Halfway to Infinity by Eponine
Past Featured StorySummary: He with the power to defeat the Dark Lord does not. Harry Potter is dead. Fifty years later, both Muggle and magical worlds belong to darkness. All serve Lord Voldemort. But even in the grimmest of times, idealists are born. Without a prophesy to direct them, a rebellion will rise. Follow Lottie Rowe as she finds her way into the center of the rebellion and the heart of the war.

Winner of the 2011 Best Chaptered Alternate Universe QuickSilver Quill Award!
Categories: Alternate Universe Characters: None
Warnings: Alternate Universe, Book 7 Disregarded, Character Death, Mild Profanity, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 78 Completed: Yes Word count: 264869 Read: 396081 Published: 05/29/06 Updated: 02/26/11

1. Prologue by Eponine

2. Chapter One: The Camp by Eponine

3. Chapter Two: The Invitation by Eponine

4. Chapter Three: Odin Alley by Eponine

5. Chapter Four: The Ivory Table by Eponine

6. Chapter Five: Alsemore by Eponine

7. Chapter Six: The Somber Spirit by Eponine

8. Chapter Seven: Andrea by Eponine

9. Chapter Eight: A Practical Lesson in Occlumency by Eponine

10. Chapter Nine: Colm's Tale by Eponine

11. Chapter Ten: The Lockdown by Eponine

12. Chapter Eleven: Never Had a Chance by Eponine

13. Chapter Twelve: A Traitor at Alsemore by Eponine

14. Chapter Thirteen: The Other Side of the Wall by Eponine

15. Chapter Fourteen: A Shadowy Discovery by Eponine

16. Chapter Fifteen: The Inspection by Eponine

17. Chapter Sixteen: Neville Longbottom by Eponine

18. Chapter Seventeen: Andrea's Discovery by Eponine

19. Chapter Eighteen: Grimmauld Place by Eponine

20. Chapter Nineteen: The Three Broomsticks by Eponine

21. Chapter Twenty: The Muggle Revolt by Eponine

22. Chapter Twenty-One: Bereavement by Eponine

23. Chapter Twenty-Two: Arithmancy by Eponine

24. Chapter Twenty-Three: The Phoenix's Secret by Eponine

25. Chapter Twenty-Four: Lottie's Flight by Eponine

26. Chapter Twenty-Five: The Professors' Grudge by Eponine

27. Chapter Twenty-Six: The Legilimens’ Trick by Eponine

28. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Legilimency by Eponine

29. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Arrival in Paris by Eponine

30. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Hermione's Tale by Eponine

31. Chapter Thirty: Beauxbatons by Eponine

32. Chapter Thirty-One: The Dueling Tutor by Eponine

33. Chapter Thirty-Two: A Practical Lesson in Legilimency by Eponine

34. Chapter Thirty-Three: François’s Farewell by Eponine

35. Chapter Thirty-Four: The Diary of Harry Potter by Eponine

36. Chapter Thirty-Five: The Potter Legacy by Eponine

37. Chapter Thirty-Six: Colm's Secret by Eponine

38. Chapter Thirty-Seven: The Guilt of Mr. Malfoy by Eponine

39. Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Visitor by Eponine

40. Chapter Thirty-Nine: The Legilimency Professor by Eponine

41. Chapter Forty: Detention with Snape by Eponine

42. Chapter Forty-One: Professor Dewitt’s Offer by Eponine

43. Chapter Forty-Two: The Battle at Beauxbatons by Eponine

44. Chapter Forty-Three: The Beginning of Fifth Year by Eponine

45. Chapter Forty-Four: The Trial by Eponine

46. Chapter Forty-Five: Lottie's New Mission by Eponine

47. Chapter Forty-Six: Christmas with Professor Snape by Eponine

48. Chapter Forty-Seven: The Journey to Hogwarts by Eponine

49. Chapter Forty-Eight: Hogwarts by Eponine

50. Chapter Forty-Nine: The Sorting Hat’s Help by Eponine

51. Chapter Fifty: Successes and Surprises by Eponine

52. Chapter Fifty-One: The Fox and the Lamb by Eponine

53. Chapter Fifty-Two: Halloween in the Camps by Eponine

54. Chapter Fifty-Three: The Wolf Den by Eponine

55. Chapter Fifty-Four: Colm’s Sacrifice by Eponine

56. Chapter Fifty-Five: A Crack in the Glass by Eponine

57. Chapter Fifty-Six: Foiled Plans by Eponine

58. Chapter Fifty-Seven: The Hog’s Head by Eponine

59. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Snape’s Flight by Eponine

60. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Fox, Lizard and Sparrow by Eponine

61. Chapter Sixty: Professor Palmyitor’s Offer by Eponine

62. Chapter Sixty-One: London Headquarters by Eponine

63. Chapter Sixty-Two: The Initiations by Eponine

64. Chapter Sixty-Three: The Death Eater’s Task by Eponine

65. Chapter Sixty-Four: The Mark by Eponine

66. Chapter Sixty-Five: The Lost Locket by Eponine

67. Chapter Sixty-Six: The New Ministry by Eponine

68. Chapter Sixty-Seven: The Old Ministry by Eponine

69. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Back at Alsemore by Eponine

70. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Inside the Ministry by Eponine

71. Chapter Seventy: Escape from the Ministry by Eponine

72. Chapter Seventy-One: The Traitor’s Bargain by Eponine

73. Chapter Seventy-Two: Preparations by Eponine

74. Chapter Seventy-Three: The Battle at Alsemore by Eponine

75. Chapter Seventy-Four: The Traitor’s Regret by Eponine

76. Chapter Seventy-Five: The Camp Again by Eponine

77. Chapter Seventy-Six: Lottie’s Last Stand by Eponine

78. Epilogue by Eponine

Prologue by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks a million to Kitteh/Sasha for helping me hatch this plot bunny. Also bunches of thanks to "The Bird" and Deanine for helping me with well just about everything.
The stiff body didn’t move as he stepped over its legs. He continued on his way. There was no time to make sure that these bodies were not any of his friends. He had to get to the meeting, and quickly too. Who knew what horrors could be found, now that it was all over. With a quick glance over his shoulder to make sure that nobody was watching, he pulled out a small scrap of parchment.

We will be meeting under the remains of the Eeylop’s, forty minutes after it ends.
--Melinda


He read the note a few times as he walked. He didn’t even notice a small speck of red in the corner of the note, until he stood right in front of the crumbling building, only recognizable by the half destroyed sign that read “Eyelop’s Ow” hanging over an open doorway.

The small red speck bothered him. It could just as easily be a drop of ink, but if it was, why didn’t Melinda include a post-script explaining it? Trying to push the frightening possibility out of his mind, he stepped through the doorway and pulled out his wand. With a quick swish, a small door in the corner swung open. He ran down the stairs and stopped to find a two person meeting in progress.

“Sorry,” he breathed, waving his wand one more time. There was a slam of the door above them. “Melinda’s owl didn’t get to me.”

“It’s okay, Fornax,” a rather tall woman replied. She conjured a stiff, wooden chair. He didn’t sit. “You--You might want to sit,” she said in a hushed voice.

Quickly exchanging glances with the other sitting man, he said, “Ryan, what happened?”

Ryan didn’t respond, but let his head droop to his lap.

“Naesa?”

The woman called Naesa bounced up and down on the balls of her heels. “Yes,” she said, pulling her light brown hair out of its high ponytail, and putting it back again. “It’s about Melinda.” She twisted one of the large, gold rings around her finger.

Fornax stood up. “No,” he hissed. That dot of red. Of course. It made so much sense now. “Who was it?”

“Greyback.” Naesa couldn’t make eye contact. Although she couldn’t name it, she knew, as did Ryan, that something had been going on between Fornax and Melinda.

Fornax stood up. His wand quivered in his hand. “I’ll kill him.”

“Don’t bother,” grunted Ryan. “Already dead.”

Fornax sat back down and rested his elbows heavily on the table, as though he needed it for the stability. “Who killed him?”

“Grawp, I believe.” Ryan was trying to act like his usual self, but it was evident, from his slow rocking back and forth that he was still shaken.

They had been a foursome, always. They had been making plans for their celebration if they won, and for their revolt if they didn’t. None of them could believe that they were now focusing on the latter, one member short.

“That giant is completely irrational. He wouldn’t know if he was killing somebody from our side or theirs.” It was hard not to notice Fornax’s bitterness.

Naesa pursed her lips. “I believe he had a good reason this time,” she said.

“And what would that be?” Fornax rose and hit his fist against the table.

Naesa didn’t give way under his sharp glare. “Revenge,” she said. “Greyback had just killed his brother.”

Fornax sat back down, not offering any sort of apology.

“So,” Naesa said after a few minute’s silence. “Are we going to do this?”

“We’re one short,” Fornax said softly.

Naesa sighed and knelt next to her friend. “We all miss her, Fornax,” she whispered to him. “But we’re always going to be one member short, if you think about it that way. It’s what she would have wanted.” Fornax didn’t look at her. “You know that.” She stood up again, and pulled out a scroll of yellowing parchment. She unrolled it busily. “So all we need to do now is sign it, right?” She conjured a quill and an ink pot and signed, making sure each letter was perfectly proportional to the entire word.

Naesa Palmyitor

She handed the parchment and the quill to Ryan. Not focusing on the aesthetics as much as Naesa, he signed.

Ryan Clynalmoy

Ryan passed the quill to Fornax. As his hand arced over the page, he wasn't signing for himself alone. He was signing for Naesa and Ryan, and their fourth who would never sign for herself.

Fornax Maelioric
Chapter One: The Camp by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks again to Deanine and "the Bird" for all of their help with killing all of my silly errors in this chapter. Also, sorry for the late update everyone.
Chapter one: The Camp

Rain pitter-patted through the iron bars and onto the chilly glass window pane, alerting the occupants in the small flat of the coming storm. Storms in the middle of August, such as this one, were not uncommon. People had trouble explaining the intense and spontaneous torrents. Unable to connect them with the ocean, sun or planets, they just decided that the only possible explanation of the strange weather they had been experiencing for the past fifty years was magic.

“Lottie, dear, could you take the water bucket outside for me?” A rather bony, middle-aged woman appeared in the doorway. Her hair was a thin, graying brown, but her eyes, despite her ripened appearance, were a vibrant green. Rain water squelched under her boots as she took a few steps into the apartment. “I just came from outside and feel as if I jumped into the ocean.”

Lottie looked up from her small corner of the flat, pebbles spilling out of the sides of her hands. “Yeah, sure, okay,” she said, picking out some of the bigger rocks and pocketing them. She carelessly discarded the smaller stones and let them fall to a bare mattress that she sat on. The rocks in her pocket thumped against her legs as she walked to pick up the massive pail.

Lottie Rowe was a fairly average eleven-year-old for a Muggle in the London camp. She had blond hair that probably would have reached her shoulder blades, had it not been so tangled, and hazel eyes that must have come from a grandparent who she never knew, since neither of her parents had them.

Clutching the cold steel chain, Lottie dragged the bucket across the floor, down the hall and into the storm. She pushed the bucket out into the rain, and chained it to the brick wall so nobody would steal it.

“Oi! Lottie!”

Through the heavy rain, all Lottie could see was a blur of reddish hair running toward her. She knew at once who it was. Only one of her friends would be out in a storm like this. “Olive?” Lottie waved. “You want to come inside? You can sit by the fire.”

“Ah, no thanks,” Olive shouted over a thunderclap overhead. “Hey, Melanie and Shawnee are over at the gates. I think they’re trying to get some of the others there too. Want to come?”

Lottie rocked back and forth on the balls of her feet. Her mother probably wouldn’t like her out in a storm such as this, but she knew how to take care of herself. “Okay.” Lottie smiled. “Let me go grab a hat.”

She ran inside and picked up her thick, knitted hat off the ground. As she slipped it over her ears, her mother poked her head around the door. “Lottie, where are you headed to now? There’s a storm outside, dear.”

“Yes, I know.” Lottie ran over to the door and slipped on a jumper. “I’ll be back soon; I love you, mum; bye!” Before her mother could get in another word, she ran out the door to meet up with Olive.

Reaching into her pocket, Lottie pulled out one of her rocks and tossed it to her. “Found this under the bakery.” Olive held the stone up to examine it. “It’s a good one, isn’t it?”

“I s’pose so,” Olive said as they spotted another group of girls about their age.

Lottie and Olive were at a serious disadvantage, considering that there were only two of them, and the other group had at least six people. One girl, with huge blue eyes and thin, short brown hair was running to keep up. She stopped, just short of running into another girl. “What’re you doing on our street?” the tallest girl of the other group demanded.

“Your street?” Olive laughed. “I do think that this has been our street for about a year and a half now, and if anybody needs to leave, it’s you.”

The other group looked as though they might try something, but Lottie and Olive quickly pulled out their rocks. Lottie tossed hers from one hand to another threateningly. The small girl with the blue eyes stood on her toes and muttered something in a taller girl’s ear.

They weren’t leaving. Lottie turned to Olive and nodded. Quickly, both of them threw one rock so they just whizzed over their heads.

After a tense moment, the other group turned around and walked away, grumbling to each other as they did.

“Right.” Lottie stuffed her hands into her pockets and watched them leave. “Which gates are they at?”

Olive pointed straight ahead. “Those ones,” she said. “Last time I checked, the Death Eaters were heading this way. I hid, and I’m pretty sure they passed, so we shouldn’t have a problem with them right now.”

“Good.” Lottie shivered. She hated the Death Eaters. They often walked in packs, robed, hooded and masked, so she couldn’t make out their faces. With sticks that shot jets of colored light, they would parade across the camps, attacking people when they thought were up to something, or sometimes when they were just bored. Lottie especially hated when they would call her Muggle. She didn’t know what that meant, but she assumed that it had to do with the fact that she couldn’t do magic like they could.

She really didn’t understand why not being able to do the same magic made her worthy of being locked up like she was, though. Gates bound her on all sides. Lottie had seen several others try to climb over them; they were always killed by one of those Death Eaters and their sticks.

They saw the gates in the distance, and could make out the blurry figures of a few of their friends. Olive grabbed Lottie by the wrist, and they ran forward, their boots splashing in the puddles of rainwater.

“Melanie!” Lottie called waving to the oldest of their group. “What’re you trying to do, bringing us all out here in the storm?” She glanced nervously at Olive. “Get us killed or something?”

Melanie smiled, pushing her sopping wet, dark hair out of her eyes. “I’ll tell you,” she said, pulling Lottie close into her ear. “But only because you’re you.” Glancing around to make sure that none of the other girls were listening, she whispered, “I’ve got a plan. I think I found a way for us to get back at the Death Eaters and the Dark Lord.”

Lottie straightened up, eyebrows raised. She enjoyed her privilege of always being the first to find out any of Melanie’s plans, but didn’t enjoy the responsibility of telling her when her plans were completely mad. Melanie was the oldest, so she was, naturally, the leader of their group. Lottie, though, was the second oldest, second biggest, and second smartest, which made her second in command.

“You know,” Lottie muttered back, keeping her voice low, “my grandmother tried to get into something like that. This sort of thing never turns out well, mate, I can assure you of that.”

“Yes, but we’re smarter than them, aren’t we?”

Lottie laughed, but didn’t respond. She glanced over at the girls with them. Olive smiled at her, her eyes hidden under her auburn fringe. Shawnee cocked her head to one side, giving Lottie the same curious look as she always did when she wanted information. Lottie mouthed “later” and stood up. “So, are we going to get the others or not?” she asked, putting her hands on her hips.

With a splash, Olive and Shawnee scrambled to standing. “Olive,” Melanie said, “you go get Alexa and Hattie. They’re probably together anyway. Check under the old Turtle Building. They’re probably there.” Olive ran off. “And, you Shawnee, go find Pip. Who knows where she is. Just go look for her.”

Shawnee sighed, tucking a brown ringlet behind her ears. Sulking away, she muttered something that sounded suspiciously like a few swear words.

Melanie sat down again, leaning against the thick gate. “Sit.” She patted the wet pavement next to her.

“So, how are you planning to start this little revolt?” Lottie tried not to sound too amused. She had seen Melanie start many projects like this, all of them nearly ending with the death of one of their friends.

“I found an old bloke.” Melanie didn’t say anything else. After a few minutes silence, she turned to Lottie, waiting for her to ask more.

“Yeah, and?”

Lightning flashed. Lottie sighed and counted the seconds before the thunderclap. “Four seconds,” she said to Melanie after the thunder had echoed through the entire camp. “Not too far from here.”

“We won’t get hit.” Melanie sounded almost too sure of herself.

There was a splashing of footsteps coming towards them. Olive had two younger girls following her, giggling shrilly. With a sigh, she pushed both of them forward. Melanie stood, crossing her arms, causing the two girls scoot in closer to each other.

“What did they do this time?” Melanie tapped her foot.

One of the younger girls grinned, revealing a large gap where her two front teeth were supposed to be. “One of the boys told us that there were coins under the stones of the Turtle Building,” the one who still had her front teeth said. “We didn’t find any, so Hattie tried to bite the stones, to make sure if there were coins in them.”

Lottie’s face broke into a grin as well. “You’re supposed to bite the coin to make sure it’s real, not the stone that the coin might be in,” she said through a laugh.

Hattie, the girl missing the two front teeth, frowned. “Well, Alexa was going to try it too, before Olive found us,” she said defensively.

“Yeah, but I probably would’ve been able to find something!” shouted the girl with the teeth, called Alexa. She shoved Hattie playfully.

Lottie turned to Melanie. “Those are her baby teeth,” she said. “They would’ve fallen out anyway.”

“Oi! You all should thank me!” Shawnee’s voice rang through the empty street. She marched towards them. A much smaller girl who couldn’t be any older than six was running just to keep up. “Do you know where I found her?”

The very little girl giggled. “I was sneaking into the Dark Lord’s home!” All of the other girls groaned. Lottie doubted that the large, gated house actually belonged to the Dark Lord, but apparently people had been calling it that for years.

“Pip!” Melanie whacked the small girl on the shoulder. “I’ve told you a thousand times not to go there! You know what could happen to you if you were caught?”

“Yeah, but I--”

The crash of thunder cut Pip off.

“Okay,” Melanie said, leaning in and getting much more serious now. “Believe it or not, there was a reason why we’re all here.”

“Are we going to go fight some boys?!” Pip hopped up and down, splashing mud on all of the other girls’ pants.

“Shut up, Pip!”

Melanie rolled her eyes. “Anyways, there’s a bloke who said he would sell us some magic, if we could pay him. I was thinking if we all chip in, we can all share the magic, and kill all the Death Eaters.” There was a silence. “So what does everybody have?!”

Lottie knew better than to argue with Melanie, and by looking around at all of the other girls’ faces, she guessed that they were thinking the same thing. There was no way it would work, and she didn’t want to sacrifice the little she had to try.

Pip squealed. Pulling her hand out of a small pouch attached to her waist with a rope, she shouted, “I’ve got half a roll and a coin.” She proudly slapped her offerings in Melanie’s hand.

Each of them continued to give Melanie what they had in turn, until Lottie was the only one left. “Ah… let me see.” She dug through her pockets. All she felt were the rocks she had just found and a few coins. Carefully, she pulled out one of the rocks and two of the coins, purposefully leaving the rest in her pocket. “All I’ve got,” Lottie lied with a shrug.

Melanie put everything in a bag and added a few apples of her own. “Well, it’s not much, but he might give us something small with this.”

She tied the bag to her waist and started walking away from the gates. “Where are we going?” Pip shouted, running to keep up with the much bigger girl’s strides.

“To find him. He was near the bakery last I saw him.”

Lottie sighed and followed anyway. This plan was ridiculous, but she wasn’t about to say that out loud. They walked quickly, passing by empty and overcrowded buildings. They passed by a huge, crumbling green structure, and Hattie shouted, “There must be some coins in there.”

“No, there aren’t!” Shawnee shouted.

Lottie laughed as she looked at Melanie’s exasperated expression, but continued walking with the rest.

“Wait!” Pip hopped in front of the group, her hands on her hips, trying to make up for her lack of height with a very stern expression. “What are we going to do with this magic when we get it? Don’t we need the sticks that the Death Eaters carry around?”

“Don’t be stupid, Pip,” Lottie said, though secretly she agreed.

“Yeah, they just use those sticks because…” Melanie stopped, rubbing her head. “Ah!” she shouted. “Because the Dark Lord doesn’t want them to be as powerful as him, and those sticks don’t let them use all of their magic! If we don’t use sticks, then we’ll be more powerful than them!”

“Oh.” Pip blushed. “Of course.”

Lottie didn’t laugh along with all of the other girls. Unlike Melanie, she noticed the power that those sticks wielded. Melanie stopped, and motioned to the other girls to do the same. They stood in front of a tiny crumbling building. “He said he’d be here,” she said, tapping her foot.

Olive exchanged a glance with Lottie. They didn’t want to be the ones to tell Melanie that it wasn’t usually best to trust creepy looking strangers.

“OI! THERE HE IS!” Pip pointed to a shadow in a nearby alley.

“Pip!” Hattie sighed, and pushed Pip on the shoulder.

The man stopped and turned around. “Z’at you?” he grunted, creeping towards them. Lottie backed up slightly.

“Yes,” Melanie said taking a step forward. “We don’t have much, but it is something.” She offered him the bag.

A thick knitted cap nearly covered the man’s eyes. His trench coat was a faded navy blue, speckled with the rain water from the storm. “You’re right, it isn’t much.” He pulled out the rocks in the bag.

“We’ve got these too!” Hattie pulled out two blood stained teeth.

“Hattie, why would anybody want that?” Olive said, smiling sheepishly at the man.

“Well…” The main threw Lottie’s rocks to the floor, but took the rest. “I s’pose this must be good for something.” He reached into his pocket and pulled out a scrap of yellowing paper. “You girls are lucky that you found me. With only this bit of goods, most folks wouldn’t give you a trick like this.” He swung the bag in front of them.

“Oh, thank you!” Melanie said, taking the scrap of paper. “We’ll be sure to use it well.”

The man chuckled and disappeared back into the shadows. “Odd fellow, isn’t he?” Lottie said with a nervous laugh. “Here, let me see that.” She reached over and took the parchment, making sure to keep it out of the rain. As she moved her fingers over the creases, about to open it, Pip spun around and pointed at the sky, screaming.

Above them was a far too familiar shimmering skull with a snake coming out of its mouth. The bright green burned Lottie’s eyes and ran shivers down her spine. “Run!” Melanie shouted. “Go back home! GO!”

They scattered, Lottie running towards her own flat. Panting, she turned a corner to the biggest street in the camp. Because of the storm, she was the only person on the usually crowded road. She turned and looked over her shoulder. Nobody was there. She ran over to a tree and snapped off a stick before hopping off, and hiding behind the large trunk. Hands shaking, she made sure that the scrap of parchment didn’t get wet as she unfolded it. Melanie would probably kill her if she found out that she had tried this without her.

The words on the paper were faded; Lottie had to squint to make them out.

Avada Kedavra

Lottie frowned. The words were odd, and she felt as though she shouldn’t say them out loud. Waving her stick, she hissed “Avada Kedavra.”

Nothing happened.

She tried at least five times, finally getting extremely frustrated and throwing her stick back into the street. Somebody shouted. Pocketing her parchment again, she rose and peaked around the tree to see who it was. A group of Death Eaters crept forward, looking more like one giant black spider than separate people.

Trying not to scream, Lottie began to run back to her flat. She couldn’t let the Death Eaters see her. She ran back through the alley and to the smaller street. There was another clump of cloaked Death Eaters on this street, but they were much farther away.

It felt as though the back of her throat was sticking to the front by the time she was halfway there. She ran though, too scared to stop, taking the familiar route back to her home. The Death Eaters were faster than she was, though, so when she finally arrived at the front door of the building, they were not far off. She pushed open the door and ran down the hall. Before she could open the door to her family’s small room, it swung open.

Her mother stood in the doorway, smiling nervously at her daughter. “Oh, thank goodness you’re here,” she said, shaking Lottie by the shoulders. “I was so, so worried, what with the Death Eaters running amok…”

“Posy?”

Posy blushed and turned back to Lottie. “Oh, I’m sorry, love, I forgot. There’s somebody here to see you.”
Chapter Two: The Invitation by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Hey all! Here comes chapter two. Thanks again to Deanine and TheBird for fixing this chapter of mine. ^_^
Chapter two: The Invitation

Brow furrowed, Lottie stepped into her family’s flat. “To see me?” she repeated. “Are you sure? Who would be here to see me? All of my friends went home, didn’t they?” Posy squeezed her daughter’s shoulder and smiled weakly.

A quite unfamiliar man sat at the Rowe’s rickety table. He wore dark, fine robes that reminded Lottie of the Death Eaters who had marched down the streets. He was clean shaven, unlike anybody else from the Muggle camps, and did not have one smudge of dirt on his face. He couldn’t have been from one of the camps, Lottie was sure of that.

“Hello, Charlotte.” The man smiled, emphasizing his crow’s feet. Lottie glared at the man. Nobody had called her Charlotte since she was very young, before she decided that Lottie suited her, and Charlotte didn’t.

“Lottie,” she corrected.

“Oh, of course. Lottie.” The man held his hand out. With a nudge from her mother, Lottie finally took the man’s hand and shook it. “My name is Professor Fornax Maelioric.”

She bit her lip, trying not to laugh. Lottie had never heard a name like Maelioric before, let alone Fornax. “Yeah? So what’re you doing here?”

Maelioric pointed to the empty chair across from him. Resenting the invitation to sit down in her own home, Lottie sat, folding her arms and raising her eyebrows at the man who barged into her flat. “So, Lottie, tell me, what do you think about magic?”

Lottie rolled her eyes. “I think the people who have it abuse it, and that the people that don’t have it would do well with it.”

“Have you ever thought that there could be good people with magic?” Lottie bit her lip. All of the people with magic she had ever seen abused the power. Unsure of which answer would be correct, she just looked at her lap. “Before I tell you, do you promise to keep it a secret?”

Lottie couldn’t stand it. She needed to know what he was talking about. Nervously, she looked over her shoulder at her parents who were both smiling down at her. “Yes,” she said suddenly feeling the urge to whisper. “I promise. What’s the secret?”

Maelioric folded his hands on the table and leaned in, whispering as well. “There’s an entire movement.” His voice made Lottie shiver. “Hundreds of witches and wizards who aren’t like the Death Eaters are fighting to end Voldemort’s reign.” Lottie gasped at the sound of the Dark Lord’s name, but was too captivated by what this man was telling her to do anything else about it.

Suddenly, Lottie felt as though somebody was pouring scalding honey into her stomach. Why was this man telling her this? Would the Death Eaters kill her if they found out that she knew about a rebellion? What would she do with this information? “But--”

“Why am I telling you this?” Lottie felt as though the man could read her mind. Maelioric seemed to be enjoying the suspense. “You’re a witch, Lottie.”

Posy gasped and squeezed her husband’s hand. “Nathaniel…” she whispered. “Our daughter.” Lottie turned around. Her mother was making it sound like it was a bad thing. “Our daughter.”

“Me?” She didn’t know what to think. He must have been lying. Nobody in her family had magic. Was it possible for her to have it? “No way. That’s not possible. I mean, my family is entirely--”

“You know, Muggle-borns tend to pop up more often now.” Maelioric leaned back in his chair, his eyes twinkling. “It’s quite sporadic, but we’re beginning to believe that it has something to do with a parent’s belief in magic.”

Lottie clenched her fists, scrunching up the baggy fabric on her pants. “And… erm … what now?” she asked, trying to ignore her parents’ franticly hushed conversation behind her.

Maelioric laughed, clapping Lottie on the shoulder. “Well, you want to join the rebellion, don’t you?” He raised his eyebrows. “Most eleven-year-olds jump at the offer.”

“Yes! Of course, I mean… But what do I have to do?”

“There’s a school,” began Maelioric, “called Alsemore. We train all of the Muggle-borns, half-bloods and the occasional pure-blood there.” Lottie liked this idea the more he explained.

“You mean I can leave here?” Lottie tried not to bring her hopes up too far.

“Yes,” answered Maelioric. “Though, we can’t let the students come back here very often because the Death Eaters might recognize them.” Lottie turned around again and looked at her parents. Their conflicted faces illustrated just how she felt. Sure, she wanted to leave the camp and help defeat the Dark Lord, but she didn’t want to never see her family again. “There will be occasional visits, of course,” Maelioric added quickly.

Lottie turned back to him. “What would I learn at that school?”

“Magic, of course,” said Maelioric with a laugh. “Though, you should be warned that this school is more dangerous than most. The students are trained to fight and are expected to help the cause by their sixth year, if not earlier.” Lottie bit her lip. “It is very dangerous, of course,” Maelioric continued, “but our students are trained well, and we usually have adults near by. Each student is trained in one of three areas, and becomes that position in the war.”

“What do you think?” asked Lottie, turning to her parents.

Posy looked down at the floor, making sure her face was hidden. Nathaniel tapped her gently on the shoulder. She looked up at him, opening her mouth to say something, but he shot her a stern look. Looking back at his daughter, he smiled weakly. “Whatever you think is best, Lottie,” he responded shakily. “Do you want to help the cause?”

“Yes.” She turned back to Maelioric. “Professor, I want to do it.”

“Excellent!” Maelioric clapped his hands together. “Well, could I just ask you if you know how to read, just so we know where to begin?”

Lottie beamed. “Yes,” she said proudly. Muggles in camps were not allowed to read, according to the Death Eaters. The Dark Lord had taken over fairly recently, though, and Lottie was only the third generation in the camp, so reading was easily taught in secret. Most girls her age knew, but she had seen a few kids whose parents or grandparents were so afraid of the Death Eaters, that they never learned.

“That’ll save us a lot of trouble then,” Maelioric mumbled, scribbling with a quill on a yellowing piece of parchment that looked like the scrap of paper the man in the cap had tried to sell to them.

“Can--can I ask you a question, Professor?”

“Of course.”

“Do we have to leave right now?” Lottie picked at the dirt under her fingernails. She wanted at least a day to say goodbye to her family.

“Ah, of course not,” Maelioric said with a shake of his head. He patted her on the shoulder. “We will be collecting all of the first year students on Monday at noon. It doesn’t give you a lot of time to get ready, but you are not required to bring anything along.”

Monday… Lottie took a deep breath. That only gave her a day and a half with her family. “Okay.” She looked down at her lap. “Monday it is then.”

With a chuckle, Maelioric stood up. “You’ll love it, don’t worry.” He gave her a reassuring smile. “All of the students do.”

“I hope that’s a promise,” she said nervously.

Without another word, the strange man turned around, and walked out the door, his cloak billowing behind him. The door slammed behind him, and a loud crack caused Posy to jump and drop a small mug she had been clutching.

“Well.” Nathaniel leaned against the thin wall, arms crossed. “That’ll be quite an adventure, won’t it?”

Lottie tried to smile back at him, but suddenly didn’t feel like she could. “I--I think I’m going to go to bed.” She clutched her stomach and sat down on her bare mattress. “I suddenly don’t feel very good.” Groaning, she fell backwards and shut her eyes.

It didn’t take her long to fall asleep. This new information dragged down her eyelids with its weight. When she woke, rain still pounded against the windows. It was a gloomy day, though not quite as dark as the day before. Lottie, feeling only slightly better than the previous night, opened the door to leave.

Behind her, Nathaniel was muttering something to Posy. The unnerving sensation of people talking about her crept up Lottie’s spine. She spun around, letting the door shut loudly behind her. “Oh!” Posy ran to Lottie, and brushed the rain off of her shoulders. “Good morning, dear. We didn’t even hear you get up…”

Nathaniel followed and ruffled her hair, chuckling sheepishly as he did. “You’re getting sneakier and sneakier everyday, I’ll tell you that.”

Crossing her arms, Lottie took a step away from her parents. “Sorry,” she said quietly. “I’m going to go out today, is that okay? I just want to see my friends for one more time.”

“Of course, love,” Posy said and gave Nathaniel a sharp flick on the back. He spun around obediently and followed her to the other side of the room. Standing alone in front of the door, Lottie pushed her knitted cap back onto her head, took a deep breath and silently left.

She ran quickly through the rain, head tucked under her arm, before she spotted the pair of tiny boots that she knew to be Pip’s. “Morning!” squeaked Pip sleepily.

Lottie picked her head up and smiled nervously. “Morning,” she repeated. “Have you seen everybody else?”

“Yeah, they’re all over there.” Pip pointed to what once had been a large cart for selling food, but was abandoned years ago. “Alexa got hurt when the Death Eaters came last night,” she said more solemnly.

Feeling the blood rush to her head, Lottie followed Pip as they jogged over to the cart. “Alexa!” she shouted as she fell to her stomach and pushed herself under the gap between the cart and the pavement. A ditch under the cart gave her enough room to sit up. Pip followed and fell easily into the tiny spot in between Lottie and Hattie.

“Lottie, where were you?” Melanie turned away from Alexa and scooted closer to Lottie. “All last night we were looking for you. It’s hard to take care of one person in trouble when we’re not sure where another one is.”

“Sorry,” she breathed. “I had to go back home. I didn’t know we were meeting back up. I thought you said--”

“No, I didn’t.” Melanie turned back to Alexa and muttered something to Hattie. Promptly, Hattie ran out from under the cart and into the street.

Lottie craned her neck so she could see over Melanie’s shoulder. “What happened to her?” she asked, though by Alexa’s appearance, she could guess. Blood covered her entire right arm, and there was a noticeably large gash across her upper arm.

“She got caught on her way home last night,” Olive said shakily. “She nearly got away, but they--they did something to her arm. Hattie’s going to get something to wrap it in.”

Lottie’s heart skipped a beat. This was her chance to tell them. They had to know, especially after the events of last night. “Wait,” she said quickly. Everybody turned to her. “I--I’ve got something to tell you.”

“Lottie, can it wait?” Melanie slapped her hand against the pavement. “This is more important.”

“Wait!” Lottie grabbed Melanie’s arm. “It’s important too.”

“What?”

“A man came to visit me last night--”

“Honestly, Lottie.” Shawnee glared at her. “This isn’t the time.”

“LISTEN TO ME!” Lottie slammed her fist against the top of the cart. Even Alexa picked up her head to stare at her. “A man came to visit me last night, and he told me that I was magic.”

Silence followed, only finally broken when muffled footsteps hurried towards them. “That’ll be Hattie,” Olive said quietly. True to Olive’s word, Hattie slid under the cart, the sleeve of an old sweater wrapped around her hand.

“This is all I could find,” she said handing it to Shawnee. Without a word, Shawnee snatched it from her and began wrapping it carefully around Alexa’s wound. As she did, Melanie turned back to Lottie, eyebrows raised.

“What are you talking about?” she hissed.

“A man,” Lottie repeated slowly. “He told me that I was magic, like the Death Eaters.” There was another silence. “I mean, I’m not going to be like them,” she added hurriedly. “But I’ve got magic.”

“Lottie.” Melanie grabbed her shoulder. “Seriously, whatever this man told you is a lie. Why would you be magic? You’re just a plain Muggle. That was just some mad bloke lying to you so he could kidnap you or something. Stop being ridiculous.”

Lottie forgot to breathe momentarily as pushed Melanie’s hand from her shoulder. “I’m not being ridiculous.” She tried not to let her voice quiver. “It’s true! And one day I’ll come back and be able to save one of you from a Death Eater, and then you’ll believe me.”

“And until then,” Melanie snapped back, “you’ll just be mad.”

Gripping her fists, Lottie shouted, “I’m not lying!” She turned to everybody in the group in turn, receiving the same look every time. “Nobody believes me? Pip?” The six-year-old frowned at her and turned away. “Fine!” Lottie pulled herself out of the cart. She crouched down and poked her head under it to see her friends for one more time. “I’ll see you in seven years then.” Without another word, she picked herself up and walked away. Once she was sure that she was out of earshot, she began to run, wiping the rainwater and tears off of her face.

She stopped in front of the door to her building, pulled it open and snuck down the hall to her own door. Before she could open the door, it was pushed open by her mother. “Oh!” She pushed her flyaway hair back into its messy bun. “I’m sorry, Lottie. I was just heading to the bakery to get you some food for your trip tomorrow.”

“Oh--er--thanks.” Lottie trotted around her mother and to her small mattress in the corner. She didn’t look up until the door slammed and she was sure her mother had left. Her father was probably already at the rundown bakery that they ran. After she was sure that her mother was completely out of earshot, she let out a scream. Somebody in the room next door banged on the wall.

Willing herself not to cry, Lottie kicked back at the wall, leaving a muddy boot-print. Trying to ignore the bangs on the wall, she curled into as small of a ball as she could possibly manage.

Lottie sniffed loudly. She didn’t know why her friends were all suddenly angry with her. She would never hurt her friends. But hadn’t she hurt Alexa by not helping her? Heavy-minded, she shut her eyes and fell into a restless sleep.
Chapter Three: Odin Alley by Eponine
Author's Notes:
So sorry for the wait. Thanks a bajillion times over again to Deanine and TheBird!
Chapter Three: Odin Alley

“Are you all ready then, Lottie?” Posy attempted, yet again, to run a brush through Lottie’s tangled hair.

“Yes, Mum!” Lottie snatched the brush out of her mother’s hands and picked at the huge mat in her hair. “I’ve got a bag and everything.” She gestured to a small burlap sack near the door. “Am--am I meeting them outside or--”

“They’re coming to get you,” Posy answered quickly. “The professor told us in private. He’s coming himself to pick you up, and you’ll all meet up and go to school, as to not draw attention to yourself.”

“Right.” Lottie dug the tip of her toe into the ground.

Posy held Lottie’s shoulder tightly. “Now, are you sure this is what you want to do?” she asked quietly, her face pale. “Because you don’t have to, if you don’t want to. We’ll just talk to him, and--”

“I want to do it,” Lottie said sternly. “I’ve wanted to do this for my entire life, you know that.”

There were three loud raps on the door. “That’ll be Maelioric,” said Posy, giving Lottie a pat on the back. Shakily, Lottie walked to the door and opened it. Maelioric wore the same fine robes as he had the day he visited her.

“Good afternoon.” Lottie didn’t return his warm smile. “Have you got any things gathered up?”

“Y--yeah.” Lottie’s throat was rather dry. She ran and grabbed her bag. “Bye Mum,” she said quietly, not pushing away from her mother’s hug.

“Try not to get in too much trouble, okay?” Posy said tearfully.

“Don’t worry I won’t.” She turned to Maelioric and followed him out of her flat. Not looking back for fear of tearing up as well, she called, “I’ll see you over the summer!”

Suddenly, Maelioric stopped. They were still in the hall of the building. Lottie looked up at him, but he didn’t flash her with his usual smile. “Lottie, I do have something serious to speak with you about.” Lottie gulped. Had she already gotten in trouble? “I know you told your friends about us,” he said in a hushed voice, trying not to let the occupants of the other rooms hear.

Lottie felt as though her heart had just stopped. How did he know? Had he been watching her? “Now, since they didn’t believe you, it isn’t going to be a problem, but…” He raised his eyebrows. “Just be careful next time, okay?”

Taking a relieved breath, Lottie said, “Okay.”

Lottie thought they were going to leave the building, but instead of heading to the door, Maelioric spun around and led her down a tight corridor that she had never known was there. “Now, I’m going to take us to where we’re meeting everybody else,” said Maelioric. “Just grab onto my arm tightly, and don’t let go.”

Lottie obeyed, feeling quite awkward, clinging onto the man’s arm. Before she was able to get a good look around the cramped hall, she heard a loud crack. It felt as though somebody was trying to push her, headfirst into a tube that was far too small for her. A moment later, she could breathe again. She stumbled, trying to catch herself, and fell onto the ground, dazed.

Maelioric’s laughter brought her back to reality. “Don’t worry. Nearly everybody falls their first time as well.” He held out his hand and helped her to standing. “Alright, I’m off to get another student. Wait here with everybody else for a few minutes.” With that, he disappeared again.

Lottie turned around. Kids, all her age, were sitting and waiting. She smiled at a boy. The boy looked down at his lap, and folded his hands. Nearly all of the to-be students were all dressed in old clothes like her. Nobody said anything. Joining in the silence, she sat down against one of the curved walls.

The room they were in was plain. All the walls and floors were grey. After further inspection, Lottie decided that they must have been some other color at one point, but faded and turned grey. There were a few benches, and a large oak door.

More adults appeared, with students clutching to their arms, and then vanished again. A girl who was unnervingly familiar arrived a few minutes after Lottie. She stood for a moment, and then sat down next to another girl and began talking. Lottie craned her neck to try and determine where she had seen that girl before. Her thin brown hair was messy, and she had blue eyes that were far too big for her face.

Lottie gasped when she realized who it was. She had often found that girl around the group of girls who rivaled her friends. Former friends, she corrected herself. That girl’s conversation had started a string of socialization that was spreading down the group of students. Not wanting to stand out on her first day, Lottie turned to the girl next to her. She had brown hair, brown eyes and a freckle-spotted button nose.

“Hi.”

The girl turned to her. “Oh. Hello.” She pushed the brown hair out of her face. Lottie noticed that her clothes were not nearly as torn as most of the students’. “My name is Alison--well Ally. Ally Overton.”

“I’m Lottie Rowe.” They nodded and smiled at each other for a few moments, neither of them knowing exactly what to say.

“Are you a Muggle-born?” Ally finally asked.

Lottie recognized that word. Maelioric had used it when he was explaining magic to her. “Erm… Yeah, I think I am. That means I have non-magic parents, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Then yeah, I am.” There was a moment’s silence. “Oh, what about you?” Lottie added hurriedly.

Ally suddenly looked very excited. Lottie guessed that she had been waiting to tell her story. “No, I’m not,” she said proudly. Lottie’s stomach fell. Was being a Muggle-born a bad thing? “My dad’s a Muggle, but my mum was a witch.” She looked behind her and leaned in. “My mum was fighting against the Dark Lord, but she got killed by Death Eaters.” Lottie noticed that Ally sounded more proud than upset that her mother had died. “I grew up in a camp with other half-bloods, not with Muggles.”

“Well that must’ve been nice,” Lottie responded.

“It was okay. Probably not as bad as wherever you were, considering what you’re wearing.” Ally laughed. Lottie did too, though it wasn’t quite as genuine as Ally’s.

Lottie opened her mouth to say something, but before she could there was a loud crack and Maelioric appeared. One last student ran and sat down with the group. Lottie frowned when she saw him. He didn’t have tattered clothes like her; he didn’t even have clothes like Ally. He was in dark robes that reminded her of Maelioric’s.

“Well,” Maelioric said, clapping to get their attention. “I believe that we’re all here now.” He beamed at them. “Another year, and another batch of first year students. Let me be the first to welcome you all.” A murmur ran through the group of students. “Before we get to Alsemore, you all can clean up a bit. Everybody will get three sets of uniforms. We have other clothes in every size for weekends and holidays. Each person may have two extra outfits. Also, you may need to get glasses. We can provide you with them, if the Healers decide you need them.” Maelioric pulled out a stick, just like the Death Eaters’. “And I’m sure you all have been wondering about these.” Lottie leaned in, her gaze not moving from the thin piece of wood.

“Well, these are wands that wizards and witches use to control their magic.” He chortled. “In my experience, students are usually far too curious to find out what they are.”

Lottie couldn’t help but mutter, “So Melanie was wrong then…” Ally turned to her and shot her a stern glance.

“So--” he waved his wand, causing the doors to fly open “--first you’ll meet with a Healer, and get yourself cleaned up a bit.”

Everybody stood up and shuffled silently behind Maelioric. Nobody knew quite what to say. Lottie glanced around nervously, looking for anybody who knew what a Healer was. She thought that the large oak doors were heading to another corridor, but when she passed through them, she found herself in an alley.

The sun shone through the scattered clouds. Lottie wondered if wherever they were had experienced the same storms as London had for the past week. Maelioric led the students down the thin road. It looked as though they were heading towards a huge building. It was a plain grey color, with small barred windows. As the group shuffled towards it, Lottie started to feel a bit more apprehensive.

She wondered what the building held. Maybe they were going to get their clothes or their wands. Lottie’s fingers itched at the idea of having her own wand, like the Death Eaters. “Where do you think we’re going?” she asked Ally quietly.

Ally shrugged. “Maybe it’s where we’ll get our uniforms?”

Maelioric stopped walking. Standing on the steps that led up to the grey building, he turned to them. “Welcome to Odin Alley. It is one of a series of hidden locations we use to provide resources or training for the war. A group of merchants joined together to provide us with the proper materials for us.” Lottie turned to ask Ally how they were getting the materials in the first place, but again, Ally shot her a warning glance.

“So, this is our first stop. I just ask you all to be quiet when we enter, so we don’t disturb any of the patients.” A hush fell over the students as he led them inside the building. Lottie shivered when she entered. She decided that it would be a better idea not to ask Ally, considering her strict attention to the rules.

A group of adults in sterile white robes stood before them. Maelioric broke the students up into five groups, based on where they were standing and the white robed adult standing before them led them off. Lottie was happy to be in Ally’s group, though was annoyed to see the short, blue eyed girl from the camp was in the group as well.

“Right.” The man leading their group turned to them. He had a thick cockney accent and crooked teeth like a key. “So, I’m here to check to make sure you’re all okay and whatnot. I’m a Healer, so I can make sure you’re all okay. So… you-- ” He pointed at the blue eyed girl from the camp “--come here.” The girl obeyed. The Healer pointed her wand at her. He muttered something under his breath and handed her a small vial. “Drink. It will help that cough of yours.”

The girl drank and winced at the taste. “Now, you’re going to need glasses so you can see properly,” said the Healer curtly. He was to a cabinet and pulled out a pair of thickly rimmed glasses. They made the girl’s eyes look even bigger now -- far too big for her face. Lottie snickered along with the other kids. Blushing, the bug-eyed girl returned to the group, but made sure that she was far in the back, slightly detached from every else.

The task of making sure that everybody wasn’t seriously sick or hurt soon became a very tedious one. One boy needed a spell to fix a sprained wrist, and another girl had to take three potions to get rid of an infection, but mostly the only thing everybody needed was a spell or two to remove bruises.

Lottie shuffled over to the girl in the back and stood silently for a moment. The girl stared at her. “Let me see those for a second, okay?” she whispered, snatching the glasses off of the girl’s face.

“Hey!” The room went silent and everybody turned to them. “Sorry!” the girl breathed and turned back to Lottie. “Give those back,” she hissed.

“It’ll just be a second!” Lottie pushed the glasses onto her face. Right away, everything went blurry. The girl snatched them back and glared at Lottie. Lottie glared back. “Fine,” she said, rolling her eyes. She threw the girl’s glasses back at her and joined the group again.

The Healer pointed to Lottie and she stepped up, praying that she wouldn’t need glasses. Carelessly, he pointed his wand at her and sighed. “How’d you get these bruises?” he asked, pointing to her arm.

Lottie blushed. “I fell.” The Healer didn’t seem satisfied with the answer. “Well you didn’t ask anybody else!” she said, putting her hands on her hips. “Somebody threw a rock at me, and I fell, are you happy?”

The Healer ignored her and waved his wand. Lottie’s bruises began to shrink until they disappeared. “Alright you’re fine.” Lottie returned to her spot next to Ally. The Healer led them out the door of their little room and back into the main hall, where all of the other groups were waiting. A few of the other students had gotten glasses just like the big-eyed girl.

Maelioric appeared out of another room and took them out of what Lottie decided was a hospital and down the alley. The other students were all chattering happily, but whenever Lottie would turn to Ally, she would return the glance with a loud “Shh!”

He brought them to a shop -- or what looked like a shop. Once Lottie entered she realized that it was definitely not a shop. It was bigger than any single room she had ever seen before. Rows of clothes stretched back nearly to the end of the room.

“This is where you’re going to get your uniforms,” Maelioric informed them, giving one boy a pat on his back. “So each of you go down to the wall and line up.” Lottie followed another boy down one of the rows of clothes. There were dark cloaks that looked just like the ones the Death Eaters wore, long robes that looked like water and coats with far too many pockets.

She chose a spot next to Ally, who smiled at her. “Excited to get nicer clothes?” she asked.

“Er--yeah.” Lottie laughed nervously. “What about you?”

“I suppose. I wish we didn’t have a uniform, though.”

“Well, if they’re supplying us with everything, how wouldn’t we have one?”

Ally shrugged and looked down at her feet. A grumpy middle-aged man was walking down the line of students throwing what looked like a large duffle bag down at their feet, muttering something about the worst day of the year. Three women and the same man bustled importantly down the line. One boy gasped when the measuring tapes hovered in the air and began to measure without any help. The three witches and the wizard scribbled down the measurement with a quill on parchment.

Lottie was relieved when one of the friendly looking witches took her measurement, though Ally didn’t look very happy with the wizard who was scribbling down her measurements. The witch handed Lottie a small card with a purple check on it.

“Right, you lot,” the man said gruffly. “See that little check on the card you got? Go to the desk that has the same color check as your card. And don’t forget your bags.” The spun around, exchanged a glance with Maelioric and left to the desk with a green check.

“What color’ve you got?” Ally asked.

“Purple. You?”

“Orange.”

“Well, I guess I’ll see you in a few minutes then,” Lottie said, trying to sound optimistic. She really didn’t want to be separated with the only person she had met. Ally followed a boy to the desk with the orange check on the front and Lottie trotted to the purple desk, her new bag around her shoulder.

“Name?” Lottie looked up. A witch with a roll of parchment towered above her.

“Oh--er Lottie Rowe.”

The woman scanned down the line. “Mm… Charlotte, you mean?”

Lottie turned a delicate shade of pink, feeling the eyes of her classmates behind her. “Yeah, Charlotte,” she said through gritted teeth.

“Right, so go down over there.” The witch pointed to where another wizard was standing. “Get your uniforms from him, and then go through that door and get your two free wear outfits.”

Lottie slid down the line and stood in front of the man. He pointed at her bag. Carefully, she handed it to him, making sure that he wasn’t about to steal it. He piled three sets of uniforms into the large duffle and threw it back at her. She stumbled back with the new weight in her bag and ran into the room with the purple check over it.

The room was divided into two sections. On the left hand side, there was a rickety sign that read “Witches” and on the right, an equally as old sign read “Wizards.” She followed the other girls in front of her to the left side of the room, and started looking through the clothes. None of the clothes had patterns or writing on the front. Lottie picked a black and a red top, two pairs of faded jeans, and a green sweater. Everything looked as though it had been worn before.

“Okay, has everybody got everything?” The man who was giving everybody a uniform poked his head in the door. “Go and wait out in the front room, when you are.”

Lottie shouldered her duffle and walked to the front room. She spotted Ally immediately and waved. Ally looked thoroughly annoyed, but waved back away. “What’s up with you?” Lottie asked, laughing.

Ally didn’t laugh with her. “I got put with kids who are a lot taller than me.” She stomped her foot on the floor. “And now all of my clothes are way too big.”

“Well, they probably did that for a reason, don’t you think?” Ally didn’t seem satisfied with her answer. “Maybe they think you’ll grow really fast, or something. I don’t know.”

Ally went on to explain how she hadn’t realized that it was sorted by size until she saw that all of the clothes they were offering her were the same size, but that they were all too big for her. “And id you see how plain they were?” She sighed. “Most of the kids in my camp had at least a pattern on their clothes.”

“Is everybody here?” Maelioric’s voice rang through the large room. “Good,” he said as he left the room. He waved for all of the students to follow him back into the cobblestone alley. “Our next stop is the wand shop. You will get your books and other supplies at school,” he said importantly. “It would be too complicated to do it now, and considering everybody is getting the same thing, besides clothes and wands, we decided it wouldn’t hurt to let it wait.” He pointed to a tiny shop at the end of the street. Lottie wondered how everybody would fit in there.

Apparently, it was very possible to fit forty eleven-year-olds to fit in a tiny shop. Lottie didn’t understand how it was possible, and by everybody’s expression, neither did they. The inside of the room seemed to be far bigger than the outside, with enough room to provide a seat for each student. Lottie sat down in a squishy armchair and Ally chose a large pink pouffe next to her.

There was an old woman standing before them, staring at Maelioric. Once he nodded at her, she cleared her throat and spoke. “I am Miss Outterridge.” She raised her eyebrows, as though waiting for somebody to cry out of disbelief. “Getting a wand is not as simple as most of you might think. It is not--” she glared sharply at a boy in the front who had started snickering “--simply a matter of finding one that you like or that might look nice. As a great man once said ‘the wand chooses the wizard.’”

Maelioric pulled out a piece of parchment and handed it to Miss Outterridge, who unfolded it. “Right, so I know this is a bit tedious,” Maelioric said. “But it could be quite interesting if you try to notice a pattern.” He winked at them and left the tiny shop. This time several students really did shout out of disbelief. Lottie shared their feeling. She definitely did not want to be left in a room with this batty old woman.

“We will go in order of seating,” said Outterridge, pointing to the girl sitting in the front. Lottie suddenly regretted taking a seat in the last row. “Name?”

“D-Dorothea Melville.” Outterridge searched down the parchment and turned to a pile of boxes. She pulled one from the middle, and handed the wand inside to Dorothea. “Is this it?” asked Dorothea, smiling at the wand.

“Well I don’t know yet, do I?” Outterridge sighed over-dramatically. “Wave it!” Dorothea, blushing heavily, took the wand and waved it. Nothing happened. “Well, that’s not it, is it?” She pulled out another box and gave the girl another wand. Dorothea waved it, and purple sparks shot out of the end.

Several of the students gasped and clapped for Dorothea, who grinned. “That’s an interesting combination,” the old woman rasped. “Birch, nine inches, phoenix feather.” Outterridge gave Dorothea the box and let her take her seat.

Ten students later, Lottie realized that it wasn’t nearly as entertaining as she thought it would be. It took Outterridge a few tries to get everybody’s wand, but there was always that shower of sparks at the end. The big-eyed girl with the glasses stood up. When Outterridge asked her name, she said “Andrea Woolbright,” quietly.

It took Andrea over ten tries to get the right wand. Lottie had to fight the urge to yell at Outterridge.

Finally, when she had found the correct one, Lottie slouched back down in her seat. Ally was nearly sleeping also. Lottie tapped her lightly on the shoulder. She looked up and sighed. “Still at it?” she asked. Lottie nodded solemnly.

It must have been an hour later, when the boy sitting next to Lottie sat down. Filled with a sudden surge of energy, she ran up to the front, beaming. “Name?”

“Lottie--er--Charlotte Rowe.”

Outterridge checked her name off on the parchment and searched through the boxes. “Here, try this one… Ash, fourteen inches, phoenix feather.” Lottie waved it, but nothing happened. “I suppose not. How about this one? Hickory, eight inches, unicorn tail hair.” That wand didn’t seem to do the trick either. Lottie went through five more wands, until she pulled a fairly average sized one. “Sycamore and walnut, ten inches, dragon heart string.” Lottie waved it, and immediately green and gold sparks shot out of the tip of the wand. Her fingers tingled from the magic.

Outterridge gave her the box and Lottie sat back down. Ally was the first person that Outterridge found a wand for in one try. Lottie wondered if that meant her magic was stronger than most people’s.

Finally, the last boy got his wand, and Maelioric reappeared. Lottie understood why he had left now. He walked backwards as he led them back to the room where they had all met. “So did anybody get their wand on their first try?” he asked conversationally. Ally raised her hand. “Ah! Damn. I owe Ryan five Galleons, then. This is the first time Outterridge has done that in about … ten years.” Ally beamed proudly.

There must have been twenty teachers all standing in the room that they had been waiting in earlier. “Now, two students per teacher, please,” Maelioric called through the confusion. “We’re just going to Apparate to the school.”

Lottie and Ally ended up with a teacher who had thick brown hair, speckled with grey that was tied back tightly. “Hello,” she said stiffly. “I’m Professor Stainthorpe. Just grab onto my arm, and we’ll leave.” Lottie and Ally held onto the professor and waited for the unnerving sensation of traveling through a space without air.

They appeared in what felt like a dungeon. Lottie stumbled back and forth, and Ally had to hold onto her arm to stop from falling over. Without saying goodbye, Stainthorpe turned around and left quickly.

Once everybody had arrived, Maelioric stood before them. “Welcome,” he said, smiling at all of them, “to Alsemore Academy.”
Chapter Four: The Ivory Table by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I don't know how many times I can thank Deanine and TheBird, but I guess we'll find out when I finish the story, eh?
Chapter Four: The Ivory Table

Still beaming, Maelioric led the students up a wide staircase, speaking as he went. “Before you may join your fellow students in the welcome feast, you must be Sorted.” A few students whispered to each other in confusion. Maelioric turned around and spoke more gently. “A few of you might have learned about how Hogwarts used to Sort their students as well.” Lottie suddenly felt extremely ignorant of the world she was entering. She didn’t know what Maelioric meant by Sorting or Hogwarts. Maybe they were being divided on how much magic they had.

“This Sorting, however, will be nothing like theirs.” Maelioric paused. “You see, while they Sorted based on personality, we Sort based on ability.” Lottie’s stomach dropped. “There is not one House better than the other,” he began, slowly. Lottie could tell that House rivalry must have been a problem. “There are three Houses, run by my two co-heads Professor Palmyitor, Professor Clynalmoy, and myself.

“Each House is focused on one necessary role in the war. The members of Professor Clynalmoy’s House will be trained in strategy and war planning. The members of my House learn the skills of battle skills and dueling. And--” his face darkened, “--the members of Professor Palmyitor’s House are spies.”

A shiver ran up Lottie’s spine. “Must be a bit like that Slytherin House, eh?” Ally whispered. Having absolutely no idea what Ally was talking about, Lottie shrugged. It didn’t sound like a good thing though…

Maelioric turned back around and led them towards a large door. “So when we go through this door, wait at the end of the hall until your name is called.” With a wave of his wand, the door opened.

The room they entered was vast and triangular. The first years stood at one of the points of the triangle. Two long tables stretched across two walls and one sat in between them. Another table was along the last edge of the triangle, with adults sitting at it, instead of students.

In the middle of the triangle, there was what looked like a large square table made out of white stone, covered in tiny carvings. Lottie couldn’t make out what any of the carvings were, but she noticed a light purple glow flickering through them.

As Maelioric took his seat at the head table, another man stood up. He looked just as important, with his hands on his hips. “Welcome, students,” he said. The room was silent. Lottie strained her ears to hear the man’s quiet voice. “For those of you who don’t know, I am Professor Clynalmoy. Before we make the start-of-term announcements, we must begin the Sorting.” Lottie’s stomach turned over. Clynalmoy turned to the first years. “All you have to do is place your hands on the stretch of blank ivory when you are called, and we will choose your House.” He turned to a strict looking woman who Lottie assumed was Professor Palmyitor.

“Acker, Travis,” the woman said, reading from a sheet of parchment.

A boy with thick, curly red hair stumbled up to the front near the Table. Lottie could see his hands shaking as he placed them on the ivory. Right as he did, his nervous expression was washed off of his face, and one of horror or pain -- Lottie couldn’t tell which -- replaced it. Her stomach twisted more tightly into a knot, and from Ally’s shaking next to her, she guessed that hers had also.

The engravings on the Table flamed bright orange for a moment before it died down. The heads all stood up and walked to the Table, inspecting it. Lottie could only spot a few of the small pictures glowing odd colors. She couldn’t make out what the carvings were, but the heads seemed to take that detail into account very specifically. They continued blazing for nearly a minute, until the color finally vanished from them and Travis Acker wrenched his hand from the Table. The three heads mumbled to each other softly for a moment, before turning back to the students. Joyfully, Maelioric said, “Welcome to Maelioric.”

The table in the center started cheering loudly. Lottie guessed that they were the Maeliorics. Directed by the heads, Travis sat down with his new House-mates, looking relieved.

Lottie waited nervously as she watched all of the students get sorted. Sophie Coghlan was Sorted into Palmyitor and didn’t look very happy about it. Most of the first years were being Sorted into Maelioric. It did look as though that table was much longer than the other two. Lottie turned to Ally to point this out, but Ally had turned rather white. “Orman, Victor” had just been Sorted into Maelioric.

“Overton, Alison.”

“Good luck,” Lottie whispered. Ally grimaced back at her as she walked to the Table. The heads didn’t take nearly as long deciding which House she would join. The table on the far right cheered when Maelioric announced that she would be joining Clynalmoy.

Lottie decided that she would be best fit for Clynalmoy as well. She had always been quite clever, she thought. Yes, she would definitely be a Clynalmoy. “Ross, Robert” took his seat at the Maelioric table, and Palmyitor shouted, “Rowe, Charlotte!”

Suddenly quite aware of her ragged clothing, Lottie shuffled to the center of the room. She wished that she was wearing her new uniform like the older students. With a glance at Maelioric, she placed both hands on the blank stretch of ivory.

An itch traveled from the base of her toes up to her fingertips. Her head was throbbing as she involuntarily relived moments of her life she had tried to forget. It wasn’t exactly pain, though. She longed to pry her hands off of the stone, but was stuck to it. She could feel everybody’s eyes burning into the back of her head, so to distract herself, she stared down at the Table.

In front of her a carving of an ox shined a deep scarlet and what looked like a snake was glittering green. Lottie was sure that she saw a trail of ants, a bow and a sail of a ship all glowing a deep blue. Her pulling finally paid off when the Table’s magical pull was broken and she went stumbling backwards. She steadied herself, making sure not to put her hands on the Table and watched the heads mutter to each other.

Clynalmoy, it had to be Clynalmoy. Why were they taking so long to decide? They seemed to be arguing. The other students seemed to be getting impatient. Lottie silently urged the heads to hurry up.

“Welcome to Palmyitor.”

The words stung Lottie. She could feel all eyes upon her. She had to move quickly or else be embarrassed in front of anybody, but Palmyitor? They must have been kidding. Trying to ignore the tingling in her fingertips, she sat down on long bench at the Palmyitor table. She turned around to the Clynalmoy table. Ally was watching the Sorting, apparently not concerned that her first friend was just Sorted into a different House.

“Scrivener, Colm!” The boy who had been wearing fine robes, instead of tattered clothes like everybody else walked up to the Table. Lottie picked her head up to watch the Sorting. Maybe it would take her mind off of the fact that she was going to spend the next seven years in a House where she didn’t belong.

Colm’s Sorting didn’t take nearly as long as Lottie’s, ending with Maelioric shouting “Welcome to Maelioric!” The boy marched to the center table and sat down with a confident laugh. Lottie glared at him, but didn’t get a response.

The Sorting continued. Lottie couldn’t bring herself to focus. Why was she in Palmyitor? She could never spy. She was never able to lie to anybody. It wasn’t fair that her only friend was in a different House. The heads must have been testing her. They would switch her once they realized how much more of a Clynalmoy they were than a Palmyitor.

“Woolbright, Andrea!” The bug-eyed girl placed her hands on the Table.

Oh please don’t let her be with me, Lottie pleaded. Being placed in the wrong House was bad enough, but having a girl she utterly despised in the same one was too much.

“Palmyitor!”

Lottie felt her heart sink. She wanted to stand up and shout that it wasn’t fair, and that either she had to be transferred or that Woolbright girl had to. Before she could protest, “Yoxall, Camilla” was Sorted into Clynalmoy, and the three heads waved their wands. Promptly, the Table vanished, leaving Lottie to wonder where it had gone.

“I hope,” Professor Palmyitor said, as she stood in front of the students, her arms locked behind her back, “that those students who are unhappy with their Houses will not come crying to us.” Her eyes didn’t sparkle like Maelioric’s did. “You are there for a reason, and it will be prosperous to both yourself and the war effort.” She cleared her throat. “In any case, if the older students have forgotten, you are not to leave the grounds at any time unless accompanied by a professor. You are only to be outside when either going to a class or when a professor is feeling quite generous and is willing to supervise all activities.”

Lottie watched Palmyitor intently. She was not the sort of woman that Lottie wanted to spend the next seven years of her life with. “But judging by these hungry faces,” Maelioric cut in, “it would be much more prosperous--” while Palmyitor wasn’t looking, he made a face at all of the students, “--for the feast to begin!”

More food than Lottie had ever seen suddenly filled the plates around her. She was afraid to try it. How could anybody have so much food when there were thousands of people dying of starvation in the Muggle Camps? “You might want to eat something before it’s all gone,” an older boy said, giving Lottie a nudge on the shoulder.

With a nod, she reached out and grabbed a giant turkey leg. In her time in the Camp, she often saw Death Eaters drunkenly parading about with turkey legs in their hands. Shaking with excitement, she took a bite.

It was the most wonderful thing she had ever tasted. She crammed more and more of the meat into her mouth enthusiastically. “Now, don’t forget to chew,” laughed the same boy sitting next to her.

When the turkey leg was merely a bone resting on her plate, Lottie had to restrain herself from taking another one. There were so many more new flavors to be tasted. The vegetables were fresher than she ever knew vegetables could be. Lottie ended up trying everything except for the bread, which she had eaten quite enough of in the last eleven years.

“And on such a happy note,” Clynalmoy said, standing up. Lottie rubbed her stomach, now feeling as though she had been filled with sand. “We will end our feast and get all students to bed, so tomorrow we won’t need to talk to students who fell asleep in the back of the class.” With a smile he said, “Sleep well!”

The food vanished, and Lottie forced herself to stand up. Professor Palmyitor quickly pushed her way to the front of the Palmyitor table. “First years, follow me to the common rooms,” she said sharply.

Not making eye contact with any of the other students, Lottie shuffled along behind her. Palmyitor led them down a long winding staircase, until one of the boys panted and clutched a stitch at his side. It was cold in the dungeons and Lottie couldn’t wait to get into her new sweaters. They turned a corner and stood in front of a huge grandfather clock. It was taller than Lottie, but if she stood on her tip toes she would be able to reach the face.

“This is the entrance to your common rooms and dormitories,” Palmyitor said. “In order for the clock to let you in, you must set it to a specified time. For a few weeks, the time will be eleven fifty eight.” Lottie watched her move the hands to read the time. There was a click, and the door on the trunk opened. Instead of a pendulum, Lottie could see light flickering through it. The hands of the clock spun back to the correct time. “A prefect will be inside waiting inside for you.” Without another word, Palmyitor spun around and left the first years standing in front of the clock.

“Well are you coming in, or not?” a voice called from within the clock.

“Do you suppose we should go in, then?” a girl with extremely long hair asked. Nobody answered. Tentatively, the girl squeezed through the door of the clock. Lottie heard a gasp from inside, and the girl poked her head back out. “Come on!” she shouted.

Lottie followed with all of the other first years and gasped just like the girl with the long hair did when she entered the common room. The floors were made of a polished wood and the walls were made of large stones. Armchairs and couches surrounded small tables all around the circular room. Directly across the room was an elegant fire place.

“Right.” The same boy who had talked to Lottie at the feast was standing in front of them. He wore a uniform similar to the one Lottie had gotten earlier that day, except he wore a red vest. “So I’m your prefect,” he said dully. “My name’s Stanley Barlow.” I don’t really do much except what I’m doing now and some other business that you first years don’t need to know anything about until you’re quite older.

“My job is to explain the basics of the school for tonight,” he continued. “You’ll find that your duffel bag has been placed in front of a bed in your dormitory. That will be your bed for the next seven years, so I hope you like your spot.” He laughed. Some of the older students who had opted to spend a few hours in the common room instead of going to bed were watching the prefect with amused expressions.

“On your bed, you’ll also find a pile of several books, some parchment and quills, and a schedule. You’ll have most of your classes with each other, but you will have a few with the other Houses too.” Some of the older students snickered. “Shut up, you,” the prefect said with a laugh. “Anyways, you’ll also get a towel and some toiletries. Don’t lose that towel, because you won’t get another one. That soap has to last you until February, so don’t use it all up right away.”

“Listen to him!” one of the older students shouted from the back. “You’ll regret not having soap for a month!”

“So,” the prefect muttered, “that’s ‘bout it. Oh! See those stairs?” He pointed to a long staircase far off to the right. “Boys go up and girls go down to the dormitories. You’ll know which one is yours. So, g’night then.”

Lottie wanted to stay down in the common room and try to make new friends, but found that she was suddenly overcome with tiredness. She followed two other girls down the stairs to the dormitory. A sign on the first door read “Seventh years.” They kept walking down a long corridor until they found the sign that read “First years.”

The girl with the long hair gasped again when they entered. The room was about the size of Lottie’s old apartment. Four grey four-poster beds took up most of the space, with two against a wall, and the other two across from them. Lottie’s bed ended up being farthest from the door, right under the window.

Just as the prefect had said, she found her new clothes, a pile of books, a bag with soap, toothbrushes and toothpaste and shampoo, and some parchment and quills. There was a note on the top of her books.

Please don’t forget to bring your books, wand, parchment and quills to class tomorrow. You may use your duffel bag as a book bag. An alarm will wake you in the morning with enough time to take a shower, change into your new uniform and make it downstairs to breakfast. You may write a note to your family with your new parchment and quills. If you leave it on your bed in the morning, it will be delivered to them.
Have a good night,
Professor Palmyitor


Lottie smiled. At least she would be able to contact her family. She pushed her books off of the side of her four-poster, opened her duffel, and found a pair of grey pajamas on the top. She changed behind the curtains of her four-poster. Once she opened the curtains, and sat down on her bed to find the girl with the long blonde hair staring at her.

“You know there’s a bathroom across the hall.” She was wearing her grey pajamas also.

“Oh.” Lottie shrugged. “Well that’s good to know I guess.”

“I’m Julianne,” the girl said.

“I’m Lottie.” The girl stared at her. “Well, I think I’m going to go to sleep,” Lottie continued, uncomfortable with the girl’s wild stare.

“Alright. Goodnight, then.”

“Goodnight.”

Lottie shut the curtains, and sat back on her pillow. The bed was much more comfortable than her old mattress. The grey curtains offered a wonderful privacy from her other dorm-mates, though they made it very dark and difficult to see. Squinting, Lottie picked up one of her new quills and rolls of parchment. She carefully dipped the quill into the metallic blue ink and began to write, making sure not to spill any ink on the sheets.

Dear mum and dad,
School is great. I just got here tonight. We took a trip to a place called Odin Alley. It was just an old alley that sold lots of magical things. We got new uniforms and clothes. They also took us to a hospital. One girl needed glasses, but I didn’t, which is good because they looked pretty stupid on that girl. There was a feast tonight. This place has more food than I’ve ever seen. You’d love it. I just had one of those huge turkey legs like the Death Eaters. Maybe I’ll be able to bring home some food this summer.
I love you and I promise I’ll write often,
Lottie
Chapter Five: Alsemore by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to my two beautiful betas, The Bird and Deanine, for working so hard on this mundo-long chapter for me! I am so so SO sorry for the long wait. I had the play, and then vacation, and ... well time just got away from me! Hopefully the next one won't take as long! Oh, and all credit goes to Mala for the Minister stuck in the revolving door idea.
Chapter Five: Alsemore

The next morning, a loud buzzing filled the dormitory, quickly stirring the girls from their sleep. Lottie carefully placed her letter face down on the bottom of her bed. It was odd to wake up with a thick blanket and springy mattress. Trying to ignore the bud of guilt inside of her for leaving her family to that life, she dumped all of the clothes out of her duffle and filled it with her new class books before placed her wand on top of it. Swinging her toiletry bag and towel over her shoulder and tucking her uniform under her arm, Lottie headed to the bathroom.

The bathroom was very unlike the bathrooms she was used to. There was no awful smell or dirt covered walls, but instead twelve neat bathroom stalls all lined up against one wall, and twelve showers across from them. Along the other two walls, there were rows of sinks. Lottie hung her new clothes up on the hook next to her shower. She closed the curtain, and opened her bag to get her soap.

Lottie had never showered with such hot water; she nearly burned herself before getting used to it. The shampoo that they had given her must have been magical, because when she rinsed it out, all of the knots that were in her hair had vanished without even one brush. Once she had dried off, Lottie changed behind the shower curtain.

When she pushed the curtain aside, she saw all of the other Palmyitor girls brushing their teeth and getting ready for the day. Lottie copied what the other girls were doing and brushed her teeth as well, before heading back to the dormitory to get her bag for the day. The letter was still on her bed when she got there. The girl Andrea from the Muggle Camp was organizing her books on the bed next to her.

“Hello,” Andrea said stiffly, not looking up at Lottie.

Lottie glared back. “Hi,” she finally muttered. She checked to make sure she had all of her supplies. Her books were all in her bag, her wand was tucked into the pocket sewn into the left inside of her robe, and she had her schedule in her front pocket.

The school uniform looked a bit ridiculous on Andrea. Lottie had to focus on her upcoming classes not to laugh. Andrea’s dark green sweater was much baggier than it was on Lottie, and her skirt went all the way down passed her knees, whereas Lottie’s ended a few inches above it. Andrea’s boots were huge and clunky, and her black robe trailed a few inches behind her.

“We’d better get down to breakfast,” Andrea said, busily swinging her bag over her shoulder, and pushing her glasses up the bridge of her nose. “We’ve only forty five minutes before we’ve got Charms.” She turned to leave, and then spun around to look at Lottie. “Coming, or not?”

“Sure, I’m coming,” Lottie muttered. “Just not with you,” she added under her breath.

Andrea, apparently, heard this and spun around. “Fine,” she said coldly, staring defiantly over Lottie’s head. “Have fun then. And I hope you know that your stupid friends at the Camp have gotten themselves into more trouble since you last saw them.” She left swiftly, her huge boots clunking up the stone stairway.

“What’d you say to her?” The long-haired girl called Julianne poked her head out of her curtains.

“Nothing,” Lottie muttered. “I’m going down to breakfast. See you.” She trotted down the hallway and up the stairs to the common room. As she crawled out of the clock, she reminded herself of the time she’d need to remember to get back in. Stomach sinking, she stood for a moment in front of the clock, not sure how to get back to the Great Hall.

A few older Palmyitors clambered out of the clock and started heading up a long staircase. Lottie followed them, trying to look as though she knew exactly where she wanted to go, and that it was just a coincidence that she had ended up behind them. They led her up a staircase, down a long zig-zagging corridor and up another staircase. Finally, they arrived in the Great Hall, and Lottie took a seat at the far end of the Palmyitor table, away from the girls she had followed.

She checked her schedule; Andrea was right. She did have Charms first, and after Flying, and then lunch. Lottie filled her plate with fruits and sausages, amazed at all of the students casually sitting and eating. Through the entire breakfast period, she had to control herself not to eat too quickly. A bell rang through the school and all of the students began to leave the Great Hall. Andrea snapped her fingers in the air. “First years,” she shouted, “I know where we’re going, if you need a guide.” Lottie rolled her eyes, but joined the others Palmyitor first years around her.

“Since when are you the boss?” Lottie spat.

“Since I’m the only one who cares enough about our classes to ask a prefect. Come on.” She led them forward with an important air. They went up one flight of stairs, and down a narrow corridor, before Andrea stopped before a large door. “Here we are.”

The classroom was large with risers and desks in front of the seats. “Sit down quickly.” The teacher paced up and down the classroom busily. Lottie recognized her as the professor who had Apparated with her and Ally. “This class is only Palmyitors, so it will be fairly small this term, thankfully.” The professor’s thick graying-brown hair was let down, instead of pulled back like it had been the day before. Lottie could tell that she had used quite a lot of gel, and it had to be a very special occasion to cause her to let it down.

“I am Professor Stainthorpe,” the professor said. “You’ll find that Charms is one of the most important skills you will learn during your time here at Alsemore. That being said, you will want to pay attention early, as not to fall behind later. I suggest you take notes, beginning today. You may think since we’re not learning magic--” some of the students groaned, “--we’re not doing anything important, but I assure you that you will not be able to pick up a wand until you master this material.”

Professor Stainthorpe paused for a moment, letting all of the students for parchment and quills. Lottie dipped her quill in her black ink and waited for the professor to begin speaking again. “Don’t feel bad if you don’t know the answer, but can anybody tell me what a charm is?”

A boy in the front shifted in his seat, but didn’t raise his hand. “I didn’t expect anybody to know,” Stainthorpe said with a smile. Lottie frowned. Of course nobody would know. They had only just arrived in the magical world the day before. “A charm is a type of spell that changes an object. It makes that particular item behave differently than it would naturally.” A scratching of quills followed her sentence.

“For example--” Stainthorpe pulled out her wand. Lottie noticed it was a much lighter shade than the body of her own wand. Professor Stainthorpe muttered an incantation, concentrating on the front row of desks. The entire class shouted in amazement, when they saw that the desks had suddenly begun flashing different colors. Stainthorpe waved her wand again, and the wood went back to normal. “Now, as you all know, a desk would not normally do that, which makes that spell a charm.”

The lesson continued for another hour and a half, leaving all of the students with a roll of parchment full of notes. Lottie stuck her notes into the front page of her Charms book, and followed the other Palmyitors to where Andrea was standing, her hands on her hips.

“Our next class is flying,” she said busily. “It’s on the grounds, and after that we’ve got lunch.” She spun around. “I’m sure you all can figure out where the grounds are, but I’ll show you, if you’re just worried about taking the wrong door.” Lottie grumbled along with the other Palmyitors, but decided to follow Andrea again, as to not get lost.

They went down the same flight of stairs as they went up that morning, passing a group of Clynalmoy first years. Lottie spotted Ally and waved. With a flick of her hair, Ally turned away and laughed with her new Clynalmoy friends. “She’s a real prat, I heard,” a boy muttered next to Lottie. “I pity her friends.”

Lottie sighed, and looked at the floor. “Yeah, I do too.” She pursed her lips and shuffled through the Entrance Hall with the other Palmyitors. Maybe Ally wasn’t the best first friend. It wasn’t the worst thing in the world, Lottie decided. She had plenty of time to make new friends, and the Palmyitors all seemed pretty nice.

A blast of cool air greeted Lottie as she walked through the door. “Over there.” Andrea pointed to a patch of perfectly manicured grass, where a heavy-set man stood, waving at the first years. The grass before the flying field was thick and untamed; it made Lottie’s bare legs itch as she walked through it.

“’Bout time!” the man said when they arrived on the short grass. “I’ve been waiting out here for hours.” Lottie frowned at the man. Classes hadn’t even been going for more than two hours. One of the boys opened his mouth to point this out, but received a sharp warning elbow in the ribs from Julianne.

“So, ‘ere we are, eh?” He stretched his arms, and yelled into the air. Julianne took a step away from the professor. “Call me Professor Seward, will yeh?” He took a deep breath with his hands on his hips. “Most folks ‘round here think that flyin’ class is just rum and coke, but you all should know that it’s one of the most important classes you’ll learn ‘ere, that’s right.”

Lottie highly doubted that flying could be that important, considering that the professor seemed to be completely insane. “We’re not flying just to learn t’play stupid games like Quidditch. Flyin’ is an important part of a read an’ write, it is. See, yeh need to get away if yeh find an ‘eap o’ coke who’s just plain barney, don’t yeh?”

Nobody said anything. One boy cleared his throat. Lottie didn’t have the heart to tell Professor Seward that nobody could understand what he was saying. “So enough of this rubbish rabbit, eh? Get on over to one of ‘em brooms.” Cautiously, the group headed to the pile of broomsticks, not entirely sure if they were doing what the professor wanted. “Okay, pick ‘em up, right? So yeh’ll get one of these for yourself in a few donkey’s ears, but for now, just use these.”

The broom Lottie picked was long and had splinters on the handle. “Now, be sure not to get an Alan in your finger, right? Wouldn’t want t’have to send one of yeh to the hospital wing on the very first day, now would I? ‘Appened once. Boy was Palmyitor hit.” He walked up and down the line of students. “So get on those brooms. Quickly now. ‘Urry up! Right.” He stared at the students, and corrected a few people’s hand positioning. “What yeh want to do kick off really hard, but don’t go off flyin’ around in all directions. Just stay put a few feet up in the air, okay? Go!”

Lottie watched to make sure other people kicked off into the air, until she did herself. She tried not to cry out in amazement as her feet lifted off the ground. She clutched onto the handle, holding her breath. “If you’re a bit Peter Purvis, just breathe,” the professor said, walking through the students, all hovering off the ground. “The brooms can sense you’re West ‘ams.”

A boy’s broomstick was tipping, and he was clutching onto it as not to slide down it. “Ah, damn,” Professor Seward sighed. “Now ‘old on tight! Don’t fall!” The boy’s eyes were wide, and his knuckles were white. “You’re only a few feet off the ground, boy. If yeh fall, your loaf’ll be fine!”

Lottie took the moment to glance around at her classmates. Julianne was hardly a foot off the ground, and the other girl--named Sophie--Lottie remembered, was at least ten feet up, shouting for Professor Seward’s attention. Andrea, though, was balancing in the air perfectly. She didn’t quiver like any of the other students, and she looked completely relaxed, if not slightly bored.

Jealousy surged up in Lottie. Andrea was a teacher’s pet; she wasn’t supposed to be good at flying. “You!” Professor Seward pointed at Lottie.

“Yeah?” she said breathlessly.

“You’re going to fall if yeh keep on like that!”

Lottie sighed. “What am I doing wrong?”

“Well, first off, don’t grip it so tightly. Your knuckles are going teh be white forever if yeh don’t relax, right?” Lottie tried to do what he was saying, but right when she had nearly gotten it, Seward walked back to her. “You again?” He sighed overdramatically. “If I’ve gotta come back ‘ere again… I swear.” Lottie opened her mouth to retaliate, but he interrupted, shouting, “Not a dicky!”

Not exactly sure what he was telling her, she shut her mouth. “Now, grip it a bit more tightly. You’re ‘bout to fall off!” Lottie had to fight the urge to let go of her broom and strangle the man. Andrea smirked behind the professor’s back. When he spun around to examine her grip, she smiled at him. Lottie stuck her tongue out when his back was turned, but wasn’t fast enough. He turned around and glared at Lottie. “You’re pushin’ it, Rowe.”

An hour later, the Palmyitors returned to the Great Hall. “Aww the firsties are back from flying!” shouted the prefect, Stanley. The entire hall roared with laughter.

“Look at their robes!” somebody shouted.

“How many people fell?” rang another voice.

The first years were all turning a deep shade of scarlet. “If you must know, only two,” Andrea shouted at them.

Shouts echoed through the Great Hall. Lottie saw the glint of coins exchanging hands. Staring at the floor, she shuffled to the Palmyitor table and sat down. “Hey, don’t feel bad,” Stanley said, patting one of the boys on the shoulder. “Happens every year. And tomorrow, it’ll be the Clynalmoys’ turn, won’t it?”

The thought of laughing at a bruised and battered Ally cheered Lottie up very much, as she piled roasted potatoes onto her plate. “What’ve we got next, Oh Wonderful One?” she asked Andrea, who was buttering a roll across from her.

“We have Potions,” said Andrea curtly. “And don’t take that voice with me; it’s not my fault you’re a horrible flyer, and an irresponsible prat.”

“The only reason teachers like you is because you’re a suck up, you know,” Lottie retaliated.

“And,” Andrea replied, her voice higher, “because I actually know what I’m doing. I’d suggest trying to figure it out sometime, but I’m afraid you’d just embarrass yourself.”

The butter on Andrea’s roll was reaching its third layer. Lottie ripped apart a chicken breast with her bare hands. “Yeah… well…” She snapped one of the chicken bones in half. “Those glasses look so stupid on you.”

Andrea slammed her roll onto the table and stood up. “You can find out where Potions is yourself.” She stormed out of the Great Hall, letting the doors slam behind her.

All of the first years turned to Lottie, eyebrows raised. “Well don’t look at me!” she said. “She just got in a huff because she -- er -- was sick.” Lottie picked at her chicken, but suddenly didn’t feel like eating. The bell rang again, and she sighed. “We’ve got Potions,” she told everybody. “I don’t know where it is though. Anybody have any idea?”

Stanley stood up, swinging his bag over his shoulder. “Down in the dungeons,” he said as he passed. “A flight down and through a corridor.”

“Thanks!” Lottie shouted. She left the hall, waving along the other first years. “C’mon, we’re going to be late!” She began running, her boots clunking loudly against the stone floors. The sound of the other Palmyitor first years followed her down a staircase and across a corridor. Lottie found a door standing ajar, a voice lecturing through the footfalls.

Timidly, Lottie poked her head through the door and shuffled to the only seat in the front. The other Palmyitors followed, taking the open seats that they could find. “Well, if it isn’t the Palmyitors,” a man’s voice said from the teacher’s desk. He was dressed casually, unlike Professor Stainthorpe. His robe was not fastened and Lottie could spot a polo shirt and plain blue jeans under it. He had thick boots that weren’t made out of normal leather like the other students’. “Glad you made it,” he continued.

He stood up abruptly and sat down on his desk. “So you’re here for Potions. Most of you won’t like this class, and most of you won’t be very good at it.” He stared directly at Andrea. “Well, I’m Professor Dyer, and obviously I’m…” He waited for somebody to say anything, and sighed when nobody did. “The Potions Master,” he finished articulating in a horribly condescending way.

“Anyways…” He cleared his throat. “When I was at Alsemore, we didn’t start actually making Potions until about a month in, but since the three Heads think that the war effort is too important to let first years have a proper introduction to Potions, and that you need to get moving now, we’ll start with a very simple potion for today.”

He waved his wand carelessly and cauldrons appeared in front of each student. “We’ll see where you are to begin with.” He flicked his wand again, and instructions appeared on the blackboard. “As you see, we’re learning how to make hair growth potion. And now I’m sure you’re all wondering why this potion is necessary. Well, in all honesty, it isn’t, but it is quite simple, and I suppose you could use it as some sort of disguise if you really wanted to tack a purpose onto it.

“Pour two cups of water into your cauldron, and bring it to a simmer, not a boil. You’ll find a cup to use next to your cauldron and a pitcher of water on each table.” Lottie watched, amused, as Andrea spilled her water on the table. “For Merlin’s sake, you’re just pouring water,” Professor Dyer said with a sigh. Lottie took the jug from her and carefully measured the two cups before pouring them into her cauldron.

Lottie found the instructions on the blackboard fairly simple. Once the water simmered, it was just a matter of adding the ingredients called for and stirring a certain amount of times. At the end of an hour, Lottie’s potion was a light turquoise and Andrea’s was a deep brown.

“Your potion should be blue-green by now,” Dyer said, pacing through the rows. “Rowe?” Lottie looked up. “Good. Woolbright? What happened?” Andrea was blushing furiously. “Did you even stir? At all?” He sighed. “Stay after class,” he said before turning on the next student.

“Why don’t you just shut up?” Andrea hissed to Lottie.

“Didn’t say anything!” Lottie said back. “Didn’t have to,” she added. Andrea spun around and glared at her. “It’s not my fault you’re horrible at making potions. You know, I’d suggest that you actually try to figure it out, but I’m afraid you’d just embarrass yourself.”

Andrea glared at her, but didn’t say anything in response. “If your potion is the correct color,” Dyer began over the babbling students, “you may put it in a flask to continue next class and clean up. Plain rags and water will be okay to use with this potion, but try not to get any on your hands or you’ll look like you transfigured your arms for a gorilla’s.”

Making sure that Andrea saw her smirk, Lottie carried her cauldron to the front of the room and poured her potion into a flask that the professor gave her. “Good work, Rowe,” Dyer said, not quite making eye contact. “It’ll sit for a few days and by then it will be magenta.”

Lottie nodded and took her cauldron back to her table. “I’m sure glad I don’t have to stay longer,” she said as she rinsed her cauldron out. Andrea’s fiery gaze didn’t falter. “Well, I’ve got to go to our next class,” Lottie continued. “Oh, what is it again?”

“Defense Against the Dark Arts,” Andrea muttered.

“Oh excellent. I’ll see you there, then.” Lottie laughed at her own sarcasm and left the classroom. She spotted a prefect who she didn’t recognize and waved. “Excuse me, do you know where the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom is?” she asked.

“Third floor,” she said.

“Great! Thank you!” Lottie started running, her bag bouncing behind her. She had already made it to the classroom when the bell rang. She sat in the front row, and pulled out her book (Defense in Dark Times by Catriona Quinlan).

A wave of first years burst through the door. They weren’t Palmyitors, and for a moment Lottie nearly panicked, before she remembered what the prefect had said about classes with other Houses. The other House must have been Maelioric, because the boy who had worn fine robes the day before-- Colm, she remembered -- sat next to her.

“Comfortable enough?” Lottie grunted, inching her seat away from him. Before he could answer a second wave of students rushed in; this time Lottie recognized her fellow Palmyitors.

“Good day,” a woman said. The class muttered an unenthusiastic greeting. The woman walked carefully around her desk and stood before the class. She seemed shorter now. Lottie could spot a thick textbook on the floor in front of the professor’s chair. Without the added height boost, she must have been at least a head shorter than Lottie.

“My name is Professor Emma Gabaldon. I will be your Defense Against the Dark Arts professor for the next seven years.” Lottie tried not to make a face, but that idea did not please her. She couldn’t name it, but something about this woman bothered her. The professor tucked her short hair behind her ears, causing it to stick up awkwardly in the back.

“As this school is based on fighting the darkest of all evils, this will be the most important class you will take.” Lottie noticed that most of the professors so far had gone through great lengths to explain why their class was the most important. “It is important, especially in our situation to move quickly, and cover everything in depth. Nightly reading is vital, since I will not explain that information, assuming that you have the knowledge to build off of it.”

The door burst open and Andrea ran in. Dirt caked her hands and arms. She searched for a seat and looked quite distressed when she discovered that all of them had already been taken. The professor sighed. “I suppose you’ll be wanting to sit down, then?” Andrea nodded timidly. “Alright then, Miss…”

“Woolbright,” Andrea offered.

“Miss Woolbright.” She flicked her wand and a desk appeared, cramped between two Maelioric girls’ seats. “I do hope you like where you are sitting, because these will be your seats for the rest of the year, unless if I see fit to move you.” Lottie couldn’t help but grin as she saw Andrea’s expression of outrage at being forced in the back row for the entire year. “Now, Miss Woolbright, would you like to offer any explanation as to why you were late on the first day?”

Andrea shifted uncomfortably. “Professor Dyer made me stay,” she said, eyes cast at her desk.

“I do hope you didn’t fail so miserably, as to get detention on your first day?” Andrea blushed, but didn’t respond. “In this class, punishments are severe for those who cause trouble, or lag behind. We do not have enough time for jokes and incompetence.”

Without anymore discussion, Professor Gabaldon began her lecture. Lottie took notes, but couldn’t help but let her eyes glaze over as Gabaldon babbled about ancient evil, offering no explanation as to how this lecture would help anybody when faced with dark magic.

It felt like an eternity before the bell finally rang. Lottie was amazed to discover that she had completed all of her classes for the day, but was less thrilled when the teacher handed out slips of paper that explained a reading assignment and an essay to be turned in on Friday when they had their next class.

As Lottie left the room, relieved to finally be able to make it to the common room and take a rest, Andrea trotted up behind her. “Thanks for helping me out.” Sarcasm was dripping from her voice.

“Why did you expect me to help you?” Lottie didn’t care how cruel she sounded anymore.

“Well, it was your fault I was late, but--”

“My fault? How is it my fault that you’re terrible at Potions?”

Glaring, Andrea hissed, “And now I’m stuck in a terrible seat!”

Lottie rolled her eyes and began walking to the common room so she could start her Potions homework. “You’ll be having a better time here once you stop blaming everybody for everything you do, you know.” She turned around just as she reached the staircase and added, “Nobody seems to like it, do they?”




Breakfast the next morning was an interesting affair. Lottie sat stiffly, cutting her French toast into tiny slivers. She wasn’t as interested in eating it, as she was in destroying something as slowly as possible. Andrea seemed to have the same thing in mind, as she pushed her hash browns across her plate half-heartedly. Julianne sat between them, trying to strike up a conversation in her own awkward way. Lottie felt bad for her. She obviously didn’t know that they despised each other.

Lottie got up and left before the bell rang. The prefect, Stanley, had told her where to find the classroom for her first class, Occlumency. The class was in the dungeon, he had told her. The same staircase she had taken to get to Potions would take her down one floor. Then, he instructed with a chuckle, she had to go through a tapestry of a former Minister of Magic who had tragically died when trapped in a magical revolving door, and down the staircase she found there.

She realized why he was laughing once she spotted the tapestry. No matter how tragic the event might have been, the sight of the poor old man pushing the door in circles brought her into a giggle fit that lasted until she reached the classroom. She wasn’t the first one there. Nearly all of the Palmyitors were sitting cross-legged on the floor in a clump. She took a place near the back of the group and waited for the bell to ring. Right as it did, Andrea and Julianne ran in and took a seat in the back of the clump.

A man appeared from a door behind the desk. Lottie hadn’t noticed the door, and was surprised when it swung open. Judging by a few startled gasps around her, she wasn’t the only one. The man was very large, bigger than anybody Lottie had ever seen at least. The girth of his arms were just about as wide as his head. His legs, though quite short were strong enough to hold up the man’s weight.

“Good day, class,” he said in a low voice. “My name is Professor Breckenridge.” He paused. Lottie guessed it was for a dramatic effect. “This is not a class to be fooling around in. We’ve only five years for you to master this skill.”

“Five, sir?” Andrea repeated, raising her hand. “We’re at school for seven years.”

“Don’t you think I know that?” Breckenridge muttered something under his breath about the disrespect shown by students at this school and wiped his bald head with a handkerchief from his pocket. “Unfortunately for you, you are expected to begin your duties in the war by your sixth year. Being the little spies that you are all destined to be, you need to master these skills, or else come to terms with your own premature death.”

Lottie shifted uncomfortably on the floor. This teacher didn’t even need to say that his class was the most important. “Now, although learning Occlumency and Legilimency are two very different experiences, the two of them go hand in hand. I will teach both of them, in this same classroom. The two classes are right after each other. No, there will not be any break between them.”

Lottie’s stomach leapt. This class sounded like the most difficult yet, and she didn’t even know what Occlumency or Legilimency were. “And of course, since you are all Muggle-borns, or half-bloods, I’d assume, I doubt any of you know what Occlumency or Legilimency are.” He wiped the sweat off his brow.

“I’d suggest taking notes, now,” he said, crossing his arms. Lottie was finding it difficult to balance her parchment on her knees and write the class name on the top of her page. She suddenly felt very annoyed at this professor for not providing tables for the students to write on. “Legilimency is a skill that allows the Legilmens to interpret the memories and emotions from the target.

“Growing up with all Muggles, I’m sure you all would refer to this as mind-reading.” Lottie could feel her quill shaking. Melanie would often warn her friends about the Death Eaters who could read minds. “When a Legilmens enters a target’s mind, the target generally goes through uncontrollable flashes of memories, and experiences the same emotions they did originally.”

Lottie had stopped taking notes. That experience sounded all too familiar to her. She suddenly remembered a masked Death Eater holding her by the arm. He didn’t say anything, but she could feel something that wasn’t supposed to be there that forced her to relive memories of stealing food, and running from other Death Eaters.

“He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named is supposedly the most skilled Legilmens alive today, which is why you lot also need to learn Occlumency. I’m sure you all can guess that Occlumency is the skill of being able to block Legilimency. Both of these take quite a bit of magical talent, and highly doubt that any of you will master them until your adulthood, if you do at all.”

Before the bell rang, Breckinridge went on to explain all of the difficulties and problems with the origin of the branch of magic. Once it finally did, Lottie rolled up her sloppily taken notes and stuffed them into her bag.

By the end of the day, Lottie had taken two more new classes, Dueling and Herbology, and was absolutely exhausted. She hardly had time to finish her Occlumency and Legilmency homework before her eyes refused to stay open and collapsed into sleep.
Chapter Six: The Somber Spirit by Eponine
Author's Notes:
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Chapter Six: The Somber Spirit

Weeks passed faster than Lottie would have imagined. Never having been in school, all she had for references were the old stories her mother used to tell her of her grandparents’ experiences in old boarding schools, all of which were destroyed by the Death Eaters long ago. Since she was only a first year, she had time to relax in the common room after she had finished her homework, unlike the upper classmen who spent nearly all of their free time hunched over books.

She took a great liking to a game called Gobstones. It was very similar to marbles, which she used to play with her old friends, except that each Gobstone squirted sticky goo at the unfortunate loser. It was a very entertaining pastime, though she could only play it about once a week, as to not use up too much of her limited soap supply.

September quickly turned into October, and the weather got much colder. Lottie was suddenly very thankful for the sweaters and scarves the school provided. The first years had finally started learning actual magic in Charms and Transfiguration. Lottie was now able to turn a match into a needle, but she was still behind her Charms class and had not yet succeeded with the spell, Lumos. According to Professor Stainthorpe, her thoughts were not illuminating enough while she tried to light her wand.

She excelled, though, in Potions, where she was always the first to finish her concoction, and always had done it the most accurately. By late October, she was getting special tutoring to be ahead of the class.

The Wednesday of Halloween, Lottie had been shocked to see what a festive mood everybody was in. Halloween at the Camp meant Death Eaters going on rampages and destroying everything. Often people would walk down the streets on November first to find bodies piled on the streets, mangled and wide-eyed. This day, though, she walked into the Great Hall to find pumpkins decorating every table and all of the red vested prefects in flimsy bat-shaped masks.

Lottie sat down next to Julianne who smiled at her, halfway through a bowl of extremely sugared oatmeal. “The Maeliorics have a half-day today,” she informed Lottie. “They don’t have to go to any of their classes after lunch! We’ve still got Occlumency and Legilimency, though. Palmyitor says it’s too important for us to miss a day.”

Lottie groaned. “Everything is too important for her.” She stole a glance over at the Maelioric table, where Colm was there to return a smirk. “But everybody knows that the Maeliorics are just the ones who didn’t have enough skills to do anything else.”

Julianne shrugged and continued to pick at her food. Lottie sighed and a sipped her orange juice in response. Julianne was nice company, but she wasn’t very fun to talk to and had become close friends with the other Palmyitor girl, Sophie. Andrea didn’t get along with anybody, so Lottie found herself without a close friend. She had been getting along fine without one, though, and decided that it was very possible to go through all seven years the same way.

The bell rang, forcing Lottie to gulp down all of her orange juice before running to Transfiguration. Having now mastered their first Transfiguration, the first years were now forced to sit through the theory and explanation of new spells before they were allowed to go to their next class, History.

At first, Lottie was looking forward to History. The Palmyitors were in a class all by themselves, and although it was still History of Magic, it had added emphasis on war and spying tactics. After two classes, though, the subject proved to be extremely dull. Students were first forced to memorize a series of wizard wars, who the spies were, what their strategy was, whether or not they succeeded and why. After, they memorized the same sequence of questions with goblin wars. Lottie had already began to dread each class. Not only was it boring, but she had to pay attention and take notes or else fall behind.

After an exam on two sets of goblin wars and another set of long notes in Occlumency and Legilimency, the students were finally released to enjoy the rest of the holiday.

A group of Maeliorics laughed as Lottie trudged by. “Shut up, will you?” she snapped at them. “It’s not my fault that your classes are so simple that you can miss as many days as you want and not be behind.”

Colm Scrivener, the most annoying Maelioric, laughed out loud. “Oh you’re just bitter because you have to go to extra classes. No need to take it out on us. We’re a month ahead of schedule, which is why we get the day off.”

“You’re ahead of schedule,” Lottie snarled, “because all you learn is how to shoot sparks at targets.” She smiled in a falsely sweet way and stomped back to her common room. Lottie turned the hands on the clock to read seventeen minutes after four (the time changed every few weeks) and crawled through it, though she had more trouble pulling her bag full of books inside the thin passage.

“Well you look happy to be here,” remarked a bat-masked Stanley. “What happened today, Rowe?”

Lottie sighed and fell onto the couch. “The stupid Maeliorics got the day off. They’re just rubbing it my face.”

“Don’t worry about it,” he said with a wave of his hand. “They always get half of Halloween off. Maelioric claims it’s because they’re ahead of schedule, but really he just loves Halloween too much to deal with his students.”

Lottie was comforted by this thought and made a mental note to tell Colm Scrivener next time she saw him. “Besides,” Stanley continued, “We’ve got a feast tonight! No need to look so grim. The Halloween feast is always the best.” Lottie didn’t want to tell him that a feast probably would have been more fun with a friend, so she just shrugged in response and opened her history book to start some homework.

“Ah, come on now, Rowe.” Stanley shut the book. “Who does homework on Halloween?”

“Well it’s due tomorrow, isn’t it?”

“None of the teachers care if you’ve got it done or not. They don’t really expect anybody to do the homework on Halloween. That’d just be stupid, don’t you think? Today’s supposed to be fun!” He threw her book back into her bag. “Go on and put that stuff upstairs. Langley is sneaking some food up here for the evening!”

Lottie smiled at him and swung her bag over her shoulder. “Alright,” she said and ran to the stairs. “Be right back!”

Downstairs in the dormitory, she found Andrea sitting on her bed, her nose in her history book. “Stanley says that nobody actually does homework on Halloween,” Lottie said loudly as she dropped her bag on her bed. “They’re going to have a party in the common room.”

“Yes, well, I’m going to sit here and finish my homework.” Andrea shut her history book and pulled out her book for Potions.

“Oh, you just need to finish the extra essay Dyer gave you for your dreadful Potion last week.” Lottie ran out of the room, shouting, “Have fun with your extra homework!”

Up in the common room, Stanley’s friend Langley was sitting in the best armchair with his duffle bag on his lap. “C’mon, Langley, where’s the food?” Stanley demanded. “I’m not keeping my part of the bargain if you don’t keep yours.”

“I’m offended,” Langley said, slapping a hand to his chest melodramatically. “You think I wouldn’t get you food like I promised? After I go through so much personal risk to bring this to you, all you can think of is the food. Nothing even close to a ‘thank you Langley.’ All you do is take! Take, take, take, take--”

“Oh shut up, Fungus!” Stanley playfully hit him over the head. Nobody had ever told Lottie why everybody called Langley Fungus, but she assumed it had to do with the time he used up all of his soap months before he was going to get another bar.

“Fine, fine, but maybe next time you could thank me.” Langley laughed and opened up his duffle. Bottles of pumpkin juice were stuffed in along with large loafs of bread, bags of chocolates and potato crisps.

“Oh excellent!” Stanley said, grabbing one of the bottles. “Good job, Fungus. Knew I could count on you.”

Lottie sat down on the couch and dropped a few of the snacks on her lap. “Where’d you get this food anyway?” she asked through a mouthful of potato crisps.

“I’m sure I’ll be long gone when you find out,” Langley said. “Off serving my purpose as a noble spy in the war, and whatnot. You know how it is.”

Lottie laughed, suddenly wishing she was older and could make friends with Langley and Stanley and all of the upperclassmen. They made such better company than all of the first years. She enjoyed herself very much, listening to their complaints and stories about their own years at Alsemore before Stanley announced that it was about time to head down to the Great Hall for the feast.

The Great Hall was even more decorated than it had been in the morning. Giant spiders hung from webs on the ceiling and the pumpkins had now been carved into jack-O-lanterns. Lottie took a seat next to Stanley on the bench before her empty place setting. She had been getting an uncomfortable feeling that he wanted to be a mentor, not a friend, but couldn’t find it in his heart to leave a friendless first year all alone. He was a prefect, after all.

Clynalmoy stood before the chattering students and waved a hand. Silence slowly crept over the Great Hall. “I hope that today was more of a relaxed day than the last month,” he said with a smile.

Hurriedly, Palmyitor stood up, and added, “Because it is not going to get any easier.”

Maelioric cut in the students’ complaints with, “But for tonight, dig in!” He clapped his hands and food piled up before the students, but Lottie noticed the extra sweets dispersed across the table.

She piled her plate with potatoes, steak, and vegetables, but also with brightly wrapped candy and chocolate cakes. “Want to see if you can kill the house-elves?” Stanley asked, eyeing the amount of food on her plate. Lottie wasn’t exactly sure what he meant, so she just muttered something incomprehensible through a mouth of food.

Her plate was still half full when she heard it. The noise was faint, but Lottie could make out a moaning sound. It sounded like a very far away and old building’s support squeaking, or maybe a dying cat. “Do you hear that?” she asked, turning to Stanley.

“What?”

“That noise. Listen!”

He closed his eyes and furrowed his brow, apparently listening hard. “No, I don’t hear anything. It’s probably just some sort of scary decoration you’re hearing. A prank or something.”

Lottie frowned and kept eating, though she was distracted through the rest of the feast by the noise. Finally when all of the students were beginning to leave for the comfort of their dormitories, Lottie was able to creep away from her House-mates and follow the sound of the noise.

The sound grew louder the more stairs she climbed. Lottie was nearly out of breath from trying to find the sound, but she was thankful it wasn’t moving. After climbing five sets of stairs and going across seven corridors, the noise was ear splitting. She must have been close, but there was no door in sight, only three paintings and a tapestry.

Suddenly struck by an idea, Lottie pushed aside a tapestry, and gasped when she saw what was behind it. It looked like a girl, maybe a little older than her, but she was transparent, colorless, and it looked like she was floating.

The girl turned around. Lottie screamed and stumbled backwards, through the tapestry. The girl glided easily through the wall and shouted, “Who are you?!”

Lottie stuttered, but couldn’t find an answer to the question. “Wh-what are you?”

“What? Have you never seen a ghost?” The girl sniffled. “Or am I just so ugly that you can’t tell?”

Lottie’s mouth was wide open. “I--I--what? You’re a ghost?”

“Well of course I am,” the girl said huffily. With a dramatic sigh, she added, “I died, didn’t I?”

“You’re dead?!” Lottie’s legs were shaking. “When did you die?”

“I don’t exactly know, anymore,” the ghost said wistfully. “When you’re dead for so long, you start to lose count of years.”

“Why are you here?” Lottie asked, now leaning on the wall for support. “Do--do you haunt the school?”

“Haunt this school?” The ghost seemed amused by the idea. “Why would I do that?”

“I don’t know. That’s what ghosts do, isn’t it?”

“I used to haunt a school, but I had to leave because of that horrible Riddle boy. You know, he is reason I’m dead in the first place.”

“Riddle? Riddle killed you? Who is Riddle?”

Tom Riddle,” the ghost said, gliding until she was inches from her face. “You know, the Dark Lord, as they call him these days.”

“You--You were killed by the Dark Lord?!”

The ghost giggled, and floated through the wall Lottie was leaning on and emerged on the other side of her. “Ooh yes,” she said delightfully. “It was positively miserable.”

“Why did he kill you?” Lottie was beginning to lose her fear of the ghost. She had never seen one before, but this girl wasn’t very frightening.

“Well I don’t know. Why do people do anything? Why did Riddle become evil? Why did Harry decide to fight him?” She sighed and began to drift down through the floor. Seeing Lottie’s puzzled expression, she added, “Harry Potter? The Chosen One. The Boy Who Lived?”

Lottie bit her lip. “I’ve heard of a Chosen One before… just in reference, though. Who was he?”

The ghost now had lost all signs that she had been crying. “How do you not know of Harry Potter?” She almost sounded offended. “Everybody knows about Famous Harry Potter.”

“Well, I don’t.” Lottie was beginning to get annoyed with this moody ghost. “Who was he?”

“He was the Boy Who Lived. When he was just a baby he survived one of You-Know-Who’s attacks.”

“But that’s impossible!”

The ghost squealed in delight. “Well that’s what Riddle thought,” she said. “He thought he was invincible, but Harry put him out for over a decade.”

“How? How did the Dark Lord come back?”

“Well, nobody knows, do they? People thought he had died before the battle at the Ministry of Magic.”

Lottie didn’t really understand what she meant by Ministry of Magic, but nodded anyways, desperate not to get the ghost worked up again. “And Harry tried to fight him?”

“He was destined to fight him,” the ghost corrected. “We all thought he would win, but Riddle attacked before he was ready. And Harry died, left this mess behind, and never came to see me again.” She was beginning to tear up again.

“Well he died, what did you expect?” Lottie asked.

“Well I died, didn’t I?!” the ghost shouted. “And I’m still sitting here and talking to you.” She coughed faintly through a sob. “He could have at least had the decency to come and say goodbye.”

Lottie hurriedly changed the subject. “But why are you here now?”

“I had to leave Hogwarts.” She sniffed loudly and wiped away a silver tear. “With all of those terrible Death Eaters who laugh at me… But I always will miss my toilet.”

Lottie didn’t want to ask what Hogwarts was, and she didn’t like this ghost very much. “I’ve got to go,” she said, turning to leave. “Erm… I’ll see you!” Before waiting for the ghost to respond, she began to run down the stairs she had come up to the Great Hall.

Once at the ground floor, she stopped and turned to run down the familiar pathway to the common room. She tried to run as quietly as she could, so as not to get caught by a professor. She had spent too much time with the ghost, and was now out of her common room far too late.

The grandfather clock was in sight. She picked up speed, and got to the clock just in time. Just as she was reaching up to get the hands--

“Rowe!”

Lottie froze. She turned around and felt her stomach drop when she saw a very cross looking Professor Palmyitor standing before her. “What do you think you are doing out this late?”

“I--I was just…” Lottie decided that the truth would be better than trying to think up a complex lie, and then having to defend it. “I heard crying during the feast, so I went to see what it was, and--”

“Miss Rowe, in these dangerous times, you don’t go parading about the school if you think you hear something funny.” Palmyitor narrowed her eyes for a moment, and stared at Lottie. Suddenly, Lottie was reliving her meeting with the ghost. Palmyitor began to speak, and the image suddenly dissolved. “You inform a professor who can--”

“It wasn’t anything dangerous, though!” Lottie felt her face going red. Her head suddenly hurt. It was as though somebody had shaken her in search of something. “It was just a ghost who was crying! She said she came here from--er--Hogsomething.”

Palmyitor raised an eyebrow. “Hogwarts?”

“Yes! That was it! She had to leave Hogwarts because of the Death Eaters.” Lottie took a half step backwards. She suddenly didn’t feel so comfortable being alone with Palmyitor. “And she told me about er--Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived, and about--”

“Where did you find this ghost, Miss Rowe?”

“Erm… it was up a lot of stairs. Nearly at the top of the school.”

“Alright, Rowe, get to bed right away.” Without another word, Palmyitor trotted off in the opposite direction.

Trying to repress a smile, she clambered through the clock into the common room. It was nearly deserted when she got there, except for Andrea sitting on the bed with her huge Potions book on her lap.

“Where have you been?” she asked.

“Getting myself out of a week’s worth of detention,” Lottie answered with a laugh. “And discussing history with a ghost.”
Chapter Seven: Andrea by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I am SO sorry for the wait everybody! The play is just going through tech week and I have hardly any time. You wouldn't believe the struggle I've had with this chapter. Deanine and TheBird really saved my life!
Chapter Seven: Andrea

Snow drifted down past the frosted windows of the Charms classroom. “Miss Rowe, are you listening to me?” Professor Stainthorpe’s voice cut through Lottie’s short lived fantasy of relaxing in the common room by the fireplace.

“What?” Lottie blinked and turned away from the window. “Sorry.”

“I am not here during the holiday to daydream of snowflakes,” the professor said sternly. “You know you are seriously falling behind in this class, and need to catch up in order to rise to your second year.”

“I know!” Lottie’s fingers were turning white with frustration. “I know! I know! I know!” She had fallen so far behind in Charms that she now had to have extra classes during the Christmas Holiday. It was Christmas Eve and Lottie was extremely anxious to leave so she could see all of the decorations being put up.

Stainthorpe flicked her wand, letting the miniature door on her desk lock again. “Now, just concentrate on the spell.” Lottie could hear the hidden frustration in Stainthorpe’s voice. “Unlocking the door is as easy as moving your finger; it’s just an extension of what you have control over.”

Lottie bit her lip. She didn’t quite understand Stainthorpe, but wasn’t about to tell her after four days of individual tutoring. “Alohomora!” she shouted, waving her wand.

The door stood, completely unaffected. Stainthorpe tried to hide a sigh. “Miss Rowe, I want you to go over your wand movements and reread the chapter on this spell before coming back on the twenty-sixth.” The corner of her lips twitched. “I believe we both can have a break for Christmas.”

Through gritted teeth, Lottie muttered, “Thanks,” gathered her stuff and left the classroom.

“What were you doing in there?” Ally was leaning against the wall across from the door.

“What were you doing waiting for me?” Lottie really didn’t feel like talking to her right now.

“It’s Christmas holiday, you know,” Ally continued on nastily. “You don’t have to go to classes.”

Lottie turned away from her former friend and started heading down the corridor. “Maybe that’s not what I was doing,” she shouted without turning around.

Ally caught up with Lottie’s slower pace easily and smirked. “Oh don’t try that,” she said, laughing. “Everybody knows that you’re already behind in Charms.”

“Oh yeah?” Lottie dropped her bag and pulled out her wand. “Do you want to see how far behind I really am?”

For a moment, Ally actually appeared to be frightened before laughing nervously. “You couldn’t even shoot sparks at me,” she sneered. Meeting only silence, she added, “Go on then! Prove me wrong!”

Lottie’s wand was shaking. Both of them knew she couldn’t do it. She could feel tears beginning to well up in the corners of her eyes and her face turning a fiery red. Desperately, she switched her wand from her right to her left hand. “What are you doing?” Ally asked, laughing.

Ally hadn’t stopped laughing when Lottie’s palm made contact with her face. Power surged through her hand, but bubbling guilt quickly flooded her stomach. She beat Ally, but now she had to suffer the consequences. Staring determinately straight ahead, Lottie waited for some sort of retaliation, but it never came. Ally didn’t yell or scream, but simply held her hand to her cheek and stared at the ground, unable to make eye contact.

In a moment of sheer panic, Lottie picked up her bag and ran down the corridor. Her heart pounded in her chest. She couldn’t tell if Ally was following her or not, or even if other people could see her running down the corridor crying. She reached the clock, turned the hands, and crawled into the common room.

Apparently, some sort of Christmas celebration was going on. All of the upper classmen were socializing to Stanley and Langley’s dreadful caroling. They stopped singing when they saw Lottie walk in, teary eyed and red faced. “Rowe?” Stanley whispered, as though he was afraid to say her name as to embarrass her.

Lottie dropped her bag where it was and ran down the stairs to her dormitory. The dorm was empty, and she collapsed onto her bed. She hadn’t expected any of it to be like this. She was magic, but she couldn’t even unlock a door without a hair pin, while the rest of her class had mastered it two weeks before. She still hadn’t made a friend, and her parents never wrote back.

Her pillow was thoroughly wet from tears when she had to look up to gasp a breath of fresh air. The dorm wasn’t deserted anymore.

Andrea stood timidly in the door frame. Rage built up in Lottie. Why hadn’t Andrea told her that she was there? Maybe she could have let her close the curtain or go somewhere more private, instead of embarrassing herself in front of somebody else who hated her.

Lottie furiously pulled the curtains around her four poster, and began beating the feathers out of her pillow. “Erm… I don’t really know what happened,” Andrea said as quietly as she could over the noise. Lottie could tell that Andrea had intended to let her fill the silence that followed with an explanation. Instead of doing that, Lottie just buried her head into her pillow.

Another silence followed.

“I brought your bag down for you. And I told everyone else that you had just gotten some bad news from the camp, and were really upset… And Palmyitor handed these out today. I guess you weren’t there to get them. It’s a letter… just put it on your bag… Erm… Sorry.”

There was a shuffling of boots on a stone floor and the sound of a door slamming. Lottie looked up from her pillow and stared at the grey curtain across from her. She couldn’t figure out why Andrea would ever apologize, or even try to help her. Lottie wouldn’t try to help Andrea if she had been in this situation.

Hadn’t they been fighting since September? Had it all been Lottie’s fault, then, if Andrea was able to forget about it so quickly? Lottie pulled aside the curtains to her four poster. Nobody else was there. Andrea must have warned Sophie and Julianne. Hands shaking, she picked up the parchment neatly folded on top of her duffle bag.

Dear Lottie,
Your father and I are happy to hear you’re having a good time at school. We’re sorry that we haven’t written yet, but Professor Maelioric only comes to pick up letters once every few months, and we can’t afford to have letters lying around in case if any Death Eaters find them.

All of your friends keep passing by here asking what happened to you. Professor Maelioric told us to tell people that the Death Eaters had found you causing trouble, and we haven’t seen you since. It’s been so hard to act like something that horrible has just happened, but be sure to keep your head down when you come to visit.

Merry Christmas,
Mum and Dad


Lottie folded the letter up, trying not to start crying again. She missed her parents so much, and couldn’t help but feel completely hopeless at the thought of not seeing them at all for the next seven years, save for a few days in the summer.

She took a deep breath and wiped her puffy eyes. She couldn’t afford to stay like this for very long. She still had to catch up in Charms and go apologize to Andrea.

Her stomach sank from guilt. She wished that Andrea would just come down here so she didn’t have to face the upperclassmen. She couldn’t help but wonder if this would be easier if she wasn’t so scared.

Holding her breath, she snuck up the stairs, trying to avoid any sort of scene. Despite her good intentions, the room fell into silence as she entered. Stanley didn’t looked as concerned as he did puzzled now, but Lottie could tell that everybody was expecting some sort of story.

The silence stretched longer than she could bear. Everybody in the room was frozen, staring. Lottie was just about ready to turn around, when she spotted Andrea bouncing up and down on the balls of her feet. Lottie couldn’t hide her curiosity and stared for maybe a little longer than she should have, causing a few students to turn and see what she was looking at. More and more people noticed Lottie’s gaze until everybody was staring at Andrea, who didn’t seem to catch the change in attention.

Finally noticing that the entire room was watching her, Andrea’s bouncing slowed until she stopped completely. She screwed up her face in thought. Breaking the stiff concentration, Andrea finally pushed through the crowd of upperclassmen. She reached the door and threw her arms around Lottie. “Oh Lottie!” she said almost too loudly. “I am so, so sorry for your loss!”

Lottie tried to play along as best she could. “Thanks,” she said quietly. “I’m just really upset.”

“What happened?” Stanley asked.

“I just--just got a note from my parents.” Lottie was beginning to enjoy play-acting. “One of my friends from the camp has gone missing. She was last seen with Death Eaters…” She paused dramatically. “Nobody really wants to say anything, but we all know what happened.”

Everybody seemed to be looking down at their shoes. “Damn,” Stanley said, scratching the back of his head. “That’s terrible. They don’t seem to care how old anybody is.”

“She was only six,” Lottie added. “She was fighting the Death Eaters because my parents had to tell all of my friends that I’d been murdered when I left.” She was especially proud of this last detail. Trying to seem like she was crying again, she took a rattling breath. “I--I think I just want to go and think for a while. I just--just wanted to come up and tell you all that I’m okay.”

“Alright.” Stanley nodded slowly. “Just take care of yourself, Rowe.”

“Thanks.” Lottie stared at Andrea for a second and raised her eyebrows before running down the stairs again. Once in her dormitory, she sat at the foot of her bed, and stared at the floor, hoping that Andrea had gotten the signal.

There was a knock on the door and Andrea poked her head in. “Erm… I wasn’t sure what you meant when you--” She stopped, staring at Lottie. “Are--are you okay?”

Lottie smiled. “Yeah,” she said. “Thanks for… you know, covering me.”

Andrea shrugged. “It was nothing. I hope I didn’t put you too much on the spot.”

“No.” Lottie shook her head. “It was sort of fun.” She laughed nervously.

“Yeah, it was,” she agreed, also laughing.

It was suddenly like neither of them had ever argued before. They sat laughing for nearly ten minutes before Lottie stopped, looking at the ceiling. She found it hard to make eye contact, knowing how horrible she had been. “Does this mean we’re friends then?”

“I suppose it does.”

Lottie bit her lip. “I’m--I’m sorry for… you know, making fun of you before.”

Andrea smiled weakly. “It’s okay. I was sort of mean too.”

Together, they decided that maybe it wasn’t the best idea to go out to the common room after the scene they caused. In the first hours of their friendship, Andrea proved herself very useful in giving advice once Lottie told her why she actually was upset.

“No, that wasn’t your best idea,” she said at first. “She might tell somebody.” She paused and thought for a moment. “Or perhaps not,” she added. “We all know that Ally’s not the most humble of people… I’m not quite sure if she’d want to admit something that could embarrass her like that.”

Lottie’s stomach dropped. “Well what am I supposed to do? Lie?”

“Who do you think they’ll believe if you do?” Andrea asked, raising her eyebrows. “Just don’t say anything,” she continued. “Act as if nothing happened and hope Ally is too scared to tell anybody.”

The next morning, Lottie woke to find the usually grey common room decorated with red and green streamers that shimmered so brightly that she had to shut her eyes immediately to avoid the glare.

Julianne was staring at her through squinted eyes. “You’re up then?” she asked.

“Maybe not for long if being up means I’m going to be blinded.”

Andrea sat up threw her blanket over the streamers; the glare faded away. “You think you’d be able to do something about it, besides just complaining,” she said playfully. “Merry Christmas. Have you checked your letters yet?”

Lottie raised her eyebrows. “Didn’t we just get letters yesterday?”

“Don’t be stupid.” Andrea rolled her eyes. “Letters from Palmyitor. They’re on the floor next to your bed.”

The letter turned out to be a warm (or as warm as Palmyitor could be) letter for the holiday. A hurried scribbled note at the end explained that since the school’s founding, the heads have given each student a gift that could further their magical ability, to follow the old tradition of gift giving. Lottie was thrilled to find two vials of rare potion ingredients that they hadn’t been supplied as first years.

“What’d you all get?” she asked the room, holding her vials up to the light.

“A Sneakoscope,” Sophie said with a shrug.

“A Transfiguration book!” Andrea sounded absolutely thrilled.

Julianne frowned. “Wand polish.” She pulled out her already scuffed wand. “I’m not that messy, am I?”

Lottie couldn’t help but laugh out loud. “Poor thing,” she said, still snickering. “You’re going to need a new wand by third year.”




Andrea and Lottie spent the rest of the day in the common room. Andrea helped Lottie practice Alohomora until she had successfully unlocked all twelve of the bathroom stalls twenty seven times each and Lottie explained the potential pitfalls of a certain potion for an essay that Andrea had to write.

By five they both had perfected their extra homework and were free to enjoy the spectacular Christmas dinner. Lottie had always spent her Christmases trying to ignore the cold and sharing a loaf of bread with her family. She had never seen decorations as exquisite as the glittering icicles hanging from the ceiling of the Great Hall or what looked like colorful lights but actually turned out to be shimmering fairies.

The food was even better than the Halloween feast. Mince pies, plum pudding, roasted ham, bottles of eggnog, entire turkeys, roasted potatoes, fruitcakes and other foods that Lottie couldn’t even identify lined the Palmyitor table. Even Professor Palmyitor was in such a good mood that she let Langley and Stanley sing their adapted Christmas carols to mock Death Eaters until the other Houses complained about their awful singing.

The rest of the holiday was spent in the same merry mood. Lottie impressed Stainthorpe with her sudden talents at Alohomora, and was rewarded with the last few days of the break to relax. There was a gloom filling the entire castle by the last day of holiday. Even the professors were dreading school the next morning.

Lottie and Andrea spent their last night of break complaining to each other about their upcoming classes. Stanley and Langley amused all of the lowerclassmen with their horror stories of the first day back after break. Lottie was so warm and comfortable that she nearly fell asleep sitting on the floor watching them act out a rather nasty encounter with Professor Gabaldon. She was so tired that Andrea had to help her to the dormitory in order to avoid a nasty falling down the stairs accident.

Julianne and Sophie followed them down the stairs, both so exhausted that they could hardly keep their eyes open. Once snugly in bed, Lottie could just make out snow drifting to the ground through the dark window. She was nervous just thinking about her classes the next day, but was grateful not to have to go through Alsemore alone anymore.
Chapter Eight: A Practical Lesson in Occlumency by Eponine
Author's Notes:
This one took a while as well. I'm being pretty bad about updates... Sorry everyone! My life has been a crazy mess of homework lately. Speaking of which, my midterms are coming up and then I've got a family vacation, so it might be a little bit until the next update. I promise I'll be working hard on my next few chapters in my free time, though!

Like always, thanks to my lovely betas who probably saved my life with this chapter again. Happy holidays everyone!
Chapter Eight: A Practical Lesson in Occlumency

Classes after the holiday took a more intense turn. Lottie and Andrea found themselves with more homework, but just as Lottie had guessed, having a friend mollified the blow. With Andrea to help her, Lottie managed to pass Charms. Lottie wasn’t able to return the favor; she just couldn’t help herself when Andrea had trouble with a problem, and ended up telling her the answer and never actually teaching her anything.

The first year Palmyitors still hadn’t learned anything practical in Occlumency and Legilimency, but instead devoted all of their to time sitting on the floor taking notes on whatever Professor Breckenridge deemed necessary. All of the other first years were thrilled when Breckenridge announced, late one February afternoon, that he would be performing Legilimency on each student in the next class.

“Finally!” groaned Andrew Victorsen, one of the Palmyitor boys. “We’ve been taking notes for nearly six months now!” The other boys grumbled in agreement.

Lottie stuffed her hands into her pockets and pushed passed the boys. “Hey Lottie!” called Andrea down the long corridor. Just catching up, she added "Are you excited for tomorrow?"

Shrugging, Lottie continued towards the Great Hall.

Andrea raised her eyebrows. “Why not?” she asked. Not responding, Lottie picked her pace up to a trot. “Why not?” Andrea ran and stood in front of Lottie, arms crossed.

“I don’t know!” Lottie dodged Andrea and continued down a flight of stairs. “I don’t really want a professor having full access to my memories, is all.”

Andrea ran down the stairs behind Lottie. “What’s wrong with that? What do you have to hide?” Andrea paused for a moment thoughtfully before gasping in realization. “Oh don’t tell me this is about all of that Christmas eve business.” Lottie didn’t respond. “It is, isn’t it?!” Andrea laughed triumphantly. Nostrils flaring, Lottie spun around and glared at her. “Okay fine, it’s a sore spot, I know,” Andrea continued. “Don’t worry, I won’t tell anybody; you just have to block him from your memories.”

“Don’t be stupid, Andrea,” Lottie said as she continued down the stairs. “His job is performing Legilimency and Occlumency. How could a first year outsmart him?”

“Oh, I don’t know.” Andrea smiled wryly. “But it’s worth a try, isn’t it?”

Lottie sighed and turned down a corridor towards the Palmyitor clock with Andrea following at her heels. “But we haven’t even picked up our wands in that class,” Lottie said. “How would I know how to do anything?”

It took Andrea a half second longer to think of the answer. “Well, that’s what the library is for, isn’t it?” Lottie changed the time on the clock and clambered into the common room with Andrea following. “So what do you think?”

“I don’t know…” Lottie bit her lip. “I mean, we could try, but if we could learn everything from books, what would be the point of going to school?”

Andrea shrugged and added, “But if we didn’t use the library, what would be the point of having one?”

Lottie rolled her eyes. “But--” She fell into an armchair and started anxiously picking the stuffing out. “Fine. Whatever. We can try. It’s not going to work though.”

“Excellent! Save my seat!” Andrea turned around and started weaving through the crowds of Palmyitors to the stairs leading to the girls’ dormitories. She returned half a minute later with a stack of torn, leather bound books.

“What?” Lottie asked, half laughing. “Were you expecting this?”

“I was just trying to get ahead while I can…” Andrea said defensively.

Lottie snatched the book on the top of the pile. “How old is this book anyways?” The cover of the volume looked as though it was ready to fall apart if she touched it.

“Oh, I don’t know,” Andrea said, pulling another one off the top of the pile. “It was rescued from an old library right before the Dark Lord’s reign… I guess these ones just barely made it though,” she added as a chunk of pages fell out of her book.

Langley laughed from across the room at Andrea’s horrified expression. “Don’t worry about it, firstie,” he shouted over crowds of students. “It’s just a binding spell to fix it.” He didn’t even need to rise from his seat for the pages to magically reattach themselves. “Just turn ‘em slowly next time!”

Also laughing at Andrea, Lottie opened up her book. “Are you sure we’re allowed to be doing this?” she asked, searching through the fading table of contents.

Andrea cleared her throat. “Well--” she eyed Stanley who was busy in conversation with some seventh year girls “--technically these old ones have to stay in the library, but nobody notices when they’re gone.” There was no librarian at Alsemore, so there was hardly ever a professor in the library to catch a student taking out one of the precious books. “And the students do it all the time. You heard Langley! And he’s even friends with Stanley!”

Lottie squinted at the light text, but didn’t look up. “Okay, as long as nobody will care…” She sighed over-dramatically. “I can’t read any of this. The print is nearly the same color as the page.”

Langley caught Lottie’s comment as he was passing to pull Stanley away from the older girls. “Oh, that’s an easy one, too,” he said, whipping out his wand. He muttered an incantation and suddenly the ink on the page was the grey color of the stone. “It’s only temporary,” he warned. “So just pray it doesn’t fade while you’re reading!”

Lottie watched him leave before skimming through the newly readable table on contents. “This entire book is about Occlumency,” she said. “Where do I start?”

“Don’t be stupid; you start at the beginning.” Andrea spun her wand carelessly through her fingers. “Okay, this book says that you need to clear your mind first… it doesn’t really specify how, though.”

Lottie opened up to chapter one in The Basics of Occlumency and searched for any more clarification on the process of Occlumency. “Oh, here’s something. Occlumecy is a complicated process in which one must clear his or her mind to avoid a Legilmens having access to memories and emotions… That’s all it says.”

Over the next few hours, the common room got more and more deserted until Andrea and Lottie were left in the common room alone. Lottie slammed the last book shut. “We’re done.” She threw the book back onto the pile. “We’ve looked through every single book and there isn’t anything here. There’s nothing to do. I guess I’ll just have to make up some story or something.”

Andrea looked up. “What? But we’re so--”

“No, we’re not close.” Lottie stood up and shut the book in Andrea’s hand. “We’re never going to figure this out. Honestly, he’s a professor in Legilmency and we’re never going to outsmart him.”

Andrea slowly put the book on the pile. “But he’s going to find--”

“Yeah, and so what? I’m going to get a few days of detention? I’m going to get expelled? They’re going to send me to the Dark Lord and kill me? What’s the worst that could happen?” She stood up and crossed her arms. “We missed dinner. I’m tired and hungry and--”

“Okay, fine!” Andrea picked up the stack of books. “I get it! Let’s just go to bed and hope for your sake that you retained enough information from those books.”


Lottie spent the rest of the next day trying to clear her mind, but found her attempts to cause more mental clutter. When she entered the classroom for Occlumency, her mind was so full of worries that she had nearly given up all hopes blocking Breckinridge.

Breckenridge stormed into the classroom and anchored himself in front of the class. "Woolbright,” he spat, pointing at Andrea, “you first.”

Slowly, Andrea rose to her feet and pulled out her wand. “Go ahead and try to stop me,” Breckenridge hissed, “any way you can.” He pulled out his own wand. “Legilimens!”

Lottie’s grip on her wand tightened as Andrea stumbled backwards and fell to the floor. After watching her try to ward off his attacks for a few unsuccessful seconds, Breckinridge lifted his wand smirking. “Got it?” he asked as Andrea pulled herself up, using the wall as support and nodded warily.

Smirking, Lottie asked, “Happy we wasted all of our time looking this up?”

Andrea shot her a warning glance and shushed her loudly. Lottie watched each student face Breckinridge apprehensively. Lottie’s stomach flipped when she realized that she was the only one left in the room who had not had her turn yet. Shakily, she stood up and stood directly across from the professor.

He had just raised his wand when the room faded out around her. It was an unnervingly familiar experience. Flashes of the past flew by Lottie’s eyes. She couldn’t tell if she was standing or had fallen, but felt as though she was upside-down, either way. In the Muggle Camp, she spotted an older boy and threw a rock at his turned back, just managing to hide beneath a garbage bin in time. Her mother cried as she left for Alsemore. A man at Odin Alley stuffed a piled of robes into her duffle. Her hands were stuck to the Ivory Table. She left the Charms classroom to find Ally waiting across the hall…

Lottie stopped breathing for a moment. No, he couldn’t see that. The memory continued; Ally’s taunts reached a crescendo until the memories suddenly ceased.

The Occlumency classroom spun back into focus. Lottie hadn’t fallen to the ground, but was leaning heavily against the wall. Panting, she sat down next to Andrea and stared intently at the ground, determined not to make eye contact with Breckinridge again.

The bell for the end of classes rang just as she sat, and Andrea helped her stand back up. “So what’d you think?” Andrea asked in a hushed voice once the classroom was out of earshot.

“That’s happened to me before,” Lottie said shakily.

“What?”

“Somebody--Death Eaters and--” Lottie shook her head “--Palmyitor. They did that before. It’s happened before.”

“Are you sure?” Andrea asked suddenly. “I’m sure Palmyitor wouldn’t do that to a student without good reason.”

“I think she would.”

Andrea shrugged wordlessly and turned the time on the Palmyitor clock.

In the common room, an excited crowd was forming around a piece of parchment pinned against the wall. “What does it say?” Andrea asked loudly.

“Oh, nothing special,” Stanely said, passing by with arms full of Charms text books. “Just the usual Valentine’s Day trip to Odin Alley tomorrow.”

“Tomorrow?” Andrea asked. “Oh, does this mean we get new soap?”

“Yeah, thank Merlin,” Stanley said with a laugh. “How’s your soap supply holding up, Rowe?” he asked, noticing Lottie’s solemn expression.

“It’s fine. I have enough left for a few more days, so I could really use a new bar,” she answered dully. Without another word she pulled her duffle down the stairs into the dormitory, Andrea following at her heels.

Andrea, leaning in the doorway of the dormitory, asked a little too loudly, “What’s wrong?” After a prolonged silence, she continued, “Is it about that Legilimency thing?”

“I just didn’t like that is all,” Lottie answered, flopping onto her bed. “I don’t like that people have control of my memories. And maybe more people can do it. Maybe the entire school can do it! What if they’re going to do it for every class to find out--”

“Breathe, Lottie,” Andrea muttered. “It’s fine. That’s why you’re learning Occlumency to begin with. Who would you rather have access to your mind anyway, Breckinridge or the Dark Lord?” She put her Occlumency book back in her bag. “We have tomorrow off, so don’t stress out. Get some rest for Odin Alley tomorrow.”


Early the next morning, Andrea shook Lottie awake. “Come on! Get up!” Lottie groaned. “Everybody else is up,” Andrea continued, throwing a pile of clothes onto Lottie’s face. “All of the first year Palmyitors will have to miss if you don’t wake up! And I’m telling you, if I don’t get any soap until August because of you, I’ll hex you so--”

“Okay! Okay! Just shut up for a second so I can change.” Lottie snatched the clothes that Andrea had so unceremoniously thrown on her face and changed behind the curtain of her four-poster.

She just barely had time to put on a scarf when Andrea grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her up the staircase, through the common room, and through endless corridors to the Entrance Hall.

“First years?” Palmyitor said sternly, pacing up a row of Palmyitor first years. Lottie and Andrea snuck into the short line, trying to hide their panting. Checking off a list of names, Palmyitor sighed. “Alright, then. Go ahead, and don’t break off from the group.”

Palmyitor held out a large cauldron. “Now, everybody put a finger on this.” Lottie glanced at her suspiciously before placing her finger on the rust caked cauldron. “This is called a Portkey. It will take you to Odin Alley.” She smiled at the confused looks on the first years’ faces. “Three… two… one!”

A scream escaped Lottie when she was pulled from the ground. She could hear the other first years shouting as they bumped into each other on their journey. Suddenly, a loud clanging filled her ears and she was lying on the floor of Odin Alley.

Pushing herself up, she muttered, “What the hell was that?”

Andrea shrugged and rubbed her back. “Who cares, as long as we’re here.” Sighing, she said, “I really needed to get out of school for a bit.”

Lottie didn’t say anything, but secretly agreed.

“Come on then!” Stanley waved the first years towards him. He pointed at the nearest set of wood double doors. “You can refill your toiletries in there.”

“Thank you!” Andrea shouted, pushing through the crowd to get through the doors. Lottie apologized as she shoved through crowds of upperclassmen to catch up with her friend.

“What was that about?” Lottie asked, half laughing, once she finally reached Andrea.

Andrea didn’t respond, but filled her bag with new soap, a new toothbrush and toothpaste.

“It was sure nice of you,” a loud voice cut through the crowd, “to let the people who have been waiting much longer go first.”

“You know what?” Lottie spun around to find the Maelioric boy -- Colm -- collecting his soap. “Oh it’s you.” She rolled her eyes.

Colm smirked and picked out a new toothbrush. Clenching her fists, Lottie resisted the urge to hit him. He did not belong at Alsemore. He was far heavier than the other bony first years. He was different in every way from his weight to his overly fancy robes.

“You just didn’t move fast enough,” she spat. “The entire world’s at war now, and you have to fight if you want to win.” Lottie smiled, eyeing the Maelioric boy. “In times like these, you can’t afford to be a pampered, porky prince.”

Turning a deep scarlet, Colm snatched his bag of toiletries and stormed out. Lottie laughed coldly waved as he left.

“That was a little cruel,” Andrea said quietly once he left.

“What? You too? Oh come on, he’s a git and you know it.” Lottie sighed at Andrea’s expression. “He’s not like us.”

Andrea kept a stony silence until they reached a room filled with quills and ink. “You know, I would apologize if I had said something like that,” she finally said, loading her bag with new quills.

Lottie rolled her eyes and dropped her ink refills in her bag. “Well I guess you’re just a better person than I am,” she replied stiffly. “He has it coming for him. I mean, he could at least try to act like everybody else instead of being such a pompous ass. I’d give him three years here before he either leaves or gets himself killed.”

Andrea dropped her bag, spilling quills all over the floor. “Lottie! That’s horrible!” she shouted, as she bent down to scoop up her bag.

“Well it’s true. In a war like this you can’t afford to--”

“Lottie, we’re first years. We’re not fighting the war yet. He has just as much time as we do to learn how to fight.”

Rolling her eyes, Lottie followed Andrea out of the store and into the last set of doors. Professor Clynalmoy stood at the door, eyelids drooping from boredom. “You can get one thing from this room, but only one,” he repeated tonelessly. Lottie imagined the three heads taking turns with the most boring job of the day.

“I’ve been waiting for this all day,” Lottie said brightly as she searched through piles of books for something that might interest her.

“Don’t change the subject, Lottie,” Andrea muttered, inspecting a Sneakoscope. “You’re going to feel bad soon enough. And who knows, maybe he’s a great fighter.”

“Oh come on!” Lottie abandoned the pile of books and looked through shelves of potion ingredients. “Everybody knows that people who aren’t good at anything else get into Maelioric; that’s why there are so many more of them. Colm Scrivener’s just a big loaf of worthlessness.”

Andrea sighed. “Fine, think whatever you want. But don’t come complaining to me when you’re rotting with guilt.”

Lottie selected a thin vial of fairy eggs for potion making and waited for Andrea to pick what she wanted. “You’re defending him a lot,” she said matter-of-factly. “Seems like you like him or something.”

Rolling her eyes, Andrea said, “Now not even you’re that immature, are you?”

“Oh you’re just angry because I hit the nail--” Lottie grabbed the book from Andrea’s hand and held it above her so Andrea, being much shorter, couldn’t reach it “--right on the head!”

“Don’t be stupid, Lottie!” Andrea reached for the book. “I just feel bad for him, is all!”

Laughing, Lottie held the book tight to her chest and started running past the crowds of students to the Portkey. Andrea panted behind her, just barely keeping up with Lottie’s pace.

“Give it back!” Andrea shouted through fits of giggles. “Come on!”

Lottie stopped and changed directions, circling around a crowd of seventh year Clynalmoys.

“I’ll give it back if you can get it from me!” Lottie shouted, throwing the book in the air and catching it. “Go on then!” She tossed the book again. “Try to--”

“Rowe!” Palmyitor pushed her way through the first years waiting for the prefect. Andrea’s book fell to the floor. “What do you think you’re doing?”

“Erm… Nothing, Professor! I mean--we were just having fun.”

Panting, Andrea added, “It’s just a game, Professor.”

Palmyitor narrowed her eyes and scoffed. “We don’t have time for worthless games at Alsemore, Rowe.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Lottie said quietly, handing the book back to Andrea.

Palmyitor shoved a small Portkey in the two friends’ hands. Blushing a light pink, Lottie glanced around at the other students staring with raised eyebrows. The last thing she saw before the Portkey whisked her back to school was Colm waving snidely behind Professor Palmyitor.
Chapter Nine: Colm's Tale by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I'm sure you all can guess the apology to come. It's been a really long time, BUT there is good news! When I was on vacation, I wrote up to chapter fifteen! Woohoo! Thanks again to le TheBird and le Deanine!
Chapter Nine: Colm’s Tale

Exams were fast approaching. By mid May, professors stopped teaching new material and devoted all class time to reviewing. Their exams were scheduled for the last ten days in June. The days without exams were free days for the students to study and opportunities for the teachers to grade. The students would then have the first two weeks of July to relax and visit their families for a day before picking up a specialized tutoring schedule until the next school year officially began.

Professor Dyer had already approached Lottie about individual tutoring over the summer to get ahead for second year. Lottie proudly boasted the list of potions he had scheduled for her to learn whenever she was sure Ally, who did not have any advanced classes scheduled for the summer, was in earshot. Unfortunately, Professor Stainthorpe had also scheduled remedial Charms tutoring for Lottie; she didn’t tell anybody but Andrea about those classes. Andrea was thrilled to find that she was chosen for advanced Transfiguration and Charms classes, but unlike Lottie, kept her accomplishments to herself.

The end of June found Lottie and Andrea camping out in the library. Andrea flipped frantically through the pages of her Potions book. “So to make a Swelling Solution, first you add the puffer-fish eyes to the--”

“I don’t care!” Lottie dropped her head onto her Charms book. “This entire thing is so stupid! We don’t need to know how to name everything? What does it matter when you’re fighting?!”

“Not every part of the war has to do with fighting, Lottie,” Andrea said seriously. “That’s why we have three Houses.”

“At least Dueling and Occlumency have some reason behind learning. What’s the point of History and Herbology? HONESTLY!”

“Oh, don’t be so over dramatic.” Andrea rolled her eyes. “They’re just exams. And all you have to do is study and then we’ve got a relaxing summer.”

“Easy for you to say! You do well in all of your classes! You don’t have a hard time in anything!”

“Oh don’t lie, Lottie. You know how hard I work just to get an A in some classes. You’re just bitter because you left all of your studying off until last minute and you know you’ve got to pass this or else spend the rest of your time here in remedial classes.” Andrea smiled shrewdly before flippantly adding, “And somebody in remedial classes isn’t any use to anybody.”

Lottie glared at her and picked up her Charms book. Only Andrea was clever enough to turn her own biggest insult back around at her. “The class is so unhelpful,” she muttered under her breath. Andrea grimaced but didn’t respond. “I mean, Stainthorpe could at least try to teach us something. I can’t learn everything from books you know.” She dropped her book back on the table. “Ugh!‘I’m Professor Stainthorpe,’” she said in an old croaky voice. “’I don’t allow anybody to have snacks in my class, even if I made them miss lunch for special tutoring. I give tests every week and a half and I”‘”

“Lottie, shut up and study.”


With the help of the other Palmyitors, Lottie felt fairly confident during the Charms written exam. She was lucky to have the hardest test first, unlike Andrea who had to take her Potions exam last. The practical exam was a slight disaster when Lottie was supposed to grow a rose bush to twice its size, but instead caused thorns to shoot out of the bush and not cease until Stainthorpe magically destroyed the bush.

The Flying exam was probably the biggest waste of time Lottie could have imagined. The first years raced around the grounds and the five people that finished last had to write an essay on the importance of flying in a war. Even the worst flyers in the class passed.

Transfiguration was fairly frustrating overall, but Lottie was sure that she at least got an A. Defense Against the Dark Arts was no more challenging than Transfiguration and Lottie was confidant that her shielding charm gave her a passing mark. Besides Potions, Dueling was Lottie’s favorite exam. She got paired up with Colm Scrivener from Maelioric for a “friendly” duel and received an immediate O for disarming him and locking his legs together before he even cast on jinx.

After their last exam, Lottie and Andrea relaxed in the common room with the other first years. Over the period of studying, the seven Palmyitor first years had gotten much closer. “That Charms exam wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be,” said Devin Hackett.

“Speak for yourself,” Lottie piped up. “Did I tell you about the rose bush?”

“Yes, Lottie,” Sophie said, laughing. “You told us all at least seven times.”

Julianne shrugged. “I quite like that story,” she said brightly. “It’s pretty--” She stopped, spotting Stanley walking by and stared at the floor, now a shade pinker than she had been before.

“How’d exams go, firsties?” he asked, falling onto an armchair with them.

“Th-they were okay,” Julianne whispered.

“Some of them were challenging,” Andrea said seriously. “But I think we all did fairly well.”

“History was the worst!” Edgar Payne said, throwing a text book onto the floor.

“Well you’ve got another year before you’re doing them again, so that’s nice, right?” Stanley kicked his feet onto the table and Andrea’s pile of Charms books. She glared at him and snatched the books off the table. “Oh lay off it, Woolbright,” he said cheerily. “You’ve got two weeks off, and then the rest of the summer to have a light schedule. Besides, you’re going to have to trade those books in soon enough.”

Andrea gently dusted the cover of her book. “Yes, well it would be horrible for a first year to have a giant foot print on their book wouldn’t it be?”

“Well, if that poor first year asks you who put a footprint on their book, I give you full permission to tell them the story.” Stanley laughed out loud and Julianne chuckled under her breath, staring determinately at the floor. “Well, with these two weeks, do you all plan on playing some Quidditch? It’s nearly a tradition by now… Of course, you need to talk a professor into supervising, but--”

“I don’t even know the rules to Quidditch,” Lottie interrupted. The other first years agreed bitterly.

“You’d think they could at least teach us Quidditch in Flying,” Devin said.

“Don’t worry, firsties,” Stanley said, patting Sophie on the head. “The Maelioric prefect has agreed to teach a little class so you all won’t be left out.”

“Well that’s good,” Andrea said curtly.



The Quidditch class turned out to be a complete disaster. The first years hadn’t even finished their first scrimmage before Lottie fell off her broom, bringing Colm down with her.

“What was that about, Rowe?” Colm shouted indignantly.

“What? Oh I’m sorry!” Lottie pushed herself up and wiped the mud off of her robes. “It’s your own fault for getting in the way!”

“I wasn’t in the way! I was playing my position in the game! What the hell were you doing?”

“I was trying to get past all of you! It’s not my fault if that’s nearly impossible!” Lottie pushed Colm, sending him to the ground.

“Whoa, first years!” the Maelioric prefect ran up to Lottie who was still glowering at Colm on the ground. “Take it easy.”

Ignoring the prefect, Colm whipped out his wand and shouted, “Phelantio!”

Lottie stuck her tongue out. “Good try, Scrivener. But nothing--” She completely lost her voice, when she felt something fall onto her shoulders. Horrified, she realized that they were her earlobes and they was growing so fast that it was now nearly at her elbow.

“Oh that’s just it!” Lottie shouted. Just as Colm was picking himself up, Lottie pulled back her fist and punched him hard in the face, enjoying the satisfying crunching noise that followed.

“Oh Merlin!” Colm shouted, falling back to the ground, clutching a hand over his nose, which had started bleeding profusely.

“That’s it!” The prefect stepped between the two. “This is just Quidditch and you two just made it into such a huge deal that--ROWE!” The prefect had to hold both of Lottie’s shoulders to keep her from tackling Colm. “Come on, both of you!” He grabbed one of Lottie’s overly-large ears and Colm’s shoulder and dragged them both off the pitch.

“Just go back to the common room, everybody,” the prefect shouted behind him. “Sorry these two ruined it for everyone.”

The prefect marched Lottie and Colm up the lawn, through the front doors and into the Entrance Hall. “Just you wait until Palmyitor has her say with you.”

“Wait--why can’t we go to Maelioric?” Colm whimpered through the streams of blood flowing from his nose.

“Do you think I’m that stupid, Scrivener?” The prefect opened a door on the left side of the Entrance Hall and dragged the pair down a narrow staircase behind him. “He’d just take the whole thing in good fun.” The prefect stopped in front of a large, sturdy door. “And Quidditch is no joke,” he added seriously before knocking on the door.

“Yes?” came a voice from inside.

“Professor?” The prefect pushed Lottie and Colm through the door. “Thought you might want to see these two.”

Palmyitor arched an eyebrow. “What happened to them?”

“She hit me!” Colm shouted, wildly reaching for his wand.

“And I would assume that Rowe’s ears are a product of your wand?”

“Well--er--”

“Don’t even try to lie to me, Scrivener. Roydan, thank you for bringing them to me.”

“Anytime, ma’am.” The prefect called Roydan smirked and left the office.

“So.” Palmyitor sat down behind her desk and laced her fingers. “Who’s responsible for this?”

“He is!” Lottie piped up. “I was just flying and he got in my way. He started fighting with me, and the next thing I know, he was hexing me. This was the only thing I could do so he wouldn’t do anything worse!” Lottie averted her eyes, suddenly realizing that Palmyitor could perform Legilmency. She busied herself by trying to push her earlobes -- now well passed her knees-- out of the way.

“No, she lied! She hit me first, and I had to hex her just to--”

Palmyitor put up a hand. “I’ve heard enough out of the two of you. Go to the hospital wing, and come back at eight for detention.”

“What?” Colm dropped his blood stained hand.

“No!” Lottie barked. “That’s not fair!”

“I don’t care what you think is fair, Miss Rowe. You are going to suffer the consequences for your actions.” Palmyitor surveyed the outraged first years with crossed arms. “Now go to the hospital wing!”

“But--but my nose hurts too much to--”

Pushing Colm out the door, Lottie glared at Palmyitor and sneered, “Let’s go, you wuss.”



“Honestly, Lottie, you couldn’t have thought about it for more than two seconds?” Andrea slapped her forehead overdramatically.

“Well what would you have done if somebody had made your ears grow to the floor?” Lottie asked, hugging her knees.

“I would have behaved like a normal human and told somebody.”

“Easy for you to say,” Lottie growled, “all you ever do is rat people out.”

“Well maybe I do, but at least I haven’t had two fistfights in the last year. And at least I can fly.” Andrea paused, chewing the corner of her lips to hide her grin. “Did I tell you that that Maelioric prefect told me I was really good? He recruited me for his informal team! I’m playing Seeker!”

“Well that’s good,” Lottie said distantly, rubbing her earlobe. “Where did he learn that spell anyways? It has nothing to do with fighting at all.”

Sighing, Andrea muttered, “Probably just picked it up somewhere.”

“Rowe!” Stanley’s voice echoed from the other side of the grandfather clock. “What’ve you been up to? I heard you got in a fight with a Maelioric!”

“Yeah? So?” Lottie stared glumly at the fire.

“So what is it with you and Palmyitor?”

“I don’t know!” Lottie threw her hands up in the air. “She hates me, or something. I get in trouble for the smallest things! I’m glad she’s not a professor; I’d be failing that class.”

Smiling wryly, Andrea muttered, “Don’t need her to be a professor to fail…”

“Oh, shut up!” Lottie shouted playfully and tossed a pillow at Andrea, knocking her glasses off and sending them scattering to the floor.

“Well, however you managed to do it,” Stanley intruded seriously, “you’ve got detention. And Palmyitor’s detentions are the worst.”

Lottie tore her eyes from Andrea’s futile search for her glasses. “What am I going to have to do?”

Stanley shrugged. “Well how bad was it? What did you do, make a mess?”

“Er--” Lottie blushed “--I hit someone… but he hexed me first!”

“Oh Merlin.” Stanley patted Lottie’s shoulders in a dramatic way. “Good luck.” He turned around to leave for his dormitory.

Eyes wide, Lottie half grinned and half let her jaw drop. “What? You can’t just tell me something like that and walk away!” she shouted, jumping over the back of her chair and grabbing onto his arm.

Stanley spun around, laughing. “Don’t you worry, little Lottie,” he cooed sarcastically. “I’m sure the big scary Professor Palmyitor won’t hurt you.”



Pamyitor, apparently, was not in the best of moods when Colm and Lottie arrived at her door at eight o’clock that night.

“Yes? Who is it?” She peered down her nose at the two nervous first years. “Oh it’s you. Well go on.”

Lottie shuffled into the center of the room, keeping her gaze determinedly at the floor. She didn’t like being forced in a room for so long with a skilled Legilimens.

“You will be cleaning and labeling the potion ingredient jars for Professor Dyer today,” Palmyitor said stiffly, not looking up from a parchment she was reading. She pointed to a shelf filled with stained and broken jars. “No magic.”

Lottie glared at Colm and motioned to pick up one of the jars, one that had a dark red substance that looked suspiciously like blood covering the inside. “It’s all your fault we’re doing this,” she hissed, picking up a wet rag and trying to fit her hand through the jar’s neck.

“You’re the one who broke my nose!” Colm shouted back. Lottie rolled her eyes. “And it still hurts too!”

“No talking.” Palmyitor still didn’t look up from her paperwork.

The first years cleaned the bottles quietly for some times, only intruding the stiff silence with grunts of frustration every now and then. Lottie nearly dropped her jar when a loud bang echoed from above them.

Palmyitor hit her desk, causing Lottie to actually drop the jar this time. “If that is Stanley and Langley--I swear! Why I ever made Stanley a prefect, I’ll never know…” She glared at Lottie and Colm. “Just finish this up and go back to your common rooms,” she shouted as she ran through the door.

Lottie shrugged as the door slammed and pulled out her wand. “What are you doing?!” Colm shouted, staring at her wand. “Do you want to get us into more trouble?”

“Shut up!” Lottie hissed, pointing her wand at the broken glass. “It’s better than just leaving it here. Reparo!” She watched as the pieces formed back together again. “See? She’ll never know if we used magic or not.”

Through laughter, Colm said, “I think she’ll know that you tried to charm that one.”

“What? Oh.” The jar was oddly misshapen and haphazardly balancing on a point. Blushing, Lottie picked up another jar and busied herself with it. “Well you couldn’t do any better.”

“I wouldn’t try,” Colm said. “It’s not worth getting detention again.”

“I’d rather have detention again,” Lottie growled, “than just breaking somebody else’s things.”

“Oh don’t be such a hero. Who do you think you are?” Colm snarled. “Harry Potter?”

Burning a deep red, Lottie hissed, “What do you mean?”

“What? Don’t tell me you’ve never heard of Harry Potter.”

“I have!” Lottie nearly dropped her other jar. “I--I just--”

“Don’t know much about him?”

Lottie didn’t reply.

“What, they never taught you?” Colm asked incredulously.

“No! What? How much do you know?”

“Everything. I know how he was the Chosen One. He was destined to fight the Dark Lord since birth, when he defeated him the first time.” Colm raised his eyebrows impressively. “He had two friends, Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger. They went with him to fight.”

Lottie had stopped cleaning her jar and listened intently. “What happened to them?”

“The Dark Lord and his followers ambushed them. They were on a special mission with the Order of the Phoenix.” Noting Lottie’s confused expression, he added, “A group of wizards dedicated to defeating the Dark Lord. Oh! And there was this school--called Hogwarts--that everybody went to. And the Headmaster’s name was Albus Dumbledore. He led the Order, but then he was murdered by … Erm…”

“I thought you knew everything.” Lottie crossed her arms, trying to hide her curiosity.

“I do! Er--oh! His name was Snape. Severus Snape! And he murdered Dumbledore. But nobody knew what side he was really on, because maybe Dumbledore had ordered him to kill him.”

“But why would he do that? Why would anybody want to die?”

“I don’t know. He must have had a good reason.” Colm picked up Lottie’s misshapen jar. “But they never found Snape. He never went to the battle. He was a spy for both sides and apparently the best Occlumens of modern times.”

“But how did Potter die?”

“He was killed by the Dark Lord,” Colm said simply. “He tried to be a hero and failed. Weasley and Granger died too… I think. Well, they never found their bodies, but they were last seen with Death Eaters.”

Lottie stared at the ground. “He shouldn’t have brought them with him,” she said.

“Who?”

“Granger and Weasley.” She picked up her jar and pretended to be busy again as she heard footsteps approaching down the corridor. “They were no help to him and he just got them killed.”

“Rowe! Scriverer!” Palmyitor’s graying hair was nearly standing on end. “Go… just--just go. And stay away from the fourth floor.”

Lottie bit her lip, trying not to laugh, and left the room before Palmyitor could change her mind.

“Rowe! Wait up!”

“What do you want?” Lottie asked, not even bothering to turn around.

“Do you really think that Potter should have gone to fight alone?” Colm asked, panting to keep up with her brisk pace.

“Yes. I do. He accomplished nothing but killing everybody by getting help.” Lottie glared at Colm. “Goodnight,” she said, turning sharply down an unknown staircase.

Once she was sure he was out of earshot, she hit the wall in frustration. Just to get away from Colm, she had taken a staircase she had never seen before and had to wait until Colm left before heading back to the common room.

“All students,” a serious voice rang through the hall, “must report to the Great Hall immediately.”

Lottie stared at the ceiling. What had happened? Slightly panicked, she ran up the stairs where she came, praying that Colm took another route. Once she had reached the main corridor, she joined a frantic crowd of students pushing forward towards the Great Hall.

The crowd was frustrating, but at least it moved quickly. Once in the Great Hall, Lottie sat quietly at the Palmyitor table, leaving a space next to her for Andrea when she showed up.

“Students, quiet down please!” Clynalmoy said from the front of the hall.

The hysteria in the hall was rather disturbing. Lottie had no idea what was going on, but obviously the older students did.

“Quiet!” Palmyitor waved her arms frantically before the students. That did nothing but to add to the panic.

“SHUT IT!” shouted Maelioric, arms crossed.

Obviously shocked at a teacher using such language, the students were silenced immediately.

“Now,” Maelioric continued, “be assured that you are all completely safe. There is a charm on the building to keep you all hidden. So please don’t panic when--”

“What’s going on?!” shouted a Clynalmoy.

Maelioric took a breath and continued. “We are tracking every student. You are all perfectly safe.”

Lottie’s stomach fell. Where was Andrea?

“Don’t panic if you can’t find a friend immediately,” Maelioric continued as he saw other students searching for their classmates. “Your friends are all here. We have checked every table.”

Lottie relaxed slightly. Andrea was somewhere, even if she couldn’t see her.

“Now,” Maelioric said calmly, “try to remain calm through this and be as helpful as you can.” He paused to make sure that nobody was about to shout in protest. “Death Eaters are approaching the school.”
Chapter Ten: The Lockdown by Eponine
Author's Notes:
This took really long. All the same excuses that I'm sure you're all used to by now. Thanks a bajillion times over again to TheBird and Deanine! They really had to go through hell for this one... let's just say I might have sent the un-proof read version instead of the edited version to them and that I happen to have made an ungodly amount of typos that weren't edited in the un-proof read version. Kudos to them for not ripping their hair out! Anyway, here's chapter ten!
Chapter Ten: The Lockdown

The hall was silent. Every student waited for Maelioric to say something more. Standing before the staff table, Palmyitor took a deep breath. “We don’t want any of you to panic,” she said sternly. “The Death Eaters are not even aware that the school is here. We have our most valuable spies trying to get information on what they are doing so near by.”

Lottie couldn’t breathe. Death Eaters? She thought she had been rid of them for good when she came here.

“We are going to have a lockdown,” Clynalmoy said forcefully. “None of you are to leave this room. We will conjure cots if we must spend the night.”

The three heads turned to each other and conversed in low tones. Students rose to find their friends from other houses and make sure that they were safe. A passing Palmyitor bumped Lottie’s shoulder, jolting her back to reality. She stood up as well. “Andrea?” she called. There was no reply. “Andrea?!” she shouted a little louder. Nothing.

Frantically, Lottie ran up and down the Palmyitor table. “Andrea? Andrea!” Nobody noticed her cries in the panic of the hall. Hands shaking, she forced herself to come to the conclusion that she had been avoiding. Andrea wasn’t there. But Maelioric said they knew where everybody was. Why did he lie? Did he just forget Andrea?

Despite Lottie’s best efforts, tears fell down her face in torrents. Her best friend was probably dead by now and nobody cared. “Rowe?” Stanley turned away from her conversation. “Lottie, what’s up?”

“She--she’s not here!” Lottie shouted through gasps of air.

“Who’s not here?”

“Andrea! I can’t find her!”

“Lottie, the heads know where everybody--”

“Well they must have forgotten her! I can’t find her anywhere!” She stood on the Palmyitor table and surveyed the entire hall. “She’s definitely not here,” she said more firmly. “She may be small, but I’d see her in an instant!”

“Lottie!” Stanley pulled her off the table. “You need to calm down. You--LOTTIE!”

Lottie broke out of Stanley’s grip and ran up to where the heads ignored the utter chaos in the room. “I can’t find Andrea!” she shouted. The three heads turned around.

“Excuse me?” Palmyitor turned around slowly, staring down at Lottie venomously.

“Andrea! Andrea Woolbright! She’s gone missing! I think the Death Eaters--”

“Miss Rowe,” Palmyitor began, “I assure you that she is here. You probably just can’t find her. Every student was in the castle when we got the alarm, with the exception of a few seventh years on the Quidditch Pitch. All of the seventh--”

“Andrea was with them!” Lottie shouted. She pounded her fists against her legs. “She was playing Quidditch with them because--”

“Miss Rowe, I do not want any more of your ridiculous lies. Not one first year is permitted to leave this castle after seven o’clock.”

“Well maybe she broke the rules!” Lottie had to hold onto the table to keep herself from collapsing. “Why won’t you believe me?”

“Miss Rowe, I suggest if you wish to become a master Occlumens, that you keep your emotions under control.”

“I DON’T WANT TO BE A MASTER OCCLUMENS! I JUST WANT TO SAVE ANDREA!”

“Lottie.” Maelioric took her shoulder. “Calm down. She’s a small person. She’s probably just lost in the crowd.”

“SHE’S NOT! I’VE LOOKED FOR HER! LET GO OF ME!”

Lottie pushed Maelioric’s steady hand off her shoulder and ran back to the table. “Stanley,” she panted. “I have to go find her! Nobody will believe me!”

“Rowe, this is a lockdown. You can’t leave. Andrea is fine and you’d just get yourself killed trying to find her.”

“I’m sorry,” Lottie said through gritted teeth, “but I’m not going to let my friend die.”

She ran to the door and tried to pull it open in vain. How could she get out? Scanning the room, she spotted some professors pulling out their wands. They looked like they were going towards the door. Lottie leaned against the wall casually, trying to give off an air of glum resignation.

Professor Stainthorpe cracked open the door. Lottie crept closer. Just as she and Professor Breckenridge left the hall, Lottie stuck her foot in the door. She could feel the eyes of some students on her, so returned to leaning on the wall for a few seconds until the curious students decided that she wasn’t up to anything. Finally, when she was fairly sure that nobody of importance was watching, she slid through the door.

Stainthorpe and Breckenridge were halfway down the corridor. Lottie hastily crept in the other direction. She broke out to a run upon reaching the Entrance Hall and pulled the doors open so quickly that they slammed very loudly once she was outside.

“Lumos,” Lottie whispered. Her wand lit a narrow path along the green grass. The silence of the grounds was even more overwhelming than the chaos of the Great Hall. She wished that there was a whole group of students with her. She wasn’t ready to take on Death Eaters by herself.

A chorus of laughter interrupted her thoughts. Shakily, she followed the noise, being sure to stay out of the light of her wand. Finally, a flickering fire illuminated the trees around her. “Nox.” Lottie spotted a bush close to the Death Eater campsite. Quietly, she managed to get herself in a rather uncomfortable--though safely hidden--position behind it.

“Tell me, girl,” a deep voice echoed across the lawn, “where did you get them nice robes again?”

“I--my father gave them to me.” It was Andrea. Lottie strained to see her face. They had hurt her, Lottie could tell. She quivered under the Death Eaters’ stares.

“And who is your father?”

“I can’t tell you his name,” she said quickly. “He told me never to tell a Death Eater his name.”

“Oh no?” A Death Eater raised his wand and hissed, “Crucio!”

Andrea’s screams made Lottie shake with rage.

“You see, girl,” one Death Eater shouted over her shrieks, “we’re not stupid. We can tell when you’re lying.” The Death Eater who was cursing her lifted his wand, leaving Andrea whimpering on the ground. Towering over her, he delivered a sharp kick to her ribs.

Unable to watch anymore, Lottie shot sparks across the campsite, keeping them low to the ground so they would explode on the other side of a patch of trees.

“Where’d that come from?” asked a large Death Eater.

“Over there!” The man who had kicked Andrea pointed in the opposite direction.

“Well tie ‘er up,” ordered the first Death Eater. “We’ll come back,” he taunted with a smirk at Andrea. “Maybe we’ll meet a friend of hers.”

The biggest Death Eater muttered an incantation, causing ropes to fly out of his wand and tie Andrea to a tree. “Let’s go,” he shouted.

Once the Death Eaters were far enough away, Lottie left her hiding place. “Andrea!” she whispered. “Andrea, it’s okay.”

Andrea opened her eyes slowly. “Lottie?” she breathed. “H-How did you find me? How did you know I was missing?”

“How would I not know you were missing?” Andrea smiled weakly. “Now, hold still. I need to get these ropes off.” Worried that the Death Eaters would return, Lottie bit the rope, trying to break its thick threads. The rope was thick and after about twenty seconds, her gums ached. She tried to push air between her teeth to get the strands of rope out, but couldn’t use enough time to make a significant difference. The rope snapped. Lottie revealed her bloodstained teeth with a weak smile.

“Come on!” Lottie held out her hand to Andrea.

“Lottie, I--I don’t think I can stand.”

“Couldn’t have been more wrong!” came one of the Death Eater’s voices from nearby.

“Okay.” Lottie ran a hand through her hair anxiously. “Okay, this is going to hurt, but it’s the only way we’ve got.”

Carefully, Lottie picked up Andrea, wrapping her arms tightly around her knees and shoulder. Andrea gasped for breath sharply. “I’m sorry,” Lottie whispered.

The Death Eaters were near the camp by now. Holding Andrea as tightly as she could, Lottie started towards the castle. She could see Andrea’s eyes drooping as she ran.

“L--Lottie…”

Lottie couldn’t respond before Andrea lost consciousness.

“Hey, you!” shouted a Death Eater.

Swearing to herself, Lottie dodged behind a tree.

“Who was there?” asked one of the men.

“I thought I saw a girl,” the first one answered. He pulled out his wand and turned to where Andrea had been. “Oi! Where did the other girl go?”

Lottie didn’t wait to take advantage of the distraction. Using a sudden burst of adrenaline, she ran up to the castle. The door to the Entrance Hall was well in sight. As Lottie approached, the door swung open.

“Rowe?” It was Stainthorpe. “What--”

“Please,” Lottie shouted. “The Death Eaters had her. They--they’re looking for us.”

“Cormag,” Stainthorpe said quickly to Professor Breckenridge. “Go sort that out. Come with me, Rowe.”

Panting heavily, Lottie followed Stainthorpe to the hospital wing on the third floor. She couldn’t even feel her arms anymore. In the hospital wing, the nurse, Professor Waterman (who also taught a Healing Class for upperclassmen) rushed over. “What on earth happened?” she asked.

“Apparently,” Stainthorpe said grimly, “we missed one student in our count.”

“Oh, Lord.” Waterman took Andrea gingerly out of Lottie’s arms and placed her on a nearby bed. “Are you hurt, Rowe?” she asked.

“No. I don’t think so.” Lottie sat down on a bed opposite Andrea’s. “My arms hurt,” she added.

“Well, that’s to be expected, dear,” Waterman replied busily. “Marianne--” she turned to Stainthorpe “--go and get the heads. I’m sure they’ll want to see this.”

“I’m on my way.” Stainthorpe spun around and left the hospital wing at a run.

Taking a deep breath, Lottie rubbed her eyes tiredly. Relief flooded her, but anger still flickered in her shaking hands. Why had nobody believed her? If she hadn’t gone out alone, Andrea would have died. Well they would learn to trust her soon enough.

“What happened?” Palmyitor burst through the doors of the hospital wing. “Where is she?” She paused, spotting Lottie sitting on the bed. “Rowe? What are you doing here?”

“What am I doing here?!” Lottie shouted. “I just saved Andrea from Death Eaters because you wouldn’t believe me!”

“Calm down, Rowe.” The other two heads and Stainthorpe came running through the door. “Marianne, where did you find her?”

“Outside, in front of the doors to the Entrance Hall. She had Woolbright in her arms.”

Lottie nodded vigorously. “Because--”

“Is it safe to revive her?”

”WHY WON’T YOU LISTEN TO ME? I’M NOT LYING!”

Palmyitor raised and eyebrow. “I am not listening to you because you are completely irrational when you’re angry. Why you are in my house, I don’t know.”

Blushing, Lottie stared at the ground. If she ever wanted to be an Occlumens, she would need to control her emotions.

“It seems to me she has a broken rib,” Waterman said. “As long as I administer a pain potion, she should be fine for the time being.” Waterman pointed her wand at Andrea and said, “Ennervate.”

Gasping, Andrea opened her eyes wildly. “Wha--wh--”

“Take this dear.” Waterman gave Andrea a small cup. “It’s for pain.”

Andrea drank obediently. Lottie was surprised by her calmness. Maybe she could learn how to control her emotions from her.

“What happened, Woolbright?” demanded Palmyitor.

“I--” Andrea looked at Lottie and smiled weakly. “I was playing Quidditch with some seventh years,” she said. “They wanted me as their Seeker because I’m small and light. One of them said that they saw figures approaching. They left to go tell somebody, and I stayed behind to clean up the brooms.”

“But how did they see you? With all of the enchantments on the castle--”

“We might,” Andrea began, not making eye contact with any of the teachers, “have been playing a little too far away from the castle.”

Maelioric chuckled. “Must have been Raydon you were playing with, eh? Well I’ll give him a talking right when I see him.” He nodded mockingly seriously at Palmyitor.

“Then?” Palmyitor said, ignoring Clynalmoy’s smile.

“Then the Death Eaters caught me,” Andrea said shakily. “There was nothing I could do. I was so outnumbered and I don’t know enough magic.” An awkward silence ensued and was only broken when Andrea continued. “They kept asking me who I was and when I wouldn’t tell them, they cursed me.”

“What was the curse?”

“I don’t know, but the incantation was Crucio.”

Stainthorpe gasped. Palmyitor put a hand to her mouth.

“What’s wrong?”

“That is not a friendly spell to be hit with,” Maelioric said with a grimace.

“And then sparks shot in the air. I think it was Lottie,” Andrea continued. Lottie nodded. “But the Death Eaters thought it came from the other direction, so they went to go check it out. When they were gone, Lottie came and carried me back to the castle.”

“I must say,” said Stainthorpe, “I am very impressed, Miss Rowe.”

Lottie tried to hide her smile with a shrug.

“She not only escaped from several Death Eaters, but she also saved a fellow student.”

“I believe a celebration is in order!” Maelioric said gleefully.

“Death Eaters or not,” Palmyitor intervened, “you still left the castle when I told you not to.”

Jaw wide open, Lottie shouted, “WHAT?! I mean…” She coughed and looked at the floor. “I was--was just doing what I thought was right.”

“What you thought was right nearly got you killed.

Lottie had the strong urge to talk back, but kept herself under control. She couldn’t lose control of her temper, especially with Palmyitor around. She would never become a master Occlumens if she let her emotions run loose.

“Oh look at that,” Palmyitor hummed, meeting Lottie’s stare. “She’s learning. Self-control is the first step to success in my house.” She shifted her gaze to Andrea. “I would suggest stopping your Quidditch sessions with older students. A girl your size can only get hurt.”

Behind her back, Maelioric shook his head and mouthed ‘It’s okay.’

“We should let these girls get their rest Naesa,” Stainthorpe said quickly so Palmyitor wouldn’t notice what Maelioric had just done. “They’ve had a rough night.”

Palmyitor replied by clucking her tongue. “Very well,” she said. “Good evening.”

Clynalmoy broke his silence. “I suggest,” the quiet man said, “that both of you spend the night in here.” After a pause, he added, “I can only imagine the questions waiting for you behind that grandfather clock of Naesa’s.” With a smile, he opened the doors to the hospital wing and left, followed by Stainthorpe and Palmyitor.

Maelioric stood in place for just a moment longer, saying, “No matter what Professor Palmyitor said, you girls did an excellent job. Goodnight!” He slipped through the door and shut it carefully.

“What was that all about?” Lottie blurt out.

“What?”

“Why does Palmyitor hate me?” Lottie pouted. “What did I do wrong?”

Andrea shrugged. “I’m not sure if she really hates you,” she said. “I think she just expects a lot from you.”

Lottie flopped onto the bed. “I doubt that. I can hardly perform a disarming charm without help. And you heard her; I can never be an Occlumens because I can’t control myself.”

“You did a pretty good job at that campsite.”

Lottie shrugged and sat up to pull off her boots.

“Oh dear,” came Professor Waterman’s voice from a potions closet. “We don’t have much for the Cruciatus Curse, but the pain potion I gave you should be enough.”

Fascinated, Lottie watched as Waterman prodded Andrea’s ribcage with her wand, suddenly healing the injured bone. Once Andrea had taken all sorts of medicines, Waterman put out the torches lining the wall and returned to her dormitory.

Lottie crawled into her bed, still in uniform and tried to make herself comfortable.

“Hey Lottie? Andrea whispered from her left.

“Yeah?”

“Thanks.”
Chapter Eleven: Never Had a Chance by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I'm so sorry for the lateness of this chapter! Thanks so much to TheBird for beta'ing this chapter! Chapter twelve is with the beta already, so hopefully it won't be too long.
Chapter Eleven: Never Had a Chance

Clynalmoy was right. The moment they returned from the hospital wing, Andrea and Lottie were bombarded with questions. Andrea was rather humble every time she told the story, preferring to stop further questioning by being completely honest. Lottie, on the other hand, loved the attention.

“They nearly hexed me!” Lottie explained dramatically late one July afternoon to a group of Clynalmoys. Ally stood in the back with crossed arms, unimpressed. “Seven times,” Lottie added.

“How did you get away?” asked one of the boys in her year.

“Well Andrea was tied up. I was so worried that she was going to die! She was hardly breathing, you know.” Lottie paused dramatically. “So I pulled and pulled at the ropes, but they wouldn’t come undone! So I had to gnaw them off.”

A chorus ofohs and ahs followed.

Lottie continued, “So I grabbed Andrea and ran!” She mimed carrying Andrea in her arms and looked behind her. “But then I saw the Death Eaters running behind me! One of them grabbed me by the hair, but I spun around and stunned him!” Lottie pulled out her wand and pointed it at Ally. “BAM!”

“Oh please,” Ally said over the gasping crowd. “You couldn’t hex anyone if you tried! You’re in remedial Charms.”

“Want to try me?” Lottie asked with raised eyebrows.

“What are you going to do, hit me?”

Smirking, Lottie pointed her wand at Ally. The crowd cleared away to avoid the hex. “Phelantio!” she shouted. Without a moment’s pause, she took off down the corridor, grinning at Ally’s shrieks of disgust.



The middle of July brought the day when the students were allowed to go back and visit their families. Lottie’s birthday had been the previous day, July seventeenth. Andrea had written an extremely thoughtful card that Lottie folded and kept on her bedside table. Sophie and Julianne had worked together on a series of hilarious drawings that they got Stanley to magically animate. Even Stanley gave Lottie some stolen chocolates from the kitchens.

The morning of the eighteenth, the students were given their old clothing from the camps for the trip. Lottie felt rather awkward in her torn clothes. Her shirt was tighter and reeked strongly of mildew. The holes in her pants that were once over he knees now were a few inches above them. The teachers handed out some dirt for the students to rub on their faces, legs and arms so they would look exactly how they had before they left.

Stainthorpe got a Portkey and accompanied the students going to the London camp. When they arrived in an old, crumbling building, Lottie recognized it as what she used to call the Turtle Building.

Lottie smiled at Andrea as they waited to be let out in turn, as to not bring attention to their location. “This is weird isn’t it?” she asked. Andrea nodded. “I want to go back and see my old friends, but--”

“They think you’re dead,” Andrea finished. “You better not. It’ll be hard avoiding them though, with the way you all used to prance around like you owned the entire camp.”

“Hey!”

“What? They aren’t your friends anymore, are they?”

“No. Well I--”

“Woolbright! Rowe! Go on.” Stainthorpe held open the door for them.

“Good luck,” Andrea muttered as she hastily ran in the opposite direction.

“You too,” Lottie whispered at Andrea’s retreating back.

The camp was different now. Or maybe Lottie just never noticed what she was living in. It was no longer just a rough place for a child to grow up, but a real prison.

A woman on the street cried silently, cradling a small child’s body. The child could not have been older than ten. Its eyes were wide open, stunned with fear. Lottie continued on her way. An old man limped by. Lottie could see blood staining his clothes and leaving a trail across the pavement.

She stood stonily and watched him collapse to his knees.

The sky was grey, matching the bleak atmosphere perfectly. Lottie felt as though she were somewhere between storms.

A middle-aged woman cowered in the grasp of a Death Eater. Lottie’s first instinct was to run, but she suddenly couldn’t feel her legs. The masked wizard threw the woman to the ground and delivered a sharp kick to the ribs. Lottie watched in horror as the woman cried in agony.

“Get a move on, girl,” the Death Eater grunted, “before I finish this one off.” He slashed his wand in the air. Lottie spun around so she wouldn’t have to witness the result of the Death Eater’s destruction. Shrieks cut through the oppressing silence.

Had she just never noticed this before?

“I told you!” A familiar voice shot through the silence. “That we need to avoid those older girls at all costs. But did anyone listen to me?”

Lottie held her breath. It was Melanie. Probably everybody else was with her too. They would recognize her immediately. Thinking quickly, she took a sharp turn down an alley and prayed that they wouldn’t follow.

“Well they were picking on me!” squeaked a voice that could be none other than Pip’s, the youngest of Lottie’s old friends.

“Yeah, Melanie.” This time it was Olive. Stomach sinking, Lottie realized that Olive must have assumed her old position as second in command.

“We can’t just let them bully us around!” said Hattie.

“We’ve got more people than they do,” added Alexa.

Lottie couldn’t help herself. She moved her head just enough so she could see her old friends. They all looked about the same, except for Pip who was maybe a bit taller. Hattie’s front teeth had grown back in.

“Face it, Melanie,” Shawnee said. “We can’t beat a Death Eater until we’re all a little older.”

Lottie suddenly felt the urge to throw up. She wanted to go and save her old friends. They didn’t know what a hell they were living in.

The sound of their voices died away until they were gone for good.

Her old building’s door was just in view. Lottie entered silently. Men and women had taken advantage of the building’s hallways and had set up a temporary ground there. Lottie stepped over their sleeping bodies, wondering if they had just recently moved in or if she had just never noticed them before.

The door to her family’s room swung open. “Lottie!” Posy Rowe grabbed her daughter in a tight embrace. “Oh we’ve been wondering when you would visit! Come inside!” Lottie didn’t really have a choice whether to come inside or not, because her mother had picked her up and carried her in. “Oh! My baby! I’ve missed you so much!” Posy wouldn’t let go. Lottie half laughed and half gasped for breath.

“Let the girl breathe,” came a voice from the hallway.

“Dad!”

Nathaniel picked Lottie up as well. “How’s my girl doing?”

Laughing, Lottie answered, “I’m good. I’m learning a lot at school. And don’t let these clothes fool you. I’ve got uniforms and robes and--” she lowered her voice “--even my own wand!”

Nathaniel tousled Lottie’s hair. “We are so proud of you,” he said. “Going off to fight the war…”

Posy nodded approvingly. “And they’re feeding you well, I notice.”

When the time came to leave, Lottie nearly opted to stay. Her mother’s crying combined with her father’s futile attempts at comforting her made Lottie miss her parents even more.

“How were your parents?” asked Andrea meeting Lottie on the stoop of her building.

“They were good. They made me a little homesick, though.”

“Mine too.”

“Hey!” Lottie smiled mischievously. “What would you say if we went to see our old friends again? I’ll visit yours if you visit mine.”

“No way,” Andrea replied flatly. “Lottie, we’re dead. Remember?”

“Well wouldn’t it spook them if I came back? Wouldn’t that be a laugh?”

“No!” Andrea shouted. “It wouldn’t! You would get us both into trouble! And I wouldn’t suggest risking anything anymore, especially after what you did this summer.”

“What I did this summer,” Lottie grumbled, “saved your life! So I wouldn’t complain. I don’t see the problem!”

“Of course you wouldn’t,” Andrea sighed. “If you thought your friend had died, and then she came back, how would you feel?”

“I’d be happy!”

“But what would you tell them?”

“The truth.” Lottie started running in the direction her friends had just gone. “Maybe they’d believe me this time! Maybe we could save them from this--”

“Lottie, no!” Andrea grabbed Lottie’s arm, halting her path. “I’m not letting you get yourself expelled for something this stupid. We can’t save everyone. By training for the war, you’re doing your part. Come on!”

Lottie let herself be dragged back to the Turtle Building, where they had arrived with Stainthorpe. She didn’t complain, but spent the time making sure her mental images of this visit were detailed. There were too many horrors to take note of them all.

All of these people. They never had a chance.

“How was your family?” Stainthorpe asked, standing in the doorway of the building. They were the first students to return.

“Er--good,” Andrea answered timidly, dragging Lottie inside. “They missed me. And Helen--my little sister--”

“Wait,” Lottie interrupted. “You have a little sister?”

Stainthorpe laughed at Andrea’s glare.

“Lottie how did you not know this?” Andrea sighed. “I’ve talked about her before.”

“Well I don’t know!” Lottie rolled her eyes. “Fine then, how many siblings do I have?”

“You don’t have any!” Andrea slapped her forehead. “Honestly Lottie, would it really kill you to listen to me for once?”

Lottie stared at the floor. She didn’t know what to say. How could she focus on Andrea’s petty problems when her entire world had been changed? “I do really miss my old friends, though,” she added.

Stainthorpe nodded knowingly. “It’s a horrible thing, to lose a friend.”
Chapter Twelve: A Traitor at Alsemore by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Sorry for the delay guys! I'm sure you'll be happy to hear the progress I've been making. I just started chapter twenty one today, so things are moving along nicely. My dear beta, TheBird, cleaned up this chapter... a lot! So thanks so much to her!
Chapter Twelve: A Traitor at Alsemore

The Great Hall bustled with excitement on the first day of term. The students had stopped by Odin Alley days earlier to exchange their robes and books.

Scrawny first years in tattered clothes clustered at the end of the hall; Lottie felt especially tall seeing them. They seemed to be absolutely terrified by the idea of Sorting. The ceremony was a lot more interesting this time, Lottie realized, since she didn’t have to worry about herself and the future of her friendships.

“Alvin, Samuel,” was the first to be Sorted. The Maelioric table erupted in applause when the heads finally made their decision. The numbers of student in each House apparently varied through the years, as the number was extremely different than it was last year. There were only four new Palmyitors. The teachers didn’t seem bothered by the odd numbers of students in each House, so Lottie tried to relax and enjoy the first years’ nervousness.

“Look at them gobble down that food!” she said gleefully, watching a first year fit an ungodly amount of mashed potatoes into his mouth at once.

“Don’t laugh!” Andrea hit her lightly on the shoulder. “They’re just hungry. You were hungry on your first day too.”

“Well, yeah, but--WOW!” One girl had just stuffed an entire roll into her mouth. “Andrea, that was amazing. You should try it.” Lottie pushed a roll in front of her face. “Here!”

Glaring at her, Andrea hissed, “I really don’t think--”

“Okay! Okay!” Lottie took the roll herself. “I’ll try it.”

The rest of the feast was rather uneventful, save for Lottie nearly choking to death on the roll. Lottie watched Palmyitor lead the four first years to the common room. It was lucky, she noticed, that there were two girls and two boys. It would be awfully lonely to live in a dorm alone.

The second years kept the same dormitory as the year before. Lottie was relieved to stay in her own bed, since she had been dreading leaving the room she had grown so attached to.

The first years looked so uncomfortable in the common room. Lottie wanted to go and introduce herself, but Andrea stopped her. “You’ll just make them more nervous,” she told her.

So Lottie, Andrea, Sophie and Julianne sat away from the new students, in the farthest corner of the common room. Lottie didn’t really pay attention to the debate that Andrea was having with Sophie and Julianne, only butting in with “Yeah!” or “That’s right!” occasionally to make Andrea feel less outnumbered. Instead, she busied herself with eavesdropping on and older group of student’s conversation.

She had seen this particular group of girls with Stanley, so they must have been seventh years, like him. From what Lottie could see out of the corner of her eye, the seventh years all congregated tightly around a coffee table.

“Where did you get it?” Lottie overheard.

“A Death Eater sold it to me,” answered a rough voice--like sandpaper. “Cost a fortune, too.”

Lottie noticed a lull in her friends’ conversation and realized it was her turn to speak. She shot a desperate glance at Andrea and shouted, “Yeah, you’re right!” Her friends stopped the conversation and stared. Julianne blinked. Lottie quickly turned back to the other conversation.

“Well what do you do with it?” asked another voice.

“Plant it,” said the raspy voice again. “It just sits there, looking like a normal deck of cards, and--”

“Well except for the blood stains,” interrupted one of the seventh years.

Lottie sat on her hands to hide their quivering. Somebody at Alsemore was affiliated with Death Eaters? It was scary enough to find that Death Eaters had gotten close to the castle, but now they were inside of the castle? She had spent all of her life running from Death Eaters, and whenever she got close to getting away from them, they just inched closer.

“Well that disappears when you charm it,” replied the girl with the deck in her hand.

“I don’t know about this, Ella,” said another voice. “How does it work?”

“So you do this spell, right?” The girl with the raspy voice, Ella, paused. Lottie imagined her friends nodding enthusiastically. “And set them out. The next person who picks them up--” Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie could see Ella drawing a line across her throat.

“But isn’t that sort of obvious,” sneered another voice, “if somebody picks up a deck of cards and suddenly they die?”

“That’s the genius part.” Ella lowered her voice to a whisper so Lottie had to strain to hear it. “The curse starts to take effect, but the person just feels sick for a few days before they kick the bucket.”

“Then how do they die?”

“Dunno. Must be something really violent though. Look at all this blood!”

Lottie had heard enough. She rose to her feet, interrupting her friends’ debate. “Er--Andrea?’ she stuttered tactlessly. “I--I can’t find my wand. Can you help me look for it in the dorm?”

Puzzled, Andrea looked from Lottie to Sophie, who shrugged in reply. “Sure,” she said. “I’ll be right back.”

Lottie didn’t wait for Andrea to stand before she took off down the stairs. She reached the dorm and paced until Andrea came in. “Have you looked under your bed yet?” she asked, getting on her knees to search the ground.

“No.” Lottie sat down on her bed. “I’ve got my wand. I just needed to talk to you.”

Andrea furrowed her brow. “What’s up?”

“I heard seventh years talking.”

“Were you eavesdropping?”

“Yes, but that’s not the point.” Lottie took a breath. “They’ve got something Dark. It’s a deck of cards, or something, but they got it from Death Eaters!”

Andrea looked skeptical. “What does it do?”

“It kills whoever touches it.”

“Well are you going to tell somebody?”

“Who would I tell?”

“Palmyitor.”

“But then the girls will know who told! I can’t have my name floating around Death Eater camps.”

Andrea rolled her eyes. “Honestly, that’s not important right now. What if you were the one who touched these cards?”

“Well, I wouldn’t, now that I--”

“But what if you were? We can’t just let somebody die. I don’t care if you’re coming with me. I’m telling.” Andrea stood up. Lottie did as well.

“Okay. Fine, I’ll go, but if those girls find out it was us--”

“They won’t. Come on.”

Andrea and Lottie ran out of the dorm and up the stairs.

“Did you find it?” asked Julianne, coming down the stairs.

“Yeah!” Lottie shouted hurriedly. “Turned out to be in my pocket the whole time! What a laugh! Bye!”

Lottie and Andrea left the bewildered Sophie and Julianne and scrambled out of the grandfather clock. They ran up the stairs towards the Entrance Hall until--

“Woolbright! Rowe! What are you doing out after hours?”

Lottie spun around. Of course, it was Professor Gabaldon. She was one of the most rude and annoying professors in the entire school. “Professor, we really need to go see Professor Palmyitor,” she said.

“Well good thing,” Gabaldon replied stiffly. “Because that’s’ exactly where you’re going.”

Lottie could see Andrea blushing as they were marched up the stairs to Palmyitor’s office. Gabaldon didn’t even knock before entering.

“Excuse me?” sniffed Palmyitor, carefully slipping something under her desk.

“Caught these two out of their common rooms,” Gabaldon reported.

“Rowe, you seem to make trouble wherever you go,” Palmyitor said, not staring at Lottie, but instead at Andrea, who seemed to shrink under her gaze.

“It’s not that, Professor,” Lottie said hastily. “We were coming to your office anyways.”

Palmyitor cleared her throat and stared straight into Lottie’s eyes. “And it could not wait until tomorrow? I am very busy, Rowe. I think you should reevaluate when you think is important.”

“She’s not lying!” exclaimed Andrea. “She--we overheard some upperclassmen talking and--”

“And they’ve got a pack of--I don’t know--cards or something! But they’re dangerous. They said it curses anyone who touches it. They’re planting it in the school to start killing everybody one by one!” Lottie started back at Palmyitor determinately. She didn’t like Legilimency, but she would let go of that if it meant saving the school.

Sure enough, moments later, she began reliving the evening. She watched the Sorting, choked on a roll, was told off by Andrea for trying to scare the first years and finally eavesdropped on the seventh years. Her hands started shaking again as she rewitnessed the scene, moment by moment.

“Well,” said Palmyitor suddenly. The flashback stopped. “We must see about these seventh years.” She turned to Gabaldon, the corners of her lips twitching into a false smile. “Thank you, Emma.”

Gabaldon seemed a little disappointed that there was going to be no punishment. “You’re welcome,” she said before leaving.

Palmyitor waited patiently with a smile plastered on her face for the door to shut before very clearly rolling her eyes. “You two,” she began once Gabaldon’s footsteps faded away, “might want to wait in here. I can’t imagine those seventh years will be very happy to have been caught.” Without another word, Palmyitor strode out of the office, leaving Andrea and Lottie alone.

It was a rather small office for such an important person in the school. There were no windows. The floor was made out of large, cold stones. Bookshelves lined every inch of wall, but there were no books on them. Instead, rolls of parchment were carefully organized onto the shelves. Lottie inspected them further and found that they were records of every student who had once gone to the school.

“Stop it, Lottie,” Andrea said shakily. “That’s none of your business.”

Lottie rolled her eyes and walked over to Palmyitor’s desk. “What was she writing before?” she asked, opening a drawer.

“Lottie, no! You’re going to get us in trouble!” Andrea sat down on the floor with her back against the wall. “We’re lucky to not be in trouble as it is. Just sit down and don’t touch anything.”

“Bossy, bossy!” Lottie muttered, sitting down next to Andrea. “What do you think they’re going to do with them?”

“I don’t know,” Andrea said shakily. “They can’t keep them here, but they can’t let them go either. Maybe they’ll re-train them for our side.”

Lottie shook her head. “Once you become a traitor, you can’t go back.”

“Do you think there are more?” asked Andrea. “More traitors, I mean.”

“Yes. There must be.” Lottie shivered. She had felt so safe at Alsemore. Now what?

“Was it all of the seventh year girls in Palmyitor?”

“I think so,” she said. “There were about seven of them.”

“What are they going to do with so many students missing?”

“I have no idea.”

The door opened. Clynalmoy stepped into the small room solemnly. “All of the heads,” he said softly, “would like to thank you for your actions tonight.”

“You’re welcome,” Lottie said indignantly.

“I’d also like to add,” he continued, “that you shouldn’t go around talking about this.” He glanced at the door. “The school will be grateful that the traitors have been caught, but they might also be suspicious if they know you are the ones who told us.”

Lottie and Andrea nodded.

“We’ve got them all outside, so don’t leave the office yet. Wait until Professor Palmyitor returns.”

Clynalmoy turned and left. Andrea and Lottie sat in silence for a moment before Andrea said, “They must--”

A shriek from one of the students cut through her words.

Lottie stood up. “What are they doing to them?!” she shouted.

“I think she’s just angry,” Andrea said hopefully. “You would be too, wouldn’t you?” Lottie raised her eyebrows. “Well, I mean--you know what I mean.”

Palmyitor stuck her head into the office. “Yes,” she said once she entered as though answering some unasked question. “Well I’m glad that’s--mostly--taken care of.” She cleared her throat. “But I suppose I should escort you two back to your dormitory.”

“What did you do with the cards?” Andrea asked on their way down the corridor.

“They have been properly confiscated.”

“But what did you do to the seventh years?” Lottie piped up. “Where did they go?”

“We have taken them to a retraining center to--”

“But that just means you’re killing them, right?”

“Rowe--”

“Where did they go?”

Palmyitor spun around, pointing her finger in Lottie’s face. “They have been properly dealt with,” she said sternly. “I do not want to repeat myself.”

They reached the clock. Andrea looked at Palmyitor expectantly. Lottie stuffed her hands into her pocket and glared at her. “Goodnight,” was the only response. Lottie watched as Palmyitor hurried down the hall. She must have been going back to deal with the traitors.

Lottie and Andrea crawled through the clock to find an empty common room. “They must have sent everyone to bed,” Andrea whispered.

Lottie glanced over her shoulder. “Maybe that’s a good idea,” she said. “Come on.”

The girls’ floor was eerily silent. Lottie stopped in front of the empty seventh years’ dorm. “You go ahead,” she said to Andrea.

“Lottie--”

“I’m not going to do anything stupid. I just want to look around.” Lottie glanced in the empty room. “I’ll shout if anything happens.”

Andrea laughed nervously. “Okay. But I’m holding you to that promise.” She trotted to the second years’ dorm and entered as quietly as possible with quivering hands.

Lottie turned to the empty dormitory. She couldn’t believe that every Palmyitor seventh year girl had been a traitor. Sure, she was close with everybody in her year, but she wouldn’t become a Death Eater if one of them was… would she? But if the seventh year girls were Death Eaters, were the boys? Could Stanley actually be a traitor?

Lottie shivered and entered the lonely room. She didn’t want to snoop, but what if she found something? The wind outside howled. Lottie glanced over her shoulder. She checked the seven beds and bedside tables.

“Lumos,” she whispered. The wand light illuminated the entire room. She gave the room one last check over before giving up. She turned to leave when something glinting in the wand light caught her eye.

It was a key, large and polished to a heavy shine.

“Wingardium Leviosa,” Lottie said. She carefully guided the levitating key to one of the empty beds. It was just a key, but if a deck of cards could kill somebody, Lottie didn’t want to risk anything.

Quietly, she bundled the key in a sheet and stuffed it under her arm. Lottie reached her own dorm and hid her key as well as she could in her duffle. She quickly changed into her pajamas and clambered into bed.

Wide awake, Lottie spent hours listening to the wind howling. It was as though the castle was mourning the loss of so many students. Sure, Alsemore was better than anything she had ever had before, but it felt like no matter where she went, she would never escape the danger of the war.
Chapter Thirteen: The Other Side of the Wall by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Hey, this chapter was up pretty fast, eh? Thanks so much to TheBird for being an extremely quick beta this time! I hope you all like this chapter. Hopefully, with summer on the way, my updating will become more frequent!
Chapter Thirteen: The Other Side of the Wall

Even though the key was covered in bed sheets, the next morning, Lottie nearly gave into its temptation. Only Andrea noticed her odd behavior in classes that day, but just assumed that the previous night’s business had distracted her.

Even during dinner, Lottie retained a stoic silence. Andrea gave up in trying to figure out what could be wrong and introduced herself to the shy first years. Lottie finished her supper as quickly as she could manage and rose from the table. “Lottie?” Andrea turned from the first years. “Where are you going?”

Lottie had considered telling Andrea about the key, but knew that Andrea would just tell Palmyitor before she could check anything out for herself. “I just feel sick,” Lottie answered. “I think I’m going to bed.”

Frowning, Andrea muttered, “Okay.” Lottie turned to leave, but Andrea stopped her. “Don’t worry about the seventh years,” she said. “I’m sure they’re fine.”

“Yeah.” Lottie started towards the door. “Thanks,” she called behind her.

The corridor was completely deserted. Lottie ran back to the common room, looking over her shoulder every few minutes. She nearly ran into the clock, stopping just in time to change the time and dive in. She sprinted down the stairs to the girls’ floor, taking the last four steps with a running jump.

Her duffle was already opened. She pulled the bundle of sheets out triumphantly and unwrapped the key “ it looked safe enough. The sheets had covered it all day and they hadn’t been affected at all. Carefully, she pulled the key out and pocketed it. She didn’t feel like she was about to die. But didn’t the pack of cards kill days after it was touched? Lottie suddenly regretted her decision. As she climbed back up the stairs, she decided that she would take a trip to the hospital wing as soon as she felt sick.

What door did this key open? Was the door even at Alsemore? Lottie started down the corridor, sticking the key in every door she found. She decided to work her way up from this floor. It was rather tedious, and she had to run quickly, because she couldn’t be caught exploring the school during dinner when she was supposed to be sick.

By the third floor, Lottie was starting to lose interest. What were the odds that this key actually opened a door at Alsemore? Dinner was nearly over; she could hear the distant voices of students leaving the Great Hall. Lottie looked around desperately.

A hunched and withered man was weaved into a fading tapestry hanging on the wall across from her. The torchlight flickered across his face and made his dull eyes glimmer to life. The rest of the stone wall was blank, except for a rusting suit of armor whose face almost seemed to move when the light illuminated it.

The voices were getting closer. Lottie ran to the tapestry and stood as still as she could behind it. Just as she got situated and the voices were right around the corner, a clanging of metal interrupted her panicked thoughts.

She peeked out from behind the tapestry. The suit of armor had moved. It held its hand out, as though waiting for somebody to put something in its palm. Lottie pulled out her key. The suit opened its hands wider.

The voices must have been nearly there. Thinking hastily, Lottie dashed to the armor and dropped her key in its hand. It promptly wrapped its fingers around it, turned around and put the key in a perfectly sized hole in the wall. The wall split to reveal a gap just big enough to crawl through. Lottie paused. What was on the other side of the wall? Was it worth risking the danger to not get in trouble for snooping? She fell to her knees and pulled herself through the hole just as the voices passed her. From her spot on the ground, she could see the suit of armor step in front of the hole, covering it innocently.

Lottie grinned and pulled out her wand. “Lumos.” The passage revealed was only tall enough for her to push her way along on her stomach. Keeping her wand between her teeth, she used her arms to pull her entire body down the corridor.

A tiny door appeared to her left. Lottie unlatched it and maneuvered awkwardly to get through.

Past the door was an empty hall. It was pitch black “ Lottie could only see as far as her wand light shone. Relieved that it was large enough to stand in, Lottie pulled herself to her feet. Flickering torches illuminated the entire room. Aged benches formed a pentagon in the center. It must have been used for some sort of meeting place.

Oversized trunks were scattered around the perimeter of the hall. Lottie ran over to the first one and opened it carefully. Knives in scabbards lined the inside of the trunk. Lottie decided that she would need some evidence for her discovery, so dragged it along with her as she checked the other trunks.

In the seven trunks she visited, Lottie found bottles filled with some dangerous looking substance, a silver ring with a faded crest, a small snuffbox, some robes and what looked suspiciously like snakeskin. Lottie dragged the trunk back to the door leading to the tiny corridor, but once she pulled her hand on the doorknob, the torches in the hall put themselves out, leaving her in darkness.

Her wand light illuminated the open trunk. She didn’t have enough time to move out of the way when the contents of the trunk flew out. Lottie stood, dumbstruck, at the levitating objects. She moved her wand before her defensively. Suddenly, everything flew towards her. The snuffbox, the robes, the ring and the snakeskin didn’t scare her as they were all relatively harmless, but she was rather concerned about seven knives.

Lottie ran through the hall, but the knives followed. She dodged to the right, but, if anything, the knives only sped up. She tried weaving, her way to the door, but she couldn’t escape. They were right behind her; she could feel the tips of the blades brushing against her back. She was quickly losing stamina.

A knife sliced through the sleeve of her robe and cut her arm. Lottie changed direction, just to find a knife right in between her eyes that cut across her nose and cheek; it only stopped when Lottie wrestled it away and down to the ground.


She ran back to the large trunk and stuffed the harmless, floating objects in it. With a sudden idea, Lottie jumped in after, letting the knives come down at her. They grazed her legs and cut her arms as they came down. Lottie hopped out of the trunk quickly and shut it with all of her force.

Panting, Lottie opened the little door to the corridor. She could hear the knives straining to be released. She pushed the trunk through the door and followed suit, with her illuminated wand held in between her teeth.

Getting out of the narrow hallway proved to be much more difficult than getting in was. She had to push the trunk forward first and then pull herself. After what must have been ten minutes Lottie reached the tiny crawl space in the wall. The suit of armor was still guarding it. Lottie reached over the trunk and tapped the suit’s legs. It stepped out of the way with a clatter.

“Not a very graceful suit of armor,” Lottie panted as she pushed the trunk through the passage and then pulled herself out. “Are you?”

She pointed her wand at the trunk. “Wingardium Leviosa.” Carefully, she steered the trunk down to the Palmyitor clock. The trunk must have been influenced by magic, because she had a rather difficult time controlling it.

The trunk barely fit through the clock. The clock, though, Lottie realized, must have been magicked to fit everybody because even the largest of people managed to get through it. The common room was relatively deserted. All of the people left either didn’t notice or didn’t care that a second year was guiding a trunk down to the dormitory.

Lottie’s dorm was completely silent when she entered. Everybody was asleep. She must have been down in the hall longer than she thought. The trunk landed with a thunk on the ground. Nobody stirred. Lottie pulled off her robes to change into her pajamas.

“Lottie?”

Lottie looked up from her duffle. “Andrea!” she hissed. “Go to bed!”

“I’m not a dog, Lottie.” Putting on her glasses, Andrea clambered out of her bed. “I thought you were in the hospital wing for the night. What’s that trunk?”

Lottie put a finger to her lips. “It’s nothing,” she whispered. “Let’s just go to bed. I’m tired.”

“Lottie, you’re hurt!” Andrea shouted. “What--” Lottie put a hand over her mouth to shut her up.

“I’m fine,” Lottie whispered calmly. “I’m just going to go wash off and go to bed.”

Andrea raised her eyebrows and stared at the trunk again. “I’ve never seen a crest like that on a trunk,” she said, pushing Lottie’s hand away.

“I doubt you have,” Lottie sighed. “Look, I’ll tell you, but you don’t tell anyone else, okay?” Andrea nodded. “I found this key under one of the seventh years’ beds. It led to a really long secret passage on the third floor. I found all of the stuff in the trunk there.

“Lottie!” Andrea slapped Lottie lightly on the shoulder. “You shouldn’t go exploring dangerous places by yourself! What if there were Death Eaters in there?”

“If Death eaters were in the school, I’m sure they would have attacked us by now.”

“Well--nevertheless, you should have taken the key straight to Palmyitor!” Andrea’s blue eyes sparkled with curiosity behind her glasses. “But first, can I see what’s inside?”

“Sure.” Lottie unlatched the trunk. “I’m warning you, though, last time this thing was opened, it attacked me. You might want your wand.” Lottie waited for Andrea to get her wand from her bedside table before opening the trunk.

Nothing happened. “That’s interesting,” Lottie said thoughtfully. “Well, better this way than before. The magic must be contained in the passage and not in the trunk.

“Wow.” Andrea cautiously tiptoed closer to the trunk. “And you found all of this?”

“Yeah.” Lottie eyed the trunk. The knives had fallen on top of the robes, which covered everything else she had found. “Well, no.” Lottie never knew what led her to lie, but suddenly she reached down and pulled out the robes, trying to take as many objects with her as she could. “The robes are mine. I took them off to run faster.” From what she could see, she had managed to grab the snakeskin. “I found the rest of it,” she said, carefully putting the robes with the snakeskin in her duffle.

Andrea held up one of the bottles. “This is sort of scary,” she said, examining it in the little bit of moonlight that came from the window. “I can’t open this.” She threw the bottle back and picked up one of the knives. “I can’t get this out, either,” she grunted. “Do you think they’re enchanted so only one person can use them?”

Lottie unsuccessfully tried to free a knife from the scabbard as well. “I don’t know. They seemed to open themselves pretty well on their own down in that chamber.”

Andrea dropped the knife. “Maybe we shouldn’t touch enchanted objects. I don’t want to get the entire dorm killed.” Lottie fell a shot of guilt run through her, though not enough to return the robes and the snakeskin. “Let’s just take this to Palmyitor tomorrow.”
Chapter Fourteen: A Shadowy Discovery by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks so much to TheBird for beta'ing this chapter! It's thanks to her that I have a chapter title AND this chapter doens't suck.
Chapter Fourteen: A Shadowy Discovery

“A secret chamber, Rowe?” Palmyitor stood, arms crossed, in her office.

Lottie and Andrea had waited all day to tell Palmyitor about what they had found. She had been so unimpressed by their story that Lottie was slightly disappointed.

“I promise I’m not lying!” Lottie shouted. She bit her lip, remembering Palmyitor’s advice about controlling her emotions and calmly explained, “How else would I have gotten these cuts? It’s on the third floor. You give the key to the suit of armor and it opens the chamber for you, but the passage is so small that you need to crawl through it to get to a door.”

“There is no suit of armor on the third floor.”

Lottie gaped at her. “What? But I saw it! It held out its hand and I gave it the key, and--”

“Maybe,” interjected Andrea, “you need the key to see the suit of armor?”

“Miss Woolbright, I’ve been teaching at this school for fifty years. I like to believe that I know everything about this castle by now.”

“But what if it was here before the school started?” Andrea asked rationally. Lottie was impressed with how composed Andrea remained. “Nobody can know everything about a place as magical as this, can they? Was the castle built strictly for the school?”

“As a matter of fact, it was a gift.”

“From who?”

Lottie enjoyed their verbal sparring. It was like watching two children throw a rock back and forth.

“An old wizarding family,” answered Palmyitor dully; arguing with a second year clearly did not amuse her. “You would not recognize the name.”

“Could you tell us anyways?”

Palmyitor sighed. “The Dumbledores. Aberforth Dumbledore presented us the castle as a gift when he found out about our cause.”

“Dumbledore!” Lottie shouted, thrilled to recognize something from the still rather new wizarding world. “Albus Dumbledore was killed by Severus Snape!”

Palmyitor stared at Lottie. “Yes, Rowe, he was. If you don’t mind us getting back on topic,” she growled, “Aberforth would have informed us of any secret passageways.”

“But what if he didn’t know?” Andrea asked.

“Yeah!” Lottie found this story quite exciting. “What if it’s been here for years and years, built a thousand years ago maybe! What if those seventh years just found the key and discovered the passageway like I did? Then they used it for their own purposes!”

“This is not a fairytale, Rowe.” Palmyitor stared down the bridge of her nose at the overexcited second years. “Nevertheless, if those traitors were involved with these artifacts, they deserve a thorough inspection.”

“We couldn’t open any of them,” Andrea said. “They must be enchanted to seal shut when they leave that chamber.”

“We will find a way to open them,” Palmyitor said curtly. “And trying to open them was a very foolish thing to do. You could have killed the entire school.”

Her calmness unnerved Lottie.

“Thank you for giving these to me. I will show them to the other heads and we will manage to open them somehow.”

“Wait! Why can’t we help?” Lottie exclaimed. “I’m the one who found it in the first place!”

“Rowe, you are a second year. The dangers of allowing you to be in charge of items as valuable as these--”

“We wouldn’t be in charge! You could tell us what to do.” Lottie pouted, her brows furrowed in defiance. “I just think we should be kept up to date, since you wouldn’t have this if it weren’t for us.”

Palmyitor stared at Lottie. For a brief moment, amusement flickered behind her dark eyes. “Fine, Rowe.” Palmyitor smiled coldly. “I’m sure Emma will be extremely pleased,” she added sarcastically, not taking note that neither Lottie nor Andrea had any idea what she was talking about. “I will speak with the other heads and you can come help inspect these tomorrow after dinner. Now go to the hospital wing and get those cuts looked at.”



The next night, Lottie and Andrea shoveled down their food and waited in front of Palmyitor’s office, discussing what spells they might learn to open the Dark objects. “You know,” said Palmyitor on her way down the corridor, “no matter how fast you two eat, you will still have to wait until the end of supper before anything happens.”

Lottie shrugged. “Just not that hungry, I suppose.”

“Mmm…” Palmyitor unlocked her office. “You’ll have to sit on the floor,” she stated without apology. Lottie dryly wondered if Palmyitor had a disorder that did not allow her to conjure chairs. “We aren’t doing much today, but noting everything found.” She pointed to two sets of parchment, quills and ink. “Each of you take one artifact at a time. Note color, measurements, inscriptions and anything else you can think of. Anything you could need is beside the trunk.” She paused. “And tell me if you find anything unusual or dangerous,” she added.

Feeling rather defeated, Lottie sat on the floor next to Andrea and pulled one of the bottles out. The glass, when held to the light was thick and amber and was corked by an emerald stopper. The liquid inside was extremely dark against the glass and Lottie couldn’t tell exactly what it was, though she had a sinking suspicion that it was human blood. Every time she thought she was close to finishing the bottle, Andrea pointed out something else to note.

Finally, once Andrea was satisfied with Lottie’s notes on the bottle, she was allowed to move onto one of the knives. It was covered by a brown leather scabbard. The metal inside was rusting and the blade was slightly dull, but Lottie could still make out some sort of crest on the front. It was hard to make out the details, but what looked like two dogs were on either side of the crest with two stars and sword inside.

By the end of the evening, Lottie had only finished the one bottle and the knife; Andrea had done the snuffbox, two knives and a bottle. The two second years left the office after curfew with an excuse note from Palmyitor.

The girls passed a deserted classroom. The door was only open a crack, but Lottie noticed some shadows, flickering and changing shape in the torchlight. Who would be out so late after hours? And more importantly was it for good intentions? “Oh!” she exclaimed, reaching into her pocket. “I left my wand in Palmyitor’s office,” she lied. “I’ve got to go back and get it.”

Andrea narrowed her eyes. “Oh. Okay. Er--do you need the note?”

“Well…” Lottie sighed overdramatically, “I guess I don’t need it. I’ll just dodge anybody I see.”

“Oh. No.” Andrea pushed the note into her hands. “Here, take this. I’ll meet you at the dormitory.”

“See you,” said Lottie on her way back through the hall. She kept walking until Andrea was well out of earshot and then crept back up to the open door.

“The Dark Lord doesn’t have to find out,” a low voice said. “He can just think the Palmyitors died, or something, if he even notices that they’re gone at the next meeting.”

“You can’t lie to him,” responded another voice. This one was a girl. “You may be trained in strategy, but you’d be absolutely pathetic at Occlumency. He always knows when somebody is lying. Not even the best of the Palmyitors could use Occlumency against him. And he’ll notice they’re gone. He always notices.”

“Well all I’m saying,” began the male’s voice, “is that the Dark Lord doesn’t need to find out. We’ll only get ourselves killed if we tell him. Who ratted the Palmyitors out anyways?’

“Must’ve been another Palmyitor. It’s just horrible, Michael. Ella was our best spy. I can’t believe the heads, especially Palmyitor, trusted her.” She laughed coldly. “Do you know how many plans the Dark Lord found out about because of her? Who knows where she is now…”

“Dead, that’s where,” Michael answered stiffly. “You know that the heads can’t do anything with traitors like us once they find us out so they just kill us.”

Lottie held her breath, her hands shaking so violently in her pockets that her wand fell to the ground. The traitors’ conversation stopped. Lottie snatched her wand and began running, until”

“Hey, you! What’re you doing out after hours?” The girl came out of the opened door with an illuminated wand in Lottie’s face. She wore a red prefect vest.

Lottie hid her shiver well and took a deep breath. “I was working with Palmyitor,” she said, handing her note to the traitor.

“Lottie Rowe and Andrea Woolbright?”

“Andrea went to the common room,” Lottie lied coolly. “I left my wand in Palmyitor’s office so I had to go back.” The words were escaping her lips like water flowing out of a faucet. It was almost like the truth.

“How long have you been here?” asked the prefect with raised eyebrows.

“Just walking by.” Lottie pulled out her wand. “Got my wand, so now I’m heading back to the common room.” The prefect couldn’t find any signs of deception in Lottie’s blank stare.

“Fine,” she said, handing the note back. “Hurry up and go back to your dorm.”

Lottie smiled. “Thanks!” she said and trotted down the corridor, trying to seem completely unaffected. Once at the stairs, Lottie began running. She reached the clock in no more than a minute and clambered into the common room. She ran down the stairs and into her dorm.

Everybody was already asleep. Lottie changed into her pajamas and fell into bed.

“Lottie?” Andrea’s voice came from the next bed.

“Yeah?”

“Did you find your wand?”

“What? Oh. Yeah. I did.” Lottie paused. She didn’t like lying to Andrea. “If I tell you a secret, you can’t freak out. Okay?”

“Okay.”

“I ran into some other students. I don’t know who they are. One of them was a prefect and one was named Michael. I think they were traitors too. And from how they talked, it sounded like there are a lot more traitors in the school.”

Next to her, Lottie heard the rustling of sheets. “Andrea?” she whispered. “Andrea, what are you doing?”

“Do you still have that note?” Andrea asked as she pulled her robes over her head.

“Andrea, no. You said you wouldn’t freak out!”

“I’m not freaking out,” Andrea responded. “I’m being responsible.”

“What’s going on?” asked Sophie from across the room.

“Why are we awake?” came Julianne’s voice.

“I’m going to see Palmyitor,” Andrea whispered back.

“It can’t wait until tomorrow?” asked Sophie.

“No, it can’t.” Andrea got up and stood in the doorway. “I’ll be back soon. Just go to bed.” She slammed the door behind her.

Lottie groaned and fell back into bed. “Just go back to bed, guys. She’s not coming back soon.”

“What’s up with her?” asked Julianne.

“She’s just nervous,” Lottie said. “And she’s not going to rest until she thinks she’s finished playing the hero.”
Chapter Fifteen: The Inspection by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Okay so I'm going to try something new this time. I'm going to do chapter dedications because I owe so many people so many things!

So this chapter is dedicated to all of my loyal reviewers! You guys really make my day and help my story grow. Thanks so much!

And of course, what would a chapter of HTI be without thanking TheBird. I don't think you guys could believe how dedicated she is. She went over my chapter not only once but THREE times! She really is incredible.
Chapter Fifteen: the Inspection

All students will report to the Great Hall immediately.

Lottie was barely up for breakfast when she had to throw on her uniform and run back to the Great Hall. Chaos ensued in the hall. The teachers were clearly trying to line the students up in an organized manner, but the students were far too frantic to obey.

Lottie ran over to Andrea, who she spotted waiting patiently by the Palmyitor table. “What’s going on?” she asked. “Not Death Eaters again, right?” Realization suddenly dawned on her. “Andrea, please don’t tell me that this is because--”

“I don’t know anymore than you do,” Andrea snapped. “And be quiet. You’re only helping the pandemonium.”

Palmyitor rushed by, tucking her flyaway hair behind her ears. “Organize yourself!” she shouted. “Each House stand by their table and line up by year. First years closest to the door and seventh years closest to the staff table!” Only a fraction of the students heard the demand. Those who actually knew what to do moved slowly and sluggishly.

“Alright come on!” Andrea stepped out of the line. “Palmyitors, line up in order of year! Hurry up!” For such a small person, she could yell surprisingly loud.

The Palmyitors listened. The older students seemed so impressed that a second year would stand up to an entire House that they listened to her. They all shuffled to their spot in line and waited for the other Houses to figure out what they needed to do.

“Well I’m impressed,” Lottie told Andrea when she finished directing. “Move over Stanley! The future prefect is ready to take over.” Lottie was impressed. Every now and then she noticed Andrea, so often reserved, break out and become the leader of the pack. For a split second, Lottie felt a surge of jealousy. She wished that everybody would listen to her.

“Shut up!” Andrea smacked Lottie playfully on the shoulder, suddenly snapping her back to reality.

Maelioric stood in the middle of the hall, patiently waiting for the students’ babble to die away. “Thank you all for cooperating so early in the morning,” he said to the students. “I assure you this shouldn’t take long. We’ll have you to your classes in no time. We are just going to perform a simple spell on each of you in turn. The easier you make this for us, the easier it will be for you. After that we will either tell you to sit down and enjoy your breakfast quietly or follow one of the teachers to a chamber a little ways down the corridor.”

Teachers stood at the front of each line, waiting. “This does have to do with last night, doesn’t it?” Lottie whispered.

Andrea put a finger to her lips.

“You ratted them out!” Lottie shouted and put a hand over her mouth after receiving some nasty glares from the working professors. “Oh you promised me you wouldn’t freak out!”

“I didn’t. I was much more calm than you are. I just did what was right. Now shut up.”

Lottie opened her mouth to retaliate, but shut it when she noticed Breckenridge, Palmyitor, Maelioric, Clynalmoy, Gabaldon and Dyer all standing at the front of the lines with their wands out. They must have been doing Legilimency, Lottie realized. She made a note to avoid these teachers when she had a secret.

Distantly, she heard a professor hiss, “Legilimens!

There was a collective wince from the first years who were being inspected. Lottie grimaced sympathetically; a lot of these first years have probably never experienced Legilimency before.

Lottie craned her neck to see the Clynalmoy line. The prefect she had seen the night before shifted her weight uncomfortably. Smirking, she turned back to the Palmyitor line. All of the students who had been checked were now shakily eating breakfast. Not surprising, since the teachers had just finishing going through the first years and Death Eaters hardly would target first years as spies.

Lottie’s stomach grumbled with hunger. She didn’t want to be the target of Legilimency, but she was hungry enough to comply.

The professors moved steadily down the line. Breckenridge was one person ahead of Lottie and just finishing up. As he turned to her, Lottie took a deep breath and attempted to clear her mind.

Legilimens,” said Breckenridge, pointing his wand at her.

The familiar sensation of a forced flashback ensued. She pulled herself through the tiny corridor; knives chased her through the secret chamber; she examined a bottle in Palmyitor’s office… And suddenly it stopped. Her mind was blank. There was nothing left for Breckenridge to find.

Suddenly, the flashes of scenes started again. Only this time they weren’t her memories. She was tall and muscular, standing in front of Palmyitor’s desk. The actual scene was hard to make out; it was much more blurry than her own memories, but anxiousness ran through her like a hurricane. Lottie could hear whispering from across the desk. This had never happened before… There had never been traitors at the school before “ no, they had never discovered traitors at the school before. Who knew how many students had betrayed the school.

The memories stopped. Everything was black again until Lottie was dragged back to the present by Breckenridge’s voice. “Impressive, Rowe,” he said with a chortle. He patted her heavily on her shoulder. “Go and shut up that stomach of yours.”

Lottie smiled sheepishly and sat down at the Palmyitor table, waiting for Andrea’s turn to be over. What had just happened? She had just been Breckenridge, she knew it, but how?

Andrea sat down next to her. “Well that was uneventful,” she said casually. “Why did they have to check me? Would they really think that the--”

“That the person who ratted out the traitors would turn out to be a traitor herself?”

Andrea glared at her. Lottie smirked. “That’d be interesting, wouldn’t it?” she continued. “How clever though. Nobody would suspect you.”

“What are you trying to say?” asked Andrea seriously.

“Oh you know what I mean! Oh.” Palmyitor shushed her on her way down the Maelioric line. Most of the teachers had finished checking the third years and were moving onto the fourth years.

They were getting to the upperclassmen. The real threat. They had to check the lowerclassmen, just to be sure, but the chances of a first year being a Death Eater were rather slim.

Finally, the first culprit was caught. A burly fourth year Maelioric was escorted (rather roughly) out of the hall. Lottie shivered. Andrea put her fork down and stopped eating.

“What?” Lottie teased. “Feeling guilty?”

“No,” Andrea said shakily. “N-not at all.”

Another fourth year, a Clynalmoy this time, was caught. Another followed. How many traitors could there be? And even if they were using Legilmency, what about the Palmyitors who knew Occlumency?

They were on the sixth years now. Lottie poured her milk into her cereal silently. How did Death Eaters find the students anyways? Wasn’t the school well protected?

Out of all of the Houses, Palmyitor was definitely taking the heaviest blow. It was the smallest to begin with, and now had lost two fourth years, a fifth year, four sixth years and seven seventh years.

Now the entire House had been checked. The Palmyitors settled at the much emptier table to watch the uncovering of all of the traitors. Lottie pitied the first years. They hadn’t even been at Alsemore a week and now had to watch something as traumatizing as this.

From the Maelioric table, Colm smirked at Lottie and Andrea. “Oh look at him,” Lottie snarled. “How can he be so smug during something like this? I’m surprised that he’s not a traitor.”

“Don’t say things like that,” Andrea hissed.

Finally, all (or Lottie hoped all) of the traitors were uncovered. The students sat in silence, waiting for a teacher to say something.

Palmyitor cleared her throat. “I’m sure that was just as unnerving for you as it was for us,” she said calmly. “And I’m sure that you all have heard some form of what’s going on.”

A rumble of nervous whispering erupted in the hall.

“Traitors were discovered in the school. Several, in fact. We never would have found out, were it not for one student.” Another burst of murmuring overtook the hall. Lottie felt Andrea shift uncomfortably in her seat. “The identity of that student will remain a secret, but know that if you happen to learn something like this, you must tell the school or be considered a traitor yourself.”

“Wow,” Lottie breathed. “A bit harsh, isn’t it?” Anxiety flooded her. What if they found out about the robes and the snakeskin?

“Classes will continue as normal today,” Palmyitor announced. The bell for classes rang. “It’s second period now.”

Lottie stood up and picked up her bag. Andrea didn’t move. “Andrea?” Lottie asked. “Are you coming?”

“What?” Andrea looked up. “Oh. Yeah. I’ll be right there.”

It was Andrea’s turn to have a quiet day. She didn’t speak a word, not even in Charms, her best subject.

Lottie sat in the common room alone that night. Andrea was nowhere to be found. All of the other Palmyitors (the few that were left after the purge) shared her melancholy.

Suddenly, Stanley stood up from and clapped his hands together. “Come on, guys!” he said almost desperately. “This isn’t that bad! We can pull through and--”

“Stan,” Langley grunted from the corner. “Do us all a favor and shut up.”

If Stanley was upset, he hid it very well. Blank faced, he collapsed back onto the couch and stared moodily at the fire for the rest of the night.

Suddenly fed up with being alone, Lottie turned to Julianne and Sophie who were both staring blankly at their Potions books. “Hi.”

“Hi,” they echoed dully.

“Have-have you seen Andrea?” Lottie asked, trying to sound casual.

Sophie shook her head. “I saw her in the common room earlier,” Julianne said, picking her head up from her book. “But she left right when a few more people came in.”

Lottie rested her head in her palm and tried to sit silently with her classmates, but only went two minutes before getting frustrated and leaving.

Downstairs in the dormitories, Lottie found Andrea’s bed empty. She must have been in the shower. A folded piece of parchment sat on her neatly-made bed. It was probably just homework, but then where were her books?

Lottie glanced around. Nobody was in the dorm. Nobody would know if she read it. What would be the harm? She picked up the parchment. It wasn’t homework, but a letter. Lottie wanted to put it down, but despite her best intentions, found her eyes glued to the page.

Dear Mum and Dad,

How have you been? School’s been okay. Second year is a lot more challenging than first year was.

I’m writing because I’m in a dilemma and I don’t know who I can tell. Lottie and I found some girls to be traitors. They were working for Death Eaters. We went to the head of our House immediately, of course. Today we had a school meeting, where they uncovered an unnerving amount of people to be traitors as well.

The caught traitors have been taken away. I don’t know where they went, but presumably they were killed because once somebody is exposed to the school, they can’t be let go.

I don’t know what to do now. I know what I did was right, but I have caused the death of several of my schoolmates. I might as well have killed them with my own hands.

I can’t talk to anyone about this problem. The teachers are cold and unfeeling and if I reveal myself to any students, I run the risk of being killed by traitors who were not caught.

The only person who knows what I’ve done is Lottie. I can’t even talk to her, though, because she told me not to tell anybody in the first place. I don’t know. Maybe she was right.

Please write back. I really don’t know what to do and I could use your advice. Send Helen my love.
Love,
Andrea


Lottie folded the letter and put it back on her bed, now regretting her decision to read it. If Andrea couldn’t talk to Lottie, did she even consider them best friends like she did? Lottie changed silently into her pajamas. Whose fault was it? If Andrea hadn’t told, what would have happened?

Lottie fell into bed and closed her curtains. The door opened and somebody walked in, smelling strongly of soap.

“Andrea?” Lottie asked.

“Yeah?”

Now was her chance. All she had to do was apologize and everything would be okay again.

“Er--goodnight.”

Andrea paused as though waiting for Lottie to continue. Lottie heard a sigh through the curtains of her four-poster. “Goodnight, Lottie.”
Chapter Sixteen: Neville Longbottom by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Sorry again for the lateness of this chapter! My computer had some technical difficulties that prevented me from accessing my chapter for a while. It's kind of sorted out now, so hopefully I'll update kind of soon!

Thanks to TheBird for doing a spectacular beta job! There were quite a few mistakes in this one, so I'm very grateful to her for helping me fix them!

This chapter is dedicated to my dog, Nikki.
Chapter Sixteen: Neville Longbottom

Alsemore was quiet with so many people missing. Many older students had lost some good friends, so the hallways, usually buzzing with their laughter, were unusually silent. The younger students were petrified of being turned over to Death Eaters, so spent their days keeping their heads down, avoiding anybody’s gaze. Lottie grew so restless that she and Andrea spent hours in Palmyitor’s office sorting out the Dark objects.

“Rowe, you need to concentrate if you’re going to try and open anything,” Palmyitor scolded.

Lottie sighed. This was almost as bad as Charms tutoring the previous year. “I don’t think this stuff is ever going to open,” she replied bitterly.

“Well it must,” said Andrea cheerfully, “because whoever used this stuff had to open it, right?”

“Exactly.” Palmyitor pulled her wand out. “If you don’t want to be involved, you’re welcome to leave.”

“No, it’s okay.”

“Fine.” Palmyitor demonstrated a wand movement. “This movement, plus the incantation, Veldario, is used to remove the dark properties of an enchanted object. It’s not very powerful and works best with smaller objects.” She pulled out two old silver coins. “These coins have been cursed. If anyone but me touches it, it will burn. So go ahead and try.”

Feeling rather self-conscious, Lottie copied Palmyitor’s wand movements and said, “Veldario!”

She peaked over at Andrea’s work. Her coin was glowing brightly and shuddered so violently that it clanged against the desk. Lottie’s gave a feeble twitch.

“Alright,” Palmyitor said, leaning against her desk. Lottie did not like her smirk. “Go ahead and try to pick it up.”

Andrea reached warily for her coin and picked it up. Nothing happened. Feeling a little more confident, Lottie reached for hers.

“OW!” She dropped the coin, sending it clattering to the floor. Her palm was a bright pink.

Palmyitor sighed. “You never were very good at Charms,” she lamented. “Woolbright, you try that spell on everything. Rowe, you check the artifacts she’s finished for any noticeable change.”

Lottie glared at Palmyitor and sat down, waiting for Andrea to finish the first item. Maybe it was more fun for Andrea, who got to use her wand finally, but Lottie found the hours wasted in Palmyitor’s office hardly better than sitting in the lonely corridors alone. She picked up the knife Andrea had just charmed and tried to open it.

“No difference,” she said, setting it to the side.

They continued that cycle with every knife until Andrea picked up the small snuffbox, flicked her wand and muttered, “Veldario!” As she reached to pick up the nearest bottle, Lottie noticed it shake ever so slightly. Lottie tried to open it. It still stuck. She held it to her ear and shook it to check its contents. Something inside rattled, just loudly enough for her to hear it.

Biting her lip, Lottie stared at the snuffbox. Was there any harm in keeping it for herself? She should probably just tell Palmyitor right away. But then what would she do? Lottie would probably never see the snuffbox again and get no credit for finding it. The corners of her lips twitching, she imagined Palmyitor’s reaction when she revealed the snuffbox’s secrets to her. Hiding her smile at the thought, she said, “No difference,” and palmed the box and sliding it up her sleeve.

None of the other objects were any different. Lottie’s eyes unfocused as she tried to sound at least remotely interested.

“Well, I suppose we’ll try a more powerful spell in a few days,” Palmyitor said with a furrowed brow. “Merry Christmas, you two.”

“You too!” Andrea said cheerfully.

“Mmhmm.” Lottie made sure that the snuffbox was securely up her sleeve.

Andrea and Lottie left the office. Lottie let the snuffbox slide to her hand and pocketed it quickly. “So where do you want to go?” she asked casually.

“I don’t know. Do you still have homework to do before the break is over?”

“Are you kidding me? I haven’t even started!”

“Let’s go to the library then.”

“Sounds good to me,” Lottie agreed and followed Andrea to the library. Once they settled in two stiff wooden chairs, Lottie pulled out her History book and started an essay on the difference between old-fashioned communal schools and modern boarding schools. Andrea busily scribbled notes in her Charms book.

After about ten minutes of silent working, Andrea put her quill down. “I’ve got to go to the bathroom,” she said. “I’ll be right back.”

“Okay.” Lottie watched her leave and waited a few moments. Once the door clicked shut, she stood up and dashed to the Defense Against the Dark Arts shelf.

She scanned the rows of books quickly, finally deciding on The Destruction of Dark Magic by Wilhelm Waldvogel. Tucking the dusty book under her arm, she darted from bookshelf to bookshelf until finally settling at her table and cracking the book open. She only had time to flip through a few pages and spot a particularly nasty illustration of an unfortunate man being killed by a charmed egg beater before Andrea wandered back into the library.

Panic rose to Lottie’s chest. She couldn’t let Andrea see her with this book out; there was no other explanation as to why she was doing extra research on Defense Against the Dark Arts, one of her least favorite classes. Andrea was only a table away. At a complete loss, Lottie picked up the heavy book, slipped it on her chair and sat on it before picking her quill back up and pretending to be engrossed in her essay.

Andrea flipped through her own History textbook and looked up at Lottie quizzically before asking, “Are you taller than usual?”



Lottie awoke with a start. The dorm was dark. She opened her four-poster to find everyone else sleeping peacefully. What time was it? One? Two? Lottie got out of bed, shivering as her toes skimmed the ice-cold, stone floor. Why not just go back to bed? She didn’t have any classes the next day, so did it really matter if she was tired?

She opened her duffle and dug to the bottom. The snuffbox was cold against her fingers and it rattled as she pulled it out of the bag. She tried to open it, but the dusty box didn’t budge. Quietly, she picked up the book on dark objects from the library and pulled a sweater on over her grey pajamas.

The common room was empty, save for Langley snoring on the sofa. Lottie crept past with her snuffbox and her book. The corridor outside was deserted as well. The torches that lined the hall were all extinguished. Only the moonlight from the scattered windows lit her path. She didn’t dare light her wand, in case of wandering prefects.

She headed up a narrow staircase to a deserted classroom that Stanley told her about on the fourth floor. The fourth floor was lit with torches. That must have meant that there were teachers and prefects patrolling. Lottie tip-toed towards an open door a little ways down the corridor.

“Are you sure you saw somebody in the staircase, Emma?” Lottie froze. She could hear footsteps coming up the stairs. The voice sounded like Professor Stainthorpe’s.

“Yes.” That was definitely Professor Gabaldon.

Lottie held her breath and ran to the door of the deserted classroom, trying in vain to keep her clunky footsteps light against the stone floor. She held her breath until the voices passed.

“She was definitely a girl and fairly small. Maybe a second or third year, I would guess,” said Gabaldon. “And the only dorm close to that staircase is the Palmyitor common room.”

Gabaldon was getting quieter. The pair must have turned a corner because Stainthorpe’s “Let’s check one floor up,” was barely audible.

Lottie released her breath and opened the library book. There must have been some spell in it that could help her open the locked snuffbox, especially now that it had lost most of its dark properties.

Lottie thumbed through the book and tried what must have been ten spells. Maybe the spells actually would have worked, but she was just so bad at Charms that it didn’t work for her.

“Open, stupid thing!” she shouted, shaking the snuffbox. “Okay, if this spell doesn’t work, I’m giving Andrea a try,” she said aloud as she opened the book to a random page.

The spell illustrated was “Abnochio.”

Lottie couldn’t exactly tell what the moving illustration of the cursed object was doing, but it looked somewhat similar to the spell Andrea had practiced earlier that day. The book’s explanation of the spell was also less than helpful.

In cases such as uncursing curséd objects, it often assists the witche or wizard in question to focus solely on the draining of magick properties from the object. The novices of magick who cannot yet refine the subtly of this art tend to, after performing the proper wriste movements, literally pull the Darke Magick from the object.

Rather puzzled by the difficultly deciphered book description, Lottie followed the wrist movement illustrated by the moving drawing on the page and yelled, “Abnochio!” For a moment nothing happened until she, realizing what the book had said about “novices of magick,” started to pull her wand away from the snuffbox.

Lottie gasped. It was as though an invisible string was holding her wand and the snuffbox together. She pulled hopelessly for a few moments before feeling something snap.

Click!

The snuffbox opened. Shocked at her own achievement, Lottie dropped her wand. She scrambled to pick it up, keeping eyes fixed on the box. It wasn’t magical anymore. What was she afraid of?

Lottie suddenly wished that Andrea was with her to pick up the box and inspect it herself. Lottie inched towards the box and prodded it with her wand. Nothing happened.

Tentatively, she picked up the box and peered inside. The culprit of the rattling fell into her fingers. It was a charm, or maybe a figurine. It depicted a great majestic bird, intricately carved to spread its wings with its head facing the ceiling as though nobility waiting to be dealt a deadly blow. Or maybe it was flying. Lottie turned the figurine so its face was staring at her. Now it looked like it was in flight, cutting through the air like a curse.

The figure was about half the height of Lottie’s palm. It had a dull silver shine that made the bird seem as though it were moving, eyes glinting with life when it caught the moonlight. It was icy to the touch and no matter how long Lottie held it in her palm, it remained cool.

Something else was in the snuffbox. Lottie tapped the bottom of the box, causing yellowed parchment to fall out and drift to the floor. She scrambled to pick it up and unfolded it. The fading ink was hardly readable on the darkening parchment. Lottie held it under the light from the window.

The location of the headquarters of the Order of the Phoenix is Number Twelve Grimmauld Place.
-Neville Longbottom


Lottie stared at the note. It seemed so important, but she didn’t know why. The Order of the Phoenix was the group dedicated to fighting the Dark Lord, she knew that. But then who was Neville Longbottom, and where was Grimmauld Place?

She carefully folded the note and slipped it into her pocket. She didn’t know what she planned to do when she got to the dorm, but she couldn’t stay here until morning and be caught by a teacher.

Keeping the bird figurine safely in her palm, Lottie crept back down the corridor. She didn’t meet any teachers or prefects on her way back, but did have a rather close call with a temperamental portrait.

The common room was empty this time; Langley must have woken up and gone back to his dormitory. Lottie inched down the stairs and down the hall to her dormitory, carefully avoiding the squeaky spots; she couldn’t afford to be caught out, not with what she was carrying.

Lottie pushed the door open slowly. Relieved to find everybody asleep, she continued to tiptoe past Andrea’s bed to hers.

“Honestly Lottie? Again?”

Lottie whipped out her wand and spun around. “Lumos!” The bird figurine clattered to the floor. “Oh, it’s just you,” she sighed, spotting Andrea, sitting up in her covers.

Andrea stepped out of her bed. “Just me? What are you doing here? I hope you aren’t making these late night ventures a habit.”

“No, no, don’t worry about it.” Lottie casually dropped her wand. “Oops!” She fell to her knees and picked it up, snatching the figurine along with it. “Come on, let’s just go to bed before Julianne and Sophie wake up.”

“You’re up to something,” Andrea said slyly.

“Andrea--no--let’s just go to bed. It’s not a big deal.” Lottie sat down on her bed. “Sophie and Julianne get so worked up when we wake them up late at night.”

“When you wake them up late at night,” Andrea corrected. “Well I’m not going to shut up until you tell me what you’re doing. As a matter of fact…” She made a face. “I’m just going to talk as emphatically as I possibly can until--”

“Okay!” Lottie stared restlessly at Julianne, who turned over in her sleep. “Okay, but not here, alright?” She pocketed the figurine and note from Neville Longbottom and snuck out of the dormitory. Andrea followed her down the corridor and into the deserted seventh years’ dorm.

“What are we doing here?” Andrea asked with a shiver. “Can’t we go to the common room? This place gives me the creeps.”

“Because we can’t be overheard,” Lottie answered, shutting the door behind her. “Nobody would dare come in here after what happened.”

“Except you,” Andrea pointed out.

“Well, yeah, but I’m--” Lottie sighed. “Yes, except me,” she said hurriedly. “But that’s not important!” She took a breath. Could she really trust Andrea? “Okay, this is a big secret,” Lottie said seriously. “It’s not like last time. You really can’t tell anyone. And if you do, we’ll both be in trouble.”

Andrea raised her eyebrows. “What did I do?”

“Well, nothing,” Lottie said cautiously. “But if you do tell someone, I’ll never talk to you again.”

“Oh yeah, I’m sure,” Andrea breathed with a wave of her hand.

“I’m serious, Andrea! I wouldn’t be happy either, but I’m serious. You really can’t tell anyone about this. I’ll never say a word to you again if you do! Okay?”

Andrea bit her lip for a moment and glanced around at the deserted dorm. “But what--”

Okay?

Andrea stared at Lottie. She didn’t want to lose her best friend, but she couldn’t keep a secret that would prevent them from ending the war.

“Well?”

“Fine,” Andrea said solemnly. “I won’t tell anyone.”

“Swear on your life?”

“Yes!” Andrea sighed a stream of air slowly. “I swear,” she added at Lottie’s raised eyebrows.

“Okay.” Lottie glanced at the door and the windows. “So remember when we were checking the dark objects with Palmyitor?” Andrea nodded. “Well--I took this.” Lottie pulled out the empty snuffbox.

Gasping, Andrea snatched the box from Lottie’s hands. “You stole this? Lottie, you’re going to get expelled! We need to take this back to Palmyitor. What if it’s really important?”

“Well then we can deal with it. We know enough, don’t we? -- Don’t answer that.” She pulled out the bird figurine. “I managed to open it,” she added. “Funny that you couldn’t and I could, right?”

Andrea set her jaw. “Yes, how funny,” she growled through clenched teeth. “What spell did you use? I do hope it wasn’t illegal.

“Oh give it up,” Lottie dismissed. “There are no rules in times like this.”

Andrea glowered up at her.

“But there’s more,” Lottie said. “Inside was this.” She showed Andrea the trinket.

Andrea seemed not to breathe as she pulled the bird from Lottie’s hands. “It’s a phoenix!” she exclaimed. “It’s a majestic sculpture, isn’t it? So detailed!”

“A phoenix?” Lottie repeated.

“It’s a bird… obviously. A magical bird that’s born from the ashes when it dies.”

“Oh! Like the Order of the Phoenix! I get it!”

Andrea rolled her eyes. “Yes, exactly,” she said. “I wonder if they’re connected.”

“They are,” Lottie said confidently. “This was in it too.” She showed Andrea the scrap of parchment.

“Oh wow… wow!” Andrea read the parchment several times. “How long have you been keeping this?”

“I just found it,” Lottie answered. “What do you think it means?”

“Well that’s a bit obvious, isn’t it? It means that the location of the Order of the Phoenix is at Grimmauld Place. Of course, I have no idea who Neville Longbottom is, but--”

“Who cares?” Lottie interrupted. “We just need to find Grimmauld Place and find the Order.”

“But do you really think that they’re still there?” Andrea asked skeptically. “I’d guess that this was made before the war ended. If the Order had been reformed, I’m sure the heads would know about it, right?”

“Maybe,” Lottie said. “But we’d find valuable stuff there anyways, even if it was abandoned.”

“But how would we find it?”

“I don’t know.”

Andrea sat down on one of the abandoned beds and put a fist to her chin. “Well, since you won’t let me tell anyone,” she said coldly, “what we need to do is find this Grimmauld Place and see if we can find any information that could help our side.”

“Okay,” Lottie agreed. “Then let’s go to the library tomorrow to see if we can find its location.”



Lottie and Andrea spent nearly all of their free time for months in the library, searching for information on the Order of the Phoenix. Unfortunately, no books had been published on the Order, since the Death Eaters chose what could be published and what couldn’t. So all of the information Lottie and Andrea found was in handwritten essays.

Day after day, Lottie struggled over the rushed and cramped handwriting on fading parchments as her boredom grew to an unbearable level. Even Andrea was hardly keeping up on her homework, because she spent all of her time searching. The afternoons in the stuffy library were absolutely intolerable. Sunlight shone through the narrow windows and sapped all of Lottie’s energy as she sluggishly searched for anything that might give her some sort of clue.

“I give up,” Lottie said after a particularly long dinner in early February, throwing a scroll of parchment to the floor. “This has taken months and we’re still not getting anywhere. I’m exhausted and--” She stopped. Andrea hadn’t said a world. Lottie wasn’t used to ranting without interruption. “Andrea?”

Andrea looked up, eyes wide. “I found it,” she whispered.

“What?”

Andrea pulled off her glasses, rubbed them on her sweater and put them back on. “Here, see? Secret Keepers are a vital part of the Fidelius Charm. The Fidelius Charm is used to magically conceal people and places until the chosen Secret Keeper reveals the location.”

“So what?” Lottie asked. “We’re looking for Neville Longbottom, remember?”

“Don’t you get it?” Andrea asked, slapping her palm against the table anxiously. She lowered her voice. “The Order of the Phoenix was located at Number Twelve Grimmauld Place and Neville Longbottom was their Secret Keeper. Nobody can see Grimmauld Place except for people who were told the secret. And now that we found the note from him, assuming that it’s actually from him, we know the secret too.”
Chapter Seventeen: Andrea's Discovery by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thank you so much to TheBird for helping me with this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to my dog, Bow.

Alright guys, with the release of DH just around the corner, I just want to confirm that I'm continuing writing and I don’t plan on stopping -- the story, though, is moving categories! I’m switching the story to AU once spoilers are allowed to be posted. I’m not sure which parts will end up being AU, but I won’t be right about everything.

Happy reading!
Chapter Seventeen: Andrea’s Discovery

Another Valentine’s Day rapidly approached and the students of Alsemore were allowed to visit Odin Alley again to refill their supplies.

With careful planning, Lottie and Andrea managed to cut every line and gather their toiletries and school supplies as quickly as possible. Andrea, who was quite smaller than even most first years, slipped through breaks in the line and collected everything before anybody noticed that she was there. By the time they reached the room where they could choose one object for themselves, everybody else was still waiting in line for a new bar of soap.

It was eerily quiet in the room of miscellaneous items. Andrea and Lottie pushed right past the shelves of books, potion ingredients and chess sets and stopped in front of the Defense Against the Dark Arts materials. “I don’t know what any of this is,” Lottie said slowly.

“Well”er”that’s a Sneakoscope,” Andrea replied. “But that’s the only thing I can identify. How are we supposed to choose one?”

“Let’s just take evrything,” Lottie said, picking up the Sneakoscope.

“Lottie!’ Andrea grabbed it back. “We’re only allowed to have one thing per person, remember?”

“Well nobody’s here right now.” Lottie smiled at Andrea’s disapproving glare. “It’s going to an important cause isn’t it?”

Andrea picked up a small mirror. “I suppose,” she muttered.

“Here, come on.” Lottie started filling her bag with one of every object she could get a hold of. “Oh don’t tell me you’ve never done this before,” she said to Andrea, who was still holding the mirror.

Andrea didn’t glance over her shoulder as she slid the mirror into her pocket, but glared at Lottie instead. “I told myself I’d never do this again when I left,” she hissed under her breath. Lottie didn’t need to ask what she was talking about; she had told herself that she’d try to stop stealing when she left the camp also. That hadn’t worked out as well as she had wanted, but it was all in an effort to win the war, wasn’t it?

“Hurry up,” Lottie answered in response to Andrea’s glares. “Everybody will be showing up soon.”

Sure enough, seconds later, Palmyitor pushed the doors open and stood in the doorway. “Rowe? Woolbright?”

Lottie nearly panicked, but recovered quickly and dropped everything that she hadn’t managed to tuck away and spun around, smiling innocently. Andrea wasn’t doing as well, though, and froze with her back to Palmyitor.

“What are you doing here already?” Palmyitor asked with a raised eyebrow.

“We wanted to get here first,” Lottie lied coolly. “Last year we didn’t get very good choices because everybody else got here before us.” She was grateful that Palmyitor was staying in the doorframe. If she got any closer, she might have been able to detect Lottie’s lies through Legilimency. Or see the hidden Dark detectors up her sleeve. “So this year we-er-cut the lines a bit and got here early.”

Andrea turned around just enough so Palmyitor could see her nodding vigorously.

Smiling knowingly, Palmyitor said, “Alright. Well, remember, only one item per person.”

Lottie picked out a nice shield cloak and stuffed it in her bag. She turned to Andrea, whose hands were shaking, and stuffed another one into her hands. “No, see, this cloak is the same thing we wanted last year, but they were all taken,” she said slightly too loudly, checking to make sure that Palmyitor was listening out of the corner of her eye. “It might be a little too small, but hey none of those little first years’ jinxes could reach the top of our heads anyway, right?”

Andrea gave her a puzzled look, but didn’t protest. She folded her new cloak and slipped it into her bag and left through the other door with a glance back at Palmyitor.

“I really can’t stand lying,” she said through gritted teeth.

“I think you’re in the wrong House,” Lottie chuckled. “You’re going to be horrible at disguises.”

“Not that you’re very good at much else,” called a voice from behind them.

Lottie didn’t need to turn around to guess who it was. Nobody else she knew made remarks that stupid. “You know, Scrivener, there are other people in this school besides us,” she said, with her back still to him.

“Well, yes, but nobody else is wandering around this early with nothing to do, are they? What did you do wrong?”

“And what exactly are you doing?” Gritting her teeth, Lottie spun around and reached for her wand. “Just looking for trouble?”

“I just ran into you, if that’s what you were asking,” Colm answered swiftly. “I was wondering what you were doing out so early, considering that you’ve already gotten everything before most people are even halfway finished.” He paused. Lottie held out her wand so that Colm could see it. “So what have you been up to? Stealing?”

Lottie was about to open her mouth to retort, when Andrea spun around and shouted, “Shut up! Just shut up, will you? And leave us the hell alone!” Colm looked stunned for only a moment, but then pulled out his own wand.

Before he could even open his mouth to say an incantation, Andrea flicked her wand very matter-of-factly and muttered an incantation that Lottie didn’t recognize. Colm smirked at first when Andrea put her want down.

“See? Like I said, you’re not good at--” A chunk of dirty blonde hair fell from his head.

Immediately, Lottie doubled over with laughter. Andrea chuckled too and tucked her wand away.

Colm, rubbing his brand new bald spot glared at them. “You--you’re going to pay for this!” he shouted.

Lottie’s laughter brought her to her knees. She pounded her fist against the cobblestones. “Really?” she gasped. “You think we’re scared of you? You can’t charm your way out of a paper bag!”

Andrea smirked. “Let’s go,” she said, helping Lottie to her feet. “I don’t want to hear him start crying.”

Lottie snorted through her laughter and began walking. Distantly, behind her, she heard, “Petrificus Totalus!

Andrea limbs obeyed and snapped together as though Colm was pulling invisible puppet strings. Promptly, she fell to the ground, completely unable to move.

“Andrea?” Lottie fell to her knees and tried to pull Andrea’s arms from her body. They were completely stuck. “What did he do?”

Andrea clearly couldn’t move her mouth. Lottie glared up at Colm, who was now completely bald.

“I cannot believe,” she began, starting towards him, “that you would ever do something so-”

“Rowe!” Lottie stopped in her tracks. It was Palmyitor, of course.

“Rowe, what do you think you’re--” Palmyitor raised an eyebrow at Colm’s lack of hair. “Scrivener?”

“Woolbright did it,” Colm said, pointing at Andrea who was still lying a good ten feet away. “She just insulted me and insulted me and then--” He paused for dramatic effect. “Then she did this.”

Lottie exploded in laughter and rubbed Colm’s bald head. “Hey, I don’t think it’s that bad. It’s a pretty good look for you.”

“Rowe, that is very much enough.” Palmyitor pulled Lottie away from Colm by the back of her robes.

“Well what about Andrea, huh?” Lottie snapped. “She’s still lying there. She can hardly blink!”

Palmyitor sighed heavily and flicked her wand. Immediately, Andrea scrambled to her feet, shouting, “He’s lying, Professor! He provoked me! It’s completely his fault! His hair will grow back in two seconds; he did more harm to me! I nearly hit my head!”

“Be that as it may,” Palmyitor began, rubbing her temples, “you attacked him when you could have found a teacher.”

Lottie’s jaw dropped. “You can’t actually be saying--”

“Detention, Woolbright.”

Andrea seemed to shrink. “I’m sorry, Professor,” she sniffed.

“Naesa?” Professor Stainthorpe ran down the alley. “What’s going on?”

“Oh, just second years dueling. No big deal,” Palmyitor said sarcastically. “Woolbright, of all people! Woolbright! She has detention tonight.”

“Oh, Naesa, you were hoping to take tonight off,” Stainthorpe said with a sideways glance at Andrea.

“Well, for the good of the school…”

“Don’t worry about it Naesa. I can take care of the detention tonight.” Stainthorpe smiled genuinely. “You take your night off.”

“Thank you, Marianne.” Palmyitor rubbed her eyes. “I need a few hours of free time for my own mental health.” She spun around on her heel and strode down the alley.

Stainthorpe turned to the three second years. “Scrivener, I suggest you find a teacher to help you back to the hospital wing to see what Professor Waterman can do with your hair.”

Lottie had to bit the inside of her lip until her eyes watered to stop herself from laughing.

“Can’t you do anything?” Colm asked.

“I’m afraid I don’t know how to grow hair,” Stainthorpe said carefully. “At least not with Professor Waterman’s efficiency.”

Colm glared at the professor and headed down the alleyway.

“Don’t worry, Woolbright,” Stainthorpe said calmly. “I’ll see you tonight after dinner.”



Flatware clattered against Andrea’s plate. She rested her face in her palms and sighed heavily.

“Oh stop being so over dramatic,” Lottie said bitterly, dropping a healthy sized dollop of mashed potatoes onto Andrea’s plate. “Detention is just detention. You’ll be out of it in two hours at most and then you can get back to the common room.” Andrea opened her mouth to speak, but Lottie stopped her before she could. “And you’ll forget about it in a month or so. So just eat and forget about it.”

Andrea spooned the mashed potatoes back onto Lottie’s plate. “Sure, it’s no big deal for you, but Palmyitor was so angry at me! I hope she’ll forgive me…”

Lottie stared at the mashed potatoes that had been unceremoniously plopped in front of her. “Of course she will. Her job is to be angry at people.” She turned her plate upside down over Andrea’s and watched the potatoes fall, splattering Andrea with potato bits.

Through gritted teeth, Andrea said, “Well Colm Scrivener didn’t get a detention.”

Lottie laughed sheepishly and wiped some of the potato goop off of Andrea’s glasses. “She probably guessed that having to walk by all of the older students completely bald was punishment enough. I’d take detention over that any day.” Lottie scowled. “Shame she let him fix his hair, really. I think he looked rather good bald.”

Andrea broke her glare and smiled. “I’m going to go,” she said. “I need to go change out of these clothes.”

Lottie followed a silent Andrea through the bustling Great Hall and down the stairs to the Palmyitor common room. Light from the glimmering fireplace danced across the shadowed dungeon floor, bathing Lottie and Andrea’s feet in a shimmering glow. “You can wait down here,” Andrea said, finally breaking the mind numbing silence. “I’ll be right back.”

Lottie collapsed onto her favorite chair and rested her head against the patched arm. She felt bad for Andrea, but continued coming to the same conclusion; she was being extraordinarily overdramatic. Detention is never fun, but it’s not like she was being asked to sacrifice her life.

Andrea came upstairs in jeans rolled up several times at the bottom and a shirt that came down to her knees. “I don’t know what I might have to do,” she whispered. “I don’t want to get my uniform dirty.”

“…Okay,” Lottie said, at a complete loss for words.

“You don’t have to come with me if you don’t want to,” Andrea muttered, turning towards the exit. “I’ll be back later tonight.”

Lottie sighed heavily. “Okay. I’ll see you tonight.” Andrea was halfway out of the common room, when Lottie added, “Have fun,” with a sly smile.

The door in the clock slammed. Lottie rested her head in her hands. She should have just stayed in the Great Hall and finished her dinner.

The door creaked open and Stanley stepped into the firelight. “Feeling sick?” he asked.

“Andrea has detention,” Lottie explained. “She wanted to change clothes or something.”

“Ah, the first detention.” Stanley nodded knowingly. “A milestone, I’d say. Who gave it to her?”

“Palmyitor.”

“I’ve yet to meet a seventh year who hasn’t gotten at least one from her.”

Lottie rolled her eyes, muttering, “Over-controlling--”

“I’d watch what you say,” Stanley said quickly. “She knows everything that goes on in this castle.”

“Well Andrea’s just over-reacting. I mean, it’s just detention. She was acting like it was the end of the world.”

“That type of person always takes it a little too seriously.” Stanley paused as the door opened and Langley poked his head in. “Look, I’ve got to go. If Andrea’s upset when she gets back, tell her to talk to me.”

“Okay.” Lottie waved at his retreating back.



An hour and a half later, Lottie’s eyes were drooping when someone shouted, “I’m back!” Lottie’s head snapped up.

“Glad to see you enjoyed your detention,” Lottie grumbled, rubbing her eyes.

“Oh, it wasn’t bad at all!” Andrea sat down on the coffee table across from Lottie’s armchair. “We just worked on stuff for her class. I helped her grade the first years’ homework!”

“Yeah, well don’t get used to it. Most detentions aren’t like that.”

“Oh, I know,” Andrea said with a dismissive wave. “But I don’t plan on getting any more detention, anyway.”

“I wouldn’t be sure of that,” Lottie said. She lowered her voice and continued. “Palmyitor is always looking for an excuse to give detention.”

Andrea frowned and said, “Well I’ll just lay low around her.” She paused and, seeming to remember why she had been so excited in the first place, said, “Wait! But guess what!”

“What.”

“I asked Stainthorpe what she knew about the Order of the Phoenix.”

Lottie turned away from the fire. “And?”

“She told me a lot. How they were trying to find the Dark Lord. Their headquarters was hidden magically by a”a Fidelius Charm.

“We already knew that.”

“But now it just confirms it. So we know that nobody can see it unless if the person who’s been given the secret, the Secret Keeper, tells them! Longbottom must have written a bunch of these and handed them out so new Order members could see the location.”


“Wow.” Lottie tried to absorb all of that information at once. “So we found one of Longbottom’s original snuffboxes and now we can see Grimmauld Place, but nobody else can?”

“Not if we don’t show them the note.”

“Did she tell you anything else?”

“Yes!” Andrea scooted the coffee table closer. “The first Secret Keeper was Albus Dumbledore, but before he was murdered he switched it to someone else.”

“How did he know to switch?”

“Nobody really knows, I don’t think. People thing that maybe he was planning it with Severus Snape. He changed Secret Keepers so the Order could continue and grow even with him gone.”

“And the person he changed to was Neville Longbottom?”

By now the common room was empty.

“Probably not,” Andrea said. “Stainthorpe said that they switched a lot because the name of the Secret Keeper kept getting leaked.”

“How?”

Andrea shrugged. “A spy?”

“Oh.”

“So Neville Longbottom must have been the last Secret Keeper!” Andrea said triumphantly.

“Do you think he’s still at Grimmauld Place, then?”

“I doubt it. The Order was destroyed after the Dark Lord took over. I would guess he’s not alive anymore.”

“But Grimmauld Place is still there?”

“Well, if Longbottom didn’t tell any Death Eater, they’d never be able to destroy it. They’d never even be able to see it. But that’s not all Stainthorpe told me; apparently, the headquarters of the Order is in London.”

“Excellent! So we can go find it this summer!” Lottie paused and stared at Andrea for a moment. Everything was starting to fit together, but still one piece of the puzzle was missing. “But how would Stainthorpe know all of this?”
Chapter Eighteen: Grimmauld Place by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I'm really, really sorry for the long wait for this chapter! I went out of town for a month, so I didn't really have any computer access. I hope I won't have that long of a gap between updating again, but with the school year starting up again, updates won't be as quick as they were earlier in the summer. So thank you all for being so patient with me!

This chapter is dedicated to the lovely folks over at HPFF who recommend my story this month. Thank you so much. I can't tell you how honored I am!

And once again, thank you to TheBird who worked tirelessly on this chapter!
Chapter Eighteen: Grimmauld Place

The end of the school year passed in a blur and before she knew it, Lottie was casting the last spell in her final exam.

“Good job, Rowe,” Stainthorpe said with a nod. “Have a nice summer.”

It felt as though a ball of tension was released in Lottie’s chest. “Thanks so much,” she said with a wave.

Andrea was waiting outside for her. “Are you ready?” she asked seriously.

“Yeah, my exam was fine, thanks,” Lottie muttered dryly.

Andrea stared at her disapprovingly,

“Ready for what?” Lottie sighed.

“We need to study up before we try to go to this Grimmauld Place,” Andrea said, thrusting a pile of dusty books into Lottie’s arms.

Lottie groaned loudly. “Are you kidding me? I just finished exams!”

“Well if you want to take your chances with nothing in the entire headquarters being dangerous, then I guess we don’t have to study. Or I could just tell Palmyitor about the note…”

“Fine!” Lottie shouted. “Okay, you win. Let’s go study. But how are we going to make it look normal that we’re studying right after we finished exams?”

Andrea looked as though she was going to throw her pile of books in Lottie’s face. “Okay, we won’t study tonight, but tomorrow we’ll find a place to start studying. Okay?”

Lottie grinned. “Sounds good to me!”



Weeks later, Lottie and Andrea were buried under books in an empty classroom. Lottie again was scheduled to have advanced Potions tutoring, and also Occlumency and Legilimency tutoring. Stainthorpe never approached her for remedial Charms classes, which was a big step up from the previous year. Andrea was taking Transfiguration and Charms and had already been recruited to be Seeker on a newly formed Quidditch team.

Having made sure that Lottie spent nearly every waking moment studying, Andrea was finally pleased with Lottie’s progress the day before they left for the camp. Neither of them was sure how to escape the group and get to Grimmauld Place. Andrea had found a spell from an ancient book that, she said, could direct her to any place as long as she had her wand.

Finally, the day arrived for the students to visit their families. Lottie didn’t fit in her old clothes anymore, so the teachers had to give her somebody else’s to wear. Andrea brought along her duffle and hid the soap and clean clothes with food. Stainthorpe trusted her enough to believe that there was only food in the bag with only one glance; luckily for them, Stainthorpe wasn’t a talented Legilimens and wasn’t able to tell that they were lying. Lottie hid the phoenix charm that she had found with Longbottom’s note in her pocket, figuring it would probably useful since it was somehow connected to the Order.

The day outside was clear and slightly too cold; the light didn’t shed onto the camps. Everything inside the fence was grey or brown and layered with dirt. Lottie and Andrea walked briskly past the parents huddled around the crying children, too focused on their goal to notice the misery around them. Once out of view of Stainthorpe, they broke into a run. “Where are we going to change?” Lottie panted.

Andrea stopped suddenly, pointing to a sewer entrance.

“No way,” Lottie said flatly. “I’m sorry, I’ve been down there before and I don’t ever want to go back. Do you know how many bodies are down there?”

“Well what else do you want to do? Change in the middle of the road?”

Lottie frowned and grabbed the bag from her. “Fine, let’s go, but can we please make this fast?” She stared down at the gutter with disgust and slipped down through the gutter “ or tried to. After getting stuck halfway down, she had to get Andrea to help push her through until she could feel the rungs of a ladder beneath her.

Lottie gagged at the smell as they reached the bottom of the sewer. Andrea took the bag from her, pulled out her own clothes and threw the rest at Lottie. “Just change quickly,” she said. “Try to breathe through your mouth.”

Lottie tried to focus on changing, but out of the corner of her eye she noticed a body floating by, face down, in a stream of murky water. “How are we going to wash off this dirt?” she asked, determinedly not staring at the dead body. “If you say we’re going to use that water”” she pointed at the stream of water “”you’re sadly mistaken.”

“Of course not,” Andrea said as she pulled on her robe. “We’d catch the plague if we tried that. There are a few flasks of water in there. But try not to use all of it; I want to give some clean water to my family.”

“Right.” Lottie poured some water onto her hands and washed her face with the bar of soap. “Here.” She tossed the flask and the bar of soap to Andrea. As Andrea was washing her face, she asked, “How are we going to get the dirt back on when we’re going to school?”

“Oh, I’ve got some jars in there, don’t worry about it,” Andrea said, sarcasm dripping from every syllable. “Dirt comes from the ground, Lottie.”

Lottie laughed and rolled her eyes. Something down the corridor made a splashing noise. “EW!” Lottie backed up as close to the wall as she could. “What was that? Andrea, let’s get out of here.”

“Shut up!” Andrea whispered. “Do you want to get caught? Okay, do you have your wand?” Lottie nodded. “Right, me too. Okay. We have to go all the way down until “ hold on.” Andrea waved her wand and hissed, “Discessio! Number Twelve Grimmauld Place.” Her wand tip lit up red.

“Great,” Lottie said sarcastically. “What does that mean?”

“It means we’re going in the wrong direction,” she said. “Hold on.” She turned in a slow circle until her wand finally turned green once she was facing the other direction. “Okay, we’re going that way.” She started to walk and stopped. “Light up your wand, will you?”

“Right.” Lottie pulled out her own wand. “Lumos.”

What she saw made her want to vomit. Not only did bodies litter the entire system, but various limbs were randomly strewn about as well. Something crunched under her foot; a human finger broke off the flesh of a rotting hand.

“Just don’t look at it,” Andrea said. “Look straight ahead.”

“How does all of this stuff get here?” Lottie asked, staring determinately at the tip of her wand.

“Well, the bodies have to go somewhere, don’t they? I bet the Death Eaters just shove everything down here every once and a while because they don’t know what else to do with them.

“How lovely,” Lottie remarked, carefully stepping over a decapitated body.

“Hold on, I think we’re getting close.” Andrea waved her wand around in a circle. It flashed bright green. “Okay, let’s go up the nearest ladder.”

Andrea went up first and waited for Lottie so she could help pull her out of the gutter. “Not quite like how it was when I was seven, eh? What were they thinking in making those so small anyway?” Lottie asked, rubbing her rib cage as she stood up.

“That they don’t want people to fall down it.”

The world outside was different. It was clean and the houses fairly looked well taken care of. Lottie turned around to inspect the entire neighborhood. It was completely deserted. Not even in the windows were there people bustling about doing their daily business.

“Where is everybody?” Lottie asked.

“I’m not sure,” Andrea said, scratching her head. “Maybe they’re “ OH!” Her wand was flashing. “Hold on, I think we’re getting really close.” Lottie could feel the phoenix pendent starting to grow warmer in her pocket.

They broke into a run, Andrea holding her wand out in front of her, and Lottie clutching the pendant, which was now beginning to burn, in her pocket.

“Where are you going?” shouted a voice from the side.

Andrea gasped and dropped her wand. She fell to her knees to pick it up. A masked Death Eater grabbed the scruff of her robes. “Get up.”

Andrea scrambled to her feet. “I”I’m sorry, sir but””

“You know the rules about being out,” the large Death Eater snarled. He pulled out his wand. “And you know the consequences.”

“Yes, sir, we’re sorry,” Lottie piped up. She kept her face blank and impassive. She was no great Occlumens, but she knew she could at least hide her emotions better than Andrea. “We meant to be home a long time ago, but we passed by the camps on the way and well… we couldn’t help ourselves.”

The Death Eater didn’t let go of Andrea’s robes. “And who are you?”

“We’re””

“We’re Greyback’s granddaughters!” Andrea said quickly. “Fenrir Greyback is our grandfather.”

The Death Eater waited a moment and then let go of Andrea’s robes. Lottie thought she could see his arm quiver. “Well run along home then,” he grunted. “And”er”don’t tell your mother about this. Go.”

Andrea leading the way, they turned a sharp corner and started running. “Thanks!” Lottie shouted behind her as they went.

Once they were out of earshot, they stopped running. “Who’s Greyback?” Lottie asked.

Andrea shrugged. “A Death Eater. And a werewolf too, I think. He died in the last battle.”

“Oh.” Lottie tried to make a mental note of that for the future. “Are we really off course now?”

“Not at all!” Andrea said gleefully. “I had my wand in my hand and I could see where it was pointing! You know, this is actually really thrilling!”

“I’d say,” Lottie growled. “Are we close?”

Andrea halted and stared straight ahead of her. “Very close,” she said through a grin.

A house “ a manor “ that had definitely not been there before was suddenly in front of them. Overgrown vines covered most of the front of the building; the lawn was completely yellow. “Welcome to Number Twelve Grimmauld Place!” Andrea said triumphantly.

Lottie went first. She ran up the aging stairs and pulled the door. It was unlocked. The phoenix charm was no longer pleasantly warm, but radiating so much heat that tears formed in the corners of Lottie’s eyes. “Damn it!”

“WHO DARES DISTURB MY HOUSE?”

Lottie jumped. “Who’s there?” she shouted, wand out.

“MUGGLES! IN MY HOUSE! INSULTING THE HONORABLE NAME OF BLACK!”

Andrea pointed towards a portrait behind moth-eaten curtains. “Look!”

An old woman in a portrait screeched, “FILTHY, DIRTY BLOOD IN MY HOUSE, DISTURBING MY PEACE!” The paint was dim and the canvas was dusty, but the woman’s eyes still looked so alive that Lottie actually believed that an actual person was being tortured on the other side of the wall.

“What do we do?” Andrea whispered.

“Well, it’s a portrait; I don’t think she can do anything.” Lottie looked around nervously. “It looks pretty deserted to me. Let’s go.”

Goosebumps crept up Lottie’s arms and neck as they crept through the house. “This is not at all what I had in mind,” she said, eyeing a wall of elf heads. “You would think a headquarters for an Anti-Dark Lord group would be a little less… evil looking.”

“Agreed.” Andrea stopped before a door. “Here, let’s go in here.” They entered a large drawing room.

After about thirty minutes of inspecting, they had a considerable amount of curious objects, including an old set of Defense Against the Dark Arts books with indistinguishable titles, bottles filled with mysterious liquids and a music box that they found Spellotaped to the bottom of a sofa; delicate curls of smoke started rising out of Lottie’s pocket.

“We should move on,” Andrea said quietly as to not wait the portrait that had finally shut up after fifteen minutes of screaming. “We don’t have much more time before we have to go back.”

They tiptoed back to the front entrance and up the stairs.

“Okay, let’s split up the upper rooms,” Lottie whispered.

They crept up the stairs and each went into their own separate rooms. The room Lottie ended up in was a bedroom. It was mostly empty, save for a large bed in the middle and a heap of what looked like brown rags. Lottie crept over to the bed and gasped at what she saw. The pile was not rags, but a tiny body of a frail looking creature with huge ears. Lottie gagged at the smell and turned around quickly, only scanning the room once before leaving the rotting carcass to its peace.

She trotted to the next bedroom. There were two empty beds along the wall and a portrait with no subject pinned up. To Lottie’s relief, there were no bodies in this room. She opened every drawer and cupboard that would open, only to find cobwebs. Finally, she dropped to her knees and checked under the beds. Light from the tiny window filtered through the dust and illuminated a tiny book beneath the closest bed. Lottie fell to her stomach and pulled the book out.

Her fingers brushed the leather book covering and immediately, the phoenix pendent in her pocket felt as though it was on fire. Tears in her eyes, she reached for the charm, to try and pull it out when”

“Find anything?” Andrea whispered from the doorway.

Lottie wrapped her hand around the journal, covering it completely and stared at Andrea as she climbed to her feet. The pendent still burned in her pocket, but she couldn’t pull it out without Andrea noticing. Why should she lie and not tell Andrea about the diary? Lying never got her anywhere last time and Andrea just found out soon enough anyway. The book was made of leather and had strings wrapped tightly around it, keeping it shut. What was inside? Probably something really important. “Nothing,” she said quickly. “I didn’t find anything, except for a few spiders.” She would tell Andrea after she inspected it a few times and then they would take it to Palmyitor, telling her that they found it somewhere hidden in the castle.

“I only found this.” Andrea held up a moth-eaten sweater with a large G on it. “Hardly of any value.”

“I wouldn’t worry. We still found a lot,” said Lottie casually. “Will it all fit in your bag?”

“I can try. And if worst comes to worst, I can just shrink our clothes.”

Once Andrea turned her back, Lottie slipped the diary back into her pocket. Everything else fit in Andrea’s bag, as it turned out, but packing lost them precious time. They were running late by the time they left the manor. The farther away from Grimmauld Place they got, the less the pendent burned. Lottie was extremely relieved to feel the chilly metal against the burn in her leg.

“We should,” Lottie panted, “see if one of the Death Eaters will””

“Will what?”

They stopped dead in their tracks. It was a Death Eater, but a woman this time.

“Will”will””

“Help us back home,” Andrea said matter-of-factly. “We got lost.”

The woman paused for a moment before saying, “You know the rules about being out at this time.”

“Yes,” Lottie said, finally starting to wonder what time people were allowed out. “We were coming from a friend’s house and””

The woman tsk-tsked from behind her mask. “I smell a rat,” she hissed. “Come with me.”

There was little either of them could do. Before they could ever reach for their wands, the woman had grabbed hold of their wrists and Disapperated.

Once the feeling of being pushed through a far-too-small space subsided, Lottie found herself in a cold room of stone. There were no windows. Lottie glanced over at Andrea, whose face was screwed up with concentration.

The woman led them to another room. This one had similar, stone, windowless walls, but was crowded with people. Unmasked Death Eaters sat and stood, laughed and conversed like normal people. Lottie found the sight extremely strange.

“Hey everybody,” the woman Death Eater croaked. “Look what I found wandering down the street.”

It didn’t take long for the Death Eaters to put their masks back on and return to their intimidating selves. The Death Eaters circled them. Andrea glanced at Lottie with hopeful eyes. Lottie couldn’t return any comfort.

“So who are you?” asked a low, male voice.

“We’re granddaughters of Fenrir Greyback,” Lottie said, praying that their supposed parents weren’t in the room. Judging by the lack of cries of disbelief, they weren’t. “We were leaving the manor of a friend when we ran into her.” Lottie jabbed her thumb in the direction of the woman who had caught them, but could not find her. She was lost in a sea of masks.

“And whose house were you at? Who would be stupid enough to let you out even when they knew it was against the Dark Lord’s Laws?”

Lottie stared at Andrea. Andrea opened her mouth, apparently out of Death Eater names.

“Well?”

“I recognize these girls,” a smooth voice said from the entrance of the door. He was old, probably in his eighties, with shoulder length grey-speckled black hair. “I’d recognize them anywhere. They’re students at the school.” The phoenix charm flared in Lottie’s pocket.

Lottie had little idea what he was talking about, but nodded anyway, trying to ignore the burning sensation on her leg.

“We were letting them visit their homes. I bet these two went to somebody else’s house. They’re always the trouble makers.”

“I’m not sure,” said the other Death Eater carefully. “You know the Dark Lord will have to hear about this.”

“Oh he will be told, be assured, White.” The stranger raised his eyebrows. “It is much easier, I know, to punish these girls under the school code rather than trying to take matters into your own hands. I doubt the Dark Lord would be pleased.”

The Death Eater “ White “ waited and finally said, “Right. Take them.”

The greasy haired man took both of them by the wrists. The man led them out of the room, and as they left, Lottie was sure she saw a flash of scarlet from the shadows. They went down two narrow, steep staircases and outside to where the deserted skyscrapers in the city almost completely blocked the sun.

Lottie wondered where they could be going and which side this man was really on. Was he taking them to see the Dark Lord? If he was, why didn’t he just leave them with the Death Eaters?

“You two should know better than to leave the camps like this,” snarled the man.

His overly long fingers dug into Lottie’s arm. “You’re hurting me,” she growled.

“That’s the least of the punishment you’ll get for this,” the man said. “I would enjoy this quiet while you can before Palmyitor gets a hold of you two.”

Lottie stared at him. He knew Palmyitor? “You”you’re taking us to Alsemore?”

“Of course I am. Don’t be daft.”

“Who are you?” asked Andrea bluntly.

“I wouldn’t worry about me,” said the man. “You’ll find out soon enough.”

They spent the rest of the walk in silence. Lottie was grateful to the man for saving them from the Death Eaters, but maybe Palmyitor’s punishment would be worse than the Dark Lord’s wrath.

Once they reached the camp, the man put on a Death Eater mask and let the girls into a house so they could change back into their Muggle clothes before letting them through the fence and marching them through the streets.

“Who’ve you got there?” asked a masked Death Eater in a thick cockney accent.

“A couple of brats tried to get over the fence,” the man said, digging his fingernails into their arms.

“Ooh, we should take ‘em to the ‘eadquarters them.” The stranger pointed his wand in Lottie’s face. It took a great deal of self-control to not reach for her own wand.

“It’s quite fine, Derrick,” the spy said calmly. “I can handle these two myself.”

The Death Eater made a grunt of disappointment and walked away.

“You two should be grateful that I didn’t just leave you there.” The man picked up his pace. Lottie almost had to run to keep up with him. The leather journal and the phoenix charm bounced in her pocket.

Finally, they reached the crumbling building where the students met every year. The man led them through the door and immediately they were greeted by Stainthorpe.

“There you are!” she shouted. “Where were you two?”

“We were,” Lottie began, but was immediately cut off by the spy.

“They were in the Death Eater headquarters,” he said. He took off his mask.

Stainthorpe froze. “Snape?” she whispered.

Lottie froze as well. Snape? The one who had murdered Dumbledore?

The corner of Snape’s mouth twitched. “Indeed, Miss”?”

“Stainthorpe,” she said quickly.

Snape smiled. “Of course,” he sneered.

Lottie had to bite her lip to stop herself from screaming. The heat from the pendent had grown so intense since the arrival of Snape that it was about three minutes away from burning a hole in her pants.

There was a loud crack from upstairs. Footsteps ran down the staircase and stopped in the doorway.

“So you found them!” Palmyitor said indignantly. “Where have you two been?” she demanded, emphasizing every word.

“They had taken it upon themselves to explore London and got themselves caught,” said Snape. “I found them at the London Headquarters.”

“Severus?” Palmyitor dropped her anger for a quick moment before quickly reassuming it. “Well thank goodness you found them.” She turned and stared at Lottie like some sort of bird of prey. “Rowe, what were you thinking? And Woolbright, I””

“Please, Professor,” Andrea said quietly. “We”we had found information about the Order of the Phoenix.” Silence followed. “It””

“Surely this is not a conversation to be having here,” interrupted Snape.

“Quite right, Severus,” Palmyitor said. “Meet me in my office.”

Snape grabbed Lottie and Andrea by the wrists and Disappearated.

Palmyitor’s office was hardly big enough to fit all three heads, Stainthorpe, Snape, Lottie and Andrea. The two girls shrank into the corner when they saw that both Maelioric and Clynalmoy had come too. Maelioric’s usually cheery demeanor was noticeably absent.

The adults turned to Andrea. “Continue,” Palmyitor said.

“We”Lottie had found a”a note from Neville Longbottom.” The adults exchanged significant glances. “It said ‘The location of the Order of the Phoenix is Number Twelve Grimmauld Place.’ We figured that Longbottom must have been the Secret Keeper. So we went to Grimmauld Place and checked it out. Everything we found is in my bag.”

Palmyitor swept over to Andrea and snatched her bag. “That was extremely foolish of you,” she hissed. “We have people trained to handle possibly dangerous objects. Why didn’t you tell us when you found the note?”

Andrea fell silent. Lottie knew it was her turn to say something, but she knew what the consequences would be if she told. Palmyitor seemed to sense her nervousness and rounded on her. “Rowe?”

“I”I found it in the snuffbox that I found last year.”

“That snuffbox has been in my office””

“I took it.” Lottie stared at the ground, the back of her neck burning red. “And I opened it. I found that note.”

Palmyitor crossed her arms. “Anything else?” she said, clearly restraining herself from yelling.

“And a little phoenix charm.” She pulled out the charm which was now tinged with red and so hot that it turned her palm pink. “I didn’t want to tell anyone because I was afraid I would get in trouble that I had stolen it.”

“You feared right.” Lottie cowered under Palmyitor’s glare. “We will keep all of this for your safety,” Palmyitor growled. She plucked the phoenix charm from Lottie’s hand, and stared down as she noticed the burning metal as well. “And then you decided to run back alone and you got caught.” Palmyitor turned to Snape. “You should thank Mr. Snape for saving you.”

Lottie and Andrea muttered quiet thank-yous.

“Woolbright,” Palmyitor said sharply. “You will resign from the Quidditch team for this summer.”

Andrea nodded glumly.

“Outside of your class work, I don’t expect either of you to have any obligations this summer, as you’ll be scrubbing the castle from basement to tower without magic.”

Lottie sighed. Fair punishment, a lot better than she was expecting. She looked up. Snape frowned, making the wrinkles on his forehead even clearer.

“Meet me here tomorrow at six in the morning and you can start on the dungeons.”
Chapter Nineteen: The Three Broomsticks by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Well, like always, thanks so much to my outstanding beta, TheBird! We had quite a few late nights with this one. Thanks so much, TheBird!

This chapter is dedicated to the memory of my Grandma Betty.
Chapter Nineteen: The Three Broomsticks

The girl knew she wasn’t supposed to be out at this hour, but the owl she had received from her grandmother seemed more than urgent and the Three Broomsticks wasn’t very far away.

A Dementor glided past her. The girl, holding her breath, shrank into the shadows and hid behind an overflowing trashcan. The Dementor stopped suddenly and turned to face her.

“I”I don’t have anything,” the girl said to the Dementor with a quivering voice. “I’m not a Muggle “ I’m g-going to my grandmother’s. It’s right over there.” She pointed to the Three Broomsticks in the distance. She was still very young, but had dealt with Dementors before. This was the first time one had come so close.

A bony, scabbed hand immerged from the Dementor’s cloak and reached towards the girl. The air seemed to thin around her. A suffocating silence took the breath out of her lungs and blinded her to everything except the towering, hooded figure.

Her father writhed and twitched on the ground… her mother coughed into her hands, shaking the entire bed… her grandmother “

“STOP!” the girl pleaded.

The Dementor’s long, spindly fingers wrapped around her tiny wrist. “Stop! No! Let me go!” Her bare feet scraped along the cobblestones as the Dementor drew her towards it. The girl screamed, trying to pull away with all of the strength she could muster. Her tiny frame shook uncontrollably as the Dementor’s blind, scabbed face emerged from its hood.

“Expecto Patronum!”

A silver evanescent goat charged towards the Dementor, brandishing its large horns and catching it by the bottom of its cloak. Immediately the Dementor loosened its grasp on the girl’s wrist, dropped her to the ground and was gone.

The girl pushed herself up off the cobblestones and ran to the Patronus’ conjurer. She pushed her long, curly brown hair out of her face, wrapped her arms around his waist and hid behind him.

“It’s okay, Nora,” the old man said. In earlier years, his gravelly voice had hurt her ears, but after years of seeking refuge in the old man’s inn, his voice had become a source of comfort. “It won’t come back. Come on, let me take you to your grandmother’s.” The old man offered Nora his hand. She took it, and followed him to the Three Broomsticks.

“Nora?” a weak voice called once they entered the deserted bar.

“I’m coming!” Nora yelled up the stairs, letting go of the old man’s hand. She took a sharp left and ran up two flights of stairs to the apartment she shared with her grandmother.

The withering frame of her grandmother lay, tucked neatly into her bed. Nora ran to her bedside and placed a hand on her sweating palm. “Nana, are you okay?”

“Yes, Nora,” she said softly. “Yes, I’m fine.”

The old man, coming from the staircase, approached the bed as well. “Rosmerta?”

Rosmerta put a hand up. “I’m quite fine, Aberforth,” she said calmly, struggling to pronounce each word. “Time is finally taking its toll on me, I suppose.”

“No, Rosmerta,” he said. “It can’t be that. You are still young.”

“Nana?”

“It’s okay, Nora,” Rosmerta said softly with a charming smile. “I’m going to be fine soon.”

“Nora, go downstairs,” Aberforth demanded.

Nora stood and tearfully turned to her grandmother.

“We need to speak in private,” Rosmerta said. “Don’t worry, Nora; it won’t be long.”

Nora spun around on her heel and ran down the stairs. She sat on the bottom step with her head buried in her hands. At the age of seven, she had lived through very little of the war, but suffered all of the consequences. Her father had been killed by a Death Eater when she was two years old and her mother had died of some unknown disease only two years earlier. Now she lived with her grandmother above her family’s old bar in the deserted village of Hogsmeade.

From the frosted windows of the Three Broomsticks, Nora could see the towers of the school looming over Hogsmeade. It used to be warm and welcoming, her grandmother always told her. It used to teach students how to be good witches and wizards, before the Dark Lord took it over.

Nora, now fed up with waiting, tiptoed up the stairs and waited in front of the door to the apartment. She had to strain to make out their hushed voices.

“Aberforth, she shouldn’t have to take on such responsibility.”

“I can keep her hidden, but until we know what it is, it’s too dangerous for me to keep it. The Dark Lord has been searching for me for years. He doesn’t even know that she exists.”

“And”” Rosmerta paused “”and I want”want her to be…”

Silence followed.

“Nana?” Nora opened the door and ran in. Rosmerta didn’t respond. “Nana?”

Aberforth put a hand on her shoulder.

“No!” Nora shouted, running over to her grandmother’s bed. Her eyes were wide open, but blank and lifeless. The dullness of the candlelight reflected in them. Nora’s eyes welled up with tears. “Nana! Na””

Aberforth stepped over to the bed and closed Rosmerta’s eyes before kneeling down to the girl. “Nora,” he said seriously. “Nora, look at me.” Nora forced herself away from her grandmother’s body and stared at Aberforth, unable to control the tears falling down her cheeks. “Your grandmother is gone,” he said. “And now you need to take her place.” He held up a large, gold locket with an ornate S engraved on it.

“This is your grandmother’s locket. You want to help defeat the Dark Lord, right?” Nora nodded. “Keep this safe and don’t let anybody see that you have it. I can keep you safe at the Hog’s Head until you’re eleven. I’m going to get in contact with an old friend to see if she can take you in after that.”

Nora bit her lip and nodded again. Aberforth held out the locket. She took it, put it around her neck and tucked it into her shirt. It was extremely cold.

“And don’t try to open the locket, either,” Aberforth continued. “It’s for your own good.”

Nora stared at him, her hands shaking. She wanted to go and stand by her grandmother’s bed and cry. She wanted to go back to the days when she had both parents living together, but she knew Aberforth wouldn’t let her. She wasn’t allowed to go back to the time when life was easy. She clutched her hand around the locket and backed away from Aberforth.

“Run to the Hog’s Head,” he said coarsely. “I need to deal with this.” He gestured to the body. Nora shuddered. For a moment, she wished he hadn’t saved her from the Dementor. If she didn’t have a soul, at least she wouldn’t have to deal with this pain.

Nora stood for a moment, hoping she wouldn’t cry in front of Aberforth. “Go,” he repeated.

She backed up and started running down the stairs. The locket pounded against her heart, causing cold chills to run through her entire body. Without looking back, she ran down the cold, unfriendly streets of Hogsmeade village.
Chapter Twenty: The Muggle Revolt by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thank you a million times over to TheBird for beta'ing this chapter! We were up until three in the morning working on it last night!

This chapter is dedicated to the awesome guy I met in Scotland who made me the journal I handwrite my chapters in.
Chapter Twenty: The Muggle Revolt

Third year began and the schoolwork got more difficult. Lottie found writing the numerous essays and keeping up with her reading quite challenging, especially with the bulbous calluses on her hands left over from a summer of cleaning the entire school. After all of that scrubbing and polishing, there was little left of Alsemore that Lottie couldn’t find. By October, the blisters had disappeared, but the essays weren’t any easier.

The third years had to take up two new classes along with all of their other subjects. The classes that both Lottie and Andrea had been placed in were Arithmancy and Magical Creatures. Magical Creatures was much easier than every other class at Alsemore; all the students had to do was walk and feed various types of animals. Arithmancy, on the other hand, was a pure disaster. It only involved counting and recounting various characters in people’s names, locations and historical eras to predict various events that had already happened. Apparently, once they were skilled, they’d be able to predict the future in a very boring, inconsequential way.

The night of Halloween, Lottie and Andrea took a break from essay writing to enjoy the festivities. The staff table was emptier than Lottie had ever seen it; the few teachers there had darkened faces that flickered with fear every time there was a particularly loud chorus of cheers came from the students.

The new first years, still unaccustomed to regular meals and feasts, were almost completely blocked by the mounds of food on their plates. Andrea did not find the plight of the first years’ overly stuffed plates amusing, and now that Stanley had left the school, Lottie had nobody to laugh at their expense with.

Andrea had grown much more serious since the beginning of school. She cut at her meat furiously and ate as though she wasn’t going to eat again for several months.

“Andrea,” Lottie said through a mouth full of chicken, “slow down. You’re going to choke.”

Glancing around nervously, Andrea swallowed her food and shrugged. “I don’t know…” she said, looking over her shoulder. “I just have a funny feeling, like something isn’t right.”

As if on cue, Palmyitor ran through the front doors of the Great Hall. Her high heels clacked against the stone floor until she reached the staff table. She leaned into the few teachers there and whispered seriously before turning around to face the students. “There has been a revolt,” she said over the deafening silence. “Students who have family in the London camp, please go to the entrance hall.”

Lottie heart froze. Andrea’s silverware clattered on her plate. They stood up in an instant and ran to the entrance hall. Students already crowded together, talking in a low buzz. The air seemed to be vibrating with anxiousness.

“A”a revolt?” Lottie whispered to Andrea, who stared at the floor. “A revolt? Why were they revolting? Don’t they know we’re going to help them soon?”

“No, I don’t think they do,” Andrea said softly. “Besides, didn’t you want to revolt when you were there?” She exhaled loudly. “I just want to know if my family is okay. Shit!”

Lottie blinked at Andrea. She had never heard her swear before. “It’s okay, Andrea,” Lottie said, putting a hand on her shoulder. “They’re all fine. I’m sure they’re all fine.”

“How do we know? How do you know your family isn’t dead?”

Lottie took her hand off of Andrea’s shoulder and stared at her. Her ribcage seemed to shake beneath her skin. How did she know? How could she be so sure?

“Everybody!” Palmyitor shouted over the whispering students. “Everybody calm down. We will be Apparating in groups. Find a professor who will help you.”

There weren’t many students from the London camp, twenty or twenty-five at most. Palmyitor approached Lottie and Andrea. “You two,” she said stiffly, “can’t be left alone in the Camp after what happened this summer.”

Andrea was nearly in tears.

“Professor Gabaldon will be accompanying you to visit your families.”

Gabaldon held out her arm. “Let’s make this quick,” she said in a bored voice. “I don’t want to be at that camp for long.”

Lottie closed her eyes and held onto Gabaldon’s arm; when she opened them, they stood on a pile of rubble.

The old building that the school used as an Apparation site was gone. Only a crumbling, spiral staircase remained. The night sky was black and starless. The moon was nowhere to be seen; only a Dark Mark shimmered, green above the Camp.

Andrea turned to Lottie. “Let-let’s go to your family first. Th-th-they’re closer.”

Lottie could tell that Andrea was just being polite, but she was dying to find her family. “Okay,” she said, ignoring Andrea’s stare. She turned to Gabaldon, who looked horribly out of place. “Let’s go!” She broke into a run with Andrea close at her heels. Gabaldon was a several paces behind them, panting to keep up.

The door to the apartment building her family lived in was completely knocked down. They ran through the hallway, passing the dozens of huddled people taking refuge in the building. Lottie pounded on her family’s door. “MUM! DAD! It’s me! Open up, please!”

The door cracked open and Posy peeked out. “Lottie!” she shrieked, grabbing Lottie around the shoulders in a tight hug. “Oh, thank goodness.” Posy stared at her and put her down when she felt her shaking. “Lottie, what’s wrong?”

“Wh-where’s dad?” Lottie stuttered. “Where is he?”

Posy put a hand on Lottie’s shoulder. “Don’t worry,” she said in a soothing voice. “He’s completely fine. He was injured, but nothing serious. He’s sleeping it off right now.”

Lottie wasn’t convinced.

“Here, he’s on the bed.”

Lottie ran in to her parents’ old bed. Nathaniel was fast asleep with a makeshift bandage wrapped around his shoulder. The blood seemed to have no end; it ran across the mattress and dribbled off the bed frame. “Can you do anything?” she asked to Gabaldon.

The professor sighed and pulled out her wand. She pulled off the bandage, causing Nathaniel to stir, but not to wake and muttered an incantation. Before Lottie’s eyes, the wound healed itself.

“Thanks,” Lottie said, turning to her mother. “Mum, we need to go. Andrea still needs to see her family.”

Posy nodded. “Keep my daughter safe, will you?” she asked Gabaldon. “I love you, Lottie.”

“Love you too, Mum!” Lottie shouted, as they ran back out the door.

Lottie had never been to Andrea’s home before. The run was much farther than she thought it would be. Every few minutes Gabaldon would spin around, wand extended, checking to make sure that there were no Death Eaters following.

Suddenly, Gabaldon shouted, “MOVE!” and took a sharp dive into a narrow alleyway. Andrea spun around and followed Gabaldon, pushing Lottie down behind a dumpster. Breathlessly, Lottie picked herself up and poked her head out to see what was approaching. The other two crouched in the shadows, watching the scene in front of them play out, horrified.

A Muggle dragged himself… or herself (Lottie couldn’t tell) across the bloodstained pavement. The skin on its face seemed to have melted, leaving parts of muscle and bone completely exposed. The Muggle cried out in pain, waving a partially skinless arm in the air to try and catch someone’s”anyone’s attention. Lottie looked away, staring determinately at the floor.

Hoarse laughter drowned out the Muggle’s cries as a Death Eater approached. Gabaldon pushed Lottie and Andrea farther into the shadows. The masked Death Eater, wand raised, stood before the decaying Muggle, laughter shaking his”or her (again Lottie couldn’t tell) entire frame. “Filth!” the bitter voice hissed. It flicked its wand and the dying Muggle screamed as the Death Eater guided it through the air and dropped it unceremoniously in the dumpster.

Once the Death Eater was out of earshot, Gabaldon rose. Lottie immediately turned to the dumpster where the Muggle was still crying, but Gabaldon stopped her. “It’s hopeless,” she said under her breath. “We don’t have time.”

Grudgingly, Lottie continued running, following Andrea, who now was sprinting faster than ever. Finally, she stopped at a much smaller apartment building and pushed the door open. She ran down a flight of stairs, with Lottie and Gabaldon following closely, and pounded on the first door they reached.

A girl opened the door. For a moment, Lottie thought that it was Andrea; they were nearly identical, except that this girl had no glasses and was even tinier. “An-Andrea?” she stuttered.

“Helen,” Andrea said quickly, sweeping into the apartment. “Where are Mum and Dad?”

The girl didn’t reply.

“Helen?”

“Mum’s-Mum’s in the other room. And D-D-Daddy…”

“No. No he didn’t.”

Lottie wanted nothing more than to leave and let Andrea find out the news by herself.

“He-he’s dead, Andrea!” the girl shouted, tears streaming down her face.

Andrea dropped her wand and didn’t bother picking it up. Lottie turned to Gabaldon, who did not seem affected at all.

“What?” Andrea asked, her voice strangled and slightly too loud. “No, he’s okay, isn’t he?”

A petite woman with curly brown hair came in from another room. Upon seeing Andrea, she ran over to her and embraced her. “It’s okay, Andrea,” she whispered. Andrea stared at the ceiling, fighting back tears. “It’s okay to cry.”

Immediately, tears streamed down Andrea’s face and she buried her head in her mother’s shoulder, sobs shaking her entire body. “Is-is-is he here?” she stuttered.

“No,” her mother said quietly. “We didn’t have time to get him from the Death Eaters before they turned on us.”

Andrea wiped her eyes with her sleeve and turned to Gabaldon. “Can’t you do something?” she pleaded. “You helped Lottie’s dad.”

“Unfortunately,” Gabaldon said through clenched teeth, “magic does not work like that.”

Andrea fell to her knees and crumpled on the ground. Her little sister “ Helen “ ran up to her and put a hand on her shoulder. “It’s okay, Drea,” she said through tears. “Mummy said Daddy’s happier now. She said that he’s free and outside of the gates now.”

Lottie wiped her eyes.

“Yes,” Andrea said, picking herself up and putting a hand on her sister’s shoulder. “He is. But--”

Gabaldon cleared her throat behind them. “I hate to break this up,” she said sounding far less than sympathetic, “but we really need to get back to the school. For your own safety,” she added.

Andrea’s breathing slowed. “Can”can I just have one more minute?” she asked, tears welling in her eyes.

Gabaldon sighed and said, “I suppose you may.”

Andrea turned to her sister and held her hands tightly. “Helen, you need to be strong for Daddy, okay?” she said. “Stay inside for the next few days. It will be dangerous. When things clear up, don’t get yourself into any sort of trouble. I’m going to come and help you when I’m older. We’re going to beat the Dark Lord and we’ll all be in a better place “ outside these gates.” Her little sister nodded seriously. “Okay,” Andrea said with a deep breath. “Let’s go.”

As they were leaving, Andrea turned to her mother. “I love you Mum, Helen. Stay safe!”

Lottie’s body ached from the running by the time they were back on the street. “We need to get to the Apparation spot,” Gabaldon yelled. “Come on.”

Lottie held a stitch in her side as they continued on. It felt as though the remains of the Turtle Building weren’t getting any closer; Lottie’s legs burned with each step.

“Hey, you!” They stopped and turned around. A Death Eater’s mask reflected the Dark Mark that was shining above their heads. He stood on the top of a makeshift barricade, his wand out. “Where do you think you’re going?”

Gabaldon pulled her wand out and stood protectively in front of Lottie and Andrea. “Leave us alone,” she hissed.

The Death Eater waved his wand and shouted, “AVADA KEDAVRA!”

“Run!” Gabaldon shouted, pushing Lottie and Andrea out of the way. They froze, staring at the curse hurtling towards the professor. “RUN!” she demanded again; the light of the curse reflected the fear in her eyes.

They didn’t need to be told again. They ran and didn’t look back until the sound of a body hitting the stone ground echoed through the camp. Lottie froze in her tracks, her legs unable to carry her any farther. “Is she”?”

“She’s dead,” Andrea said, in shock. “H-he killed her.”

The Death Eater climbed down the barricade.

A boy came running up to them from the opposite direction. “What happened?” he asked, eyeing Gabaldon’s body. It was Colm.

“What the hell are you doing here?” Lottie demanded.

Colm smirked but didn’t answer. The Death Eater was gaining on them. “You need to run!” Lottie shouted, shoving Colm forward. Andrea and Lottie broke into a run again.

“Shouldn’t we get the body?” Colm asked, starting to waddle along with them.

“No,” Lottie panted. “No time.”

The Apparation spot was in sight. Colm slowed, clutching a stitch in his side. “Damn it!” Lottie shouted, shoving him to the ground. “Let’s go!”

Colm groaned from the ground, but Lottie and Andrea didn’t turn around. The Death Eater cackled cruelly, but his laughter was cut short when he tripped over Colm and fell face flat on the pavement. Slowly, the Death Eater pushed himself up, growling at the pair.

“You know,” the Death Eater cooed, looming over the two teenagers. “I just killed a man who looked an awful lot like you.” His laugh cut through Andrea like steel.

“INCENDIO!” she hissed.

Fire shot out of her wand and caught on the man’s robes. He shouted as the flames grew in intensity until they almost covered his entire body. Lottie backed away from him and put a hand on Andrea’s shoulder. She lowered her wand and slowly turned away from the Death Eater. The flames from the burning man’s robes flared behind her, framing her body grey against the blaze.

“Andrea, let’s go,” Lottie said shakily.

Andrea let her wand fall to her side and nodded.

“Help me!” Colm groaned from the ground, halting Lottie in her tracks. “I”I can’t walk.” He looked up at them. He had scraped his face and arms badly.

“Honestly, Colm, I don’t think we can carry you,” Lottie said frankly.

He pushed himself up and shouted, “It’s your fault I’m here in the first place!”

Andrea ran over to him and pulled out her wand. “Wingardium Leviosa.” Colm shouted as he levitated into the air. “Oh shut up,” Andrea said. “If you want us to help you, just take what you get.”

They ignored the Death Eater’s screams of agony and ran to the Apparation spot where Palmyitor was waiting for them with crossed arms.

“Where is Professor Gabaldon?” she demanded. “And what happened to this boy?”

Andrea shook her head and looked at Lottie. Palmyitor rounded on her as well.

“She’s dead,” Lottie breathed. “That Death Eater”” she pointed to the man on fire “”killed her. And Colm wasn’t even supposed to be here! He snuck in”or something and got himself hurt.”

“That’s a lie,” Colm moaned from the air. “She pushed me.” He pointed to Lottie.

“He wasn’t running,” Lottie said. “We needed to get away from a Death Eater.”

Palmyitor turned to Andrea, who remained silent.

Something on the Muggle barricade, just hardly in sight, exploded. The flames from the Death Eater’s body caught and started to burn the remains of the barricade, causing screams to shoot through the Camp. “We need to leave,” Palmyitor said hoarsely, waving her wand at Colm. He fell to the ground and, whimpering, pulled himself to his feet. “We’re going to Disapperate.” She offered her arms to the three students and in a moment they were gone.

“I need to…to go to the dormitory,” Andrea said once they were in Palmyitor’s office. Her voice was strained, as though she was restraining tears. Without waiting for a reply, she ran out of the office.

After a tense pause, Palmyitor rounded on Lottie. “What happened?” she demanded.

“Her”her father was killed,” Lottie explained.

Colm snorted from the floor. “No wonder she wasn’t butting in as much as normal.”

“You shut up!” Lottie snarled.

Palmyitor held a hand up and stared at Lottie. “Continue.”

Lottie took a deep breath. “A Death Eater followed us when we were going back to the Apparation site. He killed Gabaldon with”with the Killing Curse and followed us. I think he was the same man who-who killed Andrea’s father. Andrea cursed him when she found out and he”” she paused and took a breath “”he lit on fire.”

Palmyitor put a hand to her mouth. “Dear Emma…” she said softly. Immediately, she regained her composure with a brisk, “Well!” She glanced to the door that Andrea had left open. “You,” she said to Lottie, “should go help your friend in her time of need. I’ll help Scrivener here to the hospital wing.” Palmyitor’s newfound compassion was surprising and slightly unnerving.

Lottie left the office silently, trying to respect Palmyitor’s grieving. She couldn’t force herself to run anymore, so took her time getting downstairs. In the Palmyitor common room, Julianne and Sophie sat, waiting.

“What’s with Andrea?” Sophie asked once she saw Lottie.

“There was trouble at our Camp,” Lottie said. “Her father was killed.”

The two other Palmyitor girls sat in silence. “Is she in the dormitory?” Lottie asked. Julianne nodded.

Holding her breath, Lottie hobbled down the stairs and into their dormitory. “Andrea?” she said with a knock. “Are you okay?”

“Do you think I’m okay?” Andrea asked, turning around furiously. “I’ll never see him again.”

Lottie sat down on the bed next to Andrea and looked at the floor. She really didn’t know what to say at a time like this. “I’m sorry,” she said awkwardly. “No, I really am, Andrea. But I don’t really know what else I’m supposed to tell you. I mean”” She stopped. Maybe saying, “My dad is still alive,” would be a poor choice. “Do”do you want to talk about him?”

Andrea took a breath. “I’m not sure, Lottie… I’m really not sure. He”he was protective and kind and”” She bit her lip and buried her head in her hands. “I can’t talk about it anymore,” she said through silent tears.

Lottie nodded and said, “Okay. Well I’ll be here. When you’re ready.”
Chapter Twenty-One: Bereavement by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Okay guys, I know that it’s pretty much disgusting how late this chapter is. I’m really sorry for the wait, but my life was sort of flipped upside-down with college applications. Not only that, but the play that my beta and I are both in is opening on Thursday, so neither of us have any time. Anyway, this chapter got up eventually and I’m still working!

So, here we go. Thanks so much to TheBird who stayed up late on tech week with me to finish this! This chapter is dedicated to the amazing cast and crew of Our Town.
Chapter Twenty-One: Bereavement

Professor Gabaldon’s death did not affect the students nearly as much as it affected the teachers. Maelioric took over teaching Defense Against the Dark Arts, “but only until we find a suitable replacement,” he explained on the first day of his class. His lessons were much more entertaining than Gabaldon’s had been; the students spent less time in lectures and more time in practice duels.

Andrea was having a hard time focusing on her lessons through her grief. None of the other students from the London Camp had lost a family member, so the teachers were somewhat understanding when she turned in her schoolwork two days late.

Colm, on the other hand, was benefiting greatly from his trip to the Camp. Palmyitor, much to Lottie’s rage, didn’t even punish Colm for sneaking out of the school; getting injured was apparently punishment enough. Spurred on by the teachers’ lack of interest, he twisted the story in favor of himself and pressed it upon anyone who was in the vicinity.

“We were running from the Death Eater,” he divulged to a group of third year Maeliorics. Unknown to him, Lottie stood at the back of the group with crossed arms. She cleared her throat pointedly and Colm widened his eyes before adding, “And Rowe pushed me to the ground. The Death Eater came running towards me, so I tripped him, even though my leg was broken. He fell and hit his head and we””

“Liar.” Lottie could feel her fists shaking against her legs. “You didn’t trip him”he fell over you. I didn’t push you down; I pushed you forward and you fell. And Andrea””

“She’s just angry because now she’s getting in trouble for being such a coward!”

Lottie’s face burned red with rage. She opened her mouth to respond to Colm, but no sound came out. Finally, she turned on the crowd of onlookers and shouted, “LEAVE!”

With open mouths and furrowed brows, the crowd dispersed. Lottie spun around and stared at Colm, still unable to form words out of pure rage. After a tense moment of silence, she finally said, “You need to shut the hell up, you liar. None of the stuff happened like that and you know it!”

“You’re just bitter,” Colm sneered, “that I stopped the Death Eater and””

“NO YOU DIDN’T!” Lottie roared. “You’re in denial! You didn’t do anything but fall on your fat ass!”

After a moment of shock, Colm, resuming his sneer, shook his head condescendingly. “Poor thing,” he hummed.

“You think,” Lottie snarled, “that you’re such a hero!” She spun around on her heel and stood with her back turned to him for a moment. Biting her lip to prevent herself from crying, she pounded down the corridor. Holding her breath, she stopped at the foot of the staircase and turned her head just enough to be able to see Colm out of the corner of her eye. He stared determinately at the floor, the flickering torchlight leaving his face in shadow.

Slowly, Colm looked up; the afternoon sun shining through the window glimmered in his dark eyes. Lottie suddenly turned away and ran up the stairs, the hairs on the back of her neck standing up as Colm continued to watch her.



Professor Palmyitor was, apparently, much closer to Gabaldon than anybody had expected. Lottie didn’t see her at meals for nearly a week, but passed her office nearly every day on her way up from the common room.

Red light filtered through the dusty windowpane early one morning as the sun was rising; Lottie’s silhouette set black against the morning sun as she paced down the corridor. After days of being taunted by Colm at the breakfast table, Lottie woke up an hour early just to avoid him. She was climbing the stairs past Palmyitor’s office when a door suddenly slammed. Lottie stopped in her tracks. A small creature padded off past her. Lottie couldn’t see its face, but its ears were so large that they flapped behind it as it ran. It seemed to be wearing a burlap sack as a tunic, but before she could get a second glance, it had disappeared around a corner.

Baffled by the sight, Lottie stood rooted to the place, until she heard voices.

“Naesa, it’s time to get back in the field again.” It was Clynalmoy’s voice. “The rebellion needs you.”

“I’m not sure if I’m ready yet,” Palmyitor’s voice croaked. “Without Emma… She’s been with us since nearly the beginning, you know that.”

“I do, yes, but we can’t stop fighting just because somebody close to us is gone.” A sob shot through the stillness of the corridor. Clyalmoy spoke again, this time his voice quiet and comforting. “Look at Fornax “ he’s doing better than ever.”

“Ryan,” Palmyitor said so softly that Lottie had to strain her ears to hear. “We were fighting. We were having an argument and”and””

“What were you fighting about?” Clynalmoy asked.

A pause engulfed the two heads and the eavesdropper.

“A student,” Palmyitor said. “A certain third year who she thought was getting out of line.”

Another meaningful pause followed. Lottie imagined Palmyitor raising her eyebrows pointedly. Could they have been talking about Lottie? No, she was just being egotistical.

“You know it’s not right to have favorites, Naesa. But that’s beside the point now. Emma forgave you; you two were the closest of friends. She wouldn’t hold a petty argument with her all the way into the afterlife.”

Lottie could hear Palmyitor’s sigh through the thick dungeon walls. “Thank you, Ryan,” she said. “You always can lighten my spirits. I’ll be in the London Headquarters today,” she went on seriously. “As soon as I get ready.”

Clynalmoy’s footsteps got closer to the door while he asked, “Naesa, have you ever considered giving up this job? With the Death Eaters, I mean? It’s too much for you. You can’t teach, coordinate and fight at the same time.”

“No,” Palmyitor replied. “I can’t. Not yet. There’s nobody to replace me.”

“I suppose,” Clynalmoy said, cracking the door open. “But try to get some rest, will you?” He opened the door completely and began to leave.

“Ryan?”

He stopped in the doorframe and turned around. “Yes?”

Lottie could feel the pause radiating between them. “Thank you.”

Clynalmoy shut the door and started walking down the corridor in the other direction, arms folded behind him. He stopped and leaned against the wall for a moment with his eyes shut. His somber mood could not hide the smile that crept onto the corner of his lips. Lottie stood frozen to the spot and watched as he stood back up and continued on down the hall.



After hearing about Lottie and Colm’s episode, the entirety of the third year Maeliorics and Palmyitors were in a House feud. Charms class, which the two Houses shared, became nearly unbearable, as the Palmyitors and the Maeliorics refused to talk to each other.

In an unsuccessful attempt to get the classes to work in pairs, Lottie and Colm were forced to be partners to master a Cheering Charm. Lottie was feeling far from cheerful, so had a rather hard time trying to make Colm happy. After twenty minutes of failing, Lottie finally just gave up and decided to curse him and make it look like innocent incompetence.

After five minutes of hexing, Colm had turned blue and was beginning to suspect something. “Professor!” he whined. “Rowe is doing it all wrong. This can’t be an accident.”

Stainthorpe eyed Lottie who smiled innocently. “Well, clearly Scrivener’s Legilimency skills are lacking,” Lottie said with a shrug. “Because if he could look into my mind, he’d know that I was honestly trying.”

“She’s lying! Can’t you tell? If she’s not lying, then this is a complete accident too! Densaugeo!”

Lottie looked down to see her teeth growing out of mouth at an exponential rate. She put a hand over her mouth and, shouting with rage, ran toward him, her other hand clenched in a fist. “That’s enough!” Stainthorpe shouted, standing between the two feuding students. She waved her wand and Lottie’s teeth stopped growing, but didn’t shrink to their normal size. “You can get that fixed after class in the hospital wing,” she said with a grimace. “Everybody, sit.”

The third years shuffled to their desks and sat down, nervously glancing at each other. Lottie burned a furious red under everybody’s glares.

“Now let’s be serious,” Stainthorpe hissed through the staring contest of the Houses. “There are more important things than who said and did what. The affair at the London Camp was a very serious””

Next to Lottie, Andrea dropped her wand with a clatter. She kneeled under her desk to retrieve it, but didn’t come back up. With a furrowed brow, Lottie peeked under the desk to find Andrea with her head buried in her hands, shaking.

Stainthorpe paused. “Class dismissed,” she said.

Everybody packed up their stuff silently and left, staring at Andrea under the desk. Lottie knelt down and put a hand on Andrea’s shoulder.

“Rowe, you too,” Stainthorpe said. “Go get those teeth shrunk.”

Lottie tore herself away from Andrea and stared at Stainthorpe, eyes wide and pleading. “But””

“Go.”

Stainthorpe flicked her wand and the classroom door flew open. Lottie backed away from Stainthorpe, keeping her jaw set and ran out of the classroom. Once Lottie was safely out of earshot, Stainthorpe knelt down and stared intently at Andrea.

“Woolbright?”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Woolbright, there’s just no getting around this,” Stainthorpe said. “Now, let’s get off the floor--if not for your sake, then for mine. My old knees can’t handle much more of this.”

Andrea dropped her hands from her face and picked up her glasses. Wiping her eyes with her sleeve, she stood up and shuffled to Stainthorpe’s desk. Stainthorpe flicked her wand and a large, stuffed armchair appeared behind Andrea. “Sit.”

Andrea sat, keeping her eyes glued to the floor.

Stainthorpe took a breath. “How are you doing?” she asked.

“How am I doing? Are you serious?” Stainthorpe pushed her chair back a few inches and raised her eyebrows. “I’m doing horribly! I can’t concentrate on any of my classes and all of my marks are slipping and my family keeps writing me and telling me all of their troubles and””

“I know this will never be fine again,” Stainthorpe said quietly, lacing her fingers on her desk. “But eventually gets easier.”

“I don’t want it to get easier,” Andrea said through gritted teeth. “I want him to come back. Professor Gabaldon healed Lottie’s dad, why couldn’t she heal mine?”

“There’s a difference between death and a flesh wound.”

“But magic is magic. It can do anything.”

Stainthorpe sighed and said, “If magic could reverse death, do you think we would be fighting this war?”

“I”I suppose not.” Andrea stood up furiously. “I just hate it! I hate this entire war”it only hurts everybody. The only way I can help my family is by not seeing them and becoming completely detached from them. I don’t want to fight anymore. I just”just want to run away!”

Stainthorpe stared at her and leaned forward in her chair, her gaze never shifting. Andrea couldn’t do Legilimency, but if she could, she was sure that she’d see some memory lingering in the professor’s brown eyes. “Someone once told me,” Stainthorpe said solemnly, “that sometimes we have to choose between what is right and what is easy.”
Chapter Twenty-Two: Arithmancy by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Okay, so it's been pretty long since the last update. I know and I'm sorry about that, but the good news is that I'm officially done with the college admission process! Yay! At least one thing is taken off my plate, so I'm hoping to be able to focus more on writing. That being said, I'm going out of town for the next two weeks, so I'm not promising many updates. I do have quite a good more first drafts of chapters already written though.

Thank you so much to TheBird who beta'd this chapter in the middle of midterms! You're amazing! Right so, this chapter is dedicated to my fabulous Calculus teacher, who is a much better teacher than Professor Moon.
Chapter Twenty-Two: Arithmancy

Andrea didn’t go to any more classes that day and Lottie had to suffer through Occlumency and Arithmancy by herself. Thankfully, she didn't have to deal with Colm's pestering, as she didn't share any classes that day with the Maeliorics. Occlumency was fairly uneventful. The third years all enjoyed Professor Breckenridge’s anecdotes about his first attempt at using Occlumency while in disguise, which ended in a rather bizarre cat and mouse chase through the sewer system of a small country village. In Arithmancy, Professor Moon, an aged and withering man (who had so many charts of numerical patterns pinned up on the wall that at first glance Lottie thought it was wallpaper), delivered a rather longwinded lecture about how to tell whether or not a person was alive through numerical patterns. Lottie found the whole idea rather ridiculous; she figured that if she didn’t know whether or not somebody was alive, she clearly didn’t care enough about them to go through a series of mathematical operations just to find out.

“One must take the character number,” Moon drawled, “and divide it by the heart number.”

Lottie scribbled that down and stared at the professor expectantly. He took a long breath and continued in his monotonous tone. “You multiply that by two and add it to the cubed root of the social number.”

For a moment, Lottie envied Andrea. Why was this class even taught?

“The result of that must be compared to a chart of the lunar calendar, which shows various ranges of numbers for months past. Once you find the range in which your result lies, you can find out the time your subject passed to the minute. If the number is not in on the chart, your subject is still living.”

The bell rang for the end of classes. Lottie threw her parchment up in the air in celebration. After messily packing her bag, she ran down the stairs to the Palmyitor common room, desperate to not be seen by Colm Scrivener.

She turned the clock to the correct time and slipped through the base, pulling her duffle bag behind her. “Are you back already?” Andrea asked from the sofa.

“I could say the same to you,” Lottie responded. “Why so cheerful?”

Andrea shrugged. “I wouldn’t say cheerful. I just talked to Professor Stainthorpe for a while and she just put things into perspective for me. I mean… it’s not going to get better right away, but now I can cope.”

Lottie sat down on the sofa next to her. “Well that’s good,” she said.

They shared a moment of silence.

“What did I miss in classes?”

Lottie turned to her. “Honestly Andrea, you just had a minor breakdown and you’re thinking about what you missed in classes? We didn’t do anything in Occlumency. Breckenridge warned us against poor technique. And who cares about Arithmancy, really?”

I do.” Andrea grabbed for Lottie’s bag. “Show me your notes.” She riffled through the contents of the bag for thirty minutes before dropping it on the floor. “Honestly, would it kill you to organize this? Put your notes in your book or something! Find the notes for me.”

Lottie smirked and dumped the contents of her bag onto Andrea’s lap. “If you want it so badly, you can find it yourself.”

After five minutes of Andrea’s frustrated searching, she finally found the notes and read over them. Lottie stuffed the rest of her notes back into her bag.

“This formula makes no sense,’ Andrea said with a frown.

“That’s what I thought, but Moon insists that it works.”

“What do you do with this result? What does it tell you?”

Lottie shrugged and rested her head in her hand, eyes closed tightly in concentration. “I don’t know. You need a lunar calendar chart with some sort of number range. It’s supposed to tell if somebody is dead… or something.”

Andrea gasped loudly and dropped the notes.

“What?” Lottie asked, opening one eye. “What’s wrong?”

“This is exactly what we need!” Andrea shouted. “Oh, Lottie!” She threw the notes into Lottie’s face. “Why didn’t you take better notes?”

“I’m sorry, what do we need this for?”

Andrea leaned in and intently whispered, “It might give us a clue about Neville Longbottom.”

“Like what?”

“Honestly Lottie why are you so thick sometimes? If Longbottom is alive, maybe we can find him. I’m sure we could find more clues somewhere.”

“And if he isn’t?”

“Well… then we could find a tombstone or”or something.” Andrea put down Lottie’s notes and stood up. “Stay there, I’m going to get my Arithmancy book. Maybe it will have the formula.” She disappeared so quickly that for a moment Lottie thought she had Disapperated.

In a moment, Andrea was back, carrying an oversized book. “Okay,” she said as she sat down, dropping the book on the coffee table. “I’ll look for the formula and you get your parchment and quill ready.”

Lottie rolled her eyes playfully. “Okay.”

“I GOT IT!” Andrea waved the book in triumph. “Okay.” She eyed Lottie skeptically. “You know maybe I should do this. Here give me the quill.”

Lottie tapped her knee impatiently as Andrea calculated the number. Several times, she groaned, hastily crossed something out and wrote something under her scribbles.

“Okay I think this is right,” Andrea said slowly after five minutes of checking over her work. “I think the final number is thirteen point six three four two… with rounding. That should be exact enough right?”

“Sounds like it.”

“Okay, now we need to find it in the chart.” Andrea thumbed through the pages of the book. “Oh wow. Lottie, this chart goes on for over a hundred pages.”

“No way! Seriously? What are they doing, the history of everything?”

Andrea flipped to the beginning. “Actually, it looks like it,” she said, wide eyed. She pulled her glasses off and wiped them on her robes. “Okay, I’ll start at the beginning and you get your book and start at the end. We’ll meet somewhere in the middle.”

Lottie stared at her. “Do you honestly want me to--”

“Yes!” Andrea cut her off. “Now go get your book and hurry up.”

Hours passed and Lottie and Andrea were still camped out in the common room, surrounded with piles of extra books and parchment they had gotten from the library. They looked like prisoners of a bizarre type of fort.

“Hey, third years!” Lottie looked up, for a moment expecting Stanley to be standing in front of them. It wasn’t him, but the new prefect who was appointed after Stanley left, a temperamental fifth year girl named Matilda Keith. “You’re hogging up the best seats in the common room to do your homework?”

The common room was much more crowded now. Most of the students had just returned from dinner.

Lottie and Andrea exchanged a glance.

“Scoot!” Matilda shouted, pushing the pile of books onto Lottie’s lap. “Some of the older students want to sit down.”

Andrea opened her mouth to retaliate, but closed it once Matilda pulled out her wand. “Let’s go,” she said to Lottie under her breath. “We can go grab a few bites of dinner and then go to the library.”

Each carrying a minimum of seven books and their bags full of their scraps of parchment, Lottie and Andrea hobbled up the stairs to the Great Hall. The Hall was nearly completely empty when they reached it. Palmyitor and Clynalmoy sat at the staff table, conversing seriously.

“Let’s just sit here,” Lottie groaned, dropping the books onto the bench. Andrea set hers down carefully and sat across from her.

“Palmyitor looks tired,” Andrea observed, staring at the head table.

“She said she was going to the Death Eater headquarters,” Lottie said casually as she scraped the remains of a shepherd’s pie onto her plate. “I was walking by her office this morning and overheard her talking to Clynalmoy.”

Andrea seemed much more concerned about this than Lottie had been. “She was with Death Eaters?” She furrowed her brow. “I didn’t know she was still actively spying. That’s dangerous, isn’t it, for someone her age?”

Lottie shrugged. “Well she’s good at it, isn’t she? And she said it herself “ there’s no one good enough to replace her.”

“One of the students who left already, maybe?”

“Well she did say that she wouldn’t need to have that job for long. A few more years, she said. I wonder what she’s waiting for.”

Andrea stared at her. “Mmm I wonder,” she hummed, sarcasm saturating every word. “We should go soon anyway,” she continued. “I think Palmyitor is starting to guess that we’re talking about her.”

Lottie stole a glance up to the staff table. Indeed, Professor Palmyitor stared at the two of them suspiciously from over a coffee mug.

“Ears like a bat,” Lottie murmured before wolfing down the rest of her dinner. “Ready?”

“Yeah, let’s go. We only have a few more hours before the library closes.”

The two third years piled their books into their arms and toppled off to the library. Lottie could feel Palmyitor's eyes on her as she left the Great Hall. They clambered up the stairs and made their way into a corner filled with spindly, dust-coated chairs.

“Where did you leave off?” Andrea asked.

“I was at 1980. How about you?”

Andrea sighed and said, “I’m just at the beginning of the nineteenth century. So we only have about a hundred and eighty years to go.”

“I highly doubt he’ll have died before the formation of the Order, Andrea,” Lottie said blankly. “Come on, we’re done. He’s not dead.” She reached for her book.

“No!” Andrea snatched her book and held it to her chest. “We have to be sure! What if we find out that he actually died a long time ago?”

“Well then we wouldn’t have gotten into Grimmauld Place, right?” Lottie rolled her eyes. “You can keep going, but I’m not going to. He’s not dead, Andrea.”

“Fine. I’ll do it by myself.” Andrea picked up her book and stormed to the next table.

Lottie put her feet up on the table and stared at the ceiling, purposefully ignoring Andrea’s sighs of frustration coming from the other table. She shut her eyes and tried to relax in a chair shaped like a human spine. "Seriously, you'd think they want to kill you with these things," she muttered.

"Well maybe they're made like that so people like you wont fall asleep," Andrea retorted, eyes moving so quickly that they blurred blue behind her thick glasses.

Lottie rolled her eyes and tilted her chair so that it leaned against the wall. The day had been a long one. And who was the student Palmyitor had been arguing with Gabaldon about?

Probably Andrea, Lottie decided. Quiet, brilliant Andrea was her favorite.

Poor Palmyitor… It was the first time Lottie ever felt real pity for the woman. She didn’t know that she had any friends and now her best friend had died. Clynalmoy seemed to be doing a fairly good job comforting her, though. She got back from the Death Eater headquarters alive, didn’t she?

Lottie shuddered. She couldn’t imagine having to keep company with Death Eaters and pretend everything was fine…

Andrea shut her book noisily and stomped over to her. “It’s not there,” she panted. “He’s still alive.”

“I told you,” Lottie teased. “Come on let’s go tell””

The lights turned off. Everything was pitch black; Lottie could hardly see Andrea through the pervasive darkness.

“Andrea? What happened?”

“I think”I think”oh hold on. Lumos.” The light from her wand illuminated a narrow beam leading to the door. “I think after hours, the lights just turn off. Maybe it’s a warning?”

“Maybe,” Lottie echoed. “Come on, we should get out of here before we’re caught, and show Palmyitor what we found.” She lit her wand as well and, carefully avoiding all of the particularly squeaky floorboards, they crept out of the library.

Nobody was patrolling the pitch-black hallways. Lottie and Andrea crept along, sure to keep their wand light away from the portraits, so they wouldn’t wake up and tell the heads of their midnight escapades.

They were climbing down the stairs to Palmyitor’s office, when Lottie’s book fell from her sweaty palms. She swore as it clunked down the stairs and landed right in front of Palmyitor’s door. Silence followed.

“Do you think she heard us?” Lottie whispered to Andrea, lowering her wand.

“Well if she didn’t hear the book, she definitely heard you,” Andrea hissed.

They made their way down the stairs to find Palmyitor’s door shut in front of them.

“You’re lucky,” Andrea commented, rolling her eyes.

“Hey, I’ll take luck over detention. Come on, help me find my book.”

“Looking for this?”

In a moment of horror, Lottie dropped her wand. The light didn’t shine any higher than their ankles, but Lottie knew exactly who stood before them. The hair on her arm prickled against her skin, which suddenly felt as if it had been doused with cold water.

Lottie scrambled for her wand and held it in front of herself defensively. The light seemed to be intensified by her fear and, brighter than it had ever been before, it illuminated the entire corridor. Palmyitor looked even more tired than she had at dinner. A vein bulged on her forehead and her eyes bugged out of her face. “Get your wand out of my face,” she growled.

Surprised, Lottie lowered her wand, muttering, “Nox.” Andrea followed suit.

With a flick of Palmyitor’s wand, the door to her office swung open. “In,” she demanded.

With a glance at Andrea, Lottie shuffled into the office and stood as far in the corner as she could. Slamming the door behind her, Palmyitor strode in and sat down at her desk. The lights flashed on so Lottie could see Palmyitor properly. She was an anomaly in a nightgown. Everything about her seemed off.

Her eyes flashed dangerously at them. “Out of bed after hours?”

Andrea turned to Lottie. Unfortunately, Lottie had just turned to Andrea, so the pair stood, having a silent battle of the will. Palmyitor cleared her throat.

“Er”we were in the library and all the lights went out. We-we were going to the common room, when””

“You know I can tell when you’re lying.”

Lottie was surprised by Palmyitor’s bluntness.

“Okay.” It was Lottie’s turn now. “We weren’t going to the common room right away, but we were coming to see you. See, we were”were using the Arithmancy we learned today about how to tell if someone is alive or not.”

Palmyitor arched an eyebrow.

“We were trying to find out more information about Neville Longbottom,” Andrea piped up.

“Woolbright, that is the job of trained adults, not third years.” Andrea blushed. “Now, I suggest that you two””

“But he’s not dead!” Lottie interrupted. “We figured it out with the formula that Professor Moon gave us. He’s not dead!”

Palmyitor raised a hand to silence Lottie. “You know, Rowe, Emma was right about you.” Lottie shrank away from Palmyitor. “You are far out of line. Believe it or not, this war does not center around you.”

“Please, Professor,” Lottie persisted. “Just look at this.” She took Andrea’s calculations and the charts from the book. “The number Andrea calculated isn’t anywhere on this chart, so he must be””

“Rowe, your place is to study, not to try and fight. Merlin knows you would be hopeless if all we could use you for was Arithmancy.” Palmyitor and Lottie met eyes. “Nevertheless, what you found may prove to be…” She arched an eyebrow and glanced at Andrea searchingly. “…Useful,” she finished. “I will show it to Professor Moon in the morning.”

Lottie couldn’t help but smile. She turned to Andrea, who did not look as relieved.

“Now I would suggest you head to bed. If I find you two aren’t in your beds in five minutes, you will have much more to worry about than your next Arithmancy exam.”
Chapter Twenty-Three: The Phoenix's Secret by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Hey guys! This has been a long and tiring chapter. TheBird and I nearly stayed up until three in the morning working on it. So a big round of applause for her. Yay TheBird!

This chapter is dedicated lovingly to the memory of my Uncle Lew.
Chapter Twenty-Three: The Phoenix’s Secret

Lottie was only one bite into her warm cereal when Palmyitor appeared before her and Andrea.

“I would like you to meet me in my office.”

It was not a request.

Andrea stood up immediately and beckoned at Lottie to follow. With one last look of longing at her breakfast, Lottie stood up and trotted along after her.

The bags under Palmyitor’s eyes were extraordinarily apparent in the dim light of her office. The phoenix pendent that Lottie had given Palmyitor at the end of the summer sat on her desk, glimmering tauntingly. “I spoke to Professor Moon, and your calculations have proved to be correct. Congratulations.” She pushed Andrea’s calculations across the desk towards them. The phoenix charm fell from her desk onto the floor. Lottie reached down to pick it up; it was cool to the touch again.

“Apparently Neville Longbottom is still alive.”

The charm suddenly grew warm.

“Now all we need to do is find him,” continued Palmyitor.

“Wait, this thing just got hot,” Lottie said, holding out the charm.

“Then put it down, Rowe.”

“No, I mean it just got warm again. It was hot when we were in Grimmauld Place”it was nearly burning”and when we were near Snape.”

A vein in Palmyitor’s forehead pulsed threateningly. “Mr. Snape.”

“Mr. Snape.”

Palmyitor laced her fingers on her desk. Her dark eyes pierced Lottie, sending pins and needles rocketing up the back of her neck. Tapping her long, painted fingernails against the desk, she carefully surveyed Lottie with raised eyebrows.

Lottie could feel her mind being pulled apart and rummaged through. Her stomach lurched as echoes from past conversations slowly grew in volume. Familiar voices shot through her head”Andrea’s, Colm Scrivener’s, her mother’s… Frantically, she broke her gaze, eyes transfixed on the floor.

Palmyitor heaved a heavy sigh. “Rowe, I don’t follow.”

Lottie turned to Andrea, but her eyes were so intently focused on the wall, she didn't seem to notice anything. Exasperated, Lottie turned back to Palmyitor.

“Well is Snape”Mr. Snape”a member of the Order of the Phoenix?”

“Yes, he was.”

Lottie punched her first in the air. “Yes! See? It gets hot whenever you’re near or when you mention something about The Order of the Phoenix! See? It’s getting hot now! Look.” She grinned and held it out into the light. “Harry Potter! OWWW!”

Andrea gasped. “I got it! We need to find where Neville Longbottom””

“Ow! Stop it!”

“Sorry Lottie. We need to find where the”the Secret Keeper lives, right? So what if we put it on a map and say the Secret Keeper’s name? I’m sure it will get hotter when it gets close to his location.”

Tiredness emanated from every one of her pores as Palmyitor stared at Andrea. “Woolbright””

“Can we just try it?” Andrea asked, exasperated.

Palmyitor pursed her lips and flicked her wand. “Fine,” she said. A conjured map appeared on her desk. She held out her hand and, reluctantly, Lottie dropped the phoenix charm into her palm.

“Neville Longbottom,” she said casually. Despite Lottie’s constant warnings, she hissed and dropped it heavily on the map. Lottie whistled in an “I”told”you”so” sort of way, but only received one of Palmyitor’s infamous glares in return. Palmyitor scooted the charm onto England’s spot on the map and waited. “Well it’s not much warmer,” she said. “That may mean that he’s here or not. Let me try a few other countries.” She ran the pendent over an ocean, muttering, “Cold…”

She checked the Americas, Britain, Italy, Spain, Antarctica and all of Asia before running the pendent over France. Hissing under her breath, Palmyitor removed her hand from the pendent and stared at the third years. “I suppose I should congratulate you, Woolbright. You have shown reasoning that is rarely seen in members of my house.”

Andrea smiled.

“It seems that our Neville Longbottom”” she winced as the pendent flared red “”is in France.” Palmyitor cleared her throat and sat up straighter in her chair. “You two may go to your first class,” she continued. “I will look into this.”

Lottie had trouble concentrating through Potions, but still had much more success than Andrea. Her Shrinking Solution was the correct color of green and had a watery texture. Andrea’s, on the other hand, was so thick, her wooden stirrer snapped in half.

Professor Dyer sauntered over to Andrea and stared at her potion in disgust. “You’d think a student would tell me if their potion was stewing into the realm of complete hopelessness.” He sighed and waved his wand; the potion evaporated. “No, Woolbright, there’s no point in trying again.” Andrea dropped her stirrer dejectedly. “Just watch Miss Rowe.”

Blushing furiously, Andrea turned to Lottie and sighed. “I’m just distracted,” she said. “Well even if I had been trying, I probably wouldn’t do much better but””

Lottie couldn’t let herself lose concentration due to Andrea when she got to the very precise procedure of adding the beetle wings. “Hold on for a second, can you?” she muttered as she added one wing and stirred forty-five degrees clockwise.

“What?” she whispered, now waiting for her potion to reach a boil.

Dyer turned to her with raised eyebrows.

“Sorry,” Lottie muttered. “Just…worried I was doing it wrong.”

Once he had turned his attention to another unsuspecting victim, Lottie hissed to Andrea, “Can you just focus, please? I can’t get in trouble in my best class.” The bell rang. Lottie put a cover on her potion and left it in the third years’ shelf before following Andrea silently to History.

Once the class began, Andrea grew completely silent and busied herself with her notes. Lottie tapped her quill against the table impatiently and stared at her empty roll of parchment. Lottie shot a subtle glance at Andrea's parchment. She gasped. "You're not taking notes! What are you doing?"

Andrea didn’t have the usual neat, careful outline in front of her. Instead sat what looked like some kind of chart. “Just trying to figure out a bit more about You Know Who.”

“No, I don’t know who. What are you talking about?”

Andrea sighed. “You know, NL. Our friend who lives in France.”

“Oh. Right.” Lottie rolled her eyes. “Why don’t you just let Palmyitor do her job?”

“Sshh!”

The class dragged on for what felt like days. Once they were dismissed”a good six minutes after the bell rang”Lottie and Andrea made a beeline for Palmyitor’s office. Lottie pulled desperately at the bronze doorknob, but it was locked.

Lottie put her ear to the door, but all she heard was mumbling and whispering. Andrea leaned in as well and sighed. “Let’s just wait until later,” she said. “I think we’ll just get in trouble if we try to eavesdrop.”

For the rest of their classes, Lottie had to resort to making ridiculous, gruesome faces at Andrea to prevent overwhelming boredom. After what felt like hours, the professor wiped the blackboard clean and dismissed them for the day. Immediately, Lottie and Andrea sprinted to Palmyitor’s office and burst through the door.

“Well?” Lottie asked expectantly.

“Well what, Miss Rowe?” Palmyitor looked at them above a roll of parchment that extended off the table and curled up on the floor by her feet.

“Pal”Professor, we know that you were looking into Neville Longbottom.”

“And what makes you think I’m going to tell you what I found out, Rowe?”

“Because”because”if it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t have known about him!”

“If you hadn’t stolen the snuffbox, we would all have found out about this much earlier on.”

“But Professor,” Andrea said, brandishing her scroll of parchment. “I think I figured out a lot about””

“Miss Woolbright, the way you will help the cause is by concentrating on your studies, not by trying to take my job. We have narrowed a long list of possibilities.”

Andrea dropped her parchment and leaned against Palmyitor’s wall sulkily.

“The only two wizards in the country we know of with the correct age range and alliance are Bill Weasley and a man called Victor K. Lontelles.”

“Well who is it?” asked Andrea.

Palmyitor sighed heavily. “Woolbright, Bill Weasley has been tracked to have only one identity. So it must be this Lontelles.”

“So how are we going to find him?” asked Lottie. “Get a bigger map?”

“Hardly,” Palmyitor answered with a cold laugh. “We have contacts who used to be members of the Order who can help us.” She rolled up her extremely long piece of parchment and added, “Not you two.”

“But””

“Thank you, Miss Rowe,” Palmyitor said. “That is quite enough.”

“Andrea”Andrea?”

Andrea’s eyes were unfocused, pointed towards the phoenix charm. Lottie tapped her on the shoulder and she suddenly snapped back to attention.

“Professor,” she began cautiously, “would you mind if I take”borrow the charm? I promise I’ll take care of it.”

“Woolbright, this is an extremely valuable artifact. Do you think it would be wise to entrust it in the hands of a third year with a record for ignoring rules?”

“Professor, I just… I have an idea and””

“You two and your ideas! When will you give up on trying to run the war for us?”

“Well I don’t know!” shouted Lottie. “But we seem to be have helped you a lot more with our pitiful third year ideas than your dead best friend, haven’t we?”

Something inside of Palmyitor seemed to crumple. She sat, gasping for breath, staring blankly at the top of her desk. Slowly, she raised her gaze, raw and accusing. A chipped nail shook, pointing to the door. "Out."

“I””

“Out.”

A sickening thump reverberated dully against the stone walls of Palmyitor’s office.

“Oh hell!”

Lottie spun around. On the other side of the doorframe stood Colm Scrivener, furiously rubbing a lump on his forehead. Andrea, blushing furiously, protested hurried apologies.

“Dear Merlin.” Palmyitor stood up and swept around her desk to where Colm was standing. “What on earth were you doing, boy, standing that close to the door?”

“I”I was just trying to find out wh-what Rowe was””

“Miss Rowe can handle herself,” Palmyitor said flatly.

Lottie shifted her gaze from Colm, on the verge of tears, to the charm on the desk in front of her. Keeping her eyes slanted towards Palmyitor, she palmed the phoenix and dropped it into her pocket.

“I’m so sorry!” Andrea shouted. “I just opened the door and hit him. I”I really didn’t mean to. I””

“That’s quite enough, Woolbright.” Palmyitor turned to Lottie and raised an eyebrow. “Rowe, Woolbright, go back to the common room. Scrivener, leave the spying to our house, will you? Get to the hospital wing, if you’d like.”

Once they had safely left Colm going in the other direction and were a good flight of stairs away from Palmyitor’s office, Lottie hissed, “You should thank me.”

“Why? For nearly making her cry? You should know better, Lottie. Comments like that just aren’t””

Lottie pulled the charm out of her pocket and slipped it into Andrea’s hand, whose jaw dropped.

“Oh Lottie! Thank you!” Andrea squealed, pulling Lottie into a tight hug. “Thank you so much!”

“Don’t worry about it. But in return, you need to tell me your idea.”

Andrea nodded feverishly. “Of course I will.” Let’s just wait until we get to the common room.”

They ran along in silence, Andrea staring at the phoenix charm, Lottie leading the way so that Andrea wouldn’t run into anything. The common room was crowded. Every upperclassman in sight was preoccupied with one of Matilda, the prefect’s, long-winded stories of her various Quidditch accomplishments. Lottie and Andrea took advantage of that distraction and found the most secluded corner in the common room.

“Okay,” Lottie said, just audible over the roars of laughter coming from the center of the room. “What’s your idea?”

“Right, so, Victor K. Lontelles.”

“Yes?”

“That’s not a very French name, is it?”

“I wouldn’t know,” Lottie said with a shrug.

“Oh. Well. It’s not. I mean, it sounds like it, but French people hardly ever use Ks, don’t they? So what do you think that K stands for?”

“I’ve no idea.”

“If Neville Longbottom is the Secret Keeper and he’s going by Victor K. Lontelles”” She paused, raising her eyebrows expectantly.

“Andrea, I actually have no idea where you’re going with this.”

“It’s an anagram!”

Lottie blinked. “Bless you.”

“No, look. My dad and”” She stopped suddenly and stared at the floor. Politely, Lottie averted her gaze and nodded silently. “A-anyway,” Andrea said feebly, “my”my d”we used to play word games like this.” She pulled out a parchment and a quill. “Look.”

Carefully, she wrote out ‘Neville Longbotom is the Secret Keeper.’ Under it, she wrote the name ‘Victor K. Lontelles’ and crossed out all of the corresponding letters in the sentence above it.

“See?” she whispered, brandishing the parchment. “Every letter in his name comes from a letter in the sentence.”

“But what about the other letters? What do they mean?”

“I’m not sure,” Andrea said, resting her head on her fist. “Maybe it’s a city or”or””

“An address?” Lottie suggested.

“Yeah!” Andrea stared at the remaining letters and ran her fingers over the phoenix charm. “It”it… Oh, I need to go to the library.” She stood; Lottie stood as well. “No, Lottie, you stay here,” Andrea said apologetically. “It will look to suspicious if we’re together. And you’ll get in so much trouble if Palmyitor finds out you stole the charm… again.” She smiled weakly. “I promise I’ll be back soon.”

Lottie sighed and fell back into her armchair as Andrea slipped through the clock. She didn’t know how she was going to get that charm back without Palmyitor seeing her.

With her head in her hands, Lottie sank into the state in between consciousness and sleep, the rhythmic laughing of the older students lulling her further into relaxation.

Vague images of metallic phoenixes and mysterious French men haunted her subconscious. It felt like seconds later when she woke to a much quieter and relaxed common room. Lottie blinked the sleep out of her eyes, and the room slowly blurred into focus. She could see Matilda in the far corner of the room, chatting (a little less energetically now) about her latest endeavors in History of Magic. Next to Matilda rested Julianne, who was braiding her hair absentmindedly, humming to herself. Lottie shook the hair out of her eyes, scanning them across the room.

"Glad to see you've enjoyed your nap." Lottie jumped two feet out of her chair, sending papers cascading to the ground. It was Palmyitor.
Chapter Twenty-Four: Lottie's Flight by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Hey guys, it has been an ungodly amount of time since the last update and I'm so sorry! I had some family issues and then my computer broke and deleted all of my files. It wasn't a good time, to say the least. But at least an update came out of TheBird and I sitting up until all hours of the morning, right? Major thanks again to her for being a fantastic beta and listen to my fanfic woes while sick.

This chapter is dedicated to the cast of Macbeth.
Chapter Twenty-four: Lottie’s Flight

Lottie quickly averted her gaze. The dark windows suggested that it was well after hours. Andrea hadn’t returned yet.

“Don’t you try to avoid me,” hissed Palmyitor. She grabbed the third year’s chin and forced her to make eye contact.

Lottie could almost feel the anger burning from the professor’s eyes. “I”I’m””

“Shut up.”

Palmyitor pulled Lottie to her feet. All of the other Palmyitors stood at the other side of the common room, watching. “Give me the phoenix,” Palmyitor demanded. Lottie shook her head. “Give it to me. I don’t want to have to repeat myself again.”

“I”I don’t have it.”

“Don’t lie to me. I know you stole it. Who else would have?”

“I DON’T HAVE IT!” Lottie shouted. “Let--me--go!” She broke out of Palmyitor’s grip and stumbled into the center of the common room.

The circle of students closed around her. Palmyitor swept through the crowd, looking much more like a bird of prey than a professor. Lottie spun around once, staring at every nightmarish face. She followed her instincts from the Camps. She ran.

Lottie didn’t bother to look back to see if she was following.

She was just out of he clock when she ran into Andrea. “Lottie!” Andrea shouted. “I figured it out””

“Andrea, we don’t have time.” Lottie continued to run, beckoning for Andrea to follow. “Give me the charm.”

“What?”

“Listen to me,” Lottie panted. “You’re going to be in a lot of trouble if you don’t give it to me.”

Andrea started, fumbled in her pocket for the pendent and dropped it into Lottie’s palm. Faintly in the distance, Palmyitor’s high heels clicked against the stone as she emerged from the clock.

“Let’s go back,” Andrea whimpered, grabbing Lottie’s elbow. “Come on, we’re going to get in trouble. Let’s go back.”

“Keep running!” Lottie shouted, wrenching her arm free from Andrea’s grasp. “Don’t follow me “ go that way!”

“Why? What did you do?”

“Look “ I--Hell.” Lottie clutched a stitch in her side. “Palmyitor found out that I took the charm! You need to leave me so she doesn’t know you were involved!”

Andrea stopped for a split second. Panting, she stared at Lottie and said, “No, it’s my fault too.”

“Come on!” Lottie grabbed her wrist, pulling her further down the corridor. “Come on, we need to go.”

“Lottie we-we’re not going to get away,” Andrea wheezed. “Let’s just stop and face it.”

“No, no, no, no. We’re going to be in so much trouble and””

“Lottie, I’m stopping. I don’t care if you don’t, but I’m tired and I don’t want to run anymore.” Andrea stopped; Lottie didn’t.

She could only hear the vague echoes of Andrea’s apologies to Palmyitor over her own footsteps. Orange light filtered through the gap between the wall and a tapestry, which depicted Euphrasie the Excellent escaping a rather enthusiastic mob of Muggles laden with tar and feathers. She veered right and slipped into the open doorway behind it. Flickering torches illuminated the high barrel-vaulted ceilings, decorated with cobwebs and the tops of the dusty, iron staircase. She stole a glance behind her before rushing down the stairs. Lottie could hear Andrea and Palmyitor’s steps through the ceiling, hurrying by and Palmyitor’s sharp voice shouting profanities.

Lottie stared at her knees, praying that Andrea wouldn’t think of the hidden staircase. A sudden rage rose inside of her like a cobra. Who was Andrea to betray her best friend?

Dusty light filtered into the narrow staircase -- two silhouettes kept Lottie palled in shadow. “Rowe!” hissed Palmyitor. “Rowe, you are going to regret ever having been sorted into my house if””

Lottie didn’t stay to hear what she had to do to regret being sorted into Palmyitor; she pushed open the painting covering the other exit and hurtled herself into the corridor.

“Rowe, this is your last chance!”

She didn’t even consider turning back.

“Petrificus Totalus!”

Lottie’s arms and legs snapped together. She struggled for a moment before losing her balance and falling forward. The ground made contact with her nose, which crunched in protest under the force. Warm blood dripped down her face, into her eyes and puddle on the floor.

All Lottie could see was Palmyitor’s pointed shoes. “Cowardice as I have never seen,” she hummed, pushing Lottie’s stiff body over with the tip of her foot.

Lottie, only able to move her eyes, glared at Andrea who shrank back into the wall.

Palmyitor whipped out her wand and smirked. “That hurts, doesn’t it?” Lottie winced at sight of the wand. “Locomotor body!” Lottie lifted into the air. “Never in my fifty years of teaching… stealing, lying, sneaking away…” She faded off, focusing on guiding Lottie’s floating body up the staircase. Several times, Lottie bumped into the wall, causing a jet of pain to shoot through her body; she was sure that it was no mistake of Palmyitor’s.

Palmyitor took a glance at Lottie's face, which was now freely bleeding all over the floor. She clucked her tongue, gazing over the mess on the carpet. "Woolbright, you wait outside." She flicked her wand carelessly, bumping Lottie into the frame of the door. "Oh, excuse me, Rowe." With a smirk, she entered the door, Lottie trailing halfheartedly behind her, and flicked her wand. At once, Lottie was released and fell once again, smashing her nose against the cold, stone floor. Lottie yelped, clutching her face in agony.

She sat there for a moment, unable to will herself to get up and face Palmyitor. The door clicked and locked. “Get up.”

Slowly, Lottie pushed herself to her feet, not looking Palmyitor in the eye. Blood soaked her entire front, causing her shirt to stick to her chest. She wiped her face with the back of her hand and stared at the floor. The chair that usually sat opposite the professor’s desk was noticeably absent.

“This may be the final straw, Rowe.” Palmyitor hadn’t sat either, choosing instead to tower over Lottie. “You can’t go three months without getting yourself into trouble. Believe me, if we had known the kind of trouble you would cause, we would have left you in London. You’re lucky your friend Woolbright explained why you did it, otherwise your consequences would have been...dire.” Palmyitor held her palm out.

Lottie dug into her pocket and pulled out he phoenix charm. It flared with heat suddenly. Hissing through clenched teeth, she dropped it into Palmyitor’s hand. With raised eyebrows, Palmyitor stared at the burning charm.

There was a knock on the door. With a flick of Palmyitor’s wand, it opened. Professor Stainthorpe poked her head in and tentatively said, “Naesa, I know you’re not interested in what she has to say, but I strongly suggest you take a look at what Woolbright discovered.” Her gaze shifted to Lottie. “And perhaps you should take Rowe to the hospital wing. She’s going to pass out if she loses anymore blood.”

“That will be the least of her problems,” Palmyitor responded, eyeing Lottie curiously. “Where is Woolbright?”

Andrea stuck her head timidly through the door frame. Lottie turned her back to her, tears stinging the corner of her eyes. “I”I think I figured out where to find…find Victor K. Lontelles,” Andrea explained, pulling out a sheet of parchment. “The phrase ‘Neville Longbottom is the Secret Keeper’ is an anagram for ‘Victor K. Lontelles, eighteen Somptebree.”

Palmyitor cleared her throat. “And this Somptebree…”

“It’s a street in Paris,” Andrea said. “I”I figured it out with the charm Lottie gave me,” she added hastily.

Palmyitor looked from Andrea to Lottie and back again. “I cannot say I am not impressed,” she said in a business like tone. “This is the sort of work we expect from fifth year Clynalmoys. I wonder why we didn’t put you in Clynalmoy,” she wondered aloud. Suddenly, she stood up, picked a file from the third shelf up and scanned the first page. “Ah. Of course.” She smirked at Andrea from over the file and quickly put it away.

“Well then we are all very fortunate that Rowe here stole the charm from my office,” Palmyitor continued sarcastically. “She could have just asked, but””

“We did!” Lottie shouted. “We asked you and you said no! If I hadn’t””

“I hate to burst your little delusional bubble,” Palmyitor cut in fiercely, “but this school functioned perfectly well before you two came along, and we will after you leave.” Even without Legilimency, Lottie could see something glimmer in the corners of her eyes. Palmyitor turned to Stainthorpe. “So he’s in Paris,” she said. “You know what this means, don’t you?” Stainthorpe nodded. “Good. I’ll keep you updated on your date of departure.”

With a side-glance at Lottie and Andrea, she added, “Now is there anybody who can accompany you?”

“We can!” Lottie piped up, wiping the dried blood off of her face with her hand.

After a pause, Palmyitor began to chuckle to herself. “Rowe, you’ve just broken about every school rule in the course of three months. Do you really think I’d let you travel all the way to France?”

“Well, it’d get me away from here, wouldn’t it? And I wouldn’t get into trouble there, I promise. We’re the ones who found it in the first place; we should get to go!”

“I’m afraid no matter how many over enthusiastic third years I’d like to send to their graves, it just doesn’t work that way,” she responded sarcastically.

“Well…” Lottie didn’t know exactly where she was going. “Well, if you don’t let us go then I won’t tell you what else I found out.” Andrea shot her a quizzical glance. Hastily, Lottie tried to block her emotions, preparing for what she knew would come. Palmyitor glanced at her searchingly, but the all too familiar sensation never began. Why wasn’t she using Legilmency?

“Marianne, could you go and get Ryan and Fornax for me?”

Stainthorpe spun on her heel and left the office. Palmyitor surveyed Lottie, twisting one of her glittering rings around her finger.

“Wait outside,” ordered Palmyitor suddenly. “And if you try to run again, we’ll snap your wand and ship you straight back to London.”

Lottie and Andrea shuffled into the corridor. Once the door shut behind them, Lottie turned to Andrea, hissing, “Good going.”

“What?”

“For turning us in! For turning me in!”

“Lottie you’re being absolutely ridiculous. There was no way we were going to get away from her. Look what happened to you when you tried!”

“Well at least I wasn’t a coward.”

“A coward! Me? For choosing to face the consequences instead of running away? I’d reconsider my definition of cowardice if I were you.”

Lottie stared at the floor in a moody silence. She could hear the other two heads’ and Stainthorpe’s footsteps approaching. She sat down against the wall and stared determinately at the floor. Andrea followed suit.

Maelioric was the first in the group. “Rowe?” He stopped walking and stared at Lottie, still covered in her own blood. Now that the adrenaline of being caught had worn off, her nose throbbed painfully with each heartbeat. Stainthorpe leaned over and whispered something in Maelioric’s ear. “Ah, of course,” he said, and with that, the three professors entered Palmyitor’s office, shutting the door behind them.

A feeling that Lottie quite couldn’t describe bubbled inside of her stomach. She glanced sideways at Andrea, who was sulking to the floor and immediately turned to her own shoes. “Sorry,” she finally muttered.

“Don’t worry about it.”

Andrea smiled and pushed Lottie’s shoulder playfully. “But next time try and fall backwards,” she joked.

“And break my skull? No thank you.”

“What is your secret?” Andrea asked suddenly. “Did you find anything out?”

Lottie laughed. “No, I was lying. Glad she didn’t use Legilimency.”

Andrea frowned. “I thought she did. Maybe you blocked her.”

“I doubt it. She’s been doing Legilimency for, like, seventy years. I’ve only been learning Occlumency for three years.”

Andrea smiled mischievously. “I’m not sure,” she cooed. “If anything it was a simple level of Legilmency. And””

“Sshh!” Lottie hissed. She thought she had just heard the conversation switch from explanation of the situation to debate over the topic at hand. Cautiously, she moved over to the door and pressed her ear against it.

“It may seem reckless…” It was Palmyitor. “But it’s not all together unbelievable, Fornax. They’ll be with Marianne, after all. Before this evening’s events, I was considering letting them participate in whatever they had discovered anyway.”

“Naesa, I know you like to have your favorites,” Maelioric began, “but maybe you should remember that Rowe has broken a remarkable amount of rules in the past year. And you know that I like to give students a bit of leeway, but even for me””

“Not to mention,” Clynalmoy interjected, “she just spent about twenty minutes running from you. Is that the way to””

“But think about her training, Ryan.”

There was a meaningful pause. Lottie was sure that more was going on in the office that she could hear.

“Looks bad for us,” Lottie said grimly as she pulled her ear away from the door. “But you can’t say tonight was boring, eh? And how did you find out that it was an anagram, anyway?”

Andrea blushed and shrugged humbly.

The door clicked open. Andrea and Lottie scrambled to their feet. It had only been since the end of summer that she had faced so many adults in Palmyitor’s office.

Palmyitor cleared her throat. “As a group,” she said clearly, “we have decided that it would be advantageous for you two to accompany Professor Stainthorpe to France this summer.” Lottie turned to Andrea, jaw hanging open. “But you will be required to train with Professor Breckenridge for three times a week and Professor Stainthorpe twice a week outside of your classes. And if your grades drop,” she said, staring pointedly at Lottie, “you will spend your summer here.”

Maelioric looked resigned on the issue. Clynalmoy kept his eyes politely averted. “And Rowe,” Palmyitor added, “if you do any more stealing, not going to France will be the least of your worries.”

Lottie nodded and turned to leave when Palmyitor stopped her. “And I would suggest not mentioning this to the other students. Palmyitor smirked, took off a ring, examined it and put it back on. “Oh and Rowe, what was it that you were saying earlier? What else did you find out?”

Astonished, Lottie glanced at Andrea. “Er”I”I was ly”er I mean bluffing.”

For a second, she thought Palmyitor was going to hit her. She picked up a hand and swept across the office. Instead, she patted Lottie’s shoulder in an awkward congratulations. “Good job,” she said. “It won’t be long now.”
Chapter Twenty-Five: The Professors' Grudge by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Yay! New chapter! I love this time! Haha.

Thanks again to the amazing TheBird for catching an embarrassing amount of typos and awkward sentences in this one! Yay!

A reviewer requested this and I think it's a good idea. In the previous chapter, Palmyitor caught Lottie, who just stole the Phoenix charm. They figured out that Neville Longbottom is living in France, under the alias of Victor K. Lontelles. Lottie volunteered her and Andrea to travel with Professor Stainthorpe to find him, and after a long discussion, the professors finally agreed to let them go to France.

This chapter is dedicated to the certain man who was the inspiration for Professor Dyer.
Chapter Twenty-Five: The Professors’ Grudge

Professor Waterman waited with pursed lips in the doorway of the hospital wing. “Broken nose,” she tutted as Lottie and Andrea rounded the corner. “Poor thing.” Lottie almost believed her, but the professor’s furrowed brow and steely eyes hinted otherwise. Lottie stood, dumbstruck in the threshold. “You do want to get fixed up, don’t you?” Waterman continued, waggling her eyebrows. “Professor Palmyitor wouldn’t have it otherwise, right? Got to be big and strong for your trip this summer, eh?”

Lottie could only shrug. She had known Waterman fairly well”spent a good amount of time in the hospital wing, but she had never seen her act like this. “How do you know about that?” she stuttered as Waterman dragged her to an empty hospital bed. Andrea hesitated in the doorway.

“Oh, we all know about your little trip. Professor Palmyitor sent all of the staff an owl to tell us of your upcoming adventure.”

The bitterness in her voice made Lottie uneasy. “You know, my nose doesn’t even hurt that much,” she said cautiously. “I bet I can go and it’ll fix itself.

“Oh no, no, no, no, no.” Waterman patted Lottie”a bit too forcefully”on the shoulder. “Neasa wouldn’t have it. Must keep her little star nice and well.” She whipped out her wand and jabbed it silently in Lottie’s direction.

Lottie winced. She could feel the bone straighten itself, crack and lock into its right position.

“Now we must do something about all that blood,” Waterman tittered, throwing a generic, eggshell nightgown at Lottie’s face. “You will stay here tonight. It wouldn’t be proper for you to mingle with common students in our state. You.” She looked up at Andrea, who was still lingering in the doorway. “You may leave now. Go on, head back to your common room. Your little friend is fine with me. What are you waiting for? Go! Go, go, go!”

Lottie sunk back against the wall and stared at Andrea’s retreating back. She didn’t understand why Waterman was so angry. Silently, she pulled the curtain shut around her bed and changed into the hospital nightgown.

Waterman returned, carrying a tray with a tiny, scarlet bottle on it and muttering obscenities under her breath. “Here.” She thrust the bottle in Lottie’s direction. “Drink up.” Lottie’s face split into an uncomfortable grimace; Waterman sighed dramatically and shifted her weight. “Honestly, child, it’s not going to kill you! It’s just Blood-Replenishing Potion.”

Carefully avoiding Waterman’s gaze, Lottie let the chunky potion slide down the back of her throat. It tasted like iron. “Good,” Waterman said. “Now sleep.” With a flick of her wand, the lights above Lottie’s bed were extinguished and the curtains flew shut.

Darkness engulfed her. Lottie rolled onto her side and pushed the corner of the curtain to reveal the empty hospital wing. “Don’t know why she always acts like this,” Lottie could hear Waterman saying from her office. Her silhouette was charcoal against the golden light. “It’s always the trouble makers. Have you seen how she treats that dreadful Stanley? A prefect, with his marks?”

“Oh, it’s not completely out of the normal,” replied a deep, resounding voice that Lottie immediately recognized as Breckenridge’s. “It’s just how Naesa is. And she’s got a good reason.” Lottie saw his large silhouette move toward Waterman’s. Her eyelids fluttered with the weight of drowsiness and in her disillusionment, their figures almost melted into one. “Even,” Breckenridge’s voice continued, lower and more serious now, “if we can’t see why at the moment.”

Heaviness overtook Lottie, pressed down on her like a stone. The bed seemed to disappear beneath her as she fell into her dreams.



She was drowning in light. It wove through her arteries and sent pain shooting into each limb. The tips of her fingers throbbed. Shadows and colors all blended into one, blurry image, making her eyes water and her stomach churn. “Up!” Professor Waterman’s voice was shrill. Every syllable felt like a cheese grater running its way across her eardrum. “Time to get up! Don’t want to be late for classes, do you? Your little friend was nice enough to bring you a fresh uniform. The house-elves are taking care of your blood stained one.”

Lottie rolled over. Every limb ached as though the weight of the entire castle had been pressed on it.

“Get up!” Waterman shook her by the shoulder. Lottie groaned. The skies could fall and it wouldn’t’ be as painful as this.

“I’m dying,” she moaned. “I can’t move.”

“Don’t be stupid!” Waterman tapped Lottie’s head with her wand; jets of pain shot down Lottie’s body, lingering in her toes. “It’s a common side effect of the potion you took. You’ll just have to manage for today. It should be gone before nightfall. Now hurry up. Classes start in ten minutes”and I doubt Naesa would be very happy if you thanked her by missing your classes.”

“Oh”Merlin’s beard,” Lottie groaned, sitting up. Her uniform sat at her feet. She picked up her wand from the bedside table, flicked it to close the curtains around her bed and changed. The thought it took to pull her uniform on alone sent knots down her spine.

“Hurry up!” Waterman called, a grim smile splattered across her face. “Only three minutes left.”

Boots tucked under her arm, Lottie slung her bag over her shoulder and dashed out of the hospital wing. She ran up a flight of steps before realizing that she had Potions first in the dungeons. Each step sent shots of singing pain through her veins. Her lungs were on fire. The world around her spun in circles as she took the last four steps with a leap and staggered, leaning against the wall.

The door to the Potions classroom was shut. Lottie pushed it open with her shoulder and stumbled, still barefoot, to her seat beside Andrea in the last row. Professor Dyer, whose back was to the class turned around slowly, one manicured, peppered-with-grey eyebrow raised. “Rowe,” he said.

Lottie, wheezing, glanced up. Dyer swam in and out of her focus. “Professor Dyer,” she coughed, clutching her stomach.

“Don’t take that tone with me,” he snarled. “Late? After a restful night in the hospital alone?”

“I wouldn’t exactly call it a restful””

“Don’t talk back,” hissed Dyer, raising his wand between them so it divided his face in two. “Get started on your potion.” He whipped around, his thicker, leather robe swaying after him. “And put your shoes on,” he added with a sharp glance back at her.

“I’m sorry,” Andrea breathed in the next seat. “I came in trying to get you for breakfast, but Waterman wouldn’t let me in.”

Lottie smiled weakly and whispered, “That hag.”

“No talking.” A jet of sparks shot from Dyer’s wand and flew right between the pair. Wisps of hair next to Lottie’s ears fluttered in its wake.

Lottie looked from Andrea to Dyer and back again. Andrea shrugged and nodded in the direction of the blackboard, where Professor Dyer’s slanted handwriting meticulously instructed the students on how to create the perfect Scab-Strengthening Elixir. Lottie pulled her cauldron toward her. The directions were simple enough. She could see Andreas thin, watery potion boiling hopelessly next to her.

She began following the instructions, carefully stirring the exact amount of times. Occasionally, she tried something different when she spotted a flaw in the directions”an extra beetle wing here, two more pinches of Doxy droppings there; it all made sense.

The class period was winding down, and students who had finished were cleaning up and leaving early. In a fit of annoyance, Dyer had sent Andrea sulking out into the corridor, scolding her “pathetic excuse for a liquid.” Lottie tapped her stirrer against the side of the cauldron and raised her hand to be marked.

“What is this?” Dyer asked, his face contorting like a raisin.

“It’s my”my potion, Professor,” stammered Lottie.

“Did you read the instructions?”

“I did, b””

“Did they not explain that it should become a rich shade of maroon?”

“They did, but””

“And what color is this?”

Lottie mumbled a swear into the cuff of her sweater.

“Excuse me?”

“It’s blue. Sir.”

“Can you tell me why?” Dyer straightened and stared down his nose at her, his blue eyes as piercing as the shade of her potion.

“Please, professor.” Lottie rose to her feet. She was nearly his height. “I just altered the instructions slightly to””

“Altered?”

“Please””

“Did you not think there was a reason for the way they are? Did you not stop to think of the danger you were putting your classmates in? Or are you so selfish that you don’t care? You wanted the glory”destroying the castle, a few petty lives”these things don’t matter when you’re destined for great things, do they?”

Lottie stared at him, through his wrinkled brow into his icy eyes. Rage and nausea intermingled in the pit of her stomach to make her fingertips quiver. “Have a good day, sir,” she hissed, picking up her bag and sweeping to the door. “And try the potion,” she added. “It works better than yours.”

“You,” he growled, “insolent, little””

Lottie didn’t wait to hear what else he had to say about her. She stepped out into the corridor and slammed the door behind her.

“He’s in a good mood, huh?’ Andrea asked, perched in an alcove a few feet above the ground.

“I don’t understand his problem. Waterman too”she was cursing and swearing at me the entire time. Why is everyone so angry with me?”

Andrea averted her eyes and shrugged.

“I don’t care though,” Lottie went on. “My head is killing me. Apparently a side effect of Blood-Replenishing Potion is wanting to die.”

Grimacing, Andrea hopped down from the wall. “I thought that might have happened,” she said as she rummaged through her bag. “It’s a pretty easily cured problem, but I guess Waterman was too angry to tell you. Hold on.”

Andrea dropped her bag and dashed up the stairs. Lottie leaned against the wall and shut her eyes. The lights from the flickering torches burned through her eyelids, which throbbed with the same rhythm as her pulse.

“Here,” Andrea panted, emerging from the stairs again. She tossed a flask into Lottie’s hands. Seeing Lottie’s skeptic face, she sighed, “Oh go on. It’s not poison. What”do you think I would attempt to murder you or something? Go on”drink up.”

Frowning, Lottie took a swig of the flask and coughed. “Orange juice?” she asked, wiping the bright liquid from her chin.

“Don’t ask me. I just read the books, not write them. Drink the whole thing though, or your headache will come back.”

Lottie finished the rest of the juice in one gulp and handed the flask back to Andrea. “Thanks,” she said. Already, the weight against her forehead was beginning to alleviate.

“Now hurry up,” Andrea went on, making her way to the staircase. “We’ve got Breckenridge next.”

Lottie groaned as they headed up the stairs. “At the rate I’m going, I’d just be better off avoiding all teachers,” she mumbled as they climbed up to Breckenridge’s classroom.

“Yeah. Well. I think you’ve got more to worry about with the students,” added Andrea. Devin Hackett and Edgar Payne rushed by, shooting glares as they climbed up the stairs.

“The gits,” Lottie growled at their backs. “What are they mad about?”

“Well your little stint last night may not’ve seemed that unusual to you, but it was pretty remarkable”the scene you caused and not one day of detention? Especially those two, who get caught for putting one toe over the line.”

Lottie rolled her eyes as they filed into the classroom. “Well that’s dumb,” she said, finding a seat on the floor against the wall.

“’Morning, everyone,” grunted Breckenridge from the front of the room. The class mumbled an unenthusiastic hello. He surveyed the class, only pausing for a moment to exchange a glance with Lottie. “In order to properly evaluate how we’re progressing, we’ll be having a pop quiz on Occlumency” The class moaned its disapproval. “And”since we don’t have time to get the whole class in one go, I selected four students”at random. So. Payne, you first.”

The other two boys whispered encouraging words of advice as Edgar stood to face Breckenridge. Andrea, brow furrowed, leaned over to Lottie and whispered, “This is weird.”

“I’d say. Payne is a pathetic example of our class,” Lottie responded. “What’d he choose him for?”

“Not that,” Andrea hissed. “I mean””

“Legilimens!”

Lottie smiled grimly as Edgar struggled under Breckenridge’s curse.

“I mean,” Andrea went on, “that there are only seven of us. We could fit everyone into one class, if he planned efficiently enough.”

“Oh. That’s weird.”

“Yeah…” Andrea trailed off into her thoughtfulness as Edgar Payne stumbled back to his seat. “Valiant effort, Payne,” Breckenridge said. “Woolbright”your turn.” Andrea looked up and gulped. “Yes, that’s right,” Breckenridge went on. “Hurry up now.” Andrea got to her feet warily. “Legilimens!”

Lottie rested her head in her hands as she watched Andrea struggle to defend herself. Andrea sank to her knees and fell against the gold, granite round. Breckenridge let it go on longer than was necessary, Lottie thought. It was pretty clear Andrea never had a gift for the art”it seemed it was almost for Breckenridge’s own amusement. “Well, we’ll work on it,” he said while Andrea got to her feet. “Hm. Hackett”your turn.”

Devin stood up. He was almost as tall as Breckenridge already. His black hair flopped casually in front of his face. He smiled at Sophie as he faced Breckenridge. “Legilimens.”

Devin did considerably better than Andrea. He didn’t fall to his knees, though he did swagger to the desk and held it for support. His eyes were blank with concentration. He was about to crack”Lottie could tell by his expression. Breckenridge had him cornered and he was about to fall into his own memories.

Like clockwork, everything fell into place. Devin shouted, “Merlin!” and slumped against the desk.

“Close,” Breckenridge hummed. “Very close to the appropriate level, in any case. Let’s hope the next one doesn’t prove my failed teaching any more. Hm.” He glanced between Julianne and Lottie in feigned conflict. Julianne shrank. “Ah”Rowe. Let’s give it a try, then.”

Lottie glanced at Andrea, who was still panting against the corner, and stood up. Her wand flittered nimbly through her fingers as she squared off with Breckenridge. She took a gulp of air forced her mind to go blank. “Legilimens!”

First, there was nothing. A chilly blankness filled the voice between them as they determined who had dominance. And then it hit her like a wall. Memories from days ago”years ago”filled her entire being. No… She couldn’t feel the memories slipping away as her defenses fought him off. She could see the classroom now”Breckenridge with his wand pointed between her eyes and the class gaping at the pair from the floor. She was still standing.

Voices echoed through her head. She tried to blink them away. Clynalmoy’s soft mumble, “All of the heads would like to thank you for your actions tonight.” Her mother’s warm voice, “Lottie, dear?” “RUN!” It was Gabaldon. “RUN!”

Breckenridge was smiling now. No”

It was like the sound completely evaporated from her surroundings. The memories were gone. Breckenridge frowned and tightened his grip on his wand. Other students whispered to each other”Lottie couldn’t hear any of it.

And then it stopped.

Her knees had locked, but she was still standing. “Rocky beginning,” said Breckenridge with a pat on her shoulder that made her legs quiver. “But impressive”very impressive. Well”” he turned to the rest of the class ““I guess that’s all for today. Have a good day, everyone. Rowe”stay behind, will you? Woolbright”you too.”

Lottie leaned against the wall and watched the class leave. Her chest swelled with pride. She had done the best”she was the best in her class, better than Andrea, even. She was going to France to investigate for the war; Palmyitor had let her off for stealing because of her skill.

“Don’t get too excited, Rowe,” Breckenridge said grimly. “You’ve got a lot to go. It seems you two are”ah”at very different levels. We’ll get you started on advanced classes tonight”intense rounds of Occlumency. We usually don’t start that until fourth year, but it might prove useful for you.” He flicked his wand and the door creaked open. “Have a good day,” he said, ending the meeting. “See you tonight.”

Lottie turned to Andrea, and together they headed to the Great Hall for lunch. “I just don’t understand why they’re all so mad,” Lottie said as they sat down, jerking her head in the direction of the other students. “Just because I’m better than them, doesn’t mean they should be mad.”

Andrea looked up from her sandwich.

“I mean”‘m not a better person. I’m just better Occlumency”and Legilmency too, I’d wager. Poor Edgar looked like he was about to cry.”

With a well timed mouthful of sandwich, Andrea shrugged and mumbled a muffled, “Mmphfffm.”

Lottie sighed and let her spoon sink into her soup bowl. “Whatever.”



That night, Lottie and Andrea waited anxiously outside of Breckenridge’s classroom. “Should be interesting, don’t you think?” Lottie said, rolling her wand between her thumb and her forefinger. “Intense rounds of Occlumency. Sounds like a good challenge.” She surveyed Andrea’s expression before adding, “Class is getting pretty boring.”

Monstrous footfalls thundered up the corridor as Breckenridge’s shaved head rounded the corner. “Sorry ‘bout that,” he puffed. “Was ‘aving a meeting with your head of house. She’s interested in the progress you”ah”you two are making.” He unlocked his classroom door. Torches leapt to life immediately, licking the dark, stone walls.

“Why are we having such intense lessons?” Andrea asked suddenly. “Are we planning on spying on Death Eaters? I thought we were just going to get in contact with””

“Well”ah”” Breckenridge cleared his throat. His eyes went blank”his face, dark and expressionless. “Our dear Professor Stainthorpe is not as gifted with the subtle art. It is just a precaution, you see. We want you fairly confident in case if something”hopefully not”should happen.”

Lottie nodded. “That’s a good idea,” she said.

“But”” Andrea frowned. “Wouldn’t it””

“You know, we better get started,” interrupted Breckenridge, his voice raising. “Woolbright, your main problem is that you get frustrated if anything doesn’t work. All one has to do is break your preliminary defense and your memories come spilling out.”

Andrea sighed heavily and leaned against the wall. “Does it matter that much?” she asked. “What can a Death Eater do with memories?”

Breckenridge narrowed his eyes. “I think you know the answer to that question,” he growled. “If you want to be caught by a Death Eater with no way to escape”feel free to leave now. If not”” he pulled his wand out “”get ready.”

Lottie watched shrewdly as Breckenridge easily broke Andrea’s defenses. He was right”she seemed to be doing okay at first, but once one thing went wrong, it was all over. Andrea’s knees buckled her eyes were wide open and glazed over behind her glasses. “No…” she whispered, face contorting with grief. Lottie wondered what she was reliving”what secrets she had to hide. At last, Breckenridge let it stop. “Even worse than before, Woolbright,” he said, his thick shoulders twitching in annoyance. “I know some prefer to wear their hearts on their sleeves, but in a war like this”it is quite foolish.”

“I’m trying,” Andrea mumbled from the ground. “I just don’t”don’t understand what to do.”

“Empty your mind!” bellowed Lottie and Breckenridge at the same time.

Andrea whipped around and glared at Lottie. “I know that,” she retorted. “But if I concentrate on emptying my mind, then I’m too busy thinking about that and how to do it”and then my mind isn’t very empty, is it?”

“Not like that,” Lottie laughed. “You can’t just think about a blank wall and hope the Death Eater goes away. It’s just something you have to let happen. You have to hide your feelings from the world. They can search as much as they want, but they won’t find anything.”

“Well said, Rowe,” Breckenridge beamed. “It’s not as much about becoming a mindless fool than it is about hiding your real thoughts behind a labyrinth of defense. You will learn that keeping this defense up can be taxing”and the former option is generally easier”especially while sleeping. That being said, there may be times when you must keep your mind protected for days”weeks”on end. Not for this trip, most likely, but in the not so distant future.” He raised his bushy eyebrows.

“With that in mind,” he continued, “I may ambush you at some points before you leave, when you least expect it. You must begin to keep at least a basic defense up at all times.” He pulled out his wand once more. “Now. Woolbright”again. Legilimens!”
Chapter Twenty-Six: The Legilimens’ Trick by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Whew. This has been a long, long chapter to edit. Let’s just say there is very little remaining from the first draft. Thank you to TheBird for whipping this one into shape!

This chapter is dedicated to my wonderful class of 2008. We did it, guys!
Chapter Twenty-Six: The Legilimens’ Trick

The halls of Alsemore became cold and drafty as November turned to December. The trees around the dark castle, already bare, were coated with snow and often dropped piles of ice and dead leaves on unsuspecting students. That winter was the coldest the students had ever experienced at Alsemore. It became a common fashion for students to wear all three changes of sweaters and pants at once to keep warm.

Professor Breckenridge had ambushed Lottie four times in the hallways; she managed to block him fairly well, though faint echoes haunted the corners of her mind. Three times, Lottie heard her mother’s voice, slow and comforting. Pangs of homesickness overtook her, but she managed to retain her mind-shield the entire time. Once she thought she could feel him nonverbally trying to break through her defenses during one of his lectures. Andrea, on the other hand, had only been ambushed once, and failed miserably.

“You think the teachers can’t figure out a warming charm or something?” Lottie asked through a shiver on the way to one of their private lessons with Stainthorpe.

Andrea shrugged. “A castle like this would probably take a lot of magic to keep heated, I’d think,” she said. Her breath clouded in the steely air in front of her.

“Well I think it’d be a good investment,” Lottie said huffily. She stopped in front of Stainthorpe’s office door and eyed it warily. In their last session, Stainthorpe facilitated a diagnostic friendly duel between the two third years. Lottie had done fairly well in a shower of flashy wand work, but despite her best efforts, she wound up being defeated by Andrea’s well-timed disarming spell.

“Well, come on then,” Andrea said impatiently, pushing Lottie through the door.

Stainthorpe smiled as Lottie was flung unceremoniously into the classroom. “Good evening,” she said.

Lottie rubbed her back, muttering, “Evening.”

“Tonight, we’ll be doing something I should have taught you much earlier,” Stainthorpe said, pulling out her wand. “We’ll be mastering the shield charm.” Lottie opened her mouth to respond, but Stainthorpe put a hand up. “I know you have learned this in your Dueling class, but several of your shields have been rather unstable.”

Lottie scowled.

“So, Woolbright, send a jinx “ a fairly harmless one, please “ at Rowe. Rowe, you try and defend yourself.”

Lottie nodded at Andrea with a smirk. “You ready?” she asked as she whipped out her wand.

Andrea responded by waving her wand and shouting, “Tarentallegra!”

“Protego!”

Andrea’s jinx shot through Lottie’s shield. The light shattered like glass and hung in the air, shimmering and evanescent; she had to stop it from hitting her face with her forearm. The force of Andrea’s spell knocked her backwards, off of her feet and caused her to land violently against the base of Stainthopre’s desk. The curse shot down her limbs. Immediately, her legs began to do a sort of tap dance.

“Finite,” Stainthorpe chuckled.

Cheeks burning, Lottie pushed herself up. “It’s not fair,” she muttered, dejectedly slipping her wand into her pocket. “I wasn’t ready.”

“Well you have your chance to prove yourself,” Stainthorpe said airily.

“You bet.” Lottie flicked her wand at Andrea and shouted, “Petrificus Total””

“Protego!”

Andrea jabbed her wand, eyes screwed up with concentration. The spell bounced off of the shield and hit the leg of Stainthorpe’s desk, making it quiver precariously.

They practiced the spell for the entire lesson before Stainthorpe finally let them leave. Bruised and sore, Lottie hobbled down the corridor, leaning on Andrea for support. “You really don’t think you can walk?” Andrea groaned. Being considerably taller than her, Lottie understood why Andrea was complaining, but wasn’t about to forgive her for hexing her eight times in a row.

“No, I don’t think I can,” she said with a mischievous grin.

“Oh!” Andrea pushed Lottie’s arm off her shoulder with a playful glare. “You lying, horrible””

“Aw… the two bestest fwiends are fighting?” mused a mocking voice from down the hall.

Lottie’s head snapped up. “No,” she hissed under her breath.

“What?” Andrea asked, looking up at her.

“It’s her.”

Lottie pulled her wand from her robes and stared across the hallway at Ally Overton.

Ally’s dark eyes were just as beady and unperceiving as ever. She had grown nearly a foot since their first year so that she was now nearly a head taller than Lottie”she completely towered over tiny Andrea. Her brown, side swept bangs threw her features into shadow.

“Oh dear.” A frown line appeared in Andrea’s brow.

“What do you want, Overton?” Lottie asked loudly.

“I heard you were in Remedial Charms again.” Her voice was hard and cold, her consonants sharp, bitter and unfeeling. “I must say, I was a bit surprised when I heard that Woolbright was taking the class with you. She’s not spectacular, but she’s at least not nearly as pathetic as””

“You’re just jealous,” Andrea cut in coolly, “because you lost Lottie as a friend.”

“Lost her? Like you ever thought I was friends with her in the first place?”

Lottie’s wand dropped a few inches. “What?”

“You honestly think I was friends with you?” Ally laughed cruelly. “You just looked so pathetic that I felt bad for you.”

Disappointment dropped into Lottie’s stomach like a paperweight. “I”I’m not pathetic,” she said softly.

“Of course you’re not,” Andrea said hurriedly. “Overton, get out of here, or else I’ll call Palmyitor.”

“Aw what will scary Palmyitor do to me? Give me detention?”

Andrea did not falter. “You need to leave. Right now.”

Lottie’s mind was racing. Pathetic? She wasn’t pathetic. She was the best Occlumens in her class. She was going to France because of her talents. If anybody was pathetic, it was Ally Overton, stupid Ally Overton who didn’t know the first thing about the war. Wasn’t it Lottie who was top of her class in Occlumency and Potions? Wasn’t it Lottie who could block a Legilimency attack nearly every time? Wasn’t it Lottie who was Palmyitor’s favorite?

“I’m not pathetic!” she shouted.

Ally looked up and smirked. “Oh, yes you are,” she sneered. “You’re the most pathetic””

“Listen to me!”

Lottie’s voice echoed through the hall and stunned everything into silence.

“I am not pathetic!” She rushed towards Ally and held her wand to her throat. “And don’t you ever, ever call me that again,” she growled.

Ally didn’t know anything. She was never going to play a significant part in the war”she couldn’t spy or fight or do anything helpful.

Ally blinked down at Lottie’s wand. “Merlin’s beard, talk about an overreaction. It’s not even worth it. You’re not even fun to make fun of anymore. It’s just embarrassing.” She turned on her heel and started walking down the hall with a call of, “Ta-ta!”

Lottie moved to follow her, but Andrea grabbed the back of her robes and held her back. “Lottie, no!” she shouted, digging her heels into the stone ground.

With all of her effort, Lottie continued forward, dragging a shouting Andrea behind her. “LOTTIE! STOP IT!” Andrea hit Lottie continually on the shoulder. “IT’S NOT WORTH IT, LOTTIE! YOU’RE NOT PATHETIC AND YOU KNOW””

Lottie halted suddenly, causing Andrea to fall backwards onto the stone.

Before them, Professor Breckenridge stood, chuckling with his wand gripped in his fist. Lottie panicked. She wasn’t ready for this. Carefully, she inched to the side, hoping he would aim at Andrea instead.

From down the corridor, she heard, “Legilimens!”

Immediately, Lottie’s last-minute block was shattered. She could feel Breckenridge digging through her mind, selecting memories. He was just looking for the one that would disturb her most, she could tell as she went through flashes of fighting older Muggles in the camps, sifting through mysterious Dark objects in Palmyitor’s office and shopping in Odin Alley.

She knew exactly where he was going and worked as hard as she could to stop him, doing anything and everything to focus on clearing her mind and losing all emotions. Ally’s face suddenly flashed in her mind. It was two years ago, and she was staring at her as Lottie sat down next to her on her first day of school and muttered nervous greetings.

“No,” Lottie growled, trying to push him from her mind.

He dug farther into her memory.

Ally laughed as Lottie emerged from Stainthorpe’s classroom, late one winter evening.

“It’s Christmas holiday, you know. You don’t have to go to classes.”

“Get out,” Lottie muttered aloud.

“Everybody knows that you’re behind in Charms.”

“Get out!”

Lottie’s hand twitched as she watched her past self’s hand do the same.

“Stop it!”

Ally in the memory staggered backward. Lottie in person did the same.

“Please, stop!”

Breckenridge did not listen to her. Breathless, Lottie stumbled backward and slammed against the stone wall.

Lottie groaned, feeling the back of her head. Blood trickled down her fingers, but she could barely comprehend the pain as more memories flew past her crumbling mental boundary.

A tortured and beaten Andrea reared in the back of her mind, so clear and tangible that Lottie could feel the cold breeze that had haunted her that night. Weathered ropes bound Andrea a tree and cut into her flesh”Lottie could still see the blood dribbling down her forearms and staining the mud beneath her.

It dissolved. This wasn't a memory that Breckenridge wanted.

Suddenly, her hands were stuck to the Ivory Table; she pulled, straining her muscles, but it would not release her. Panic rose from her center and sloshed around her stomach like boiling water. She could see it all again, the scarlet ox, the blue ants and”a snake, glowing an iridescent green.

No”Lottie felt Breckenridge shuffling, searching. The image was replaced with another, more recent memory.

Professor Gabaldon was lying face up against the London Camp’s tarnished pavement. Her eyes were shocked, wide open, dead. Her stiff hand was in a fist; her wand had been blown several feet away.

The memory melted. Blackness engulfed her as Breckenridge searched.

A thin strip of wood in her hand, eleven-year-old Lottie sat with an old piece of parchment, muttering, “Avada Kedavra…”

Immediately, Lottie knew how horribly wrong that was. It seemed adventurous and fun at the time, but now she felt disturbed, unclean. She tried to block the memory, but Breckenridge did not let up.

“Avada Kedavra.”

“Stop!”

“Avada Kedavra!”

“STOP!”

”Avada Kedavra!”

“GET OUT!”

“AVADA KEDAVRA!”

Unable to contain herself any longer, Lottie screamed. The flashes of memories stopped immediately and suddenly she was lying on the cold floor, covered in sweat.

“Lottie, stop it!” came Andrea’s terrified voice.

Lottie couldn’t hear her; she was still screaming.

Footsteps approached hurriedly; Lottie recognized Breckenridge’s clunking strides and the click of Palmyitor’s pinpoint heels.

Lottie hadn’t stopped screaming.

“Rowe!” It was Palmyitor now. “Rowe, calm down. You’ll wake the entire castle.”

“Come on now, Rowe,” said Breckenridge, grabbing her shoulder. “Come on, now. You’ve always done well before.” He shook her lightly. “This shouldn’t””

Pulling free from the large professor’s grasp, Lottie turned onto her side and vomited all over the floor.

“Professor!” Andrea’s worried voice barely rose above the babble of confused teachers emerging from their offices. “We need to get her to the hospital wing.”

“No, we won’t,” Palmyitor said sternly. “She just needs to get to bed. Come on, Rowe.”

Hatred rose in Lottie like a cobra striking its prey. “Please,” she snarled, “let me go to the hospital wing. I don’t feel good.”

“No, you will go to the common room and get””

“I need to get to the hospital wing!” Lottie pounded her fist against the ground. A jet of pain landed in her shoulder. “I need a Dreamless Sleep Potion or something!”

“There will be no easy way out for you, Rowe,” Palmyitor said and turned sharply to Professor Breckenridge, who was offering a hand to help Lottie up. “No, she doesn’t need any help. Get up, Rowe. You’re going to the common room.”

Lottie couldn’t believe what she was hearing.

She looked up. Nearly every professor in the school was crowded in the corridor, silently watching the scene.

Shakily, Lottie got to her feet and stared at all of the teachers before her. Somebody had already vanished the mess on the floor. Trying to avoid everybody’s gaze, Lottie picked up her bag and turned to Andrea. “D-do you want to go to-to the dormitory?” she whispered.

Andrea looked curiously from Lottie to Palmyitor. “Er”okay.” She started to shuffle away, constantly turning around to meet the gaze of all of the teachers.

The common room was crowded, so nobody took any notice of Andrea and Lottie’s late entrance. They snuck down to the dormitory easily; Lottie flopped face first onto her bed and shut her eyes. She could feel Andrea’s gaze burning into the back of her skull.

“Lottie?” Andrea said cautiously. Lottie didn’t respond. “Lottie”what did you see?”

Lottie did not pick her face up from her pillow. “Nothing,” she sighed.

“Don’t even try to lie to me. I may not be a good Legilimens, but I’m not stupid.”

Lottie looked up, eyes burning with the effort of holding back tears. “Just”just things from a long time ago,” she said furiously. “Why didn’t Palmyitor let me go to the hospital wing? I’m obviously””

“Lottie, it couldn’t have been that bad. Why did Overton upset you so much?”

“I don’t know! Okay? I just”I just don’t know.” She slammed a fist into her pillow. “Stupid Ally Overton with her stupid, idiotic name calling!” she roared, beating her pillow mercilessly with every syllable.

A stretch of silence followed. Growing tired of watching the pillow squish under her fist, Lottie dropped her hands and stared at the floor. “I”I’m not pathetic, am I?” she asked quietly. “I thought”I thought I was doing so much… I thought I was helping. I’m not”not””

“Lottie, don’t be stupid!” Andrea said exasperatedly. Lottie drew her knees to her chest and wrapped her arms around her legs. She kept her eyes tightly shut, preventing Andrea from noticing that they had begun to water.

“Of course you’re not pathetic,” Andrea said more softly. Lottie felt a hand on her shoulder. She did not open her eyes. “I mean you’re not top of our class. Not in grades at least. But you’re the best in Occlumency”and Potions! And you saved me from the Death Eaters in our first year, and you found all of those traitors and Dark objects last year, and we went to Grimmauld Place alone and got all of that stuff! What has Overton done? She’s sat on her bottom in a classroom and has nearly failed Potions and Transfiguration!”

A grin cracked Lottie’s stony face. She looked up, trembling laughter shaking her ribcage. “She’s failing Potions and Transfiguration?”

Andrea nodded in a mockingly serious way. “Oh yes. Straight Ds, I’ve heard. Somebody said they even saw her get a T on her last homework.”

They spent a good hour abusing Ally Overton and pointing out all their own accomplishments. By the time Sophie and Julianne entered the common room, they were both roaring with laughter.

“Are you okay, Lottie?” Sophie asked immediately.

“We heard you had a bit of a”a run in with Breckenridge,” Julianne added at Lottie’s puzzled expression.

“Oh,” she said, her heart sinking; she had completely forgotten about her failure at Occlumency and the scene she had caused. “Yeah, I’m fine. I”er”I just”yeah. I’m fine.”

Julianne and Sophie exchanged glances. “Well, alright,” Julianne said. “But if you wake up and you think you’re going to be sick, vomit to the right, so you don’t hit Andrea.” She smiled.

Andrea smiled too, though hers was far less genuine. “Er”thanks that Julianne; it was really”considerate.”

“No problem!”

Julianne and Sophie went on to busily change into their pajamas and get ready for bed.

Lottie sighed and laid back down on her own blankets, not bothering to change out of her uniform or take off her boots. “I don’t know what got into me tonight,” she confessed once she was sure Sophie and Julianne weren’t paying attention. “I can usually block him really well.” She turned on her side so she could face Andrea who had already changed into pajamas and was in bed.

“You were just upset. You let your emotions get away with you.” Andrea paused before adding, “Now don’t get offended or anything”I mean this in the best possible way, but…” Andrea twirled her wand between her fingers, as if waiting for Lottie to attack her once she spoke. “You tend to sort of blow your top when somebody insults you.”

Lottie sat up, but Andrea raised her hands defensively. “It’s not a bad thing!” she said quickly. “I mean, growing up how we did, of course you’d be a bit”erm”sensitive, but I think it just upsets you more than other things do.”

Lottie fell back into her pillow and sighed. “Maybe.”

“I just think you got so upset that you put your guard down and Breckenridge took advantage of that because he knows how you are.”

“I suppose.” Lottie turned over onto her other side so she was staring at the wall. Julianne and Sophie shut the curtains of their four poster beds and ruffled under their sheets for a few moments before growing silent.

“But at least one good thing will come of this,” Andrea said brightly.

“What?”

"Maybe everybody will be..." Andrea paused, her eyes glimmering with what looked like hope. "Nicer?"
Chapter Twenty-Seven: Legilimency by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks again to TheBird for editing this chapter! We actually had to do it face to face to finish. It's a long one!

This chapter is dedicated to my grandmother. 1918-2008. I love you, Nana.
Chapter Twenty-seven: Legilimency

Andrea was right about one thing. The next day, all of the teachers who had previously been rather ruthless with Lottie were treating her normally again. Naturally, they offered no explanation of their previous behavior.

“Well at least you aren’t being picked on, right?” Andrea said the next day in Potions, after Professor Dyer had given Lottie full marks for her Combustion Concoction.

“But it’s not like I can just erase my memory,” Lottie responded glumly as she packed up her cauldron.

Andrea rolled her eyes and pushed open the dungeon’s thick, bronze door with her shoulder. “That should be the least of your worries, right now. Your grades, on the other hand, should be a bit higher on your list of priorities.”

“It’s not my fault!” Lottie said indignantly. “The teachers””

“Yes, yes, I know, but it doesn’t matter how it happened.” Andrea hitched her bag farther onto her shoulder and glanced back at Lottie. “You still need to fix it.”

Professor Palmyitor’s attention was, apparently, the price to pay to be generally accepted. The old professor didn’t even acknowledge Lottie’s presence when they passed each other in the corridors. After several futile attempts to catch the professor’s attention, Lottie eventually gave up and found an alternate route around Palmyitor’s office to avoid awkward moments.

Christmas holidays came to an end and January brought frigid winds into the halls of Alsemore. The extra classes were going as tediously and slowly as humanly possible, while regular classes continued to pile homework on the third years; the workload was so overwhelming that Lottie and Andrea spent every night doing homework until the early hours of the morning.

The night before the students’ trip to Odin Alley in February, Lottie and Andrea were scheduled to have another lesson with Professor Stainthorpe. Lottie complained loudly on the way; for the past month and a half, they had been practicing the dullest spells from their Dueling class. Stainthorpe never seemed to be satisfied with Lottie’s performance.

“Come on, we have to go,” Andrea said impatiently as she dragged Lottie from the common room.

“When I agreed to do these lessons, I didn’t know we’d be doing stuff from first year,” Lottie said loudly as they passed Palmyitor’s office. “It’s just so””

She fell silent immediately. The door to the office cracked open and Palmyitor slithered out. Her footsteps fell silently as she glided in the other direction.

“Professor?”

Palmyitor slowly swiveled around. She looked like a disgruntled, old cat. Lottie couldn’t put her finger on why she craved her Head of House’s attention, but she had been finding her absence rather disturbing.

“Good luck with your lesson,” Palmyitor said curtly, before heading down the other stairway.

Lottie stared at her retreating back. “Why’s she acting like that?” she asked as they continued on their way.

Andrea rolled her eyes. “Who cares? Things are back to normal aren’t they?”

“Except that Palmyitor is ignoring me.”

“Well why do you care? She wasn’t exactly nice to you, was she? It’s more peaceful this way.”

“Peaceful” wasn’t exactly the word Lottie was thinking of”“boring” seemed more appopriate. It was almost like she had become one of the normal students again. Ever since arriving at Alsemore, she had always had a hunch that the heads of the school were keeping some secret about her magic from her. Now, the teachers treated her like everyone else.

“Lottie?”

They were standing in front of Stainthorpe’s office door. Andrea had her wand out. “Are you ready?” she asked. “I think we might be dueling today.”

Still distracted, Lottie slipped her wand from her pocket and rolled it between her fingers as Andrea pushed open the door.

“Expelliarmus!”

Lottie reacted immediately. The jet of red light was just passing through the doorway when she flicked her wand and shouted, “Protego!” The spell bounced off of her shield and hit Stainthorpe. Lottie caught the professor’s wand hastily and grinned.

“Very good, Rowe.” Stainthorpe retrieved her wand and tucked it into her pocket. “I knew we’d get here eventually.” Andrea had mastered this particular scenario two weeks earlier.

“We’re at the point,” Stainthorpe began, “where you need to be ready for an attack at any time. I’m sure you’re familiar with this process from Professor Breckenridge.”

Lottie grimaced; she had successfully blocked several more of Breckenridge’s ambushes, but the memory of her failed attempt still burned clear in her mind. Breckenridge claimed that a Dark wizard wouldn’t have stopped searching through her memory just because she asked nicely, but Lottie found the whole thing a bit cruel. Andrea, on the other hand, had not even managed to block him in the classroom when she was prepared. Her frustration grew exponentially with every failure.

“Today,” Stainthorpe said, dragging Lottie away from her own thoughts, “we are going to learn something even more advanced.” Lottie could feel Andrea perk up with excitement. Stainthorpe beamed. “I didn’t even learn this until my fourth year. I’m not sure if you two can both master the Stunner before we leave, so in the event that you don’t, the Impedimenta spell is nearly as effective.”

Lottie leaned against the wall with her arms crossed. “What does it do?” she asked.

Stainthorpe smiled wryly. “I’ll show you. If you’ll just run towards me, Rowe.”

Looking skeptical, Lottie trotted towards Stainthorpe, who shouted, “Impedimenta!” Lottie froze immediately. The effect was not as drastic as the full body bind, but it felt as though the air had turned to peanut butter.

Andrea laughed at Lottie struggling against the spell. Stainthorpe smiled as well. “It will lose effect soon,” she told Lottie. “This spell can stop your opponent, but it wears off”it is handy for”for quick getaways...” Stainthorpe trailed off, her attention suddenly preoccupied with the dusty floor. Lottie didn’t know how to perform Legilimency, but she could feel memories lingering behind the professor’s troubled, old eyes.

“So.” Stainthorpe turned back to Lottie and Andrea and smiled”as if nothing had ever happened. “The wrist movement is very similar to the Shield Charm, except it is less of a flick and more of a jabbing wave.”

Lottie imitated the wrist movement twice without her wand before Stainthorpe said, “So stand a little ways away from each other and practice.”

The lesson was a slight disaster. After her second try, Andrea succeeded in stopping Lottie completely. Lottie, though, had only made Andrea stumble back a few steps after seven tries.

With growing frustration, Lottie waved her wand at Andrea and shouted, “Impedimenta!”

The jet of light collided with Andrea. The energy, instead of freezing her, blew her backwards and off her feet. The force was so great that she slammed against the back wall, causing the shelf above her to collapse. Several heavy volumes tumbled”they were only inches from a dazed Andrea’s head before Stainthorpe froze them.

“Hm…” she said as she guided the books back to the newly repaired shelf. “Maybe a bit too powerful for your own good,” she said, laughing. “But effective, nonetheless. You just need to refine your technique.”

Andrea stood up, rubbing her back. “I’d say so.” She gave Lottie a playful nudge on the shoulder. “That was pretty great, Lottie, but next time can you save it for the Death Eaters?”

The rest of the lesson was quite enjoyable. With a boosted confidence, Lottie managed to stop Andrea two more times, and by the time they left, she was in quite a good mood.

They were halfway down the corridor when heavy footsteps pounded up behind them. Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie could see Colm Scrivener sidling up behind them, a smug grin spread across his face. “Andrea,” she said, her voice ringing with sarcastic concern, “is the ground shaking?”

Andrea had to clamp a hand over her mouth to hide her laughter.

“What do you want, Scrivener?” Lottie asked.

“I heard,” Colm said, raising his voice, “that you two are leaving the castle this summer.”

Lottie made to turn around, but Andrea put a hand on her arm and marched her forward, down the stairs. “It’s none of your business,” Andrea said without turning back to him.

“So it’s true then?” he panted, running to catch up with them. “You two always stray away from the castle.”

“Did you hear us, Scrivener?” Lottie growled, her voice growing in volume. She itched to turn around”she didn’t trust him enough to have her back to him.

The imposing door of Palmyitor’s office loomed above them. Colm went on, “It’s a shame. I was really looking forward to beating you, Woolbright, at Quidditch.”

Lottie stopped. “Ignore him,” Andrea growled through her teeth. “Just leave it alone.”

“And you, Rowe.”

Lottie wrapped her long fingers around her wand.

“You’re just jealous, because your stupid, ugly friend is a better flyer than you. You’re just””

BAM!

Colm’s face slid from smug to stunned as he slammed against the cold, stone wall. Robes still smoldering from Lottie’s Blasting Curse, he groaned and pushed himself up, wand extended. “You””

“Rowe.” A horrifyingly familiar grip clutched Lottie’s shoulder. Her arms seized with fear. She had forgotten whose office they were right in front of.

“Professor, I’m””

“Don’t you know ever know when to keep your head down?” Palmyitor’s voice was dangerously low. It quivered with each syllable. Lottie could feel the old professor’s many rings digging into the skin on her shoulder. “In.” She pointed a painted fingernail to her office door. “Woolbright, you too. Scrivener, get to your common room, now.”

Glumly, Lottie pocketed her wand and shuffled into the far-too-familiar office. She slumped down in the stiffed-back chair and stared at the back of ornately carved, silver picture frames. Andrea settled down next to her. “You just can’t have a civil conversation, can you?” she sighed.

“I’ve had enough of you two,” Palmyitor said; the door slammed behind her. “We give you special permission to have an educational experience”you cannot go bragging about it to the other students.” She folded her hands on her desk. Lottie avoided her dark eyes.

“Not only does it make the student body question our integrity, but if one of them were to tell a Death Eater of special permission””

“You think there are still traitors?” Lottie asked suddenly. Her heart pounded in her throat.

“No, there are no””

“Don’t you check before you bring people into the school?”

“Of course we check.”

“Then why does it matter if people know? Who cares if they’re jealous?”

“Rowe.” Palmyitor’s hand was flat against her desk. Blue-purple veins bulged at the base of her wrist. “I assure you that you are perfectly safe from Death Eaters if you keep your mouth shut.”

“Then what are we supposed to tell them? You just saw Scrivener”the fat lump. He wouldn’t shut up; he just kept asking and asking and asking and””

Palmyitor silenced her with a twitch of an eyebrow. “Tell them you are continuing your detention from last summer.” The corner of her lips trembled, on the verge of what looked like a smile. “Less than satisfactory work naturally leads to more punishment.”

Lottie gritted her teeth. “Of course.”

Andrea glanced between the two with the same exasperated look she adopted around Colm Scrivener. “So…” she began. “Great. Fantastic. Thank you, Professor. May we leave now?”

Palmyitor pulled her wand out and waved it lazily, allowing the door to click open. “Yes, I suppose you may. Oh, and Rowe?”

Lottie spun around in the doorframe. “Yeah?”

“No more fights.” Palmyitor grimaced. “Or you really won’t be allowed to take your trip.”




March brought warmth back to the halls of Alsemore and the students, Lottie included, were more than happy to shed their winter layers. Sometimes, on a particularly fine spring day, Lottie would not wear her sweaters at all, but instead enjoy the weather and dodge the teachers who were notorious for being the most uptight about the uniform. Along with the good weather, March also brought an exciting announcement from Professor Breckenridge.

“Today,” he said in one of Lottie and Andrea’s private tutoring sessions, “we will begin learning Legilimency. Now, don’t get all excited already.” He raised a hand at Lottie, who had been unable to contain the grin that spread across her face. “Although talents for Occlumency and Legilimency usually go hand in hand, the powers needed for Legilimency are very different.”

Breckenridge paced around Lottie and Andrea, as though inspecting them for their worthiness. “This material is not usually taught until fifth year,” he said. “I doubt you will need it on this journey, but Professor Palmyitor wants… ah… you prepared in any case. You do understand that we are putting a great trust in your hands. When given the power to delve into others’ minds, the first thing you must know is when it is appropriate.”

Lottie fidgeted uncomfortably. She didn’t care about rules; she just wanted to learn.

“Know that you are never to use this against an ally, except in an emergency situation.” He paused thoughtfully before adding, “Or here. Here you will learn and practice against each other. You two should be apt enough at blocking now, but for these few lessons, I ask that you keep your defenses to a minimum.”

Lottie glanced warily at Andrea; well she had nothing to worry about”if talents for Legilimency and Occlumency went hand in hand, Andrea wouldn’t be close to breaking into her mind for months. A sudden sinking feeling in Lottie’s stomach followed that thought and guilt swelled inside of her.

“Now, if by some odd chance,” Breckenridge continued, “you do need this skill, you will be well prepared.” Cheerfully, he nodded at Lottie and added, “You may even be good enough to do it nonverbally soon.”

“Professor?” Andrea waved her hand meekly through the air. “I thought we don’t learn wordless magic until the end of fifth year.”

“Legilimency is different.” Breckenridge crossed his arms and stood before the two of them. “Yes all non-verbal magic is extremely difficult, but it is more the intent in Legilimency, rather than the way to say the incantation. It is similar to Occlumency in that sense”the incantation is just a security blanket that I will allow you to use until the proper time.”

“But Professor,” Andrea protested, “you use the incantation in class.”

Breckenridge peered at her. “I am giving you students fair warning,” he responded coldly. “I could and will ambush and trick you eventually, but at your classmates’ current level… Well, no more talk of that, eh? Turn to face one another, wands out. Woolbright, you first.”

Andrea pulled her wand out apprehensively. She knew that Lottie, being a much better Occlumens, would be able to reflect her easily. Lottie wondered secretly if Andrea was hiding anything from her.

“When you say the incantation, you need to concentrate only on breaking into her mind,” Breckenridge instructed. “If you do not need it badly enough, it will not happen. Eye contact is essential, but once you get into the target’s mind, breaking eye contact will not immediately expel you.” He turned to Andrea. “Ready?”

She nodded nervously and raised her wand. “L-Legilimens!” she stuttered.

Lottie braced herself for the blow as much as she could, short of doing actual Occlumency, but it never came.

“Stop blocking me!” Andrea shouted, her face strained with concentration.

“I’m not. You must be doing it wrong.”

“Quite fine, quite expected,” Breckenridge hummed, giving Andrea a friendly pat on the back. Her glasses quivered on the tip of her nose. “Just a vague idea of the theory is not quite enough. Rowe? Would you like to give it a try?”

“Definitely.” Lottie pointed her wand at Andrea. “Ready? Legilimens!”

There were no sudden surges of emotion or flashbacks that weren’t hers, but a pressure between her eyebrows intensified as she tried harder and harder to push into Andrea’s mind.

“Nothing?” Breckenridge asked. The sound of his voice broke the unmoving tension like a knife snapping a rope.

Lottie rubbed her forehead. “No, but I have a headache now.”

“Interesting… Well that is nothing to worry about. You’re quite ahead as a matter of fact.” Lottie swelled with pride and turned to Andrea, who did not return her grin. “So,” Breckenridge went on, “for the rest of this class, we will work on the theory only. We can try again at the next meeting.”

But at the next meeting, Lottie was no closer to breaking into Andrea’s mind. Andrea, if it was possible, had regressed; her face reddened more and more with each failure.

“It’s not a big deal,” Lottie said one April afternoon, on the way to their next lesson. “He said himself that we won’t need to know it.”

“Yes, but we will eventually,” Andrea said, pouting.

“Yeah, in two years you need to know it. I think that’s sufficient time, don’t you?”

Andrea glared at her and said, “Well it’s not like you’d know what I’m talking about. You’ve nearly figured it out already.”

Lottie grinned sheepishly. It was true”she had been improving, but was it really something to get so upset about? Couldn’t she just be better at one thing? Sometimes, Lottie found Andrea’s academic obsession a bit annoying, but she was the only best friend she had and she was not about to lose her.

They reached Breckenridge’s door. “Look,” Lottie said, before reaching for the handle. “I know it’s tough to have trouble in something, but this really isn’t a big deal. If I figure it out and you don’t, I think that’ll be enough to get us through.” She smiled.

“Not a big deal for you, maybe,” Andrea growled moodily. She knocked on the door. A grunt from inside told them that they could enter.

“Good evening,” Breckenridge said from his position, leaning against his desk. “I believe you know the drill. Woolbright, you first.”

Andrea pulled out her wand and half-heartedly mumbled, “Legilimens.”

Lottie had to hide her smirk at Andrea’s pathetic attempt. She felt nothing bearing towards her, no sudden need to block her mind.

Breckenridge stared at Andrea. “Er… yes, well, we’ll work on that. Rowe, would you like to give it a try? I should see how much more we have to go.”

Lottie nodded. She was determined to succeed this time. After a month of embarrassing failure, she was ready to get it right. Over the month of training, she had improved greatly; now the pressure between her eyes was an invisible ball of energy that she could force closer and closer to Andrea. She knew that all she had to do was push the energy past Andrea’s natural defense and she would succeed. Andrea had noticed Lottie’s improvement as well and looked less than thrilled as Lottie drew her wand.

“Legilimens!”

There it was again, that little pea of energy. Eyes focused with concentration, she willed it forward. It passed in front of Breckenridge easily, who glanced at Lottie with a furrowed brow. Andrea seemed to notice as well, because she looked more nervous. The energy was inches from Andrea’s forehead. With all of the concentration she could muster, Lottie willed it forward.

The defense broke”suddenly Lottie swam in emotions and memories that weren’t hers. Elation”pure joy”happiness like she had never known before filled her. It was very different on the other side of a Legilimency attack. No scenes played out before her, only foreign emotions and occasional phrases ran through her mind. She was so happy that she must have been laughing out loud. “Alsemore…” echoed through her mind in a familiar voice. “Witch… war… rebellion. Join us.”

And then it stopped. Lottie’s wand came back into focus and she stared at a very shaky looking Andrea.

“Impressive,” said Breckenridge approvingly. “Very impressive. I assume you didn’t see anything?” Lottie shook her head. “Mmm… Impressive just the same. What did you feel?”

“Happy,” Lottie gasped. “Really…really happy. I heard a few things.” She turned to Andrea. “What was that?”

“When Clynalmoy told me I was a witch,” Andrea mumbled to the floor.

“Ah that is a popular one,” Breckenridge said knowingly. “Rowe, you think you understand the practical theory now?”

Lottie nodded. “I’ve understood it for a while,” she said. “But it’s taken me this long to get it right.”

“Well you get it. That’s what matters,” Breckenridge said. “Want another go?”

“Oh yes!” Lottie exclaimed, pulling out her wand. Andrea shrank a little in her spot, but Lottie took no notice. She raised her wand and stared at Andrea, who looked like she was going to say something, but couldn’t before Lottie shouted, “Legilimens!”

It was easier this time to break through Andrea’s mind. The pinpoint of energy glided through the air toward her and a very different emotion filled Lottie. Inexplicable grief made her eyes water with pain. Horrible things were going to happen to her if she didn’t fall to her knees and pound the floor with misery. “Can’t you do something?” It was Andrea’s voice. Lottie head pounded with sadness. “Sometimes”” Stainthorpe this time “”we have to choose between what is right and what is easy.”

It stopped. Lottie was on her knees, fists against the floor. Andrea huddled in the corner with her head pressed against her knees. “You”you two okay?” asked Breckenridge. Lottie nodded shakily; Andrea gave a nervous sort of squeak. “What did you feel?” he asked Lottie.

She took a deep breath. “Sad. Really”really sad.” She stared at her shoes. She wished Andrea’s soft sobs from the corner would stop. It had been nearly five months since her father’s death and even though she acted like it didn’t bother her, it could not have been plainer that it did. Lottie felt a sudden surge of affection for Andrea, who hid her feelings so carefully, as to not upset any of her classmates.

“I”I don’t think I want to try again tonight,” Lottie decided. So the rest of the lesson was passed with Andrea’s feeble attempts to perfect the art.




April crept in and the bit of winter chill that was left in the Alsemore castle vanished completely. Lottie got better at Legilimency with each lesson. She was soon able to not only feel the target’s emotion, but hear several lines from the scene and occasionally see a figure or two. Breckenridge urged her to try it nonverbally, told her it would be pointless if she went about shouting incantations, but Lottie never even tried, for fear of failure.

It was not until June, when Andrea had by then involuntarily revealed her entire life story, that Lottie finally attempted Legilimency wordlessly. “Now, it’s not the moving of the energy that you need to think about,” coached Breckenridge, “but the conjuring of it. Focus now.”

Lottie stared intently at Andrea who watched her dully from the other side of the room.

“Don’t try mouthing the words, that’s just as bad isn’t it?”

Lottie scrunched up her face. Finally”after what seemed like hours of Andrea tapping her foot impatiently”the ball of energy began to form again. It took a lot of self-control not to cry out in triumph. Andrea of course had no idea what was coming, so looked that much more surprised when they plunged into her memories.

This time it was guilt. She had just told on so many students in the school. What was going to happen to them? Where they going to”

“Good show, good show!” Breckenridge’s loud claps brought both of them out of the events of the previous year. “See? I told you that you’d be able to do it. Good job. Now, Woolbright, if only we could get you to understand at all!”

Breckenridge and Lottie laughed heartily, but Andrea, who looked somewhat less than amused, pulled her wand out and shouted, “Stop making fun of me! It’s not funny or cute. It’s not my fault that I’m not good at one thing. One thing! Who cares about Occlumency anyway?” She turned on her heel and stormed out.

An awkward silence followed.

“Er”I better go after her…” Lottie mumbled. “See you in class tomorrow!” She took off through the doors of Breckenridge’s dungeon office and up the single flight of stairs to the Palmyitor common room. She could hear Andrea’s thudding steps before her, but they never stopped until Lottie heard the door to the clock slam.

The common room was crowded, but Andrea was nowhere to be found. “Lottie!” called Julianne, waving from a deserted corner of the room. “Where’ve you been?”

“Somewhere”I mean”er”tutoring. Where’s Andrea?”

Julianne shrugged. “I saw her in here a minute ago, but she ran downstairs before I had a chance to say hello. She did look a bit upset though. Hey, where are you going?”

Lottie took off down the stairs, disturbing the loud conversation of some upper classmen. “Andrea?” she called, running down the corridor to the dormitory. “Andrea?”

She pushed open the door to find Andrea huddled on her bed, staring at her covers. “Andrea””

“What?” Andrea snapped.

Lottie cautiously sat down on her own bed. “Wh”what’s wrong?”

“Oh, you know what’s wrong.”

Lottie frowned. “No. I don’t.”

Glaring at her, Andrea began, “I’m sick of being the target.”

“Well, we take turns. We both have to be the””

“You would have to, if I were any good at Legilimency. But I’m not, so you don’t have to do anything. I don’t want you rummaging through my head anymore! You don’t understand what it’s like.”

“Andrea, you need to get used to it. You need to figure out how to block it anyway. You’re a Palmyitor.”

Furiously, Andrea looked up. Her glasses were fogged with tears. “Do you really think so? I’m no Palmyitor. I’m the only one in the class who’s still struggling so much in Occlumency. It’s not like I’m not good at other things. I’m nearly top of the class in all of the other subjects!” She stared at the door and added, “It’s not like I make fun of you for being horrible at Charms.”

Lottie stared at her, blocking her emotions, not letting them get in the way. “That was low,” she hissed. “Please, Andrea, I’m trying to help you, don’t you see?”

Andrea crossed her arms. “If you were trying to help me, you wouldn’t perform Legilimency on me three times a week.”

“Well how else am I supposed to learn it?” Lottie couldn’t believe they were getting into this argument. Why couldn’t Andrea see that she needed a target to practice on? She was the best in the class”couldn’t Andrea just make one little sacrifice?

“I don’t know, but talk to Breckenridge or something,” Andrea said bitterly. “I can’t stand you taking advantage of me one more time.”

Lottie nodded. Andrea was the only friend she had. Besides, she was good enough at Legilimency as it was. “Okay,” she sighed. “I will.”




Lottie never actually did talk to Breckenridge. She got about as far as the corridor outside of his office before getting nervous and turning back. By the next lesson, Andrea looked absolutely betrayed when they faced each other again, but Lottie smiled reassuringly.

Breckenride watched expectantly as Lottie screwed up her face, hissed under her breath and gave off, if she said so herself, a very convincing imitation of concentration. Nothing happened. Lottie mirrored Breckenridge’s shock as convincingly as possible with a flustered glance at her wand and a sigh.

“Sorry, Professor,” Lottie apologized as they left the classroom. She used Occlumency to prevent him from uncovering her lie.

Halfway to the common room, Andrea turned to her. “Thanks.”

“Anytime,” Lottie said, trying to sound cheerful. Truthfully, she was rather concerned about not practicing for an entire month, but she didn’t want to tell Andrea that.

A first year passed by, seeming very nervous about walking by two third years alone. Lottie’s eyes followed him and she smiled, before turning to Andrea. “Look, you head to the common room,” she said. “I’m going to run up to the Great Hall and grab some pudding.”

“Okay. I’ll be there.”

Lottie waited until Andrea had gone down the staircase before advancing on the first year. “Oi! You there! What are you doing out this late?”

The first year fumbled and dropped a package that squelched, suggesting left over cake inside. “I”I’m just going t-to the common room,” he said, puffing out his chest.

“What house are you in?”

“M-Maelioric.”

Perfect. He would never know. The boy watched her curiously as she concentrated on summoning the energy and breaking into his mind. It wasn’t very difficult at all. Even Andrea’s mind was more complicated.

The visions this time were more vivid than they had ever been before. She heard a Death Eater torture a small boy and felt horrible, pounding fear, immeasurable grief again, as the same scrawny boy cried by his mother’s sickbed, happiness as Palmyitor came to tell him that he was a wizard… Nothing out of the ordinary.

The visions stopped. Lottie found the boy laying on his back. “Wh”what did you do to me?” he panted, trying to pick himself up.

“Nothing,” Lottie said with fake concern. “You just fell over. You should go back to the common room and sleep.”

The boy nodded shakily. “Th”thanks.”

He stumbled away, leaving his cake behind. Smirking, Lottie picked it up and headed to her own common room.

“Where’ve you been?” asked Andrea once Lottie entered the dormitory.

“I got the last bit of cake,” Lottie said, throwing the package to her. With a smirk she added, “Practically had to wrestle it out of a first year’s hands.”
Chapter Twenty-Eight: Arrival in Paris by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thank you to TheBird for the quick beta job!

Okay, a reader reminded me to do those little chapter-before summaries. So--here we go. Last chapter, Colm Scrivener approached Lottie and Andrea about their summer activities; things got a bit heated and Colm ended up in this hospital wing. Lottie finally successfully performed Legilimency, but Andrea was not pleased with being the targets of so many attacks. To help her friend, Lottie did not break into her mind in lessons, but instead practiced on unsuspecting first years in her free time.

Thanks to my Biffle, Cheddabitz, Merlynne and TheBird for help with the French! This chapter is dedicated to the foot doctor who (apparently) saved me from losing a toe!
Chapter Twenty-Eight: Arrival in Paris

By the end of June, Andrea was much happier that her mind wasn’t being broken into daily. Lottie got a surprising amount of practice on unsuspecting first years”she noticed that all of the younger students began avoiding her in the corridors. Only Professor Breckenridge seemed concerned about their trip; Lottie hadn’t shown him a successful display of Legilimency in weeks.

Exams marked the official end of the year. The Occlumecy test was almost laughable. Lottie was sure she got an O. “How about trying some Legilimency, eh?” Breckenridge asked desperately. “For extra credit.”

Lottie tried not to laugh as she agreed. She didn’t even reach for her wand. Breckenridge wasn’t using strong Occlumency, Lottie could tell; if he were, she would not have been able to break into his mind.

Only a vague, shadowed face appeared in her mind. She could see nothing but a large, hooked nose and sheets of black hair. Rage coursed through her veins like water running down a faucet. Something about that face seemed unnervingly familiar…

“Oho, that is quite enough, quite enough,” chorused Breckenridge. “Good job, Rowe. I don’t know why I was worried about your abilities. We all go through blocks, don’t we?” He chuckled heartily and patted Lottie heavily on the shoulder. “Have a safe trip.”

Lottie nearly danced out of the exam room to meet up with Andrea, who, judging by her skewed glasses and bitter scowl, wasn’t feeling quite as giddy. “How’d exams go?” Lottie asked.

“Occlumency was a complete disaster.” Andrea scoffed as they rounded the corner on the way to the common room. They were scheduled to depart the next morning at four and were only allowed to bring as much as they could carry in the small pack that Stainthorpe had given them.

That night, Lottie fell asleep quickly. Death Eaters haunted her dreams; Breckenridge’s mysterious hook-nosed enemy lurked in the shadows.

She could only have been asleep for minutes”maybe seconds”when Andrea shook her awake. “Come on,” she whispered. “We’ve got to go!”

“Mmm… Just”just five more minutes.” Lottie rolled over.

“Lottie!” Andrea grabbed a chunk of Lottie’s hair and pulled to wake her up. “We need to be in Stainthorpe’s office in ten minutes! Hurry up”get dressed!” Lottie groaned and sat up. Andrea clamped a hand over Lottie’s mouth to silence her. “And don’t be too loud. We can’t wait Julianne and Sophie. Ew! Lottie!” she hissed, wiping Lottie’s drool off on the bedspread. “I know you’re tired, but that’s just gross.”

Chuckling to herself, Lottie leapt out of bed, threw on a robe and ran with Andrea down the dark halls of Alsemore to Professor Stainthorpe’s office. Stars still glimmered beneath the thick layer of clouds and haze outside.

Palmyitor, Maelioric, Clynalmoy and Stainthorpe were crowded in the office waiting for them. Lottie rubbed her eyes and stifled a yawn as she entered the stuffy room. Palmyitor had already dawned her tidy, ironed dress robes. Clynalmoy, Lottie could tell, had thrown on the same wrinkled clothes he had on the day before. Maelioric was still in his red and gold striped pajamas.

“Why do we have to leave so early?” Lottie asked as she slumped against the wall.

“Because Death Eaters monitor the use of registered and unregistered Portkeys,” Palmyitor snapped, her frown lines deepening. She was clearly not a morning person.

“What would be the point of watching Portkey use,” mumbled Lottie, “if all someone had to do was wake up early to go wherever they wanted?”

“Cool it,” Andrea whispered.

“Of course they’re still watching,” Palmyitor went on, “but this does make chances better for avoiding them. You will be undercover, in any case.” She held out two flasks. “This is called Polyjuice Potion. I wouldn’t call it scrumptious, but it will make you assume the form of another. You will use this for traveling. Once the situation is secure, you may stop taking it. Until then, Rowe, your name is Hannah Finnigan. Your grandfather was a classmate of Harry Potter, but his children were corrupted by the Death Eaters when they attended Hogwarts. You were in Slytherin house and have mediocre magical ability. Got that?”

Brow furrowed, Lottie nodded, trying to remember it all.

“Woolbright, you’re Elaine Baxster. You’re a half-blood, but you pretend to be a pureblood. You were sorted into Slytherin as well and excelled in Transfiguration.”

“Right.”

Stainthorpe held a silver inkpot in her outstretched palm. “Here is the Portkey,” she said. “It will leave in five minutes, so I suggest you two take your Potions.”

Lottie held the flask up to the light. The liquid was dark, almost black, and looked so thick that it seemed more like a solid. “Cheers,” she said. She drank the entire glass, Andrea beside her. Once the liquid touched her lips, she felt an overwhelming urge to vomit. The potion was so thick that it stuck to the back of her throat. She glanced at Andrea, who had her eyes shut so tight that it looked like her head might burst. Lottie’s stomach lurched as Andrea’s skin morphed, reddened and stretched.

Lottie fell to her knees and leaned her face against the cool stone. The bones in her fingers crunched”shortened; her fingernails grew until they were elegant and shiny. A layer of red paint stretched itself across the surface of them; Lottie’s eyes widened.

Lottie gasped and stared at the ceiling, eyes wide. She pushed herself to her feet and stared at her new body before turning to Andrea. Elaine Baxter was just about as tiny as her, but her hair was long and blond, unlike Andrea’s brown, shoulder length cut.

“Ready to go?” Stainthorpe held out the Portkey. “Goodbye Nasea, Ryan, Fornax. I’ll send word when we arrive.”

Lottie placed a finger on the Portkey. With a sudden jerk, she was gone. They traveled quickly. Lottie could feel Andrea bumping against her elbow. It was odd seeing someone else’s body, but knowing that it was Andrea.

The spinning finally stopped. Lottie slammed against the ground; her knees scraped against the stone.

“Welcome to Paris,” said Stainthorpe, grinning at her surroundings.

“Oi! You there!”

Lottie’s heart skipped a beat. A Death Eater, short, but still rather menacing, waddled toward them. “Where d’you think you’re going? Who are you anyway? What are you doin’ using Portkeys?”

Lottie reached a hand into her robe and wrapped her fingers around the handle of her wand.

Stainthorpe smiled at the Death Eater and explained, “I am Marianne Stainthorpe, personal assistant to the Baxter family. I am accompanying these two girls on holiday.” Lottie could see the tip of Stainthorpe’s wand emerge from her robe.

“And why did yeh use a Portkey?”

In a very quick bit of wand work, Stainthorpe confunded the Death Eater. He sat on the ground, gazing unconcernedly at the top of Lottie’s head. “Thank you,” he hummed. “Remember to get inside for curfew.”

“You are very welcome.” Stainthorpe flashed him a smile before spinning on her heel and beckoning for Lottie and Andrea to follow.

“Not so fast!” shouted an approaching voice. This time there were more. No less than ten Death Eaters ran towards them, wands out.

“Behind me,” breathed Stainthorpe. Lottie and Andrea both obeyed instantly. Lottie stared blankly at the approaching rush of dark wizards. “Use magic if you must,” Stainthorpe went on. “But only defensively. Got that?”

Lottie had dealt with Death Eaters before and knew that usually they weren’t too bright. If they didn’t try to kill her immediately, she thought she might stand an okay chance.

A flash of red”two of the Death Eaters’ wands clattered to the stones. Stainthorpe jabbed her wand furiously and, with another flash, three Death Eaters fell, stunned, to the ground. The few left charged toward them, shooting spells with incantations that Lottie did not recognize.

“Protego!” Stainthorpe’s shield blocked her, Lottie and Andrea and reflected the hexes back at the Death Eaters. The professor smirked with almost a bored confidence. The Death Eaters shouted profanities as their own curses rebounded upon them.

Lottie’s cheers were cut short by the approach of a faint scuffling sound. She spun around just in time. A Death Eater behind them raised his wand. “Protego!” Lottie shouted. Her shield glimmered confidently, orange and red, until”

Like shards of broken glass, the light of their shattered shield intermingled with the Death Eater’s dark purple hex and flew toward them. “DUCK!” Lottie screamed. She hurled her weight onto Andrea and pushed her down, out of the line of fire; the asphalt scraped her face and bruised her arms. Safe from the ground, Lottie could feel the jinx flying above her head, grazing her hair. She panted against the warm pavement; Andrea groaned next to her.

A scream. Stainthorpe hadn’t ducked in time. The hex didn’t kill her or even knock her down, but she stumbled forward a few paces and froze. Her face was strained and oddly still.

Lottie’s mind went blank. She could feel the Death Eaters’ footsteps, five pairs in front and one from behind. She pushed herself up from the pavement and shouted, “Expelliarmus!” The wand flew out of Death Eater behind them’s hands. He stared at her as she caught his wand. “Andrea? Andrea! Get the other ones!”

“What?” Andrea groaned from the ground. “Oh!” She held her wand out from the ground. “Impendimenta!” She pushed herself up and planted her feet against the stone. “Impedimenta! Stupefy!”

The oncoming Death Eaters froze. Stainthorpe gasped and fell to her knees. “Good job, girls,” she said. “Now we just need to get out of here. Come on”run!”

For her age, Stainthorpe was a shockingly fast runner. “Why,” Lottie panted, “were”they speaking”English?”

“Border control,” Stainthorpe said without looking back.

“But”but they””

“The Dark Lord has”English supporters in nearly every country”reporting back to him,” wheezed Stainthorpe.

Gasping, Lottie nodded. A stitch formed in her side as they careened around a corner.

They were going for too long. Lottie’s legs burned in protest. Mucus swelled in her lungs, causing her to cough into the inside of her elbow and wipe her mouth on the back of her hands. Her feet ached more and more with each step. It felt like they had been going for hours.

Stainthorpe held out a hand to stop the pair of sprinting students. “Here we are,” she said.

Lottie looked up, clasping a stitch in her side. She didn’t really understand what she was supposed to be looking at, but Stainthorpe seemed rather impressed. “Convincing… very clever,” she muttered to herself.

In front of them stood a huge pile of anything and everything”doors, footrests, bed frames, even dead bodies, arranged like a barricade. Above, a single French flag fluttered solemnly in the wind.

“Is that their headquarters?” Andrea asked.

Stainthorpe nodded.

“That’s not very clever at all,” Lottie said. “A barricade is the first place to look.”

“Without the history behind it, it wouldn’t seem so, no,” Stainthorpe said. “These started popping up everywhere once Death Eaters began to invade the country”a call to history, I always thought. The Death Eaters destroyed them, but left the wreckage as a reminder to the Muggles in case if they planned any more revolts. Anyway, in we go. Your potion is starting to wear off.”

Lottie looked down; her hair was growing longer and turning from brown to blond again. “Er”sorry to be rude,” she began, “but how do we get in?”

Stainthorpe smirked. “Here, follow me.” She pushed aside one of the carcasses and found a hole just big enough to crawl through. She beckoned Lottie and Andrea on and disappeared into the barricade.

Lottie stared at the hole where Stainthorpe had just been. “Well come on then,” said Andrea, shoving her glasses back on. It was dark inside. Lottie had to keep one hand in front of her to not crawl into the walls of the mazelike tunnel. The place felt like a giant anthill.

Finally, Andrea stopped crawling. They emerged in a huge opening, like a meeting hall, complete with balcony. Stainthorpe was already discussing something with an official looking man in fluent French.

“Fancy bit of magic,” Lottie said casually, the corners of her lips switching. “What the hell was Palmyitor thinking, sending us with a Portkey? There must have been ten Death Eaters there.”

“Imagine how bad it would have been if we’d gone at night,” Andrea replied.

Stainthorpe returned to them, grinning and clutching a silver coin. “Well we’ve won half the battle,” she said triumphantly.

“Who was that?” asked Andrea, gesturing in the direction of the French man.

“Head of the underground rebellion over here,” Stainthorpe explained. Spotting the surprised look on Lottie’s face, she added, “You didn’t think that Naesa, Ryan and Fornax were running the rebellion all around the world, did you?”

“No.” Truthfully, Lottie had imagined Palmyitor as queen of the world.

“Well,” continued Stainthorpe, “he was shocked to find that some of the Order of the Phoenix is still around. He’d heard of Alsemore, of course. He was more than happy to give us a hand.”

Lottie eyed the silver coin that Stainthorpe held. “So that’s it, then?”

“Oh, you’ll see.” Stainthorpe moved toward the exit of the barricade and shook her head as Lottie make an impulse toward her flask of Polyjuice. “No point in going undercover anymore. The Death Eaters over here will have identified those aliases. Come on.”

They crawled back through the tunnel outside of the barricade and emerged in the bright sunlight. Rows of ancient, crumbling buildings lined the streets, where occasionally, Lottie could see a telephone booth or a streetlamp that reminded her of what the city used to be. “Clever,” remarked Stainthorpe. “Brilliant use of magic. Nothing too complicated, but clever nonetheless.”

She led them down the old Muggle street. There were no Death Eaters about; it was very much like London outside of the camps. “Are there Muggle camps here?” Lottie asked.

“Oh yes,” Stainthorpe said with a nod. “It’s not quite as severe as it is in England, but most big cities have a camp. I expect there’s one around here somewhere.”

They walked along in silence for about twenty minutes, their backpacks thumping against their backs. “Try not to look,” Stainthorpe advised as the gates of the Muggle camp came into view. “You haven’t been there in years; it will be rather disturbing.”

Lottie couldn’t help herself. She slowly turned to face the camp. It was horrible”almost exactly the same as Lottie’s camp, but somehow made worse by Lottie’s detachment from it. Children lined the gates, their tiny, dirty faces pressed up against the bars hopefully.

“Bouge, chien,” shouted one of the Death Eaters, grabbing a little boy by the scruff of his neck. He leaned over until his face was an inch from the Muggle child’s and growled, “Qu’est-ce que tu regardes?”

The little boy shook his head. “Rien,” he stuttered.

The Death Eater scowled and threw the Muggle to the ground. “Petit merde,” he spat.

Stainthorpe didn’t wait for the Death Eater to notice them. She grabbed Lottie and Andrea and shoved them to the ground behind an old Muggle dumpster. The smell was so familiar, rotting flesh and sour milk; it reminded her of crouching under trash piles to avoid Death Eaters. She peaked inside of the dumpster; it held naked, Muggle bodies with decaying faces. From her hiding spot, Lottie could see the Death Eater search for the object of the children’s attention in vain.

High-pitched squeals filled the air”the sound of children crying. The Death Eater had given up looking for them and had turned his attention to the Muggles. Stainthorpe tapped Lottie on the shoulder to signal for her to follow. They went on their way. Lottie didn’t look back.

“We’re not far now,” Stainthorpe said as she picked up her pace. “Should be”aha!” She stopped; a grin stretched across her face.

“What?” Lottie asked. “What’s there?”

Stainthorpe stepped aside to reveal an old Muggle parking meter. It was quite unimpressive. She held up the coin, causing Andrea to, “Oooh,” understandingly, but Lottie still cocked her head. Stainthorpe dropped the coin into the meter and waited.

“Votre nom?” a female voice from the meter asked.

Lottie stumbled back a few steps. There had been a lot of parking meters in the camps; none of them had talked.

“Marianne Stainthorpe,” Stainthorpe said coolly. “Charlotte Rowe et Andrea Woolbright.”

A tense moment of waiting followed, but Professor Stainthorpe did not seem at all concerned; indeed, she looked rather excited. Something inside the parking meter clicked and it began to spin clockwise, slowly sinking into the ground.

“Hop on now,” Stainthorpe said, grabbing the top of the meter. Lottie glanced down and gasped. Beneath them was a steep, spiraling staircase that stretched on into immeasurable darkness. Lottie carefully descended the stairs. The steps were steep and short, making it very hard not to fall.

“Light your wands, I think,” Stainthorpe instructed as they carefully continued downward. “The light will disappear soon. Ah”there it goes now.” Above, the sound of stone grinding on stone echoed down the entire passageway, leaving them in complete darkness.

“Lumos,” Lottie whispered. Stainthorpe and Andrea did the same.

“Where are we going?” Andrea asked.

“It’s a series of underground passageways,” Stainthorpe explained. “They’re used for the rebellion. We had a similar one in England, but it was discovered about ten years ago.”

“So now what do we use?” Lottie asked.

“The sewage systems, if we must.” Stainthorpe wrinkled her nose. “No doubt you two understand the downside to that.”

Lottie winced. She and Andrea had used the sewers the summer previous to find Grimmauld Place. “There aren’t any dead bodies in this one, are there?” she asked.

“Oh, no. The French do much better than we do at disposing of their dead.” They reached the bottom of the stair. The floor beneath was stone, but it was so flooded with puddles that they might as well had been wading through a stream. “They take turns collecting the bodies and giving them a proper funeral.”

“That seems rather time consuming,” Andrea said.

“Exactly why we don’t do it. Hm, is this it?” Stainthorpe raised her wand to read a street sign next to another spiral staircase. “No, I don’t think so. The man at the barricade said it was about a mile.”

They continued on in silence until Andrea asked, “Do you do this a lot?”

Stainthorpe paused. “Go on little excursions, you mean? No, not very often. In my youth, I was always the first to volunteer. But after a while, age creeps up on you and the Death Eaters begin to recognize you.” She paused again. “Naesa still goes out fairly often.”

“To spy on the Death Eaters?” Lottie asked.

Stainthorpe looked at her out of the corner of her eye. “She does many things. Her skills help our side greatly.”

“What about Maelioric?” Andrea asked.

“He only goes to big battles.” Stainthorpe checked another sign, shook her head and continued on. “He’s a superb dueler, even at his age. Ryan, of course, rarely goes out; he still does do quite a bit of the strategic planning, though.”

“And Breckenridge?”

“Oh yes,” Stainthorpe said, nodding so that her shadow distorted in the wand light. “He’s out almost every evening. It took quite a lot of scheduling for him to fit your tutoring sessions into his day.”

Lottie blushed. “Sorry,” she mumbled.

“Oh, nothing to be sorry for,” Stainthorpe said with a wave of her hand. “It was quite worthwhile, I hear. Have you really mastered Legilimency?”

Lottie hid her grin in front of Andrea. “Nearly,” she said. “I could never break an Occlumens, but”” She stopped. She had almost said, ‘but I had no problem with the first years.’ “But… I could do it when Breckenridge let me.”

“Impressive. And you, Woolbright?”

“Er…”

“She’s coming along,” Lottie answered swiftly. “She almost blocked me completely the other day.”

Stainthorpe looked impressed.

Andrea smiled at Lottie and mouthed, “Thanks.”

“Oh, here we are.” Stainthorpe’s wand light reflected off of a rusting, metal plate that read, ‘Somptebree.’ “Up we go.”

Going up the stairs proved much more difficult than going down was. It felt like it went on for miles. Once or twice, Lottie tried skipping a step, but would only end up twice as tired as before. Finally, they reached the top. Lottie’s head bumped against the stone, causing her to swear loudly. Andrea looked at her disapprovingly, but Stainthorpe laughed sadly. She tapped on the stone above with her wand and it opened up.

The daylight was blinding. Lottie rubbed her eyes. “Nox,” she murmured.

“We’re going to have to be a bit more low key this time,” Stainthorpe said. “We’re not as protected as we were before.” She led them to another dumpster and hid behind it for a few minutes. “They won’t recognize you two, but they will recognize me. So go on without me if you need to. Got that? I’m sure Mr. Lontelles will hide you.”

Lottie nodded, but her throat was dry. She prayed that no Death Eaters would catch Stainthorpe. The idea of having to go on alone was terrifying.

“Alright. Ready? Go.”

They ran. Stainthorpe counted the houses as they went. They didn’t see any Death Eaters”the street was mostly deserted, but with so many houses, Lottie was worried somebody was watching. “Stop,” Stainthorpe breathed, holding out a hand. They were in front of number eighteen. The door was a faded red. Paint chipped off the wood, leaving light pink behind in the mahogany.

Stainthorpe turned to the pair and smiled. “Ready?” She climbed onto the stoop and knocked with the brass, lion head knocker. They stood in silence for a few minutes; a light above them was extinguished. Stainthorpe knocked again. Lottie’s heart fluttered. She thought she could hear footsteps drawing nearer. Dusty rubies around the side of the lion knocker glimmered as the door opened.

The man inside was not at all Lottie’s idea of the heroic Neville Longbottom. He was pudgy, with a round face and dark eyes that did not glimmer like Professor Maelioric’s. His hair was a dull brown, peppered with grey. He wore short, threadbare robes, khaki pants and an untucked shirt. His eyes were lined with dark circles.

“Est-ce que c’est la Maison de Monsieur Victor K. Lontelles?” Stainthorpe asked.

The man eyed her suspiciously. “Oui,” he said.

“Je suis Professor Marianne Stainthorpe. Je suis partie de la révolution anglaise”Alsemore Academy.”

“Qui sont-elles?” The man pointed at Lottie and Andrea with his wand. Lottie wrapped her fingers around her own.

“Des étudiantes. Lottie Rowe et Andrea Woolbright. Elles sont ici avec moi parce qu’elles ont découvert quelque chose d’important,” Stainthorpe said. Lontelles furrowed his brow and squinted. Stainthorpe went on, “Est-ce que vous connaîssez quelqu’un qui s’appelle Neville Longbottom?”

Lontelles stared at Stainthorpe, who smiled knowingly back at him. His eyes grew wide and he took a step out of the doorframe.

“Hermione?”
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Hermione's Tale by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to TheBird for the beta job! You’re the best—even if you are a Slytherin.

In the last chapter, Lottie, Andrea and Stainthorpe arrived in Paris, only to have to fight off several Death Eaters. They travel through France and finally arrive at Lontelles’s home, only to have Neville recognize Stainthorpe for who she really is.

This chapter is dedicated to my cat, Leo, who I call my Little Leopard.
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Hermione’s Tale

A great silence permeated the room. Lottie could feel it sinking into her bones, through the windows and down the floorboards. Her gaze never shifted from Lontelles’s face.

Finally, Stainthorpe spoke. “Neville.” A smile of unabashed happiness stretched across her thin lips. She moved first, breaking the static stillness that had captured the room. Arms wide, she embraced him.

Lottie and Andrea exchanged significant glances as the two adults laughed, hugging tightly. Stainthorpe explained, “Girls, this is Neville Longbottom. We went to school together.”

Andrea’s eyes grew wide under her thick glasses. “Hermione?” she repeated. “Hermione Granger?”

Lottie gasped. Hermione Granger had been friends with Harry Potter”Colm Scrivener had told her that when they had detention together in first year. But she had disappeared after the war”she was assumed dead. If Hermione Granger wasn’t dead, whoelse was hiding? “You’re alive?” Lottie asked.

Lontelles”Longbottom beamed. “Knew it was you,” he said cheerfully. “Right when I saw you. I recognized your eyes.”

“But I thought you had died,” Lottie went on. “Killed by the Death Eaters, Colm Scrivener told me. If you were alive, why didn’t you tell someone? Why didn’t you help the cause earlier?”

Stainthorpe shook her head. “Going undercover was the most I could do,” she said solemnly. “They had killed Harry and Ron. What was I supposed to do? I could help just as much this way.”

Andrea still looked doubtful. “How do we know, though? I don’t think the real Hermione Granger would abandon her friends like that.”

“I didn’t abandon them.” Stainthorpe’s”Hermione’s voice rose and quivered.

The hairs on the back of Lottie’s neck stood up. Stainthorpe had always looked just barely composed, but Lottie had never seen her break down. Now, her hair was flying in every direction; her eyes were red and watering. Now she seemed helpless.

“Once they died, they”they died.” Stainthorpe”Hermione’s voice shook. Tears glimmered in her eyelashes. “They have been dead for”for fi-fifty years. Nothing I can do will change that. This is how I can help, by teaching, by preparing the next generation to fight the battle I couldn’t win.”

Lottie was overwhelmed with curiosity. “But how did you meet him?” she asked. “Harry Potter, I mean.”

Hermione sighed and shut her eyes for a moment. “I met him and Ron when we were eleven. It was so long ago, but I still remember it perfectly.”

Lottie sat down on the cold floor. She could tell that this would be a long story. Andrea followed suit. Neville flicked a battered wand and conjured two squishy armchairs for Hermione and himself.

“I grew up a Muggle. I had no idea of the magical world or my own powers until I got my letter from Hogwarts, explaining everything. I found myself thrust into a world where I could completely reinvent myself. I didn’t have to be the ugly girl with a weird name anymore. So when I got my textbooks, I studied. I was determined to fit in, to know everything and more. I met Harry and Ron on the train ride to Hogwarts.” After a moment’s silence, she added, “I met Neville too, didn’t I? You had lost your toad.”

Neville smiled sheepishly.

“So we went to Hogwarts,” Hermione continued. “This was long before the Dark Lord had taken over, mind you. Harry, when he was a baby, had defeated Voldemort on a”” She stopped, seeing the horrified looks on Lottie and Andrea’s face. “I’m sorry,” she said quickly. “Harry used to make us use the name. He always repeated what Dumbledore said.”

Neville chimed in with her, and together, they recited, “Fear of a name increases fear of the thing itself.”

“Well he did have a point, didn’t he?” Neville said. “Folks today are more scared than ever.”

“And with good reason.” Hermione sighed.

Lottie shivered. The name haunted her, echoed in the back of her mind. A shiver crept up her spine. She spun around. Nothing was behind her except the peeling stretch of gray wall.

“Well, anyway, Harry had sort of defeated You-Know-Who as an infant, and was deemed The Boy Who Lived, only later to become The Chosen One.” She looked up at the ceiling. “So we met on the train, but we weren’t exactly friends then. All of us were sorted into Gryffindor, but it wasn’t until Halloween that we actually became friendly. From that day on, we were together until the end. Quite like you two, really.”

She smiled at them. Lottie stared at Andrea. She didn’t know why, but that thought made her very uncomfortable.

“We had so many adventures together,” continued Hermione. “In our first year, we rescued the Sorcerer’s Stone from Vol”sorry”You-Know-Whose clutches. In our second year”well I was paralyzed for half of it.” A smirk crossed her face. “But Harry destroyed the Heir of Slytherin’s monster and saved Ron’s younger sister from the Chamber of Secrets.”

Lottie glanced at Andrea, whose jaw hung open limply.

“In the third year, you rescued Sirius Black from the dementors,” Neville added. He had been keeping track of her adventures on his fingers.

“And Buckbeak,” Hermione said with a laugh. Lottie didn’t understand half of this, but Hermione and Neville seemed to be enjoying themselves. “In fourth year, Harry got entered in the Triwizrad Tournament. He witnessed V”You-Know-Whose rebirthing. By fifth year, nobody believed his claims that You-Know-Who was back. Poor Harry had to go through an entire year of being alienated.”

“I wonder if You-Know-Who would have been defeated earlier if anyone had believed him,” said Neville thoughtfully.

Hermione looked at the dusty floor. “We can only wonder,” she said. “We can’t go back that far with Time-Turners.” She shook her head as though to rid herself of the idea and went on. “We all went to a battle at the old Ministry of Magic. They’re just ruins now. Neville was there too, remember? You-Know-Who just escaped, but at least people believed Harry then”they had no choice.”

Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie could see the light from the window diminishing. Shadows slowly crept along the floor as silence overtook the group. Neville rose from his chair and shuffled to a dusty, off-white marble fireplace. With a flick of his wand, the log inside ignited. He watched the flames dance and lick the bottom of the chimney for an entire minute, before adding, “Harry also formed the D.A that year.”

“Oh yes.” Hermione grinned. “We formed a group”The D.A or Dumbledore’s Army. Harry taught us defensive skills. I think it’s how both of us survived the war,” she mused, gesturing between her and Neville. “Yes, the D.A really marked Harry’s beginning as the leader.”

“In our sixth year, a battle erupted in Hogwarts.” Neville tapped his wand against his knee as he remembered. “Death Eaters had broken into the school and“and that was the night Dumbledore was killed.”

“Killed by Severus Snape!” Lottie blurted, thrilled to finally know something.

Hermione nodded. “For our first five years of school, he was the Potions Master. In our sixth year, he taught Defense Against the Dark Arts.”

“He was your teacher?” Andrea asked.

“We met him,” Lottie said. “Last summer”we met him when we went to Grimmauld Place. Oh! And that’s why he recognized you!”

Andrea frowned. “But if he was a teacher, why would he do something like that?”

“Dumbledore had a great trust in Snape,” Hermione said sourly.

“But how do you know what side he’s on?”

“Well that was the question. We never actually found out. Palmyitor believes that he is one hundred percent on our side.” Hermione shrugged. “After our sixth year, Harry decided he wasn’t going back to Hogwarts. He had important things to do. So Ron and I followed him. We loved him, so we went with him.”

From the corner of her eye, Lottie could see Andrea’s mouth completely open in concentration.

Hermione’s eyes started to water at this point. She glanced at the window, which was now completely dark. Lottie could hardly make out the black horizon of other townhouses against the night sky. “We followed him out of school and on a journey that would taken us Merlin knows how far,” Hermione said. “It happened at Hogsmeade,” she said in a whisper. “We were taking a break to meet with some of our old professors to ask questions and”suddenly, Death Eaters surrounded us.”

Her voice broke. “There was little we could do. We called for backups, but we were still so outnumbered. When You-Know-Who appeared, he k-killed Harry.” She snapped her fingers. “Just like that. He fell so slowly”like our entire world eroding before our eyes. Once he was gone, we knew the war was over. But the Death Eaters didn’t leave without killing as many as they could.”

“Ginny died right after Harry,” Neville said solemnly. “Like she gave up the will to live, once he was gone.”

“Fenrir Greyback killed Ron,” Hermione said, dabbing the corner of her eyes with her sleeve. “And Hagrid.”

“But Grawp got him back,” Neville attempted.

Lottie raised her eyebrows and glanced at Andrea, whose mouth was now hanging so wide that Lottie thought she had broken it.

“And so many people we didn’t even know,” Hermione continued, ignoring Neville’s effort to change the subject. “One woman died with a child in her arms.”

Neville looked gloomily at the floor. “I saw Melinda Duff”you know, she was a Gryffindor a few years older than us”get hit. She looked so”sad”like she lost all the hope in the world.” Neville shook his head.

A silent moment passed between the four of them in a sort of vigil for the dead. Curiosity burned inside of Lottie, but she restrained herself as long as she could to respect Hermione and Neville’s feelings. After about a minute and a half, she asked, “So you two were both members of the Order of the Phoenix?”

Hermione smiled. “Oh yes,” she said with a nod. “We”I mean Harry, Ron and I joined right after Dumbledore died.”

“You knew Dumbledore?”

Hermione laughed. “Not quite as well as Harry did. You would think they were grandfather and grandson. But after Dumbledore died, Harry took charge of the Order.” Her faced darkened against the firelight. “It’s not that he wasn’t a good leader, he was just young. He hadn’t even finished school.”

“Dumbledore was the Secret Keeper as well,” Neville added. “But right before he died, he switched and gave Tonks the secret. It’s like he knew or something.”

“And then,” Hermione said, “when she was in danger, we switched to Lupin. We could have easily just let the secret die with her, but we needed to keep using Grimmauld Place as our headquarters. We had nowhere else to go. So after Lupin it was””

“Kingsley.”

“And I think Aberforth was the last,” Hermione said, “before you, Neville.”

“We still don’t now how Aberforth was put in danger,” said Neville. “Personally, I think he just got a bit bored of us and wanted to go back to the Hog’s Head. He mentioned something about his goats needing him. So I was the last. Once Harry died, everything got a bit quiet. There weren’t many of us left. Even after the battle, Order members were dropping like doxies”Death Eaters were hunting us down. There weren’t even enough of us to keep passing the secret around. We knew the only way to keep Grimmauld Place a safe haven for the members was to get me out of the picture. So they gave me an alias and shipped me out here. Did you know””

“That your name and address is an anagram for ‘Neville Longbottom is the Secret Keeper?’” Hermione finished. Neville looked stunned. “Andrea, here, figured it out.”

“A bit like you, is she?” Neville chuckled.

Hermione glanced at Andrea out of the corner of her eye and said, “I’m sure she’ll be rattling collector’s tins under people’s noses any day now.”

Andrea, who didn’t understand the joke at all, decided not to take it offensively, since it was clearly all meant in good fun.

“Yes, but the Order did like us to use anagrams,” Neville went on. “It was Harry’s idea”and a clever one at that because an Order member would have no problem remembering how to find me if they needed to. So, I came out here. The Delacours would check on me sometimes, but I was mostly on my own. I picked up French fairly quickly with some tutoring from Gabrielle and I lived my life as a Muggle. It’s been horrible, having to stay up here if anybody comes and decides to reform the Order. I tried a few times, but after Voldemort’s”sorry”victory, people were too scared to start a rebellion.”

“Well Fornax, Naesa and Ryan did start one. They had no idea you were still around,” Hermione said.

“My snuffbox idea didn’t work then.”

“Snuffbox?” Lottie asked.

“Oh yes.” Neville shifted in his chair. “I made about one hundred and fifty. They just looked like normal wizarding antiques, but if you performed the proper set of spells, it would open. The Order could use them to pass along the secret, if they tried to reform the group.”

Lottie looked up. “And”and what would be in it?”

“Hm… it was a parchment, written by me, that stated the location of the Order of the Phoenix and a small phoenix figurine. Clever invention that was”it grows hot whenever you’re near someone in the Order.”

“Or,” Andrea said with growing excitement, “if you put it on a map, it would grow hot around the area where an Order member is!”

“Hm, I never thought of that.” Neville rested his chin on his fist. “I suppose it would work, with the charms I put on it.”

“It does!” Andrea exclaimed. “That’s how we found you.”

“But why was it burning,” Lottie began, “that day after we visited Grimmauld Place in Palmyitor’s office?”

“Because I was there,” Hermione said. After a moment, she added, “Snape was there as well.”

Neville’s eyes grew wide. “You two visited Grimmauld Place?” he asked. “How did you find it?”

“Well, I’d found a snuffbox at the school,” Lottie explained, her chest swelling with pride. “I found it in a secret chamber, which I found using a key from the traitors’ dormitory.”

“No one’s been in Grimmauld Place for years,” Neville said, looking over his shoulder. “Did you find anything?”

“Not much.” Andrea shrugged.

“A few dead doxies,” Lottie listed, ticking them off on her fingers, “some bottles and a few other things. Palmyitor took it all, though.”

“They snuck out of the Muggle camps when they were supposed to be visiting their families,” Hermione said in a clear attempt to reassume her role as teacher. “They remind me of us when we were younger.”

“But why,” asked Andrea, struck by a curious idea, “did you keep switching Secret Keepers?”

“Because the Secret Keeper kept getting discovered,” Neville answered automatically

“But how?”

Neville frowned. “I”I’m not sure.”

“A spy!” Lottie suggested with a gasp. “Snape, probably!”

Hermione shook her head. “Honestly Rowe, sometimes I think you’re the female embodiment of Harry and Ron put together. Naesa trusts Snape.”

“So did Dumbledore,” Neville said coldly.

“But where did she meet Snape anyway?” Lottie went on. “Probably at a Death Eater meeting or something.”

“Rowe, I wouldn’t be so sure of things that you don’t fully understand. Naesa was only a few years older than us in school”he was her teacher.”

Lottie stared. “Palmyitor went to Hogwarts?”

“Oh yes,” Hermione said. “Do you remember her, Neville? She dated Marcus Flint for a month or two.”

For some reason, Lottie had never imagined a school age Palmyitor. It was as if she was born a strict, seventy-something woman with a secret affinity for pink nightgowns. “Did Maelioric and Clynalmoy go to Hogwarts too?” she asked.

“Yes, they were in the same year as Naesa. I didn’t notice Ryan much then”he was in Ravenclaw, but I remember Fornax barging into the common room, complaining loudly about Naesa.” Hermione laughed. “Made for each other, I would have said”they fought about as much as Ron and me. Naesa never seemed interested though.” Hermione shrugged. “And in his age, Fornax has gotten a lot quieter”seems to like the solitude.”

“I don’t think Palmyitor likes Maelioric much,” Andrea said thoughtfully. “Not in that way at least. I think they would argue too much together.”

“I think Palmyitor argues too much with everyone,” Lottie said wryly.

Hermione snorted with laughter. Andrea smiled nervously.

“But if Snape kept putting people in danger,” Lottie began, eyeing Neville, “we should do something about him before he finds out about you.”

Neville shrugged. “When I was younger, the mere idea of that would have terrified me. At this age, though, I wonder if he would even bother. The Order ended long ago.”

“Then you should restart it!” Lottie shouted. “How else are we going to defeat the Dark Lord?”

Neville smiled. “You’re too young,” he said. “You wouldn’t understand everything behind the movement. If I joined you”and claimed to have reformed the Order, it would be no different than how it is now.”

“That’s not true. The man in the barricade didn’t ask any questions when Stain”er”Her”erm…”

“Hermione’s fine for now,” Hermione said helpfully.

“Right. The man at the barricades didn’t ask any questions when Hermione told him about the Order, did he? It would unify the rebellion around the world with a name that everyone can recognize.” Lottie was proud of herself for her Andrea-like phrasing.

“She has a point,” Hermione said. “There could be representatives from each country that meet and give each other ideas.”

“And,” Andrea piped in, now willing to share her thoughts since the idea was approved by a teacher, “make sure they’re not stepping on each other’s toes with their parts of the rebellion.”

“Now you’re all against me?” Neville asked jokingly. “Why can’t you just let an old man live out the rest of his days in peace?”

“If you’re not going to do it,” said Hermione sternly, “then you better pass the secret along to me. This idea is too good to pass up.”

“Why would we come all the way out here if we weren’t going to do anything with the knowledge we gained?” asked Andrea, raising her eyebrows.

“What was your mission anyway?” Neville asked. “What would you have done if I turned out to be a mad old man locked up in a town house with a fascination for word games?”

“We would have reported it to the leaders and gone on with our lives,” Hermione said, patting him good-naturedly on the back. “Maybe brought you some crossword puzzles. But since you’re not insane”” Lottie raised her eyebrows suspiciously at Neville as Hermione went on, “our mission is to get you back to Alsemore safely and see what you can do to help the cause.”

Lottie looked up at him, making her eyes as round as possible. “We need somebody to be a leader and stand up for the Order.”

“Don’t think I don’t know what you’re trying to do,” Neville chuckled, staring down at Lottie. “But you do raise a good point. I’ll come, but I don’t want to be a surprise when I get there.”

“Excellent!” Hermione pulled out her wand, flicked it and muttered an incantation. A silver otter burst from her wand tip, swam around her once and frolicked out the window. “Just sent word to Palmyitor,” she explained to Lottie and Andrea.

Lottie stretched and yawned casually. “So what do we do now?” she asked. “Mission accomplished on day one. We’ve still got all of July here, don’t we?”

“We do,” Hermione said, examining her fingernails. “But something tells me we’ll find something to keep us busy. Oh, here’s Naesa now.”

A silver glow emanated from the window and shone clear against the black sky. Warmth spread across the little house and tingled in Lottie’s fingertips as a four-legged creature glided through the glass. It was a cat”a big cat like those Lottie had seen pictures of in books.

“Good idea,” it said. It spoke in Palmyitor’s voice. “Reforming the Order will bring the revolution together.” The leopard seemed to grow less and less solid by the minute. Lottie could see the living room clearly through its body. It shimmered and flickered, casting an eerie white glow across their faces.

“What’s happening?” Lottie asked.

“It might be the distance,” Hermione said. “Or maybe Naesa isn’t feeling particularly cheerful right now.”

“I’m shocked,” Lottie said.

The leopard’s mouth was moving. “Sshh!” Hermione hissed. “It’s still talking.”

Lottie leaned in, holding her breath.

“Go to Beauxbatons,” it said, just barely audible. “Start uniting the cause. Get those two a dueling tutor. They could use it.”

The leopard stretched its back and paced once around the room. Lottie felt a rush of warmth as the tip of its tail brushed against her ankles. It stopped in front of the fireplace. Through the cat’s misty body, Lottie could see the flames dancing and licking the bottom of its paws. It opened its mouth. Lottie strained her ears and heard, faintly above the cackling of the fire, “Careful, Rowe.” The image flickered and faded, leaving only a wisp of silver behind.
Chapter Thirty: Beauxbatons by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to TheBird for being super quick! In the last chapter, Hermione told her story and Palmyitor told them to go to Beauxbatons and get Lottie and Andrea a dueling teacher.

This chapter is dedicated to my cat, Sam.
Chapter Thirty: Beauxbatons

They spent the rest of the night in Neville’s townhouse; Hermione advised they try to lay low for the day, since the Death Eaters would surely be on the look out for them. “Getting to Beauxbatons will be harder enough,” she told them. “It’s heavily guarded, but I’m sure they’ll recognize Neville and me.”

“Why’s it guarded?” asked Lottie.

“It’s a school,” Neville answered from the stove; steam rose from vegetables cooking in a frying pan. “Well, it used to be. Now it’s sort of like an army training base.”

“Sort of like Alsemore, then,” Andrea said.

“A bit,” said Hermione, still perched in her armchair. “Which is why we’re heading over there. Bill and Fleur run the school, don’t they?” she asked. Neville nodded. “Oh, it will be no problem getting in, then. We’ll just have to get past the Death Eaters.”

“Death Eaters!” Lottie shouted, dropping her wand. “There are Death Eaters around there?”

“There are Death Eaters everywhere, Lottie,” Andrea muttered, her nose stuck in an old Charms book she had found on Neville’s bookshelf. “Honestly…”

Hermione and Neville exchanged amused glances.

“But if they’re in front of the school, why don’t they just go in?” Lottie asked as she slipped her wand back into her pocket.

“It’s hidden,” Neville explained, spooning cauliflower and zucchini onto four plates. “That’s why it’s going to be so much trouble or us to get there. And it’s dangerous to send a Patronus messenger, because the Death Eaters would definitely see it. Nobody uses owls anymore and Floo Powder is out of the question. Apparating won’t work, of course. Our best bet is to head over there and hope Bill and Fleur see us before the Death Eaters do.”

Lottie’s jaw hung open. “That sounds awesome!” She brandished her wand in front of her like a sword. “I don’t understand why the adults get to do all of the cool things,” she went on. “I’d love to go on adventures like that and help the cause. I can’t wait to tell everyone at school what we did this summer.”

“You better not,” Andrea said before Hermione opened her mouth. “You know what Palmyitor said about telling anyone. And if you get me in trouble on more time, I swear.” She returned to the yellowing pages of her book.

“I’d love to see what Scrivener”” Lottie stuck her tongue out and squinted her eyes in disgust “”would say when””

“”if””

“”if he found out.”

Andrea laughed dryly. “He’d probably say the only reason he didn’t get to go is because he’s too valuable.”

“A modern day Draco Malfoy?” Neville asked Hermione.

“Not quite as bad,” she said as she picked at her food. “These two just have struck up some kind of rivalry with him.”

“Because he’s stupid and fat and won’t leave us alone,” Lottie said through a mouthful of her dinner. Andrea didn’t say anything, but Lottie could see the corners of her mouth twitching. “And Ally Overton too,” she continued. “I don’t know why she’s even in the school. They should just have left her in the camps to rot.” Hermione raised her eyebrows. Hurriedly, Lottie added, “And it wouldn’t have even been that bad. The half-blood camps can’t be nearly as awful as the Muggle camps.”

“They’re less crowded, anyway,” Hermione said.

They spent the rest of the evening sitting over their empty dinner plates listening to Hermione and Neville’s tales of childhood and school days. Lottie found them fascinating and jumped with excitement when one of them would mention Harry Potter. She had heard all of the stories, of course, but there was something about the friendship he had with Hermione and Neville that satisfied her thirst for information.

That night, Lottie and Andrea fell asleep on cots that Neville had conjured in the living room.



Lottie woke to Andrea shaking her awake and the smell of scrambled eggs. Judging by the light pouring in from the window, it was not early in the morning, but for Lottie it might as well have been. Her body ached with tiredness as she pushed herself out of bed and trudged over to the long, mahogany table. Eggs and potatoes were piled onto Neville’s faded china. She took a seat on a rickety, three-legged stool. “Wh”wh”what time is it?” she yawned.

“Nearly eleven,” Hermione responded from the sink. “We let you two have a bit of a lie-in because the Death Eaters would be expecting us to leave early again.”

“How are we getting to the school?” Andrea asked.

“It’s a bit south of here,” Neville said. “And since we can’t Apparate or go by Portkey or Floo, we’ll be flying.”

Lottie attempted to spoon a bite of potato into her mouth, but ended up hitting the side of her face instead. She had only ever used a broom during the occasional Flying lesson and was not very good at all. She wasn’t the only one who looked nervous; both Hermione and Neville seemed to be mentally motivating themselves for the journey ahead. Only Andrea looked confident.

“Er”and how far will we be going?”

“It shouldn’t be too far,” Neville said. “Maybe an hour in the air before we land in a safe zone and go the rest of the way on foot.”

Lottie gulped. “And you think it’s likely we’ll run into Death Eaters? In the air?”

“Well,” Hermione began, “there probably are air patrols. But when we find out where they are, we’ll do what we can to avoid them.”

“Where are we getting brooms?” Andrea asked.

“I’ve got my own,” Neville said, “and others I recovered from Grimmauld Place.” He pointed toward a pile of brooms in the corner. They each took one and, after Neville searched through the several peepholes around his house and the other three strapped their bags to their backs, shuffled outside.

Lottie inspected the broom she picked up. It was caked in dust and the paint was chipping, but on the handle, she could vaguely read, “Firebolt.”

Andrea pushed her glasses farther up her nose and looked at her own broom. The handle read, “Cleansweep Eleven” in curly calligraphy.

“We’re going to take off,” Hermione said, “and head west first before changing directions.” She laughed at Lottie’s puzzled expression and said, “Don’t worry”just follow me.”

Lottie’s stomach gurgled as she kicked off the ground and followed Andrea in front of her. They started off slowly. Lottie wasn’t a great flyer, but she could tell that this broom was superb. It seemed to know her fearful spasms from her actual attempts at steering and catered to her needs.

Neville turned back and laughed. “Not quite like Harry on a broom,” he observed. “I guess that ruins my theory. You two were starting to seem so alike that I thought you were related.”

Lottie chuckled through a shiver and flew on toward Andrea. “A b-bit nippy up here, eh?” she asked. Andrea smiled but didn’t reply.

The sky ahead was clear; being at this altitude with the wind blowing in her face made Lottie grip her broom tightly to stop shaking. She suddenly regretted her lack of layers.

“We’re going to have to be careful,” Hermione shouted back at them. “It’s clearer than I expected, so try to keep as”” She stopped. Something black had just flown by in a blur. “Get your wands out,” she hissed back at them.

Lottie’s hands were so numb that she fumbled with the sycamore handle of her wand and nearly dropped it. “What was that?” she asked Andrea.

“What do you think? Sshh!”

There it was again, that blur of black moving so quickly that Lottie could hardly see it. A jet of black sparks shot from the Death Eater toward the four. Lottie froze on her broom, but Andrea pushed her out of the way just in time. The sparks brushed the bottom of her hair.

“Thanks,” she said breathlessly.

Hermione and Neville were both flying with one hand steering and the other shooting jets of red light at the Death Eaters. Occasionally, Lottie would let go of the Firebolt and shoot a few herself, but most of the time, she huddled behind the adults and dodged curses. The Firebolt was perfect; it avoided spells sometimes without her even steering.

The Death Eaters shouted rapid French at one another, disappeared and reappeared close by. Their brooms were so good that Lottie could hardly even see them. There were only three left”Hermione and Neville had Stunned the others.

One approached Neville, wand drawn, the other Andrea. The third was suddenly nowhere to be seen. Lottie guessed he had gone for help. Neville Stunned one easily; it fell from the sky, limp as a ragdoll. Jets of light colored the sky. Andrea was a good enough flyer that she could dodge the curses shot toward her until Hermione finally caught the second Death Eater with her jinx.

Lottie felt a sudden tug on her broom. She swore loudly as she was pulled away from the other three. Spinning around, she saw the last Death Eater pulling the Firebolt toward him. She pointed her wand, but her mind was completely blank. The other three hadn’t noticed her yet. “Oi! A little help here!” Lottie could hear the Death Eater laughing as he pulled out his wand. Struck by a sudden idea, Lottie waited and let herself be dragged back far enough until”

WHAM!

She kicked the Death Eater in the face and sped off to rejoin the others. “Great job,” Hermione said. “Very creative.”

“We better land down here,” Neville said shakily. “They’ll be sending more soon and searching the skies for us”we’ll want to be on the ground.”

They landed in a forest clearing. Hermione gathered all of the brooms, shrank them and stuck them in her bag.

“Okay, we’re a bit farther away than I would have liked,” Neville said, staring at his wand lying flat on his palm. “We’ll have to go south”” he pointed in front of him “”to be able to see the castle. Come on and keep your wands out.”

Lottie followed along warily, spinning around every time a twig snapped or a tree rustled. “It’s fine,” Andrea said reasonably. “We would be able to tell if it were a Death Eater.”

They walked for an hour. Lottie’s limbs pounded with soreness as they passed tree after tree. Finally, Hermione held her arm up and whispered, “There’s a group of Death Eaters up ahead. Hear them?” Lottie strained her ears and heard distant laughter. “They’re resting,” Hermione went on. “If we go around them quietly enough, we should be okay.”

Hermione led the way, walking lightly on her feet and avoiding anything that would make a noise if she stepped on it. The other three followed”occasionally, Lottie would have to grab onto a tree or a rock (or Andrea) to keep from falling.

A horrible smell filled her nostrils. Lottie nearly gagged as they got closer. And then she saw them”five Death Eaters huddled around a fire. Lottie found the source of the smell immediately; a human leg stuck out of the flames. She could see the flesh melting away and a piece of chalk white bone amidst the blood.

The Death Eaters were singing a rousing chorus of some French fighting song and didn’t seem to notice as the four crept by. “We’re almost there,” Hermione whispered. “I can see the castle from here.”

Relieved, Lottie did a little skip, but regretted it immediately when her foot caught on a rock and she fell, face pressing against the dirt. She stared up at Andrea, horrified.

“Qu’est-ce qu’il y a?” shouted one of the Death Eaters, rising.

“Run!” hissed Hermione. Without another word, the four took off sprinting toward the forest. The Death Eaters were far enough behind that their spells wouldn’t hit them, but they were quickly gaining.

Lottie’s legs were going to fall off if she ran any farther. Even though she was cramped from flying, she moved as quickly as she could. The forest was thinning; a line of saplings creaked, thinning steadily until the sun broke through their dense leaves. A huge pile of wreckage and mossy boulders sat before them.

“This”is”the”school?” Lottie panted.

“It’s not”quite”as bad”as you think,” Neville said over his shoulder.

They reached the front of the ruins. Neville knocked loudly on what seemed to be a large boulder. “Bill!” he shouted. Lottie looked behind her”the Death Eaters were now within shooting distance. “Bill, it’s me! Nev”er”Victor!”

One of the Death Eaters raised his wand and sent purple sparks shooting toward them. “Move!” Lottie shouted, knocking Andrea away from the blast. They got out of the way just fast enough that the curse only hit the corner of Andrea’s glasses, which shattered. Shards of the lens scraped Andrea’s face. Andrea and Lottie slammed against a rock, their heads down to avoid any more curses.

Hermione spun around just in time to see a second curse flying at her”it collided with her and she crumpled to the floor.

“Bill!” Neville shouted louder, pounding against the rock and staring hopelessly at Hermione’s crumpled body. Lottie could see Hermione’s chest rising and falling, labored though it was. “Expelliarmus!” Neville shouted at the Death Eaters. “Stupefy! Imedimenta! BILL!”

The rock opened. Lottie looked up to watch it morph into a huge oak door to reveal an old man with long, graying red hair and a fang for an earring. His face was wrong”unnatural. Scars across it distorted his skin and made one eye seem to be drooping down his face. “Victor?” he asked through a hoarse voice. “Who are”Hermione?”

He stood there in the doorway, mismatched eyes widened.

“No time to explain,” Neville panted. “Can you just bloody let us in?”

Bill whipped out his wand and pointed it at Hermione. Her limp body lifted into the air and was steered through the great oak doors. Lottie helped Andrea stand up and gave her a shoulder to lean on.

Beauxbatons revealed itself before them. A tall rock stretched and curved into a winding staircase that reached farther than Lottie could see; ridges in the stone extended and became steps. A pair of boulders flattened as though by giant, invisible hands, and became a dusty floor. Moss grew so rapidly upward and formed into a ceiling, and ivy weaved itself into walls. The entrance hall was big and musty, but still elegant.

“What happened?” Bill asked, on their way through the entrance hall.

“Chased by Death Eaters,” Neville said. “And it’s okay if you call me Neville here.”

“Who are these two?” He motioned toward Andrea and Lottie.

Thump. “Ow!”

Lottie glanced at Andrea, whose eyes were squinted and whose arms were extended in front of her like some delirious zombie. Without her glasses, her greatest danger was not Death Eaters, but walking into a wall. Stifling laughter, Lottie steered her around obstacles by her elbow.

“Students at Alsemore,” Neville said. “Where are we going, the hospital wing?”

“Yeah, just upstairs.” Bill took his wand in both hands and carefully ascended the stairs with Hermione gliding in front of him.

“You know about Alsemore, don’t you?” Neville asked. “The school of the rebellion back at home.”

“Right, right. Here we are.”

The Beauxbatons hospital wing was much nicer than the one at Alsemore. Queen beds with light blue privacy screens around them lined the walls. Bill placed Hermione gently on one of the mattresses and sat down on a visitor’s stool.

“Ah! Victor!” squealed a girly voice from the corner. A stunningly beautiful woman glided into the room, her blond hair billowing behind her. Her hair wasn’t like Lottie’s shade of blond”not patchy and stringy; it was perfectly highlighted and always hit the light in the right ways. She was old, but age suited her. The lines on her face were not blemishes, but marks that perfected her even more. “Neville! Quel suprise! Pourquoi es-tu ici?”

“Here on a mission,” Neville answered in English.

Bill looked up and smiled, his distorted face stretching in odd directions. “Fleur,” he said, pointing to the bed where Hermione lay. “Look who it is.”

Fleur gasped. “’Ermione?” she whispered. “But I zought she was”was”what ‘appened to ‘er?”

“It was a Death Eater,” Neville explained. “can you do anything for her?”

“Of course!” Fleur snapped. She stared at Lottie and Andrea. “Zem as well?”

“Ah, yes. Shouldn’t be too difficult, I hope?”

“Not at all. Un moment.”

Lottie glanced at Andrea, whose hands were bleeding from holding onto the shards of her glasses too tightly. Lottie winced as pain twinged along the scrapes across her face.

“How did Hermione get here?” Bill asked. “I thought”she”I thought she had”with Ron.”

“So had I,” admitted Neville. “She’s been under cover at Alsemore, as a teacher there.”

“Well why wouldn’t she tell us?” Bill flipped his long hair out of his face. “We’ve all been grieving here for fifty-three years and she’s relaxing in a cozy teaching job?”

Fleur returned with a tray of potions. She poured one into Hermione’s mouth, waited ten seconds and emptied a second bottle. She turned to Lottie and raised her wand; Lottie winced. “Oh don’t be so silly,” Fleur cooed. She flicked her wand and Lottie could feel her cuts healing in double time. Fleur did the same to Andrea’s hands. “Tsk, tsk,” she hummed, holding the shards of Andrea’s glasses up. “I do not know ‘ow well I can fix zees. Zey were ‘it by Dark magic, non? Andrea nodded. “Well, we will try. Reparo!”

The glasses flew back together, but there was something wrong with them. They were off center; the lenses seemed to be upside-down in their frames and the earpieces stuck out at odd angles.

“We may ‘ave to do zis ze old fashioned way.” Fleur handed Andrea the broken glasses (which snapped in half during the transfer) and a roll of Spellotape.

Hermione stirred. “Bill?” she asked; her throat was dry. “Fleur?”

“’Ermione!” Fleur embraced her in a tight hug. “Where ‘ave you been? I understand zat you were undercover, but could you not send word zat you were alive?”

Hermione smiled. “You sound more and more like Molly Weasley every day.”

Andrea rolled Spellotape over her broken glasses moodily.

“So what made you reveal yourself to us?” Bill asked.

“It was their idea, really,” Hermione said, gesturing toward Lottie and Andrea who were now both sitting on the bed opposite. “Oh, this is Charlotte”” Lottie cleared her throat “”oh, I mean Lottie Rowe and Andrea Woolbright. They’re students at Alsemore.”

“Of course,” Bill said, nodding.

“So Lottie here sto”er”discovered a note from Neville telling her about the Order…” Hermione explained the whole story. Lottie beamed with pride whenever one of the adults would glance over at them, impressed. Andrea was still sulking with her unfortunately deceased eyewear.

When Hermione finished the story, Bill nodded. “Sounds a lot like you, Ron and Harry. Watch out Voldemort, we’ve got the new Chosen One on our hands.” He laughed, but the hairs on Lottie’s neck stood up.

“That’s what we’ve been saying,” Hermione went on, trying to recover her momentum. “Lottie had the idea of turning the Order into an international organization that kept tabs on each country’s part of the rebellion. We talked to Naesa”she’s one of the leaders in England”and she said while we’re here, we may as well get a head start.”

“Interesting idea,” said Bill, scratching his scarred chin.

“And we could ‘ave liaisons between zee countries,” Fleur suggested.

“And meetings at Grimmauld Place,” Neville said.

“But what about Snape?” Lottie asked.

Bill raised his scraggly eyebrows. “Snape is still alive?” he asked. “Merlin, I thought he died years ago.”

“But he knows the secret, doesn’t he?” Lottie persisted. “He could get into our meetings.”

“Palmyitor would let him in anyway,” Hermione said, rubbing her temples. “Even after what he did to Dumbledore, she still trusts him.”

Silence followed as everybody tried to digest that. Dumbledore’s death seemed to be perfect proof of Snape’s untrustworthiness and yet nobody dared to contradict Palmyitor.

“So,” Bill said after a prolonged pause. “It’s settled then? Neville will restart the Order and it will be used to unify the rebellions around the world.”

“Sounds good to me,” Hermione said.

“Excellent.” Neville rose from his chair. “Well, we are planned to be here for about fifteen more days.”

“We can start meeting some of the students,” Hermione said. “What ages are they?”

“All ages,” Bill said with a glance at Fleur. “We’ve been housing pure-blood families, adults who want to help. We get as many Muggle-borns out as we can, but you know how that goes.”

“Are there any beds available?” Hermione asked. “For Lottie and Andrea?”

“I’m sure we could find some.”

“Oh, zere are two!” Fleur exclaimed. “Two on top of zee ‘ighest tower. Remember, Bill? We were going to ‘ave Jean zee caretaker stay up zere, but ze stairs were too ‘ard on ‘is knees.”

“Right.” Bill glanced at Lottie who was restraining her laughter at Andrea, whose eyes seemed to be magnified to three times their normal size under her warped lenses. “So you two will probably want to head up there and put your stuff down.”

“Here, take these.” Hermione handed them two brooms. “In case if you need to make a quick escape.”

Lottie took the Firebolt and followed Bill out of the hospital wing. He led them up a long, winding staircase with doors on either side. “I can see,” Lottie panted, “why this would be hard on someone’s knees.”

Bill laughed and said, “A lot harder to navigate than Hogwarts, eh?” He stopped and frowned. “But you two have never been to Hogwarts, have you? Merlin, talk about an end of an era.”

Bang!

The door to the right of them quivered in its frame. Lottie stumbled back a few steps and pulled out her wand. Bill laughed heartily. “Nothing to be worried about,” he said, patting Lottie on the back. “Just dueling practice.” He opened the door and stuck his head in.” Lottie peaked in as well and was shocked to see two men who were considerably older than her with their wands drawn. “Attention! Il faut garder la chateaux,” Bill told them, a grin spread across his face. Still laughing, he shut the door and explained, “We’re less of a school here and more of a training ground. We take anybody who wants to come and study as long as they prove that they’re not a Death Eater first. Oh, here we are.”

Before them was an aged door with rusting hinges. Bill turned the doorknob and pushed; nothing happened. “Hold on”it sticks.” He rammed his shoulder into the door until it gave way. “It’s a bit dusty,” Bill said, gesturing to the stuffy room. “Nothing a quick charm couldn’t fix though.” He flicked his wand and, as though it were being sucked up by an invisible force, the dust and cobwebs disappeared. “There you go,” he said. “You can drop your stuff off and go back down and meet Hermione. I don’t know what she wants you to do for two more weeks. Maybe you should join one of the training groups.”

“That’d be great!” Lottie said.

“I’ll go ask Hermione about it.” He left, pulling the door extra hard to ensure that it closed.

Lottie dropped the Firebolt onto the bed and her duffle bag next to it. “Cool here, huh?” she said.

“I guess.” Andrea dropped her pack and pulled out her clothes in neatly folded piles. “I don’t know why they couldn’t fix my glasses though.”

“Oh, come on,” Lottie groaned. “They’re still functional at least.” The thickly Spellotaped bridge crinkled ominously. “Er”let’s go downstairs and check out the castle.” Lottie slipped her wand into her pocket, pulled the door extra hard to get out and took off down the stairs. Rolling her eyes, Andrea ran off after her.

The castle was huge and elegant. It gave off the air of what used to be very well taken care of, but after surrendering to the cobwebs on the highest arches, went so quickly downhill that nobody saw it go. It was more confusing than Alsemore”doors opened to stretches of blank walls and staircases led to nowhere in particular.

“Lottie, wait up!” Andrea said, running behind her. “We don’t have to see the whole thing today, you know.”

“Rowe! Woolbright!” Hermione emerged from a door that Lottie hadn’t noticed before. “I could hear your footsteps a mile off. I’ve been talking to Bill and we thought maybe it’d be good for you two to practice your dueling with some of the teachers here.”

“Cool!” Lottie shouted.

“Meet Monsieur Jean Bahorel.” Hermione gestured towards a frail looking old man in a threadbare robe. Thin, white hairs poked out from underneath a navy blue knitted cap. “He battled against Voldemort in the first and second wars and has fought several duels in this war.”

Lottie let out a low whistle.

“Er,” Andrea began tentatively, “does he speak English?”

“Of course I speak Eenglish,” Bahorel said in a rough French accent. “I teach students about your age,” he went on, “but zey do not speak your language.” His face seemed to be stuck in an expression of disgruntlement. “So you will attend zee classes when zey duel against each ozer and do private lessons in Eenglish as well.”

Lottie raised her eyebrows. This man was not kidding around when it came to dueling. ‘Your first lesson is tomorrow,” Bahorel went on. “We’ll see ‘ow much work we ‘ave for zee next two weeks.”
Chapter Thirty-One: The Dueling Tutor by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Sorry for the wait, guys; I was out of town.

Thanks to TheBird for coming over and having a good laugh over this chapter with me... and fixing my errors.

This chapter is dedicated to my cat, Crookshanks. (Yes, I know. His name is Crookshanks.)
Chapter Thirty-One: The Dueling Tutor

Lottie’s eyelids sunk with exhaustion. The sun had not yet risen, but she was already crouched in the corner, waiting in Bahorel’s Dueling classroom. “You’d think he would have the decency to at least show up on time.”

“Have some appreciation, will you?” Andrea snapped. “He’s elderly”he’s lived through three wars and he’s taking his time to help us. Just””

“Good morning.” Bahorel’s hunched form appeared in the doorway. “I ‘ope you are awake ee-nough to pay proper attention.” He pulled his wand out and pointed it at Lottie. “You”” he raised his eyebrows, causing the wrinkles on his forehead to deepen “”open your eyes.” He dropped his wand and slipped it into his robe. “Ze first trick to a master dueler is to always win.”

Lottie scoffed.

Andrea chewed on the inside of her lip nervously. “How can be sure you’ll always win?”

“Do whatever you must”to be a master dueler you must survive!” He shouted this so vehemently that saliva sprayed the ground before him. “You must survive by any means necessary.”

Lottie frowned, raising her eyebrows at the pool of spittle with distaste. “By any means necessary?”

“If a Deaz Eater is trying to keel you and you only use defensive magic””

“It would be an honorable fight!” Andrea finished, raising her voice to match Bahorel’s tone.

“You would die.”

A moment of silence. Lottie gulped and glanced between Bahorel and Andrea, who looked in need of a Cheering Charm.

“Would you razzer be honorable or alive?” he scowled, slamming his palm against his desk with a resounding smack. “So you two will duel”a friendly duel, please. I do not want a student to perish. Try to win by any means necessary. Are you prepared? Allez.”

Lottie scrambled to her feet and pulled out her wand. She lowered her head in the form of a bow toward Andrea and stood, spinning her wand in her palm. For a few short seconds, they looked at each other with apprehension. Lottie’s slack expression matched her blank mind. Before she could jerk herself out of hazy uncertainty, Andrea broke the silence. “Expelliarmus!”

“Protego!” Lottie’s natural instinct took over and she created a shield around herself. The spell was strong enough to repel Andrea’s hex, but not strong enough to reflect it back at her.

Panting, she glared at Andrea and waited for her to make the next move. “Do not wait!” bellowed Bahorel. “Do not wait for your enemy to attack you. Do not rely on your defenses.”

“Er”” Lottie twirled her wand between her fingers, trying to decide what spell to cast.

“Use your instinct!” Bahorel barked.

Andrea waved her wand again and shouted, “Expelliarmus!”

Lottie blocked it again”her shield this time was strong enough so that the disarming spell hit Andrea who promptly dropped her wand. Lottie smirked and turned to Bahorel.

“Eet is not over!” He shot sparks at the floor, which ricocheted against the padded walls. “You”get your wand back! Would you give up zat easily?”

Andrea’s eyes widened. Lottie could almost see tears fogging up her glasses. Shakily, she reached for her wand.

“Impedimenta!” Lottie shouted. Andrea froze, half bent over.

“Go!” Bahorel yelled.

With the only thing that came to mind, Lottie jabbed her wand and cast a blasting curse. Andrea slammed against the padded walls and sank to the floor.

“Good, good,” Bahorel said. He waved his wand and unfroze Andrea. She got to her feet, glowering at Lottie. “I knew Palmyitor was on to somezing.” He smiled slyly. “You”” he pointed at Andrea. “You could learn from Rowe’s creativity.” Lottie swelled with pride and grinned at Andrea, who did not smile back.

“I’m sorry,” Andrea said slowly. “There must be a mistake. You want us to play dirty? To cheat?”

“All is fair in love and war, I zink zee expression is.” Lottie nodded along with Bahorel vigorously. “When an evil wizard is trying to ‘urt you or kill you, ‘e will not play fairly.”

Andrea shrank against the wall. “I’ll just have to get used to it then,” she grumbled.

“Tomorrow, you will duel wiz my students,” Bahorel continued, purposefully ignoring Andrea’s surly expression. “Zey use nonverbal incantations, so you will not know what ees coming at you.”

“Then how do we block it?” Andrea demanded. Her hair seemed to stand on end. Her fists shook as she narrowed her eyes behind her fogged glasses.

“Use your imagination!” Bahorel jerked his arm into the air maniacally. “Be ready for anyzing. You must be able to respond to nonverbal spells in order to survive.”

“But how can we surprise them if we need the incantations?” Andrea persisted.

“Learn!” Bahorel scoffed in disgust and surveyed Andrea for a silent second, his face darkening. When he was quite finished, he handed each of them a large stack of crumpled and stained parchments. “Zese are some spells you may find useful. Master ze first twenty by tomorrow and you may stand a chance.”

Lottie unrolled one of the scroll and stared. “How can we learn all of them in one day?”

“I am sure you can manage.” Bahorel flicked his wand and the door burst open. A hinge cracked against the padded wall. “We meet ‘ere tomorrow at one in zee afternoon.”

Andrea stood rooted to the spot, staring hopelessly at the old man. “Come on!” Lottie urged from the doorway. Once they were safely out of the classroom, the door slammed behind them.

“Cool, huh?” Lottie said as they ascended the stairs to their tower dormitory. “That guy really knows what he’s talking about.”

“But he wants us to play dirty!” Andrea whispered furiously. “Have you looked at the spells on that list? Half of them are Dark Magic. We’re no better than the Death Eaters if we use these.”

“It”it all depends on how you use them,” Lottie said uncertainly. “If you use them defensively, then it’s okay.”

“Whatever you say,” Andrea said, ramming the door to their dormitory open with her shoulder. “But I’m not going to use them.”

Lottie sat down on her bed and read over the parchment Bahorel had given her. “How am I supposed to practice these, then? I can’t learn all these by myself.”

“Well I’m sure you can find someone here who speaks English who’ll help you,” Andrea snapped. “I’m going to write to my mum.”

“Okay.” Lottie headed toward the door awkwardly, the list of spells in one hand, her wand in the other. “I’ll catch you at lunch, then.”

She wrenched the door open and found herself face to face with Bill. “Oh.” She jumped back a step, startled. “Hi,” she said with an apologetic smile.

“Hey,” he said, taking a step down one stair. “I was just coming to see how your lesson with Bahorel went.”

“Oh. It was great!” Lottie leaned against the marble banister. “A new way of dueling, though. We have a Dueling class at Alsemore, but it’s really formal. This is a lot more realistic.”

“Yeah, it’s tough to get over the rules of the classroom,” Bill said, “but once you do, you start winning a lot more.” Lottie could glimpse a smile under his scars.

“I was just going to practice, actually,” said Lottie after a pause. “Bahorel gave me about twenty new curses to learn by tomorrow and Andrea’s writing to her family, so I can’t work with her.”

“Oh, I’ve got the perfect place for you.” Bill turned on his heel and ran down a few steps. “Come on, it’s down in the basement.”

Lottie followed him down the set of winding stairs, while he explained, “It’s quite a remarkable invention. Bahorel made it himself, actually.” They reached the ground floor and began descending the stairs into a shadowy basement. Cobwebs filtered any light that made it down that far. A repetitive drip resounded on the stone walls. “It’s not real of course, and it won’t retaliate, but it sure looks realistic.” He pushed open an oak door to reveal a dark, dingy room with artificial light filtering in from crystal orbs suspended above. In the corner, a figure stood, wand arm outstretched. “Go on,” Bill urged.

Lottie lit her wand and approached. In the dusty light, the figure’s face seemed to move and smile, like it knew she was there and that she had let her guard down. Lottie inched even closer. In her wand light his features were suddenly completely illuminated. Terror filled her lungs and spread through her body; her heart leapt to her throat, constricting her breathing”legs shaking, she screamed.

The Dark Lord stood before her, white, waxy and still. But somewhere, Lottie still saw a lifelike gleam in its eyes. “Wh”what is this?” Lottie stuttered, backing away so quickly that she bumped into the opposite wall. She had only ever seen posters of the Dark Lord, never in person. And even though the posters moved and hissed at passersby, this figure was even more lifelike in its calm demeanor.

“No need to be afraid,” Bill said, putting a hand on her shoulder and causing her to jump again. “It’s completely artificial”everything is just bewitched to look real.”

“Was it really necessary to make it him though?” Lottie asked with a shiver.

“I think Bahorel’s theory was that once you face the real thing, it won’t be as scary the second time.”

“I doubt it,” Lottie grumbled. She took a breath. “But it can’t hurt me, right?” Bill shook his head. “Then I guess it’s worth a try.”

“The reactions to the curses are realistic too. Give it a go.”

Biting her lip, Lottie searched through the scroll of spells and picked one that seemed easiest. “Er… Stupefy!”

The figure seemed to burst into life. It walked toward her until the jet of shimmering scarlet light hit it square in the chest. It didn’t fall over immediately; instead it stumbled back and slumped against the wall.

“Need to work on that,” Bill said from behind her, “but pretty good for a first try.”

The figure stood back up mechanically and reassumed its position against the wall. “This is great!” Lottie told Bill. She glanced over her shoulder at the figure, a chill suddenly creeping up the back of her neck. “Er”thanks so much.”

“Not a problem,” Bill said. “I’m going to head up to see how the elves are doing with lunch. Just call if you need any help.”

“Okay!” Lottie waved at his retreating back. The door shut, and Lottie was left alone with the figure. It seemed alive now that Bill’s comforting presence was noticeably absent.

Slowly, Lottie turned back to the figure. Frozen with an eerie smile, it was even creepier when it wasn’t moving. “I’m not afraid of you.” Her voice quivered. “You d-don’t scare me. You’re nothing. Stupefy!”

The spell was more effective now, though still not perfect. The figure immediately fell backward, but life still glimmered in its red eyes. It picked itself back up. In the dim light, it seemed to be sneering at her. “You don’t scare me,” Lottie said more loudly. “You don’t! Stupefy!”

This time it worked. The jet of light seemed to catch it off guard”it fell over, eyes shut tight.

Hours passed and Lottie remained locked up in the tiny room, practicing every curse until it was perfected. A knock on the door startled her. She was consumed by tunnel vision; all she saw was the figure of the Dark Lord before her. The door opened.

“Lottie?” It was Andrea. “Lunch is almost over. I thought we were going to”LOTTIE!” Her eyes widened under her glasses. “WHAT””

“No, it’s okay!” Lottie said enthusiastically. “It’s just a figure to use for practicing. It’s not real. Look. Sectumsempra!”

Gashes appeared in the figure’s black, silk robes. Scarlet poured from the Dark Lord as it crumpled to the floor. A pool of artificial blood ran down the stones on the floor and surrounded Lottie and Andrea’s shoes.

Andrea shouted profanities and bolted to the corner of the room, away from the blood. “Lottie, that’s really Dark Magic,” she whispered with a side-glance at the crumpled Dark Lord.

“Not when you’re using against a Death Eater,” Lottie said. “I’m going to do what I have to, to survive this war. There’s a reason Bahorel is still alive, you know.”

Andrea wrinkled her nose. “I still don’t like it.”

“Fine. Then you don’t have to use these spells tomorrow.” A moment of stiffness passed between the two friends. “Do you want to go to lunch, then?”

“Sure,” Andrea said, turning and leaving the room. Lottie followed, glancing over her shoulder at the figure of the Dark Lord. “How many of those curses have you learned?” asked Andrea.

“About half,” Lottie said nonchalantly. “Most of them were a lot easier to figure out than I thought.”

“I would imagine,” Andrea muttered.

“What?”

“Well everything I’ve read says that Dark Magic is simple”as long as you mean it.”

“Maybe that’s why Bahorel made the target the Dark Lord, then,” Lottie said thoughtfully. “Because everybody hates him.”

“Or is scared of him,” Andrea added. “Fear can also spur Dark magic.”

“I don’t think so,” Lottie said as they entered through the doors of the Great Hall. The Hall at Beauxbatons was much more elegant in its age than Alsemore’s. Instead of long tables, there were clusters of small, circular tables meant for groups of four of five people. “People who use Dark Magic aren’t afraid of their targets. That doesn’t make sense. Bahorel isn’t afraid of anything. The Death Eaters can’t be afraid of the Muggles,” Lottie said. “Oh, hi!” She waved at Hermione and Neville, who were sharing a pot of stew.

Andrea waved politely and turned to sit at a table out of their earshot. “You don’t think they are?” she asked seriously. “Think about it”what if the Muggles revolted? Not the tiny camp revolts”I mean if every Muggle revolted. They must be terrified. And think about having to report that to the Dark Lord.” She shivered.

Lottie frowned. “I guess so.”

Hermione stood up from her stew and swept over to them. “How was your lesson?”

Andrea opened her mouth to answer, but Lottie quickly intervened, “Great. It was really cool. How’re the plans for the Order going?”

Hermione shrugged. “It’s hard to get people to join,” she said. “Not,” she added hastily, “because it’s not a good idea. They’re just afraid to use the name. After what happened to the old Order members, can you blame them?”

“I thought that was why they were here. To train,” Andrea said thoughtfully.

“Well, yes, but they were hoping for a nice undercover job, I’d bet,” Hermione explained. “But for every ten people who say no, we get one yes, so it’s not a complete waste of time. A lot of them have family in other countries who they say would be happy to join up too.”

“So we’re really going international,” Andrea said. “That’s exciting.”

“Yes. Naesa is particularly enthusiastic.”

Lottie laughed. “I’ve never seen her enthusiastic in my life. Except maybe in detention.”



Lottie’s anxiety woke her early again the next morning. Her stomach flipped over as she pushed herself out of bed. Class wasn’t until one in the afternoon”she knew she had no chance of getting to sleep again. She had never really dueled against anybody who wasn’t her age and hoped that Bahorel would set her against Andrea.

The red morning light shone through the dusty windows. Andrea was still sleeping. Deciding not to wake her, Lottie scribbled a note.

Gone to practice. See you at one.

She stuck it on the tiny table beside Andrea’s bed and tiptoed out of the dormitory. The castle had succumbed to silence. Lottie’s own breath was magnified. Her own pulse was deafening”it roared in her ears, but it couldn’t have been as loud as the thoughts careening through her head; all of the old, dark portraits along the wall were snoozing, leaning their heads against their frames.

Something in front of her exploded. Lottie froze in her tracks and spun around. “Watch it!” she shouted to two teenage boys dueling fiercely before her. One boy lowered his wand and smiled, pushing a mop of sweaty blond hair out of the way of his blue eyes. Lottie realized that they probably didn’t speak English. “Er… sorry,” she said awkwardly, bounding down the stairs. Once she reached the landing, she spun around and said, “Carry on.”

She could hear the boys’ laughter as she descended the steps to the basement. The door to her training room stood ajar. The figure of the Dark Lord leaned casually against the wall, his pointed teeth glinting in the little light found in the dingy room.

The night before, she had practiced each spell, but she was far from perfecting any of them. “Incendio!” she shouted lazily at the figure. Its robes caught on fire. For a few moments, Lottie watched it run about the room in circles with grim satisfaction until the figure mended itself.

“Diffindo,” she tried. A rip appeared in its robes; crimson blood flowed from underneath.

“Are you really going to use that against a real person?” came Andrea’s voice from the doorway.

Lottie turned around. “Why shouldn’t I?”

“Because you could seriously hurt someone.”

“Bahorel wouldn’t have said it was okay to use if he wasn’t prepared to heal the people who get hurt,” Lottie answered automatically.

“You’re worried,” Andrea said, triumph ringing through her voice. “I can tell. You’re afraid you’re going to hurt someone.” She pushed her taped glasses up her nose. “Anyway, I just ran into Bahorel and he says we need to eat breakfast,” Andrea went on, observing Lottie shrewdly. “Come on, then. Let’s go.”




Lottie could hardly stomach her breakfast and ran right back down to the training room once she had finished half of her oatmeal. At a quarter to one, Andrea came in with the same disapproving frown to tell her that they needed to get to the Dueling classroom.

A line of students, some even younger than her and some as old as Bill and Fleur, stood with their backs to the wall. Lottie and Andrea joined the back of the line. The door cracked open and Bahorel stepped in. The class did not greet him. He began addressing them in French with the occasional glance at Lottie and Andrea. After demonstrating several wrist movements, he clapped his hands and the class started pairing up. Lottie turned to Andrea, but felt an arm on her elbow. She turned to see the blond boy smiling at her. Now that Lottie could see him properly she saw scars lining his freckled face. He was tall, over a head higher than herself. His wavy, blond hair fell over his face in a casually handsome way. “Monsieur Bahorel says zat we are dueling partners,” he said in a heavy French accent.

“Oh,” Lottie said, nervousness swelling in her stomach. His dueling skills, she knew, were superb for his age and she did not enjoy losing. She turned to Andrea, but was disappointed to see her being taken to one of the dueling courts by the blond boy’s friend.

“’Ere,” the blond boy said, gesturing to one of the narrow lanes. Lottie stood at one side and waited nervously as the boy situated himself on the other side. “Are you ready?” he asked politely. Lottie nodded and bowed warily.

A tense moment passed between them before the boy flicked his wand. A jet of red light flew toward her, blowing wisps of her hair back. “Protego!” she shouted. His spell bounced off her shield. The boy did not wait before firing another jinx. Its purple light shattered Lottie’s shield. She dodged to the side and picked herself up, grimacing at him.

“Stupefy!” she shouted. The boy blocked it easily. Taking a page out of his book, she sent four Stunners at him in a row. He blocked all of them, but Lottie could see his defenses weakening.

He slashed his wand and the stones on the floor in front of Lottie exploded. She was blown back and slammed against the floor, her elbows rubbed raw by the ground. The last thing she saw was the boy’s Stunner racing toward her before everything went black.

She woke to the blond boy extending a hand to help her up. She took it and stood up, grinding her teeth. “Zat was a very impressive duel for a zird year.”

“I’m going to be a fourth year,” Lottie growled. “And I don’t want it to be ‘pretty good,’ I want to win.”

“Well you ‘ave two more weeks to learn, zen, eh?” the boy said, a grin cracking against his lips. “We ‘ave ten more minutes. Would you like to try again?”

“Sure.” Lottie pulled out her wand ad patted it against her leg irritably. “Let’s go.” She bowed and raised her wand. Without waiting for him, she shouted, “Diffindo!”

The back of his robes split to reveal a long, shallow gash, dripping scarlet underneath. The boy looked down in surprise, raising his bushy eyebrows as the narrow line of blood running down his chest; he only let the cut delay him for an instant. Jabbing his wand toward her, he shot another jet of red light her way. Lottie dodged out of the way and nearly collided with the blond boy’s friend who was still dueling with Andrea.

“Incendio!” Lottie shouted. Flames shot out of her wand, but the boy met them with a fountain of water that overpowered her spell. Water drenched her robes. The pressure of the spell caused her to stagger and fall to the floor.

“Tarantallegra!” she yelled from the ground. The boy seemed to be baffled by this move and didn’t move quickly enough to dodge the spell. His legs started dancing furiously. Lottie scrambled to her feet and sent a series of Stunners again; he blocked every one. A jet of red light flew toward her and her wand was immediately knocked from her hand.

“Okay, okay,” she said, holding her hands in the air.

“Do you give up?” asked the boy, jinxing his own legs to stop the dancing. He ran a hand over the cut on his chest; blood stained his palm, but the wound was not deep”his face remained calm and stoic.

“Well you didn’t present me with many other options, did you?” Lottie retorted. “Give me my wand.” The boy tossed the wand to her.

“You may want to ‘elp your friend, zere,” he said, gesturing to Andrea. “She does not seem to be doing well.”

Lottie turned to see one of the older students trying to heal a large, dripping gash across Andrea’s face. “These people are ferocious,” she breathed. “Thank you very much,” she told the older student, quite loudly. “I’m going to the hospital wing now.” She gestured toward herself, made a walking motion, and pointed toward the door.

He didn’t seem to understand her, but waved cheerily as they left the classroom. “Half of the jinxes he used were Dark and probably illegal,” Andrea said as they turned down the corridor.

“Andrea, we’re practically illegal,” Lottie said. “Who’re you afraid of upsetting? The Dark Lord?”

They entered the hospital wing and immediately a plump Healer with piercing grey eyes swooped upon them. “I hurt myself,” Andrea tried to explain, pointing at the gash on her face. “Er… I was in Dueling Class.” Andrea mimed cursing Lottie with an imaginary wand.

The woman, apparently offended by Andrea’s assumption that she did not speak English, bustled off to fetch a potion. “Honestly, why don’t think bring along a translator if nobody knows English?”

“My dueling partner knows some,” Lottie said. “I wonder where he learned it.”

Andrea narrowed her eyes and opened her mouth to say something, but shut it when the severe looking Healer returned with a bottle. She pointed to a stiff wooden chair. Andrea sat. Lottie watched, amused, as Andrea had to endure the woman’s intrusive questions in an accent so thick that she was hardly understandable.

“No,” Andrea repeated. “I was dueling. Practice dueling. With another student.”

The Healer rolled her eyes and continued to swab a thick orange paste onto Andrea’s face. After fifteen minutes of the irritated Healer shouting at Andrea in rapid French, they left the hospital wing, Andrea sporting an unnecessarily large bandage over her cheek.

“Honestly, I think she was just being passive aggressive,” Andrea said, gesturing to the bandage on her face.

“What were you saying earlier?” Lottie asked without hesitation.

“Hm?”

“About my dueling partner.”

“Oh.” A smile poked out from beneath Andrea’s bandage. “Well it seemed to me that you”you know”liked him.”

“What?” Lottie’s heart pounded against her ribcage. “That’s ridiculous,” she said roughly. “He’s older than us. And he hardly speaks English.” She stared at the ground, using all of her knowledge of Occlumency to stop herself from blushing.

“Oh, I don’t know,” Andrea persisted. “He knew some English and he’s not much older than us. You two seemed to be having a good time together. Better than my partner, at least,” she added darkly. ‘I think he was honestly trying to kill me.”

Lottie forced a laugh, but her heart still hammered in her chest.

“Can I duel with you next time?” Andrea asked.

Lottie froze. She stammered for an answer. “Well…er…I dunno. My partner and I have…an interesting dynamic going on. I want to try and beat him before we leave.”

Andrea stopped walking too and turned back to Lottie, a grin stretching across her face.

“It’s not like that,” Lottie lied, rather convincingly if she did say so herself. “I don’t even know his name. He’s just a really good dueler. That’s all.”

Andrea sighed. “Fine,” she said. “I guess I can work on beating my partner too, then.”




The next morning Lottie and Andrea reentered the dueling classroom to find Bahorel waiting for them, his knitted cap pulled tight over his ears. “Good morning,” he said stiffly.

“Morning,” Lottie replied brightly. Andrea hummed her salutation.

Without waiting, Bahorel asked, “’Ow were your duels yesterday?”

When neither responded, he said, “Zey were not excellent, I will tell you. I ‘ave reviewed zem. Woolbright, did you even study?” Andrea flushed scarlet. “Rowe, I see you tried some of ze new spells, but you do not fully understand zee technique. François seemed impressed, ‘owever.”

Lottie blushed red too, her heart leaping to her throat. “Is that his name?” she managed to ask.

“Yes,” Bahorel said. He continued speaking to Andrea, commenting on her technique, but Lottie stared dreamily out the window. She imagined herself sitting on the Quidditch field with the blond boy”François”talking in French… writing long letters in neat handwriting… The outraged, stupid reaction of Colm Scrive”

“Rowe,” Bahorel snapped. “Pay attention.”

“Right, sorry,” Lottie mumbled, pulling out her wand.

“I am going to show you your duels. Pay attention. Rowe, you first.” He waved his wand in a complicated pattern and two shimmering, pale green figures appeared from his wand. They were life-size”almost perfectly lifelike, save for the fact that they were see-through and green. Lottie stared at her own face and frowned”she had never noticed how messy her hair was before. “Go on!” shouted Bahorel at the memories. “You know what to do.”

Immediately, the figures ran into place. Lottie saw her own strained bow. “Your pause, ‘ere,” Bahorel commented, “is far too long. You lost the duel right zere.”

Lottie watched herself fight and with each passing minute, felt an overpowering urge to knock Bahorel’s wand out of his hand. She grimaced at each pause, each blunder; it all seemed so obvious now.

“You see?” asked Bahorel once the duel ended.

“Yeah.” Lottie stole one more glance at the misty image of François before he evaporated into nothingness.

The class went on. Lottie hardly watched Andrea’s duel. She leaned back against the wall and imagined François holding her hand before she went back to Alsemore, smiling at her, teary eyed.

“Lottie?’ Andrea nudged her gently. “You awake?”

“Huh? What? Oh. Yeah.” Lottie glanced around. Bahorel had left. “Sorry,” she said quickly. “I”I must have fallen asleep or something.”

Andrea smirked. “No problem,” she said. “We’re supposed to meet here tomorrow to duel again.”

“We’re dueling again?” Lottie asked, suddenly alive again.

“Apparently. He wants us to perfect those spells he gave us.”

“Are you going to?” Lottie asked.

“No.” Andrea stood up. “I’m going to find some other spells to use instead. Bill showed me the library the other day.”

Lottie stood up as well. “I’ll come too!” she said. ‘I haven’t seen the library yet.” They went on their way, Lottie following Andrea down the complicated twists and turns of the corridors until they finally reached a set of monumental doors. Andrea had to stand on tiptoe to reach the doorknob. She pushed the doors open and let Lottie in.

It felt like she had stepped into a pool of dust. The books looked so comfortable and neat on their shelves that Lottie had a suspicion that they hadn’t been touched in decades. “Come on,” Andrea whispered. “Bill showed me where he keeps some books in English.”

Lottie didn’t really pay attention as Andrea led her to a tiny stack of books in the corner with recognizable authors and pronounceable titles. “I’m going to study these,” Andrea said.

“Okay,” Lottie whispered. “I think I’m going to look around for a bit.” Andrea nodded and cracked open the first book. Lottie went on, passing the table where Andrea sat with a speed that shouldn’t be allowed in a library. She could hear voices speaking in low French farther on.

The back of the library, it seemed, was where all of the useful information was saved, because it was much more inhabited. Other older boys”around François’ age”lined the maple tables. Lottie kept her head turned as she passed them, pretending to be searching for something. She walked into a row of shelves and averted her eyes until, with a pang of excitement, she saw him.

François seemed to notice her at the exact same moment. He turned and grinned, pushing his hair from his eyes. “Er”hi,” Lottie said with an awkward wave. She stared at her hand in horror, flopping back and forth like a fish. She had a sudden urge to blast it off suddenly. “G-good duel, yesterday, eh?”

François smiled.

“Oh, er…” Lottie pulled a book from the shelf. “I found what I was looking for,” she said, showing him the cover of the book. His smile broke and he began to laugh. Lottie glanced at the cover of the book”the faded painting on the cover illustrated a particularly gruesome image of a man turning inside-out. Lottie’s face burned. “Er… yeah. This is what I want. See you,” she said, running out of the shelf with the book clutched to her chest. She returned to the table where Andrea was sitting.

“Find anything? Andrea asked without looking up.

“This.” Lottie showed Andrea the book. Andrea shot her a disapproving glance. “I’m not going to use any of this magic,” Lottie said hurriedly. “I was just…curious.” She smiled and flipped through its ancient pages.

It turned out to be a Potions book and, although it was in French, it had several moving illustrations. Lottie didn’t look too hard at the pictures”she was not particularly interested in it. The book opened to the most used and worn out page with a fading illustration. “Curiosity is what begins everyone’s interesting the Dark Arts,” Andrea snapped.

Lottie looked down and gasped. The drawing before her showed a snake shedding its skin. “That looks””

“What?” Andrea peered over her shoulder.

“Oh.” Lottie pulled the book to her chest, so that Andrea couldn’t see it. “That looks”completely evil.” She glanced down at the drawing again. It looked exactly like the snakeskin she had found in the hidden chamber in second year”the one Andrea knew nothing of.

“You should put that back,” Andrea said with a gesture toward the book. “It’s the school’s.”

“I will, don’t worry.” Lottie tucked it into her bag and said, “Once I get a good look at it.”
Chapter Thirty-Two: A Practical Lesson in Legilimency by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Sorry about the absurdly long wait, friends. This was completely my fault. Moving into college is time consuming! As always, thanks to my wonderful beta, TheBird for keeping me on track with this one. I miss you, chica!

This chapter is dedicated to my awesome hall-mates. This place wouldn't be half as fun without you guys!
Chapter Thirty-Two: A Practical Lesson in Legilimency

Lottie was drowning in snakes. They were everywhere”below her feet, under her arms, winding around her neck. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she knew this was a dream, but she wasn’t able to escape. She writhed in their grasp, but they only held onto her tighter.

One slithered up her leg and wrapped itself around her waist”its scales were cold and reminded her of”the snakeskin”the snakeskin from the secret chamber and illustrated in the Dark Magic book. She could feel its brittle scales in her fingers. The reptiles coiled around her shoulders; she tossed the skin and it skidded across the sleek, wooden floor.

The snakes paused. They turned, tongues licking the air. And then they left, slithering away from Lottie.

Behind them, they left a book”small and made from leather.


“The diary!” Lottie’s eyes flew open. She sat up and looked around. She could just see the sun emerging above the horizon from the window of the tower dormitory.

“Excuse me?” Andrea’s groggy voice was hardly audible from the opposite bed. “What diary?”

“Oh”er”my diary,” Lottie lied quickly. She hadn’t told Andrea about the diary. “I’d been writing a journal, but I had lost it. And I just remembered where it is.”

“Oh.” Andrea turned over. “Where is it?”

“Er”it’s wrapped in one of my sweaters.”

“Oh. Great. I’m happy for you”but now I’m going back to bed.”

“Mmm. Me too.” Lottie stared at the ceiling and listened as Andrea’s breathing became slow and rhythmic.

How could she have forgotten about the diary? She had originally found it in Grimmauld Place”where was it now? Lottie rolled over, mentally skimming every corner of Alsemore.

Andrea woke an hour later. Lottie, sitting up against the graying wall, watched her roll over and slowly push herself up to sitting. “What time is it?” Andrea asked, pulling her taped glasses off of her bedside table and pushing them up her nose.

“Seven.” Lottie didn’t take her eyes off of the window. “We should go down to breakfast so we can be ready for our duels today. I need to practice more so I can beat him.”

Andrea rubbed her eyes under her glasses. “Beat who? That boy?” A shrewd grin cracked Andrea’s face. “Why do you care so much?”

“Honestly, Andrea, can’t I just have some academic interests?”

Andrea raised her eyebrows. “Not usually, no.”

“Well. I like dueling.” Lottie pushed her covers off and stood up. “And I’m going to beat François by the time we leave whether you approve of the spells I use or not. Now, come on. Let’s go down to breakfast.”




Lottie was early to Dueling Class. She sat cross-legged in one of the dueling courts, running a list of spells through her head. It seemed easy enough. If she could overpower François right at the beginning, she would win before it was over.

“What are you doing ‘ere so early?” asked a familiar voice.

Lottie didn’t turn around to face François, but a smile spread across her face. “Getting ready so I can beat you.”

“Psh.” François’s laughter was loud and booming. “I ‘ave four years more experience zan you. I ‘ave dueled and destroyed Deaz Eaters; do you really zink you can defeat me?”

“Yes.” Lottie stood up and pulled out her wand. “How about starting the duel a bit early?”

François laughed again. “As you wish.” He sauntered to the other side of the court, pulled out his wand and bowed. Lottie inclined her head and”immediately”shouted, “Petrificus Totalus!”

François blocked it easily.

Lottie jabbed her wand toward him again. “Stupefy!”

With the slightest wave of his wand, a shower of sparks shot toward Lottie.

“Shit! Protego!” The shield was strong, but not strong enough to block the entire curse. Sparks flew toward her, burning the edges of her face and creating little holes in her robes.

“Tarentallegra!” she yelled. Blocked. “Stupefy!” Blocked again.

With a running start, François swished his wand. Water”more water than Lottie had ever seen all at once in her life”flew out. It covered the entire floor; Lottie was drenched up to her ankles. “Water?” she asked. “Hah. You think water can hurt me?”

The door opened. Bahorel stood silently in the frame. Panic rose in Lottie as she worried he would get angry; instead, he raised his eyebrows and motioned for them to continue. His feet squelched as he tread through the water. She watched the entire class file inside. Andrea’s eyes were wide behind her he nodded toward François. “Well? Carry on.”

Lottie reacted immediately. “Stupefy!”

“Protego!”

“Stupefy!”


François smiled as he blocked it and sent one more Stunner in her direction. Lottie didn’t react quickly enough; her shield flickered. In a last attempt to avoid the curse, she dodged to the side. She missed the spell successfully, but all of the water caused her to skid across the floor. She slammed against the padded wall and fell onto the damp ground.

“Well done, François,” Bahorel said. “Creative.” He turned to the rest of the class and began addressing them in French. François took the opportunity to trot over to Lottie through the water and offer a hand up.

“Zat was very impressive,” François said.

“I didn’t win.” Lottie stood up and wrung the water out of her robes.

“Still”it was quite good. You ‘ave not been training for long and you still put up a very creative fight. Are you in pain?”

Lottie rubbed her side that had slammed against the wall. “A bit,” she said.

“’Ere, let me take you to zee ‘ospital wing.” François leaned over to Bahorel, muttered a few words in French, and opened the door to the classroom. “’Ow long will you be ‘ere?” he asked as they headed up a flight of stairs.

“Er”about a week and a half only.”

“You will ‘ave to train hard, zen, if you want to beat me before zat.” François boomed with laughter. Lottie smiled shyly. “And quickly too,” François added. “I believe Bahorel will soon begin using distractions to make zee duels more realistic.”

“What kind of distractions?”

“Oh”nozing out of zee ordinary. A… ‘ow you say épouvantard?”

Lottie shrugged as they rounded the corner. She had never heard of one before.

“Or ah… well. Sometimes ‘e uses just physical barriers to make it more realistic, you understand?”

“Oh. Yes.”

“Well.” François stopped walking. “’Ere is zee ‘ospital wing. You can get zat injury looked at.”





Bahorel didn’t mention distractions until their second to last Dueling class. “I assume you are familiar wiz zee ways to protect yourself against Dark creatures?” he asked, rolling the tip of his wand through his graying fingers.

“Er”no,” Andrea said. “Not really.”

“What ‘ave zey been teaching you?” Bahorel flicked his wand; two rolls of parchment appeared and dropped into Lottie and Andrea’s laps. “You will learn zese and perfect zem. Tomorrow, you duel.”




Lottie felt like she had swallowed a live fish. Her stomach churned as she lined outside of the Dueling classroom the next day. She tossed her wand and caught it by the handle, reviewing the list of spells in her head. She knew all of the theories”or she hoped she did; she wasn’t able to find any real way to practice against the Dark creatures, so the best she could do was to memorize the spells.

Bahorel skulked down the corridor. “Bonjour,” he said to the class as he pushed open the door.

“What are those?” Andrea asked, pointing toward trunks piled in the corner.

“Do not open zem. You will see shortly.”

The other students filed in. The oldest man, who could not have been much younger than Bahorel himself, sulked in the corner, muttering to himself in gruff French. A girl with dark eyes and hair, only slightly older than Lottie and Andrea, eyed the trunk warily.

“Do you think he could be hiding distractions in there?” Andrea asked Lottie in an undertone. “Invisibility cloaks and stuff?”

“I dunno,” Lottie said. “Probably.”

The stillness was broken when François, booming with laughter, crossed the threshold of the classroom with his friend. The class glared at him, but before he could say anything, Bahorel clapped his hands together to draw attention. He began addressing them in French. Occasionally, one of the other students would glance at Lottie and Andrea out of the corner of their eye, but would quickly snap back to attention. Bahorel clapped his hands again and they broke off into their partners.

After a quick bow, François and Lottie began dueling so quickly and fiercely that several other pairs dodged out of the way. Lottie sent Stunner after Stunner at him, but he managed to block each other. “Sectumsempra!” she shouted.

This time, François’s shield shattered. Just in time, he dodged to the side, but the curse snagged his leg. Shouting French profanities, he picked himself up and faced her again. Blood gushed down his leg, staining the hem of his robe and leaving a trail of scarlet behind him. Before he could send another curse at her, Bahorel appeared behind him and flicked his wand. The trunk closest to the pair flew open and with a sharp hissing noise, a dead body appeared. The lifeless form of Lottie Rowe stared blankly at the ceiling, creating a barrier between the two duelers.

Lottie’s legs nearly gave out. Fear rushed through her veins, freezing her heart and clogging her throat. Everything around her faded away into nothingness. No class, no Bahorel, no François”only Lottie and the body.

But she wasn't dead -- she was dueling. How could she be there and here? Lottie stared numbly, her wand dropping several inches in her sweaty palm. "A Boggart," she gasped.

What had she read about Boggarts? Laughter killed them”and the incantation to make them go away was”was”“R-ridikkulus,” she said feebly. Nothing happened. She backed up so quickly that she ran into Andrea, who had lowered her wand to watch her fight. “Ridikkulus!” she shouted again. The corpse shuddered. Its arms slapped against the floor and its eyes rolled into the back of its head.

François didn’t take the opportunity to attack, instead watching her battle with the Boggart. Lottie tore her eyes away. François’s eyes were wide”staring. Lottie’s heart beat faster. If she could get the Boggart to turn to him”“Ridikkulus!”

Crack!

The Boggart changed shape. It was a body still, but not hers anymore. A smaller frame with a mop of blond hair lay spread-eagle on the cold floor. It was François’s turn to stumble backwards a foot. He jabbed his wand toward the Boggart.

Lottie looked from the Boggart to him, a sly smile spreading across her face. Now was her chance. “Oppungo!” she shouted. With an explosion like a canon, birds flew out of her wand, pecking at every inch of François they could reach. Lottie chuckled to herself before shouting, “Incendio!”

Flames surrounded François”the birds that had been attacking him caught on fire and, instead of falling to the ground limp, they attacked more ferociously than before.

Cruel laughter erupted from Lottie before she could hold it in. The Boggart shuddered even more violently and, with a crack, it disappeared. François’s cries of pain filled the hall. His robes engulfed him in flames, burned bright red against his pale skin.

“Arretez!” shouted Bahorel. He flicked his wand shot a stream of water, drenching the flames. “Rowe is zee winner,” he said, the wrinkles on his forehead deepening.

Dripping with water, François picked himself up. His face was raw and pink from the burn. “Felicitations,” he said, extending a hand. “You are ruthless.”

“Thanks.” Lottie smiled. “I hope you’re not too hurt.”

“Not very ‘urt, no,” he said. “I should probably go down to zee ‘ospital wing to get zis burn and zis cut looked at.” He began limping toward the door, leaving a trail of blood from his cut leg behind him.

“Here”I’ll walk with you.” Lottie pulled the classroom door open and smiled.

“Lottie?” Andrea asked, lowering her wand in the middle of her duel. “Where are you going?”

“I’ll see you later,” Lottie said. “Don’t worry”oh”and watch out.”

“What”ARGH!” Andrea stumbled back into the wall after her dueling partner’s Blasting Curse hit her square in the chest.

“We ‘ave more in common zan I first zought,” François said as they left the classroom.

“What?”

“Your Boggart””

“Oh.” Lottie’s face burned red. “I think”that”I was just””

“Zat was your sister, no? She looked very much like you.”

Lottie stopped in her tracks. Her sister? He didn’t think it was”“Yeah, my sister,” she said. “Er”Helen.” Lottie felt a plunge of guilt for using Andrea’s sister’s name. “She’s still in the Muggle camps”only nine years old. I’m hoping she turns out to be a witch like me, but I worry about her, you know?”

“I understand completely,” François said as he began limping up the stairs. “Mine is my brozzer. ‘E is about your age, I would say. ‘E is training now, but soon ‘e will fight just like everybody else”I worry zat ‘e will get…” He cast his eyes toward the floor and ran a hand through his hair.

“Yeah…” Lottie stopped in the threshold of the hospital wing door.

François grinned and limped up to the Healer. Lottie leaned against the stone frame and listened to what had happened. The Healer nodded gruffly and retreated into his office to fetch some potions. With a glance behind her, Lottie shuffled inside. “It’s nothing serious, I hope?” A smile inched across her face.

“Non, non.” François waved a hand in the air casually. “’E just will use some potions to fix zees burn.” He sighed and rested his chin in his hands.

Lottie did the same. It was her last day”if she didn’t ask him how he felt about her now, she probably would never know. It was stupid to think he liked her like she did… but he was always so nice to her. If there were a way she could find out…

Lottie sat up; an idea hit her like a Blasting Curse. There was a way she could find out. She wasn’t supposed to use Legilimency except for emergencies, but…

François hissed as the Healer applied a thick, orange paste to the raw burns on his arms. He nodded at the instructions to sit and wait for the paste to heal the burns before leaving. François sighed dramatically and gave Lottie a knowing smile.

Lottie glanced over her shoulder; nobody else was in the hospital wing; nobody would see. François probably wouldn’t even know. She watched him through the corner of her eye until his eyes glazed over. She focused on drawing up the bead of energy. She was a little out of practice, but in a minute, the bead was there.

François, relaxed and unsuspecting, was one of her easiest targets yet. She rushed into his mind. Images and voices she didn’t recognized filled her head. François and his brother dueled side by side; pride swelled inside of her. Sorrow filled her as he filed through a funeral procession, eyes downcast. But the sorrow disappeared as butterflies quickly replaced them. The girl had a swoop of chestnut hair and eyes that glimmered when she spoke to him. Her laugh tinkled as she leaned against him, resting her hand on his knee.

No… Lottie’s stomach plummeted”that wasn’t François’s memories”that was her.

The memory shifted. The girl was close to him”too close. Her dark hair skimmed his arms as she leaned closer and closer…

“You have a girlfriend?” Lottie shouted.

François stood up. “What was zat?” he asked drawing his wand. “What did you do to me?”

“You didn’t tell me you had a girlfriend!” Lottie roared.

“What does zat ‘ave to do wiz anyzing?”

“It has to do with everything!” Lottie drew her own wand. “How are you confused about this? How””

François stared at her. He reached a shaky hand to her shoulder. “Lottie””

“Stupefy!”

A shield appeared in front of François, causing the spell to rebound on Lottie. She leapt onto the bed, avoiding the hex by centimeters.

“Qu'est-ce qui s'est passé?” demanded the gruff-looking Healer as he stormed out of his office.

François turned to the Healer and began animatedly describing what had happened. Lottie stumbled off the bed. She could feel tears forming in the corner of her eyes. Before the Healer or François could notice her, she took off”out of the hospital wing, up the stairs and into the tower dormitory.

“Lottie?” Andrea stood up from the bed; her glasses were off and her face was lined with cuts”from an unsuccessful duel, Lottie guessed. “What happened?”

“He has a girlfriend!”

“What?”

“He had a girlfriend all along. He led me on and didn’t tell me about her.”

“Who? Oh.”

Lottie fell onto her bed and slammed a fist into her pillow. “I hate him,” she growled. “I hate every part of him. His”his stupid hair.” A tear tripped from the tip of her nose and fell onto her bedspread. “And his ugly”ugly blue eyes”and his idiotic accent.”

“Er”Lottie””

“What?” Lottie spun around furiously.

Andrea inched toward her. “Lottie, did he tell you that”that he was dating someone?”

“No”aren’t you listening? That’s the point”he didn’t tell me.”

“How did you find out then?”

Lottie’s first dropped to her side. “He”ah”I””

“Lottie,” Andrea began cautiously, “what did you do?”

Guilt swelled up inside of her like boiling honey. “I”I used Legilimency.”

“What?”

“I don’t know.” Lottie pressed her face into her pillow. “It seemed like a good idea at the time. But now he hates me and I’m in trouble for hexing him.”

“You hexed him?” Andrea’s voice raised an octave.

“It didn’t hit him! Besides he deserved it.” Lottie picked up her head, sighed heavily, and let it fall back onto the mattress.

Andrea took a breath and held it for a minute. “Well, the good news is we’re leaving tomorrow morning. And look at the bright side.” She smiled shrewdly. “You completely slaughtered him in your last duel.”
Chapter Thirty-Three: François’s Farewell by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I try not to be overly apologetic, but I am seriously sorry for this ridiculous wait, you guys. It won't happen again; this was sort of an anomaly of poor scheduling. I hope you enjoy the chapter!

Once again, thanks a million to TheBird for helping me with this chapter (at one in the morning, no less!)

This chapter is dedicated to my first crush... who will remain nameless.
Chapter Thirty-Three: François’s Farewell

Lottie awoke with a headache the next morning. The windows were still dark”it could not have been later than five. “Come on”we’re leaving early again,” Andrea said from the other side of the room. “Pack up.”

Groggily, Lottie reached under her bed to get her extra pair of pajamas. “We’re not using a Portkey again, are we?” she asked. “Because that went over really well last time.”

“Well obviously we can’t Apparate that far.”

“We can’t?”

“Lottie, of course we can’t.” Andrea zipped her duffle bag closed. “Honestly.”

A moody silence crept over them as Lottie stuffed robes into her bag. “Come on,” Andrea said, swinging her bag over her shoulder and picked up her broom.

“Oh, don’t tell me we’re flying.”

Andrea swung her bag over her shoulder, spun on her heel and pulled open the door. “How else would we get there? Come on”we’re going to be late.”

Lottie hastily dropped the rest of clothes in her bag and zipped it shut. They ran down several flights of stairs, their footsteps echoing up the timeworn building. “Oh good, you brought your brooms,” Hermione said once they reached the Entrance Hall.

“We’re flying again?” Lottie groaned.

“Just to a check point,” Hermione said. “From there, we’ll be close enough to Apparate. It will just be the four of us.” She indicated herself, Lottie, Andrea and Neville. “So you definitely want to keep your wands out in case if we run into any Death Eaters on the way. But”just for some extra security, we’re going to perform Disillusionment charms on you both. It’s not as good as an Invisibility Cloak, but it’s the best we can do.”

“Diso”what?”

“Disillusionment, Lottie,” Andrea snapped. “Really, we learned about it in Charms last year.”

“Oh.” Lottie could feel the color rising in her cheeks as she carefully avoided Hermione’s gaze. “Sorry”I mean”I’m just preoccupied with all of this”erm”Occlumency and””

“Don’t worry about it,” Hermione said. “Sorry, this may feel a bit odd.”

Lottie winced as Hermione tapped her wand against her head. It felt like water was dribbling down her spine. She looked down. Her feet were there”she could almost see them, but they had the same texture and image of the floor beneath her. She marveled at her semi-invisible hands in silence as Hermione turned to Andrea.

“Lottie?” asked a voice from behind her.

Lottie didn’t turn around. She recognized the voice immediately. Determinately, she stared at Hermione and Neville charting out a flight plan on an unrolled map. François took a step toward her. “You are leaving,” he said.

“Yes.” Lottie turned her head just enough to see him behind her. François’s blond hair wilted into his eyes. “I don’t want to talk to you.”

“Lottie””

“Leave me alone.” She pushed past Andrea and ran to the corner of the Entrance Hall. François rushed to follow her.

“Lottie, I just want to tell you””

“Don’t touch me.” Lottie pushed his hand off of her shoulder.

“I just wanted to tell you zat I did not tell zee ‘Ealer about what ‘appened yesterday.”

Lottie turned her head just enough so she could see him out of the corner of her eye. “You”you didn’t?”

“No.”

Lottie turned around completely so she could face him. With her Disillusionment charm still working, he could see right through her.

“Hey”Lottie?” Andrea called from the front of the Entrance Hall. “We’re about to go.”

Lottie pushed past François to join the others. He put a hand on her shoulder to stop her. She sighed. “Goodbye.” She rushed to Andrea’s semi-invisible side. François did not follow her.

Hermione pushed the great doors of the Entrance Hall open. “Mount your brooms, everyone,” she said.

Grudgingly, Lottie mounted the Firebolt and pushed off the ground. The summer breeze whipped her tangled, blond hair against her back. Goosebumps tingled on her arms. She craned her neck around, expecting to see François waving goodbye. Against the silhouette of the castle, pallid in the morning’s blackness, there was nothing.

Lottie’s stomach churned. She turned to Andrea, but could only see a vague outline of her form beneath the Disillusionment charm.

Everything seemed different. François hadn’t told anyone what she had done; why not? She would have told on him, if he had done the same. She glanced around at the outlines of Hermione and Neville; they would never know what she had done”shouldn’t she be happy?

François was taking over her life. He was a stupid boy and was keeping her from focusing on what really mattered. The war, her Legilimency and”Lottie gasped”the diary. It was in her dorm somewhere”she was sure.

Her emotions had gotten ahead of her”she had let her feelings cloud what was really important. With a pang of guilt, she remembered Palmyitor’s words to her years ago. If she wanted to become a master Occlumens, she would have to keep her emotions under control.

They flew in silence for half an hour. Lottie’s heart fluttered as she thought of the tiny black diary.

Before her, Hermione’s Disillusionment charm flickered and faded off. Lottie looked down”her arms were back to their normal appearance.

“We’re almost there,” Hermione called back to them. She pointed below her and started to descend in a mild dive. Lottie looked down. Wilderness stretched on as far as she could see”splotches of green and darker green set against a brown floor.

Lottie followed Hermione into the dive, her knuckles growing white as she clutched the Firebolt’s handle. They landed smoothly in the forest. Hermione gathered the brooms, shrunk them, and dropped them into her bag. The colorful beads sewn onto the bag’s exterior jingled as she slung it around her shoulder. “Naesa should be expecting us soon.”

“Are we Apparating to the school?” Lottie asked.

Andrea raised her eyes behind her broken glasses. “Are you serious, Lottie? Don’t you think Death Eaters would have found us now if we could Apparate willy-nilly into the school? There are obviously protections around it.”

Hermione and Neville exchanged glances. “Actually, Andrea,” Hermione said, “we will be Apparating.”

Lottie swung her fist in the air triumphantly. “Hah!”

“But you are right, there are protections. Naesa is going to take them down for precise the instant we Apparate.”

Andrea hummed a victory tune back at Lottie.

“We’re just going to wait for Naesa to send word that it is safe.”

“What is that thing she uses to talk to you?” Andrea asked. “That silver thing.”

Lottie sat down against a tree. She hardly listened as Hermione explained, “It’s a Patronus”used to protect the caster from Dementors.”

She was just a walk away from the diary. There was a mystery behind it, she was sure. But she couldn’t even begin to fathom whose it was”Dumbledore’s, Snape’s, maybe even the Dark Lord’s himself? Her heart fluttered as she thought about it. She would get to show Palmyitor what she had discovered and get all of the credit.

“Lottie? We’re ready to go.”

Lottie looked up. A wisp of silver was all that remained of Palmyitor’s leopard Patronus. “Grab onto my arm,” Neville said. Lottie did so and grimaced as they disappeared.

Palmyitor’s office spun into focus. Lottie slammed against the wall and held on for balance as the ground rocked beneath her.

“Welcome back.” Palmyitor did not look up from a scroll of parchment. Her usual bun fell loose, allowing fly-aways to frame her face in a sort of insanity-halo. New frown lines etched across her face as she spoke. She rubbed her temples with two fingers as she surveyed her papers.

Palmyitor’s sharp monologue drowned out as Lottie imagined her reactions to the diary”an approving glance, maybe even a smile. Lottie knew she would be recognized. She wondered if the heads would make an announcement about her cleverness.

“Rowe”are you listening?”

“What? Oh”er”yes.”

Palmyitor’s eyebrow twitched. “Well”as I was saying, remember to keep this trip a secret. We don’t want word going around the students. If you were paying attention, you would know that you are to tell them that you were cleaning the ruins of the Leaky Cauldron.” She smirked at their confused glances. “That’s an old London Pub. Recently, we found several decaying Muggle bodies inside. You can only imagine the smell.”

“Not just imagine it,” Lottie mumbled, bitterly remembering the terror-stricken bodies floating through the sewers of the London camp. Andrea rolled her eyes. “Is that that, then?” Lottie asked, making a motion to the door. Her heart pounded in her ears. The diary was so close. “Great!” Lottie said before anybody responded. “Thanks for the trip. Really. I had a fabulous time. See you!”

Lottie swung the door opened and stared at the corridor before her for a millisecond before setting off running. She reached a staircase and nearly fell down it. The diary…

“Hey, where are you going?” Andrea’s voice called from the top step.

“Er”I just remembered something!” Lottie shouted back without stopping. “And I really have to go to the bathroom,” she added, just for good measure. She reached a landing and turned down another corridor. She could see the clock; it was just down the hall, but before she could reach it, something stood in her way.

“Where in Merlin’s name have you been?” the colossal figure asked. Lottie sighed heavily as she tried to maneuver around Colm Scrivener’s mass.

“None of your business.” She pushed him out of the way and wrenched the clock open.

“Lottie!” In a flurry of blond hair, Julianne ran across the common room and embraced her. “Where have you been? Sophie and I””

“It’s a funny story, really.” Lottie freed herself from Julianne’s grasp by kicking her lightly on the shin. “I’ll tell you in a second. I really have to go to the bathroom.” She waved hurriedly and dashed down the stairs, leaving a stunned Julianne behind her.

The door to her dormitory flew open as though it knew she was coming. She could hear hurried steps from the common room. Storm clouds diluted the light to a murky brown outside. The steps were drawing closer. Frantically, Lottie dropped to her stomach and searched for the tiny leather book. It must have been there”she hadn’t moved it.

“Lottie?” she heard Andrea’s voice ask from the end of the corridor.

Her heart thudded against her ribs. “Accio diary!” she hissed. Before she even saw it coming, the book was safe in her palm.

She rose so quickly that, for a moment, blackness blurred the corners of her vision.

“Lottie, what are you””

“Toilet!” Lottie shouted as she dashed by Andrea into the bathroom across the corridor. Panting, she slammed herself into a stall and sat down.

“Lottie”” Andrea’s feet were visible in the crack between the door and the floor. “”What is your problem?”

“I don’t make fun of you when you feel sick.” Lottie ran her fingers across the leather cover. “Look”can I have some privacy, please? It’s really”erm”distracting to have you standing here.”

“When I find out what you’re up to, you’re going to be in so much trouble.”

Lottie held her breath. The door closed.

Her hands shook so violently that she nearly dropped the book on the tiled floor. It was exactly the size of her hand and made of dark brown leather. A thin, decaying string held it closed. Carefully, she unwound it.

It opened. The pages beneath had yellowed on the corners. Through the bathroom’s overwhelming scent of soap, Lottie could smell the dust layered on the paper. She turned the cover.

Lottie had to clamp a hand over her mouth to muffle her scream.

‘This is the diary of Harry Potter,’ it read. Lottie punched the air victoriously. Holding the book like a baby, she flipped through the pages. They were blank”all of them. The joy”the rush of excitement that had once filled her suddenly became sharp”stabbing disappointment.

He couldn’t have just forgotten about it. He should have known that somebody would find it one day. But could that be why it had sat, discarded and uncared for, in Grimmauld Place for over fifty years?

“Lottie? Are you feeling okay?” It was Andrea again. “Do you want to go to the hospital wing?”

“N-no, I’m fine.” Lottie could feel her nose tingle and the corners of her eyes begin to sting. She had been so excited”so proud”but it turned out to be nothing. Wiping her eyes, she stoop up and flushed the toilet with her foot.

“Don’t you want to wash your hands?” Andrea asked in a fabulous impression of Professor Palmyitor.

“What? Oh. Right.” Lottie brushed her arm against her hip to make sure the diary was safe in her pocket. She carelessly ran her hands under the stream water and sulked across the hall into the dormitory.

“What’s wrong, Lottie?” Andrea asked.

“N-nothing.” The tension felt as thick as peanut butter. “It was Colm Scrivener,” Lottie lied.

“Why does he bother your stomach?” Andrea asked as she took folded clothes out of her duffle bag.

“I don’t know. I just”hate him.” Lottie flopped onto her bed and sighed. “I’m so tired,” she said. “Did Palmyitor say anything else important?”

“Not really. But she was kind of curious as to what you were up to.”

“Oh I’m sure I’ll give her all of the sticky details if she asks. You know when it’s so explosive that””

“Okay. Ew. Stop.”

“Lottie? Andrea?” Sophie poked her head through the door. “Safe to come in then?”

“Yeah,” Lottie said through laughter.

“So what’s up?” Sophie asked.

“What do you mean?”

“Where the hell have you been?”

“Oh. Hah.” Lottie exchanged a glance with Andrea before turning back to Sophie and Julianne and explaining, “Palmyitor made us go to an old pub”The Leaky Cauldron”to clean it.”

“Why?”

Lottie stared at Andrea helplessly.

“She was still upset about that sneaking away business from last year,” Andrea said swiftly. “It was pretty dreadful.”

“Some old Muggles crawled in there to die,” Lottie added dramatically.

“When did you get those?” Julianne asked.

“Get what?”

“Not you,” she said to Lottie. “Andrea”you have different glasses.”

Lottie turned and raised her eyebrows. She couldn’t believe she hadn’t noticed earlier. Andrea’s glasses couldn’t have been any more different than her old ones. Whereas the old ones were about half the size of Andrea’s face, these were much smaller and more portable. Instead of being round, half circles, these were rectangular.

“They look good, An,” Lottie said,

“Don’t call me that.”

“But they do! You look”look””

“Older,” Sophie finished.

“Well thank you.” Andrea blushed. “I broke the old ones and Palmyitor had to send to Odin Alley to get me new ones because it was quite urgent. I’m almost completely blind without them. And these have a charm on them so that they won’t fall off when I’m dueling.”

“Well thank Merlin for that,” Lottie said. “I would hate for you to go back to the old ones.”

“Oh shut up.” Andrea sat back in her bed and smiled at the canvas of her four-poster.

Lottie fell into bed, and something sharp poked her side. The diary… She had almost forgotten”again. She had gotten distracted with her friends and almost forgot the task at hand. She didn’t feel like laughing anymore. Something about the diary made her weak, nauseated even. She pulled the book from her pocket and placed it on the bedside table.

She glanced at the windows where the sun had finally given into the storm clouds. Rain pounded against the window and a summer chill crept upon the castle. A draft ran through the dorm. Lottie shivered and stared at the diary, captivated by the book in the grey light.
Chapter Thirty-Four: The Diary of Harry Potter by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I'm always apologizing, but I really mean it--I'm sorry for the really long wait on this one, guys. To make up for it, here's an extra-long chapter!

Thanks as always to my lovely beta, TheBird, for sprucing up this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to my awesome aunt and uncle who came and visited this weekend.
Chapter Thirty-Four: The Diary of Harry Potter

A beginning-of-classes gloom to infiltrate the castle as the last two weeks of holiday sped by. Andrea spent her last weeks on a Quidditch team that, with her help, pulled itself from last to first place. To keep Andrea’s suspicions quelled, Lottie stopped sneaking off without her and later took advantage of Andrea’s Quiddich games by stealing away into the library.

The diary remained just as suspicious and just as empty through all of her inspections. Lottie had tried every revealing spell she found in the ancient tomes from the library, but, unsurprisingly, none worked.

In the last days of holiday, Lottie gave up trying to find a spell to open it altogether, but didn’t stop carrying it. It felt almost wrong to leave it alone in the dormitory. Even when she left it for a few minutes to shower, she could sense its absence and feel a growing paranoia that it would get taken.

On the first day of term, Lottie grimly donned her uniform. With the start of term feast just fifteen minutes away, she desperately searched for some place to carry the book in her pocketless outfit. The rectangular bulge on her stomach was painfully apparent when she tried keeping it under her sweater, and she almost broke the seam in her skirt trying to fit it in the waist; finally she settled on slipping it into the top of her boot before running down to the Great Hall. “Excited for fourth year?” she asked Andrea as she plopped down next to her at the Palmyitor’s table.

“I’m nervous,” Andrea said. “Apparently the workload increases a lot.”

“Yeah, but we’re prepared,” Lottie whispered. “We must be two years ahead in dueling now.”

“You are going to get yourself in trouble,” Andrea said seriously. “Don’t use any of those spells you learned this summer. You could seriously hurt someone, Lottie.”

“But””

“Shh!”

The doors opened. The first years, even smaller than Lottie had ever seen, shuffled inside behind Maelioric. “Is it just me,” Andrea began, “or are there fewer new students this year?”

Lottie frowned. She hadn’t noticed, but with a quick head count, she discovered that there were only twenty-nine first years. “That’s weird,” she said under her breath. “There are forty of us. What does that mean?”

“No idea.”

The sorting began. Michael Anderson was immediately sorted into Palmyitor, but it took nearly five silent minutes to sort Samantha Alls into Maelioric.

“Do you think,” Lottie whispered, “that it has to do with the Dark Lord?”

“What?”

“How few firsties there are. Do you think he could be”could be eliminating Muggle-borns from the population?”

“I don’t know,” Andrea said thoughtfully. “He clearly doesn’t like Muggles, so it’s plausible.”

“I don’t think he would do that. I mean””

“Shut it, will you?” snapped Matilda Keith, the sixth year prefect. Her splotchy face frowned menacingly over a large, white parsnip.

Lottie stuck her tongue out at the back of Matilda’s head and sulked through the rest of the sorting. It seemed to be taking especially long this year. Every decision seemed increasingly painful for the heads to make. “It the Table broken?” Andrea whispered. “It’s not lighting up nearly as brightly as it normally does.”

“I don’t””

A chorus of applause cut Lottie off. Palmyitor stood before the students with crossed arms. “Welcome,” she said, “to the beginning of a new year. We would like to”” she grimaced though saying such kind words stung “”extend an especially warm welcome to our new students and staff.”

Mumbles echoed through the hall. “New staff?” Lottie asked.

“Due to”to the tragic death of Professor Gabaldon, we have had to hire a new Defense Against the Dark Arts professor.” Palmyitor stood as still as a stone in front of them. Her lips hardly moved as she spoke. Lottie could tell that she was putting up her best defenses to appear strong in front of her students.

“Please join me in welcoming Professor Robert Dewitt.” Polite applause filled the hall.

“I was kind of hoping Maelioric would stick to it,” Lottie said as she clapped her hands together. “He made the class at least a little bit enjoyable.”

“He has more important things to do,” Andrea said.

“Enjoy your feast,” Palmyitor said from the head of the hall.

Lottie lunged for the chicken immediately and piled it onto her plate. “Honestly, Lottie,” Andrea said as she furiously buttered a roll. “Save some for the first years. They’re practically starving.”



The first class the fourth year Palmyitors had the next morning was Defense Against the Dark Arts. Lottie kept the diary tucked safely in her boot as they headed to the classroom.

“This Dewitt guy better give us a break,” Lottie said loudly as they took their seats. “We haven’t dueled for about two months.”

“And what if I don’t, Charlotte?” came a smooth voice from the back of the classroom. Nearly the entire class jumped. Dewitt glided to the front of the room. He reminded Lottie of a Dementor at first; his long cloak completely hid his legs. His steps were so even that Lottie felt as though he wasn’t walking at all; it seemed the earth was moving away from him and he contented himself to watch it go by. The light never caught his face, though Lottie thought she could make out a short beard and sunken cheekbones. “Welcome to Defense Against the Dark Arts,” he said with a flashy smile.

“It’s Lottie, not Charlotte,” Lottie said with her hand in the air.

“Charlotte, sir.”

“Mmm… sir.” Lottie slumped back in her chair. She had thought that nobody could be worse than Gabaldon, but apparently, she was wrong.

“Well, contrary to Charlotte’s”” Lottie ground her teeth “”wishes, I will not give you a break. No, you just had a very long holiday, I believe. So”up. Take out your wands.”

Lottie pulled out her wand and glanced around. Nobody else seemed to be as concerned about this new teacher as she was. “You will be dueling. Oh no.” He smiled at Andrea’s attempt to inch towards Lottie. “No, no, Andrea. I’ll be picking your partners.”

None of the other students seemed unnerved that Dewitt was referring to them by their first names”or even knew their names at all. “Charlotte, you and Edgar will duel.”

Lottie shrugged at Edgar Payne and pulled out her wand. “I”I’m not very good at dueling,” he confessed as they made their way to the other side of the room.

Hiding a smile, Lottie said, “Well that’s okay. I mean”I’m not too great either.”

Once all of the other pairs had been made, Dewitt flicked his wand and hissed, “Go.”

After a quick bow, Lottie shouted, “Stupefy!”

Edgar tried to make a shield, but it flickered and died before the spell even reached him. He managed to dodge out of the way quickly enough and held his wand out. “Expelliarmus!”

The spell was not strong at all. Lottie could feel her wand quiver as the spell collided with her, but managed to hold onto it. She smirked, but before she had time to celebrate, a searing pain scorched her ankle and shot up her leg. It felt like fire had spread across her bone and was pressing against her Achilles’ heel. Her leg collapsed, causing her to plummet to the ground. She clutched her ankle, hissing and spitting profanities at the floor.

Edgar looked just as surprised as Lottie was. The panic rose in his voice as she said, “It”it was just a disarming””

Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie glanced at Andrea. The goal was to win, wasn’t it? And now was the perfect time to catch Edgar off guard. “Sectumsempra!” she shouted from the ground.

Edgar shouted in pain as the spell hit his shoulder. Blood gushed from his wound like water from a tap. Clutching his arm, he sank to his knees. The room grew silent to Lottie; all she could hear was her own pounding heart, which drowned out all of the other duelers’ incantations and shouts. “Stupefy,”she growled, pushing herself up off he ground. Edgar rolled out of the way just in time. “Stupefy. Stupefy!”

At least one of Lottie’s Stunners hit him; eyes still wide in shock, Edgar keeled over. His head hit the ground with a loud smack. Grinning triumphantly, Lottie spun around to watch the progress of her other classmates. The room was silent. Every other student stared at her, dumbstruck. Dewitt grinned from behind his desk.

“I didn’t know we were supposed to actually hurt them,” Julianne said blankly.

“We weren’t,” Andrea said, an I-told-you-so sort of smirk creeping onto her face.

“Well done,” snarled Dewitt. “Yes, well done, Charlotte.”

“”Lottie””

“Devin,” he went on, “maybe you would like to take dear Edgar to the hospital wing?”

Devin stared blankly from his from his passed out best friend to Lottie. “O-okay. Ennervate.” Edgar sat up slowly, rubbing his blood-soaked arm. “Come on, mate,” Devin said, giving Edgar a hand up. “Let’s take you to get that patched up.”

“Take a seat, class,” Dewitt said. The door clicked shut. “Have you all taken note of what Charlotte did? She did not let him take his turns. You do not have to be polite when dueling. Well done, Charlotte; you are ruthless.”

Lottie stared blankly at the professor; somehow that didn’t seem like a compliment.

“I want you all to write a paper on a famous dueler in history,” Dewitt said. “A foot long. For tomorrow.” Groans of frustrations filled the classroom. “Except you, Charlotte. Take the night off.” Lottie burned bright red. “The rest of you, I want a description of their tactics and signature spells. Class dismissed.”

The class filed out slowly. Lottie felt some particularly vile glances in her direction, but she kept her focus solely on the latch of her bag, which was now suddenly incredibly interesting. “Charlotte?” Lottie looked up. She was now alone with Professor Dewitt. The corners of his lips upturned into a sly smile. “Congratulations.”

Lottie shivered. “Th-thanks.” Without another word, she dashed out of the classroom.

“What did I tell you?” Andrea asked once Lottie shut the door to the Defense Against the Dark Arts room behind her. “Using Dark Magic will just get you in trouble. Do you believe me now?”

“It’ll get me in trouble now,” Lottie said indignantly. “But you’ll get in trouble later for not using it. So”erm”what’s our next class?”

“Dueling. And I hope for our classmates’ sake that we won’t have to fight again.”



When Lottie entered the common room that night, the crowd fell silent. With the hairs on the back of her neck standing up, Lottie went with Andrea and took a seat in the most remote corner she could find. “News travels fast, huh?”

“And with good reason,” Andrea said as the volume began to steadily increase again. “You did almost kill””

“Okay, okay, that’s a bit of an overstatement, don’t you think? It’s just a little cut. Edgar’s fine.” Andrea didn’t respond, but pulled out a textbook and buried her nose in it. “You know what? Fine. I’m leaving. I don’t want to sit here and be told what a horrible person I am for winning a duel. Good night. And good luck on your essay.”

The common room silenced again as she left. With a flurry of dirty blond hair, Lottie spun around furiously and pounded down the stairs. “Stupid Edgar Payne,” she growled to her reflection in the window next to her bed. “Just because he doesn’t know how to duel doesn’t mean it’s my fault.” She leaned down to untie her boots. “Or my pro””

The diary toppled out of her shoe. Thick, yellow pus oozed out of her boot and pooled on the cold wooden floor. She pinched the corners of the little book and pulled it out of the goo. It was completely clean. Nothing covered the old journal except its dark, cracking leather and a thin layer of dust. She stared, dumbfounded, completely ignoring the pulsating pain in her foot. An angry scorch mark was left where the book had been”right where she had felt a burn when she was dueling.

What spell had Edgar performed that made it burn? It had hurt so badly right after he tried to disarmed her. Lottie pointed her wand at the book. “Expelliarmus.” The brown leather turned bright red for a moment before cooling back to its original color.

Lottie grabbed it off the bed. It fell open to the last page. It was no longer empty; a hastily scribbled sentence read, ‘If you have found this, you are a true friend; you know what to do next.’

“Potter,” Lottie growled. Why were there so many security measures? It all seemed a bit ridiculous.

“Lottie?”

Quicker than she could have Vanished it, Lottie stuffed the diary in the front of her pajama shirt. “What?” she asked.

Andrea peaked in. “Can I come in?”

“Well it’s your room too, isn’t it?”

“I just wanted to say I’m sorry.”

Lottie let the pause stretch on to the point of awkwardness. She couldn’t believe that Andrea was apologizing for something so insignificant when something so mysterious was hidden under Lottie’s sweater, just waiting to be revealed.

Andrea took a breath and continued. “You’re just doing what you were told”and it works. I guess I’m just jealous.” Andrea chewed the inside of her lip as she thought. “But that’s not to say,” she added, “that I’m not worried about you. I think Dark magic is a bad habit to get into.”

“Well”you may have a point.” Lottie wasn’t sure if she could sound interested even if she tried. Being upset with Andrea was so inconsequential compared to what she had just found. “Don’t worry about it. Thanks.” She smiled.

“And”I was wondering if you could help me with my dueling essay,” Andrea said quickly. “I mean, not a lot, but””

“Wait, do my ears serve me correctly? Me help you?”

“Well, it’s just that I can’t decide between writing about Ursula the Unbeatable or Adolfo the Amazing,” Andrea said. “That’s all I need help with, really.”

“If I were you,” Lottie said thoughtfully, “I’d do something totally unexpected like”like the Dark Lord or something. Information will be easier to find and you’ll get points for being so relative to the times.”

“Oh…” Andrea looked winded. “Lottie, I think you may be getting yourself in too deep.”

“What do you mean?”

“The first thing you think of is the Dark Lord?”

Lottie snorted. “Please. It wasn’t the first thing I thought of. I’ve been thinking about it since he assigned it. I mean”do what you want. I just think Dewitt might enjoy the creativity.”

Andrea smiled meekly. “I”er”I think I might do Ursula,” she said timidly.

Lottie scratched the back of her neck. “Oh”good idea,” she said. “I mean, she’s who I thought of first also. Got to love…er…her.”

Andrea nodded and looked at the floor. “Yeah… Well”thanks. I’m going to go work on that.”

“Okay.” Lottie waved. “Good luck”don’t work too hard.”

The door clicked shut. Immediately, Lottie reached for the diary. It said his friends would know how to open it; then what did she have to do? “Harry Potter is my friend,” she told the diary. Nothing happened. “I would trust Harry Potter with my life.” Again, the diary was unaffected.

For an hour, Lottie tried as many combinations of sentences including “Harry Potter” and “friend” that she could think of. Once she even tried throwing it against the wall, though she had no conviction that it would work. Finally, when Julianne came in to ready for bed, Lottie gave up, stuffed the diary safely in her duffel and fell into a fitful sleep.




Thunder crashed outside; the entire castle seemed to quiver in its wake. Lottie sat up. Through her four-poster curtains, she could hear the rhythmic breathing of her dorm mates. Lightning flashed and illuminated the entire dormitory for a fraction of a second. Adrenaline pumped through her veins.

Restlessly, she rummaged through her duffel and pulled out the diary. “I am a”er”companion of Harry Potter,” she whispered with a new determination to figure the thing out. “Harry and I are very close”ow!”

The ragged edges of the book sliced the top of her finger. Blood welled on top of the cut and dribbled down the side of her hand, leaving a trail of scarlet behind. “Merlin.” She tried to push the book out of the way, but it was too late. The drop of blood splashed against the leather cover of the diary.

Once again, the book glared red. Lottie dropped it and watched it glow until it returned to its regular brown. She opened it hungrily. This time, it was filled with that same hurried writing from the front. Every single page was full of scribbles.

She turned to the beginning. “Lumos.” Her wandlight illuminated the book completely. Carefully, she began at the front.

‘I assume if you are reading this,’ it read, ‘you are a friend. I made it so that only my own friends’ blood could open it. It was a bit of Dark magic, but the security is worth it.’

Lottie put the book down. How had she opened it then? He had died fifty years ago”how would he know she was going to find the journal?

‘I also guess if you are reading this, the worst has happened. I’m putting everything I know in this journal, so hopefully, it can give you some help in defeating Voldemort.’

Lottie screamed and dropped the book as though its cover were made of acid.

“What?” Andrea’s groggy voice came from the next bed.

Lottie extinguished her wand. “It was”was”” She had never seen the Dark Lord’s name printed before. “A spider. One crawled out of my bed.”

“Honestly? That’s it?” A rustling of sheets told her that Andrea had rolled over. “Go to bed, Lottie.”

“Mmm. Right.”

She sat there for a good five minutes. Once she was sure Andrea had fallen asleep, she lit her wand again.

‘My parents were enemies of Voldemort.’

Lottie shivered, but made sure not to scream again.

‘He offered them high-ranking positions as Death Eaters, but they turned him down. They were both members of the Order of the Phoenix. Not long after, a prophecy was made by Sybill Trelawney, predicting the birth of a boy who could overthrow Voldemort…’

Hours passed. Lottie’s eyes remained glued to the page as she read the story of Lily and James Potter. The grey-tinged sun peaked through the dark storm clouds when Lottie read the line, ‘So Hagrid took me from the rubble of our Godric’s Hollow home, under Dumbledore’s orders, to my aunt and uncle. For ten miserable years, I lived with my uncle, Vernon Dursley, my aunt, Petunia Dursley and my cousin, Dudley Dursley.’

Numbness spread through Lottie’s body in less than a second. All she could feel was the pulsing of her heart in her fingertips. It wasn’t possible that… The book tumbled from her hands and landed, softly, innocently unaware of the havoc it had caused.

How did she not know? How had her mother never told her? Surely Palmyitor knew”and that was why she let her go to France, open the enchanted objects. She must have thought that Lottie has some special power because of…

The sound of curtains sliding open brought her back to her sense. Hastily, she stuffed the book under the covers. “Lottie?” came Andrea’s voice from the other side of the curtain. “You awake?”

“Yeah,” Lottie said, opening her curtains. “Sorry, I had a rough night.”

“Looks like it.” Andrea chuckled as she laced up her boots. “Have you slept at all?”

“No. I just”just kept thinking of those spiders crawling all over me.” She shivered.

“Mmm. Terrifying. Well, you better hurry up. We have Potions first.”




The dungeon that morning felt twenty times colder than it had ever in this part of the year. Thin layers of ice formed on the cylinders of purple liquid they were going to have to boil. “We might have to start layering our clothes early this year,” Andrea said as they waited for Professor Dyer to show up.

“Sounds good,” Lottie said distractedly. Her mind was tucked into the ankle of her boot along with Harry Potter’s diary.

Andrea surveyed her through the rims of her new glasses. “What has been wrong with you lately?” she asked. “You never seen to be completely paying attention. I think””

“Good morning, class,” Dyer croaked from the doorframe. The Palmyitor and Clynalmoy fourth years rumbled a tired hello. “I know if you were to pick a time to have class, it would not be early in the morning. And I know you will have trouble focusing during this period.”

“True,” murmured Sophie.

“So today…” Dyer went on, describing the potion they were making and each specific direction. Andrea sat beside Lottie taking frantic but miraculously neat notes. Every thought Lottie had echoed what she found in the diary.

“Psst.” Andrea nudged her not-so-gently. “You might want to start working. I reckon you’ll get a T if you just sit there like that for the entire class.”

“Oh”er”right.” Lottie blankly pulled out whatever ingredients reached her fingertips first. Beside her, Andrea was lighting a fire. Lottie did the same. Slyly, she glanced over at Andrea’s handwritten instructions and poured some water in to boil.

Fifty minutes later, the potion she had was bright orange and spewing what looked like miniature quiches; she wasn’t particularly concerned.

“Rowe,” Dyer called from across the room. “Let’s see it, then.”

Lottie held up her cauldron.

“Mmm… This potion makes me wonder if you even took my class last year.” Lottie could hear Ally Overton’s laughter from two rows behind her. “Every technique I taught you, you ignored. This potion is supposed to be red with hints of gold, not orange with hints of chunks. This is a difficult potion and I expected them”” he nodded to the rest of the class “”to fail, but not you. Sad.”

“Okay,” Lottie said. One grade? One grade was nothing compared to the secret she had discovered.

The bell for the end of class rang. “No marks for today, Rowe,” Dyer said as she packed up her bags.

“Do”do you not care?” Andrea asked in the corridor. Lottie shrugged. “We”we’ve got Charms next. We”hey where are you going?”

Lottie turned around. She had been headed down the stairs instead of up, unconsciously going to the Palmyitor common room. “Oh, er”sorry. Got a bit distracted.” She ran up the stairs, two at a time. “Wh-what are we doing in Charms this year?”

“I’ve got no idea,” Andrea said. “But I think we’re a bit ahead from this summer.”

The Charms room was much emptier than it normally was. Only the seven Palmyitor fourth years filled the first two rows of desks. “Good morning,” Hermione said from the front desk. She smiled at Andrea and Lottie. “Today, unlike in most of your classes, we will not have a practical lesson. Instead…”

The lecture continued. Lottie’s eyes unfocused as she watched the jagged motions of the quills in the front row. Hermione seemed not to notice that Lottie was not taking notes.

Lottie glanced around the room. Nobody was paying any attention to her. Slowly, she reached into her boot and pulled out the leather diary. Andrea didn’t even look her way. Both nausea and excitement filled her at once. She opened the book, but the writing that had previously been crammed into every inch had disappeared. She reached for her wand. She almost had muttered the incantation, when Hermione’s head snapped toward her. “Rowe, what are you doing?”

Lottie looked up. The entire class stared at her with her wand pointed to the empty book on the desk. “Er”er””

“What is that?” Hermione took the book from the desk.

“No!” Lottie rose to her feet. “Give it back”it’s mine.”

“Miss Rowe, if you wish to write in diaries, you have plenty of time to do it after class.” Hermione reached to open the front cover.

“No”Expelliarmus!”

The spell shot from her wand with such a force that Lottie stumbled backwards a few steps. The entire class fell silent and watched the spell, seeming to be in slow motion, crash into Hermione. She collapsed with the strength of it. The diary flew through the air, red from the spell and landed in Lottie’s open palm.

Andrea shrieked and ran to Hermione’s side. “Her”er”Professor Stainthorpe, are you alright?”

Hermione delicately picked herself up and brushed off the lining of her robe. “Yes, thank you dear. It seems that today’s lesson must be cut short. Class dismissed”except you, Rowe.”

The class packed up, murmuring to each other under their breath. “Something is definitely off about her,” Lottie heard Devin Hackitt tell Edgar. “If she’s so willing to attack all of these people.”

Lottie turned to Hermione as the class filed out. She looked rather less than amused.

“Now,” Hermione began.

“I’m sorry!” exclaimed Lottie. “I really am. I just”that diary is really important and””

“That does not give you any right to attack a teacher,” Hermione said. “What is that book?”

“I found it,” Lottie explained, “in Grimmauld Place. It”it was Harry Potter’s journal.”

Silence. “What?”

“Yeah.” Lottie glanced at her lap. “It was. I just found out.” Hermione held out her palm. The veins beneath her thin skin seemed to pulse with excitement. “It’s empty at first glance, but I figured out how to open it.”

“How?”

“Here.” Lottie took the book back. Wincing, she picked the scab off her finger and pressed the blood to the cover of the book. Warmth emanated from the journal as it glowed red again.

Hermione stared hungrily at the book. Lottie thought she could see tears creeping into the corners of her eyes.

“But you knew him,” Lottie said suddenly, struck by an idea. “I’m not”not sure if something in here is true or not.”

“What?” Hermione inched closer to the book.

Flipping through the pages, Lottie found the sentence she had read last. “Here,” she said. “’I lived with my uncle, Vernon Dursley, my aunt, Petunia Dursley and my cousin, Dudley Dursley.’”

Hermione blinked. Apparently, that was not the mystery she was expecting. “Yes,” she said. “That”that’s right. He grew up with his aunt and uncle.”

A wave of nausea crashed onto Lottie. She slumped back into her chair for a moment, completely numb with shock.

“Why?” Hermione asked.

“Do you know what my mother’s maiden name is?” Lottie whispered. “Dursley.”
Chapter Thirty-Five: The Potter Legacy by Eponine
Author's Notes:
This was a long wait--thanks for sticking with me everyone! Now that the summer is approaching, it should be much better. A million thanks to my beta, TheBird, for flying halfway across the country to see me and help me finish this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to the cast and crew of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. Great show, everyone!
Chapter Thirty-Five: The Potter Legacy

Lottie could see her hands shaking”could see the diary’s pages quiver, but she couldn’t feel anything. All she saw before her was Hermione, who froze so suddenly that, for a moment, Lottie thought she had been petrified.

A streak of white lightning ran across the swirling storm clouds. The roar of thunder that followed seemed to begin at the very pit of the castle and run like a shiver up its walls. Rain thudded against the windows and the glass rattled to a breaking point. Groans and shouts from disgruntled students wafted up from the grounds. This wasn’t the half of it though, Lottie knew. The real storm was still to come.

“You,” Hermione stuttered. “You’re””

“Dudley Dursley was my grandfather. He”he died long ago. I hardly remember him. He was murdered.”

“They probably found out who he was,” Hermione said. Her eyes were fixated on Lottie.

“But why””

Hermione shook her head. “You don’t know what it was like, back then, right after Harry died. The Death Eaters killed anybody”everybody who had some relation to Harry. Only a few of us escaped. It’s a miracle that they didn’t find your grandfather sooner.”

“But what does this mean”for me and my family?” Lottie asked. Feeling was slowly returning to her; accompanying it was a bone-freezing chill that slowly crept up her spine, one vertebrae at a time.

“For your family, it means they must not tell anybody their true identities. They would be taken directly to Voldemort.”

Lottie froze, her eyes thrown open and yet somehow immeasurably heavy. “And”and for me?”

“I couldn’t say,” Hermione said, staring at the worn top of her desk. Her eyelashes shook with the weight of the moment. “Though I would guess you will become a new rallying point for the rebellion.”

“Me?” Lottie drew the diary into her chest. “But”but I”what would I be able to”I’m not”I can’t. I’m fourteen.”

“I’m not saying I expect you to,” Hermione explained. She glanced at Lottie with a curious, heavy look: her brown eyes darkened and her mouth moved into what almost appeared to be a smile. “I doubt others will agree with me, though. Harry was the center of the war. A prophecy made him so. People will think you’re destined to destroy Voldemort.”

Lottie winced. The name and the thought hit her chest like a brick. “So I”I’m Harry Potter’s””

“First cousin, twice removed, I believe.”

“But why”why could I open the diary?” Lottie asked. “It said he made it so only friends could.”

“You had to spill a drop of blood on it to get it to reveal itself?” Hermione asked. Lottie nodded solemnly. “He must have enchanted it to only open for the blood of certain people”his friends. I’m sure if I tried, it would open as well.”

“But he couldn’t have known I would open it.”

Hermione frowned thoughtfully. “Well he had to make it so he could open it,” she began. “It must have recognized your blood as his.”

Lottie flipped through the pages of her book blankly, taking in everything. The bell for the next class reverberated through the corridor. “I”I need to go… go to Defense Against the Dark Arts,” she said numbly.

Hermione nodded stiffly. Lottie didn’t need to use Legilimency to see that a lot of difficult memories were surfacing in her mind. Her eyes were muggy and her voice dull, like distant thoughts prevented her from the present. “I will tell Naesa about this,” she said. “I am sure she’ll want to know. Due to the nature of… your actions earlier, I will, however, need to give you detention. Tonight”after dinner.”

Lottie rose to her feet. What did she care about detention when she just found out that she was related to the Harry Potter?” She nodded silently and made her way toward the door.

“And Rowe?” Hermione said as Lottie turned to doorknob to leave. “Don’t forget the book.”

Outside, Andrea stood with her arms crossed. “So?” she asked, her tone hushed. “Are you expelled?”

Lottie shook her head. “No”no I”I’m… We’re late for class, aren’t we?”

“Oh! You’re right!” Andrea took off down the corridor. “Well I can only guess,” she said as they ran, “that you got detention at the very least.”

Lottie shrugged. Her legs pounded against the ground, jolting her awake with every step. They burst into the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom. “Sorry,” Andrea apologized. “We”we were””

“Late,” Professor Dewitt finished. “Next time there will be consequences,” he added with a smarmy smile.

Still apologizing, Andrea found her seat; Lottie followed. The class turned around to stare at Lottie. “Alright, class.” Dewitt flicked his wand. From his desk, what looked like white sticks flew and landed before each student. He flicked his wand again and tweezers flew to everyone as well. “If you look in your book, you will find several symbols that you can carve”each with its own meaning. They will illuminate and detect certain types of magic around you. It is particularly useful in sticky situations “for example, if Dark magic is being used in the vicinity.”

Andrea stared at her desk. “This is a bone,” she whispered. “Human bone.”

“Oh I doubt that,” said Sophie casually next to her. “Probably dog or something.”

Lottie flipped open her book and began carving silently”she didn’t care which symbol; it really didn’t matter anyway. She was so absentminded that her hands got a little ahead of themselves. Little shards of bone flew like tiny daggers in every direction. Andrea flinched as a particularly jagged one broke the lens of her glasses.

“Ow, Lottie, you’re doing it all wrong.” Andrea assumed a slightly too-loud tone as she took off her glasses and mended them with a quick incantation. “Here. Let me help you.” She leaned in and whispered, “So, what’s it all about? What is that book?”

“It”it’s the diary of Harry Potter,” Lottie said under her breath.

“What?”

“Sshh!” Lottie leaned in so close that the tip of her nose brushed against the bone. “He made a journal so future generations could learn how to defeat the Dark Lord.”

“But where did you find it?”

“Grimmauld Place.”

“You mean you’ve had it all this time and you haven’t told me?”

“I didn’t know what it was until a few weeks ago.” Lottie finished carving the first symbol. “I just managed to open it last night. It”” Lottie looked up.

Professor Dewitt towered above her, arms crossed. “Enjoying your conversation, Charlotte?”

“Er”no”erm”sorry.” She returned to carving and mouthed, ‘Later,’ to Andrea.

At the end of the class, Lottie packed up her bag and followed Andrea to the Great Hall for lunch. “So.” Andrea sat down and put a sandwich on her place.

“The diary,” Lottie whispered, scooting farther away from the seventh year on her other side. “It’s kind of like an autobiography. I haven’t read that much. I only got to when he defeated the Dark Lord for the first time”when he was a baby.” Lottie sighed at the sandwich on her plate. There was nothing she wanted less than to eat. “But it said he lived after that with his cousin, Dudley Dursley.” She paused significantly.

“So?”

Lottie swallowed a swig of water. “Dudley Dursley was my grandfather,” she whispered.

“WHAT?”

A sixth year grunted with disapproval at Andrea’s outburst. “Sorry.” Andrea blushed furiously. “I”I saw a hair”erm”in my food.” She turned back to Lottie. “Are you serious?”

“Yeah,” Lottie breathed. “Dead. And I’ve got detention with Herm”er”Stainthorpe tonight.”

That evening, Lottie knocked on Hermione’s office door; the diary was tucked safely under her arm. A nervousness”or excitement, she couldn’t tell”filled every part of her. She wanted to learn more about Harry Potter”her newfound cousin, but the way Hermione had looked at her when she found out made her stomach squirm. Hermione said she didn’t expect Lottie to lead the war, but the grief hidden in her eyes betrayed her.

“Come in,” Hermione called.

Lottie cracked the door open. There it was again”that look. She placed the diary down on the table. “Hi,” she said, sitting in the straight-backed chair across from Hermione.

Hermione’s stare unnerved Lottie. For a moment, Lottie thought she was doing Legilimency and put up a hasty block, but she then realized there was no magic involved at all. Lottie looked away.

“Well.” Hermione broke the silence. “Let’s take a look at this, shall we?” She handled the book like a treasure, gently lifting it from the table. Fondly, she ran her fingertips over the cover and flipped through the yellowing pages.

“A lot of stuff I’m sure you already know,” Lottie said, staring at her lap to avoid Hermione’s gaze. “I only got to right after he defeated the Dark Lord for the first time.”

Hermione smiled; her eyebrows furrowed and her face seemed to contort as she stared down at the familiar handwriting. Lottie watched as tears ran down her wrinkled face and pooled on the desk. “I’m sorry,” she said, her eyes scanning the tiny print before her. “It just brings back all of these memories.”

“It’s”er”no problem.” Lottie felt the urge to smile back, but stared at the shelves of dusty books instead.

“This is so detailed,” Hermione went on. “Everything is here. The troll on Halloween”oh, I had forgotten this.” She put the book down. “Now, I must tell you why I really asked you to bring the book,” she said seriously. “Because I’m sure you know that I know a lot of this already”I was there after all.” Lottie nodded, keeping her eyes on the desk. “I confess it is somewhat of a sentimental thing,” Hermione went on. “You can only imagine how much I miss him and Ron. But you see, Harry had plans. I’m sure of it; he wasn’t the kind who would run us into a journey without knowing what he was doing. They went wrong, though. Voldemort”sorry”tricked him”caught him”before he could execute any of his ideas.”

“And you think he wrote them in this diary?” Lottie asked.

“Exactly. Or at the very least it will jog my memory. Give me more to report”more details. So I hope you don’t mind if we skip a few years. The early years, while interesting, don’t hold much information.” She turned the pages to near the very end. “And as much as I hate to do it”well this is detention after all”would you copy it down as I read it? Let’s think of it as lines. I will need my own copy to show Naesa, after all.”

Lottie looked up. “You”you mean I can keep it?”

“I don’t see any harm in it,” Hermione said carefully. Lottie didn’t need to use Legilimency to see what that she desperately wanted to keep it, to hold onto that little part of Harry left. “There is no more hidden magic in here”and after all, what is important is the words.” She cleared her throat. “Are you ready?”

“Oh.” Lottie rummaged through her bag and pulled out a roll of parchment, a quill and ink. “Ready.”

“Here we go. ‘In my sixth year, Professor Dumbledore had me for private lessons several times. In each lesson, we would watch a scene from Voldemort’s”’”

Lottie dropped her quill. “I can’t…”

“Nonsense,” Hermione said. “Dumbledore and Harry always used to say, ‘Fear of a name only increases fear of the thing itself.’ It’s not going to hurt you.”

Lottie picked up the quill. Her fingers shook so badly that she could hardly write. Each letter seemed to sting, heightening her anxiety until the word was finally on the page. She cringed at the sight of it.

“Ready? Okay.” Lottie continued. “’We would watch a scene from Voldemort’s life in a Pensieve”’”

“A what?”

“P-E-N-S-I-E-V-E. It’s a device used to store and view memories. Ready then? ‘The first scene…’”

The diary went on. Lottie scribbled along as it described each story, each vignette in detail. The clock struck eight, each chime beating fear farther into Lottie’s mind, when Hermione closed the book. “I think that is enough for you tonight,” she said. “I’m sure you have homework you need to do. And I should report this”” she held up the copy of the diary “”to Naesa.”

“Okay.” Lottie stood up and took the diary.

“Oh, and Lottie? I spoke to Naesa about your”erm”newfound relative.”

“Yeah?”

“She will be having a conversation with you about it shortly,” Hermione said as Lottie made her way to the door. “In the meantime, she made it clear that you are not to tell anybody.” Guilt plunged into Lottie’s stomach; she had only told Andrea”and Andrea wouldn’t tell anyone, right? But how could she be sure? Hermione raised her eyebrows knowingly. “Same time tomorrow,” she said. “Goodnight.”

The door clicked shut. Lottie waited until she was safely out of earshot before breaking into a run. Her boots thudded against the floor and echoed down the entire corridor. She looked down at the old journal clenched in her fist. If she had found out she was related to Harry Potter in the camps, she would have loved it, would have bragged about it, but now all she could think of was Voldemort, the hood of his billowing cloak hiding scarlet eyes, searching for her, torturing her, killing her.

She stopped at the Palmyitor clock and clambered inside after setting the time. The common room was packed. Everywhere she turned, somebody was laughing or shouting across the room. Lottie felt sick to her stomach. Her vision was a blur of bodies and quills, the fire crackling hazily in the corner. She spun around, searching for an armchair, rubbing her forehead furiously.

“Well, how was it?” Andrea shouted from behind a tower of books so high that it would have put Babel to shame. “The detention?” she asked, poking her head around her fort. The tower wobbled precariously.

“I’ll tell you”erm”not here. Is the dorm empty?”

“Yeah”Julianne and Sophie are over there.” Andrea pointed to a table near the entrance to the common room where the two fourth years sat side-by-side scribbling essays.

“Let’s go then.” Silently, they slipped out of the crowd of screaming teenagers.

Once the door shut, Andrea asked, “So what’s up?”

“We read the diary.”

“What? You attack a teacher and you get to read a diary for detention?”

“Well that’s not all. I mean”I had to copy it down too.”

“Oh you poor thing.”

“Shut up,” Lottie snapped. “I have something important to tell you.”

“Okay, okay, I’m listening.”

“So in the diary”we read about these scenes that Potter and Dumbledore watched”memories from the Dark Lord’s past.”

“Yeah?” Andrea leaned in, interest sparkling in her eyes.

“Yeah. We read about his mum. Can you believe it? Turns out the Dark Lord is a half-blood. His dad is a Muggle. His mum was mad and gave his dad a love potion. Once baby Dark Lord was born”Tom Riddle Jr.”she left him off the potion and he ran away. But the really interesting part is that his mother is the great-great-great something of Salazar Slytherin”one of the founders of Hogwarts.”

Andrea let out a low whistle. “Did you read anything else?”

“Yeah.” Lottie leaned in so that their foreheads almost touched. “His mum died”right when he was born. He grew up in an orphanage. He didn’t know he was a wizard, but he was kind of aware of his powers. Harry wrote about how he said he could make things happen. Dumbledore went to visit him when he was turning eleven to tell him.”

“Did you read anything else?”

Lottie shook her head. “There wasn’t time. But I’m going back tomorrow. Oh”and”well. Hermione said that Palmyitor told her to tell me not to tell anyone about Harry being””

The door creaked open. Sophie poked her head in. “Oh thank Merlin,” she said. “It’s so crowded up there.”

Lottie raised her eyebrows at Andrea. “Well you know what I mean,” she said. “Just…keep it to yourself.”



The next night, Lottie found herself back in Hermione’s office, carefully avoiding her gaze. The room was small and cramped with spell books and photo albums that were older than Alsemore itself. There was only one tiny square window in the corner, beside Hermione’s desk, which seemed gigantic compared to the size of the room. Hermione read every memory and described what she remembered Harry telling her while Lottie took notes.

“’Voldemort has split his soul into seven pieces,’ she read. ‘He has hidden the pieces in artifacts called Horcruxes. Before Voldemort can be killed, all of the Horcruxes must be destroyed.’”

“Horcruxes?” Lottie repeated. “What do they do?”

“They will keep you alive,” Hermione explained. “Since part of your soul is preserved. But it’s extremely Dark magic and your soul is unfixable after. Most Dark wizards are content with one, but Voldemort made six.”

“I thought there were sev””

“The last part is himself. Harry led us on an expedition to find one”that was when Voldemort attacked.”

“Did he know what artifacts they are?”

“He had ideas,” Hermione said. “And I think he was right. Let’s see. There was the ring”” she counted off on her fingers. “”the diary, the snake, Hufflepuff’s cup, something of Gryffindor or Ravenclaw’s and Slytherin’s locket.”

“Slytherin?” Lottie asked. “Like the founder of Hogwarts?”

Hermione nodded. “See here? ‘Voldemort collected things”he searched for objects as old as Hogwarts itself from the founders. He got the locket of Slytherin and the cup of Hufflepuff; I think he took something of Gryffindor or Ravenclaw’s as well.’”

“So”in order to kill the Dark Lord for good, we’d need to destroy all of these Horcruxes first? All six of them?”

“Oh, Harry destroyed the diary,” Hermione said with a casual wave of her wrinkled hand. “In second year. He killed it with a basilisk fang. And Dumbledore destroyed the ring, though not without consequences. It killed his hand.”

“Killed his””

“Hand, yes. It decayed. So we must be careful when dealing with them”very dangerous, you know.”

“Wow.” Lottie looked back at her desk and inspected her notes.

“So, I think we’re done for the evening,” Hermione said suddenly. “Thank you very much for letting me see this. It means so much to me. And I will see you in class.”

Lottie forced a smile. “Yeah,” she said, stuffing the diary in her boot. “See you in class.”

Once again, the common room was packed when she got back to the Palmyitor dungeon, but Andrea didn’t need a signal to follow Lottie down the stairs to the dormitory. “What’d you find out tonight?” she asked once the door was safely closed.

“So he”the Dark Lord”has these things called Horcruxes. They’re bits of his soul kept in little trinkets”objects, you know.”

“So if he dies,” Andrea began with a furrowed brow, “he’ll still have part of his soul preserved”so all he needs is a new body.”

“Exactly.”

“How many are there?”

“Six. He’s the seventh bit.”

“Oh that makes sense.” Andrea nodded and sat on her carefully made bed.

“Why?”

“Seven is a very magical number, isn’t it? Splitting it into seven probably made each part more powerful.”

“Great. Just what we need.”

Andrea stared with little amusement at Lottie. “Well, what are they?”

“Oh, well there’s”” Lottie imitated Hermione and ticked each one off on her fingers “”his pet snake, the locket of Slytherin, the diary and the ring”but they’ve already been destroyed. Oh, and Hufflepuff’s cup…and something of Gryffindor or Ravenclaw’s”they think.”

“Wow. He sure did protect himself.”

Lottie gazed around the common room heavily before resting her face in her hands. Of course the responsibility was hers”it was Harry’s first, and as his only magical relative, naturally, she inherited it. She sighed, imagining herself trying to destroy all of those Horcruxes.

Andrea pushed her glasses farther up her nose and reassumed a businesslike stance. “Right. So what are we going to do about this?”

“We?”

“Well”that’s what we do, isn’t it?” She blushed. “I mean Palmyitor always gets irritated with us butting in, but I thought””

“Oh! That’s brilliant!” Lottie beamed. “So what do you want to do?”

“Well, I was thinking,” Andrea began, “that we could go to the library and have a look around”read up on the end of the war and see if we can find what the Death Eaters were trying so hard to protect.”




Classes the next day could not have gone slower. As soon as they were let out from a particularly frustrating Occlumency class, which consisted of Professor Breckenridge’s fond tales of his childhood experiences with Legilimency, Lottie and Andrea made a beeline for the library. It was a dusty Friday afternoon. The library looked deserted.

Andrea carried a large stack of yellowing parchment to the table while Lottie pulled out the diary. “There aren’t any books written about the end of the war,” Andrea explained. “Well, none that aren’t biased toward the Dark Lord. These”” she gestured to the pile of pamphlets “”are all firsthand accounts of people who were alive.”

“Well that’s even better. Here, you read those and I’ll start looking through Harry’s journal for stuff about Horcruxes.”

They sat in silence for ten minutes. Andrea discarded rolls of parchment so quickly that at first Lottie thought they must have been blank. Lottie flipped through the end of the journal, scanning for any familiar words.

“Here, look at this.” Andrea pushed her glasses up. “This is the account of Dean Thomas.” She shrugged. “Apparently he was the same age as Harry. ‘Once You-Know-Who took over, everything was shrouded in darkness. Even Death Eaters didn’t know who to trust. Draco Malfoy had joined the Order shortly before it was destroyed. Rumor has it, Dumbledore convinced him the night he died, but I won’t have any of it. Draco Malfoy is as evil as his father and twice as powerful. I haven’t seen him since the Order dissolved and some people seem to think he was killed. I’ve got a feeling that he’s still out there, waiting for it to be safe so he can poke his overly bleached head out again.’”

“Hm. Sounds interesting,” Lottie said without looking up from the diary. “We should ask Hermione about that”wait.”

“Did you find anything?”

“Did I? Listen to this. ‘On the night of Dumbledore’s death, we traveled to a cave where V”the Dark Lord”had hidden a Horcrux”the locket of Slytherin. We traveled over a lake filled with Inferi to a tiny island with a stone basin filled with liquid. It wouldn’t disappear, so in order to get to the bottom, Dumbledore had to drink it. It made him see horrible things, though I’m not sure what they were. He reached the bottom of it and we got the locket”only I discovered later that it wasn’t the real one. The real thing was stolen by someone who calls himself R.A.B.’”

“So somebody got to the locket before Harry did?”

“Guess so.”

“Well that’s good, isn’t it? Hasn’t it been destroyed?” Andrea asked.

“I don’t know. Harry made it seem like it wasn’t.”

“Definitely something else to ask Hermione,” Andrea said as she put the parchments back onto their shelves. “Let’s go see her tomorrow, right after breakfast.”




The grey sun was just peaking over the horizon when Andrea and Lottie knocked on Hermione’s door. “Professor Stainthorpe?” Andrea called. “Professor, it’s us”Lottie and Andrea. We have a question.” The door opened, but instead of Hermione before them, stood Neville.

“Neville!” Lottie said, startled. “We’ve you been?”

He chuckled. “Just been doing some Order business. Come in, Hermione and I were just having some tea.”

The door shut behind them and Hermione looked up from her saucer. She seemed to have grown more wrinkles overnight. Her eyes drooped with tiredness, but still a contented smile stretched across her face. “Good morning,” she said. “Is anything the matter?”

“No.” Lottie pulled out the diary from her duffle bag. “Andrea and I just had some questions.”

“Maybe you could help too, Neville,” Andrea added.

“Yeah.” Lottie opened the diary to the flagged page and placed it on the table. “Here.” Neville and Hermione crowded around the book. Neville leaned in close, as though examining every inch of Harry’s handwriting. Lottie read them the passage again. “So this R.A.B. person”could he have destroyed the locket?”

“That’s a thought,” Hermione said, quickly scanning the text. “Though for some reason I don’t think so. I remember Harry talking about it as well. We couldn’t figure out who it was. I doubt if he”or she”still has the locket or even if they figured out how to destroy it.”

“Blimey.” Neville leaned back on his chair. “So we need to find R.A.B. before we can destroy the Horcrux?” Lottie stared at him with, her eyebrows furrowed. He chuckled again, and said, “Hermione explained it all to me this morning.”

“We also found,” Andrea said, raising her voice, “a first hand account of the end of the war, written by Dean Thomas.”

“Oh Dean,” Hermione repeated softly. “He made it through the final battle beautifully, but when the Death Eaters found out he was”well maybe was”a Muggle-born, they took him straight to Voldemort.”

Neville dropped his head in a moment of bereavement.

“It”it talked about Draco Malfoy,” Andrea said.

Hermione hummed thoughtfully while Neville made a noise that sounded quite like a hissing cat. “Yes, Malfoy disappeared right after the war ended,” Hermione explained. “Everybody in his family was a Death Eater. He was too until he tried to kill Dumbledore””

“WHAT?”

“Yeah,” Hermione said with a shaky laugh. “Voldemort had told him to kill Dumbledore, even though he knew he wouldn’t be able to do it.”

“Then why””

“He wanted him to fail,” Hermione said. “He wanted to punish his father. But Dumbledore offered him safety with the Order”and he took it. He disappeared right after that and we haven’t seen him since.”

“Dean seemed to think he was still alive,” Andrea said thoughtfully.

“As do I,” Hermione agreed. “I think he’s just hiding. He’s afraid that we won’t accept him; the Death Eaters definitely won’t.”

“It’s fine with me if he’s dead,” Neville said moodily.

“Neville!”

“Do you remember how horrible he was to me?” he went on. “In first year, he did the Leg-Locker Curse on me.”

Hermione chewed on the inside of her lip. “I might… I might know someone… I need to go to the library.” She stood up suddenly and darted out of the room.

“Typical,” Neville mumbled. “She used to do that all the time. I guess we’ll find out what this is all about soon.”

Sure enough, the next day when Lottie and Andrea showed up for breakfast, Hermione met them at the Palmyitor table. “Once you’re done,” she said, “I have someone to introduce you to.”

Lottie and Andrea exchanged glances. Immediately, they both began to shovel food into their mouths as fast as they could. Within minutes, they followed Hermione to her office.

“Lottie, Andrea, I’d like to introduce you to Caractacus Burke,” Hermione announced. “Mr. Burke, this is Lottie”Charlotte Rowe and Andrea Woolbright; they’re both students.”

“How do you do?” the man sneered. He was an odd, old fellow. Even in his extreme age, he gave off the air of undeniable unpleasantness. His hair was so white that it was nearly transparent. Spots lined every inch of his skin, so that Lottie couldn’t tell what its original color was, though at the moment, he looked a bit purple. To top it all off, an extremely thick monocle magnified his left eye.

“Erm… hi,” Lottie said with a quivering smile.

“How do you do?” Andrea asked faintly.

“We were wondering,” Hermione said in a near shout, “if you had any idea where Draco Malfoy could be hiding.”

“Draco Malfoy?” wheezed the old man. Lottie could see his ribcage rattle with every breath. “Yes”the Malfoys were loyal clients of mine. Even in my age when dear Mr. Borgin took care of the shop, I kept close tabs on the Malfoy family.” Lottie noticed a gold ring on his pinky that looked like it was worth more than the entire Palmyitor common room. “Lucius never did appreciate his transactions with Mr. Borgin”he often called me into his private quarters to avoid Borgin all together. I am sure young Draco is in one of his family’s many hideouts.”

“But wouldn’t his father find him there?” Hermione asked. “Lucius Malfoy is still a Death Eater.”

“I’m sure young Draco knows how to not be found.”

“Thank you so much, Mr. Burke,” Hermione said. “If you could tell us the location of these hideouts””

“Oh that would be a severe betrayal of trust, Ma’am,” Mr. Burke said. His monocle wobbled dangerously.

Hermione looked at him curiously. Lottie could see some sort of nonverbal exchange happening, but couldn’t understand what was going on. Soon enough, Neville joined in as well, and the entire silent conversation ended with him giving Mr. Burke a firm handshake. Lottie thought she could see the glint of something gold between their fingers.

“Very well,” Mr. Burke said after casually slipping whatever he was holding into his pocket. “If you wish to speak with the young Master Malfoy, I will find him for you and bring him here.”

“Oh thank you so much, Mr. Burke.”

“Yeah, thanks!” added Lottie.

“I will send you word”” the old man hobbled toward the door “”when I have found him.”
Chapter Thirty-Six: Colm's Secret by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, as always, to TheBird for working on this chapter with me!

This chapter is dedicated to my boss, who actually cracks me up with everything he says.
Chapter Thirty-Six: Colm’s Secret

Days passed just about as quickly as Mr. Burke’s elderly frame inching across the grounds of Alsemore. Every morning, Lottie would steal a hopeful glance at Hermione, who would only grimace in return. Before Lottie knew it, the stormy, damp September had transformed into an irritable October. Still, there was no sign from Mr. Burke; Lottie imagined him limping to every possible Malfoy hideout, monocle quivering threateningly.

Before she knew it, it was Halloween and the prefects had donned their festive bat masks. The feast did seem a bit meager this year, though it was still enough food for everyone to have their share. “I was just saying,” Lottie explained to Andrea through a mouthful of chicken, “that I don’t think it’s fair that we don’t know what’s going on. I mean”I’m the one who found the diary.”

“There isn’t anything going on; that’s the problem,” Andrea said. “I doubt Mr. Burke will even find him. Besides, we’re lucky they let us know this much to begin with. Do you know how many seventh years leave here without being nearly as involved as we are?”

“We’re just persistent. That’s all,” Lottie joked. “Uh oh.” She frowned. Over at the Maelioric table, Colm smirked at them over a mountain of mashed potatoes. “I can smell trouble brewing.”

“What?” Andrea looked up. “Oh. You know, the more you argue with him, the more you encourage him. If you ignore him, he won’t bother you as much.”

“Worth a try,” Lottie said with a shrug. After a beat, she pretended to be laughing animatedly at a joke Andrea told. “It’s not working,” she said through gritted teeth. Colm was still staring at them like a fox waiting to pounce.

“Well it hasn’t been long enough,” Andrea hissed back, determinately staring at the head table. “Just give it time.”

“No, it’s making it worse. Look, he’s coming over here”oh Merlin.” Lottie stared up at Colm, who towered over her with his hands on his hips. “You know, if you don’t mind, I’d like it if you stopped walking,” she said mockingly. “My bowl is shaking with every step you take.”

“Rough night, I see,” Colm retorted. “I was just coming over to tell you to stop staring at me.”

“Staring at you?” Lottie repeated. “I’m sorry. I just looked up and you were staring at me.”

“Why would I stare at you?”

“Lottie, stop it. You’re encouraging him,” Andrea whispered. “If you stop, he’ll go away.”

“Yeah, Rowe, listen to your friend.”

“You know, Palmyitor is going to notice you’re over here,” Lottie growled. “She’s going to give you detention if you don’t leave.”

“Oh boohoo detention.” Colm sneered. “You’ve been getting plenty of detentions yourself, I hear. But you know what I think?” He leaned in so that his dirty blond hair almost touched Lottie’s forehead. “I think you’re just lonely. You’ve got no friends and you want company. It’s pathetic.”

“I have so got friends.” Lottie got to her feet. “More than you, especially, you pig.”

Colm straightened up, the corner of his lip curling threateningly. “Get away from me,” he hissed, “you Mudblood.”

“Oh, you did not just say that.” Lottie’s words reverberated in the tension between them and got lost somewhere in between. “That’s it.” Furiously, she grabbed him by the arm and dragged him down the Palmyitor table. Lottie could hear students whispering, but to her they sounded like jeers. Swiftly, she pulled the door open and pushed Colm through.

“Look, Scrivener,” she hissed. The door slammed shut. “I may be Muggle-born, but I’m ten times stronger than you’ll ever be. I’ve got powers that you can only dream of. I could read and manipulate your simple mind and you wouldn’t even know what happened to you. I’ve got lots of friends”you only wish that you could have a friend as good as Andrea, but you don’t because you’re a fat, spoiled, asshole who has to make fun of other people to feel okay about himself.”

“Is that what you think of me?” Colm boomed.

Lottie took a step back. Twice her girth and a head taller, he dwarfed her in comparison. “Spoiled? You think so? I’m spoiled? I was pampered when I hid from Death Eaters in my parent’s basement for months at a time? I’m sure compared to your tragedy at the camp, that was just a farce.”

Lottie took another step back. She could feel the rage that had been compressed for years spilling out of him.

“You think your parents pretending you don’t exist is being spoiled?”

Lottie stared at her shoes. “N-no,” she muttered. “Are your parents Death Eaters?”

“That’s what the Dark Lord thinks,” Colm said bitterly. “They’re working for us”for Alsemore. But if You-Know-Who had found out about me, I would’ve been sent to Hogwarts. My parents had already promised Maelioric that I’d join our side, so I had to hide every time Death Eaters came over. They”they were suspicious. They had a feeling I was there.”

Freezing guilt slid down her throat and landed heavily in her stomach like an ice cube. “I”I”” She didn’t know what to say. Before she had to do anything, the door clicked open and Hermione’s head poked out.

“What is going on here?” she asked. “I saw you, Rowe, storm out and you’ve been gone for almost five minutes.”

“S-sorry, Professor,” Lottie said. She could see Colm staring at her out of the corner of her eye. “We were just”talking.”

“Well, come in and join the feast,” Hermione said. “The pudding’s almost gone.”

“Come on,” Lottie said gently. “Let’s go, Colm.”

He looked up, a smile creeping across his face. Keeping his distance, he followed Lottie and Hermione into the Great Hall. Lottie sat down silently at the Palmyitor table in her empty spot.

“What happened?” Andrea asked. “What did you do to him?”

“I’ll tell you later.” Lottie began picking absent-mindedly at her fudge.

“I mean, I saw you take him outside,” Andrea went on, “and it got all quiet. And about three minutes later Her”er”Stainthorpe went out to see what was going on.”

“I’ll tell you later,” Lottie repeated. “Okay? I really don’t feel like talking about it right now.”

“Oh. Okay.” Andrea examined at her own dessert silently for a few minutes. The clinking of cutlery grated Lottie’s mind as she silently recounted her previous conversation. Colm had always seemed so arrogant, but now she could see how scared and lonely he really was; she almost felt bad for him. “You know,” Andrea said suddenly, “that was a really foul name Scrivener called you.”

Lottie shrugged.

“Especially since Muggle-borns are doing the majority of the fighting. We’re the ones giving our lives to save him from his own kind.”

“But we’re all people in the end, aren’t we?” Lottie stood up, letting her fork fall to the table with a clatter. “I’m tired,” she said. “I’m going to the common room.”

Lottie took her time heading down the staircase. Every step seemed to be a struggle against the earth. She was just at the Palmyitor clock, when a voice behind her called, “Hey, wait up!”

Lottie turned. Andrea stood with crossed arms before her. “What is going on?” she demanded. “Did Scrivener attack you or something?”

Lottie shook her head and clambered through the clock.

“Hey, don’t run away from me.”

Lottie grunted and descended the stairs to the dormitory, pulled off her boots and climbed the stairs back to the common room. “Okay,” Andrea said, huddled on a stool in the corner. “I’ve played the surly silent game with you; now you have to tell me what happened.”

The common room had a few occupants. Three first years sat on the cold, hardwood floor in front of the fire. A crack of thunder brought Lottie to her senses. She leaned against the wall in the corner. “You can’t tell anyone,” she said seriously. Andrea nodded.

Voices were drawing closer. The feast must have just let out. “When I took Colm outside to yell at him,” Lottie whispered, “he told me about his childhood and you know”I mean”we both know there’s no way he was raised in the camps.”

People began trickling through the clock. “Well he told me how his parents are spies. I guess they’re Purebloods and went to Hogwarts, so the Dark Lord knew about them and they were recruited young. But apparently”” Lottie leaned in closer as people began filling up the empty space “”the Death Eaters never officially found out about him, but they had their suspicions. So they’d come and scope it out. Colm had to hide”for months sometimes, he said”while they searched the house. Apparently, his family had agreed to let him come here.”

“Wow,” Andrea breathed.

“Blimey.”

Lottie spun around. Edgar Payne sat behind her, scratching his chin.

“Edgar,” Lottie hissed. “Were you just eavesdropping? That was private.”

“Well I am a spy, aren’t I?” He grinned, but his smile vanished when he saw the look on Lottie’s face.

“I’m telling you, Payne,” she growled, “don’t tell that to anyone.”

“Or what, you’ll curse me again?” Neither Lottie nor Andrea laughed with him. “No, no, I understand,” he said. “I won’t repeat it.”

“Good.” Lottie waved her wand menacingly. “Or else.”

It was Edgar’s turn not to join in as Lottie chuckled. She waited until he was out of earshot before turning to Andrea and saying, “I don’t trust him.”

“Oh please. Who is he going to tell?” Andrea asked. “Besides, I don’t think it’s a big deal if people know.”

“Maybe not to you,” Lottie said. “But Colm seemed pretty upset about it. Look”I don’t want to talk about it anymore. Up for a game of Gobstones?”



The next morning, A trail of whispers scuttled over the chipped tabletop, between the goblets of orange juice, under the curves of the flatware. Lottie raised her eyebrows significantly, but Andrea shook her head. “It’s always like this,” she said calmly. “You’re just being paranoid. Relax.”

Lottie shrugged. “I don’t know,” she mumbled as she piled hash browns onto her plate. “I sure hope you’re right.”

All through Charms, Lottie couldn’t concentrate. She shifted her weight back and forth through Hermione’s lecture. Defense Against the Dark Arts was even worse. She purposefully sat next to Edgar in this class, but every time she glanced over at him, he was unusually busy taking notes.

Once lunch began, Lottie stared at the Maelioric table anxiously. Colm was nowhere to be found. The whispers were much more noticeable now; they ran up and down all three House tables and crept in on her. They quite reminded Lottie of the game she would play as a child, when she would whisper a secret down a line and see how it would change by the end.

“I’m really glad I can trust you.”

Lottie looked up. Colm’s bulky form stood before her, his face contorted into silent rage. He spun around without another word and headed toward the door.

“Colm”wait.” Lottie’s flatware hit the table with a clatter. The whispers rose in volume as she followed him out of the Hall. He began toward the stairs. “Colm!” Lottie ran to catch up with him. Her hand brushed his arm and he spun around. “Don’t say anything,” Lottie said before he could open his mouth. “Because I know what it’s going to be and I know I deserve it. But please believe me when I tell you that I didn’t spread it.”

“If you didn’t tell anyone, then how did everyone find out? I’ve had people asking me about it all day”people who have never talked to me before.”

“Well”I did tell Andrea,” Lottie confessed. “But only because””

“I thought we had a deal””

“We never did! I never agreed to anything. You just started spilling your heart out to me and I didn’t know what to do.”

“So that’s what you think?” Colm spat. “I thought that was an agreement to stop fighting. I thought we were””

“Going to start being friends?” Lottie sneered. “I would never be friends with you.” Her stomach flipped over. Guilt grew exponentially inside of her. “Well, you thought wrong, you selfish ass.” Without another word, Lottie stormed back to the Great Hall and flopped down next to Andrea.

“What happened this time?” Andrea asked without looking up from her meal.

“He thinks I spread the rumor!” Lottie said. “That cow. I didn’t tell anyone but you”oh I could kill Edgar Payne.”

“Be careful about saying things like that.” Andrea looked up from her plate. “Because we all know you actually could.”

Lottie groaned and sank onto her elbows, staring at the scratched Palmyitor tabletop. “This will all die down soon,” she said to herself. “There’s no way they’re going to gossip about it for this long. I mean”how interesting is he?”




Colm Scrivener was, apparently, interesting enough to be the topic of hushed conversations for weeks. Every time his name was mentioned, Lottie grated her teeth and bit down on her tongue to prevent herself from saying anything. Edgar Payne had become uncharacteristically quiet in classes and managed to avoid Lottie in the common room every night.



In the last days of November, the castle became so cold that students took to conjuring fire and keeping it in jars hidden in their pockets. In the early days of December, Hermione called her and Andrea into her office.

Leaning against her desk was a man about Hermione’s age. His hair was completely silver, matching his perfectly grey eyes. It seemed that every detail of his fine robes were decorated with some kind of snake. He seemed to shimmer green. Lottie guessed he would have been quite handsome if he didn’t look as though somebody were trying to convince him to eat food that they had picked off the floor.

“Lottie, Andrea, this is Draco Malfoy,” Hermione said, beaming.

“Don’t get too excited, kids,” Malfoy sneered with crossed arms. “I don’t know why Granger called me here”I didn’t even know you were still alive,” he added. “But sure enough old Burke showed up at my door, telling me that you wanted to meet me.”

Hermione beamed. “You can’t pretend you’re not relieved, Draco,” she said cheerfully.

“Au contraire, Mudblood.”

Lottie stood up immediately and drew her wand. “Say that one more time,” she growled.

Malfoy laughed, his cackles high and sharp. “What, are you a Mudblood too?” he sneered.

“Well us Mudbloods are fighting the war for you and keeping you safe,” Lottie said.

“It’s okay, Lottie,” Hermione said with a smug glance at Malfoy. “I’m quite used to it”and he is not going to change his vocabulary any time soon.”

“Right you are, Granger.”

“Wait, I thought he was on our side,” Andrea said. Lottie could hear the insult burning under her words.

“I am,” Draco said casually. “I had no chance. If the Death Eaters knew I were alive, they would kill me immediately.”

“Oh, so you’re being selfish,” Lottie hissed. “I understand now.”

Malfoy shut his eyes for a moment and heaved a sigh. “You don’t know what it was like,” he said slowly, “having the Dark Lord taking revenge on my family. Dumbledore offered us protection. My mother and I hid with the Order, but my father wouldn’t come alone. When the Dark Lord attacked Potter, I went along with the Order members. I had given my word, after all, to Dumbledore.”

He grimaced. “My father killed my mother. Called her a filthy Blood Traitor. He turned to me, but I Disapperated just before his curse hit me. He still thinks he killed me.”

“Wow,” Hermione whispered. “I didn’t know that, Draco. I’m sorry.”

“It’s no problem,” Malfoy said hurriedly, reassuming his slick persona. “The woman was getting old anyway. She just would have”have”” he put a hand to his forehead and muttered, “held me back.”

Hermione rose and put a hand gingerly on his shoulder. “Draco,” she said softly, “it’s okay. You don’t need to pretend anymore. There aren’t many of us left. We need to stick together.”

“I don’t need anybody.”

“We’ve all lost people,” Hermione said. Draco turned around and stared out the window at the darkening sky. “Neville lost his entire family and his only friends. How do you think I felt when”when I lost Ron?”

Lottie could feel a lump in her throat. She had thought wizards had everything. She never realized that they had suffered just as much as the Muggles.

“The only thing we can focus on now,” Hermione said, “is ending this. It will end, Draco. But we need some information first.”

Malfoy turned around, silver eyebrows arched. “Is that what this is all about?” he asked. His eyes were bloodshot.

“Well”partly,” Hermione confessed. “I’m also trying to find as many of us as I can. We need to stick together, you know.”

“What do you want to know?” Malfoy asked.

“Do you know about Voldemort’s Horcruxes?” Hermione asked shortly.

“Don’t”say”his”name,” Draco said through gritted teeth. “And”what? Hor””

“”Horcruxes, yes.” Hermione nodded.

“No, I don’t.”

“Well.” Hermione began explaining. The entire story took nearly ten minutes to get through. As she listed the potential Horcruxes, Lottie sank into a sitting position against the wall.

“I cannot tell you the location of any of those items,” Draco said, still leaning casually against the wall. “Though I would bet my wand that your suspicions about his snake are correct. My father”my”my father told me that the Dark Lord had instructed him to protect the snake at any means necessarily”with his life, if he had to.”

Hermione leaned back into her chair. “So”the snake,” she said, tapping her fingernails against the desk. “It should be easy enough to find.”

“I would think so,” Draco agreed. “The thing hardly ever leaves his side. If you can find the Dark Lord, you will find the snake.” He paused, glancing around the room. “It’s been a long day”fist dealing with Burke and then Naesa Palmyitor. She has not changed one bit since Hogwarts, let me tell you.”

“You knew Palmyitor?” Lottie asked, her interest sparked once again.

“Oh yes. She is only a few years older than me”and was a member of my House. I think I will retire to my room now.” He cleared his throat and swept his robes up in a flurry of green fabric. “I will see you tomorrow, Granger.” He nodded coldly toward Hermione and left the office.

Once the door clicked shut, Andrea muttered, “What a character.”

Numbly, Lottie nodded in agreement.

“Well that was quite a night, wasn’t it?” Hermione said suddenly. “Sorry to rush you two out, but it’ll be after hours soon. Hope that was interesting for you.” The door shut.

Lottie blinked and stared at Hermione’s door. “Well she sure herded us out fast,” she said.

“Well I bet you don’t know how emotional that is for her,” Andrea said, on their way back to the common room. “I mean”if all of your friends died, something like this would certainly bring back memories.”

“I guess.” Lottie climbed through the Palmyitor clock into the crowded common room. “Payne!”

“What?” Andrea asked.

“Hold on.” Lottie ran after the sliver of a robe that had just whipped around the corner to the stairs for the boys’ dormitories. She grabbed the hem of Edgar’s sleeve and held on with an iron grip against his struggles for freedom. “Oh, no,” she growled. “You’re not going anywhere until you explain this.”

Edgar sighed and stopped struggling. Her turned to face her, hanging his head. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I never meant for it to spread like this. I was just so mad about that Defense Against the Dark Arts lesson that I told Devin. I mean”he’s my best mate. But some third years overheard me and”well you can see how it spread.”

“You told Devin?” Lottie roared. “I wouldn’t trust him to make my bed.”

“Hey,” Edgar growled, reaching his hand into his robe. Lottie knew he held the handle of his wand. “I said he is my best friend. Don’t you dare talk about him like that””

“And you”” Lottie’s voice reached a threateningly low level “”I couldn’t trust you to just keep your mouth shut. No wonder you two are friends.”

Edgar drew his wand in an instant. Its tip quivered so close to Lottie’s throat that she could feel power surging off of it. But Lottie was too quick for him. She already had her own wand, pointed right at the pit of his stomach. Without flinching she said, “You know what I can do, Payne. I’m perfectly willing to show you again.”

The pair maintained eye contact for a full minute. Lottie didn’t blink. A part of her secretly hoped he would try something”just so she could show him that she was not afraid to curse him into oblivion. Edgar looked away first. He glanced at the floor and lowered his wand slowly, though he didn’t put it back into his pocket.

“Okay, look, I’m really sorry,” he said. “I don’t know how it got to be like this. I had no idea people would be that interested in Scrivener. I mean”” Edgar laughed nervously, still eying Lottie’s wand pointed at him “”who cares about the fat lump?”

“It’s important to him,” Lottie said fiercely. “He never meant for anyone to know, and now everyone does.”

“I can’t believe you actually care about him,” Edgar said. “His parents are in with the Dark Lord. Who cares what””

“His parents are spying for us. It’s different.”

Edgar stared at her. “He’s a pureblood. We can’t trust him.”

“Who cares?” Lottie shouted. She just wanted to scream, curse him and kick him in the shins all at once. “Isn’t that kind of thinking what we’re fighting against? Merlin, Payne, you are stupid.” Lottie tightened the grip on her wand and inched closer to him. “If you don’t get out of my way right now and”don’t you dare point that thing at me”Expelliarmus!”

Edgar’s wand went flying in the opposite direction. His eyes widened as Lottie inched closer to him with her wand up. “Listen to me”no listen to me.” She grabbed his arm, which had been subtly reaching toward his wand on the ground. “You broke a promise to me and”and Colm never even did anything to you!”

“I told you, Rowe,” Edgar said, the desperation in his voice rising, “I just told Devin. I honestly didn’t mean for anyone else to find out.” His dark eyes moved from her face to her wand and back again. “Don’t curse me”please”after what happened last time”I really am sorry, Rowe.”

Lottie scowled and lowered her wand. She turned away from him and started to descend the stairs to the girl’s dormitory.

“Er”Rowe?”

Lottie spun around and glanced at Edgar, who stood nervously at the top of the stairs. “Yes?”

Edgar glanced at her wand again. “Do you”do you forgive me?”

With a frown stretching across her face, Lottie surveyed him. She glanced at his wand, which still lay abandoned halfway down the stairs, and back at him. “Fine,” she said, turning around and walking back into the common room. “Whatever.”
Chapter Thirty-Seven: The Guilt of Mr. Malfoy by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks so much to TheBird for helping me out with this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to the amazing waiter from the Moroccan restaurant I went to last night. Thanks for the bread, sir!
Chapter Thirty-Seven: The Guilt of Mr. Malfoy

With Edgar Payne as a neutral acquaintance and Colm Scrivener back as an enemy, the universe seemed to realign itself once again. The whisperings that had plagued Lottie at every turn stopped; Colm was still followed by rumors and camouflaged snickers, but that was the least of Lottie’s concerns. She took to reading the diary into the early hours of the morning in her free time. She had gotten through all six of Harry’s years at Hogwarts by Christmas holiday.

With a week off of classes, Lottie took to studying the diary all day by the fireside. Andrea learned that it was futile to try and reason with her at these times and tagged along with Sophie and Julianne until Lottie was quite finished.

The last part of Harry’s account was the hardest to read. Lottie could almost feel the panic rising through the aging pages. It was almost suffocating. Harry had become a friend, a close confidant. He trusted her”his cousin”with everything. And she trusted him”she would if she could somehow talk to him”reach through the yellow pages of the diary and grasp whatever piece of his memory was left.

‘They killed them,’ Lottie read. ‘Malfoy killed Mr. and Mrs. Weasley. There was an attack on the Burrow. Almost everyone got away”they were almost safe, but Malfoy caught Molly with her back turned. Arthur went back to help her…’

Lottie put the book down. Malfoy”Draco Malfoy”the man who was was staying in the castle? Who Hermione trusted? Her heart did somersault in her chest.

She leapt to her feet and looked around. She had to do something”she had to. She took a frantic lap around the common room, as though she expected him to be hiding under one of the sofas, waiting for her. After deciding that the common room was clear, she took out through the clock and ran down the halls. Lottie pounded up the stairs, searching.

Her breathing became heavy. She clutched a stitch in her side. Running around in circles was not going to help anybody. She had to stop and come up with a plan. Where would he be? Who did he know?

Lottie’s stomach lurched again. She didn’t have time for this. A Death Eater was sitting comfortably in the castle, probably plotting its destruction, and nobody had a clue. She had to stop him. Groaning with frustration, she took off to the only place she had seen him before”Hermione’s office.

She ran up the stairs in record time and veered left down a corridor. Hermione’s door was ahead. She swung it open with such a force that it smashed against the bookshelf on the wall.

“Lottie?” Hermione glanced up from a stack of essays. “What””

“Malfoy!” Lottie raged.

“What?”

“Where is he?”

“He’s in the Great Hall, having lunch. What””

“No!” Lottie turned back to the doorway. “I can’t explain now. We need to get him out of here.” She took off down the corridor, her heart beating in her chest. A Death Eater at Alsemore surely meant that the Dark Lord could be here any second.

“Impedimenta,” Hermione said calmly. Lottie stopped in her tracks. Hermione’s footsteps drew towards her.

“Let me go,” Lottie growled. The spell felt like a brick wall that had made itself at home against her windpipe.

“Rowe, would you please explain your sudden rage against Draco before you go off to murder him?” Hermione asked, her voice quivering with laughter.

“It’s not funny,” Lottie said. She pushed against the spell harder. “In the diary”in Harry’s diary”it wrote about how Malfoy killed the”the”I don’t know their name”the Weasels?”

“The Weasleys?”

“Yes! He killed them”he’s a Death Eater!” Lottie could feel the spell relenting. She pushed with all of her weight against it.

“Lottie, you don’t understand. Malfoy””

The spell broke. Lottie stumbled forward, lost her balance, and slammed against the wall. “I have to go find him!” she shouted as she turned to the next corridor and began descending the steps to the Great Hall.

Her heart pounded in her throat. She pulled her wand out and pushed the doors open to the Great Hall. What seemed like every student turned their head as she ran down the aisle between the Maelioric and the Palmyitor table. She could see Malfoy, with his stupid, manicured eyebrows arched in surprise.

The Hall was silent as Lottie pounded down to the staff table. “Sectumsempra!” she shouted. A scarlet gash slid across Malfoy’s ivory face.

“Rowe”” Palmyitor got to her feet “”what on earth””

Lottie didn’t notice the dangerous glint in Palmyitor’s eyes. All she could see in front of her was Malfoy. “Stupefy!” she hissed.

This time, Draco was ready. His shimmering shield rebounded Lottie’s curse. Lottie dodged out of the way in a single step. “He’s a Death Eater!” she yelled. A collective gasp echoed in the Hall. “He’s a murderer.”

Draco rose to his feet. In a flurry of his emerald robes, he walked calmly down the Hall until he was only inches away from Lottie. She noticed that his wand was concealed in his long fingers, pointed directly at her heart. Scarlet blood slowly dripped down of his elegant features and pooled on the Great Hall floor. “Listen to me,” he hissed, his silver eyes glinting.

A sudden memory consumed her the moment their eyes connected. She was very young, maybe three or four. The door to their one room flat opened and a large, crumpled form with graying, blond hair fell onto their floor. “This is yours,” grunted a Death Eater who was standing above the dead body. “Bloody thing tried to start a revolt.” His voice was slick. Lottie, huddled behind her mother’s legs, could see a lock of blond hair under his hood. The Death Eater turned his masked face to Lottie and knelt down. Her nose almost touched the cool metal of his mask. His silver eyes glimmered in the firelight. In a flash, his wand was out, pointed against Lottie’s throat. Lottie remembered her mother’s scream, and her father’s involuntary jerk toward her. They were frozen in that moment of static fear for a good minute, before the Death Eater tucked his wand away. He left without another word, sweeping his robes behind him.

Lottie looked up at Malfoy. “You killed my grandfather,” she said, her voice shaking. “You killed the Weasleys. You’re nothing but a lying Death Eater! Stupe””

“Expelliarmus!” Lottie’s wand shot from her hand. The force of the spell pushed her backwards several paces. Palmyitor lowered her wand. “Now that is quite enough,” she said. “Carry on with lunch.”

As all of the other students began to cautiously nibble at their food again, Palmyitor strode down to separate Lottie and Malfoy, who were still glowering at each other with the hatred of several generations. “You two are behaving like children,” she said as she bent down and picked up Lottie’s wand. “No, Rowe, you don’t get this back until you cool your head. My office. Now.”

Still holding the diary to her chest, Lottie sulked to Palmyitor’s ever-familiar office; Malfoy trailed behind. The door slammed shut behind them. “Explain,” Palmyitor said as she settled herself at her desk.

“Professor, he’s a Death Eater.”

“I am no such thing.”

“I have proof!” Lottie flipped through the pages of the diary maniacally. “Listen to this”‘Malfoy killed Mr. and Mrs. Weasley”’”

A shrill chorus of laughter cut her off. “That?” sneered Malfoy. “That is why you see it fit to attack me?”

“Don’t laugh!” Lottie yelled, color rising to her cheeks. She couldn’t believe he was laughing at a time like this. She just wanted to hurt him”to curse him”if only Palmyitor would give her back her wand. “You killed my grandfather too”years ago. You left him dead at our door, remember?”

“That was my father,” Malfoy said.

“Your””

“My fathe is a Death Eater. He killed the Weasleys, not me. Don’t judge me by the errors of my father.”

“Well you don’t judge m because of my Muggle family, then!”

“Are you two finished yet?” Palmyitor rubbed her temples. “I would expect behavior like this from you, Rowe, but Draco? You are more than forty years her senior. All is cleared up, is it not? Contrary to what you believe, Rowe, Draco is not a Death Eater. There. Can we all go on with our day? Without bloodshed?”

“I very much agree,” Malfoy said. “Now that the trial is over, may I continue on with my business?”

“Of course”Oh, not you, Rowe.”

Lottie sighed and turned back to face Palmyitor. “Yes?”

Palmyitor waited until Malfoy closed the door before getting to her feet. She swept toward Lottie threateningly slowly. “Give me the book.”

“But””

“We tried to let you keep it. Clearly you cannot be trusted with the information.” Palmyitor extended her palm.

“But Harry is my cousin. It rightfully belongs to me.”

Palmyitor leaned down so that she was face to face with Lottie. Lottie quickly put of a block of Occlumency as she peered into the professor’s cold, brown eyes. “Harry Potter,” she hissed, “is dead. That diary belongs to nobody in particular. Just because you are related to the Famous Harry Potter”” she stood up to her full height “”does not mean this war is only yours to fight. If you want to pick up where he left off, you will have a lot of errors to fix where he failed.”

Lottie looked away; she flushed red. Her hands were very cold. “I”I was just trying to””

“Help?” Palmyitor returned to her desk and perched in her straight-backed chair. “Help by doing what you’re told. We are very capable of running this war without you or your famous cousin.”

Lottie did not say anything. Throat dry, she took a step toward Palmyitor’s desk and slapped the diary onto the tabletop. Silently, she left the office and let the door slam behind her.

“That was quite a show,” said a familiar voice from across the corridor. Andrea rounded the corner with her eyebrows raised impressively.

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“We all make mistakes, Lottie””

“Well not me, okay?” Lottie groaned and slammed her fist into the wall. Pulsating pain throbbed across her knuckles. “I’m not supposed to do things like that anymore.” Her stomach sank with the realization. “I’ll never become a master Occlumens if I let my emotions run wild like that.”

They walked down the stairs silently. Andrea thoughtfully chewed on her bottom lip. “You know,” she said as they reached the bottom step. “That’s not very healthy”to hold onto your emotions like that. I mean, you were given a gift and you’re a very talented Occlumens, but you don’t need to restrain yourself all the time.” Lottie stopped and turned her head to look at Andrea. Andrea’s eyes were stern behind her thick glasses. “Look at Palmyitor. She doesn’t look very happy at all, does she?”

Frustration hit Lottie in waves. What did Andrea know about Occlumency? “That doesn’t matter; don’t you see?” Lottie said slowly as though she were explaining to a very young child. “We’re not here to be happy”we’re here to finish this war. Our feelings don’t matter”who cares if you’re sad or lonely? If being sad keeps you alive, what does it matter?”

Andrea surveyed her over the top of her glasses. “There are things worse than death, Lottie.”

Lottie opened her mouth, but closed it again. She couldn’t think of anything to say”there wasn’t anything. “I”I left my”I forgot to get my”my wand back from Palmyitor,” she finally said. She carefully avoided Andrea’s gaze by staring at the top of her head. “I’ll meet you in the common room later.”

Lottie turned around and heaved a sigh. She heard Andrea’s footsteps retreating to the Palmyitor clock. Andrea couldn’t be right, could she? Lottie tried to swallow, but her throat was still too dry. What could be worse than death?

The castle was silent as she ascended the steps to Palmyitor’s office. It was still lunch, Lottie guessed. Everybody must have been in the Great Hall. She was crossing the corridor perpendicular to the entrance when hushed voices stopped her in her tracks.

“There is no way to be sure,” said a voice. A nearby door stood ajar. “I doubt we will be able to find him, if he doesn’t want to be found.” Lottie instantly recognized that sneer. It was Malfoy.

“Here, let me help you with that,” said another voice”Hermione’s. She muttered an incantation that Lottie did not recognize. A sharp intake of breath”the spell must have hurt. “Rowe may not be the most gifted at Charms, but she certainly has a skill in Dark Magic.” Hermione paused. “But Naesa seems to trust him.”

“I would trust Fenrir Greyback before Naesa Palmyitor,” Malfoy said. “Have you ever wondered why she trusts him?”

“Because,” came Hermione’s voice, “she knew Dumbledore was on to something.” Lottie could hear a growing coldness in her words and terseness in her tone.

“And look where that got him. Dumbledore trusted anything on two legs.”

“That’s true.” Lottie heard Hermione’s footsteps draw closer to the door. “He trusted you and that didn’t do him any good.” Before Hermione left, Lottie rushed down the corridor, and turned out of sight.

Palmyitor’s door was before her. Lottie pushed it open with her shoulder.

“Rowe!” Palmyitor spun around and lowered her wand. Behind her, a shimmering, white doe stood in the windowsill, pawing at the ground.

“I”er”I was just”is that a Patronus?”

Palmyitor glanced sideways at the doe, which immediately lowered its head and evaporated into fine silver. “Yes. Yes, it is.” She turned back to face Lottie and raised her eyebrows. “What do you want?”

“I just wanted to get my wand back,” Lottie said, still staring at where the doe had disappeared. “I don’t like to go far without it.” Lottie winced, waiting for Palmyitor’s refusal”waiting for the lecture, maybe even the detention.

“What? Oh, yes”of course.” Palmyitor pulled the sycamore and walnut wand out of her pocket and tossed it distractedly in Lottie’s direction, her eyes still focused on the patch of wall where the doe had just disappeared. Lottie caught her wand and slipped it into her pocket. Something told her that she would not have gotten it back if the Patronus hadn’t been there.

“Thank you, Professor,” Lottie said as she left the office and shut the door behind her. Questions swam through her mind so quickly that she developed a minor headache. Who was Palmyitor communicating with? And who was Hermione and Malfoy talking about? These thoughts carried her all the way to the common room where she collapsed into an armchair next to Andrea.

“Well you sure seem to be in the festive mood today,” Andrea remarked.

“You’ll never guess what I just overheard,” Lottie whispered.

“Oh don’t tell me you’ve been eavesdropping again.”

“Well”yes, but Hermione and Malfoy were talking”they got kind of angry at each other, actually, but they were arguing about”about someone Palmyitor trusts. And about why she trusts him and”and things like that. Who could that be?”

“Who cares?”

“But then, when I got my wand back, there was a Patronus in Palmyitor’s office; you know, like the one she sent as a messenger to us in France. That must be from someone far away”she wouldn’t just communicate by Patronus to Maelioric or something. Who could she be talking to?”

Andrea paused; a frown etched across her face. “I think that the more important question,” she said, “is if they’re all talking about the same person.”
Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Visitor by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I am so extraordinarily sorry for the absurd wait on this chapter. I have definitely not given up on this story; I have actually written up to chapter sixty-one. A situation beyond my control delayed this chapter, but never fear! Lottie's plight continues!

Like always, thank you to TheBird for helping me greatly improve this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to my acting class. Here's to our wonderful beginning, and the next three years we will spend together.
Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Visitor

Severus Snape traced his index finger lazily over the tattoo on his left forearm. It was days like this that made him consider drastic”no”foolish things. Cooped up in his dark London townhouse, he often found himself questioning this war, the rebellion, even the Dark Lord himself.

Rain thudded against the window, causing the its grimy glass to shudder. A darkness stretched across the horizon: rows of abandoned homes and slippery, black pavement. On a clear day, he could usually see the edge of the Muggle camps: bruised and dirty children with their tiny, inconsequential faces pressed against the cold, steel gates. Who would have thought the Muggles would have kept procreating in their filthy camps? The Dark Lord certainly had not. It certainly benefited the Mudblood school Alsemore, considering Muggle-born rates had been steadily rising since Potter's death. He had heard, though, that it was becoming increasingly difficult to rescue these children from their homes. The Dark Lord was onto the rebellion, and even though Alsemore’s castle was protected with every sort of Defensive Charm imaginable, Severus was confident that the Dark Lord would find a suitable traitor soon”a crack in Alsemore’s seemingly impenetrable armor. The corners of his mouth twitched into a smile at this thought.

A crackling fire was the only source of light. It palled Severus’s face and his many shelves of books and potion ingredients into shadow. If he was lucky, the rain would relent by nightfall, so he could make a tour of the London camps and meet with one of Alsemore’s impenetrable forces; appearances had to be maintained, after all.

Severus stretched his long arms and rose to his feet. He strode to the window and gazed out at the foggy horizon. A dementor glided by, its bony fingers reaching out, searching for a suitable soul to consume. Occasionally, a Muggle would find its way out of the camps, but the stupid thing never got far before getting caught (by a Death Eater if they were lucky, or by a dementor if they were not). Severus particularly enjoyed savoring the other Muggles’ reactions when he was presented the honor of dropping the bodies off at the camps.

Sometimes he wondered if this is what the Dark Lord had envisioned for his filth-free Utopia.

A knock on the door broke the silence. Severus arched an eyebrow. He hadn’t been expecting company yet”certainly not with the current weather. Well, he could guess who it was. He flicked his wand; the door creaked open.

“Lucius.” He hid his surprise well.

“Severus.” Lucius inclined his head, causing his sopping wet, silver hair to fall in his eyes.

“Come in.” Severus pushed the door open wider. “Dry your robes by the fire. I’ll make some tea.”

Lucius stepped through the threshold; rivulets of water dripped from his cloak and pooled on the wooden floor. ”Not up to coming to the senior meeting today, Severus?” The door shut behind him with a weighted slam.

Severus pulled opened a drawer and removed two tea bags. “I had other things to attend to,” he said. He placed two teacups full of water on the table. With a flick of his wand, steam curled from them instantly. Blackness seeped out of the heavily scented teabags and weaved through the water, staining it completely. “The Dark Lord allows his most trusted followers to take certain liberties and carry on business as they see fit.”

Lucius straightened in his chair, a peacock flashing its feathers. Severus smirked at the image. “A small place you have here,” Lucius said, gesturing around Snape’s dark living room. “I would think the Dark Lord would supply his most trusted with nicer accommodations.”

“Oh he has.” Severus carefully placed his tea bag in his water to steep. “I chose this second home myself to be close to the camps, in the chance that the Muggles will decide to revolt again. Life in a manor can get monotonous for old men like us.”

Lucius took a sip of his tea. If he took any offense, he did not show it. His silver eyes reflected the crackling firelight. “It’s a shame you could not make it to the meeting today,” he said, drawing lazy circles in the air with his wand. “You could see what I have been saying first hand.”

Severus raised his eyebrows. “About the Dark Lord?”

“Yes.” Lucius lowered his voice as though he was afraid of being overheard. “You cannot deny that he is getting older.”

“No,” Severus said carefully, pulling his teabag through the hot water like a fish on a reel. “But he has taken measures beyond””

“Yes, yes, I know about the measures.” Lucius rose to his feet and rolled his thumb around the handle of his wand. “But if they were actually beyond my imagination, should not he have stayed young?”

“Nothing stops a man from aging. He can live as long as he pleases, but there is no Fountain of Youth. Even Nicholas Flamel chose to die eventually.”

“Well the Dark Lord seems uneasy about it,” Lucius went on, pacing around Severus’s living room, running a finger along the dusty spines of his books.

“He has expressed his concerns to you.” Severus let doubt ring through is voice.

“Not exactly.” Lucius dropped his hand and turned to face Snape. “Tell me, Severus”if you were a man of over one hundred and twenty years of age, would you not be concerned?”

“I very much doubt I will live that long,” Severus said with a shrug. “What makes you think the Dark Lord fears his age?”

“The way he is acting,” Lucius said as he settled himself at the window. “If you had been at the meeting today, you would understand. He is terse, much stricter with the young recruits. If I were a junior Death Eater, I would have run away long ago.”

Snape got to his feet and crossed to his favorite armchair. “As much as that says of your character, Lucius, it says very little for the Dark Lord’s. Yes, he has become more stern with the children, but do you doubt that those brats deserve it?” Severus leaned in like a cat about to pounce. “Those students have been spoiled at Hogwarts; without having to deal with Mudblood filth; their little lives have been too comfortable. When the best are picked to join our ranks, they have quite a transition to make.”

A smile began to stretch across Severus’s face as he launched his next attack. “Even in the older days, he was known for dealing with new recruits quite strictly. Let us not forget young Draco.”

Lucius spun around. His hair stuck up in each direction; his silver eyes widened manically. Severus could see his wand quivered in his hand. “Draco is dead,” Lucius said. The grey and black sky through the window formed a sort of anti-halo around his head.

“He is.” Snape leaned back lazily in his chair. “We all saw you kill him, after all.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“Nothing.” Snape rolled up the sleeves of his robe, exposing his blackened Dark Mark. “You do not think it is possible, though, that he Disapperated just in time? That curse of yours was quite destructive. It is quite possible, I would guess, that he took a page out of our dear friend Peter’s book.”

“Peter Pettigrew,” Lucius spat, “was an imbecile.”

“But an imbecile who survived until that goat of a man killed him.”

Lucius opened his mouth and stood, waiting for a retort to come to him.

“It is interesting,” Snape continued, pushing himself out of his chair and pacing across his living room. “I never saw you this sensitive before your stint in Azkaban.”

“Do you doubt the Dark Lord?” Lucius spat, sweeping across the room to follow Severus. “Do you doubt his spies and agents who confirm that Draco is dead?”

“Apparently you do,” Severus said.

“I”I would never doubt””

“You told me yourself.” Severus took a step forward. Lucius retreated. “You believe the Dark Lord is growing incompetent in his old age. You think it is wise to confess these feelings to his most trusted follower?”

“Just because the Dark Lord trusts you, Severus, does not mean we all do.”

“Really.” Severus folded his hands. “It could not be that you are simply envious of the high esteem in which the Dark Lord holds me.”

“Not”not at all,” Lucius spluttered.

“Do you really doubt my allegiance, Lucius? Do you forget who killed Dumbledore when your son was too cowardly?

“My son is dead!” Lucius slammed his palm against Snape’s desk.

The pair glared at each other in silence. Severus observed Lucius’s glinting, frantic eyes; he could feel the fear pouring out, filling the room with a palpable tension that even the most inexperienced of Legilimens would be able to swim in.

Lucius was the first to break away. He turned to the floor and pushed his robes aside in a flurry. “Well”I must go.” He cleared his throat. “I have a meeting with Yaxley.” He strode across the room and opened the door.

Snape didn’t turn around. He stared at where Lucius had just been, a smirk spreading across his face. Lucius had broken.

“Severus.” The door shut.

Severus turned around. “Your son is dead,” he repeated. He chuckled lowly to himself. “That’s what you think.”

He settled in his black armchair and rolled his sleeve up again. His Dark Mark was etched black against his pale skin; it was always black now. Before the Dark Lord’s second reign, it had disappeared”it was almost invisible”convenient for hiding from Ministry officials. Now, the Dark Mark was a treasure, a thing to be cherished, despite the initial pain of receiving it.

Severus sighed. The rain was not relenting. The sun remained hidden. Even the thought of patrolling the camps did not cheer him up; all of those filthy children would be hiding with their parents or nestled under wreckage.

Crack.

Severus raised his eyebrows and turned toward the door. Just on cue, there was a knock. He waited a moment. Another knock.

He swept across the room. His eyes warmed as the door creaked open. “Hello, Naesa.”
Chapter Thirty-Nine: The Legilimency Professor by Eponine
Author's Notes:
You guys know the drill. Like always, so sorry for the long wait. My beta and I are doing our best with our crazy schedules, and if you guys can stick with us, this story will get posted!

On a side note, I finished writing the entire story. (So you know I'm definitely not abandoning it. It's all down!) I thought you all would be interested. It clocked in at seventy-eight chapters, though that is subject to change as I edit.

Thanks as always to TheBird for being amazing and helping me so much! This chapter is dedicated to my awesome barista. Thanks for always being friendly and making delicious Americanos!
Chapter Thirty-Nine: The Legilimency Professor

Strings of brightly colored lights glimmered in the Great Hall, casting pools of pinks and pale greens onto the dark tabletops. Snow drifted by the window, piling on the grounds below, creating a pristine, white Christmas outside of the dark halls of Alsemore. The students shifted uncomfortably in their seats. A chill had settled on the castle; Lottie pulled her sweater up to cover her numb, pink nose between bites of the feast.

It was not the merriest of Christmases. The Great Hall was unusually silent. An ominous mood had settled into the stomachs of the students, preventing anybody from feeling particularly chatty; admittedly it could have been because everybody’s mouths were too numb to talk.

Lottie nudged Andrea and pointed toward the staff table. “Who is that?”

A stranger sat, observing the students with a look of distaste. He talked to no one, and yet appeared to be the object of the professors’ undivided attention. Professor Dyer leaned over his plate and murmured something to Professor Seward, the Flying teacher, who shrugged and shot a quizzical glance at the intruder. His dark hair masked his face, but something about the man seemed oddly familiar to Lottie.

Andrea nibbled the crust of a piece of thinly buttered bread. “New professor?”

“In the middle of the year?” Lottie stabbed a chicken breast and lifted it precariously onto her plate. “Nobody’s left, have they?”

“Not that I heard.” Andrea’s wide eyes narrowed as she scanned the rows of teachers for a missing face.

The melancholy murmur of the students died down as Professor Palmyitor strode to the front of the hall. “This is an unusual circumstance,” she announced, “but please join me in welcoming a new professor.” Students turned to each other and whispered hushed questions to their friends. “Professor Breckenridge, due to duties in the war, can no longer commit to teaching full time.”

Of course. Now that Lottie looked at the row of teachers, Breckenridge’s massive frame was clearly the only one missing.

“Taking his place will be a very experienced and well trained wizard. Please welcome Professor Severus Snape.”

The applause was quiet”polite, as the students again turned to their neighbors and mumbled. Clearly, Lottie wasn’t the only one who had heard of Snape’s escapades as a Death Eater.

“Thank you,” Palmyitor went on, the sarcasm in her voice quivering on the verge of anger, “for that warm welcome. If you are all finished with your feast, you may return to your common rooms now.”

Lottie stood up immediately. The back of her neck tingled. She turned her head around slowly to see Snape, amongst the crowds of professors, staring directly at her. She snapped back to Andrea, her heart leaping to the base of her throat. “Let’s go to the dormitory,” she said.

Andrea furrowed her brow, but followed her down the stairs to the Palmyitor common room without question. “He gave me a funny feeling,” Lottie said. They sat down, exhausted, in front of the fire.

“Well of course he did”you’ve heard the stories of him being a Death Eater.”

“No, that’s not all though.” Lottie leaned in closer. “He was staring at me”weirdly. Do you think he knows? About”about my cousin, I mean.”

“Oh Lottie, don’t be stupid. Who would have told him? Especially with his reputation, Palmyitor wouldn’t””

“But she trusts him! That’s the problem. She might think she has to tell him or something.”

“Well”” Andrea spluttered for a moment, searching for words. “Well, he’s a Legilimens, right? Maybe he was reading your mind by accident”like he couldn’t help himself.”

“It doesn’t work like that,” Lottie snapped. “You don’t read minds in Legilimency. It’s more complicated than that. And you can’t just not help yourself.”

“Maybe you can’t,” Andrea said, rubbing her palms wearily over her face. The point of her nose stuck though her fingers momentarily. “He’s better”more experienced, I mean,” she added hastily after spotting Lottie’s expression of outrage. “Maybe he’s so powerful that he does it by mistake. He must be good.”

“Really good.” Lottie sat back in her armchair and stared into the dancing flames of the fire. “Otherwise he wouldn’t be able to trick Palmyitor for this long.”




When Christmas holiday ended, the Palmyitor fourth years waited expectantly outside of the Legilimency classroom for their first lesson. “I wonder what happened to Professor Breckenridge,” Julianne whispered for the tenth time since the announcement of his departure.

“He’s in a war,” Lottie answered. She pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes in her best impression of Palmyitor. “Due to the circumstances, he is too busy saving the world and no longer has time to commit to teaching lowlifes such as us.”

“Yeah,” Devin Hackett said. “He’s more needed there. I just hope this Snape guy is any good.”

“I assure you, Mr. Hackett,” drawled a voice behind them, “that he is more than just good.”

Lottie turned around. Severus Snape stared impressively back at the class. “Well?” he asked. The door swung open. The students were silent as they filed inside. When Breckenridge had taught, the room was bare; now, seven dark, wooden chairs loomed in a straight line against the wall. Shelves of books covered almost every inch of stone. “Sit,” said Snape from the threshold.

Lottie sat in the chair closest to the door; she figured, if anything else, an easy escape would be the key to surviving the class.

“Good morning,” he snarled from the other side of the room, though clearly from his expression, he thought the morning was anything but. “I am here to teach you the useful and severely under-practiced arts of Occlumency and Legilimency. I have learned from your Head of House that you are the students here with the most natural ability.” Lottie felt Andrea shift uncomfortably next to her. “That is why you are in this class”that is your place in this war”to spy.”

He turned to Lottie and Andrea. Dark eyes glinting with recognition, he said, “I haven’t seen you two in several years.”

The class turned, eyes wide with surprise. A memory hit Lottie like a slap in the face”Snape had been the one who had rescued them from the Death Eater headquarters years ago. “Naesa was feeling kind that day,” he said, “judging by the fact that you two are still alive.”

Lottie smirked; Andrea just whimpered and sank in her chair. A low babble of murmurs chorused through the classroom, but Snape cut them off with a mere twitch of his eyebrow. “Now, let’s see if you’re as talented as Professor Breckenridge insinuated. He held out the word long enough to send what appeared to be an earthquake through Andrea’s spine. He pulled out a scroll from his pocket and scanned over a list of names. “Woolbright?”

Andrea stiffened in fear and slowly got to her feet.

“Let’s do a basic task to begin.” Snape pulled out his wand. “Use Occlumency. Protect yourself. Legilimens.”

Lottie raised her eyebrows and watched as Andrea struggled with the attack. For a moment, she seemed to have control, but the next, she fell to her knees against the stone ground. Snape did not stop; he did not relent. He towered over her, watching her fight in vain. Part of Lottie wanted to yell, to stop him from continuing”another part was too afraid.

“Pathetic,” Snape finally spat. “Three years of training and this is the best you can show me?”

Andrea did not look up. She sat on her knees, staring at the floor.

“Professor, that’s unfair,” said Edgar Payne, thrusting his hand in the air. “Andrea’s the worst in the class.”

The energy in the classroom shifted. Lottie felt it like a wave, overtaking her completely as heat rose to her cheeks. The students sat in silence, all knowing it was true, but all too uncomfortable to confirm it. The air weighed on Lottie’s shoulders. She leaned back in her chair and stared blankly at Edgar.

Snape arched an eyebrow. “Then who is the best?”

Andrea’s face burned red under the gaze of the class. She did not look up. “Lottie,” she whispered.

A silence permeated the room, interrupted only by the slight creak of wooden chairs as everyone turned their gaze toward Lottie. She felt nothing”no swell of pride or flush of embarrassment. Snape’s face, also, was unaffected, unsurprised. He waited, letting the quiet take on its own life. Lottie waited too, waiting for it to die.

“Well?” Snape finally said. “Are you going to show us your mastery?”

Lottie stood up. Snape was quick and observant”clearly, he was talented. Her heart did not flutter as she crossed to face him. Her Occlumency was already starting to take effect”feel nothing, think nothing. She barely heard him whisper an incantation, but as he raised his wand, she felt a small impact, like a little wave, crashing against her feet.

Her mental block absorbed the attack. The room was silent. All Lottie could see was Snape’s dark, beady eyes, trying to force their way into her mind. The impact was growing stronger”a weight pressing against her chest. Lottie couldn’t help but smirk”this was all Snape had to show them?

And then everything fell apart. The pressure against her block exploded. Everything turned upside-down. Lottie may have been pushed off her feet”she couldn’t tell. All she could hear, all she could feel, was the graze of a spell across her cheek. She tried to see the classroom and remember where she was, but her vision was consumed by the corpse-littered London camp. Death Eaters were approaching. Her immersion was so complete that she could smell the burning corpses littering the alleyways. Her heart thumped against her ribcage. Colm Scrivener’s silhouette appeared against the darkening sky.

Lottie’s eyes snapped open. She was flat on her back on the ground. Her chest rose and fell rapidly; she could hear her own panting, but still felt like she wasn’t taking in any oxygen. The ceiling was spinning, swimming in and out of focus.

This is the best you have to show me?” Snape asked, his tone wavering in a consistent vibrato. “This is all you have learned in three years?”

Lottie pushed herself off the ground and shuffled back to her chair, staring resolutely at the ground.

“The simplest of tasks,” Snape went on. “Guard your mind. In this twisted world, it is all you can rely on. Friendship means nothing. It is just a means of weakness that the Dark Lord uses to exploit the ignorant. If you constantly put your trust in others, there is no way you will survive.”

“But what is there to live for without friends?” Andrea asked, rising to her feet. Lottie could feel the entire class staring at her. She resisted the urge to smile back at Andrea; this was no time to show weakness.

“Sit down, Woolbright,” Snape spat. “You are a child. You do not understand this war.”

“I don’t understand?” Andrea stood up so suddenly that her chair swayed ominously. “I don’t understand the war? I’ve lived this war. It’s all I’ve ever known. I was born into a world where I was treated like dirt, where I could only live from day to day because I never knew if I would survive the night. I have had to suffer my whole life and the only chance of escape I was offered was to become a soldier”to give up my free will and possibly die for a cause that they won’t let us fully understand. And what have you done?” The tips of Andrea’s nostrils flared dangerously. “You’ve been hiding for fifty years. You’ve been a coward for fifty years while letting children die for you.”

“Don’t call me a coward.” Snape’s long, spindly fingers flexed, as though itching to draw his wand. “You have no idea what the adults in this world have had to do. I have been spying for over half a century”a job most difficult and dangerous”a job that you all are supposed to possess the talent for. But from what I’ve seen, none of you will ever be successful. None of you will survive long enough to be useful.”

“That’s not true.” Lottie got to her feet as well, so that she and Andrea stood shoulder to shoulder in front of the class.

“Ah, finally the master speaks,” Snape drawled, taking obvious pleasure from their outrage. “I am sure you have spent your years being told how special you are. Naesa’s little favorite, aren’t you? But you will never be a master spy.” He stood tall and swept a finger lazily to indicate the pair. “Neither of you. And do you know why?”

Nobody spoke. Nobody dared to take a breath. The air in the class was still.

“You cannot control your emotions. If you cannot control your mind, what do you have? You are useless.”

“That’s not true!” Andrea took another step forward.

Lottie on the other hand sat back down on the floor. Snape was right. Her breathing slowed as she stared at her shoelaces. That was the first thing Palmyitor had taught her and, somehow, she was still unable to execute it. The only reason she was at Alsemore, the only reason she was alive, was to spy. If she lost control of her mind, what did she have left?

“Life isn’t about fighting,” Andrea was saying. “Life isn’t about fulfilling your duty for some greater good. It’s about”about love”and friendship””

“Harry Potter believed that as well.” Snape crossed his arms, preparing for the final blow. “And look where he’s gotten us now.”

Andrea stood for a moment. Lottie could sense the tension from her seat. The class held its breath as Andrea slowly sat back down, cross-legged, on the ground next to Lottie. She did not take her eyes off of Snape, did not blink behind her thick glasses.

“You want to prove that you are worth something?” Snape asked, drawing his slender wand from his pocket. He addressed the class, but Lottie could feel his stare boring into her skull, and hers alone. “Try again.”

Lottie pushed herself to her feet and carefully avoided eye contact with Snape. She took a breath. She had to clear her mind. When she had control of her mind, she could succeed. Releasing her breath in one slow stream of air, she opened her eyes and nodded at the hook-nosed professor.

He didn’t even use an incantation. Lottie could feel his presence coming toward her, like a looming shadow. She couldn’t let her trepidation make her weak. She had to focus. Pressure formed in her forehead as he tried to break down her mental barricade. She breathed steadily and watched him.

The pressure grew stronger. Lottie kept her mind blank; she closed her eyes and let nothingness sweep over her. But the tension did not relent. It grew more and more powerful. A small tingle of anxiety began in Lottie’s toes”no, panic would only make things worse. She kept breathing.

Her unease spread up her body and settled in her stomach. If Snape succeeded, she would be proven wrong”the class would be embarrassed; Andrea would be ashamed of her… Lottie’s eyes widened. And with that, with that minute show of expression, everything broke.

Emotions hit her like a wave; she drowned in her past thoughts as Snape uprooted each memory. Faces swam through her vision, blurring it. She felt removed from it all, a third party observer, and yet as poignant images rose in her mind’s eye, she was throttled into the thick details of her past.

A single moment stood out among the rest. Lottie held the diary”Harry’s diary. Hermione’s silent expression of shock, her quiet battle with nostalgia, played out before her. Lottie uttered, “So I”I’m Harry Potter’s””

“First cousin, twice removed, I believe.”


It stopped. The room fell back into focus. Lottie was on her back again. She pushed herself up, her stomach lurching, panic rising.

“Class dismissed,” Snape hissed.

“What?” Edgar Payne shouted. “We have to sit through this argument and then you just shove us out?”

Snape turned to him, angling his head slightly. “Class dismissed,” he repeated. Each syllable struck sharply and precisely. Andrea recoiled.

Dazed, the class stuffed their parchment into their bags and filed out of the door. Lottie stood in the center of the room, staring at the hem of Snape’s robes. “You too, Rowe,” he said. He swept to the desk and leaned against it, the thick strands of black hair falling in his face. He snapped his head around and, black eyes glimmering, shouted, “Leave!”

Lottie hopped with surprise. Swinging her bag over her shoulder, she ran out of her room.

“What was that about?” Andrea asked from the doorway.

“He knows,” Lottie said, beckoning Andrea to follow her to the common room.

“What?”

“About”about my family,” Lottie said under her breath. “About him being my you know what.”

“Oh. Well”that can’t be too bad.” Andrea set the time on the Palmyitor clock”four minutes past eleven. “He’s a teacher, after all. Palmyitor knows. I’d be more afraid of her, honestly.”

“But he’s a Death Eater!” Lottie followed Andrea into the common room and collapsed onto a stiff, wooden stool.

“Honestly, Lottie, if he can block Palmyitor’s Legilimency, nobody else is going to get the secret out of him,” Andrea said, perching herself on the edge of a graying sofa.

“That’s an understatement. He’s good.”

“Well of course he is.”

“No.” Lottie leaned in urgently. “He’s really good. He’s more powerful than anything I had imagined. He makes what Breckenridge was teaching us a joke. That was my strongest defense and he broke it in a matter of minutes.”

“Well, then it’s settled,” Andrea said, annoyance in her voice raising. “There’s no way we can beat him. That’s it. The end. We lose. Is that what you want?”

“No, but…” Lottie leaned her face against the palm of her hand, thinking. “There must be some way to beat him. He can’t be the best Legilimens ever.”

“And you’re proposing that you are?” Andrea asked, raising her eyebrows. “Listen, Lottie, just don’t worry about it. You did loads better than anyone else could do. For all intents and purposes, you’ve basically mastered Occlumency and Legilimency.”

“No I haven’t!” Lottie stood up in exasperation. “If Snape can beat me, I haven’t mastered it.”

Andrea pursed her lips.

“Well then, you’re just lucky he’s on our side, aren’t you?”
Chapter Forty: Detention with Snape by Eponine
Author's Notes:
So... there is absolutely no excuse for this absence. All I can say is that I'm genuinely sorry for how long it took. I took a bit of a personal odyssey away from the computer, but I should be better about posting and not... you know... disappearing for six months. That being said, I am traveling this summer, so I'll do my best, but I'm not entirely sure what my internet situation will be.

A million thanks to TheBird for always helping me out so much, and laughing with me at my stupid mistakes.

This chapter is dedicated to my friend, Adam, who I tend to get into trouble with.
Chapter Forty: Detention with Snape

Professor Dewitt’s sly grin greeted the fourth years as they filed into his classroom, late on a chilly March afternoon. The occasional snowflake drifted down past the window, reminding the students of the unusually rigid spring unfolding. “Good morning,” Dewitt said from his desk. With his impish little smile and overextended frame, he resembled a cross between an oddly cheerful dementor and an elf.

Lottie sat down in the back row. Dewitt, even after months, never failed to unnerve her. Andrea sat down as well, her lips pursed as she surveyed the professor’s expression. “Why is he so giddy?” she whispered.

“Wands away,” Dewitt instructed gleefully. “Today will be a lecture.” He flicked his wand and a stretch of straight, neat handwriting appeared on the blackboard. He swept across the room and settled against the front of his desk. “Today, we will discuss the Dark Lord.” Dewitt waited patiently for the class’s murmurs to fade away. Lottie merely exchanged a quizzical glance with Andrea. “It is important,” he went on, “to understand our enemy. Otherwise, how would we be able to defeat him?”

Lottie shifted squeakily in her wooden chair.

“The Dark Lord rose to power in the 1980s. As several virtuous wizards tried to resist his power, others became his followers and soon learned the power and gifts he could give them. The Dark Lord offers riches”oh yes”a wonderful reward for serving him loyally”protection, power, land, connections. Pureblooded families shared his views”many of them had been feeling resentment toward Mudbloods for years.”

The class was silent. After a moment, Lottie realized that her mouth was hanging open in surprise, and shut it hastily.

“A history of this Pureblooded sentiment dates back over a thousand years”Salazar Slytherin, the noble Founder of Slytherin house, created a Chamber that held a monster to kill all of the Muggle-borns crowding the Hogwarts halls.”

Lottie glanced significantly at Andrea who widened her eyes in return. “As the Dark Lord gained power,” Dewitt went on, “so did his followers. They were the most fearsome”the most respected wizards of their time.”

Andrea thrust her hand into the air. “I find that hard to believe,” she said. “Nobody respects Death Eaters.”

“No?” Dewitt slammed his knuckles against her desk, bent low so he was face to face with her. “You do not admire a flawless feat of Dark Magic?” he snarled, a grin visible beneath his words.

Andrea spluttered, her blue eyes moving furiously to keep his gaze. “N-no.”

“How unusual.” With another knock against her desk, Dewitt straightened up and turned to the class. “And the rest of you? Are you opposed to the display of Dark Magic, despite its artistry?”

The class remained silent. Lottie could only vaguely feel a pulse in her hollow body.

“The Dark Lord gained followers”yes”grew an army. And of course”you all know about the famous fall of Harry Potter. After that, the Dark Lord gained an even greater amount of Death Eaters, even more followers willing to carry out his word and create his perfect world.

“With a throng of Death Eaters, the Dark Lord easily conquered wizarding Britain and, only days later, Muggle Britain, which fell as easily as a tower of cards. Foolish Muggles have no means of governing themselves. The Dark Lord imprisoned them”as I am sure you all are well aware. He waited for them to eventually die out, but, as you are also well aware, they just kept reproducing. Now, fifty years later””

“This lesson is better suited for a history class, I would think.”

Heads snapped to the door to see Professor Snape, leaning casually against the wooden frame. Strands of black hair fell into his face, lightly obstructing his piercing gaze.

“Ah… Severus, my old friend.” Dewitt crossed the room and placed a hand on Snape’s elbow as greeting. “I was wondering when you would finally stop by.”

Snape’s smile never faltered; Lottie had the impression that it was fake, but she couldn’t be sure; Snape’s defenses were so on guard, she could sense them from her seat. “Yes, Robert, I apologize for not visiting earlier. Although the timing is unfortunate, I do suggest that you dismiss the class, so we can have more privacy.”

Dewitt smiled this time. He towered over Snape, whose head just grazed the bottom of his short beard. “Dismiss the class?” he repeated.

In Snape’s first few months of teaching, he had asserted a certain authority over several of the other professors. The students feared him”avoided him when they heard the rustle of his cloak or the click of his boots against he ground. By March, every Palmyitor student (and a few from other Houses as well) had experienced his uncontainable power. Rumor had it that nobody had yet succeeded in blocking him, which at least made Lottie feel slightly better about her failures.

The teachers, while not adopting the students’ fear, also possessed a sort of awe in regard to the notorious man. They had all heard his stories from the war. Many of them hadn’t even been alive when Snape was first spying. In fact, the only professors who did not seem at all intimidated by him were the three heads, considering that all three had had him as a professor at Hogwarts. Palmyitor seemed especially close to him.

Come to think of it, Lottie noticed that Hermione had not spoken with him at all. At the staff table, they were always separated by a row of silent professors.

“Forgive me, Severus, but I am in the middle of a lesson,” said Dewitt. “These students are lucky enough to be learning the story of””

“Yes, I am well aware of the lesson plan,” Snape said. “Perhaps you do not understand the importance of my interruption.” As he spoke, he carefully gestured a long finger along his left forearm.

Dewitt’s bushy eyebrows came together as he contemplated this. It was a silent staring contest, a battle of wills, as Snape and Dewitt glared at each other. “Very well,” Dewitt finally said, breaking their eye contact. “Class dismissed.”

The students sat, blinking at the tension between the two professors. “He said,” Snape repeated, turning his oversized nose toward them, “class dismissed.”

Immediately, the students jumped to their feet. Grabbing their bags, they dashed out of the room to avoid Snape’s impending wrath.

Lottie hesitated at the doorway, waiting for Andrea. The door slammed behind them. “Come on,” Andrea urged, crossing a few steps into the hallway. “Let’s get out of here.”

“No.” Lottie held out a hand to tell Andrea to shut up. “Wasn’t that suspicious?” she asked.

“Lottie, it’s Snape. He could be handing out candy and giving hugs and still be suspicious.”

“No, but did you see what he did?” Lottie pointed to her own left forearm. Goosebumps leapt up her skin. “He was pointing toward his you-know-what.”

“No, I don’t.”

“His Dark Mark.” Lottie lowered her tone. “All Death Eaters have one. That must mean he’s a Death Eater.”

“But Lottie, we know he was a spy for them. Of course he would have one.”

Lottie frowned. “But then what about Dewitt?” she asked. “This is proof.”

“It’s not proof of anything, Lottie, though I’ll admit that he seems like the type.” Andrea took off her glasses and rubbed them against the hem of her robe in thought. “I wish we could hear what they’re saying.”

Lottie smirked. “Of course we can,” she whispered. She beckoned Andrea toward the door and pointed at the gap at the bottom between it and the floor.

“Oh, Lottie, come on.” But Lottie wasn’t listening. She dropped to her stomach and turned her head so her ear was next to the crack.

“I see no harm in it,” Dewitt was saying. “We can meld their little minds early.”

Andrea sat down next to Lottie. Her glasses pressed awkwardly against her cheeks as she strained for any wisps of the conversation.

“You are being far too obvious. That is the problem.” Smack. Lottie imagined Snape’s palm slamming against the wooden desks. “If there is not one child left in that class who does not believe you to be a Death Eater, I would be highly surprised.”

Dewitt scoffed. “It does not matter,” he said. “None of these children will survive another year, once we unlock the castle.”

Lottie clamped a hand over Andrea’s mouth to muffle her gasp.

“Speaking of which, have you gotten any closer to finding his weakness?” Dewitt asked.

Snape hesitated only for a fraction of a second. “No,” he said. “Unfortunately not.”

Dewitt roared and, Lottie assumed, slammed his fist against the blackboard. A small cloud of smoke came out from under the gap, stinging Lottie’s eyes. “How could you not?” he asked, ignoring Snape’s hushing noises. “You have been here for over two months. Are you not the most skilled Legilimens alive?”

“Beside one, yes,” Snape said stiffly.

“What?” There was a pause, in which Lottie could imagine tiny gears clicking in Dewitt’s brain. “Ah, of course. Our Lord is, of course, more skilled than you. A foolish thought.” Another pause while Dewitt had to gather his momentum. “But how could you not have found Maelioric’s weakness yet?” he went on. “The old fool wears his heart on his sleeve. The Legilimency of a child could invade his pathetic mind.”

“It is not a matter of skill,” Snape explained, his voice quivering. “It is a matter of discretion. Regardless of his inability for Occlumency, Fornax Maelioric knows far too well the experience of a Legilimency attack. He would know right away if I tried to invade his mind. I have to find another way.”

Dewitt scoffed. “This should have been reported to our Lord,” he said, desperately trying to end the argument. “If you cannot complete this simple task, why are you here?”

“To keep an eye on you.” Snape’s cold laugh cut through the room like steel. “It was reported to the Dark Lord. He gave the information only to his most valuable and loyal followers.”

Dewitt paused again. He had lost”even Lottie could tell. His clunky footfalls stormed around the room while he waited for another idea to strike him. “What about the other attack?” he said finally.

“The… other attack?” Snape repeated. “Ah, of course. Recent information I have gathered makes the castle more vulnerable to us.”

Lottie sat up and glanced at Andrea with wide eyes. “Palmyitor,” Andrea whispered. “We have to tell her.”

The dialogue inside stopped. A pause was followed by a shuffle of footsteps. “Excuse me, Robert, but I believe we have guests.”

“Go,” Lottie mouthed. Scraping her knees and hands, she pushed herself to her feet and tried to scramble out of the corridor. She ran as quickly as she could, almost rounding the corner”when a long, thin hand clamped on her shoulder and stopped her dead in her tracks.

“What are you doing here, Rowe?” Snape’s thin voice cracked.

“Leaving”going to the common room,” Lottie answered calmly. She kept her back to him; if she turned around, he would see the lie”see the panic in her eyes. Andrea was frozen in her tracks a step ahead. Nothing held her back but pure fear.

“You two are always digging your own graves,” Snape said, pushing Lottie away from him. Lottie still stared determinately ahead. “Remember that if it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t be alive. Think of that next time you spy for anything you are not assigned to.”

Lottie nodded and, a chill creeping up her spine, inched farther down the corridor. “Detention,” Snape said. “Tonight after dinner. Don’t be late.”

Groaning, Lottie turned around to protest, but Snape was gone. The door to the Defense Against the Dark Arts room creaked on its hinges.

“We’re lucky,” Andrea breathed, “that he didn’t kill us.”

“Yeah, but I’d say we’re pretty unlucky still.” Lottie glanced back again. “They want to kill us.”

“And we have detention.”

“Honestly, Andrea, is that the worst thing you can think of right now?”

“No, but it certainly doesn’t help, does it?” Andrea sighed and started down the corridor. “Come on, we really do have to tell Palmyitor.”

Lottie glanced around at the corridor in a haze. The students, chattering as they passed by, seemed unusually innocent”they were all blinded by the war; they could not see any immediate threat. The calm surroundings did not match Lottie’s inner panic.

“Lottie?” Andrea’s voice brought her back to the present. Andrea pointed to the door, where they could both here the muffled frustrations of an argument.

“Whether or not you trust him, Naesa,” said a familiar voice, “you should at least question him more thoroughly.” It was Hermione. The exasperation beneath her words was so clear that even Andrea could hear it. “You cannot deny his past is suspicious. It is unsafe to have him near our students.” Hermione lowered her voice. Lottie and Andrea had to shuffle closer to the door in order to hear. “If anything happened to our students, Naesa””

“Nothing will happen to the students.” Palmyitor’s voice was eerily calm and collected. “I trust Severus more than most of the faculty here.”

“How?” Hermione’s voice reached an usually pitchy register. “How can you trust him when you know what he has done? He’s been keeping a low profile for all this time and he suddenly appears out of the blue. Just because you admired him as a professor, Naesa, does not mean he is a good person.”

“He is the most intelligent man I have ever met,” Palmyitor said. “He has gone through extensive questioning and knows what is at stake. And just because you did not know where he was doesn’t mean we all didn’t.”

“You mean you had contact with him?” Hermione asked. “Before he showed up after rescuing Rowe and Woolbright from those Death Eaters, he could have been pronounced dead. You mean to tell me that you had contact with him this entire time and you told nobody? I mean this respectfully, Naesa, but I think you need to reevaluate your loyalties.”

A chair scraped against the stone. Lottie imagined Palmyitor jumping to her feet defensively. Hermione continued to speak. “Look at what you’ve created,” Hermione said in earnest. “Look at what is around you. It’s wonderful, Naesa. If this continues”if we do what we must”we may live to see Voldemort’s demise. I know you like him, Naesa, but is it really worth it to sacrifice all of this for a”a friendship?”

“I am not sacrificing anything,” Palmyitor said. “Severus Snape is as innocent as you or me. I have submitted him to questioning, however; do not forget I have employed Legilimency against him.”

“But he can do Occlumency!” Hermione paused. Lottie could hear her frustrated breathing through the stone walls. “I apologize, Naesa, but I don’t think I can continue this conversation. If you cannot take the lives of your students seriously, I don’t think I can explain. Despite the fact that he can teach and give knowledge that Cormag could not, that knowledge is not worth the lives at stake.” The door cracked open. Lottie and Andrea scrambled down the hall out of view. “Thank you, Naesa.”

Hermione appeared in the corridor, hair frazzled, eyes bugging out of her skull. Lottie could hear Andrea's breath catch in her chest as the professor slowly walked by.

“She doesn’t seem to want to hear anything bad about him,” Andrea said.

“Maybe she’ll listen to us. Come on.” Lottie trotted back to Palmyitor’s door and knocked twice.

“Severus?”

“Er…” Lottie pushed open the door.

“Oh.” Palmyitor frowned. Her hair was not pulled back in its usual bun, but it fell across her shoulders in a tired sort of way. The rings that usually cluttered her fingers were strewn aside, lying across her desk and looking unusually dull. The bags under her eyes were deeper and darker than Lottie had seen them. Wrinkles lined her solemn face. “Yes?” she asked impatiently.

“Oh”er,” Lottie stuttered, beckoning Andrea to follow her into the office. “We were just”erm”coming to tell you about something we overheard.”

Palmyitor’s gaze did not falter. “It’s about Severus, is it?”

“Well”erm””

“Yes,” Andrea said.

For the first time since coming to Alsemore, Lottie could see desperation in Palmyitor’s eyes. “I don’t know why everyone here believes him to be on their side.” Her voice was calm in a way that was deeply frightening.

“Professor, we overheard him,” Andrea said gently. “He was talking with Professor Dewitt. They”they mentioned”” The look in Palmyitor’s eyes stopped Andrea completely.

Lottie took a breath and tried to gather steam. “They were talking about finding Professor Maelioric’s weakness,” she said. “They said they need to get into the castle. They said that they were going to kill everybody. Professor, if that isn’t proof, I don’t know what is.”

“Severus Snape is not a Death Eater,” Palmyitor said. Lottie could see her regaining composure, putting up a block. “He is a spy”a very gifted spy.”

“But, Professor, he mentioned an attack.” Fear poured from Andrea’s voice. “If we don’t do something, people could die. Could you at least check to make sure?”

“I am sure.” Palmyitor got to her feet. Her hair magically readjusted itself as she spoke. “Severus Snape is not a Death Eater. I am willing to stake my life on it. Now”” Her eyes flitted to the window, where an ephemeral silver glow lingered. “If I am not mistaken, you have a detention tonight. I suggest you go to the common room and get your work done early.” The door magically swung open.

Taking the hint, Andrea left the room and pulled Lottie along with her. The door slammed. “Wow,” Andrea breathed, but Lottie interrupted her by raising a hand in the air.

“Listen,” she whispered.

Through the door frame, they could hear Palmyitor hiss an incantation. “Ryan?” Palmyitor’s voice croaked.

Andrea tugged on Lottie’s arm. “Come on,” she said. “We should get out of here.” Without looking back, the pair rushed across the corridor and down the stairs towards the Palmyitor common room.

“I can’t believe it,” Andrea said once they were settled into their favorite oversized armchairs.

“What?” Lottie asked.

“Everything. Palmyitor wouldn’t even try to look into it.”

“Yeah,” Lottie said with a half-laugh. “Must be in love with him or something.”

Andrea frowned. “Not only that,” she said. “About Snape”and Dewitt. Dewitt is being so obvious. How could she not believe us?”

Lottie shrugged wearily. They should just give up trying to figure out Palmyitor’s actions, she thought dully.

“But then why would Palmyitor hire him?” Andrea persisted.

“I don’t know”maybe Snape told her to.”

“And”what”she believed him because she’s so in love?” Andrea scoffed.

“Yeah!” Lottie placed a dramatic hand on her forehead in a delicate pose. “He seduced her just so he could get Dewitt inside the castle”and from there”they can destroy us all! Hah”hah”hah.”

“Lottie, this is serious,” Andrea said. Yet under Andrea’s solemn stare, Lottie could make out a miniscule smirk.

“Oh, what a love story,” Lottie went on, rolling her eyes heavily. “It’s so romantic. If true love isn’t serious to you, I don’t know what is.”

“You know what is?” Andrea pulled a book out of her bag. “This Legilimency essay due tomorrow. Even you’re going to have to work hard on it. If you can’t even block his attacks, homework is all you have to rely on for a mark.”

“It’s unfair,” Lottie grumbled, collapsing into her armchair and pulling out her own textbook. “He is the best Legilimens in the world, he said. We have no chance against him.”

“No, he’s the best except one.”

“Oh.” Lottie rolled her eyes. “Well good thing the Dark Lord isn’t in our class then, because he would mess the curve up for everyone.”

“Do you really think it’s the Dark Lord, though?” Andrea asked. “After all, Snape has been playing spy for this long. He must be tricking You-Know-Who.”

“Not if he’s spying on us. Then he has nothing to hide.” Lottie sighed and dropped her book onto her lap. “It doesn’t matter anyway,” she said. “If Palmyitor doesn’t believe us soon, we’re all going to get murdered anyway.”




Dinner that night was a grim affair. Both Palmyitor and Clynalmoy were noticeably absent from the head table. Maelioric was separated from Snape and Dewitt by Seward, Dyer and Hermione. Lottie and Andrea kept glancing up at the staff table anxiously, as though expecting Snape and Dewitt to leap to their feet and strangle them all.

“I still can’t believe he gave us detention,” Lottie said grumpily over her chicken. “He should’ve known that would’ve just made us want to tell Palmyitor more.”

“Well he probably knows she won’t believe us,” Andrea said bitterly.

The pair glanced up at the staff table, where Snape sneered back over his uneaten food. “I just can’t believe him,” Lottie said, pounding a fist on the table. “He’s our teacher. He betrayed our trust. I wish we had Breckenridge back.”

“Why did Professor Breckenridge leave anyway?” Andrea asked.

Lottie shrugged. “Something about his talents being needed elsewhere.”

“But if Snape is better than Breckenridge,” Andrea began thoughtfully, “why didn’t they send him?”

“I don’t know. Maybe Snape ripped his face off or something.”

Lottie, don’t say things like that.”

“Merlin, I’m only joking. Snape is probably just too recognizable or something.”

“Probably…” Andrea glanced back at the staff table. Lottie did as well. Snape’s plate of food had vanished. He raised his eyebrows at the pair and got to his feet.

“Guess that’s our cue,” Lottie sighed.

“This may not be too bad,” Andrea said as they exited the hall.

“Yeah and Palmyitor may not be hopelessly in love with Snape.” Lottie readjusted her bag slung over her shoulder. “Let’s go.”

They walked in silence. The only sound that followed them was the consistent drip of a pipe overhead. When they reached the Occlumency classroom door, Andrea knocked. The door swung open. Boxes of parchment stacked to almost human height lined the walls.

“Good evening,” Snape said from the desk. “Tonight, I am giving you the most dull and mind numbing task I could create.” His upper lip curled with distaste as he surveyed the pair. “Maybe this will deter you from any further espionage.”

Lottie groaned to herself and stared at the boxes. The Legilimency classroom had once been a place of comfort”a place just for Palmyitors, where Lottie could excel. Now, it just filled her with dread to walk by the door, knowing she would have to further embarrass herself from Snape’s incredible power.

“You will be sorting these various papers,” Snape said. “I want them sorted in chronological order by their dates, but I also want a list of them in alphabetical order”and in which box I may find them. When this is finished, come to my office next door and tell me. You may not leave until I inspect your work.” He turned to the door and added, “And keep in mind that I can hear every word you say. If your conversation deviates from the task at hand, you will get to sort my even larger files tomorrow night.” He gave them one distasteful glare before leaving the classroom. The door clicked shut.

“This is going to take hours,” Lottie groaned.

“Well the faster we get started, the faster we can leave.” Andrea pulled some spare parchment and a quill from her bag. “You make piles by decade and write down the titles, so we can make an alphabetical list.”



Snape’s assessment of how mind numbing this activity was turned out to be accurate. The pages did not even have any writing on them”just the title and date on top. “The rest is probably in invisible ink,” Andrea said, “so that we don’t read it.”

They were only half of the way through the papers when one caught Lottie’s bleary and tired eye. “Er…” She held out the page extra far to get Andrea’s attention. “Summer 2051,” she said loudly. “Written in… 2050.”

With her eyes squinting behind her glasses, Andrea scooted toward Lottie and looked at the page. She gasped when she saw it. Lottie raised her eyebrows significantly. On the page before them, words in invisible ink were just beginning to show through. Only a few were visible.

“Attack…” was printed on the page. Farther down was, “Death,” and “plan…” Lottie squinted and she could just make out a long word. It was still mostly invisible, but she could see that it started with a large B.

“What could it mean?” Lottie whispered.

Andrea cleared her throat pointedly. “No, Lottie,” she said loudly. “Its title is 2051, but it’s dated 2050.”

The door opened. Lottie scrambled to put the parchment in the 2050s pile, while Andrea hastily scribbled down the title.

“How is your progress?” Snape asked from the doorway.

“We’re about halfway done,” Andrea said quickly.

Snape smirked. “I suggest you increase your pace,” he said. ‘You will be here well past midnight if you continue like this.”

Andrea sighed and went back to work. Lottie's attention, on the other hand, was focused more the execution of a particularly rude hand gesture towards the door.

Three hours and several paper cuts later, Snape finally let them go. “What time is it?” Lottie asked Andrea blearily.

“Half past one,” Andrea said, pointing to a grandfather clock in the corner. Ink was smeared across her palm and speckled on her face.

“What was that parchment about?” Lottie asked, suddenly as they rounded a corner.

“I don’t know,” Andrea said. “Looks like they’re planning to attack something this summer, though.”

“But what?”

Andrea shrugged. ‘Maybe we should tell Palmyitor,” she suggested half-heartedly.

“I guess,” Lottie said. “But she won’t believe us anyway. I suppose we’re sort of obliged to try.”

Andrea wrenched open the Palmyitor clock. “Maybe,” she said, “we’ll finally get to prove to her what an evil, cantankerous villain Snape is once and for all.”
Chapter Forty-One: Professor Dewitt’s Offer by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Okay, so I’ve got some sad news, but it’s coupled with a bit of good news as well. Because we realized that we were going way too slow to EVER finish this story in time, TheBird and I decided to part ways with this story. So, farewell, TheBird! You’ve been absolutely amazing with every aspect of this story!

Filling the role of beta will be the phenomenal coolh5000! She’s absolutely awesome, and you can anticipate MUCH shorter waits from now on. We will absolutely move quicker than two chapters a year.

So thank you all for being patient with me, and hopefully this story will begin to move again!

Thanks to coolh5000 for all of your help with this chapter.

This chapter is dedicated to TheBird for all of her amazing help through the years.
Chapter Forty-One: Professor Dewitt’s Offer

Palmyitor wouldn’t have any of it. Lottie and Andrea told her about what they saw, but were immediately dismissed. They persisted through an hour long appointment, trying to convince her to at least ask Snape about the parchment, but she refused to listen.

Her vulnerability from earlier that week vanished completely. Instead, she sat with her arms crossed and lips pursed as Lottie and Andrea repeated all of the incriminating evidence. In the end, she just shook her head.

“Maybe,” Lottie said as they dejectedly left her office, “she’s actually a Death Eater herself. Maybe that’s why she doesn’t care. She wants Snape to attack whatever this is.”

“Oh, Lottie, don’t even say things like that,” Andrea said. “Professor Palmyitor would never do anything like that. She practically built this school. Why would she start sabotaging us now?”

“I guess,” Lottie laughed, “but I wouldn’t put it past her to have some stupidly complicated plan that kills us all.”

They tried to convince Palmyitor of Snape’s corruption eight more times that year. Every time, she sent them from her office with a heightened temper. Every time, Lottie and Andrea thought up a more and more elaborate and absurd story as to why Palmyitor would not listen. Lottie’s personal favorite was that Snape was a vampire, and Palmyitor was a werewolf, and that they were in an everlasting battle”she did not want anybody to finally finish him off but her.

“But that wouldn’t work,” Andrea had said. “The full moon was last night and we saw her at the staff table for dinner.” Andrea’s favorite was that Professor Gabaldon had been engaged to Snape before she died and that Palmyitor was making him work for her to fulfill the promise he never kept.

“You’re such a romantic,” Lottie scolded. “Snape doesn’t have it in him to love another human being. I think he would just drop dead.”



The rest of their classes pushed on. By June, still nobody had succeeded in blocking Snape’s attacks, but Lottie thought she had made extreme progress by suggesting that they just kill him, so that they could pass the next teacher’s class.

The students had started referring to Defense Against the Dark Arts as just Dark Arts, since all Dewitt seemed to do was tell them about all of the fantastic things Dark Magic could accomplish.

After a particularly disturbing Dark Arts class about the most effective way to torture magical ability out of toddlers, Dewitt pulled Lottie aside. “No, Andrea,” he said as the class filed out. “You go. I need to speak privately with Charlotte.”

Andrea gave Lottie a quizzical look, but packed up her bag and shuffled toward the door. “I just wanted to comment,” Dewitt said to Lottie once they were alone, “on your talent.” The door slammed shut. Panicked, Lottie spun around so she was facing the front of the room and not Dewitt’s piercing gaze. “Don’t worry about the door,” Dewitt said. “I just don’t want us to be overheard.”

As she turned around, Lottie pulled her wand out of her pocket and fidgeted with the handle, to avoid his gaze”and to have it close at hand if she needed it.

“Ever since that first class, Charlotte, your first duel with Edgar”ever since that day, I knew you were different”talented.”

“Erm”thanks,” Lottie croaked.

“You have a capability for cruelty far more evolved than any of your classmates. You know what you need to survive. You know and you are willing to execute it.” He smiled.

Lottie just blinked back at him, too bewildered to even speak.

“You are ruthless,” Dewitt said.

Lottie’s throat was dry. Her heart rattled in her chest. “Th-thank you,” she said, still keeping an eye on the door, and her mind buzzing with all of the spells she knew to block Dark Magic.

“There is a perfect place for cruelty in this war,” Dewitt said. “You have always known that. There is a place that benefits immensely from your kind of unfeeling.”

Instinctively, Lottie tightened the grip on her wand.

“You think you can attack me?” Dewitt laughed. “You know nothing. You are a child. I have learned everything”every form of Dark and defensive magic. I am capable of defending myself and even more. You have nothing against me.”

Shaking her head, Lottie slung her bag over her shoulder. “No,” she said. “I”I can’t.”

Dewitt took a step toward her. Lottie took a step back. “You can be more powerful than you ever imagined.”

Lottie didn’t turn around to see him as she pushed through the door. She stopped in the frame. Staring at her shoes, she repeated, “No.”

She slammed the door behind her. A chill ran down her spine, unrelenting. She could feel Dewitt’s presence on the other side of the wall, could hear his words in her ear. She was ruthless, heartless, and, according to Dewitt, a perfect candidate for a Death Eater.

No, she would never become a Death Eater”she couldn’t. Her entire existence was founded against them. That’s why she was here at Alsemore in the first place. She was born to hate Death Eaters.

Lottie stopped in the middle of the corridor, temporarily consumed with an image of herself in black robes and a Death Eater mask. She would have nothing to worry about, nobody to fear. She would be in power. The Dark Lord would praise her skill and reward her accordingly.

Numbly, Lottie leaned against the wall, suddenly unable to support her own weight. Her family, her friends”they were all Muggles. She could never kill them. And Andrea”betraying her would be the worst of all. Andrea was the only person she had. In a dark war where she was pulled away from everything she ever knew, Andrea was her only friend.

No. Lottie took a deep breath and pushed herself completely straight. It was as simple as that”just no.

As she rushed through the corridor and down the winding stairs, the offer hung over her, lingered on her shoulder like a heavy shadow. It would be easy, a tiny voice in her mind repeated”so easy to give it all up. Who cared about Andrea? They were all as good as dead, since Palmyitor still believed Snape to be innocent. Would it be wrong to save her own life?

She blinked. She stood in the common room, surrounded by talking and laughing people, completely unaware. “Hey, what’s wrong with you?” Andrea waved her down from a sofa beside the fireplace.

“What?” Lottie looked at her and frowned. A rush of guilt flooded her, made her stomach boil and bile rise in her throat. How could she have thought to leave? It would be easy to give it all up, but would she ever be able to live with herself?

“You look sick,” Andrea said. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah.” Lottie sat down, wondering if she should tell her. Andrea would want to know that Dewitt had tried to make her join the Death Eaters… But would Lottie be able to hide the fact that she had actually considered his offer? “Listen,” she said, sitting down on the sofa next to Andrea. “We have to try and tell Palmyitor about Dewitt.”

“We’ve tried,” Andrea said. “There’s no point anymore.”

“No, this is serious.” Lottie looked over her shoulder. “Dewitt pulled me aside and”and he asked me if”” Lottie’s throat had gone dry. Her heart shook like a rattle in her chest. “He asked me to join the Death Eaters.”

What?” Andrea’s mouth hung open. “Just like that? He just”just asked you?”

“He said that there is a place for my kind of”” Lottie stopped. He had said her kind of cruelty. Color rose to her face. “My kind of talent,” she finished.

“Did he really think he would have a chance?” Andrea asked. “Seriously”how stupid is he? Now we know for sure how evil he is. Why did he ever think you would say yes?”

Lottie pretended to smile as Andrea laughed. “Yeah,” she echoed. Her stomach flipped. Dewitt knew”he was smarter than he made himself out to be. He knew that out of all of the Palmyitors, Lottie would be the only one to even consider it.

Is this what had happened with the traitors years ago? Had it been that easy? They hadn’t gone looking for evil, but when it asked, they considered it. At her core, Lottie was no better than them.

“You’re really upset about this, aren’t you?” Andrea asked seriously. “Look, Lottie, don’t take it personally. He asked because he knows you’re good at Occlumency”nothing more. It has nothing to do with you.”

Lottie just nodded. She could never tell her”she could never tell Andrea that it had everything to do with her. It wasn’t her talent, but her cruelty. Even if she had been the worst Occlumens in the world, Dewitt still would have asked her.

“Come on,” Andrea said, standing up. “Let’s go tell Palmyitor. That will make you feel better, even if she doesn’t believe us. At least we’ll get a laugh.”

“Okay.” Lottie stood up too. “Hang on, let me just drop this stuff off first.” She gestured toward her bag and started down the stairs to the dormitory.

The fourth years’ dorm was completely empty. Lottie glanced out the windows as she dumped her duffle bag onto her bed. Dark grey clouds swirled above and the sun was nowhere in sight. As though it had been waiting for her, a droplet of water splashed against the window. The downpour started immediately after that; raindrops fell from the sky and pitter-pattered against the glass window.

Lottie spilled the contents of her bag onto her bedspread. Books and spare parchment tumbled out. The last thing to fall, floating gracefully onto the pile of miscellanea, was the crisp snakeskin that she had found years before. Lottie couldn’t suppress a smile as she was reminded of her long-past second-year adventures. In a moment of slight nostalgia, she rummaged through her trunk for the spare robes she had found hidden in the chamber as well. Their dark purple fabric was accented with delicate golden embroidery. She was just folding them back up when Andrea’s voice came floating down the corridor.

“I was thinking,” Andrea said from the other side of the corridor, “that maybe we shouldn’t mention Snape at all.”

Panic flooded Lottie”she hadn’t told Andrea about what she had found. With a wild glance over her shoulder, she stuffed the snakeskin and the robes into her bag, just as Andrea rounded the corner and poked her head in the door.

“Clearly Snape’s sort of a touchy subject,” she said. “Maybe we should only talk about Dewitt.”

“That makes sense,” Lottie agreed, swinging her bag around her shoulder. Together they headed up the stairs, through the common room and into the main corridor. “Especially,” she went on, “since Palmyitor is definitely smarter than Dewitt. If she uses Legilimency, she might see his memories with Snape too.”

Lottie hadn’t thought of that. Palmyitor could use Legilimency against Dewitt, but couldn’t she use it against her as well? Lottie couldn’t block Snape”she hadn’t used Occlumency properly in months”Palmyitor would be able to invade her mind in a matter of seconds. Palmyitor would know”she would know that Lottie had considered the offer”had considered betraying them all”for her own welfare.

Lottie’s stomach flipped unpleasantly. “You look sick again,” Andrea said as they started climbing the stairs.

“I”I’m fine.”

“Lottie, you’re never going to believe that Dewitt just chose you randomly, are you? This isn’t healthy. You didn’t do anything to deserve that”he’s just crazy.” They rounded the corner to the corridor leading to Palmyitor’s office. “Do you hear that?” asked Andrea.

Lottie looked up. All remnants of guilt were immediately forgotten; from Palmyitor’s door came a panicked sort of scuffling sound. Hushed voiced hissed obscenities at each other.

Together, Lottie and Andrea broke into a run. The door was wide open. Hermione, Neville and all three heads of houses crowded around an unrolled parchment, whispering furiously. “We have to go now,” Maelioric said, pointing a thick finger at the parchment. “Enter from the dungeons and corner them in the towers.”

“That will make it easier for them to escape, Fornax,” Clynalmoy said. “We need about a hundred soldiers”we need to storm each entrance equally and block them in.”

“We may be killed if we do that,” said Palmyitor coldly. “We need to get somebody on the side”and somebody in the air reporting.”

“We need to go now,” Hermione exclaimed, desperation rising in her voice. “Naesa”think of all of the students”of Bill and Fleur.”

“Pull yourself together, Marianne,” Palmyitor said. “Panicking will not do anybody any good.”

“Tell me, Naesa, why didn’t you know about this?” Hermione went on. “If you are so deeply entangled in the Death Eaters””

“There are far more people who rank higher than me,” Palmyitor said through gritted teeth. “Not everybody is involved in everything.”

“But if you don’t know everything, what is the point? What is the point of teaching your students to lie and cheat if they cannot even prevent attacks?”

Palmyitor got to her feet and pulled her wand out. Hermione did not back down.

“Naesa, Marianne, this is helping nothing,” Neville said, putting a hand on Hermione’s shoulder. “We have to focus at the issue at hand.”

“Quite right,” said Maelioric.

In the hallway, Lottie turned to Andrea. “Beauxbatons,” Andrea whispered. Lottie nodded. “Should we go in?” Andrea asked. Lottie nodded again.

“Erm”professors?” Andrea asked, timidly poking her face through the door.

There was a miniature pause, followed by Maelioric asking, “Where’s your other half, then?”

Lottie stepped into the doorframe as well, smiling sheepishly. “Not this again,” Palmyitor groaned. “Listen, you two, we don’t have time for this right now. There are more””

“Please”Professor Dewitt is a Death Eater,” Andrea interrupted. “Maybe he’s the one who made the attack on Beauxbatons.”

“How did you hear about that?” Palmyior snapped.

“Not to be rude, Professor,” Andrea said, “but you were speaking pretty loudly.”

The heads of houses looked at each other. “In any case,” Palmyitor said, “we have to go defend the castle now”we don’t have time to worry about a fourteen-year-old’s premonitions. You two are just like Mr. Potter himself”he accused Severus Snape of treachery until the day he died.”

Lottie exchanged a miniature glance with Hermione. “At”at least let us help, then,” Lottie said. “Let us come and fight.”

“Rowe, are you insane?” Palmyitor asked.

“It’s dangerous, you two,” Maelioric interrupted shooting a warning glance at Palmyitor. “We wouldn’t want to risk your lives.”

“Why not?” asked Andrea, crossing her arms. “That’s what we’re here for, isn’t it? If you want us to learn, what better way to do so?”

“Yeah,” Lottie said. “And we could help.”

“It’s not worth it,” Palmyitor said. “Plus, in your uniforms, you will stick out like a sore thumb.”

“That’s okay.” Lottie unzipped her bag and pulled out the purple robes. “I have these. I could use Occlumency”we could pretend to be Death Eaters. Besides”nobody can block Snape anyway; it will be my only practice all year.”

“As a matter of fact,” said Clynalmoy thoughtfully, “they might be useful. Having two soldiers that don’t actually look like they’re fighting… They could be quite versatile.”

Ryan,” Naesa hissed, spinning around and shooting him a glare.

“I’m sorry, Naesa,” Clynalmoy said, “but I think you may actually want to consider them.”

Maelioric frowned at Palmyitor, whose gape expression matched Hermione’s wide eyes. “Listen, we’ll get somebody to keep an eye on them,” he said to Palmyitor. “They could be more helpful than any of us in this”why don’t we leave them with””

“Draco,” Hermione suggested. “Let’s leave them with Draco”he’s too recognizable to fight. I’m sure he’ll want to do something useful.”

Palmyitor frowned. Surrounded by eager eyes, she gave up with a sigh. “Fine,” she said. “Fine. Marianne, Neville, go get Draco. Fornax and Ryan, you know what to do. I’ll make the Portkey.” The adults nodded and broke ranks. Among the chaos, Lottie exchanged an excited glance with Andrea. “Put those robes on,” Palmyitor demanded, busily searching through the shelves.

Lottie handed Andrea the smaller of the purple robes. They pulled off their uniform ones and slipped the new ones over their heads.

Palmyitor held out a rusty cauldron in her arm. “Portus,” she mumbled. She looked up from the Portkey and stared at them. “Listen, you two,” she said seriously, “no matter what the others say, this is a very foolish mission to send you on. Both of you have more important things in store. Listen to me carefully.” She placed her palms on her desktop and leaned in to emphasize the gravity of the issue. “Under no circumstances are you to sacrifice your personal safety for another. This is just one battle. We have more than half of the war left to fight and we can’t go on with you two getting yourselves killed. Do you understand?”

With a dry throat, Lottie nodded. She saw Andrea doing the same.

“No,” drawled a voice from outside. “I don’t care what you say, Mudblood, I am not sacrificing my own well being for some snot-nosed brats.”

“Looks like Malfoy’s here,” Andrea groaned. Lottie had to conceal her chuckles under coughs as Hermione, Neville and Malfoy burst into the room.

“Oh good, Draco,” Palmyitor said coldly. “You made it.”

“Look, Naesa, I don’t know who signed me up for this, but I will not go.” Malfoy crossed his arms.

“I thought we were under the agreement that you need to return a favor”we are housing you here, after all.” Palmyitor stood in triumph behind her desk. Malfoy gaped at her, rage boiling in his cool, grey eyes. “You promised you would do what you could to be useful to us,” Palmyitor went on. “This is how you can help. Protect these girls”it should not be very challenging. We will only give them tasks in enclosed areas. They will not be out in the open.”

The door burst open. Maelioric and Clynalmoy, followed by Snape, Dyer and Seward filed in. “Couldn’t find Dewitt,” Maelioric said. Lottie widened her eyes at Palmyitor who silenced her with one sharp glare. “Okay, Seward, you will meet up with an air troop there and keep a look out in the skies. Dyer, you and Ryan will dispatch the soldiers at our headquarters. Severus and Naesa”well”you know what to do. I’ll be leading the ground soldiers.” The adults all nodded to each other in silent, solemn recognition.

Lottie frowned. She wondered how often they did this”how often they exchanged orders, never knowing who would survive to see the next day.

“Malfoy, Rowe, Woolbright,” Clynalmoy said gently, “you three come with me until we give you a mission.”

Now Lottie and Andrea nodded, giving their own little acknowledgement of the danger ahead.

“Everybody grab on to the Portkey,” Palmyitor said. “It will leave in ten seconds.”

Shakily, Lottie put a finger on the cauldron. She shut her eyes and took a breath. A silence, a jerk, and the group disappeared.
Chapter Forty-Two: The Battle at Beauxbatons by Eponine
Author's Notes:
A million thanks to coolh5000 for all of the help! This chapter's for you!
Chapter Forty-Two: The Battle at Beauxbatons

Beauxbatons was in ruins. The once elegant stairway was a canvas of spell debris; crumbling stone, blood and corpses all lined it in an eerie painting of war. The very castle seemed to quake, cowering under the Death Eaters’ might. Even though it was the middle of the day, all of the light seemed to be dimmed. Rain pounded against the large glass windows, causing them to rattle in their panes.

They appeared in the middle of the entrance hall. Both Lottie and Andrea fell onto their backs. Lottie sat up. The adults stood silently. There were no Death Eaters to be found, but they knew that they were out there, just biding their time.

Something rumbled overhead. Lottie looked up. The ceiling seemed to be shaking. Lottie frowned. Maybe she was just nervous”but, no, it was really shaking. A stone above rattled violently. Another did too. The stones began crumbling and falling and suddenly, there wasn’t a ceiling anymore.

Lottie heard a scream”she wasn’t sure if it was her own. A strong hand grabbed her by the arm and dragged her across the floor, away from the shower of rocks, and into a safely barricaded hiding spot. The stones slamming against the ground was deafening. Lottie pressed her hands over her ears. And then it stopped.

Everything was silent”except for somebody”somewhere, groaning. Lottie looked up. Debris stung her eyes. She looked around. Andrea sat next to her; her eyes were drawn wide and her bottom lip trembled. A large gash from where a rock had hit her bled on her shoulder. Lottie was suddenly aware of her own pain”a stinging in her leg. She looked down. Scarlet blood stained her purple robe.

“You’re not hurt,” said a voice. It was not a question. Lottie craned her neck around to see Snape, standing, still holding the cauldron Portkey. “Neither of you. Now come on. Your little chaperone has been separated from us, so we’re going to have to make due.”

Trembling, Lottie stared around her. The ground of the second floor had completely caved in. Standing in the entrance hall, Lottie could see directly to the third story. The stones from the fallen ceiling created a barrier, blocking them off from half of the hall.

“Where is everybody else?” Lottie asked.

“We don’t have time to worry about that,” Snape said. “I have to get you two to safety before I can be useful. I don’t know what Naesa was thinking, bringing you along.”

“But we’re supposed to help,” Andrea said timidly.

“Well young Draco is not here. I have more important things to do than babysit. We have to find somewhere safe for you two to wait.”

“The dormitory,” Andrea said. “We stayed there this summer”in the tower. There’s only one way to get in.”

“Good.” Snape cast his eyes toward the corpse-lined stairway. “Where is it?”

“Just all the way up the stairs to the top floor.”

Snape tucked the cauldron under his arm. “Right. Pull your wands out.”

Lottie did as she was told. In the utter silence of destruction, every other noise seemed magnified. Her own heavy breathing, Snape’s delicate footfalls, and Andrea’s quiet shuffles. “Where are the Death Eaters?” Lottie asked as Snape led them to the foot of the stairs.

“Just because you can’t hear them does not mean they’re not here.” Snape ascended the steps. Lottie and Andrea followed, clinging onto the banister as they shuffled around the bodies.

They reached the next story and stopped. Where the floor should have been, there was a gaping hole that plummeted down to the entrance hall. The stairway continued, but a gap separated it. Snape jumped across easily”almost as if he could fly. Andrea slipped her glasses into her pocket and took a running start. She was in midair for a split-second before landing safely on the other side.

It was Lottie’s turn; she ran and leapt. The ground disappeared beneath her and she traveled to the other side of the staircase. She was almost there, but”she wasn’t going to make it. She could feel herself beginning to fall”and she wasn’t going to make it.

Just when she braced herself for the inevitable, a surprisingly strong hand reached out and caught her arm. She hung in the air for a moment, before Snape pulled her onto the ground.

“Thanks,” she said breathlessly. He just twitched a thin eyebrow and continued to lead them up the stiars.

Lottie turned to Andrea incredulously. He had saved her”twice. He couldn’t be a Death Eater, could he? Andrea seemed to understand Lottie’s inner monologue and just shrugged.

They were nearing the top floor, when the deafening silence was finally broken. A light hiss came from a lower story. “What is that?” Lottie whispered.

“The Dark Lord’s snake,” Snape answered. “She goes everywhere with him. We can only assume that he is here.”

“Isn’t that”” Andrea lowered her voice “”a Hocrcrux?”

Lottie glanced at Snape to see if he seemed surprised. If he hadn’t known about the Hocruxes, he hid it well. “We should kill it,” Lottie hissed. “That’s one useful thing we can do here.”

Snape’s lip curled. “Right. Let’s focus on keeping you two alive first.” He flicked his wand and the door to the tower dormitory burst open. He ushered them inside and slammed the door.

The dorm was almost as Lottie and Andrea had left it the year before”except wrong. The beds were in the right place, but the sheets were rumpled. The curtains were torn. Andrea sat down on the bed that had once been hers. A moment passed before her ear-piercing scream filled the entire room.

“What is it?” Lottie asked, rushing over to her. Immediately, her heart caught in her throat. A terribly familiar body lay face down on the ground, its blond hair stained with blood. “No,” Lottie croaked. She bent down and pushed him over.

François’s face was stark, wide-eyed, and grief-stricken. His eyes, once joyful and eager, were dull and lifeless. “Lottie,” Andrea said, “look.” She pointed to the corner.

Another body”less familiar, but it still pulled some strings of recognition in the back of Lottie’s memory. It was small, crumpled and pitiful. His mop of bloody hair was the same golden color as François’s. “Is that his brother?” Andrea whispered.

Lottie nodded. She couldn’t bring herself to speak. Her head pounded. It felt like her chest had caved in and strangled her heart. Tears stung the corner of her eyes.

“Pull yourself together,” Snape said behind her. “This is no time for a vigil. There is a Horcrux roaming around this castle and we need to find a way to destroy it.”

Lottie took a breath. Palmyitor’s words from years before echoed in her mind. If she wanted to be a master Legilimens, she would have to keep her emotions under control. She turned to face him. “What do you want to do then?” she asked slowly. “I have this.” She dropped her bag and pulled out the snakeskin she had found so long ago.

She felt nothing. Her voice showed no emotion. Her heart beat calmly in her chest, thumping against her hollow ribs.

Snape’s eyebrows raised. “Where did you find that?” Behind her fogged glasses, Andrea looked just as surprised.

“I don’t know,” Lottie said flatly. Pain swelled inside her chest, but she swallowed it promptly. There was nothing she could do; François was dead and nothing she could do would bring him back. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she wondered if she had loved him. “A hidden chamber, years ago.”

“What a fortuitous coincidence.” Snape carefully moved his gaze from François and stared at the pair. “I happen to know a fairly simple potion that can attract a snake. If I can get into the school’s potions store, it will be ready in a couple of hours.”

“Let’s do it,” Andrea said.

“Good.” Snape put the cauldron Portkey down. “I’ll go find the Potions store. I’ll enchant the door. You two stay in here”no matter what.”

A jolt of fear passed through Lottie’s bones as Snape left. She heard him whisper an incantation from outside and for a moment, the door glowed bright orange.

Lottie collapsed onto the bed and buried her face in her hands. No tears came. She stared at the ground, hardly able to see, hardly able to breathe.

“Lottie,” Andrea began, moving toward her.

“I don’t care,” Lottie said.

“Don’t say that.”

“I don’t.” Lottie resisted the urge to look behind her, to look into François’s dead eyes and regret what she had missed. “He’s dead. He’s gone. That’s all there is to it.”

“There is more to it, Lottie.”

“No.”

Lottie”” Andrea sounded desperate. “You can’t do this. You can’t act okay.”

“I am okay.”

“It’s not okay. Lottie, listen to me. This is not okay. Is it fine for a fifteen-year-old boy to be murdered? Is it okay for his brother to be kept alive just long enough to see him die? This war is the problem. And it will never be okay until it’s over.”

“Well isn’t that touching,” Lottie said, picking her head up. “Let’s just all acknowledge and complain about how evil the Dark Lord is because that’s so productive. Let’s all just cry and feel sorry for ourselves.”

“You have to cry, Lottie. You have to.”

Tears started welling in Andrea’s eyes, magnified by her glasses. “Where are you going to be when this is over? If you swallow all of your emotions, how can you feel when this ends?”

“It’s not going to end, Andrea,” Lottie snapped. “How do you not see that? This war is over. The Dark Lord won”he won fifty years ago when Harry Potter lost. We’re always going to live in fear. We’re always going to try and fight. And we’re all going to die trying. François just did it faster.”

Andrea was silent. Tears ran down her face and dripped onto her collarbone. She sat on her own bed, contemplating her shoes. Finally, she uttered, “I believe it will end.”

Something outside exploded. Lottie’s head snapped up. Adrenaline took her. Somebody was screaming. It was not a normal scream, but it was familiar. The image of children cowered under Death Eaters flooded Lottie’s memory. She recognized the only pain that could cause somebody to scream like that.

Crucio,” shouted a familiar voice outside. The screams continued and intensified.

They stopped. Panting. Shouting.

Lottie looked at Andrea and, together, they pushed open the door just enough so they could peak out.

Malfoy’s silver hair faced them. Another man, with a similar face and similar cold eyes, stared at him. Blood dribbled across the other man’s face and own his neck. “You have chosen poorly, Draco,” the man said. “Do you really think you will ever defeat us? Do you dare betray your family to protect Mudbloods?”

“I am protecting our world, father,” Draco spat back. “Do you see what this has become? Is this the utopia you always dreamed of?”

Lucius bared his teeth; it was almost like a smile. “I ought to do what I failed at years ago. You can’t run forever, Draco.”

The men lifted their wands. Sparks flew so quickly that the air seemed to turn red. Draco caught his father in the leg with a hasty charm. Blood gushed onto the floor. The older Malfoy fell to the ground. His and his son’s blood splashed across his robes and face. Panting, he turned up to face Draco. Hatred boiled in his eyes. He pointed his wand at his son, who seemed to be waiting for him.

Avada Kedavra.”

The rush of green light was blinding. Lottie could only see death, destruction and hatred until it paled. The light was gone. Draco’s body lay on its back. His wand and skidded several feet away.

Lucius pushed himself up. Blood dripped from his robe and left a trail behind him as he limped away.

Lottie and Andrea stood in silence. Neither of them could speak. Lottie let a moment pass before pushing the door shut again.

Andrea opened her mouth to speak, but Lottie cut her off with a sharp glare. They fell into silence again. A heaviness dropped on Lottie, pressed against her shoulders and rips. In their silent vigil, they sat for ten minutes, waiting, hoping, listening for every grunt, every scuffle.

The door glowed bright purple again. Lottie stood up. Snape walked in, laden with bottles and bags of dark substances. He left footprints of blood on the ground.

“An unfortunate fate for young Mr. Malfoy,” Snape said as he placed his ingredients down. When Lottie and Andrea didn’t say anything, he promptly changed the subject. “Hand me that cauldron. I doubt either of you have any talents with the delicate art of potions.”

“I do,” Lottie piped up. “Sir,” she added when Snape whipped around to face her. His nostrils flared dangerously.

“Well make yourself useful. I need those beetles shelled. After that you can crush those mandrake leaves. Where is the snakeskin?”

Lottie handled the skin like a newborn baby as she handed it to him. She returned to the pile of ingredients and pulled out the bag of beetles. Watching Snape make potions was like watching a great wizard duel. Each movement was precise, perfect, accomplishing just what it set out to do and nothing more.

The hours passed slowly. Nobody spoke. Once, Andrea tried asking how they were going to get in contact with the others, but pursued it no further once Snape arched a single eyebrow.

Finally, the potion was ready. Its lime green color shimmered and reflected the light, like scales. “We need to bottle this up,” Snape said, holding out his hand. Lottie needed no direction; she picked up the glass container and handed it to him. Carefully and slowly, he ladled the potion into the bottle and clogged it with the stopper.

“We need to make a trail of this from the door that extends as far as this will go.” He pushed open the door. “And keep your wands out.”

They left the dormitory, left François, his brother and Draco. Snape poured a clear, thin line behind them. The potion glowed a florescent green once it hit the ground and disappeared, camouflaging itself perfectly. Unlike most potions Lottie had worked with, this one had absolutely no scent.

They began descending the stairs. The potion was already half gone. Snape assured them that no matter how far Nagini was from them in the castle, she would definitely taste this. “I doubled the amount of Billywig shell,” he explained, “and stirred fewer times to make it more concentrated.”

Lottie stared admiringly at the potion. It made so much sense, but she never would have thought of it herself.

“Well look who we have here,” hissed a voice behind them.

Lottie spun around and felt her heart leap to her throat. Professor Dewitt’s sly smile greeted her. Andrea gasped.

“Now how did you two manage to find your way over here? Don’t you know it’s dangerous playing with the big boys? Good job finding them, Severus.”

Lottie turned her glare to Snape. “You””

“No,” Snape cut her off.

“The Dark Lord will be pleased to have a threat eliminated,” Dewitt said. “Now let’s say we play a little game.” He raised his wand. A spark of red light soared through the air, toward Lottie, but Snape leapt in front of her. With a single snap of his wrist, he deflected the spell. It rebounded, sending showers of red that glimmered in the air, and hit Dewitt square in his middle. A gash appeared across his stomach”he stumbled back. “Severus?” he croaked.

Blood poured from his wound, ran down his legs and stained the floor. “It’s not fatal,” Snape said, “immediately.”

“Severus””

“I was sent to protect these students.” Snape raised his wand. Another flash of green light”and Dewitt slumped to the ground, eyes wide with surprised but unquestioningly dead.

“He”he was a””

“Obviously.” Snape pocketed his wand. His voice showed no regret, no remorse. He was adept, Lottie realized, because he was ruthless. He was an effective, unfeeling killer. “We should get you two back to the dormitory. If the Death Eaters can get through the wreckage, the others should be on their way.”

They ran. More accurately, Lottie and Andrea ran to keep up with Snape’s wide strides. In the safety of their dormitory, they sat back down on the beds. Snape left the door ajar, he explained, so Nagini would be able to enter.

Again, they waited in silence. Lottie prayed that Nagini would show up. If one good thing could come of this, maybe François would not have died in vain.

Lottie could hear it”somewhere off in the distance. She could not help but grin in her own glory as the light hissing grew in volume. The snake that entered the room was enormous. From close up, she seemed even more so. And yet, she was docile. Her eyes focused on nothing in particular as she coiled herself into a harmless spiral.

Andrea recoiled. She scooted away on the bed, inch by inch. “Don’t”like”snakes,” she muttered to herself.

Snape raised his wand quietly. The only sound was the rustle of his sleeve and Nagini’s satisfied hissing. “Avada Kedavra.” The green light was so familiar now that Lottie didn’t even flinch. The snake didn’t move.

“How”how do we know it’s dead?” Andrea asked feebly.

“Nothing can survive the killing curse,” Snape said simply. He stepped over the snake and collected her body, carefully placing it in the cauldron.

“Why didn’t she attack us when she came in?” Lottie asked.

“I included some sedatives in the potion.” Snape turned to them and frowned. Some tiny decision seemed to be made in the back of his mind; Lottie could tell by the flaring of his nostrils. “Expecto Patronum.” Silver light burst from his wand, but it disappeared before Lottie could get a clear view of the animal. “It’s to Naesa,” he answered their unasked question. “If it can reach her, she will be able to find us and get you two to safety.”

Lottie sat back down on the bed. Snape was taking them to safety; he had saved them from Dewitt; he had destroyed a Horcrux. He couldn’t be a Death Eater.

Palmyitor’s answer came almost immediately. The familiar leopard burst through the window. “Drove out the Death Eaters,” the Patronus said. “Sending air patrol to take you down to meet us.” The leopard vanished in an explosion of silver.

Almost instantly after that, a tap on the window attracted their attention. Professor Seward followed by two others waved against the darkening sky. He pulled out his wand.

“Out of the way,” Snape instructed. Lottie and Andrea did as they were told and ran to the other side of the room as the glass window was shattered. “Was that necessary?” Snape asked as he moved toward the window.

“Blimey! Sorry!” Seward said. He held a hand out and extended it to Lottie. “Jump on. ‘Nough said, yeah?”

Lottie shrugged to Andrea and slipped onto the back of the broomstick. Andrea and Snape did the same with his two companions. The summer breeze whipped Lottie’s hair across her face as they descended onto the bloodstained lawn.

“Good,” Palmitor said as they landed. “Relatively unharmed.”

Lottie thanked Seward and sat quietly with Andrea as the adults spoke in serious tones. What she could make out from the snippets of their rushed conversation was that the Dark Lord had made an appearance, but disappeared soon after Nagini’s death. Palmyitor and Clynalmoy were completely unharmed. Maelioric sported a bloody arm and Neville nursed a minor cut across his face.

“Everybody is okay,” Lottie said incredulously.

“Except Hermione,” Andrea said. “Look.” She pointed to a huddled figure standing stiffly with her back to the others.

Lottie and Andrea moved in closer and discovered what Hermione was looking at. On the ground was a makeshift graveyard. Over twenty bodies lay in neat, straight lines. Lottie didn’t recognize any of them”except”

“Bill and Fleur,” Hermione said, turning to face them. Physically, she was not hurt. Tears ran down her face; anguish, more painful than any of the others’ injuries, shone through her clear, brown eyes.

Bill’s mangled and scarred face was almost unrecognizable. Blood, tears and agony further distorted what he was. “The Death Eaters found him. They showed him Fleur”what they did to her. If the killing curse didn’t destroy him, his grief did.”

Lottie turned her attention to Fleur. She too seemed to be in pain, though death had not stolen her beauty from her. Her eyes, still opened wide, showed a determined hatred. “Torture,” Hermione whispered. “From what we can gather, they asked her to give them her students”to give them Bill”everything.” Hermione bent down and shut Fleur’s crystal eyes. “She refused.”

A surge of empathy hit Lottie in her chest, but she quelled it immediately. “Anybody else?” she asked in a business like tone.

“None of ours,” Hermione said. “Unfortunately, by the time we got here, the Death Eaters were almost finished.”

“We did lose one,” Andrea said hesitantly.

“Who?” Hermione turned away to hide the sorrow on her face.

“Draco,” Andrea said.

Hermione’s cry echoed across the lawn. She sank to her knees and buried her face in her hands. Andrea inched toward her and put a sympathetic hand on her shoulder. Hermione’s entire being shook with sobs, with the grief that consumed her.

Lottie wanted to tell Hermione about François”about the loss she was feeling too. Andrea looked at her, as though she knew what she was thinking, and shook her head silently.

“One good thing did come of this, though” Andrea said gently to Hermione. “We killed the Dark Lord’s snake. She was a Horcrux, right? At least we have something to be grateful for.”

“Who’s going to run the school?” Hermione asked. “This was Bill and Fleur’s project. They’re gone. Their students are gone.”

Neville walked up to them and tapped Lottie lightly on the shoulder. “I can take over from here,” he said gingerly.

Andrea nodded and stepped away. They watched for a moment as Neville crouched down and muttered comforting words.

Palmyitor approached them from behind. “Severus tells me that you two accomplished far more than expected today,” she said stiffly. “Good job.” She cleared her throat. “Even if it was quite foolish to bring you alone, it is fortunate that you are here. However”” She pushed the cauldron into their hands. “As we assess the damage, we need to keep you two out of more danger. This will take you to the hospital wing in ten seconds. If anybody asks where you were, say you were training.”

The Portkey glowed. Lottie felt a tug and took one last look at Beauxbatons before disappearing.
Chapter Forty-Three: The Beginning of Fifth Year by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks a million to coolh5000 for her help with this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to my awesome roommates.
Chapter Forty-Three: The Beginning of Fifth Year

Forks and knives clanked against plates as students cheerfully consumed the beginning of term feast. The first years had already been sorted and sat uncomfortably in their rags among the older students. Like the year before, there had been an underwhelming amount of new Palmyitors. Maelioric had even joked about stealing all of the students once the sorting had finished, but received only a few nervous chuckles and sharp words from Palmyitor.

Lottie sat proudly among the other fifth years. She joked loudly with Andrea about the underclassmen and recounted her younger days with a touch of superiority. Now that she was officially older than half of the school, she had earned that right. Andrea didn’t partake, but she did laugh heartily at all of Lottie’s comments. The only person who did not seem to be enjoying the feast was Hermione.

She sat at the staff table, glumly poking at her meal. Ever since the affair at Beauxbatons, nobody had caught a single smile on the professor’s warm face. Neville had done his best to continually raise her spirits, but it all seemed to be in vain. Hermione would just frown more with each attempt. The worst, at least in Lottie’s opinion, was the look she had adopted”it was the same glance she had used when she had first found out that Lottie was distantly related to Harry”a look of longing and loss. She must have only used it around Lottie, though, because whenever Lottie asked Andrea, she would have little idea what she was talking about. “She’s just sad,” Andrea repeated.

The news of Beauxbatons’s attack had spread quickly through the castle. A sense of mutual panic had risen with the same speed. Nobody seemed to trust anybody anymore. Lottie rarely went down a corridor without looking over her shoulder at least once.

The noise level in the Great Hall died down as the three heads stood up to address the students. “Due to recent events,” Clynalmoy said, “we have a new staff member this term. I would like to introduce you all to Professor Iron, our new Defense Against the Dark Arts professor.”

Professor Iron stood up and smiled serenely at the students. She was young, with a cascade of raven-black hair and chocolate eyes that seemed to warm up as she smiled. She was fairly tall, though not as tall as Palmyitor, and had wide features that seemed to embrace them all. She wore an elegant, but conservative robe and had a single hair clip for jewelry. Lottie guessed that she had almost as much personality as her flat and polished boots. The students applauded politely.

“And on,” Palmyitor interrupted the students applause, “to some more serious business.” Clynalmoy put a hand on her shoulder and muttered something in Palmyitor’s ear. Insult flickered in Palmyitor’s eyes for an instant. “Well,” she said. “It seems that Professor Maelioric is more fit to tell you about our more serious business.”

Maelioric smiled at Palmyitor who only glared back and shot an extra glare at Clynalmoy for good measure. “Thank you, Naesa,” he said. “Yes.” He turned to the rest of the Hall and smiled. His eyes lit up as he surveyed his students. “As you all may know, a recent ally of ours in France”another school”was recently attacked. Its leaders and its students were brutally murdered. Several of our friends were killed. I do not,” he said more loudly as panic began to creep through the Hall, “say this to scare you. Fighting a war takes as much courage as one can muster, and we do not ask for any more. I tell you this to warn you. Look around at your fellow students. Think of all of the strength we have”all of the sacrifices we all have made to end He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named’s reign. Now think that it could all be lost in an instant. One student’s betrayal could cause the destruction of everything you love. So we beg you”if you see anything suspicious, please tell us. If you cannot trust your classmates completely, you might as well be in a room full of Death eaters. We need to open our eyes and see what is around us. These are dark times. One word can cause the death of thousands. Let that not happen to us.”

Silence overtook the Hall. Lottie imagined Bill, Fleur, Malfoy, François”all dead because of one traitor. She looked around. One person could do that here”one person could kill Palmyitor, Maelioric, Clynalmoy, Hermione, Andrea”and her.

Maelioric broke the silence again. “We thank you for listening,” he said. “Now, prefects, take your first years to the common rooms. A warm fire should cheer us all up.”



Lottie tapped her foot loudly in Transfiguration the next day, while Professor Desley lectured about who knew what. He was a big man with a large, rounded belly that jiggled while he spoke. Smile lines were permanently etched onto his face, products of both his age and his good nature. His bald head sometimes caught the light and created an almost unbearable glare. His light blue eyes were friendly, and often squinted halfway shut from a smile. Despite her lack of interest in the subject, Lottie had to admit that Desley was a good human being.

“I’m sure most of you have heard about”or read about”Animagi,” he guffawed. From the back of the room, a snicker began. “And while only few possess the power to achieve the transformation”” The snickers grew louder. Desley raised his volume to trump it. “Few possess the power, but it is helpful to all to understand the common features of a”is something the matter, Mr. Scrivener?”

Lottie spun around to shoot a glare at Colm. By this year, nearly all of her classes were exclusive to Palmyitors. Unfortunately, Transfiguration was not one of them.

“We’re wasting our time,” Colm said. “Nobody in here is good enough to transform.”

“I would not be so sure, Mr. Scrivener,” Desley said, his jolly belly no longer jiggling with laughter. “Just because you are not gifted enough, as you well know from your marks, that does not mean that nobody else is.”

The Palmyitors’ laughter filled the room. Even Andrea chuckled nervously as she peeked to stare at Colm’s ever-reddening face behind them. Colm leapt to his feet, slamming his fist against the table as he did so. The room fell silent as the class waited for his impending rebuttal.

“Well”you’re”you’re,” he stuttered, desperately, glancing at his fellow Maeliorics for help. “You’re a useless piece of scum.” He swung his bag around his shoulder dramatically and stormed out of the classroom.

A minute pause followed until the entire class burst into laughter. “Oh dear,” Desley chortled. “Seems the lad can’t take a joke. All right, then”I don’t suppose we’ll get any more work done after that fiasco. Class dismissed.”

The students got to their feet, still chuckling about Colm’s lackluster exit. “Oh, Woolbright?” Desley called over the laughter. “Can you stay behind a minute? You won’t be late for your next class”you have my word.”

Andrea’s face fell. “What did I do?” she whispered to Lottie.

“Don’t worry so much,” Lottie said, dropping her books into her bag carelessly. “I’ll meet you outside.”

Lottie sat on the bottom stair across from the Transfiguration doorway. As her classmates’ jovial laughter faded away, she sighed and rested her head against the marble banister. Colm Scrivener, it seemed, was set in his ways to be a lying, selfish idiot for the rest of his life. Grimly, Lottie wondered if he would ever his change his ways, or if he would just get killed first. The latter, she decided, was almost inevitable.

There was a loud sniff. Lottie glanced around and, unsurprisingly, spotted Colm sitting at the other side of the corridor against the windowpane. He was staring right at her.

“What?” he said, getting to his feet.

“What?” Lottie repeated. “Is there a problem?”

“Why’d you come out here, Rowe? Just to laugh at me?”

“What?” Lottie glanced around, bewildered. “Oh because you made an ass of yourself in class?” She snickered cruelly. “Well it was pretty funny, but no.”

“Don’t lie to me.”

“Honestly, Scrivener, why do you think I spend so much time judging you? I’m sitting out here because Desley asked Andrea to stay behind.”

“Oh.” Colm smirked. “So you’re here to support your idiot friend who needs extra classes?”

“Andrea isn’t an idiot.” Lottie rose to her feet and pulled out her wand. “You’re the idiot”picking fights with everyone for no good reason.”

Colm opened his mouth to argue, but at that moment the door to the classroom opened. Andrea stepped out into the corridor with her jaw limp from shock.

“Well.” Colm glanced at Andrea and rolled his eyes. “Good luck with your remedial classes, Woolbright.” He spun around and left without another word.

Andrea watched him go with a frown. “What did you tell him?” she finally asked when he was out of earshot.

“Nothing,” Lottie snapped through gritted teeth. “I didn’t tell him anything.”

Andrea didn’t say a thing, focusing instead on the spot that Colm had just left with a slightly dejected look.

“What?” Lottie asked with more aggression than she had anticipated. “Is there a problem? Do you have detention or something?” Andrea shook her head. “What then?”

“I”I’m not supposed to say.”

What?” Lottie rolled her eyes. “You can’t be serious, Andrea. You have to tell me.”

“But Profesor Desley said that it’s dangerous. After the whole Dewitt situation”and don’t forget the traitors from second year.”

“What? You’re saying I’m a Death Eater?”

“Not you,” Andrea said desperately. “I”I just can’t tell anyone.”

“Seriously, Andrea.” Lottie began storming up the steps, careful to hit each one with a greater volume. “You know things about me that are way more important”things that could get me killed. I’m trusting you with my life and you can’t even tell me one little thing?”

Andrea rushed up the stairs; her footsteps were so light that it seemed more like she was flying. “I”I just”we’re going to be late for Defense Against the Dark Arts,” she sighed.

“Oh, yeah, that’s important,” said Lottie as they began walking toward the next classroom. “So you know what to do when I try to kill you, right? Since I’m obviously a Death Eater in disguise?”

Andrea glared darkly back. As they entered the class, they found the new teacher, Professor Iron, standing before them. “Hello class,” she said demurely. Her black hair was pulled back today into a professional looking ponytail. “I am Professor Iron and I’m here to be your new Defense Against the Dark Arts professor. Now, I know you’ve had some problems with teachers before, but let me assure you that I am here to stay.”

Inoffensive was how Lottie would describe her; she was so boring that it was sickening.

“Now, since you are fifth years, we will be moving into some advanced topics.” She tapped her wand twice on the blackboard, revealing a series of complicated diagrams. “Today, we will introduce one of the most important areas of magic today”the Patronus. Now, I’m sure a lot of you have seen a Patronus, correct?” The class nodded. “Unfortunately, producing one is much more problematic than all of those advanced wizards make it seem.

“In order to produce a corporeal Patronus, the caster must use happy thoughts and project them. These projections will take the form of an animal, which guards from Dementors, and more importantly in these times, serves as a messenger.”

Professor Iron put them into pairs. Much to her chagrin, Lottie was paired with Andrea, who was gazing determinately at the chalkboard to avoid eye contact. “Now, take turns explaining a happy memory,” said Iron. “It must be particularly potent. The feeling you get is similar to the joy you must feel when conjuring that Patronus.”

“Do you want to go first, or shall I?” Andrea asked diplomatically.

“Hm.” Lottie tapped her chin, with her eyes narrowed at Andrea. “I’d say my happiest memory would be when my best friend decided I wasn’t worthy””

“”Lottie””

“That I wasn’t worthy,” Lottie repeated, her voice swelling in volume, “of knowing an insignificant secret, when””

“Oh really?” Andrea’s voice was shrill. “That’s funny because my best memory is when my best friend acted like an immature brat and had a tantrum””

“Is something the problem, ladies?” Iron asked politely from behind their desks.

Lottie swiveled in her chair, her finger already extended into a point to blame Andrea. “Sorry, Professor,” Andrea said quickly. “We were just acting out a really funny time.”

“All right, then, just be sure to keep your volume down.”

Lottie and Andrea turned to face each other again. “That was immature,” Lottie said calmly.

You started it.”

“Well you won’t tell me””

Okay,” Andrea said. “If I promise to tell you, will you let it go? It’s not that I don’t trust you. It’s them.” She tilted her head pointedly toward the rest of the class.

Lottie sniffed. “I suppose.”

“Fine.” Andrea pushed her glasses up her nose in a business like way. “Now tell me your happiest memory.”



Once class let out, Lottie bee lined for their dormitory, dragging Andrea along behind her. Lottie sat on her bed and raised her eyebrows expectantly. Andrea lingered by the door, checking to make sure the hallway was clear. “Well?” Lottie said.

“Seriously, Lottie, you have to promise not to tell anybody,” Andrea said as she settled onto her own bed.

“Honestly, Andrea, who do you think would be that interested? I’m kidding,” Lottie added after receiving a sharp glare. “I’m sure it’s really important.”

“Well, erm”okay. So, you know how I’m sort of good at Transfiguration?” Andrea said.

“That’s an understatement, but yeah.”

“And Desley is a really nice professor and everything””

“Let’s get to the point here.”

“He-well”he said that I have to start special tutoring next week.”

Even Lottie’s hair seemed to wilt with disappointment. “That’s it?” she asked. “Honestly, I know you get embarrassed when you’re bad at things, but””

“No, that’s not it, actually.” Andrea cleared her throat. “These aren’t remedial lessons, Lottie. They’re Animagus lessons.”

“Oh.” At first, Lottie wasn’t sure what to think. Andrea had always been good at Transfiguration, but Lottie never thought she was that good. Now she got to become an Animagus”something so rare that Alsemore had never produced one. Lottie swallowed the jealousy that was bubbling inside of her like boiling water.

“Lottie?” Andrea asked. “Aren’t you”well”aren’t you excited for me?”

Lottie pushed her face into a grin. “Of course I am! I just forgot what an Animagus is for a second.”

“Well you won’t forget anymore.” Andrea got to her feet and looked around the room as if for the first time. “It sure does explain a lot, doesn’t it? This is probably why I’m in this house. Even if I am sort of”well”bad at Occlumency””

“Miserable,” Lottie said.

“Oh thanks. Okay, I’ll admit that I’m not so good at Occlumency, but this makes sense. I can spy like this.”

“Yes you can.”

“Wow.” Andrea fell back onto her bed and landed lightly on her pillow. “I wish I could tell everyone else. Just so they know I deserve to be here just as much as them.”

“Seriously, Andrea, you’re already the best in our year. I don’t think anyone doubts that you should be here.”

“I suppose so. I wonder what animal I’ll turn into,” Andrea went on.

“Maybe a goat,” Lottie said, picking a piece of dirt out from under her fingernail.

“A goat?” Andrea sat up and frowned at Lottie. “You can’t be serious. I was thinking maybe a cat””

“No.”

“”or a rabbit””

“What if you turned out to be a hippo?” Lottie asked, tapping her chin as though deep in thought. “That wouldn’t be very useful for spying, would it?”

“Well good thing I won’t be a hippo,” Andrea said through gritted teeth. “Seriously, Lottie, what’s wrong with you?”

“”Or you could be a mosquito. That would be really good for spying”even though you would run the risk of getting squished.”

Lottie””

“Hey, guys!” Julianne’s nose peaked around the door. She came into the dorm, followed by Sophie. “Is this a bad time?”

“Nope.” Lottie sat back in her bed and stared moodily at the canvas of her four-poster. She folded her arms and heaved a sigh.

“Pretty funny today, eh?” Sophie said, perched on the edge of her bed.

“What?” asked Andrea.

“Edgar”in Defense Against the Dark Arts. He had to tell Professor Iron his favorite memory”you know”because there is an odd number of people in the class.”

“Yeah?” Andrea asked.

“And you know what he said?” Sophie continued.

“This is my favorite part,” interjected Julianne.

“He said, ‘My best memory is right now when you walked in”Merlin!’” Sophie erupted in laughter.

Slack jawed, Andrea asked, “Did he get in trouble?”

“Of course he did,” Sophie said. “A week of detention for objectifying a professor.” Julianne joined in Sophie’s laughter. The pair leaned against each other for support; each was laughing so hard that they would collapse without the other.

“Boys,” sighed Andrea before giggling as well.

Soon the entire room was filled with high, girlish giggles. Only Lottie sat, gloomy and bitter, ignoring the joy around her. Her face stuck in a resolute pout of jealousy, she sat on her bed and watched the melancholy clouds meander by.
Chapter Forty-Four: The Trial by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks as always to coolh5000!

This chapter is dedicated to the always excellent boys!
Chapter Forty-Four: The Trial

September passed in a blur of boredom and frustration. The fifth years practiced Patronuses every lesson in Defense Against the Dark Arts and still nobody had succeeded. “If you are frustrated after merely one month,” Professor Iron said, “you might want to renew your patience. It takes most students a year to perfect the spell.”

“A year.” Edgar Payne slammed his wand against his desk. “You mean we’re going to be shouting nonsense, trying to think of happy memories all year?” Since his detentions, Edgar had not been on good terms with Professor Iron.

“Unfortunately,” Iron said, “it is hard to explain the state of mind to children who grew up in such abysmal conditions. It is not a lack of talent that makes this especially difficult to this generation, but a serious disadvantage from the state of our world.”

“I know what happiness is,” Edgar said, his chest swelling defensively. “I have loads of friends”and”and I have a family””

“Then why haven’t you produced a corporeal Patronus yet?” Professor Iron smiled. “Don’t feel you are behind in any way. The other two houses are having just as much trouble learning as well.”

They’re learning Patronuses too?” Lottie asked.

“Obviously,” Andrea said. “Why wouldn’t they?”

“Well then we have to figure it out,” Lottie said.

“And beat the other two houses,” Edgar added.

Even worse than the humiliation of failing in Professor Iron’s class were Andrea’s Animagus lessons. Twice a week, she would leave for hours at a time and come back bragging about all of the theory and magic she was learning.

“If you’re learning so much,” Lottie always said, “then why haven’t you transformed yet?”

But becoming an Animagus was a long process”Lottie knew it. It was even longer than learning a Patronus. “Our goal is a full transformation by the beginning of next year,” Andrea had recited after her first lesson.

As the autumn stretched on, the leaves on the trees around Alsemore turned fierce reds, yellows and oranges. Lottie spent most of her lessons staring glumly out the window, watching them flutter to the ground.

The worst class of all, though, was Occlumency. It seemed just like a repeat of the previous year; Snape’s power was unrelenting and still not a single student had managed to block his attacks. Lottie felt the blame of her classmates on her shoulders. She was the best in the year, after all. If she could figure out how to block him, everyone else would stand a chance.

Focus,” Snape spat after another one of her failed attempts. She lay on the floor covered in a cold sweat; Snape had forced her to relieve the attack on Beauxbatons”forced her to see François’s lifeless eyes again. “If you don’t focus, I can immediately find your most personal memories and exploit them.”

Lottie pushed herself up and glanced at her classmates, who were standing in a straight line behind her. “No offense, Sir,” she said, “but you pretty much know my life story by now. I have no chance if you know exactly what you are looking for.”

“Well, then you now exactly what to defend. Again.”

October continued to push on and soon enough, the Halloween feast had arrived. Lottie’s mouth was full, like always, of chicken, potatoes and bread. She only ever stopped to take a swig of pumpkin juice. Andrea, beside her, picked at her food, her attention apparently elsewhere. “What do you think they’re talking about up there?” she asked, jerking her head toward the staff table. Palmyitor, Maelioric and Clynalmoy all had their heads together in deep discussion.

“I’unno,” Lottie said through her mashed potatoes. “Old times?”

“Yeah, they sure look like they’re just kidding around up there.” Andrea rolled her eyes. “Maelioric never looks this serious unless something is happening.”

They found out soon enough. As the last of the pudding was cleared away, Maelioric stood up to address the students. “Well,” he said. “I hope you had a lovely feast. Underclassmen, you may be dismissed. We’ll ask the fifth, sixth and seventh years to remain behind for a minute.”

Lottie watched as all of the younger students filed out. Her heart fluttered as she wondered what Maelioric was about to announce. When it was just the fifth, sixth and seventh years left in the Hall, he continued. “We have an exciting announcement to make. We have planned a very important mission this summer.” The room was silent. Everybody held their breath. “To Hogwarts.”

The Hall burst out in excited chatter. “It will, however,” Palmyitor said over the noise, “be dangerous. You will train for almost the entirety of this year. You must put a lot of thought into whether or not to apply.”

“I’m doing it,” Lottie said.

“Also,” Clynalmoy said, barely heard over the students, “note that we are only taking one member per year from each house. You may get an application from your Head of House. If you make the primary cut, tryouts will be next weekend.”

Wow,” said Lottie. The Hall around them also broke into excitement. As the upperclassmen stood up and filed out into the corridor, they seemed to have a new vigor. “Are you going to apply?” Lottie asked Andrea.

“I’m not sure.”

What?”

“It’s not that I’m afraid,” Andrea said. “It’s just”we have to miss so much school.”

“Well why are you in school in the first place? We’re here to learn to fight”this would be a better place to learn than any.”

“But”my”you know”” Andrea lowered her tone “”lessons.”

“Oh give it a rest,” Lottie said. “Missing two weeks of your special time wouldn’t cause you to unlearn. You know if you don’t apply, you’ll regret it.”

“I suppose.”

They had reached the common room. Lottie sat down at one area of the long, oak tables. Andrea sat across from her. “What do you think the tryouts will be like?”

Andrea rolled her eyes. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, Lottie,” she said. “You have to get your application accepted first.”

“You’re seriously worrying about that?” Lottie asked. “That’s not our problem. They know us. The only people they’re going to reject are people like Edgar”or Julianne. The nobodies.”

“What, and we’re special?”

“Obviously.” Lottie’s grin spread across her face. “Let’s get the application before breakfast tomorrow,” she said. “Just so they don’t run out.”




Sure enough, when they knocked on Palmyitor’s door the next morning, there was a stack of papers half a foot tall on her desk. “I should have known you two would be the first here,” she said flatly. “The inseparable duo.”

Lottie grinned as Palmyitor placed the application in her hand. “These are due next Wednesday.”

“Thank you, Professor,” Andrea said. Lottie and Andrea turned to the door, until Palmyitor’s voice stopped them.

“It should be interesting,” she said. “The pair will have to be broken up if one of you makes the cut.”

Lottie turned around, unable to ignore the hint of malice in Palmyitor’s voice. A quiet smile spread across the old professor’s face. Lottie frowned. “What””

“Come on,” Andrea said, grabbing her arm. “We’re going to miss breakfast.”

As they walked down the corridor and up the stairs, Lottie glanced over her shoulder. “That was weird,” she said.

“What?”

Lottie looked at Andrea for a moment. Palmyitor seemed almost thrilled at the idea of separating them. “Nothing.”

They sat down in the Great Hall for breakfast. Andrea ladled oatmeal onto her plate, but Lottie only nibble at the corner of a slice of toast. Palmyitor was right, of course”her and Andrea were going to have to be broken up; one would leave and one would be left behind. Lottie knew realistically that she would be the one to go to Hogwarts”she was best at Occlumency in the year”she was given all of the special privileges. Andrea was smart, but not what the war needed.

“Did you see this?” Andrea asked, as she peered down at the thick application. “’Please list all detentions disciplinary actions.’ Do you think you can even remember all of yours?”

Lottie waved it off with a shrug of her shoulders. “What does it matter? Palmyitor knows; if I hadn’t stood a chance, she wouldn’t have given me the application.

Andrea frowned. “I’m not sure if it works like””

Lottie slammed her paper down on the table. “’Recommendation by a teacher?’ Are you kidding?”

“What? Worried that nobody has anything good to say about you?” Andrea asked through laughter.

“No.” Lottie brushed toast crumbles off her application. “Even if they did say something bad, I would just go back and change it.”

“Lottie, that’s cheating. Besides, you can’t open it. That’s what the envelope is for.”

“Well then I’ll just use magic.”

“You seriously think Palmyitor won’t notice? Look”‘Do not try to magically open the recommendation; we will be able to tell.’ Plus, I don’t think you could open it if you tried.”

“Yes, I could.” Lottie pulled out her wand, as though to demonstrate, but Andrea grabbed her wrist before she could.

“Okay, you don’t have to show me. I don’t want you exploding my oatmeal. Who do you think you’re going to ask?”

Lottie sighed. “I’m not sure. I wish Breckenridge were still here. Snape would have nothing good to say.”

“You never know,” Andrea said, waving her spoon around in lazy circles. “You’ve been getting closer to blocking him, haven’t you? That’s good.”

Getting closer isn’t doing it.” Lottie glared down at her toast. “It’s been almost a year”and I still haven’t””

“No one has. Don’t be so hard on yourself.”

“Nobody will until I do,” Lottie said. “Lets be serious, Andrea; we both know that I’m the best.”

Wow, Lottie. You know there are older students””

“I’m not saying I’m smarter”just”” Lottie stood up. “I don’t know,” she finished lamely. “I’m going to class. I’ll see you there.” Lottie stuffed the application back into her bag and swept out of the hall, leaving Andrea alone with her oatmeal.

It was something, she knew, that Andrea would probably never accept. Andrea was smart and would probably be the youngest Animagus in half a century, but Lottie had a special power”whether it was a gift or a curse, she wasn’t sure. It gave her privileges, that was certain. Because of it, she got special lessons, special adventures, special treatment”she also got the uncomfortable certainty that she had something very dangerous and important looming like a shadow in her future.



By the end of the next week, Lottie had turned in her application. She ended up asking Professor Dyer for a recommendation. They had their occasional falling outs, but in general, she had always been one of his favorites. On Friday night, Lottie could hardly sleep. Tryouts were the next morning, and Palmyitor would be posting the list of accepted applications right before.

She woke Saturday morning tired, but excited. Andrea looked slightly sick as they began their way to Palmyitor’s door. Sophie and Julianne tagged along as well; both had applied, but Lottie considered neither a threat.

There was a crowd of students around Palmyitor’s door. A crisp piece of parchment with a handwritten list of names was tacked on the door. Lottie watched anxiously out of the corner of her eyes as defeated students sulked away. “Excuse me.” She pushed herself closer to the door. The list wasn’t very long. It looked like just half of the people who applied got a tryout.

There it was”Lottie’s name listed under fifth years. She grinned. Of course. She hadn’t really doubted that she would make it. Under her name was Andrea’s and Sophie’s; none of the boys had been called back. “Awesome,” Lottie said to Andrea. “Time for a hearty breakfast, eh?”

Andrea let out a sigh of relief. “Yeah,” she said. “Now I just have to remember all of these spells that I just memorized.”

“Don’t worry about it,” Lottie said, snatching the study guide out of Andrea’s hand. “It will come to you.” To say that she was out rightly trying to sabotage her friend might have been taking it too far, but the thought did cross her mind.

They had a merry breakfast. After the food was cleared away, they waited outside the Great Hall with all of the other called-back students while the heads prepared. Lottie was disappointed to see Colm Scrivener and Ally Overton there with the other houses.

“What do you think they’re going to have us do?” Sophie asked anxiously.

“Duel, probably,” Lottie said with a shrug.

“And tomorrow, we’re supposed to meet on the lawns,” Andrea said. “Do you think we’ll be flying?”

“Merlin, I hope not,” Lottie groaned.

The door opened wide. Maelioric stood in the entrance. The sleeves of his white button-up shirt were rolled up to his elbow. His khaki pants were tucked sloppily into black boots. He had cast his cloak aside. “Congratulations,” he said, scratching the bottom of his bearded chin. “You’re halfway there, right?” The students chuckled nervously. “Today will be a long day,” Maelioric went on. “We’ll start with some basic target practice to warm up, move onto agility and dodging and finish the day with a duel. Ready?”

He led them into the Great Hall. The tables had vanished and instead bull’s-eye targets lined the walls. Lottie pulled out her wand and twirled it in a rather showy and complicated manner before turning to smile at Andrea, who did not smile back.

“Good morning,” Palmyitor said, as she approached them. The students were silent as the tiny click-click of her high-heeled boots echoed throughout the Hall. She wore deep red dress robes with wide sleeves. “We will begin with a simple exercise. You will line up”there”and run across the hall shooting a Stunning spell at every other target.” She pulled out a scroll of parchment and a clipboard. “We will take notes. Once you finish, go around us, so as not to block our vision. Understand? Go.”

A scrawny Clynalmoy was the first to move. He began running and aimed a spell at the target. His thin arms shook with nerves, but his aim was dead on. The targets lit up as he hit them, bull’s-eye after bull’s-eye, but his spells were weak; Lottie could tell it was not a true Stunner. Instead of burning scarlet, it flickered a dull pink color.

A brawny seventh year followed, and then Ally Overton. Palmyitor peered at the sprinting students over her clipboard. Once three more students had gone, Lottie took her turn.

Her first Stunner was perfect. Her second hit the target just slightly off the mark. Frustration caused her to miss the third completely, but the rest were much better.

She watched Andrea’s turn; it was consistent, to say the least. She had precise aim, but her spells were fairly week.

“Good,” Palmyitor said, once the last student had gone. She peered down at her clipboard for a moment as she said, “That was a nice warm-up. Now, everybody, stand across from a target.” She flicked her wand and the targets began to move up and down. Lottie chose a target near the center, hoping that the heads would pay extra attention to her. “It gets more complicated here,” Palmyitor went on. “Just hit the target, but it will get more and more difficult with every hit you make. Once you miss, step to the side.”

Lottie turned to her own target. It was moving slowly and predictably. She squinted at it and shot a Stunner. Bull’s eye. The target sped up, and she hit it again dead center. With each hit, it got faster and faster. Occasionally, a deafening buzz would fill the room and the unlucky student who had missed would have to step aside with their target flashing a bright and embarrassing scarlet.

Lottie didn’t have too much trouble with the first levels; the targets were fast, but predictable. It was only when it stopped moving rhythmically that she had a harder time. Her target buzzed after a poorly fired Stunner missed completely and ricocheted off the thick wall back at her. Groaning with frustration, she stepped to the side and turned her attention to Andrea.

Their next task was agility. Lottie tied her hair out of her face for this. The first exercise was simple”they took two laps around the Hall to warm up. Lottie smugly noted Colm’s huffing and puffing behind her.

Lottie didn’t find the next exercise quite as simple. The targets, instead of receiving hexes, began shooting sparks out into the center of the hall. The students had to do their best to not get hit. Lottie’s method was to stand inside groups of people and let them act as shields. The sparks stuck to their robes, so by the end of the task, the heads could count how many times somebody had been hit. By the end, Colm was almost entirely covered; Lottie had only two that snagged the hem of her sleeve.

After two more hours of agility tests, every person in the Hall panted and clutched stitches on their sides. Sweat beaded along Lottie’s forehead. Palmyitor seemed to be hiding a smile behind her clipboard. “Alright,” she said. “It’s time for the duel. Take these duels seriously”they influence the two people you will duel tomorrow, which heavily informs our decision.”

The three heads began pairing people up. Andrea got put with Sophie, and, much to her chagrin, Lottie got assigned to Colm. “Are you ready?” he asked, the sneer spreading across his face.

“Ready to win.”

“Everybody ready?” Palmyitor stood at the top of the hall.

Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie saw other students bowing to their partners. “Stupid archaic rule,” she grumbled, standing in a ready position. Sparks shot from Palmyitor’s wand, signaling the beginning of the duel.

Stupefy!” Lottie shouted. Colm blocked it easily.

He shot another Stunner back at her, which she dodged. “Expelliarmus!” she yelled. “Petrificus Totalus! Stupefy!” Colm leapt out of the way of all three, but just barely.

As Lottie’s frustration grew, so did her aggression. Colm fired a few more Stunners, but it was nothing she couldn’t handle. She knew that she shouldn’t use harmful magic”not after the affair with Edgar Payne, but yet she didn’t know how to win without catching him completely off guard.

Finally, after much rallying of Stunners, an idea struck her. She aimed her wand not at Colm, but at the stone ground beneath his feet. “Reducto!”

The ground exploded. Pieces of stone flew in the air, only to land heavily on Colm immediately after. The blast shot him back several feet and he slammed against the wall.

All of the duelers seemed to pause in their fight to stare at Colm, who remained stationary for several moments, clutching his forehead, where a deep, purple bruise was quickly blossoming. Slowly, he pushed himself up. Unable to hide her grin, Lottie leaned against the back wall and watched the rest of the duels.



The students lined up the next day on the lawns. Lottie eyed the brooms lying on the ground warily. “Why are they testing us on flying?” she asked. “It’s not like we’re going to fly to Hogwarts.”

“You never know,” Andrea said beside her.

“Good morning.” Maelioric emerged from the front of the castle, bearing his usual cheery grin. “As you can tell, today, we’ll be flying.” Palmyitor and Clynalmoy stood beside him. Palmyitor had her clipboard again. “The course behind you,” Maelioric continued, “is where you’ll be tested.”

Lottie looked at the course. Hoops were suspended in mid air at varying heights. “We’ll only have everyone fly it once,” said Clynalmoy. “We do not have enough time for multiple rounds. So make this one count.”

Lottie looked around. Most of the students seemed excited; their faces beamed with anticipation. Besides a few lessons a year, and free time in the summer, the students did not get to fly much. The only other people who seemed wary were a few Clynalmoys and Colm. They lined up. Lottie chose a spot near the middle, and had to endure what felt like hours of the others flying through hoops, one by one. The course was challenging; sometimes the hoops stayed where they were, but sometimes they moved and the unlucky flyer had to manipulate to fit through them.

Finally, it was her turn. She mounted her broom and kicked off, not enjoying the experience of having absolutely nothing beneath her dangling feet. The air below her felt unstable, but she knew as long as she kept a tight grip on the broom’s handle, she probably wouldn’t fall. She approached the first hoop and slipped through it easily. She had to dive to get to the second one, but managed it as well.

As she turned to face the third, it swerved out of the way. Lottie pushed her broom to the right, but just as she was about to reach the hoop, it dropped several feet. Missed one.

The next hoop was too drastically above her”she could not have reached it in time. Missed two.

The next three weren’t very difficult, but the last hoop again dodged out of the way just in time. Dejectedly, Lottie slammed her feet against the ground at the end of the course, and thrust the broom in to the next person’s hands.

“Don’t worry about it,” Andrea said from her spot in line.

“Yeah. Whatever.”

It was Andrea’s turn. Lottie folded her arms and watched her friend take flight. She was a natural. Not only did she get through every hoop, she did it at astonishing speed. It seemed more natural to her than walking.

Once the last flyer landed and clumsily passed the broom to Palmyitor, the heads began to pair them up for their next duel. The crisp November air blew Lottie’s hair aside and caused the trees to rustle. The tip of her nose was numb, but it didn’t bother her. The sun was creeping down toward the horizon and an orange glow illuminated the castle, casting it in an unusually warm light.

Lottie got paired with Ally Overton, who wore an expression just as obnoxious as she had four years ago. Her brown bangs were pushed to the side, almost covering her eyes, but not quite. She had grown taller too. Now she was nearly a head above Lottie, who was by no means short. She practically towered over tiny Andrea.

Palmyitor shot sparks from her wand and the dueling commenced. “Stupefy!” Lottie shouted. Ally didn’t even open her mouth, but blocked it with a simple flick of her wrist. Lottie’s jaw fell open. Ally could already do nonverbal spells. “Stupefy!” She tried again, and again, Ally blocked it. Her cruel laughter pierced Lottie more than the chilly wind.

Something yellow shot out of Ally’s wand. Lottie stared. She had no idea what it was”she had no idea how to stop it. The yellow sparks hit her, and immediately she crumpled to the ground. Her left leg, where it had hit, was wracked with pain. Lottie didn’t know what it was, but she was completely unable of moving her knee.

From the ground, she pointed her wand at Ally, and feebly said, “Sectumsempra.” The spell was weak, but luckily, one that Ally did not know how to block. The curse brushed against her arm and sliced the skin open. The wound was shallow, but enough to give her pause for a moment.

Lottie groaned, clutching her knee. This unfamiliar curse was so unusual; the pain seemed to intensify with every passing moment.

Ally, still frowning about the cut on her arm, pointed her wand at Lottie again. Red sparks shot toward her; Lottie knew just what that was, but couldn’t block it, and with her leg, couldn’t dodge .The spell collided with her, and everything went black.

The next thing she saw was Ally standing with Palmyitor above her. Her leg still ached with inexplicable pain. “Cramping Curse, Rowe,” Ally said. She waved her wand once and the cramp that seized her leg suddenly stopped. “You should read a book now and then. Maybe you could learn it.”

Lottie groaned as she pushed herself up, cautiously testing the strength of her knee. “Interesting,” Palmyitor said from behind her clipboard. Lottie couldn’t tell whether the look in her eyes was satisfaction or disappointment. “You will duel with Woolbright next, Rowe. I suggest you prepare this time.”

Lottie opened her mouth to complain, but Palmyitor spun around and walked to the next pair of students. “But”I did prepare,” Lottie said to her back. How had Ally learned nonverbal spells already? That was completely unfair”to pair her with someone she wasn’t even competing against and who had special training. And now she had to duel Andrea.

This, she realized, was probably the deciding factor for who got to go. That meant she had to win. She cared about Andrea, but why should she have to sacrifice her spot on the mission just to make her friend feel better? Andrea would try to win too.

But”Lottie knew”Andrea would not use the Dark spells Bahorel had taught them that summer. Those spells were her only chance. She had to win this duel. She could apologize later.

Andrea walked over to her and shrugged. The pair exchanged knowing glances; it was awkward, and maybe if they both accepted it, it wouldn’t be a problem. They bowed”Lottie almost genuinely, as though to apologize for what she was about to do. Palmyitor shot sparks from her wand.

Sectumsepra!” Lottie shouted. The look of betrayal in Andrea’s eyes was horrifying. Lottie could see the curse reflected in her thick glasses. She tried to block it, but it wasn’t entirely effective. By the time the curse hit her, it was weaker, but certainly still powerful.

The curse caused Andrea to stumble back and with a horrifying squelching sound, blood began pouring from the wound on her side. Andrea looked down. The surprise in her eyes was hard to see, because a splash of blood had splattered across her glasses. Taking advantage of the pause, Lottie pointed her wand again, this time at Andrea’s wand arm and shouted, “Reducto!”

The spell caused Andrea’s wand to go flying. A sickeningly loud crack followed, and Andrea fell to the ground, cradling her arm. It was a horrifying sight. Andrea was almost drenched in blood, which was still pouring from the wound in her side. Her wand arm stuck out at an unnatural angle, and Lottie could see a deep bruise quickly forming where the spell had hit.

Maelioric looked over from another pair and gasped. He ran to Andrea’s side and gingerly helped her to standing. “Rowe?” he called. “Help Woolbright to the hospital wing. You’re done for the day.”

Lottie stared for a moment. Was that anger flashing in his eyes? She didn’t even have to use Legilimency to feel the rage radiating from his chest. She stepped timidly over to Andrea and slipped under her shoulder to help support her weight. “Andrea?”

Andrea didn’t respond. The blood sticking to her robe was warm and dark. The parts of her face, which weren’t stained scarlet, were clammy and pale. And her arm”guilt flooded Lottie at the sight. It was even worse up close. Lottie could see a bulge where the bone was misplaced. Her fingers hung limply like dead fish.

Lottie half-supported and half-dragged Andrea to the rest of the hospital wing in silence.

Professor Waterman nearly fainted when they walked in. She swooped upon Andrea and immediately settled her into a bed. “Don’t worry, dearie,” she said softly. “We’ll fix you up in minutes.” Waterman pulled out her wand, muttering a few incantations and Andrea’s wound closed; her arm healed. Lottie sat stiffly in the wooden stool, staring slack jawed at the consequences of her duel.

Waterman presented Andrea with a tray of potions. “This is just for some pain,” she explained, “in case it returns. And this is a Blood Replenishing Potion. You should feel much better. Only remember to have a glass of orange juice in the morning; it can have some unpleasant side effects.”

Andrea left the hospital, thanking Waterman profusely and continued down the hall. Her bloody robe dragged behind her, and left a faint trail of scarlet on the stone ground. Lottie walked a step behind. “Andrea?” she called. Andrea would not respond. They entered the common room in silence, and Lottie went straight to her bed, unable to look her friend in the eye.

Guilt boiled at the bottom of her stomach. She knew it was wrong to hurt Andrea”but why should Andrea have expected her to give up the position just to be nice?

Lottie rolled over and looked out the window. Tomorrow the list would be posted. She knew her name would be on it”not Andrea’s”and that would just make everything worse. Of course, it was possible that they wouldn’t accept her because of her actions today. Maelioric’s enraged glare alone told her clearly enough that he did not approve of her choice of spells. But wasn’t that what she was supposed to do? They were here to fight a war. Lottie had won the duel; Lottie was the most qualified; it was just fair.

But how could she explain that to Andrea? She would be upset that she didn’t get to go, but it wasn’t like she was unimportant. She did have her Animagus lessons. That would work, Lottie decided. If she stressed the importance of Andrea’s lessons, maybe Andrea would feel better when she didn’t get it.

Lottie didn’t go to dinner that night. She sat in her bed, staring at the ceiling. She felt bad, but she was also excited”going to Hogwarts would be amazing. She would get to see the halls her cousin had walked in his days. Eventually, she fell asleep, dreaming of Hogwarts and Harry Potter.




When she woke, she almost leapt out of bed. The list”Palmyitor had posted it in the morning. Andrea’s bed was empty. The morning light was just glimmering over the horizon. Something told Lottie that half of the school had woken up early to see the list.

She dressed quickly, threw her books into her bag and ran out of the dorm. The corridor outside of Palmyitor’s door was full of people; Lottie could hardly get through. Her stomach seemed to be cartwheeling inside of her. With one final push, she got up to the door and stared at the list, searching for her name.

Except… her name wasn’t there. Lottie blinked. She didn’t believe it”she must have misread it. But”no”right where her name should have been, scrawled in black ink, was, Andrea Woolbright.

Everything inside of her seemed to stop. Her fingers tingled with numbness; her neck was cold and clammy. Her stomach was simultaneously sinking to her feet and rising up to her throat. She read the list again, knowing in the back of her mind that her name was not there.

Lottie stumbled away from the door. She pushed herself back through the crowd blindly. Instead of going to the Great Hall, she moved in the direction of the common room. All she wanted to do was get into bed and cry”and scream”and argue with Palmyitor”and never talk to Andrea again.

But there she was; Andrea stood at the top of the stairs to the common room, waiting. Her face was blank; her eyes were neutral, but Lottie could just imagine her silent gloating. Andrea didn’t say anything as Lottie ran by.

Lottie got to the empty dormitory and slammed herself face down onto her bed. No tears stained the pillow, but her face was contorted with anger. Who else had been on the list? She tried to remember. From her year, it was Andrea, Ally Overton and Colm Scrivener. Lottie punched her pillow furiously. She was smarter than Ally, faster than Colm, and a better dueler than Andrea.

What had she done to make Palmyitor hate her? How had she fallen out of favor? She was still the best in her year at Occlumency, even if she couldn’t beat Snape yet. That was it. Lottie understood with a sudden lurch of her stomach. She had failed Palmyitor”failed Andrea”failed the entire war. If she wasn’t the best Occlumens alive, she had no purpose.

Miserably, she collapsed. Her arms were limp; her legs trembled. Hopelessness filled her. She heaved a tired and furious sigh and dropped her head into her pillow.

In her rage, Lottie failed to notice Andrea, standing silently, watching pitifully in the doorframe.



Her office was silent. Professor Palmyitor liked it that way. The simple scratching of her quill”and silence”filled her with tranquility. There was a knock on the door, and Palmyitor looked up, eyebrows raised. “Enter,” she said.

The door opened. Andrea Woolbright’s mousy frame filled the doorway. “Professor?” she said meekly.

“Ah. Yes.” Palmyitor returned to her paperwork, moving her eagle feather quill rhythmically along the parchment. “Congratulations, Miss Woolbright.”

“Thank you.” Andrea shut the door. Palmyitor looked up. This was not all she had come for. Palmyitor placed her quill in the inkwell, and waited expectantly. “It’s about Lottie,” Andrea finally said.

“I see.”

“It’s just”” Andrea glanced around the room. “I’m worried about her. When she saw the list she”I don’t know”she just”seemed to turn cold.” Palmyitor raised her eyebrows. “And she’s been in the dorm,” Andrea said, “shouting and punching her pillow and stuff.”

Palmyitor’s face slowly fell. “I see,” she said. “And you want me to let her come.”

“Well””

“Are you willing to give up your own position for her?”

No, but”but”” Andrea paused and thought for a moment. She glanced at the old professor nervously. “Why did you choose me over her? She beat me in the duel. Professor Maelioric was upset, but I know you didn’t care about her fighting fairly. She won. Why did you choose me?”

For a brief moment, Palmyitor faltered. Andrea had caught her off guard. “We chose you, because Rowe is””

“Being saved for something more important?” Andrea interrupted.

Palmyitor stared at her”at her eyes filled with an understanding that nobody expected a fifteen-year-old to possess.

“If her life is too valuable to sacrifice,” Andrea continued, “why isn’t mine? Learning on a battlefield is more important than learning in the classroom. And if I know my best friend”I know that the only way to break her spirit is to make her think she’s not as good as everyone else. I see what you’re doing, but doing this”trying to disconnect her from her friends”won’t make her a better Occlumens. It will just ruin her life.”

Andrea stopped and waited for a response. Color rose in her cheeks, as she surveyed Palmyitor’s neutral tone. When no response came, she said, “I just think”I just think that letting her come on the trip would be better for her”as a dueler”and as a person. And even if she can’t come, I’ll always be there for her. There are ways of becoming an Occlumens besides losing everyone you love. I won’t let her turn into a heartless killer, just because she is talented. Thank you, Professor.” Andrea turned and left the office, letting the door click shut behind her.

Palmyitor stared at the door for a moment. Woolbright was small and much more sensitive than her counterpart, but she did have the power to get things done when she wanted. Palmyitor pulled her wand out of her pocket and hissed, “Expecto Patronum!”
Chapter Forty-Five: Lottie's New Mission by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to coolh5000 for her help with this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to my acting teacher.
Chapter Forty-Five: Lottie’s New Mission

Lottie sulked the next morning at breakfast, poking her bacon moodily. Andrea sat next to her, but didn’t say a word. “Hey, Rowe,” called a voice. Lottie turned around, Andrew Victorsen, a boy in her year, stood with his arms crossed. He had always been a severe sort of character; Lottie wasn’t sure if this was because Edgar and Devin did not seem to like him that much, or if it was what caused their dislike. “Palmyitor wants to see you,” he said. “She’s in her office. Sounds serious.”

Lottie dropped her fork. She knew exactly what this was about”her violent duel with Andrea. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see Andrea’s faint smile. “Don’t laugh,” she snapped. “It’s not funny, okay?”

Without saying another word, she swung her bag over her shoulder and sulked out of the Hall. Her heart hammered in her chest as she descended the stairs to Palmyitor’s office. She knocked on the door twice. It swung open.

All three heads crowded in the cramped office. Palmyitor, as usual, sat at her desk with her hands folded. Clynalmoy stood behind her with his hands stuffed in his pockets. Maelioric, with folded arms, leaned against the back wall.

“You”erm”” Lottie’s throat was dry. She swallowed. “You wanted to see me, Professors?”

“Yes,” Palmyitor said. She glanced at Clynalmoy and Maelioric in turn before saying, “We have reconsidered our position.”

Lottie stared blankly ahead, fiercely trying to repress all of the doubts swimming through her mind. “Professor?”

“We have decided that, although Woolbright has the fifth year slot this summer, you may also go on the mission to Hogwarts.”

Lottie’s face completely betrayed her; her jaw fell open, her eyes widened, and her hands fell limp at her sides. “Th”thank you, Professor. I”I don’t know””

“Keep in mind that this does not relate to any achievement of yours,” Palmyitor said sternly, “but our own decision that your skills could prove useful on this mission.” Lottie nodded solemnly. “With that in mind,” Palmyitor continued, “we have the right to withdraw you from this assignment at any time. If, for example, you are still unable to master your Occlumency by the time of departure, we may decide that your skills are not necessary, after all.”

Lottie nodded again. She knew what that meant”if she wasn’t able to beat Snape by the end of the year, she wouldn’t be able to go. “Thank you,” she said again.

The door behind her swung open. Lottie smiled and left the office. She couldn’t believe it. She nearly skipped up the staircase”the joy filling her was so overpowering.

She reached the entrance hall and was just reaching for the door of the Great Hall, when a voice stopped her. “Rowe?” It was Maelioric. He caught up to her in three long steps.

“Yes, Professor?” she asked, turning around to face him.

He crouched down so that he was eye to eye with her. The earnestness in his face reminded Lottie of the day he came to pick her up from the camps. “You’ve got a good friend, Rowe,” he said, smiling warmly. “Just remember that. Don’t throw her away.”

As realization dawned on her, guilt flooded into the pit of her stomach. “Thanks, Professor,” she said.

Maelioric stood up. “Come on,” he said. “We’ve got twenty minutes before classes behind; how much bacon do you think we can finish by then?” He winked and pulled the door open.

Lottie found her seat at the Palmyitor table next to Andrea, who was still smiling. “It was you, wasn’t it?” Lottie asked.

Andrea’s face broke out into a full-out grin. “How could you tell?”

Lottie laughed, but soon her laughter died and she stared guiltily at her plate. “But why?” she asked. “Especially after the duel”why would you””

“I know what’s best for you,” Andrea said. “How angry can I be? You wanted it much more than I did and it showed. Palmyitor is just unreasonable.”

Lottie made a face and said, “And she told me I have to figure out how to block Snape this year”or I won’t be allowed to go.”

Andrea brushed her hair out of her face. “That shouldn’t be too hard, should it? You seem to get closer every time. And now”especially”you have an incentive.”

“That will make it even worse,” Lottie said. “Every time I think about beating him, I’ll get excited”and then I won’t be able to keep my emotions under control.”

“Speaking of Snape, come on, we’ve got his class now. Maybe today will be the day.”

The descent into the cold, dark dungeon did nothing to dampen Lottie’s mood. Snape smirked and leaned against the wall as the class entered. He put them through the regular rounds of torture by calling one person at a time and watching them fail spectacularly. When it was Lottie’s turn, he seemed to sneer unusually wide, as if he knew how important it was.

After watching her entire class fail, Lottie was not feeling particularly enthusiastic about facing him. She took a breath and waited. “Legilimens.”

The pressure of the attack was strong, but Lottie was able to resist it. The pressure increased, and Lottie accordingly increased her defenses. She took another breath. She couldn’t believe it”she had never resisted this long. A small ounce of excitement leapt into her stomach”and suddenly emotions flooded through her.

Snape pounced on these like some large and vicious cat. He led her through a series of her least favorite memories”years at the camp, watching dead bodies float through the sewage system, François’s body, laying spread-eagle on the floor…

“Okay, you win,” she said meekly. She came back to her senses kneeling on the ground.

“Pity,” Snape said, but nothing else. Lottie pushed herself up, glaring at the professor’s dark, beady eyes, and returned to her chair. She spent the rest of the lecture with her head in her hands. She didn’t need to listen”she knew it all. She knew exactly what she needed to do in order to block Snape completely”she just couldn’t do it.

By lunchtime, she had lost her appetite completely. “You were really close this time,” Andrea said encouragingly.

“Yes, and I still can’t do it.” Lottie speared the vegetables on her plate with the tip of her fork. “I just fail worse and worse each time. I know what I have to do.”

“They why don’t you do it?”

“I can’t.”

“Why not?”

“I don’t know! It just doesn’t work like that.” Lottie shoved her plate away from her and groaned. “And I only have until June to figure it out.”

“Okay, listen, I think we can do this,” Andrea said. “I want you to come to Hogwarts as much as you do. Let’s just sit and think about all of the Occlumens we know. Palmyitor and Snape are two. How do they do it?”

“They don’t feel. It’s as simple as that. I wish I could do that.”

“No, you don’t,” Andrea said. “Look at them”do they look happy? They gave up their souls for their power.”

“But there isn’t any other way to do it, Andrea.”

“Look at Breckenridge,” Andrea said. “He still has feelings”wherever he is”he still is happy. How did he do it?”

“I don’t know, but he isn’t as good as Snape””

“But he’s good enough, isn’t he? I’m not as good at Occlumency as you are, but it looked to me like he kept his emotions compartmentalized. He still had them, but was able to control them. That’s what’s important.”

The bell signaling the end of lunch rang. “We can figure this out after classes,” Andrea said as they stood up. “Oh”and we have a Hogwarts meeting tonight. They told us about it yesterday. It will be in the Great Hall after dinner.”



Lottie ate so vehemently at dinner that she nearly choked four times. Andrea would have scolded her on a normal day, but she seemed just as excited, and too nervous to care.

“What do you think we’ll do tonight?” Lottie asked. “Duel?”

“I doubt it,” Andrea said. “They’ll probably just tell us about this summer and what we’ll have to do. It’s not a long meeting”an hour, I think. I have a”erm”” she leaned in nervously, eying the students around them “”a Transfiguration tutoring session after.”

“Great. I’ll go to the library then and see if I can find anything useful on Occlumency.”

Seemingly out of nowhere, Andrea erupted into laughter”a giggle so lighthearted and uncharacteristic that Lottie could only blink.

“What?” Lottie asked, suppressing a smile in an attempt to ignore the laughter’s contagiousness.

“I don’t know”it’s just like we’re first years again,” Andrea said. “Don’t you remember? We went to the library looking for books so you could learn Occlumency””

“”before our next lesson,” Lottie added.

“Because you didn’t want Breckenridge to know that you”” Andrea stopped laughing and looked meaningfully at the Clynalmoy table. They sat in silence for a moment before Andrea burst into laughter again. “What a crazy, temperamental eleven-year-old you were.”

The corners of Lottie’s mouth twitched into a smile. “Well look at you,” she said. “You’re the one who learned the map of the castle over night and took it upon yourself to be the leader of the class.”

Andrea buried her face in her hands and groaned. “I was trying to forget about that,” she said.

They spent the rest of the meal laughing away their nerves. Once the other students began to file out of the Hall, Lottie lost the joviality. She looked around at the people left”the few chosen to complete the mission. Nine other students”and her. They all seemed to stand up on some unspoken cue and filed to the front of the Hall. Maelioric waved his wand and the tables cleared out of the way.

“Welcome,” he said, as he tucked his wand back into his pocket. “You nine”excuse me”ten”” he glanced knowingly at Lottie “”you ten have been chosen because you are the most fit for this job. Each of you has a unique skill that will help us on this mission.”

“That does not mean,” Palmyitor interrupted, “that you are the best at what you do. This does not mean that you are the most talented in your year. So don’t let this get to your head.”

Maelioric began to smile as he said, “Thank you, Naesa. Yes”we don’t want any inflated heads. It will make the commute very difficult.” He chuckled to himself. “That being said”erm… Ryan, why don’t you explain this? It was your plan, after all.”

“Oh”yes, okay,” Clynalmoy said with mild surprise. It was not often that he spoke up. “The basic idea is to split you up into pairs based on your abilities. You two complement each other by making up for the other’s weaknesses. So”erm”yes. When I call your name, come up here and get a page of basic information that you’ll need for the trip. Overton?”

Ally stood up, brushing her brown bangs from her eyes and, flashing Clynalmoy a toothy smile, crossed to pick up a piece of parchment. Lottie had to suppress the urge to shoot a curse at her turned back. “Rowe?” Clynalmoy called.

Lottie crossed to the front of the Hall and took the parchment from Clynalmoy. “Oh Merlin,” she groaned as she glanced down at it. Scrawled across the top was, “Partner: Colm Scrivener.”

Clynalmoy handed out the rest of the pages and instructed them to sit next to their partner. Lottie sat cross-legged on the ground, glowering at Colm over her parchment. She looked back down at the page and read the paragraph about him. “Scrivener,” it read, “has a large power behind him. His spells carry an extraordinary amount of strength”unusual for a fifth year. What he has in strength, however, he lacks in flexibility. He has no agility or creativity. He cannot get in and out of situations, but once he is there, he can end the game. You should be warned that it will take an extra effort on your part if anything goes wrong.

Lottie scoffed and looked up at him. “So apparently, you can shoot a mean hex,” she said, “but you’re lugging around too much weight to be able to doge.” She laughed. “And I guess you’ll also freak out if anything goes wrong”so I’ll have to save you there too.”

Colm sat up straighter. Lottie saw the muscles on his arm tense. “Yeah, well, this says that I have to babysit you, so you don’t lose your temper and try to kill someone on our side.”

“I wouldn’t do that.”

“It also says that you’re basically incompetent at Charms and Transfiguration.”

“Yeah, well you’re too stupid to deal with any kind of danger at all. You’re just a big, stupid””

“Miss Rowe, Mr. Scrivener,” Clynalmoy said timidly as he crossed the Hall toward them. “You are supposed to read about the other’s weakness and discuss how you will work together to make a good team, not just blindly accuse””

“Oh, I’m sorry, Professor,” Lottie said. “Okay, Scrivener, I have to work on lugging your fat ass around the castle while you make sure not to piss me off, okay?”

Clynalmoy heaved a sigh before turning to all of the students. “If you look further down the page, you will see a section on materials. We will issue these to you when you arrive at Hogwarts, but you can practice with similar tools beforehand. They have been strategically assigned to you based on what you will most likely be doing this summer.”

Lottie glanced down. On her page it told her that she and Colm would be receiving two extremely fast broomsticks for the trip. Her stomach plummeted. Her biggest weakness was flying.

“We will begin practical lessons this Saturday,” Clynalmoy said. “Meet on the grounds at nine in the morning.”

Lottie groaned and pushed herself to her feet. “Not quite yet, Rowe,” Palmyitor said. “There is quite an important matter we have left to address. We will be leaving in early May, so that they will still have classes in session. It will be easier, you see, for you to blend in with the other students. You will have to get far ahead in your schoolwork in order to be able to miss a month of classes. We will put you in accelerated classes in March. You may want to concern yourself with staying on top of your work.” Palmyitor seemed quite pleased with the students’ daunted expressions. “Now, Rowe, you are dismissed.”

Lottie rolled up her parchment and waited uncomfortably as Andrea carefully placed hers in her bag. “Weird, right?” she said as they left the hall. “Who did you get placed with?”

“I’m sorry, Lottie, I’d love to talk, but I have a Transfiguration lesson upstairs that I was supposed to be at five minutes ago,” Andrea said in one breath. “I’ll talk to you tonight, though.”

Lottie stood stationary and stared as Andrea skipped up the stairs, two at a time, running to her meeting. She tried to ignore the aftertaste of jealousy as she turned to skulk to the library.

The only students left inside the vast library were the most antisocial people in the school”the people who rarely spoke and had few”if any”friends. It had a sense of routine. People sat comfortably in their straight-backed chairs and spoke to nobody. Lottie bee-lined for the Occlumency section and ran her fingertips over the dusty pamphlets and books. She seriously doubted whether Andrea’s idea of compartmentalizing her emotions would work; she was convinced that the only way to beat Snape would be to descend to his level of coldness.

The books she selected were old, often handwritten, by familiar names from history. These people lived their lives as Occlumens, so they could probably have some helpful advice.

Lottie left the library, laden with books and began to descend the stairs to the Palmyitor common room.

Andrea didn’t get back for another hour, and by that time, Lottie had already skimmed through the first two books. Both made similar statements”that the only way to be an extremely effective Occlumens was to lose all major emotions entirely. They both mentioned techniques in the vein of Andrea’s, but explained that it could only be competent, at best, and Lottie wasn’t there just to be competent.

“How was your lesson?” she asked dully as Andrea sat down at their table in the corner.

“Great,” she said. “I think we’re really on the right track. Find anything interesting in there?”

“Nothing helpful in these.” Lottie gestured toward the two books beside her. “I was just moving onto this third one.”

“Here, I’ll help you.” Andrea pulled the fourth book toward herself. “Oh, and I saw that you got paired with Colm Scrivener,” she added carefully. “That was interesting.”

“Yeah,” Lottie groaned. “I think the basic idea was that I’d be able to save him if he’s too slow to escape or something. Who are you paired with?”

“Ally Overton,” Andrea sighed. “I really don’t want to talk about it.”

Lottie snorted into her book. “What? It seems like a compliment. Her weakness is”what?”everything. So I guess that means your strength is everything.”

“Very funny,” Andrea said. “Even you have to admit that she’s pretty good at Charms, though.” Lottie shrugged moodily. A moment of silence between the pair and Lottie looked back down at the leather-bound book in her hands. “So,” Andrea began, cracking open her own book, “are you sure there aren’t any helpful tips in those two?”

“Any good Occlumens wouldn’t include a helpful tips page,” Lottie said, trying to keep her irritation from creeping into her voice. “It just doesn’t work that way. It’s not like Charms or Potions; you can’t just say, ‘Oh, remember to squint your eyes extra hard,’ or””

“Okay, okay.” Andrea raised her hands helplessly. “I’m sorry. I’ll just read quietly and tell you if I find anything.”

Lottie sighed and returned to her book. She couldn’t understand where all of this new aggression was coming from, but knew it certainly wouldn’t help her beat Snape.

“Wait, look at this.” Andrea tapped the yellowing page she had open with her fingertip. “’Although it is not a common practice, a fairly effective method of blocking attacks is retreating to a blank part of your mind, rather than emptying it altogether. It is an effective tool in keeping away invaders and also retaining your own sense of feeling.’”

“Great,” Lottie drawled. “That’s what the other books said, but read the next line.”

Andrea looked down, and read, “’It is quite an uncommon practice because of its level of difficulty. It is possible to achieve this level of blocking, but it takes several more years of work”’”

“See?”

“Well”it’s worth a try, isn’t it? It said it might take more time, but you’ve already gotten a good head start. Promise me you’ll at least try next time we face Snape.”

Lottie looked at Andrea, whose earnestness was almost pouring across the table and filling the common room. “Fine,” she said. “I’ll try.”



Snape spent half of their next Occlumency lesson spewing his disappointment that nobody”not even seventh years”had managed to successfully block his attacks. “I had been hoping that we would be able to move to Legilimency by the end of this year, but due to inept students, it seems””

“Professor?” Andrea timidly raised her hand. “Just”just because a few of us are behind doesn’t mean that everyone else is. I”I just mean to say that Lottie has been doing Legilimency for a while. She learned””

“How can one move onto a more advanced topic, while still failing with the basics?” Snape asked, his large nostrils flaring dangerously. “Tell me, Rowe, who let you move on? That can only be the product of an incompetent teacher.”

“Professor Breckenridge was not incompetent,” Lottie said, surprised at her own loyalty to the old teacher. “I learned more from him than I did from you.”

“Oh?” Snape raised his eyebrows slightly. “Then why can you still not perform Occlumency?”

“I can,” Lottie said. “I have before.”

“Then show me.”

Lottie stood up wordlessly and looked back at Andrea who shot her a painfully dorky thumbs up. Lottie stood directly across from Snape. She had to separate her thoughts. She was nervous, and tired, and angry. As she looked at Snape, she had to fight the temptation to try and swallow all of that. She had to at least try to compartmentalize them”for Andrea.

She shut her eyes and took a breath. In her mind’s eye, she saw herself pushing all of the excess thoughts to one side of her mind, and inhabiting the other, empty half. Right when she opened her eyes, Snape hissed, “Legilimens,” and delved into her mind.

She could feel him there, but there was nothing for him to find. It was almost a pleasant feeling, knowing somebody was there with you. For an instant, Lottie thought she might have done it. As Snape searched for memories in her vacant head, she felt a minor sense of victory. The thought didn’t last for long, though. Soon enough, Snape found that hidden pocket of thoughts and feelings and broke its defenses in an instant.

Memories roared through her head. Lottie could no longer see, but a jolt of pain in her knees told her that she had collapsed. She clamped her hands to her ears, even though she knew it wouldn’t make a difference.

The memories suddenly stopped. The room swam into focus, and Snape towered above her. “That juvenile attempt will not do you any good here,” he said. “Sacrifices must be made to be the best.” He turned his head sharply to the rest of the class. “Class dismissed.” Without another word, he spun on his heel and left the classroom.

The other students filed out silently, as was custom after Snape’s classes. Lottie didn’t, but instead rested her head in her hands and sighed, staring at the ground.

“It was a good try,” Andrea said sincerely as she extended a hand to help Lottie stand.

“A try isn’t good enough,” Lottie said as she took Andrea’s hand and pulled herself up. “It’d take a miracle to actually beat him.”
Chapter Forty-Six: Christmas with Professor Snape by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for helping me with this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to the members of my theatre troupe.
Chapter Forty-Six: Christmas with Professor Snape

The winter was setting on especially early this year. The students shivered on their ways to and from classes so violently that there were several cases of minor whiplash. By late November, Palmyitor made the announcement that they had to begin rationing the Healing supplies and only the most severe illnesses would get any Potions.

When met by groans from the students, she added, “I know that you all believe your head colds are important, but in a war such as this, sacrifices must be made.”

Lottie rolled her eyes at Palmyitor and the complaining students and returned to her dinner. The weather had done nothing to improve her ever-darkening mood. Andrea made a daily effort to encourage her as she poured over books on Occlumency, but was far from helpful. With her daily updates on her Animagus lessons, Andrea just fueled the anger continually burning in the pit of her stomach.

The snow outside piled so high that Lottie rarely left the castle. Once a week, maybe, she poked her head outside for some fresh air, but never more.

As December arrived, Alsemore just became more bleak. Classes remained at a frustratingly difficult level. In Defense Against the Dark Arts, they still worked on Patronuses. Nobody had any success yet, but Andrew Victorsen had managed to conjure some silvery mist.

Occlumency was almost a joke. Edgar Payne even had an uncontrollable giggle fit one afternoon after realizing they had been doing the same thing for nearly two years, and still nobody had even gotten close to learning anything. This did nothing to lighten anybody’s mood, but did earn him a week’s worth of detention.

Lottie looked toward the Christmas holiday with an immense sense of relief, but was crushed in her expectations when Palmyitor announced that those going to Hogwarts would have daily meetings over the break.

She woke up every morning hating her reflection in the mirror. Discolored bags sulked under her eyes. Her skin seemed almost grey. Her straw-colored hair hung limp around her face and frustrated her so much that she had to fight the temptation several times to sever it off.

On Christmas Eve, while the other students chatted merrily in their common rooms by roaring fires, Lottie and the nine others sat on the floor of the Great Hall, scribbling notes.

“Once we arrive at Hogwarts,” Palmyitor lectured, “we will be searching for several things. The Sorting Hat is an ancient artifact used in the older days of Hogwarts. It was used much like the Ivory Table, to sort students into four different houses.”

Lottie scribbled along furiously to match Palmyitor’s unrelenting pace. “Unlike the other houses,” the old professor went on, “students were not sorted based on ability, but personality. Gryffindor””

Behind her, Maelioric whooped enthusiastically.

“Yes,” Palmyitor said through gritted teeth. “Our very own Professor Maelioric was in Gryffindor house. It was known for selecting those who valued bravery and chivalry. Harry Potter and several other famous wizards of the last war were members.”

“Sounds like the place to be,” Lottie murmured to Andrea.

Palmyitor raised her eyebrows and continued, but ignored her. “Hufflepuff was known for loyalty and kind-heartedness of its members.”

“Kind-heartedness?” Lottie scoffed.

Palmyitor peered down at her like a vulture. “Yes, Rowe. It is a trait that may people value.”

“What”so they’re all a bunch of softies?”

Maelioric got to his feet and towered above the students. He looked quite like a Gryffindor lion as he growled, “Maybe you’ll be surprised to know, Rowe, that Hufflepuff had an incredibly large number of warriors in the first”and second war. The number of Hufflepuffs who died in the war is only outnumbered by Gryffindor.”

The students turned to Lottie, who sat with wide eyes from Maelioric’s uncharacteristic outburst. “Sorry,” she said swiftly. She shifted and listened as Palmyitor described the Ravenclaws. “Sounds like you, eh?” Lottie nudged Andrea gently on the elbow. “Bookworms of the world uniting””

“Rowe, if you have finished sorting everybody, you could actually pay attention,” Palmyitor snapped. “We are not just telling you this information to amuse you.”

Lottie rolled her eyes and clamped a hand over her mouth dramatically.

“Good,” Palmyitor said. “The last house is Slytherin. It has had a number of”influential members””

“That’s where all the Dark wizards are,” Colm said. “It’s where the Dark Lord was sorted””

“It’s true that a larger number of Dark wizards were in Slytherin house,” Palmyitor said tersely, “but that does not mean that every Slytherin is””

“Then why do they all get sorted there?” Ally Overton asked.

“As I was about to say,” Palmyitor said, glowering at all of the students, “Slytherin house selects only those who have a certain level of ambition. Slytherins are known for being extraordinarily good at taking care of themselves. And although it does not necessarily only take purebloods, many of the old pureblood families had ties to the house.

“The important thing to keep in mind is that Hogwarts no longer sorts. Under the Dark Lord’s instruction, all of the pupils are taught as Slytherins””

“See? It is evil.” Lotti said triumphantly. The other students all turned to her and Palmyitor raised a slow, threatening eyebrow.

“Right,” she said. “Since Rowe seems so intent on disrupting the lesson, I’m afraid you will have to learn the rest of the information on your own. I expect a foot long essay on the history of the four houses and its most famous members by tomorrow morning.”

“But it’s Christmas, Professor,” groaned one of the seventh years.

“Complain to Miss Rowe,” Palmyitor said. The smile creeping onto her face was unmistakable. Her voice rang with silent, triumphant laughter. “We have every right to remove you from the trip if you do not turn it in by nine A.M. And don’t try to write with extra large handwriting to reach the limit”or the minimum length will be doubled for everyone.” Hatred churned through space in the pause. Lottie could feel it bearing down on her from all sides. “You are dismissed,” Palmyitor said. “Merry Christmas.”

The rest of the students rose immediately, swinging their bags violently and stamping out of the Hall; the professors followed. Lottie rested her face in her hands, staring at the ground until everybody else had left. Once the other footsteps died away, she could feel a meek presence beside her.

“Go way,” she said, knowing it was Andrea.

“Lottie””

Go.”

Andrea hesitated, Lottie could tell, but eventually did leave. Her steps slowly echoed around the entire Great Hall and culminated in a slam of the large door.

Lottie looked up. In the center of the empty Hall, she felt as if the school, all of space, was leaning on her, pushing against her shoulders and lungs. It was impossible to move. It was impossible to breathe. If she did anything wrong, it would all collapse on her.

She got to her feet and looked at the head of the Hall, at the empty staff table. She wasn’t sure what she felt, but it certainly was not the familiar boiling rage of her past. Her face was dry of tears. A coldness seemed to buzz through her head and spread down her body.

The silence continued for a minute”or maybe an hour”and finally, Lottie spun around and left the Hall. She did not walk in the direction of the common room, but turned to the library.

As she entered the dusty room, a clock on the wall clanged eleven times. The library was empty except for her. Not even the others on the mission sat at the large tables on this Christmas Eve.

She walked through the shelves and exited with as many books and pamphlets that she could carry. She had to make a second trip for a colossal, battered copy of Hogwarts, A History and slammed it against her desk.

The foot long blank piece of parchment was like a challenge stretched in front of her. She had ten hours to finish this, otherwise all of this work would have been for nothing.

Her eyes scanned the text swiftly at first. She took notes on a piece of scrap paper and quickly discarded the used books. The momentum did not last for long tough, and she soon felt herself slowing down. Each word became a hurdle, she tapped her foot loudly against the stone floor to show her frustration.

The clock struck midnight. The lighthearted chimes felt very out of place in this solemn atmosphere. She turned to the window and stared at the grey clouds churning across the charcoal black sky. Lottie couldn’t find one star”she couldn’t even see the moon.

The coldness inside of her seemed to be thawing. Replacing it was a mild thought”a lukewarm hope, as she gazed through the frosted window at the Christmas sky. Vaguely, she wondered if her parents were doing the same thing.

A tear began to dribble down her face. It burned like a brand against her dead-cold skin. One tear only”though”before it stopped. Lottie wiped it away hastily and took a deep breath. Now she only had nine hours to finish this essay; there was no time for sentiments.

Lottie picked up her quill. All of the warmth seemed to flee from her body, and with it all of the thoughts of her family or Christmas.

Lottie wrote that last word of her essay at seven thirty. The winter sun had already risen to the sky, illuminating the snow beneath the window that stretched as far as Lottie could see and turned the ground ash white. She scrawled her name on top and rose from her seat.

She did not proof read, but instead took the parchment directly to Palmyitor’s office. Palmyitor was already awake and dressed in her usual dark green and black when Lottie knocked on her door. She said nothing, but took the parchment and laid it on her desk.

As their eyes met for a moment, Lottie was sure she could see a glimmer of accomplishment behind the old professor’s Occlumency. Lottie broke away first. “Merry Christmas,” she said without turning around. With that, she left the office and walked directly to the Great Hall.

The Hall was empty of students. Only Snape and Professor Seaward ate, sitting at complete opposite sides of the staff table. Lottie acknowledged neither and sat down in the middle of the Palmyitor table.

Andrea was the next person to enter the Hall. At eight fifteen, she trudged past the empty table and plopped down across from Lottie. “You look like hell,” she said.

“Well you’re not looking to great either,” Lottie said, staring at her friend’s droopy face and crusty eyes. “Merry Christmas.”

“Yeah. You too.” Andrea spooned some oatmeal onto her plate for a moment before saying, “You didn’t come back last night.”

“I was in the library.”

Neither said anything else. They ate in silence until the others began entering the Hall. Lottie had finished her breakfast by nine, but just sat, watching the others come into the hall, with well-rested grins plastered goofily onto their faces.

At nine thirty, Colm Scrivener and a hoard of Maeliorics burst inside, laughing and chattering happily. Colm had light bags under his eyes, but besides that did not look much more tired than usual. For a moment, Lottie considered pointing this out to Andrea, who stared blankly at the stone wall across from her, but decided she was too tired to move her mouth, and just watched.

“Yes,” Colm was saying through a mouthful of roasted potatoes. “All of us were assigned to write about the Hogwarts houses. Everybody else seemed so upset about it, but it only took me an hour and a half.”

Lottie clenched her fists around her cutlery. He only had such an easy time because his pureblood parents had already taught him everything.

“And just for fun,” Colm went on, “I began sorting all of us”how we would have been sorted if we were at Hogwarts, that is.”

“Oh, what would I be?” asked a brawny boy with a dark scruff.

“Ravenclaw, no doubt,” Colm said. “You’re the one who’s always studying, remember?”

“Aw, but no one famous came out of that one.”

“Hey, I’d take it as a compliment.” Colm shoveled another spoonful of potatoes into his mouth. “It’s definitely better than Hufflepuff or Slytherin.”

“What?” asked a girl with a short haircut across from him. “And what’s the best?”

“Gryffindor,” Colm said with an emphatic punch through the air.

“Let me guess”that’s where you would be?” the girl asked skeptically.

“Hey, I’m not just putting myself there because it’s the best,” Colm said. “They are all about bravery”and I like to think that I’m pretty brave myself.”

“Lottie?” Andrea peered up at her through her thick glasses.

Lottie blinked. In the course of their conversation, she had risen to her feet and pulled out her wand. “Sorry,” was all Lottie said before slipping out from the table and calmly crossing to Colm’s seat. She was vaguely aware of someone’s gaze on her. She could feel it bearing down upon her shoulders. That was definitely a Legilimen’s gaze, and with no teachers in the Hall but Seaward and Snape, she knew exactly who it was.

“Oh, look, it’s Rowe,” Colm said cheerily as she reached his table. “You’re looking so festive today. What? Did St. Nick give you an extra dose of ugly for Christmas?”

“Listen.” Lottie moved just slightly enough so that Colm could feel her wand, jabbing against his ribs, but nobody else could see it. “Why don’t you just shut your mouth, so the rest of us can enjoy the holiday cheer?”

“Mmm… Slytherin, definitely Slytherin,” Colm said.

“Shut your fat mouth,” Lottie growled, bending so close to him that their noses were almost touching. “If anyone here is a Slytherin, it’s you, you pampered, pureblooded””

Colm rose to his feet and pulled out his own wand. Lottie smiled”though it looked more like bearing her teeth. “What, you want to fight?” she asked. “I””

Expelliarmus!”

Lottie’s wand shot from her hand. Colm caught it triumphantly and began to laugh. “It’s too easy to defeat you, Rowe. You get too angry. You””

Whatever Colm was about to say was muffled by Lottie’s scream of rage. Losing all abandonment, she leapt from her spot and caught Colm in a tackle. They tumbled to the ground together. A loud crack echoed through the Hall, as his skull made contact with the floor. Lottie raised her fist and slammed it against his face. “You stupid”” slam “”fat”” slam “”asshole!”

A spell caught Lottie square in the chest. She gasped as she tumbled onto the ground. She lay on her back, her chest heaving. Whatever spell she had just been hit by not only made her immobile, but seriously impaired her breathing. No matter how much she struggled, the oxygen just wasn’t reaching her lungs.

“I would suggest, Rowe,” Snape said, slowly walking between the tables to her, “that the next time you decide to attack a fellow student, you do so out of the sight of a teacher.”

Lottie could not do or say anything. Helplessly, she tried to gulp down some more air, but to no avail.

“Get up, Scrivener,” Snape spat.

Lottie watched as Colm struggled to push himself to his feet. Blood stained the back of his sand-colored hair. He waddled out of the hall, presumably to the hospital wing, accompanied by the other Maeliorics.

Lottie strained on the floor. She was beginning to lose her vision. Her lungs continued to move, but uselessly.

“Yes, there are punishments,” Snape said just loudly enough so Lottie could hear it.

She struggled again. She was beginning to lose feeling in her toes and fingers. The pressure consumed her.

“Punishments,” Snape elaborated, “for letting our little emotions get out of hand.”

He flicked his wand. The pressure suddenly alleviated and Lottie gulped for air. Her vision disappeared and reappeared several times as she consumed as much oxygen as she could.

“Detention, Rowe,” Snape said. “Tonight at five.”

“But”it’s”Christmas,” Lottie panted. “There’s a feast”and my”my friends.”

Snape’s miniscule smile was enough to tell Lottie everything she needed to know. “Even better,” he said.



The clatter and laughter of the Christmas feast filled the entire school. An unusual warmth filled the castle, with the Great Hall as its nucleus. Lottie’s stomach churned. The aroma of ham, turkey, and potatoes wafted even to the deepest dungeons, and her mouth began to water as she approached the Legilimency classroom’s door.

“Enter,” Snape hissed before she had even knocked.

Lottie walked into the dreadfully familiar classroom, a resolute frown on her face. Her stomach growled again and seemed to reverberate off the walls.

“Hungry?” Snape asked scathingly from behind his desk.

Lottie surveyed him darkly, her jaw clenched. “No.”

Snape conceded only the smallest victory. That had not been a polite question, but a challenge, and Lottie had not failed. But she felt no relief. No sense of pride filled her: no emotion at all, except for the vague intellectual understanding that she had answered that question correctly.

“So, what am I supposed to do?” Lottie asked dully, fully knowing the answer. “Lines?”

“I do not waste my time with such a useless task.” Snape got to his feet and pulled out his wand. “No, we are going to do something a little more practical. Legilimens.”

The attack caught Lottie off guard. She had been expecting it, but not quite so suddenly. Thankfully, she was not feeling particularly angry at that point, so even without a block, Snape had little to find. She did not break his gaze, staring resolutely into his cold, black eyes.

It was a familiar feeling. Snape’s presence was impossible to ignore, but that was just very little, if anything, for him to find. Lottie kept her stare intent. The same sense of intellectual victory lingered in her mind. She was sure she had finally done it”until Snape grabbed hold of the last piece of feeling she had left.

It hit her like brick wall. The same scene replayed and replayed in her mind’s eye. Colm’s stupid grin”and suddenly she was jumping on him, her fists swinging furiously. Snape took the anger he found festering inside of her and expanded it, made it into a pool of emotions and used it to drown her. By the time he finally relented, Lottie was on her knees, hitting the floor with her palms helplessly.

“So close,” she growled.

“There is no such thing as so close in Occlumency,” Snape said. “You either stop the attack, or you do not.”

“I can block everyone else, though.”

“It is not about the block,” Snape said. “Don’t you understand? You can hide behind a wall, and eventually somebody will knock it down. Do not hide.”

“Then how””

“The way to make sure that nobody finds you is to simply not be there.”

A roar of laughter from the Great Hall reached their ears. Lottie pushed herself to her feet. Snape was unrelenting. He did not even acknowledge the noise from upstairs. Lottie did her best not to, but couldn’t help glancing upwards as another round of giggles and guffaws echoed through the castle.

Snape resolutely ignored it. It seemed, Lottie began to realize, that maybe he didn’t even hear it. His focus was so great that he knew nothing but what was right in front of him. Nobody could ever find anything behind his eyes because nothing was ever there.

Lottie locked eyes with him, pushing herself to attain his level of focus. A distant ache in her foot broke her concentration. She shifted uncomfortably.

“Need to sit down?” Snape asked.

“No, thank you.”

They maintained eye contact for who knew how long. It could have been hours. Lottie did not move”she hardly blinked as she stared at his black eyes.

He began without warning this time. She noticed his presence, but did not acknowledge it. All she saw”all that consumed her was his two, beady eyes.

She lasted longer this time. Snape searched for a good ten minutes before he hooked onto something.

It was a stupid memory. Lottie did not know why it was even present in her mind. She was her eight-year-old self, sprawled across her mattress, coughing. The memory was distant, but Snape was expanding it. The fever that she had had seemed so real. She had not thought about that minor, childhood illness, but now she felt like she had it again, like she was on her deathbed. Her mother’s comforting shushing”she wasn’t sure if that actually happened, or whether Snape was just adding that for realism.

“I don’t even remember that,” Lottie groaned. She was not on the ground this time, but her body was tenser, more on edge. “How did you find it?”

“It does not take much to construct a memory.” Snape got up from his desk and swept across the room. “You have repressed almost everything, but the aftertaste of your nostalgia is still clear.”

Lottie’s stomach mumbled again. She realized that no more jovial noise came from above”the feast must have ended.

“Tell me, why do you still feel attached to”who is that”your mother?”

“Because”” Lottie stared at Snape, dumbfounded. “I don’t know. Because she’s my mum. Doesn’t””

“And why is your connection to Woolbright so strong?”

“What do you mean why? She’s my best friend.”

“And Scrivener? So much anger””

“You can tell all of that even with my block?” Lottie asked.

“It is certainly slightly muddled,” Snape said. “You have successfully cleared your mind, but now you have to purge it. Remove this nostalgia””

“But how?” Lottie was desperate. She didn’t know how much emptier should could feel. Denied of food, water, rest, and family, she seemed to have lost everything.

“Forget about your family. You will never see them again.” Before Lottie could protest, Snape raised a hand to silence her. “They are of no use to you; they hinder you. You cannot save them from this war unless you forget about them.”

Lottie shut her mouth and watched him unblinkingly. “You believe Woolbright to be your friend, but by keeping your sense of attachment to her, you are killing her. You have to make a sacrifice if you want to save them.”

Then there was silence. Lottie didn’t respond, and Snape didn’t expand. They both stood, locked in a resolute stalemate. Lottie was unaware of the ache of her legs or the tiredness aching down her spine; all she knew was Snape directly across from her.

Then hours later, maybe, or maybe just a few minutes, the familiar presence returned. Lottie’s stare was even as she endured Snape’s rifling. He got no closer to finding anything. Lottie knew he wouldn’t. She waited patiently for him to give up.

Finally, he broke their stare. He glanced out to the frosty window. Lottie nearly collapsed from exhaustion, but her mild sense of triumph kept her on her feet.

“That’s it,” Snape said. He swept back across the room and settled behind his desk. “You may go.”

Numbly, Lottie picked up her bag and swung it over her shoulder. She walked to the door and wrenched it open.

“We will be doing Legilimency next,” Snape said as she was leaving the classroom.

Lottie just nodded and shut the door behind her. She walked slowly to the common room, hardly aware of where she was going. Even if she had wanted to run, exhaustion would have prevented her.

“Where have you been?” Andrea demanded once Lottie climbed through the clock.

“What do you mean?” Lottie asked. “I was in detention.”

“Lottie, it’s nearly one in the morning. You were there for almost six hours.”

“Was I?” Lottie asked mildly.

“And I bet he didn’t give you food either. Merlin, you must be starving.” Andrea pulled her by the elbow and sat her down on the softest couch in the common room.

Only a few students were still awake. A seventh year was bent over a book and a pair of first years whispered secrets into each other’s ears in the corner.

“Here.” Lottie dropped an impressive sandwich in Lottie’s lap. “It’s cold, but I didn’t think you’d be back this late. I did have a feeling that he’d not let you have dinner, though.”

“Thanks,” Lottie said through a mouthful of bread.

“What on earth were you doing?” Andrea asked. “Merlin, what could have taken so long?”

“Occlumency,” Lottie said. “We did Occlumency.”

“Yeah?” Andrea seemed to sit up with interest. “What””

“I did it.” Lottie took another bite of the sandwich.

“You did it?”

“Yeah.”

“Lottie!” Andrea squealed, jumping to her feet. “Why didn’t you tell me right away? This is so exciting! You did it!”

Lottie laughed hollowly”not because she actually found it funny, but because it seemed like the appropriate thing to do.

“So how did you do it?” Andrea asked. “Did you separate your thoughts like we talked about?”

The first emotion she had felt all night plagued her”guilt. Andrea had worked so hard to help her. She had spent hours studying and reading, just trying to preserve Lottie’s emotional integrity.

“Yeah,” Lottie said. “Yeah. It’s trickier than it sounds though.”

“Oh, who cares?” Andrea fell onto the couch beside her, grinning. “The important thing is that you actually did it.”
Chapter Forty-Seven: The Journey to Hogwarts by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to coolh5000 for being an awesome beta!

This chapter is dedicated to my awesome English professor!
Chapter Forty-Seven: The Journey to Hogwarts

Palmyitor had the same stony façade the next morning when Lottie carefully watched her at breakfast. Her lips pursed as she annihilated her bacon into a million pieces. Lottie sat with a piece of egg still dangling off the side of her fork. Palmyitor looked up and over the sea of cheery students, they made eye contact.

It was the slightest motion”something so particular that only the most observant would notice”but Lottie saw it. She saw a miniscule eyebrow raise”so tiny that it seemed more like a twitch. And in that moment, Lottie saw the most infinitely small amount of acknowledgement in her eyes.

Lottie looked away, a weary smile spreading across her face. “What are you looking at?” Andrea asked.

“What?” Lottie returned to poking at her eggs. “Oh”nothing”it just looks like I’ll get to go to Hogwarts after all.”



Lottie proved that her Occlumeny was not a fluke”and she continued to succeed in every lesson, leaving the other students eternally frustrated. By March, her reputation had grown and she was known throughout the school as the only one able to beat Snape. Lottie relished in her title and just grinned at the sixth and seventh years who glared at her.

The time came for their accelerated lessons, and Lottie was issued a new schedule. This one was much more intense; Lottie realized that it barely gave her time for meals in the middle of the day.

She began each morning with two hours of Charms”a class she shared with Ally Overton, and then had an hour of Transfiguration with Colm. After half an hour for lunch, she had two hours of Potions by herself, an hour and a half of dueling with the other three fifth years and then a bit of a break for homework and food. After dinner, she spent two hours with Snape, and ended each day completely exhausted. That didn’t even include weekends, when all of the ten students going to Hogwarts would have seven hours of training a day.

Snape’s instructions for Legilimency were very different from Breckenridge’s. Where Breckenridge let her use it to gather information, Snape seemed intent on using it to manipulate others.

“You’ll quickly find somebody’s most poignant memories,” he said one March evening. “They stand out clearly among the rest.”

“What if all their memories are happy?” Lottie asked. She sat cross-legged on the floor, surrounded by books on the subjects. Complicated diagrams which moved slowly were drawn carefully onto the pages.

“Nobody has only happy memories.”

Lottie frowned. “But how can you control what they see?” she asked. “Every time I””

“An accomplished Legilimens can. That is what the art is about”control.”

Learning Legilimency with Snape was not nearly as difficult as Occlumency had been. Since he never offered himself as a target, Lottie had to practice on other students. Usually, they were underclassmen in detention, which made it almost too easy. None of them were able to perform Occlumency, so Lottie never practiced at breaking down a complicated block.

The Palmyitors soon found out that getting detention from Snape meant becoming target practice, which led to an odd sequence of perfect behavior around him. With targets now few and far between, Lottie had little choice but to focus on theory.

Soon, another extra lesson was added, making Lottie’s schedule nearly unbearable. Alsemore students didn’t learn how to Apparate until sixth year, so Lottie and the other fifth years had to catch up. The three heads admitted that it was unlikely that they would even be able to Apparate on the Hogwarts grounds, but it was still worth learning.

So, early every Monday, Wednesday and Friday mornings, the four fifth years marched to a special spot on the grounds out of sight from the other students. The first morning, Hermione stood beaming at them, wrapped in a thick cloak to protect herself from the biting March wind.

“Professor Stainthorpe,” Andrea said, “are you teaching us?”

Hermione smiled and said, “I wanted to be helpful somehow.”

Ally scoffed. “Then why don’t you come with us?”

“I’m afraid I can’t,” Hermione said. “All of us older players in the war are recognizable. And Polyjuice Potions emits fumes, so that would just draw more attention to our hideout.” Hermione clapped her hands and looked at the four of them. “So, Apparation is much more difficult than it looks,” she said before launching into a full-blown lecture.

Lottie stood with her arms crossed, shivering in the frosty morning. Hermione told them about objectives and angles, time of day and concentration. It all sounded horribly complicated”and Hermione was not surprised at all by the confused looks on all of their faces. “Let’s just try it, shall we?” she said, and flicked her wand, causing hoops of grass to illuminate across from them. “Now, just try to Apparate to the hoops. Don’t get too frustrated”it’s a tricky thing, jumping through space.”

Lottie screwed up her eyes in concentration and looked at the hoop. She had traveled through side-along Apparation, of course, and tried to replicate that feeling of being sucked through a straw. After a minute of futile focus, she stole a glance around.

Andrea seemed to be closer than any of them. She appeared calm, but Lottie knew how hard she was working under that façade. Ally, it seemed, had given up all together and watched them amusedly. Colm had moved, but not by Apparating. He inched just so slightly forward, trying to get to the ring without the rest of them noticing, so he could later claim he was successful.

“It’s quite all right,” Hermione said patiently. “It takes a lot of work, and there is no exact formula to it. You have to concentrate on where you’re going and how you’re going to get there.”



By the last week of April, all of the fifth years had successfully Apparated into the hoop. Andrea was first to succeed, with Ally following, not a day behind. Lottie got it right a week later, though she still occasionally left behind an ear or toe. It took Colm the longest, but eventually even he caught on too.

Lottie had also gotten very good at Legilimency by then. She was able to easily manipulate people’s memories and tell when they were lying, but she still had no experience with an Occlumens.

The week before they were scheduled to leave, all of the students had to get their wands checked. The elderly wandmaker glowered at Lottie as she examined her finger-printed and chipped wand. “Functional,” she said, “though you might want to consider taking better care of your possessions.”



Finally, the morning of their departure came, and in true Alsemore fashion, they gathered to leave outside at five in the morning. All of the students were clad in plain black robes, apparently the Hogwarts uniform.

They were leaving in two groups. Palmyitor was taking half of the students, including Ally and Andrea, by Apparation. They were Apparating to the surrounding area and sneaking onto the grounds. Lottie was part of the air team. With Maelioric as their leader, they were traveling by broomstick, keeping an eye out for Death Eaters on the ground as they did.

As the students stretched their legs and strapped their bags around their backs, Palmyitor motioned to Lottie and took her aside. “Listen, Rowe, this is a very important mission.”

“I know,” Lottie said.

You have to be extremely aware.” Lottie’s quizzical look only seemed to irritate Palmyitor. “You’re not on the air team for your accomplished flying, Rowe,” she said. “If anything goes wrong, if anybody approaches you, you have to protect the others.”

“Me? What?”

“Nobody else can effectively block a Death Eater’s Legilimency. If somebody runs into you, Fornax knows to get out of there. You explain why you and four other students are flying across the country.”

“But”what am I supposed to say?”

Palmyitor made to leave, and didn’t even stop as she said, “You can think of something convincing.”

Lottie returned to her group with a new seriousness. Now that she knew that their lives were in her hands, she wasn’t sure how enthusiastic she felt about this whole thing.

“Hey,” Andrea said from behind her.

“Hi.”

“We’re about to go,” Andrea said.

“Yeah.”

“I’ll see you soon then, right?” Andrea tried to smile, but her nerves showed through.

“Right.” Lottie swallowed a lump in her throat. “Good luck.”

“Thanks.” Andrea turned to leave, but stopped and added, “You’ll do great. Don’t worry.”

Lottie watched the Apparation group leave. With a deafening crack, they disappeared, and Lottie moved toward her group. Maelioric addressed them in a serious moment that completely contradicted his personality. “Now,” he said, “if anything happens”if you fall apart from the group, just land. Land and Apparate back here. And”” he glanced at Lottie “”if a Death Eater approaches us, I’m going to hide. They will certainly recognize me, and having me there would not help our chances. If anything happens, let Rowe talk to them. Let her tell the story, and agree with everything she tells them. Got that?”

The moment was too serious for jealousy. Everybody just nodded. “Ready then?” They all mounted their brooms. “Let’s go.” They kicked off the ground as one. Lottie stayed in the middle of the group and followed Maelioric as he led them higher and higher into the sky.

They flew in silence. It was almost unbearably cold, but nobody complained. They were an hour into the flight when a silvery leopard trotted up to them. Lottie was the only student who wasn’t surprised when it started speaking in Palmyitor’s voice. “Just got here,” it said. “The forest is more heavily protected than we thought, so we’re in the ruins at Hogsmeade. We made a makeshift camp underground.” The leopard vanished in a puff of smoke, and Maelioric nodded at where it had been.

“Expected,” Maelioric called back to the students. “We had only hoped to use the forest.”

They fell back into silence once again. Lottie shivered against her broomstick, as the pink sun crept over the horizon. The other students seemed frozen in anxiety. Their furtive glances told Lottie just how much they didn’t trust her. “All right, we’ll be getting near Hogwarts soon,” Maelioric called behind him. “We’re going to increase our altitude.”

They tilted their brooms upwards and climbed steadily higher. “We’ll pass Hogwarts in about ten minutes,” Maelioric said, “but we’re going to fly past it and above the camp. Naesa will give us word when it’s safe to land.”

Hogwarts broke into view suddenly. Lottie wasn’t the only one who audibly gasped. If she had thought Alsemore was impressive, it was nothing compared to this. Hogwarts was a dark, brooding castle, but twice the size of Alsemore. It had towers sprouting out of each side, courtyards that sprawled across acres, and brown twisting paths set against bright green grass. The grounds were complete with forest, stretching on for about a mile.

Lottie’s eyes flitted back and forth so quickly that they turned into blurs of hazel. The castle was beautiful. From this far up, Lottie could see smoke billowing up from several chimneys. The sun reflected off of the lake and cast dazzling patterns on the castle’s stone walls. There were no people outside. Maybe it was too early”and students weren’t out for classes yet. Even still”despite being deserted”Lottie could not imagine this place as a school for Dark Magic. She almost envied the students who lived on these beautiful grounds.

Soon they were passing the castle. They flew above a dark, thick forest. Lottie could only imagine what lived in there.

Maelioric gestured to them and pointed upwards, to a thick cloud. All of the students followed his lead and broke through the mist. There, they sat in midair as Maelioric addressed them, though they could hardly see him due to the fog. Lottie shivered as her robes quickly dampened.

“So,” Maelioric said. “As you can see, that was Hogwarts.” Lottie blinked to make out his blurry silhouette. “About a mile that way”” Lottie couldn’t see which way he was pointing “”is Hogsmeade. It’s almost entirely rubble now, but Naesa has made a hideout underground. So”we’ll have to head there in stages, obviously. We can’t have the whole flock of us appear at once. I’ll stay behind in case if anything happens. Rowe”” Lottie’s stomach plummeted. That was what she had been dreading. “Rowe, you take the lead. Naesa’s Patronus will appear at any moment. You follow it to the base and stay there. It will leave a path behind”the rest of you follow the path one by one. Rowe, you keep an eye out for danger. If anything approaches, shoot up red sparks. Got that?”

“Erm”okay,” Lottie said. “But”er”what if I run into a Death Eater?”

“Tell them you’re a student,” Maelioric said.

“But”what if they want to take me back to the castle?”

“Rowe, you’re creative. That’s why you got this job.”

Something stirred nearby. Entirely panicked, Lottie spun around and whipped out her wand, but it was only Palmyitor’s Patronus that approached. “Go, Rowe,” Maelioric said. “I’ll see you at the base.”

Lottie nodded, though she doubted whether anyone could see it through the mist, and spun to follow the Patronus. It started moving very fast. Lottie urged her broom to keep pace with it, but soon realized the broom just couldn’t move that quickly. She trailed just ten feet behind it, straining to stay on her broomstick as it led her in complicated patterns and loop-the-loops as if to throw a pursuer off guard. It was leaving a trail behind it. It was very faint, but the observant flyer would be able to see a light silver mist.

Lottie suddenly broke out of the cloud. They were no longer above the forest, but the remains of what looked like a village. The Patronus ducked into a dive, and Lottie followed.

She landed ungracefully on the cobblestones and looked at the leopard expectantly. It did not speak, but it padded off to a pile of rubble to her left. It stood significantly on top of a rather large piece of stone, staring at Lottie, before evaporating.

She stood in the middle of the ruins with her wand drawn, spinning around at any noise. She felt suddenly very vulnerable, alone in the middle of a Death Eater training ground.

Lottie looked around. There weren’t many intact buildings left in the village. A run down, medium sized structure was standing, but only just. Parts of its ceiling had caved in, and bits of wall had fallen off completely. Ancient letters hung above the door and read, ‘ee Broo.’ Lottie had a suspicion that that wasn’t the entire sign.

She stood in silence for a good long time. She was just beginning to wonder if the Patronus’s trail had faded when something appeared that drove it out of her mind completely.

The village had suddenly become freezing cold. Lottie looked around. The sun was out”what had happened?

But then Lottie saw it. A tall figure that glided over the earth slowly approached. A scabby hand was drawn from its cloak as though waiting to grab onto anything. The cold permeated her bones. Lottie knew was she was supposed to do.

The dementor was fast approaching, but Lottie pulled out her wand and said, “Expecto Patronum.” Nothing happened. Feebly, she tried to think of something”anything happy. She thought of her family, Andrea, finding out she was a witch… “Expecto Patronum.”

Still nothing occurred. The dementor was steadily approaching her. She could feel her knees shaking and memories”horrible memories that she had done her best to forget”burst into her mind.

Andrea in first year, broken and tortured at the Death Eaters’ feet… François’s large, blank eyes… “Ex”expecto””

“Holy shit.” Another voice approached from above. One of the other students on the mission had appeared overhead. Still in a daze, Lottie looked up”it was a seventh year Clynalmoy. “Expecto Patronum,” he bellowed.

Immediately, a silver bat burst from his wand. It was small, but certainly mighty. The bat approached the dementor and drove it away almost immediately. Once it left, warmth returned to Lottie, but she was still feeling shaky. “Why didn’t you shoot up sparks?” the Clynalmoy asked fiercely. “I could have lost my soul.”

“I think I was in a lot more danger than you. I’m fine, thanks.” Lottie shot him a steely glare. “It’s sort of hard to remember shooting sparks when something is trying to suck out your soul.”

The Clynalmoy rolled his eyes and looked at her, making it very clear how much he doubted her competence. “Well?” he asked. “Where do I go?”

Lottie, still shivering slightly, pointed to where the leopard had sat. “There,” she said. “Move that big piece of stone out of the way.”

The Clynalmoy turned and marched up to the stone. Lottie watched him push it, with a considerable amount of effort, and peer down inside. Then he got up and cautiously stepped down, disappearing as though he were descending a ladder. Right when his head slipped below ground level, the stone moved back into place and another figure appeared overhead.

It was Colm this time. He landed clumsily and raised his eyebrows expectantly. “Under that piece of stone,” Lottie said. He marched off without a word. The next two students showed up with no trouble, and finally Maelioric landed gracefully beside her.

“No problems?” he asked as Lottie led them to the stone entrance.

“Er”well””

“Dementor?” He nodded knowingly. “Sorry about that. I probably should have warned you, but I didn’t want to spook you too much.” He smiled genuinely and Lottie felt slightly better, but couldn’t completely push aside her bitterness.

She reached the stone and pushed it aside. Inside was a thin, narrow tunnel going directly down. Lottie could see ladder rungs along the side, though she couldn’t see the bottom. The hideout must have been really far underground.

“Ladies first,” Maelioric said with his wand out. “I’ll make sure no dementors come by for a while.”

Lottie nodded and placed her foot on the first rung. Descending seemed to take years. Her hands were feeling raw as she plunged further into darkness. Her eyes took a while to get used to the lack of light. Finally, once her hands were feeling completely numb, she reached the bottom.

“Lottie!” Andrea’s relieved squeal greeted her and she stumbled back against the ladder as her friend caught her in a hug. “Oh thank Merlin. I was so worried.”

“What?” Lottie said shakily. “Think I can’t handle a little flight on my own?”

“Not that,” Andrea said. “David Neil”you know, the seventh year”told me about the dementor.”

“Oh.” Lottie frowned. “That.”

“Watch out down there,” called Maelioric’s voice from above. Lottie and Andrea shuffled out of the way as he descended the ladder. “Well,” Maelioric said once he was on the ground. “Let’s see how Naesa did, eh?”

He lit his wand. Lottie looked around at her surroundings for the first time. They were in a corridor, long and narrow and almost completely dark. It had a musty smell and the ground squelched beneath their feet. Lottie had a mild suspicion that Palmyitor had excavated it mere hours before.

They walked for a minute in silence before they reached a long wall that seemed to be caved-in rubble.

“Er”now what?” Lottie asked.

“Just some extra security, Lottie,” Andrea answered as if explaining that the sky was blue. “Here. It’s only made to work with one of our wands.” She traced a large A over the rubble with the tip of her wand.

“What’s that for?” Lottie asked. “Andrea?”

“Alsemore.” Andrea looked at her as though she had just asked what her own name was. “Honestly.”

The rubble magically cleared itself. In the opening it created, Lottie could see a wide, dimly lit room. Students bustled back and forth, carrying bags of clothes and provisions, while Palmyitor stood in the center, directing.

“Oh, good, Fornax,” she said once she spotted them. “I was about to become anxious. No problems?”

“Just a mild dementor situation,” Maelioric said, nonchalantly, “but nothing serious.”

Palmyitor pursed her lips. “Yes, Neil told me about that.” The seventh year Clynalmoy rolled his eyes dramatically at Lottie. “Are you having troubles with your Patronus, Rowe?”

Lottie glanced from the Clynalmoy, David Neil, to Palmyitor. “I can’t produce one, Professor,” she muttered.

Palmyitor’s lips thinned. “I see.” She swept toward her, and for a wild moment, Lottie thought she was going to hex her, when she reached into her bag. Instead of pulling out her wand, though, she pulled out a small piece of chocolate, the size of Lottie’s thumbnail. “Here.” Palmyitor put the chocolate in Lottie’s hand. “We don’t have enough for this whole trip, so I suggest you be more careful.”

Lottie timidly nibbled the chocolate. It was like the ice was melting inside of her. Warmth spread through her limbs to her fingers and toes. Maelioric and Palmyitor began to talk between themselves and Lottie and Andrea turned to the rest of the busy room.

It was shaped like a beehive. The ceiling above them tapered into a pointed dome. A yellow light illuminated the entire room, but Lottie could not find its source. There were a few dark tunnels leading this way or that in the corners. “Bathrooms, probably,” Andrea said. On one side of the room, the students were setting up a row of camp beds, and on the other, they were organizing everything from Sneakoscopes to cauldrons.

“Oi, why don’t you two help?” called David Neil. “Don’t expect us to set up your beds for you.” After exchanging equally annoyed glances, Lottie and Andrea grudgingly went to the group of students.



That night, everybody sat on the ground, cross-legged, in a circle as they ate their meager rations. Palmyitor sat upon a wooden chair, as she explained, “It may take some time for any of you to actually do anything. We need to survey the daily activities to get an understanding for the castle’s schedule. Starting tomorrow, we will be sending you up in shifts to observe the movement around you.” Spotting Lottie’s excited grin, she quickly added, “Unfortunately, only those able to produce a corporeal Patronus will be permitted to go. This area is densely populated with dementors. So.” She stood up and headed to one of the tunnels, stopping only to spin around and say, “You’ll want to get a good night’s sleep. Even if you are unable to keep look out, you will be working.”

“Where’s she going?” Lottie asked as Palmyitor headed down the tunnel.

Maelioric pushed himself up, laughing. “You didn’t honestly think she was going to sleep on a camp bed in here, Rowe?” He laughed again. “Oh no. Goodnight, all.” He followed Palmyitor’s lead, but turned and went into his own, dark tunnel.
Chapter Forty-Eight: Hogwarts by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to coolh5000! This chapter is dedicated to all NaNoWriMo participants! Good luck to us all!
Chapter Forty-Eight: Hogwarts

The next day began early. Lottie groaned as a loud buzzing filled the hall to wake them from their thin camp beds. Older students took turns with two hour shifts upstairs, guarding the entrance to the headquarters. With a plummet, Lottie realized that all of the older students knew how to produce a Patronus. Even Ally had mastered it. Her, Andrea and Colm were the only ones unable.

As though to punish them further, Palmyitor gave the fifth years extra work. Lottie was given the unhappy task of transcribing all of the older students’ dull observations. Ally seemed to take cruel joy out of making Lottie write about every crow that had flown by.

The next day was not much better”and neither was the day after. Lottie was restless with boredom when Palmyitor finally announced, three days later, that somebody would actually do something.

David Neil, the Clynalmoy seventh year, and his partner, Anna Squire, a seventh year Maelioric, were sent up to the castle. Palmyitor did not brief everyone else on what they would be doing, but when the pair returned, they both wore smug looks of superiority.

“Even with the Dark Lord’s followers running the place, it was awesome,” David said.

Anna Squire had another take on Hogwarts.

“It was spooky,” she said. “Nobody smiled or anything.”

“What did you do?” Ally asked with a sort of reverie.

“Oh you know”this and that. We spied on a few classes and snuck around a bit, looking for secret passages.”

“You spied?” Lottie asked.

“What else would we do, Rowe?”

“That’s our job,” Lottie said, indicating her and Andrea.

“Well maybe Palmyitor wanted somebody actually competent.”

Lottie glared at him, but not anything else. Now that Palmyitor was finally sending students out, she had a reason to stay on her good side.

Lottie spent the next two days on her best behavior, but scowled with frustration every time someone else was sent out on a mission. “Why isn’t she sending us?” she asked Andrea one night after their dinner. “Aren’t we supposed to be the best at this kind of thing?”

Andrea had no answer, but certainly didn’t help the situation when she was told that her and Ally were the next to go check out the school. After questioning her own competence for a moment, Lottie decided that it had to be Colm who was holding them back. She gave Andrea a quick good luck hug and watched her climb out of the tunnel.

Andrea returned with exciting stories that made Lottie churn with jealousy. They had been sent to search the nooks and crannies of the school. Tiny Andrea had crawled through stuffy passages while Ally kept watch.

Lottie spent the next day sulking until Palmyitor finally gave her and Colm an assignment. She approached the pair after breakfast, and explained, “We’re going to need you two to be a bit creative for this one.”

Lottie grinned. Finally she was going to do something interesting. “We’re trying to find the location of the Sorting Hat,” Palmyitor went on. “We have had little luck so far, but we have not checked the towers yet. You two are going to have to check them”the old Gryffindor and Ravenclaw towers, the Astronomy tower, and the Headmaster’s office. We believe it will be there.”

“Er”but how will we get there?” Colm asked skeptically.

“Brooms,” Palmyitor said. “If you get caught, Rowe, you will have a lot of explaining to do. Scrivener, I suggest you shut your mouth and let Rowe do all of the talking.”

“When’re we going?” Lottie asked.

“Tonight at midnight.”

Lottie beamed and ran off to tell Andrea immediately. Together they discussed possible explanations that Lottie could give if they were found before deciding on a story of Colm stealing her wand and flying off. That had the added bonus of getting him in trouble and maybe getting rid of him for good.

That night, at midnight on the dot, after bidding Andrea goodbye and receiving instructions from Palmyitor, Colm and Lottie climbed up the tunnel and emerged in complete darkness. Lottie hadn’t been outside since they first arrived and gulped down the fresh air gratefully. They were dressed in black school robes, and clutched broomsticks.

“Ready then?” Lottie asked Colm. “Let’s go to the Astronomy tower first”I want to get it over with.”

They kicked off the ground silently and zoomed through the night sky, careful to keep a good distance from the castle as they gained height. They were over the forest when they finally got high enough.

Lottie led the way, soaring toward the tallest tower. It stood darkly against the black sky. Her knuckles were white from all of the pressure she was clutching the broom with. The pair circled the Astronomy tower for a few moments to be sure it was deserted before they landed against the stones.

Even when she was not on a broom, the wind whipped Lottie’s robes around her ankles. “Come on,” she told Colm. “Let’s give this place a good search. Lumos.” By the white light of her wand, Lottie could see Colm shiver. “What’s wrong with you?” she asked.

“It’s eerie,” he said. “This is where it happened.”

“Where what happened?”

“Where Snape killed Dumbledore.” Colm pointed to the edge of the tower. “Cursed him”and Dumbledore fell all the way, but he was dead before he even hit the bottom.”

“Is that why Palmyitor thinks that it might be here?” Lottie asked. “That makes sense kind of. I thought it was weird.”

The searched the tower silently for fifteen minutes, checking each stone carefully for a hidden compartment. “Nothing,” Lottie whispered after checking her half.

Colm even tried a few summoning charms, but nothing had happened. “It’s not here,” he said. “Come on, let’s check the common rooms.”

They kicked off again and silently flew to where Palmyitor had explained where the Ravenclaw tower was. Lottie peered through the window, while Colm stood guard behind her.

The common room didn’t look like a common room at all, but an overly large cupboard. Mismatched items scattered themselves across shelves that did not look like they entirely belonged there. Most of the items looked suspiciously Dark, either because they were shaped like a body part, or because it seemed to quiver with magical energy.

“I think it’s clear,” Lottie said. “Come on.” Together they managed to get inside. Colm’s Alohamora spell could not unlock the window, and he would not let her put her first through it like she suggested. With Lottie casting repeated silencing Charms and Colm using a clever blasting charm, they managed to take the window out at of the wall entirely.

Inside was silent. Lottie got the impression that nobody entered this room much anymore. She began carefully combing through the room, searching for anything remotely hat-like. Losing patience with walking up and down the long shelves, Colm hissed, “Accio Sorting Hat.” Nothing happened. “Come on,” he said. “It’s not here.”

“What about the dormitories?” Lottie asked, pointing to the two sets of stairs that she assumed let to the dorms. She set off up the first stair, but was just confronted by a large door with an eagle-head knocker. She tried pushing, pulling and even cursing it open, but nothing worked.

She got to the common room again to find Colm shaking his head. “Locked,” he said.

“Yeah, mine too.”

“If it’s in there, there’s nothing we could do now.” He walked to the window and mounted his broom. “Come on, let’s check Gryffindor.”

They both kicked off and soared around the castle, carefully avoiding passing by windows. When they got to the window that Palmyitor had said was Gryffindor tower’s, they stopped and hovered.

Inside, everything was white and deathly still. There was no furniture. It looked almost like it had snowed. “Ash,” Colm said. “They must have burned it down.”

Lottie stared still. She imagined what the common room used to look like. Maelioric had fondly recounted his time as a Gryffindor. “They destroyed everything?” she asked. “Why?”

Colm shrugged. “Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Dumbledore”they were all Gryffindors. The house had a reputation for putting up a fight.”

Lottie stole one last glance at the Gryffindor ashes before spinning around. “Come on, let’s go to the head’s office.” She sped off. She didn’t want to think of Hermione having lived there”with Harry Potter nonetheless.

They found the headmaster’s office quickly. It was the only tower room with lights still on. They had to stay a good distance off to keep in the shadows. Even though the room was lit, there didn’t seem to be anybody inside. From what she could see, it was a huge circular room, with portraits lining every inch of wall. There were many shelves, but very few items on them. They must have all been in Ravenclaw, Lottie thought. But one thing was on the shelf.

Lottie inched closer, after checking to make sure the room was still empty. There it was. On the shelf sat a large, dusty and incredibly old hat. She spun to Colm. “There it is,” she whispered.

Instead of the triumph she expected, Colm wore a look of horror. “What?” Lottie asked, and spun around to see what he was looking at.

Her own question was answered immediately, when she spotted dark silhouette standing in the doorframe. Paralyzed with fear, she sat solid, staring at the figure. It moved to the desk, but seemed not to notice the teenagers on the brooms outside.

The figure moved closer to the window and instantly, Lottie recognized that sallow face, black hair and hooked nose. “Snape?”

She had no more time to gape, though. Colm grabbed her forcefully and pulled her across the sky. “Come on,” he growled. “Hurry up.”

But Lottie couldn’t move. Snape was at Hogwarts”so he was working for Voldemort after all. And he saw her. But no doubt he already knew she would be there, since had been at Alsemore all year. Lottie’s head pounded as muggy thoughts soared through them. She let herself be dragged by Colm all the way back to headquarters.

When they landed by the rubble in Hogsmeade, Colm let Lottie just stand there while he shoved the stone covering the tunnel aside. “Come on,” he said, pulling her by the wrist. “Let’s go.”

Lottie went first. Numbly, she clambered down the cold ladder and stopped on the ground. She knew that Snape had played spy for Dumbledore in his time”but not that he was still at it. Or was he actually a spy for the Dark Lord and was just leading them all on? He was the best Occlumens alive”maybe besides herself”after all.

“What’re you doing standing around?” Colm groaned as he reached the ground as well. His chest was heaving from the climb down. “Come on, then. We’ve got to go tell Palmyitor.” Colm took the lead and trotted down the tunnel. Lottie followed suit, only vaguely aware of what she was doing, still absorbed in her own thoughts.

“Oh thank Merlin.” It was Andrea’s voice that brought Lottie back to her senses. She looked around at the dimly lit, cavernous room. Six of the students were sleeping in their camp beds, under the extinguished torches.

Colm and Lottie stood with their brooms over their shoulders in the doorway, and Andrea embraced Lottie in a tight hug. Ally Overton was the only other student still awake. She sat cross-legged on her bed, polishing her wand and gazing shrewdly up at them.

“You’ve been gone much longer than we expected,” Andrea said. “Maelioric was just going to ask Clynalmoy for advice”and Palmyitor looked a bit sick.”

As if on cue, the two heads emerged from the other tunnel. Bathed in the dim yellow light, Palmyitor looked older than ever before. Her face, as Andrea had suggested, did seem a bit green. Maelioric lauaghed out loud as he saw them and ran over to clap the two of them on the back.

“Knew it,” he said. “Knew that the two of you could get out of anything. What, Rowe, had to talk your way out of a tight corner? Where’s the Hat?”

“Couldn’t get it,” Lottie croaked, wincing with anticipation of Palmyitor’s rage. As the old professor stepped into the light, however, a very different expression crossed her eyes. Was that relief?

“Very well,” she said. Some of the green seemed to fade from her cheeks.

“We know where it is, though,” Colm said. “It was in the Headmaster’s office, but it may have been moved now. We saw Snape in the office.”

The look of mild surprise on Palmyitor’s face told Lottie everything she needed to know. “Are you quite certain that it was Professor Snape?”

Lottie gaped. If Palmyitor didn’t know Snape was here, who was he working for? “Positive,” she said.

Palmyitor’s shock faded quickly. “Interesting,” was all she said.

“Erm”Professor?” Lottie began tentatively, knowing that she was about to tread on thin ice. “How”how do we know that Snape isn’t working for the Dark Lord?”

“I personally trust Severus Snape””

“But why?” Lottie demanded. “No, listen, if he were working for the Dark Lord, then he’d know a lot of valuable information, wouldn’t he? Is it even worth that risk?”

“I should like to think that I know Severus Snape a little more intimately than you, Rowe. I can see his intentions””

“But he can do Occlumency! And if it was really necessary to drag him out to Alsemore to teach us, he must be better at it than you, mustn’t he? Then how would you know whether or not he was lying to you?”

A vein somewhere in Palmyitor’s forehead throbbed. “Enough, Rowe. You may think you know this war inside and out, but I have been fighting it for over fifty years, and am confident in saying that I understand more than a headstrong fifteen-year-old.”

And without another word, Palmyitor spun around and swept out of the room. Maelioric gave them a warning I’d-keep-my-mouth-shut-if-I-were-you look and followed after her.

“Well it’s true,” Lottie said turning to Andrea and Colm. “He is better.”

“That seems to be a bit of a sensitive subject,” said Andrea. “You might not want to bring it up again.”

“But what would happen if I’m right? Just think of everything the Dark Lord will know. A lot of lives are on the line here”including mine.”

Andrea shut Lottie up with a quick warning stare, but Colm was quicker than that. He glanced curiously at Lottie, but didn’t say anything.

Lottie slumped onto her bed and sighed. She dearly hoped Palmyitor was right about Snape. She didn’t even want to think about the possibility of Voldemort knowing that she was related to Harry Potter. Her insides squirmed and she collapsed into a fitful sleep.



If Palmyitor was angry with Lottie for not getting the Hat and accusing Snape, she was a superb grudge holder, because Lottie was not sent out again for a whole week. Lottie wondered if making a point was more important to Palmyitor than having a successful mission.

They knew the Hat had not been moved. Scouts had been sent every night to peer through the windows of the Headmaster’s office to make sure that it was still there. Nobody was taking any other action. Lottie wondered if the heads were just lost for what to do. They were in contact with Clynalmoy, though, weren’t they? Why couldn’t he think up a plan?

Finally, on Lottie’s eighth day inside, Palmyitor gathered the four fifth years. “Listen, you four,” she said seriously. “We have an important mission for you.”

Lottie grinned, but listened obediently.

“We have been formulating a way to get into the Headmaster’s office, and we finally have a plan.”

She pulled out a scroll of parchment that had a diagram of several rooms of the castle. “We have discovered a number of tunnels, secretly excavated into the walls of Hogwarts. They connect several of the most important rooms, and all lead to the Headmaster’s office. We believe that the Dark Lord made them for his snake to be able to spy, unseen, and report back to him.”

Lottie surveyed the drawings carefully. “Unfortunately you, Woolbright, are the only one here small enough to fit in these tunnels. Rowe, we need you to explain her out of this mess”and you two”” Palmyitor glanced at Ally and Colm “”we need to help fight if necessary.”

Andrea did not look overly excited at the prospect of crawling through a recently deceased snake’s lair, but she had that look of set determination that Lottie found so familiar.

“All four of you are going to fly to the edge of the forest. Then you, Rowe and Woolbright, will enter the castle. There’s a tunnel in the Entrance Hall. There are four large hourglasses that are no longer in use. The bottom of the one containing rubies unfastens without causing the rubies to spill. Woolbright, that will get you into the series of tunnels. The Headmaster’s office is the highest location the tunnel goes, so just keep going up the slopes.”

Andrea peered over the map, chewing on her bottom lip.

“Once she is safely in the tunnel, Rowe, you go out to the forest and meet these two. All three of you will fly up to the main window, here.” Palmyitor jabbed at the map with her wand. “Woolbright, when you emerge, let them in and take the Hat. Then the four of you will fly back here. Any questions?”

“What if we run into the Dark Lord?” Lottie asked.

“You’re going to have to think of a story, Rowe.”

“Isn’t the Dark Lord supposed to be the best Legilimens alive?”

Palmyitor surveyed her darkly. Apparently bringing up anybody else who might possibly be more talented than the old professor was a soft spot. “We happen to have information that the Dark Lord is currently in his London Headquarters. So having him suddenly appear is most unlikely.”

Lottie frowned. “Good,” she said.

Palmyitor sniffed and continued. “If there are no more questions, then I suggest you prepare. You leave tonight.”

Neither Lottie nor Andrea had much to do to get ready, but that didn’t stop them from bustling around, checking their best spells and jinxes, more for something to do than anything else. At eleven-thirty, the four fifth years gathered and went over the plan again. Colm didn’t talk much”he looked as if he might throw up if he even opened his mouth. Lottie hid her emotions well, but secretly was feeling just as anxious.

At eleven-fifty, Palmyitor handed out brooms, and Lottie waited anxiously, going over her spells in her mind. The four of them stood in silence for a long time. Lottie was sure that, like her, the other three were too nervous to talk. This was more dangerous than anything they had ever done, and Lottie knew how much was riding on her shoulders.

“It’s time,” Palmyitor said. ‘If you’re not back in three hours, we’ll send a search team.”

Again with the silence pounding in their ears, the fifth years climbed the ladder out into the open. The fresh air would have been welcoming to Lottie, who had not been outside for a whole week, if she wasn’t worried that this might be her last breath of clean air.

“Come on,” Ally said, mounting her broom. “We have to be back in three hours.” The four of them kicked off into the air and quickly reached the shelter of the trees. They flew through the forest for a few minutes, before Colm pointed ahead. The trees were thinning, and they all knew that as a sign to land.

Lottie over-anticipated her landing and ended up jumping the last three feet off of her moving broomstick. The other three landed beside her. Lottie and Andrea left their brooms with the two and, crouching, ran up to the castle.

The door was unlocked. Lottie had a suspicion that it was for Death Eaters coming and going throughout the night. She only opened the door an inch, though, and found that her suspicions were correct when a voice called, “Who’s there?”

Lottie shut the door and darted into the shadows with Andrea following suit. The door opened, and the same voice called, “Snape? Is that you?” The Death Eater stepped into the moonlight. He was a large, burly man with quite a small head.

Stupefy,” both Lottie and Andrea whispered.

Promptly, the man collapsed. Lottie felt a surge of gratitude towards Andrea for having had the same idea. She was quite sure that only one Stunner could not have knocked him out.

They crept up toward him. He lay, spread-eagled with his eyes shut in the doorway. Just for good measure, Lottie pried his wand from his hand and threw it as far as she could.

They pushed open the door. The entrance hall was unguarded, seeing as they had just knocked out its only guard. Lottie couldn’t help but feel slightly impressed. Even though it had been taken over the Dark wizards, the Hogwarts entrance hall was much larger than Alsemore’s. It looked like it could fit a small house in it, whereas Alsemore’s could barely fit the entire student body.

Andrea pointed to the right, where four hourglasses were lined up. They were so dusty that Lottie could hardly see inside, but they figured out which one had the rubies, once Andrea found a small hinge on its bottom rim.

Together, they pushed open the bottom. Like Palmyitor said, no rubies spilled out. “I guess this is it,” Andrea breathed.

“Good luck,” Lottie said, before Andrea embraced her in a tight hug. “Come on, Andrea, we don’t have time.”

“Good luck to you too,” Andrea whispered, before going to her knees and crawling into the hourglass. Once she was entirely inside, Lottie left at a run.

She just reached the edge of the forest before Colm thrust the broom in her hand. The three of them took off in silence and soared up to the Headmaster’s office window. It was empty this time, and the Hat still sat on the shelves. A tense five minutes followed. Lottie had a minor panic that Andrea had been caught, but soon enough, she emerged from a large cupboard, covered in dust.

She ran to the window and tried to open it. After pushing for a minute, Lottie could tell it wasn’t going to work. Andrea seemed to realize this too, because she took a step back, waved her wand, and the window clicked open.

Hurriedly, she helped each of them in, and they all approached the Hat. Colm, who was the tallest, reached up and took it. It seemed rather unimpressive now, laying limp in his hand.

“Okay,” Lottie said, anxiety creeping into her stomach. “We got it. Let’s go.” They just spun around to leave, when they saw, outside the window, a horrifying sight.

Two masked Death Eaters, one large and burly, the other scrawny, and only slightly bigger than Andrea, sat on brooms, grinning.

All eyes seemed to turn to Lottie, as she inched toward the window. She knew this was her moment”she had to save everybody. Her stomach plummeted as she approached the pair. “Students out of bed?” growled the first large Death Eater. “Sneaking into the Headmaster’s office? Tut-tut.”

“You know the rules about stealing,” said the small Death Eater, indicating the Hat still in Colm’s hand. “And you know the punishment for being caught.”

Lottie vaguely wondered what the punishment was, but didn’t let her mind wander too far and betray her Occlumency. “Yes, sirs. I’m sorry, sirs.”

“Would you mind telling us why you were out of bed?” asked the first Death Eater.

“A bet,” Lottie said, thankful for her sudden moment of brilliance. “I have a bit of gold riding on this mission”and I told my friends I’d split the money with them if they helped.”

The Death Eaters seemed to find that a plausible answer, because next they asked, “And what’s your name?”

“Hannah Finnigan.” Lottie used the alias Palmyitor had given her when they traveled to France.

The Death Eaters’ suspicious looks returned. “Hannah Finnigan left school last year,” the small Death Eater said. “How””

Just at that moment, several things happened at once. The door to the office flew open to show another man, and the brawny Death Eater began clambering through the window. All four fifth years shot Stunners”Lottie, Andre and Ally at the Death Eater in the window, and Colm at the Death Eater who just came in. The three Stunners were enough to send the Death Eater plummeting off his broom, and Colm’s was powerful enough, Lottie guessed, as a loud thunk reverberated around the office.

“Run!” Lottie shouted.

With the one Death Eater already climbing through the window, their only option was to go through the castle. Somewhere in the kerfuffle, the Sorting Hat had fallen to the ground. Lottie snatched it up as she dashed out of the room.

Portraits all across the corridor were slowly waking up as the four students pounded past. Some were shouting encouraging words, while others yelled for help. Lottie vaguely wished they would shut up.

She heaved and panted as they turned another corridor. Lottie could hear footsteps echoing behind her, and knew the Death Eaters were drawing nearer. Their jinxes ricocheted off the walls”it was just a matter of time before one of them would get hit.

They reached a large staircase. All four of them pounded down the steps, Andrea taking them two at a time, but even in their adrenaline, they were slowing down. The Death Eater’s curses were drawing nearer. They were just reaching the third story, when the Death Eaters finally caught up with them.

Lottie could hardly breathe out of fear and exhaustion, but they all kept running. Over the deafening thumping of her own heart, she could hear a Death Eater’s cry of, “Avada Kedavra!”

All Lottie could see was a blinding green flash. All she could hear was the rush of something extremely loud. She wondered if the spell had hit her”but”no”the Avada Kedavra curse killed instantly, and she was still wheezing. She spun around to see what happened.

Ally swayed at the top of the stairs. Her eyes were wide open, but completely lifeless. She was already dead. She stood for a moment, suspended by the magic that had killed her, and then plummeted down the steps.

Lottie couldn’t move. Her knees locked. She just watched, horrified, as Ally’s body came to stop right at her feet, still with the wide-eyed, glazed look of shock.

The Death Eater at the top of the stairs was raising his wand again. Colm shouted something before shoving Lottie out of the way. The force of his body weight pushed her all the way into a door that flew open when she hit it.

Lottie heard Colm shout, “Run!” and the thumping of two pairs of feet as he and Andrea ran down the stairs. In a moment of panic, Lottie shoved the door closed, bolted it shut and used a Locking Charm. She didn’t think that would keep the Death Eaters out, more than just delay them, so she spun around.

She was in a long, empty corridor with no doors, only a sooty fireplace. Lottie ran over to the fireplace and peered inside. It looked just like the ones at Alsemore”except for a small crest on the opposite wall, glimmering under the soot.

Lottie didn’t know why, but she reached out to touch it. A low rumbling noise followed. The wall where the crest was had opened up to reveal glimmering lights coming in from another chamber.

Realizing that she didn’t have many other options, Lottie got to her knees and crawled through”hopefully to safety.
Chapter Forty-Nine: The Sorting Hat’s Help by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000 for being an excellent beta! This chapter is dedicated to Chris Baty.
Chapter Forty-Nine: The Sorting Hat’s Help

The chamber was tiny and cramped. Lottie had barely enough room to walk four strides. It seemed more like a closet than anything. In the dusty silence, everything felt deceptively peaceful. There was no noise except for the rasping of Lottie’s breath. It was almost easy to forget what had just happened.

She spun around helplessly. This chamber had no windows. The only way in or out was through the fireplace, and surely the Death Eaters knew about that. Panic began to rise in Lottie’s chest. What was she supposed to do? She couldn’t stay here”surely she would die with no food and water, but she couldn’t leave either. The Death Eaters must have been waiting for her outside.

Lottie sat down against the cool, stone floor. If she couldn’t get back to headquarters, there had been no point to the trip. She had spent years of perfecting her Occlumency”and now everything was ruined. And”something constricted in Lottie’s throat at the thought”Ally had died for nothing.

Dully, Lottie glanced down at the Sorting Hat in her hands. Dully she thought about how Palmyitor would be so angry that she had lost two students, and didn’t even get anything in return. A few tense moments passed, but no Death Eaters came banging down the door, like she had expected.

Locked in a chamber with nowhere to go and nobody to help her, Lottie glanced at the Sorting Hat and slipped it on. Maybe it could help.

“About time,” groaned a voice from the Hat.

Lottie was so startled by this that she jumped from where she was sitting. She had, of course, read all about the Sorting Hat and knew how it worked, but it still caught her off-guard to be having a conversation with a hat. The Hat, of course, could read her mind”and she was sure that any sort of Occlumency she employed would not be sufficient. After all, even Snape, Palmyitor and the Dark Lord had been sorted.

“Interesting,” was all the Hat said. Lottie could feel it rifling through her mind, and did not like it at all. “So you’re related to Harry Potter.”

Lottie wasn’t sure whether to speak or just think her confirmation, considering the Hat did have access to her thoughts. “Interesting,” the Hat repeated. “You are very much like him, I see. Potential… thirst to prove yourself. And your heart’s in a good place… it seems.”

Despite her horrible situation, Lottie’s heart rose slightly. “I’m like Harry?” she asked aloud, even though she knew she didn’t have to. With a half-hearted chuckle, she said, “I suppose that would make me a Gryffindor, right?”

There was a meaningful pause, in which the Hat considered her proposition. It had not sorted people for years, Lottie thought. It was probably a little rusty.

“No, I do not think you would be,” the Hat said slowly. “You don’t have quite the determination or bravery… You’ve got Harry’s need to make yourself stand out, and the remarkable ability to survive. No, definitely not Gryffindor.”

“What then?” Lottie asked, her heart sinking once more.

“I think you know.”

Lottie’s breath hitched in her throat. She knew what the Hat was going to say; she recognized it deeply and did her best to suppress it. “Not Slytherin,” she whispered, almost pleading.

“Not Slytherin?” the Hat repeated. “And why not? You would fit in perfectly. No, I can’t seem to put you anywhere else”you would definitely””

The disappointment that had surged through Lottie was swiftly replaced by boiling hot anger. She snatched the Hat off her head and threw it as hard as she could onto the ground.

How could she be a Slytherin? Death Eaters were Slytherins; Malfoy was a Slytherin; Snape was a Slytherin; the Dark Lord was a Slytherin.

A small nagging voice in the back of her mind reminded her”Palmyitor was a Slytherin. In fact, all of the good Legilimens she knew were. But was she destined to be like Palmyitor?

Lottie looked down at the stupid Hat on the grounds and gave it a kick for good measure. No, she couldn’t be a Slytherin. She just couldn’t.

But hadn’t she been expecting the Hat’s answer? Didn’t she know, deep down, all along? Where else would she fit?

Surely not in Hufflepuff. She was not very hardworking, and anything but patient. Not in Ravenclaw either”she naturally excelled at Occlumency and Legilimency, but not because she enjoyed learning. She just liked being the best at something. So that left Gryffindor and Slytherin.

But she was brave. She had done loads of brave stuff. She had saved Andrea from Death Eaters, and traveled to Paris. She was here, wasn’t she, at Hogwarts? But, the small nagging voice continued, she did have the strong survival instincts of a Slytherin”and she didn’t have the annoyingly superior moral beliefs of a Gryffindor. She had used Dark Magic… but wasn’t that okay in order to survive?

Before Lottie even finished the thought, she had a sinking realization. But she couldn’t be a Slytherin”she wasn’t evil.

Lottie leaned against a shelf and stared at nothing in particular. She didn’t really know what to think or feel now. All she was aware of was a mild numbness spreading up her body. She was locked in Hogwarts”probably the most dangerous place for her to be. The Death Eaters knew she wasn’t a student, so she couldn’t use Occlumency and she just found out she was a Slytherin.

The Hat couldn’t be wrong either”it read her thoughts”it had been on everybody’s head”it probably knew more about Hogwarts than anybody…

Lottie sat straight up. The Hat knew everything about Hogwarts. Maybe it would be able to tell her to get out.

Lottie picked it up and swept it onto her head. “I’d wondered how long it would take you to figure that out. Incidentally, I can probably help you in more ways than one. How’s that?” The Hat recited Lottie’s unasked question. “You are searching for Lord Voldemort’s Horcruxes, are you not?”

The Hat gave a wheezy laugh. “How do I know, you wonder? I can peer into the deepest thoughts in your mind”no, not Legilimency. Occlumency cannot stop me.” Lottie was beginning to get annoyed by the responses to her subconscious thoughts.

“I know that Lord Voldemort has a Horcrux hidden in this very castle. How?” Lottie rolled her eyes and the Hat laughed at her frustration. “Since the start of his reign, he has put me on several times, looking for secrets hidden in the minds of old students. He did not realize, however, that he transfers everything he knows to me every time he does it.”

“Where is the Horcrux?” Lottie breathed. Even though she knew she didn’t have to speak aloud, it was a bit of a habit.

“The Room of Requirement.” There was a significant pause, before the Sorting Hat continued. “He placed his Horcrux there, believing he was the only student to ever access it. How do you get there, you wonder? It is on the seventh floor. You must walk past a certain stretch of wall three times, concentrating on what you need, and the door will appear.”

Lottie’s heart sank. It was great that it was on the seventh floor, but she was on the first.

“Aha, but here you have become extremely fortunate,” the Hat said. “It just so happens that the chamber you are in right now is a secret passageway that leads to the seventh floor.”

Lottie’s heart leapt again. This was better than any of them had imagined. She was able to get the Sorting Hat and a Horcrux back to everybody… but… how would she get back?

“I am confident you will find a way to get back from the Room of Requirement,” said the Hat.

Lottie stood up and pulled out her wand. If she was going to do this, it would be with a game plan. After all, to get to this room, she would have to go out in the open, and that would be tricky. “Okay,” she said aloud. “How do I get to this passageway?”

“The shelf on which you were just leaning,” said the Hat. “Push it aside.” With effort, Lottie managed to achieve this, and revealed a narrow crawl space carved into the wall. Lottie dropped to her hands and knees and squeezed through. The path was extremely dusty and dark. She did not dare light her wand, though”if the passage suddenly opened up, she did not want to make herself an easier target. Cobwebs caught in her hair, and it took a lot of effort not to sneeze from the dust.

The path soon became a steep climb. Lottie panted as she crawled at the severe angle. “Nearly there,” said the Hat encouragingly. As if on cue, she hit her head with a thump against a very thick wall. “That’s the exit,” said the Hat. “You have to push the bit of wall aside.”

This was a very delicate part of the operation. If any Death Eater spotted her, she would be dead. Heart thumping wildly, she placed both hands against the wall and gingerly pushed it out. No shouts or curses flew, so Lottie carefully poked her head out. The corridor was deserted.

Unable to believe her luck, Lottie silently crawled out of the hole with the Sorting Hat still on her head. Behind her, the passageway sealed itself. “That’s it,” said the Hat. “The room is just slightly to your right, across from the tapestry of the trolls in tutus. Walk past it three times, concentrating hard.”

As quickly, but quietly as she could, Lottie trotted past the morbid tapestry, thinking desperately about escaping Hogwarts and finding Voldemort’s Horcrux. After the third time, she wheeled around, and with a wonderful jolt of joy, realized that a door had appeared.

Lottie slipped through the door and bolted it behind her. Heart racing, she looked around the room. It had to be the oddest place she had ever seen. The room was cavernous”Lottie couldn’t even see the end of it, and in every possible inch, it was crammed with magical objects. Reading her thoughts, the Hat said, “Generations of Hogwarts students have hidden their forbidden objects here.”

The artifacts ranged from the clearly dangerous (dress robes that had been “enhanced” with barbed wire around the collar) to the innocent looking (a pile of brightly colored candies). Lottie gazed around desperately, as though she hoped a giant sign with the words ‘Hocrux’ would appear.

“The object you are looking for is a very ancient one,” said the Hat. “It is an object of Rowena Ravenclaw’s herself. A diadem.”

“A what?” Lottie asked, her frustration mounting.

“A diadem”it looks like a tiara”a crown.”

That did not help. As she looked around, Lottie thought of the thousands and thousands of nick-knacks hidden here”how would she find a little crown? And then the image jumped out at her immediately. The sight was so strange that Lottie almost wanted to laugh.

There, right across from her, sat a bust of an old wizard, with a wig sloppily slapped on top. And on top of that wig was”

“The diadem,” Lottie breathed as she took it gingerly into her hands. The metal was freezing cold and had its own magical aura”Lottie could sense it. Yet even in the victory of this discovery, Lottie did not forget the delicacy of the situation. Here she was, in the middle of Hogwarts, a castle full of Dark Wizards, trying to steel a segment of the Dark Lord’s soul.

“Just think,” said the Hat. “How did you get here?”

“Brooms,” Lottie said automatically. “But I lost them”oh.” Lottie looked around. There were a thousand things in here”there must have been at least one broomstick. “Accio broom!”

In an instant, a broomstick hovered beside her. Lottie mounted it, but then sighed. Being quite an unskilled flyer, she would need both hands to steer, but with her wand in one hand and the Horcrux in the other…

Delicately, Lottie took the Hat off her head, and replaced it with the diadem. “Thanks,” she said to the Hat (though she wasn’t quite positive it could hear her) before shoving it in her pocket. Lottie rushed to the window, magicked it open, and held her wand between her teeth. With that, she mounted the broom again and took off into the night sky.

Even in the rushing wind, the tiara did not fall off”it didn’t even wobble. Lottie cast wary looks around, but there were no Death Eaters tailing her. They were probably searching the corridor through which she had disappeared”and would soon realize she took a passage up to the Room of Requirement. They would probably realize in a minute or two. With that thought, Lottie put on another burst of speed and flew into the thick trees of the forest.

Her mood worsened with the dwindling moonlight. As she swerved between the trees, Lottie thought of her failed attempt to save her friends. Hannah Finnigan had already left the school. How could she be so stupid? And that one mistake had cost Ally her life. Lottie felt a rush of numbness at that thought, and had to hastily swerve to avoid colliding with a branch.

She had never particularly liked Ally, but that didn’t mean she wanted her to die. And now it was her fault”all her fault. She imagined Ally’s look of fear as she got hit with the Killing Curse. She imagined having to tell her parents. She imagined Palmyitor expelling her, calling her a murderer.

These thoughts carried her to the entrance of the hideout, and she landed rather clumsily. Still with her wand extended, Lottie heaved the stone out of the way and clambered down the ladder.

“LOTTIE!” Andrea’s full force tackled her, and she stumbled to the wall from her weight. Andrea looked a little worse for wear; her glasses had fogged up and she had tear tracks all across her face.

“Get off me, would you?” Lottie snapped, not quite sure where this aggression was coming from.

“Lottie”what”” Any offense Andrea took was cut off by the look of confusion she had when she looked at the tiara. It must have been a ridiculous sight”Lottie, bruised, bloody, and wearing a tiara. “What is that?”

“It’s a Horcrux.” Lottie carefully lifted it off her head”and felt her mood rise suddenly. Her irritation with Andrea faded and was replaced with a deep-seated gratitude for her friend’s loyalty. She even smiled weakly.

“A Horcrux?” Andrea repeated. “How””

“The Sorting Hat told me,” Lottie said, pulling the Hat out of her pocket. “It told me everything”how to get out”how to find the Horcrux”everything.”

Andrea looked with wide eyes at the Hat. “You got it?” she asked. “You didn’t lose it when the Death Eaters chased you? Wow.”

Lottie gave a shaky laugh. “Yeah”I guess the mission was a success”the Hat and the Horcrux”except”well”” Lottie felt a plunge of guilt. “Ally died.”

“I know,” Andrea said kindly. “But that’s not your fault, Lottie.” Her eyes traveled back to the Hat. Lottie knew she was wondering the same thing that she had when she had first gotten a hold of it too. Lottie hoped, for Andrea’s sake, that she wasn’t also sorted into Slytherin.

“You want to try it on?” Lottie asked, holding out the Hat.

Andrea nodded slowly and took it gently. It was so big that it slipped over her head and covered her eyes. They stood there for a good thirty seconds, before Lottie heard a dull thunk, and Andrea cry, “Ow.”

Perplexed, Lottie watched as Andrea pulled the Hat off. She rubbed her head and picked up what had caused the damage. Even in the dull light, it seemed to glimmer, as if it were fresh from battle. Lottie looked with wonder at the ruby encrusted sword.
Chapter Fifty: Successes and Surprises by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to my awesome beta, coolh5000! This chapter is dedicated to Neil Gaiman because he's a pretty solid guy who has certainly influenced me quite a bit over the years.
Chapter Fifty: Successes and Surprises

“Godric Gryffindor,” Andrea said, reading the inscription on the hilt. “This was Gryffindor’s”but how’d I get it?”

“Maybe people can pull things out of the hat,” Lottie suggested. “Relics of their house’s founder.” She desperately hoped that nothing of Slytherin’s would fall out of the Hat for her. She never planned on telling Andrea what the Sorting Hat told her.

Andrea shrugged and returned her gaze to the sword. For something that was over a thousand years old, it was in very good condition. Lottie could not find a single dent on it, and it gleamed, even though there was little light. “Come on,” Andrea said after a few silent moments. “We should go back”Palmyitor nearly cried when we told her that you got separated from us.”

Lottie forced a laugh, though she didn’t find anything particularly funny about the moment. Ally’s death played over and over in her mind’s eye, and thick guilt rose in the back of her throat. “P-Palmyitor’s gone soft?” she asked in an effort to distract herself.

“Not exactly,” Andrea said as she led them through the tunnel to the headquarters’ entrance. “I just think she was mad that she spent so much time teaching you Occlumency before you ran off and got yourself killed without getting a chance to use it properly.”

Lottie wondered what Palmyitor would say if she found out that Lottie was sorted into her old house”would she be pleased or embarrassed?

“Rowe,” Palmyitor’s severe voice broke her train of thought. Lottie looked up to see the old professor standing, framed by the light from the headquarters, in the doorway. She looked surprised, but relieved. “What””

“I got the Hat,” Lottie said before Palmyitor could get angry. She pointed to Andrea who was still clutching the Hat in one hand and the sword in the other. “And I got a Horcrux.” She held up the tiara.

Palmyitor’s dark eyes traveled from the Hat to the diadem and back to Lottie. No confusion showed in her expression, but Lottie could still sense it there. “And the sword?” Palmyitor asked.

“I just pulled it from the Hat,” Andrea said swiftly. “It was Godric Gryffindor’s.”

“Gryffindor’s sword,” Palmyitor breathed. “Marianne said it was infused with basilisk venom. It could be used to destroy a”” Palmyitor cut herself off, but Lottie saw her eyes travel towards the diadem. The sword could destroy Horcruxes. Lottie felt a surge of gratitude towards Andrea.

“Well,” Palmyitor said suddenly. “No use in dawdling.” She turned briskly on her heel and strode to the entrance of the headquarters. Lottie followed with Andrea trailing behind, still dragging the sword.

“Fornax,” Palmyitor called. Lottie looked around. Most of the students were already asleep on their camp beds. Three beds were empty”hers, Andrea’s and Ally’s. Colm sat up still, his dark eyes moving wildly when they entered the hideout. He met Lottie’s gaze and turned away quickly.

“Any news?” Maelioric asked as he rushed out of his chamber. “Any”Rowe?” His surprise was much more palpable than Palmyitor’s had been. He looked at Lottie, and relief seemed to sweep over him. “You’re alive. Does that mean that Overton””

“No, Ally’s still dead,” Lottie said numbly. She suddenly felt extremely tired, but she couldn’t shut down the mental image of Ally falling down the stairs. “She got hit with the Killing Curse.”

Maelioric fell silent. Whether he was thinking or merely respecting the dead, Lottie didn’t know. After a moment’s pause, he asked, “Then how did you escape?”

“I was wondering the same thing,” Palmyitor said wryly. “Though after so many years, I’ve learned not to question it.”

“After Ally fell,” Lottie said, “Colm pushed me out of the way of another Killing Curse, and we got separated.” Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie saw Colm look up. His motion was matched by a mild leap in her stomach. Her mouth suddenly felt very dry.

She launched into the story, explaining the Sorting Hat (she left out the Slytherin part), the secret passage, and the Room of Requirement. Maelioric looked at the tiara. “And we’re sure that’s a Horcrux?”

“It’s definitely something Dark,” Lottie said, handing over the diadem. “It’s so cold”and it made me feel completely miserable.”

Maelioric inspected it, running a finger over its fine metal. “You’re right about that,” he said. “I bet that even a Muggle would be able to feel this object’s evil.” His eyes flitted towards the sword in Andrea’s hand. “How’d you get that?” he asked.

“Oh,” Andrea squeaked, as though she had forgotten it was there. “I put on the Sorting Hat, and this fell out.”

Maelioric took the sword. His eyes rapidly switched from an expression of mild surprised to one of downright shock as he looked at it. “But”but this is””

“Godric Gryffindor’s,” Lottie said, hiding any lingering resentment in her voice.

“Only a worthy Gryffindor…” Maelioric looked from the sword back to Andrea and his face broke out into a grin. “Well bravo,” he said. “Looks like you’re just as much of a Gryffindor as me or”or Neville.”

Andrea blushed, and Lottie suppressed a rush of jealousy. Palmyitor rolled her eyes, and for one bizarre moment, Lottie was sure they were thinking the same thing.

“Well, be that as it may,” Palmyitor said, “we can no longer stay here. The Death Eaters are aware of our presence, and the Dark Lord will soon realize that his Horcrux is gone.”

“Yeah, and someone just died too.” Lottie couldn’t help but feel a rush of growing frustration at the fact that Ally was dead and nobody seemed to care.

“There’s nothing we can do about that,” Palmyitor said swiftly. “She knew”you all knew what you’re getting into on these missions.”

Lottie didn’t have any response to that. She knew it was no use reminding Palmyitor that they were all teenagers. She rubbed her eyes wearily and asked, “Can we go to bed, then?”

“We have to destroy the Horcrux first,” Palmyitor said.

Outraged, Lottie turned to Maelioric, but he said, “We’ll probably be too easy to follow if it’s still alive.”

Lottie’s whine of, “But why’ve I got to be awake for that?” was lost as Palmyitor picked up the sword. The other students were rising and sitting, like Colm, on the edge of their camp beds, silently watching. Maelioric placed the tiara on the ground, and Palmyitor lifted the sword above her head. Lottie held her breath.

It seemed to happen in slow motion. The sword swung down and struck the diadem right down the center. It was a moment of magical destruction that was absolutely bizarre to witness. It was as if the little crown had been alive. When it made contact with the sword, it began to shrivel and writhe. It struggled against the sword, but Palmyitor held a firm grip until finally, the diadem lay perfectly still.

“Is it dead?” Andrea’s voice broke the silence.

Palmyitor knelt down and inspected it carefully. The thing looked almost pitiful now, Lottie thought, all dead and empty looking. “Yes,” Palmyitor said. “And there is no doubt that this was a Horcrux. Evil like that does not exist in many other forms.” She straightened up and glanced at Lottie and Andrea. “Well, get to bed. We need to plan in order to leave tomorrow.”

Now, Lottie didn’t feel the least bit tired. Reluctantly, she shuffled over to the beds with Andrea. “Erm, I think I’m going to sleep in this one tonight,” Lottie said, indicating Ally’s empty bed. It sat between Andrea and Colm’s.

“Lottie, don’t you think that’s mildly disrespectful?” Andrea asked.

“Why?” Coldness seemed to fill Lottie. She didn’t intend to tell Andrea the real reason she wanted to stay there. “Dead is dead. I like this bed better.”

Andrea shrugged and sat down. “Do whatever you want, Lottie.”

“Look, I’ve got to go to the toilet,” Lottie said. “I’ll be back.”

With that, she left straight for the bathroom. Lottie locked the door and stared at herself in the mirror. She was pale and clammy. Sweat speckled her forehead and her light hair seemed to stick out in every direction. When she came back outside, Andrea was asleep”or was pretending to be. Lottie didn’t blame her for not wanting to talk”they had a lot to think about.

Lottie lay down in Ally’s old bed and stared up at the ceiling. It felt like years ago they had broken into the Headmaster’s office”that Ally had still been alive. Lottie didn’t exactly miss her, but she did feel guilt. And then she felt even more guilt for letting her emotions run away with her. She had only just blocked Snape with her Occlumency”she couldn’t lose that edge again. She rolled over to her side.

Lottie found herself staring directly into Colm’s brown eyes. He lay on his side like her, his dirty blond hair falling lightly onto his pillow. As Lottie met eyes with him, she wasn’t quite sure what to say. Something immense had shifted.

As she sat there, staring deeply into his dark eyes, she did not feel the hatred or frustration of five years prior. A sense of comfort”a quiet warmth filled her as she smiled at him.

And suddenly, out of the deepest, most hidden pocket of her mind, Lottie had the urge to do something that she would not have told anybody. And she was sure Colm sitting there was thinking the same thing. She wanted to say something, but she didn’t want to ruin the moment. A perfect moment, Lottie thought would be if she held her hand out”and he took it”but she definitely did not want anybody else to see that.

“Thanks,” she finally said, hoping he would sense the greater meaning behind her words, “for saving my life.”

He smiled at her and Lottie’s heart leapt in her chest. It was a silly, lopsided smile, but it affected her even more strongly that way. Even without doing Legilimency, Lottie could sense his emotions”his pounding heart, his flipping stomach, his chest filled with so much joy that it might explode. With that same smile, he said, in barely a whisper, “Any time.”



They traveled back to Alsemore the next day. After a complicated series of Portkeys and Apparations across the country (to throw any Death Eaters off their tail), they finally took flight in Edinburgh. Again, half the group (Andrea included) Apparated with Palmyitor, while the rest took brooms back.

They flew in silence, though Lottie and Colm kept stealing glances at each other. Every now and then, they would meet eyes and Colm would smile. Lottie was very glad that Andrea wasn’t there to see this.

When not sharing private moments with Colm, Lottie’s thoughts remained on Ally. Andrea had suggested they go back to get her, but Palmyitor immediately dismissed the idea. A body was a body, and it was not worth risking more lives for it. Lottie couldn’t help but wince”whatever the Death Eaters did with it she knew would not be kind.

After several hours of flying, they landed on the edge of Alsemore grounds and made their way up to the castle by foot. Lottie was mentally preparing herself for what she would face back at school. Ally had been very popular, after all. People would want to know what happened.

She glanced over at Colm, who seemed to be thinking the same thing. His brow was furrowed, and deep frown lines were etched onto the side of his face.

As they walked through the tall grass to the castle, Lottie felt a shiver run up her spine. She kept her eyes on Maelioric, who was leading the group, and tried to put all thoughts from her mind.

The castle was just ahead. Its glowing lights brought no sense of comfort. Lottie looked through the golden windows, wondering. Surely Palmyitor had already told everybody what had happened. If she strained her ears, Lottie thought she could hear crying”or was that just the summer breeze against the trees?

The sound of Maelioric’s boots clunking up the steps brought her back to the moment. Lottie followed the silent procession and approached the stairs, where Colm, who had gone ahead, stood waiting.

Then he did something Lottie would have never been brave enough to do. He held out his hand. A rush of joy flooded the pit of Lottie’s stomach. Smiling at him, she took it, and they walked, hand in hand, up to the school.

“There you are.” Immediately after they entered the castle, Andrea bounced up to them. Lottie pulled away from Colm instantly, but couldn’t help but host a minor resentment towards Andrea for ruining their moment. “What’s wrong?” Andrea asked, frowning at the expression on Lottie’s face. In an undertone, she added, “Has he been bothering you?”

Lottie looked toward Colm, who was looking slightly crestfallen. “No,” Lottie said. “Not at all. Come on, let’s go to the common room.” She turned on her heel and headed toward the staircase that would take them down to the Palmyitor dungeon. She stopped for a moment and, despite Andrea’s bewildered stare, called back, “See you tomorrow, Colm.”

“What was that about?” asked Andrea once they had turned a corner and were safely out of earshot.

Lottie glanced at Palmyitor’s shut office door as they passed it. “What?”

Colm? Since when are you on a first name basis with him?”

“Since he saved my life,” Lottie said, shooting Andrea with a glare so ferocious that she surprised even herself.

Andrea began to mumble something about “a lot of people” before their path was blocked by two Clynalmoy girls in their year.

Lottie blinked and looked up at them. “What are you doing here?” she asked.

“What are we doing here?” repeated the bigger of the two. She probably would have been pretty, if she didn’t wear the most furious expression Lottie had ever seen. Lottie recognized her as one of Ally’s popular friends. “What are you doing here?”

“I live here,” Lottie said, pointing to the Palmyitor clock behind them.

“Well Ally lived here too, and she’s not here.”

Andrea frowned and, in an undertone, said, “It’s been like this all day.”

“Ally is dead,” Lottie said coldly, before pushing between them to the clock.

“Yeah?” piped up the smaller of the two. “And who killed her? We know that you have no qualms against performing Dark Magic.”

“Are you joking?” Lottie spun around. She blocked the rage she felt from appearing on her face. “Why in Merlin’s name would I kill her? We’re on the same side of this war.” Despite the anger she knew that was bubbling just under the surface, she kept her face and voice calm.

“Look, you don’t even feel bad,” said the smallest one again. “We saw you curse Draco Malfoy in front of everyone and we know what you did to Edgar Payne in fourth year”that curse is a favorite of yours.”

“I was there,” Andrea said. “Okay? I was there and I saw what happened. A Death Eater hit her with the Killing Curse.”

“Of course you would say that,” said the taller girl. “You two are best friends. You were probably in on it.”

“Then ask Colm Scrivener,” Andrea said before Lottie could get a word in. “He and Lottie hate each other”and he was there too. He’ll tell you the truth.” Andrea stormed between them to join Lottie at the clock. “Now, if you don’t mind, Lottie and I are very tired and would like some rest.” With that, she pushed her way into the common room. Lottie took an extra moment to glare at the two before following her.



The next morning, Professor Clynalmoy held a small service for Ally in his common room. It was mostly his students, but everybody who had been on the mission was invited to come as well. Lottie sat in the back corner between Andrea and Colm, not really listening to the tearful eulogies.

Now, out of the heat of the battle and strain of travel, a similar emptiness swept over Lottie. Her thoughts were no longer racing, but calm and collected. Ally had died”that was all there was to it. And despite these other students’ tears, there was nothing to be done now, but move on. She felt the same way she had when Snape had finally been unable to break into her mind”hollow.

The service ended, and Lottie was roused by Colm tapping her on the shoulder. She took one look at the Clynalmoy common room, which was full of students who half-believed her to be a murderer, and left, still between Andrea and Colm.

Colm quickly broke off from them, wandering in the opposite direction to the Maelioric common room. Lottie and Andrea continued on in silence, each absorbed in their own thoughts. As they passed Palmyitor’s office doors, Lottie stopped and stared at it. “You go ahead,” she said to a puzzled Andrea. “I want a word with Palmyitor.”

Andrea frowned at her, but continued on the way. Lottie dawdled at the office door for several minutes, until she was absolutely sure that Andrea had gotten to the common room, and continued down the stairs.

She rushed past the Palmyitor clock, into the deepest dungeon, and stopped in front of Snape’s office door. “Enter,” he said after she knocked.

Lottie pushed open the door and stood in the doorframe, staring at Snape, who sat on his desk, with a quill poised against a piece of parchment. “I was wondering when you would come down here,” he said.

Lottie skipped the small talk. “You could have saved us,” she said.

The look on Snape’s face told her that this was exactly what he was expecting. “No, Rowe””

“Yes, you could’ve.” Despite what she was accusing, Lottie’s voice remained calm, her face blank. “You were at Hogwarts”I know you were. You could’ve come and said we were””

“Students?” Snape’s lip curled dangerously. “I’m afraid you had already blown that cover. Anything I would have done would have exposed me.”

“Well I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but maybe it would’ve been worth it,” Lottie said fiercely. “I’m a better Occlumens than you and I’m younger.”

Snape’s eyes flashed dangerously. From his look, Lottie could tell he was attempting Legilimency to break into her mind to prove that she was worthless. Lottie wanted to laugh”she knew she would be able to beat him.

“You are nothing like her,” Snape finally said, after accepting defeat.

Lottie had no idea who he was talking about, but smirked anyway”because she knew it would hurt him.

“You are just like your cousin,” Snape spat. “Just as arrogant and big headed””

“Thank you,” Lottie said coldly. “I would much rather be like Harry than whoever she is. She sounds like an idiot.”

Again, Snape’s eyes flashed. Lottie took advantage of his crumbling defenses to prove her point. With no trouble at all, she leaned into his mind.

Memories flashed so quickly that Lottie could hardly see them. A teenage boy with a big nose and greasy hair watched a pretty redhead laugh with a boy who wore glasses… The same teenage boy hung upside-down by his ankles, with his robes dangling below his head… He sat alone in a chair, head buried in his hands, so much sorrow in his heart that he thought he might just die”

“Enough,” Snape roared.

Lottie was brought back to the present and watched him. There was a savage look in his eye. “Enough,” he hissed again.

Lottie didn’t say anything. She didn’t have to. Her next move was carefully calculated. Never breaking eye contact with him, she said, “The best way for your emotions to never be broken into is to not have emotions.”

Snape roared with rage again and slammed his fist against the desk. “Out,” he growled. “Get out.”

Lottie did not see any point in staying, so left the office and let the door slam shut behind her. Silently, she set off to the common room, a sense of triumph glaring in her chest.
Chapter Fifty-One: The Fox and the Lamb by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for helping with this chapter! This chapter is dedicated to John Steinbeck, who is also a pretty solid guy.
Chapter Fifty-One: The Fox and the Lamb

The summer was gone as quickly as it had come. Andrea stayed firmly by Lottie’s side, so the opportunity to see Colm again never arose. They did, however, share knowing glances and half smiles every time they passed in the corridors. Andrea always pointedly rolled her eyes after that.

Lottie rarely saw Snape either. When they did happen to be in the same room, either at mealtimes or otherwise, he avoided her gaze. Lottie knew that he did not want her breaking into his memory and privately enjoyed the idea of him getting a taste of his own potion.

During the start of term feast, first years (who, Lottie swore, were shrinking every year) again got Sorted and, after everybody had eaten, the three heads stood up.

“Blah blah blah,” Lottie said, anxious for the feast to be over. Andrea gave her a deadly glare and muttered something about “setting a good example.” Andrea this year had been made Prefect, and wore the same red sweater that Stanley had (after it had been shrunk quite a bit) to distinguish herself for the new students.

“We have an exciting announcement,” Maelioric began, grinning at everybody. “We have been working for years on this, and it is finally ready.”

Lottie raised her eyebrows. From the next table, she saw Colm do the same thing and smiled to herself.

“We have established a new Ministry,” said Maelioiric, “to be used for the capturing and punishing of Death Eaters, and trying to create some sort of diplomacy in this war.”

Not everybody seemed as excited about this as the Heads clearly were. At the staff table, Hermione leaned over and muttered something to Neville. They both looked sourly at Palmyitor.

“The new Minister,” said Palmyitor, “is named Richard Barksdale. He came here near the school’s founding and was one of the most gifted students we have seen.”

Lottie frowned at Palmyitor, hoping that she would sense her disapproval. She didn’t understand why a Ministry was necessary. Weren’t the Heads able to run this war themselves? She didn’t listen to the rest of Palmyitor’s explanation, but sat deep in thought. When she looked up, she met Colm’s eye and grinned. Andrea sighed loudly next to her.

“So,” said Clynalmoy, rounding off the long-winded explanation of this new addition, “we hope you will be supportive of this new Minister’s actions, as he is acting as we are, with the hatred of the Dark Lord in his heart.”

There was another long pause. For one bizarre moment, Lottie thought everybody was going to clap, but instead they began to rise, taking the cue that the evening was over. “Sixth years,” Palmyitor called over the scuffle of everybody moving about, “stay behind.”

“Where’re you going?” Lottie asked Andrea, who had started to leave the Hall.

“I have to show them to the common room,” Andrea said, indicating the nervous looking first years. “I’ll be back soon.” With that, she left, shepherding the first years behind her. Lottie suppressed her jealousy and stared glumly back at Palmyitor, as the hall continued to empty.

“Hi,” said a hushed voice behind her.

Lottie grinned and spun around in her seat, grinning up at Colm.

“I thought she’d never leave you,” he said, still awkwardly standing behind her. She wondered if he wanted her to ask him to sit down.

“Yeah, well don’t get too excited, because she’s coming back.”

As if on cue, the doors to the Great Hall burst open and Andrea shuffled back in. Colm gave Lottie’s shoulder a little squeeze, and returned back to the Maelioric table, smiling.

“How were the babies”erm”I mean the firsties?” Lottie asked.

“Fine,” Andrea said curtly.

“Quiet down please,” Palmyitor said from the staff table. Instantly, all of the sixth years fell silent. “As you know,” Palmyitor began, “this is the year when you begin to go out on missions.” Lottie whooped quietly; both Andrea and Palmyitor glared at her; Colm laughed. “As I was saying,” Palmyitor went on, “this year you begin to go on missions. It becomes much more dangerous from here on out. You are part of this war now, and we ask you to remember the agreement you made before coming here. You are not here to learn and laugh, but to fight against the Dark Lord.”’

There was a quiet murmur, especially at the Clynalmoy table. Clynalmoy opened his mouth to speak, and Lottie leaned in to listen. “As we have all just been reminded, we are in a very fragile position,” he said carefully. “Our lives are short and might be gone in an instant. So we shall leave a meaningful legacy behind us, so that if something does happen, our lives will have had some meaning.” His eyes slid over to his own House table as he continued. “Let us remember the dead, and make sure we finish what they failed to do.”

Lottie thought he spoke tastefully, though she was not sure that she agreed with what he was saying.

“That being said,” Maelioric said, “we may contact you at various time from now with missions. They will be dangerous, but not impossible.”

Palmyitor glared at them all and added, “We do not expect anybody to refuse.”

With that, everybody knew the meeting was over. People began rising from their seats and heading out of the Hall. “Serious stuff, huh?” Lottie said as she stood up. “Want to stay up late tonight and spook the firsties?”

Andrea shot her a hard glare before she said, “I’m sorry Lottie, but I’ve got to go meet with Palmyitor. She wants to tell me some things before tomorrow.” With that, she took off, quickly maneuvering out of the Hall and, Lottie assumed, to Palmyitor’s office.

Lottie sighed and stared at the table. She didn’t feel like going back to the common room alone, but she didn’t feel like staying here either. It wasn’t Andrea’s fault that she had been made prefect instead of Lottie, but Lottie couldn’t understand why. Wasn’t she always the favorite?

“What’s on your mind?”

Lottie started so violently that she nearly knocked over the table. She looked up at Colm and then around at the Hall. It was empty but for them. “Just thinking.”

Colm sat down at the Palmyitor table across from her, in the seat that Andrea had just occupied. “Have they”” he inclined his head toward the Clynalmoy table “”been as horrible to you?”

“Yes,” Lottie said. “They seem to think I killed Ally or something.”

“They asked me that too,” Colm said. “A couple of big blokes demanded me to tell them I saw you kill her.”

“I’m sorry.” Lottie half-smiled. “Andrea told them to ask you, if they didn’t believe either of us.”

“Yeah, well I’m not sure that they believed me either. And they wouldn’t shut up about it, so I hit them with two of my best tongue-tying curses.”

Lottie looked up and met his brown eyes. “You fought them for me?” As Colm nodded, Lottie mustered up her courage and placed her hand down on the table. Colm’s eyes grew wide and he reached out and laced his fingers with hers.

“I wouldn’t call it a fight,” he said quietly. “They didn’t have much opportunity to fight back.”

He was growing close to her. Lottie didn’t mind. She laughed softly. Now their noses were almost touching. “Cursed them into oblivion, did you?” she asked.

“I would’ve”if Stainthorpe hadn’t come around the corner.”

Their lips met. Lottie’s heart fluttered as he kissed her. A foreign kind of happiness filled her like liquid gold. All she was aware of was their hands held together over the table. Here, with Colm she felt happier and fuller than she had in months.

When they finally separated, Colm held out his other hand. Lottie took it. “I like you a lot, Lottie,” he said.

Lottie smiled. She wondered how this had happened”how she could have hated him for so long, and now, he made her happier than she could ever remember.

“Your friend isn’t going to be happy,” Colm said.

“She’ll come to terms with it.” Her hands felt tiny in his. “I’ll tell you who’ll be mad”Palmyitor. She doesn’t like for anybody to be happy.”

Colm laughed, and Lottie’s stomach leapt. “Speaking of Palmyitor,” he said, “we should probably get back to our common rooms, or else she’ll kill us.”

Lottie frowned, but knew he was right. She wished that he were in her house too”that they could go to the common room together. “I don’t know if Andrea’ll ever leave us alone again,” Lottie said as she reluctantly got to her feet.

“She’s a prefect now,” Colm said, pulling the door open and letting her exit first. “We’ll find time.”

Lottie smiled and hesitated in the entrance hall. This was where they had to part ways. He had to go up to Maelioric and she had to go down the stairs behind her to the Palmyitor common room. “I’ll see you tomorrow,” Colm said reassuringly. “I promise. We’ll find a way.”

Lottie nodded and gave his hand a squeeze before taking a few steps away from him. “Good night,” she said before turning around and running down the stairs to the common room.

“About time,” Andrea said as Lottie stepped through the clock. The common room was nearly empty. Only a few third years huddled around a chessboard. “What happened?”

Lottie sat down next to her and grinned at the ceiling. “I was just talking to Colm.”

“Did he hex you?” Andrea asked seriously. “He got into trouble for hexing a couple of seventh years.”

“No, he didn’t hex me,” Lottie said, smiling. She wasn’t quite sure how to”or whether she should”tell Andrea. She kept looking at the ceiling, picturing the scene over and over. She felt a rush of joy just thinking about it.

“Well?”

Lottie didn’t look at her. She didn’t want to watch her expression change. “We”erm”kissed.”

The silence that followed was exactly what Lottie had expected. She picked her head up and glanced at her friend. Andrea was watching her carefully. She didn’t look happy, but she didn’t look angry either. Andrea pursed her lips and said, “I see.”

Lottie smiled and Andrea’s expression softened when she saw the earnest happiness on her face. “You really like him.” Lottie nodded and Andrea smiled reluctantly. “As long as it makes you happy,” she said. “If you trust him then I will.”

“Thanks!” Lottie leapt from her seat and hugged Andrea tightly.

“So are you two an item now?” Andrea asked as she scooted over so they could fit on the same chair.

“Well… I guess. I mean”we never really talked about it, but I think so.” Lottie wondered whether she should have asked Colm”but it had seemed pretty apparent to her at the time. “But don’t worry,” Lottie added hurriedly, “you’re going to be so busy being a prefect that you won’t even notice us.”

“As long as I don’t catch you doing something foul in the corridors.”

For the first time since Ally died, for the first time in what felt like years, Lottie laughed. She felt so happy that she couldn’t even contain herself. She had everything she had ever wanted”a best friend, a boyfriend, proof that she really was the best Occlumens.



Lottie woke groggily the next morning for the start of term. It had felt like years since they had been taking classes in school. Even before they had left for Hogwarts, they had been taking special lessons. So it was with quite a bit of reluctance that she got up and shuffled down to the Great Hall.

Andrea was already there and halfway through breakfast when Lottie sat down beside her. “I hate waking up early,” Lottie said, piling scrambled eggs onto her plate.

“And good morning to you too,” Andrea said. “You’ll want to eat up; we’ve got Defense Against the Dark Arts first, and Julianne told me we’re still doing Patronuses.”

Lottie’s groaned, but stopped promptly as she spotted Colm enter the hall. “Good morning,” he said brightly as he sat down across from her at the Palmyitor table.

Lottie shut her eyes and rubbed her temples. “If you’re going to try and make me a morning person, I’m calling this off right now.”

Colm laughed, but Andrea frowned. “Shouldn’t you be at the Maelioric table, Scr”Colm?”

“There’s no rule against sitting here, is there?” Colm asked as he shoveled potatoes into his mouth.

Andrea wrinkled her nose as she watched him eat. “Actually””

“Let’s just leave it, eh?” Lottie said anxiously. “If someone tells him to move, then he will. But I don’t think anybody will honestly care.” She could see that it would probably always be rocky between the two of them.

“What’ve you got first, Colm?” Lottie asked, carefully changing the subject.

“Potions,” Colm said, sounding miserable. “I’ve just about had it up to here with Dyer.”

“We should swap,” Lottie suggested. “We’re doing Patronuses and I’m horrible at them. I love Potions.”

“We should help each other,” Colm said.

“We should really go,” interjected Andrea, standing up and swinging her bag around her shoulder. “I’ll see you later, er”Colm.”

Lottie shrugged at a baffled Colm and followed Andrea out of the Hall. “Are you trying to get on Iron’s good side?” Lottie called as she caught up with Andrea. “We’re so early, we’re almost late.”

“Very funny.” Andrea took a seat in the front row of the empty Defense classroom. “I just want to practice. Everyone’s been working on it and I feel like I’m finally getting close.”

Lottie watched Andrea’s feeble attempts dully, trying to suppress resentment. This was stupid. Why couldn’t she just be with Colm? The other Palmyitors filed into class quietly, followed by Professor Iron. “Well, you know what to do,” the professor said.

The class began waving their wands, dully with no real conviction. Lottie felt that now she should be able to do it. That feeling of liquid gold from last night”she knew if she could remember it, she would be able to do it. “Expecto Patronum.” It just didn’t feel the same. Was something wrong with her? In the back of her mind, she knew it had to do with Occlumency. She knew her habit of suppressing feelings was why she couldn’t draw them out today. But what was more important”Occlumency or Patronuses?

Beside her, Andrea was making progress. “Expecto Patronum.” Silver mist shot from her wand and began to take shape.

“Oh, you’re on the right track,” Iron said, sitting up straight in her chair.

Andrea’s face was screwed up in concentration. “Expecto Patronum! EXPECTO PATRONUM!”

Something silver burst from her wand. This was a Patronus, Lottie was sure of it. It wasn’t very big, but it was certainly a mammal. It trotted around the desk a few times and Lottie took a closer look at it. Its little face turned and looked at her, blinking serenely. Its perfect wool coat shimmered in the light from the torches that lit the room. Lottie looked at the lamb with a mixture of amusement and revolution at something so cute.

“You did it,” Lottie said, grinning.

“I did it,” Andrea said, her cheeks still flushed from the shock. “I did it!”

“Yeah, and it’s adorable. I think I might be sick.”

“Well don’t talk to me, Miss I-Have-A-Boyfriend-So-I’m-Going-To-Be-All-Lovey-Dovey-Now.”

Lottie laughed. It suddenly didn’t matter to her that she couldn’t do a Patronus. It was just about being able to harness joy, anyway. Occlumency was much more important. Staring at Andrea’s horribly cute Patronus, she let herself be happy and laugh.
Chapter Fifty-Two: Halloween in the Camps by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to coolh5000 for being an awesome beta! This chapter is dedicated to my awesome cousin!
Chapter Fifty-Two: Halloween in the Camps

Halloween was not a good time for a Muggle to be seen out alone. Wind pushed the fallen leaves across the cobblestones, and the moon cast an eerie glow on the London camps. The Death Eaters, laughing wildly, ran with their wands extended, making things explode and killing strays who dared to make eye contact.

Because of this, she had to be extra careful as she crossed the camps that night. Dodging from alley to alley, she knew she was safer even if it took her slightly longer to reach her destination. Her apartment door was just ahead. She tightened her shawl around herself and made a run for it. If she could make it without being spotted”

“Where are you going, Muggle scum?” Her path was blocked by a short, squat Death Eater. His silver mask glimmered in the moonlight, and his large, protruding belly drew his robes tight.

“Home,” she said simply.

“Yeah?” The Death Eater drew his wand. No, she couldn’t die like this”seconds from safety, when she still had a husband and child who needed her. “And how do I know you weren’t going to go start a revolt?”

She spluttered. How did he know? Who tipped him off? “Halloween would be a foolish time to do that,” she said carefully.

“Foolish, but it’s happened before. Three years ago, remember?”

She remembered all too well. The blood, the fire, her husband coming home injured, her daughter running in to see everybody was safe… “I like to think of myself slightly cleverer than those who started that revolt,” she said honestly. “I just want to go home.” She pointed to the nearby stoop of her flat.

“And how do I know that’s your home, eh?” The Death Eater gave his wand a little twirl. “You filthy Muggles are known liars.”

“My husband is there.” She drew herself up straight and stared the Death Eater in the eye, a bold move for a Muggle, especially on a night like this.

“Husband, mm? No brats?”

“We had a daughter,” she said. She had grown adept at telling this lie. After so many years, sometimes she believed it herself. “She died. Killed by your people.”

“As she should’ve. You filth shouldn’t breed.”

She wanted desperately to tell him”to tell him that it was because of the Muggles having children that there was any sort of resistance”but that, she knew, would be a terrible idea. “Please, sir,” she said. “Can I just go home?”

“Show me.” The Death Eater flicked his wand and the door to her building flew open.

This was what she had been dreading. All she could hope for was that the code she and her husband derived years ago would still work. As long as he remembered, they would be safe. “You first,” said the Death Eater, prodding her in the square of her back with his wand.

She moved slowly. She hoped that the Death Eater’s clunky footfalls would be warning enough. On top of the stoop, the Death Eater muttered an incantation and lit his wand.

A few strangers had taken cover in the corridor of the building. This was certainly not uncommon. Those who didn’t have homes had to find shelter somehow. A man at the Death Eater’s feet had bandages wrapped sloppily around his head, so that only his eyes were visible. He only groaned as the Death Eater approached him, unable to do anything else.

“Scum,” hissed the Death Eater. There was a flash of green light, and the bandaged man fell down limp. The other Muggles scurried out of the way of the Death Eater now, crawling out of the reach of his wandlight and into the black shadows.

Her heart thudded in her throat. She could be killed just that easily any second”a flash of green light, and she would be gone. If he killed her husband like that… At least her daughter was safe. She stopped in front of her door and took a breath. Now was when she could really use some luck. If her husband didn’t remember the code, they were done for.

“Nathaniel,” she called, pounding on the door four times, just like they had discussed. “Nathaniel””

“Why don’t you just open it?” growled the Death Eater.

Her heart was going so fast now that she felt like she was going to vomit. If he wasn’t answering, he had probably already started the meeting, and then without a doubt, they would all be killed. “Haven’t”haven’t got a key,” she said.

The Death Eater waved his wand again. The door clicked open. This was something they had not been prepared for. The Death Eater pushed past her, into the one room flat, holding his wand aloft.

“Muggle scum,” the Death Eater called, “show your face. What’re you hiding for? Come out or else your wife will get it, and you’ll go the same way.”

The Death Eater spun around, casting his eerie white light around the entire flat. Something stirred in the corner, and her heart leapt to her throat.

“Who’s there?” called her husband’s voice. In the Death Eater’s wand light, his dark eyes grew dull. He approached the Death Eater and his wife wearily. He wore a dark grey dressing gown, and his hair was rumpled.

“I just found your wife,” said the Death Eater, putting a hand on her back and pushing her forward, “prowling in the streets.”

Her heart slowed. Nathaniel was the only one here. They wouldn’t get caught”at least, not today.

“Well thank you for bringing her back,” said Nathaniel. “Halloween is not a safe time for her to be about.”

The Death Eater glowered at the pair of them. “What’s your name, scum?”

“Nathaniel Rowe,” Nathaniel said. “And this is my wife, Posy. We were hoping to turn in early tonight, and avoid the trouble, but Posy went to check on a friend’s son who’s ill.”

“And you picked Halloween to do it?”

“I told her it wasn’t the best night, but””

“Let her talk.” The Death Eater’s wand pointed directly at Posy’s heart.

Posy took a breath. “My best friend’s son”he has some kind of illness”we don’t know what it is. But he’s been like a son to me ever since”ever since our daughter passed away.”

The Death Eater shifted his wand slightly, and glanced around the apparently empty flat. “Well then,” he said. “Be careful in the future.”

He spun around and left, slamming the door behind him. Posy didn’t dare speak at first”it was always possible that he was listening at the door. She and Nathaniel stood in silence for a few minutes, until they were almost sure that they were alone.

“That was close,” Posy breathed. “Where is everyone?”

Nathaniel pointed to the two bare mattresses in the corner. One had been Lottie’s, but they were not quite willing to give it up yet. “I don’t see anybody,” Posy said.

“Under,” was all Nathaniel whispered, before rushing to the table and picking up a match. “Give it a few.” He struck the match against a stone on the table and lit three long, dripping candles.

Posy twisted the corner of her shawl anxiously between her fingers. What Nathaniel had in mind was brave, almost foolish. After all, they still had a child, even if they only saw her once a year.

“Did you get anybody else?” Nathaniel asked.

“No.” Posy pulled off her shawl and dropped it over one of their three chairs. “Nobody seemed interested, and after that revolt three years ago…”

Nathaniel gave her a look that silenced her. “I think we’re safe to let everyone out now.” He rushed to the mattress and heaved one aside. Posy gasped.

Hidden in a shallow ditch with just enough room to breathe were two men. They lay flat on their backs, their eyes shut tight, as though still afraid the Death Eater would return. “It’s okay,” Nathaniel croaked. “Come out”we’re safe.”

The men pushed themselves up. Posy only recognized one of them, a man she had recruited herself. His small, beady eyes did not seem trustworthy, but when he confessed that he had lost two children to Death Eaters, Posy immediately let him join. She sympathized with him. Of course, she technically hadn’t lost Lottie to Death Eaters. As far as she knew, her daughter was alive and well, but it certainly felt like she had died. With one visit a year (if that), Lottie seemed to hardly take an active part in their lives anymore. Her presence, though, Posy felt in her heart every single day.

The other man was much larger than her recruit. Nathaniel was better at picking the more apt fighters”Posy always went for kindness.

“Why didn’t you tell me about the hiding place?” Posy asked, not hiding an edge in her voice.

Nathaniel bent down and pushed Lottie’s old bed aside. Two more people”a man and a girl”emerged. The girl, Posy realized, was barely Lottie’s age. “Posy,” Nathaniel said, “you know as well as I do that they can read minds. The fewer people know a secret, the safer it is.”

Posy grumbled and slumped into a chair. This had been Nathaniel’s idea”all his idea. He didn’t seem to care if they died or led others to their deaths. He didn’t seem to care that there was a movement of underage wizards, their daughter included, fighting for them so they didn’t have to do this.

“So, where to begin?” Nathaniel said, taking a seat next to Posy and surveying the four recruits.

“I dunno”you’re the one who brought us ‘ere, aren’t yeh?” asked the beady-eyed man, sitting down across from them.

Nathaniel glanced sideways at Posy, but continued. “Well,” he began, “my wife and I organized this meeting, but by no means does that mean we are the leaders. We’re all fighting for a common goal, aren’t we?”

Posy watched the other two men shift uncomfortably. It was a wise and noble stance Nathaniel was taking, but perhaps they would have been more comfortable just following orders.

“Well,” said the youngest girl, who had perched herself on Lottie’s old bed, “we have to do something cleverer than the last ones, don’t we? People in the past have made mistakes.”

“Grave mistakes,” Nathaniel agreed.

“They’ve been too obvious,” the girl said.

“Well how is one supposed to be subtle,” began the largest man whose voice was low and soft, “when you are trying to destroy Death Eaters?”

“One by one, of course,” said the girl. “You have to pick them off””

“But they’ll just have more time to get new ones.”

The only man who had not spoken yet sat in the shadows. He crossed and recrossed his fingers as he surveyed the floor. Posy thought he was a curious recruit. He was definitely large when she considered him, but the way he sat hunched over made him seem quite small. Posy frowned. “What do you think…erm”I’m sorry, I don’t know your name, yet,” she confessed.

“I think,” the man said in a surprisingly high voice, “that we should not exchange real names. If what you said is true”” he tilted his head toward Nathaniel “”then they could possibly read our minds. The less we know about each other, the better.”

“But you already know our names,” Nathaniel said, trying to hide the indignant tone in his voice. “Should we not trust you?”

“It is not a question of trust””

“Or do you think that I will divulge your secrets? May I remind you that I am risking everything””

“Nathaniel.” Posy placed a hand on her husband’s arm. “I think he meant no harm by it. He does raise a point”if one of us were caught off-guard, the less information we all have, the better. You have been very brave, but that does not mean we must risk everyone’s lives.”

Nathaniel seemed to deflate slightly at his wife’s words. “Yes”yes of course. All right. What would everybody like to be called?”

The hunched-over man considered this for a moment. “Birch,” he grunted.

“And you?” Nathaniel asked the soft-voiced man.

“Wasp,” he said.

The beady-eyed recruit of Posy’s piped up, “I want to be Crow.”

“Okay, we have Birch, Wasp and Crow… What do you want to be?” he asked the younger girl.

She frowned, thought for a moment, and said, “Live.”

“Well,” Nathaniel said, “that settles it. I think as Live said, we can’t be as obvious as the revolts of the past”no barricades for us. We will, however, need some new recruits. We can hardly change the world with six people.” He smiled weakly. This was clearly supposed to be a joke, but nobody laughed. “Now,” Nathaniel said, after a pause, “pick your recruits wisely”only pick those who you trust with your lives because, in all likelihood, you will be trusting them with your lives.”

“That still doesn’t settle what we’re going to do, though,” Birch said.

“Well as you so rightfully pointed out,” began Nathaniel, “we can’t spread our information too thin. I am not walking into this without a plan, I assure you.”

Posy grimaced. She loved her husband, but sometimes he became overcome by a cool sort of detachment, which she knew would certainly not help draw people into their cause.

Nobody else seemed to have anything else to say. Crow looked anxiously between each person, tapping his finger against his knee. “I suppose we’re done for the day,” said Posy. “Come back with recruits if you can. The next meeting is in two weeks and a day from today. At night.”

“Careful when leaving,” grunted Nathaniel. “One at a time, in case the Death Eaters are waiting for you outside.”

Everybody stirred slightly. Crow was the first to leave, glancing anxiously behind him. Birch followed after a five-minute interval, and Wasp after. Live waited nearly ten minutes, and still hadn’t even stood up when Posy turned around.

“I think it’s safe to go now, dear,” she said.

Live nodded, but didn’t stand. Her red hair had grown long and untamed. In the flickering candlelight, Posy could see a glimmer of somebody almost familiar. Although Live had grown to the size of a fifteen or sixteen-year-old, something reminded Posy of a lost, scared child.

“You don’t have anywhere else to go, do you?” Posy asked. Live shook her head. “Would you like to stay here for the night?”

Out of the corner of her eye, Posy could see Nathaniel glance at her. She knew he might not like it, but at least he wouldn’t say anything in front of their guest.

Live nodded silently. Posy couldn’t tell whether it was the glimmer of the candles, or whether it was tears brimming in her eyes that gave her such a strange sense of melancholy. “I knew her,” Live finally said. “Lottie, I mean.”

Nathaniel stood up suddenly and hurried to the larger mattress. He hardly ever talked about Lottie, preferring to just brush it off and change the subject. Somehow, in his eyes, the constant worrying, the ever-wondering was worse than the finality of death.

“D-did you?” said Posy weakly.

“Yeah. I don’t know why”it was so long ago”and I’ve lost other people too, but”it just seems so”unfair. I miss her.”

Posy thought she recognized this girl from somewhere. Now the red hair and bright eyes were all coming back to her, though she still couldn’t place a name. As a child, she had seemed upbeat and happy, but like so many others, she had grown sad and surly in the camps. “I’m sure,” Posy said, “that wherever Lottie is, she misses you too.”
Chapter Fifty-Three: The Wolf Den by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for beta'ing! This chapter is dedicated to the cast and crew of the films.
Chapter Fifty-Three: The Wolf Den

“Halloween is not the best time to go out on a mission,” Palmyitor explained to a select group in her dimly lit office. “So we will be going tomorrow.”

Lottie grinned. She, Andrea and Colm had all been chosen for this mission, along with one of the Clynalmoy girls who had accosted her after Ally’s death, and one of the seventh years who Colm had cursed. “Professor,” Andrea said, “what exactly is this mission?”

“Nothing dangerous, I assure you. No, it is more of a mission for information. Professor Clynalmoy will be accompanying you.”

“But where are we going?” Lottie asked.

“To a werewolf reserve, where””

“Not dangerous?” Lottie interrupted. “If werewolves aren’t dangerous””

“These are old and endangered werewolves,” Palmyitor said, glowering at Lottie. “They are on our side, and perfectly safe in daylight.”

“Then why are we going?”

“Rowe, if you will stop interrupting, I will tell you.” Palmyitor glanced at all of them carefully with an unnaturally straight face. She was hiding something; Lottie could see all of the obvious signs of Occlumency in use, but didn’t dare break into the old professor’s mind (even though she was sure that she could if she wanted to). “We are gathering primary data for a future mission”a mission that will involve werewolves.”

Lottie glanced at Andrea and rolled her eyes, hoping to get some agreement on how stupid this mission sounded. When Andrea did not share her feelings, though, Lottie turned to Colm. He was more than willing to grimace with her.

“Well, that’s that,” Palmyitor said. “Meet tomorrow morning in the Great Hall at seven.”

“What was that all about?” Lottie asked after her and Andrea parted ways with Colm on their way to the Palmyitor common room.

“What do you mean?” asked Andrea.

“There’s no way they’re just listening to stories and need us to go along. Doesn’t that seem odd?”

“They just want us to have experience, Lottie,” Andrea said in such a typical tone that Lottie laughed.

“Experience with what? Listening to ancient werewolves complain about their lives? There must be some more important reason why we’re going.”




The morning broke crisp and bright. Lottie and Andrea silently packed their duffle bags with parchments, quills, and wands and crept into the Great Hall. Colm greeted Lottie with a sleepy smile from the center table. Lottie sat down next to him, and Andrea sat on her other side. Together they waited for the two others to arrive. Clynalmoy stood silently until all of the students had gathered.

“Good morning,” he said, scanning his tired eyes over the five students. His hair was dark, but now that Lottie stood in close proximity with him, she realized how many grey hairs had appeared at his roots. As always, his voice was so quiet that they had to strain to hear him. “Although the mission ahead of us is not dangerous,” he began, “we must take the greatest precaution, for danger often lies in the most innocent of places.”

Nobody said anything. Lottie wondered if they were supposed to. “All ready then?” Clynalmoy asked. “We’ll be taking a Portkey.” He extended his hand. In it rested a large dinner plate. “Everybody hold on, now.”

Lottie grabbed the plate and immediately felt a sharp jerk in her stomach. They were traveling very quickly”bumping into each other”and finally landed with a crash on a cold stone floor. Lottie collided dully with the ground and Andrea fell on top of her. She blinked. They were in a pitch-black room.

“Here, let me help you up,” came Colm’s voice from in front of her, though she couldn’t see his face. Lottie gratefully took his hand and followed him to where Clynalmoy stood, with his wand extended.

“Thanks for waiting, guys,” Andrea growled after she caught up with them.

“Where are we?” Colm asked Clynalmoy, not even acknowledging Andrea.

“That, I cannot tell you,” Clynalmoy said. “All you need to know is that we are miles underground. The entrance is a slight walk”so if you’ll follow me.”

Lottie pulled out her own wand and lit it. The others did the same and soon there was enough light to illuminate almost all of their surroundings. They stood in a narrow passageway. It reminded Lottie very much of the London sewers, but without the smell of decaying flesh. The entire corridor was made of stones, and from somewhere vaguely overhead came the sound of a steady drip of water, though Lottie could not locate its source. This was not all what she had imagined the werewolf reserve to be like. She imagined them to have large fields of fresh air”they were wolves after all.

They approached what looked like the edge of the tunnel. The path came to a complete stop and stretch of wall blocked their way. “Ah, I was hoping Al would be here already,” Clynalmoy said. “We can’t get in without a werewolf among us.”

He moved his wand carefully over the stone so the light illuminated its many nooks and edges. Lottie wondered vaguely what he was looking for”and why Al”whoever he was”hadn’t gotten there yet. “Here it is,” Clynalmoy said. They al stared. His wand illuminated a tiny bit of stone”Lottie wondered what he saw in it, but if she squinted and moved close to the wall, she could see a crude outline of a wolf’s head. It would have looked like any other piece of rock if she hadn’t been looking for it.

“You cannot open it without wolf’s blood,” Clynalmoy explained. “So the best we could do is knock.” And even though he knocked against what seemed like a solid wall, it echoed before them, as if there were a huge, hollow hall behind it.

“I was wondering when you’d get here,” said a tough sounding voice. The stone melted away and in the frame it left stood a woman. Elderly though she undoubtedly was, she had an air of strength about her. “Alcippe Greyback,” she said to the students.

The Clynalmoy girl gasped. “Greyback,” she said. “He was””

“A Death Eater yes,” Alcippe said. “And a foul waste of oxygen. He was my father, but he died in at the last battle.”

“Is werewolf blood inherited?” Andrea asked with a slight frown.

“No, it isn’t,” Alcippe said bitterly. In that moment she, who must have been over eighty, assumed the indignant expression of a teenager with remarkable accuracy. “He turned me. Wanted to make everyone a wolf, including his own kid. Well, that’s enough of that.” She beckoned them forward. “Come in.”

Lottie followed the group through the stone. Once they were all inside, the wall behind them slid back and they were cast into complete darkness again. Her first impression was one of revolt. Once the stone wall shut, the horrible odor of the place overcame them. It was a combination, Lottie thought, of decaying flesh and human waste. She was grateful that it was so dark so that nobody would see her suppressed gagging.

“We have an enchantment,” explained Alcippe, “so that the lights won’t come on until we’re certain it’s not a trespasser.” Footsteps told Lottie that Alcippe was walking away, but nobody made to follow her.

In an instant, the chamber was completely illuminated, though Lottie could not find any apparent source of the light. “Come on, you lot,” called Alcippe, raising a wrinkled hand and beckoning them onward.

They passed the source of the smell and Lottie had to hold her hand to her nose to keep from retching. A pile of carcasses lay rotting in the corner. Every sort of creature imaginable lay there”pigs, horses, rats”Lottie thought she even saw a human arm. Colm nudged Lottie and pointed to the arm too. “Is that””

“Yeah, it is,” Alcippe said coldly. “Down here we get hardly any food. We’re not going to waste anything. We need to eat after all.”

Andrea stammered for a moment. “That’s”that’s””

“Necessary,” Lottie said quietly. “It may not be pretty, but how else would they survive?”

Andrea did not seem pleased by this answer, but out of the corner of her eye, Lottie thought she saw Clynalmoy incline his head thoughtfully.

“So, are you the leader here?” Lottie asked.

Alcippe stood with her arms crossed. The robes she wore were thin and fading. She gave off an odd air of extreme toughness, though her grey hair and hardened eyes hinted at frailty. “In a matter of speaking, I am,” she said. “After I escaped my father, I started working for our side. But I couldn’t for long. People began to recognize me”and you can’t use Polyjuice Potion if you’re not human. So I went into hiding. With Ryan’s help”” she smiled at Clynalmoy “”I set up this little reserve for us werewolves who can’t fight in the open anymore.” She cast her dark eyes around the group, and said, “Now come on. I want you to meet everybody else.”

Everybody else turned out to be a group of six others who sat together, conversing in low tones. Alcippe introduced them to each one. Most of them had the same gist”the wolf had fought until they were too conspicuous to be useful and then retired. A few of them just seemed bored. Two had the same air of bitter sullenness; one was unusually twitchy, and gave the students an intense look of longing.

Lottie listened to their stories dully. Of course she felt bad for them, but she just couldn’t figure out why they had come here. It seemed pointless to drag the five students off of the campus and make them stand in a smelly room and listen to depressing stories.

Finally, after what seemed like hours, Clynalmoy herded them all to the exit. “I’ll be there in a moment,” he said. “I just have to have a word with Al.”

“What was that about?” Lottie asked once Clynalmoy had gone.

“What do you mean?” asked the seventh year boy.

“I mean”what was the point of that?”

“To learn,” Andrea said. “I’m sure Palmyitor wouldn’t waste our time with a pointless mission.”

“I agree with Lottie,” Colm said. “That was just dumb.”

Andrea gave him a poisonous look. “Of course you do,” she said.

“Hey,” Lottie held up a hand to shut them up. “Can you hear what they’re talking about over there?”

Off in the corner, Clynalmoy and Alcippe spoke in fervent whispers. Lottie couldn’t hear their words, but judging by the glances they were throwing back at the students, she knew it was important. What was more, she had the odd feeling that they were talking about her.

“Does it matter?” Andrea asked with growing exasperation. “It doesn’t concern us.”

I think it does,” Lottie said, but after the look Andrea gave her, she said no more.

They didn’t speak any more, and stood in silence until Clynalmoy finished his conversation with Alcippe. Without another word, they took the Portkey back to Alsemore.



The next two days passed uneventfully. Every time Lottie tried to rehash her suspicions about the werewolf mission, Andrea gave her a piercing stare and changed subjects immediately. It wasn’t until early one morning, when Lottie left for the Great Hall early to meet Colm that something happened. She was just passing Palmyitor’s office door, on the way up to the ground floor, when arguing voices stopped her in her tracks.

“Absolutely not,” said Palmyitor’s voice, carrying a rare hint of hysteria. Lottie inched closer to the door. “I have not just spent the last five years for nothing.”

“It’s not for nothing,” Maelioric barked. Lottie widened her eyes. She had never heard him shout like that. “It’s very important.”

“Not as important as””

“You only say that because you want to retire.” A slam against wood suggested that he had punched the desk.

“This has nothing to do with me””

“It does,” Maelioric cried. “You don’t want to””

“It is not a matter of want, Fornax.” Palmyitor said his name with a stab of anger. “It is a matter of age”and talent. We are old. I cannot go on doing this forever.”

“We’ll get somebody else,” Maelioric said.

“I rather think it would be easier to pick another for the werewolf mission than for mine,” Palmyitor growled. “You agreed yourself”we only sent her to not raise suspicion.”

“But she surprised us all and qualified the most,” Maelioric said in the same tone of one explaining something very simple to a small child. “What do you say, Ryan?”

There was a pause. Lottie frowned. The argument between Maelioric and Palmyitor had been so intense that she was surprised to find there was somebody else in the room.

“I think,” came Clynalmoy’s quiet voice, “that Fornax may have a point, Naesa. We made a short list, and said we should pick the best. What does it matter who the best is?”

There was another silence. Even through the door, Lottie could feel Palmyitor’s rage boiling over. “Out,” she hissed. “Get out.”

Lottie knew she only had moments to act. As silently as she could, she ran in the direction of the Great Hall and had wrenched open the doors before Maelioiric and Clynalmoy had even reached the stairs.

“Where were you?” asked Colm grumpily from his seat at the Maelioric table.

Lottie collapsed next to him and drew a few deep breaths. “Sorry,” she whispered. “Overheard an argument in Palmyitor’s office.” She drew some toast onto her plate and began to butter it.

“About what?”

“About”about”” Lottie frowned. Saying ‘about me’ did not seem appropriate, even though she knew it was true. “About the werewolf thing,” she said. “I was right”there is more to it than we had thought. They’re picking somebody for something. They were arguing about who to pick.”

“Well, did they decide?” asked Colm with interest.

“No. Palmyitor just yelled at everyone.”

“Well what else is new?”

The doors to the Great Hall swung open and Andrea walked in. Lottie, who was sitting at the Maelioric table with Colm, watched her cross to the Palmyitor table and plunk down. Andrea looked up and down the table before stealing a glance at the other houses’. Her face fell when she saw Lottie. Lottie smiled apologetically and pointed to Colm as explanation. Andrea’s face fell further.



Andrea didn’t talk to Lottie for the whole morning. Finally, when they were filing into Occlumency, she turned to Lottie and said, “Snape is staring at you.”

Lottie, who had been avoiding Snape’s eye since the incident that summer, looked up. He had spent all of the lessons of this year lecturing and demonstrating on others, pointedly avoiding confrontation with her. Lottie knew that he didn’t want her to break into his mind again.

“Rowe,” Snape drawled. “Professor Palmyitor asked to see you in her office for this period. Apparently the art of Occlumency is not as important as what she has to say.”

Lottie sneered right back at him and said, “It probably isn’t.” She swung her bag over her shoulder and left the classroom.

In the corridor, her heart hammered. Had she been right in her suspicions? Were the heads really talking about her? If so, what would she have to do? Lottie took a moment outside of the office to take a breath and clear her mind. She knocked.

“Enter,” said Palmyitor.

Lottie pushed the door open and stepped inside. Like always, Palmyitor sat behind her desk with her hands folded. Maelioiric was perched on the corner of the desk”half sitting and half leaning. Clynalmoy stood behind, his arms crossed, watching her carefully.

Palmyitor glanced at the other two and started to speak. “You have been asked here today to take on a mission.” Whatever the mission was, Palmyitor seemed pretty glum about it.

“Does it have to do with the werewolves?” Lottie asked.

“Yes.” Palmyitor shot a glare at Clynalmoy and spoke through her teeth. “The werewolves of England”for the most part”live in hidden communities. They are persecuted by the Dark Lord, if they are not doing his bidding. Recently, the Dark Lord’s influence has grown and it seems that they are favoring his side to ours.”

Palmyitor took a breath and continued. “We need a spy. We know almost nothing about these wolves’ actions and beliefs. They are all young, and live apart from society, though we think we have found the location of some of their communities.”

Lottie kept her face blank and stared at Palmyitor carefully. This sounded like an interesting job”what more important could she have to do?

“Due to the nature of this mission,” Palmyitor went on, “we are giving you a choice. You may accept the job and begin training”or you may not.”

Lottie looked between the three of them. Maelioric and Clynalmoy seemed to expect her to say yes, but Palmyitor’s surly glower implied otherwise.

“What do you mean by the ‘nature of this mission?’” Lottie asked.

“Ah, I knew we’d get there,” Palmyitor said with a sidelong glance at Maelioric. “In order to become an effective spy in the werewolves, of course, you would need to become a werewolf yourself.”

Lottie felt her heart drop with anxiety, but still retained her impassive face. Being a werewolf was something she definitely did not want to do. The werewolves in the reserve lived like animals”they ate each other and lived in the sewers. But if she said no, would she seem like a coward? Would they ever give her a mission again? Or would Palmyitor be happy about it? Lottie chewed on her lip as her head spun with thoughts.

“Could I”erm”take a day to think about it?” she asked. “And tell you tomorrow?”

Maelioric began to speak, but Palmyitor swiftly said, “Of course. Meet us back here before breakfast tomorrow.”

Lottie nodded and left the office. The door clicked shut behind her. She couldn’t go back to Occlumency now. Her heart raced in her chest. Both choices seemed like the wrong answer.

Without thinking, Lottie trudged to the common room and collapsed into an armchair. What she wanted more than anything was to not have even been offered the mission in the first place. Spying was what she wanted to do, but not at that price. She did not want to have to sacrifice everything.

The hour wore on, and after classes ended, people began trickling into the common room. Lottie sat in almost comatose state, watching the fire dance and cast shadows on the ground.

“Lottie?” Andrea plopped down onto a sofa next to her. “What did Palmyitor say? Why didn’t you come back to class?”

Lottie shook her head. How could she explain to Andrea? Andrea, who was selfless and brave, of course would do it. How would she understand the sacrifice that Lottie was so terrified of making?

“Are you sure you’re okay, Lottie?” Andrea asked. “You look sick.”

“Yeah,” Lottie croaked. “Don’t feel well.”

Andrea frowned. “Lottie”after so many years, I can tell when you’re lying to me, even if I can’t do Legilimency.”

Lottie rested her face on her fists. Andrea would never understand. “I’m not lying,” she said. “I don’t feel well.”

“Maybe not,” Andrea said wryly, “but there’s something more to it than that.”

Lottie stood up in a sudden burst of anger. It drove her crazy that Andrea would never let her have her own private thoughts. Glancing at her friend’s startled face, she quickly said, “I’m going to take a walk. I’ll see you at dinner.”

She left the common room and ran up the stairs to the ground floor automatically. Once she reached the entrance hall, she realized that she had no here to go. She wanted to talk to somebody who would understand”somebody who wouldn’t think her a coward for wanting to say no. She wanted to talk to Colm. But as she turned to the staircase, she realized that she had no idea where the Maelioric common room was.

She stood in the hall hopelessly for a minute before beginning to ascend the stairs. Wherever he was, it was probably on a higher level. She combed three stories and it wasn’t until she reached the fourth, and final level that she saw anybody. A few boys from her year, who she recognized as Maeliorics crowded around a suit of armor.

“Hey,” Lottie called, trotting over to them. “Is this your common room?”

One of the boys raised his eyebrows and asked her, “What? Want to break in?”

Exasperated, Lottie growled, “No, I just want to talk to Colm. If he’s in there, can you ask him to come out here?”

The boy glared at her, but apparently could find nothing wrong with this request, so mumbled as password to the suit of armor and crept into the passage it revealed, followed by his friends. Lottie waited, fiddling with her sleeves, in silence. Finally, after a few minutes, the suit of armor stepped aside again, and Colm stepped out into the corridor. “Lottie?” he asked. “What’s up?”

Now that she was with him, Lottie didn’t know where to begin. She just wanted him to know everything already and just tell her that it would be okay. Colm seemed to sense this. He moved toward her swiftly and put an arm around her shoulder. “Come on,” he said, “tell me everything inside.” He led her to a corner of the common room and they sat down together on a small couch.

The Maelioric common room was decorated very differently than the Palmyitor one. Carpet stretched across the whole floor and large windows made up almost the entire wall, so that they could see every detail of the dwindling, red sunset outside. Like in her common room, a fireplace sat against a wall, and was the source of most of the light.

“Tell me what happened,” Colm said.

Lottie stared into his eyes and took a breath. “They gave me the werewolf mission,” she said.

“What’s the problem?”

Lottie glanced out the window. “I don’t know,” she said, unable to look him in the eye. “I don’t think Palmyitor wants me to. I think”well, I think she has me in mind for something else. I don’t want her to get angry.”

“Well”do you want to do it?” Colm asked.

Lottie turned to him. She didn’t want to sound like a coward, but if she was completely honest… “No,” she said.

Colm smiled faintly. “Then what’s the problem?”

“I don’t know.” Lottie put her face in her hands and stared blankly at the back of a chair. “I guess”I just”” Lottie didn’t know what to say. She wanted to keep her cowardice a secret forever, but she wasn’t sure how to explain without mentioning it.

“What is the mission?” Colm asked.

“To spy,” Lottie said, still not looking at him, “on the werewolves, that is. We want to make sure they don’t give in to the Dark Lord.” She took a breath. “The problem is that in order to do that, I have to become a werewolf.”

Colm sat up straighter. “What? Like get bitten and everything?”

Lottie nodded and turned to him, but was caught by surprise at what she saw. He had a ferocity gleaming in his eyes that she had never seen before. For a split second, Lottie thought that he was mad at her.

“No,” Colm said. “No, of course you don’t want to do it.” He put a hand on her knee and said, “That was horrible of them to ask you.”

“That’s what I thought,” Lottie said, slightly heartened by his agreement. “I don’t want to give up everything”I would have to give up being human.”

“No, you shouldn’t have to.” Colm had a look of hard resolution as he stared out of the window. His mouth formed into a frown, while his brow was furrowed in thought. He rose suddenly.

“Where are you going?” Lottie asked, standing up after him.

“I’m going to talk to Maelioric,” he said and started toward the door.

“What?” Lottie followed him out of the passageway and into the corridor. “No, you don’t””

“It’s okay,” Colm said with a reassuring smile. “I’m just going to go talk to them. Meet me at dinner.”

With that, he turned a corner and disappeared from view, leaving Lottie to feel more miserable than before.
Chapter Fifty-Four: Colm’s Sacrifice by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for being an excellent beta! This chapter is dedicated to my friends from study abroad! Possiamo ritornare in Italia?
Chapter Fifty-Four: Colm’s Sacrifice

With nowhere to go and nobody to talk to, Lottie spent a good hour wandering the corridors of Alsemore before making her way to the Great Hall for dinner. The Hall was almost deserted when she entered. Lottie sat on the edge of the Palmyitor table and spooned some potatoes onto her plate.

Whatever Colm was doing could not be good. Lottie was glad that he was worried about her, but if he was going to tell the Heads off for putting her in that situation, she knew she’d be in trouble. She wasn’t even sure whether she had been allowed to tell anybody.

The doors to the Great Hall opened and Andrea poked her head inside and rushed over to Lottie at once. “There you are,” she said. “I’ve been looking for you everywhere. Where did you go?”

Lottie stabbed a potato with her fork. “Took a walk.”

Andrea looked at her carefully, her light eyes narrowing with concern. “Look”it’s no big deal,” Lottie said. “What did Snape do today?”

“Oh, he was horrible”like always.”

The corners of Lottie’s lips twitched. “Shame. I could have sworn he would have started handing out candy any day now.”

They spent a good fifteen minutes thoroughly abusing Snape, which managed to lift some of the weight off of Lottie’s shoulders. Her previous tension slowly began to melt away. By this time, other early-comers were filing in to begin dinner.

As they proceeded with the meal (Lottie was already on her fourth helping), Andrea said, “Where are all of the heads?”

Lottie looked up from her chicken. The three seats in the center of the staff table were conspicuously empty. Automatically, she turned to the Maelioric table. Colm wasn’t there either. “Oh no,” she groaned.

“What?” Andrea looked from the empty staff table and back at her.

“Oh”I just heard them fighting this morning,” Lottie said swiftly. “I hope Palmyitor hasn’t killed them.”

The doors to the Great Hall opened again. Colm walked in and plopped himself down in an empty seat at the Maelioric table. He rubbed his eyes wearily as he began to pile food onto his plate.

Frowning, Lottie tried to catch his eye, scooting slightly to the right so Andrea, who was sitting across from her, wouldn’t block his line of vision. Andrea turned to see who Lottie was looking at and scowled.

Ignoring this, Lottie maintained her gaze until Colm finally looked up from his dinner. He gave her a grim sort of smile and pointed to an empty seat across from him. Lottie sighed. She would have much preferred to sit with him, but Andrea would be furious if she left. Apologetically she tilted her head toward her friend. Colm nodded in an understanding kind of way, but Andrea frowned further.

They continued the rest of the meal in a stuffy silence until Lottie (after two servings of dessert) said, “I have to go to the library and finish an essay.”

Without even looking up, Andrea said, “Okay.”

Lottie got to her feet and, glancing significantly at Colm, left the Hall. She sat down on the steps of the entrance hall and only had to wait a few minutes before he came out also. “What’s up?” Lottie asked as he sat down next to her on the bottom step.

“You’re safe,” Colm said. “You don’t have to do the werewolf mission anymore.”

“What?” Lottie couldn’t imagine that Colm could have actually persuaded the heads to give up the mission. “Why?”

“They’ve got somebody else to do it.”

“Who?”

“Me.”

Lottie stared at him. It felt like her heart had skipped a beat. She couldn’t think of what to say, despite the thoughts racing through her mind. “What”how””

The doors to the Great Hall opened and Andrea stepped into the entrance hall. She only took one look at the pair of them before turning away sharply and crossing to the other set of stairs that led down to the Palmyitor common room.

Lottie watched her pass silently and waited until she was out of earshot before speaking again. “How did you do that?”

“I went to Maelioric,” Colm said. “Told him it was too dangerous for you.”

“But it’s too dangerous for you too.”

“I’ll be okay.” Colm smiled reassuringly.

“But”but”” Lottie frowned and sighed. She couldn’t believe that he had done this”she couldn’t believe how he had done it. In all her years at Alsemore, she had never had an easy time convincing the heads of anything. “This is crazy,” she finally said. “Do you realize what you’ll have to do?”

“I’ll become a werewolf.”

Exactly.”

“Better me than you.”

Lottie stared at him blankly. She had never known him to be this selfless. When she thought of how brave he was being compared to her, her stomach curdled uncomfortably.

Colm held out his hand and took hers. Giving it a tight squeeze, he said, “I’ll be okay. I promise.”

“You’re doing this,” Lottie began slowly, “because”because””

“I’m doing it for you.”

Guilt flooded Lottie, and for the first time in years, she had trouble keeping her face straight. She wanted to smile and cry at the same time. She was free, but at the expense of Colm. “You”you’re braver than me.”

“No, I’m not.” Colm smiled. “It would have been a million times worse to watch you go through it than for me to just go through it myself.” He straightened up and said, “But you can help me. I’ve got to learn Occlumency as part of my training”maybe you can teach me.”

Lottie laughed weakly. “Better me than Snape. But”I still don’t get it. How are they going to let you do it?”

“I was their second choice anyway,” Colm said with a shrug. “I went in and said you didn’t want to do it, and that I’d go in your place. To be honest, Palmyitor looked kind of pleased.”

“I’ll bet she was,” Lottie said darkly, wondering what other mission she had in store for her. “She did not seem happy about offering me the job in the first place.”

As if on cue, Palmyitor ascended the same stairs that Andrea had just gone down. She was smiling, a look so foreign on her face that it caught Lottie momentarily off guard. When she saw Lottie and Colm holding hands, though, the smile turned into a scowl. Lottie pulled her hands away at once and folded them on her lap. “What are you doing here, Rowe?” Palmyitor snapped.

“Sitting,” Lottie said with an impassive face.

Unable to find fault with that, Palmyitor turned her gaze to Colm. “Scrivener, you begin training to tomorrow.”

“I know,” Colm said.

“So you’d better go to your common room and get some rest.” Colm raised his eyebrows and remained in his seat. Palmyitor’s lips tightened. “Go on.” She stood there, leering at them until they had no other choice but to stand up and part ways.

“Erm, I’ll see you tomorrow, Lottie,” Colm said as he started to go up the stairs.

“Yeah”see you.” Lottie crossed the hall, glaring at Palmyitor for good measure and started down the steps to the common room.



Colm started training the very next day. He no longer took regular classes, but spent all of his time in intensive one-on-one lessons, which made it even harder to see him, since he no longer had a lunch or dinner hour with everybody else. And all of this was on top of putting up with Andrea, who seemed determined to separate them, and Palmyitor who was even more determined to do so. The couple compromised by meeting early every morning for breakfast, and if possible, meeting in the Maelioiric common room at night. With everything, Lottie thought, this was fair, since she spent lunch, dinner and every single class with Andrea”not to mention that Andrea also had prefect duties and Animagus lessons at night.

Colm came back from these lessons with impressive new skills. For somebody who had never learned Occlumency, he was getting rather good at shutting down his thoughts (though he was still unable to block Snape or Lottie). After two weeks of intense tutoring, he also finally managed to produce a Patronus, and wowed Lottie by sending his evanescent lizard scuttling across the floor.

By the time December rolled around, Colm had completed all of his training”and the only step left was to transform fully and go to headquarters at the start of the new year. As the day of the transformation drew nearer, Lottie’s own anxiety grew. “But how are they going to be sure that you don’t bleed to death when”when it happens?” she asked one morning at breakfast.

“It’s going to be really controlled,” Colm explained over his eggs. “They’re getting Alcippe Greyback to do it.”

“But how””

“With Wolfsbane potion,” Colm said. “It gives you control of your mind when you transform.”

“But it will still be a bite.” Lottie stirred her oatmeal vigorously to displace her apprehension. “You’re still getting bitten.”

“The heads will all be there and everything. They’ll stop it if anything bad happens.”

Lottie ladled a thick spoonful of oatmeal and let it fall back into the bowl. As the day drew closer, she felt like her time with Colm was coming to an end. “But I won’t get to see you anymore.”

“Lottie, we’ve been through this.” Colm smiled patiently. “I have to come back once a month”the week after the full moon for debriefing and to find out if my assignment’s changed. I can always see you then.”

Lottie slumped against the table. It just didn’t seem fair. The time she got to spend with Colm was so great”and especially now that Andrea was scrutinizing her every move, she wasn’t sure if she could handle spending every hour of every day with her friend anymore. Maybe Andrea would be happier, though, now that Colm wouldn’t be around much. “I wish I could be there with you,” Lottie finally said, “when it happens.”

“No.” For the first time, Colm sounded so firm that it was almost startling. “It’s too dangerous.”

“You said it would be safe””

“Not to mention, the heads would never let you.” Lottie had to concede that Colm had a point there. What with this unknown mission looming ahead, and Palmyitor’s determination to keep her and Colm separate, she had about as much chance being allowed to watch as Snape had of giving Friday lessons off. Seeing Lottie’s expression, Colm leaned closer. “I’ll tell you what,” he said. “It’s happening on the sixth”at eight at night”in an empty room in the dungeon. They won’t let you in”but we could see each other after”after”I””

Lottie looked up. For the first time, she could tell just how frightened Colm was. He stared at his scrambled eggs as though he might be sick. “It’ll be okay,” she said, trying to sound more assured than she was. “They won’t let anything go wrong.”



The sixth of December approached so quickly, that Lottie almost couldn’t believe it as she walked down to the dungeon. Her stomach was doing somersaults. She wrung her hands on the hem of her sweater continually, just so she wouldn’t reach up and tear out her own out from the anxiety of it.

She stopped and stood outside the door that Colm had told her would be the site of the bite. Everybody was already been inside, she guessed, because the corridor was empty. Lottie placed her ear up to the door. There must have been some kind of muffling charm placed there because the silence was still overwhelming.

Lottie leaned against the stone wall. Her heart was beating so quickly that she thought it might explode. If something happened to Colm, it would be her fault and that would be the second time that somebody died because of her. Lottie wondered what time it was”had it already happened? It must have been after eight”she left the common room at five before the hour.

She only had to wait another moment, because just then the door to the room burst open. “Colm?” she called as a gaggle of people rushed out. It was all three heads. Clynalmoy and Maelioric were supporting a limp body”Colm”Lottie realized with a pang. Palmyitor trotted behind them.

The door shut after them. Lottie could only guess that somebody else had been in the room to subdue the wolf. Lottie ran to keep up with the group. Colm’s eyes were shut and he was breathing slowly. Lottie couldn’t tell whether he was conscious or not. Blood stained the whole of his right pant leg. His hair stuck to his forehead with cold sweat.

“What happened?” Lottie managed to croak. “Is he okay?”

“Rowe,” Palmyitor snapped, “get out of the way.”

The group pushed past her and began up the stairs. Lottie was left alone, in the dungeon, staring at the trial of blood they left behind. She waited a few minutes, until she was out of earshot of Palmyitor and began up the stairs, following the line of scarlet that stained the ground. It led her to the hospital wing, where she waited outside of its shut doors.

Lottie sunk against the wall and sat with her face buried in her hands. Something had gone wrong”she knew it would”and it was her fault. If she hadn’t been such a coward, this never would have happened. Colm might be dead.

The door to the hospital wing opened. Lottie picked up her head and watched as the three heads filed out. Maelioric’s face was white. Palmyitor’s lips were dangerously thin and Clynalmoy’s hair fell limp against his face. Before Lottie could ask anything, Palmyitor snapped, “Rowe”get back to your common room.”

It took Lottie a moment to register what she had said. “But”Colm””

“I don’t care what’s wrong with Scrivener. It is after hours, and you should be in your dormitory. Go.”

Under the scrutiny of Palmyitor, there was little Lottie could do. Numbly, she pushed herself up and walked back down the steps to the common room.

She couldn’t sleep that night at all. As she lay in her bed, staring at the ceiling, horrible images kept creeping through her mind”Colm, dead because of her”Palmyitor blaming her”not being allowed to go to the funeral because it was all her fault. She felt sick, like her stomach was curdling inside of her.

Finally at five in the morning, Lottie went into the bathroom and splashed cold water on her face. She had never seen herself this pale, as she gazed at her reflection in the dark mirror. With a deep breath, she resolved to go to the hospital wing. There was no reason that she couldn’t. It was morning, after all.

She threw on a set of robes and left the completely empty common room. She didn’t pass anybody as she crept up the stairs, even as she passed Palmyitor’s office door. The hospital wing was empty, save for one occupied bed in the corner. Lottie bee-lined for it and sat down across from Colm’s stiff frame.

For a moment, she thought that he actually was dead, but when she saw his chest slowly rising and falling, her anxieties began to ebb away. The lights were still dimmed”Lottie guessed that they were letting him sleep for several more hours, but she wanted to see him now.

“Colm,” she whispered, placing a hand on his shoulder. “Colm”are you awake?”

He stirred slowly and opened his eyes. In this light, Lottie could see how pale he was. It was as though all of the color had been drained from his face. A faint smile crept onto his lips as he recognized her. “What time is it?” he croaked.

“I dunno”five or six in the morning I think.”

“Merlin, what’re you doing up so early?”

Lottie clicked her tongue impatiently. “I came to see you,” she said. “You looked awful last night and nobody would tell me what happened. I was worried you’d died.”

“I’m not dead,” Colm said with that same frustratingly calm smile.

“I can see that.”

There was a pause in which Lottie waited for him to elaborate before she demanded, “Well?”

“It wasn’t a big deal, really,” Colm said. “Alcippe just”erm”missed a bit.”

“Missed?”

“Yeah”she was supposed to be going for right above my knee, but she hit a bit higher and nicked a major artery. Honestly, it was no big deal.”

“You wouldn’t be saying that if you had seen yourself.”

“Professor Waterman closed the wound in a second,” Colm said, pushing himself up to a seated position. “I swear, Lottie, I’m fine. I just had to take a few Blood Replenishing Potions, and now I’ve just got a horrible headache.”

“Try orange juice,” Lottie grumbled

Colm surveyed her carefully for a moment. Lottie noticed that he was rubbing his right leg through the blankets absentmindedly”it must have been the spot of the bite. “So”what’ve you been up to?” Colm finally asked.

“Me?” Lottie repeated. “Well”let’s see”worrying my head off that you had died and”nope that’s about it.”

Colm laughed. It seemed remarkable that even right now, at the brink of a life changing moment, he could find anything funny. Something in the back room stirred. Lottie watched as a light turned on and a figured bustled about through its opaque window. The door opened and Professor Waterman, the temperamental Healer, bustled out, wrapped in a dressing gown.

“Rowe, what are you doing here?” she demanded.

“I came here to see that Colm’s okay.”

“What this boy needs now is rest”not you waking him up in the wee hours. Go on”get back to breakfast. You can come back after dinner.”



The days between the bite and Colm’s departure flew by, and once again, Lottie’s anxiety mounted on New Year’s Eve, the day before he was supposed to leave. New Year’s day dawned blindingly bright with a fresh coat of white, new-fallen snow. Colm was set to leave early in the morning on foot, because it would be too easy to track him if he Apparated. Lottie knew there was a plan”that he wasn’t going to walk the whole way to wherever he was going”but Colm wasn’t allowed to tell her.

Lottie waited anxiously on the steps before Alsemore’s front door. Colm was inside reviewing his instructions with the heads, and once he left, he and Lottie would be able to have a moment alone, away from Palmyitor’s watchful eye.

Lottie’s breath rose in front of her as she huddled on the top step. She was wrapped in her thickest robes, two sweaters and a scarf, but the cold was reaching down to her core. She watched the front door fervently, waiting for it to open, and also wishing it would not, so Colm would never leave.

She knew that this was not the worst thing that could happen. She knew that Colm would get to return for a whole weak once a month, and that that was much better than most people had in the war, but still, in her heart of hearts, it felt like she would never get to see him again.

Finally, the door opened. Colm stepped out, looking almost like a shadow, clad in his thick, black robes against the perfect, white snow. “This is it,” he said, his breath rising like fog around him.

“Yeah.”

“I’ll be fine.” He smiled that same reassuring smile”the smile Lottie wished she could believe. “And I’ll be back really soon.”

“If you’re not, I’ll kill you,” Lottie said, her own smile twitching at the corners of her mouth.

Colm laughed, and at once, Lottie was flooded with emotions stranger than she had felt in years”grief at losing him”joy at having him”guilt for letting him go. “I’ll be all right,” he said for the thousandth time as he drew nearer to her.

Their lips met, and despite the bitter cold, Lottie felt a rush of warmth spread all the way to her fingertips. As Colm drew away, his ever-constant smile was still there. “Well”I guess,” he said, glancing from her hands to her eyes, “goodbye.”

Lottie wasn’t able to think of anything more articulate to say. “Bye.”

Colm smiled one more time and turned around. The warmth inside of her melted away as she watched his dark frame grow smaller and smaller in the blinding white, until it disappeared.
Chapter Fifty-Five: A Crack in the Glass by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for beta'ing this chapter! Happy Thanksgiving to all of my American readers! This chapter is dedicated to my amazing Biffle, who is always a supportive and caring friend.
Chapter Fifty-Five: A Crack in the Glass

When Lottie returned to the Palmyitor common room, Andrea was already waiting for her. “Good morning,” she said with an unusual cheeriness in her voice.

“Hi.”

“Palmyitor was just in,” Andrea said. “She says they’re having trials for a whole new mission tonight.”

Lottie stared at Andrea. She sounded positively delighted at the notion. It was odd”Andrea hadn’t seemed this happy in months”not since sixth year started. “What’s the mission?” Lottie asked.

“We have to convince some dementors to switch from the Dark Lord’s side to ours.”

“That sounds like a terrible idea,” Lottie said, frowning. “How in Merlin’s name are we supposed to do that? They’ve got free reign on Muggles now. What better deal can we give them?”

“I guess that’s part of the mission,” Andrea said, exuding the sort of excitement that Lottie hadn’t seen from her since before the Hogwarts trip. “We get to figure it out.”

“Well that sounds pointless.” Lottie sat back in her chair emphatically. “What do we want them on our side for anyway?”

Not crestfallen in the least, Andrea chirped, “No idea, but I’m definitely going to try out. Come on”do you want to head to breakfast?”

“Sure, whatever.”

Sitting at breakfast with Andrea and no Colm to make eye contact with reminded Lottie of the years before”before Colm”before Hogwarts”even before Snape. It felt like something from a different life now.

She and Andrea spent the rest of the day theorizing what the upcoming trials would hold and practicing as many jinxes and curses as they could remember. Lottie did not have high hopes when she showed up at the try-outs. For the one part, Palmyitor did not seem to want her to do anything, and for the other, about every single sixth and seventh year in the school showed up. The beginning of the trials were very similar to the ones for the Hogwarts trip”basic dodging and target practice. Once everybody was thoroughly out of breath, Palmyitor stood before them all.

“We are going to start eliminating potential candidates from here on out,” she said, surveying the crowd. “Our next task will be producing corporeal Patronuses.”

Lottie was not the only one who exclaimed several choice swear words. “Maybe you’ll be able to do it this time,” Andrea said brightly as she pulled out her wand.

“I doubt it.”

Lottie waited in line for her turn, even though she was fully aware of the fact that the chance that she would actually succeed was slim to none. Even if she had been able to produce one before, Colm’s departure left her miserable enough to block almost any happy thought from entering her mind.

The process was long and dull. Apparently, the majority of students were unable to produce Patronuses either, and those who failed were not-so-politely asked to leave. When it was Andrea’s turn, not only did she produce her sickeningly adorable lamb, but she also made it trot a lap around the Great Hall before letting it shimmer into nothingness.

Lottie stepped up for her turn and for the first time, realized just how many people there were there. Every eye was upon her as she tried to think of something”anything”happy. “Expecto Patronum”” she thought of Colm “”Expecto Patronum”” but he was gone “”EXPECTO PATRONUM!”

Nothing happened. Before Palmyitor could say anything, Lottie groaned, “I know, I know”I’m leaving,” and exited the Hall without looking anyone in the eye.

Lottie returned to the Palmyitor common room and flopped onto a couch. She had been stupid to think she even stood a chance. Of course she would need to know how to produce a Patronus to go fight dementors. It was idiotic to think otherwise.

Andrea, perfect Andrea, had done it with no problem. Why hadn’t she realized that they would need to practice Patronuses? Or had she and just not told Lottie, so that she would make a fool of herself? That seemed more likely than anything.

Lottie wished she could talk to Colm. He hadn’t even been gone a day and she was already losing her mind. And of course, she couldn’t help but feel a growing frustration at herself for that. Since when had she been this dependent on anyone? At least now that Andrea was in a good mood, she might be less aloof”or was she happy because she knew Lottie would fail during these trials?

Andrea always seemed to be happiest when Lottie was least, she realized with a scowl. And she had just started to get moody like this when Lottie started seeing Colm. She was just jealous.

Lottie punched the side of the couch in frustration. The more she thought about it, the more she realized that Andrea always seemed to hate her success. She had scolded Lottie for winning duels at Beauxbatons and hadn’t even let her practice Legilimency against her. Andrea had not seemed happy for Lottie at all when she had finally succeeded in blocking Snape. It seemed obvious now. Andrea had always been jealous.

The common room door opened. Andrea walked over to Lottie and laughed when she saw her sprawled against the entire sofa. “Want to budge up so I can sit down?”

When Lottie did not even acknowledge her, Andrea frowned and sat in the chair across. “What’s up?”

Lottie didn’t say anything.

“Are you mad about the Patronus thing?” Andrea asked. “That was really dumb of us”we should have realized that we would need to practice it.”

“Well it worked out all right for you, didn’t it?” Lottie mumbled.

Andrea’s smile melted away. “Well, I still didn’t get it,” she said. “Lost it to a couple of Maelioiric seventh years, but still”it was cool to get that far.”

“Yeah, I bet you loved that, didn’t you?” Lottie snapped, pushing herself up so she was seated.

“What are you talking about?”

“Don’t act like you don’t know what I’m saying.”

“Well I don’t. What the hell are you talking about, Lottie?”

Lottie got to her feet. It felt good to be standing above Andrea, telling her everything she did wrong. “You just love doing better than me,” Lottie said.

“What do you mean by that?”

“You were always jealous before.” Lottie paced around Andrea, unable to contain all of the sudden anger she felt in stillness. “You were jealous because I get all of the attention and because I’m better at Occlumency and because I have a boyfriend.”

“Are you kidding me?” Andrea got to her feet too now. “Are you actually being serious with me? Me, jealous of you? For what? Because you get into more trouble? Because you’re better at detaching yourself from all of your emotions and caring about nothing? Oh”it must be because you have a stupid”fat”boyfriend.” The glass of the window behind Andrea began to crack. Long, thin lines stretched across the frame.

“For your information,” Andrea began again, “I don’t even want to do Occlumency. It’s not good for you. Nothing is worth giving up your soul. And you know what? I think Colm is a foul human being.”

Lottie gaped at her. She had never seen Andrea this angry before. Tears blurred in her clear eyes behind her glasses, and her fists shook with rage. “You’re”you’re just jealous,” Lottie said again.

“No! I’m not!” Andrea shouted. The window behind her shattered. The frigid January wind blasted in with a shower of glass. “Colm is disgusting”he doesn’t care about anything.”

“He cares about me,” Lottie snarled.

“That’s what you think, but I wouldn’t trust him with anything. And I swear”you’ll pay if you put your trust in him.”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Lottie took a step closer, advancing toward Andrea, who still quivered with rage.

“It means that he is going to hurt you”and if you knew anything, you’d dump him right now.”

Lottie couldn’t believe what Andrea was saying. “Don’t you dare talk about him like that.”

“Fine,” Andrea said, rushing toward the staircase. Lottie followed her. “But you don’t see what he’s doing to you. When he ruins everything, don’t think I’ll be there to help.” Andrea began to storm down the stairs, slamming her boots against the stone for extra emphasis.

“Well I don’t want your help, anyway,” Lottie shouted after her. Only silence responded.

Lottie turned back to the common room, where everybody was staring at her. Snow and freezing wind was still gushing in through the shattered window. Lottie pulled out her wand and murmured, “Reparo.” The glass flew back together, but the long crack remained.



Alsemore without Colm or Andrea was a very bleak place. Lottie spent long hours alone, either doing homework or practicing Occlumency and Legilimency. Sometimes she sat with Sophie and Julianne, or the other Palmyitor boys, but even then, she felt truly isolated.

Not that she was going to apologize to Andrea, though. She woke up early just so she wouldn’t have to make eye contact with her, and sat as far away from her as possible in classes.

The rest of January dragged by. Lottie couldn’t remember ever feeling so lonely. The only thing that got her by was counting down the days to Colm’s return. The full moon was in early February, and he was coming back the next afternoon.

He was Apparating directly to Maelioiric’s office, so that afternoon, Lottie waited outside. She couldn’t remember ever wanting to see anybody so badly; after all, a whole month with nobody to talk to was a long time.

She heard a crack come from behind the office door. Heart pounding with excitement, Lottie waited. The door opened.

“Should’ve known you’d be here,” Colm said as he emerged into the corridor.

Lottie couldn’t even think of anything to say. The grin that spread across her face must have been enough. Colm smiled wearily and embraced her into a tight hug. “You want to”erm”” Lottie glanced at the ajar office door “”find somewhere more private?”

“Sure.” Colm laced his fingers with hers and began to walk. Lottie paid little attention to where they were going, but watched Colm carefully. He looked a little worse for wear. His hair had grown long and untamed. Dark bags were swollen under his eyes, and his face was covered with scratches and bruises.

“Colm,” Lottie said, once they arrived in a deserted classroom, “what exactly are they doing to you?”

“What?” Colm asked. “What do you mean?”

“I mean your face, Colm,” Lottie said. “You look like somebody tried to claw it off.”

“Oh”it’s nothing.” Colm waved his hand casually and sat down on top of a desk. “The full moon is a bit rough on everyone. There isn’t enough Wolfsbane to go around”don’t worry about it,” he said hastily, seeing Lottie’s look. “Tell me about everything here.”

Lottie tried to wait so he would talk more, but when he didn’t say anything, she shrugged and sat down on a desk. “Andrea and I had a fight,” she said, not meeting his eyes.

“What? What was it about?”

Lottie frowned. His tone did not seem to match the situation”it almost sounded casual. “It was about”well”” Lottie hesitated. She couldn’t say, ‘about you.’ “A lot of things,” she said. “She was just jealous, I think.”

“Of what?”

Lottie met his eyes. He understood this situation much better than she thought he would”and probably had already figured out what she had meant. “Everything, I guess,” she said. “I’m better at Occlumency and everything. And you know I’m re”” Lottie stopped herself. She had almost said related to Harry Potter. Palmyitor had told her to keep it a secret, and she had already made the mistake of telling Andrea. It wasn’t that she didn’t trust Colm though, she just could never be sure who was eavesdropping these days.

“Did it just happen?” Colm asked. “Or was it sparked by something?”

“I don’t even know.” Lottie rested her face against her fist. “She came back from a trial bragging about how she can produce a Patronus and I can’t”and next thing I know, she’s screaming at me.”

Lottie looked up at Colm. He looked deep in thought. He absentmindedly rubbed his leg”the spot where he had been bitten. “I can’t really help you with what she was thinking,” he said. “I just don’t get her, to be honest. She always seems so angry.”

“I don’t get her either.”

“I can help you with a Patronus, though,” Colm said, his eyes brightening. “I’ve gotten pretty good at it recently.”

Lottie smiled. “Honestly, Colm, I don’t think I’ll ever get the hang of it. I just don’t really have any happy enough memories.”

“I can help you with that too.” The corners of Colm’s mouth were raised in an impish smile. Lottie couldn’t help but laugh. She felt a warmth filling her again. After so long alone, she finally had someone who cared about her. Colm was drawing closer. Lottie was smiling, and letting him. Their lips had just met when the slam of the door against the wall pulled them apart.

There you are.” Andrea stood in the doorway scowling. “I’m supposed to tell you to come to Palmyitor’s office. We have a mission.”

Lottie never hated Andrea more than she did in that moment. Fury rose in her chest like a snake, and she hardly suppressed the ever-mounting desire to just throttle her. “Great,” she seethed. “Just perfect. I haven’t seen my boyfriend in a month and this is exactly what I want to be doing.”

Colm gave Lottie a little squeeze of the shoulder, and Lottie followed Andrea out into the corridor. They walked down the steps to Palmyitor’s office, and Andrea said, “Oh I hope I didn’t just ruin a special moment.” Her voice dripped with venomous malice.

They walked on in silence until they reached Palmyitor’s office door which stood ajar. The office was crammed. Every single sixth and seventh year in their house was stuffed inside. Slightly crestfallen, Lottie found a spot next to Andrew Victorsen. She had hoped that she would at least be getting a special mission.

“Good evening,” Palmyitor said, glowering at them all. “You’re here to participate in a mission near the end of the year.”

Lottie crossed her arms and leaned against the wall.

“We’ll be taking this group to Hogsmeade village near Hogwarts,” Palmyitor went on. “Specifically to the Hog’s Head. We believe that clues might be hidden there.”

“Isn’t that dangerous?” asked a seventh year, who Lottie didn’t recognize.

“Yes, Jones,” Palmyitor said darkly. “It is. But we will be Apparating directly to the premises, without going to the village. The bartender knows we’ll be there.”

“Then why is it going to take so long?” demanded the older girl, Jones. Her grey eyes were set intently on Palmyitor, and a frown was etched across her olive face. “Why can’t we go now?”

Palmyitor shot a glare at her. “It will take time to set up certain protections. I wouldn’t just blindly drag fifteen students to the village of the Dark Lord’s headquarters.”

Lottie wanted desperately to point out that she had the year previous, but she held her tongue.

“You are aware of the workings of a Fidelius charm?” Palmyitor said. “You will all be told the location by a Secret Keeper. Only those who have been told by him”and him alone”will be ago to get there.”

“Well who is the Secret Keeper?” asked Jones.

“Professor Snape,” Palmyitor said.

Lottie had to prevent herself from screaming in frustration. If there was one way to assure the danger of this trip, it was to put their trust in Snape. Judging by the looks on everyone’s faces, she wasn’t the only one who was nervous.

Palmyitor frowned at their expressions. “I know what you are all about to say,” she began, “and I don’t want to hear one word of it. I would trust my life with Snape.”

“Good,” retorted Jones, “because you are.”

Lottie could see Palmyitor struggling to retain control. Although her eyes were blank, a vein pulsed threateningly in her forehead. “That is enough,” she said. “I will give you more information throughout the year, but you have nothing to fear when trusting Snape. You may go.

Lottie filed out with everyone else. This was bad”they were in a lot of trouble. Lottie turned to Andrea, to express these concerns, before realizing that they weren’t talking. She broke off from the group and headed back to the deserted classroom to tell Colm.



The week with Colm could not have lasted long enough. Lottie spent day and night with him, and when he left again, Lottie was once more left with nobody. She came back to the common room after bidding him goodbye and stood in the doorframe for a moment. She really didn’t want to sit alone again today. She glanced around, and spotted the seventh year, Jones, who was settled on the edge of a sofa.

“Hi,” Lottie said as she sat down next to her. “Jones”right?”

“My surname,” the girl said without looking up. “I’m Veronica.” She moved her gaze upward and smiled. Lottie noticed that her deep, grey eyes were watching her carefully. Veronica’s hair was just down to her shoulders and dark, with a few streaks of highlighted blond. That along with her olive skin and upturned nose gave her a very odd appearance.

“Lottie.” Lottie sat back against the sofa and looked down at the parchment stretched out in front of Veronica. “What’s that?”

“An Occlumency paper.” Veronica held up the parchment. “Snape can be a real dick sometimes. I have no idea what to do with this.”

“Let me help you,” Lottie said, pulling the paper toward her. “It’s my best class.” She bent low over the piece of parchment and scanned its lines quickly. She glanced up to find her quill, so she could make corrections, when she spotted Andrea watching her across the common room.

Andrea’s light eyes were narrowed, and flitted back and forth between Lottie and Veronica. “What?” Lottie called.

Andrea flushed red”Lottie couldn’t tell whether it was embarrassment or anger”and quickly said, “Nothing.”



Hanging around with Veronica proved to be more satisfying than time with Andrea. Veronica was bad at pretty much everything, and Lottie definitely relished in being the smart one. The year passed more quickly now that she had a pseudo friend. Lottie managed to ignore Andrea completely and survived by spending some time with Veronica, and impatiently waiting for Colm’s visits every month.

Colm spent much of his time back helping Lottie. With him she managed to produce silver mist that occasionally almost took on a shape. But once he left, she was just as hopeless as ever.

One May night, Lottie sat in the library with bleary eyes, working on an assignment for Charms. She scanned over her work without really reading it”her mind just felt dead.

“The pretentious little suck-up,” snarled a familiar voice near by. Lottie picked her head up”that sounded like Veronica. “Ratting me out,” said the voice again. There was no doubt about it”that definitely was her. The voice was coming from Lottie’s right, where the study tables ended and a wall of shelves began.

Quietly Lottie rose and approached the first shelf. Peeking through a gap in the books, she could see Veronica, leaning against the opposite shelf, complaining to a friend who had the back of her head toward Lottie.

“But what’d you do?” asked the friend.

Veronica scoffed. “It wasn’t a big deal,” she said. “People do it all the time. I just had to practice this new hex I learned for a test, but nobody wanted to help, so I snuck up on a first year””

“People do do that all the time,” agreed the friend. “I got hit a thousand times when I was a first year. What happened?”

“That four-eyes prefect,” Veronica spat. “Woolbright. She came up behind me, right when I was about to make my move and disarmed me. She told me off”can you believe that”and took me to Palmyitor’s office.”

“Merlin,” the friend said. “It wasn’t that serious.”

“That’s what I said.” Veronica’s face grew dark. It changed with her anger and gave her such an ugly expression that Lottie was taken aback. “But Palmyitor gave me detention for two days”all because of Woolbright, the little bitch.” Veronica’s face was rising in color. All Lottie needed to do was glance at her eyes to feel her explosion of anger. “And Palmyitor only likes this Woolbright because she hangs out with Rowe.”

Somewhere in the back of Lottie’s mind, a tiny flame of anger kindled.

“What do you mean?” the friend asked.

“Oh come on”you’ve seen how Rowe is treated. Palmyitor lets her on a thousand missions. Do you remember what it was like before she got here? Palmyitor almost was fair”at least sort of. She would let us meet with her if we were having a problem, but once Rowe got here, she stopped.”

“Do you really think that had to do with Rowe?” the friend asked. “We were only first years then”are you sure it wasn’t that?”

Veronica’s expression grew uglier. “Positive,” she said. “And you know the only reason Woolbright was even made a prefect was because of Rowe. Palmyitor hates her”the ugly, self-righteous ass.”

Lottie had heard enough. A calm sense of intellectual anger rushed through her as she drew her wand. Years ago, she would have tackled Veronica, but today, with an Occlumen’s training, she felt oddly detached from that impluse. “Sectumsempra,” she hissed, before booking it out of the area. Veronica’s screams were all she needed to hear before quietly slipping out of the library.

She rushed to the Palmyitor common room with a sense of purpose. She had to find Andrea to explain. She slipped through the clock and found her friend settled in the corner of the room over a pile of homework.

“Andrea,” Lottie said, sitting down quietly next to her.

Andrea glanced up. The confusion on her face was palpable. She and Lottie hadn’t spoken for months, and suddenly Lottie sat down like nothing had changed. “What do you want?” Andrea asked.

“I want…” Lottie struggled to find the words. “I want to be friends again.”

Andrea’s expression was foggy. Lottie could sense all of the different emotions flying through her eyes”exasperation, confusion, elation, anger. Lottie wondered which one she would choose. “Why do you want that?” she finally said, resuming her all-business tone.

“Because”because”I realized that Alsemore sucks without a friend.”

Andrea’s expression darkened. She opened her mouth to speak, but Lottie quickly said, “No, listen. The year has been horrible without you. Veronica is terrible. And I just heard her talking in the library. She was saying nasty things about you”terrible things, but I defended you. I hexed her””

“Are you kidding me?” Andrea said so shrilly that several people nearby looked up. “You hexed her? Are you stupid?”

“No, Andrea, you don’t understand.” Lottie didn’t get why Andrea wasn’t excited. They could finally be friends again. “I defended you. I understand now.”

“No, you don’t!” Andrea got to her feet. The common room fell silent. Every eye was on Andrea, usually meek Andrea, who suddenly lost it. “You don’t get it at all. You should hear yourself. You don’t care about me”you care about being in a duo. You are completely selfish.”

Lottie just gaped at her as she packed up her bag. Where had all of this anger come from? “Get someone else to be your sidekick,” Andrea said, swinging her bag around her shoulder. “And don’t you dare use your evil, Dark Magic in my name again.”
Chapter Fifty-Six: Foiled Plans by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to coolh5000 for being an awesome beta! This chapter is dedicated to my fellow NaNoWriMo winners. Good going, guys!
Chapter Fifty-Six: Foiled Plans

Posy had a bad feeling about that night. They had had a close run in with a Death Eater only days before. Posy had begged her husband to postpone the meeting for a week at least”just to throw the Death Eaters off their trail, but the group had grown too large. It would be more suspicious to try to tell everybody secretly. And messengers, he reminded her, were likely to get intercepted.

So they gathered, like always, in darkness in the Rowe flat. The group had almost tripled in size since the first meeting. It was getting almost impossible to get everyone inside without attracting attention. “We’ve got a few Death Eaters, and that’s good,” Nathaniel said, officially beginning the meeting. “But we can’t let it get to our heads. Each capture has brought us closer to being found, so for our next one, we have to be exceedingly careful.”

He looked around the group. “And I know there have been some close calls in the past,” he continued. “This time will probably be more dangerous. Do any of you have bandages or any other sort of medical supplies?”

Nobody raised their hands. “Okay, so this might be a little tricky.” Nathaniel smiled shakily. “I want you all to””

BANG.

The whole building shook from the blow. Posy could hear footsteps approaching, loud and clunking over the thin wooden floors. It was a moment of complete horror. The entire group was frozen, before she hissed, “The window. Go.” It took a moment for her words to sink in. People moved after a beat of frozen stillness. Only a few of them had reached the wall when the door was blasted open.

“Muggle filth!” screamed a robed Death Eater.

There was a blinding green light. The Muggle nearest to the door crumpled. “RUN!” Nathaniel bellowed.

It was a wild, horrifying moment. Posy pushed past the rest of the group, farther into the room. Everybody was trying to go the opposite direction to the door. In that moment, Posy was able to get lost in the shuffle and pushed aside one of the mattresses. In the shallow, hollow space, she collapsed into the smallest position possible and pulled the mattress over herself. She hid in darkness.

She hated doing this, but her and Nathaniel had gone over the plan before. They had to be separated”maybe one of them would survive. One of them had to make it to continue the rebellion; one of them had to make it for Lottie.

From her hiding spot, she could hear screams from the Muggles and triumphant laughter from the Death Eaters. “Trying to start a revolution?” cooed one of the wizards. “Crucio.”

Screams”deafening, horrible screams filled Posy’s ears. All she could do was pray that it wasn’t Nathaniel. This forced terrible, half-forgotten memories back into her mind”her mother, tortured just like this”her father, dropped dead on her doorstep”her daughter, appearing one night in the middle of a revolt, scared and in danger…

The Death Eaters were screeching hexes and laughing as they did so. The screams continued, but they were fewer now. Posy hoped that meant that some had escaped, not that they had all died. From her stuffy spot under the mattress, all she could do was pray.

“It’ll teach you,” hissed a Death Eater. “Little shit””

“Please,” pleaded a high-pitched voice. The voice sounded young, definitely female”and afraid. With a horrible, sinking sensation, Posy realized who it was”Live, the teenager who had known Lottie. “Please,” she whimpered again. “I’m only sixteen”I’m scared”please.”

“All the better. Crucio!”

Live’s shrieks were almost too much for Posy to bear. Tears burned in the corners of her eyes. She had to fight the urge to throw off the mattress and try to save the child. She had to stay hidden for Lottie. One life for another. She hoped that Live would understand.

Avada Kedavra.” The sound of a body slamming against the ground”a Death Eater’s laugh”and everything became still.

Posy waited a full five minutes before moving. There was no noise, no movement at all, except for her own ragged breathing. She didn’t want to believe what she just heard, but she couldn’t think of any other explanation for it. The minutes stretched on. Finally, she decided that it was safe and pushed the mattress aside.

All around her was complete destruction. Bodies upon bodies littered the floor. The door had been blasted off its hinges. Posy looked around. Everything was still.

Her heart pounded in her throat. Where was Nathaniel? Had he been killed too? Please”no. She slowly began to pick her way across the room. Everybody”everybody was dead. Their eyes were still wide with fear, their mouths gaping open in terror. Posy passed Live’s body and felt bile rise in the back of her throat. The tiny, crumpled body lay contorted on the floor, tears still glistening against its cheek.

Something stirred. The door that had fallen off its hinges moved aside to reveal a figure. Posy’s breath hitched in her throat.

Nathaniel Rowe stood up at full height and wiped his face with the back of his hand. His nose was distorted and blood covered him”but he was unmistakably alive. “You”you’re okay,” he croaked.

“So are you.”

“It’ll take more than a few Death Eaters to kill me,” he said. All humor that had been in his voice faded away as he looked at his surroundings. Posy saw the realization occur in his eyes”she saw the guilt, the hatred, and the shame. “Everybody?” he asked.

Posy nodded slowly and turned her gaze back to Live. “What are we going to do, Nathaniel?”

Nathaniel took a slow breath. His mind was racing, Posy could tell. It was not often that he had that troubled expression on his face. “We’re going to regroup”and try again.”

What?” Posy hissed. “Nathaniel”we can’t. It’s not safe”we’ll be killed””

“So what?” He rounded on her, his lanky form stretched to full height and jaw set. “What else are we here for?”

“But, Nathaniel”Lottie””

“Posy, Lottie is doing the exact same thing we are.” In that moment, with his glaring eyes and darkened face, he resembled Lottie so much that it was almost startling. “She is risking her life every day to stop this. She’ll understand if we die trying to do the same.”

Posy felt tears stinging her eyes. Intellectually, she knew it made sense, but emotionally, it was just wrong. A mother could not just abandon her child like this.

“Posy, what else are we going to do?” Nathaniel asked again. “Wait for the Death Eaters to kill us? There’s no point in anything anymore if we don’t stop this.”

Posy could see the determination in her husband’s face. Nothing she could ever say would stop him, she knew. She turned back to the room. She saw Live’s small, crumpled body, and saw the piles of corpses. They had all died for this. She took a breath. “Okay.”




Severus Snape took to the skies. He had only been in the middle of destroying the Muggle coup when the Dark Lord had summoned him. And amusing though killing Muggles was, his master’s summons took priority; the young Death Eaters could handle the filth.

The wind whipped about him as he flew, pushing his dark hair out of his eyes and causing his black robes to billow around him. In the dark night sky, he appeared little more than a shadow. He could have Apparated of course; as the Dark Lord’s favorite servant, he was able to Apparate directly to his quarters. But he preferred the flight”it gave him time to collect his thoughts and employ Occlumency.

He landed gracefully outside of the London gates, and surveyed his surroundings. It was deserted”it was always deserted. He strode carefully to an entrance to the old Muggle underground. Crude though their transportation had been, it made a useful headquarters fifty years later.

After descending the stairs and taking a complicated series of passages over the old Muggle railways, he stopped before a broken-down train, muttered an incantation and stepped inside. To somebody unsuspecting, the interior might have caught them off guard. It did not resemble a train at all, but looked more like a dungeon, similar to those of Hogwarts, complete with stone floors and flickering torches.

“My Lord.” Severus rushed to the cloaked figure in the shadows and knelt before him. As was customary, he kissed the hem of his Lord’s robes.

“Severus,” said the Dark Lord. His voice was soft and high, but immeasurably dangerous. “No doubt you know why you are here?”

Severus looked about. They were alone”truly alone. No other masked figures lurked hidden. Unusual, but men of his standing often got privileges. “My Lord,” Severus said, carefully bringing his black eyes to meet red. “I do not know what you desire exactly, but””

“The weakness, Severus.” The Dark Lord drew his wand out of his pocket and ran his finger over its handle delicately. “You have been stationed in Alsemore for over two years and you have not succeeded in finding Fornax Maelioiric’s weakness. I wonder whether you are losing your touch.”

“My Lord, as I have explained,” Severus said, quickly glancing at the yew wand, “it would be foolish to charge into his office and use Legilimency. He will know””

“I would expect a man as clever as you to be able to have come up with a solution by now.” The Dark Lord’s eyes glinted dangerously. “Must I be forced to question your devotion?”

“No, my Lord.” Severus thought for a moment before speaking. “The man hardly spends any time alone. He is in Ryan Clynalmoy’s office more than his own.”

The Dark Lord’s expression did not falter. Severus could feel him trying to probe into his genuine thoughts, so carefully projected a sense of earnestness. Despite being unable to find a lie, the Dark Lord did not seem pleased.

“But my Lord,” Severus said quickly, “I come with news”fortunate news. Perhaps you will be able to stop this pitiful revolt at once.”

The Dark Lord glanced down at his wand before returning his stare to Severus. “Yes?”

“The students of Alsemore”along with some adults”Maelioiric and Palmyitor included”are traveling to the Hog’s Head this weekend.”

The Dark Lord did not seem impressed. “How, Severus, do you believe that will help? No doubt they will have the strongest protective enchantments””

“They do,” Severus said grimly. “They have placed a Fidelius charm around the entire pub.” Severus paused. He knew the Dark Lord’s history with this particular charm, and waited until the red eyes flitted towards his before speaking again. “They made me Secret Keeper.”

The Dark Lord, for the first time, looked pleased. “For once, Severus, you have done something useful.”

“I have Naesa Palmyitor wrapped around my little finger,” Severus said. “I will need to accompany them to Hogsmeade. I will play my part well until you arrive, at which point, of course, I will help you destroy them.”

“You have done well, Severus,” said the cloaked figure, “and the Dark Lord always rewards his followers.”

“My Lord?”

“Though I must admit”” the Dark Lord’s eyes flashed dangerously once more “”I wonder why you wish to tell me this when your previous actions have shown no loyalty to me.”

“I do not understand, my Lord.”

“You do understand.” The Dark Lord drew his wand fully. Severus did not flinch, did not draw his own wand. “Those children”four years ago”in the other headquarters. You claimed they were daughters of my followers when you knew that they were Mudblood scum of the revolt.”

Severus stood in silence for a moment. He did not let his thoughts show on his face, though his mind was working wildly. Yes, he had rescued Rowe and Woolbright years ago; he hadn’t realized that the Dark Lord had witnessed it, though. “Forgive me, my Lord,” Severus finally said. “One of the girls is a favorite student of Naesa Palmyitor. With the safe delivery of her back to school, the old woman trusts me completely.”

The Dark Lord lowered his wand and considered this. “A clever plan, Severus. Surely the salvaging of one student was worth gaining trust.”

“She will be at the Hog’s Head also, my Lord,” Severus said. “I am sure the chance to kill the child will arise again.”

“Which one was the favorite?”

Severus looked into the Dark Lord’s red eyes. “Scrawny, little thing,” he said. “Short, brown hair and glasses.” Severus watched the Dark Lord. He could almost see the moment of recognition in his eyes. Wooolbright would probably die because of this, but she was expendable.

“I see.” The Dark Lords thin lips stretched into a smile. “You have done well, Severus, exceedingly well.”

“Thank you, my Lord.” Severus knelt again, kissed his Lord’s robes and left the train. He did not stop once he was away from the Dark Lord’s watchful eye, but kept walking purposefully onward. It was not until he reached the cool breeze of fresh air above ground that he stopped.

That, he realized, was close. The Dark Lord was growing much more experienced and thoughtful. And if he had seen Rowe and Woolbright years ago, that posed a large problem, for both the immediate trip to Hogsmeade and the future. Severus ran his hand over his left forearm, over the cloth that hid his brand, and gazed at the Muggle camp, stretched across the distance. There was little he could do at this point. Severus sighed and once more again took to the skies, flying, this time, back to Alsemore.
Chapter Fifty-Seven: The Hog’s Head by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for being an awesome beta! This chapter's dedicated to my friend, Hodge.
Chapter Fifty-Seven: The Hog’s Head

Summer had dawned at Alsemore. Though the students crowded inside, studying for their final exams, the weather outdoors was unusually bright and merry. Sunlight streamed trough the windows and illuminated the corridors. Lottie almost thought she could hear birds chirping outside.

Glumly, Lottie descended the steps to the dungeon. It was time for her Occlumency practical final, and she did not fancy the idea of spending an afternoon with Snape. She had no doubt that she could block him; never had she felt so alone and disconnected from her emotions, with Andrea not speaking to her and Colm still away. She could definitely block him, and break right back into his mind, if necessary.

She knocked twice on the classroom door and did not wait for his answer before entering. As usual, Snape sat behind his desk, carefully watching her. “Hi,” Lottie finally said after a prolonged silence.

Snape did not reply. He only gestured”a mere raise of an eyebrow. These were the moments when Lottie could honestly throttle him. What did that even mean? Was she supposed to just stand there, or try to use Legilimency?

Lottie stood awkwardly for a moment. Her block was so effective that she wasn’t even sure whether he was even trying to break into her mind, but something seemed odd. Was this the whole test? Maybe she was supposed to try to use Legilimency? Cautiously, she summoned her energy and focused on breaking down his mental defenses. It was difficult and complicated, but she finally succeeded and saw a span of memories to choose from.

She selected one that seemed tame. (She definitely did not want to bring up any suppressed memories and get him angry.) As she delved into his thoughts, she experienced a rush of his former anxiety. He sat, his younger self, taking exams, scratching lines of prose onto a slip of parchment. Lottie let the exceedingly dull scene play its course. She had proved that she was able to do it, but hadn’t hurt his feelings. It seemed fair enough, until”

“Enough.” Snape slammed his palms against the desk. His pale face was almost flushed with color, his dark eyes glinting. “You are a disrespectful”insolent””

“What did I do?” Lottie asked. She had meant to words to be angry, but she was too startled to sound anything but confused.

“In an Occlumency exam, it is considered bad form to employ Legilimency.”

“But you didn’t tell me what to do!” Lottie’s rushed words and harsh tone betrayed her hidden anger. “How am I supposed to know when you don’t even have the decency to tell me””

“That is quite enough.” Snape was not shouting now; his voice was calm, dangerously so. Him shouting would have been less frightening. “Perhaps Professor Palmyitor will be able to take care of this insolence.”

What?” Lottie could have hexed him into a million pieces. “That doesn’t even””

“Shut up.” Snape stood swiftly and, his robes billowing, left the classroom. There was nothing Lottie could do but follow. Up a flight of stairs, past the entrance to the common room, and up another flight of stairs to Palmyitor’s door they walked. Lottie was angry, but mostly just bewildered.

Snape knocked on the office door and entered. Palmyitor looked up from a scroll of parchment when the door opened. “Ah, Severus, and”Rowe?”

Lottie followed Snape into the office and slumped against the wall. “Rowe,” Snape seethed, “has once against shown a disregard for respect.” Palmyitor’s dark eyes traveled to Lottie, but as she opened her mouth to protest, Snape continued. “She found it fit, during her Occlumency exam, to employ Legilimency for sport””

“It wasn’t for sport,” Lottie said. ‘You didn’t say what you wanted me to do. I was confused. I did what I thought I was supposed to do.”

“And still, she is not being respectful.” Snape glanced at Lottie and said, “I suggest we not allow her to go on the mission to the Hog’s Head tomorrow.”

What?” Lottie looked between the two of them. “Are you joking?”

“And the disrespect continues,” Snape snarled.

Palmyitor glanced at Lottie and back at Snape, a slight frown causing the wrinkles around her mouth and eyes to deepen. “I must admit, Severus,” she said, “though I agree that Rowe’s rudeness precedes her in everything she does, I do not think that is cause to take her off the mission.”

Lottie turned triumphantly to Snape, who stood blankly staring at Palmyitor. “Fine,” he said after a moment of thought. “By the way, Rowe,” he said as he turned to leave, “you received a D on your final.”

He left and shut the door before Lottie’s scream of “WHAT?” echoed the halls.

“Rowe, I suggest you go get some rest,” Palmyitor said as she massaged her temples, “and take that ingratitude elsewhere.”

Lottie stormed out of the office and down the steps to the common room. She passed through the clock and was about to head to Andrea, who sat on a couch by the fire, to complain, before remembering that they weren’t friends anymore, and settled alone in a corner.

Why had Snape done that? It wasn’t like him at all”well, yes it was”but it wasn’t like him to not give any instructions. Something this illogical had to have a reason behind it; he would not act like this for no reason. It didn’t make any sense.



Lottie woke early the next morning and headed up to the Great Hall. All of the others who were going on the mission were there as well, including Andrea, who stood moodily apart. Lottie had nothing with her but her wand”but what else would she need? She didn’t expect this to be dangerous.

The doors to the Great Hall opened once more and all three heads, followed by Snape, filed in. “All right, you lot,” said Maelioric, “we’ll be leaving by Portkey in a moment. When we land, you’re not going to make a sound. Although we have the highest security possible, we can never be too careful. When we get there, we’re looking for clues”anything unusual. If you find something, call one of us over. Got that?” The mass of students nodded and Snape stepped forward.

“As Secret Keeper,” he said, “I’m giving you the secret.” His eyes flitted around the room, before finally stopping to rest on Lottie. “The location of the mission is at the Hog’s Head.”

The heads moved at once. Each carrying an armful of quills, they moved to distribute them among the students. Clynalmoy handed Lottie a feather and Andrea came over to take a hold of it. They only had time to glare at each other for a second before there was a jerk, and they sped away.

They landed heavily against a stone floor. Lottie pushed herself up and looked around. The room they were in was small. Booths and tables filled the space, and a counter stretched against the other side. On the wall hung a painting of a young, innocent looking girl. This portrait was pristine compared to the rest of the grubby bar. A man of exceeding age stood hunched in the corner, grumbling to himself.

Lottie began about the business, scouring the walls and floors for something”anything odd. It seemed pointless though. As the minutes stretched into an hour, nothing significant happened. A few people cried that they had found something, but it turned out to be nothing more than a broken glass or a large mound of dust. Lottie was on the verge of Disapparating back to school herself, when finally something did happen.

Crack!

Lottie spun around to the source of the noise and saw a Death Eater, masked and hooded, standing in the doorway. Crack! Crack! Crack! More Death Eaters were arriving, and the room was quickly filling. Among the students, chaos reigned. Many screamed; Lottie saw one seventh year faint on the spot and collapse.

Before Lottie even know what was happening, curses began to fly. Shimmering and bright, they filled the bar with evanescent greens and reds. Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie saw Andrea march proudly into battle, hex after hex firing from her wand.

There was not much else to be done. People were panicking, and Lottie could not even find Palmyitor. Maelioric fought bravely, dueling three Death Eaters at once. Only half of the students had collected themselves enough to fight. The others stood cowering behind. Lottie tightened her grip on her wand and headed in.

Sectumsempra!” she screamed, creating a slash and a rush of blood in a Death Eater’s chest. “Stupefy! Stupefy!” She had Stunned at least one Death Eater, she was sure. Amidst the flashes and jets of light, it was hard to tell.

A haze overtook the cramped battle. The Death Eaters were strong, but Alsemore was putting up a good fight. Lottie could see why everybody praised Maelioiric’s dueling prowess. He was, without a doubt, the swiftest dueler she had ever seen. The three Death Eaters he had been fighting before lay at his feet, and he had taken on a fresh set of four.

Expelliarmus!” Lottie yelled. “Stupefy! Sectumsempra!”

It was becoming hard to tell friend from foe. Bodies piled on the floor, which made it quite difficult to move. Out of nowhere, a rush of green light”Lottie dodged and dove behind a table, which cracked in half from the strength of the curse. What was going on? Where was Palmyitor?

Lottie scrambled from her table to a spot behind a booth. Here, she had shelter, but could shoot curses easily. Andrea she could see was fighting bravely. She sported a few cuts and a bruised eye, but was otherwise unharmed. She had a pile of unconscious Death Eaters around here, ever-growing as she picked them off, one stunning spell at a time.

A Death Eater had broken ranks. Somehow he had wound up behind Andrea and she had no idea. Lottie gasped. She had to act. As he raised his wand, Lottie hissed, “Sectumsempra! ” The spell shot red and made contact with his hand. The man screamed and dropped his wand. Blood gushed out, covering his robes and showering the floor in crimson. From here, Lottie could see two severed fingers drop and land on the stone floor.

Lottie took the moment to act. “Stupefy,” she hissed, and the man collapsed like a rag doll.

The ranks were thinning. There were only five, six, seven Death Eaters left. They might have done this”they might have actually done this.

Crack! Crack! Crack!

More hooded Death Eaters appeared, even more than before. Lottie wanted to cry”was this ever going to end? A few more of the students seemed to be plucking up their courage and joining the battle. From her hiding spot, Lottie was losing hope. She shot more and more Stunners, but more and more Death Eaters kept appearing.

Andrea was almost manic in her skill. A pile of unconscious Death Eaters lay at her feet, and she continued to duel fiercely, plucking them off one by one. Maelioric’s pile was even bigger. A total of five Death Eaters had taken him now, and even though he was a superb dueler, Lottie wasn’t entire confident that he could defeat five at once. “Sectumsempra!” she shouted, her wand aimed at a Death Eater’s back.

The power of the hex caused the Death Eater to collapse promptly. Andrea’s Death Eater’s gaze followed the trail of the spell and landed on her. His face was masked, but Lottie could imagine him smiling. He began to approach her hiding place, behind a booth. Lottie shot hex after hex at him, but he blocked everything with a simple flick of his wand.

Crack! Crack! Crack!

Lottie’s eyes were fixed on the man before her, but she knew what that sound meant. More Death Eaters were arriving. There was no way they could win this”they were grossly outnumbered. Lottie shot another hex at the Death Eater, but once again, he deflected it.

Crack! Crack!

People were screaming. Lottie’s tunnel vision did not let her see what was happening. Somebody sobbed. Killing curses were flying. In one last, desperate attempt, Lottie screamed, “Stupefy!” Yet again, the Death Eater blocked it. Laughter was emitting, muffled under his mask, as he raised his wand.

She was going to die. Lottie knew all too well what spell he was about to use, and there was nothing she could do about it.

But suddenly, the Death Eater collapsed. It was as if he were a puppet and somebody had just cut his strings. Lottie looked around wildly. Somebody had just saved her”who? Andrea was still dodging curses; Maelioric was still fighting a handful of Death Eaters; others were timidly picking some off one by one or otherwise cowering in the corner.

Lottie ducked again behind the booth; here, she could be safe, and pick off Death Eaters subtly. Her eyes scanned the scene. There were many more Death Eaters than before. They were all masked, all cloaked and hooded”except for one.

“Snape,” Lottie hissed when she recognized the curtains of greasy hair and hooked nose.

Rage erupted inside of her. He was the cause of all of this”he had betrayed them”Palmyitor had been wrong all along. She wanted to kill him. She wanted to run into the battle right then and hurt him as much as possible”but no”she couldn’t”she couldn’t leave this spot without being killed.

Crack!

It was only one Apparation this time”only one person. People shrieked”somebody was sobbing. Lottie saw even Maelioiric pause for half a moment out of shock. Lottie looked up and any sort of scream that she felt echoing in her lungs caught in her throat. In the center of the battle, cloaked, eyes glinting, stood the Dark Lord.

Lottie ducked farther behind the booth, so only her eyes peered out into the open. The Dark Lord strode forth purposefully and waved his wand. The rushing sound was deafening, the green light blinding. The curse had been aimed at the opposite wall, where the elderly barman stood. In horror, Lottie watched his thin frame crumple.

She should have kept fighting. She knew she should have tried harder to survive, but panic rose up in her throat and froze all of her limbs. The battle was commencing. Now Maelioric was fighting five Death Eaters, and using their bodies to avoid being spotted by the Dark Lord. Andrea continued to fight as if nothing had changed, as if she had already accepted her inevitable death.

Lottie turned her gaze back to the Dark Lord. He was scanning the scene carefully with his horrible, red eyes. He was looking for something”for someone. Lottie shrank back to the wall farther. His eyes flitted around the room, shifting from the mass of duelers unwittingly hiding Maelioric, to the pile of unconscious Death Eaters, and finally settling on Andrea.

“Wait,” he hissed. The hairs on Lottie’s neck stood on end at the sound of his voice. It was cold and high”unnatural. He strode forward and the Death Eaters who had been fighting Andrea shuffled out of the way.

Now it was just the Dark Lord and Andrea. Andrea kept a brave face, but Lottie could feel her fear. In a last effort, Andrea raised her wand to try to defend herself”but it flew out of her hand immediately. Now she was completely defenseless, but she didn’t back down.

“Is this not,” the Dark Lord began, “the filth I saw in the London headquarters six years ago?” The corners of his thin lips were stretching into a sinister smile. “Yes”you were then spared. But Severus tells me that you are of value, that you are Naesa Palmyitor’s favorite student. Is that not correct?”

Andrea did not speak. Her knees were trembling, but she kept her eyes fixed resolutely with the Dark Lord’s red ones. “Tell me, filth, where is Palmyitor now? Why is she not here to save you?”

Still Andrea didn’t answer. The Dark Lord’s smile faded. “Answer me,” he hissed. “Filth. Avada””

Lottie acted without thinking, without realizing what she was doing. “IMPEDIMENTA!” she bellowed. Her wand was not pointed at the Dark Lord, but at Andrea. And in that instant, the spell knocked Andrea to the ground. The Killing Curse soared right through where Andrea had just been standing and caused the counter behind her to crack.

What happened next took only a second. Those red eyes turned to face the source of the disruption, to face Lottie. His eyes were only on her for a moment, just long enough for them to flicker with recognition, before a jet of purple light collided with her chest, and everything went black.
Chapter Fifty-Eight: Snape’s Flight by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thank you, coolh5000, for beta'ing! This chapter is dedicated to Alan Rickman. Just 'cause.
Chapter Fifty-Eight: Snape’s Flight

There was a dim light and there were soft voices. Lottie was vaguely aware of her own breath, rattling in and out. She couldn’t be dead”because if she were, she wouldn’t be able to breathe, or hear things, or notice the light filtering through her eyelids. What had happened?

“Lottie?” said a familiar voice, low and hushed. “Lottie, are you awake?”

Lottie couldn’t move; she couldn’t open her eyes. The light was pulsating against them, and would definitely blind her. She couldn’t speak; her jaw felt heavy and immobile. “Mmm,” she groaned in response to the question. There was an excruciating pain growing in her chest. All she wanted was for it to end.

“Are you okay, Lottie?”

Lottie was able to place the voice; it was Andrea’s. Andrea”that meant she was alive too. This realization brought comfort, but no relief as the pain in her chest continued. Each breath was like a sharp stab between her ribs, but her body was crying for more oxygen. Lottie struggled, and finally managed to say, “No.”

“Wait right here”I’ll get Professor Waterman.”

Lottie lay on her back, still not opening her eyes, still not moving. If Professor Waterman was there, that meant she was at Alsemore”that meant that it was over.

“Oh, dear.” It was Waterman’s voice this time. “That was a nasty curse you got hit with. Here, this may help.” Lottie felt a bottle being pressed to her lips and drank its contents with little regard for what was in it. Instantly, it gave her enough strength to open her eyes and prop herself up on her elbows.

She was in the hospital wing, with a concerned Andrea sitting on the bed beside her. Andrea’s cuts and bruises had already been healed. Lottie glanced around and saw that the rest of the wing was almost filled. Students lay, resting on all of the other beds, conscious or otherwise.

Lottie pushed herself up further so she sat against the bed’s headboard. She gulped down all of the potions that Waterman handed her, and the pain roaring inside of her lessened slightly. “There are only temporary,” Waterman explained. “It will take a week or two before you are finally healed.”

Lottie nodded blankly and watched as Waterman bustled off to attend to the other students. “What”what happened?” she asked, turning to Andrea. “How did we”how are we””

“After you got hit, the fighting went on,” Andrea said softly. “Maelioric pulled me aside and hid me behind the bar. The Dark Lord was about to turn his wand on Maelioric, and then suddenly everything went black.”

“What?” Lottie said. “What happened?”

“It was Palmyitor,” Andrea said. “Peruvian Instant Darkness Powder. She had gone back to school and got reinforcements. In the confusion, we were able to Apparate back. Palmyitor grabbed you and took you right here.”

Lottie sat in silence. Her mind was teeming with questions, but she couldn’t decide where to even begin. The whole affair seemed so strange. They had been under the Fidelius Charm, so how had they been found? With a pang, Lottie remembered. Snape had been the Secret Keeper.

“Snape was the one who hit you,” Andrea said as though she had followed Lottie’s train of thought. “But he didn’t kill you which is even more puzzling. We can’t figure out why. We tried asking him””

What?

“Oh”sorry”yeah. We caught him. He was trying to leave, but Maelioric grabbed him and brought him here. He’s locked up upstairs. And like I said, we tried to ask him why he didn’t kill you, but it’s no good. He’s too good at Occlumency.”

“I could find out,” Lottie said. “I could ask him.”

“Well that was the plan,” Andrea said with a weak smile. “We’re just waiting for you to recover.”

Lottie lapsed into silence again. This whole thing could have been avoided if Palmyitor hadn’t put her trust in Snape. She could have gotten anyone else… Or was it better now that they knew his true allegiance? “Did anyone get killed?” Lottie asked, scanning the rows of beds for familiar faces.

“Only the barman”Aberforth Dumbledore. The Dark Lord killed him himself.”

Lottie glanced at Andrea. It seemed so normal now”just like before, they were sitting and talking. It was almost easy to forget the past year. It seemed outrageous now that she thought about it. Andrea was her only friend; how had they gone a whole year without talking?

“Look, Andrea”” Lottie glanced down at her sheets and over to the opposite wall “”I’m sorry”for the whole year, I mean. I just””

“It’s okay,” Andrea said gently. “You more than made up for it at the Hog’s Head. You saved my life. The Dark Lord would’ve killed me”and you knocked me out of the way.”

Lottie’s memory took her back to the dim pub. The Dark Lord had stopped the whole battle”just to kill Andrea? How did he even know who she was? He had recognized her from Grimmauld Place, but then why hadn’t he recognized Lottie? And he thought that Andrea was Palmyitor’s favorite”that was just wrong. Snape had told him that, he said. Why?

“I don’t get it,” Lottie finally said.

“None of us do.” Laughing weakly, Andrea shrugged. “We just have to wait until we can question Snape”maybe he’ll be able toe explain it all.”




Lottie’s recovery was slow. She had to take six rounds of potions every day, and was forced to sleep at least ten hours every night. Whatever curse Snape had hit her with was designed to keep her off her feet for a while. She wanted to question Snape as soon a she was strong enough to walk, but Palmyitor insisted that they wait. It was better, she said, to catch him off guard with a full-force attack.

It wasn’t until July that she was back to normal. Lottie’s birthday had already passed when she sat in Palmyitor’s office, going over the plan.

“Now you’re sure you’re going to be able to get through his Occlumency?” Palmyitor asked for the thousandth time.

“Yes.” Lottie was sure. “I’ve done it before.”

Palmyitor only cast her a moment’s glance before breaking eye contact. She almost never looked Lottie in the eyes anymore”now that she knew what Lottie could do. She didn’t want her mind invaded, Lottie guessed with a smug air of superiority.

“It’s just going to be you in there,” Palmyitor said. “We will all be right outside, but I don’t want to break your concentration.”

“Okay.” Lottie felt hollow. Knowing what she had to do, she emptied her mind completely, voided herself of all emotions.

“He is dangerous,” Palmyitor went on. “He is chained and unarmed, but he is still quite a skilled wizard. You should be wary.”

“I understand.”

“Are you ready then?”

Lottie nodded once and got to her feet. She wanted to uncover this mystery. More than anything, she wanted to figure it out. Why had Snape spared her? Exactly how much had he told the Dark Lord? Did the Dark Lord know who she was related to? She climbed the steps to the highest tower, with all three heads trailing behind her.

At the top of the winding stairs, she stopped and turned to the three heads. Palmyitor gave her a curt nod, and Lottie pulled out her wand. With a deep breath, she turned the doorknob and pushed open the door.

The room was deserted.

Lottie’s first thought was that Snape was hiding, but the room was completely bare, except for a thin, rickety chair. There was nobody there. Lottie’s heart thudded a little harder in her chest. There was nobody there. Chains lay harmless and docile on the ground. They had been blasted apart. The edges of the metal were dark and jagged. A tiny window stood open, letting in the dry, summer wind.

Panic rose in Lottie like a snake. Snape was gone. He had escaped”how? She reached for the door and wrenched it open. The three heads stood there expectantly. Palmyitor looked at her with wide, anxious eyes.

“He’s gone.”

“What?” Maelioric rushed past her into the room and roared with frustration.

Clynalmoy followed him cautiously. Palmyitor just stood there, her expression completely vacant. “I don’t understand,” she finally said. “How did he do it? Those chains were charmed”they stopped all of his magic while he wore them.”

Lottie only shrugged. She could really think of no answer. All she knew was that he was definitely not in that room. Bitterly, she thought of mentioning that she should have done this earlier after all”shouldn’t have waited so long to question him, but she didn’t think it was a good idea to upset Palmyitor even more.

“Somebody helped him,” Clynlamoy said, appearing in the doorframe. “There is no way he could have escaped on his own. Somebody cursed the chains off.” He walked past Lottie to meet Palmyitor on the stairs. He rested a hand on her shoulder and looked into her eyes. “Naesa?”

How?” was all Palmyitor could croak.

Standing on the landing above them, Lottie felt like she was witnessing something uncomfortably intimate. In order to divert her attention, she crept back into the room where Maelioric stood, gazing out the window.

“It had to be a student,” he said when he heard her enter.

Lottie frowned. “Why?”

“The castle is protected by a Fidelius Charm. No Death Eater could get in. It must have been a student.

Lottie leaned against the wall. Her mind traveled back four years”back to the traitors discovered in her second year. They had found a way to lead a double life”it was more than possible that it could happen again. “Could it have been a professor?” Lottie asked.

Maelioric turned to her with a glare so fierce that it caught her off guard. “Each professor is hand picked. They are trustworthy.”

Lottie considered mentioning Dewitt and Snape, but in the present situation decided against it. “What about a former student?” she suggested weakly.

“We would have seen them enter the grounds.” Maelioric turned his gaze back out the window and glared into the deep, red sunset sky. “We’re going to have to check”every single student,” he said. “Whoever it was is a better Occlumens than Naesa is a Legilimens.”

“I can help,” Lottie said, knowing full well that this might mean learning some uncomfortable secrets about friends. There was no other way to find out.




Lottie rubbed her eyes wearily. She sat in the Legilimency classroom, behind the desk that used to be Snape’s. The three heads and her had spent all morning inspecting every single member of the student body, and now, at six in the evening, Lottie was exhausted. She was inspecting all of the upper-classmen Palmyitors for any evidence of helping Snape.

Thankfully, she only had one more person to go. Unfortunately, that person was Andrea. Lottie knew that there was absolutely no way that it was Andrea who helped Snape”there was no way that Andrea would have done that. But it was a technicality. And since Lottie was the best Legilimens at Alsemore, she had to inspect all of those who had the most Occlumency training.

The door creaked open and Andrea poked her head inside. “Hey,” she said as she shut the door and crossed over to Lottie.

Lottie smiled grimly. “Hi.”

“How’s it been going?”

“Dull.” Lottie shrugged. “Sifting through everyone’s insecure memories about school work and boys. We’re not even close to finding anyone.” She surveyed Andrea’s anxious eyes and knew precisely what she was thinking. “Look, I know this is annoying, but we should just get it over with.”

“You have to search everyone?” Andrea asked. “Even me? I mean”come on”it’s me.”

“I know”I agree”it’s stupid,” Lottie said carefully. She knew disagreeing would be a bad idea. After a year of not talking, she wasn’t going to test the limits of their fragile friendship. “Palmyitor will kill me if she found out I was playing favorites.”

“She plays favorites all the time,” Andrea said bitterly.

“I know.” Lottie laughed, more to appease Andrea than anything. “She’s just mad. Come on, you’re the last person I have to do”let’s just get it over with.”

Andrea sighed and sat down in the chair opposite of the desk. Lottie could see her fists straining with tension. She wondered if Andrea would even attempt Occlumency. Lottie turned her focus inward and mustered up the necessary concentration. In an instant, she had broken into Andrea’s mind.

She skimmed lightly through recent memories. Nothing seemed dark or evil at all, but strong emotions leapt out like red rays of sunlight against a darkening sky. Lottie selected one at random, and immediately, the cold, bubbling nausea of jealousy filled her. Lottie watched the scene unfold.

She was watching herself, but with a frigid sweep of loneliness. She was sitting at the Maelioric table with Com, and Andrea sat alone at the Palmyitor table. Lottie shook off the memory and picked another one.

Again, she saw herself standing, shouting in the Palmyitor common room. Andrea was shouting too. Anger was roaring inside of her, and completely exploded. Lottie watched Andrea pound down the stairs and collapse into bed. Her misery was palpable. Lottie hadn’t felt such a strong emotion in years.

Lottie had seen enough. She removed herself from Andrea’s memory, and felt herself receding back into her own, cold mind. Andrea still sat across from her, but wasn’t making eye contact. Lottie pursed her lips and stood up. “Come on,” she said, “let’s go to dinner.”

She decided not to mention what she had just seen, and hoped that Andrea wouldn’t either. It had been easy enough to patch things up with Andrea, but Colm was coming back to Alsemore the next week, and Lottie wasn’t entirely sure what she was supposed to do.

Andrea got to her feet silently and followed Lottie out of the classroom. Lottie wondered if Andrea, like her, was counting down the days to Colm’s return. But Andrea, unlike her, was probably dreading it.

Lottie’s mind traveled to the heads, who were probably still inspecting the younger students. She wondered if they were any closer to finding the traitor than she was. No matter what Maelioric said, Lottie had a feeling that whoever had helped Snape could not have been a student. But then who could it have been?
Chapter Fifty-Nine: Fox, Lizard and Sparrow by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thank you, coolh5000, for being an awesome beta! This chapter is dedicated to Marianne Curley because I loved her books when I was growing up.
Chapter Fifty-Nine: Fox, Lizard and Sparrow

Colm came back to Alsemore the next week. Fortunately, Andrea had an Animagus lesson when he was due to arrive, so Lottie got to avoid that obstacle for a moment. She waited like she always did, right outside of Maelioric’s office door. There was a crack, and the door opened.

Right when he saw her, Colm pulled Lottie into a tight hug. Without saying anything, he beckoned her to follow him, and led her to the same deserted classroom where they always went. “You look like you’ve had a hell of a month,” Colm said.

Lottie thought that was odd coming from him. Ever since becoming a werewolf, he had looked somewhat emaciated”now even more so. His dark eyes sunk into his skull and his sandy hair fell limply over his forehead. “That curse that Snape hit me with took a lot out of me,” she said.

Colm’s face darkened. Lottie couldn’t tell what he was thinking but was not about to use Legilimency to find out. “But”did you hear?” Lottie went on. “He got away.”

Colm looked at her strangely. Again, Lottie couldn’t quite place what was in his eyes. His lips curved into a frown and his eyebrows furrowed quizzically. “How?” he finally said. “The last time I was here, he was in chains”

“I know,” Lottie said. “And they were charmed to stop all of his magic. There’s no way he could have gotten out alone.”

“You mean they think someone helped him?”

“Yeah.” Lottie grimaced. “Maelioric reckons it’s a student, and we had to inspect the whole school. We did Legilimency on everyone, but nobody had any sort of memory even suggesting something like that.”

Colm rubbed his right thigh, the place where the werewolf had bitten him. “It must not have been a student, then.”

“I guess not.”

“I had heard rumors from the others,” Colm began, his eyes fixed thoughtfully on the ground. “They said they saw him”Snape, I mean. I didn’t believe them.”

“Well they were right.” Lottie crossed her arms. “Can we talk about something else? Thinking about Snape is just pissing me off.”

“Yeah.” Colm laughed. Lottie could see the relief sweeping through his eyes. “How is your Patronus work going?”

Lottie snorted. “You think I have time for that? Besides I can’t think of anything happy.”

Colm smiled”it was so subtle, but Lottie could see a quiet sense of laughter in his eyes. “Well I’m here now,” he said. “I’m sure between the two of us, we can think of something.”

Lottie rolled her eyes at him and pulled out her wand. “You want to see me try then? Expecto Patronum.” She waved her wand in lazy circles. “See? Nothing.”

“Oh come on.” Colm pulled out his own wand to demonstrate the grip. “Hold it like this”and try harder. Think of something happy.”

Lottie tried to think of Colm, of Andrea, having her boyfriend and her best friend and everything being okay. “Expecto Patronum.” But in the edges of her mind, Snape kept appearing. His sneer echoed in the background of even her most pleasant memories. “Expecto Patronum.”

“Here,” Colm said, pocketing his wand and crossing to her. “Hold it like this.”

He put his hand over hers and repositioned her grip so that she held her wand firmly. At his touch, she felt a jolt of happiness run through her. “Expecto Patronum,” she said. A faint silvery light started to emit from her wand.

“You’ve almost got it,” Colm said.

Expecto Patronum.” The silver vapor was forming into an almost recognizable shape. She could see four legs, and a tail, but not much more.

Lottie imagined life after the war”life with Colm, with Andrea, and without the Dark Lord’s constantly looming presence. With another rush of happiness, Lottie yelled, “EXPECTO PATRONUM!” The silver mist took a distinct shape. Joy so strong that it was almost foreign flooded Lottie as she lowered her wand to watch the Patronus charge across the room.

The animal was medium sized and had a large, bushy tail. Its ears were pointed, but they weren’t a cat’s. Lottie watched it run across the room quizzically until it came to a halt to look at her.

A silver fox sat in the center of the classroom, its tail swishing as it blinked serenely at its surroundings. Colm muttered an incantation as well, and a silver lizard burst from his wand. It scuttled over to the fox and settled down next to it. Lottie laughed at the strange couple, nestled so comfortably together. Colm laughed as well and grasped her hand. They stood watching their Patronuses for a moment until a faint tapping on the window drew their attention.

“What is that?” Lottie asked.

“Who cares?” Colm was drawing closer to her, but Lottie frowned and moved toward the window.

The source of the noise turned out to be a bird, tapping its beak against the glass. Lottie leaned closer to look at it. It was a sparrow, commonly spotted in the cities and camps”but she had never seen one at Alsemore. “Let’s hex it,” Colm said, “to shut it up.”

Lottie glared at him and turned back to the bird. There was something strangely familiar about it. Like most sparrows, it was a light cream color, with various shades of brown feathers running overtop. Speckles made an unusual pattern around its eyes, and spread down the rest of its feathers. But they were a distinctive sort of brown and were almost the color of… “Hang on,” Lottie murmured.

She unlatched the window and pushed it open. The bird fluttered inside and began zooming around the room, making laps over their heads. “It’s out of its mind,” Colm said as he drew his wand. “Let’s just kill it.”

“No”look.” Lottie put her hand in front of Colm to stop him from trying to hit the sparrow. The bird was doing something very odd. It had perched on top of a desk and cocked its head as it looked at them. Lottie inched closer, and the bird made no sort of instinctive motion to get away.

Then something began to happen. The sparrow’s face began to morph weirdly; the beak pulled back, and the markings around the eyes began to protrude. It was growing too. As it got larger and larger, the feathers began to recede and turned into skin. Colm was frowning, his mouth sagging with confusion, but Lottie began to smile as it dawned on her what was going on.

The bird was gone, but now Andrea sat on the desk, her head cocked to the side comically. “I can’t believe it!” Lottie shouted, rushing over to Andrea and embracing her in a hug. “You did it? Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I only just figured it out,” Andrea spoke in a gush of words. Her face was flushed with pride.

“A sparrow, though? That’s so cool!”

“Yeah, it’s going to be really useful. I can be pretty much invisible in any city.” Andrea stopped speaking and glanced up at Colm, her eyes narrowing. “In any case,” she added slowly, “it’s really supposed to be a secret. So I’d appreciate it if you didn’t tell anybody.”

“Of course not,” Lottie said.

Colm did not respond right away. Lottie turned to him. His eyes were narrowed suspiciously and he drummed his fingers against the top of his right leg. “Colm?” Lottie asked.

“What?” He seemed to snap out of it. His eyes widened back to normal and his normal smile spread across his lips. “Sorry”of course not”of course not.”




With the summer winding down, the students were permitted to return back to the camps to visit their families. The older students were allowed to go alone, since herds of seventeen-year-olds drew more attention than children, and they were able to Apparate. Lottie felt strange being dressed in the ripped and ragged Muggle clothes. The camp seemed so far away now; it was like a completely different life.

She waited in Palmyitor’s office, toying with the fringed hem of her sleeve. She checked and rechecked the position of her wand, hidden in her inside pocket. If anything happened, she wanted to be able to make a quick getaway.

It seemed much riskier this time”there had been so many Death Eaters at the Hog’s Head that it was reasonably possible that one of them would recognize her. Just in case, Lottie had smudged an excessive amount of dirt across her face.

At Palmyitor’s go ahead, she shut her eyes, turned on the spot and Disapparated. When she appeared in the camp, the usual sounds of children yelling, Death Eaters shouting and people crying met her ears. It seemed so strange that life was continuing like this, when she had been separated from it for so long.

Lottie glanced quickly over her shoulder and took the familiar route back to her parents’ flat. She tried not to look at her surroundings, not to see the death around her. She couldn’t help them now”all she could do was focus on what was ahead of her.

Lottie was easily able to avoid Death Eaters on the way. She kept to herself and didn’t make a scene; they just walked right by her. Her heart was pounding in her throat as she crossed the final road and pushed open the door to the apartment building.

As she walked down the narrow corridor, she noticed more noise than just her own footsteps. Lottie strained her ears and concentrated on locating the sound. It was coming from her parents’ flat. It definitely sounded like more than two people, though. Lottie crept closer to the door. Yes, it was multiple people”maybe four or five”having a conversation. Lottie glanced around. Her parents did not usually invite people over.

She reached for the doorknob and tried to turn it, but it was locked. The voices inside silenced the second she made a noise. Lottie took a step back. Her parents also did not usually lock the door. Cautiously, she raised her fist to the thin door and knocked.

“Erm”hello?” It was her father’s voice. “Who’s here?”

“It’s”it’s me,” Lottie said.

“Lottie?” came her mother’s voice. The door opened just wide enough for Lottie to slip inside. Once she was in the flat, her father locked and bolted it again.

Lottie, though, was not looking at the door. She looked at the three strangers who occupied the living room. They didn’t look like anybody her parents would be friendly with. One of the men was easily twice the size of her father. “Mum,” Lottie began slowly, “what is this?”

Posy Rowe smiled, but no sense of warmth reached her eyes. She glanced at Nathaniel and at the three, brutish looking men before turning to Lottie in an apologetic way. Lottie understood exactly what they were doing”knew why the men were here and why everybody spoke in hushed voices.

“You can’t do this,” Lottie said, shaking her head. “You can’t”it’s suicide.”

“What else can we do, Lottie?” Nathaniel growled. This argument was Lottie’s brutality pitted against her father’s, but Lottie, who had inherited Nathaniel’s anger, was also able to stand her own in this argument.

“You have to stop,” Lottie said, turning her attention away from the strangers and her mother”turning every ounce of focus she had on her father.

“I can’t just sit here and let these people be killed.” Nathaniel drew himself up to full height and stared down at his daughter. “Only a coward would lie and let this happen.”

“You’re not being a coward”you’re being smart.” Lottie pulled herself up to full height also. “We’re taking care of it, Dad.” She jabbed her thumb at her chest. “You don’t have to kill yourself to prove a point.”

“If you’re dealing with it, then you’re not doing it quickly enough.”

Lottie took a step back. Her jaw lagged open at her father’s burst of aggression. He didn’t understand”he would never understand. They couldn’t just ambush the Dark Lord in his bed and free the Muggles”it was not as easy as that.

Nathaniel.” Posy’s voice was hushed.

“What?” Nathaniel glowered at her for a moment before turning his attention back to Lottie. “I’m sorry, but your kind isn’t doing enough. People are dying every single day”and what is your kind doing? Learning magic tricks? We need to stop this.”

“You don’t understand.” For one wild moment, Lottie almost draw her wand. The momentary impulse to hex her father into oblivion passed, and she took a breath before continuing. “They could kill you in a second. One swish of a wand”and you’re dead. There’s no use locking the door either”they can unlock that without a second thought. Eleven-year-olds can do that. There’s no point in dying to prove yourself.”

“Then what should I do, Lottie?” Nathaniel shouted, his dark eyes growing darker. “Sit and let your kind take care of everything?”

“Yes””

“Let people die while your people figure it out?”

“Yes.” Lottie spun around and marched toward the door. “You’re just going to get yourself killed doing this. You’re not going to make any difference.” Without another word, Lottie wrenched open the door and slammed it behind her. She stomped through the corridor.

There was an odd sense of finality in that argument. Lottie knew that nothing she could say would dissuade her father. He was going to stage his rebellion no matter what, and he would probably die because of it.

Lottie was reminded of her grandfather, dropped dead on their doorstep because of involvement in a coup. She thought of Andrea’s father”killed also in an attempted revolt. What purpose did it serve? The Death Eaters still killed, and nothing changed.

Lottie crept through the filthy streets to find a safe spot to Apparate back to Alsemore. She appeared in the Great Hall between meals. It was empty, and everything was still. She rushed off to find Colm. She was still dressed in Muggle rags, but she didn’t care. Colm only had another day back and she had to confide in somebody.

She ran into him while she climbed up the staircase to the Maelioric common room. “What’s up?” he asked, noting the distraught look in her eyes. Lottie just shook her head and led Colm to an empty classroom.

Once he had shut the door, Colm turned to her and laid a hand on her shoulder. “Lottie, what’s wrong?”

“It’s my parents,” Lottie said. “They”they”” She hesitated. Telling anybody about her parents’ planned revolt seemed like a stupid idea. It only increased their chances of getting caught”but who would Colm tell? “They want to start a revolt in the camps.”

Colm didn’t say anything. His brow furrowed slightly as he thought. Lottie wondered what he could be thinking.

“But it’s stupid,” she said to break the silence. “It’s suicide. They don’t understand that wizards can kill in a second.”

“Did you try to talk them out of it?”

“Yes.” Lottie sat on a desk and rested her cheek on her fist. “They wouldn’t listen. They said it was better than doing nothing at all, but that’s just stupid.” She picked up her head to glance at Colm for reassurance. Instead of smiling, though, he just furrowed his brow further.

“I really don’t know what to say.” He sat down on the desk next to hers. “If they won’t be convinced out of it, I guess there’s nothing we can do.”

Although she didn’t quite find this answer satisfactory, Lottie didn’t say anything. She stared at a spot on the floor. There really was nothing she could do for it. If her father wouldn’t back down, what could she say? But how could she just sit and let her parents get killed?

The door creaked open. Lottie looked up. Andrea stood in the doorway with a wry smile on her face. “I thought I’d see you here,” she said.

Perhaps she could sense Lottie’s misery in her eyes or maybe it was just a coincidence, but Andrea’s smile appropriately melted away. “Palmyitor wants to see you,” she finally said. “She’s in her office. It sounds serious.”
Chapter Sixty: Professor Palmyitor’s Offer by Eponine
Author's Notes:
As always, thanks to coolh5000 for helping me out with this chapter!

This one's dedicated to Kurt Vonnegut!
Chapter Sixty: Professor Palmyitor’s Offer

Lottie stood outside of Palmyitor’s door for a moment. She felt like quite a lot had been leading up to this moment. She wasn’t sure how she was so sure, but somewhere in the back of her mind, she knew. All the years of training”just for this. She was still in her Muggle clothing. The torn hem of her pants dragged along the floor behind her. She took a deep breath to clear her mind and knocked.

“Rowe?”

Lottie pushed open the door. Like always, Palmyitor sat behind her desk, her hands folded neatly on the tabletop. “Sit down,” Palmyitor said, and Lottie glanced at the chair across from the aged desk. There wasn’t normally a chair there”usually she had to stand. Lottie sat and watched Palmyitor expectantly.

“I expect you have been anticipating this,” Palmyitor said, carefully surveying Lottie. Lottie only nodded. “Well,” Palmyitor resumed, “as you know, you are a very talented Occlumens and Legilimens.”

“Yes.”

“Your ability exceeds mine, or Severus’s, probably even the Dark Lord’s himself.” Lottie was interested by this information, but not entirely surprised. She just stared back at Palmyitor, waiting for her to speak. “And I am also sure you know, I have been acting as a spy for us”acting as Death Eater to accumulate information.”

Lottie nodded again. She knew where this was going. She had always known where it was going. Now faced with it, she did not feel any more frightened than she had at eleven years old.

“My disguise is growing less effective, however. The Dark Lord certainly suspects me”he has for years. It is no longer safe for me to go to the Death Eater headquarters.”

“You want me to take your place,” Lottie finished.

Palmyitor met her eyes, and for a moment, Lottie experience a rush of dread at the prospect. This war had turned Palmyitor into an angry, hardened woman with no friends. Had she always been like that or was it a result of living so long as a liar? Would she, Lottie, become like that too?

“Yes.”

Lottie shifted in her chair and sat on her hands. It was easy enough to accept. On the one hand, it wasn’t like she had an option anyway. The glory of the position, too, overshadowed anything she had done before. All she had ever wanted was to be important, and this was her chance. On the other hand, it would undoubtedly change her life forever. She would have to torture”perhaps even kill”to play her role convincingly. She wondered how many people Palmyitor had killed.

Would she ever get to come back to Alsemore? Would she ever see Andrea or Colm again? To be a real Death Eater, she would have to change herself completely.

“I would get a Dark Mark,” Lottie said. It was not a question, but a statement”an acknowledgment of defeat.

“Well”yes.”

Lottie pursed her lips. All her life she had dreaded and hated that Mark. Everything she had ever done was a rebellion against it. Her existence was an act of rebellion against it.

“It only has meaning if you give it meaning,” Palmyitor said. “Sacrifices must be made if we want to win the war.”

Lottie fell into silence. She did not like the idea, but had to accept that it was unavoidable.

“There is a minor change in the original plan,” Palmyitor said. “Since the Dark Lord clearly remembers your little adventure to the Death Eater headquarters, you cannot go undisguised.” Lottie frowned at the accusatory tone in Palmyitor’s voice. If she had known, years ago, that she could have ruined everything with that trip, she probably wouldn’t have done it. But how was she supposed to have understood at that age?

“So are we going to use Polyjuice Potion?” Lottie asked.

“Exactly.”

“Who am I going to go as?”

“That is yet to be seen.” Palmyitor glanced quickly out the window before turning her gaze back to Lottie. “We’re reviewing the most promising candidates right now.”

“When will I leave?”

“Not until the day after term starts.

Inwardly, Lottie breathed a sigh of relief. That gave her at least a little bit more time. The conversation seemed to be over. Lottie stood up to leave and moved toward the door, before Palmyitor’s voice stopped her.

“Rowe,” she said, “don’t tell anybody about this.”

Lottie frowned and turned back to her.

“Tell them you are going on a mission, but don’t give them any specific details.”

“Why not?”

Palmyitor stared at her with the air of staring at somebody incredibly ignorant. “Somebody helped Severus escape, Rowe. We still don’t know who did it. It would be very foolish to be giving out such precious information.”

“Right. Okay.” Lottie wrenched open the door and ran down the steps to the Palmyitor common room. After she set the time on the clock, she rushed inside and collapsed onto an armchair next to Andrea.

“You spoke with Palmyitor, I assume?” Andrea said, not looking up from the book she was reading.

“Yeah.”

“And?”

“I have an assignment.”

Andrea looked up. She glanced once over her shoulder and, marking her page with an index finger, shut the book. “What is it?”

“I can’t tell.” Lottie shook her head, causing wisps of hair to fall into her eyes.

Andrea narrowed her eyes shrewdly and smiled. “Come on,” she said.

“No”I really can’t. Palmyitor said””

“Oh I guess if you don’t trust me.”

“It’s not me”are you listening?” Lottie said in growing frustration. “It’s Palmyitor. She said I’m not allowed to tell anyone”not you or Colm or anything.”

Andrea was a little more satisfied with this and sat back in her chair.

“So I’m going to leave,” Lottie added.

Andrea looked back up. “When?”

“The day term starts. I’ll be here for the feast.”

Andrea’s shoulders slumped as she surveyed the cold, wooden floor. “Will you come back?” she asked without looking up.

“I”I”” Lottie’s eyes grew softer as she watched Andrea. She had been so focused on her own safety and her own fear that she hadn’t even thought of Andrea. Andrea would have nobody when she left. “I don’t know.”

“Well”Palmyitor gave me a job too,” Andrea said, looking up.

“Oh yeah?”

“Yeah, but it’s not as top secret as yours.”

“What are you doing?”

“The Ministry,” Andrea said. “You know, the one they set up. It’s been acting really weirdly lately. We think some people might be under the Imperius curse. So I’m going to go check it out.”

“Cool.” Lottie tried to smile genuinely, but struggled. In the past, all she had wanted was this mission, but now faced with her present dangers, she might have picked Andrea’s instead. With a pang, she remembered Colm”who had become a werewolf for his assignment. She hadn’t been able to do that. She was too afraid. Was she really that much of a coward?

“Did anyone else get assignments?” Lottie asked flatly.

“Yeah”Andrew is going to be a Healer around battles. Apparently, he’s been taking private lessons for a while now.”

“Weird,” Lottie said. She sat back and stared around at the familiar Palmyitor common room. It was hard to believe that she had spent the past six years here and was now going to leave”maybe she would never see it again. With an unfamiliar heaviness, she watched the fire dance.



“You’ll be playing the part of Shaula Carrow,” Palmyitor explained in her office the next day. “She is the first cousin once removed of some prominent Death Eaters at the time of Harry Potter’s death. She””

“Which Death Eaters?”

Palmyitor shot her a severe glare. “I don’t appreciate being interrupted, Rowe,” she said. “Amycus and Alecto Carrow”brother and sister, to answer your question. Their cousin, Arcturus Carrow, never quite fit in with the Death Eaters. Unfortunately, his late-in-life daughter, Shaula, was sent to Hogwarts where she was adequately brainwashed. She went abroad to America to try to spread the movement, but the distance seemed to give her some thinking time. She hadn’t been heard from for two years. She wasn’t working for the Dark Lord anymore, but she wasn’t exactly working against him either.”

Lottie looked up from her roll of parchment. She had been taking notes to remember all of this. “So how old am I supposed to be?”

“Twenty.” Palmyitor drummed her fingernails against the desktop as she thought. “Your welcome will not exactly be friendly, since Shaula fell out of contact, so I suggest you think of a convincing story.”

Lottie frowned and leaned back in her seat. “I could say that she had been attacked by a group of rebels and put under the Imperius curse,” she suggested.

Palmyitor arched her eyebrows. “Yes, hopefully that will work.”




The start of term feast was a much more somber affair than usual. Lottie sat slumped at the Palmyitor table next to Andrea and the other seventh years. She didn’t notice the other house tables, the other students, the staff table, where the three heads, Hermione, and Neville sat with their food, occasionally slipping conspicuous glances over to where Lottie sat. Lottie’s mind was completely focused on herself. Was this going to be her last meal in the Great Hall? Was this her last meal with Andrea?

She watched the Sorting without really processing what was going on. The ceremony was drawing to a close. Only one girl was left waiting, and when Palmyitor called, “Young, Nora,” she approached the table.

There was something off about this girl, Lottie thought. Her skin was so pale that it was almost transparent and heavy bags fell under her dark, troubled eyes. She looked ill. When Clynalmoy welcomed her to his house, she seemed quite relieved and sat down at the opposite table.

Lottie poked at her food unenthusiastically. She could never remember being this nervous before. Her stomach flopped and sloshed inside of her like a dead animal. She didn’t speak to anybody, but shared anxiety-ridden smiles with Andrea occasionally. Across the way, Colm, who was back for a week, looked just as sick, just as anxious.

When she had eaten as much as she could possibly stomach, she rose from her seat and glanced at Colm significantly. He rose too and followed her out of the Hall, and into a deserted classroom.

“How are you feeling?” he asked as he magically sealed the door.

“Scared out of my mind.”

“Don’t worry”you’ll be okay.” Colm tried to smile, but the corners of his lips just quivered. “It’s not that scary, leaving here. You just have to think on your feet a lot more.”

Lottie nodded, though without much conviction. Colm’s mission was dangerous, but hers”hers was riskier than anything. She hadn’t told him what she was doing either. Palmyitor had seemed adamant about keeping it a secret. But even if Colm had known, he wouldn’t tell anybody. He even know basic Occlumency, so he could hide it even if the traitor, whoever that was, was trying to force it from him.

“You always look like you’re hiding something now,” Colm said, looking carefully into her eyes. “You didn’t always”not before”when we were younger.”

“We didn’t know each other then,” Lottie said. “I might have always been hiding something.”

“Just because we didn’t talk doesn’t mean I didn’t notice you,” Colm said. “I have always noticed you.” He was drawing closer. “Why do you think I always tried to get your attention? Why do you think I… I don’t know… came to the camps during that rebellion?”

They were so close to each other nose that their noses almost touched. “I thought you wanted to see what was going on,” Lottie said weakly.

“No.” Colm’s gaze met hers and Lottie felt his absolute sincerity in the pit of her stomach. “I wanted to protect you.”

Their lips met. Lottie was filled with a temporary warmth as she laced her fingers with his. He had liked her all along, and had kept it a secret. Now, in a moment of complete genuineness, he had told her. Lottie had many secrets, but had never divulged a single one.

“I am,” Lottie finally whispered, pulling away from him.

“What?”

“I am hiding something.” She gazed into Colm’s large, searching eyes. She was not supposed to tell anybody, but she trusted Colm. He wouldn’t give her secret to a traitor. He would protect her with his life.

“What is it?”

Lottie took a deep breath and glanced out the window to make sure that nobody was spying. “I’m related to Harry Potter.”

Colm’s eyes widened further. He sat back slightly and stared at Lottie with such intensity that she had to look away. “But”but you’re a Muggle-born,” he finally said.

“I’m related to his cousin”his Muggle cousin.”

The corners of Colm’s lips twitched, but were unable to form a smile. “Why are you telling me this?” he asked. “If anybody ever found out””

“Nobody knows,” Lottie said. “Just Palmyitor”and”well”you”and Andrea”and”” In a horrific moment of realization, Lottie’s heart froze. Her jaw slacked open slightly.

“And?” Colm asked urgently.

“Snape.” Lottie glanced at Colm and could feel panic rising in her chest. “Snape knows. He performed Legilimency on me for years. He must have told the Death Eaters. What am I going to do?”

“It’s okay.” Colm laid a quivering hand on her knee.

“That’s probably why he didn’t kill me at the Hog’s Head. The Dark Lord wanted to question me”to kill me himself. Snape just pushed me out of the way so nobody would kill me by mistake.”

The fear in Colm’s eyes almost matched hers. “Maybe he didn’t tell,” he said. “Maybe the Dark Lord doesn’t know.”

“Of course he knows. Why wouldn’t Snape tell? Shit.” Lottie rested her face in her hands and stared at the ground. She had to make sure she would never been seen by Death Eaters. If she did, she would be killed in an instant. Fingers trembling, she looked slowly at Colm. “You won’t tell anybody, Colm, will you?”

He looked at her and blinked slowly. “I would die before I told anyone.”




Lottie couldn’t sleep. She lay on her back with her eyes wide, as if somebody were forcing them open. Everything was going to change, and she was more afraid than she had ever been before. She had to quell this anxiety, though, otherwise it would interfere with her Occlumency”and if she couldn’t use that, she didn’t stand a chance.

She lay there until eager rays of grey sunlight hit the window. At that point, she couldn’t stay lying down anymore, and sat up. After swinging her feet onto the chilly stone floor and standing up, she quickly changed into a set of robes. Lottie glanced the close curtains around Andrea’s bed and rushed out of the room to take one more look at the Palmyitor common room.

Andrea was already there. She, too, looked slightly ill. A mildly pink tinge surrounded her eyes, but the rest of her face was almost green. She didn’t do anything, but surveyed Lottie carefully. “Hi.”

“Hey.”

Lottie sat down next to her on the couch across from the fireplace, where embers were glowing dully. She glanced out the window; the sun was beginning to rise in earnest. The bright rays created a blinding glare on the glass.

“Are you scared?” Andrea asked.

Lottie turned to look at her. Andrea, who had never excelled in Occlumency, and wasn’t even able to do Legilimency, always had an uncanny ability to understand her feelings. The difference was that she felt what Lottie did, whereas Lottie manipulated others to divulge their emotions.

Lottie shrugged. “I guess.” She turned back to the window. A light breeze was causing the grass to sway rhythmically outside. “Palmyitor did it for years, though. How dangerous could it be?”

Andrea didn’t answer, but Lottie knew what she was thinking: very. Andrea looked down to her lap and played with the frayed edge of her sleeve. “When are you coming back?” she asked.

“I dunno,” Lottie said. It was true”Palmyitor had never mentioned whether she would ever return for good. Lottie knew she was able to Apparate back to school whenever she wanted to deliver information and get a new assignment, but the subject of the end of this mission was unclear. “Hopefully soon”if we can defeat the Dark Lord.”

Andrea let out a sharp laugh, though not really because she actually found anything particularly humorous. “Yeah, I’m not sure that’ll happen soon”because we’ve been wasting time for the past fifty years, right?”

Lottie shrugged. It seemed possible. There were only two Horcruxes left, after all; and maybe she would be able to find them as she worked closely with the Death Eaters.

The sun had completely passed the horizon now. It shone bright red as it crept farther into the sky. Lottie glanced momentarily at Andrea, who seemed to be staring intently at the floor. Her eyes were growing redder.

“I’d better get going,” Lottie finally said, without looking at her. “I’m supposed to meet Palmyitor in her office.” Tentatively, Lottie got to her feet.

Andrea rose too. She turned and made eye contact. Without even meaning to, Lottie entered her emotions and felt a rush of grief, anxiety, jealousy and fear. Lottie didn’t know how her friend hadn’t exploded from feeling so much.

“I’ll miss you,” Andrea said.

“I’ll miss you too.”

Andrea pulled Lottie into a fierce hug. Lottie, who usually found such touchy-feeliness uncomfortable, let it happen. She was fully aware of the fact that she might never see Andrea again. Andrea hugged her tighter, and Lottie thought she could hear her sniffing quietly. Finally, Lottie stepped away and they looked at each other one more time.

“I guess,” Lottie began, “goodbye.”

Andrea’s eyes were brimming with tears, and even though Lottie didn’t cry, she could feel an unfamiliar tingle of emotion in her core. “Bye,” Andrea said.

Lottie turned around. There was nothing more to say, no use prolonging it. She crossed the common room slowly, taking in everything, trying to record it permanently into her memory. She swung open the door and exited through the old, grandfather clock without looking back.

The short walk to Palmyitor’s office was lonelier than anything Lottie could remember. She felt as though she were marching slowly to her death, unarmed and unaided. When she reached Palmyitor’s office door, she knocked and pushed it open.

Palmyitor was dressed, as always, in immaculately pressed robes, today the color of a midnight sky. When Lottie came in, Palmyitor didn’t say anything, but presented her with a new set of robes and a glass of muddy-looking potion.

Lottie changed wordlessly into the new robes and took the potion. “Wait,” Palmyitor said and pulled a course hair from the desk. She dropped it in. Instantly, the potion changed consistency. It was no longer thick like muck, but thin and tenuous, almost like water, but with a slightly darker tinge.

Lottie drank it in one gulp and pursed her lips. It was not entirely revolting, but it had a meager flavor of many things at once with a sour aftertaste. She waited until the transformation finally began. Just like she remembered, it was not very pleasant. She felt her bones expand and her skin stretch taught along her face. Her hair grew longer and thicker, and the world seemed to dim as her eyes darkened.

When it was over, Palmyitor tilted her head in the direction of a mirror, and Lottie examined herself.

Shaula Carrow was about Lottie’s height, but with much broader shoulders and a wider face. Lottie’s slightly crooked nose had curved into a graceful button shape, which was a little bit too small for her wide face. Her eyes were dark, almost black, and set wide apart. Her hair had changed from Lottie’s thin blond to a thick, course mane of jet black. Lottie thought Shaula had a sort of sad appearance with her low cheekbones and drooping eyelids. The dilapidated robes she wore did not help either.

Lottie turned back to Palmyitor whose eyes were set intently on her. “Are you ready?” she asked.

Lottie nodded.

“You know your entire back story?”

Lottie nodded again.

“Remember that you are going to have to perform deeds you never imagined.”

Lottie had realized this all too clearly. Being a Death Eater meant killing”but surely a few Muggle lives were worth the freedom of the entire world.

“Here.” Palmyitor pushed a flask of Polyjuice Potion across the desk. “Remember to take it once an hour, every hour. Do not be conspicuous about it. If you begin to run out, we can replace your supply.”

Lottie, unable to find words, just continued to nod as she slid the flask into her pocket. She met eyes with Palmyitor and though both of them were employing sufficient Occlumency against the other, they had a common understanding.

“Good luck, Rowe.”

Lottie meant to thank her, but couldn’t find her voice in her throat. She only nodded for the final time, turned on her heel, and Disapparated.
Chapter Sixty-One: London Headquarters by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for being an excellent beta!

This chapter's dedicated to the barista at my new favorite cafe!
Chapter Sixty-One: London Headquarters

Lottie appeared in the center of a deserted, suburban neighborhood. The wind lifted the hem of her robes and whipped them about her ankles. She glanced at her surroundings, tucking her new, coarse, dark hair behind her ear. She had to find a Death Eater”maybe there would be nearer to the camps?

She began to walk in one direction, and looked carefully around her. She had never been outside the camps for very long, and only now was the absurdity of the situation beginning to dawn on her. Why did wizards need this much space?

She did not have to wait long to find a Death Eater. A shout of, “Hey! Who are you?” froze her in her tracks.

Lottie turned around and raised her hands to indicate that she meant no harm. She stood still until the Death Eater reached her. She could tell just by looking at his eyes (the only visible part of him beneath his mask) that he was not a high-ranking official; he was just one of the dimwitted muscles.

“My name is Shaula Carrow,” Lottie said, and only for a moment, was taken aback by the brusqueness of her own voice.

“Carrow?” The Death Eater leaned closer and examined her eyes carefully in some sort of mockery of Legilimency. Lottie’s Occlumency held true, even though she doubted that she actually needed to block any of his attacks. He had probably seen others do this without any real idea what it meant. “You’re not related to Alecto and Amycus, are you?”

“I am.” Lottie pursed her lips, as though she were offended by the Death Eater’s question. “My father, Acrturus”I assume you have heard of him”was their first cousin.”

“I’ve heard of Acrturus,” the Death Eater grunted. “He wasn’t one of our type, was he?”

“Insignificant,” Lottie said. “His support of the Dark Lord’s movement was not as enthusiastic as his cousins’, if that is what you mean, but mine is.”

“You’re not a Death Eater, though.”

“I have not been given that honor, no, I must admit.” The words flowed naturally from Lottie’s tongue. She was almost surprised by how easy this was. “I have been away. After leaving Hogwarts, I went to America and went to spread the Dark Lord’s message.”

The Death Eater narrowed his eyes and straightened up, as if to examine her fully. “How do I know you’re not lying?”

Lottie etched a casual smirk into Shaula’s face. “Why would I lie?”

The Death Eater apparently was unable to answer this question and shrugged. “So what are you doing out then, Carrow?”

“I was actually hoping to run into somebody like you,” Lottie said. “The trip to America was not going successfully and I thought I would be more useful here.”

“You want to join the Dark Lord’s inner circle?” the Death Eater asked. “You realize that it is an extremely difficult rank to achieve.”

Lottie raised her eyebrows. “I might be successful,” she said simply. “If not, I still want to join. Is there a headquarters where I could speak with someone”ah”more official?”

The Death Eater clearly did not appreciate this, but couldn’t find anything to disagree with, so he just grunted dully. He turned around and shrugged in a direction to get her to follow. Lottie adjusted her robes slightly and walked behind him.

The streets they went through were equally as deserted. Only once did they see anybody else”another masked Death Eater who raised an arm in greeting. They got as far as the camps, and walked around the gate’s periphery. Lottie looked resolutely ahead, trying to ignore the dusty, grimy children, huddled by the edge.

This became increasingly difficult when the Death Eater turned and marched them through the gate. Now Lottie was here, her former home. She walked with blinders until they finally reached a gathering of other hooded and cloaked Death Eaters.

Lottie waited quietly in the background as the Death Eaters conversed in low tones. She mentally prepared herself to defense against Legilimency attacks. The Death Eaters were talking, casting dark glances at her.

“Carrow,” the first Death Eater finally said. It only took Lottie a split second longer to respond to this new name. She approached the circle. “This,” the Death Eater gestured to the figure on his right, “is Severus Snape. No doubt you’ve heard of him.”

The shock Lottie felt rocket through her body was enough to catch her momentarily off guard, but she quickly regained composure. “Who hasn’t?” she said, giving the masked Snape a wry smile.

Snape reached up and took his mask off. His usual curtain of black hair fell into his black eyes as he surveyed her carefully. He smirked. For a terrible second, Lottie thought he had recognized her, but she regained her composure quickly. He was not doing Legilimency”he didn’t know who she was. “So,” he said softly, “you are interested in joining us officially?”

Lottie nodded.

“Excellent. Thank you, Archer. Leave us.” The first Death Eater nodded and obediently turned to leave. Snape turned to the other Death Eaters behind him and snarled, “You too.” The others left more grudgingly, and it wasn’t until they were well out of earshot that Snape inched closer and hissed, “Why have you come back?”

Lottie took a step away from him, trying to suppress her alarm “What do you mean?”

“You have been gone for years. Nothing came of your mission to America. We assumed you had fled.”

“I haven’t.” Lottie’s gaze did not falter. “The American Mudbloods put up more of a fight than I had anticipated. I was”ah”indisposed for quite some time before escaping.”

“They captured you?” Snape’s eyes flitted between hers, trying to find some sense of a lie. “You let yourself be captured by scum?”

“They put up an impressive fight. They took away my wand. Even you could not have escaped easily, as defenseless as I was.”

Snape’s nostrils flared dangerously. Lottie was sorely tempted to perform Legilimency; she had to find out who had let him out”who the traitor was”but she knew that it would blow her cover completely if she did. “How did you escape then?” Snape finally asked.

“I tackled one of them when they had their backed turned and wrestled the wand out of his hands.”

Snape stood in silence for a long time. Lottie knew he was looking for something”anything to suggest that she was lying, but he couldn’t find it. “Very well,” he said brusquely. “Follow me.”

With a knot loosening in her chest, Lottie trotted after Snape as he walked back toward the exit of the camp. He took her through the deserted, urban streets until they reached an underground entrance. They descended the steps into near darkness. Lottie followed the minute light emanating from Snape’s wand as they walked farther and farther into darkness.

“Who goes there?” called a harsh, distant voice.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Snape hissed. He jerked his head toward a narrow tunnel way to their right from which a glimmering light issued. He veered, and Lottie followed. They sauntered along the slippery path, Lottie hoping the entire time that she would not trip. Finally, they emerged in a wide chamber, lit by flickering torches. “I come bearing fresh meat,” Snape said.

A single Death Eater stood against the far wall. As he approached, Lottie thought she saw something familiar in those silver eyes”but it couldn’t be Malfoy”he had died. The Death Eater reached up and removed his mask. It took all of Lottie’s self control not to gasp. It was Malfoy, just not Draco.

“I thought we have the entire list of recruits to the inner circle already,” Lucius said, his eyes narrowing on her. “They came directly from Hogwarts. Who are you?”

Lottie opened her mouth to answer, but Snape cut in. “She does not come directly from Hogwarts. She had a mission in the Americas and was assumed for dead.” He slid his gaze to Lottie who stared resolutely back at him. “With her own cunning, she escaped. And she comes from noble blood. The Dark Lord will be pleased to have a Carrow back in the inner circle.”

Lucius’s eyes widened, causing his crows’ feet to deepen. “Carrow, you say? I did not know there were any alive.”

“Neither did I.” Snape smiled though it seemed more like a leer. “If her blood and clever escape don’t make her an ideal recruit, we have many others who are in more trouble than her.”

Lucius’s frown lines deepened. “I see,” he said. “Yes. I think the Dark Lord will be pleased to see you. Carrow?”

“Shaula Carrow,” Lottie said swiftly, grating him a satisfied smile. “Thank you. I want nothing more than to be useful to the Dark Lord in whatever way possible.”

“You may be more helpful than you know.” Lucius glanced behind him. “And you arrive at a perfect moment, I must say. Tomorrow we begin the process with the new candidates.”

“Yes,” Snape said, his eyebrows tightening curiously. “It’s almost as if you planned this.”

“Fortune has been on my side,” Lottie said quickly, meeting his eyes. They stood staring for a good minute. Again, Lottie could feel him trying to break into her mind, but she would not let him.”

“Well,” Lucius finally said, “the recruits stay here, so we can keep an”ah”closer eye on them. No doubt you have no place to stay anyway”but”let me show you to the rooms.”

“Thank you.” Lottie smiled at Snape before turning to follow Lucius down another narrow hallway. As Lucius walked, his hood fell from his head, leaving his iron grey hair exposed. That image catapulted memories into Lottie’s mind”Draco, first coming to Alsemore, alone and friendless, Lucius spotting Draco at Beauxbatons, Lucius killing his own son. A lump rose in Lottie’s throat, but she forcefully repressed it. Here, standing before her was the man who had killed her grandfather. It would be so easy to take revenge”but then what? No, the only way she could really take revenge was to play her part well.

Lottie turned her attention to the tunnels around her. The flaming torches cast everything in a sickly, yellow light and made shadows move on the wall. The ground seemed to be solid, but Lottie thought she could hear soft crunches every time her boots made contact with it. Finally, Lucius came to a stop.

“Here we are,” he said, indicating a row of battered doors to their right. Lottie scanned them quickly and counted twenty doors.

“You are lucky,” Lucius went on as he approached the last door. “We have only one room left.”

“Funny,” Lottie said. She watched him turn the rusty latch and swing the door open. He inclined his head toward her and, taking that cue, Lottie inched inside.

The room was gloomy. Darkness had trapped it, invaded every corner. A faint singed smell inhabited the room, and with no windows along any of the stretches of dark wall, it festered. As soon as she stepped through the threshold, Lottie felt a tingling in her fingertips. She wasn’t sure whether it was the remnants of Dark Magic that caused that, or if it was just her own anxiety.

“Thank you,” she finally said, turning back to Lucius.

He just pursed his lips in return before spinning on his heel to leave. “Oh by the way,” he said, stopping and glancing back at her, “the candidates have a meeting tonight”we will tell you more of the process then.”

“Got it,” Lottie said. “Thank you.”

Lucius nodded once and strode out of the room, letting the door slam behind him.

Fingers trembling, Lottie reached into her pocket and pulled out her flask. She took a swig of the Polyjuice Potion before putting it away again. She made sure to hide it more carefully this time, and fashioned herself a tie with which she could strap it to her calf. Snape, she remembered, was a Potions Master. If he ever saw the flask, he would know what it was instantly.

Lottie sat down on the corner of the bed and rested her face in her hands. Her eyes had grown accustomed to the darkness, and though there was no light, save for the minute amount of torchlight seeping in from the crack beneath the door, Lottie could see quite clearly. She didn’t even want to imagine what the next day would entail”some sort of test, it seemed like.

There was a knock at the door. Lottie picked her head up and blinked at it. “Erm, come in,” she said tentatively.

The door opened. Standing in its frame was a boy”Lottie would almost have said child. Surrounded by the orange light, his wiry silhouette stood in blackness. His hair was thin, neither blond nor brown. His wide eyes wandered manically, and were set far into his head. His thin lips twitched nervously as though he wanted to speak, but could not.

“Hi,” Lottie finally said.

The boy mumbled something indistinct.

“Sorry?”

“I”I said you could use some light in here,” he said, a little louder, though Lottie still had to strain to hear him. Lottie was not at all surprised by the high pitch of his voice or the thinness with which he spoke.

Lottie shrugged. Without her approval, the boy pulled out a wand and flicked it. Two candles appeared out of thin air. He flicked his wand again, and they ignited. His sheepish smile was visible in the wavering light as he carefully balanced the candle on the tabletop.

The boy sat down without invitation on her bed next to her, still smiling. His blue eyes were so light that they seemed almost translucent. “Hi,” Lottie said again.

“Hello.”

Again, there was silence. “I’m Shaula,” Lottie said. “Shaula Carrow.”

The boy’s pale eyes widened slightly at the name”clearly it was a familiar one. “I’m Bran,” he said, his voice wavering. “Bran Bennett. You just got here today.”

“Yes.”

“I’ve been here for almost a week.”

Lottie glanced at him. It hadn’t honestly occurred to her that he was here as a candidate as well. He was too young”he could not have been older than twelve or thirteen. “You’re here for training also?” Lottie asked, trying to sound as polite as possible.

“Of course,” Bran said, completely unaffected by her confusion. “I was all set to go back to Hogwarts this year, but then the senior Death Eaters came to our manor last week and said that I was a prime candidate to join the inner circle, so here I am.”

“What year were you going to go into?”

“Fifth.”

Lottie raised her eyebrows. “You’re fifteen,” she said. Bran nodded. “Is it common practice to take candidates out of school?”

“I’d never heard of it before. Normally it’s just the top of the seventh years who get recruited. Naturally, when my parents found out they were thrilled.”

Lottie nodded. “I would imagine,” she said, trying to sound impressed, though she was inwardly puzzled. Why did the Death Eaters want this boy?

“But I don’t recognize you,” Bran said. “You weren’t at Hogwarts last year.”

“No, I’m older than that.” Lottie tapped her fingers against her knee. “I was on a mission in the Americas for a few years, but it collapsed. The rebellion there kept me as prisoner and I only just escaped.”

Bran leaned closer, frowning slightly. “What happened in America?”

“I don’t want to talk about it,” Lottie said quickly, snapping her head toward Bran. Just as she had hoped, that was warning enough and he didn’t pursue the topic further. “I just got back to civilization today”and first went right to try and join ranks.”

“And they let you be a candidate for the inner circle?” Bran asked. “Just like that?”

“Yes,” Lottie said, not quite sure where his confusion was coming from.

“That’s weird.” Lottie did not want to ask why, since her lack of knowledge might be suspicious. Thankfully, it was not a problem because Bran, unprompted, explained, “Usually they pick the recruits right out of the top of the class, don’t they? I don’t think I’ve ever heard of someone just asking to join.”

“My escape from America was no small feat, let me tell you,” Lottie said, contorting her face into a grumpy expression. “It’s probably more impressive than anything the other recruits have done.” Bran just nodded along with her as she continued, “Not to mention my family””

“Yeah, I thought all of the Carrows had died,” Bran said with uncomfortable enthusiasm.

“My family was extraordinarily loyal to the Dark Lord,” Lottie said. “No doubt he would be happy to have me.”

Bran’s reaction amused Lottie. He tilted his head back and his sunken eyes widened dramatically. Skimming the edges of his mind, she saw surprise, awe and a mild sense of anxiety. Lottie smirked. “I think I may take a rest,” she said. “I haven’t actually slept in a long time.” Bran nodded, though Lottie knew he couldn’t fully grasp what she was feeling. “Can you come knock on my door when it’s time to go to the meeting?”

“Of course.” Bran took the cue and got to his feet. “I’ll see you soon.”

Lottie watched him leave and only when he shut the door behind him did she lie down against the thin bed. The air around her was suffocating. She extinguished the candles and locked the door with two flicks of her wand and shut her eyes.




Lottie woke to the sound of knocking. “Shaula?” called Bran’s fluttery voice. “Shaula, we have to go.”

“Oh”yes.” Lottie got to her feet, and brushing her hair out of her eyes, moved to the door. A split second later, she froze, her hand still on the latch. She looked again at her hair. It was blond. Lottie’s eyes widened. She had transformed back.

“Shaula?” called Bran again.

“Hang on,” Lottie said, fumbling with the flask strapped to her leg. “I’m not dressed.” She gulped down the Polyjuice and waited until she saw her hair thicken and darken to jet-black before opening the door. “Sorry,” she said hurriedly to Bran. “I should have woken up earlier.”

He looked at her with his wide eyes. “It’s okay,” he said, though it was clear he didn’t think so. “We should just hurry”we’re going to be late.”

Lottie put on an extra burst of speed and followed Bran to the wide, empty chamber where she had first met Lucius. A circle of cloaked figures stood in the center, with a gap just wide enough for Lottie and Bran to slip in.

“You’re late,” said a masked Death Eater. Lottie recognized Lucius’s voice.

Bran opened his mouth to speak, but Lottie swiftly said, “Apologies. We took a wrong turn in the tunnels.”

Lucius glowered at her, but could apparently not find anything wrong with that. “As I was saying,” he seethed, “tomorrow we start recruitment. Only the most talented and promising of you will be brought into the inner circle.”

Lottie glanced at the faces around her. Most of the candidates seemed to be around her age”seventeen or eighteen. She had to remind herself to look smugly superior, since Shaula was actually quite a few years older. Almost everyone looked nervous to the point of being sick. Maybe getting recruited would be more difficult than she had imagined. She wondered what would happen if she didn’t succeed in getting recruited.

“Tomorrow you will go to the filth camps with a member of the inner circle, where your skills will be evaluated,” Lucius said, glancing at each of them in turn. “You have learned how to perform the Cruciatus Curse and Imperius curse at Hogwarts; we expect you to be skilled with these. Although we do not teach the Killing curse in school”for obvious reasons”you will be expected to master it quickly.”

Lottie swore inwardly. It would be clear that she had absolutely no experience with these curses the next day”they would certainly be able to tell. Why hadn’t Palmyitor prepared her for this? At the very least, a warning would have been a nice gesture.

“After that we will begin with the Tasks,” Lucius resumed. “You will be issued a series of complicated tasks, and only those who complete them in the least amount of time will be inducted into the inner circle.” Lucius glared at them and hissed, “Is that clear?”

Everybody in the circle nodded, though nobody spoke. “Very well,” Lucius said. “You may go. You are expected to be here at dawn. Any latecomers will be”” his eyes lingered over Lottie and Bran for a moment “”punished.”

The group broke off. Lottie followed everybody else to the recruits’ chambers, and without bidding anybody a goodnight, slipped inside her room and locked the door. She muttered an incantation that would fill her room with loud buzzing at six in the morning, and fell into an uneasy sleep.
Chapter Sixty-Two: The Initiations by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I'm updating one more time before the holidays. Have a great New Year, everyone! Thank you to coolh5000 for helping me like always! This chapter is dedicated to JRR Tolkien, because he's a pretty awesome guy!
Chapter Sixty-Two: The Initiation

Lottie stood in the blinding daylight of the Muggle camps with the other recruits. She squinted as Shaula’s thick, black hair whipped into her eyes. It was unusually chilly for a September morning, though the strong wind was certainly not a surprise.

A circle of Death Eaters stood across from the candidates. Lottie watched their robes whip and brush the cobblestones in the breeze. They conversed in low tones as the recruits were left to just stand there and wait. Lottie glanced at all of the other candidates. Their nervous energy poured out from their eyes. Bran’s hands were quivering and his nose seemed to twitch as they stood in anticipation.

It occurred to Lottie that this might be the most exciting moment in these peoples’ lives. They had spent all of their school years studying, waiting and hoping for this. It also occurred to her that she too had been waiting for this”but not to support to the Dark Lord”to help take him down.

Finally the circle of Death Eaters disbanded. Each one walked across to the line of recruits and selected one; without a word, the two would depart. As soon as Lottie saw the tall, lanky figure approaching her, she knew who it was. Snape’s black eyes glimmered in the holes of his mask. Lottie kept her face impassive as he stood in front of her until he jerked his head to the side, and they went off through the winding Muggle camp.

“You can perform the Imperius Curse and the Cruciatus Curse, I assume?” Snape asked as they walked. He took off his mask and glanced at her.

Lottie had to move twice as quickly as she normally would to keep up with his long strides, and panted slightly as she said, “I’m a bit rusty, to be honest.”

Snape stopped moving. Lottie nearly ran into him, but managed to catch herself before a collision. He stared at her carefully, the corners of his lips rising into what might have been a smile. At that moment, it occurred to Lottie that he might know. What if he knew who she was? Surely, he would kill her on the spot”or maybe he would take her to the Dark Lord to be questioned. She breathed steadily and met his gaze. He was not able to break into her mind, she knew, but maybe he could just sense who she was.

“Okay, Carrow”we’ll start with the Imperius Curse first,” Snape said, finally breaking the silence. “Pick a piece of filth and try.”

Lottie moved slowly. Muggles littered the streets, all looking at her warily. She finally picked a boy who looked about her age and approached him carefully. He stared at her with wide, sunken eyes, but didn’t do or say anything. Lottie wondered if he thought he was going to die. She raised her wand and before the boy’s fear could grow any greater, she hissed, “Imperio.”

Not very much happened. She felt a surge of power run down her arm, but was unable to channel it through her wand to attack the boy. He just blinked once before turning around and starting to run.

Impedimenta.” Lottie caught him in his tracks and approached his frozen form.

“A bit out of practice, I see,” Snape said scathingly. The Muggle boy was not able to move, but his eyes swiveled madly in his sockets as he awaited his certain doom. Again a smile crept onto Snape’s face. “The theory of the curse is to control completely,” he said, “to hold someone’s mind and not let it go. It is similar to the art of Legilimency”if you are at all familiar with the subject.”

Lottie pursed her lips. She did not turn to Snape and give him the clue he was searching for. She stared resolutely at the Muggle boy and said, “Not very familiar, no. But I’ll give it a try.”

She gripped her wand tightly and imagined herself breaking into the Muggle’s mind with Legilimency. Harnessing that same energy, she hissed, “Imperio.” This time, it was easy. Snape was right; it was blissfully similar to Legilimency. She poured her commandments into the Muggle’s brain.

He put up no fight. Calmly, he began to skip at Lottie’s commands and pranced in a circle, before Lottie just let him stand blankly. She turned to Snape with her eyebrows raised.

“It is all very well to make somebody look foolish,” he said, his eyes boring into hers, “but it is much more difficult to make somebody do something against their principles.” He spat the word as though it burned against his teeth.

Lottie watched Snape carefully as he surveyed their surroundings. She knew him well enough by now to have a grim idea of what he was about to make her do. Finally, Snape’s eyes lingered on a figure leaned up against the side of a building. It was an old woman, dressed completely in rags, who snoozed with her head lolling. Snape turned his gaze back to Lottie and said, “Make him attack that.” He jabbed a thumb at the woman, who slept on, unaware.

Lottie used Occlumency on herself”blocked her emotions and just told herself to do it. Sacrifices had to be made for the war. She instructed the Muggle boy silently, and with blank eyes he obediently got to his feet and crossed to the woman.

The old woman woke from her nap and turned her gaze to the young man towering over her. Lottie would have done anything to turn away and not watch, but she knew that she had no choice. The boy promptly leaned over and delivered a sharp kick to the woman’s side. Spluttering, she keeled over and groaned.

Lottie wanted to stop him here, but knew from the greedy look in Snape’s eyes that this was not enough. She jerked her wand, and like a puppet, the boy raised his hand and struck the woman hard against the face.

“Have him finish her,” Snape said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Lottie took the command and translated it to her victim. She did not let herself linger on it, but instead just leapt over all emotions and based herself purely in fact. She held her wand steadily at the boy and kept her eyes solely on him as he dealt several more sharp kicks to the woman’s side.

The woman lay on her stomach, groaning and coughing. Lottie vaguely wondered what the most painless way to do this was, but eventually decided.

For the first time, the boy hesitated after Lottie issued her command. ‘Finish her,’ Lottie told him, but again, he stopped. His thoughts were racing”Lottie could hardly distinguish one from the other”but she held firm in her own message.

Lottie swirled her wand slowly, using her power to wipe his mind clear. In a calm tone, she again told him, ‘Finish her.’

It took a surprisingly long time. The boy seemed to reach down in slow motion, and as he wrapped his fingers around her neck, he did so delicately. The force he exerted was powerful, and he held true through all of the woman’s flailing and writhing. Eyes bulging, she gave one last convulsion and then became still.

“Good,” Snape said. His voice was low, almost reverent. “Leave him.”

This was what Lottie had been dreading most. It was fine to make a mindless body do something, but when the boy came to his senses and realized what he had done”Lottie couldn’t even imagine the immensity of what he would feel. Obediently, though, she lifted her wand.

It took the Muggle a second to snap out of it. He blinked, still crouched over the woman, and turned his gaze downwards, to where his fingers were laced around her throat. Lottie saw the change in his eyes instantly as he began to realize. She turned her back.

“Shall we move on?” Snape asked. Lottie nodded mutely and they continued through the camp. She tried to block what she had just done out of her mind. It had to happen, she knew. Her job was more important than one Muggle’s life. Snape walked ahead of her, and again, Lottie struggled to keep up. “Now the Cruciatus Curse is one you will be good at, Carrow,” he said after they walked about a mile. He stopped and turned to her. “It was a specialty of your cousins’.”

For one wild moment, Lottie thought he actually had realized it was her and was talking about Harry. After half a second of panic, she realized that he meant Amycus and Alecto Carrow and slowed her breathing. “I see,” she finally said.

“It takes hatred.” Snape glanced around at the surroundings as he spoke. Lottie noticed that the Muggles who were out were slowly retreating into buildings or other places. “You have to mean it to perform the curse well,” Snape went on. “You have to want to hurt someone more than they’ve ever been hurt before. Why don’t you try on that?” Snape pointed behind him with a long index finger, where a young girl was peeking out from behind a dumpster.

Lottie pulled out her wand and tread over to the girl. All she could hear was her own pulse and dry breathing. The girl looked far too scared to move, her emaciated limbs quivering. As Lottie looked at her, she thought the girl looked vaguely familiar, but could not think how. She was no older than twelve or thirteen, and looked even younger due to malnutrition.

Crucio,” Lottie hissed. She knew right away that it was not right. The girl shook and winced in pain, but that was it. Lottie knew what the Cruciatus Curse did”and this wasn’t even close.

“You have to mean it,” Snape whispered in her ear. Lottie jumped slightly. She had not even heard him approach. “Focus all of your energy on causing the most pain possible.

Crucio,” Lottie said again. “Crucio”Crucio!”

It was like something in the girl had snapped. She collapsed like a ragdoll and lay rolling and twitching on the ground. Her screams were so earsplitting that it seemed like many people were shouting all at once. Lottie felt the Dark Magic through her wand and held it there.

“Do not relent,” Snape hissed. “Do not let up.”

Lottie kept her wand straight, but had to block the girl from her vision by looking forcefully ahead. The child wasn’t screaming anymore”her agony had gone beyond that. Her eyes were thrown open wide and her mouth gaped open. Her muscles were still contracting impossibly and every now and then a spasm would run down her spine, causing her whole body to shake, and her head to slam against the pavement.

Finally, Lottie raised her wand. The girl stopped twitching, but her face remained the same, expressing the impossible amount of pain she felt. Darkness stained the back of her head, and blood began to pool on the cement.

A sound to her right drew Lottie’s attention. Snape was chortling. Not once in her entire time of knowing him had she ever heard him laugh, but now he was”it was disturbing. He surveyed the Muggle as though it were a piece of garbage that he had stepped on. “Finish it,” he commanded.

This Lottie found easier to do. For some reason, the finality of death seemed less cruel than what she had already done.

Avada Kedavra.” A burst of green light emitted from her wand, and a rushing noise rang in her ears. It overtook the unknowing Muggle. Her expression did not change at all; her eyes remained wide and her mouth continued to sag. She was dead before she even realized what had happened.

“Good,” Snape said as he continued again across the road.

Lottie took a moment and looked down at the body before her. Realization hit her like a wave. She had known the dead girl now before her. In the six years she had been gone, Lottie had forgotten this face. The girl had only been six years old the last time she had seen her, and had grown dark and melancholy since then. But now Lottie knew without a doubt that this was Pip who lay before her”Pip who she had known and been friends with. Lottie’s stomach curdled.

“Carrow.” Snape’s clear voice broke her focus. Lottie looked up. He stood several feet away and watched her with raised eyebrows.

“Sorry.” Lottie wrenched herself away from Pip’s broken body and caught up with him.

“Could it be true?” he said, watching her shrewdly. “You actually feel for the filth?” Again, the corners of his lips hinted at a smile. “It seemed you have learned nothing at all.”

Lottie glanced at him, frowning. She thought, in the back of her mind, that she understood what he meant, but it would only make sense if her had been talking to her, to Lottie. But he was talking to Shaula”wasn’t he? “I feel confident now that I remember those curses,” she said carefully.

“Good.” Snape spun around and began walking in the other direction. “We have been here for nearly an hour, and we need to meet up with the others.”

Her memory jogged, Lottie reached into her pockets and took a quick sip of the Polyjuice Potion. She glanced at the strands of hair in her face and saw them darken slightly.



Lottie collapsed onto her bed when they reached headquarters again. Physical pain wracked her body as though she had been the one to be hit by the curse. Her stomach churned slowly. All of her Occlumens’ training still was not strong enough to prepare her for this. Even her most effective mental block could not prevent these images from emerging in her mind repeatedly.

She watched the Muggle boy forever strangling the old woman. Her eyes bulged out of her sockets as she tried to gasp for help. Pip’s staring face burned into Lottie’s memory. Her eyes were wide, confused”why was this happening to her? And she had died like that. She had tied in terrible agony and had no idea, would never have any idea why.

Lottie was shaking. Her fingertips twitched as if she, herself, was under the Curciatus curse. Her eyes widened and narrowed maniacally. As if to confirm that she hadn’t killed herself, hadn’t destroyed her own soul, she held her palm against her neck. The quick pulse was steady, but uncomforting. Her stomach churned further.

Lottie rolled over, leaned over the side of the bed and vomited on the floor. Still shaking, she wiped her mouth with her sleeve and Vanished the mess with a wave of her wand.

Something in her mind and heart seemed wrong, off. It was as if the act of torture, the act of murder had destroyed a part of her. It was almost a physical pain. Andrea had once told her that there were things worse than death”could this be it?

And despite all of this, her eyes stayed dry. Lottie sat up in the bed and took a few steadying breaths. Whatever she had lost with that act was gone forever”there was nothing she could do about it now. She listened to the rattling of her own sighing to calm herself. She knew that she had to compose herself in order to remain here”and if she could not remain here, there would be no justifying what she had just done.

There was a knock at the door. “Hang on,” Lottie said. Calmly, she unscrewed the lid of her flask, took a swig, and opened the door.

Again, Bran stood in the frame looking a little worse for wear. His eyes bulged”Lottie suppressed the memory of Pip’s dead face. His fingers shook and twitched, and though Lottie’s were finally still, she sympathized with this feeling. Predictably, he said, “I’ve never killed anybody before.”

Lottie watched him darkly, her expression never changing. “Get used to it.”

“It just seemed so wrong,” Bran went on, rushing inside and sitting on the ground across from her bed, where she had just cleaned up the pile of sick.

“You are going to get us killed talking like that.” Lottie flicked her wand and made the door slam shut. “Do you sympathize with the Muggle filth?”

“No”but”” Bran looked around for something to help him. In that moment, it struck Lottie how very young he seemed. “They hadn’t done anything”the ones I killed.”

None of them have done anything,” Lottie said roughly. “A few here and there try to start a revolt, but for the whole, they’re just trying to survive.”

“Then why do we kill them?” Bran asked. His eyes gleamed in the candlelight and he contorted his face to suppress tears. “I get why we kill the filth that tries to ruin our world”but why the innocent ones? They’re just kids.”

Lottie, who had known this harsh reality since the day she was born, watched him carefully. He had probably grown up in a comfortable mansion, had probably heard fairy tales of wicked Muggles and how terrible their world had been before the Dark Lord liberated wizard-kind. This might have been the first time he had ever actually seen a Muggle.

“Well what did you think you would be doing?” Lottie finally asked. “Massaging the Dark Lord’s feet?”

Bran shrugged miserably, staring at the ground.

Lottie was at a loss for what to say. It seemed to be ridiculous to console this boy”to convince him to do the very thing she was fighting against, but it was the only way to end it in the long run. “If you want to keep the world the way it is,” she finally began, “this is the way to do it. You have to show them who’s in charge.”

Bran opened his mouth to speak, but Lottie interrupted him. “You know what the world was like before the Dark Lord’s reign, don’t you? Why would you want that again?”

“I don’t, but I don’t want to kill people.”

Lottie looked at him carefully. Bran winced. She imagined that Shaula’s glare was hard to hold your own under. “Well,” she finally said, “You have to sacrifice something.”
Chapter Sixty-Three: The Death Eater’s Task by Eponine
Author's Notes:
I hope everybody had a good holiday! I plan on going back to my regular updating schedule now that everything's settled down. As always, thanks to coolh5000 for being a great beta!

Just a warning--this chapter (and really the rest of the story from here on out) is a little bit darker. Buckle up!

This chapter is dedicated to Mark Z. Danielewski for producing one of the most stunning pieces of literature I have ever read.
Chapter Sixty-Three: The Death Eater’s Task

The next morning, the recruits met again in the vacuous chamber. If they seemed nervous the previous morning, it was nothing compared to this. Today, they had their official test; whatever task the Death Eaters assigned them had to be done before everybody else finished. Lottie waited as the Death Eaters conversed, and just like the day before, they broke apart and each went to one of the recruits.

Snape’s black eyes seemed to glimmer maliciously as he approached her. She followed his wide footsteps out of the chamber, through more tunnels to the world above.

“The other candidates,” he said as they walked toward the gate of the Muggle Camps, “are doing foolish, symbolic tasks”but not you.” He stopped and glanced down at her. He wore his Death Eater mask, so she could not see his face. “You’re actually going to do something useful.”

He turned his face to the Muggle camp and watched its desolation for a moment before moving again. As he unlatched the gate, he said, “Some may say this is easier than what the others are doing.” He pushed open the gate and let her walk ahead of him. “I believe that it will be infinitely more challenging.”

Lottie just watched him. She knew that there was a reason for why he had chosen her, and why she was doing something different. “What is the assignment?” she finally asked.

“There have been rumors of another Muggle rebellion.”

The words hit Lottie square in the chest. She struggled to keep her face passive as she listened to Snape, though she knew exactly what he was doing and why he was doing it.

“You need to find whoever is at the bottom of this,” Snape went on, “by using whatever means necessary.”

“And then kill them?” Lottie’s voice did not reach above a whisper.

“Bring the filth back to us.” Snape turned on his heel and began to stride away as he said, “We’ll deal with them there.”

Lottie made sure that Snape had reached the gate before turning to stare at the Muggle camp. The urge to be sick bubbled in her stomach, but she repressed it. Her parents had been planning a revolution. There was no way this was a coincidence. Snape knew. But she couldn’t fail”then Snape would definitely know and she wouldn’t get into the inner circle. Sacrificing strangers had been one thing”but her own family?

She looked at the ground. Time was running out. She couldn’t be beaten by the others. Slowly, Lottie glanced around her. It was possible that her parents weren’t the only ones starting a revolt. Maybe she could find another Muggle.

Lottie looked at the desolation surrounding her. Where would she start? Out of habit, she began to walk towards her parents’ flat. The Muggles around her instinctively shrank into shadows. Lottie kept walking. Her parents, she thought, were not the only ones involved in this rebellion. If Snape just wanted to watch her torture somebody, she could find one of the others involved.

Decided, Lottie stepped in front of the apartment building where her parents lived and cast a Disillusionment Charm on herself. She would wait.

After about twenty minutes, the door to the flat opened. A young woman”maybe in her twenties”poked her nose out, decided it was safe, and stepped outside. Lottie acted instantly. She shed off her Disillusionment Charm and approached the woman with her wand extended.

“Who are you?” she demanded.

The Muggle froze in her tracks, her eyes wide and staring. “J-just a Muggle,” she stuttered. “Does it matter?”

Lottie brandished her wand again. “What are you doing here?”

“I live here.” The woman’s eyes traveled from Lottie’s wand back to her face. “Please”don’t kill me. I was just going to try and find some water for my family””

The woman babbled on, but Lottie wasn’t listening. She peered carefully into the woman’s eyes and delved into her mind. The memories were strong, but nothing special. There was fear, hatred, envy, but not a hint of a planned rebellion. Lottie emerged from the Muggle’s mind and glared at her. “Be careful who you associate with,” she finally said. The woman stared at her, until Lottie finally barked, “Go!”

The woman ran off. Lottie again cast the Disillusionment Charm on herself and waited. This time it took much longer. The sun had already crept high into the sky by the time another Muggle crossed by. This one was a man. His dark eyes flittered the street anxiously as he approached the flat. Even from a distance, Lottie could tell that he was the one she wanted.

“You there,” she called, casting off her charm and approaching him.

The man stopped in his tracks and turned to her, horror etched in every line of his face. “Y-y-yes?” he stammered.

“What are you doing here?”

“I”I live”I live here.” The man tried to smile, but Lottie could see his knees shaking. “I mean”my family does”I just”I””

“Shut up.” Lottie looked into his mind, and sure enough, it was filled with thoughts of revolt. She searched carefully, and saw a few fleeting glances of her parents, but that was all. This man did not even know their names. Lottie was slightly comforted. She could torture all of the information out of him, but he still wouldn’t jeapordize her family’s safety.

She pulled out of his mind and stared at him carefully. He was squat, shorter than her, but powerfully built. His arms were as wide as her own thighs, and his neck was just as thick. Despite this, he shook like a child in her presence.

“P-p-please,” he said, “let me g-go to my family””

“Your family does not live here,” Lottie hissed. “Do not lie to me. Be quiet”and come with me.”

“No!” Ferocity sparked in the man’s wild eyes. He leapt towards her, trying to use his physical advantage, but Lottie flicked her wand and froze him in midair. He landed against the pavement with an uncomfortable crack, and, clutching his elbow, began to moan.

“Shut up,” Lottie commanded. “Follow me.”

No.” The man struggled to his feet, using only his left arm. Lottie rolled her eyes. This Muggle was just making everything harder on himself.

Stupefy,” she growled. The man keeled over promptly and Lottie levitated his body before her. Muggles gaped at her as she walked by. She was a strange sight, she knew, but still glared at everyone who stared.

Negotiating her way down the stairs to the headquarters with the Muggle floating ahead of her proved to be trickier than she had imagined. A good twenty minutes later, she emerged in the large chamber. With a thrill, she realized that she was the first candidate there. A cloaked figure in the corner glanced up when she entered. It was Lucius. Lottie grimaced at him and flicked her wand. The limp Muggle fell to the ground with a crash, but did not wake.

“Ah”our untraditional candidate has arrived,” Lucius said, examining the unconscious Muggle with a distasteful expression.

“Am I the first one?” Lottie asked.

Lucius looked up. “Always the competitive one, are we? Yes, you are the first one.”

Lottie let a grin crack Shaula’s serious face. “Great,” she said. “Now what?”

“Now we wait for the others.” Lucius glanced at the Muggle. “And question this so we can end this rebellion once and for all.”

Lottie crossed her arms and leaned against the bare wall. “The rebellion has been a problem?” she asked.

Lucius shrugged. “Well we’ve taken care of it before. It was just a little movement”picking off wizards one by one. Barbaric, really. But they just seem to be gathering steam. We killed the entire original group”or at least we thought so, but the attacks are not ending.”

Lottie couldn’t help but feel a small swell of pride for her parents. They had been actually making a difference. And the best part was that the Death Eaters thought they that were dead anyway”so any memories of them would not get them killed. Feeling somewhat less nauseated, Lottie sat down against the wall and waited.

It must have been two hours until anybody else showed up. In moments when Lucius glanced away, Lottie took inconspicuous sips of her Polyjuice, praying he wouldn’t notice. Finally, footsteps approached and Bran entered, carrying a limp child’s body. Lottie carefully moved her gaze to her boots as Bran laid his Muggle next to hers. With an uncomfortable pang, Lottie realized that the child was not breathing.

“You finished first,” Bran said, his voice hushed in almost a reverie.

“Yes.” Lottie turned to him. It seemed impossible to her that this weedy, nervous boy was capable of killing an innocent child. She looked at the little girl’s face. Its eyes were still wide open, but they were glazed over. She had a terrible look of pure horror etched into her expression.

By then, others also began to arrive. It didn’t take long until there was a whole row of children, all with looks of terror and all dead, lying on the ground. As if on cue, Snape entered from one of the long, narrow tunnels and examined each body carefully before turning to Lottie. “You were the first to arrive,” he said.

“Yes.”

“You were the first to arrive”and arguably you had the hardest task.” Snape stepped away from the row of bodies and advanced toward her. “Carrow,” he told the others, “had to go through the entire camp to find the source of this pitiful, Muggle revolt. She finished in record time.” He turned his gaze back to Lottie”his eyes bored into her, but she met his gaze with her Occlumency. “How did you do it?”

“People tell their secrets quickly with a little bit of encouragement,” Lottie said carefully.

“I see.”

Lottie’s heart rate slowed. She couldn’t let Snape know that she had used Legilimency”then he would definitely know it was her.

“Let’s see what the Muggle has to say.” Snape pulled out his wand. “Renervate.”

The Muggle woke with a loud, shuddering gasp. His eyes flew madly in his sockets and, once he saw the Death Eaters surrounding him, he scrambled to his feet. Lottie didn’t think she had ever seen fear like that. It poured out of his eyes so strongly that even she felt it. “Wh-where am I?” he demanded.

“Shut up.” Snape stepped forward with his wand extended. “You are involved in a plot to overthrow the Dark Lord’s reign.”

“No”I’m”I’m not”I””

Sectumsempra.” A gash appeared across the man’s cheek. Dark blood spilled down his face and stained his shirt. “Tell the truth.”

“I’m not.”

Snape rolled his eyes. “You are weak and you are pathetic. We will get the truth from you.”

“No””

Crucio.”

The man’s shrieks echoed in Lottie’s own heart. She wanted to look away, but knew she could not. The man was crying. Lottie had never seen a grown man cry like that. Tears rolled endlessly down his cheeks, mingling with his blood. “Please,” he sobbed. His arms flailed helplessly”his legs curled up beneath him. “P-p-please”stop.”

Snape raised his wand. “You want to talk?”

“Yes”please”anything.” The man lay on his hands and knees, groveling at Snape’s feet.

“You have participated in these wizards’ murders?” Snape asked.

The man hesitated, but, seeing Snape reach for his wand again, nodded. “Yes”I”yes. I have.”

In the corner, Lucius scoffed. Lottie wasn’t sure whether it was of disgust or celebration.

“And what was your goal in these barbaric actions?” Snape continued.

The man sobbed harder. “I don’t know”I”just thought””

Crucio.”

The man screamed again. His eyes rolled into his skull as his body shivered and contorted in pain.

“Tell me,” Snape growled, lifting his wand. “If you continue to waste our time””

“I didn’t want”I wanted to help,” the man spluttered. His body still shook even though there was no curse upon him. “I wanted to stop this once and for all. I am treated like an animal.” The man, still on the ground, crawled toward Lottie, his eyes wide and pleading. “Please.” He reached up and put a hand on the hem of her robe.

“Don’t touch me.” Lottie almost hated herself for it, but she had to play her part convincingly. She delivered a well-aimed kick to the Muggle’s shoulder, causing him to howl in pain.

Crucio.” Snape was unrelenting. Lottie watched him, and could feel the joy in his eyes”his love for causing pain, for dominating. The man had almost gone hoarse from screaming. Whatever noise he made was halfway between a bark and a sob. “Do not touch us, filth,” Snape said. “You are swine. You only pollute the world””

No.” The man had pushed himself up to standing and clumsily tried to launch himself at Snape. His eyes flew open wide and his mouth contorted with a silent scream. Before he reached Snape, there was a bang and he was blasted off his feet.

Crucio.”

Screams.

Lottie looked at the faces of those around her. Most of the recruits watched eagerly, taking mental notes on Snape’s performance. Bran’s whole body quivered, though whether it was in fear or joy, Lottie didn’t know. She turned her gaze to Lucius, who seemed almost bored, watching this dully, numb to suffering by now.

Crucio.”

More screams.

Lottie wondered how long it would be until the Muggle just died. Snape seemed to have this thought as well, because once the man’s scream became entirely silent, he lifted his wand. The Muggle no longer made any noise, but stared at the ceiling with vacant eyes. His whole body still shook, and drool rolled down his chin.

“Lost his mind,” Snape growled, stowing his wand back in his pocket. He picked his head up and looked at the recruits as if noticing them for the first time. “It’s not wholly uncommon. It’s a shame we can’t get more information out of him”but”” He performed a noncommittal gesture and pushed the unknowing Muggle over with his feet. “That is enough for today, I think.”

The recruits slowly disbanded and began down the narrow tunnel to their bedrooms. Lottie hesitated and watched Snape, who had moved toward Lucius and spoke with him in a low tone. A nudge in the ribs from Bran brought her back to her sense, and with one fleeting look at Snape, Lottie followed Bran.

She knew that she ought to feel relieved, but for some reason, she didn’t. The Muggle had lost his mind”he was useless”a void of information that could have been helpful, but was now lost. Her parents were safe. But something still nagged the back of her mind. Snape did not have a look of defeat that she would have expected. Lottie was filled with ill ease. He looked like he was still up to something.

Lottie reached her room and pushed the door open with her shoulder. She wanted to go back to Alsemore”to talk to Palmyitor”to see if maybe there was anything they could do to protect her parents. It was no use though. She couldn’t leave now”not when she could be called on at any minute. Even if she could, though, Palmyitor wouldn’t do anything. She would just talk about sacrifice”ask what was worse”the Dark Lord’s reign or losing a life here and there?

Lottie sat down on her bed and buried her face in her hands. It was very easy for Palmyitor to say”as she comfortably ran the war from her office. She wasn’t the one who had to sacrifice her life, her friends, her family or, Lottie thought bitterly, her soul.

“Why was your task different?”

Lottie picked her head up. Bran stood in the doorway, leaning awkwardly against the frame. She wondered whether he had been standing there the entire time. “I don’t know,” she finally said. Her voice came out cracked, hoarse. “I’m older. That could have something to do with it.”

Bran took a step into the room and Lottie sat up formally. “I don’t think it does,” he said boldly. “And why do you always work with Snape? The rest of us switch advisors, but not you.”

Lottie ground her teeth and chewed on the inside of her lips to contain her frustration. She merely shrugged. “He knew my family. I am the last of the Carrows. You may have pure blood, but it is not as significant as mine.” She smiled in a mocking of sweetness, doing her very best to offend him as much as possible. “Maybe that’s why.”

Bran stood directly across from her in an attempt to intimidate. It was not very effective, since, even sitting down, she was still taller than him. “I don’t think so.” He narrowed his eyes shrewdly. “You always look like you’re hiding something.”

“So you do not trust me?” Lottie asked, cocking her head to the side.

“No, I don’t think I do. There is no good reason why you should get special treatment. I think there is something going on between you and Snape.”

Lottie watched Bran carefully. Although he spoke calmly, his eyes were full of rage. She could understand why”he had waited his whole life for this”he had trained for years”his dreams had come true when he got recruited at such a young age”but it was all ruined by Lottie’s”or Shaula’s”appearance. He was supposed to be the best, but she beat him at everything.

“It is a shame you don’t trust me,” Lottie finally said, “but it is the Dark Lord’s opinion that matters”not yours. I finished first today.”

“You had an unfair advantage,” Bran hissed. “Your task was easier”you had Snape helping you.”

“Do you listen? Snape said my task was the most difficult, and yet I still beat you.”

“It was unfair””

“Life is unfair.” Lottie got to her feet and advanced. Bran backed down with each of her steps until he was out in the corridor. “If it were fair, then there would be no magic”or everyone would have magic. Do you think life is fair for Muggles?”

“That filth,” Bran spat, “they’re animals.” His eyes gleamed savagely. The propaganda of his childhood spoke through him. “They’re lucky to have us watching over them.”

“Are they?” Lottie asked. She had an understanding that he would never have. She had a vision of every part of the war. Bran lived a comfortable life in a mansion. He had no concept of the world around him.

“What you are saying,” he hissed, “is madness. It could get you killed.”

“Well then go run to the grownups,” Lottie sneered. “If you think they will save you, why fight with me yourself? Look around. You’re not at Hogwarts.”

Bran sucked his lips into his teeth. His face was slowly purpling with rage. He took a step back and said, “I’ll figure out what’s going on.”

“Okay, great.” Lottie watched him retreat to his own room. “Soon you’ll find it is merely the favoritism of my ancestors, but feel free to waste your time.”

Lottie slammed the door and once again sat down on her bed. What she had done was foolish”she knew it. But Bran had come a little too close to the truth with his accusations. Lottie lay back in her bed and heaved a sigh. The initiation, at least, was nearly over.



She woke to loud banging on her door. Lottie sat up and rubbed her eyes. It only took her a moment to realize that she was herself once again, and quickly downed a swig of Polyjuice. “Yeah?” she said groggily, opening the door.

A clump of Death Eaters stood there, all masked and cloaked. “Come,” said a voice from one of them. Lottie couldn’t tell who was speaking. “You are to prove your devotion to the Dark Lord.”

Lottie couldn’t find her voice, so merely nodded. She pulled on her own cloak and though she had no mask, dragged the hood over her forehead. They retrieved the others after her”though not everybody. In the end, only seven of the original candidates stood with her. Bran, unfortunately, was included.

As soon as the group had been assembled, they began to move. Lottie, somehow, knew what horrors were about to occur. She repressed her fears and followed the rest up the tunnels and into the open air. The crisp night bit at their noses and fingers, but nobody shivered. Lottie felt a chill in her core, but it wasn’t, at least she didn’t think it wasn’t, from the foggy, London air.

As a single unit, the pack began to move. Lottie saw the camp gates looming in the distance and felt a dark resolve. She knew almost instinctively where they were going, and what they were going to do. Horror filled her like a thick, vicious and biting liquid. She was going to commit terrible, inhuman acts tonight.

None of the recruits were speaking. Lottie looked at the same resolution on their faces and wondered whether she looked the same. A Death Eater in front opened the gate to the camp, let them all file in, and shut it again.

Lottie walked in with the others. They followed a familiar path and she knew instinctively where they were going. Her heartbeat quickened and something hot burned like acid in her throat, but she ignored it. She had to, she kept telling herself. This was her role. She had to play her part. Sacrifices had to be made.

They came to a stop in front of the familiar building and Lottie felt her heart harden. Her parent’s flat was still and quiet, as if egging them on, taunting them with its serenity. And again as a single unit, the Death Eaters and Lottie advanced.

Somebody in front kicked open the door. They filed through the narrow corridor until reaching the entrance to Lottie’s former home. Her heart pounded in her throat as they stood there, waiting in silence. She wanted to be sick again. She wanted to faint now, to die now”anything to escape what had to be done.

The Death Eater in front blasted the door off its hinges.

Muggles were crammed into the tiny apartment. They raised their heads as one at the noise”their eyes widened at the mass of blackness. The Death Eaters advanced with shouts, brandishing their wands. Lottie too filed into the room, but did not draw her wand.

Sparks and jets of light zoomed through the air. Lottie saw her father rise from his chair and run toward her mother. In the chaos of death, they were lost for a moment, able to say their last goodbyes. Lottie could see their mouths moving, whispering, ‘I love you,’ or maybe ‘goodbye.’ She was not able to hear them.

A wizard drew his wand on them. Nathaniel wrapped his body around Posy’s protectively, acting as a human shield. His eyes were open, staring resolutely at his to-be murderer. The Death Eater shouted something. Lottie saw the green light reflect in her father’s eyes before he collapsed.

She stood mutely, numbly, unable to think, unable to comprehend what had just happened.

Somebody hit her elbow. A masked wizard was shouting at her, but the words did not reach her brain. Everything seemed to stop as she stared at her father”her father who had always seemed stronger than her”lying dead on the floor. The Death Eater hit her elbow again. Slowly, Lottie turned her gaze to him. He drew his finger and pointed at the mass of Muggles yet to be slaughtered. Lottie moved into the fray.

She killed quickly and cleanly, forgoing the Cruciatus curse and trying, in her own way, to give the Muggles as dignified a death as possible. The line of humans became a pile of bodies. There was stillness.

The Death Eaters looked at each other, unable, due to masks, to see each other’s faces, but acknowledging a job well done. Slowly, one man raised his right hand and drew his finger to point at the opposite wall.

Something stirred there. Lottie recognized the limp body of her father being moved by some life underneath. Lottie shut her burning eyes for a minute and willed whoever it was to stop, to play dead.

But”she wouldn’t. Posy Rowe rose from the pile of dead, eyes streaming with tears. Her mouth was moving, contorting with shouts or pleas or curses. Lottie couldn’t hear. Noise was drowned out by her own ragged breath, her own pounding pulse, as she watched her mother cry helplessly.

Lottie remained as one of the mass. She watched as her mother’s gaze moved along all of the wizards’ faces. When Posy and Lottie’s eyes met, for one horrible minute, Lottie thought she saw a glimmer of recognition. That look disappeared and was soon replaced with hatred. And for that one moment, Lottie felt the urge to break through the wizards, to stand with her mother, tell her everything would be okay, die with her. But she knew she couldn’t.

Posy shouted more. Still, Lottie could hear nothing. The Death Eaters exchanged glances. Lottie felt entirely numb. Somebody stirred behind her, and a figure broke through the mass to stand in front. Posy’s mouth moved more, but she wasn’t begging. The wizard raised his wand. Green burst from it and wrapped around her mother. Lottie saw the instant the life disappeared from her eyes, the instant all hope was lost.

And, in that instant, all sound came rushing back to her. She heard the cries and celebrations of her fellow wizards; she heard laughter; she heard the unrelenting silence of the dead. The figure in front turned so that Lottie could make out his face. Bran stood with his teeth bared, though whether it was a grin or malice, she couldn’t tell.

The Death Eaters left the apartment again as one. Lottie walked with them, though she felt oddly disembodied. She was aware of the physical reactions taking place inside of her, but could not feel them. She was the last to leave the tiny flat”her former home where she had grown up. She swung the door shut behind her, and without looking back, joined the Death Eaters.
Chapter Sixty-Four: The Mark by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for beta'ing this chapter!

This one's dedicated to Sergei Lukyanenko because his Night Watch series is simply great.
Chapter Sixty-Four: The Mark

The march back through the camp was jubilant. Bran, in front, leapt every other step, and blasted Muggles to their death in celebration. The older Death Eaters walked with calm confidence”they had done this many times before, and did not have feelings quite as strong. Lottie stayed in the center of the group, drawing no attention to herself, and grinning at the others to keep her performance seeming authentic.

The masked man a few paces ahead turned to face her, and Lottie recognized Snape’s eyes instantly. They bore into her and, though she was filled with emotional turmoil, her Occlumency held true. Despite this, he fell back, and taking his cue, Lottie slowed her speed to meet his.

Snape slipped off his mask. The expression on his face was one of minute details. Lottie did not bother trying to read it, but focused on her own ragged breathing. “If you want to be sick,” he finally said in a low tone, “Do it now”before you go to see the Dark Lord.”

Lottie looked at him and quickly the base of her stomach filled with gratitude. His warning”had it been that?”intentional or not had probably saved her life. She took his implied permission and fell back from the group.

She only needed a moment, she knew. She slipped into an alley and leaned against the wall. She was not going to cry; she was not going to throw up”she just needed a moment to collect herself. The memory of what had just happened whirred in her head, but she silenced it. There would be time to mourn”but now was not it. If she showed one hint of weakness in front of the Dark Lord, her life would end.

She swallowed the bile that had collected in the back of her throat. She swallowed whatever emotions she felt along with it, and trotted to catch up with the group.

Bran was still in the lead”now he was singing. One of the other recruits sang along with him, as they marched and shot sparks from their wands. Lottie could see the glint of blood thirst in their eyes. By the time they reached the gates of the camp, a senior Death Eater had taken the lead. He opened up the gate, let them pass through, and shut it again behind them.

By that point everybody”including Bran”was silent. Lottie wasn’t sure whether they knew what was ahead of them or not. Had Snape’s advice broken some unspoken rule? Were they supposed to arrive at headquarters and be shocked by the Dark Lord’s presence? Whether or not they knew, Bran and the other five recruits had accumulated an air of solemnity. Lottie glanced at Snape who was walking a little ways ahead of her. He had definitely saved her life by warning her”but had he done it on purpose? Did he know it was her? Was he trying to save Shaula or Lottie?

Lottie let these thoughts carry her back to the tunnels of headquarters. They followed the paths silently and finally reached the large, empty chamber. Unlike before, it was completely dark. Lottie blinked furiously, but her eyes simply would not adjust to the pitch black. The others moved with seemingly no problem. She let herself be jostled into place, and finally, when all was still, she waited.

Flames leapt up from seemingly nowhere. Lottie looked around. The orange glow glimmered off the Death Eaters’ metal masks. It shone in Bran’s eyes. They stood in a circle, she noticed. Nobody moved.

Finally a voice spoke. “You have been summoned here because you are the best.” The voice was high, cold, and uncomfortably familiar. Lottie looked for its source, and found it. The Dark Lord stood in a gap in the circle. She wondered how he had gotten there without anyone noticing”or whether he had just always been there. His red eyes shone brighter than the fire behind him.

“You have shown the most talent, through your years at schooling, and he most aptitude in these trials,” the Dark Lord went on. His eyes lingered on each of them in turn”each of the unmasked recruits. Lottie felt his eyes slide on to her, and felt a wave of vulnerability. She stared back at him, trying to look neither confrontational nor meek. Her Occlumency held true, and he turned his gaze to another of the recruits.

Finally, after a prolonged silence, he spoke again. “You are the few chosen to be in my inner circle. The few worthy of the Dark Mark.”

Lottie again glanced at the others. Their eyes were filled with such wonder that she was momentarily disgusted. Bran openly wept. Vaguely, she hoped she looked appropriately happy enough, and contorted her face into a stupid grin just for good measure.

The Dark Lord spoke again. “You have shown devotion so far in your lives”but your trials are not over.” Lottie watched him carefully. It seemed so easy right now to just draw her wand and kill him. She knew how to, and was certainly capable. But she reminded herself of the Horcruxes. It would do no good without destroying them first. She wondered if she would still be alive by the time they were all finished. If she was, maybe she could be the one to do it”maybe she could be the one to kill him once and for all.

“Bennett,” the Dark Lord hissed.

Bran picked his head up before crumpling to the ground and crawling toward his master, kissing the hem of his robe and repeating, “Thank you, my Lord. Thank you.”

“Enough.” The Dark lord held up a narrow, white hand. “You have shown talent in all of your years of school”so much, in fact, that we decided that you would be more useful here. You have a great capacity, Bennett. Give me your arm.”

Tears poured down Bran’s cheeks as he rolled up the sleeve of his robe and extended his left arm. Lottie thought he looked absurdly stupid, but, she thought grimly, she probably had never seen such uncontained joy in her entire life.

The Dark Lord was murmuring something”it was not any incantation that she recognized, and it was much longer, more like a chant than a spell. His long, spidery hands moved rhythmically over Bran’s white skin, and the chant grew in volume. Lottie turned her attention to Bran’s face and saw that his tears continued to fall, though his expression was now still. He looked as if it were just dawning on him how painful this was. The tears flowed down his face harder now”if that was possible, but he his face remained frozen, in awe, joy and pain. Finally, a flash of white light blinded Lottie’s eyes, and was gone in an instant.

Bran drew his arm instinctively away from the Dark Lord; he was now sobbing in earnest. His right hand’s knuckles were white as he clutched the new brand, which glowed red, before fading to jet-black. There was a moment of stillness. The other recruits stared at Bran, who was now shaking, though from pain or joy, Lottie was not sure. He joined his place back in the circle, after sensing his cue and there was more silence.

“Carrow,” the Dark Lord finally hissed. Lottie shut her eyes, took a breath, and advanced. So many thoughts flew through her mind at once that they were deafening to the point of silence. Now was not the time to feel overwhelmed. Lottie stared resolutely at the Dark Lord. She wasn’t entirely sure whether Bran’s actions were compulsory or over the top, so she compromised. With considerably more dignity than her predecessor, Lottie knelt down, murmured, “Thank you, my Lord,” and kissed the hem of his robe.

The words felt horribly strange on her lips and her tongue burned as though it were on fire. She ignored every feeling and pushed herself up, meeting the Dark Lord’s scarlet gaze.

He was performing Legilimency, but thankfully, Lottie’s Occlumency, even in that crucial moment, was sufficient. She vaguely recognized that his Legilimency was not as probing as Snape’s, but ignored the thought.

“You were chosen for you noble blood.” The Dark Lord’s voice created goose bumps on the back of Lottie’s neck. This seemed like something almost out of a nightmare”the circle of masked Death Eaters, the glimmering fire, the red eyes”she seemed incredibly vulnerable, and impossibly in control at the same time. “You quickly proved yourself worthy of your ancestry,” the Dark Lord continued. “Your arm.”

Lottie obediently rolled up the sleeve of her robe. She took a final look at her unmarked flesh, and looked back up. Again, the Dark Lord whispered his incantation. At this distance, Lottie could recognize the clarity in his voice, as though he were hissing straight into her ear. She saw now that his hand movements were not random or simple, but precise and unimaginably complex.

She was aware of a wild burning sensation on her skin. At first, it did not bother her, but felt like a small tingle, or a constant state of goose bumps. Soon enough, though, it became downright unbearable. It felt like the Dark Lord’s long fingers were dragging knives of fire across her arm. Lottie was no longer aware of anything but the horrible sensation. She gnashed her teeth, but kept her eyes resolutely dry. The Dark Lord’s voice seemed to be growing louder, almost to a shout, where it filled her completely”all she could hear”all she could feel.

It stopped suddenly. Lottie took a moment’s pause and looked down. Red glowed on her skin, but quickly faded to black. She saw this intricate pattern, and it seemed to mark her very soul. Wordlessly, she stepped back into the circle and let the others have their turn.

She paid them little mind. She looked down at the Dark Mark on her flesh and experienced a visceral reaction. Despite her best efforts to suppress everything, this physical change in her caused thousands of emotions to resurface. She had killed”she was a murderer. She felt a terrible, pulsing pain, somewhere she could not locate. Her parents had died”and it was her fault. She might as well have fired the curse herself.

As she gazed down on the black Mark, Lottie tried to remind herself that she was doing this for the war”was doing this to end the Dark Lord’s reign. But why had she agreed to help Alsemore in the first place? To keep her family safe. But she had sacrificed them to do her job. What should she have done? Would there be any point in winning the war if everyone died in the process?

Lottie’s stomach churned uncomfortably, and she felt an almost overwhelming need to throw up. She was vaguely aware of memories stirring in her thoughts, but they were nothing compared to the physical pain she felt.

A memory came swimming back into her mind. It was so real that she almost completely lost sight of the world around her. Her cerebral experience almost became real”and Lottie was overcome by the wariness and hunger she had felt at the time. In her memory, Snape stood across from her, right after she had successfully blocked him with Occlumency, and said simply, “That’s it.”

The memory evaporated and Lottie blinked in the present. The Dark Lord was now marking the final recruit. She turned her gaze to the present-time Snape, who stood masked on the Dark Lord’s right side. He was already staring at her, his black eyes glimmering. As they met each other’s gaze, Lottie felt suddenly and horribly vulnerable. She hastily strengthened her Occlumency and right when she did, Snape turned his gaze back to the final recruit.

The last candidate was branded, and the Dark Lord gazed at each of them in turn. “You were given this gift,” he said, “because of your proven dedication to me. Do not let it falter.” With that, he spun around with a rustle of his cloak and disappeared into darkness. The circle broke up promptly, and Lottie silently followed the flow of traffic back to the recruits’ chambers.

She did not speak to anybody, but went back to her room. She locked the door. Her determined stoicism was rapidly evaporating. Horrified, Lottie tried to cling onto it, to cling onto what gave her the power of Occlumency, but it was crumbling quickly. The black skull on her forearm stared up at her.

Lottie unrolled her sleeve to block it from view, but it was, if anything, more present. The smell of her own burnt flesh stung her nostrils. The Mark itched”or stung, maybe; it felt so foreign. She couldn’t stop running her fingers over it as she realized with sinking horror, that she would have this for the rest of her life.

She wanted to throw up. It seemed like this was a Mark on her soul, not on her body”an idea she would have scoffed at before, but now she understood intimately. The corners of her eyes tingled curiously, and she realized that she was on the brink of tears. Lottie couldn’t remember the last time she cried.

Suddenly the impact hit her like a wave”square in the chest. She doubled over with the blow and wrapped her arms around her stomach. The images that she had suppressed rose suddenly and overwhelmed her vision. This regurgitation of memory made her head spin.

She saw Bran’s face”suddenly alive with blood thirst, as he killed her mother. She saw her father, bravely, stoically step in front, sacrificing himself. And they had killed him”she had killed him. She could have stopped it all. She hadn’t. An audible groan escaped her lips and she moved her shaking hands to her face. It was wet with tears”the salt stung her raw cheeks.

She thought of Andrea”she thought of Colm and realized that she had no idea where they were right now. Was Colm at school or with the werewolves? Had Andrea been given a mission? Were they even alive?

All of her life”or virtually all of it”had been spent preparing for this. Since the beginning, Palmyitor had singled her out”chosen her. But why? Why had she been chosen? Why not Andrea instead? Memories clouded her vision and she saw a resolute Andrea, nobly refusing to use Dark Magic. Was that why Lottie had been chosen? Her capacity for cruelty? That phrase struck a curious cord”and she remembered where it had come from. Dewitt”a Death Eater”had said them”had told her that she over all others had the innate ability to kill. Was that why one had been chosen? Palmyitor had taught her for this”she suddenly felt like a pig raised for slaughter.

With a rush of determination, she stood up. She could not see herself, but imagined how strange she looked crying. Had anybody ever seen her cry? She suddenly could not remember. But then another realization hit her. She wasn’t crying. It was not her tear-stricken face that people would see”it was Shaula’s. With her wand in hand, Lottie turned on the spot and Disapperated.

She appeared with a crack back at Alsemore, in the entrance hall. Stillness was everywhere. There was almost complete darkness, but still it was brighter than the Death Eater headquarters. Lottie turned around, searching for any living soul. Where was everybody?

A clock in the corner gave the answer. As it chimed four times, she realized that it was the middle of the night. Taking heed of this, Lottie walked down the familiar steps to Palmyitor’s office. The castle was different now, utterly changed, or was it she who had changed?

She reached the office and knocked on the door. After thirty seconds with no answer, she knocked again. Still, there was silence. Lottie made a careful fist and proceeded to pound on the thin wood until finally, she heard a noise inside.

The door swung open, and framed by the silver light from a newly lit candle, Palmyitor stood glowering. She wore a floor-length, pink nightgown that vaguely reminded Lottie of a humorous memory that she couldn’t quite get a grasp of. There was a moment of puzzlement in the old professor’s eyes before realization dawned on her. “Rowe.”

Lottie nodded. She couldn’t imagine what Palmyitor was thinking. “What is it?” Palmyitor finally demanded.

“I”I”” Lottie fiddled with her left sleeve. She saw Palmyitor’s eyes flit downward and widen in understanding.

“For heaven’s sake, don’t show it here”come inside.” Lottie followed numbly and collapsed into the chair opposite the desk. “It was initiation night,” Palmyitor said.

Lottie nodded again. She couldn’t find any words. She wasn’t even sure if she could speak without breaking out into sobs. The tears had stopped flowing from her eyes, but she still felt them against her cheek. As means of explanation, she rolled up her sleeve and displayed it.

Palmyitor looked down at the Mark with cold indifference. “Well done,” she said finally. “Being recruited directly into the Dark Lord’s inner circle is difficult. Only the most talented””

“That’s not why I’m here.” Lottie surprised herself with the ferocity in her voice.

Palmyitor blinked at her. “Well, what””

“You didn’t tell me,” Lottie growled. “You didn’t tell me it would be like this.”

“Like what?”

“What I had to do.” Lottie attempted to keep her tone calm, her face controlled, but could feel heat rising to her cheeks. “I killed people. I tortured people. I””

“I thought you understood that,” Palmyitor interrupted sharply. “When you agreed to do this, you”don’t you know what Death Eaters do?”

“Then why am I doing it? If the point of doing this is to stop the killing, why do I have to kill to do it?”

Palmyitor silenced her with a mere purse of her lips. Lottie wondered if she realized that her palm was cupped firmly over her own left forearm. “In a war like this, Rowe, we have to make decisions. We have to make sacrifices.”

“To what extent?” Lottie rose from her chair so quickly that she knocked it over. It crashed against the ground with a clatter. “If I have to kill one Muggle a day to fit in, how many Muggles will I kill before this is over? How many expendable people have to die until they’re not expendable anymore? I had to watch my own parents die! I had to stand there and let them be murdered, even though I was fully capable of preventing it.” The tears began to fall down Lottie’s face once again. She also felt a curious sensation”it felt like she was shrinking. She wondered if it was an effect of terrible remorse before realizing that the Polyjuice was wearing off, and she was, in fact, shrinking from Shaula’s big form to her own height.

“One life equals another, Rowe,” Palmyitor said with set teeth. “They would have died soon enough anyway.”

“Really?” Lottie slammed her palms against the desk. Palmyitor did not flinch. “If one life equals another, then why not me instead of them? Why not you?”

“You and I are useful. Unfortunately””

“So only Muggle lives are equal.” Lottie straightened up and glared at Palmyitor fiercely. “Only you could say that”only you, who has lived your entire life in comfort with magic, could think that you’re innately better than those who don’t have it. That’s a Death Eater idea, you know. Maybe all of your time with them corrupted you”maybe you actually believe what you pretended to””

“Enough.” Palmyitor rose from her chair to match Lottie. Lottie opened her mouth to argue again, but Palmyitor cut her off. “No, I said enough, Rowe. Sit down.” Lottie didn’t budge. She felt a vein somewhere in her forehead twitch. “Rowe, I said sit.”

Lottie’s legs buckled beneath her. Thankfully, Palmyitor had magically raised the chair again, into which she collapsed heavily.

“Perhaps you are not the candidate I always thought you were,” Palmyitor said, not sitting herself, so that she towered over Lottie. “We chose you from the very beginning for your deep rooted talent. Your ability to shed off the emotions that hold you back. Yes”we knew from the very beginning that you could do this. What do you think the Ivory Table is for?”

Lottie breathed heavily, unable to find any satisfactory way to voice her fury.

“Do you remember the first and most important thing I taught you?” Palmyitor went on. “If you cannot control your emotions, you cannot perform Occlumency. You had a propensity for anger in those days, but with careful training, you learned to shed it.”

Lottie looked down at her lap. “So that’s it?” she finally said. “Just”get over it.” She looked up to meet Palmyitor’s eyes. “That’s easy enough here”to forget a bad grade or punishment”but the real world””

“The same theory still applies.”

“THIS ISN’T THEORY!” Lottie tried to get out of her chair again, but found that it was restraining her. “This is causing your own parent’s death”do you know what that’s like? This is becoming the thing you despise to stop it”how does that even make sense?” Lottie brandished her Mark again. “This will never come off,” she growled. “It was given to Shaula, but it’s still on my skin.”

In a sudden, jerking gesture, Palmyitor pulled up the sleeve of her nightgown to bare her own Dark Mark. There it was, twin to Lottie’s”identically burnt into her flesh. “There.” Palmyitor jabbed a finger at the skull. “Do not talk to me like I do not understand, Rowe. I suffered the exact same problems”I made the exact same sacrifices. I did that for fifty years, Rowe. You were chosen for your ability”an ability that far outreaches mine, Severus’s and the Dark Lord’s”and yet you cannot even last one day in this job. Without any inside knowledge in this war, we are essentially hopeless.”

Lottie pulled her arm back. Her eyes never leaving Palmyitor’s, she rolled down her sleeve. Her heart seemed to slow to an infinitely sluggish pace. “So what?” she finally said. “I do have to just get over it?”

“In so few words”yes.” Palmyitor pulled back her sleeve over her Mark and forced her hands civilly on the desk. “Pull yourself together because, honestly Rowe, right now you’re all over the place. I sensed your deafening thoughts before I heard your knocking.”

Lottie took another deep breath and shut her eyes. She willed herself to forget about emotions”to forget about a conscience. She could deal with that after the job was done. “Okay,” she said aloud, more to pacify herself than anything. “Okay.” She opened her eyes and stood up. The chair let her go.

“Be cautious when returning Rowe,” Palmyitor said as Lottie took another swig of Polyjuice Potion. “Your absence might be noticed.”

Lottie nodded, but the words bounced off of her as though she were hollow. “Right.” Without another word, she Disapparated back into Darkness.

“You ought to be more careful.” The voice that greeted her return was devastatingly familiar. Her room was almost pitch black, and as her eyes adjusted, she spun around to find the source of the noise. When she could finally see again, the image hit her square in the chest. Snape sat on the edge of her bed, observing her distastefully.

“What do you mean?” Lottie asked.

Snape cocked his head so that strands of greasy hair fell into his eyes. “Do not play dumb with me, Carrow.” His spite for the name unnerved Lottie. It dripped with irony.

“What?” Lottie couldn’t help but think how lucky she was that Palmyitor had made her calm down before returning. Her Occlumency, thankfully, held true against Snape, though it was certainly weaker than normal. She could feel him trying to bend it, to break it.

“Where did you just return from?” Snape asked, raising his eyebrows slightly.

“That’s my business.”

“Really.” He got to his feet. In the pitch black, his eyes had lost their usual malicious glimmer. “You”who have no family or friends”you with no place to live but here. Where could you be going? I would say it is entirely my business. I helped you reach your current position more than you would know””

Lottie hated swallowing her anger, but she knew she had no choice. She could have killed him right then, but then her position would be given away entirely. She could perform Legilimency on him to find out who had helped him out of his prison, but then he would surely know her identity. He seemed to have a hint already, though.

“I thank you very much for your help, in that case,” she said carefully.

Snape frowned further. Lottie had no intention of elaborating on the subject. A wrinkle in his forehead deepened in thought. Finally, he said, “How did you get the information from that Muggle?”

“How do you think? I tortured him.”

“Interesting.” Snape swept around her and fiddled with something on her desk. A moment later, a candle’s wick ignited. The glimmering light made Snape’s shadow morph against the stone wall. “When I questioned him, he had no recent memory of being tortured.”

“How could you question him further?” Lottie asked. “He was a vegetable by the time you finished with him.”

“I have ways of”ah”persuading answers out of people.” Snape’s long fingers wrapped around the base of the long candle. Melted wax dribbled down his fingers, but he was oblivious to the burn. “Are you familiar with the art of Legilimency?”

Lottie rolled her eyes. “We already discussed this.”

“Yes, but then you lied.”

Lottie pursed her lips. “Don’t call me a liar.”

“What do you know about Legilimency?”

“That’s mind reading, right?”

Lottie relished in the rage that purpled on Snape’s face. His lips became white as he bit them. She knew that frustration well”Andrea had never understood the art’s delicacy either. “No,” he said with gritted teeth. “It is not, in fact, as simple as that. It is a precise art”” He cut himself off and let go of the candle. Instead of falling, it hovered in mid-air. “I wonder how you retrieved all of that information from the Muggle with no use of torture.”

“And I wonder how you got information from him after he completely lost his mind.”

“I used Legilimency.”

The corners of Lottie’s mouth twisted into a miniscule smile. It was almost funny to see his growing frustration. “But how can you read his mind if he’s lost it?”

Snape narrowed his eyes. “With the subtle art of Legilimency, you can invade the memories of even the most distant minds. I would not have pushed him so far if I knew I could never get the names of the filthy rabble-rousers from him.”

It was Lottie’s turn to frown. “That was how you found out? That was why you killed them?”

“Is that how you found out as well?” Snape asked. “For any normal wizard, it would take hours to find a subject. Any normal wizard would have to torture every Muggle they passed”trial and error. How did you”without any former knowledge of that camp and apparently without any Legilimency abilities”find the right Muggle so quickly?”

Lottie pursed her lips. She didn’t have a great answer to that. She had found him quickly because she knew where to wait”and she had used Legilimency. “Luck,” she said with a smile.

Snape took a sharp breath in. “Fine,” he said. “Fine.” He picked up the candle again. “Pay more attention to those around you,” he said as he wrenched open the door. The light from outside almost blinded Lottie. “You must be more subtle if you wish to keep secrets.” He left and slammed the door behind him.

Lottie let out a slow sigh and sat down on her bed. She wrapped her fingers around her left forearm. The Mark stared up at her, burnt black against her skin.
Chapter Sixty-Five: The Lost Locket by Eponine
Author's Notes:
As always, thanks to coolh5000 for being awesome and looking over this chapter!

This one's dedicated to Michael Ende, for The Neverending Story which I still love today.
Chapter Sixty-Five: The Lost Locket

Time with the Death Eaters inched by. Lottie wasn’t quite sure how much she was actually helping, since she did not really acquire any groundbreaking information. She kept her ears peeled for information on whoever had let Snape free, but found nothing. She discovered dates of planned Muggle massacres, and was able to report the deaths of a few former Alsemore students who had been killed, but that was all. The Dark Lord did a very good job at keeping everybody just as informed as they needed to be.

By employing Occlumency, Lottie was able to kill more easily. She didn’t focus on it, didn’t think about it”just said the words and she was done. But that hidden part of her ached more and more every time she did it.

Snape, also, stayed on her tail annoyingly often. She sometimes didn’t get a break from him until she locked herself in her room for the night. Because of her suspicions, though, she was not going to take any chances. Snape could get in even with the lock, she was sure, so she woke up every hour on the hour to take another sip of Polyjuice. If he walked in and saw her true face, it would all be over”though she had a sneaking suspicion that he was actually trying to help her. He had saved her life with several helpful warnings already.

In the early morning of a November day, Lottie woke to take a swig of Polyjuice, but before she could exhaustedly fall back into bed, hushed voices caught her attention. “What could be so important that we have to get it so soon?” asked a voice”Lottie faintly recognized it.

“Are you questioning the Dark Lord?” Lottie knew that voice”Snape’s.

“N-n-no.” Now that he stuttered, the owner of the voice seemed clear. It was Bran. “Of course not””

“Good. Then you should come to the meeting about it tonight.”

Lottie rose from her bed and moved like a shadow across the room. She pressed her ear to the door. Why did this have to be such a secret? It seemed strange to her”if Bran was invited, then why wasn’t she?

“But”” Bran paused. He continued in a lower tone. Lottie listened even more carefully. “But why there? Isn’t the Department of Mysteries in ruin? Didn’t the Dark Lord destroy the building when he took over? We learned about it in History””

“It is dilapidated and in disrepair, but it is by no means obliterated.” Lottie could hear Snape’s patience running low. Bran was foolish for perusing the matter. “The Dark Lord has something valuable there. We must retrieve it.”

“Why?”

Lottie was surprised that Snape hadn’t killed him yet”she certainly would have. There was a thump against her door. Lottie leapt back out of surprise. It sounded like Bran had been slammed against the frame”which wasn’t totally out of the question, considering the circumstance.

“Do not question the Dark Lord,” Snape hissed.

“I’m”I didn’t mean””

“What the Dark Lord says, you do. Do you understand?”

Yes. I””

“Just because you have been given a Dark Mark does not make you an equal”certainly not to me.” Lottie’s door shuddered again. Since they were so close, she didn’t have to press her ear up to it to hear anything. She probably would have gotten a healthy-sized concussion by now if she did. “You are not here to question,” Snape went on. “That’s my job. All you have to do is come to the meeting tomorrow night.”

There was silence. Lottie sat down on her bed, her breath shallow. She didn’t understand why Snape had given Bran a job and not her. Had she proved to be not useful? Lottie blinked. What was she thinking? She couldn’t actually be jealous of Bran”she couldn’t actually want to go on Death Eater missions.

The way Snape had behaved”why didn’t he realize that she would hear them? They were talking right outside of her door after all. Unless he wanted her to hear, but why would he want that? To make her jealous?

Lottie laid back against her pillows and let her eyes droop, ready to fall asleep and forget all about it. She pulled the thin blanket back over herself. Snape had talked about something hidden in the Department of Mysteries”something they had to retrieve immediately. But what could that be? Lottie rolled onto her side and stared at the ground. Why would the Dark Lord have hidden something in the Ministry anyway? If the Ministry was in ruins, was it really that urgent to retrieve it?

Lottie’s eyes flew open as a realization dawned on her. It was a Horcrux”a Horcrux that was hidden. She pushed herself up out of bed and paced once around her room. She wanted to do a victory dance. A Horcrux was hidden in the old Ministry of Magic, and the reason they had to retrieve it was because they were afraid that they would take it. Them”Alsemore.

She still could not say why Snape had been so loud outside of her door, but that hardly seemed significant. Without another thought, she spun around and Disapparated.

Alsemore was empty when she appeared in the entrance hall. Again, she realized that it was too early”maybe four or five in the morning”and nobody was awake. She looked down and sheepishly realized that she was still in her pajamas. Shaula’s extra-long legs poked awkwardly out of her cotton trousers.

She brushed it off, though, and padded her way (still barefoot) to Palmyitor’s office. When she reached it, she pounded on the door. There was no answer, but she assumed that it was just because the professor was sleeping. Lottie pounded again. Still there was no answer, no grumpy old professor opening the door, wearing a scowl and a nightgown.

There was no way Palmyitor didn’t hear her. Frowning, Lottie took a step back. She wondered if she was maybe in another of the head’s offices. Lottie didn’t know where Clynalmoy’s office was, but she had been to Maelioric’s. It was on the top floor, so taking two steps at a time, Lottie ran upstairs. She was winded by the time she got to the fourth floor and rounded the corner to the office.

She knocked. There was no answer. Impatient, Lottie knocked again. Maybe he was a heavy sleeper. She formed her hand into a fist and pounded against the door for a minute straight. There was no way he could be in there and not hear her. Lottie took a step back.

This seemed too weird. Where was everybody? Maybe, the thought occurred to her, the other students would know. She spun around and ran down the four flights of stairs to the entrance hall, and the extra flight down to the Palmyitor common room.

It wasn’t until she stood in front of the old, grandfather clock that she realized she didn’t know the password. She blinked helplessly in front of the clock. It seemed like something from another life now. She hadn’t seen anybody from Alsemore in months, it felt like. When was the last time she had seen Andrea? Was Andrea there in the common room”or had she been sent off on another mission? Was she even alive? Lottie’s stomach plummeted at the thought, but, no”Palmyitor surely would have told her if Andrea had died”right?

“What do you think you’re doing out after hours?” called a stern voice. Again, it was familiar, but so distant that it seemed to be a character from a long-forgotten dream.

Lottie turned around in surprise and saw Professor Dyer, the Potions Master, climbing up the stairs. He had a hassled look about him. His icy eyes scanned her suspiciously. “Who are you anyway?”

Lottie furrowed her brow. She used to be one of his favorite students”how did he not recognize her? “Are you joking?” she asked, but as the words fell from her lips, she realized that she was wearing Shaula’s form.

Dyer gave her a strange look, but pushed past her. “You are lucky this time,” he said. “I have more urgent things to attend to than rude students””

“Where is Palmyitor?” Lottie called after him.

He didn’t stop to look at her. “She has more important things to worry about than you at the moment,” he said. “A student’s life is at stake, and you think we’re going to answer all of your questions?”

Lottie blinked at his retreating back. A student’s life was at stake? What did he mean by that? She padded after him silently, her bare feet making no sound against the chilly, stone floor. Dyer climbed the steps to the entrance hall and continued up one more story. He seemed to have no idea”or just not care”that she was following him.

Dyer led her to a set of large doors and wrenched them open. A familiar smell of potions and sickness wafted out”the hospital wing. Lottie slipped through the doors before they swung shut.

Inside the hospital wing, the three heads and Professor Waterman stood crowded around a single bed. Dyer crossed the hall and pulled a small vial out of his pocket. They were conversing in such low tones that from across the otherwise silent room, Lottie could not hear them.

Thoughts of the information she had just discovered slipped from her mind as she watched the professors’ frightful glances towards the bed. The occupant was blocked from sight, but Lottie had a horrible, dreading feeling that it was somebody she knew.

Professor Waterman bent over the bed. The professors all watched expectantly but nothing seemed to be happening. Lottie saw the hope flicker out of Palmyitor’s eyes first, and she looked away from the bed before glancing towards Lottie. Her brow furrowed as recognized dawned on her, and she whispered something to Dyer and Waterman. Both of them left the room promptly”Waterman to her corner office and Dyer past Lottie through the open door.

When they were both gone, Lottie approached slowly. She could feel the Polyjuice Potion wearing off as she walked. Her legs shrunk, and her pajamas suddenly fit her again. “What are you doing here, Rowe?” Palmyitor asked.

Lottie wasn’t paying attention. She looked at the bed; it turned out to be nobody she recognized, but the scene was no less tragic. It was a young girl who lay in the bed. Lottie presumed it was a first year, though she looked much younger. Her eyes were shut”maybe she was sleeping”but the flinching look of agony in her face made Lottie think otherwise. Her skin was so pale that it was nearly translucent. Her hair was brown, but it was wispy, and in the light, almost looked white. It was like looking at an elderly woman in a child’s body.

“What happened to her?” Lottie asked, tearing her eyes away from the sight.

“We’re not quite sure.” Palmyitor glanced at the child. There were dark bags under her eyes. It didn’t look like she had slept in days. “Clearly there is some sort of powerful Dark Magic involved. We have to figure out the source of this problem. We cannot have it spread to the other students, even if it means we have to sacrifice one.”

Lottie fell into silence and frowned at the girl. Was this the mark of a traitor again? Were they introducing a mysterious illness to kill all of the students?

“Rowe.” Lottie looked up. Palmyitor glared at her. “Why are you here?”

“What?”

“Why have you come? You cannot waste our time right now””

“No”I”I do. I have a reason.” Lottie looked at Clynalmoy and Maelioric, who stood silent in the corner. The reason for coming had almost slipped her mind, but it came back to her in full force. The Horcrux. Lottie froze for a moment. The Horcrux. She turned to the dying girl. Her mouth sagged open slightly. Lottie’s mouth fell open in realization.

Rowe.”

“Hang on.” Lottie strode to the bed and leaned over the girl. The covers were pulled up all the way to her chin. Lottie tugged at the blanket so that it was at the girl’s waist. Just as she had expected, a large bulge protruded on her chest under her sweater. Lottie put a finger to the bulge and again, just as she had expected, it was icy cold.

“Rowe””

Wait.” Lottie realized that she sounded extra snappish, but she was on the brink of a major realization. She knelt to be on the same level as the unconscious girl and pushed her up. The girl was still in her Alsemore uniform”Lottie wondered how long she had been there. Carefully, she propped the child to a seated position against her pillows and peered at her neck. The collar of her shirt was buttoned all the way up, which Lottie thought was odd. In all of her years as a student, she had never buttoned the shirt all the way up. Not even Andrea had. Carefully, she reached out and unbuttoned the top two buttons.

“Rowe, what on earth are you doing?”

But Lottie wasn’t listening. She felt a sudden rush of adrenaline as she gazed at the fine, metal chain that hung around the girl’s neck. Lottie touched it and felt that it too was as cold as ice. Carefully, she wrapped her fingers around the chain and pulled it over the girl’s head. It was heavier than she imagined. As she pulled, a thick locket emerged from under the girl’s shirt. It was inscribed with a large, glimmering S.

Palmyitor gasped audibly and rushed over to the Horcrux. At the same time the girl gasped and opened her eyes wide. Clynalmoy immediately rushed to the girl’s side, and Maelioiric ran to the corner office, undoubtedly to fetch Professor Waterman.

“How did you”” Palmyitor cut her own words short as Lottie held the Horcrux out to her. She took it delicately with both hands. The change hung limply between her fingers.

Professor Waterman rushed from her office with Maelioric on her tail. She did not even give Lottie a second look but immediately went to the girl who was opening and closing her mouth like a fish. Lottie stepped away from the bed to give some space, and watched Palmyitor, who was still gaping at the locket.

“When I found the diadem,” Lottie said, “I put it on, and felt absolutely miserable. It made me want to die”really”or kill everyone or something.”

Palmyitor looked up from the locket, frowning. “That’s why I thought of it,” Lottie added for an explanation. “This looked like a much more severe version of that.” Lottie glanced at the frail girl in the bed and whispered, “She must have been wearing it for a long time.”

Palmyitor frowned and watched Waterman give the girl potion after potion. She winced. There was still something about her that seemed dead. Her wide eyes were dull and she took the potions obediently, robotically without any sense of gratitude.

Finally, when Waterman seemed satisfied that she had enough, she stepped away. “This girl needs rest,” she told Palmyitor firmly.

“That can wait””

No.” Waterman looked scandalized. “It cannot””

“This won’t take long.” Palmyitor pushed past the Healer to the foot of the girl’s bed with Lottie trailing behind.

Without a word, Palmyitor held the locket up. It dangled off the tip of one finger. The girl’s eyes widened”Lottie could feel her sense of horror. The girl raised a shaking hand to her chest and confirmed the locket’s absence. Her hand started to shake”each finger twitched precisely as she stretched it in front of her and held it there with the palm up. “Please,” she said. Her voice was surprisingly raspy for someone her age. “Please give it back.”

Palmyitor turned her gaze to the locket, which swung rhythmically between her fingers, before glancing back at the girl. “Where did you get this?”

The child’s eyes became slightly hazy. Tears welled before spilling from her eyelids. “P-p-please,” she said again, “give it back.”

“Do you realize that this is an extremely valuable, Dark object?” Palmyitor demanded. Even Lottie thought her tone was a bit harsh.

“N-n-no.” The girl was outright crying at this point. Her frail shoulders shook and she buried her face in her hands. “I need it. I promised I wouldn’t give it away.”

Palmyitor opened her mouth to speak again, but Clynalmoy laid a hand on her shoulder to silence her. “Let me try, Naesa,” he said softly. “She’s frightened.”

Grudgingly, Palmyitor handed over the Horcrux. Clynalmoy handled it carefully as though he were trying to touch it as little as possible, as though the metal burned his skin. “Nora,” he said kindly, “do you remember who gave this to you?”

The girl”Nora”sucked her lips between her teeth as though determined not to speak. Clynalmoy inched forward and knelt by her bed. She flinched at his proximity. “How long have you had this?” he asked again.

Nora shook her head, her wide eyes traveling from his face to Palmyitor’s.

“We’re not angry, Nora,” Clynalmoy went on. “Believe it or not, this is what is making you sick. It seems like you’ve had it for a very long time, because you got very ill. Is that true?”

The girl nodded mutely.

“Where did you get it?”

“A-Aberforth,” Nora finally said.

“Aberforth?” Clynalmoy straightened, frowning so that his wrinkles deepened. “Aberforth Dumbledore?” He turned to Maelioric for explanation.

Maelioric frowned too, until a realization dawned on him and he widened his eyes. “You’re Rosmerta’s granddaughter,” he said.

The girl nodded without taking her eyes off the locket.

“Rosmerta?” Palmyitor asked.

“Rosmerta Allan,” Maelioric said, “from the Three Broomsticks.”

“Baines,” said the girl softly. It was so quiet that Lottie wasn’t sure whether she had actually spoken.

“What?” Palmyitor snapped.

“R-Rosmerta Baines”that was Nana’s name,” Nora said. “Allan was her maiden name.”

“And then Aberforth took you in, didn’t he?” Maelioric said.

Again the girl nodded, but the tears had once again formed in her eyes. “B-but he died,” she said. “You-Know-Who killed him when you lured him into the Hog’s Head last summer.”

Lottie could see the pity in Maelioric and Clynalmoy’s eyes, but Palmyitor pursed her lips tightly. “So Aberforth had the locket?”

“He”he gave it to me to me”after Nana died. He said I needed to keep it safe. He said it would help kill You-Know-Who.” Nora’s tears had turned into full on sobs at this point. “Please give it back to me,” she said. “I promised. Nana died because of it.”

“Rosmerta had it first?” Lottie said suddenly. The girl nodded tearfully and Lottie turned to Palmyitor, smiling wryly. “Don’t you see?”

“No”what difference does it””

“Rosmerta”Allan”Baines,” Lottie said, emphasizing each name. “R.A.B.”

Palmyitor’s face seemed to go numb. She stared at Lottie, eyes blank and mouth sagging. “She”she stole it””

“But didn’t know how to destroy it,” Lottie finished, a grin spread across her face. “She’d been holding it for ears.” Lottie turned to Nora. “How long did your Nana have the locket?”

Nora shrugged and looked suspiciously at them all. “I don’t think she wanted to destroy it,” she said. “Aberforth told me to keep it safe and not to show it to anyone.”

“He didn’t understand,” Palmyitor said fiercely. “He didn’t understand what it is. We have to destroy it””

“No””

“If we don’t, the Dark Lord will never be killed.” Palmyitor advanced towards the bed. “Is that what you want? To kill the Dark Lord, we must destroy it.”

Nora was crying again. “N-no”I don’t want”I”I”I want him to be killed””

“Then it’s settled.” Palmyitor snatched the locket directly out of Clynalmoy’s hand and slipped it into her pocket. “Try to get some sleep. Professor Waterman will wake you up in the morning.”

Lottie thought it was a bit cruel, but still turned and left with Palmyitor. She left to the sound of Nora’s ever increasing sobs and Clynalmoy’s soft, comforting words. “That child has been holding onto that for years,” Palmyitor said as she descended the steps to her office. “Years.” Lottie wasn’t sure whether she was talking to her or thinking aloud.

Palmyitor pushed open the door to her office with her shoulder and placed the locket gingerly on her desk. “We have had a Horcrux in the castle for months.” Palmyitor’s tone was dull”matter of fact.

“Er”I guess so.” Lottie wasn’t quite sure what she was supposed to say. “But at least you have it now, right?”

“Mmm.” Palmyitor pressed her lips together and moved about the office. She reached up to the highest shelf and wrenched it open. Lottie could see the glimmer of goblin-made metal inside. Carefully, Palmyitor pulled out the sword of Gryffindor. She turned to the locket and sighed as though this were some kind of tiresome chore. “Would you like to do the honors?” she asked dully, holding out the sword.

“Er”” Lottie glanced at the locket. After seeing what it had done to Nora, she wasn’t entirely enthusiastic to take it on. “That’s okay”erm”you can do it.”

Palmyitor looked at her flatly before turning her gaze to the locket, which still lay on the desk. It quivered as though it anticipated its imminent doom. Lottie watched as though everything were moving in slow motion. Palmyitor reached down and unlatched the locket before returning her grip to the hilt.

Palmyitor froze. Lottie frowned”it was as if she could see something that Lottie couldn’t. Palmyitor’s eyes were wide and her grip on the sword slackened.

“What is”” But the words stopped in Lottie’s mouth. Mist rose out of the locket and swirled in the air. It seemed to be taking shape, and sure enough, it soon formed into the shape of a man. It was Clynalmoy”or that’s what Lottie thought”but he looked wrong. His face was not painted with his usual, kind smile, but a scowl.

“Naesa, you are a murderer,” he spat in a tone so unlike him that Lottie nearly jumped. Palmyitor just stood slack-jawed, the sword hanging limply out of her left hand. “You are a terrible human being”look at yourself.” Clynalmoy’s eyes glared red. He was faintly see-through. “You left your brother to die””
“No””

Lottie jumped at the sound of Palmyitor’s voice. Her eyes were wide and Lottie thought she could almost see tears.

“You let your students die”you let your best friend die””

“No””

“Murderer.”

“Kill it!” Lottie shouted, unsure of whether Palmyitor could even hear her. “The sword, Professor””

Clank. The sword fell out of Palmyitor’s hand and landed heavily on the stone ground. More mist came out of the locket and this time took the shape of Snape. “Traitor,” he hissed. “Do you think you are fooling anybody?”

Palmyitor was shaking, swaying on the spot. She lost her balance and began to fall just as Lottie started to move. She just managed to get behind the professor so that her torso supported her weight. Panting, Lottie reached out a foot, dragged a chair over and set Palmyitor into it before turning back to the locket.

“I never loved you,” nightmare-Clynalmoy hissed.

“Nobody has,” Snape added. “Look at you”everybody you have ever cared about is dead.”

“Professor,” Lottie groaned as Palmyitor buried her face in her hands. This was not working out. Lottie hastily bent down and wrapped her fingers around the sword. It took her two tries to get it up to waist level”it was heavier than she imagined.

Nightmare Clynalmoy and Snape turned to her and by the time she had raised the sword above her head, they had shifted. Now her mother and father stood in the mist, but before they could even open their mouths and utter their condemnations, Lottie brought the sword down. She struck the center of the glass. Magic flowed out of the locket in a flood. It traveled up the sword and made Lottie’s hand shake. She pushed the sword in harder”the Horcrux gave one more quiver, and was still.

There was silence. Lottie released the sword but it remained upright, pushed all the way into the desk through the broken locket. The Horcrux lay, shriveled and dead on the table.

“Professor?” Lottie said shakily. Palmyitor’s face was still in her hands. “It’s gone, Professor.”

Slowly, Palmyitor picked her head up. Tears stained her cheeks. Lottie quickly looked down at her feet. Neither of them knew what to say”Lottie felt like she had seen too much”knew too much.

“Thank you for that, Rowe,” Palmyitor said. Despite her best efforts, her voice still shook.

“No”er”no problem.”

Palmyitor took a breath and shut her eyes. Slowly she opened them again and surveyed Lottie. “Now what did you come here for?”

Lottie blinked. It felt like she had been here for days already. “Oh,” she said. “Er”oh”right. I heard”er”I heard Snape talking.” She said the name gently, as though if she spoke more quietly, it wouldn’t remind her of what had just happened.

“And?”

“He”er”he”oh yeah. He was talking about something that’s hidden in the Department of Mysteries”in the old Ministry. He said they have to retrieve it to keep it safe.” Lottie spoke quickly, eager to escape the awkward moment. “I think it’s another Horcrux”the last one, I guess.”

Palmyitor surveyed her carefully. “Are you absolutely sure?” she said. “The Ministry is in ruins. It could be a very dangerous mission to retrieve it.”

“I’m nearly positive,” Lottie said. “What else could it be? I don’t know when the Death Eaters are trying to get it back but I think it’s soon. We have to go as soon as possible.”

Palmyitor rubbed her temples and shut her eyes. “Right,” she said finally. “We need to assemble an entire team, which may take up to a week””

“I don’t know if we even have that much time,” Lottie said.

“It is the best we can do, Rowe,” Palmyitor said sternly. “You have to let us know if they go sooner, but I don’t think they will.” Palmyitor glanced at the Horcrux on the desk and at the sword of Gryffindor, sticking vertically out of the wood. “I think we may need you for this one, Rowe,” she said. “We might need a Legilimens. Can you be here in a week?”

“Yeah,” Lottie said numbly. “Yeah I think so.”

“Good.”

There was a strange finality about that. Palmyitor looked at Lottie as though she expected her to Disapparate on the spot.

“Professor?”

“Yes?”

“Is”er”I mean”is Andrea still here? I mean”is she on a mission or here?”

Palmyitor looked up at her darkly. “She is currently training for a mission. She will be leaving soon.”

Lottie chewed on her lip for a moment. “Can I see her? I haven’t”” She faltered under Palmyitor’s glare, but continued. “I haven’t seen her for months.”

Palmyitor’s eyes narrowed. She placed both hands on the desk and stood up. “No, Rowe. I don’t think we have time. Your absence will be noticed soon.”

Lottie stood up as well, her face dark. “Fine,” she said bitterly. In that moment, she could have hexed Palmyitor, but she managed to control herself. “I’ll be here in a week.” Lottie took a breath, spun around, and Disapparated into the darkness.
Chapter Sixty-Six: The New Ministry by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for helping me and beta'ing this chapter!

This chapter's dedicated to awesome, younger cousin!
Chapter Sixty-six: The New Ministry

Voldemort took to the skies. The location of the new Ministry had the tricky anti-Apparation charm on it, but not much other protection. Having a Fidelius Charm would be far too complicated when they were bringing Death Eaters in and out of the building continually.

His thin lips almost formed a smile. How foolish the heads of the rebellion had been to form a Ministry to round up Death Eaters. Had they forgotten his takeover of the last Ministry? All he had had to do was wait patiently to gather enough information”which he got plenty of. Snape had been present at the formation of the Ministry. Even his inside source at Alsemore had something to give him.

He stopped his flight suddenly and hovered in mid-air in front of a window. This would be the assistant’s office; the filth had at least been clever enough not to give such free access to the Minister’s office itself.

Voldemort hovered outside of the window and waited. He would take his time. There was a figure inside”he would have said man, but he was hardly older than a boy. His frail frame hunched over a desk, quill dancing across the parchment.

Voldemort waited. The moment would be delicious, and he did not want to ruin it.

The boy’s quill finally lifted from the page and he frowned down at what he had written. He scratched his head with the tip of the feather and sighed. This was the moment”Voldemort knew. Predictably, the boy looked up to gaze out of the window.

There it was. The slightest flicker in his eyes”his expression turned from one of dullness to extreme terror. The boy’s eyes widened, but he just sat there”too paralyzed to move.

Voldemort wondered how many of this boy’s nightmares involved this particular moment. From outside of the window, still floating effortlessly, Voldemort glowered back at him.

The boy was beginning to find his movement again. He scooted back in his chair; his arms retracted; his head tilted just slightly.

Voldemort didn’t move. The window shattered, all of the glass blasting into the puny office. The boy lost his ability to move again”his mouth just hung open limply.

Voldemort flew through the window and landed on the shards of glass with a satisfying crunch. The boy, once again, gained mobility in his panic. He rose from his chair, knocking it down as he did, and rushed to a door in the corner. He had just raised his fist to knock, when he froze once more.

It had nothing to do with his fear, this time, though. Voldemort lowered his wand after casting the Immobilizing spell and moved in towards the boy. With a sweep of enjoyment, Voldemort saw a dark stain growing on the front boy’s trousers.

“Frightened, are we?”

The boy could not move. He was frozen in a half-reach towards the oak door”his arm hung in the air like a puppet’s. “Answer me.” Voldemort gave the boy his power of speech back”gave him the capability of movement from the face up.

The boy did not answer him. Instead, he scrunched up his eyes; tears fell from them, and he whimpered like a child.

“Coward,” the Dark Lord scathed, hoping to push the boy a little farther before disposing of him.

“No.”

The boy’s fear flew inside of him, ricocheting like a caged bird. Voldemort smirked out his outward insolence. “Do not lie to Lord Voldemort.”

Voldemort granted him entire movement for his last moment of life. The boy collapsed onto the floor and sobbed”his whole body wracked with terror. The Dark Lord let it continue. He saw no reason why he should not enjoy himself.

The boy’s sobs continued, for a good minute, and suddenly stopped. As though realizing that he was still alive, the boy placed his hands solidly on the ground and pushed himself up. His eyes were filled with the faintest glimmer of hope.

Voldemort took that moment to act. “Avada Kedavra.”

The Minister’s assistant was knocked over backwards by the force of the curse. Voldemort stood above him. Tears still glimmered in the body’s dull, dead eyes.

Voldemort turned his gaze to the desk where the boy’s wand lay, completely forgotten. Voldemort picked up the frail thing and wrapped his fingers of his left hand around it, before turning his gaze to the door in the corner. He flicked his wand wordlessly, and it blasted open.

Whatever scene was going on inside continued, oblivious to his presence. Somebody was screaming, sobbing”it sounded like a child’s plea that came from an unquestionably adult voice.

Voldemort took one step inside the room and the scene froze entirely. A man lay on the floor, face writhed with agony. Another man stood above him, wand pointed down at his victim.

Voldemort had never seen the standing man, but recognized him from description”Barksdale, the fool who Alsemore had appointed as Minister.

Barksdale gaped at him. Voldemort relished in this moment. Undoubtedly, the Minister had waited for this”had imagined confronting the Dark Lord, slaying him and becoming a hero. When faced with his greatest enemy, for real, though, he could do nothing but stare.

They seemed to be frozen like that for hours. Finally, Barksdale’s mind began to function again, and he shakily lifted his wand.

Voldemort disarmed him without an incantation and caught it”his third wand. “I don’t think so.”

“My Lord.”

Voldemort turned his gaze downwards at the source of the voice. The man on the ground turned out to be one of his Death Eaters”nobody of importance and nobody he recognized, but his nonetheless. Voldemort tossed him the dead assistant’s wand, which the Death Eater snatched out of the air.

“Thank you, my Lord,” the Death Eater said, crawling forward and kissing Voldemort’s robes. “I am”I am so”grateful””

“Enough.” Voldemort glanced momentarily at Barksdale, who stood petrified by his own fear before turning back to his follower. “Go back to Headquarters. Free any others who are here and take them with you.”

“Yes”yes, My Lord.” The Death Eater kissed his robes once more and scuttled out of the office.

Once the Death Eater was gone, Voldemort turned his gaze back on Barksdale, who was now attempting to speak. “You”you,” he spluttered, “you”what do you want?”

“Pathetic,” Voldemort hissed, circling the paralyzed Minister predatorily. The lack of a fight made Voldemort laugh. Who would have thought that the cowardly assistant might actually be braver than his boss?

“Don’t kill me.”

Voldemort was again surprised by the degree of this man’s fear. Barksdale’s face was contorted and tears flowed freely down his cheeks. Although he made no big movements (he was too paralyzed by fear for that), his shoulders and knees quivered.

“Oh I don’t plan to,” Voldemort said, twirling his wand carelessly between his fingers. “You have been effective”surprisingly so”at your job.”

Barksdale didn’t respond. His face contorted further; his eyes swam in regret. “I won’t catch as many,” he said, lacing his hands together as though praying. “We can act like the Death Eaters have hidden”like they’re getting better at evading us. Please”just”don’t”don’t kill me.”

“Funny how the man chosen to save the world turns out to be the most cowardly of them all.” Voldemort took a step forward.

“Please”” Barksdale fell to his knees, his hands still clasped in front of him. He scooted forward and crouched at the Dark Lord’s robes. “We can make it look like you took over”we can kill a few of the Aurors. It will take us off our feet for a while. Please”I have a girlfriend”she’s pregnant; I can’t die, not now”please””

“Enough.” Voldemort used a Silencing charm on Barksdale to stop his incessant babble. “Filth like you,” he said, “has no need to reproduce.”

Barksdale looked stricken. He gaped at Voldemort for a moment, as the horror of that thought settled on him. His mouth began to work wildly, then, as he silently begged for his life.

Voldemort was growing impatient. As Barksdale crawled towards him, still spewing his wordless pleas, he raised his wand. “Crucio.”

Barksdale was blown off his knees and landed hard on his back. He was still silenced, but the soundless screams were almost more enjoyable than shrill ones. Voldemort watched as the Minister’s legs contorted into his body and he twitched, his eyes rolling back into his skull.

Voldemort stopped it just before the pain went too far. He lifted his wand and gave the Minster a moment to get to his knees and catch his breath. “Now, filth,” Voldemort said as Barksdale gasped and wheezed. “I do not plan on killing you. Lord Voldemort is merciful. Lord Voldemort does favors for those who help him.”

Barksdale looked up, his jaw hanging open stupidly. He nodded enthusiastically.

“I do not, however, believe that I will use your plan.” Voldemort began to move again, and circled Barksdale slowly. “Lord Voldemort, you see, does not follow orders.”

Barksdale only had a moment to pick up his head, before Voldemort hissed, “Imperio.”

The man’s mind was simple. Voldemort was able to capture it as easily as a child’s. The man’s face fell blank, blissfully empty.

Voldemort looked at the ragdoll and felt a smile spread across his lips. “You will listen to me,” he hissed, making sure the message became lodged in Barksdale’s mind. “When you get evidence of a Death Eater, you will only pursue it with my permission. If I say do not arrest a suspect, you will not.”

Barksdale nodded, his eyes completely blank.

Voldemort turned to leave. He had just reached the doorway where the dead assistant still lay. “And you will take care of your filth at home as well.”
Chapter Sixty-Seven: The Old Ministry by Eponine
Author's Notes:
As always, thanks to coolh5000 for beta-ing this chapter!

This one's dedicated to my excellent English professor.
Chapter Sixty-Seven: The Old Ministry

“You brought your Polyjuice with you, I hope?” Palmyitor said a week later. Lottie leaned against a wall in her office”in her true form, but dressed in Shaula’s clothes.

“Yeah.” Lottie picked up a foot and carelessly placed it against the wall. “Why?”

Palmyitor stared at her with that same old look of annoyance. “The Dark Lord knows you, Rowe. If the Death Eaters showed up you would be killed instantly. At least as Carrow, you can easily blend in with the Death Eaters.”

“Oh.” Lottie frowned. “What about the others?”

Palmyitor waved her hand in a dismissive way. The word that came instantly to Lottie’s mind was expendable. “I will go get them,” Palmyitor said, rising to her feet. “Wait right here”but take your potion.”

Lottie obeyed, but made sure her grimace was visible as Palmyitor exited. Ever since leaving school, she lost a bit of respect for the old professor; she no longer ruled her entire life and had even admitted Lottie’s superiority as far as Legilimency went. Lottie took a swig from the flask and winced as she transformed”although familiar, the sensation was far from enjoyable. Shaula’s slightly-too-large robes fit her perfectly now. She ran her fingers through her dark hair.

The door to Palmyitor’s office opened, and Palmyitor entered, followed by a file of students. Lottie recognized every single person; there was Edgar Payne, one of the Clynalmoys who had been Ally’s friends, and”Lottie realized with a pang”Colm and Andrea. She walked over to them both, grinning. She hadn’t seen either of them for months. Andrea looked practically the same, but Colm was even thinner and more emaciated than before.

“Hey,” Lottie breathed.

Andrea turned to her with a furrowed brow and smiled politely. “Hello,” she said, the look of confusion in her eyes unmistakable.

Colm just frowned. He was looking at Lottie as though she were disfigured.

“I’m sorry,” Andrea finally said after a long pause. “I don’t think I know you.”

“Andrea.” Lottie took a step back. “Andrea, it’s me. Lottie.”

Andrea took a step back as well, her eyes widening. “Lottie?” she repeated. “Are you serious? Merlin, you look different.”

“Well”yeah.” Lottie laughed awkwardly. “I took a Polyjuice Potion, you see.”

“No, not just that.” Andrea peered carefully at her. “Something in your eyes is different.”

Lottie turned to Colm, who instead of looking reassured seemed just as troubled. “I don’t look that weird, do I?” she asked.

“It’s just the Potion,” he said, though in his eyes, it was clear that he did not believe it. “Don’t worry about it.”

On that enigmatic note, Lottie broke off from the others to listen to Palmyitor, who had begun to speak. “Listen, everybody,” she said seriously. “This may be one of the most dangerous missions we’ve ever gone on. We know the Death Eaters are going to try to retrieve this, and it may very well be today that they show up.” Palmyitor reached into a drawer in her desk and pulled out a rather distressed looking parchment.

“We also believe that this note may have something to do with it.” She glanced down and continued. “It is a letter sent from Rookwood, a man who worked in the Department of Mysteries, but eventually became a Death Eater.” She ran her finger over the text as though checking to select the most pertinent section. “He talks of a ‘key’ leading to the place where ‘it’ is hidden.” She glanced up at the rest of them. “So this mission might be more complicated than finding a Dark object among ruins. We’ll have to find a key””

“What does he say about the key?” Lottie asked.

Palmyitor raised a scornful eyebrow. “I hardly think it is important.”

“It might be.”

Lottie saw Palmyitor’s Occlumency falter as her frustration grew. She quickly recomposed herself and looked down at the note. “Well, he wrote that the key was somewhere ‘between infinity.’” She stared at Lottie as though challenging her. “Was that helpful?”

“Yes,” Lottie said through gritted teeth. “Thanks.” With a nervous smirk, she turned to Colm and Andrea for support, but they just looked back at her, momentarily stunned at her audacity.

“Anyway, in this mission, it is absolutely vital that you listen to any order that we give you”we being Professor Maelioric, Professor Stainthorpe and myself. We are going to be very exposed. We cannot place a Fidelius Charm around the location because nearly every person of my generation has been there already. We have the constant thread of Death Eaters”and even the threat of some members of the Ministry.”

Lottie frowned, and glanced around”everybody else seemed just as confused, except for Andrea, who was looking grim.

“Yes,” Palmyitor continued, “the Ministry has been acting very oddly lately. They haven’t caught a single Death Eater in days. Barksdale’s pregnant girlfriend was found dead two days ago, and we believe that may have something to do with it. In any case, we are not quite sure what is going on there, and it would be better to just avoid them altogether.”

Nobody said anything. Lottie couldn’t think of anything to say. On this mission they would hopefully find the final Horcrux, but it was also quite possible that they would all lose their lives. She wondered if anybody else knew how important this was.

Palmyitor got to her feet and motioned for the rest of them to file out of the office. When they reached the corridor, they were met by Maelioric and Hermione.

“You’re coming too?” Lottie asked Hermione in an undertone as they marched up the stairs to the entrance hall. “Isn’t it dangerous?”

“It’s always going to be dangerous.” Hermione’s face was set with a sort of determination that Lottie had never seen on her. “If this works out, hopefully it will all be over soon. It won’t matter if they know I’m here or not.”

Lottie didn’t know how to respond, so casually drifted away from her and stood with Andrea and Colm in the corner of the entrance hall. They didn’t speak”Lottie couldn’t think of anything to say to them. In this alien form, she was hardly even the same person in their eyes.

Palmyitor held out a rusty, old cauldron”a Portkey. There were few enough to only need one. Lottie laid a finger again the cold iron and waited until they were jerked away.

They arrived in the middle of desolation. Lottie blinked and looked around as her eyes adjusted to the light. They were indoors”underground, Lottie would have guessed. There were torches, and with a flick of Palmyitor’s wand, they all ignited.

They were in the center of a cavernous room. The walls had been almost completely knocked down, but there was a foundation where Lottie could see the ruins of several doors. They spun in a sort of half-hearted away, circling them lazily. Everybody else seemed too enraptured to speak. Almost all of the walls had been knocked down, so they could see everything from where they stood. Palmyitor began to walk and led them in the direction of what looked like a wall of glimmering light.

The silence around them was absolute. Lottie heard Andrea go “Eugh!” and leap away from something, which turned out, Lottie noted dully, to be a dried up, human brain.

They reached the source of light. It turned out to be thousands of glowing orbs, twinkling on shelves. They were so dusty that they looked grey, but Lottie could still see their faint light.

Lottie broke off from the group, enraptured by the orbs. She walked along a row of shelves. Under every ball of light, there was a set of names, and what seemed like a location. She wanted to hold one”to feel the light and warmth cradled between her fingers in this cold place. She reached out a careful hand to a shelf, when suddenly something grabbed her wrist.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you,” Hermione said forcibly, pushing Lottie’s hands away.

Lottie looked at her. In this strange, flickering light, her face almost lost its wrinkles. She seemed almost to be her own age, though Lottie noticed there were restrained tears in her eyes. “Why not?”

“Old protections,” Hermione explained, leading them back to the center room where the others stood. “People go mad if they touch a prophecy that was not made about them.”

Lottie followed Hermione silently. That seemed like a strange rule”a recipe for disaster, really. She wondered vaguely whether anyone had ever thought of forcing the Dark Lord to take an orb, and forcing him to lose his mind that way, though something seemed too base about the idea to pursue it further.

“I don’t believe it would be in the Hall of Prophecies,” came Palmyitor’s voice. Lottie joined the group of students and watched Palmyitor, Maelioric and Hermione converse. Finally, Hermione gestured towards a room to their side, and led the entire group that way.

Lottie broke off from the others again as she combed the new room for clues. This one seemed to hold every clock in existence. They were everywhere”on every wall, on rows of shelves an even some in the ceiling. The ticking was unbearable. She walked among the clocks, trying to find anything significant about them, but unable to look beyond their dusty, grimy facades. They were all different. Some had no numbers; some had far too many; some had seven or eight hands, and one, enormous clock in the center of the room had only one.

They lingered in the Time Room for far too long, in Lottie’s opinion, before heading back to the center. For an extremely dangerous mission, this was very dull. Andrea seemed to be feeling the same way, because when they made eye contact, she stuck her tongue out playfully. Colm looked a little distracted. He kept looking over his shoulder.

“Nervous?” Lottie asked softly in his ear.

He jumped nearly a foot into the air. “That”that Time Room,” he said shaking his head. Lottie could see the goose bumps on his neck. “It freaked me out.”

“They’re just clocks, Colm,” Lottie said, but he just shook his head and followed the others’ lead into a separate room.

Lottie exchanged quizzical looks with Andrea and followed the group. Maelioric led them to another large chamber. Lottie could hear Hermione crying in earnest now. This chamber looked almost like a kind of amphitheatre. There were rows of vaulted seating, that would have been like stairs if they weren’t so far apart. Lottie had to awkwardly jump to get down to each level. In the center of the room stood a dais, although cracked and crumbled, and on the center of the dais, stood an archway.

Lottie frowned. This archway didn’t seem to lead anywhere in particular, or support a wall or anything. It just stood there. From the archway, a veil hung, fluttering even though there wasn’t any wind, and Lottie instantly knew that there was something very dangerous about that arch. She inched closer. Now she was at the foot of the dais, and with a little hop, she stood on it, just feet from the ominous veil.

“Lottie, what are you doing?” Andrea called from far away.

Lottie wrenched her head around to stare at her, but otherwise ignored her. There was something enticing about this veil. Voices seemed to emerge from it, as though it were a portal to a room full of people. The voices were a constant stream”Lottie had a feeling that it was just a stream that led to a much bigger river.

Lottie reached a hand out to touch the fluttering veil when several things happened at once to stop her.

Andrea shouted, “LOTTIE!”

At the same moment, searing pain burned across her left forearm.

Around her, there were several loud cracks!

Lottie hissed through her teeth and crouched down, pressing her palm tightly against her arm, against the precise location of the Dark Mark. She spun around to face the group but found that there were several more people in the room now”hooded, masked, and cloaked Death Eaters.

The first thing Lottie felt was panic”complete panic”rip through her and freeze her bones. She stood there, completely still, as though in a stalemate. Maelioric, in the middle of the room, was the first to move. After what seemed like five minutes, but realistically was a matter of seconds, he raised his wand. A jet of dark red light blasted against the chest of one of the Death Eaters.

With that, the battle commenced.

Hexes flew through the air, staining it with their magical glow. Lottie dodged off the dais and hid behind, using it as a momentary barricade before the Death Eaters discovered her. Her chest heaved wildly, but it felt like she was taking in no oxygen.

There was a rustling beside her. Lottie spun, holding her wand up before her with shaking fingers. Palmyitor dodged around the dais as well and, with her usual-neat bun falling out into her eyes, growled, “Rowe, the potion.”

“What?”

“Go join them, Rowe. The potion.”

With that, Palmyitor pushed off against the stone dais and went back into the battle. Lottie blinked. In the panic of the moment, she had no idea what Palmyitor meant, so ran out into the battle herself.

They were grossly outnumbered. Maelioric dueled four at once, dodging and ducking under their curses like a dancer. Palmyitor stood at the top of the room, high above everyone else. Nobody noticed that she was there, but she quietly took Death Eaters out, one by one. The Clynalmoy student was dueling a single Death Eater, and doing pretty poorly. Edgar Payne seemed to be running in circles, and occasionally firing the odd jinx.

Hermione dueled another cloaked figure fiercely. The spells she fired were like none Lottie had ever seen before. The Death Eater dodged nimbly, though, and fired a particularly nasty curse that knocked Hermione off her feet.

She lay on the ground on her back”her body shaking with pain. Lottie could see her trying to push herself back up, but every time she made contact with the ground, her limbs froze. The Death Eater reached off and pulled off his mask as he approached her.

It was Snape. He was laughing. “Granger, you insufferable, little know-it-all, you will never learn.”

Hermione gasped for breath. Apparently whatever spell Snape had used was more powerful than it seemed. She squirmed on the ground in a last effort to raise her wand, but the Dark Magic that prevented her held true.

The corner of Snape’s lips curled. “Mudblood filth,” he hissed as he raised his wand.

“SNAPE!” Magic forgotten, Lottie ran at him, rage filling her every pore. Snape only had time to look up in surprise before Lottie tackled him full force and brought him to the ground.

With Shaula’s larger frame, overtaking him was easy. Lottie had Snape pinned to the ground with her knees and used both arms to deliver fierce punches to his face. His wand lay abandoned by his side.

Thick, viscous blood oozed from his large, crooked nose. It ran down his face, staining his lips and pooling at the base of his neck. Lottie delivered another blow to his jaw. More blood.

“You are digging your own grave, Rowe,” Snape growled, and impossibly, he smiled.

Taken slightly off-guard, Lottie sat back. How had he recognized her in this form? “You know?”

Snape only laughed. The blood from his nose ran down his face and into his mouth, staining his teeth pink. “You killed your own parents, Rowe. Shouldn’t you be ashamed?”

“I didn’t kill them.” Lottie raised her arm again to deliver another blow “Bran did. Bran killed them””

“We would not have been able to find them if you hadn’t delivered us that Muggle.” Snape smiled still. With the blood in his mouth, he looked like some kind of sick vampire. “Now how else would an up-and-coming Death Eater know how to find the source of a revolt, if she didn’t already know where to look? How would a Death Eater get the information out of the Muggle without torture? I know your style, Rowe. You’re far too obvious.”

Lottie’s throat went dry. She couldn’t think of what to do. Her wand hung limp in her hand.

Snape carefully moved his arm, unnoticed by Lottie, and was finally able to grasp the handle his own wand. He sneered at Lottie, who still sat in a daze, and suddenly jabbed his wand in her direction.

The spell hit Lottie with such a force that Lottie was knocked aside. She landed heavily on her back and lay, stunned, for a moment. A stinging gash began to bleed along her face. Snape took the time and scrambled out from under her and rejoined the fray.

Lottie wiped the blood with the back of her hand and slowly got to her feet. She rushed to Hermione’s side, who was still struggling from her spot on the floor. “Finite,” Lottie murmured. The Dark Magic stopped instantly.

“Rowe,” Hermione panted, pushing herself up. “Your potion.”

“What?”

“Watch out!” Hermione used the strength she had left to lunge from the ground and knock Lottie over. Her head collided painfully with the stone floor. Through the daze of stars that popped up in her vision, Lottie saw jets of green light fly overhead.

“Thanks,” she breathed as she got to her feet. She held out her hand to help Hermione up, and once she was standing, Lottie joined the fight.

She spotted Andrea battling a huge Death Eater. He had the advantage of power, but Andrea was too nimble for him. He shot a killing curse, which Andrea avoided by leaping from her feet and morphing into a sparrow in mid-air.

The sparrow landed by Lottie’s feet and quickly transformed back into Andrea. “Lottie,” she panted, picking her wand up off the ground, “you’re turning back””

“What?” Lottie wasn’t paying great attention. From the corner of her eye, she saw a jet of light shoot towards them. “DUCK!” With her right arm she pulled Andrea to the ground with her.

They landed heavily; Lottie hardly noticed the slight sting in her elbows as the stone scraped the top layer of skin off. She quickly spun around on the ground and aimed at the man who had fired at them. A flash of green, and the man fell to the ground, a look of mild surprise still showing in his dead eyes.

“Your potion,” Andrea said. “You’re you again.”

Lottie blinked. She did feel suddenly lighter. The hair falling into her eyes was blond again, not Shaula’s thick black. She fumbled for the potion in her pocket but another Killing Curse forced her to forgo it and push Andrea and herself out of the way.

A jet of light aimed toward the pair again, and they leapt in opposite directions to avoid the curse. Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie saw Andrea scramble to her feet and join the fight again. Panting, Lottie stood up herself. She ran along the periphery of the battle, firing Killing Curses at Death Eaters. It wasn’t long, though, before she was noticed. A Death Eater turned to her, smiling like a wolf. It was Snape.

“You want to kill me?” Lottie taunted. “You had the choice a thousand times.” She dodged a jet of red light that he fired and smiled at him as she straightened up. “You hated me for years for being better than you”but you never took the chance to get rid of me?”

Lottie laughed, just because she knew that it would make Snape furious. There was so much blood on his face that he was almost unrecognizable. He made a noise that sounded like a growl and left her, whipping around to join the battle again.

Lottie stood still, watching him with wide eyes. He had given up the chance to kill her”again. She watched him fire curses from his wand, directed at nobody in particular”maybe just to release his frustration.

“SNAPE, YOU TRAITOR!”

The voice came from behind her. Colm came barreling past from the back of the room right into the fight. He fired a jet of green light at Snape, who dodged and jumped nimbly onto the dais.

Colm followed, and leapt onto the dais after a running start. He fired curse after curse. Lottie watched them duel, unsure of what to think. She had never seen Colm this angry before. Snape dodged every curse with a sneer, and they were speaking as they fought”Lottie could see their lips moving furiously, but could not hear what they said.

Finally, Colm, wand forgotten, grabbed the front of Snape’s cloak in an impossibly tight grip. Snape writhed to get out, but couldn’t escape Colm, who was bigger and had the unnatural strength of a werewolf.

Lottie heard the word Colm spoke from where she stood, though it sounded like a whisper. “Traitor.” With inhuman strength, Colm shoved Snape backwards.

What happened next seemed to occur in slow motion. Snape flew backwards, his heels just skimming the ground. Surprised etched his face, and in that moment, all of his memories flooded out of him like a wave. His back hit the fluttering veil, which seemed to suspend him for a moment.

Snape fell slowly. His eyes were wide, panic stricken, as the archway swallowed him. The veil gave one final, ominous flutter, and he was gone.

The battle seemed to stop. Lottie stood, frozen, staring at the space where Snape had just been. How could he be gone? Lottie’s memory went back to Snape”how much he had taught her”Occlumency, Legilimency”he had taught her how to kill. It seemed impossible that he was gone just like that”that the veil just swallowed him that easily. Colm turned around to face her, looking just as shocked as she felt. He stood rooted to the place, but luckily, all of the Death Eaters must have been stunned as well”not a single curse shot towards him.

A handful of the Death Eaters, too shocked, cast their eyes around desperately. They looked at Lottie, dressed in Death Eater robes but acting on Alsemore’s side, at Colm, still standing where he had committed the murder, and at the three heads, before Disapparating with loud cracks!

And just like that, the battle started again. Colm leapt off the dais and Maelioric resumed his duels. Lottie scanned the scene quickly”they were doing pretty well; not a single person on their side had died yet.

She kept fighting, but almost in a half-hearted way. Her mind was focused not on the duels in front of her, but on the veil. Its whispering grew louder until she was unable to ignore it. She turned around to glance at it, but nobody else seemed to notice. Nobody else seemed to hear.

Lottie dodged a Killing Curse and landed heavily against the stone dais. Something kept drawing her attention to the arch. For some reason, she was sure it held a key to their questions. “Lottie, what are you doing?” The voice was Colm’s, but Lottie paid it no heed.

With her eyes set on the veil, she carefully set her foot on one of the bottom stones that made up the archway. She clasped a higher stone with her sweaty palm and put her wand between her teeth to grab on with the other one.

Because of the stone’s jagged edges, it was fairly simple to clamber up. Lottie went unnoticed up the stone arch, carefully taking one step at a time.

The others seemed to notice that she was there all at once. Andrea screamed, “LOTTIE, WATCH OUT!” just as a jet of green came flying her way. Lottie quickly swung around to the other wide of the arch and heard the curse hit the stone. It sounded like an explosion. From her spot, Lottie could see the Death Eater prowling the dais’s perimeter, searching for her.

Lottie grabbed onto the stone tightly with her left hand, and used her right to fire the Killing Curse at him. She watched him fall before returning her wand to her teeth and resuming her climb.

Panting heavily, she glanced up”the top was so close. With one final push, she got there and balanced herself precariously. The other Death Eaters either did not see her or did not care. Lottie stole a quick glance down and ran her hand over the rough keystone. The key…

Lottie didn’t know why, but she was sure that this held the answer. She grasped her wand and looked at the stone beneath her. “Reducto.” It blasted apart easily”like it was designed to”but only the top layer.

Stupefy!” Lottie heard the spell fired, and hastily blocked it with a Shield Charm. The Death Eater below snarled at her, but before he could raise his wand again, Colm, in a flying blur, tackled him to the ground.

Lottie looked back down at the keystone. With its top layer gone, it revealed something long that glimmered in the light from the curses. Lottie peered at it and ran her fingers over it. It was smooth, like metal, and was shaped like an arrow. Lottie would have guessed that it was half a foot long. It was crammed into stone like a plug.

This was it”Lottie was sure. The arrow protruded just enough for Lottie to grasp it with her fingertips. She glanced down quickly. The fighting that continued was brutal, but nobody seemed to pay her any heed. For good measure, she fired a Killing Curse at a Death Eater before focusing again on the metal arrow.

The whispers had gotten louder, as though they knew how close she was. Lottie tugged on the arrow, but it only moved an inch. The voices grew louder. A few of the others seemed to notice them now. Palmyitor turned and stared at the arch in horror.

Lottie pulled again. The arrow, again, moved only another inch, but the voices swelled in volume. Everybody else noticed now as well. Andrea shot wild glances at the arch, and the Death Eaters spun around, confused.

One more time, Lottie tugged. The effect was instantaneous. The arrow flew into her hand, and at the same time, there was a noise like an explosion.

It was deafening”like every voice in the entire world was screaming into her ear. The shock made Lottie lose her balance. The voices continued to scream. Lottie swayed, and suddenly her feet lost contact with the stone. She seemed to fall in slow motion, falling closer and closer towards the open archway and the fluttering veil.

She grabbed onto the keystone. With only the strength of her arms to keep her from falling inevitably into the veil, her legs dangled ominously. The archway tried to pull her in like a magnet.

The others had been affected too. Almost everyone had fallen to the floor, their hands clamped futilely over their ears, completely paralyzed.

It was louder than anything that had ever existed before. It was so loud that Lottie could hardly think. The veil pulled at her legs again, and she flailed helplessly, kicking against something that wasn’t there. It wouldn’t be that bad, maybe, to just let go and fall into the veil as compared to this.

But something seemed odd. Although it was more consuming than anything in the world combined, Lottie’s ears did not hurt at all. There was no ringing”surely she would have gone deaf by now if this were real noise. It was her head that hurt”her mind that could not function.

She needed control. Despite her precarious balance, halfway between life and certain death, Lottie took a few deep breaths and tried to clear her mind.

It was harder than Occlumency had ever been, but she knew right when she tried that it was the answer. Lottie breathed more and, despite the extreme pain in her arms, and the growing sense of numbness in her feet, forced her mind to go blank. Once she had an effective block up, the voices seemed to get quieter”just quiet enough for her to think.

Then the realization hit her like a block in her chest. This wasn’t actual noise”it was thoughts. She increased the strength of her block, used Occlumency stronger than she had ever mustered before to guard her mind, and only then did she feel like she had sufficient room for her own mind.

Lottie looked around. Students, professors, and Death Eaters alike all lay in equally nonfunctional heaps. The room, Lottie realized, was completely silent; no matter how hard they clamped their hands over their ears, the thoughts would still get into their minds.

Only one person was standing. Palmyitor moved about the dais with a sense of purpose, but slowly, as though she were moving through powerful, rushing water. She glanced up at Lottie, and Lottie understood. Their Occlumency is what saved them.

The veil of nothingness tugged harder at Lottie’s legs, and Lottie yelped in panic. Her voice cut through the silence like lightning. It was only then that she realized she could still hear.

“Hang on.” It wasn’t her own voice, but Palmyitor’s. The professor stood at the foot of the arch, gazing up at her.

“I can’t.” Lottie tried again to pull herself up, but physical exhaustion was taking its toll. Her arms felt like they were melting. The power of the arch was too great for her to resist. “I’m going to fall.” The veil’s pulls were getting stronger. She could feel the fluttering fabric against her feet.

“Rowe, just hold on.” Palmyitor blinked extra hard, as though trying to clear the voices out of her sense. “They’re thoughts, Rowe. They’re thoughts.”

“I know,” Lottie growled. Like the others, she had the sudden urge to clamp her hands over her ears, but knew it would lead to her death. Her Occlumency was slowly melting away.

“Do you think you can perform Legilimency right now?” Palmyitor shouted.

“Against what?”

“Just trust me, Rowe.”

Lottie did not want to trust her. She wanted to just let go”to relieve the extreme exhaustion in her arms”she was going to die anyway.

“Focus, Rowe. All right? I’m going to do it too.” Palmyitor’s voice sounded infinitely far away. The thoughts were growing louder again. “Ready? Go.”

With a deep breath, Lottie focused all of her energy on just Legilimency. Just like when she performed it on a human, she created a ball of mental energy that manifested itself between her eyes.

“Fill”the”gap,” Palmyitor said, screaming each word as though they were not in an entirely silent room.

Lottie turned her attention back to the bead of energy. With all of the strength left in her, she willed it to move forward. It crawled along, inch by inch. She was vaguely aware of another incarnation of energy moving beside hers.

The two balls of energy reached the keystone, and with one final push, closed the hole.

The world was silent again. The voices all stopped promptly, and Lottie could hear a lot of groaning from below, where everybody else was recovering.

“Come on, Rowe,” Palmyitor said, still at the food of the arch. “Pull yourself up.”

Lottie panted. Her lungs felt like they were on fire. The voices had stopped, but the veil was still trying to suck her in. She could hear shouting below, some incantation fired again and again. Her head pounded miserably. She just wanted to be still and rest.

Lottie Rowe,” Palmyitor shouted, sounding sterner than ever before. “You are wasting valuable time. Pull yourself together and get down this instant.”

Lottie groaned audibly as she tried. Her legs flailed uselessly until they finally hit something solid”the side of the arch. With the added strength of her legs (and a lot of obscenities), she managed to push herself back on top of the keystone. From there she scrambled down the side of the arch, and took the last three feet and a jump. She landed heavily on the floor, doubled over on her hands and knees and half-laughing with exhaustion.

Everything hurt. Her heart felt like it was going to break her ribs; her eyes thudded dully; her brain felt like it had turned to mud. But in her hand, glimmering innocently, was the golden arrow.

There was a lot of shouting. People were yelling. Lottie didn’t even feel strong enough to open her eyes, let alone stand. She could hear someone approaching; somebody stood next to her. “Lottie?” It was Andrea. “Are you okay?”

“I can’t move.”

Andrea knelt next to her. “What do you have?”

“The key,” Lottie said, using all the strength she had to hold it up. “It’s from the arch”I pulled it out.”

“Are you sure it’s the key?” Lottie felt Andrea take the arrow out of her hand. “I thought it would look more… well… like a key.”

Lottie rolled over so that she was lying on her back. She felt like she could sleep for a week. “It’s definitely it,” she said. “No idea what it opens though.”

Andrea fell silent. Lottie didn’t care to figure out what she was thinking; she just lay on her back and breathed. Even that hurt. Andrea was murmuring as though she had to think out loud, until she finally said, “The time room!”

“Merlin, Andrea, do you have to scream?”

“No”it’s”I’m sure it is. Hang on.” Lottie heard her get up and run away. Lottie lay for a minute in blissful stillness until a heavier set of legs approached.

“You feeling okay, Rowe?” It was Maelioric. He crouched down. Lottie forced her eyes open to look at him. He sported two black eyes and a bloody lip.

“No.”

“Can you give me your arm? We’ve got to get you up.” Maelioric was smiling; Lottie counted two missing teeth.

“Why?”

Maelioric laughed”his booming laughter made Lottie’s head spin. “I think your friend figured out where to find a Horcrux.” Carefully, he wrapped his powerful arms around her shoulders. Without much help from Lottie, he heaved and got her to her feet.

Lottie’s bones felt like soup. Her legs were planted against the ground, but she could not support her own weight. She leaned against Maelioric as he walked, and stared at the scene around them.

There were piles of dead bodies”all Death Eaters. Lottie looked around. It didn’t look as though a single Death Eater had survived. Colm and Palmyitor stood over one of the bodies, shouting at each other.

“We needed to question them, Scrivener,” Palmyitor seethed. “We needed to find out how they figured out we would be here.”

“I’m sorry.” Colm spread his palms wide in a gesture of innocence. “They were going to kill us. We couldn’t afford to give them time to regroup.”

“We have spells for that.” Palmyitor gestured violently at the dead body beneath her. “Freezing spells”we almost found out some extremely valuable information.”

“Naesa, I hate to interrupt,” Maelioric said swiftly, “but I think this can wait.”

Colm turned to them, but his eyes softened when he saw Lottie. Completely dropping the situation with Palmyitor, he rushed to her side and took weight from Maelioric. “Are you okay?”

Lottie smiled. “I think so.”

Maelioric took a step towards Palmyitor. “Naesa, I think this is the key. This is what Rowe found in the arch. Woolbright thinks it may open one of the clocks in the time room.”

Palmyitor looked down at the arrow. She glanced at Lottie, then at Andrea, who stood to the side with the other Clynalmoy and Edgar Payne. Palmyitor just looked at the dead Death Eaters for a moment before saying, “Let’s go.”

The pack moved slowly. Lottie was able to hold a little of her own weight now, but still needed Colm to guide her. Edgar Payne walked with a limp, and Andrea seemed too exhausted to move any more quickly. So a good five minutes passed by the time they reached the time room.

There were thousands of clocks. Maelioric held the arrow up to the light and glanced at the rest of them. “Well”anyone have any ideas?”

They all stood in the center of the room, gazing at the clocks for a long minute until Hermione pointed to the opposite wall and said, “There”that big one.”

The group moved forward. Against the wall stood an enormous clock, probably the same height as Lottie, with only a long and narrow minute hand. Maelioric approached its face and pushed the smaller arrow into its center.

There was a clicking noise, and the arrow stuck. The hands spun quickly as though every second were an hour. They kept moving like that for a good minute, sometimes going the same way and sometimes switching directions suddenly. Finally, they stopped and the clock’s face swung open.

It revealed a tiny vault. Lottie was surprised”she had been expecting something bigger”but there was only enough room for her to sit in. But inside”Lottie grinned when she saw it”sat a tiny, golden cup.

Palmyitor moved forward and took it delicately between two hands. She turned to the group and looked back down at the cup. “We have to destroy it,” she said.

“Can’t we do that back at school?” Lottie groaned.

“Yeah,” Colm said. “Lottie’s exhausted. We can do it there.”

“I don’t want to risk it,” Palmyitor said sharply. “Somebody tipped the Death Eaters off”and they might steal it if we wait.”

They stood for a minute. Lottie sighed several times before an idea hit her. “The veil,” she said.

Palmyitor nodded, and once again, the group began the slow procession back. When they got to the dais, the veil fluttered innocently. There were no more whispers.

They stood in front of the arch for a good minute. Colm shifted his weight several times. Finally, Palmyitor inched forward and threw the cup; it soared in the air for a moment before the archway swallowed it. The veil fluttered, and it disappeared into nothing.

Suddenly, Lottie was filled with a rush of excitement. “That was it,” she said, finally picking herself up and standing on her own. “The last one”that was it.”

Palmyitor turned to her, a grim frown on her face. “The war’s not over, Rowe,” she said. “We’re only halfway there.”
Chapter Sixty-Eight: Back at Alsemore by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to coolh5000 for being an awesome beta!

This chapter is dedicated to the entire rehearsal team and cast of my show.
Chapter Sixty-Eight: Back at Alsemore

When Lottie got back to Alsemore, she slept for twenty-three hours straight. The physical stress of resisting the pull of the veil combined with the mental stress of blocking out those millions (or billions) of thoughts was just too much for her. She didn’t go back to her dorm room, but stayed in the Hospital Wing. She didn’t want to revisit the place she had already said goodbye to.

When she woke, the whole world was dark. She lay on her back and stared up at the ceiling, letting emptiness fill her. She didn’t know what was going to become of her life now. The Dark Lord’s Horcruxes were all destroyed, but she felt no sense of victory. After all, he was still very much alive.

And all of the Death Eaters had seen her transform. Her cover was blown. She couldn’t go back as Shaula now”could she go back at all? If she couldn’t, what purpose did she have in life? She might as well be dead”she might as well have fallen through the veil herself like the Horcrux… like Snape.

That idea filled her with terror. It seized her chest and caused her limbs to contract. But she was not dead, she told herself firmly. She was alive, breathing and thinking”that’s what mattered.

Lottie sat up and threw the covers off of her. She was still in the same clothes”the oversized robes that had fit Shaula’s wide frame. She put her hands to her face. The wound that Snape had given her was gone”all evidence of his existence was gone. She felt like she was in a dream, but when she pulled up her left sleeve, there sat the Dark Mark, charred into her skin, making everything else that had happened unavoidably real.

She stood up. Her legs were a little shaky at first, but once she got her balance, she could walk. She had no idea what time it was, but had to go somewhere. Her bare toes skimmed the cold ground as she walked through the large, Hospital Wing doors. Out of habit, she went to Palmyitor’s office.

When she reached the familiar door, it opened without her knocking. Palmyitor sat behind her desk, as though she were waiting for her. Her eyes were rimmed with red, and her whole body quivered just slightly”as though she were on the verge of a collapse.

“Have you slept at all?” Lottie asked as she sat down in the chair opposite the desk.

“No.”

Lottie drew her legs up and hugged her knees. “Now what?”

Palmyitor looked at her with the intensity of one attempting Legilimency. Lottie shut her eyes. She was too empty for anything to be found.

“You tell me,” Palmyitor finally said.

“I can’t go back as Shaula. A few Death Eaters got away”they saw me.”

“No. I think it’s safe to say that you ruined that disguise thoroughly.”

Lottie knew that this was supposed to sting, but let it just wash over her harmlessly. Weakly, she suggested, “We could find someone else”I could go through recruitment again.”

“Oh yes? Palmyitor asked, her voice full of spite. “Yes, we could just find another perfect candidate and kidnap them. We could just wait a whole year until the next recruitment for the inner circle”and the Dark Lord will certainly not notice that you already have the Mark.”

“What do you want me to say?” Lottie leaned back in her chair, resigned.

“You ruined the entire operation, Rowe. We”I have spent years of my life training you, and you ruined it in under two months.”

“If it weren’t for me, you would have never found the Horcrux,” Lottie pointed out. “Nobody else was brave enough.”

“Rowe, you are several things, but brave is not one of them.”

Lottie was just growing irritated. “Well we only have one part of his soul left to destroy””

“Yes, and it is the most difficult and dangerous part of them all.” Palmyitor got to her feet. “The only part that can fight back.”

“Yes,” Lottie said wearily, “but it also can be lured.” She put her feet back on the ground. “Do you really need me to get him here? There are hundreds of us”all it takes is one curse to finish him off.”

Palmyitor said nothing, but sat back down. She rested her head in her right hand and sighed.

“Look,” Lottie said, “I don’t think I should have to solve this entire problem. We can fight the rest of this war without someone on the inside.”

“You are so ignorant, Rowe.” Palmyitor massaged her temples. “They have someone on the inside. That is the problem. Somebody told them about our mission.”

“We already checked everyone,” Lottie said. “Nobody we checked had let Snape out”he probably just got out on himself.”

“And this mission?”

“Maybe this was the day they were planning on coming anyway. I wasn’t in the meeting”I wouldn’t know.”

“The likelihood of that is so small””

“But it’s possible.” Lottie got to her feet. “Did anyone else know about this mission? It was either one of the students or one of the professors. It definitely wasn’t one of us because we checked everyone. Maybe you’re the traitor? Maybe Clynalmoy? We all have a clean record.”

Palmyitor leapt back to her feet. “That is quite enough,” she said. “What you are suggesting is absurd.” Lottie just shrugged and turned to leave. She had had enough of this. But just as she reached the door, Palmyitor’s voice stopped her. “By the way, Rowe”it’s Tuesday. You are expected back in class tomorrow.”

Lottie did not acknowledge her on the way out. It was absurd to think that classes were still going on”and she had to go. Learning seemed trivial now. She followed the path to the common room blankly, but when she reached the clock, she realized she had no idea what the password was. She only waited ten minutes for somebody to exit, before losing patience and walking back up the stairs.

A clock in the entrance hall told her that it was two in the morning. Lottie ascended the steps and looked out of one of the corridor’s small windows. A thin layer of November snow had fallen and coated the grounds in white. She wondered where Andrea was”if she was in their dormitory, sleeping like everyone else, or off battling Death Eaters.

Lottie continued to climb the stairs until she was on the fourth and final floor. Palmyitor had made it very clear that she was done with missions”it was back to regular school. Lottie didn’t think that was entirely practical as much as it was a passive aggressive punishment. Stuck at school, did she even have any meaning anymore?

She had killed. Lottie clasped a hand over her Mark and sank down to the ground, sitting against the wall. She had murdered to play her part”but had it been worth it? Her parents were dead now”for what? A destroyed Horcrux. That’s all this had been worth. Staring out at the grey snow, Lottie leaned her head against the cold stone, and drifted off to sleep.




She woke up when the first rays of sunlight were trying to creep above the horizon. Lottie stretched. Her back cramped and she had a weird taste in her mouth. Maybe breakfast had already started. She began to descend the stairs to the Great Hall.

There were already a few people eating when she got there. Lottie spotted Julianne steadily pushing her way through a bowl of oatmeal. Lottie sat down across from her, and without any explanation, began to spoon hash browns onto her plate.

“Merlin, Lottie.” Julianne looked up from her oatmeal. “I never thought I’d see you again.”

“Yeah”well”here I am.”

“I thought you’d been given a mission.”

“It’s over.”

“That’s good at least.”

Lottie frowned at her and took a stab at her potatoes. “No,” she said. “It’s not. It was ruined”not completed.”

“Oh.”

Lottie looked up at Julianne disdainfully. She had always been awkward”useless, even. She wasn’t chosen for a special mission. She was stuck here, because she wasn’t talented enough, when everyone else in their year was already off working. Now it was Lottie who was useless”Lottie who had nothing else to contribute.

“So,” Lottie said casually, “where’s Andrea?”

Julianne put her spoon down in her empty bowl and pulled over a plate of eggs. “You didn’t know?” she said with a full mouth. “She left”on a mission.”

“No, I was on that mission too. We came back days ago.”

“Yes,” Julianne said patiently. “She came back from that and then left again.”

“What? When?”

“Yesterday.”

“Are you serious?” Lottie groaned. “I slept through one day and missed her? Where did she go?”

“I don’t know.” Julianne shoveled her last bit of egg into her mouth and then started a mountain of potatoes. “She’s been training for it for a while though.”

Lottie pushed her plate away from her. “I could kill Palmyitor.”

Julianne looked up from her enormous breakfast. “What does she have to do with any of this?”

“It was just to make me angry,” Lottie said. “She was doing it because I messed up”but I didn’t mess up that badly. If it weren’t for me””

“I’m sorry Lottie, but I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Julianne put down her fork and shot Lottie a puzzled gaze. “But you might want to put on your uniform because class starts soon.”

Lottie looked down. She was still in her Death Eater robes. “Right.” She stood up, ignoring the mound of uneaten food she was leaving behind. “Er”what’s the time for the clock?”

Julianne didn’t look up as she poured herself a cup of juice. “Two minutes to midnight.”

“Thanks.” Lottie left the Great Hall silently and began to descend the steps. After entering the time into the clock, she pushed her way into the common room.

She didn’t want to look at it. She had already said goodbye to everything and was not ready to be banished back here. Younger students rushed up and down the stairs, getting ready for class. They had no idea.

Lottie went down the steps to the girls’ dormitories, and entered the seventh years’ rooms. All of the bed were pristine, except for Julianne’s. It looked like Sophie had been sent away as well.

Lottie sat down at the foot of her bed and pulled out her old uniform. It seemed absolutely ridiculous that she had to wear this again”the clothes she wore when she was eleven. As she changed, she could feel the dusty, old fabric compressing her.

She ran her hands over her left arm, where just layers of fabric hid her Dark Mark. This would be on her for the rest of her life, however long that would be”a Mark of failure until the day she died. Everyone was off in the world doing something useful. Except for her. She had sacrificed everything and ultimately failed.



Classes that day were worse than torture. Lottie sat in the back of each room, disdainfully watching her classmates. There were very few of them now. Andrea, Sophie and Andrew Victorsen were all gone, leaving only Julianne, Edgar, Devin, and her.

Everything they were learning was trivial. Nothing would have helped any of them in the real world. Lottie glared at the professors as they lectured, as though challenging them.

They had Occlumency last. Lessons were now being taught by Palmyitor herself. Lottie didn’t do anything in class. She didn’t volunteer. She didn’t take notes. Palmyitor never called on her. Lottie spent the entire lesson, legs and arms crossed, shooting bitter glares at Palmyitor.

Finally, class ended, and the others filed out. Lottie remained behind. She hadn’t even stood up to leave.

“Class is dismissed, Rowe,” Palmyitor said, busying herself with a roll of parchment. Lottie still didn’t do anything. Palmyitor looked up. “Rowe. I said class is dismissed.”

Lottie got to her feet, but walked towards the desk, not the door. “Why did you send Andrea away?”

Palmyitor snorted with cruel laughter. “She had a mission, Rowe.”

“Yeah, but you had to send her away before I could see her? Are you sure?”

“Yes,” Palmyitor said. “She is working with the Ministry”they’ve been behaving oddly lately. We needed somebody there as soon as possible. What is the problem, Rowe?”

“You just did that to make my life miserable,” Lottie said. “To get back at me for the Department of Mysteries””

“Rowe, this is a war. I am not planning to get petty revenge.”

“Are you sure? It sounds just like the kind of the move you would make.”

“That is enough.” Palmyitor got to her feet. “Just because you lived a privileged life up until now does not mean it is going to continue. You got away with your terrible attitude and awful discipline because you were useful. Now you are not, and you are going to suffer the consequences if you insist on behaving like a spoiled child.”

“I am not useless””

“Most people in this school take seven years of training, and then go die for the cause. You had a different path, Rowe, but you ruined it””

“I am not just here to die for the cause.” Lottie’s voice grew louder. “Are you forgetting who I am? I’m related to Harry Potter”I”I’m more important than any of you.”

“Oh really?” Palmyitor leaned forward on the desk, her eyes full of malice. “Really? I held a job for fifty years. For fifty years, I reported and gathered information. You”the cousin of famous Potter couldn’t even hold it for fifty days!”

“I got more done than you did. If it weren’t for me, we would have never found that Horcrux,” Lottie said. “Harry destroyed a Horcrux when he was twelve. You’re what? One hundred? You’ve never done anything.”

Palmyitor inhaled sharply. It sounded more like a snake hissing than anything. “You know, Rowe, I think I do have a mission for you.”

Lottie narrowed her eyes. She knew Palmyitor too well at this point to take this seriously. More likely than anything, this would be some sort of tedious task to annoy her.

“Don’t you want to know what it is?” Palmyitor was smiling now.

“I’m not sure.”

“We’ve got a few stragglers in our new batch of first years”a few who can’t seem to grasp the most simple concepts. They’re having trouble with dueling, especially.”

“Interesting,” Lottie said scathingly. “I’m sure that’s never happened before. Nobody’s ever fallen behind.”

“Oh no, it is quite common,” Palmyitor said, choosing to ignore Lottie’s sarcasm. “You struggled especially. In any case, we’ve been giving them tutoring sessions. We think some experience outside of the classroom will do them some good. It would keep them more on their guard”a change of scenery””

“Are you insane?” Lottie interrupted. “They could be found out in the open. How are you going to make sure they’re not killed?”

“Well that will be your job.”

“This is idiotic.” Lottie’s volume was creeping upward. “How in Merlin’s name will this help at all? Why can’t they just practice here? Are you stupid?”

“You know,” Palmyitor said coldly, “if you cannot control your emotions, you cannot perform Legilimency””

“I DON’T CARE ABOUT LEGILIMENCY!” Lottie crossed to Palmyitor’s desk and slammed her palms against it. “This is stupid”are you just trying to get them murdered? I don’t mind babysitting”whatever”but why would you purposefully send them out to danger? We’re going to be murdered.”

Palmyitor’s face remained passive. “Well you’re just going to have to figure that out, aren’t you?”



Lottie met the group of first years the next day. They were a scrawny, nervous-looking bunch. There were three deathly skinny girls, and a boy who was smaller than all of them. Lottie stared down at them, frowning and quite certain that she had never been that tiny.

“Okay, you lot,” she said gruffly when they met in the entrance hall. “I’ve been given the afternoon, and according to Palmyitor, we can’t do it here, so I’ve got to take you out.”

The first years just blinked up at her with wide doe eyes. Lottie had to suppress the urge to scowl at them. She waited for a moment longer for any of them to say anything, but they did not. “Okay,” she finally sighed. “Do all of you have coats? It’s going to be freezing out.”

The first years nodded mutely. “Okay, we’re going to Apparate,” Lottie said. “Apparate”you know what that is? Yeah? Okay, whatever. Just hold my arms.”

They did so shyly, clinging onto the baggy fabric of her robe with their fingertips.

“No, you have to really hold on”you don’t want to be splinched, do you?” They didn’t say anything. Lottie suppressed the urge to shout at them. “Just hold on really tight”no seriously”as hard as you can.”

Once all four of them held onto her sufficiently, Lottie spun on her heel and Disapparated.

They reached the middle of a deserted pile of rubble. Lottie remembered passing it when she had been Shaula, but had never seen a Death Eater go there. “Okay, let’s go.”

She took a few steps forward before realizing that nobody followed her. Lottie turned back around. All four first years were on their knees, groaning. One had actually vomited. “Are you serious?” Lottie groaned. “Okay, guys, get up.” She Vanished the vomit wordlessly and pulled each first year up by the elbow.

They hesitated and Lottie was filled with the strong urge to kick them. Of everything Palmyitor could have done, banishing her to an exceedingly average life was definitely the cruelest. “No, really,” Lottie said. “This is actually dangerous. We can’t dawdle. Do you want to be killed?”

This seemed to motivate them enough and they clipped along behind her obediently like ducks. Lottie led them for about a mile, to a spot so deep in wreckage that they weren’t easy to spot. Lottie didn’t know what had caused the ruins, but it was clearly inconsequential enough to not be patrolled.

Once they were safely hidden, Lottie put them through a series of dodging exercises. They were good at this; they had probably practiced in the camps. After about twenty minutes, she let them practice shooting sparks at one another, and when they had grown bored of that, Lottie began to speak.

“Well that’s all well and good,” she said. “You’re very good at making sparks”congratulations. Split up into pairs now. We’re going to practice dueling. Don’t hold back, okay? Don’t be afraid to hurt the other person. We’re magic”we can heal it. It’s not a big deal”and you definitely won’t kill each other even if you try.”

They nodded and broke up into pairs, but before they could fire any spells, Lottie added, “And there’s a catch. I’ll be firing spells at you every now and then”so you’re really going to have to be on guard.”

“But that’s not how duels work,” said one girl”the one who had thrown up. “A duel is one on one.”

“Spoken with all of the knowledge given to you from theory and books. Good job.” Lottie rolled her eyes. “In a perfect world, every fight would be fair”one on one”but in the real world you have people all around trying to kill you. A Death Eater won’t spare you because he doesn’t want to break the rules. Got it?”

Nobody said anything. Lottie smirked. “Okay. Go.”

Their duels were tentative. They didn’t really know any spells that could be actually harmful, so just shot sparks that stuck to the other person’s clothes or hair. Lottie walked around the periphery, firing Stunners.

They dodged them pretty well, though there were a few near misses. “Come on,” Lottie said, “you’re not trying to hit the other person. Try to finish them.”

The first years obediently redoubled their efforts. Now they were paying less attention, and there were many more close calls. The boy’s face screwed up with concentration as he raised his wand to shoot a spell. Lottie stood behind him, a little ways off, so that he couldn’t feel her presence. When the time was right, she fired a Stunner.

It caught him square in the back. He let out a strangled cry and fell forward, colliding with the ground loudly. “See?” Lottie said to the others. “That’s why you have to””

But the rest of her words were lost. Spells shot through the air in a flurry of color. The first years all fell to the ground, taking cover, but Lottie turned to the source of the attack.

“Who’s there?” she called. “Hello?”

A spell flew through the air and hit her in the arm, causing her wand to go flying. Before she could even scramble to get it, a mass of people was upon her.

There were so many people that Lottie couldn’t even tell what was going on. Somebody grabbed her roughly by the elbows. There were screams”they had grabbed the first years too.

“Who are you?” demanded a gruff voice from behind her.

Whoever was holding Lottie wheeled her around to face the voice’s source. Lottie frowned. He wasn’t in Death Eater robes. “Who are you?” she asked, trying to pull against the strong arms that held her back.

Me? I am the Minister of Magic, if you can’t tell””

“Barkesdale?”

“Yes.”

Lottie could have laughed. He wasn’t a Death Eater. It was just a misunderstanding. “Oh”we’re”” she gestured with her head toward the first years “”students at Alsemore. We’re not Death Eaters.”

“Liar.” Barkesdale approached her with a sneer on his face. His eyes looked oddly blank. “Why else would you attack that boy?”

“I didn’t attack him.” Lottie again strained against the man who held her. “We’re practicing dueling”it was just a Stunner. We’re students. Go ask Palmyitor”she sent us here.”

“The Ministry operates alone.”

Lottie raised her eyebrows at this. “I thought you were under the command of Alsemore””

“Shut up.” Barkesdale flicked his wand and all of the air flew out of Lottie’s lungs. She gasped for breath, completely winded. Barkesdale turned to the cronies who held Lottie and the others back. “Pull up their sleeves.”

Before Lottie even had time to react, the man behind her ripped up her left sleeve to reveal, black against her skin, the Dark Mark.

The first years behind her gasped. Barkesdale smiled a cruel and ruthless smile. “Proof,” he said.

“It’s not proof.” Lottie was beginning to panic now. This was not looking very good for her. “It’s not”I’m not a Death Eater. I was a spy”I”I had to get the Mark. It’s not me””

“I said shut up.” Barkesdale turned to her sharply. “You have the Mark of the Dark Lord. What more proof could we need?”

“No”it’s not!” Lottie shouted. “I don’t support him”I was a spy”I””

“Shut up.”

“LISTEN TO ME!”

Barkesdale rolled his eyes as he pulled out his wand. For one wild moment, Lottie was sure he was going to kill her. But instead, he hissed, “Stupefy,” and everything went black.
Chapter Sixty-Nine: Inside the Ministry by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for beta'ing this chapter!

This one's dedicated to the president of my university for helping all of us students avoid a very serious housing situation!
Chapter Sixty-Nine: Inside the Ministry

Andrea wrapped a heavy scarf around her neck and draped a thick cloak over her shoulders before braving the late November cold. She kept her hands in her pockets to hide their shaking. She bid her usual, casual farewells as she left the office, and only after she pushed open the door did her face show her true feeling.

Palmyitor had set her up with a small flat a block from the Ministry’s office”no need to Apparate to and from work. Although she was not going back to her flat today, she didn’t want to make anything seem unusual.

Andrea’s boots crunched in the thin layer of snow that covered the pavement. She quickened her pace and looked behind her before dodging into a narrow alley. She did not want anyone to see her Apparating. The Ministry did not have good relations with Alsemore these days.

The corners of her eyes tingled and she gulped down cold air to stop it. She had to be composed”despite the circumstances. Palmyitor would not take her seriously otherwise. She turned on her heel and disappeared into the night.

She reappeared in Alsemore’s entrance hall. The castle was drafty, but it was still warmer than the London cold. Andrea pealed the scarf from her neck and slung her cloak around her arm before heading down the stairs to Palmyitor’s office.

She had to stay composed. She had to stay calm. She knocked on the door.

“Enter.”

Andrea pushed open the door and strode into the office. Palmyitor looked up and set a quill down on a roll of parchment. “Yes?”

Despite her best efforts, Andrea still felt tears coming on. She pressed her lips together for a moment to stop herself from shouting. Finally, she said in a strained voice, “You know why I’m here.”

“Do I?” Palmyitor’s dark eyes were clouded over, completely unreadable.

“Don’t act like that.” Andrea cut herself off. The words had come out stronger than she had intended, though they were still true. She looked down, unable to meet eyes with the old professor for too long, and pretended to examine her immaculately pressed robes”she played her part of the young professional well.

There was a silence. Palmyitor sat back and raised her eyebrows, stubbornly waiting”giving Andrea enough time to break down”to be weak.

Andrea looked up. The grief in her eyes swam in a mist of tears. “Lottie””

“Tell me, Woolbright, does the world revolve around Rowe?”

Andrea looked back down, running her palms over her neat skirt. “Not the world, no.”

“Then why should I care what Rowe has done?”

“You know what happened,” Andrea said fiercely. “You know the entire situation. They returned the first years back to you and explained where they had found them. You could have told them. All they needed was for you to give word to let her out””

“Is that so?” Palmyitor leaned forward against the desk. “You think they would listen to me? You of all people should know what Barkesdale thinks of us””

“Yes, but why?” Andrea took a frustrated step toward the desk. “Barkesdale did his job well for a long time before this. You know it wasn’t just a random change of heart. The Dark Lord is involved somehow””

“So what if he is? What should we do?”

“Stop the whole Ministry!” Andrea shouted. “Take it down. They’re doing more harm than good these days. Half the people they’ve executed recently are on our side. We could just get rid of Barkesdale. It would be easy. We could free Lottie””

“Rowe has gotten herself into this situation. It is not my responsibility to rescue her.”

“Yes it is!” Andrea removed her glasses and rubbed the lenses furiously with her fist to dispel the fog that had gathered there. “As long as she is a student here, you are responsible for her. Do you plan on telling her parents that she died because you didn’t feel like saving her, even though you were fully capable?”

“Rowe’s parents are dead,” Palmyitor said unflinchingly. “It is insignificant.”

This succeeded in stopping Andrea in her tracks. She opened and closed her mouth a few times helplessly. Lottie had never told her that. How long had her friend been an orphan? Andrea took a breath and put off the thought. “Even if she has no family,” she said, “it is just as much your fault as it is Lottie’s”more even. You made her go with those first years””

Palmyitor picked her quill back up and began to scrawl on the roll of parchment. “This is not about who did what, Woolbright.”

“Then what is it about?” Andrea stomped her foot against the stone ground. “What is the point of doing nothing? It would take you five minutes to just go over there and let her out. You know what they do to suspected Death Eaters. Why don’t””

Andrea cut herself off. Her eyes widened suddenly as realization dawned on her. Her face darkened. “This is what you want, isn’t it?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. “This is what you”you planned. This is some kind of”of sick revenge. You’re upset that she revealed herself”and you”you’re just going to let her die.”

Palmyitor’s face remained blank. “Rowe is no longer useful. She cannot do anything. It wastes more to feed her””

“This isn’t about numbers. This is about Lottie”a human life. She’s not some animal that just eats and wastes energy”she’s alive with a soul””

“I don’t want to hear any more of this nonsense,” Palmyitor said firmly. “The danger of going to the Ministry is not worth the pay off. That is all.”

Andrea just stood there. Palmyitor really would not be convinced. The tears that had been threatening all this time began to fall in earnest now. They rolled down her cheeks and stung her face with salt.

“That is all, Woolbright,” Palmyitor said sharply. “You may go.”

Andrea did so without a word. She slammed the office door behind her and ran up to the entrance hall. She couldn’t believe that this was real”that this was actually happening. Lottie was her best friend and she was about to die for nothing. She sat down on the stairs and buried her face in her hands.

Her whole body shook with sobs. She knew that she had to pull herself together before she could go back, but was unable to. Lottie was her only friend”she couldn’t let her die.

“Andrea?”

Andrea picked her head up. Her glasses were completely fogged, so she could only make out a blurry figure walking towards her. She wiped the lenses on her sleeve and blinked. It was Neville”frown lines deepened and looking older than ever.

“What’s up? Aren’t you on a mission?”

Andrea nodded mutely, unable to speak because each of her shuddering gasps for air consumed her so completely. Neville put a hand on her shoulder, which calmed her enough to speak.

“They’re”they’ve g-g-got Lottie.”

Neville frowned further. “Who?”

“The”the Ministry”Barkesdale. B-b-but they think she’s a D-Death Eater. Th-th-they’re going to kill her.”

“Does Palmyitor know? She could send a team””

Andrea nodded. “She’s not g-g-going to. She planned this whole thing because Lottie c-can’t spy anymore. She’s going to die.”

Neville’s face darkened. “Palmyitor won’t do anything?”

Andrea nodded again.

“Don’t worry,” Neville said softly. “Well figure something out.”




Lottie woke in complete darkness. She blinked her eyes wildly but remained blind. Stillness surrounded her. Her whole body ached. She reached out and groped the air, desperate to hold anything tangible.

She made contact with a cold wall. This gave her some grounding in reality and calmed her down slightly. She breathed slowly.

Light flooded in. Lottie cried out and shielded her eyes. A door had opened, and a silhouette stood framed. “You’re up,” it said gruffly.

Lottie didn’t say anything. Fear invaded her blood and made her shake. She didn’t know who this was or where she was. All she was aware of was the pain in her body.

“Get up.”

Lottie did not head the order. To start with, she was too weak to move a muscle. Her body was tense and limp at the same time. Secondly, she wanted to cling to whatever dignity she could for as long as possible. She sat on her knees, her hand still making contact with the wall.

“Are you deaf?” The figure came into the room. Now that her yes had adjusted to the light, Lottie could see him. He wore long, sweeping robes that were reminiscent of a Death Eater’s but different in some way. He also had a mask. His face was contorted into a sneer. “I said get up.” He emphasized these words with a sharp kick.

When the man’s boot made contact with her side, Lottie fell, spluttering, to the ground. The blow awakened her senses, turned the dull ache into jets of acute pain. She wheezed. The kick had knocked the wind out of her so fully that she couldn’t have stood, even if she wanted to.

“No use,” grumbled the man above her. “Waste of time. Imperio.”

The curse invaded her mind. It tried to wipe it clean”make it blank, but Lottie resisted. It was similar to Occlumency in that sense. She fought the curse, struggling against its alluring temptations to be wiped blank, and held onto the tiny refuge of her mind.

Get up,” commanded the voice from inside her head.

No.” This was her own voice, stronger and more forceful than she had intended.

Get up.”

No.”

The corners of Lottie’s lips began to stretch into a smile. Her mind, if anything, was still functional; they could destroy her body and her soul, but at least she’d still have something.

The effects of the curse evaporated. The man put his wand down and slipped it into his pocket, mumbling profanities. “You want to play like that? Fine. You’re only making it worse for yourself.”

The man approached her. Now that he was closer, Lottie could appreciate just how large he was. His hands were so enormous that he probably could have strangled her with only one. Lottie knew that she couldn’t put up much of a fight.

He grabbed her. His powerful arms wrapped around her shoulders as he heaved her to her feet. Lottie writhed and kicked, but the man was like a stone. He was not going to let go, no matter how hard she tried, so eventually, she just gave up and let herself be dragged.

He took her to the corridor. As they walked (he had not loosened his grip in the slightest), Lottie saw that the stretches of wall were interrupted with large, iron doors, just like hers. They probably all led to more rooms”more cells”holding more suspects. She wondered how many were innocent like her.

They turned a corner to another long stretch of corridor. They walked in silence until the man stopped suddenly and pushed open one of the large doors.

This room was completely barren, but unlike her cell, it was full of light. There was already a man standing against the farthest wall, examining his wand casually. Lottie recognized him instantly”it was Barksdale. His clean-shaven, narrow face made him appear young and innocent, but Lottie was already painfully aware of the contrary.

“Ah, thank you,” he said with a nod to the man behind him. ‘You may go now.”

The man gave her shoulders an aggressive squeeze and roughly pushed her forward. Lottie stumbled, lost her balance and hit the ground, her chin scraping painfully across the floor. There was a loud slamming noise; the man had shut the door behind them.

“We’re glad you finally came around,” Barkesdale said with a flashy smile.

Lottie snarled back at him. She ran her hands over her empty pockets. “Where is my wand?” she asked.

“Oh, no.” Barkesdale actually laughed at this. “You do not honestly think us to be that stupid, do you? An accomplished Death Eater could make far too much trouble with a wand.”

“I’m not a Death Eater.”

“Liar.”

“I’m not a liar.” Lottie emitted some sort of guttural growl of frustration. She laboriously pushed herself to standing. The world wobbled ominously for a moment before steadying. “I’m not a Death Eater,” she said again. “I’m a Muggle-born. They wouldn’t even have me if I tried.”

Barkesdale’s smile had turned into laughter”a low stream of chuckles, each measured perfectly to be infuriating.

“Are you listening?” Lottie felt her control on her emotions slipping. “I’m not a Death Eater. I’m not! I’M NOT!”

With this, she used her remaining strength to push herself forward. She charged toward Barkesdale, fists swinging wildly, desperately, to hurt as much of him as physically possible.

Before she reached him though, a spell caught her in the chest and blasted her off her feet. She flew backwards and landed on her back. Stars burst into her vision and she gasped for breath.

“Now let’s not try that again. Understood?” Barkesdale’s voice was infuriatingly calm. He almost sounded bored like he did this every day.

Lottie lay helplessly on her back. “I’m not a Death Eater.”

“Now that is what we are here to discuss.”

Lottie propped herself up so that she was sitting and stared at him. “What’s the discussion? This is a fact. I am not a Death Eater.”

“Can you prove it?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

Lottie floundered. This man would not converse with Alsemore, but the only people who knew her true alignment were there.

“Now to me, this whole situation seems rather obvious,” Barkesdale said as he began to pace. “We saw you Apparate with a group of children”and then attack one. Then we discovered the Dark Mark branded on your arm. How can you explain that if you’re not a Death Eater? Admit it.”

Lottie didn’t say anything. She had explained it, but this man would not listen. She didn’t know what else she could say. Everything was wrong.

“Admit it,” Barkesdale hissed again. “Crucio.”

The pain was unbelievable. It seized her chest, invaded her bones and burned her skin. She was screaming”her throat was raw from it. Every inch of her felt like it was aflame, or stabbed with infinitely small and many needles. Her heart was beating both impossibly fast and not at all. All she could hope was that her heart actually would stop”anything to stop the pain.

Then it evaporated. Barkesdale lifted his wand and graced her with another smile. “Are you ready to admit it?”

“No.”

Crucio.”

The pain returned. This time it was even worse. Lottie’s whole body shuddered and seized. Her eyes rolled back into her head. Her legs flailed wildly, attempting to push against anything to make it stop.

Again, it lifted. Barkesdale strode around her, his eyes blazing, but oddly blank at the same time. “A little pause,” he said.

Panting, Lottie met his eyes. She still sat against he ground. She probably couldn’t have moved even if her life depended on it. Despite his outward show of unnerving charm, Barkesdale definitely seemed strangely blank”like his mind had been wiped clean.

Lottie’s eyes widened with realization. His mind had been wiped clean. She did not even have to do Legilimency to tell that he was under the effects of the Imperius curse.

“Please,” she said slowly. “I don’t know how to prove it to you. I work with Alsemore”I was a spy”if you could ask anyone””

“We do not affiliate with them.” Barkesdale slashed his wand and a deep gash appeared across her shoulder. Blood seeped onto her robes.

Lottie stared at him helplessly. She was going to die, she realized now. No matter what she said, he wouldn’t listen. Whoever held the curse over him wanted her dead”she had no chance. Panic swept through her. Her breathing quickened as fear seized her chest and squeezed her heart. No”she couldn’t die. She had to put up more of a fight.

“Please,” she said. “Please go to Alsemore.”

CRUCIO!”

Lottie fell back again. Her whole body caved inward and she lay on the ground, twitching furiously. Her screams were nothing to articulate the pain. It shot through her fiercely, growing exponentially with every second.

“We do not speak to that filth.”

The curse had been lifted, but Lottie still felt its effects. She lay on her back, wheezing. “Andrea Woolbright,” she finally panted.

“What?”

“She”she works here.” Slowly, Lottie pushed herself up on quivering arms. “P-please. She’s proof. She knows.”

“Andrea Woolbright?” Barkesdale laughed mercilessly. “She is just a secretary. She knows nothing of””

“SHE KNOWS ME!” Lottie crawled forward to the Miniser’s feet. “Please”she”she knows that I’m not a Death Eater””

“Liar!”

Lottie winced, preparing once again for the Cruciatus Curse, but it didn’t come. She looked up at Barksdale, who was staring at her, blinking rapidly. His look was familiar. Lottie remembered the boy in the Muggle camps who had struggled against her Imperius curse. Snape had said that it was much more difficult to get people to do things against their principles.

He was going to kill her.

Lottie realized this and froze with paralyzing fear. Whoever was controlling him was about to kill her. “I’m not,” Lottie said loudly, as though trying to break the curse with her voice. “I’m not, I’m not, I’m not””

Barkesdale raised his wand. Fear like she had never experienced before filled her bones. Now was the time to act”now was the time to fight, but now was precisely when she was too panicked to do anything.

He opened his mouth and began to hiss an incantation, when”

BANG!

The door flew open. Barkesdale’s momentary surprise cost him his victim. He spun around to face the source of the noise with his wand extended.

Expelliarmus!” cried the newcomer. Barkesdale’s wand flew from his hand and landed with a clatter against the stone floor. He stepped fully into the room and crossed towards Lottie. In the light, she could recognize him. It was Neville.

“Here,” he said, tossing her a wand. Lottie caught it. It was hers. “Let’s get out of here.”
Chapter Seventy: Escape from the Ministry by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to coolh5000 for helping me and beta'ing this chapter!

This one is dedicated to my parents.
Chapter Seventy: Escape from the Ministry

Lottie sat holding her wand dumbly for a moment. She should have died. She should be dead. But here she was very much alive. She ran her thumb over her wand’s familiar, ridged handle, reconnecting with what she thought was lost.

“We’ve only got about five minutes before they realize something’s wrong,” Neville said, glancing anxiously at the door. “Can you stand? This is pretty urgent.”

“I think so.” Lottie planted both palms firmly against the stone and pushed. She managed to get to her feet, however wobbly, and moved towards Neville.

“Wait.”

Lottie turned around. Barkesdale, who had stood meekly in the corner drawing no attention, now stood with his arms extended.

“What?” Lottie snarled. Her fear had evaporated and was replaced with cold, unfeeling hatred. “Do you really want to fight two armed wizards?”

“Lottie,” Neville began, but she wasn’t listening.

“Are you a Death Eater?” she asked. Her eyes were alight with malice.

“What?” Barkesdale backed up to the wall, his arms extended. “I’m not””

“Liar.” Lottie smirked as she waved her wand. “Crucio.”

“Lottie!” Neville cries were drowned out by Barkesdale’s screams. Lottie could not hear him. The pain through her entire body was nothing”the euphoria of hearing this man’s agony was well worth it.

She lifted her wand. “Not quite ready to admit it?”

“Lottie, we can just Stun him””

“Please”” Barkesdale was on the ground, scrambling forward like a dog. “Please”you can’t kill me”you”you’ll regret it if you do. We have dementors around the entire place. Is your soul worth it?”

“Lottie””

Laughter erupted in Lottie. She thought for a moment that she could see why the Death Eaters enjoyed their lives. Having somebody she hated so much completely at her mercy gave her a huge surge of power.

Both Neville and Barkesdale were pleading with her now. Lottie thought that their agreement was strange when they were both on different sides”and neither was in the right. She spoke the incantation and savored the consonants on her tongue. “Avada Kedavra.”

The rushing noise of death was like music. The green light flashed”she watched it greedily. When it disappeared, Barkesdale lay dead on the floor, silent and still.

Lottie turned around to Neville who almost looked dead himself. His eyes, like Barkesdale’s were wide with shock, and he may or may not have been breathing. “Are we going?” Lottie asked.

Neville moved his mouth noiselessly a few times and blinked at her. Lottie rolled her eyes. She doubted whether he even had the strength to do what she had done. Finally, Neville emerged from his trance and said, “Yeah”er”let’s go.”

Lottie moved towards the doorway, but Neville stopped her. “Wait”I reckon he wasn’t lying about the dementors you know.”

“Okay.”

“And don’t you want to know where we’re going?” Lottie shrugged. Anywhere was better than here. Neville looked at her pointedly before continuing. “Well you can’t Apparate in or out, except for the main lobby, which is heavily guarded. It’s going to be a bit hard slipping by.”

Lottie shrugged again. She could just kill whoever got in their way. They deserved it for putting her here. She was filled with a sudden bloodlust.

“Just follow me,” Neville said, eying her carefully.

They burst out of the chamber into complete silence. Whatever guards were here were apparently busier somewhere else. As they walked swiftly through the halls, Lottie considered freeing the other prisoners; how many of them were innocent? Eventually she decided that the chance of letting out a real Death Eater was not worth it. The innocent could make that sacrifice.

Neville led her up a flight of winding stairs. It was not until they emerged into a large chamber that they met other people. Guards, masses of guards, lingered, at ease, but with wands at the ready.

There was a tense moment, while each party was too shocked to move. The guards stared at them with wide eyes, and Neville and Lottie stood, deciding how to make their move. It was Neville who acted first. He grabbed Lottie’s wrist and hissed, “We can Apparate here”come on.”

“No”” Lottie pried herself from his grasp the second before he Disapparated. His expression changed to one of horror when he realized that he was alone”and then he was gone.

By this point, the guards had still not pulled themselves together. They were brainless muscles, not useful for anything besides pushing people around, Lottie thought smugly. She was not afraid of them.

“Your Minister is dead,” she announced to the crowd. “Who will you take orders from now? Do you know what to do without him?”

One acted. He was young, probably her age, and foolish. He ran to the front with his wand raised. Lottie killed him before he even said opened his mouth.

That’s when the pandemonium occurred. The wizards shouted and shot curses at her. Lottie dodged them all swiftly and killed whoever came close enough. She was not a Death Eater”and was ready to punish anybody who thought she was.

Oddly enough, none of the guards fired the Killing Curse. They probably didn’t know how. Lottie laughed as she fought. Even if their pitiful spells hit her, they would do nothing.

She had left a pile dead on the floor. It felt good”she enjoyed watching the life slip from their eyes”enjoyed making them pay for their mistakes.

Their numbers thinned. Not all of the missing had died, though”some were just gone. They had fled, and Lottie soon figured out why.

Hooded figures appeared in the farthest doorway. There were two of them, standing horrifically still. The guards scattered. Their souls were not worth one prisoner. Lottie stood motionless. She watched them approach. She heard their rattling breathing, but she didn’t feel them. The coldness that accompanied the dementors was noticeably absent.

Lottie sneered. This was the best the guards could do? “Expecto Patronum,” she said calmly.

Nothing happened.

Lottie looked down at her wand. She was filled with euphoria”with ecstasy”why wasn’t the spell working? “Expecto Patronum. Expecto Patronum! EXPECTO PATRONUM!”

The dementors approached even closer. Their scabby hands reached out, blindly, trying to ensnare her.

This was it”if she didn’t get away, she’d be dead. Well, not dead, but close enough. The dementors inched closer. Lottie looked wildly around. There was no beating them. Shutting her eyes tight, she turned into darkness and Disapparated.




She appeared in the middle of the Alsemore entrance hall and fell to her knees. Now, separate from the adrenaline of danger, she was very much aware of the pain in her body. Her side panged. She guessed that a rib was broken. All of her muscles trembled. And something, somewhere she couldn’t place, ached horribly.

Lottie was aware of her breathing. She sat on her knees with her hands planted firmly against the floor, grateful for the moment of calm and quiet.

She heard the sound of high heels clicking against stone and knew who it was without having to look up.

“Rowe.”

“Palmyitor.” Lottie let a tiny smile creep onto her face. The surprise in the old woman’s voice pleased her.

Lottie looked up. A sudden coldness filled her”swam in her lungs and drowned her heart. “I don’t think”” she took a breath. The enormity of everything fell on her now”the pain through her body, the pain outside of her body”the cold… “I’m going to faint.” Lottie slid slowly to the ground. Her head rested against the stone.

Her very bones were ice and it was infinitely worse than the fire of the Cruciatus Curse. Her mind was erupting and swimming all at once. She saw a pair of high-heeled shoes approach”heard another voice”maybe two”and then was swallowed into blackness.




She woke to the sound of voices. She was tucked into a bed with unbelievably warm blankets, but she still felt cold”like there was some sort of fundamental chill that she could never escape.

Lottie pushed herself carefully so that she sat up. She was, of course, in the hospital wing, but none of the beds around her were occupied. She glanced around to locate the source of the noise and saw a door standing ajar, letting in a thin stream of golden light.

She got out of bed and approached the door slowly. Her bare feet made no noise over the stone. One voice she recognized immediately”Palmyitor’s. “This was not part of the plan,” she whispered. Her voice was a furious flurry of consonants.

“What plan?”

Lottie peaked her head through the gap and saw that it was Neville who spoke. His brow was furrowed, but lightened slightly when he caught sight of her in the doorway.

Palmyitor noticed this change and spun around. Her face was a puzzle”it projected so many emotions at once that Lottie didn’t know where to begin.

“What plan?” echoed Lottie.

Palmyitor remained silent. Her dark eyes flitted between Lottie’s. “It’s not important.”

“It’s not?”

“No.”

Lottie glanced at Neville, who chewed on his lip. His eyes were cast darkly at Palmyitor, but every time she would turn to him, he would casually look away. Palmyitor didn’t seem able to make eye contact. Her gaze flitted across the corridor and finally settled on a shadow cast on the ground.

“What Neville did was not part of the plan,” Lottie said slowly. “Rescuing me was not part of the plan?”

Palmyitor didn’t say anything.

“What was the plan then?”

“We make many decisions in one day, Rowe,” Palmyitor said tensely. “Oftentimes we have to consider our priorities.”

“Priorities? So I’m not a priority? What did you prioritize then? What is so important that I was supposed to die for it?”

“It is actually none of your business””

“Well I almost died, so I’d like to know.” A jolt of ice ran up Lottie’s spine, but she didn’t shiver. “You know what”I bet there isn’t anything. You just didn’t feel like coming to get me.”

“That is enough, Rowe. This conversation is entirely inconsequential.”

“Naesa.” Neville spoke. He stood between them, casting his gaze back and forth nervously. “I think you are going to have to let go of whatever idea this was that you had. Lottie is here now. She’s safe. That’s what’s important.”

Palmyitor’s gaze slid slowly to Lottie. Her face was stretched into a permanent scowl and her eyes clouded over darkly. “Yes, yes you’re very right, Longbottom. Rowe, get back to bed. We will deal with this later.”

She walked off without looking back. Neville only had time to shot Lottie an apologetic glance before shrugging and heading off himself.

Defeated, Lottie walked back to her bed. As she pulled the covers over her, she frowned. The whole situation just seemed off. Palmyitor had sent her on that ridiculous mission with the first years; it was like she had been trying to kill her.

Lottie rolled to her side. That actually seemed plausible. She wouldn’t have been surprised at all if Palmyitor was actually a Death Eater all along. She was probably the traitor who had freed Snape; she had always seemed overly fond if him after all.

Haunted by that chilling idea, Lottie shivered and fell into a dark sleep.



She woke again and it was bright. Light filtered in through the windows and illuminated the empty beds across from her. Lottie stretched. She realized that she had no idea what time it was or even what day, but that did not bother her greatly. She sat, staring blankly ahead until Professor Waterman noticed her.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were up?” the Healer asked, coming over with a tray of potions.

Lottie shrugged. Waterman, without waiting for an answer, handed her potion after potion until the tray was empty. Then she tittered away, talking about something inconsequential”and Lottie paid her no heed.

Lottie spent the rest of the day there. She had no particular urge to go into the castle and see anyone, so she just sat there, staring numbly at the wall across from her. The castle was well heated to protect against the winter chill, but Lottie still felt cold. It felt like her heart was made of ice and her very blood froze her veins.

The day turned to evening. The hospital wing’s east-facing windows were completely illuminated and cast a pink tint on the walls. Then everything was dark again before the door cautiously opened once more.

Andrea poked her head in, saw Lottie, and entered. A flood of light followed her; Lottie had to shield her eyes. Andrea was dressed in her uniform but looked unspeakably older. She did not smile but her gaze did soften as she sat down on the bed across from Lottie’s. “Hi.”

Lottie looked at her carefully. “Hi.”

A long silence stretched between them. It knitted its way through the air and crept up their spines. They sat there in a stalemate for a full minute. “How are you feeling?” Andrea finally asked.

Lottie shrugged.

Still more silence. Lottie could not think of a single thing to say, nor was she particularly interested in doing so. She and Andrea existed on different planes now. Andrea’s warmth would only destroy her.

“How did you get away?” Andrea asked.

“Neville.” Lottie looked down at the pale white comforter draped over her knees.

“What do you mean?”

Lottie snapped her head up. “I mean that while they were torturing me and about to kill me, he came and stopped them. He saved my life. And then we fought our way out. I killed a ton of the guards.”

Andrea’s alarmed expression was only magnified by her glasses. “Youkilled them?” she asked, horrified. “Lottie, they’re on our side””

“That’s easy for you to say. They weren’t torturing you.”

“They only did that because they thought you were a Death Eater.”

“But I’m not,” Lottie snarled. “And they wouldn’t believe me. And they refused to ask anyone from Alsemore, even though they would prove it. All I really needed was somebody who they trusted to tell them.” Lottie raised her eyebrows pointedly and set her jaw. Her gaze was unrelenting, but Andrea did not look away.

“What, you mean me?”

“Yes, I do.”

“I couldn’t have told them, Lottie.” Andrea made her tone so light that it was condescending.

“Yes you could have. It would have taken you one second.”

“It’s not about that, Lottie.” Andrea rolled her eyes. “They don’t associate with people from Alsemore. They would have kicked me out if I had said anything.”

“Oh, so your job is more important than your friend?”

Andrea stood up violently. “Don’t say things like that”I would never. And you”you did just that for years. You always put your Legilimency over me.”

“Because that was more important””

“Well look how much good it did you.” Andrea was fuming. With her face scrunched up and eyes alight, she seemed on the verge of breathing fire.

“I know why you didn’t help me,” Lottie said sharply. Her words were like daggers which she threw purposefully to harm. “You didn’t want me to be saved.”

“What are you taking about?”

“I bet”I bet you wanted me to be killed by Barkesdale.” Lottie swung her legs over the side of the bed and got to her feet too. “Someone who supporting the Dark Lord would definitely want me dead after everything I’ve done”and knowing who I was related to. And we still don’t know who it was who let Snape out”there’s a traitor free in the castle””

“Are you suggesting that I’m the traitor?” Andrea’s voice was barely above a whisper.

Lottie looked at her friend for a second, who, for this moment, held all the world’s sorrow. It was too late to back down now, even though she knew the damage she would inflict. “Yes.”

Andrea took a sharp breath in. “I can’t believe you.” Her voice was deadly. “I”really”I just”” She took a moment of silence to collect her thoughts. “I have been fighting this war for seven years. I have hated everything to do with the Dark Arts and the Dark Lord. I have worked hard for years to help destroy him. And you? You”you just got picked. Palmyitor chose you to take over her job. And you learned everything she taught you and more. You learned the Dark Arts”you’ve killed people, Lottie. You’ve lost your soul. If either of us were the traitor, it would be you.”

“Are you stupid?” Lottie said coldly. “Do you realize who I am? The Dark Lord would kill me””

“Is that the only thing keeping you from joining him then?” Andrea asked. “Fear for your life? Otherwise, you’d be on board, right? A comfortable lifestyle”all you have to do is kill a few Muggles and you’re in the clear. But unfortunately for you, you’re related to the famous Harry Potter. But if not for that, you’d definitely join the Dark Lord, right?”

“I can’t believe what you’re saying.”

“I can’t believe what you’ve become.” Andrea’s voice reached a shrill note. Her hands shook and her eyes swam with tears. “Look at yourself, Lottie,” she said. “You’re a monster.”

She took a step back towards the door and Lottie took a step forward. “No, don’t you dare follow me,” Andrea said. Her voice wavered, but through her tears, she made a valiant effort to keep her face firm and stoic. “I regret ever asking Neville to save you.” She let the words hang in midair for a moment before spinning around and leaving.

Lottie stood still, surrounded by the argument, which still hung in the air like magic. She could hear Andrea’s steps pattering down the stairs, but she didn’t run after her.

Slowly, she sat back down on the top of her bed, her face still and her heart cold.




Time turned into a dry, cold December. Thick layers of snow caked the world outside in a deceptive show of purity, while inside, everything was all business. The three heads were hard at work creating a battle plan; now that the Horcruxes were gone, all they had to do was find a place to catch the Dark Lord off guard with an army.

Lottie spent her time in the hospital wing. She did not want to go back to her dormitory and share a room with Andrea; in fact, she did her best to avoid Andrea all together.

She didn’t even bother going to classes. She just spent day after day in her bed. She had nothing to say and nobody to talk to. It wasn’t until the day after the full moon that she did anything.

She hadn’t seen Colm in months. Maybe he would understand”maybe he would be able to comfort her and thaw the ice that had accumulated in her heart. Lottie moved like a ghost that afternoon to Maelioric’s fourth floor office. The door was shut, so, like always, she sat down against the wall.

When the clock struck five, she frowned. It was already a midnight sky outside, but there was no sight of Colm. The panic only really hit her, when the office door opened and Maelioric stepped out, unaccompanied.

“Where’s Colm?” Lottie asked without greeting.

Maelioric frowned. “Oh, I don’t know,” he said. He waved a hand through the air absently. “I was going to see Naesa””

“But Colm.” Lottie got to her feet. “He could be hurt. He could be in trouble. He’s supposed to be home today and he’s not.”

“Scrivener can handle himself.” With that, Maelioric left.

Fear settled in Lottie’s heart, doing nothing to thaw the chill, but adding to it. She watched the old professor walk off and sat back down, realizing now how truly alone she was.
Chapter Seventy-One: The Traitor’s Bargain by Eponine
Author's Notes:
As always, thanks, coolh5000, for helping me out with this one!

This chapter's dedicated to my sister.
Chapter Seventy-One: The Traitor’s Bargain

Fornax woke in a sudden rush of the December cold. His usually warm bedroom had been bone chilling lately. He blinked around the dark room before sitting up.

With a flick of his wand, the room was full of light. He glanced from the rows of bookshelves to his wardrobe before finally settling his gaze on the desk and the troubling picture that lay on top of it.

His bare feet made no noise as he moved, and he sat down silently. On the wooden tabletop was an old photo. He frowned at it. Pictured was a young woman, perhaps nineteen or twenty. She was dressed in rich robes of lavender and wore her long hair down in graceful waves. A younger version of himself linked arms with her; his eyes were alight and his face stretched into a grin.

Fornax knew that this should have been a comforting reminder of the past, but he found it troubling. His heart ached with indescribable yearning as he watched the young woman laugh and toss her hair about.

“Melinda…”

What was more troubling was the scroll of parchment that lay beside it. The handwriting was plain and nondescript, but the message was cryptic.

This package had arrived a week earlier, by owl”again an odd occurrence. Owl post was hardly ever used now; the birds drew far too much attention to themselves and were too easily intercepted. But somehow this owl had managed to drop off this package unharmed.

Fornax looked back down at the note. He had told nobody of it, though it had weighed heavily on his heart for days. His mind could not escape it; no matter how hard he tried to concern himself with something else, his thoughts always wandered back to it.

If it was true... Fornax shook his head roughly, causing his shoulder-length, auburn hair to stick up at odd angles. But if the note was true, it was possible that what he had been dreaming of for years could finally become a reality.

He had spent half a century grieving. Fifty years of tears had passed, and fifty years worth of prayers might finally come true.

He shook his head again, violently this time, to shake the memories out of his mind. He didn’t want to look at this picture anymore. He didn’t want to be forever tied to a memory of something so fleeting. He slid the photo into his pocket and turned back to the note.

By now, he could probably have recited it by memory, but he still scanned it as though it were completely new.

‘I know what you want,’ it read. ‘Love is a noble cause. It is what the deceased Harry Potter stood for, after all. You have spent decades fighting this war, ignoring the ache in your heart.’

Fornax had tried to remain stoic about this, but continued to read.

‘I know what it means to love. I know what it means to be willing to die for somebody. When that person does die, what do you have? You can ask yourself countless times what you could have done differently; you can even pray to switch places, to die yourself”but for nothing.

‘I am offering you that chance now. I can give you what you want. You can see her again, but it does not come without a cost. I ask for you wand, nothing more. If you surrender your wand, I can make your prayer come true.

‘If you decide to take this opportunity, come to the graveyard in Little Hangleton on December seventeenth. I will be there.


The note was not signed, but instead a small drawing was placed on the bottom. The symbol was a triangle, with a circle inscribed, and a vertical line cutting it in half.

Fornax knew what this meant. He had spent the days of his youth dreaming of journeying after the Peverell brothers and had studied their story obsessively. He put the note down and paced a lap around the room.

The graveyard in Little Hangleton was practically a war memorial now. It was, after all, where the Dark Lord had been reborn. School children visited it like a shrine these days, and professors at Hogwarts would tell them of the wonderful things that had happened there.

Fornax sat down against his bed. It was the seventeenth tonight. Whoever this mysterious person was was probably waiting there now. How long did he have before the offer expired?

Giving up his wand, of course, meant death. The traitor could not have written that the trade off was for his head in the note, but Fornax knew it to be true. He was too good of a dueler to be challenged; the only way was to disarm him. And this was surely an enemy. A friend would not disarm a friend on such dangerous territory.

But was he afraid of death?

The answer was, simply, no. He was not afraid. Over fifty years he had spent fighting. More than half a century had been passed in a battle. It was his entire life. And he was old now. He was an old man with a true understanding of what it meant to live and what it meant to die.

What he knew most of all was what it meant to want to be dead, but be stuck to life. The traitor was right. He had spent countless hours wondering why he had survived”why him and not Melinda. Had he been a better person than her? Why did he deserve life?

Before Harry Potter’s death, they had had a plan”him, Ryan, Naesa, and Melinda. They foresaw it and decided to be ready”to start a rebellion right away. But Melinda had died. And they had moved on.

Melinda was a Healer. She sustained life, fed it and nourished it in an attempt to ward off death. Fornax fought. He was angry. He was violent. He killed. He created death, so why wasn’t it he who had lost his life?

Fornax remembered the day Harry Potter had died. Everyone was dead. The world was over. He had buried his face in his hands and sobbed, not for what the world had lost, but for what he had lost. And did that not make him selfish enough to deserve death?

He would never know. That was the worst part. He would never know why it had been Melinda and not him. He could spend his entire life wondering what would have happened if he had died instead, but he would never know. Surely, if he had been there when she had been hit, he would have leapt in front of her, begged, prayed, tried to bargain his life for hers”and maybe he would have died”and maybe she would be alive.

But she wasn’t. None of that was true. Nothing he dreamt for was even possible. All he wanted was five minutes”just five more minutes.

And that was what the traitor was offering him.

Fornax stood up again, but sat back down almost immediately. It meant nothing to him to die. He had lived through so much sorrow”he had lived through it all. To die would just be a break”a rest once and for all. And he could exchange that for his five minutes. It sounded too good to be true.

But what would it mean for Alsemore if he died? That was problematic. He was the best dueler they could have. Without him as a powerhouse slaughterer, they might not even stand a chance in another battle. They needed him.

Fornax groaned with frustration and stood up. He delivered a sharp kick to the chair and knocked it over. He wanted to die. He wanted this to end right now. He wanted to see Melinda; he would give anything to see Melinda.

It was his choice. He pulled the picture out of his pocket. Melinda smiled at him and waved. He could see her shoulders shake as she laughed silently”frozen in time.

It was his choice.

He pulled a cloak over his shoulders and put the photo back in his pocket. His eyes brimmed with tears, but he felt no fear. Without looking back, he strode through his bedroom and shut the door behind him.

Fornax walked through the castle for the last time with fondness. Memories permeated the walls as he descended the stairs and all he could do was smile. He reached the entrance hall and stared at it for the last time. For all of his sorrow, he was still proud.

He did not look back to Ryan or Naesa’s office guiltily, but strode out the front doors with a purpose. The winter night met his nostrils and he felt light and cleansed as he disappeared into the nighttime.

He appeared in the graveyard with a crack. It was empty. The dark green of the grass blended with the grey and block tombstones; it was all the same under a vast, pitch-black sky.
Now, alone and vulnerable, he began to question his decision. What kind of sacrifice was this? Who was he sacrificing beyond himself? It was for love, he knew that; he knew a love with all his heart that he could not imagine anything else. That’s what they were fighting for”that was a power so immense that the Dark Lord could not even imagine it.

Fornax stepped forward purposefully. He gazed at the graves as he did so. He was to die here, surrounded by unknowing, deceased Muggles. There was almost a peace in that. He walked on, letting his fingertips graze against the tombs, experiencing the sense of touch for the last time.

In the darkness before him, he caught sight of a golden statue, glinting in the waning moonlight. It was of the Dark Lord. Fornax knew it all too well, even though the metal cloak obscured its face and features. The statue was larger than life, and at its base, a lengthy narrative was inscribed, no doubt telling of the horrors of life before the Dark Lord’s reign.

In front of the statue stood another cloaked figure; this one, though, was alive. Fornax could not see inside the hood, but saw that it turned its featureless face to him. This was it”this was the traitor.

Fornax strode forward. He felt no rush of fear or twinge of anxiety, but was instead completely calm. He would see Melinda again soon”and that without a doubt was more valuable than anything that life had to offer him.

“You’re here,” he said once he was close enough.

The cloaked figure inclined its head slightly. Fornax looked at the man (his size and shape made his gender unquestionable) and frowned. All he could see was his hands, which were unlined and young, though scarred badly, and the fingernails bitten short. They trembled as they fumbled in his pocket”Fornax wondered what the traitor was afraid of.

The traitor pulled his hand out of the cloak, but held it shut firmly in a fist. Fornax knew what he held, and stared greedily at the fist as though he could force it to open. The cloaked man extended out his other hand before he relinquished the stone, though, and held it there, palm up.

Fornax reached into his own pocket and drew his wand. The traitor recoiled slightly. Fornax ran his thumb over the handle of the wand, feeling its warmth for the last time. Before he handed it over, he asked, “Why?”

The traitor’s cloak rustled; Fornax could tell he was adjusting his gaze. He didn’t say anything, but stretched his hand out farther. He probably thought that revealing himself when Fornax was still armed would lead to his death.

“What did we do wrong?” Fornax persisted. This was not the first traitor Alsemore had ever seen, but he hoped it was the last. He hoped Naesa would be kind to the students when he was gone”to prevent this from happening again.

The traitor was growing more impatient. He kept his hand outstretched and finally spoke. “Your wand.”

Fornax knew the voice. He couldn’t identify it, but it was a student, he was sure. His heart was full of sorrow as he held out his wand, not for his own life, but for the students’. He dropped the piece of wood, and as he watched it tumble from his fingers, he knew there was no turning back.

The traitor caught it and wrapped his own fingers around its handle. He made an impulsive movement, almost like a twitch, and jerked the wand. For a moment Fornax thought that he was going to be killed right then, before he even saw her.

But the traitor hesitated, and that was the key. The traitor did not wave Fornax’s own wand on him”yet, but let it droop. He seemed caught in the middle of a decision; one hand weighed the wand, and the other, the stone.

The stone prevailed. The traitor unfolded his left fist and revealed a glittering ring. He tossed it, and in the air it caught the moonlight, glimmering darkly. Fornax caught it in one hand and took just a moment to look at it”just a moment to make sure that this dream was actually true.

The ring was ancient, and the stone inside was cracked, but Fornax could still make out a small design that made his heart calm knowing it was real. The design was the triangle, with a circle inscribed and a line running up the middle. The stone felt oddly heavy in his hand and a warmth emanated from it.

He turned it over three times in his hand.

She appeared gradually, first in the form of a light mist, but soon that mist took a clear shape. It enveloped her body and made her whole, and suddenly she was standing there, not quite solid, but definitely real.

Fornax feasted on her image. It had been all he had ever seen in the black of dark windows or the endless sky, but now she stood here before him”finally, finally real.

She looked exactly as he had remembered her. Her face was unlined, unmarked by time and sorrow as his was; it was tinged with a pink that he had remembered. Her lips were pink as well”and thin, but they fit perfectly above her pointed chin. Her eyes were dark, as they had always been, but they were alight with joy”they exuded warmth that he felt all the way down to his core. And her hair was the same. It reached down to her elbows and its light curls fluttered, though there was no breeze.

He wanted to touch her”to make contact with the warmth that he had been missing for so long”but he knew he could not”not yet. Fornax blinked, and a rush of tears fell down his face. He moved closer to Melinda, who was smiling widely at him.

He wanted to say a thousand things. He wanted to hear everything she could tell him. He wanted their voices to ring together, like they used to, making perfect harmonies without trying. But he was comfortable in the silence that told both of their stories.

Melinda moved her mouth and began to speak. Her voice was soft, but Fornax heard the words as though he had been waiting for them his entire life. “I am so proud of you.”

Fornax didn’t know what to say; he didn’t know how long he had. “I missed you so much,” he said in a rush of tears and words. “Every minute all I could do to”I would have done anything”you know that. I would have died for you”I hadn’t known. I hadn’t known you were in danger, otherwise I would’ve come. I miss you so much.”

She silenced him with a melancholy smile. It was warm and lonely and reassuring”it was perfect. She reached out her hand in a gesture of comfort, even though he could not touch her. She smiled and said, “Soon.”

If Fornax had been watching, he would have seen the traitor take off his hood. He would have seen him revealed and vulnerable, and would have been sick with shock. He would have seen the guilt that swam in the boy’s eyes, and would have felt just as sorry for making him kill as the boy felt for killing. He would have seen the boy raise his wand, and maybe would have been able to protect himself somehow.

He was not watching, though. He stood, gazing between times and worlds. He stood in a pool of happiness, completely foreign. He did not see who the traitor was, and did not care to. It was not his problem; he belonged to the dead now.

He stood, gazing at Melinda. He hardly heard the incantation being spoken, and barely saw the flash of green light. He saw Melinda, and nothing more, and when his body fell, lifeless and broken to the ground, it was almost like relief.




Thousands of miles away, in the drafty castle of Alsemore, Lottie Rowe woke in a sudden rush. She sat up and pulled up the sleeve of her pajamas. There, painfully against her skin, the Dark Mark burned black.
Chapter Seventy-Two: Preparations by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks to my awesome beta, coolh5000!

This chapter is dedicated to my great uncle. RIP, Alan--you will be missed.
Chapter Seventy-Two: Preparations

Breathing raggedly, Lottie looked down at her Mark. Jets of flaming pain shot up her arm and wound across her shoulders. The Death Eaters were being summoned”why? She swung her feet off the hospital wing bed and stood up.

Something was wrong”she knew it; the Dark Lord would not have summoned them all otherwise. Lottie looked quickly over her shoulder and rolled down the sleeve of her pajamas to cover her Mark, though its presence still burned clearly into her skin.

She rubbed her arms in an attempt to warm up, picked up her wand on the bedside table, and headed off. She left the hospital wing like a ghost. As she passed through the corridor to the staircase, she stole a glance out the window, where a heavy snow fell in earnest. The black December sky was speckled with only a few stars; most of them were swallowed by clouds.

Descending the stairs to Palmyitor’s office felt oddly final. Perhaps it had something to do with the burning Mark. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she knew it meant something monumental. She reached the familiar door to find it already ajar.

Clynalmoy stood in the frame with his back to her. He and Palmyitor weren’t saying anything, but gazing at one another in a dumb silence. Lottie looked, not at them, but at the living space between them. It danced with tension and was lit up by emotions.

“Rowe.” Palmyitor noticed her first and broke the connection by turning her eyes sharply to Lottie. Her appearance was startling. Her graying hair had been hastily pulled into a bun so that several wisps stood up on end. Purple bags framed her eyes which divulged an unusual amount of feeling. If Lottie didn’t know better, she would say that the old professor was about to cry.

Clynalmoy turned around as well. He looked equally as frazzled in his own quiet way. His light, troubled eyes had lost any hint of joy. He looked like he hadn’t slept at all; a tie hung loosely from his neck in an attempt to look presentable, but his wrinkled shirt and robes suggested that these were the same clothes from the day prior.

“What are you doing here?” Palmyitor snapped.

“I”er”” Lottie glanced at Clynalmoy and rushed past him into the office. She reached the top of Palmyitor’s desk and leaned in so he couldn’t hear. “The Mark,” she whispered.

Palmyitor gazed at her blankly. “Yes?”

Lottie fumbled with the left sleeve of her pajamas and pulled it up to reveal the black skull. “It’s burning.”

“Rowe, I have one too.” Palmyitor got to her feet. “Don’t you think I didn’t notice?” She made to sweep around the desk to Clynalmoy, but Lottie stepped between them.

“But it’s darker than it’s ever been.”

“I noticed.”

“But”” Lottie exhaled sharply in frustration. “It’s never called me”how many times have you been called by mistake? The Dark Lord means business if he’s gathering everybody.”

“We are aware of the situation, thank you very much.” Palmyitor dodged around Lottie and went to stand by Clynalmoy. “We are doing our jobs here. We run the war, not you, Rowe, so why don’t you just go back to the common room?”

Lottie frowned. Something was wrong, very wrong. The way Palmyitor spoke”she and Clynalmoy were running the war. Someone was missing. “Where is Professor Maelioric?” she asked slowly, afraid to hear the answer.

Palmyitor turned around to face her. “It’s none of your business, Rowe””

“You said that you’re”” she pointed at Palmyitor and Clynalmoy “”doing your jobs. Is Maelioric not doing his?”

“Rowe, we are having a meeting””

“It’s about him, isn’t it?” Lottie flourished her left arm to put the Dark Mark in the light. Clynalmoy winced visibly. “That’s why they’ve all been summoned. Something happened.”

“Rowe, you don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Naesa.” Clynalmoy spoke quietly, like he always did, but his in voice was something Lottie had never heard before. “Naesa, we should show her. She’s proven to be useful before”and if anything, we can just move on once she knows.”

Palmyitor looked at him as though he had suggested murder (though, admittedly, she might have been more enthusiastic about that). “Ryan,” she said sharply, “we are going to have a meeting with the students tomorrow. Nobody gets special treatment.”

Lottie would have laughed if the situation were not so serious. Clyanlmoy picked up on this irony too and just cocked his head at her. There was a prolonged pause in which Palmyitor and Clynalmoy had a noticeable stare down. It was no contest. Palmyitor was the queen of intimidation”but for some reason, she turned away.

“Fine,” she said. “Whatever you say, Ryan.” She reached into her pocket, glaring at Lottie the whole time. Out of it she pulled a thin piece of wood. It was a wand, but not Palmyitor’s. “Here.” She handed it to Lottie.

Lottie examined it, frowning. It was somehow familiar, though she couldn’t say whose it was. The wand was long and made of dark, sturdy wood. Smudges and chips gave away its apparent age.

“It is Fornax’s.”

Lottie looked up from the wand to look at Palmyitor. Something was very wrong. “Why do you”where is he?”

Palmyitor looked toward Clynalmoy, who sighed heavily. “We”we’re not sure.”

“What?”

“We’re not sure, Rowe. What don’t you understand?” Palmyitor spat. “He’s not in his room”he won’t respond to a Patronus. The wand came by owl””

“What?”

“It was how mail was delivered before”they’re not used anymore.” Palmyitor sat back down behind her desk and rested her forehead in her hand. “They’re not even tamed anymore, as far as I know. We certainly don’t do it.”

“That means…” Lottie’s mouth sagged open as she thought. If the wand did not come from someone with Alsemore, it had to come from the Death Eaters. “The Dark Lord.”

Palmyitor looked up from her desk slowly. “Very good, Rowe. That’s the conclusion we came to as well.”

“Okay,” Lottie said. “Why were you going to wait until tomorrow to have a meeting? We should organize a meeting now to get people in on the mission.”

Palmyitor’s face did not move. “What mission, Rowe?”

Lottie stared at her. She wheeled around to Clynalmoy who stood with a hand shielding his eyes. Lottie sighed and turned back to Palmyitor. “What”what”the mission to rescue him.”

Palmyitor and Clynalmoy glanced at each other. Palmyitor’s gaze was cold as always, but Clynalmoy’s was unusually steely. They stood in silence for a long time. Lottie furrowed her brow at this and looked between them. “What”you mean”you aren’t going to do anything?”

Palmyitor just pursed her lips. Lottie turned to Clyanlmoy who was staring at the floor. “Are you serious?”

“You wouldn’t understand, Rowe.”

“I wouldn’t understand? Understand what? The fact that you’re letting your best friend die?”

“This is war, Rowe.”

“And Maelioric is the best fighter we have.” Lottie laughed even though she didn’t find anything humorous. “We can’t afford to not have him.”

“And we can’t afford to send soldiers on a death mission to try to get him back.” Palmyitor rubbed a weary hand over her forehead. “You are wrong, Rowe. You do not understand. We know”we all discussed it”if one of us were to be kidnapped or killed, the others will not”cannot afford to”go on a rescue mission. It would cost too much.”

“But he’s your friend.”

“Rowe,” Clynalmoy said without looking up. “There are things that are more important. For all we know, Fornax might”might already be dead. What we must focus on is the castle.”

“The castle?”

Clynalmoy looked up. His eyes swam with sorrow, but he set his face bravely. “Fornax is”was”the Secret Keeper. If he dies, every person who ever knew the Secret becomes a Secret Keeper in turn.”

“Everyone?”

“Every single person. If there truly is a traitor who had access to the castle, he can tell the Dark Lord and the Death Eaters.”

Lottie stood for a moment in the impact of that statement.

“Understand now?” Palmyitor snapped. “We’re in serious jeopardy”and we can’t sacrifice everything just for Fornax.”

“The Dark Lord can get in?”

Yes, Rowe.” Palmyitor got to her feet and pulled out her wand as though she were expecting a Death Eater to barge in that very moment. “Our most important task right now is to fortify the castle”use any other spells we can to hold them at bay.”

Lottie’s stomach churned. “Do you think we can keep them out permanently?”

Palmyitor’s eyes darkened. “No.”

Clynalmoy crossed his arms and glanced at Lottie. “You can help, though, Rowe. We need to do this as soon as possible”tonight. We were going to send out a team to start this job now.”

“I want to be on it.”

“Good, because you are.” Palmyitor started towards the door. “We are going to get the others and explain it to them. Wait here.”

Palmyitor and Clynalmoy left and let the door shut behind them. Lottie stood for a moment under the pressure of everything she had just learned before melting to the floor against the front of the old desk.

The Dark Lord was going to get into the castle. It was inevitable”unavoidable. They probably would all die. Lottie put her head in her hands and sighed heavily. She was going to die, soon. They were not ready to take on the Dark Lord. She thought of the first years, of the professors, of Andrea”did they know that this was their last day alive?

But there was the possibility”one shining possibility. Lottie twisted the hem of her pajama pants without thinking about it. All of the Dark Lord’s Horcruxes were destroyed”and as far as they knew, he had no idea. By coming to the castle, he was putting himself in a very vulnerable position. Was it possible that he could finally be killed?

The office door opened. Palmyitor came in, followed by a trail of students”Lottie recognized every single one. Devin Hackett, Edgar Payne, Julianne and Andrea stood in the doorway. Lottie looked carefully at them. She had seen them in passing for the time she had been back, but had not really spoken with anybody. They all stood in their pajamas.

“Right,” Palmyitor said, glancing at all of them coldly. “We need to act fast. The castle has been put in extreme jeopardy and we need to put up as many protective spells as we can. The Fidelius Charm has been broken, so it is likely that the Dark Lord’s followers are mobilizing right now.”

Nobody spoke. They all seemed too horror-stricken to even think. Lottie looked dully at them”the fear that had filled her was an unavoidable aching thud”not the waves of boiling terror that they were surely experiencing with this new information. Andrea shifted her weight.

“We are going to split up,” Palmyitor said after a pause. “Ryan’s students are already taking the southern border, so take everything on the front half of the grounds, got that? Anything you can think of”magical or otherwise.”

Everybody nodded. Lottie thought she saw tears in Julianne’s eyes. They stood there statically. Palmyitor watched them for a moment before turning to her desk and beginning to scribble fruitlessly on a long sheet of parchment. That was their cue to leave, but nobody moved for a good moment.

Lottie finally led the group. She pushed herself to her feet and left the office, knowing full well that that might have been her last time ever seeing it. She walked through the threshold and numbly up a flight of stairs to the entrance hall. She didn’t look behind her, but she knew that everybody followed.

Once in the entrance hall, she took a sharp right to the front door. She pushed it open with her shoulder and walked into the night.

The frigid December wind cut through the thin fabric of her pajamas. She didn’t shiver, but walked on, down the front steps. Her boots crunched in the thick snow, and her pants dragged along through the ice.

She turned to the others to decide the plan, but saw that Devin, Edgar and Julianne had already turned to the left and split off as a group. Lottie glanced at Andrea who was left and saw her shiver as a sharp wind blew snow onto their sides.

“Let’s go, then,” Lottie finally said, jerking her head to the right. Andrea didn’t answer, but lit her wand and pushed past Lottie. Lottie lit her own wand and glanced up at the winter sky as they walked. The Death Eaters could arrive at any minute”she wondered whether she would ever see the sun rise.

A sharp creaking sound brought her attention to Andrea in front of her. A tree a few feet away swayed ominously while Andrea jabbed her wand in the direction of its trunk. This went on for a minute until, with a sharp sound, the tree fell to its side. Snow exploded from the collision and sprayed both Lottie and Andrea in the face.

“Care to help?” Andrea growled as she walked along the edge of the fallen tree.

“With what?” Lottie laughed sharply. Her breath formed a cloud before her. “I don’t think they’ll stop just because they stub their toes on a tree.”

“We’re making a barricade, Lottie.” Andrea turned her back and faced another tree nearby. “We can put guards there to slow them down.”

“That sounds stupid. The guards will just be killed.”

“We’re all going to be killed, Lottie.” Andrea turned to her quickly. “Okay? It’s just a matter of time.”

“If you’re that hopeless, why don’t you just give up?”

“Shut up, Lottie,” Andrea shouted. “I’ve had it with you. What are you even talking about? We’re fighting because that’s what we do. So just help me”or leave.”

Lottie didn’t say anything but glared at her. After a moment, she spun around and walked to another part of the boundary, just within earshot of Andrea. She flicked her wand and murmured incantations, casting shield charms.

She heard the massive, deafening noise of another tree falling. Out of the corner of her eyes, she saw Andrea move to fasten the two trees into a barricade, but turned away to focus on her own spells.

“What are you doing?” called Andrea from the top of the rubble.

“What do you mean?” Lottie growled. “I’m protecting””

“This is my spot.”

“It couldn’t hurt to have a shield as well, could it?”

“We don’t have time, Lottie.” Andrea’s voice cracked. Lottie looked up just to see her looking determinately into the distance.

“Whatever,” Lottie said. “You have these ten feet”I’ll do the rest of it.”

She glanced up, waiting for Andrea’s scathing comment, but it never came. Andrea still looked out into the distance, her brow furrowed and her mouth gaping open slightly.

“Okay,” Lottie said. “Ignore me. I don’t care. But don’t just stand there”at least do something useful.”

Shut up.” Andrea turned to her sharply and extended a quivering hand to point into the black distance.

Lottie strained her eyes and looked into the darkness. She couldn’t make it out, but something was definitely moving. Whatever it was”it was alone, dashing from tree to tree.

“It’s probably just a bird or something,” Lottie said and continued casting charms. She took a sharp breath and her stomach plummeted. The shadow moved again, coming close enough for Lottie to make out a silhouette. “It’s human,” she hissed. The panic that seized her gave her legs the speed to move to Andrea’s barricade and clamber halfway up.

Andrea, who sat at the top, glanced down. “I thought you said this was a stupid idea””

“This is not the time.” Lottie inched up the pile of wood and peered over the top. The figure was close enough now for Lottie to see the gleam of its Death Eater mask in the moonlight.

“You have to go tell Palmyitor,” Lottie whispered.

“Me? This is my barricade. Why don’t you go?”

Lottie shot her a sharp glare. “Yeah?” she hissed. “Then what are you going to do? We have to get information out of him and none of the spells you know will be good enough.”

Andrea set her jaw but could not think of anything adequate to argue back. “Okay,” she finally conceded, “but don’t get yourself killed, okay? I’ll be really angry if you do.”

Lottie glanced at Andrea for a moment and noticed hot tears rolling down her face and tripping off her chin. “Okay,” she said. “I won’t.”

Andrea nodded and slowly clambered down the rubble while Lottie climbed up. Lottie glanced into the night; the Death Eater was so close now that Lottie could see straw colored hair falling out of his hood. He stared at the barricade, waiting.

Holding her breath, Lottie flicked her wand. “Incarcerous.” Ropes wrapped around the Death Eater, who promptly lost his balance and fell over into the white snow. Lottie nodded at Andrea, who took off towards the caste.

From the top of the barricade, Lottie clambered down the side of the rubble and, halfway down, jumped into the icy snow. She took off at a run to find the Death Eater face down and straining against the ropes.

With her foot, Lottie pushed his shoulder to roll him over. He strained further against the bindings, but Lottie paid this no mind. “How did you get here?” she hissed.

The Death Eater didn’t say anything. His impassive mask remained eerily blank. “How did you get here?” Lottie again punctuated her question with a sharp kick to his side. Still, there was silence.

Frustration growing, Lottie flicked her wand and with a blast, the Death Eater’s mask flew off. The boy’s face underneath was familiar, though it had grown much darker since Lottie had last seen it. “Bran,” she growled.

She remembered her mother begging for mercy, and him destroying her with a swift curse. She remembered him leaping through the air, howling with joy after the kill.

“Talk,” Lottie shouted, delivering another kick. This time her boot made contact with his face. She knew magic would probably work faster, but causing the pain herself was so much more satisfying.

“What?” Bran asked. His formerly high voice had become gruff and unfeeling. His mouth was filled with blood.

“How did you get here?”

“Apparated, didn’t I?” Bran chuckled, sending shivers up Lottie’s spine. “Your little defensive charms don’t work anymore.”

“Who told you the secret?” Lottie demanded.

Bran just laughed and spat at her, showering the snow with scarlet.

“Who told?” Lottie yelled again. “I’m warning you””

“Does it even matter?”

Crucio!”

Bran’s screams brought out the frail boy that Lottie once knew. His confined body shook and writhed until Lottie lifted her wand.

“Who told you the secret?”

“You’re going to die anyway,” Bran snarled. “And you’re going to kill me anyway. Why should I tell you?”

“Why am I going to die?” Lottie asked, though she knew full well what he was implying. “What are you saying?”

“They’re coming.”

Crucio!”

Bran screamed again and Lottie waited thirty seconds before lifting her wand. When she did, the boy lay panting. Blood stained his chin and cheeks and his eyes were shut, waiting for his sentence.

It was futile. Lottie realized this. Bran had become too consumed by the Dark Arts. He would never tell her what she needed to know. Dying like this was practically an honor for him.

Another image of her mother’s death flashed through Lottie’s mind and her heart filed with rage. “Crucio,” she hissed. She watched Bran’s struggles greedily, willing him to suffer as much as her parents had”more than they had”to pay the debt.

After a minute, she lifted her wand again. Bran was shaking now”either from fear or from the cold. “You’re ruthless,” he hissed. He meant it as an insult, but Lottie did not let it scathe her.

Avada Kedavra.” There was a green flash of light in the darkness, and Bran was left staring lifelessly up at the moon with glazed eyes.

Lottie lowered her wand and took a breath. She stared at the boy’s body for just a moment before turning around and running up to the castle.

When she pushed open the front door, a hush fell over the crowd of people gathered there. They all turned to Lottie who gazed back at them. This was everyone”every student, every teacher”all gathered to fight. Even the first years stood with their wands out, with the sort of determination that only a child could have.

Slowly, people started speaking again. Teachers were addressing groups of students in rushed voices. Lottie trotted up to Palmyitor who stood apart, watching mutely.

“They’re coming,” Lottie said.

Palmyitor turned to her slowly. “We know that, Rowe.”

“No”I mean”they’re coming right now. Andrea and I just stopped a Death Eater who was sent ahead””

“You have him?”

“He’s dead. I killed him.” Lottie looked away, deciding not to witness the rage that grew on Palmyitor’s face. She saw Andrea standing nearby, silent in the chaos.

“Rowe, we had to question him. We have to figure out who the traitor is.”

“Does it matter?” Lottie said coldly. “Really”does it?” She took a few steps towards Andrea. “They’re coming either way and we’re all going to die either way. So forgive me for avenging my parents.”

“Rowe,” Palmyitor snarled. Her face was so contorted that Lottie wouldn’t have been surprised if steam had risen from her nostrils. “You will never learn will you? You must learn to control your emotions.”

“I don’t want to hear it.” Lottie turned her back swiftly and walked over to where Andrea stood, watching the scene. She didn’t say anything; she couldn’t think of anything to say.

“You killed him?” Andrea finally asked, turning her clear eyes in her direction. “You actually killed someone?”

Lottie looked at her shoes. She felt like she was going to throw up. “I’ve killed a lot of people, Andrea.” The words were more of a confession than a fact; she spoke as though apologizing.

Andrea turned to face the crowd. It was beginning to break up now. Teachers were leading groups of students”of soldiers”to various places in the castle; some were going outside to act as guards. The entrance hall was nearly empty by the time Andrea spoke again. “I’ve got”I’ve got to go,” she said. She didn’t look at Lottie. “I’ve got to do something useful.”

“Okay.”

Lottie stared determinately ahead as Andrea transformed. After a moment, she saw a light brown sparrow take off out of the corner of her eye. Once the bird was gone, she just stood there numbly, unable to decide exactly what to do.

“Rowe.” Clynalmoy walked towards her from the top of the staircase. She just watched hm. “They’re going to be here any minute. What are you doing?”

Lottie shrugged. “Waiting.”

“Go do something helpful,” he said, his voice unusually harsh and loud. “We just sent messages to the people who are out on missions”hopefully they’ll be here soon. They’re Apparating to the dungeon.”

“Colm?” Lottie asked, looking up. “Is Colm coming?”

“He was sent a message.”

“Did he respond?”

“No, but that doesn’t mean””

“Where are they coming into the castle?” Lottie asked.

Clynalmoy took a breath and quickly said, “The dungeons”we need somebody down there to organize. It could be a great ambush.”

Lottie heard none of it. The moment he said the dungeons, she took off, clambering down the two flights of stairs. If she was going to die, she at least would see Colm first. And who knew”maybe he could protect her.

She passed the Palmyitor clock and took a sharp left to delve even deeper underground. She was halfway down the final flight of stairs, when there echoed a deafening BOOM.

The whole castle trembled with the noise. Lottie lost her footing and fell down the steps, landing heavily on her back. BOOM. The castle shook again. Lottie slowly pushed herself up, looking up the stairs to the ground floor, the source of the noise.

There were screams now. Yells and cries mingled together; Lottie was too far away to distinguish. She glanced to the corridor where the others would be Apparating and back up the stairs.

Now was the time to fight. Now was the time to do something to protect the school. Lottie looked back at the dark corridor. Here she could be safe for at least a little while. Here she could see Colm. But what would that do for her? The Death Eaters would get here eventually.

Lottie gulped down a few quick breaths and began to ascend the stairs, up to the fight.
Chapter Seventy-Three: The Battle at Alsemore by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thank you to my beta, coolh5000! You're awesome!

This chapter is dedicated to the JL. You guys are great friends.
Chapter Seventy-Three: The Battle at Alsemore

Bodies already lined the ground of the entrance hall when Lottie entered the fray, both of students and Death Eaters. The air was alight with the remnants of magic, accented by color as more curses and jinxes flew about.

It was surreal. Lottie remained safely tucked into the darkness of the staircase, unseen. She couldn’t believe this was actually happening”that they were all about to be killed. She could have killed Maelioric if the traitor hadn’t already done so. Didn’t he realize that by going off and dying he destroyed what he had been working for for nearly sixty years?

“There might be some hiding down there”come on.” The voice came from behind a Death Eater mask and was followed by a grunt of agreement. On cue, the Death Eater who had spoken poked his head into the staircase.

Avada Kedavra,” Lottie yelled instinctively. The man fell into a crumpled heap and his friend who had been standing behind him stood, momentarily shocked. Lottie waved her wand again, and there was another flash of green light before the Death Eater keeled over.

Lottie felt nothing as she stared at the two men she just killed. Instead she just raised her wand and jabbed it in the direction of the bodies. The one behind floated into the air and, on Lottie’s command, readjusted itself on top of the other, to form a sort of barricade.

Lottie crouched behind the bodies and peered out. Right now it seemed about even in numbers, though the Death Eaters were clearly more skilled than the students of Alsemore. Clynalmoy stood at the top of the stairs, shouting orders and shooting curses to the Death Eaters at the same time. The two sides were lined up neatly, almost like chess pieces. The doorway through which Lottie peered was closer to the Death Eaters, and she stared at the mass of black robes before raising her wand.

Avada Kedavra,” she hissed. “Sectumsempra.”

The two Death Eaters nearest her fell over, one very much dead and the other writing on the ground in his own blood. She smirked at her handiwork, but the curses she had fired caught the attention of some others.

A masked face peered in her direction, staring at the two dead bodies that Lottie hid behind. Acting quickly, Lottie hissed, “Avada Kedavra,” again and watched as the puzzled Death Eater died.

This unfortunately pulled even more attention towards her hiding spot. Lottie saw two Death Eaters lower their wands and murmur to the offenders surrounding them. Then, no less than fifteen wizards broke off the main group and moved towards her hiding place.

“Shit.” Lottie scrambled to her feet and spun around. There was no way she could take that many at once. She ran back down the stairs as she heard them pushing aside the bodies in their way.

Avada Kedavra!” cried a Death Eater.

Lottie dove around a sharp corner and heard the curse collide with the wall. She had survived”at least for the moment”but now they knew where she was. Just as their clunky boots pounded down the stairs, Lottie stuck to the tip of her wand around the corner and fired a Killing Curse.

She did not wait to hear if it hit true, but took off down the flight of stairs. They were following her, but she had the advantage of already being familiar with the castle. The Death Eaters moved slowly; the corridors were not wide enough to accommodate so many.

Lottie pounded down the steps, but stopped as she saw Palmyitor’s office door ajar. She slipped inside quickly, and slammed the door. Swiftly, she turned around to make sure Palmyitor wasn’t there, but what she saw was even worse.

A Death Eater sat behind the desk, with his hands folded, laughing under his mask.

Lottie didn’t let her momentary panic stop her. She raised her wand but the Death Eater acted faster. He flicked his own wand, and Lottie’s flew out of her hand.

“Well, well, well.” The Death Eater got to his feet and started towards her. Flipping her wand in his hand. “Mudblood scum”you think you actually can fight us?”

Lottie did not answer. She was not going to die like this”she was not going to let this man have his fun. Before he could say anymore, Lottie let out a roar of hatred and ran towards him.

This certainly caught him off guard. The average Death Eater knew very little about physical combat, but Lottie, who had spent most of her life without magic, had quite a bit of practice. She rammed into him with her shoulder aimed at his stomach.

On cue, he doubled over and dropped both his and Lottie’s wands. Lottie delivered a sharp kick to his groin before bending down to recover her wand. The Death Eater was already so incapacitated that he couldn’t get away, but just for good measure, Lottie performed the Killing Curse.

Just as she turned back around, the door swung open again. Before Lottie even saw who it was, she shouted, “Crucio!”

A heavy figure collapsed in the doorway; the Death Eater writhed on the ground and another poked his head in to see what was happening.

Avada Kedavra!” The Death Eater was dead before he even saw her. Lottie glanced down at the man still writing on the ground and killed him as well.

Lottie took only half a moment to catch her breath before slowly inching towards the doorway and peeking out. There was nobody there. She stood still for a moment among the corpses and inhaled slowly. She had been acting on instinct, not thinking, not feeling”just killing, but now everything was catching up to her. Her breath caught in her throat. Her stomach filled with boiling fear. She didn’t want to die”she couldn’t die”not like this.

Her thoughts were cut short by the black blur of a Death Eater running by. He hadn’t even seen her, but he was, apparently, running to something urgently. Lottie looked at where he had come from. There was no one there.

She took off towards the Death Eater without another thought. She ran as fast as her legs would carry her and caught up to him on the last flight of stairs down. “Avada Kedavra!” she yelled.

The Death Eater collapsed immediately, like a ragdoll. Lottie, though, who had not slowed down enough, caught her foot on his robe and lost her balance. She toppled down the stairs along with the corpse and landed heavily on her jaw.

She felt a strong twinge as she pushed herself up and felt blood dripping down her face. There were shouts coming from a room nearby. Lottie glanced behind her in the direction of the yells.

It sounded like another fight”but how would have other students gotten here? A classroom door stood ajar and was clearly the source of the noise. Lottie inched closer and peeked in.

It was a fight. Numerous Death Eaters fought a handful of weren’t who weren’t wearing Alsemore robes. Lottie frowned”who were these people? They were not faring well, but Lottie wasn’t sure whether to help them or not.

Lottie gasped (though she held her hand over her mouth to muffle it) as a wave of realization hit her. This was where the others were Apparating”this was where Colm might have been appearing. She peered in again and fired three Killing Curses, all of which caught Death Eaters off guard.

The battle inside seemed to pause. A Death Eater stormed out to see what had happened, but Lottie hit him before he noticed her. “Avada Kedavra!” This one too collapsed.

Her heart leapt to her throat; Colm might have been in that room. He might need her”he might have already been dead. Lottie swallowed that horrible thought and rushed inside.

There was a handful of Death Eaters, but only two people Alsemore’s side. Five non-Death Eaters already lay dead on the floor. “Avada Kedavra!” Lottie caught another Death Eater as she joined the other two from Alsemore.

She didn’t recognize either of them or any of the corpses. At least Colm was safe.

Avada Kedavra!” The curse was aimed at her but Lottie dove behind a desk. Instead, it caught one of the others square in the chest. He collapsed promptly. From behind the desk, Lottie fired a Killing Curse back at the Death Eater.

There was a shout and, horrified, Lottie turned to see the other wizard from Alsemore fall. “Avada Kedavra!” she yelled, and killed another Death Eater, but she was still outnumbered, three to one.

She scooted back and ducked behind another desk as a Death Eater fired another curse. Out of the corner of her eye, Lottie saw a blur of light brown enter the classroom.

Avada Kedavra!” One down. There were only two left.

She glanced back at the blur that had caught her attention and gasped. It was a sparrow. “HELP!” she yelled before ducking once more behind her makeshift barricade.

The Death Eaters were laughing. Lottie stayed huddled in her tiny shelter, praying that Andrea would have heard her. The Death Eater’s laughter stopped suddenly with a dull thud. Lottie peeked out from behind the desk to see two unconscious Death Eaters, and Andrea standing above them.

Lottie looked from the Death Eaters, back to Andrea. “Thanks,” she breathed.

Andrea shrugged and crouched, about to resume bird shape again.

“Wait.” Lottie didn’t know what she meant by it or what she wanted to say. Andrea blinked at her politely. “How”how are we doing up there?”

Andrea’s face remained impartial. “Not well,” she said. Without another word, she transformed back into the sparrow and flew through the open door.

Lottie took a moment longer to gather her thoughts. She looked down at the two Death Eaters that Andrea had Stunned and killed them wordlessly. She looked back up at the desolation around her, the overturned tables, the blood, the corpses. She blinded herself to it all and moved forward.

As she walked back up from the dungeon, she met nobody. She passed the Palmyitor clock and turned up to the final flight of stairs. In the doorway to the entrance hall, she paused and surveyed the scene around her.

It had devolved into complete chaos. There were not as many people”Lottie could only guess that the Death Eaters had pushed through their ranks and broken into the castle. Lottie hesitated in her hiding place. She just couldn’t quite summon the courage to go on.

One fight caught her eye in particular because of the ferocity of the duelers. Hermione fought a masked Death Eater and was gaining the better of him. Despite her age, she moved nimbly and dodged curses easily.

The spells she fired were incantations Lottie did not recognize”very advanced magic. Hermione moved her wand with a complicated flick and a wall of flames shot from it. The Death Eaters ignited like paper and collapsed, giving Hermione time to turn to another opponent.

This second Death Eater had no style. The curses he shot were nearly explosions, but not focused at all. Lottie sat the corners of Hermione’s lips twitch into a smile as she recognized this weakness. She had just lifted her wand, when from another corner of the hall, Lottie heard a cry of, “AVADA KEDAVRA!”

The tiny smile never left Hermione’s face as her body crumpled. She lay there, eyes wide open, reflecting the battle above her lifelessly.

Stricken, Lottie looked up from her still corpse to see who fired the spell. It was another Death Eater. He reached up and removed his mask and Lottie gasped when she recognized him. It was Lucius.

“Mudblood.” Lucius scowled at Hermione’s body and spat on the ground beside her.

The anger that boiled inside Lottie was cold as ice. She hardly felt it, but was aware of her legs carrying her numbly to avenge the death. She wasn’t fast enough, though. By the time she had emerged into the scene, a light brown sparrow dove to the ground.

Lottie watched as Andrea transformed midair and pointed her wand at Lucius. She shot a quick Stunner, which Malfoy deflected, smiling. “Ah, another Mudblood.”

OPPUNGO!”

Birds burst from Andrea’s wand and dive-bombed Lucius aggressively. Lottie would have said this was a bit of a weak move, before Andrea acted again. “Incendio!” she hissed.

The birds that surrounded Lucius burst into flame, but did not stop their attack. They covered his entire body, and no matter how hard he lashed, they did not relent.

Without another word, Andrea transformed again and took off.

Lottie ran into the battle, reinvigorated. Lucius’s body was still burning, but she paid it no heed. She spotted a pair of Death Eaters running up the staircase. “Avada Kedavra,” she hissed and killed them both with one curse.

She glanced at the scene in front of her. It was mostly students who fought, but Lottie definitely spotted both Palmyitor and Clynalmoy in the fray as well. She walked along the edge of the fight, remaining mostly undetected but helping where she could.

She killed a few Death Eaters who had their backs turned, but didn’t make a show of herself. The fighting went on for a long time”longer than Lottie could ever imagine, and it didn’t seem like the Death Eater’s numbers were shrinking at all.

Crack!

People started screaming. The Death Eaters stopped fighting for just one instant to acknowledge the new arrival. Lottie shrank back to the wall.

The Dark Lord stood in the center of the entrance hall. Lottie’s breath hitched in her throat. There he stood”defenseless. He had no idea that all of his Horcruxes were destroyed.

All it would take was one Killing Curse. Lottie shrank back as his red eyes glanced around the hall. All they needed was one person to kill him now”but that would certainly mean death for whoever it was.

Lottie’s heart pounded impossibly fast. She could do it. She could go right then and end it all with one well-aimed Killing Curse. Her knees twitched as if to tell her to go forward. But then she would be killed”then she would die instantly as the wave of Death Eaters attempted to protect their lord.

Voldemort began to move forward. Again, Lottie twitched with the urge to confront him, but then she stopped. The entire crowd shrank as the Dark Lord moved. Everybody was too paralyzed to do anything. Lottie watched him, frozen, as he passed and walked directly through the door into the Great Hall.

Lottie lowered her wand. Her chance had passed.

The crowd stood still for a moment in his wake. It was a good minute before the first person moved. Clynalmoy stood up suddenly and glanced around at the students, alive and dead at his feet. Countless Death Eater masks turned to him but none of them raised their wands.

Palmyitor stood after him. Her usual blank face was contorted with foreign emotion. Lottie had never realized until just this moment how sorrowful she actually looked. “Ryan,” she said, her voice saturated and rough. “You can’t.”

Clyanlmoy turned to face her. His face as well seemed older and more emotional than ever before. Lottie looked closer and saw tears staining his old cheeks. Despite all of this, he smiled. “I have to, Naesa.”

He began to move forward, stepping carefully over the corpses on the ground. The Death Eaters just let him go, watching him intently. He was moving toward the Great Hall”to the door through which the Dark Lord had just gone.

“Ryan, you can’t.” Palmyitor moved forward as well; her movement was more sporadic and strained than Clyanlmoy’s. Her face too was lined with tears. She grabbed onto Clynalmoy’s hand and squeezed it in her own. “Please, Ryan, I”I can’t live without you.”

A dark flicker crossed Clynalmoy’s face as he observed Palmyitor with pity. There were more tears, though they fell silently. “I have to,” he said. His voice barely reached a whisper. “I’m sorry. I love you, Naesa.”

With that, he freed his hand from Palmyitor’s grip and turned to the door of the Great Hall. He only observed it carefully for one moment before taking a step forward, and going inside.

Palmyitor stood there for a moment. She looked deflated, crumpled. She was crying in earnest now; this was so out of character that Lottie was taken aback. Palmyitor turned to the frozen scene behind her, and her dark eyes traveled along the crowd. She paused for a split second when her eyes met Lottie’s before she turned back to face the door.

Silently, Palmyitor moved forward. She matched Clynalmoy’s path exactly as she approached the Great Hall. She did not turn around to glance one more time at her students; instead, she reached out, opened the door, and disappeared inside.

The battle began again instantly as if that was all the Death Eaters had been waiting for. Unfortunately, they were one step ahead of the students of Alsemore. Lottie heard several cries of “Avada Kedavra!” and saw a handful of her fellows fall at once.

Lottie remained on the outskirts, her heart pumping wildly. Both Clynalmoy and Palmyitor had gone in to face the Dark Lord. It was possible that they had destroyed him”but Lottie knew in her heart that his was not true. They had died. They both knew they would, but had tried anyway. Lottie’s heart sped up. They were alone now, truly alone. All of the heads were dead. Hermione was dead. It was an army of children against the Dark Lord’s strongest forces.

Lottie took a breath and plunged into the battle. She was one of the only students who knew the Killing Curse at all. “AVADA KEDAVRA!” she cried. “Avada Kedavra! Avada Kedavra!”

Three Death Eaters fell instantly. She spun around to face the others, reinvigorated with bloodlust. Alsemore was putting up a reasonable fight considering the circumstances, but they were still not close to winning.

Every now and then a student would slip through the door to the Great Hall. Lottie groaned inwardly every time she saw this. It was all very honorable for them to want to single-handedly destroy the Dark Lord, but impossible. It was practically suicide.

She fired three more Killing Curses. It wasn’t very difficult to catch the Death Eaters off guard as long as she kept her back to a wall. She was able to make sure that nobody hit her from behind.

Through all the fighting, though, Lottie couldn’t help but wonder what she actually was fighting for. Even if she killed two hundred Death Eaters there would be two hundred more. And even then, there would be the Dark Lord to contend with.

Lottie wondered for an instant whether those who had disappeared into the Great Hall had a point.

But fear prevented her from following their footsteps. Even the thought of going to face her death caused bile to rise in the back of her throat. She had to survive”she had to. She kept fighting.

Avada Kedavra!” The curse was aimed at her, but she dodged it by diving behind a dead body. Instinctively, she fired a Killing Curse back in that direction. The Death Eater who had tried to murder her fell over with a thud.

Lottie took a moment on the ground to catch her breath. It felt like she hadn’t had proper oxygen for hours. Out of the corner of her eye, she spotted motion, and glanced up to see the light brown sparrow flitting among the crowd.

She swallowed a lump in her throat. Andrea hovered over the crowd and made eye contact with Lottie. At her size, she was hardly noticeable, but Lottie held her gaze. Andrea was staring at her pointedly, as though in some kind of warning. Lottie frowned.

Then the bird flapped its wings a few time and veered around. It soared through the open door to he staircase that Lottie had just come up. Lottie picked her head up. This seemed strange”Andrea was trying to tell her something.

She was still on the ground, shielded by the layers of corpses. Quickly, she pushed herself up and spun around to face the doorway. She took off. Heart pounding, and legs pounding faster, she ran through the battle into the staircase.

“Andrea!” Lottie croaked as she ran down the steps. She had to hop over dead Death Eaters as she went. “Andrea!”

She turned sharply to the next staircase that led to the very bottom of the dungeon. Out of the corner of her eye, she spotted a rush of brown feathers ahead of her. She pressed on.

Lottie reached the bottom corridor just as Andrea did. Her eyes were focused on the bird watching it as it led her to whatever Andrea had to show her.

The sparrow spun around, flapping its wings to stay in the air. It stared at Lottie significantly who just frowned and glanced further down the corridor. A Death Eater stood at the end. With his wand extended, he surveyed Lottie and the bird, his masked face eerily blank.

Lottie raised her wand, but the Death Eater had disarmed her before she could even open her mouth. She turned around to find the sparrow but saw that it was gone.

In its place stood Andrea, standing before Lottie protectively with her wand extended. Her eyes were pinpoints of concentration as she faced off with the Death Eater. For a long time, neither of them moved”neither spoke.

Andrea acted first. The whole thing happened in slow motion. She raised her wand and opened her mouth to say an incantation, but the masked Death Eater was faster. He jabbed his wand towards Andrea and cried, “Avada Kedavra!”

There was a flood of green light and a rushing sound that drowned out all of Lottie’s hoarse shouts. Andrea fell to the ground gently, her tiny, limp body now entirely devoid of life.

Lottie reacted instinctively. She held out her arms and caught her friend. She weighed nothing. Her face was contorted with the rage of generations. Her blue eyes were still clear; unseeing, they pierced straight to Lottie’s core.

“Andrea…” Lottie’s voice cracked. She stared at her friend, unable to understand, unable to believe. “A-Andrea.” Lottie sank to the ground, taking Andrea down with her. She couldn’t be dead. She couldn’t be dead. She had been alive moments before”just a second ago, she had been living, breathing, and feeling. Now she was nothing.

Lottie placed Andrea’s body against the ground. She was cold. She was empty. This couldn’t be happening. Lottie put a thumb to Andrea’s frail wrist. There was no pulse. She had never noticed how small Andrea was before.

Now, in death, Andrea did not look afraid. She did not look broken. The determination that had defined her whole life stretched across her face.

Lottie just stared, motionless. This was the end of the world. Andrea was all she had”and now she was gone.

Lottie did not cry. She could not find tears anywhere in her. Confusion and fear filled her so strongly that she was paralyzed. She wanted to throw up. She wanted to die.

Andrea couldn’t be dead. How could that Death Eater had taken away her life by just muttering those words? How could he have destroyed somebody so good, so utterly? She couldn’t be dead. She couldn’t be.

Lottie reached down and gingerly took off Andrea’s glasses. They were fogged with the tears still wet on her face. Without the glasses, she looked younger”like she had when she was in the camps.

Delicately, Lottie folded them up. Andrea was gone. Lottie took a breath. She was gone. In the blink of an eye, she had vanished and Lottie was alone”completely alone.

Slowly, Lottie slipped the glasses”Andrea’s glasses”into her pocket and stood up to face the Death Eater.
Chapter Seventy-Four: The Traitor’s Regret by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thanks, coolh5000, for beta'ing this chapter!

This one is dedicated to the FFAA in its entirety. You guys are awesome!

Also--I might slow down my updates for a little bit. I probably won't post another chapter for about a week because I'm in the middle of a tech week and don't really get time to sleep, let alone post chapters. But another chapter is coming!
Chapter Seventy-Four: The Traitor’s Regret

The Death Eater lowered his wand. Lottie stared at him fully expecting for him to kill her, fully expecting to die like Andrea. She stared at the Death Eater behind the mask, wanting to kill him, wanting to tear him apart with her bare hands.

She didn’t have her wand. It had been blasted behind her. If she had, this Death Eater would not be alive now. So she waited, unable to turn her back on him, and unable to move forward. He would kill her”he had her in the perfect checkmate.

But he did not. He lowered his wand slowly and stowed it in his robes. Without saying a word, he began to run, and rushed past her to the stairs.

“Wait!” Lottie spun around and grabbed his arm. This was a completely moronic thing to do, foolish, but she didn’t care anymore. She felt empty.

The Death Eater shook her off. With a surprising amount of strength, he pushed her against the wall and began to walk again.

“Stop!” Lottie lunged forward towards him again, ready to die, ready to kill. She grabbed his shoulder with one hand and used the other to pound furiously against his back.

Again, he pushed her away. Lottie tumbled backwards, tripped and fell heavily on her back. She lay there for a second. She didn’t understand why this man wasn’t killing her”why he wasn’t even trying.

Lottie got to her feet, more slowly this time due to the aching protests of her body. The Death Eater had almost reached the top of the stairs, but she rushed after him anyway. “You coward,” she yelled. Her voice was hoarse.

The Death Eater turned around. He was close enough now that Lottie could see the familiar gleam in his eye. It was all so familiar”his look, the way his dark eyes slanted with his melancholy smile that she couldn’t see, but knew was there. “Lottie,” he whispered. His voice was tinny behind the mask, but still recognizable. “Please.”

He spun around without another beat and ran up the rest of the stairs, leaving Lottie standing there. She couldn’t move. She couldn’t breathe. If losing Andrea was too much, this she couldn’t even fathom.

It was Colm.

It had always been Colm. Colm was the one who had given their secret; he had let all of the Death Eaters in; he had killed Maelioric; he had freed Snape. Lottie clenched her stomach. She felt like she might throw up. He had killed Andrea.

Lottie took a step down the stairs. That was why Colm hadn’t come back this month. That was why they hadn’t found the traitor when they searched all of the students; he wasn’t there. He had never been there”but he hadn’t set off any of the alarms because it was perfectly acceptable for him to be.

And the whole time, she had never suspected him. He acted like he loved her and the whole time, he was plotting to kill her. His parents had risked their lives to keep him out of the Dark Lord’s clutches, but he had fallen into them anyway.

Lottie retreated back down the steps. Now she was truly alone. She had no friends, no family, nobody to guide her. She had lost everything. She reached the dungeon corridors and picked up her wand from the cold, stone floor. She didn’t allow her gaze to wander; she focused on the ground in front of her and the wand lying there before turning around. She knew what lay just out of her sight”what aching regret”the body that lay alone and broken on the ground.

Andrea had tried to warn her. Lottie wiped her forehead with her sleeve as she began back up the stairs. Andrea had died to warn her. Andrea had been right all along. She had known”all along”what Colm was. Lottie swallowed the lump in her throat and stared around. She had reached the landing between the dungeon and the entrance hall”where the Palmyitor clock stood.

Lottie double took. The clock’s door was ajar. Voices issued from inside. Those weren’t students”no student could afford to sit comfortably in the common room with death so close by. Casting a glance over her shoulder, Lottie hunched over and went inside.

Just as she had thought, the room was not filled with students. Two Death Eaters huddled in front of the fire, one mumbling with his head in the fireplace.

The common room was a different place now. The couches and old armchairs had been upturned, uprooted; one of them had turned almost completely to ash. Lottie opened her mouth to whisper an incantation, but the Death Eater was too quick for her.

One moment, he had his back to her”the next a jet of red light flew in her direction and knocked the wand out of her hand. Lottie knew she should have run”should have fled and found another wand, but for some reason, she remained bolted to the floor.

“Look what we have here,” crooned the Death Eater who faced her. The other Death Eater pulled his face out of the fireplace. With a pang, Lottie recognized Colm’s eyes behind the mask.

“You.” Her voice was low, guttural. She rushed forward without thinking, her fists raised.

Bang! A spell knocked her off her feet. Lottie lay on her back in the middle of the common room, wheezing.

Bang! There was another thump, and Lottie saw the other Death Eater hit the ground next to her. “What are you doing, Scrivener?” he growled as he pushed himself up.

“Leave her to me.” Colm’s voice was surprisingly calm. “Go.”

The Death Eater cackled. His bared teeth were sharpened to fine points and crooked. “Oh come on, Scrivener. We came in here to get back up, and a dumb one just walks our way. Why shouldn’t we have fun?”

“Go.” Colm brandished his wand. “Go help. I’ll take care of it.”

The Death Eater grumbled something as he pushed himself up. Lottie took this moment to attack. From the ground, she sprang and hit the Death Eater directly in the middle.

Caught off balance, the Death Eater fell over. His wand clattered to the ground and Lottie snatched it before he could move. “Avada Kedavra!”

The Death Eater died, his mouth open in mild confusion.

Expelliarmus!” The wand was knocked out of Lottie’s hand before she even had the time to stand up.

“Stop,” Colm commanded.

Lottie pushed herself up slowly. She rose from the dead wizard at her feet and turned to face Colm. He had all three wands, and she was completely defenseless. Colm reached up and took off the fastenings that held his mask on. His face was stricken, streaked with sweat.

He stood there with his wand extended, pointed towards her heart, for a long time. Lottie waited for the final blow silently, knowing it was no good to try to flee.

She looked around her. She was backed into a wall, unarmed, and far from the exit. There was no chance of her getting out without him catching her first. Finally after Colm hesitated for another moment, she spoke. “Why?” Her voice cracked. “Why”How did you do this?”

Colm lowered his hand slowly and took a step towards her. Lottie had already backed up all the way to the wall so stood her ground. “Do what?” he asked. His voice was clear, but his eyes betrayed his agony. They swam with guilt. Tears already lined his face.

Lottie took a breath and watched him for a moment. His mind was practically screaming”she couldn’t help but hear it. A spark of bloodlust hidden in the folds of his emotions made Lottie sure he would kill her, but then a moment later, his heart softened and flooded with sorrow. “You’re sorry,” she finally said.

In a thrashing gesture, Colm raised his wand once more. Lottie recoiled, but felt nothing as Colm’s hand caught in midair. He shut his eyes but didn’t lower his hand, despite its shaking.

Lottie stood uneasily. “You”you’re frightened”and you feel guilty”and”and you’re going to kill me.”

Colm opened his eyes and Lottie was hit with a wave of his raw emotion. He flicked his wand again, but it was not directed towards her. The door to the common room slammed. “I’m not going to kill you. I”” He faltered and lowered his wand. “I could never kill you. I”I””

“Then how could you do this?” Lottie rushed forward, her arms swinging wildly, but Colm caught her. His hands clamped her wrists tightly with such enormous strength that she could not move. “How could you do that?” Lottie shouted. She tried to push against him, but he held firm. “How could you do this to Andrea? And to Alsemore?”

She lifted a leg to deliver a kick to his shins, but he sidestepped it, still clamping her arms tightly. “How”how could you do this to me?”

Colm’s gaze was upon her the entire time. As she spoke, tears rolled down his cheeks and obscured his dark eyes. “I never wanted to hurt you.” His strong voice was gone. Quivers and hiccups punctuated his words.

“Hurt me?” With a great tug, Lottie pulled herself free from him and began pacing across the common room. “You”never”you”DO YOU THINK KILLING MY BEST FRIEND WOULDN’T HURT ME?”

No”Lottie”” Colm took a step towards her, but Lottie took a step back. “I can’t explain”I””

“You”” Lottie couldn’t think of words”couldn’t think of anything adequate to say to express all of the hatred inside of her. “You are a Death Eater.”

“You don’t understand.”

“How long?” Lottie demanded. “Have you always been a liar? And I”I”” she swallowed a lump in her throat. “Were you always planning this? To kill me?”

No.” Colm ran forward, but Lottie was faster and rushed across the room, so they stood, separated by the debris. “Not you”never”never you. You don’t understand what the Dark Lord is fighting for””

“I don’t understand?” Lottie’s voice became shrill. “They’re fighting to kill me, Colm”people like me. Is that what you want?”

No”please”Lottie.” He rushed forward again, but once again, Lottie darted away from him.

“Your parents,” she hissed. “Your parents spent their whole lives to keep you from this.”

“They were fools.” A hardened look emerged in Colm’s expression. “They didn’t understand.”

You don’t understand.” Lottie had a violent impulse but restrained herself. “They gave you everything”and now you’re just the brainwashed killing machine that they were afraid of. How”” Lottie took a step back, her eyes widening in the horror of realization. “And I”I told you about”about…” She clenched her fists to stop their shaking. “How many people?”

“What?”

“That’s why you”that’s why you pretended to like me, isn’t it? You know”you”always that something was weird””

“Lottie””

“I was the enemy to you the whole time. How many people have you told me I’m related to Harry Potter?”

Nobody.”

“You just dated me to find out more.” Lottie took a step forward. “Why didn’t you kill me sooner? You had plenty of chances”oh”the Dark Lord needed you to kill Maelioric didn’t he? You had to keep a low profile and be patient for me. And”what”you wanted me to be miserable first so you killed Andrea? You”you killed Andrea! I’ll kill you.”

Lottie ran forward, her shoulder pointed directly towards Colm’s chest, ready to kill, ready to anything to put him through the most pain physically possible. Colm took the hit without even stumbling. With his unusual strength, he held onto Lottie, embraced her in an almost-hug so strong that she couldn’t escape.

“I never was going to kill you, Lottie.” He spoke slowly. His arms wrapped around her tightly. “I”I don’t know exactly what”what I’ve done. I”I had to”you don’t understand. He”he was going to kill me.”

Lottie tried to interrupt him, but muffled into his chest, all she could emit was a strangled sort of shout.

“All I know”all that I am sure of, Lottie, is that I love you.” Colm took a step back but still held down Lottie’s arms so she couldn’t struggle.

Despite her stomach full of hatred, Lottie could see in Colm’s face was that he was sincere. “I’m sorry, Lottie,” he said and as he spoke he began to cry again. “I really”I am so sorry.” He released her and rushed towards the door. “Stay here,” he said without turning to face her. “I”I’ll lock it. You’ll be safe.”

With that, he slipped out and slammed the door again, taking her wand with him. “No!” Lottie ran forward and pushed against he door. It wouldn’t budge. She pounded her fists against it into it but it was truly locked.

She wanted to throw up”to scream”to kill somebody, but she focused on her task, on unlocking the door. After several minutes of struggling, though, she stopped and took a breath. She willed all thoughts of Colm out of her mind”Colm who still loved her. She didn’t understand. Colm had locked her in to keep her safe”but he had killed Andrea. He loved her, but he was a Death Eater.

Lottie sat down on an upturned sofa and took several deep breaths. She had to clear her mind”she had to. She could sit here, safe and cry. She could probably survive here for days and just cry, but that would do nobody any good.

So she kept breathing, expelled herself of all emotions and all thought. She could do it. She could kill the Dark Lord”if she could find a wand and get out of here. Now that she had nobody and nothing to lose, the fear that had always simmered in her stomach was beginning to fade.

Slowly, she got to her feet. There was a way out of here. There must have been. Colm locked the front door but there were still windows”and the fireplace. Lottie looked to the hearth. A tiny bag of powder lay beside it.

Lottie bent down and picked it up. It was Floo Powder. She had never used Floo before, but had read about it several times.

This could take her to any fireplace in the castle”any at all. Palmyitor’s office had one, but Lottie couldn’t be sure whether that was safe. The Great Hall had one, but that was definitely not safe.

Lottie ran the fine powder through her callused fingers. Unarmed, did she really think she would do any good? Nowhere in the castle was safe”except for where she was. She could easily escape, but then what? Then she would just be killed somewhere else.

Lottie glanced at the fire, which had shrunk to just embers. She had to decide soon. Nobody was here to help her and she could do nothing if she escaped. But if she lived, would she be able to live with herself?

Lottie cleansed herself of all emotions and reassumed comforting Occlumency. She ran a palm over her face, as though wanting to realize, to have some sensation before death.

Slowly, she reached back into her bag. She threw a pinch of powder into the embers and stepped inside. Calmly, she said, “The Great Hall.”

There was a whirl of fireplaces and Lottie was spinning very quickly. Several times, her elbow made painful contact with the wall. And then it stopped. With a loud thump, Lottie landed heavily on an ashy ground.

As soon as she landed, a cloaked figure at the head of the room picked his head up. Voldemort stood before the high table, and although Lottie knelt by the door, as far away from him as she could be, she saw every feature of his face clearly.

His deep red eyes stared at her searchingly. Lottie met them with confidence. She had stood up to his scrutiny before. “Ah, look, Scrivener.” A dark figure kneeled before the Dark Lord. “We have a guest.”

The figure picked its head up slowly. Still kneeling, Colm turned to face Lottie, who pushed herself up and watched his gaze. His expression changed in an instant. His dark eyes widened with terrible, hot fear and his face contorted. He turned away to hide presumable tears. Lottie watched him impartially.

Voldemort’s gaze never flickered from hers. “Ah, but this one I recognize.” His cold, high voice was like needles in Lottie’s neck. “I thought Snape had killed you at the Hog’s Head.”

Lottie said nothing, but stood her ground. She had no wand and no hope to get one. She glanced to her right, where lay a row of bodies. With a pang, she spotted both Clynalmoy and Palmyitor. Both of their eyes were wide open. Lottie could still sense the lingering anguish on Palmyitor’s face. She swallowed hard.

Voldemort followed her gaze to the bodies and stretched his skull-white face into a smile. “Fools,” he said. “All of them. Willing to give up their lives”for what? And you, soon, will join them.”

Lottie did not say anything. She had no choice, no option. She could have fallen to the ground and cried; she could have run forward in a passion of fury. She did neither. She took solace in her Occlumency. It was all she had left. She could not control her death; she could not control Colm’s actions. But at least she could control her mind.

Calmly, she walked forward, her heart slowing with each step. Colm faced her and shook his head mutely. He had a hand on his chest, as though he was feeling his pulse for the last time, as though he was the one about to die. His eyes met her and Lottie disregarded his tears. She turned to Voldemort who still smiled.

“Would you like to do the honors, Scrivener?”

Colm did not turn to face his master. His jaw quivered and her chest clenched further. “My-my lord,” he croaked.

Lottie turned to stare at him sharply at these words. He turned his gaze to the ground instantly. The tears on his cheeks fell slowly to the floor. “I cannot.”

Lottie looked back at Voldemort. She used her Occlumency, not against him, but against herself. If she harbored her emotions, surely she would find so much fear that she would just die on the spot.

“Weakness,” Voldemort hissed. He took a step forward and drew his wand. Colm, beside him, crumpled as though he had just been hit by a spell himself. He kept his face to the ground, but Lottie could see his back shaking with sobs.

Voldemort took a step closer to Lottie, who just stood still. He stared at her carefully, surveyed her as his wand made lazy circles in the air. “What good,” he began slowly, “did it do you to come here to die?” He spoke to sting, to make a tearful heart shake.

Lottie stared up at him, into his pitiless red eyes and his merciless face. She didn’t feel the bite of his words. She ignored his wand, which was slowly rising to point directly towards her heart. She swallowed and said, “At this point, I don’t think it’s about me.”

Voldemort’s smile flickered away. His face formed a sneer and more than ever he seemed completely inhuman. Lottie heard Colm wail with sorrow. Voldemort stared into her equally empty eyes. “Fool,” he hissed. “Avada Kedavra.”
Chapter Seventy-Five: The Camp Again by Eponine
Author's Notes:
As always, thank you to the fabulous coolh5000 for beta'ing this chapter!

This one is dedicated to all of my friends and family who have put up with (and continue to put up with) me suddenly running off, getting a pen and paper, and disappearing into my own imaginary world.
Chapter Seventy-Five: The Camp Again

There was stillness and there was silence. It was not the thick sort of silence that filled uncomfortable conversations or a sorrowful moment; it was just an absence of sound, simple and ever present. It was not dark, but it was not light either. Everything was neutral, or just complete nothingness.

Lottie grew aware of herself very slowly. She could feel her nose and forehead pressed against the ground and something else too. She could sense sharp, disjointed pain, running throughout her body.

Slowly, very slowly, she moved her hands to feel her own skin. She was certainly there and she couldn’t feel any wounds or bruises, but somehow there was still pain. It hurt to breathe. It hurt to not breathe. Her body ached as she moved, but something else, something that was both a part of her and separated from her at the same time, stung if she didn’t move.

Was this what it was to die, to feel infinite and indescribable pain?

Lottie opened her eyes. The ground she lay on formed before her in a swirling of mist. It transformed to stone, cast in shadow. It hurt to see, but also hurt not to look. She stared at the floor, at the minute details of the scuffed wood for a few moments before planting her hands firmly against it and pushing herself up.

She was naked, and instantly felt the hot embarrassment of being so exposed. Even more instantly, robes appeared seemingly out of nowhere to hide her pale skin.

Lottie looked around. The world created answers as she asked for them. Mists formed into walls and ceilings, tables and armchairs. An entire room appeared before her. Lottie closed her eyes. It hurt to look at it.

She waited for the pain to subside, wishing that it would die away like a cramp. But it didn’t. Something was wrong. Lottie hunched over and fell into an armchair, clutching her center. The pain was everywhere. It felt like her organs had been rearranged, or that she was suddenly aware of a gaping hole inside of her.

She needed something else to survive in this world”something more. Something was missing. Lottie ran a hand over her face as though it were a physical feature that she lacked. Everything seemed to be there. What had she lost?

Lottie opened her eyes again and drank in her surroundings. She sat in an armchair that was in the corner of this dark room. There was a large wooden table to her right. Knicks and scratches lined it and also covered the three wooden chairs that were tucked neatly under it.

There was a window directly across from that where a thin, quiet light filtered in. Beneath that lay a bare mattress, worn and stained with dirt. Another mattress sat beside the first”Lottie knew this instinctively before looking at it.

When she did look toward the mattress, though, she saw another figure sitting on it, watching her with polite interest. Lottie felt a twinge of wracking pain as she saw him. He looked whole, healthy and was clearly not affected by whatever she was feeling.

His eyes were a vibrant green, brighter than any Lottie had seen before. They sat behind thick, round glasses. His face was thin and not very heroic. This was all topped off by a mess of jet black hair that stuck up in every direction.

“Are you all right?” he finally asked.

Lottie winced at the sound of his voice, which created more burning pain inside of her. She didn’t understand how he could stand to be in this place”it made her skin feel like acid.

“What is this place?” Lottie finally asked through gritted teeth.

He turned his gaze to the walls around him, pointedly glancing at everything, but without any sort of recognition. “You know, I couldn’t say. Don’t think I’ve ever been here before. Do you know?”

Still grimacing from pain, Lottie picked her head up and glanced around. She knew this place”knew it better than almost everywhere else. And though it was small, cramped, and abandoned, it made her remember. “Home.”

This was her family’s flat precisely, but”memories flooded back to her now”it had been destroyed”they had been destroyed. She had done it. Lottie turned back to the figure on the mattress”her old bed. She narrowed her eyes. “You’re Harry.”

Instantly, she pressed her lips together. Even speaking hurt. Again, she looked down at herself, searching for whatever it was that could cause this pain.

“Yes.” Harry didn’t stand from the mattress, but frowned at her. “And you’re hurt”why are you hurt? What happened? I didn’t know pain existed in this place.”

Lottie shook her head and clenched her stomach, though the pain was not exactly there. “It feels like I’m missing something,” she said. The words sounded foolish when spoken aloud. “Like a limb”or”or something.”

Harry just watched her. His brow was furrowed with concern, but he was completely helpless. He had no means to do anything.

There was a long pause that Lottie spent breathing sharply. Nothing would help; the pain was constant and steady”ever present and also unidentifiable. She looked up.

“But you’re dead,” she said. “You died”more than fifty years ago.”

Harry turned his gaze to the ground. His smile had melted away. He nodded.

“And I’m dead.” Lottie looked at him, not sure whether she actually wanted him to confirm that.

Harry look up frowning. “But are you?”

Lottie stared at him, her frustrating mounting. “What do you mean, am I? Of course I am. The Dark Lord killed me.”

Harry sat back as though her words had hit him square in the chest. “What did you call him?”

“The Dark Lord?” Lottie repeated. Harry stared at her suspiciously. “What?”

“Only Death Eaters call him that.”

“Since when?” Lottie glanced back at Harry, her eyes full of as much suspicion as his. “We’ve always called him that”you can’t say his name.”

“There’s no reason to be afraid of it,” Harry said. “I’ve always used it.”

“Well you’re just a better person than I am, aren’t you?” Lottie snapped. She glared at him but could not hold her anger with his polite gaze for long.

“You know,” Harry said once she had looked away. “I always thought any direct descendent of Dudley’s would be much rounder.”

Lottie looked up to see Harry smiling, biting on his lip to suppress a laugh. She waited for his grin to shrink away; she didn’t understand what was so funny about that. Finally, she asked, “You think I’m not dead?”

“Not yet.” Harry ran a hand across his chin as he thought. “When Voldemort”” Lottie inhaled sharply at the name. Harry rolled his eyes. “When Voldemort killed me, I came to a place like this.”

“Did it hurt?” Lottie asked hopefully. Maybe this wasn’t permanent”maybe it was just a trial of the freshly dead.

“No.” Harry frowned at her. “It didn’t. It actually took away my pain. I had been injured when I died.”

Lottie looked down at her own hand. They didn’t look injured, but they were wracked with more pain than she could remember. “Then,” she began, “why do I”?”

“I don’t know.” Harry shook his head and shrugged. “But”” He rubbed his palm against his forehead, against a thin scar shaped like a lightning bold. Lottie’s eyes flitted upwards and glanced at it, which Harry ignored.

“But when I died,” he said, resuming his thought, “I came to a place like this. Well it wasn’t”what did you say?”your house? Well”it was my own place, but I had a similar experience.”

“And you were dead, so that means I am too?” Lottie asked.

Harry laughed. To Lottie who hadn’t heard genuine laughter for days, it sounded exceedingly odd. “You’ve been spending too much time with Hermione.”

Lottie frowned at him. She didn’t know whether he knew Hermione was dead or not. She didn’t know whether he would get to see her now that she was dead. She wasn’t even sure whether this was real Harry or just a figment of her own imagination.

“When I came here,” Harry explained, “I wasn’t quite dead yet either. Voldemort had killed me and I came to this place. I had a choice to make”to go back or”well”to die.”

Lottie stood up. Though it wracked every part of her body, she began to walk until she reached the mattress”her old bed. Slowly, she sat down next to her cousin, watching him carefully. “Does everybody have a choice?” she asked. She thought of her parents and then of Andrea. “Or is it just wizards?”

“Actually I think it’s just us.”

Lottie pressed her lips together and looked at him. “I don’t understand. How does that even work?”

Harry pressed his palm to his scar again. It seemed almost like a nervous habit. “When Voldemort was resurrected, he used an extremely Dark potion to do it. He needed”” Harry shut his eyes and thought for a moment “”the flesh or a servant, the bone of his father, and the blood of his enemy.”

“So he took your blood.”

“Yeah.” Harry sat up straighter and looked at her carefully as though trying to see a glimmer of someone else. “My blood carried the sacrifice”my mum’s sacrifice”that made me survive the first time. He thought taking it would make him stronger.”

“And it did.”

“Yeah”well”he also made a mistake.” Harry spoke slowly as though he did not have much practice with speaking. “By taking my blood, he connected us even more. That’s why I came to this place. He had my blood and was keeping me held to life. We both had my mum’s sacrifice.”

“So that’s why you came here?” Lottie said slowly. “It’s not exactly death yet. But you said you had a choice. You said you could have gone back or died. How come you died?”

Harry looked away. He tapped his short fingernails against his arm, frowning. “Well,” he said, “I made a mistake too.”

“So you chose to die.”

“It’s not like it was that simple,” Harry said quickly, turning back to her. “I”I didn’t realize. Everything had gone wrong. I had so far to go”all of the Horcruxes.” He placed a hand on his scar instinctively. “I was young. I didn’t understand.”

Lottie turned away. She didn’t like to watch his struggle. It was mildly uncomfortable to witness any sort of weakness of the famous Harry Potter.

Harry sighed slowly and lowered his hand from his forehead. “But you”you have the same choice to make.” He smiled weakly. “You’ll make the braver choice than I did.”

Lottie looked up. The pain flowered through her entire body. She wasn’t sure whether she wanted to make the brave choice. She had been prepared to die”grateful to no longer think and feel. And if she went back, would this pain follow her? She turned to Harry, and to delay the moment of choosing said, “I don’t understand why I’m here. He has your blood”not mine.”

“But you have my blood”well a bit of it.” Harry smiled. “Voldemort’s holding you to life just as he held me.”

“But your mum sacrificed herself for you”not”not me.”

“That doesn’t seem to matter, does it?” Harry smiled. “You’re here and you get to go back. You can destroy him.”

“But my parents,” Lottie pressed on. She wasn’t ready. Despite the pain and fear, she wasn’t ready to go back. “My mum, at least”she was even more related to you than me. Why””

“She’s a Muggle.” Harry shrugged. “It’s not fair”it really isn’t, but it’s just how this works.”

Lottie looked down and just as Harry instinctively held his scar, she pressed a hand to her forearm. She pursed her lips together and raised her eyebrows. Despite all of the pain in her body, the Dark Mark’s usual twinge was noticeably absent. She rolled up her sleeve. Her skin was bare and unmarked. Lottie ran a hand over it and looked up.

“I have to go back, don’t I?”

Harry smiled sadly at his knees. “Well you don’t have to. It’s a choice. That’s the whole point, isn’t it?”

Lottie looked at him quizzically. He looked up and said, “Dumbledore told us how you’ve got to choose between what’s right and what”what is easy.” He paused and pressed his lips together. “I really regret my choice. I don’t know what would’ve been different.” He trailed off and glanced ahead.

“If”if I chose,” Lottie began, “chose to not go back”I’m not saying I will”but if I did, where would I go?” The fear that followed that question was worse than any pain she experienced. She knew what Harry’s answer would be, and knew that it would not help.

“I”I don’t think I can explain.”

Lottie turned to face her knees. She knew he would say that and it did not comfort her at all. She looked back down at her arm, unmarked by Voldemort, free of her shame. She knew she could not stay here.

Here”home”it reminded her of so much. Her childhood in the camp had been relatively happy”as happy as one can be when being treated like cattle. Her parents had loved her. Then, she went to Alsemore, signed her life away to a cause at the age of eleven, and was taken from her family.

Lottie gazed down at her arm. Somewhere in the course of that, she had become a monster”a killer. Pain flooded her at the thought. This was where she had murdered her family. Well, she hadn’t done it, but she didn’t stop it. That was just as bad.

Lottie looked at the room around her. The Mark on her skin was gone, but the place was enough to remind her of everything she had done. The pain was enough of a price to pay.

“Will the Dark Lord be destroyed if I go back?”

Harry didn’t speak for a long time. He placed his elbow on his knee and his head in his hand as he thought. “I can’t be sure,” he said.

“And what”what will happen”to the world there”if I don’t go back?”

Harry looked at her but didn’t say anything. His eyes said it all”all the regret and sorrow he had suffered. He took a breath and let it out slowly.

“I’ve got to go back.” Lottie stood up. Her body protested and was wracked with pain, but she had no other choice. “I”I have to at least try to”to kill him. Right?”

Harry looked up at her and smiled. He didn’t have all the answers, Lottie knew. It was her choice and hers alone. He couldn’t tell her what to do, but Lottie could see the consequences of his choice. “I’ve got to go back,” she said again, more to reassure herself than him.

The world around her began to change. Harry stood up. He was smiling in earnest now as he faced her. Mist was beginning to swallow her home”her old home. Lottie watched, wishing she could have just a bit more time.

“Wait,” she said, for Harry was beginning to be taken by the mist too. “How”how do I do it? How do I destroy him?”

Harry watched her for a moment. The mist wrapped itself around him and took him away from the bottom up. Right before he was completely enveloped, he said, “I think you’ve known that all along.”
Chapter Seventy-Six: Lottie’s Last Stand by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Thank you, coolh5000, for beta'ing this chapter! You're lovely!

This chapter, the last chapter, is dedicated to J. K. Rowling. Because of you, Jo, I am an infinitely better human. Your stories have been with me through my childhood, adolescence, and now adulthood; you made me a bookworm, a reader, and now a writer.

This is the last full chapter, but there is an epilogue on its way.
Chapter Seventy-Six: Lottie’s Last Stand

Lottie woke flat on her back with a heavy pressure against her chest. The pain she had felt before was gone”the part of her that felt it had been ripped from her no longer ached. Back, though, was her bodily pain”physical pain, coursing up and down her limbs, pulsating dully in her core.

The place where she had been hit with the Killing Curse felt as though it had been kicked by some kind of horse. Her left forearm burned uncomfortably and her stomach felt like there was another human form slumped over it.

Slowly, she lifted an eyelid. There actually was another person slumped over her. Colm lay against her, mask cast to the side, but still in his Death Eater robes, sobbing. He hadn’t noticed that she was breathing yet.

Lottie shut her eyes and thought about all she had to do. She chose to come back and try to attack the Dark Lord. She couldn’t simply walk away, tempting though it was. She opened her eyes again and drank in the world around her.

Colm noticed her breathing a moment later. He picked his head up and stared down at her chest, which was rising and falling more steadily now that his weight was off it. He slowly turned his head and when his eyes made contact with hers; he sat back out of shock.

Lottie reached out a tentative arm and pushed herself to a seated position. She took a few deep breaths, gazing at Colm the whole time before turning and glancing around the room. Voldemort was gone. “Where did he go?” she asked.

“How”how”” Colm sat up and cleaned closer to stare at her. “How did you survive?”

“I didn’t.” Lottie turned back to him and blinked. “I came back.”

Colm grappled with this answer. He opened his mouth a few times and his eyes grew steadily wider as he thought. Lottie took advantage of this moment and, despite the ache across her entire body, launched herself towards him.

Her weight caught him off guard and he fell backwards. There was a cracking noise of bone against stone as his skull collided loudly with the ground. Lottie pinned him before reaching into his robe and rummaging through his pocket. She pulled out his wand and held it, pointed between his eyes.

He let her do it. Lottie knew he was fully capable of pushing her off of him, but he did not. After a moment, Lottie stood up quickly.

“Where are you going?” Colm asked.

Lottie turned to him slowly. She kept her Occlumency up and just watched him coldly for some time, not feeling anything. “I’m going to kill him.”

“You can’t.” Colm stood up suddenly reinvigorated and rushed towards her.

Lottie flicked his wand and with a large blast knocked him off his feet. “Don’t you dare come near me.”

“Please.” Colm reached over to push himself up. He was shaking all over. “Lottie, you can’t. He’ll kill you. I”when I thought I had lost you, it was”it was the worst.” He held a hand over his heart. “It felt like I was going to explode. I wanted to”I wanted to die. I hated myself.”

“You should.” Lottie took a step towards him and stared down the bridge of her nose at him. “You should hate yourself”after everything you’ve done and the people you’ve killed.”

Colm let out a quiet moan that was more like a wail and slumped over at her feet. “Please”Lottie”I never wanted to hurt you. I would do anything to keep you safe. P-please”why did you have to come here? Why couldn’t you have stayed safe where I left you?”

“I couldn’t hide there forever.”

“I would hide you.” Colm picked his head up and looked at her, his eyes rung red with tears. “I could protect you. The Dark Lord”he would never suspect it”and you would be safe. You could live with me””

“Do you honestly think I could live with you after everything you’ve done? You really are a coward,” Lottie said, cutting off his drivel. She spat on the ground beside him. “You would disobey your Lord? What are you even fighting for?”

Colm turned his gaze upward. All of his sorrow poured out at her feet. Lottie felt none of it. He moved his mouth for a moment before words came out. Finally, he said, “You.”

Lottie looked at him with no pity. All she could see was Andrea. Her death replayed again and again in her minds eye. It filled Lottie’s veins with venom and she raised the wand. Colm said nothing, just stared at her imploringly, filling his vision with her image before he saw no more.

Avada Kedavra.”

The green light flashed. Something rushed past her. Colm fell down dead, just like Maelioric, just like Lottie’s parents, just like Andrea. Lottie looked at him without speaking. She had nobody to speak to.

Somewhere inside of her, she knew that Voldemort had not gone. He was still in the castle, just trying to kill every last person left. Lottie turned to the row of bodies along the wall. She reached into her pocket where Andrea’s glasses lay, still intact. She ran her finger over the frame and pinched the bridge as though maybe, somehow, that would bring her back.

Everybody was dead”everybody was gone. Lottie didn’t even know who she was fighting for anymore.

But she knew that she had to keep fighting.

She stepped towards the door and then stopped. She needed some way to disguise herself. She could not have gone to death and back again just to be killed by another Death Eater.

Lottie turned towards Colm’s still body.

She knelt down beside him and stared into his blank eyes. They had used to grow warm when he smiled. He used to look at her with so much joy, never understanding why she even stayed with him.

Lottie remembered him when they were young. He had been terrible, cruel, but he said it was because he had always liked her. Now she didn’t know what to believe. Was evil just in his nature?

She picked up the Death Eater mask that lay a few feet from his broken body, and glanced at her own pajamas. She ran a hand over Colm’s black Death Eater robes and grabbed a handful of fabric. Carefully, so as not to rip it, she pulled it over Colm’s head. It was so large, but it would have to do. She put them on.

They smelled like him and were still warm. Lottie glanced down at him. He looked oddly vulnerable, lying there in an undershirt and his ripping pair of trousers. She looked away from him, wiling herself not to think of his love for her or how he used to smile. His stiffening body did not move as she stepped over it.

Lottie placed the mask over her face. It covered her entirely, except for the two slits in the eyes. She reached back and put her hood up so it covered her head. The robes were so large on her that the bottom of the hem dragged on the floor and the sleeves covered her hands”but it would do.

She walked all the way to the door before stopping. She took a breath. This was it. Her entire life led exactly to this moment. She could not fail. She knew exactly what she had to do. She listened to her own breathing for a minute, purging the images of Colm, of Andrea, of Harry and her parents out of her mind.

She opened the door.

Outside was complete desolation.

Bodies covered almost every inch of floor space, both students’ and Death Eaters’. The remnants of Dark Magic lingered in the air, made it heavy to breathe. A few people were groaning, but besides that, it seemed that no one was alive.

Lottie stepped over Hermione. She walked around Lucius. She looked at the still Death Eaters. They didn’t move, but their masks glimmering in the colorful light made them seem oddly alive. She turned to face the hall. Voldemort was still here”he must be. The question was where he had gone.

Lottie looked up the main staircase that led to most of the classrooms and common rooms. Bodies lined these as well. Apparently, the battle had moved up through the entire castle.

She cast her gaze towards the other stairway”the one that led down to the dungeon and Palmyitor’s office. She didn’t know why, but she took that route. Carefully stepping over fallen students, she made her way to the top of the stairs, before descending down.

Her footsteps creaked against the old steps as she went. She took her time, waiting to be sure that she had an effective mental block. Nothing could go wrong. She thought of what Snape had taught her: think nothing, feel nothing.

She paused at the first landing. Palmyitor’s office door was shut, but she stared at it anyway. The next landing was the Palmyitor common room which was still locked from the inside, and below that were the dungeon classrooms.

If he was anywhere, it was here.

Lottie took another breath and willed every feeling of fear from her mind.

She reached out and turned the handle. The door swung open.

She was right.

Voldemort stood with his back to the door. He stared at the shelves and shelves of scrolls, the failed plots for his own demise. He stopped when he heard the door open and slowly turned around, a menacing snarl stretched across his face as he turned to face his opponent.

When he saw Lottie in Death Eater robes, his smile vanished. “I told you not to bother me,” he hissed.

Lottie paused for a moment. Behind the cold metal of the mask, she opened her mouth to say the incantation, but in this pause, Voldemort narrowed his eyes. He flicked his wand suddenly and sent hers”Colm’s once, but now hers”flying through the air.

Lottie was not particularly surprised. She knew it wouldn’t be that easy”couldn’t be that simple. And standing before him, defenseless, she was unafraid.

Voldemort watched her, the comfort in his inhuman eyes slowly fading away. Lottie reached up and pulled off her mask.

When Voldemort saw her face, he took a sudden lurch back. Lottie took advantage of this wave of emotion to begin to press against his mind. “You,” he said, his cold voice sounding suddenly unsure. “I killed you. I hit you with the Killing Curse.”

He raised his wand as though to try again, but Lottie quickly said, “It won’t work.” Of this she was not entirely positive, but her Occlumency was good enough that Voldemort would never know her doubt. “I cannot die until you do.”

Voldemort did not lower his wand. He seemed torn between forcing her to explain and trying to kill her anyway. Lottie applied more pressure to his Occlumency.

“Years ago,” she began, “you did something very stupid. You took Harry Potter’s blood to recreate your body.” She didn’t care whether he was actually interested or not; the more she shocked him, the weaker his defenses got without him even realizing. “By doing that you gave him a means to return if you killed him.”

“Harry Potter is dead,” Voldemort said. His eyes flicked behind her as if he expected Harry’s ghost to suddenly appear. “He did not come back. Or has the Mudblood’s champion been hiding all this time?”

“No, he is dead.” Lottie smiled slowly because she knew it would disarm Voldemort further. “He had a choice whether to come back or not, and he didn’t take it.”

Lottie paused. In that moment, Voldemort’s mouth opened slightly as he tried to compute what was going on. Again, Lottie leaned harder against his mental defenses.

“But I did,” she said.

Voldemort’s look of confusion transformed into one of pure terror. He gazed at her intently, and Lottie summoned even more energy to get into his mind.

“You are not Potter””

“But I’m his cousin.” Lottie let Voldemort deal with this shock himself. She knew it would be a powerful piece of information. She pushed against his mind even harder, but he was too concerned with this new revelation to notice.

To push him over the brink, Lottie added, “Two of your Death Eaters knew too. Snape knew for years”he never told you. Do you know that I was in your inner circle for months? Snape helped me get in.” She reached down and pulled up the sleeve of her robe. The Dark Mark shone as clearly as ever against her alabaster skin. “Are you sure you know where his loyalties lie?”

Voldemort looked down at her Mark in horror. He widened his eyes, as though wishing he were just imagining a Mudblood wearing his most valuable gift before him.

He looked up, and Lottie met his gaze. His block had nearly completely collapsed, and he had no idea. Lottie smiled. She mustered all of the energy she had left”every ounce of magic inside of her”and pressed further to destroy his Occlumency.

Voldemort’s eyes flickered. In a panic, he realized how close she was to his thoughts, how near to uncovering the vulnerable memories. It was a scramble for control. He tried to muster his remaining strength to block her from his mind, and for a moment they stood in a stalemate.

Lottie gave it a moment. She took a breath. He was pressing against her, trying to destroy her. If this happened, she knew it would be the end of her. But she also knew it wouldn’t happen. She took another breath and pressed forward with her Legilimency.

They stood with their eyes locked, but really so much more was occurring. Voldemort strained and hid and did everything he possibly could to keep Lottie away, but she did not relent. Her slow, steady progress at breaking apart his Occlumency was cruel, inhuman.

She gave one final push, and fell into his mind.

There were thousands of memories. The simplest, least emotional ones were up front, ready to be picked. Those were not what Lottie was looking for. She skimmed past all of the recent thoughts and went straight to the memories blocked away, most hidden so that he would never feel again.

Lottie smiled cruelly and picked a poignant memory. She shoved Voldemort into the throes of it, but made she that he saw it as an outside observer, not as a former self.

“Please, not Harry!”

A young, redheaded woman threw herself in front of the crib. Lottie focused the memory on her”her tears, her heartbeat, her panic. “No, please, not Harry.” She filled the memory with the woman’s desperation, plunging Voldemort into the depths of the consequences of his actions.


Lottie shifted scenes.

An elderly wizard with a long, white beard addressed a crowd of students. Voldemort was a young man, nearly whole, and sat silently, listening to the old man’s lectures.

“A student has been killed.”


Lottie selected several images of Voldemort’s helpless victims before returning to the speech.

“She was found in a girl’s bathroom…”

Lottie let the speech continue and conjured images to go along with it. Into Voldemort’s memory, she forced the image of the student’s parents, sobbing. Lottie selected their grief and expanded it, trying to fill Voldemort. Grief that he did not understand now consumed him. He drowned in it.

Lottie picked another memory.

Voldemort was a child; his soul was intact. The other children were crying while the stoic Tom Riddle stood before them. They were in a cave far from any adults or anyone who could save them. Lottie shifted Voldemort’s perspective and gave him the children’s fear, made him the vulnerable one.

Voldemort hadn’t felt genuine fear in nearly a century. He floundered in it, unable to control it, unable to escape.

Lottie switched memories.

She found an image of another red-haired witch, though not the same one as before. She sobbed and screamed shrilly. Tears streamed from her brown eyes as she stood helplessly before him. “I loved him,” she cried.

Lottie took her love and gave it to Voldemort. He convulsed under its strength. All of the sorrow for Harry’s loss, all of the love that Ginny Weasley had felt lived on. Lottie used it as a weapon. It filled Voldemort completely, burned his flesh from the inside out.

He was weakening”Lottie could tell. She returned back to the first memory, the original. Lily Potter flung herself before Voldemort, crying, sobbing, begging him to spare her son.

Voldemort was weak. His mental block had been destroyed and his mind altered. He had not felt anything, truly felt anything, for over a hundred years. What was left of his soul writhed and twisted, and in the back of his mind, in some distant corner, there was one tiny, flickering spark of remorse.

That was it.

Lottie immediately retreated out of Voldemort’s mind, knowing the danger of being in there now. Back in the present, she blinked and looked down. Voldemort had fallen to the ground, overcome with remorse. It was painful for him”physically painful.

He wrapped his long, spider like hands around his face. He was making loud, guttural noises that Lottie had never heard before. He was tiny. This enormous, evil wizard was reduced to a helpless animal, too far from anyone to be helped.

Voldemort was screaming now. Lottie did not move. She knew that she was witnessing magic beyond any that anybody could perform. Another person might have felt guilt. Another person might have pitied the man now suffering on the ground more than anything he caused his victims to suffer. Lottie did not.

She watched with an unblinking eye as Voldemort convulsed. He had become a monster”had given up most of his soul. But he had kept one piece. And that one, infinite piece was what Lottie had found; that one flicker of human was what destroyed him.

It went on for a long time. Lottie stayed clear from his vulnerable mind and watched impartially. She had a feeling that if she got sucked into it, that she too would be destroyed.

Voldemort’s body writhed and convulsed. Tears streaked down his white face and his mouth was wide in a silent scream of terror. Lottie knew that this was worse than any sort of Cruciatus Curse.

He was being eaten alive by magic. It wasn’t physically destroying his body, but Lottie knew the havoc it was wreaking in his tiny sliver of a soul. She thought of where she had just been with Harry”of the excruciating, unspeakable pain she had suffered there. She knew Voldemort’s would be much worse for his crimes.

Voldemort gave one last shudder and was still. He lay spread-eagle on his back, as helpless as a newborn child. His eyes flew wide with terror and his mouth sagged open. Lottie knew he was dead”and that he definitely would not come back.

She took a step away from him. She did not want to look at his face anymore. It unnerved her. She let out a slow streak of air and paused in the doorway of the office. She ran a hand over the wood of the doorframe, just for the sensation of touch again, just to make sure she really existed.

She had passed through this door countless times, had practically lived in this office to fight the war. And now it was over. It was all over. Lottie stepped out into the corridor.
Epilogue by Eponine
Author's Notes:
Here is is--the final chapter. Many thanks to coolh5000 for being a great beta!

This chapter is dedicated to my readers--all of you who have stayed with me for so long. This world has been such a big part of my life and the fact that you have all stuck with it (and maybe even enjoyed it) means so much to me.
Epilogue

Neville stood in the center of the entrance hall, gazing at the death and desolation around him. Tears stained his cheeks and his breathing was unsteady. Everything”everything was gone.

When Lottie emerged from the staircase, his eyes widened. He rushed over to her and grabbed her shoulders. The pressure was comforting. Lottie looked up into his wide eyes and said, “It’s all right. He’s gone.”

Neville released her slowly, his mouth hanging open in disbelief. “What?” His voice sounded more like a croak than anything else.

They stepped outside. Over the bodies of friends and foes, they carefully walked and wrenched open the doors. The sun had risen at some point during the course of the battle and the light flew into the castle. Lottie drank it in greedily, like she had never seen the open sky before.

The snow on the top step crunched beneath their feet. It was perfectly white, unmarked by footsteps or blood. Neville flicked his wand and pushed it to the side so they could sit on the steps.

Lottie looked around here. There were remnants of their pitiful protections littering the ground. In the distance stood Andrea’s attempted barricade. It had been trampled by the Death Eaters. She swallowed a lump in her throat.

Lottie launched into her story without prompting. She started at the beginning”at waking up with her Dark Mark burning. It felt like years ago now. She told it all. When she reached the description of Andrea’s death, she only paused for a moment. She took a breath before trundling on. It wasn’t until she got to Voldemort’s demise that she stopped her speech fully and looked at Neville.

“You-Know-Who killed you?” he finally said. “But you came back? And you saw Harry?”

Lottie nodded. She knew it didn’t make sense, but she also knew it was true. And nothing else could have explained it.

Neville turned his gaze out into the distance where the winter wind picked up snow and scattered it carelessly. Lottie couldn’t imagine what he was thinking. He had lived with Voldemort much longer than she had, had suffered his entire life because of him. “How did you destroy him?”

“It wasn’t me,” Lottie said slowly. “Well, I helped, but I didn’t kill him ultimately.” She paused, thinking on her words. “It was remorse. The problem is that he split his soul into seven. He maimed himself so completely that he became something like a monster. He definitely wasn’t a man. The problem,” she said grimly, “was that he still had a seventh of his soul in his body.”

Neville turned to look at her, frowning. Lottie wrapped her arms around her knees.

“Remorse is what undoes a Horcrux. It can make someone’s soul one piece again, but we had already destroyed all of his Horcruxes. We had killed the other six parts.”

“So,” Neville began slowly, “when that one part felt remorse, it wanted to become whole again, but it couldn’t because it was the only piece left?”

“Yeah.” Lottie looked down at her feet. “Apparently, it’s excruciating.”

Neville took a breath and let it out slowly. “How did you do it?” he finally asked. “How did you get him to feel again?”

“Legilimency.” Lottie didn’t elaborate. She had sacrificed more than she could describe for her Legilimency”had lost everything to become cruel enough to perform the task that had to be done.

She turned her gaze outward. It was winter, but the sun still shone brightly, reflecting off the pristine snow. The breeze lifted Lottie’s pale hair onto her face, which she pushed away with a weary hand.

Against the deep blue sky, Lottie saw the outline of a bird, crisply black in the morning light. She thought of Andrea. As she watched the bird fly away from the castle and eventually out of sight, she asked, “Do you think she would have been happy?”

Neville turned to her. He did not have to ask who she was thinking of. His smile was warm. He placed a comforting hand on her shoulder. “I think it’s exactly what she would have wanted.”




More people had survived than they had initially expected. Lottie and Neville combed the castle for several hours and had discovered about fifteen or twenty students who had not been slaughtered.

They divided the jobs among the ten of them who were old enough to handle the responsibility. Neville led the group. He made sure everything was going to plan and found others to deal with the remaining Death Eaters out there.

There were still, of course, Dark wizards who believed they would reinstate Voldemort’s regime, but they were not as effective without their leader. The entire inner circle, for that matter, had been killed at Alsemore, so the only people left, really, were the brainless muscles.

Some of the students organized burying the fallen. Some contacted all of the families. Some worked on rebuilding the school and purging it of all Dark magic, while others searched for Alsemore graduates who were still out in the world and could help.

Lottie did none of this. Neville turned a blind eye to her inactivity. He had found a small flat that was used as headquarters for missions sometimes, and had given her the key.

Lottie moved around the old rooms like a ghost. She slept for at least eleven hours each day and ate very little. With her remaining time, she sat blankly, staring out the window or walking numbly through the abandoned streets of London.

A few weeks after Voldemort’s death, they had opened up the gates of the camps across the country. Neville went to each one and made a speech, explained that the horrors of the past were over and that not all wizards were bad; in fact, many wizards had spent the past fifty years planning Voldemort’s demise. Then he did something very ceremonial, like cutting a ribbon or knocking down the gate and freed the Muggles.

Each time he went, he invited Lottie to come along and give a speech if she wanted to. Each time, she remained in her little flat, sitting against the stiff wooden chairs, lost in her thoughts.




The January snow crunched under Lottie’s old boots as she trudged through the London camp. Although the gates had been opened, most Muggles had had no idea where to go or what to do so had remained in their former homes.

The only noticeable change was the amount of people in the street. Muggles were not afraid of being killed by Death Eaters in their daily lives anymore.

Lottie didn’t wear wizarding robes. She didn’t feel like so clearly distinguishing herself. She wore old, faded pants that she had gotten from Odin Alley years ago and an Alsemore sweater. A few of the Muggles, though, had noticed the wand sticking out of her back pocket.

She passed by the old building where her parents had lived. She only gave it one fleeting glance before moving on. She knew that nobody would be inside.

Lottie had talked to the students who were contacting families. It was a difficult job, and she was happy not to have it, but she did volunteer to do it once.

She continued on through the camp. She knew where she was going, though she had only been there once in her third year. That felt like another life.

Lottie stopped in front of the building. She recognized it, though it did look different without the usual pile of bodies before it. Slowly, she climbed the steps of its stoop and entered the building.

She walked over to the old flat door. She remembered it, though the memory was somewhat like a dream. She had a moment to collect her thoughts and then she knocked.

The door opened almost instantly. In the frame stood a petite woman who had medium length, curly brown hair and startlingly blue eyes. Lottie remembered her, though she seemed much older than the last time they had seen one another.

The woman kept her face bravely stoic. “I was afraid of seeing you soon.”

Lottie looked at the floor. This was harder than she had imagined. “Please, Mrs. Woolbright”could I come in?”

Mrs. Woolbright opened the door and Lottie took a few nervous paces inside. She took a deep breath and gazed at the ground. Emotions fogged her mind, but she quickly blinked them away.

“You have news.”

Lottie looked up and met Mrs. Woolbright’s stare, so much like Andrea’s. She blinked again. “Yes.” Her voice came out hoarse. She had hardly spoken in days. “I”I’m sorry, Mrs. Woolbright, but Andrea”” Lottie swallowed to try to sooth the lump that was rising in her throat. “Andrea was killed.”

Mrs. Woolbright looked at Lottie blankly. The grief that swam in her face was understated and subtle but it was certainly there, and fresh and painful as ever. “I had been expecting this,” Mrs. Woolbright said. “She used to write weekly. When the letters stopped”and I heard about the battle…”

Lottie was filled with a rush of affection for Andrea. She had had no idea that she wrote home so often. “I’m sorry,” she said, looking at the floor. “I just”I just wanted to tell you.”

Mrs. Woolbright turned to her. Her eyes swam with tears now but she still smiled. Lottie put a hand to her own dry face. “I have always been so proud of Andrea,” Mrs. Woolbright said. “She wanted so badly a better world.”

There was a tingling sensation in Lottie’s nose. She suppressed it. “She was so brave,” Lottie said. Her voice was high and more strained than usual. “She saved my life”she saved my life a thousand times. And”” Lottie swallowed again “”she was my best friend.”

Mrs. Woolbright looked up. The tears glistened on the tip of her pointed nose”Andrea’s nose. She looked at Lottie’s stony face with soft eyes. “I know, dear,” she said kindly. “Andrea loved you very much. She fought for us”for her family, for her sister, for you. She wanted a better world for us.”

Lottie nodded because she couldn’t speak. She had no words and her voice would have only emerged as a strangled sort of cry. Slowly she reached into her pocket and pulled out the old glasses. They were all she had left. They were all that let her hold onto Andrea. She looked up at Mrs. Woolbright and back down. She ran a hand fondly over the scraped lenses, suppressing all of the memories they evoked.

Mutely, she held the glasses out before her.

Mrs. Woolbright paused, and then reached out and took them. She ran her hand across the lenses and a fresh wave of tears fell down her face.

She crossed over to Lottie and put a hand on her shoulder for a moment before pulling her into a tight hug. Lottie shut her eyes and willed herself to retain control over her emotions.

“Thank you,” Mrs. Woolbright said, releasing Lottie from the hug. “Thank you for everything you’ve given us. Now go home and be with your family.”

Lottie nodded again because she still could not find her voice. She turned around and left the little flat without looking back. Her heart thumped against her chest as she walked through the corridor and pushed open the door.

Out in the open air, everything was refreshed. A wave of cold air hit her face and woke up her nostrils. She stood on the stoop, looking out at the world around her.

Her mind whirled. She could not quiet it. Her heart was lurching with it. Palmyitor had told her that she had to control her emotions if she wanted to become a Legilimens. For the first time, Lottie disregarded this advice.

She thought of Andrea. She could see her smile before her, and hear her deliberate tone. Everything she had ever said came flooding back to Lottie. She wished she could hold onto these memories, but they slipped through her fingers like sand.

Her heart beat even faster. Her stomach lurched and her face played a vast array of emotions. She couldn’t escape”she couldn’t suppress them anymore, and they consumed her, screaming with joy now that they were free.

Lottie sat down on the top step. She looked out at the Muggle Camp and remembered Andrea, bossy and tiny, when she had first arrived at Alsemore, then composed and brave as she faced her death. She wanted to smile but had no control over her expression. Lottie took a breath, buried her face in her hands, and cried.





The end.
End Notes:
At the end of this enormous process, I have to thank all of you for staying with me. I said this in my dedication, but I really mean it; this story, from the moment I got the idea over five years ago, to right now, has been such a big part of my life.

Also, thank you to all of the betas who have helped me over the years--to Deanine, TheBird, and coolh5000. This story would not be the same without you. Thanks to my friends and family who were so patient with me, even though I often spent hours of our time together scribbling in a notebook.

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Once again, thank you all for believing in this story--and thank you all for believing in Lottie.
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