I never really knew you.
I never thought I knew you.
You were just another girl,
another person.
We never spoke.
I never wanted to speak to you.
You were meaningless –
Insignificant
Suddenly I knew you,
Knew every part of you.
Cherished your face, your smile,
your voice.
I wanted to be with you.
I could listen to the sound of your voice forever.
You were my life. Everything –
I loved
But did I really know you?
I questioned myself after a while,
I loved you; I did. And I was sure that you
loved me.
Yet something was missing.
I never felt alive, never felt
Controlled. I felt powerless –
Emotionless
I never knew that part of you,
The tiny part you hid away.
The part that really made you
Yourself.
Without it we were hopeless,
And so I left, and you slipped
away…
Why did I ever know you?
To this I remain –
In doubt
I have never really known you,
Though at times I thought I did.
You were once my life,
my love.
But now we never speak.
And I never want to speak to you.
You are meaningless –
Insignificant once more
I was never meant to know you.
We were never meant to be.
We are two sides of an       ocean
Two discords in a song
Never together, never knowing, never matching –
Different
As we always will be,
As we always were -
Strangers