shot back with gusto.

“Frankly, I can’t see a rank idealist like you taking the unpopular side.” Snape’s tone was so dismissive that Harry wondered how Lupin resisted the urge to hex him.

Instead, Lupin stood a little straighter and looked at Snape directly. There was just a hint of the Marauder dancing in the depths of his eyes as he replied, “In case you’ve forgotten, Severus, I’m a werewolf. I’ve been on the unpopular side most of my life… You should know, however, that your strongest testimonial came from Harry himself.”

“He’s not even a member of the Order,” Snape snorted with contempt.

“Not officially, but that will be remedied in due course. In the meanwhile, Harry will be turning over a certain communication mirror to me. Won’t you, Harry? The contact logs as well.” Lupin gave Harry the no-nonsense look he generally reserved for his other students. “If I’m going to try to defend the indefensible, you are I are going to have to get to know each other a little better, don’t you think, Severus?”

“Professor, would you like me to get those things now?” Harry inquired.

“Later will be fine,” Lupin replied with a small smile.

“Don’t worry, Potter, I’m sure Lupin will still let you take me out on a leash if you start to feel lonely,” Snape taunted him.

Harry caught the slightest twinkle in Lupin’s eye before leaning over and whispering loudly enough for everyone to overhear, “Make sure he’s had his shots first, Remus.”

There was an audible gasp from around the room. In contrast, the Headmistress was doing her best to keep her lips pursed in a straight line and, most importantly, to keep her struggles from being apparent to Snape.

“All right, show’s over,” Lupin announced without preamble. “The rest is not for public consumption. Minerva, will you please see to it that Ron, Hermione and Neville return to their common room until further notice.”

“What about Harry?” Ron asked doggedly.

“I’m not through with Harry yet,” Lupin returned with a glare. “Minerva, will you also contact my wife and have her join us here? We have some unfinished business with Severus.”

The silvery cat the Headmistress dispatched to Tonks was gone in an instant, its blurry feet even more soundless than those of a flesh and blood feline.

“Need your wife to do your dirty work for you, Lupin?” Snape sneered.

Unfazed, Lupin returned with a wicked smile, “She’s a much better potion maker than I, and she’s the only one of us that is trained to kill without a wand. Pray you don’t give her cause to demonstrate.”

Harry could see Ron, Hermione, and Neville jockeying to get a view of the floorshow from the anteroom. Only the Headmistress using her body as a shield kept them from barging through the doorway once more.

“Go!” McGonagall ordered. “Do I need to provide a translation of ‘not for public consumption’? All translations come with a mandatory detention.” In a whisper, she added, “We’ll send word to you later --”

Lupin’s voice rang out from inside, “Don’t promise them Harry, Minerva; he may not live that long!”

Clearly unsure whether he was joking, the Headmistress whispered, “Right. Then it will be either Professor Lupin or myself. Now go!”
Chapter 65 Field Trips by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The Headmistress solicits Harry’s honest opinion; everyone jumps at the opportunity to be treated like an adult; Lupin demonstrates a new technique with the Pensieve in preparation for their field trip.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 65
Field Trips


By pressing their ears to the doorjamb, Lupin’s voice could be heard faintly. “”only if you try my patience, Severus. I assure you that if there’s any fallout about how drastic a means my wife employs to subdue you, you won’t be around to care one way or--”

The sudden buzzing in their ears was an indication that a Muffliato charm had been cast from within. Reluctantly, they turned away from the closed door.

“Do you think Professor Lupin is really going to kill Harry?” Neville asked tremulously.

“He was just exaggerating, mate,” Ron reassured him. “Sure seemed angry, though.”

“I don’t think he was even angry anymore,” Hermione offered with aplomb. The incredulous stares she received from the others prompted her to elaborate, “Oh, I don’t deny he was furious with Harry earlier, but that all played itself out in the inner office. You could tell by the way he clasped Harry’s shoulder as they joined us in the main room that they’d already settled things.”

“What do you think they’re doing with Snape?” Neville prodded.

“Interrogating him to within an inch of his life, I hope!” Ron shot back immediately.

“We’ll just have to wait and see.” Hermione shrugged. Then in a conspiratorial tone she added, “I can tell you this, though: thanks to Neville’s restored memories, we have finally found a way for Harry to visit his parents’ house in Godric’s Hollow.”






“Thank you for waiting for me in the corridor, Minerva,” Tonks whispered as she squeezed herself into the dimly lit antechamber. “I was unfamiliar with this area of the castle.”

“Perfectly all right, my dear. Can I interest you in a spot of tea? A snack from the kitchens?” The Headmistress smiled in return.

“Nothing, thank you,” Tonks replied automatically as she struggled to get her bearings. “Begging your pardon, but it’s a rather strange tea party that requires guests to bring potion ingredients as a condition of their admittance. Don’t you think?”

Just wait until you meet the Mad Hatter, Harry thought wryly.

The Headmistress chuckled. “I’ll leave you to it, Tonks. Remus will fill you in.”

“Please, won’t you join our august assemblage?” Snape drawled as he caught sight of Tonks. “I’d offer you my chair, but I find myself at a bit of a disadvantage.” He waved vaguely in the direction of the wands that were currently trained upon him.

“Shall I call for Ginny, Remus?” Harry suggested with a long-suffering look. “She’s the master of hexes that are supremely annoying without causing any long-term damage.”

“Who says we want to be that charitable?” Lupin returned dryly.

“Have you boys still not learned to play nicely together?” Tonks sighed with mock sternness. She surveyed the scene before her: the mugs and discarded plates, Snape lounging indifferently in his chair, the wands both Harry and Lupin had pointed in his direction.

“We’ve been working out a bargain with Severus, dear,” Lupin replied sweetly. “He’s kindly offered us his superior skill with potions.”

“And you made promises to him in return, I take it? Without consulting with the rest of the Order?” Tonks inquired doubtfully.

“Let’s just see how his potion formula works out first,” Lupin stipulated.

“You mean, you want us to brew up a batch now?”

“I find it difficult to get away… from my other duties,” Snape supplied artfully. “Conveniently, I am here now.”

“You’re going to actually trust this man?” Tonks was dumbfounded.

“We have to start somewhere,” Lupin replied casually. “I’m going to have him prepare an antidote as well.”

“And have it all tested rigorously!” Tonks cried.

“Absolutely,” Lupin agreed. “But we can do that at our leisure. I don’t wish to have my blood drawn by the likes of any of you, thank you very much. Despite her supercilious attitude, Poppy Pomfrey is at least proficient at that.”

Of course the patient’s blood would be necessary to test the medication; Harry couldn’t believe he hadn’t thought of that before now.

“Truly, I expected no less,” Snape assured them as he started to assemble the necessary tools on his worktable. “I can’t work miracles, though. You will still have to take a month off periodically to allow your metabolism to reset itself, so to speak. There’s no escaping that reality, Lupin.”

“I can accept that restriction,” Lupin acknowledged. With barely contained zeal, he added, “Incidentally, Tonks, if Severus starts to give you any trouble, I assured him that your youthful innocence is just a cover for your deadly skills.”

“Ooooh, you didn’t tell me we’d be playing for prizes!” Tonks crooned back, getting into the spirit. She started to eagerly unpack the ingredients from her satchel.

“Before we proceed any further, though, I need to ask Harry a question,” Lupin remarked as he drew up a nearby chair. He leaned forward as he addressed Harry softly, “Are you sure you want to be a part of this? It’s not too late to walk out now.”

Harry could feel the intensity of Lupin’s eyes as he replied without hesitation, “I’m sure, Remus.” He couldn’t help thinking that Lupin was wrong to suppose he could turn his back; they had each become too involved in each other’s lives for that.

Besides, the floorshow was much too entertaining. He suspected they might not even mind if he joined in himself.






Harry found a grim tableau of faces when he returned to the common room. Even Ginny had been anxiously awaiting his arrival.

“I told you Lupin was bluffing,” Hermione remarked at the look of unabashed relief on Neville’s face.

“Even the Headmistress herself wasn’t so sure,” Ron reminded her pointedly.

“Remus can be very masterful.” Ginny nodded sagely. “You should've seen him when I was late to class. Disembowelment at wand point seemed a distinct possibility!”

He definitely hadn’t felt threatened in that manner, Harry mused, although he had absolutely no doubt that Lupin’s anger had been entirely genuine. In response to their inquisitive looks, he supplied, “We talked things out.”

“There was a tremendous amount of arm waving for a discussion, if you ask me,” Hermione muttered.

“Lupin doesn’t like being confined in small areas,” Harry returned without missing a beat.

“You’re more and more like him every day, mate,” Ron commented with a knowing chuckle.

In less than a minute, Harry re-emerged from his bed chamber with the two-way mirror wrapped securely in the pages of his contact log.

“I promised Lupin I would get this to him,” he explained, turning towards the sconce. “Ginny, would you like to come along? We probably still have enough time for a sunset stroll afterwards.”

Ginny jumped up eagerly. “Aren’t you worried about--” she began to ask as Harry allowed her to catch up to him.

“Not tonight,” he corrected her with confidence.






“I felt I owed you an explanation since I rebuffed you so handily before,” Harry offered the Headmistress.

“Thank you, Harry,” she replied graciously. “But you really haven’t given me many details about Dumbledore’s assignment.”

“I know. I wanted to share those with Professor Lupin first, if you don’t mind. Let him thoroughly enjoy himself by asking all sorts of questions about the minutia. He already has the bare bones version I gave you.”

“You understand him all too well.” She chuckled in return. “Still it seems a terrible waste to have destroyed that textbook. Severus’ notes must have been an invaluable source of information. None of the rest of us can even approach his natural affinity with potions. No, not even Horace -- although I will deny I ever said that,” she added with a wink.

Harry considered for a moment before volunteering, “If you promise not to ruin the surprise for Remus …. I made a copy of the Prince’s book “ notes and all. It’s hidden in the same place as the original one. I was finally able to master the spell that copies entire volumes at once. I recommend confining yourself to those that are not overly thick, though.”

“Very ingenious,” she commended him.

“Might I ask you something about the Fidelius Charm that’s been bothering me? I intended to ask Remus directly…”

“None of us expected the Order to move this quickly,” the Headmistress admitted. “He was whisked away just as soon as his classes were over this morning. I offered to fill in with you.”

“Not meaning to be rude, Headmistress, but aren’t you a member of the Order as well?”

McGonagall smiled indulgently. “I will be there for the general meeting this evening. Many of the other members hold jobs that don’t allow them to meet during the day, either. Remus went early so he could meet privately with Arthur Weasley. Maybe Kingsley Shacklebolt, also; I’m not fully certain.”

Harry nodded in understanding. Admittedly, his heart had skipped a number of beats when he had found McGonagall seated at Lupin’s desk earlier. All sorts of unsavory possibilities streamed unbidden through his mind but her calm manner had finally put his fears to rest. In this instance, it truly was a routine absence.

“Your question?” she reminded him.

“Right. It’s about the charm that was placed on Grimmauld Place. Dumbledore was the Secret-Keeper who gave me the address on a slip of paper. Yet yesterday when we were working with Neville’s memories, Remus was able to speak the street address out loud. I can’t do it; how can he?”

The Headmistress smiled as his perplexed expresssion. “It’s not as much a contradiction as you might suppose; you just don’t have all the facts. As it happens, I cast the charm that originally hid the house as the Headquarters of the Order and established Dumbledore as the Secret-Keeper. After Dumbledore’s demise, however, I was able to uncast the charm and then re-establish it with Remus as the Secret-Keeper. We’d had reports of unauthorized trespass and we needed to do something immediately. It would have been preferable to use you, I know; but you were still with the Dursleys and Remus had just returned from his honeymoon.”

“That makes sense,” Harry replied slowly, feeling that something was still nagging at him. Suddenly, he had it! “Except that Remus swore to me up and down that he couldn’t tell me where the meetings of the Order were currently being held. Claimed unequivocally that he was not the Secret-Keeper.”

“Forgive me for laughing, Harry; Remus was splitting hairs with you. The Order no longer meets at Grimmauld Place. He is the Secret-Keeper for Sirius’ house, but not for the Order’s Headquarters. They are no longer one and the same.”

Harry sighed in resignation as it all finally fell into place. What a ruddy mess! They’d timed their visit to Grimmauld Place just right, too. He shuddered to think where their Horcrux search would have been without the locket that unlocked it all.

“I understand the need for urgency, but did anyone consider what would’ve happened if I’d taken a notion to visit Grimmauld Place on my own? You did initially indicate I would be allowed to leave school grounds at will; surely that must have seemed like a foreseeable circumstance.”

“You’re visualizing yourself being rebuffed at the curb, bounced back from an invisible trampoline, aren’t you?” The Headmistress chuckled at Harry’s determined stare. “Remus made certain he spoke the address aloud to you in the course of your lessons in the early fall; thus empowering you once again directly from the Secret-Keeper.”

“Are you certain?”

“Absolutely. He made a report to me immediately afterwards so I would know you had not been left out in the cold, so to speak.”

“I confess that Remus is often much too subtle for the likes of me,” Harry admitted with a small shake of his head. Not to mention devious, he added inwardly.

“As long as we have a bit of time together, Harry, I wouldn’t mind hearing your verdict on Severus Snape. Guilty, innocent, something in between?”

“Admittedly, it’s something I’ve been struggling with most of the year,” Harry confessed, not sure how to begin.

“Let me warn you that Remus showed me your essay wherein you compared him to Odysseus. At the time, I was actually somewhat concerned that you couldn’t seem to put the man from your mind. Knowing now that the two of you were having regular discussions throws a wholly different light on it.”

“I’m not sure those encounters should be classified as discussions,” Harry protested. “Verbal sparring would be more accurate. My psyche was definitely black and blue after many a session.”

The corners of McGonagall’s mouth twitched as she barely suppressed a smile. “Still you managed to hold your own.”

“Only by insulting him back,” Harry conceded candidly. “There was no taking the high road with him. No matter how determined I was to not let him needle me, he always succeeded in making me lose my temper.”

“Severus doesn’t always approach things like everyone else.”

“No, he doesn’t. But I can’t say his life has been a bed of roses, either. He purposely puts people off and then bemoans the fact that he’s misunderstood.”

“Severus has always reveled in the ironic.”

“Not just that, it’s his circuitous manner. People seem to think he’s avoided their questions, yet he’s given them an honest answer in his own way. It’s just not what they were expecting.”

“What about on the issue of guilt or innocence?” the Headmistress prompted.

“He’s been tested more than most, yet he won’t give himself credit for what he’s rejected,” Harry replied thoughtfully. “If you ask me, he’s spent so much time in the shadows that he no longer sees things in black or white like the rest of us, just varying shades of grey.”

“What do you make of Hermione’s theory about the Patronuses?” she asked.

“At least she’s trying to make a fair assessment. I didn’t need convincing at that point, so her arguments didn’t have as much power to move me.”

“What convinced you? The fact that he assisted with your poisoning or with Remus’ potion?”

“Certainly those were significant issues. But I think what really turned the tide for me was the unwavering anguish he still feels over the death of his first wife. The grief he feels for her is boundless because his love for her was boundless as well…. It’s difficult not to feel compassion for someone like that.”

“It always seemed to me that Severus embraced his sorrow like a fanatic; as if he was determined to hang on to the past to spite the present.”

“There’s certainly a selfish element to it,” Harry agreed. “All I can say is that if anything ever happened to Ginny, I wouldn’t want to end up like him.”

The Headmistress nodded solemnly. When Harry walked out of the office, she knew she could finally proclaim without reservation, “He’s ready.”








The first surprise was that Kingsley Shacklebolt was waiting for them in the Room of Requirement on Wednesday afternoon. The second was that Luna would not be joining them; she had been reassigned to work with Professor Flitwick on the theoretical implications of the Godric’s Hollow Conundrum.

“It’s not that Luna’s not a valuable member of your cadre,” Lupin concurred. “We just have a limited amount of time and, unfortunately, she’s not of age.”

“Neither is Ginny!” Ron interjected.

Lupin flashed an apologetic smile towards Shacklebolt. “That’s true,” Lupin affirmed. “But numerous members of her family are already part of the Order. I had planned for this contingency months ago.”

“You mean I’m going to be allowed to join?” Ginny cried.

“That’s entirely up to you,” Shacklebolt volunteered. “I can tell you, however, that Remus spent a goodly portion of yesterday afternoon obtaining approval from Arthur on your behalf.”

“You spoke with Dad? And he agreed?” Ginny returned with mounting excitement. “What about Mum?”

“I only needed the approval of one parent, Ginny,” Lupin clarified.

“Mum wouldn’t have been so easy to convince,” Ron remarked with authority.

“He did mention that he was on a time constraint,” Hermione interjected, followed by a smattering of laughter.

“You could've contacted Luna’s father,” Neville suggested with newfound boldness.

“Yes, I could have, Neville,” Lupin responded evenly. “But there was a logistical problem with trying to acquaint him with a covert group of which he was not a member. Surely, you follow my train of thought.”

“What about the fact that Mr. Lovegood publishes a tabloid newspaper?” Hermione supplied intuitively. “Would that have been a mitigating factor?”

“Don’t you think it should be?” Lupin replied candidly. “Recall that the Order is a secret society. Makes for great copy: a bit of inspiration for the downtrodden masses who feel the Ministry is not really protecting them as it should.”

“Doesn’t seem fair to Luna,” protested Neville. “I’m sorry, Professor, but that’s the way I feel.”

“Please understand, Neville, that if Luna had been of age, none of this would have been an issue,” Lupin assured him. “She has always acquitted herself most admirably in every respect. As it is, she will be working behind the lines with the Headmistress who, as you well know, is already a member of the Order. It was the best compromise I could find.”

“You make it sound like the rest of us will be marching into danger!” Ron remarked.

Shacklebolt cleared his throat for attention, ignoring Ron’s comment. “There was also a general meeting of the Order last night where the consensus was that the five of you would be allowed to join. It’s not our practice to recruit members who are still at school, regardless of their ages; but circumstances are such that they were willing to make an exception.”

“Why now?” Ron prodded.

“All that will be made clear once the allegiances are pledged, but not before,” Shacklebolt intoned cryptically. “Is everyone with us? Remus reported he had secured promises from Ron, Hermione, Neville and Harry. You should know that those are not binding “ and if you wish to back out now you may still do so… Although, you will have to answer to Remus personally, if you do.”

“Don’t tell them that, please.” Lupin shook his head ruefully. “They’ve already seen me lose my temper with Harry…”

“He’s still alive, isn’t he?” Shacklebolt shot back. “Ginny, where do you stand?”

“Count me in!” she replied without hesitation.

“Anyone else who wants out, needs to speak up now,” Shacklebolt reminded them as he surveyed the rapt faces. “If not, then I’m here to induct you officially into the Secret Order of the Phoenix. Please stand.”

There were smiles, handshakes, and more than a few hugs all around as the allegiance oaths were completed.

“Now to answer your questions, Ron,” Lupin offered. “We are planning an incursion operation to Godric’s Hollow this Saturday, just the five of you, Tonks, Kingsley and myself. It will be structured as a simple school field trip; a cover that we need to maintain as long as possible.”

“The consensus from various sources is that the Potter ruins have been set up as a trap by the Death Eaters. Pettigrew and Bellatrix Lestrange have been seen frequenting the area,” Shacklebolt elaborated. “On Saturday, we intend to spring that trap!”

“With such a small contingent?” Hermione gasped. “No wonder you’re concerned about danger!”

“We will have the ability to call for reinforcements,” Lupin assured them. “That’s one of the reasons a weekday was not selected. It will be easier for Order members to respond if they are not at work when, and if, the call comes. We intend to strike them before they have a chance to call for reinforcements of their own.”

“Sounds like a tricky balance to achieve,” Harry noted.

“I can’t deny there will be an element of danger involved,” Lupin admitted.

“To that end, by Friday afternoon’s reconnaissance meeting, everyone is to prepare a letter to their parents or other loved ones, to be used only in the case of an unforeseen tragedy,” Shacklebolt instructed them. “I don’t expect anyone to die--”

“Nor do I,” Lupin insisted.

“”but it is standard procedure for any operation. You are to be treated no differently than any other Order members in this.”

“Make no mistake about it,” Lupin added with authority. “No letter, no leaving school grounds with us on Saturday, no exceptions. Harry, the Headmistress attests that you already have such a letter on file with Gringotts. It will suffice in this instance unless you wish to add anything else. All of you need to take this operation very seriously.” He locked eyes with each of them in turn. “Any words you want to share among yourselves should be done before Saturday morning. No last minute confessions in the thick of battle, is that understood?”






Invigorated with the promise of a real mêlée, the day’s practice session was particularly hard fought and enthusiastic. Shacklebolt joined forces with Tonks and Lupin as they tried to break through the students’ defensive shield. Professor Flitwick had instructed Ron on the ancient Roman practice of fighting in a square, backs to the center, allowing them to present a united front to their attackers at all times.

Collapsing in a sweaty heap to down the bottles of Butterbeer Tonks supplied, they congratulated each other on a well-fought battle. As Shacklebolt took his leave, he nodded curtly in Lupin’s direction to indicate that he was pleased.

“Join me for dinner tonight, Harry?” Lupin suggested heartily. “I have a few things I’d like to discuss.”

“You do owe me after yesterday’s missed session,” Harry noted with a grin. “I had to make do with the Headmistress.”

“Most people would consider that an upgrade,” Lupin commented dryly.

“Unless they’re a member of the Order!” Harry volleyed in return.

“I see you’re already warming up for ‘Boys Night Out’,” Tonks commented as she excused herself to get cleaned up before joining the Hufflepuffs.

Harry caught Ginny’s eye, but she nodded her head indulgently. “I’ve learned to save some of my class assignments for Wednesday nights,” she whispered as she gave him a quick kiss. “Go and have a good time with Remus!”






“Do you think we could order à la carte tonight?” Harry inquired as he ran his fingers through hair still damp from the shower.

“Sure, if you feel like celebrating,” Lupin replied. “What are you craving?”

“How about a steak?”

“Sounds good. I’ll have them include some of that green peppercorn sauce Tonks likes.” Lupin returned moments later from the private dining room to add, “There might be a bit of a wait.”

“No matter. I have something to entertain you with in the meanwhile. Guaranteed to make the minutes fly past.”

Lupin handed Harry a deep snifter with a half inch of robust amber liquid swimming in the bottom. The aroma was deeply alluring.

“What’s this?” Harry asked.

“Cognac, courtesy of Ted Tonks. It’s not everyday a man is inducted into the Order, you know.” Lupin took a small sip and looked up expectantly. “You mentioned something about entertainment?” he urged.

Harry took a tentative taste and felt the warmth slide down his throat. “Remember the conversation Neville recalled where Wormtail was taunting Bella with the Handmaiden?” If only he had a drum roll, he thought to himself. “I have it on the best authority that the Handmaiden, or ‘Fudge’s Handmaiden’ as she is also called, is none other than Dolores Umbridge!”

“No!” Lupin returned incredulously, then began to chuckle. “Bella jealous of Umbridge? This is just too rich!”

As easily as that, Harry slipped into his long, convoluted tale about the Horcurxes. Lupin was still peppering him with questions when they laid down their forks and pushed away from the dinner table.

“I suppose I can still ask more questions tomorrow.” Lupin sighed with evident disappointment as they returned to the inner office. “Unfortunately, there’s a small excursion of sorts that has priority for us tonight.”

For the first time, Harry noticed the Pensieve that had been set up on one of the side tables. Thank goodness the hearty meal had settled the giddiness in his stomach from the cognac, he thought. “Where are we going tonight?” Harry asked aloud.

“To your first birthday party,” Lupin replied inexplicably. “Now that we’re set to go back to that house on Saturday, I want to see how far we can explore.”

Harry wasn’t sure what Lupin intended, but he was willing to go along for the ride. He had yet to be disappointed.

After the obligatory mid-air flip, they found themselves next to the small table in the kitchen that had been decked out with birthday trappings. Lily was approaching carefully, the lit cake in her hands. Since this was all familiar territory, Lupin motioned Harry to follow him as he turned his back on the celebration.

Past a long worktable lined with knives and other kitchen implements, they found the door that led out into the hallway. Almost immediately a staircase rose narrowly to lead them up to the bedrooms. Lupin mentioned that there was a broader staircase on the far side of the drawing room, but the cellar could only be accessed through the cupboard under the back stairs.

With practiced grace, Lupin led him upstairs in stocking feet. They arrived in a short hallway that ended in two doors. To the left stood the nursery door, with the one on the right leading to his parents’ bedroom. Lupin warned that it was likely this portion of the house had been damaged during Voldemort’s rampage.

“You won’t be able to reach the other wing in which Sirius and I usually stayed directly from these back stairs. I’m not sure we will be able to travel that far away from the main event in a memory, so we’ll leave that for last,” Lupin suggested.

He led Harry out into a walled patio at the back of the house that was also accessible through French doors from the dining room. He pointed out the windows above that corresponded to the nursery and his parents’ room. They weaved their way past an assortment of wrought iron garden furniture to an arched gate in the ivy covered wall. He stood next to Lupin and gazed out among rolling hills, bright green with summer growth. On the far horizon, the steeple of a small church could be distinguished among the lush tree line.

“Is that the village of Godric’s Hollow?” Harry asked in awe. It must have seemed like a fairy tale existence until Voldemort had smashed it all.

“Yes, there’s a clearer view from the end of the front lane, but you have to go all the way down to the caretaker’s cottage before there’s a break in the tree line.”

Back inside, Lupin led him down the main corridor and into a large sitting room. Harry would have liked a closer look at the ancestral portraits lining the walls, but he understood Lupin’s brisk tour was timed to coincide with the length of the memory. The arched windows of the front room opened onto a wide lawn where a discarded croquet game could be seen. Near the front gate, a pair of bicycles leaned against the rustic stone wall. Harry wondered if they had been used to travel back and forth to the village instead of Apparating.

Next to the front sitting room was a tall entrance hall, its floor checkered in black and white tile. Beyond was another room Lupin indicated had once held an old billiard table, but Sirius had appropriated it for his sitting room on the floor above. The portions of the walls Harry could see were covered in bookshelves from floor to ceiling.

“See the French doors at the end of the former billiard room?” Lupin pointed. “Those open onto a circular courtyard with a huge oak at the center. It was very shady and pleasant even in the hottest days of summer; you used to play there often. James was determined to build a tree house in the branches of the oak when you got old enough to climb, although Lily was not so certain they should deface such a venerable old tree.”

“Can we try to reach the other wing where you and Sirius stayed?” Harry urged.

With a curt nod, Lupin tore himself away from his memories and ventured as far as the checkered tile of the entrance hall.

“I’m prevented from moving beyond this point,” Lupin admitted as he waved Harry over.

Harry balanced himself with a hand on Lupin’s shoulder and then leaned over as far as he could. A smaller version of the marble stairs from Hogwarts entrance hall twisted up before him, opening onto a gallery corridor that led in both directions.

“If you follow that corridor to the right,” Lupin indicated, “you’ll be back in your parents’ bedroom. To the left, it leads to where Sirius and I slept. You could also access that wing from the arbored patio, as we liked to call it. There was a beautiful old piano your father liked to play while looking out on the courtyard. It was a lovely place from which to watch the twilight fall in warm weather and wait for the fireflies to dance among the bushes. You had only just started chasing those with your first steps that summer.”

Harry heard Lupin’s voice catch and tightened his grip on the man’s shoulder in silent comfort. Lupin managed a small smile in Harry’s direction as they felt themselves being propelled upward. Like their invisible tether, the memory drew to an end.

“We could go back again if you think there’s more to see,” Harry suggested.

Lupin shook his head silently as he sat down in one of the armchairs. His eyes were squeezed shut and Harry could see the pain etched upon his features. It was only too evident that the brief house tour had taken Lupin back to his paradise lost.

Gradually, Lupin’s features relaxed and he looked up at Harry apologetically. “There’s no need to go back again -- I just wanted you to be able to get your bearings on Saturday. I’m pleased the memory allowed us so much wiggle room. I’m sure everything will appear totally different on the surface, but it helps to see how things once stood.”

Lupin’s voice didn’t sound pleased, Harry noted to himself, it was too full of sadness.






When Harry returned to the common room that evening, he found everyone was still keyed up with excitement from having pledged to the Order. He shared with them the innovative technique Lupin had employed to give him the lay of the land. At Hermione’s insistence, he sketched out the floor plan from memory as best he could.

“That seems odd; the plan seems lopsided somehow,” Ron commented as he turned his head to gaze at it from various angles. “The house wasn’t located on a sharp hill, was it?”

“As far as I could tell, only slightly rolling fields surrounded it,” Harry replied. “Although the village of Godric’s Hollow could be seen atop a rise in the distance.”

Ron shook his head dubiously. “We need to have Ginny look at this; she’ll be able to tell instantly.”

“How’s that, Ron?” Hermione countered. “She’s never said anything about being an expert on architecture.”

“It’s Mum’s most secret vice.” Ron grinned. “She likes to look at the floor plans of fancy houses and dream of our family moving in. Muggle magazines are chock full of them.” He lowered his voice to a mere whisper. “She’s roped Ginny into her obsession often enough, but both of them still think the rest of the family doesn’t suspect.”

Harry couldn’t help but chuckle at how each member of the Weasley clan was fascinated with Muggles in their own unique way. “By all means, let’s recruit Ginny for a brief consultation,” Harry agreed.

“I’ll fetch her, I could use with stretching my legs,” Ron volunteered. “What’s the password, Neville?”

“It’s embêtement,” Neville replied without hesitation and without the need to consult his dictionary.

Minutes later, Ginny was sprawled on the floor while Harry pointed out the various rooms in his diagram. She had him detail the exact route Lupin had taken in his virtual tour.

“Ron’s right,” she announced. “If Sirius and Lupin stayed in a wing to the south, then there would also be a north wing. The area with the kitchen and parlor is generally in the central portion of the house.”

Lupin had not mentioned anything about another wing, but it was likely the memory would not have allowed them that much leeway, Harry mused. Due to the enclosing wall, it would not have been visible from the back patio, either. Harry made a mental note to ask about it next time he had an opportunity, but he did not want to cause Lupin to make a return visit to those poignant memories if possible.
Chapter 66 Sortie by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Neville’s unique skills facilitate their clandestine approach.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 66
Sortie


Despite Neville’s recent empowerment, Harry was still concerned that his normal reticence might reassert itself at any moment. He particularly dreaded it might occur in the middle of their upcoming field trip to Godric’s Hollow.

Seeking Lupin’s input, he posed, “I know Neville’s mentioned in the prophecy, but I’m terrified he might just freeze when he’s put on the spot.”

“I sympathize with your concerns,” Lupin noted. “But Neville’s our key into the Potter estate. Without him, we would just be wandering around Godric’s Hollow without a purpose.”

Too bad using the Felix Felicis potion was not an option, Harry thought to himself. He remembered only too well the upbraiding Lupin had given him when it was discovered that the students who had fought beside the Order members last spring had consumed miniscule portions of the lucky formula. Although Lupin had taken into account Harry’s good intentions, he made a point of detailing the possible hazards to avoid any future mistakes. Warriors should rely upon their training, he had said, not a false bravado that might lead them to over-estimate their abilities. In battle, recklessness was the surest way to an early grave; even liquid luck could not ultimately turn death away. Lupin’s words had been a grim reminder of just how much Harry had taken for granted on that fateful night.

Spontaneously, he remembered how he had solved Ron’s case of nerves before the first Quidditch match the previous year. He had not given Ron any false sense of security, just made him believe in the abilities he possessed all along. Could a similar subterfuge work in Neville’s case?

With mounting excitement, Harry summarized the events for Lupin’s benefit. To his astonishment, Lupin declared that it was an inspired bit of leadership.

“It certainly can’t hurt to try a similar ruse with Neville,” Lupin acquiesced. “We will need to advise everyone else ahead of time so they don’t end up with a case of over-confidence, though. A realistic assessment of one’s abilities is essential to surviving a direct attack.”

“Then it’s an ideal solution,” Harry exclaimed. “Neville’s shyness often eclipses his true measure.”

“If you’ll outline the plan for the other students, I’ll inform the established Order members. I’ll also make sure we have vials of placebo Felix to go around… You’re certain you never acquainted Neville with the reasons to avoid Felix in battle situations?”

“Absolutely,” Harry assured him. He remembered being so ashamed that his best plans had so thoroughly unraveled in the face of harsh reality that he had not shared Lupin’s admonishments with anyone.






Saturday dawned bright and clear, with just a hint of feathery clouds on the horizon. The gentle breeze carried the heady scent of flowering shrubs, a constant reminder that the start of summer was just around the corner. It was the sort of day that practically demanded they remove their shoes and socks and go running through the early morning dew on the sloping lawn. Before long, the lakeside would be swarming with tentative waders, even though the water was still freezing cold.

The butterflies fluttering inside Harry’s stomach convinced him that breakfast was not an option for him. Instead, he downed most of the pitcher of cider from Ron’s cold cabinet. Meticulously, he went though his mental checklist. Standard school uniform minus school robes and jumpers bearing any Hogwarts insignia “ he made sure he reattached the tiny lion pin as a tie tack so the sconce would still recognize him. Extra wand. Invisibility Cloak. At the last minute, he pocketed the rough sketch of the floor plan.

He didn’t think he was forgetting anything, but it was still a bittersweet moment as he considered how uncertain the future might be. Even though an encounter with Wormtail and Bellatrix was not comparable to facing Voldemort directly, it was still a serious undertaking for a seventeen-year-old wizard and he was not above feeling a bit of healthy apprehension. With a heartfelt sigh, he quickly surveyed the rooms that had served as his home for the past nine months before darting out the stone sconce.

Harry watched the first gentle rays of the sun caressing the lake as they assembled in the Transfiguration classroom. As Tonks set off a wave of yawning around the room, Harry reminded himself that most students were still lounging in their beds this early on a Saturday morning. Despite the temptation to watch the stars rise above the lake with Ginny, he was glad he had opted instead for an early bedtime the previous night. After consuming the sumptuous lakeside picnic Hermione and Luna had arranged for them, his eyes had already begun to feel heavy.

Lupin and Shacklebolt swiftly distributed the small vials of golden “Felix Felicis” to everyone present. Lupin toasted the Order as they downed the contents that supposedly guaranteed each of them twenty-four hours of luck.

“Please be aware that there are many among the Order who are fundamentally adverse to using Felix Felicis before a campaign,” Shacklebolt warned as he looked at everyone in turn. “Unless you feel an overwhelming need to endure a thirty to forty minute lecture about the error of your ways, your faulty mental processes, and your deplorable fashion sense, I suggest you keep this to yourselves.”

Their attention was diverted by Professor McGonagall emerging from the door leading to the aerie. Other than Harry, all the other students were suitably surprised by her exit from what they had always assumed was a storage closet.

“Aberforth has arrived in time for the launch,” she whispered to Lupin. “Is everyone ready?”

“I believe so, Minerva,” Lupin assured her as she went around collecting the empty vials.

Before Harry placed his into her upturned palm, he noted that the glass bottom had been painted gold on the outside so the contents would reflect a more intense hue. Very clever, he thought.

“All right, crew,” Shacklebolt intoned, “to avoid anyone seeing us leaving through the school gates, we will be launching from the aerie this morning. It’s an awesome sight; but if you have a problem with heights, I recommend you keep your eyes on the horizon at all times.”

“You can also stick with me,” Tonks added in a reassuring tone. “I’m not part cat like Minerva here.”

Single file, they trooped up the stairs to the trap door that opened on the ancient battlements. The wind was much sharper with a hint of coldness at that height, but the view was absolutely spectacular in Harry’s estimation. He gave in to an uncontrollable impulse to catch Ginny’s hand briefly and glace meaningfully into her eyes. It was an ideal spot for a long and lingering embrace.

“Yes, yes, we all recognize that this is a romantic spot,” the Headmistress reminded them briskly. “But this is not a romantic moment.”

Glancing at the flushed faces around him, Lupin sighed in resignation. “Individual petitions will be entertained at a later date, but only from those present,” he amended. “I may regret saying that; but since the aerie is under my control, I suppose I reserve the right to be inconvenienced. Because of the potential danger, however, a teacher must be present with you at all times and only daytime visits are allowed.” Lupin looked apologetically at Shacklebolt as he finished.

Shacklebolt nodded with an amused smile and added, “Thanks for the motivational speech, Remus; always good to have something to look forward to. In case you haven’t been previously acquainted, this is Aberforth Dumbledore.” He motioned towards the roughly dressed man who was leaning patiently against the stone crenellations along the tower’s edge. With his white beard and sparkling blue eyes, the resemblance to their former Headmaster was unmistakable. “You may recognize him as the proprietor of the Hog’s Head Tavern nearby. We’ll save the rest of the introductions until later.”

“Since not everyone is familiar with the destination, we’ll be using Side-Along Apparition to get to the staging point in Godric’s Hollow,” Lupin explained. “Harry, would you please accompany Tonks since I know you have no scrap of fear when it comes to heights. Everyone else, just pick an adult partner and we’ll be off.”

Aberforth took the lead with Ron in tow as they Disapparated two-by-two from the majestic aerie. Lupin arrived last with Hermione and immediately thanked the Headmistress for her assistance. McGonagall wished everyone luck as she hastily returned to Hogwarts to close the temporary bubble that had allowed them to Disapparate in the first place.

Harry smiled to himself as he overheard Hermione muttering to Ron, “Hogwarts: A History didn’t say anything about this possibility.”

“Welcome to my family home.” Aberforth smiled heartily at everyone. “Albus and I grew up here in Godric’s Hollow, not too far from the Potters. As you can see, Albus was a few years older than me. He got the brains in the family, but I got the looks.”

Everyone chuckled as they each shook Aberforth’s hand in turn and introduced themselves. Taking a moment to look around, Harry noted they were standing in the center of a large living room with a number of squashy sofas that all looked pleasantly broken in by their owners. An open doorway led towards what he assumed was the kitchen due to the mouth-watering smell of sizzling sausages issuing forth.

Hagrid’s familiar bulk leaned through the doorway and announced, “Breakfasts is ready for anyone tha’ was too nervous ta eat before, or is in need of a refill.” He looked pointedly at Ron. “Hope yehs like yer eggs scrambled.”






It was truly a great breakfast: the warm date bread and scones had been baked by Aberforth himself “ Harry double-checked before taking a bite “ the eggs and sausages cooked by Hagrid. Harry concluded that as long as Hagrid limited himself to the stove top, he really wasn’t a half-bad cook.

He leaned back from the table to signal his satisfaction and caught Lupin motioning him towards the other room. The animated chatter and metallic clicking of silverware continued in the background as they were soon joined by Neville.

“Let’s do a spot of reconnaissance from the upstairs window,” Lupin whispered as he led them up the carpeted stairs.

There were dormer windows at both ends of a hallway running the breath of the house; Lupin directed them to the window facing south. Kneeling on the bench, he pulled out the Omnioculars and pointed towards a large green field in the distance. Handing them to Neville, Lupin asked him to describe the scene.

As Neville took his time, Harry pressed his face to one of the windows surrounding the bench. They must be on top of the knoll on which the village rested, but he could not see the church spire in order to orient himself. Past the tree line, he saw rolling hills in a patchwork of varying shades of green. Some appeared to have been cultivated, others were untended meadows undoubtedly dotted with summer wildflowers which could only been seen with magnification.

Much to his consternation, Neville was describing a large estate with tree-lined paths, walled patios and two separate wings that joined a middle section with a more severely pitched roof. It was his description of the walled garden in the back, complete with a square fish pond, that brought Harry up short. It had to be the same house he had seen in Lupin’s memory. And Neville had definitely said it had two wings!

“Can I take a look?” Harry asked excitedly.

Neville passed the Omnioculars with a happy smile. Harry quickly scanned the area, then switched magnification. He located many lanes bordered by stone, brick, and even split rail fences, but no houses.

“You won’t see it, Harry,” Lupin reminded him softly. “It’s hidden by the Charm. Even the lanes will be altered when you look at them.”

“So Neville’s seeing my parents’ house for sure?” Harry asked as a strange feeling of unreality came over him.

“There can be no doubt. Aberforth remembers watching the last of the green flashes from this very window. By his account of that fateful night, it was all over before he had a chance to react.” Lupin’s words gave Harry the most unsettling feeling. Suddenly faced with the actual setting, the events of sixteen years ago were taking on a stark reality.

“Neville, does the house you see show any signs of damage?” Harry urged as he relinquished the Omnioculars.

Neville studied the site carefully before observing, “It’s difficult to say, Harry; everything seems so overgrown and abandoned. There are some darker areas in the roof near the middle of the house, but that could just be discoloration. There are no gaping holes, not that I can see at this distance, if that’s what you’re asking.”

“Thanks, Neville,” Harry replied courteously. “Did you say there were two wings, though?”

“Yes, I can see a section of the walled garden at the end of the one facing us. I guess that would be on the north side. Can only see the bare contours of the other one, but there’s a large tree that sticks out beyond the roofline of the south wing.”

That would be the arbored patio Lupin had mentioned. Neville’s description allowed Harry to orient himself perfectly.

“Remus, we didn’t visit the north wing earlier,” Harry commented casually. “I assume we wouldn’t have been able to reach, but what was located there?”

For a moment, Lupin looked as if he’d been caught with his hand in the cookie jar, but then he smiled slightly and answered, “That was the wing James’ parents used when they were alive. I’ve never been inside it.”

“My grandparents lived in that wing?” Harry repeated unnecessarily in his excitement.

“Harry, do you really want to go into this right now?” Lupin asked wearily. “It’s all such ancient history.”

“Not to me!” Harry cried. “I’ve never known hardly anything about my family.”

“Professor Lupin,” Neville began with utmost politeness, “why does everything have to be such a secret? Neither Harry nor I are made of such delicate porcelain that we’ll crack at the slightest provocation.”

Thank you, Felix Felicis, Harry thought to himself as he watched Lupin’s wall begin to crumble.

“All right.” Lupin sighed. “I will tell you what little I know of the matter, but only with the understanding that any follow-up questions will have to wait. We don’t have unlimited time.”

Both Harry and Neville nodded eagerly. “I don’t mind if Neville listens in, if that makes any difference to you,” Harry urged.

“I don’t know the complete story, by any means,” Lupin began. “Suffice it to say that I visited James’ house on numerous occasions during my years at Hogwarts. Just as you have often been a guest at the Burrow, Harry, and of course I met your grandparents. Something…unforeseen…unexpected…happened to them the summer before our final year of school. James would never talk about it. Sirius might have known, as he was practically living full-time with the Potters by then. Sometimes he would go off to visit his favorite uncle, though, and I think it occurred while he was away. All Sirius ever told me was, ‘Leave it alone, Remus.’

“James and Sirius were both of age by then and no one questioned them living in the house during school holidays. Dumbledore would keep an eye on them to make sure they didn’t get too wild in the way those two could do without my sobering influence. My own parents were both declining so rapidly during my final year that I spent every holiday, and even a few extra weekends, at home.”

“But you lived in the same house with them after graduation…” Harry prodded.

“Yes, but the north wing was boarded up. As far as I was able to determine from Lily, James closed those rooms off that very summer, the summer before our seventh year. I remember clearly when Lily wanted to spruce up the flower gardens and James expressly forbade her from entering the north walled garden. Since it faces the village, its door is solid wood to provide for a bit more privacy. She had to make do with planting flowers outside the walls only.”

Harry started to frame another question, but Lupin’s firm hand on his shoulder stayed him. “That’s really all I know. Perhaps Aberforth or the Potter’s old house-elf would know, although she’s surely past the age of reckoning now. I’m sorry, Harry.”

“Thanks, Remus,” Harry replied gratefully. “You’re the only one who I can always depend upon.”

Clearly embarrassed, Lupin still managed to reply evenly, “It’s time we all started depending upon one another. Let’s rejoin the others before they send out a rescue party.”

As Harry led the way down the stairs, he couldn’t avoid overhearing the conversation between Neville and Lupin at his back.

“Now that you’re a member of the Order as well, Neville,” Lupin offered amicably, “you’re going to have to get used to calling me by my first name. Just think of all the extra syllables you’ll be saving in case of an emergency… In keeping with our cover story of being on a school field trip, I won’t insist upon it today.”

“You mean like Harry and the rest do?” Neville observed, the hint of a smile apparent in his tone.

“Yes, well, Ginny and Ron have always been hopeless reprobates,” Lupin acknowledged. “And as for Harry--”

“Harry even dares to call Snape by his first name,” Neville ventured in awe.

“Yes, I’ve heard him do that also,” Lupin commented. “Harry likes to take liberties. As for Hermione, she and I have had occasion to work together in the field “ although it was not on Order business.”

As soon as he was able, Harry whispered to Ginny, “You were right! Two wings!” He promised to fill her in on the rest of the scant details later.

“I take it you were able to locate the house from the south window, Neville,” Aberforth intoned. “The rest of us have been taking the time to go over some of the protocols we will be using today and, generally, getting to know each other better.”

“Ginny provided us wit’ the most astonishin’ display of her Apparition skills,” Hagrid announced with a broad smile.

Shacklebolt added, “I don’t think we should be overly concerned that she doesn’t officially have her license; after all, our little sorties don’t always follow the letter of the law.”

“Who’s not following the letter of the law?” Lupin returned with a twinkle. “As far as I can tell, Harry’s the rightful owner of the Potter estate. He has a perfect right to investigate a report of trespassers on his land.”

“Trespassers who become invisible once they trespass onto invisible land,” Aberforth clarified. “You see the inherent difficulties.”

“Excuse me, but isn’t the Order concerned about the issue of underaged magic anymore?” Harry asked incredulously.

“They sure were at Christmas time!” Ron added in support. “Practically wanted to tie us to the fence posts at the Burrow.”

“Isn’t much of an issue once a Fidelius Charm has been set.” Aberforth chuckled. “The Ministry can’t very well locate an infraction when they can’t even find the house.”

“Makes all of their fancy sensors go a bit haywire,” Shacklebolt added with authority. “Not that they’d want that information out among the general populace, though.”

“So how were we able to Apparate here in the presence of the Charm?” Hermione countered.

“I believe Aberforth waited until we had all arrived safely, isn’t that so?” Lupin smiled. “Although, I must admit I’m pleased that so many contradictions were thrown up in our path “ demonstrates everyone’s on their toes.”

“Since I designated myself as the Secret-Keeper, I can allow each of you to find your way back.” Aberforth grinned at the expectant faces. “Just remember that the headquarters for today’s campaign is located at 1711 Hollyhock Lane.”

With last minute hugs from Hagrid, they Apparated to a small clump of woods near the western border of the estate. Looking around, though, Harry could not determine why they had chosen this spot to regroup. The only advantage he could see was that it sat on a small rise with a pleasant little brook running through it. All around them were nondescript rolling fields. He was about to voice his doubts when Lupin pointed wordlessly in the direction of Godric’s Hollow. There, rising above the verdant tree line, was the white steeple of the church.

“You mean the estate is directly in front of us?” Harry asked with disbelief.

Lupin nodded with a broad smile and indicated where Neville was engrossed in the image through the Omnioculars.

“It’s close enough to be seen clearly with the naked eye -- or so Neville assures me,” Lupin explained. “One last thing before we begin the actual incursion onto the property: should anything occur to separate us, I want you to take over. You’re to be the official second-in-command today. Is that clear?” Lupin looked at Harry steadily.

“What about Kingsley?” Harry replied doubtfully.

“He agrees with my assessment. It has to be you, Harry. You’re the only one other than myself who has any idea of the lay of the land. You have my full confidence.”

“I’ll give it my best, Remus,” Harry agreed solemnly, despite feeling a bit overwhelmed.

“You remember the procedure to call for reinforcements?” Lupin prodded.

“Yes, we are to send a spray of sparks from our wands directly upward. It doesn’t matter if we are inside a building or within a shield “ that particular spell will pass through without any difficulty. Patronus messages are delayed by having to work their way ingeniously through the Fidelius Charm, so they are only to be used when a detailed message is absolutely necessary.”

Harry’s recitation elicited a satisfactory nod from Lupin.

“How will reinforcements get past the Charm’s invisible shield, Remus?” The impediment became apparent to Harry for the first time.

“Neville will have to drag them through one by one like he’s going to do with us, unless something changes in the status of the Charm. Filius has a number of theories as to what might happen in the event of Wormtail’s untimely demise. That’s one of the reasons Aberforth and Hagrid are keeping a constant vigil on the site “ in case there are any irregularities. Hagrid is likely to be able to see things that may not be visible to the rest of us.”

“Neville reports he’s located the shed you described, Remus,” Ginny reported as she joined them. “Apparently it was hiding behind some overgrown shrubs. The nearby gates seem to be padlocked, though.”

“Not to worry,” Lupin assured them as they walked over to join Neville. “I trust you remembered your Invisibility Cloak, Harry?”






From the deepest shadows, Harry watched the hard-packed road for any signs of Neville’s approach to the hidden estate. Ginny clasped his shoulder apprehensively and he allowed his arm to snake around her waist in reassurance. An occasional scuffle in the loose gravel was the only indication of Neville’s footsteps from under the Invisibility Cloak. Even then, the disturbances could have been caused by small gusts of wind. Harry held his breath as he waited for any telltale swaying of the long grasses at road’s edge, but apparently Neville had not deviated from the compacted lane.

Lupin shook his head as he lowered the Omnioculars slightly to indicate he wasn’t able to see anything either.

“Blimey!” Ron issued in an awed whisper at his shoulder. “It’s as if he’s disappeared off the face of the planet!”

Harry was beginning to see why his parents had wanted to go to all the trouble of casting a Fidelius Charm. As long as everything went according to plan, it managed to hide their home exceptionally well. The problems arose when the inhabitants inevitably sought to interact with the outside world.

“Nothing to see, folks!”

Harry jumped involuntarily as the silence was broken by a soft chuckle from Neville. He had Apparanted soundlessly to Lupin’s left and was busily refolding the Invisibility Cloak.

“Everything is exactly as you described it, Professor. I mean, Remus,” Neville reported. “We’ll have to rearrange the tools inside the shed to allow for a bit more room, though.”

“I’ll help you get started then.” Lupin jumped at the chance as he passed the Omnioculars over to Tonks. Placing his hands confidently on Neville’s shoulders, they Disapparated together.

Within a minute, Neville returned to take Harry past the invisible barrier. “I’m beginning to understand how an owl feels,” Neville noted as he handily deposited Harry right beside Lupin and immediately Disapparated to retrieve the next passenger.

Harry surveyed the dim contents of a gardening shed that had clearly been untouched for years. Cobwebs festooned the large rusted implements leaning haphazardly along the walls and dust hung suspended in the very air. Despite its packed floor, weeds and grasses had been doing their best to reassert their dominance wherever they gained a foothold.

“Come help me move this old wheelbarrow,” Lupin urged. “The wheels seem to be glued with rust.”

By the time Harry had grabbed hold of the other side of it in preparation, Hermione arrived to lend a hand. Carefully, they hoisted it onto its side against a portion of the wall where some small tools hung from a peg board. Hermione rubbed the sticky bits of cobwebs with disgust on an old aluminum watering can that alone seemed to have resisted the urge to tarnish.

Harry fell to his knees beside Lupin as Ron leaned over their shoulders. “Could you use a light from my wand, Remus?” he whispered helpfully.

“Not right now, thanks,” Lupin replied. “Don’t want to alert anyone of our presence.” He nodded towards a small window that was so crusted with grime as to provide only a small wash of light. The tiny glow of a wand tip would probably be just enough to lend a suspicious golden shade to the mud.

With a muffled cry of triumph, Lupin lifted up an old iron ring attached to a wooden trap door. Steps could be seen disappearing into total blackness below. Lupin looked up at the apprehensive faces around him that now included Ginny as well.

“It’s not any different than the passages you’re all familiar with at Hogwarts,” Lupin chided them playfully. “As a matter of fact, this one was created by the combined efforts of Sirius and James who felt the Marauders should have a way to roam the estate in their Animagus forms. Who’s brave enough to go in the lead? Harry? Ron?”

Reluctantly, Ron started down the steps after he being assured by Lupin that he could light his wand as soon as he was out of sight. Harry followed next, then Hermione who couldn’t help asking Lupin in passing how animals were expected to clasp a ring in their paws, or mouths, or whatever. Lupin laughed softly and whispered that they simply had left the trap door folded back on its hinges.

“Let me know when you’ve reached the larger area of the root cellar,” Lupin instructed Hermione. “I won’t send anyone else down behind you until one of you reports back. The tunnel was always a bit narrow for James’ taste, but not even Ron is as tall as a full grown stag.”

Harry felt Hermione’s familiar presence behind him as she added the light of her wand to the soft glow around them. It was surprisingly cool beneath the packed earth, the damp smell of the soil reminiscent of Hogwarts’ tunnels just as Lupin had observed.

“Did Remus indicate whether it’s a straight shot or whether there’s a bend in the tunnel?” Harry relayed to Hermione. “Ron wanted to know.”

“I’ll go check if--” she started to reply.

“Never mind,” Ron’s voice echoed back. “Let Remus know there’s been a cave-in.”

Hermione hurried out of sight and returned with Lupin.

“We’ll just Apparate past it, guys,” Lupin replied, totally unperturbed. “Since I’m familiar with the surroundings, I’ll go as far as the root cellar proper and then cycle back. Give me just a few minutes.” With a reassuring smile, he Disapparated on the spot.

Hermione had a hushed conversation with Ginny who had wandered down to get an update on behalf of the others. Ginny reported that Neville had successfully ferried everyone across the great expanse of nothingness and they were huddled rather closely in the shed.

After what seemed like hours, Lupin suddenly appeared next to them, brushing dirt from his hair and trousers.

“At least you had the foresight to wear a brown suit,” Hermione observed wryly.

“Coincidence, more like,” Lupin remarked. “At least it’s one of my older, shabbier ones.”

“How bad is the cave-in?” Ron asked nervously.

“It’s hard to judge distances, but the roof is pretty solid as you approach the cellar proper. We’ll just Apparate directly there to be on the safe side. This will be much faster than the other crossing as each of us will be able to return to retrieve another once we know our destination.”

Hermione boldly volunteered to go first, then she and Lupin promptly returned to retrieve Ron and Harry. To avoid collisions within the cramped confines of the tunnel, Lupin suggested that Hermione and Ron retrieve the next two members of their party while he and Harry temporarily stayed behind. Harry only caught a fleeting glimpse of weathered planks holding up roughly hewn walls before he was engulfed in a welcoming hug from Ginny who had just arrived with Ron. Hermione returned with Shacklebolt who promptly declined Lupin’s joking offer of a corresponding hug.

When it was Harry’s turn to retrieve the next person, he found Neville waiting for him in the tunnel hanging back nervously from the sight of the cave-in.

“I don’t want to appear like a sissy, Harry, but I’ve never been one for tunnels and secret passages like the rest of you,” he admitted with a sheepish grin.

“Nothing to it, old pal,” Harry assured him brightly. “I’ll deposit you right in the cellar proper; you won’t have to navigate the other side of the tunnel at all.”

Lupin reappeared just beyond them, closer to the tunnel opening where Tonks was anxiously sitting on the stairs.

“Give me a moment to make sure the trap door is closed,” Lupin suggested. “You and Neville can go on ahead if you like.”

Harry turned to go, but was caught by the awed expression that had come over Neville’s face as he gazed towards the stairs. He turned around just in time to catch Tonks breaking away from what had evidently been a rather spontaneous embrace. Harry’s smile broadened as he saw Lupin catch her up easily and swing her off the stairs and into the tunnel proper.

As Lupin turned to dash up the stairs, the smile inexplicably slid off his face. By the dark elongated shadow suddenly visible on the floor, Harry guessed there was another, unexpected presence in the tunnel entrance. A darting glance at Tonks’ startled expression revealed that she could see the intruder, also, even though the slight curve of the tunnel prevented Harry from doing so.

“Remus, my old friend,” drawled a voice from Harry’s nightmares. Without warning, the feeling of helplessness he’d felt in the graveyard where Voldemort had been resurrected tried to latch its bony hands around his heart. With a force he didn’t know he possessed, Harry willfully shoved the fear into the darkest pit of his stomach where it would take hours to work its way back.

“Is that--” Neville breathed into Harry’s ear as they clung unconsciously to one another.

“Wormtail,” Harry breathed back, his words sounding like a spectral wind in his ears.

“”forgive my not giving you a proper welcome,” Wormtail simpered as he slowly worked his way down the stairs and into Harry’s line of sight. “Once we saw Dumbledore’s house fade from view right before our eyes, we knew you wouldn’t be far behind… It’s such a pleasant stroll up the main driveway -- the trees form a complete canopy now….Then I remembered how my animal pals liked to roam at night...”

His tone had gradually grown more and more hostile, his voice acting as a tangible wedge that forced Lupin slowly back until he was standing flush with Tonks, her rucksack hanging limp and forgotten in his hand.

“I didn’t think you’d be so happy to see us after all this time,” Lupin rejoined weakly. “It’s not as if you ever write or anything--” Lupin’s vain attempt at cajoling died in his throat as menace sprang into Pettigrew’s eyes.

“You didn’t think I knew about this little tunnel, did you?” Pettigrew sneered, his pinched face making him look more rodent-like than ever. “Just because I only came for brief visits didn’t mean I hadn’t had time to poke my little rat paws into everything.” Looking directly at Tonks for the first time, Pettigrew fairly leered, his demeanor changing so abruptly it was practically psychotic. “What have we here?” He smiled crookedly with yellowed teeth. “By the way he handles you so easily, you must be Mrs. Lupin. Bella told me Remus had married into her family. Let me be the first to offer you my congratulations on your union.”

Pettigrew opened his arms even wider as if he were rushing to catch Tonks in an impetuous embrace, but he didn’t get that far. As Tonks shrank further back into the wall, Lupin threw himself bodily before Pettigrew’s advances. With a grimace, he grabbed Pettigrew’s meaty wrist with an iron grip.

“Keep your ruddy paws off my wife!” Lupin snarled with malevolence. “Come to spread the plague have you?”

For a moment, Pettigrew’s eyes looked up into Lupin’s fiery ones with pain and apprehension. Harry knew that if Lupin waited for the next heartbeat, the fear would turn into loathing and Pettigrew would likely revert to his rat form to escape as he’d done before. But Lupin never gave him the chance; with a mighty crack, he Disapparated with Wormtail being dragged behind.

“GET OUT OF HERE NOW! TAKE TONKS AND PROCEED TO PLAN B! --TRAP DOOR!”

The words Lupin had thrown over his shoulder echoed briefly in the corridor before anyone could come to terms with what had just taken place.
Chapter 67 Engagement by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
An encounter with the welcoming committee; the group splits up with Ron and Hermione being sent on an auxiliary mission.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 67
Engagement


Snapping to attention, Harry barked, “I’ll be back for you in a second, Tonks!” Before the words were fully out of his mouth, he Disapparated with Neville.

The animated conversations of the group in the root cellar stopped in mid-stream as they saw the white faces on Harry and Neville. Without hesitating more than a moment, Harry grabbed Shacklebolt’s arm “ he was the closest person “ and indicated wordlessly that they were both to return to the tunnel opening.

Catching sight of Tonks who was shakily making her way down the stairs, Shacklebolt glanced briefly at the closed trap door and then fairly exploded, “Where’s Remus?”

“He and Wormtail had a previous engagement,” Harry shot back as he wrapped his arms around Tonks in a comforting fashion. “I’ll explain in more detail once we’re on the other side of the cave-in. Those were Lupin’s last instructions.”

Shacklebolt nodded morosely as he encircled Tonks protectively before the three of them Apparated into the root cellar together. By the shocked faces that greeted them, it was clear Neville had already relayed the most recent events. A few whispered words from Tonks was all it took to convey the seriousness of their current situation to Shacklebolt.

“What’s out next step then?” he asked Harry. “Remus assured me you would know your way around better than the rest of us.”

“True, but a bit overzealous to say the least,” Harry explained as he drew forth the hastily sketched floor plan. “Here are the portions of the house Lupin showed me.”

They all poured over the sketch as Harry described the function of each room and identified the location of the cupboard housing the stairs to the cellar. With a pencil Hermione whipped out, Harry labeled the ground floor and upper story of his floor plan.

“This is a good starting point,” Shacklebolt affirmed, placing a reassuring hand on Harry’s shoulder. “It just needs a bit of tweaking.” With a few fancy moves from his wand, he touched the tip to the parchment and commanded, “Revelio!”

As if rising from the depths of the parchment, two bright red dots appeared in the main sitting room. The stationary one was labeled “Bellatrix Lestrange”; the one pacing back and forth was “Will Yaxley.” No other areas showed any additional bodies.

“We have them outnumbered then.” Neville sighed with relief.

“It’s still too big and too open an area in which to surround them,” Harry insisted as he pointed out all the various doors leading off the sitting room. “It would be ideal if we could somehow separate them first.”

“Let’s give them a few minutes on their own then,” Shacklebolt suggested. “They haven’t yet had time to become anxious over Wormtail’s failure to return.”

The minutes dragged by as they watched the dots move about in what was likely a rather spirited exchange to judge by the abrupt stops and turns of Yaxley’s figure. Bellatrix only moved once to approach one of the front windows, but when she returned to her previous spot, Yaxley seemed to turn on his heel and move deliberately towards the entrance hall.

“I think Her Highness just told Yaxley to see about Wormtail,” Tonks whispered. “We should ambush them while they’re out of sight of one another. Remember we want to avoid them calling for reinforcements.”

Harry looked at the expectant faces around him and made a command decision. There were seven of them and only two Death Eaters. “Does anyone have a watch?” he inquired. “Can we estimate how long it’s been since Remus disappeared with Wormtail?”

Shacklebolt looked up from his wrist. “It’s been approximately twenty to thirty minutes.”

“Long enough for him to come back on his own, don’t you think?” With a tone of voice that would brook no argument, Harry turned to his best pals. “Ron, Hermione, I want you to go after Remus. Find him, assist him as needed, bring him back.”

“But how--” Tonks started to protest, but Harry’s glare stopped her in mid-syllable.

“Tonks, are you familiar with the locales Remus uses when he follows the Order’s three-jump protocol?” he demanded softly.

At her glum headshake, Harry affirmed, “Then it has to be Hermione. Go to those same places as before. Follow your instincts “ the two of you are a lot more alike than you realize… Ron, back her up, be her muscle, whatever it takes, but bring him back!”

Ron and Hermione hastened to their feet and nodded that they understood the importance of their assignment. With a quick hitch of her rucksack, Hermione placed her hands confidently around Ron’s forearms and they Disapparated together.

There was only a brief moment of awed silence in the cellar as the others turned their heads expectantly in Harry’s direction. There was no longer any doubt who was in charge of the mission.






Lupin landed heavily on the damp, spongy ground, his hand twisting painfully as he tried to maintain a grip on Pettigrew’s good arm. Almost immediately, he felt his handhold slipping as Pettigrew awkwardly clutched a wand in his silver hand. With a tumble of shapeless clothes, the scoundrel transformed himself into a rat and scurried away through the mist.

Lupin struggled to keep the pale form in sight through the swirling fog, stumbling wildly in pursuit. He was barely able to draw his own wand before his foot landed sharply in a puddle that splashed his trousers with cold, black mud. The ground was rough and uneven, the mossy surface of the stones making them even more treacherous and slippery. Numerous times, Lupin was certain he would land on his face as he slid unexpectedly across a rock surface worn smooth.

He could feel the coldness of the mist in his lungs as he fought to keep pace, his clothes clinging damply to his body. But the discomfort was of no concern to him in his single-minded pursuit. The jets from his wand sent up small sprays of damp earth as Lupin vainly tried to hit his target with a Veritas Revelio spell.

The prevailing sea breeze slowly eased the mist as they neared the edge of the cliff face, making it easier for Lupin to take aim. With a jolt, the spell hit home. The fleeing rat seemed to struggle in mid-air briefly and then dissolved into Pettigrew’s muddy features swaying precariously atop a smooth stone, no more than a few feet from the edge of the precipice.

“Remus, was it your intent to run me blindly into the crashing waves below?” Pettigrew asked craftily.

“It was you who broke away from me, remember?” Lupin managed as he strained to simultaneously regain his breath and his balance. Luckily, the ground was more gravelly in this area and he was able to dig in his heels to halt his momentum.

“Hardly seems like a site conducive to a civilized chat,” Pettigrew continued. “What am I to think?”

“Darned English weather, you never know what to expect,” Lupin returned unapologetically. Just keep him talking, he reminded himself; distract him from the fact that he can call for reinforcements by simply pressing the Dark Mark tattooed on his flesh and blood arm.






Harry directed the attention of his remaining troops to the makeshift map. Hastily, he drew in the patio leading out from the back stairs.

“It’s only a few steps away from the door leading down to the cellar,” he explained. “Neville, Kingsley, both of you are assigned to Yaxley. Exit through the patio gate and circle around to intercept him. By the direction in which he was headed, I can only assume he went after Pettigrew. We need to disable him before he discovers the little rat has left the premises.”

Shacklebolt and Neville nodded resolutely as they started up the narrow staircase. Ginny grabbed Shacklebolt’s arm in passing and reminded him to silence the hinges on the cupboard doors; no need to draw Bellatrix’s attention prematurely. Harry watched as their two dots were added to those on the map.

“I don’t know how to bewitch that map so it will only reveal its secrets to you, or to someone with the requisite password,” Tonks cautioned in a whisper. “So unless Remus happened to teach either one of you, I suggest you keep it out of sight. It would be a very valuable tool in the hands of a Death Eater.”

Harry nodded, but when he went to bundle the scrap inside his Invisibility Cloak as an extra precaution, he realized that Neville still had the Cloak with him. Well, it might come in handy in his current assignment, Harry sighed as he folded the map and stuffed it deep into his pocket.

“I take it the three of us are going to go after the Queen Bee herself,” Ginny commented, her eyes dancing with danger.

“Yes,” Harry breathed, “and I have just the right bit of honey to tempt her with. Tonks, think back on the sight of Pettigrew as he stood at the top of the stairs. Can you visualize him exactly? Take your time.”

With visible effort, Tonks put her personal feeling aside, concentrating momentarily before she indicated the image was as detailed as she could make it. “I really had no more than a glimpse,” she reminded them.

“Can you duplicate his appearance?” Harry urged.

“All except his shoes; those are a blank,” Tonks responded.

“Improvise,” Harry commanded, his voice barely a whisper. “Think of something scuffed and shabby like the rest of him!”





“You have always been jealous of others, Remus!” Pettigrew jeered from his vantage point atop the smooth boulder.

“Only of their continued good health; I don’t deny that,” Lupin volunteered. “I would have given anything to shed the curse of the full moon. Do you blame me for that?”

The wind had picked up to the point where they practically had to shout to be heard, but at least the mist had retreated.

“Good health is a relative term. You never had to suffer through colds or influenza or any of the other ailments which plagued the rest of us. I remember you once gave yourself a massive hangover after one of James’ parties; but you never got a chill if you played Quidditch without a jacket!”

“The two situations are hardly comparable…But I have never envied the content of anyone else’s character, if that’s what you’re insinuating.” Lupin’s eyes flashed with rising anger.

“Why would you need to?” Pettigrew spat. “You were always McGonagall’s favorite!”

“She never treated me any differently than the rest of Gryffindor House.” Lupin sighed at Pettigrew’s familiar tirade.

“Only because you were always apprehended in the company of James and Sirius -- and sometimes myself. Of course, she had to treat us all the same for the same offense! It would have been different if you had been caught acting on your own.”

Lupin ignored the implications which were not based on a single shred of truth. “I guess we’ll never know, will we, Peter?” he returned dispassionately.

Lupin could see Pettigrew’s eyes darting nervously towards the land, searching fruitlessly for any sign of civilization. He might be better off worrying about the unexpected gales that often plagued the area. Lupin’s practiced eye glanced towards the thin ribbon of ocean just visible over Pettigrew’s shoulder. It was steel grey and choppy, meeting the colorless sky in an unbroken line. Nothing on the horizon in that direction, but that could change in the space of mere minutes; he knew that from personal experience.

“Still, you’re showering Harry with the same sort of favoritism,” Pettigrew returned with renewed venom. “Aren’t you afraid that will twist him?”

“What I do with Harry is none of your concern!” Lupin bellowed, doing his best to keep his voice from being swept away by the wind. “As for treating him differently than his peers, Harry does not share his classes with anyone else. We are free to treat one another in any way we see fit!”

“Yes, I can see exactly how jealous you always were of Sirius’ standing as Harry’s godfather,” Pettigrew answered smugly, gloating that he’d finally succeeded in baiting Lupin. “I suppose you were jealous of my favored status as James’ and Lily’s Secret-Keeper as well.”

“You forget that for the longest time I thought Sirius was the Secret-Keeper. But I’ve never been envious of a traitor, Peter. Whether that traitor turned out to be Sirius or you. In the end, Sirius and I had plenty of time to rehash all this ancient history. We were both sorry we didn’t kill you in the Shrieking Shack when we had the chance.”

“That was Harry’s doing. You should have warned him of the dangers of placing nobility ahead of expediency.”

“Obviously, a crisis of conscience you’ve never experienced,” Lupin commented dryly.






No matter how many times he watched Tonks transform herself, the true measure of her Metamorphmagus skills never ceased to amaze Harry. All his senses told him it was the weasely form of Peter Pettigrew before him; the lumpiness of his clothing and shapeless body effectively hiding the feminine aspects of Tonks’ physique. She was even the correct height to make the illusion perfect -- as long as she didn’t try to imitate his oily voice.

“We need to look like we’ve struggled a bit,” Harry suggested to Ginny as he reached over and partially untucked her blouse and mussed up her hair lovingly.

Her eyes shone in response as she pulled his tie askew and rubbed a small clump of dirt onto his cheek. “Hair looks like it’s already been through a hurricane,” she remarked playfully. She made as if to pull Harry in for a last minute kiss but Tonks’ wand was between them instantly.

“Not on your life,” she hissed. “Do you have any idea what you’ll be stepping into upstairs? That woman is a sadistic monster. She won’t hesitate to twist any emotion she can squeeze out of her victims. Don’t give her anything she can sink her teeth into. From now on, the only emotion I want to see in either of your faces is abject fear.”

With those sobering words, it was not so difficult to assume the correct demeanor, Harry concluded. He let himself imagine the feeling of entrapment as ‘Pettigrew’ conjured ropes from ‘his’ wand, binding him tightly to Ginny. He resisted the urge to search out her hand for reassurance; the close contact of her back against his would have to suffice.

Harry relinquished his wand to ‘Pettigrew’ so it would appear that the captives had been disarmed. He felt the comforting presence of his second wand in his other pocket. From Ginny’s squirming at his elbow, he concluded she must be tucking her wand more deeply into the waistband pocket of her skirt and making sure it was within easy reach.

Purposely leaving the cupboard hinges untouched, ‘Pettigrew’ threw the doors open and pushed ‘his’ captives through. Lashed together as they were, only a quick grab at Harry’s shirtsleeve kept them from tripping over the worn rug. Another loud squeal from the hinges was heard as the doors slammed shut.

“Who goes there?” Bellatrix’s voice rang out from the next room as ‘Pettigrew’ urged ‘his’ captives forward at wandpoint.

Bella was just starting to rise from her armchair when she caught sight of them. “Oh, Peter, how clever of you!” she cried, her tone like poisonous nectar. “A matched set! Won’t they look just delightful on the mantelpiece! I will have to rethink your dosage of rat poison for the day.”

Harry resisted the urge to survey his surroundings too brazenly lest she immediately suspect a ruse. As he eyes were drawn to Bella’s face, he could see the incipient psychosis he recalled from their previous encounter had now fully ripened. Next to him, Ginny’s body tensed apprehensively.

“Bring them better into the light, Peter. I want to make sure they haven’t been bruised by your brusque handling,” Bella urged greedily. “You know how the Dark Lord has always been a bit proprietorial when it came to Harry Potter himself… Such a coup for you, too. Despite how you always deny it, I can see how truly ambitious you are.”

‘Pettigrew’ assumed a very believable swaggering pose. Unfortunately, the lack of his usual bickering riposte was enough to alert Bellatrix that something was amiss.

“While I admit I prefer your quiet admiration, Peter, my mind is just suspicious enough to conceive that it would be so easy for my shape-shifting, meddlesome niece to have assumed your appearance,” Bella crooned. “Is that not so, Nymphadora?” She turned sharply in ‘Pettigrew’s’ direction, her eyes searching every inch of ‘his’ form for a detail that was out of place.

Harry held his breath as he waited for either one of them to blink first.

“WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH PETER, THE RAT?” Bella demanded as she drew her wand with a flourish.

But Tonks was too fast for her, diving behind a faded chintz loveseat before Bella’s words were completed. Suddenly freed of their ropes, Harry and Ginny ducked instinctively behind a heavy wooden chest. Harry waited for the barrage of spells to start; but the room was so ominously silent, he could hear his own breathing. He inched his body forward on his elbows until he reached the corner of the chest. Catching Tonks’ surprised expression, he dared to turn towards Bellatrix’s armchair only to find it empty and a bit askew. Wordlessly, Tonks pointed towards the back corridor to indicate their quarry had dashed off in that direction.

Harry fully expected Bella to have escaped onto the back patio. That’s what he would have done under similar circumstances: get that brick wall between himself and his enemies. Instead, running footsteps could be heard retreating up the back stairs and into the rooms above.






“You should have pledged yourself to the Dark Lord.” Pettigrew’s face took on a sublime expression. “He would have embraced your unique talents.”

“Like he did with Fenrir Greyback?” Lupin returned disdainfully.

“Greyback’s methods are exceptionally crude… The Dark Lord would have given you much more elegant assignments.”

“The level of your magnanimity astounds me, Peter. Imagine doing a spot of recruiting for your master when you should be bargaining for your own life.”

“Is that why you lured me here today, Remus? To kill me without any witnesses?” Pettigrew taunted.

“If you must know, I grabbed you to keep your filthy paws off my wife!” Lupin barely managed to keep his voice even.

“Of course, I’d forgotten. Dear me!” Pettigrew’s tone was pure sarcasm. “Took you a while to find one, didn’t it? Considering you no longer had the pick of Sirius’ cast-offs. Or did you finally give up on waiting for Lily to come to her senses?”

Lupin sighed wearily. Pettigrew was a study in arrested development after twelve years of hiding in rat-face. “Don’t you ever tire of the same accusations, Peter? I admit I loved Lily “ we all did…Well, at least Sirius and I did. She was the sister that neither of us ever had. Must you always look at love through prurient eyes that only seek to debase it?”

If they had still been friends, he might have told Peter how much Tonks fulfilled him in ways he had long ago buried in the deepest recesses of his psyche; how her jubilant and adventurous spirit allowed them to share more than he ever thought possible. But they were no longer friends, that had been made abundantly clear sixteen years ago “ or even longer, if one could pinpoint exactly when Pettigrew had decided to become a Death Eater. Peter’s betrayal had been a consummate act of deliberate treachery: drawing James and Lily to their deaths, sentencing Sirius to a seemingly endless prison sentence for a crime he didn’t commit, and ostracizing both Harry and himself from those who loved and accepted them. No, the time for friendship was long past.

“I forgot, you’re the expert at everything, Remus. No one but Dumbledore himself could hold a candle to you! Why even Severus, with all his superior airs, only managed to obtain more N.E.W.T.s because you elected not to continue with Potions. I have no doubt your scores were superior to his.”

“I wouldn’t know,” Lupin returned impassively. “Not having ever had cause to review his qualifications prior to offering him a post…What does any of this prove, Peter?”

“That at least the Potters had no reason to doubt me when I announced I had found gainful employment and a flat of my own.”

“Oh, really? I always thought your master dissuaded you from listing ‘Accomplished Death Eater’ on your curriculum vitae. Might put off potential employers, don’t you think?”

“Enough of this! We’re not here to discuss me, Remus; we’re here to discuss you!”

“Pesky memo must have gotten lost again! Why is that, Peter?”

“Because this catharsis is the best eulogy I can give you,” Pettigrew proclaimed. With an furtive movement, he held up Lupin’s wand in triumph.

But Lupin had been ready for him and, undaunted, he replied, “Think again, Peter.” In a blur, he pulled his secondary wand from his inside pocket and sent both of the wands in Peter’s hand flying.

A particularly strong gust of wind caught the wands and swirled them out of Pettigrew’s immediate reach. With a grimace, Pettigrew threw his body high into the air as he lunged for the closest wand. It rebounded on his silver hand and tumbled towards the mossy ground. He dived low, almost catching it when he started to back-pedal with all his might. From four feet away, Lupin helplessly watched as the muddy ground gave way beneath Pettigrew’s feet, sending him into the chasm of crashing waves below.

Without a moment’s hesitation, Lupin rushed as close to the precipice as he dared, then laid down and inched his way closer to the edge. Granite rocks shaped like gigantic dragon’s teeth jutted up from the churning sea. The very air was so saturated with moisture that Lupin found his wet hair hanging in his eyes within moments. Ignoring his discomfort, he eased himself slightly forward to peer down into the foamy water. No one could have survived such a fall, he thought as his sopping wet tie flopped out of his jacket. Belatedly, he realized he’d left his tie tack next to his pocket watch “ both resting safely atop his bureau at Hogwarts.

Spying what looked like a crude trail leading down to the inhospitable shoreline, Lupin began to turn away when he felt a sharp tug on his tie. Thinking it snagged on a rock, he grabbed it with his other hand and gave a mighty yank, not caring at the moment whether it tore. To his surprise, something yanked back. Yanked back with so much unexpected vehemence that the air to his windpipe was cut off. His vision occluding with dark clouds around the edges was accompanied by the disorienting sensation of tumbling head first into nothingness.






The white grains of sand on which she landed twisted her foot. Hermione felt Ron’s hands release her arms as their bodies tumbled into a soft pile. The morning sun was inviting on their upturned faces as they looked up at a perfectly azure sky. Sounds of the gentle waves provided a backdrop to the screeching gulls overhead. ‘Who disturbed our private feeding ground?’ they seemed to protest.

Hermione brushed the sand off of her dark skirt as she struggled to her feet. Bending over to grab her rucksack, she practically collided with Ron who was doing likewise. She laughed at how close they had come to a painful head butt.

“Let’s walk down closer to the water’s edge where the sand will be more compacted,” she suggested.

“Are you sure we’re in the right place?” Ron asked anxiously. “It’s totally deserted.”

“That’s pretty much the way it was in December,” Hermione assured him, although that day had been a study in shades of grey. Today, the early summer had transformed the beach into a secluded and inviting enclave, far from the fumes and rumble of civilization. “I’m certain this is the same place. I remember the shape of that headland in the distance.”

Resisting the urge to wade barefoot through the warm surf, they walked a short distance down the pristine sand.

“I don’t think they’re here, Hermione,” Ron offered tentatively. “We can see quite a distance along the shoreline in both directions. It’s just us on this beach. No tracks in the sand or anything.”

Wishing she had thought to borrow the Omnioculars before they set off, Hermione reluctantly concluded it would take too long to make an absolutely thorough search of the coastline.

“For the sake of time, we have to assume they aren’t here,” she agreed. “Let’s try the next stop.”

“Hermione, did Harry give us a rendezvous point for our return?” Ron inquired gingerly. “You know, in case we don’t find--”

She turned on him with a ferocity she had never known she possessed. “That is not an option! Didn’t you see the look on Harry’s face? FAILURE IS NO LONGER A WORD IN OUR VOCABULARY!”

Ron gulped in surprise and nodded that he understood. “I just wish I had more of an idea where he could’ve taken Pettigrew…”

“I have another spot we can search,” Hermione offered decisively. “Please, grab my arms like you did before.”

With a last caress of buttery sunlight on their shoulders, they Disapparated as one.






With mounting dread, Harry slowly eased his way up the staircase, Tonks and Ginny right at his heels. The wand Tonks had returned to him was slippery in his damp palm.

He reached the top of the stairs and darted into the open doorway to his right, counting on Ginny and Tonks to cover him. The room Lupin had identified as his parents’ bedroom stood empty, the dark furniture covered with such a thick layer of dust that it resembled a blanket of snow. Beyond the sitting room, a open archway led into a second room dominated by a large four-poster bed.

He eased his way forward to ascertain that the bedchamber was empty as well. Tonks gingerly opened a door just to the right of the brick fireplace and whispered that it led to a private bath.

“I know this room must be fascinating to you,” Tonks breathed in his ear. “But we don’t have time for a house tour.”

Harry nodded solemnly and inched the map out of his pocket. Instantly, he found the three dots labeled with their names as well as another identified as Bellatrix in the room across the hall. Resisting the urge to locate Neville and Shacklebolt, Harry hastily tucked the map out of sight.

He took a cursory look around the timbered ceiling rafters, but everything seemed intact. This had not been the site of the attack then. A soft rustle from the hallway caused him to whip his head in that direction. Silhouetted in the doorframe stood Bellatrix, her wand drawn but held down at her side.

“If you’re looking for the site of your foolish father’s last stand, love, you’ll need to lean way out the windows at the back,” she offered like a poisonous spider. “The Dark Lord ambushed him on the patio; there’s still a huge commemorative crack in the fish pond. It’s a shame the blast didn’t inter some of his bone fragments in the cement so you could make a proper pilgrimage.”

With a virulent cackle and a blur of inky smoke, she Disapparated.






The first thing she noticed was the change in temperature. It was suddenly much colder, with a dampness in the air that allowed it to seep into her very pores. Once again she tumbled out of Ron’s arms, this time onto a squishy, moss-covered surface. Before her, the horizon was indistinct, with low-lying clouds or mist that was indistinguishable from the colorless sky. In the other direction, it was bounded by a tiny strip of grey ocean. The next crashing wave sent a plume of fine mist beyond the high cliff face on which they stood.

“Is this the place you were before?” Ron fairly shouted to be heard over the sound of the waves. “Lupin sure has an obsession with the seashore.”

Hermione surmised it was the remote and untouched nature of the locales that resonated with Lupin’s love of the outdoors, but this was hardly the time for a philosophical discussion.

“It was considerably colder in December,” Hermione confirmed. “Although I was better dressed for it… We need to split up to search better; I’ll take the left…. And here,” she reached into her rucksack and pulled out a worn Chudley Canons sweatshirt. “I know it’s the old one you gave me, so it may be a bit snug; but none of the other things I packed will fit you.”

“Thanks,” Ron mumbled as he struggled to get his arms in the sleeves. Already the silkiness of his tie felt moist and slippery.

Hermione threw a hooded jumper over her blouse and school tie, then wiggled into a pair of corduroy jeans. As she stashed the now superfluous pleated skirt, she couldn’t help but notice how clammy the wool had become in just those few minutes.

“Just make sure you don’t wander out of sight,” Ron cautioned as he took off slowly in the opposite direction.

Hermione searched the uneven rocks before her, but she could find no signs of any recent human presence. Closer to the cliff face, she saw the large smooth rock where she and Lupin had warmed themselves before. Running her hand across the granite surface that had been polished by eons of seawater, she felt an indescribable certainty that this was where Lupin had brought Pettigrew. If only she could find some clue to indicate the direction in which they had headed.

As she looked over her shoulder, she caught sight of Ron waving his arms wildly. He appeared to be shouting, also, but his words were lost to the wind. Hermione turned on her heel and trotted up to meet him.

“Did you find anything?” she panted anxiously.

Ron screwed up his face. “I’m not so sure, but I wanted to get your opinion. See this area here that seems like it’s been churned up a bit, but then there are only one set of footprints leading off …and here’s a handprint in the mud.” He scanned the desolate horizon in vain.

“Clearly someone was here recently,” Hermione agreed. “If Pettigrew transformed into a rat, that would account for there being only one set of human tracks.”

“It’s not likely we’re going to be able to distinguish rat prints in this muck,” Ron commiserated.

As they slowly followed the irregular footprints, she did not mention that in rat form, Pettigrew would be infinitely more difficult to chase and corner. After a few hundred feet or so, the tracks stopped abruptly in a bit of loose gravel. A few feet ahead was the familiar flat rock, a natural dais from which to command a view of the ocean.

“I don’t think he went as far as that rock,” Ron offered.

“Well, if either one of them Disapparated from here, I haven’t a bloody chance of knowing where they went!” Hermione cried in desperation as the enormity of their task came crashing down upon her.

“Don’t despair, Hermione,” Ron offered gently as he wrapped his arm protectively around her shoulders. “Let’s look around a bit more now that we’ve gotten this far….I’ll just see if I can get a better view from the rock.”

“Careful, Ron, it’s bound to be slippery,” Hermione cautioned as she held onto one of his legs in support. She noticed the next wave came perilously close to sending its spray as far as Ron’s shoes.

“There’s a bit of churned up gravel over there,” Ron pointed excitedly as he jumped to the far side of the rock. “It looks like they changed direction, moving more towards the beach.”

“It’s a long drop to the ocean, Ron; I doubt there’s any beach at all. Take a moment to ease nearer to the cliff edge and you’ll see what I mean.”

The closer Ron stepped to the edge, though, the softer and more infirm the mossy surface became. He tried approaching the precipice at different angles, all with similar results. Resigned to the fact that they were going to get muddy, they eased themselves on their hands and knees, then on their bellies to get a better look.

Sure enough, a huge chunk of mud had collapsed into the breakers below. The scar it had left on the cliff face was unmistakable.

“Dear, Merlin!” Hermione gasped. “No one could have survived such a fall! Those rocks are like raised bayonets.”

“Are you certain they even came this way?”

With a sob, Hermione pointed shakily to a small wooden stick partially sandwiched between two clumps of black mud. It was a broken piece of wand.






Unsure of his next move, Harry hurriedly drew the map out of his pocket once more, Ginny and Tonks clustering around for a better look. Inexplicably, Bellatrix had retreated only as far as the room across the hall, the room Lupin had identified as the nursery.

“It’s like she’s trying to lure us there,” Tonks hissed.

“Setting the trap,” Ginny added with a quaver.

“And we’re going to turn it around on her!” Harry announced confidently, although he had no details or plan to back his statement. “Keep together and cover one another,” he ordered as he led them cautiously across the short expanse of worn carpet.

Harry threw the door open and stepped boldly inside the room that had been his as a infant. Tonks and Ginny were a half step behind and flanked him immediately, wands drawn and ready.

It was a scene of utter chaos. Other than a wooden rocking horse that had broken in half, it was difficult to say what the contents of the room had been at one time. Now, they were no more than singed scraps of fabric and kindling-sized pieces of wood, little matchsticks broken by the hand of some cosmic god. The tattered remains of a curtain fluttered lightly in the breeze from a window that had been half torn from its frame. Shelves were sagging ominously even though they had been built into the wall. Harry could only imagine what kind of out-flowing of power could have caused such destruction.

In the middle of the debris sat Bellatrix, calmly rocking herself in the one piece of furniture that had somehow escaped annihilation.

“Hard to believe your mother took such pains to refurbish this room especially for you,” she taunted with a sinister smirk.

“How could you possibly know that?” Ginny shot back angrily before Harry could stop her.

Bellatrix fixed her beady eyes on Ginny as Harry felt all the hairs on his arms tingle in warning.

“The rat likes to talk,” she answered as if she were throwing a bone to a mangy dog.

“What else did Peter say?” Harry prodded Bella -- anything to keep her gaze away from Ginny. “Did he tell you what happened to my parents’ bodies?”

“Bones, boy, bones!” she corrected him. “Nothing else would be left after all these years.”

“Did he bury them like he buried the hatchet in their backs?” Harry allowed the outrage to burn slowly in his eyes.

Bellatrix laughed raucously. “Just because I prefer black, don’t confuse me with the funeral director! You’ll have to squeeze that bit of information from Peter himself. He’s the one who’s been prancing around the estate for the past few years. Making out like he’s claiming his droit du seigneur “ as if he were likely to convince any of the village maids of the existence of a grand manor house they’ve never seen!”






The ebb and flow of the crashing waves had become their entire universe as Hermione sobbed inconsolably on Ron’s shoulder. He slowly stroked the damp curls from her forehead as he gazed unseeing at the breakers below. As the tide pulled back in anticipation of a particularly large wave, he saw it. A trail of sorts leading down from the cliff.

“Remember what you said about not giving up,” Ron whispered as he hastily drew his sleeve across his face. “I think there’s a way down. We owe it to Harry to check it out.” He was about to add they owed it to Remus, as well, but he wasn’t certain he would be able to get the words out.

Hermione peered anxiously in the direction he had pointed, shaking her head that she didn’t see.

“Just wait until the tide pulls back,” he urged, tenderly wiping the tears from her eyes so she could see better.

“Oh, Ron, it’s there! It’s really there!” Then with the next breath, she added, “We’re going to get soaked to the skin if we go down there…. Perhaps the tide is going down. Is it going down?”

“Nope. Slowly rising would be my guess, but we don’t have time to delay, anyway… Too bad we don’t have a rope, though.”

“I didn’t think to pack one, sorry,” Hermione moaned. “Give me your tie, instead.”

Not sure what she was getting at, Ron nevertheless pried the damp knot loose and handed her his Gryffindor tie. Hermione knotted it securely to the narrow end of her tie, then handed him one of the broad ends to hold.

“Stretch it so it’s taut,” she commanded as she held onto the other end. “I want to get the maximum length.”

With a wordless incantation and a swirling motion to her wand, the ties transfigured themselves into a short length of gold and red rope.

“Perhaps if I added my belt to it,” Ron suggested helpfully.

“Only if you’re already using a rope to hold up your trousers,” Hermione returned. “The spell won’t work on leather.”

As best they could, they worked their way down the irregularly hewn steps, digging their fingers into the minute crevices of the cliff for support as the waves washed around them. They had tied the ends of the rope to their belt loops to keep them side-by-side and provide a bit of extra security in case of a missing handhold. It would also allow a particularly angry wave to pull them to their deaths together, but neither one of them wanted to mention that.
Chapter 68 Search by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Ron comforts Hermione as miles away Tonks gives Harry a reason to not despair.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 68
Search


The lunacy lurking just out of sight in Bellatrix’s mind was slowly announcing its arrival. Her eyes darted back and forth between her three pursuers, conflicting emotions shifting like kaleidoscopic images across her face. Harry primed himself for the attack he knew was coming, not daring to take his eyes off her regardless of how much he yearned to search the nursery for other signs of the final attack that must have taken place here.

He had only a split second to cast a Protego charm before the first jet of red issued from Bellatrix’s wand. Jumping to her feet in dismay when he blocked her, she issued a disorganized barrage that just bounced off the shield bubble Ginny established. The virulence of her attack was evidenced by ominous sizzles and popping noises from the debris littering the floor.

Harry’s attempt to disarm Bellatrix nearly collided with the ropes Tonks commanded in an effort to restrain her. Both fell short of their target as Bella casually repelled them. Ginny cast a jelly-legs jinx toward Bella’s knees, but the woman deftly moved aside just in time, leaving a small smoking spot on the shredded carpet where she had been standing.

Bella’s momentary distraction gave Harry a second to glance briefly towards the ceiling. He didn’t have long to digest all the details, but it seemed as if a long hole had been sheered through the shingles themselves. The wooden beams had been laid bare like the skeleton of some great beast and were now rotting from years of exposure to the elements. Huge gaps in the crumbling stucco revealed where it had been blasted by force as well as where it was being systematically attacked by mildew.

He returned his attention to the madwoman before him just in time to duck out of the path of a green jet of light. Instead, the spell rebounded off Ginny’s wand and buried itself into the wall behind Bella. Harry barely had time to admire the extraordinary precision Ginny employed when he felt the floor shudder ominously beneath his feet. Unconsciously, he backed up a few steps closer to the door.

Seizing on his retreat, Bellatrix unleashed a volley of spells that peppered the three of them mercilessly. Were it not for the shield bubble Ginny was diligently re-establishing with practically every breath as well as quick dodging on his part, many of those spells would have hit home. As it was, he heard a short gasp from Tonks as she was caught from practically two directions at once, a huge rent appearing in the sleeve of her blouse.

Tonks’ shock was enough to send Bella into gales of maniacal laughter as she paced back and forth like a caged lioness in the small confines of the room. But coolness under pressure was a trait that had been honed into the Auror squad and Tonks effortlessly landed a retaliatory spell right at Bella’s feet. Cackling derisively, Bella hopped back to avoid the main barrage, but not before a single spark managed to ignite the hem of her trailing skirt. Artfully, she blew what seemed like a kiss towards the fabric, quelling the tiny blaze almost immediately.

When she looked up at them again, Bella’s face assumed a rictus so savage and hateful that every last shred of humanity had been stripped from her. In a blur of movement, she hurled spell after spell in their direction, hardly taking time to aim properly.

Taking advantage of her previous distraction, though, Harry and company had established an interlocking ring of shield bubbles that bolstered and enhanced one another. Consequently, Bella’s ferociousness was repelled with added vigor into the walls and ceiling of the room.

Without warning, the walls swayed as if caught in a gale-force wind, the floor trembling as if assaulted by a giant’s footsteps. Without a second’s hesitation, Harry sent a wordless Sectumsempra towards the remains of the rooftop, swirling around to catch Ginny and Tonks with his next breath. His arm closed reassuringly around Ginny’s waist but somehow his other hand slipped from Tonks’ arm as he Disapparated.

Out of the corner of his eye, Harry saw the far wall start to buckle as the sound of Ginny’s Reducio spell echoed in his brain.






He floated effortlessly on the tide. His body was colder than he preferred, but it was a pleasant enough sensation if he ignored the relentless burning in his right foot. He yearned to paddle out into the boundless ocean in search of a warm eddy in which to regain his strength, but instinctively recognized he didn’t have the stamina. Instead, he searched the strip of horizon he could see over the undulating water, hunting feverishly for a scrap of land on which to beach his battered body.

Every time he allowed himself to drift closer to the shoreline, however, he recoiled from the sight of deadly stone pillars and huge boulders. Some of the larger flat rocks might be more accommodating if the rising tide didn’t threaten to wash him away with each cycle. Had he been uninjured, he might have chosen to simply wait for the tide to ebb once more before attempting landfall, but he could already feel the mobility being leached from his lower right side. Left untended, he had no doubt such impairment would move inexorably up his body until he was fully incapacitated.

He was not ready to accept the mantle of death; he had left too many things unfinished, too many projects that were only just now opening their fickle doors to him. His brain urged him to fight as his body yearned to succumb to the infinite floating sensation promising warmth and sunlight at its final destination. He struggled to maintain a shred of sanity, a bit of his humanity unblemished, as he searched for some solution to his immediate dilemma.

With a jolt, he realized his weakened foot was not allowing him to swim evenly and he had drifted off-course. He was perilously close to a massive headland of pockmarked stone, the next wave threatening to bash him mercilessly against the unyielding rock. The dark mass loomed closer and closer until he began to distinguish individual details: the rickety bird nests perched high enough to avoid the tide, the individual fissures where the subterranean plates had shifted without warning, the small stacked shelves that had been worn away by eons of hammering by the sea.

He swam in the other direction with the last reserves of his energy, yet he felt the weightless heave of the ocean as it reeled him in. With indescribable relief, he sensed the breaker explode over his head and the soft pull of the tide dragging his helpless form into the deeper waters once again.

Were his eyes playing tricks on him, or did he see some deep black shadows in the beachhead that might signify hollow pockets? Any small outcropping where he might drag his worn body? A place where he might rest a bit before resuming his tireless hunt?

He knew he had only one last chance; his endurance was almost totally drained. If he didn’t allow the next big wave to deposit him within reach of a sheltering space, he would be unable to resist the water smashing him into the unforgiving rock. Deliberately, he positioned himself in the path of the cresting wave, keeping the largest of the dark openings in sight. It was as if he were riding a deadly roller coaster to its very peak, and then in the inevitable freefall, his shoulders were thrust painfully onto a small outcropping.

He fought to find handholds and then footholds to force his body deeper into the stone and further away from the raging ocean. When he finally reached the back of the primitive cave, he collapsed with weariness. The burning sensation in his foot was a renewed agony without the gentle caress of the salt water to soothe it.

Before he allowed himself to close his eyes in relief, he reminded himself that the tide was still rising. This might turn out to be a temporary shelter at best.






Before Harry had time to fully register that he had landed painfully on the marble squares of the entrance hall, he was feverishly searching for Tonks. He saw her tumble into a heap, colliding with Neville in the main drawing room. Shacklebolt’s attention was diverted towards the unexpected rumbling from upstairs and his back was partially turned away. In a crumbled pile between them was the stunned and gagged figure of Yaxley.

“GET AWAY!” Harry yelled. “YOU’RE STILL TOO CLOSE!”

He grabbed Tonks and Neville and literally shoved their disoriented bodies in the direction of the entrance hall. Ginny steadied them as they stumbled half-blindly in her direction.

Kingsley whipped around at the shouts and quickly responded by grabbing Yaxley firmly by one bound ankle and Disapparating neatly into the empty billiard room beyond. Harry barely had time to launch himself bodily through the doorframe and into the entrance hall before he was assaulted by the vibrations of crashing timber. Instinctively, he huddled next to Ginny as he watched the far wall crack from top to bottom in one massive stroke.

As if in slow motion, the upstairs portion of the wall dissolved like so much wet tissue before their eyes. The upper story floor sagged to form a funnel of sorts, allowing the matchstick contents of Harry’s nursery to pour like rolled oats onto the faded sofas below. Even after the tumultuous roar had quieted and the billowing dust had largely settled, it took Harry a few moments before he felt it was safe to investigate.

Almost immediately, he called for Kingsley and Neville to assist him with an overturned sideboard. It would have been too tricky to simply apply a Locomotor charm without the contents emptying out on his head. As Neville strained to maintain the doors closed, Harry and Shacklebolt held the drawers shut with their bodies while they struggled to right its massive wooden frame. In the end, only Ginny’s quick wand work kept it from toppling heavily onto its back as she levitated it to a relatively clear spot before the great hearth.

After tossing aside shards of lumber and plaster, they finally uncovered the still form of Bellatrix, almost completely covered in white dust as if her body had been rolled in flour.

Neville immediately fired a Petrificus Totalus spell in her direction, although it was probably unnecessary.

“Never hurts to be on the safe side, Neville,” Tonks reassured him as she gingerly walked over and placed her fingers on Bella’s neck.

After a few moments, she looked back at them and shook her head sadly, her eyes glistening with moisture. Harry watched in rapt attention as she brushed back some of Bellatrix’s thick raven hair and gently kissed the fallen woman’s forehead before rising.

“Goodbye, Auntie,” Tonks breathed in a barely audible whisper. “I’m so sorry our family never learned to get along.”

As Shacklebolt encased Tonks in his muscular arms and drew her away from the body, Harry was finally able to get an unimpeded view of Bella’s lifeless form. He couldn’t resist inching forward for a closer look. Was it just the way in which the body had fallen, or had her finger been inches away from pressing the Dark Mark tattoo on her forearm? Had they avoided the calamity of her calling forth Voldemort and his henchmen by so narrow a margin?

There were a thousand more things he would have liked to ask her, but there was little chance his visit to Godric’s Hollow would turn out to be the voyage of discovery he had originally envisioned. Questions that had lain dormant in Harry’s heart for most of his life clamored for attention, but it was clear most could only be addressed by Pettigrew, if at all. And there was no guarantee he would ever get the chance to interrogate Pettigrew, not if Lupin had taken him where he suspected. But if burying his curiosity was the price for having Lupin back, Harry bargained, he was more than willing to put all his issues aside.






As they eased themselves around the corner of the jutting cliff face, Ron announced from the lead position that the trail widened onto a shelf. His confident hands eased Hermione’s dripping form until she was standing just behind him. With fingers rubbed raw from the porous rock, they endeavored to untie the short rope holding them together, but saturation in salt water had made the knots especially resistant. In desperation, Hermione finally intoned a Diffindo spell to simply sever the rope in half.

The trail was not wide enough for them to walk abreast, but if Ron leaned back against the cliffl as he was doing now, she could bypass him without having to step into thin air. Nervously, she grabbed his body for balance anyway as she worked her way around. The path before her had been cut in a series of shelves on the face of the cliff. Whether it had been just from the natural erosion caused by constant wave action or been assisted by man, it was impossible to tell. The most gratifying part was that it gradually rose higher, leading them away from the constant wash of seawater that had made the first part of the trail so arduous.

As soon as they were beyond the reach of the crashing breakers, they took a moment to invoke a quick-dry spell to wring the worst of the moisture from their clothes. Hermione’s corduroys were still a bit clammy in the seat, but she didn’t relish the thought of asking Ron to aim his wand at the necessary angle. With a shrug, she decided they would dry soon enough on their own with the heat of her climbing.

The riotous cry of the gulls alerted them of nests on the heights of the promontory. To Hermione, their cries were a song of hope, announcing to the world that it was possible to survive in such an inhospitable locale.

The dark clouds scuttling over the horizon came as a shock. Only minutes before, the sky had been like alabaster. They hurried up the cliff face, looking for a small hollow to provide them a bit a shelter in case of rain.

At Ron’s insistence, Hermione summoned the rucksack she had left hidden among the boulders on the far cliff. It would have ruined most of the contents if it had been as thoroughly immersed in seawater as the two of them. Not everything could just be dried magically to return it to its original condition. Not even their clothes, she thought stoically; it would take multiple washings to rid them of the salt residue that would stiffen uncomfortably upon drying.

They found an alcove just deep enough for the two of them by the time the first large raindrops started to fall. Although they had spied a number of other dark smudges in the next segment of the trail which might prove promising, they would have to wait until the storm passed. Ron handed the rucksack to Hermione to use as a backrest as she drew her legs in closer to make room for his lanky form.

With an unintelligible cry, Ron caught sight of something among the rocks below. Hermione held his legs in precaution as he eased his way closer to the lip for a better look. How he could look straight down from such a height without the accompanying dizziness and a healthy dose of fear was something she would never understand. Albeit, it was a quality that had served him well at Quidditch.

“Is it possible to summon something if you don’t know exactly what it is?” Ron asked as he impatiently tossed his dampening hair from his forehead.

“I’ve never had the occasion to try,” Hermione answered candidly. “But I suppose if you describe it as best you can, it might just work.”

“You make it sound like all I have to do is convince the thing that I’m talking to it, like one would a stranger,” Ron scoffed.

“I’m not certain magic works that way,” Hermione conceded. “But, unless you have a better idea….”

“Right…. Accio, nondescript thing I see floating in the water… .Accio, brown object among the rocks…..Accio, round bobbing object that keeps dodging out of my grasp…”

“I admit you have my curiosity piqued,” Hermione observed wryly. “Can you describe what the object is made of or what exactly drew your attention to it?”

“Accio, brown wooden object… No, that’s not right…. Accio, brown object made of fabric….Accio, brown metal--”

“Metal would sink, Ron. Try to think of things that float, like a cork.”

“Accio, brown cork item….Accio, brown glass item….Accio, brown leather item…”

With an exuberant whoop of triumph, Ron held up a medium brown shoe. As he allowed the last of the seawater to trickle out, Hermione noticed that half of the laces had been broken off and that it had been scuffed so deeply in various places that the leather had been totally sheered off.

“Does it look familiar to you?” Ron asked anxiously.

“I can’t really say,” Hermione admitted. “It’s such an ordinary looking man’s oxford -- it could belong to anyone.”

“I think Remus has a pair like this,” Ron gulped.

“But he also has a whole slew of loafers since Tonks told him that’s what she prefers.”

“She did?”

“Yes,” Hermione replied with mounting dread. “I just have no idea what shoes he was wearing today. I never really noticed.”

“What about Pettigrew? Neither of us got a look at him at all,” Ron commiserated.

“I did notice Remus’ suit, though,” Hermione volunteered. “It was like he’d dug it out of the back of his closet. After all these months of wearing the custom stitched ones Ted Tonks had passed along to him…”

“I suppose Tonks told you that also.”

“Actually, Remus did when I complimented him on his taste.” Not to mention how much each of those suits must have cost originally, she added inwardly, although she had never mentioned that to Lupin.

“So, if he digs out his oldest clothes, then it would follow he would don old shoes as well,” Ron reasoned. “This looks like it’s been resoled at least twice and the heel is about due to be replaced as well.”

At Hermione’s skeptical look, Ron affirmed, “Trust me, you may recognize a designer suit when you see one, but my family has always been experts on shoe refurbishing.”

“So? A shabby, reworked shoe could still point to Wormtail,” she argued.

“You’re probably right,” Ron admitted with a sigh. “It really doesn’t tell us much of anything, does it?”

“Only that they were here and somebody, somehow, slid into the ocean!” Hermione groaned as the true implications of their discovery engulfed her.

“Please don’t upset yourself all over again,” Ron whispered as he held her close. “If I remember correctly from all those detective stories Mum used to read when we were children--”

“Muggle detective stories?” Hermione offered tentatively.

“What else? Mum practically had Ginny wanting to visit all the neighbors and see what secrets she could rake up like Miss Marple… That is, until Ginny found out Miss Marple was an old maid with a frumpy wardrobe. Then the shine wore off really quickly.”

Hermione giggled in spite of herself and tenderly kissed the corner of Ron’s wry grin. “What did your Mum learn from her perusal of great Muggle detectives?”

“That as gruesome as it may sound, you can’t count on someone being dead without a body.”






“There were so many things she could have clarified,” Neville bemoaned, looking down at Bella’s broken corpse. “So many different ways in which I envisioned avenging my parents.”

Understanding instinctively, Harry placed a comforting arm around Neville’s shoulder. “I’m sorry, Neville,” he offered in a soothing tone. “If it’s any consolation, I don’t think she would’ve told you anything you wanted to hear. You would’ve just been another morsel for her to skewer with her barbed tongue.”

“You’re probably right, Harry.” Neville sighed. “Thanks.”

Wordlessly, they all congregated in the barren room that had once housed the billiard table, survivors drawn inexorably together by their shared experiences. Harry wandered aimlessly over to the French doors leading out onto the arbored patio. He wiped one of the dusty panes with his cuff to get a better look. Although unkempt, it was not that different from what he had imagined. True to their name, wildflowers had overtaken a portion of the narrow planter that separated the lichen-covered stones from the sheltering brick wall. He wondered if the riotous blooms had attracted the dragonflies in Lupin’s memory. No wait, they had been fireflies at dusk, that’s what Lupin had said.

The sensation that the man himself was standing at his shoulder, describing the scene as he had done in the Pensieve, was so pervasive Harry felt his stomach tumble to the floor. He leaned his back against the doorframe to keep from sliding to the ground as his eyes feverishly sought comfort in the presence of the others around him.

Tonks looked up from passing out bottled water and snacks, immediately catching the stricken look on Harry’s face. She handed her rucksack to Shacklebolt and started to cross the room in Harry’s direction. As she drew abreast of Ginny, she handed her a large chunk of Honeyduke’s chocolate. Harry could see the telltale sparkle of the deep golden foil as Ginny unwrapped it with a smile, thanking Tonks as she took a generous bite.

Just like Lupin had handed him chocolate on all the occasions when he’d been overcome by dementors. When the demons of his existence had threatened to overpower him, it was always Lupin who drew him back into the fold with a kind word, a friendly hug, a bit of chocolate.

Harry felt the despair wash over him, the inescapable sensation that the Death Eaters had once again robbed him of that which made life bearable. Where were Ron and Hermione? They, too, had pulled him out of scrapes too numerous to mention. He had sent the best candidates he knew to retrieve Lupin. How could they not have succeeded? His knees started to buckle, but he no longer had the will to stop them as he started to slide to the floor.

He felt surprisingly strong hands catch him by the shoulders and push him against the paneling to halt his momentum. Tonks’ face was inches from his as she whispered, “All is not lost, you must believe me.” Absently, she brushed an errant tear from his cheek before drawing him outside onto the patio.

“You need to know this before you give in to your deepest fears… Harry, please listen to me,” Tonks pleaded.

Harry just stood there numbly, feeling totally lost. The sheltering branches of the mighty oak provided him no consolation for the emptiness he felt inside.

“You have to believe me; Remus is not dead,” she insisted, her bright pink locks stirring lightly in the warm breeze.

“I’d like to think so, too, Tonks, but--” The last of his words were lost in a sob he couldn’t contain.

“You’re wrong if you think I’m just hanging on to blind faith.”

“But how, Tonks? Such things aren’t possible.” How he longed for a child’s gullibility again so her words could offer him solace.

“They are more than you know,” she attested firmly. “See this bracelet on my wrist?” She held up the elaborate silver wedding cuff so it caught the sun before Harry’s face. “This is more than just a token of my love for Remus. It actually binds us together. Didn’t you study twin magical objects in your lessons?”

“I did,” Harry stammered. “But I couldn’t find much information. Seems they fell out of vogue a few decades ago.”

“As long as this cuff remains intact,” Tonks explained, “it’s a clear indication that Remus is still alive. He may be clinging to life by his fingertips, but he’s still alive. If either one of us should die, the other one’s cuff will immediately snap open. In addition to marrying us, the shaman taught us that marriages end at death. Survivors are not allowed to cling to the memory of their deceased spouses as an excuse to avoid rejoining the community around them. It’s a custom that so joyously embraced life that Remus and I accepted it as our own.”

In those simple words, Harry heard the echo of Lily’s sentiments as Lupin had recounted them to him so many months ago. He longed to latch onto the lifeline Tonks was offering, but he was so very afraid.

“Harry, don’t you believe me?” she asked, drawing back so he would have to look at her directly.

“I want to, Tonks. Oh, dear spirits, I so want to!”

“Then take a deep breath and look at me when I tell you this.” She waited for him to comply. “Do you think I could lie to you about something so important? Do you think I’m capable of making up such a story just to raise false hopes?… I tell you, Harry, I don’t have it in me… Don’t you think I love him at least as much as you do?”

The sincerity of Tonks’ words somehow eased the aching bands in his chest. Wordlessly, he tightened his arms around her and kissed her face in thanks. Looking up, Harry found Ginny standing in the doorway with the most helpless expression on her face.

“I’m sorry, Harry,” Ginny offered in apology. “I couldn’t help overhearing.”

“It’s all right, Gin,” Harry answered as he swept her up in his other arm as he walked back inside. “You know I don’t keep any secrets from you.”





He could hear their voices long before they drew abreast of his haven. Such familiar echoes from his past, yet he could not recall their names in his fevered mind. He so wanted to call out to them, tell them he was lying here…injured. But once again, words failed him.

He knew he would have to return to human form before his thoughts could rearrange themselves properly. He’d gotten used to the disconcerting feeling every Animagus must conquer: the sensation that he would wander forever lost in the primal thoughts of the animal world. It wasn’t like the total immersion of the werewolf transformation where no shred of an individual’s will could override the animal urges. But it was hardly like becoming a talking animal, either.

With as much stringent logic as he could muster, he examined his limited options. The conclusion was that he would have but a single chance, regardless of which avenue he selected. It was doubtful he would have enough strength to return to his Animagus form if he were unable to draw the attention of …the boy and girl… Their names slithered out of reach as his mind strained to remember them once again.

But what realistic chance did he have of surviving in his animal form even if it allowed him to float away on the rising tide? If he couldn’t swim, it was only a matter of time before he would perish. The fiery sensation of vipers chewing at his skin had intensified until it covered most of his right side. He moved experimentally to convince himself he still had full range of motion; but he knew it was just a matter of time before the infestation ate its way more deeply into his weakened body.

With his last shred of energy, he allowed the transformation to flow from the tip of his head to the ends of his fingers and, then slowly, down his leg muscles to his toes. The instant it reached his right foot, though, the unspeakable agony that consumed him was so overwhelming he yelled out involuntarily, a cry of such tortured anguish even the garrulous gulls were momentarily silenced.

“Did you hear that?” cried the boy, Ron, that was his name.

“It could have been anyone, anything!” Hermione cautioned; she was always the more methodical of the two. “It hardly sounded human.”

He yearned to call out to them, letting the sound of his voice guide them to him, but he knew his raspy throat would give out long before then. He’d had nothing to drink since breakfast and the long hours in the ocean had only helped to sharpen his thirst. If only he’d had the foresight to pack one of Tonks’ water bottles in his coat pocket, but that was only done by athletic jerks like Stevens, or so he used to think. Granted one could always conjure water with the Aguamenti charm, but without a container to put it in…. Well, he’d managed to box himself in every direction, hadn’t he?

He waited until the voices got nearer, then with all his might, he yelled, “RON, HERMIONE, I’m over here! Please--” His voice gave out utterly. His choked whispers were inaudible, even to him.

“I heard it, Ron,” Hermione insisted. “It was him!”

“How could you tell over this wind?” Ron argued. “It just swept the words away. All I heard was ‘Ron’.”

“And I clearly heard ‘Hermione’,” she shot back fervently. “Molly always claimed you had selective hearing.”

“Leave my mum out of this!” Ron countered sulkily.

Well, at least they were looking for him, he sighed. He just needed to hold on a little longer.






Harry was chomping on a large chunk of Honeyduke’s chocolate as he urged the others to follow him across the arbored patio and into the south wing.

“Kingsley, help me out here,” he requested amicably, matching strides with the elegant black man. “Wasn’t Godric’s Hollow supposed to be a trap of some kind?”

“That’s what our most reliable sources said,” Shacklebolt acknowledged. “Something doesn’t seem right to you, either?”

“Three Death Eaters, even presided over by a psychotic queen, doesn’t seem like much of a trap,” Harry whispered. “I think there’s something we’re missing, some little tidbit we’ve overlooked.”

Shacklebolt nodded curtly to indicate Harry’s reasoning was sound. “Any ideas?” he asked hopefully.

“Not a one,” Harry admitted. “That’s why I thought a bit of reconnaissance might be in order.”

“Don’t get too far afield,” Shacklebolt cautioned. “Perhaps I should send a Patronus message to Aberforth and see if they have any leads.”

Leaving Shacklebolt to his immediate task, Harry attempted to catch up with the others who were just opening the next set of French doors with a well-placed Alohamora charm. Harry’s heart skipped a few beats when he heard Tonks gasp as she boldly entered. Only when he’d dashed to her side, wand drawn, did he conclude that her voice was filled with awe.

“Didn’t Remus say anything about this room?” Tonks asked reverently.

“Just that my father often liked to play the piano while the rest of them lounged on the arbored patio. I assumed it must have been located in an adjacent room.”

“You need to come look at this piano, Harry,” Ginny marveled. “Tonks has actually been rendered speechless “ although, I’m sure it’s just temporary.”






The burning pain in his right leg intensified as he tried to prop his head against the wall. Just like a thousand rabid pirahanas chewing on his leg, he thought wryly, or just one stab from Pettigrew’s accursed silver hand.

The futility of his chivalrous attempt at helping Pettigrew climb back up the cliff face should have been apparent to him. If he’d truly been intent on saving his own life, Pettigrew could have assumed his rat form and easily scurried back up the muddy track on four, small feet weighing considerably less than his human body. He could have even escaped through the cracks and fissures that were rampant throughout the escarpment. He could have been miles away by now, hiding is some warm hay pile on a nearby farm, maybe even returned to his human form and hoisting a pint at the local pub.

But instead, Pettigrew had lain dormant like a deadly virus, holding on by sheer will to a tumble of mud which could not have supported his full weight for very long. Waiting for gullible old Remus to lean over so he could exact his revenge. It didn’t matter that he would likely be forfeiting his own life in the process. Granted, sheer survival instinct had taken over at one point as he’d fiendishly tried to crawl his way past Lupin’s body to reach the summit. It was only when Pettigrew realized Lupin had released his last handhold, when he wrongly concluded that like himself, Remus was willing to sacrifice his life to kill another, that his true panic had set in.

Even as Lupin had begun the Animagus transformation in mid-air, knowing his survival demanded he assume turtle shape before he was pulled under by the churning tide, Pettigrew sought to exact his final retribution. He had clung tenaciously to Lupin’s legs, trying to keep the transformation at bay. Kicking like a madman, Lupin managed to dislodge Pettigrew until he was only clutching one leg, then just one foot as the transformation was completed with hardly a second to spare.

Just as he felt the exhilarating first stream of salt water through his flippers, Lupin had nearly succumbed to the agony of Pettigrew driving his silver fingers past leatherly skin and deep into the sinew. Only later, convinced that he’d been attacked by a killer shark, did Lupin find the entire silver arm still attached to his foot, but the rest of Pettigrew was gone. With a roar of agony, he had briefly resumed human shape just to sever the hand with a mighty Diffindo charm “ a tricky balancing act that had nearly caused him to drown and had left him sputtering salt water.

Initially, it helped him swim better without the additional drag. But the silver fingertips had been too deeply imbedded in his flesh to try to remove them himself, not without also amputating his own foot in the process. It was hard to believe four little pellets, each barely larger than a silver Sickle, could cause him such torment.

As his labored breathing made his entire frame tremble, Lupin’s brain called for surcease and slipped into unconsciousness. Relying on autonomic responses to minimize pain, his body resumed its turtle form so the agony was at least bearable.






The dusty green slipcover lay crumbled like the discarded peel of an enormous fruit. Tonks was running her hands lovingly over the shiny black contours of a grand piano, its lacquer so brilliant it was almost blinding. Along its entire surface was a collection of photographs which had been laid flat to allow for the cover. As Ginny stood them up carefully, Harry was faced with an amalgamation of what his family’s life had once been like. The images from the photo album paled in comparison; clearly the most recent favorites were granted preferential status on the piano. The everyday happiness his parents had shared with Sirius and Lupin was present in every snapshot as Harry’s first year was chronicled like a loving tapestry.

Neville and Shacklebolt were exploring the far side of the cavernous room. Drawing back the dark velvet drapes that blocked the daylight, they discovered another series of double doors looking out on the back lawn. Their tracks through the powdery dust revealed the golden hue of the varnished wood beneath.

“Just look at the dimensions of this room!” Tonks practically swooned in delight as she twirled around slowly to burn every detail into her memory. “It’s like a grand rehearsal hall from the Imperial Russian court “ or so the Czarina’s overblown descriptions always led me to believe. I didn’t know such places actually existed.”

For a brief moment, Harry thought back on the intensive dance instruction Tonks had provided him in the Room of Requirement. She had made him practice the basic waltz step alone; reminding him to concentrate not on his movements so much, but to allow the music to seep into his soul. Urging him to practice in perfect solitude so he could shed all his inhibitions; until finally, his movements became the only possible distillation of the overwhelming emotions washing over him. Only when the steps had become instinctive had she consented to partner him, creating a triumphant fusion that had whirled them both breathlessly around the room.

He could see that she, too, was thinking of similar moments, wishing she were free to abandon herself to sudden inspiration. He had seen what she was capable of in moments of solitude. She had been a frenzied dryad dancing in the privacy of a woodland glade, all impossible leaps and dizzying swirls, seeking to satisfy no one but herself. Harry had been momentarily embarrassed he’d interrupted what was so obviously a private ritual; she had shrugged it off with a laugh, admitting it was just her daily workout routine.

“This must have been the sight of some grand wizarding parties during your grandparents’ time!” Ginny sighed as she, too, succumbed to the spell.

Harry smiled to see her so entranced. Clearly the Potter estate had been built to the specifications of a bygone era, a golden age of glittering parties and great wizards. An era that Dumbledore, Slughorn and probably even McGonagall still remembered, but seemed like a fairy tale to the rest of them. By the brief tour Lupin had given him, he knew his parents had embraced a much simpler lifestyle, rich beyond measure in the closeness of their friends and the simple joys of everyday life.

“I gather Remus and Sirius must’ve had quarters on the upper floor of this wing,” Shacklebolt commented, effectively bringing Harry back to the moment. “But I didn’t find any back stairs.”

“Remus said those areas were accessible from the main staircase in the entrance hall,” Harry supplied. “I’m not so sure that area’s very sound, though.”

Shacklebolt concurred. “What about the other wing?” he asked.

Briefly, Harry outlined what scant details Remus had provided.

“I would assume it’s symmetrical to this wing,” Ginny offered as she was drawn into their conversation. “Do you still have that rough map, Harry?”

Harry cleared some of the photos from the piano and smoothed the rumbled parchment scrap so they could all see. With a few quick pencil strokes, Ginny added the hallway she envisioned as connecting the dining room with the other wing. She sized up the proportions of the music room and then quickly sketched the other wing, adding the walled patio Neville described on the north end.

As she completed her last stroke, the magic Shacklebolt had channeled into the map shimmered to the surface for an instant. Then like a malignant bloodstain that can never be fully erased, the red dots rose from the depth of the parchment: a dozen or more, lying in wait in the boarded up north wing.
Chapter 69 Reinforcements by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
With help from Mad-Eye Moody and Kingsley Shacklebolt, Harry devises a desperate plan to spring the trap; Ron returns from Hogwarts with Poppy Pomfrey in tow.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.





Chapter 69
Reinforcements


The sharp smell of ozone in the air was a clear indicator that the storm had not yet ended, but they were eager to stretch their legs now that the first onslaught of cold rain had tapered off. After being in the close confines of the stone hollow, walking among the precarious shelves of rock seemed like flying.

It was a slow process trying to search the numerous caverns that pockmarked the area in some sort of sequence, but they really had no other options. It had been impossible to pinpoint exactly where Lupin’s cry had originated and their subsequent calls had gone unanswered. The underlying sense of urgency was inescapable but so was the need to be thorough.

Dark clouds scuttled like phantoms on the horizon, vying for the privilege of orchestrating the nest deluge. The first few languid drops landed on Hermione’s arm, announcing the need to find shelter. She made a command decision to abandon this row of smallish caverns and move on to the largest opening that loomed almost at the end of the escarpment.

“We can always circle back after the rain stops,” she whispered fervently to Ron.

“It might be a while, Hermione. It looks like its brewing up to be a major storm.”

“All the more reason to find ourselves a good-sized bolt hole!” she urged as she hoisted herself mightily onto the wide lip.

The cavern before her was surprising large, the generous ledge blocking its true dimensions when viewed from below. She settled herself comfortably on one of the boulders that littered the entrance as Ron hurried in behind her to avoid getting caught in the downpour. With a sigh of relief, he leaned his back against the opposite wall and stretched his long legs out before him.

It was startling how quickly the powerful storm had moved in, swallowing the brightness of mid-day and replacing it with the murky tones of dusk. Over the hammering of raindrops, Hermione heard other sounds she could not place, unfamiliar sounds coming from the rear of the cavern.

“Ron! Did you hear that?” she whispered, her eyes wide with apprehension.

“Don’t let your imagination get away from you,” Ron replied softly. “This whole rock is riddled with cracks; it’s just as likely to be the wind as anything else.”

“Or spiders,” she teased in return.

“Not this close to the ocean,” he scoffed. “Could be bats….Really, Hermione, it’s probably a stranded bird if nothing else.”

Hermione lit the tip of her wand experimentally and thrust it into the gloomy shadows near the back of the cave. The roughness of the walls jumped into view as the darkness receded. She was starting to feel a bit foolish when she caught sight of a large luminous eye staring back at her from the depths of the cavern.

With a strangled cry, she leapt to her feet and motioned urgently to Ron.

“That’s strange,” he offered in a soothing tone as he inched his way deeper into the cave. “Seems to belong to a fairly large animal. Bright and intense like an owl’s eye.”

Hermione clung to Ron unabashedly as he added the light from his wand to hers. What had seemed like an ovoid boulder slowly revealed itself to be the carapace of a giant sea turtle, its glossy brownish shell gleaming as if lacquered. It stared at them steadily, not shying away when Ron laid a tentative hand on its back.

“Is that a metal tag around its front leg?” he suggested as he bent forward for a closer look. “It’s tangled up in something.”

“Let me see,” Hermione volunteered, no longer afraid. But as she gently swept the jellied mass of seaweed from the metal tag, she slowly revealed the contours of a pale wooden wand, spare in its design, entwined among an intricate network of chains.

“Is that one of those new digitized tracking tags?” Ron asked.

“I don’t think so,” Hermione breathed as she reverently eased the unfamiliar wand to the floor where it would be safely out of reach. “I think it’s Remus.”

“Something must be preventing him from returning to human form then,” Ron surmised, trying to see deeper into the shadows. “Do you know the spell that will revert him?”

“Yes, but I don’t want to throw his body into shock, either,” Hermione cautioned. “I wish I knew more about Animagi…Remus, what can you tell me? I need your help.”

“His right rear foot seems to be tender somehow.” Ron’s voice was slightly muffled as he crouched on the other side of the shell. “See how he pulls it away from my hand; but I can’t see any details in this gloom.”

“You’re right, Ron, he doesn’t seem to mind when I admire the delicate webbing on his front feet at all… Remus, please,” she implored, looking earnestly into the languid eye that seemed to follow her every move. “Please return to us. Harry sent us to find you and make sure you were safe.”





“We need reinforcements now!” Harry commanded, not allowing his eyes to fully focus on the red dots that seemed to pulse with menace. “I don’t want to signal anything in the air to alert them to our presence, if I can help it.”

Without hesitation, Shacklebolt grabbed the bound figure of Yaxley and then called out to Neville that they were returning personally to headquarters. “I’ll start Neville ferrying them across,” he assured the rest of them.

Neville made a point of placing the neatly folded Invisibility Cloak into Harry’s hands before signaling that he was ready. At the last second, Tonks thrust her bulging rucksack into Neville’s arms and begged him to take it directly to Hagrid.

“More supplies?” he asked tentatively.

She nodded. “Among other things.”

“Don’t let yourself be seen,” Shacklebolt reminded Harry unnecessarily. “If those red corpuscles start pouring forth, the three of you--”

“”will be back in Aberforth’s lap so fast, he’ll think he’s suckling us!” Harry promised.

“Hope you like goat’s milk!” Shacklebolt threw back as he and Neville Disapparated together.

Suddenly, it seemed too quiet in the music room. Harry needed something to occupy his thoughts while he waited for the others to join them. Anything to get his mind off the names he’d seem corralled within the confines of the north wing. Among the usual Death Eaters were others: unfamiliar surnames that were clearly Arabic, African, Muslim. Names that originated from all the trouble spots of the globe, a roll call of the vilest that Muggles had to offer joining forces with the greatest evil the wizarding world had ever produced. And like a fat spider, Voldemort sat motionless in the middle of the web, waiting for his most valued prey to wander past.

Lupin’s worst fears had been realized.






From the depths of a dream, he heard her soft voice. Hermione, that was her name. It was so clear now that the boy had said it. Hermione. He watched the wonderment spread across her face as her gentle fingers explored his front flippers, caressing the delicate cartilage.

The confident touch of their hands on his carapace was soothing, reminding him that they were his steadfast friends. Even Ron’s hesitant exploration of his injured foot didn’t cause him any additional pain; but he resisted, nevertheless, to draw their attention to his wound.

Somehow, he had to find a way to change back into human form. He’d managed it once before, but he hadn’t the endurance to maintain it. At least if he passed out from the effort, they would be there to see to it that help arrived. He quickened his breathing to pump more oxygen into his system, ignoring the fresh wave of agony searing through his entire right side. It was surprisingly easy to tap into the primal strength he refused to acknowledge, the power that came from the wolf he hated as he hated nothing else, a force that had mangled his life just as much as it had shaped it. With a bestial roar that scared him with its intensity, he felt the transformation take hold. He hurried it along, pushed it to its very limit, anything to complete it before he fully came to terms with how he had managed it.






“Tonks, what happened to the family photos that were on the piano?” Harry demanded. “Ginny, did you see them? There must have been at least twenty…”

He could not have imagined it. He’d even held them in his hands when he’s cleared a spot to review the map; but suddenly, they were gone. As he looked at the unreadable faces turned in his direction, the answer was all to clear.

“You packed them in the rucksack, didn’t you? We’re about to come face to face with…with unspeakable evil…and you two are worried about the family photographs?”

“Harry, don’t let the stress get to you,” Tonks replied in a placating tone. “The opportunity presented itself and I sprang into action.”

“Those photos belong to you, Harry,” defended Ginny.

“Just about everything in this house belongs to me now,” he returned. “A lot of good any of it did my parents, though…”

“Listen, Harry.” Tonks looked him in the eye. “At the end of the day, we may not get a chance to return to this wing. The rest of the house many be reduced to confetti like the nursery. But if you think any of those things are important to your life, you can replace them. All except the photographs.”

“They were just waiting here for you, untouched after all these years,” Ginny amended quietly. “As if Fate was giving you another chance.”

Intermittent noises from the far section of the room alerted Harry that the Order’s reinforcements were arriving en masse. Shacklebolt was among the first wave and strode over purposefully.

“We were able to establish a Portkey,” he announced proudly. “With Neville’s assistance, that is. Aberforth walked him through casting the charm and voilà.” He indicated the new troops.

“Is there any indication of what may have happened with Pettigrew?” Harry whispered anxiously.

“Aberforth reported an instability with the Charm, wavering he called it. Sounds more like a description, not a technical term for the phenomenon. Obviously, something untoward has happened to Pettigrew, but there’s no way to know the details,” Shacklebolt admitted. “We’ll just have to wait for Remus to report back.”

Harry found the simple pronouncement of Remus’ inevitable return comforting. With renewed confidence, he redirected his attention to the small scrap of parchment that contained their destiny. Noting that Alastor Moody had arrived, Harry motioned him over so he and Shacklebolt could help to brainstorm some strategies for the upcoming confrontation.

It was time to spring the trap.






Without warning, Lupin’s body materialized on the cave floor. Torn, wet and shivering uncontrollably, his bloodshot eyes looking anxiously from one of them to the other. The tattered state of his clothing was a testament to his ordeal. Hermione felt him wince involuntarily as she threw her arms gently around his shoulders.

“Please don’t think I’m not happy to see you, too, but my entire right side is in agony,” Lupin wheezed, his voice like a whisper of dry sand. The effort of those few words left him breathing heavily.

Wordlessly, Ron applied a drying charm to Lupin’s hair and clothing while Hermione emptied the bulky items from her rucksack and folded it gently behind Lupin’s head as a pillow. Noticing the greedy look he directed at the water bottles, they propped him up so he could drink his fill.

“Thanks,” Lupin whispered succinctly as he eased himself back on the make-shift pillow.

Ron motioned for Hermione to bring her wand tip close so they could better assess the condition of Lupin’s foot. At the last second, Hermione managed to swallow the gasp that rose involuntarily in her throat.

“What happened to your foot, Remus?” Ron posed as casually as possible.

“Wormtail…silver hand…Voldemort’s gift to… invaluable servant,” Lupin managed disjointedly. With visible effort, he added, “From the torment it’s caused me, Peter meant it as a final souvenir.”

“Please don’t overexert yourself,” Hermione cautioned. “We’ll try to make our questions simple…Things that can be answered yes or no.” She resisted the urge to ask what had happened to Pettigrew; there would be time enough for that later.

“Hermione, I think silver is deadly poisonous to werewolves,” pressed Ron in an undertone. “Didn’t he say Wormtail’s hand was silver?”

“I always thought that was an old wives tale,” she returned. “Remus’ cuff is silver; that doesn’t seem to cause him any discomfort.”

“Silver…and Dark Magic… pernicious combination,” Lupin rasped. His face screwed up with pain then he fell back panting heavily.

Of their own volition, Lupin’s eyelids began to droop and the contours of his body wavered intermittently. Shifting into turtle mode must lessen the pain of the injury, Hermione concluded.

“Remus, you have to stay with us,” she implored, shaking his shoulder gently and setting off a fresh cry of pain. “Embrace the pain if you have to, but stay with us!”

“Neither one of us has any veterinary training, mate,” Ron advised with a crooked grin for Lupin’s benefit. Then turning to Hermione, he breathed solemnly, “I’m going for Pomfrey. If you send a Patronus message ahead, I’ll just Apparate to the school gates.”

Hermione grabbed his arm to detain him. “Shouldn’t you follow the three-step rule?”

“Only if you want it to take longer,” he returned with flawless logic.

“Go direct,” Lupin wheezed. “Enemies all know….Hogwarts.”





“There’s been no movement from the dark forces inside the other wing?” Moody ascertained.

“None. That’s what I don’t understand,” Harry offered. “We collapsed a sizable chuck of the central portion of the house. How can they have failed to react to that? The sound alone--”

“Sorry, I should have explained sooner,” Shacklebolt interjected. “I cast an Imperturbable Charm around that area when Neville and I returned with our prisoner. Bellatrix’s screeches of delight were so clearly audible from the sitting room, I didn’t dare run the risk of them being overheard by anyone else in the vicinity.”

“Excellent bit of foresight,” Moody growled.

“Not entirely,” Shacklebolt amended. “Had I not been staring right at the upper story when it started to slide, I would never have gotten out of the way in time.”

“Now that the reinforcements have arrived, any idea on how to make the enemy aware of our presence?” Moody inquired.

“Actually, I had a glimmer of an idea,” Harry volunteered. “Since clearly Bellatrix was Voldemort’s key player, let’s have her present him with Neville on a stick while the rest of our troops enter from the other side.” He pulled out the rudimentary map to point out the patio on the far side.

“Sounds like a viable diversionary tactic.” Shacklebolt nodded his approval. “Neville, were you able to actually distinguish the patio from the Dumbledore residence?”

Neville confirmed that it had been drawn accurately enough.

“Great,” Moody concurred. “Let’s see about setting up another Portkey on the far side of that wall then.”

Neville returned almost immediately with a broken brick he found discarded in a flowerbed. As Moody walked him through the still unfamiliar incantation, Shacklebolt addressed Harry directly.

“Where will you be during all this, Harry?”

“I’ll slide in right behind Bella and Neville, courtesy of my Invisibility Cloak,” Harry explained, patting the familiar gossamer presence once again folded beneath his shirt.






Hermione was surprised at how quickly she received a reply from Madame Pomfrey. The air had only just settled after Ron’s departure when a silvery duck flew in the opening of the cavern and perched itself on one of the large boulders. If the situation had not seemed so dire, she might have laughed at the antics of the Patronus as it waddled about in a small circle before settling itself down with a dismissive waggle of its short tail feathers.

When it opened its beak, Poppy Pomfrey’s efficient voice issued forth: “Please keep Professor Lupin as comfortable and warm as possible, but don’t let him revert to his Animagus form. The transformation will drain his body of energy to fight off the toxicity of the infection. It’s likely Pettigrew’s hand was created with Dark Magic using a malevolent strain of silver; do not attempt to touch the wound or silver fragments. Will be there shortly after I finish making a few extra preparations. If Remus is having trouble breathing, use only two drops of his elixir diluted in water “ even though he will argue that werewolves need more. And since I know he won’t accept my instructions at face value, assure him that while a higher dosage will ease his pain considerably, it will also unblock the pathways that allow the corrosion to spread through his body.” The wispy duck ended its message with a loud quack and then gradually faded.

Hermione contained some bluebell flames within a ring of stones to give the cavern some extra warmth and light. She tucked the ends of the large tartan blanket she had Transfigured more securely around Lupin’s form to try to ease his trembling. She suspected it had more to do with the pain than his actual body temperature, but she was not one to argue with the terse instructions she had just received.

“She has no concept… of healthy skepticism,” Lupin stammered in his own defense.

In a reassuring manner, Hermione smiled down at him and remarked, “She does seem to have the gift for making everyone feel like an errant child, doesn’t she?”

“Pray you don’t encounter her on one of her bad days,” Lupin whispered, then motioned for more water.

Wordlessly, she located Lupin’s battered jacket discarded nearby. In one of the inside pockets, she found a small, stoppered bottled that had miraculously survived unscathed. As she carefully measured two precious drops into the last few inches of bottled water, Hermione continued commiserating with Lupin.

“She probably thinks you’re too inquisitive for your own good.” Hermione waited until the water turned a brilliant turquoise and its temperature dropped appreciatively. “Here, you’d better drink this quickly, Remus,” she urged. “I’m not certain how well the plastic will hold up.”

Lupin held out the empty bottle and sank back gratefully on the rucksack pillow. Hermione watched with concern as he closed his eyes and inhaled deeply.

“I confess the longest time I ever spent in the Hospital Wing was when I was Petrified,” she volunteered, trying to keep him alert and talking.

“Never thought I’d hear myself say this, but I envy you that,” Lupin remarked with a slight twitch to his lips that might have been the beginnings of a smile. “Less likely to get on each other’s nerves that way.”

“Was she in charge of the Hospital Wing during the Marauders’ time?”

“Oh, yes. Sirius secretly suspected she’d been brought here with the school founders,” Lupin admitted, his breathing already less strained than before.

“Must be some very potent youthening potion she takes,” Hermione joked lamely.

“You can see why she’d like to keep it a secret then.”

“I’m beginning to see why Gilderoy Lockhart exasperated her so.”

“You mean besides the blatant incompetence? You should have seen the class notes he left me!… Pray you don’t ever repeat that to anyone, please.”

Hermione squeezed Lupin’s hand reassuringly, then added wryly, “If Lockhart had discovered her secret potion, he would have instantly packaged it under his own brand name--”

“Or used it to turn himself into a mewling infant!” Lupin scoffed.

“You didn’t say there would be other beneficial side effects,” Hermione rejoined.

Lupin chuckled weakly, then winced at the pain that such a small movement elicited.






The house was unnaturally still as Harry, Neville and ‘Bellatonks’ worked their way through the remains of the sitting room and into the large kitchen. Despite the lackluster metal surfaces, the long butcher-block worktable was just as it had appeared in the Pensieve. A multitude of tarnished pans hung from a rack above; a long row of kitchen knives and other implements were sheathed in neat rows along the side.

Harry’s heart was hammering wildly as he tried to ignore Bellatonks’ fevered mutterings as she properly worked herself into character. For everyone’s benefit, Tonks had demonstrated her prowess with an impersonation of her own mother, Andromeda, who was Bellatrix’s sister. Mixing in a bit of fervor from one of her mother’s more impassioned tirades, Tonks had gotten a reasonable imitation of Bellatrix’s most recent state of mind. Without Wormtail for comparison, it was unlikely anyone would notice the slight difference in height.

The slipcovers protecting all but the table in the formal dining room attested that this room had been little used by Harry’s parents. By the two place settings and the highchair at one end of the long table, Voldemort’s attack must have come close to suppertime. Cobwebs dangled like baroque lace from the arms of the simple candelabra whose candles had long since expired, leaving small pools of brackish wax on the underlying mat.

Just as in the other wing, the door from the dining room opened onto a short flagstone breezeway with doors at either end. Before them stood the large mahogany doors leading to the north wing. There was a distinct air of disuse about the area, made even more evident by the large rusted padlock attached to the ornate doorknob.

With one last look at the others around him, Harry tossed the Invisibility Cloak over his head while Bellatonks lashed Neville loosely around the middle, pinning his arms to his side. For a brief moment, Harry’s thoughts turned to Ginny who was waiting with the other reinforcements outside the north patio and wondered whether she was thinking of him as well.

Bellatonks directed a wordless Alohamora spell towards the padlock and it cleaved in two with a loud crack of corroded metal. With a deep breath and a slightly quavering hand, she turned the large doorknob and threw the door open with startling force.

Out of the corner of his eye, Harry saw her wand start to prod Neville forward and then his head exploded like an arsenal of firecrackers detonating inside his skull, his scar burning with the fire of a thousand suns. Clasping both hands across his forehead in a vain attempt to staunch the pain, Harry barely managed to keep from screaming aloud. He reached out blindly to alert his companions, but his hand clasped only empty air. He was unable to stop his knees from buckling as he slipped gratefully into the welcoming blackness.






Civilization ended at the cave mouth, or so the dark torrent of rain would have it appear as Madam Pomfrey’s form coalesced in the air. Before she had set her lantern and medical case down, she was kneeing anxiously at Lupin’s side.

Ron engulfed Hermione in another blanket before wrapping his own arms protectively around her to keep it closed. “There’s sandwiches and Butterbeer in the rucksack I brought back, if you feel up to it,” he offered as he kissed her temple gently. “You’ll be surprised what it does for your energy level.”

Hermione started to shake her head, but when Ron tantalizingly held out an apple, she greedily took it from his hand. She returned her attention to Lupin who had just finished downing a medicinal draught Madam Pomfrey handed him.

“How soon will I feel some relief?” he asked tentatively.

“I can’t give you anything for the pain, Remus -- not just yet anyway,” Pomfrey explained. “I’m more concerned about stopping the spread of the dark contagion first…If anyone is squeamish, I suggest you turn away now,” she added looking deliberately at Ron and Hermione.

“Perhaps a bit of concern for my dignity,” cautioned Lupin.

“With as much bare leg as you flashed in your legionnaire trappings, I hardly think that’s going to be an issue,” Pomfrey shot back as her wand quickly opened Lupin’s trouser leg to mid-thigh.

Lupin’s foot was just as bloated as before, the skin mottled a virulent looking purple and green. With practiced wand motions, Pomfrey deftly removed the tattered sock yarn from the festering wound. Lupin’s body twitched involuntarily as he did his best to not scream at the agony such a simple action brought forth.

Seeing that both Ron and Hermione were watching her intently, Pomfrey pointed out the violent purple streaks entwined like a malignant vine around Lupin’s bare leg. The tips pulsed menacingly about his kneecap as they systematically stretched themselves into Lupin’s thigh muscle.

“You can see how it’s threatening to take over his entire leg, then working its way up his torso, until it reaches the major organs of the heart and lungs,” she illustrated. Lupin tried to lift his head to look down his own body, but it proved to be too much effort. “The draught I gave him will slow it down, but I can’t reverse the contamination until I remove the bits of silver imbedded in his flesh. I will try to numb the pain at the site, but it’s still going to hurt, Remus. I’m sorry; I promise to be as gentle as possible.”

With a whispered word to Ron to hold down Lupin’s leg and Hermione to squeeze his hand for comfort, Pomfrey cast a quick Imperturbable Charm in the general direction of the cave mouth. With a grim smile, she assured her patient that he was welcome to yell just as loudly as he pleased.

Despite Pomfrey’s dire predictions, it was over almost before it started. No sooner had Lupin relaxed his face than he became entranced with the curious silvery lumps swimming in the small bottle before him. A rusty sediment was slowly swirling away from each pellet; belatedly, Hermione realized it must be Lupin’s blood.

“I’ve never seen anything like it,” Lupin offered as he distinguished that each severed fingertip had a short barbed point extruding from it. No wonder he’d been unable to dislodge the hand.

“I have!” Ron spoke up unexpectedly. “Professor Flitwick has a book that shows a similar device used by ancient Chinese warlocks. Granted there was only an artist’s sketch, but I’m almost certain it said the claws could be filled with poison.”

Hermione barely had time to gasp before Pomfrey had the bottle wrapped in a cloth for cushioning and was begging Ron to take it directly to Hogwarts for analysis. “Make sure both Professor Slughorn and Flitwick examine this closely. Someone will have been stationed at the gates to await our return.”

As soon as Ron Disapparated, Hermione begged, “What about Professor Lupin? Aren’t you going to Levitate him back to the castle?”

“Not just yet,” Pomfrey replied with a reassuring hand on Lupin’s shoulder. “Not until those threads recede below his knee and preferably closer to his ankle. I don’t dare take any other steps without knowing more about what we’re facing. An accursed wound acerbated by poison complicates matters considerably.”






It could not have been more than a minute at most before Harry swam back through the murky darkness to a surface filled with light. He flinched visibly as brightness exploded onto his retinas when he took a cursory look around him. Jumping to his feet, he remembered that his only chance to sneak into the north wing undetected was to stay on Neville’s heels.

But the great doors before him were closed.

Putting his ear up to the crack, he could hear indistinct noises from within, but clearly he would no longer be able to enter unobserved from this direction. Ignoring the steady throbbing in his skull, Harry readjusted the Cloak and exited out the side door leading to the garden.

Despite the symmetry of the buildings, there was no arbored patio on this side, just a bit of sidewalk and more overgrown flowerbeds. Recalling a small powder room adjoining the music room, Harry tentatively peeked into the windows set into a small curved wall jutting out from the long expanse of the north wing. He was rewarded by the sight of ceramic fixtures and a deep Roman tub with fancy brass fittings. Gingerly, he tried to ease the closest window open, but it unlatched only a few inches before it caught. Even though he would not be able to climb through bodily, it did allow him to hear the conversations from the main room.

“”obviously, the parents were the prizes, the son seems to be a throwback,” Voldemort commented acerbically. “Not much of a notch in your belt, Bella.”

“Surely, we could use him to draw the others forth, my Lord,” Bellatonks oozed in an ingratiating tone.

“Ha! I’d cut my losses if I were them!” Voldemort retorted with an inhuman snort.

“How else would they have found us, my Lord?” offered another voice that sounded vaguely familiar to Harry.

“The younger Longbottom was their designated ferryman, of course,” Voldemort returned. “Another oversight from Bella’s youth.”

“…bait for the trap,” remarked a strangely accented voice.

“The estate is the bait!” Voldemort corrected him sharply. “Harry Potter would go to great lengths just to breath the same air as his sainted parents. It was only a matter of time…. We’ll have to see what offerings the Little Rat brings to lay at his Master’s feet. See which one of you earns the highest favor today. Surely, you haven’t lost your competitive spirit, Bella?”

Amid the derisive laughter in the background, Harry heard a noise that chilled him to the bone. It was as if plates of sharp glass were grinding mercilessly against one another, the sound hurting his eyes more than his eardrums.

“Masssster,” came a soft papery voice from inside Harry’s skull, “thisss Bella isss not what ssshe appearssss. Unlessss, ssshe’sss jussst returned from a rejuvenating ssspa…. Besssides, Massster, if ssshe hasss that boy, how will the otherssss find their way to your elegant sssoirée?”

It had to be Nagini, Voldemort’s gigantic boa. Harry recalled that snakes had a very advanced sense of smell in their forked tongues.

“Ssssage advisssse, my pet,” Voldemort crooned darkly. Harry suppressed a shudder as his mind conjured up the image of long, clawlike figures caressing the raspy scales of the sinuous snake. “Your counsssel isss alwaysss mossst obssservant.”

“Loyaltiesss are like the ssshifting sssandsss…” Nagini hissed.

There was absolutely no doubt the exchange had been in Parseltongue. With the overriding thought that he had to warn Tonks and Neville, Harry boldly Apparated into the adjoining bathroom.






Madam Pomfrey jumped to her feet at Lupin’s suggestion. “You will do no such thing!” she barked. “I didn’t come all the way to this storm-tossed cliff just to watch you render yourself unconscious!”

“I’m entitled to send a message to my wife,” Lupin returned with barely banked anger. “Even prisoners of war are granted that privilege!”

“Yes,” Pomfrey accorded, “but you cannot conjure a Patronus to do it. Remus, be reasonable.”

“How do you suggest I get a ruddy owl past a Fidelius Charm then?” Lupin countered.

“That could be a bit problematic,” Pomfrey acknowledged.

“While you’re pondering a conundrum that has defied much greater minds, how do you think Tonks and Harry are feeling not know what’s happened to the three of us?”

“Begging your pardon, Madam Pomfrey,” Hermione ventured. “Ron and I were assigned this task and we really should send a report back.”

“Unless you’ve had more to eat all day than that apple, you’re in no state to be sending a Patronus, either. Nor is Ron,” Pomfrey cautioned in a much more patient tone. “If there’s no other way, I suppose I will have to do it. Will Tonks recognize the duck as coming from me?”

“Yes, but she’s bound to disbelieve your message as just being a means of misdirection. Then she’ll worry needlessly.”

“What’s to keep her from thinking a message directly from you wasn’t sent under enemy threat, Remus?” Hermione pointed out. “This is just circular reasoning.”

“We have codes,” Lupin explained, his tone much less confrontational when he was addressing Hermione. “Things only known to one another. Things I would not divulge under penalty of death.”

Personal things, of course. She should have guessed without having to embarrass him. “Perhaps we should send a message to Harry then,” Hermione suggested. “He won’t delay in passing it on to Tonks.”

“Excellent suggestion,” Pomfrey agreed. “Now what would convince Harry that a message being delivered via my Patronus was truly originating from Remus?… What nickname do you use to refer to me in conversation?”

Lupin looked like he’d been caught off guard for a moment, then he replied silkily, “I don’t know what you mean, Poppy.”

“Now, Remus, it’s no use pretending you don’t talk about me behind my back,” Pomfrey returned knowingly. “You and I butt heads far too often for it not to be so… Surely, you don’t expect me to assume you just call me by my given name; what would be the fun in that?”

Hermione had never before seen Lupin literally at a loss for words. It was actually rather amusing, if one disregarded the circumstances.

After a long pause, Lupin licked his lips nervously and whispered, “Hermione’s going to think I’m a total scoundrel.”

“Rubbish.” Pomfrey giggled in a surprisingly girlish manner.

“With all due respect, Remus,” Hermione interjected with a wicked grin, “wasn’t that a prerequisite for being a Marauder?”

Lupin chuckled at their deviousness, then warned Hermione, “Just remember that as your Head of House, I can make your life miserable.”

“Do you want to send the message or not?” Pomfrey urged.

“Yes,” Lupin capitulated. “Just give me a moment to think… I believe I once used the term ‘Napoleonic harpie’”merely in an affectionate manner, of course.”

Hermione barely noticed the stern nurse hiding her smile as she was too busy keeping from laughing out loud herself. Lupin really did have a gift for epithets, she decided.

“Very imaginative.” Pomfrey nodded slowly. “I suppose it far outshines the code name I use for you.” She waited for the realization to dawn on Lupin’s face before she continued slyly, “What, you think you’re the only one who’s ever had to blow off some steam?”

“You really have me intrigued, Poppy,” Lupin admitted. “I don’t suppose a fair trade would be in order?”

“With the understanding that none of it leaves this room “ er, cave,” Pomfrey stipulated as she looked directly at Hermione. Satisfied with Hermione’s pantomime of crossing her heart, she continued, “I’ve been known to refer to you as ‘the Love-Starved Wolf Cub’.”

Momentary shock fell over Lupin’s face before he threw back his head and laughed. Almost immediately, he caught his breath and grimaced in pain. “I suppose I deserved that,” he surrendered. “But I didn’t expect it to literally hurt so much!”

“Now what would you like the Patronus message to say?” Pomfrey smiled.

“No one’s sending a message to anyone,” the crisp tones of the Headmistress rang out in the cavern as she Apparated near the entrance.

Ron looked somewhat dizzy after releasing her arms and sat down heavily on the nearest boulder. His eyes were bright as he flashed a sheepish grin in Hermione’s direction.

“I’ve already sent a brief message advising Aberforth that the three of you have resurfaced,” McGonagall continued. “Any more detailed transmissions, regardless of how welcome, could cause a fatal distraction at this time.”
Chapter 70 Retribution by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
Harry welcomes assistance from all sources; Ron and Hermione are barred from joining the main battle.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 70
Retribution


The throbbing in his scar increased until it rivaled the jackhammer action of his heart. Harry stared in awe at a hand that seemed inexplicably steady despite the chaos within his body. Not daring to remove his Invisibility Cloak just yet, he leaned out of the shadowy bathroom doorway to get a better view of the main action.

The entire area of the north wing appeared to be one large cavernous room along the same lines as the music room. He suspected the floors were of the same rich wood, although with the thick velvet curtains drawn, it was difficult to tell. The lights flickering in the wall brackets illuminated the corners of the room weakly. By the irregular dark shapes revealed, Harry concluded every scrap of furniture had been stacked haphazardly along the walls. It was as if the Death Eaters were preparing for their own danse macabre.

Neville was huddled against the wall like a discarded bundle, trembling visibly. One look was all it took to confirm he had been unhinged by Harry’s failure to check in according to plan. That was easy enough to rectify, Harry thought, as a few steps along the perimeter of the room was all it took to put him at Neville’s side.

“Don’t nod, don’t change anything in your demeanor to make them think you are any less scared,” Harry whispered in Neville’s ear. “I had to take a slight detour, but our plan is still on track… So far, you’re presenting them with exactly what they expect “ continue to satisfy their presumptions until I give the signal.”

Despite her best efforts to channel the madness of her late aunt, Bellatonks had clearly been unnerved by the intimate interchange between Voldemort and his monstrous pet. Her eyes flickered nervously from one to the other even though she could not have understood that the snake already suspected her.

“Tell me, Bella, did your captive bring any friends with him?” Voldemort tossed the question into the air flippantly, yet the sudden squinting of his eyes betrayed that he was examining her minutely. “It’s so difficult to have a lively party without guests.”

“He was their advance scout,” Bellatonks reported with conviction, then realized her mistake.

“Really?” Voldemort intoned with glee as all other conversations in the room hushed in anticipation. “Wouldn’t it have made more sense to wait for him to alert the others? Trap them all in one big round-up?”

“I assigned that menial task to Pettigrew,” she retorted haughtily.

“With all that extra time on your hands, WHY HAVEN’T YOU BROUGHT ME THE GOLDEN BOY HIMSELF?” Voldemort roared. He made as if to turn away in disgust, then whipped around with his wand held high above his head. “Cru--”

He was caught short by the fact that Bella was no longer there; only a few motes of scintillating light remained to mark the spot where she had stood just moments before. Worried murmurs stirred among the dark robes and grotesque death masks of the assemblage.

Before Voldemort had a chance to re-establish his iron rule over the dissent, everyone’s attention was redirected to a whirl of motion appearing not far from where Bella had Disapparated. With a painful crackling noise, Kingsley Shacklebolt materialized from the bowels of a tornado, the wind dying away almost immediately.

“So glad to hear we’re not gate-crashing,” he offered with a mock salute of his wand.

With a sound like balloons popping in a mad staccato sequence, the remainder of the Order’s reinforcements Apparated around the gloomy edges of the room.

Pandemonium broke out instantly. Shacklebolt valiantly took on Voldemort, even though the abominable red eyes seemed to sweep the entire room like preternatural search beams scouting out their preferred prey. At the far end of the room, Harry spied Tonks returned to her normal appearance, fighting at Ginny’s side as they both closed in on the same retreating Death Eater.

Harry barely had time to jump out of the way before an errant jet of red light singed the rug at his feet even though he was still hidden beneath the Cloak. He stood as close to Neville as he dared, inching him slowly with his hip into the darker shadows lining the room’s perimeter. Soon, very soon, it would be show time and Harry needed to complete his sleight of hand as imperceptibly as possible.






Taking a moment to survey the stricken faces turned in her direction, the Headmistress elaborated, “Aberforth reports that the rest of your party has called for reinforcements in preparation to clash with dark forces. They were lying in wait for them in the abandoned wing of the house… I believe Voldemort is among them.”

“I have to be there, not here!” Lupin moaned in desperation. “I promised myself I wouldn’t leave Harry all alone when this moment arrived!”

Lupin’s determination was such that he likely would have made it to his feet had not the Headmistress and Madam Pomfrey physically restrained him. Ron rushed to lend his assistance as it appeared for a moment that Lupin might actually overpower the two women.

“It’s no longer your fight, Remus,” McGonagall consoled him as he settled back with a disgruntled huff. “From what Ron tells me, you made sure your party didn’t get caught before the excursion had even begun… And Harry’s not alone. Tonks and Kingsley are with him and the reinforcements include Moody, Bill Weasley, Hestia Jones, and a whole slew of other experienced fighters.”

The haunted look Lupin turned to her showed that he was far from convinced.

“Please be reasonable for once, Remus!” Pomfrey scolded. “How much assistance do you realistically think you can provide while lying on a stretcher? Because a leg that’s fighting off an invasion of Dark Magic is not going to support your weight for very long!”

Ron made as if to say something, but the Headmistress immediately rounded on him as well.

“Don’t even suggest it!” she cried in an exasperated tone. “You and Hermione are not lending your assistance, either. You’d be more of a hindrance than anything else!… Besides, Harry sent you to look after Remus and he’s clearly demonstrated he’s incapable of keeping a cool head under the circumstances.”

“That’s unfair, Minerva,” Lupin added in affronted tones.

“It might actually please you to learn that all the tests on the silver spurs came back negative,” the Headmistress commented in a more conciliatory voice. “No poison of any kind, although the tips were indeed hollow as Ron suspected.”

“What about the silver itself?” Pomfrey inquired anxiously.

“Horace was setting up his alchemical apparatus when I left. His preliminary analysis revealed some sort of strange alloy had been incorporated, but he couldn’t identify it immediately.”

“But it’s fueled by Dark Magic?” Pomfrey sought clarification.

“Of that there can be no doubt,” the Headmistress agreed solemnly. “One has only to look at those tendrils trying to worm their way through Remus’ body.”






Shacklebolt was being worn down by Voldemort’s indefatigable barrage. By the complacent expression in the red eyes, though, it was evident Voldemort considered him a negligible opponent, a gnat to be swatted only until his true adversary arrived. Harry had no doubt that if Voldemort could have delegated this task to an underling, he would have done so. With very little effort, he visualized the scene: Voldemort watching like a heinous spider from the darkest recesses of the room, safely out of firing range as his serpentine familiar draped itself around his legs.

He had already double-checked Neville’s bonds were loose enough to be shrugged off at the crucial moment. He was merely waiting for Voldemort to be distracted enough to give him a few extra seconds’ window. Harry stood paralyzed, sensing the fear he had buried in his bowels dig its claws into his heart. He knew there was no convincing it to let up, not anymore. The time of his appointment with destiny had arrived.

Shacklebolt barely managed to dodge a particularly virulent volley of red beams and practically collapsed, panting, against the wall. Sensing imminent victory, Voldemort approached cagily, wanting to draw the maximum fear from his victim before delivering the killing blow. He turned his back to concentrate more fully on finishing off his opponent and Harry took this as the ideal opportunity.

In Shacklebolt’s direct line of sight, he swung the Cloak from his body and allowed it to drape artfully over Neville. Then drawing his wand, he boldly announced, “Sorry I’m late. Beastly directions, you’d think all the lanes were invisible! You should’ve tied balloons to the mailbox -- I hear it’s all the rage with Muggles.”

Instantaneously, Voldemort whipped his body in Harry’s direction, a malignant grin spreading slowly across his face. Harry barely noticed Shacklebolt had recovered sufficiently to lend some assistance to Ginny as she wore down a masked Death Eater. It was a position permitting them both to keep watch on Harry’s movements nearby.

“Perhaps a Dark Mark would have been more to your liking,” Voldemort suggested venomously as he shot a beam of purple light towards Harry’s feet.

Harry dodged it instinctively with a combination move that allowed him to return a volley simultaneously. “That’s for evening affairs only “ every wizard knows that!” he returned with outward insouciance.

“I would’ve thought the rotting bones of your martyred parents would have been enough to lure you -- or is that werewolf handler of yours incapable of performing the functions of an ordinary bloodhound?” Voldemort sneered with dark delight.

“Lupin had a previous engagement,” Harry returned, dodging the barbed words along with the hexes. Impassively, he volleyed another spell towards Voldemort.

“I’ve always heard werewolves abandon their cubs,” Voldemort returned with a inhuman cackle.

Despite his outward coolness, Harry was terrified to the core. Instead of allowing senseless fear to engulf him, though, he embraced the fear, acknowledging that it was his lifeline to survival. As the barrages continued back and forth between them, Harry became more practiced at erecting a shield bubble just at the ideal moment to repel Voldemort’s onslaught. Let the tyrant think he had him on the defensive, Harry plotted inside his head; meanwhile, he would be getting the measure of how his enemy fought and timed his attacks -- all crucial elements if the plan was to succeed.

Every time he felt those red glowing eyes trying to bore themselves into his brain, Harry deliberately broke eye contact. He tried to keep his movements as casual as possible, but the fear gnawing at the base of his spine just dug its teeth in more deeply.

As they fell into an erratic rhythm of sorts, Harry sensed that time had somehow become elastic, as if he could frame a thousand thoughts in the space between every heartbeat. Yet he could not speed up his breathing or his movements; they were both tied to the same mundane timetable as everything else around him. Only his mind was free of all constraints. Fleetingly, he suspected this was the very reason warriors eschewed using the Felix potion in battle: its glow of confidence would bar them from achieving the fabled plateau.

A hundred new ideas clamored for attention within his brain, struggling to break free. Finally, Harry gave in to the outrage he had unconsciously been harboring for the past year. “You were so sure you’d defeated him,” he hissed. “The only wizard you’d ever feared, because he could see through you, through your grandiose schemes, through your delusions -- and into the emptiness where your heart should have been.”

“Dumbledore is dead,” Voldemort replied darkly. “No one returns from that journey.”

“Yet his legacy lives on,” Harry pressed. “For while you sought to undermine that which he held most dear by having one of his very students assassinate him, he laid the groundwork for your downfall by entrusting others with the seeds of your undoing.”

“Grand words that mean nothing,” Voldemort mocked. “Dumbledore was always the same: rhetoric, lofty ideas…. The world is ruled by power, actions, by those who don’t hide within their ivory towers.”

“That’s true. He gave three of us the bare bones of your dastardly plan. A trail that seemed like it could lead anywhere and everywhere at once,” Harry acknowledged.

If Voldemort was shocked by the revelation, one would have never known it as the cavernous room resounded with his maniacal laughter.

“But it was your sadistic arrogance that was the key to unlocking everything, unraveling your plans like a moth-eaten tapestry,” Harry expounded. “You see, Riddle “ that is your true name, isn’t it “ pain isn’t much of a motivator for most people. Sure, you get a few like Bella, who seem to relish being on both the giving and receiving end “ but for the most part, it’s the absence of pain that people crave. Something you should have remembered when you entrusted your most valued possessions to your loyal followers. Objects reminding them of all the agony and tears with which you had ensnared them. Objects they would just as soon abandon…. Lucius Malfoy….Dolores Umbridge…Severus Snape… Why even Regulus Black sought to substitute his family’s heirloom to undo your schemes.”

“You don’t have a good head for maths,” Voldemort countered disdainfully.

Despite outward appearances, Harry sensed that his brief enumeration had rattled Voldemort to the point where the man was going to become reckless. All that was needed was a last bit of goading.

“Care to take your chances, Riddle?” Harry taunted.

With a huge breath, Voldemort shot a beam of virulent green light directly at Harry’s heart. Knowing he had all the time in the world, Harry returned a mighty Expelliarmus charm so his white beam perfectly intersected the one from Voldemort’s wand. He held his breath, endlessly it seemed, as the beams of contrasting light inched towards one another in mid-air.

He heard Neville’s stifled gasp, an involuntary reassurance that he was still standing by under the Invisibility Cloak. In the infinitesimal moment before the beams connected, Harry deftly placed his wand in Neville’s outstretched hand. By the time the subterfuge had registered in Voldemort’s narrowed eyes, the intensity of the Priori Incantatem phenomenon had fused both his and Neville’s hands to their wands, preventing either one of them from letting go.

Harry moved a few steps away to quickly refold the Cloak and tuck it away under his shirt, double-checking that his secondary wand was within easy reach. He watched the wide-eyed fascination which came over Neville’s face as he witnessed firsthand the reaction of two brother wands which resisted being used against one another. From the corner of his eye, he thought he saw Shacklebolt cast a shield bubble in the direction of the high ceiling. If enough of the others remembered to do likewise, it was just possible the scintillating golden shell already closing over the three of them would be forced to remain within the confines of the north wing. Otherwise, he and Neville would have to battle Voldemort without their reinforcements close at hand.





Hermione raised her head slightly to get a better look at Lupin’s leg. The tendrils of Dark Magic had receded to just below his knee, but they were still pulsating angrily. After the last draught Madam Pomfrey had forced upon him, though, the shadow of constant pain lurking in his eyes had finally receded.

“Remus, what happened to Wormtail?” Hermione whispered as she knelt down next to him.

“I’m not sure I rightly know,” he admitted, looking away towards the far wall.

“It’s all right if you don’t want to talk about it right now,” the Headmistress suggested softly from where she was seated nearby. Seeing that Ron was also intent upon the conversation, she added, “Although we’d all like to hear.”

“I’m feeling surprisingly better since I finished the chocolate Poppy thrust at me,” Lupin admitted wryly.

“Dark chocolate for Dark Magic, I always say,” Pomfrey mumbled from where she was closely monitoring the situation at Lupin’s feet.

“I think the key issue would be whether or not he’s still alive,” the Headmistress commented gingerly. “Aberforth should probably be informed as he and Hagrid are keeping watch on the Conundrum itself.”

Lupin nodded solemnly. “Unfortunately, I’m not sure if I can be of much help. Pettigrew did his best to keep me from changing into my Animagus form, to make sure that I drowned. My only goal was to get him off me so he wouldn’t drag me down with him. Once I changed shape, my thoughts were of simply staying alive… When I resumed human form, only his silver arm was attached to my foot. I severed a major portion of it as it made swimming much more difficult.”

“Then you didn’t kill Pettigrew?” Ron asked, only to be immediately hushed by Hermione. “Sorry, Remus, but that is what they’re all intent on dancing around.”

“Quite all right, Ron.” Lupin smiled weakly. “On the contrary, Pettigrew tried to kill me. He lost his balance, and when I foolishly bent over the edge of the cliff, he drew me down with him…. But, I assure you, my conscience is clean. If a Patronus demonstration will serve to con--”

“Not for another twenty-four hours, at least,” Pomfrey reminded him sternly. “Please don’t make me have to confiscate your wand.”






“Harry, I can’t let go!” Neville cried, his eyes wide with panic as he stared down at his trembling hand.

“That means everything’s going according to plan,” Harry replied in an undertone. “Voldemort can’t release his wand, either. Now the wands will take the measure of the two of you.”

“Are you sure, Harry?” Neville asked nervously as the ball of light that had formed when the two spells collided seemed to quaver uncertainly first in Neville’s direction and then back towards Voldemort.

“Yes, Neville, I have the utmost confidence in your mettle,” Harry replied reassuringly. “If it helps, I’ll lend you a bit of support.” With those words, Harry rested both his hands on Neville’s wand arm. “Remember the Felix potion,” he breathed as an added morale booster.

All around them the golden motes of light formed a gossamer web, a scintillating candy shell separating the three of them from the others in the room. From the corner of his eye, he could see many of the Death Eaters had become distracted by the unexpected phenomenon, making it that much easier for the Order members to disarm them.

Harry quickly returned his attention to the glowing arc formed by the dueling spells. The ball of light came to a standstill, almost as if it dared to consider this new development. Harry was fairly certain he was not imparting anything but confidence to Neville through his touch, but he concentrated on pushing the ball back anyway. Slowly at first, then gaining momentum, the light moved away from Neville and closer to Voldemort’s wand. Harry knew he only had moments for the next part of his plan.

Leaving Neville to address “ or ignore “the desultory diatribe flying unchecked from Voldemort’s lips, Harry crept closer, noting how much of his opponent’s energy was being consumed in the struggle with his wand. Without allowing himself a second to reconsider, Harry whipped out his secondary wand and performed the complicated movements of the Sectumsempra hex. Voldemort’s eyes were still registering shock that Harry had produced another wand when cracks started to spread hesitantly across his upper body. Instinctively, Harry retreated a few steps to consider whether his feint had been successful. Almost in slow motion, the fissures widened across Voldemort’s torso and neck, dark purplish blood beginning to ooze from the wounds.

Voldemort slowly fell to his knees, his red eyes darkening visibly with pain, yet he still maintained his iron grip on his wand. By the shuddering breaths that rose from his torn chest, it was clear the dark wizard might just cling to life long enough to retaliate once the wands broke free of the Priori Incantatem spell.

On the other side of the golden web, Harry could see the lashing form of Nagini as the snake writhed in frustration at being prevented from coming to its master’s aid. Harry ignored the painful thorns that drove themselves into his scar as its monstrous voice issued forth.

“You and your impossstersss will not sssuccceed. My Masssster ssstill hasss many sssecretsss at hisss disssposssal,” the great snake hissed, swishing its mighty tail in anger.

As the ball of light finally touched the tip of Voldemort’s wand, the spectral forms of his most recent victims formed an extensive chorus of strangers “ many of which Harry suspected were Muggles. With dismay, he watched the familiar pointed features of Draco Malfoy as he detached himself from the crowd and bounded over to Harry’s side.

“I know we’ve never been friends, Potter, but I need you to be my agent of retribution,” Draco’s spirit breathed. “That man is more monstrous than anyone can imagine. Today, he’s organized a hunting trip in the countryside for visiting dignitaries. Previously, he entertained domestic associates using me as the fox.”

Harry felt his resolve hardening as he grit his teeth in silence.

“He knows how to reverse the Sectumsempra spell,” Draco continued, “and will do so just as soon as he’s able. See how he’s mentally staunching the flow of blood to give himself extra time… You have only seconds to finish the job.”

“What do you propose I do?”

“The simplest thing of all, Potter. A projectile through his heart will kill him almost instantly in this state. He cannot concentrate on holding his wounds together and do much else at the same time. Magic is not required…. In return for my guidance, please tell my mother and father “ yes, they both live for the moment “ that I’m sorry I turned out to be such a disappointment, but I never stopped loving them.”

“I will, Draco, I promise,” Harry whispered into the wistful eyes of his schoolmate.

Vainly, Harry searched the room for anything which could be used as a weapon, but it was too dark to see many details. He remembered seeing various sharp garden implements in the shed and there were always the knives in the kitchen. But how to penetrate the golden web still encasing him?

“Can I summon objects from other areas of the house? Do you know, Draco?” Harry pleaded fervently.

With utmost sadness, Draco shook his head. “Your measure as a man is being weighed; outside objects would just rebound uselessly “ if your outgoing charm was strong enough to penetrate the shell in the first place….Hurry, if you wait until your parents’ ghosts arrive, it will be too late.”

Harry had nothing with him except his clothing, his Invisibility Cloak, and his secondary wand. He gazed at the wand in his hand, wondering if the wood was strong enough to survive such an impact. There was only one way to tell.

With three running steps, he was at Voldemort’s side, barely avoiding the puddle of blood that was forming around the crumbled form. Harry’s forehead erupted in a geyser of such agony it took all of his concentration just to keep his eyes focused. Gripping his wand in both hands, Harry plunged it with all his might into Voldemort’s heaving chest. With a roar of primal anguish, Voldemort’s grip slackened as his head started to roll back.

Above them, the golden motes of the web evaporated into nothingness and the ambient noises of the room engulfed Harry like a tidal wave. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Nagini’s tongue dart out menancingly in his direction, then flick towards Tonks who was quickly moving in to assist him.

“Watch out, Tonks!” was all he managed before a blinding flash of green light engulfed the figures before him. He wanted to move to their aid, but something was preventing him. As in a dream, he looked down at the torn sleeve of his right arm, the very arm that had guided the final blow. In the rictus of death, Voldemort’s long fingered hand had wrapped itself around his forearm like a huge hairy spider.

The horror of it was overwhelming as Harry let out a blood-curdling scream. Instantly, there were others at his side. He sagged against Neville as Shacklebolt expertly pried the dead fingers open one by one. As he felt the release of the extra weight from his forearm, a strangely cold sensation seemed to wreath his entire arm in flames. Perplexed, Harry looked down at two small puncture wounds in his flesh slowly filling with dark red blood “ his blood.

Shacklebolt followed Harry’s line of sight to the great serpent ring Voldemort wore on his lifeless hand. The jewels in the eyes sparkled vehemently in shifting shades of green and red that made Harry dizzy. Distinctly, he heard a gasp from behind as Shacklebolt turned the ring over to display two virulent spikes on the serpent’s tail.

He heard Ginny’s voice wailing, “Haaarrrryyy…” as the room spun like a cyclone full of light and swallowed him.






“I can’t believe it took Dad so long to convince Mum to go to dinner with him,” Fred commented as he Apparated into the living room of the Dumbledore residence.

“Good to see you, Elphias.” George nodded to the elderly wizard who was conscientiously organizing first aid supplies on a side table. Turning his attention back to his twin, he whispered, “Well, you can’t blame Mum for being suspicious. I don’t ever remember them going out to dinner by themselves!”

“With everyone away, it was the perfect opportunity,” Fred returned with an arched eyebrow.

“What are we then? Invisible?”

“I’m sure there’ve been times your mother has wished just that,” Aberforth’s jovial voice rang out at he draped a friendly arm around each of their shoulders. As he led them up the stairs, he added, “Glad to have your help with the returning troops.”

“Then it’s all over?” Fred asked.

“And we missed it!” George finished.

“Don’ rightly know,” Hagrid volunteered from the window seat as he lowered the Omnioculars from his face. “Nothin’ to report. No waverin’ in the Charm neither, not since tha’ wobble this mornin’.”

At the eager look that passed between the twins, Aberforth cautioned, “Not that you can just barge in, either; Neville has to ferry you over. The Portkey he established during the earlier instability won’t work a second time.”

What if Neville is, er--” Fred began hesitantly.

“Incapacitated?” George supplied with conviction.

“Then in the continued presence of the Fidelius Charm, no one else will be able to access the Potter estate. Those who are already there, however, can just walk out, probably even Disapparate “ but they won’t be able to return without Neville.”

“Nobody’s streamin’ out so far,” Hagrid added.

“But Bill and Ron are over there without us!” Fred cried.

“What if they need reinforcements?” George’s voice carried a note of urgency.

“Then they will notify us as they did before,” Aberforth assured them calmly. “But you should know, Ron and Hermione were dispatched on an auxiliary operation; we just learned that they’ve successfully returned to Hogwarts. As far the group down there,” he indicated the pastoral countryside draped in the lengthening shadows of afternoon, “Bill and Ginny are in--”

“Ginny’s down there?” George screeched, his eyes threatening to pop out of their sockets.

“I take it Arthur didn’t tell you,” Aberforth commented softly. “At Remus’ urging, he granted Ginny permission to join the Order earlier this week.”

“Even though she’s underage?”

“Even so.”

“That certainly explains the whole pretext of getting Mum out of the house,” Fred returned knowingly.

“If she got wind of this, she’d go absolutely ballistic,” George retorted.

“Probably still will,” Fred conceded.

Hagrid chuckled deeply. “Per’aps someone shoulda tol’ yeh tha’ Ginny ‘erself struck the final blow tha’ brought down Bellatrix!”

“Bellatrix Lestrange?” Fred clarified.

“The head loony bird, herself?” George emphasized.

Aberforth nodded with a grim smile.

“And during all this, Dad’s stuck at a second-rate pub in Ottery St. Catchpole,” Fred observed.

“Ginny’s going to be the one to get all the glory,” George echoed.

“There’s just no recognition for the constant danger involved in covert operations,” Fred commiserated.






Tonks heard Harry’s strangled warning and instantly whipped in the direction of the serpent bearing down upon her. Its forked tongue seemed to taste the air before it settled its sinister eye upon her and hissed menacingly.

The realization that the snake recognized her as the one who had impersonated Bellatrix hit Tonks like a bolt of lightning. So there was a great cosmic reason why she’d always hated snakes, she thought.

Taking a few steps back to allow for extra time, Tonks raised her wand above her head and delivered a silent and forceful Avada Kedavra! A beam of green light sprang forth from her wand and caught the serpent right between its glowing eyes. It seemed to stop in mid-air, its gigantic body collapsing upon itself as if all the oxygen had been let out of a gruesome balloon. She was about to move closer to investigate when Ginny’s anguished cry ripped the air.

She had seen Harry deliver the killing blow to Voldemort through the golden shell, Tonks reminded herself, it was all over -- it had to be. All the other Death Eaters had been rounded up and summarily lashed together by Moody himself.

She arrived at Harry’s side just as Neville and Shacklebolt were struggling to keep his sagging body from slipping to the ground. Ginny’s eyes were glued on the two pin-points on Harry’s forearm that were just beginning to pool with blood. Wordlessly, Kingsley indicated Voldemort’s ring and turned eyes full of dread upon her.

“There’s no time to get him back to Hogwarts, you know,” he whispered gravely.

“Then all we can do is treat it like an ordinary snakebite,” Tonks suggested briskly. “We don’t have any antidotes with us. Does Moody have his flask?”

Almost instantly, the familiar silver flask was being pressed into her hand. “Now hold Harry steady; keep him as vertical as possible so the venom can’t flow as easily to his heart,” Tonks ordered.

“Here, let me help,” Ginny offered as she gently took the flask and splashed a bit over Harry’s forearm. Harry flinched in response and tried to pull his arm out of Ginny’s grasp as she struggled to hold it still.

With a steady wand, Tonks cut incisions over the puncture wounds as Harry’s body thrashed helplessly.

“It’s almost over, Harry.” Moody’s gravely voice was surprisingly soothing as he intoned the next spell to draw the blood down and out of Harry’s arm. This was the trickiest part of the procedure: one had to avoid draining too little blood “ and risk that some of the toxins still remained, or drain too much blood “ and risk irrevocably stopping his heart.

“Thanks, Mad-Eye,” Tonks replied as she wrapped a comforting arm around Ginny’s stricken form. “It’s going to be all right,” she assured Ginny. “Moody’s an old pro at this.”

Encouraged by Moody’s spell, Harry’s blood gathered into large garnet globules before dropping from his arm. Everyone stepped back in alarm as each drop ignited into brief flame as it hit the wooden floor then sizzled ominously.

“Definitely laced with Dark Magic,” Hestia Jones confirmed what everyone was thinking. “I’ll send a Patronus to Hogwarts to let them know that Harry will be on his way shortly.”
Chapter 71 The Bureaucratic Response by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
The survivors of the day’s skirmish are brought before the Minister for Magic; Hermione is in top form.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




.Chapter 71
The Bureaucratic Response


The majestic towers of Hogwarts wavered against the deepening cobalt sky of late afternoon. The overwhelming sense of relief that washed over Harry was so strong that he felt his knees start to give way.

“Hang on, mate, we’re almost there,” came the hearty voice of Reggie Smithwick. A few seconds later his face swam into view. In a softer tone, he added, “I can take him from here, Tonks. I’m sure you’re anxious to go on ahead and see about Remus.”

Tonks’ response was inaudible to Harry as was most of Smithwick’s reply; the only word he could make out was “injuries.”

“Ron and Hermione, too?” Ginny asked, although Harry could not find her face among those floating in front of him.

“Yes.”

“Wouldn’t it just be easier if I hoisted him over my shoulder?” Smithwick ventured.

“Not in this case,” Shacklebolt cautioned in an undertone. “We need to keep him vertical in case there’s any residual venom… There’s a distinct possibility it may be laced with Dark Magic.”

An involuntary shudder overtook Harry’s body at the mention of those ominous words: Dark Magic. It was just too ironic, he thought to himself, they’d curtailed Voldemort’s diabolical plans for cheating death and yet the bastard had found a way to spread even more evil with his dying breath.

“What’re all these people doing here?” Ginny’s awed voice drifted on the invisible wind.

“Ah, yes, the honor guard,” Smithwick acknowledged. “It was much the same when the others returned.”

It took considerable effort for Harry to focus his eyes enough to distinguish the wide-eyed faces rippling in serpentine fashion along their route. It felt like the castle itself had been relocated to the top of one of the purple hills lining the lake.

“How could they have known?” Shacklebolt breathed with concern. “It was just a routine field trip.”

“But it didn’t turn out that way, did it?” Smithwick observed dryly. “Word spread like wildfire once the first message arrived from Hermione, to be followed shortly by Ron’s arrival, looking as if he’s been attacked by a roving band of banshees.”

“Banshees?” Ginny gaped incredulously.

“The rumor mill has a very active imagination,” Smithwick admitted. “It’s next to impossible to keep anything quiet with those ghosts floating about unhindered.”

“Don’t remind me,” came the cheery tones of Professor Sprout who joined their procession. “That Sir Nicholas’ mouth is bigger than the gash across his throat. Then the Fat Friar gets into the act “ he’s always looking to grab a bit of attention for himself… Thank goodness for the reticence of the Bloody Baron and the Grey Lady, or I don’t know what I’d do!”

They must have reached the front steps as the air felt downright cold in the shadows. It was too difficult to try to keep any of the shifting images in proper focus, so Harry just allowed the familiar hands to guide his stumbling feet.

“Is it true?” McGonagall’s voice inquired wistfully. “I didn’t know whether or not to believe Tonks; she was understandably distracted.”

“Yes,” Shacklebolt replied curtly. “But the details will need to wait, Minerva.”

“I understand,” she issued in her usual brisk tones. “You should contact the Minister as soon as possible, though. You’re welcome to use my office.”

“The rest of us can get Harry up to the Hospital Wing,” Professor Sprout assured them.






All day, the weather in the Channel Islands had been fickle: stormy and calm in turns, the sea choppy one moment and then retreating to a glassy surface like a piece of cloth being pulled at both ends.

A light wind caressed the stalwart grasses growing in the cracks of the large granite boulder that jutted majestically from the sea. It was a solitary sentinel, far from the main islands, a bane to vessels that strayed from their usual lanes only to end up with sizable holes in their hulls. Only the constant wash of waves kept the rock from accumulating a litter of splintered wood in stark warning to the unwary.

The cries of the gulls echoed distantly from the larger islands where they maintained their nests. Often driven out to the rock to look for any rare treats the sea may have deposited, they were just as often disappointed when the rock was washed bare. As the late afternoon breeze cleared a tendril of stray mist, a nondescript form could be seen huddling on the rock. Looking from the distance like nothing more than a pile of rags, it was nonetheless the rarest treasure of all: a living creature.

Desperately, the man clung to the rock with trembling hands, clutching it feverishly to his body, only too aware of just how few such havens existed in the sea. He licked the salty spray from his cracked and bleeding lips, fervently yearning for some fresh water to ease his thirst. He scurried away from the gentle lapping of the soft waves around his ankles as if afraid of being sucked relentlessly back into the ocean. With an anguished cry that scattered the inquisitive gulls, he flopped his shapeless form onto its back, tightly clutching a severed forearm to his chest.

Deplorable English weather, he thought; Lupin had been right as usual. He was long due for a holiday in a warmer climate. Fondly, he remembered the warm sands of Egypt when he had visited them with his former jailors. He had been freed of those shackles, re-pledging his loyalty to a great and powerful Master instead. A Master who could easily reassign him to one of the insurgent cells in a more hospitable climate. Perhaps Africa or the Middle East; it was too much to hope for a posting to Indonesia.

Well, why not Indonesia? he mused. He’d cut off the head of the opposition, left the remaining Order members and school children to fend for themselves without their leader. Led them to be funneled mercilessly into his Master’s long awaited trap. There was no reason he shouldn’t have the pick of his next assignment in a tropical paradise. For once, Bella could not claim credit for his achievement. She had railed against him that very morning, adamant in her belief that he would destroy their plan entirely by revealing his presence too soon.

With the curl of a satisfied smile, he gingerly touched the stump of his severed arm to the writhing snake and skull tattoo that decorated the flesh of his other arm. Soon, very soon, he would be basking in the presence of his Master, his silver arm restored to its full glory. He allowed himself a small daydream of how he would revel in the day’s accomplishments, then wondered what was taking his rescuers so long. He pressed the tattoo with greater force, ignoring the accompanying agony that burst forth from his injured arm.

In the far distance, the mournful horn of a vessel sounded its call. Was it a rescue vessel patrolling the waters in search of hapless survivors? He dashed the errant thought from his mind. He had no need of rescue “ by Muggles, no less. No indeed, he had friends in high places. Once again, he wondered why it was taking so long for his call to be answered.

Almost without warning, the wind kicked up its heels, churning the sea around the boulder into a milky froth. Cold, fat raindrops fell with renewed vigor on the mousy man’s features as the undulating waves on the horizon made it seem as if his entire world were rocking. As the waves crashed over him, he was finding it more and more difficult to hold his position atop the flat rock with only one good hand. In the small respite between breakers, the man transformed himself into a small, dingy rat and used the claws on his three good legs to anchor himself more firmly onto his little island.

As the sky darkened ominously, the waves took malevolent delight in assaulting the boulder repeatedly. As he felt the pull of the ocean systematically dislodge his little rat nails from the porous rock, he wondered what had delayed his friends for so long.





Harry felt himself being propped on a straight backed chair, the screech of metal alerting him that a lamp was being wheeled alongside. The added warmth to the skin of his forearm reminded him vaguely of the excruciating pain he had recently endured. But once he consumed the oddly tasting draught being pressed to his lips, even that memory receded and he felt himself floating.

“Harry, Harry,” Madam Pomfrey’s brisk voice seemed to jolt him back into his body sharply. “You need to stay with us. I’ll move the light away so it doesn’t hurt your eyes so much.”

With great effort, he opened his eyelids a minimal amount, looking down at a stranger’s bleached white arm through his eyelashes. Dispassionately, he watched the ragged bandage being slowly unwound from two small punctures which immediately pooled with blood once again. Faint spidery lines indicated where the wound had already healed from being sliced magically to draw out the venom. The reawakening of a peculiar throbbing pain reminded him that he was staring at his own arm. Involuntarily, he shivered as icy cold fingers stretched towards his shoulder only to be replaced, almost immediately, by burning hot flames.

Madam Pomfrey deftly deposited the blood-soaked cloth in a metal pan and whispered to her assistant to take it directly to Slughorn for further analysis. “Kingsley Shacklebolt should have already provided him with the venomous ring,” she cautioned. “Touch nothing, it’s rife with Dark Magic.”

Harry hardly noticed as his arm was carefully rewrapped in a fresh bandage. He was too entranced with the small hand Ginny had rested on his knee to provide him with a bit of reassurance. He followed the trail of her arm, wincing inwardly as he noted how many deep scratches were present. He smiled weakly when he reached her face, briefly breaking through the cloud of concern he found there.

“See if you can get him to eat this,” Pomfrey urged Ginny as she placed a huge chunk of darkest chocolate into her other hand. “I need to see to Neville and then you’re next, so don’t wander off.”

Timidly, Harry took the small bites from her as she deposited them directly onto his tongue. He let them melt languidly against the roof of his mouth to savor the maximum flavor. It wasn’t long before he was feeling surprisingly better, despite the throbbing soreness in his forearm. He took the remainder of the chocolate from her in his left hand and ate as much as he could before the foil wrapper got in the way. He looked for Ginny, but she was no longer sitting by his side as before.

“Here let me help,” Lupin’s familiar voice issued from the bed to his left.

Harry’s eyes looked greedily in that direction, momentarily forgetting all about the chocolate. “Remus!” he exclaimed, then laughed, then caught himself as his throat grew tight.

“In the flesh.” Lupin grinned wickedly. “Thanks for sending the posse after me.”

“Could I have done anything less?” Harry countered, letting an idiot’s grin wash over his face.

“Here, have some of this,” Lupin offered as he traded a small unwrapped slab of lighter chocolate for the last of Harry’s semi-sweet bark.

“This is wonderful,” Harry crooned through chocolate lips. “How did you manage to get the good stuff?”

“Somebody told Poppy that chocolate with ground filberts is my favorite.” Lupin grinned sheepishly as he inclined his head in Tonks’ direction.

“Glad to see you’re feeling better, Harry.” Tonks smiled from the other side of Lupin’s bed.

A small commotion at the entrance to the Hospital Wing indicated that Luna had come in search of Neville. The Headmistress permitted her entry, but stressed to Neville that he was allowed to speak of his role in solving the Conundrum only. Other matters would have to wait until the Minister made an official announcement. Neville nodded his head happily as he drew Luna towards a small sitting area on the far side of the room.






Harry heard the others long before they entered through the frosted double doors to the Hospital Wing. Ron and Hermione in the throes of one of their animated discussions.

“Just be glad I still had my lion amulet pinned to my collar or I don’t know how we would have gotten into our rooms!” Hermione fussed. “You’ll have to explain to the Headmistress how you thought using such a small item as a tie tack was a workable alternative…”

Harry looked down at his blood-stained shirt and caught a glint of his tiny lion, still gripped firmly to the first layer of his tie.

“Just be glad I knew this short-cut back!” Ron returned. “Or you would’ve had to deal with the long phalanx of hands held out to touch you again.”

“That was a bit creepy,” Hermione acknowledged. “But at least our presence next to Remus kept him from wincing in pain every time his stretcher was jostled…”

The doors swung open to admit Hermione and then Ron, their arms loaded down with folded school robes. Catching sight of Harry, they raced over to welcome him back.

“Did you really?” Ron whispered with eyes like saucers.

“I heard Ginny practically brought down the roof…” Hermione added in awe.

Harry only smiled wider and nodded like his head was on a string. “You look a bit scraped up yourselves,” he noted.

“Minor stuff,” Ron acknowledged. “Limestone and granite cliffs.”

“The Headmistress made us change into other clothes the second we got back,” Hermione supplied. “Said our previous ensembles were much too fashionably torn for Hogwarts standards.”

“I can’t wait to trade tales with all of you,” Harry smiled as Ginny squeezed in next to him and wrapped her arm around his shoulders. “But I need to let everything soak in a bit first.”

“Rightly so,” Tonks agreed. “A good story needs to age a bit, work its rough edges out in your mind...”

“Just one little preview,” Lupin urged in a conspiratorial whisper. “Is it true you suggested to Voldemort that he tie party balloons to the mailbox of an estate being protected by the Fidelius Charm?”

It was difficult to keep track of everyone’s reactions, but Harry was virtually certain the sharp gasp came from Hermione, the stifled giggle from Ginny, and it was Ron’s voice that murmured, “Wicked!”

Harry flashed his best smile and shrugged. “Told you it would be better with the laugh track.”

“Excuse me,” the Headmistress announced softly from the foot of the bed. “I think you should know, Remus, that in light of the circumstances, Kingsley has contacted Scrimgeour and they are meeting in my office.”

“Thank you, Minerva.”

“But Remus, shouldn’t it have been your privilege to contact the Minister?” Hermione inquired pointedly.

“My task, you mean?” Lupin scoffed. “No, Kingsley and I arranged it this way long ago. While he was still a relative unknown in the Auror Department, Scrimgeour’s candid comments made it abundantly clear that he considers all of those afflicted like me to be no more than outlaws. One step removed from Death Eaters “ if even that. Trust me; it’s better this way.”

Heavy footsteps caused Harry to glance towards the back of the long room. He swiftly concluded that the Headmistress should not have worried about Neville speaking too plainly. Clearly, conversation was the last thing on Luna’s mind at present.

The source of the commotion became clear when Madam Pomfrey hurried towards them with a worried looking Professor Slughorn in tow. Immediately, she bore down on Harry.

“Horace has returned a very disturbing analysis on the poisoned ring--” she began.

“If I might,” Slughorn suggested solemnly. As Pomfrey acquiesced with a curt nod, he continued, “It’s very curious as the object has resisted analysis at every turn. Intoning the standard Revelio spell caused it to start issuing a strange violet smoke “ even though it was suspended in a solution. Then right before my eyes, the metal melted into an amorphous puddle.”

Slughorn held up a glass jar in which a grey lump rested on the bottom. As Slughorn turned it in the light so they could all see, Harry distinguished a brief flash of the mesmerizing green and red eyes blinking up at him. They elicited the strangest sensation in the pit of his stomach, but the feeling was gone almost instantly.

“Could you get any sort of reading on the poison?” Tonks asked anxiously.

“All sublimated with the smoke it seems,” Slughorn replied. “And the cloth bandage was saturated with Harry’s blood, but no residue of the poison.”

“You understand why the professor was unable to prepare an antidote, Harry,” Pomfrey added.

“But I thought the wound was laced with Dark Magic,” Harry stammered as the alarming implications of a poison which resisted analysis dawned on him.

“Probably so,” Pomfrey concurred, “but it appears that by treating it like an ordinary snakebite, the Order members kept the poison from entering your bloodstream. Without their quick thinking, we might not be having this conversation right now.”

“Would you like this as a souvenir, Harry?” Slughorn asked with a raised eyebrow as held up the jar.

“Absolutely, not!” Harry returned with a slight grimace. “I’d thank you to keep that…thing…as far away from me as humanly possible!”

“I believe they’re ready for you upstairs,” the Headmistress announced as she ushered Neville towards the others gathered at Lupin’s bedside. “The rest of the Order members have already assembled in my office.” In response to their blank stares, she started to hand out school robes and urged, “You don’t want to keep the Minister of Magic waiting, do you?”

“Not just yet, Harry,” Madam Pomfrey cautioned as she pushed him gently back down into the chair. She performed a cursory wave of her wand over the bandaged arm still propped on the side table. “Does it still tingle?” she asked him directly.

It was as if icy-hot pin pricks were dancing the conga along his entire forearm, Harry thought to himself as squeezed his eyes shut and nodded.

“There’s probably still some residual elements of Dark Magic present. Keep nibbling on the dark chocolate,” she ordered as she stuffed an unopened bar into the pocket of the school robe the Headmistress handed her. “It’s a risk to knit your skin together magically unless all the contagion is gone. You’ll just have to limit your arm movements as much as possible to minimize the bleeding.”

Deftly, she helped Harry shrug into his robes and then looped a narrow sling over his head in which she rested his wrist gingerly. The slight movement brought the sharp sting of tears to Harry’s eyes, but the extra support helped the soreness to melt away slowly.

“Ginny, please see that he remains seated upstairs. He’s still going to be rather unsteady from all the blood loss,” Pomfrey instructed as she gave Ginny a reassuring smile. “I gave him a double dose of Blood Replenishing Draught, but even magic doesn’t work that quickly.”

“I’ll use force if I have to,” Ginny quipped with a wicked smile directed at Harry that just dared him to try.

“Luna, you’ll keep us company, won’t you?” Tonks invited from where she was still seated next to Lupin. Then turning serious eyes towards McGonagall, she implored, “Minerva, please make my excuses.”

“Naturally, dear,” the Headmistress soothed. “No one would question you remaining at your husband’s bedside under the circumstances.”

Harry hesitated as he grasped that Lupin would not be joining them, either. Noticing his ambivalence, the Headmistress leaned in and whispered, “Despite your own priorities, Harry, you don’t have the luxury of remaining behind and neither do I. You don’t want the Minister to think you hold him in contempt … even if you do.”

“Come,” Madam Pomfrey intoned as she herded them all towards her office. “There’s a magical lift in here. I’m sure the Headmistress won’t mind as she and Ron seem to be the only things keeping Harry upright at the moment.”

Neville quickly took over for McGonagall as Harry felt himself floating forward. In the few seconds it took the lift to deposit them in the Headmistress’ circular office, Harry’s feet had forgotten how to walk and he was stumbling at every turn. With an imperious flick of her wand, McGonagall commanded a sturdy wooden armchair and helped to settle Harry firmly before offering apologies to the Minister.

Rufus Scrimgeour was seated like an emperor behind the Headmistress’ expansive desk, a long roll of parchment unrolled before him where he had obviously been making notes. Immediately to his side was his personal assistant, Percy Weasley, looking puffed up with importance as he, too, had been writing copiously. Around the perimeter of the room, the various Order members who had participated in the day’s skirmish stood in various stages of disarray, many decorated with a multitude of scrapes and bruises as well as numerous bandages.

The tall figure of Kingsley Shacklebolt stood in the Minister’s direct line of sight, his black boots planted firmly on the slate tiles surrounding the unlit hearth. Like a hawk, he scrutinized Scrimgeour’s every movement with palatable skepticism as he leaned casually against the gilded mantelpiece.

“I see we’re all together then,” the Minister intoned as he removed his reading glasses and placed them carefully on the desk before him. The lines of worry had deepened throughout his face in the year since Harry had last seen him. His hair, still a leonine mane, was almost entirely silver. With an economical smile, he looked at each of the Order members in turn, slowly surveying the entire room. Almost imperceptibly, he nodded when he got to Harry, but Harry had painted his features with an inscrutable mask worthy of Lupin himself.

“I believe the first order of business is hearty congratulations all around,” Scrimgeour began. “It seems that your small group of…freedom fighters…has rid the Ministry -- all of wizardkind, actually “ of a major thorn in its side. Mr. Shacklebolt has briefly outlined all of your exploits today, and I must say, I’m quite impressed. I understand the captives are being turned over to an Enforcement Squad from the Auror Department even as we speak. As for those who were slain, Kingsley assures me that all bodies were left in situ for verification.

“I take it we have no indication the Fidelius Charm has been lifted from the estate yet?” Scringeour directed his inquiry directly at Shacklebolt.

“Not yet, Minister,” he replied. “But irregularities were reported by our watchers throughout the day. We believe it’s only a matter of time.”

“Well, yes,” acknowledged the Minister as he cleared his throat. “Then our Department of Magical Catastrophes may need to call upon the services of…” He searched his notes feverishly.

“Neville Longbottom,” Percy supplied in a loud whisper.

“Of course, Mr. Longbottom,” Scrimgeour continued. “I won’t demand you assist us this evening. Tomorrow morning will be soon enough. I know you’ve been through a harrowing experience today.”

“Thank you, sir,” Neville stammered, stepping forward briefly from the shadows. “I would be more than happy to assist you, if that’s what you require.”

Scrimgeour flashed the briefest of smile in Neville’s direction before returning his attention to his notes. “Do you have the names of everyone present?” he asked, turning towards Percy.

“Yes, Minister.”

“Any other participants we’re omitting?” Scrimgeour asked, his gaze sweeping the room.

“Excuse me, Minister,” the Headmistress offered humbly. “Nymphadora Tonks is sitting with her injured husband in the Hospital Wing.”

“Understandably.” Scimgeour nodded as Percy scribbled frantically. “She was instrumental in…” He readjusted his glasses on his face and scanned the parchment before him. “That’s right, she dispatched Voldemort’s giant snake and was part of the team that confronted Bellatrix Lestrange. I remember her vividly from when I headed the Auror Deparment.” Sticking his chest out mightily, he added, “Nothing’s official, naturally, but I expect each and every one of you to receive Orders of Merlin, first class.”

There were a few expressions of awe, but clearly the reaction was more lackluster than the Minister anticipated. The silence deepened as he looked at the wooden faces lining the room.

Slowly unfolding his body, Shacklebolt stood a little straighter as he off-handedly reminded the Minister, “What about Remus Lupin?”

Scrimgeour’s sharp look in Shacklebolt’s direction was all the indication Harry needed to conclude that Lupin’s very existence was an affront to the Minister. Quickly, Scrimgeour covered it up with a cough and searched frantically through his notes. “Well, yes… but I understand Lupin wasn’t present at the showdown with the Death Eaters, was he?”

“Neither were Ron and Hermione,” Alastor Moody growled, “but I see you’re including them, aren’t you?”

“Well, yes.” The Minister hesitated as if he were suddenly perplexed. Percy leaned over and whispered urgently in his ear as Scrimgeour nodded. Looking up at the assembled faces, he added with conviction, “Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger were directly involved in the destruction of the Horcruxes “ along with Harry, of course. They were instrumental in laying the groundwork that allowed for Lord Voldemort to be dispatched once and for all… I understand Lupin was excluded from the search and destruction process as well.”

“Yes, but--” Hermione began, but the words died in her throat when Scrimgeour turned his icy glare in her direction.

“With all due respect, Minister,” the Headmistress interceded softly, “Remus Lupin has led the Order since Dumbledore’s passing. He deserves some credit for planning today’s activities and training the younger team members.”

“I will certainly take that under advisement,” the Minister promised, hoping that would close the matter.

Emboldened, Bill Weasley added, “How far do you really think today’s operation would have gotten if Remus hadn’t drawn Peter Pettigrew to his death? They would have been captured before they’d even reached the main house!”

Murmurs of support could be heard in the background, but they were soon stilled by a wave of the Minister’s hand.

“Yes, the problem of a dead man actually having been alive all this time. The records concerning Pettigrew are a mass of contradictions. Although, I suppose there are certainly enough credible witnesses who can attest to having seen Pettigrew alive that it’s irrefutable… Tell me, did Lupin actually kill Pettigrew?”

“His account lists it as an accidental death, presumably by drowning,” McGonagall admitted.

“You see the problem then…” Scrimgeour held his hands out plaintively in a blatant attempt to win favor.

Harry couldn’t help but note the fundamental difference between the two men: Lupin claimed it as a point of honor that he had not actually killed Pettigrew; Scrimgeour saw it as a mark of failure.

In response to the impassive faces, Scrimgeour offered, “Like I said, I will take it under advisement… Certainly the loyalty of--”

“It’s because he’s a werewolf, isn’t it?” Ron glowered at the Minister, angrily shrugging Hermione’s restraining hand from his arm. “I will not hold my tongue,” he hissed at her.

The Minister turned an impassive face in their direction. “I can’t deny that’s an issue… I’m not saying it’s insurmountable, mind you … I just can’t promise anything without the express approval of the Wizengamot…”

Ron turned away in disgust.

“If I may say something,” Hestia Jones offered from the other side of the room. “Other than Harry and Neville, here,” she flashed a warm smile at each of them, “no one has lost more to Voldemort than Remus. To discount the many years he has toiled to bring down the Death Eaters is an insult to all of us!”

Murmurs of agreement and support surged through the ranks.

“Hardly the words you wished to hear, Minister,” Moody grumbled. “But true nonetheless.”

“Speaking only for myself,” Shacklebolt ventured, “I don’t feel comfortable accepting any commendation from the Ministry if Lupin is excluded.”

“Hear, hear!”

“Leave me out, too!”

“”meaningless.”

It was clear Shacklebolt did indeed speak for everyone present, Harry noted wryly. As usual, Lupin’s assessment of Scrimgeour had been right on the mark. He quickly shoved his thoughts aside as he felt the Minister’s gaze swivel pointedly in his direction.

“You’ve been uncharacteristically quiet, Harry,” Scrimgeour observed silkily. “Considering you’re clearly the man of the hour, I’d very much like to hear you weigh in.”

Harry looked at all the encouraging faces turned in his direction and compared them to the plastic smile that never reached Scrimgeour’s eyes. A thousand examples of how much Lupin had meant to him “ meant to all of them, really “ streamed through his mind. Suddenly, he didn’t feel like sullying any of those memories by sharing them with the narrow-minded bureaucrat poised before him.

In the end, he rose shakily to his feet and let the simplicity of his words speak for themselves. “I would be nothing without Lupin.”

Were it not for Ginny’s protective arm around his waist, he might never have seated himself back down with any dignity. Yet Harry did not break eye contact with the Minister.

“Then you stand with the others,” Scrimgeour returned acrimoniously.

“I’m only sorry I didn’t say it first.”

Scrimgeour turned a beseeching gaze towards McGonagall, but her face was as stern as Harry had ever seen it. Helplessly, he turned towards Percy who immediately began to advise him tersely, glancing covertly at the rest of the assemblage.

“If I may offer a point of order,” Hermione intoned sweetly from Harry’s right. She waited patiently for all heads to swivel in her direction, the last being Percy who took a step back from the Minister’s chair.

With the doors to the golden reading room standing open behind her, Hermione was wreathed in the ethereal glow of a rosy summer sunset. From where he was sitting, Harry could just make out the title of the thick tome she held open in her arms. Vaguely, he was reminded of something Professor Binns had mentioned in the stultifying confines of the History of Magic class.

Hermione waited until the Minister himself acknowledged her presence with a condescending, “Certainly, dear, everyone is welcome to contribute.”

Into the pregnant silence before her, Hermione volunteered, “During the Goblin Rebellion of 1612, a battlefield commendation was issued to Cedric the Uncouth, in recognition of his assistance with tracking down one of the main insurgent cells--”

“That’s irrelevant to today’s situation!” Percy barked with disdain. “The Ministry of Magic was not established until the following century. We’re not bound by the barbaric customs of previous governing bodies.”

“Actually, you are,” Hermione returned with complete assurance. “When the Wizard’s Council was disbanded in favor of the Ministry of Magic, many of the provisos of the prior body were adopted seamlessly. Among those was the section that granted the current head of the governing body, i.e. the Minister of Magic, the sole authority to grant battlefield commendations without the prior approval of any other division.”

“I’ve never heard of those provisions being enforced,” Scrimgeour replied in an unperturbed tone. “Is this true, Weasley?”

With brisk efficiency, Percy crossed over to where Hermione was standing and briefly scanned the paragraphs over her shoulder. The self-satisfied smirk had melted from his face by the time his eyes reached the bottom of the page.

“She may actually be correct, Minister,” Percy offered humbly, swallowing nervously. “The Minister retains such authority, even if it has never been invoked in modern times.”

“This is hardly a battlefield,” Scrimgeour protested.

“Yes, Minister,” Percy replied as he searched feverishly through a small volume of regulations he pulled from his pocket. “But the definition of a battlefield commendation is one that is given on the day of the event and in the immediate area of the event. A medical facility where those involved are recuperating would definitely qualify.”

“Checkmate to Hermione,” Ron muttered under his breath.

Harry was just thankful one of them had been able to stay awake enough to take notes in History of Magic class.

The Headmistress silently approached the desk where Scrimgeour and Percy were conferring among themselves with escalating fervor.

“If you’ll allow a bit of guidance from an old lady,” she offered in the soft tones she generally employed with small children. She took the startled looks they turned on her as permission. “If you fail to grant commendations to the Order members, the public is likely to assume you and your administration were supporters of Voldemort instead.”

“And it wouldn’t do much good for your image to hold an awards ceremony with no participants,” Moody put forth from the sidelines.

“Yes, naturally, you’re all correct,” the Minister replied with a flustered movement of his hand. “Lupin will be included.”

“It doesn’t work that way in the case of a battlefield commendation,” Ron declared with authority. “You have to speak the words now. Later, it will no longer qualify.”

Scrimgeour turned another lost look towards his assistant, but Percy nodded that Ron was essentially correct.

“Before you visit the Hospital Wing, Minister,” the Headmistress beseeched, “would you please address a few words to the other students who have been assembled in the Great Hall? Their classmates who left ostensibly on field trip his morning returned bloodied and torn without any explanation. They watched woodenly as one of their favorite teachers was carried back on a stretcher. I’ve been hesitant to release any information prior to an official announcement from the Ministry, but everyone is understandably distraught -- teachers included.”

“Of course, Minerva.” Scrimgeour rose from the desk with his politician’s smile intact. “A few words to calm their worst fears is the least I can do.”

“Let me escort you, then,” she offered majestically. “I know a few shortcuts.”

Very clever, Harry thought to himself, she will see to it that his ego has been massaged a bit before she steers him to perform his onerous duty to Lupin.

Popping a generous chunk of dark chocolate into his mouth, Harry allowed himself to be guided by Neville and Ron in the direction of the lift.

“You guys don’t want to listen to the Minister’s proclamation?” Harry asked.

“Had my quotient for the day, mate,” Ron admitted candidly.

“I saw Kingsley Shacklebolt and others follow the Headmistress out the main doors,” Neville observed. “They’ll make sure he stays on track.”

“What about you, Mad-Eye?” Ginny inquired with a smile as the lift door closed silently.

“Don’t much care for stairs myself,” he snarled good-naturedly. “Besides, didn’t know how much longer I could control my acid tongue.”

Harry nodded in commiseration to Moody’s crooked smile. “By the way, old man, I want to thank you for the first aid you gave me with that nasty bite.”

“All in the line of work.” Moody nodded. “Tonks started the procedure, but she’s always so squeamish about the exsanguination spell. Guess, it helps that I practiced it on myself “ gave me a better appreciation for the finer points, if you know what I mean.”

“You performed that procedure on your own body?” Ginny was incredulous.

“Sure, not much assistance available in the wilds,” Moody scoffed.

“I know I’m not supposed to ask,” Ron ventured. “But is that how you lost your leg?”

Moody laughed sharply, a sound rather like a bark. “Naw, that’s a much better story, much more gruesome. Sit next to me during supper and I’ll spin out the entire tale for you, if you like.”

Ron nodded eagerly while next to him, Hermione’s face took on a slightly greenish hue.
Chapter 72 Wheels within Wheels by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
A few surprises as plans are made for the last remaining weeks of the school term.
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Chapter 72
Wheels within Wheels


“Let me guess: Orders of Merlin all around, right?” Lupin observed jovially as Harry settled himself back in the adjacent chair. Tonks smiled briefly from where she was scribbling on a piece of parchment on Lupin’s other side.

“First class,” Harry mumbled as he popped another chunk of chocolate into his mouth.

On the far side of the room, Ginny and Ron were being repeatedly swamped in hugs by their parents. Fred and George were scampering around the group, obviously anxious to jump in whenever they found an opening. Beyond them, Fleur had drawn Bill aside and was fussing over him excessively. Harry shuddered involuntarily.

“Can’t say I’d like being adored in that fashion myself,” Lupin whispered sardonically as Harry chuckled.

“Can’t say I’ve changed my opinion about the Minister much, either,” Harry noted in an undertone. “He still wants to use me as his poster boy, only now it’ll be a group photo with some of the Order members, as well. Wouldn’t surprise me if he weeded out those who were less photogenic. Your assessment was right on the mark, Remus; he’s quite a piece of work.”

“Don’t even tell me what he said about me,” Lupin warned.

All right, Harry thought to himself, I won’t. Why ruin a perfectly good surprise, anyway?

“You should’ve heard what he had to say about Voldemort. Said he was a thorn in the Ministry’s side.”

Lupin’s eyebrows threatened to retreat completely into his hairline. “Are you serious? That monster would’ve gladly scalped Scrimgeour’s silver mane and perched it atop his own bald skull “ and then, he would’ve killed him!”

“Don’t make me laugh!” Harry cried helplessly. “It makes my arm hurt when I jostle it.”

“Merlin! We’re sunk then,” Lupin returned merrily. “If pain gets associated with laughter in our brains, we’ll just both short-circuit ourselves!”

“Glad to see the chocolate’s doing you both some good,” Tonks remarked with a grin.

The sound of cheering wafted musically through the jalousie windows that were cracked open the length of the Hospital Wing. Scrimgeour must have proclaimed Voldemort’s defeat before the assemblage in the Great Hall. Fleetingly, Harry wondered whether the wizard-owned businesses would decide to close their doors on Monday just as they had on that first day of November sixteen years before. At least this time, it wouldn’t be just a short-lived reprieve from the threat of Voldemort’s tyranny.

“Are you done with the note for your mother?” Pomfrey asked Tonks gently from the other side of the bed.

“Yes, I thought it best if she got the news from me. Seeing as how it was her sister and all,” Tonks replied with a sad smile.

“Did you mention that her other sister, Narcissa, is still alive?” Harry supplied as an afterthought.

Tonks whipped her head in Harry’s direction. “Where did you hear that? I don’t want to tell her if it’s not true.”

Briefly, Harry outlined his discussion with Draco’s spirit, praising him for the valuable assistance, even if it had been posthumously.

“Give me a moment to add a postscript, will you, Poppy?” Tonks begged through glistening eyes.

“Naturally, dear. Just let me know when you’re ready so the Headmistress can post it with a priority eagle.”

Ginny sidled up to Harry’s chair and perched herself delicately on the side of Lupin’s mattress. She handed each of them an egg salad sandwich. “Just arrived on the tea tray. Thought I’d snag some for the two of you since you’re in no condition to elbow aside the twins.”

“Not to mention Ron,” Harry muttered, concentrating whole-heartedly on his sandwich. After all the medicinal chocolate, it felt surprisingly satisfying to put some solid food in his stomach.

“Speaking of whom, Ron was telling me the most entertaining tales of the Weasley family exploits,” Lupin ventured. “No, not the twins, for once.” He chuckled, as Ginny rolled her eyes dramatically. “He really went to task: engaging my brain so I could get my mind off the pain until we could return to Hogwarts,” Lupin continued. “Hermione got hoarse after a while, but Ron kept at it until he had us all laughing. I never knew Molly was such a card!”

“Oh, Mum, yeah, she can get really caught up in stuff,” Ginny admitted knowingly. “Obsessive,” she breathed, keeping careful watch that her mother’s attention was currently consumed by Bill.

“Like the Muggle detective novels?” Lupin prompted.

“Only the ones penned by Brits,” Ginny defended.

“You mean like Agatha Christie?” Harry inquired, wondering where Lupin was headed.

“Precisely. Thank you, Harry,” Lupin returned with a hint of the Marauder’s grin. “Said they laughed for hours over your unique take on Hercule Poirot.”

“Two pages after the character is first introduced and it was so blatantly obvious.” Ginny grinned back. “Poirot was a Squib. All the classic traits “ positively textbook.”

Lupin laughed merrily, then purposely stopped short. “Professor Hooch told me about the Muggle Studies assignment, the one that’s going to count for a third of your final grade.”

“Don’t remind me, Remus,” Ginny groaned. “I haven’t even had a moment to think about it. I dread all that research…” She was caught short by the positively sly look on Lupin’s face. “Surely, you don’t think….But it would set the assignment on its ear!”

Lupin’s grin just spread across his face as he added softly. “Just like Flitwick convinced Neville to do with the costume guidelines, you recall.”

“I think you should go for it, Ginny,” Hermione urged. “It sounds like a pretty amusing angle.”

“No fair,” Ron groused. “You just gave her the assignment on a platter!”

When had those two joined the group? Harry thought to himself. Behind them, he noticed both of Ginny’s parents were watching him closely. Arthur’s look was indulgent, but Molly was staring daggers at him. Belatedly, he realized he’d unconsciously wound his free arm around Ginny’s shoulders and she was resting her hand on his knee for balance. It all seemed so natural, he hadn’t given it a moment’s thought. He flashed them his most charming smile. They were just going to have to get used to the idea of him and Ginny being together. It was as simple as that. He was finally free of the yoke that had dragged him down for countless years and he wasn’t about to back down now.

Emboldened by standing up to the Minister, Ron was training his most belligerent stare on Lupin.

“You’re not even in the class!” Hermione chided him. “If anyone’s going to complain, it should be Luna!”

“Who, me?” Luna asked dreamily from Neville’s side. “I already have an original idea of my own. Thanks for the offer, though.”

“See?” Ginny turned to Ron.

“Please tell me I’m not going to have to mediate this discussion,” Tonks added in a rather droll impersonation of the Headmistress.

“That won’t be necessary,” Lupin returned calmly. “Ron just has to realize Ginny came up with the idea all on her own; all I did was suggest she bank on her own originality.”

“You really think so, Remus?” Ginny asked with a hopeful sparkle.

“Bet you she reads your paper in front of the class,” Lupin affirmed.

As the evening breeze took on just a hint of coolness, Madam Pomfrey leapt up from where she was watching over her charges and directed her wand purposefully at each of the jalousie windows in turn. In perfect obedience to their commander, the handles turned of their own volition and slowly cranked the panes shut. But not before Harry caught a whiff of gunpowder.

Like an avalanche of phosphorescence, the entire bank of windows lit up with a spectacular fireworks display. Very faintly, he could hear the whoops of joys coming from the lawn. It had to be Fred and George! Idly, Harry noted the twins were no longer in the room. Only the brains that had come up with the portable swamp could create the sensation of being in the center of a meteor shower. The sounds of celebration and laughter grew louder until Ron propped his lanky frame on the nearest empty bed so that he could look outside.

“They’re pouring out of the school and onto the front lawn in jubilation!” he exclaimed. “Teachers, too! Even Firenze, who’s always so solemn, is galloping about in circles. Why there’s even Hagrid, he must have just--”

The remainder of his words were cut short by the squeal of the double doors to the Hospital Wing and the arrival of the Minister’s entourage. Hastily, Ron assumed a more sedate position sitting on the edge of the bed. Hermione claimed a spot next to him to lend her moral support, if nothing else.

“What, Guy Fawkes Day already?” Scrimgeour intoned in a lame attempt at friendliness. Percy laughed uproariously from his side until he realized he was the only one doing so.

Recovering quickly, Percy added, “Your words served as an inspiration to them, Minister.”

With confident strides, the Minister walked up to Lupin’s bed as the rest of the crowd parted stoically before him. He smiled indulgently at Tonks who hastened to her feet nervously, barely managing to avoid knocking over the ink stand perched nearby.

“Nymphadora, how well you look,” he oozed. “Hogwarts obviously suits you.”

Clearly uncomfortable with the attention, Tonks mumbled, “Thank you, Minister.”

Turning his eyes towards the figure propped up amid a small mountain of pillows, he intoned, “Remus Lupin, well met indeed. The consensus of opinion indicates the success of today’s… events… owes in large part to your quick actions with Peter Pettigrew.”

“Thank you, Minister,” Lupin responded humbly. “But it was truly a group effort.”

“Yes… so I was told in no uncertain terms,” Scrimgeour agreed with calculated candor. “I would be remiss if I didn’t invoke the discretionary powers handed down to me by the Wizard’s Council and present you with a battlefield commendation on this glorious day.” Percy’s lips moved in time with the Minister’s hastily rehearsed speech. “I believe nothing less than the Order of Merlin, first class, will suffice.”

Scrimgeour offered a congratulatory handshake as Lupin’s eyes grew wide with amazement. It was only when he had surveyed the grinning faces surrounding his bed that the reality of the situation began to sink in.

Caught uncharacteristically off guard, Lupin stammered, “I don’t know what to say... Thank you. It’s truly a great honor.”

“Nonsense, those are the words I should be saying to you -- all of you,” the Minister announced. “Although, I suspect we have quite a chore ahead of us to round up the remaining Death Eaters.”

Percy stood up straighter and coughed sharply to redirect Scrimgeour’s attention. “With all due respect, Minister,” he volunteered proudly. “That task has been greatly facilitated by the detainment of Dolores Umbridge. Thanks to inside information Remus relayed, she has been conclusively identified as Lord Voldemort’s mole within the Ministry. We are mounting an all out search for corroborating evidence; but I’m sure once her questioning is completed, she will have sung to her heart’s content.”

“Thank you, Percy,” Lupin remarked with a broad smile. “I always knew we could count on you.”

Percy? Harry could hardly believe it! After all those years of thinking Percy was a total prat…. Maybe, he’d just misunderstood the nuances.

At all the astounded looks, Shacklebolt addressed Scrimgeour directly, “Percy has been the Order’s mole within the Ministry for the past few years, Minister. I hope you won’t hold it against him.”

Scrimgeour looked Percy up and down critically and replied, “Since we’ll definitely be working through the weekend, Weasley, I think a long talk about your future is in order.”

“You’re not going to sack him, are you, Minister?” Molly offered shakily as she worked her way to the front of the crowd.

“Not at all,” Scrimgeour returned. “I actually think I may have underestimated him. Perhaps a different posting would better suit his skills.”

“Thank you, Minister.” Percy beamed through the crowd of redheads engulfing him in a gigantic hug.

“And Weasley,” Scrimgeour added in an undertone, “who was that student with the curly hair?”

“Hermione Granger, sir,” Percy supplied automatically.

“Let’s see if we can offer her a post somewhere,” the Minister whispered. “I think we need to make doubly sure she’s on our side.”

Just wait until the Minister discovered Hermione aspired to the Department for the Control and Regulation of Magical Creatures, Harry smiled inwardly. He might rethink his appointment once she started reshaping the laws dealing with goblins, elves, and werewolves.

The double doors crashed open to reveal Hagrid’s burly form. A portion of his beard was still smoking slightly from where it had become a bit too friendly with the fireworks still gamboling through the school grounds.

“Not wantin’ ta alarm anyone,” he announced. “Aberforth wanted me ta inform yeh right away tha’ the Fidelius Charm seems ta be loosenin’ its hold on the Potter estate. I’m already seein’ a silvery, ghostly outline o’ everythin’.”

“Do you think you might be able to take us there tonight, my good man?” the Minister suggested with determination.

“Yes, sir, Minister, sir,” Hagrid stammered. “Aurors are standin’ by on yer order. I’ll be glad ta escort yeh meself.”

“Before you go, Minister,” Harry volunteered as he hastily dug the makeshift map from his pocket. It was smudged and torn and there was a curious brownish stain along one border that he strongly suspected was blood. “This will help you locate the bodies more easily.”

Scrimgeour looked somewhat dubious as he accepted the parchment scrap. His eyes grew wider at the sight of the unmoving red dots labeled ‘Bellatrix Lestrange’ and ‘Tom Marvolo Riddle.’

“If I’m not being too bold, Minister,” Professor Flitwick intoned with vigor from where he was dwarfed at Hagrid’s side. “I’ve long been a student of the unique properties of the Godric’s Hollow Conundrum. It would be a distinct honor to be present for its swan song.”

“Excuse me,” Bill stepped to the forefront, “as the only representative of Gringotts Wizarding Bank, I believe it’s my duty to accompany the Minister’s party as well. The Potter estate has been entrusted into our hands for safekeeping on behalf of the heirs “ who are in no condition to accompany you tonight.”

“Naturally.” Scrimgeour assumed his best politician’s smile as he graciously accommodated both requests. Seeing Percy’s valiant efforts to extricate himself from the twins who had newly returned, the Minister proposed, “In light of the fact that another of your brothers is accompanying me, Percy, why don’t you spend the rest of the evening here with your family? You probably have a lot of catching up to do.”

The doors had barely closed behind the Minister’s party when Molly turned to Lupin with an accusatory frown. “And to think you knew all this time, Remus,” Molly scolded. “All the bitter tears I’ve shed over Percy!”

“I’m sorry, Molly,” Lupin sympathized. “Only Kingsley and I knew. It would’ve jeopardized the plan “ maybe even Percy’s life “ if anyone else had known.”

Moody harrumphed, “Forgetting who brought the lad to your attention after I found him practically crying in his soup?”

“And of course it’s impossible to keep anything from Alastor,” Lupin amended.

“Just be glad you weren’t in charge of wrapping his retirement gift,” Tonks chimed in.

“Ah, lass, you did great job,” Moody beamed as his magical eye swirled dizzyingly. “Not even I suspected that under the shaggy highland pony you’d transfigured lurked a Seven-Lock Trunk.”

Amid the chuckles, Tonks muttered, “You only say that because you weren’t assigned to the clean-up detail!”

“Seriously, though, Mum, Dad, I’m sorriest of all.” Percy smiled as he enclosed them each in a huge hug. “You’ve no idea how difficult it was to maintain my cover.”

“You had me totally fooled, son,” Arthur admitted with a wry chuckle. “Hidden talents, indeed.”

“I take back all the awful things I said about you, Perce.” Ron grinned sheepishly.

“Just don’t make him enumerate them all,” Ginny suggested with a conspiratorial wink. “Or you’ll be likely to start a new feud.”

“Absolutely incredible,” McGonagall smiled proudly. “The entire family recruited by the Order!”

“I suppose the ghoul in the attic’s next,” Fred suggested to much happy laughter.

“I posted your letter, dear,” the Headmistress whispered softly to Tonks. “I’m sure your mother will appreciate your kind words. By the way, this came by owl post earlier today; in all the excitement, I forgot to give it to you before.”

“What a coincidence,” Tonks cried. “Surely, Mum couldn’t have heard already…”

“I don’t think so, dear,” the Headmistress reassured her with a kindly pat on the back. “The owl who delivered it seemed to have crossed a great ocean. I’m sure it was written a number of days ago.”

“I suppose I shouldn’t have doubted that Scrimgeour would come through for Lupin,” Ron commented, shaking Percy’s hand for the fourth or fifth time that night. “Not with you on our side, that is.”

“Perhaps not,” Percy acknowledged with a wide grin. “But it’s always a tricky circus act to keep the Minister from noticing he’s being manipulated.”

“Excellent job, Percy,” Shacklebolt complimented him with a huge wink. “Don’t know what we would’ve done without you in our camp.”

“I suspect he would’ve still capitulated.” Percy sighed dramatically, as he caught Lupin following their conversation intently. “It was Ron who set him up as a bigot -- and Hermione who trumped him at the end!”

“Why do I have the feeling there’s a very amusing story behind this?” Lupin weighed in.

“Tomorrow, Remus,” Hermione reminded him. “We have to add the appropriate pauses for the laughter.”

“And applause,” Ron quipped.

“Oh no!” Tonks exclaimed as she glanced up from the letter she was reading. “You’ll never guess where Mum and Dad are: Yosemite Valley!”

“Blimey!” Ron rejoined. “That’s in America!”

“Not too far from my cousin, relatively speaking,” Hermione added. “I wish I’d known.”

“None of us knew,” Tonks admitted. “Last minute change of plans when Mum refused to go to any cold climates, restricted Dad stringently to the northern hemisphere in May. She’s been happily taking photos while he’s been rock climbing. Biggest complaint is that the place is crawling with Muggles.”

“Schools in America let out earlier than ours do,” Hermione explained. “They managed to hit the height of tourist season.”

“But here’s the most astounding news of all: Mum’s photography has been discovered and she’s having a gala opening in a trendy Soho gallery next month. Nothing but color landscapes. It’s entitled, ‘Loneliness and Splendor: places of evocative power within the British Isles.’ She says everyone has to come! And Remus, she offers special thanks to you for showing her all the untouched places you’ve collected over the years. Apparently, those figured prominently in the photographs that most impressed the gallery.”

“Glad my restless wanderings did somebody some good.” Lupin grinned.

“You mean to say Tonks’ mum could have pinpointed the place Remus took Wormtail?” Harry inquired.

“That was one of the spots, certainly--” Lupin admitted.

“But Remus gave her a hundred at least,” Tonks finished. “Mum had this map with all these colored pins sticking out of it in the most unlikely places.”

“I actually doubt she’s had time to visit them all,” Lupin explained.

“Sounds like she has material for her second exhibition then,” Hermione supplied.

“Tell me, Remus,” McGonagall inquired as she pulled a chair close to where Harry was seated. “Have you given any thought to our earlier conversation?”

“You mean about returning to teach next year?” Lupin supplied in a thoughtful tone. “I’ve discussed it a bit with Tonks, but I suppose it depends on other things.”

“I should extend the offer to you as well, Tonks,” the Headmistress added with her most encouraging smile. “Remus and I had a few hours to kill in that cave earlier today.”

“I doubt the Dark Arts post is jinxed anymore,” Moody observed.

“Oh, Minerva, there’s so much that’s still undecided,” Tonks admitted. “It’s not that I don’t love it here…”

“That goes double for me,” Lupin added. “A king doesn’t get such adulation… I might as well tell you, since you’re bound to find out anyway. You don’t mind do you, cherub?”

“Go ahead, Remus, no one’s around but family anyway. Alastor’s always been like a slightly demented uncle.” She laughed somewhat nervously, but the warm smile Moody returned showed he was far from insulted by her irreverence.

Harry noted that Neville was nowhere to be seen. Not surprising, really, when you considered Luna’s passion for fireworks. Other than the Weasley clan and Moody, there was just the Headmistress, Hermione and himself present.

With a deep breath, Lupin announced, “Tonks and I were thinking about starting a family of our own.”

“Since you’re planning on discontinuing your potion over the summer, that will greatly improve your chances,” Madam Pomfrey volunteered from where she had escaped Harry’s notice.

Before Lupin could be embarrassed by those frank words of encouragement, the Headmistress interjected, “But that’s wonderful! I had no doubt you would do so when I first offered you both teaching posts. None of that should interfere with your duties here.”

“Well, I certainly can’t go back to active Auror duty if I’m expecting,” Tonks agreed.

“Teaching is nothing more than a glorified desk job,” the Headmistress proffered. “Especially now that you won’t have such a compelling need to teach the students to duel.”

“Well, that’s really been Remus’ project all along,” Tonks conceded. “You know how he and Harry always like to push things to the limit.”

“Certainly explains why they invited Ginny to join them early on,” Ron sniggered.

“Truthfully, Tonks, Remus, nothing would make me happier than to have you back next year,” McGonagall admitted candidly. “For far too long, our teachers have either been too old or disinclined to bring any more children into the world. I think it’s a symbol of hope now that Voldemort has been defeated. As for any sort of childcare assistance, both Pomona and I would be thrilled to have little ones to look after again. All our own grandchildren have long since grown.”

“You’re really too kind,” Tonks demurred. “You certainly paint a compelling picture.”

“I, too, am rather fond of children,” Pomfrey added with a sly wink at Lupin. “Even if they do turn out to be incorrigible imps.”

“Don’t forget Hagrid,” Harry reminded them.

“How could I?” the Headmistress agreed. “Small children absolutely adore Hagrid. Trust him instinctively. You should have seen him with Harry when he was a baby. Could silence any tantrum by just picking him up in his burly arms.”

Harry felt Moody’s walking stick tap him gently on his right side. “Let’s you and I have a talk,” he growled amicably as he motioned towards the next bed.

Sitting himself on the mattress, Harry turned his attention to the scarred veteran before him. In the background, he could still hear Tonks and Lupin merrily making plans with the Headmistress.

“I have a proposition for you, Harry,” Moody began. “Considering Tonks probably won’t be returning to the Auror Department right away, it looks like I have an opening for a new protégé.”

“Didn’t I just hear that you’d retired from the Department?” Harry observed.

“Aye, but was soon bored,” Moody admitted. “Robards, the new head, has been actively recruiting trained assistants in the war against Voldemort. You and I both know there’s going to be countless threads still needing to be tied up. My loose association with the Department is similar to that of a free agent. There’s a Muggle term for it, but it escapes me right this minute.”

“Excuse me for overhearing,” Hermione offered with a smile. “I believe the term you’re searching for is ‘outsourcing’.”

“That’s it, thanks.” Moody nodded as he focused his magical eye on Hermione behind him.

“It’s a tempting offer, Mad-Eye,” Harry admitted. “But what about the requisite N.E.W.T. scores?”

“You don’t think they’ll make a few allowances for the man who ultimately defeated Lord Voldemort? Take some time to think about it. School term’s not over yet and I know you’re going to be inundated by the goblin brigade from Gringotts in the next couple of days,” Moody commented with a chuckle.

“Thanks.”

“If you’ll excuse me, Minerva,” Moody spoke up as he hobbled past the Headmistress. “I’m going to see if I can’t round us up a nice supper. No, don’t get up. Let me work it out with the house-elves personally, sort of my treat.”

“Please give them my word that you have carte blanche then,” the Headmistress agreed with a smile. “I already called for a feast in the Great Hall to begin once the outside celebrations wind down, but some of the main heroes are clearly indisposed.”

“And as for these two here,” Moody added with a sly wink. “I suggest you offer them a hefty rise in salary commensurate with their new standing -- Orders of Merlin and all that.”

“Well, yes,” the Headmistress stammered as she returned her attention to Lupin and Tonks. “I suppose we still have the details to iron out. There’s still over a month before the end of term.”

“Speaking of the end of term, Harry,” Lupin considered. “Any idea what topic you’d like to explore next? Nothing too strenuous, I hope.”

Harry walked over to Lupin’s bedside and sat down gingerly on the mattress. He felt Ginny’s soft touch as she leaned her cheek against the top of his head.

“I’d like to study to become an Animagus,” Harry announced with his most winning smile.

Lupin’s eyes lit up with mischief. “I think I’d like that,” he replied.
Epilogue: The Hero's Lament by L A Moody
Author's Notes:
When I originally outlined this story, it was my intention to end it on a happy, playful note like the previous chapter. But then the publication of Deathly Hallows gave me a poignant way to integrate my tale into the canon universe.

And so, at last, the meaning of the title becomes clear.

WARNING: DEATHLY HALLOWS SPOILERS BEYOND THIS POINT!
Disclaimer: The fine tapestry of plot and characters belongs to J.K. Rowling. I am merely pulling threads at will and weaving my own design in counterpoint to hers.




Epilogue
The Hero’s Lament


The first snowflakes of winter snow had begun to fall when Harry finally returned the quill to its stand and reviewed the words before him.

Dedicated to the memory of

REMUS JOHN LUPIN

NYMPHADORA TONKS LUPIN

May You Rest In Peace

You Will Live Forever in Our Hearts


He felt as if a great boulder been lifted from his chest, allowing him to breathe freely for the first time in months. With a heaving sigh, he put his head down on the writing desk and cried. Tears he didn’t know he possessed were wrung from him in great tearing sobs, until after what seemed like hours, he was finally spent.

A shadow fell across the desk as Ginny laid her hand lovingly on his shoulder. He clasped it in silent acknowledgement as he looked up into her concerned face.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “Did I wake Teddy?”

“No, he’s an extremely sound sleeper once he finally decides to lie down,” she replied softly, pulling up a chair next to him. “I was worried about you. It’s almost dawn; don’t you think you should come to bed now?”

“I know it’s been months, Gin, but it’s finally finished. I’ve put all the feelings and hopes and love I felt for them into a tale for Teddy. It’s the only eulogy I can give them.”

“But, Harry, none of it really happened that way,” she answered, her eyes glistening with unshed tears.

“Nevertheless, there’s more truth in this tale than in the other versions… Reality is cruel beyond measure, Ginny. I want Teddy to remember his parents as the heroes they were, not as if they threw their lives away in vain.”

“Harry, that’s not really what anyone thinks. Is it what you think?”

“I don’t know what to think, Ginny. I can’t get the image of their lifeless bodies laid out in the Great Hall out of my mind. They looked so peaceful, yet so small, in death.”

“But they died fighting to make the world a better place. Harry, you know that.”

“Do I? Or did they go to fight a pointless battle because I didn’t get my last bit of motivation from the director in time?”

“You saw Snape try to get to you, he was prevented--”

“I know, Ginny, I’ve gone over this a thousand times! But I think it all comes down to the anonymity of their deaths. As horrible as it was to witness, I was there when Sirius fell through the Veil and when Dumbledore allowed himself to be cut down atop the Astronomy Tower. I can even attest to the futile heroism of Severus when he finally gave me the answers I needed with his last breath. But I was not present when Remus and Tonks fell, and it’s as if I failed them for not bearing witness to their sacrifice.”

Harry’s eyes filled with tears once more, but they did not fall.

“Does your story do them justice, then?” Ginny asked softly.

“I think so.”

“What about Severus and Colin Creevey?”

“Them, too. Dumbledore and Moody would be pleased, if they were still with us. And Minerva proudly avoids the sexism and ageism that still plague our world.”

“What about Fred?” Ginny asked, suddenly dreading the answer.

Harry shook his head sadly. “He’s portrayed in his prime, but I think it’s up to others to write about his death ” preferably an immediate family member.” Sensing Ginny’s next question before it was asked, he added, “The Marauders were my family.”

“What will you tell your godson when he realizes these adventures never really took place?”

“If I truly believe them in my heart, who’s to say they didn’t? But to answer your question: I guess I would explain to him what an allegory is. Or if he’s too young for that, a fable.”

Finally satisfied, Ginny took his hand and led him tenderly down the hallway. He was reminded of how she had once similarly drawn him away from Dumbledore’s broken body “ and back to the land of the living.

“We’ll begin contacting publishers in the morning,” Ginny affirmed.

With a weary sigh, Harry concluded Poppy Pomfrey had been right: it is the track of our thoughts which leaves the deepest scar.


FIN
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