Hiding in the dark,
Scared of what I might find out there,
Hiding in the dark,
Scared to die inside this nowhere,
Hiding in the dark,
Scared to venture into the light.
Scared to hold my own,
Terrified not to fight.
It shouldn’t be this hard,
To let go of a memory,
To get a fresh new start,
But sadly it’s a part of me.
I can’t describe just how,
The way I feel about the way I feel right now.
But now…
I’m not sure that I can fly,
That way again,
And I won’t like this goodbye,
But I’ll accept it in the end.
And I will almost, always, never,
Ever forget.
And I’m not sure if this is right,
But this is my last flight.
Prisoner of my heart,
Locked up in a shrinking cage,
Prisoner of my heart,
Fueled by anger, confusion, rage.
Prisoner of my heart,
Not quite sure which way is down,
Since there’s no going back,
I’m facing facedown.
And I’m not really sure,
How to love and how to ask for more.
But now…
I’m not sure that I can fly,
The same way again,
And I won’t like this goodbye,
I’ll accept it in the end.
And I will almost, always, never,
Ever forget,
And I’m not sure if this is right,
But this is my last flight.
Really, really lost,
Not destined to just be,
Really, really lost,
How could I have not seen?
Really, really lost,
Ultimatums strangling me,
There is no third choice,
There is no neutrality.
And now I cannot face,
The things that put me into this place.
But now…
I’m not sure that I can fly,
That way again,
And I won’t like this goodbye,
But I’ll accept it in the end.
And I will almost, always, never,
Ever forget,
And I’m not sure if this is right,
But this is my last flight.
This is my last flight.