This flame inside,
This heat is so slaying.
I can't be touched,
In fear of tearing.
This monster inside.
Making me cold.
Dragging me into this world,
Where I know I don’t belong.
I'm sorry if I hurt you so.
It's not your fault that I'm all alone.
Please forgive me
And all my sins.
I don’t want to die on this bitter end.
Wake me from this nightmare.
So I can go home.
Save me from this Hell.
I don’t belong.
This life isn’t wanted.
This soul isn’t free.
Just let me go,
It's all that I plea.
The moon seems so haunting,
This lie is so true.
This monster inside of me,
Needles so dull.
These feelings of numbness,
This feeling of guilt.
This pain is ripping me whole.
Till all is still.
The candle is fading,
This fire is worn.
The heart that was mending,
Now is torn.
Please forgive me
And all my sins.
I swear to you,
That I won't make them again.
This monster has taken me as its home.
Shielding it from the blade,
And the killing pain it owns.
I don’t feel your love,
And I don’t feel your touch.
All I feel is my pain,
My own empty lust.
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I didn’t know what to submit first: a poem or a story. So I did what I know best. Just read and review I guess and tell me what you think. Oh and I'm just trying new things, actually submitting stuff and all, so yeah. Thanks a zillion and then some more.
-Fire