I lie here in my bedroom revisiting memories past
I recalled what I would think about
On those long nights in my cupboard
I would stare up at the ceiling
And I would wonder why?
Why was it my parents that had to die?
Why doesn’t anyone want to be my friend?
Why can’t I just have a normal life?
I would sit there in my cupboard and
Wonder how?
How could anyone love a person like me?
How would I ever find a home?
How would I ever find a place in this world?
I would sit there in my cupboard and wonder when?
When would I find happiness?
When would I find love?
When would I find a family to accept me?
I lie here in my bedroom and realize the time is now
Now is the time to find happiness
Now is the time to find love.
Now is the time to create a home.
Carpe Diem.
Seize the day.
Now.