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Closer Than I Ever Imagined by 3secondfish

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“Ow!” “Don’t be such a baby, Draco. You’re supposed to be a big tough Auror,” teased Ginny. Easy for her to say, thought Draco. He felt that ‘ow’ was a bit of an understatement. Removing his Dark Mark had felt like white-hot wires were being drawn through his skin. “That’s it, all done now,” said Ginny, wiping her forehead. “Oh, do stop pouting, Draco.” “I am not pouting,” said Draco, trying not to do so. Grateful as he was, it hurt. A lot. He studied the now-unmarked skin of his left arm, and then checked his right, as if he couldn’t believe the Dark Mark had finally gone. He peered from one to the other, half-expecting that it might have just slithered away to hide on another part of his body and would turn up at any moment. “Thanks again for your help, Hermione,” she smiled. “If I ever feel a need to play magical cat’s cradle again, I’ll know who to call.” Hermione blushed, still unsure of their renewed friendship, and busied herself by examining Draco’s forearm. Realizing what she was doing, she blushed some more, and tried to find something else to do with her hands as casually as she could. Harry had been amusing himself by concocting a great array of foaming drinks while she and Ginny worked. Hastily, she took a glass whose contents were continually throwing up miniature silver fireworks and studied it fiercely. “Ah, Le Feu Argent. A very festive choice,” nodded Harry. “Would you believe Fleur taught me that one?” “Really? How interesting,” said Hermione distractedly. She hunted for a neutral topic. “Esmeralda still hasn’t shown up.” “She’s just being fashionably late. Likes to make an entrance, she does,” said Harry dismissively. “Harry, could you see if the door’s closed properly?” broke in Ginny. “There seems to be a horrible draft all of sudden.” The cheerful lights of the cottage were snuffed. In the flickering firelight, a tall slim man nonchalantly strolled in, followed by his minions. “Sooo sorry I’m late, dears, but I had a terrible time finding the place. Harry, Ginny, Hermione, Draco; it’s been simply ages. Lovely to see you all.” Theodore Nott smiled at them pleasantly. They stared back at him in shock, completely wrong-footed by the over-casual intrusion. His eyes took in the rustic surroundings. “This is very quaint, wouldn’t you say, Draco? Wouldn’t think it was your style at all, normally. Oh, but I’ve nearly forgotten to introduce my friends,” he said with a smirk. “This is Wormy, ottoman extraordinaire.” Wormtail cowered at the acknowledgement. “And this is Raggy.” The dementor drifted to a corner and bobbed listlessly. “Theodore, what are you doing here?” asked Draco icily. He eyed Wormtail and the dementor with dislike. “I don’t recall sending you an invitation.” “I thought your owl had just gotten lost,” continued Theodore, ignoring Draco. “And look, you’ve got drinks, and such fancy ones, too!” He chose a frothy one and perched on the arm of a chair. “I will not ask you again. Get out,” said Draco in a dangerous tone. “Manners, Draco,” replied Theodore. “My, my, my . . . next time I shall just have to be more punctual. Except, of course, there won’t be a next time,” he added with a wistful sigh. “Damn straight, there won’t be! Clear off, Theodore!” roared Draco. Unperturbed, he continued, “No, there won’t be a next time because I’m about to kill you all,” he smiled. With an elegant motion to his cronies, he said, “Ready, Wormy? Raggy? Good. Crucio!” Draco was ready. He dodged to one side, but a scream told him the curse had struck Ginny. He fired off a spell in return, but it was weak and there was a buzzing of voices like angry bees in his head. The dementor was doing its work, distracting him. “Stupefy!” yelled Wormtail. “Proteg--” began Harry, but too late. He slumped to the floor next to Ginny. “My, your little friends aren’t nearly as much fun as I’d hoped.” Theodore shook his head sadly. “Our Hermione seems rather shy this evening. Not as brash as I remember. Are you alright, darling?” he called sweetly. Hermione had backed into a wall, horrified. Between the callous cheerfulness of Theodore Nott and the insidious tendrils of cold and rot wafting over from his dementor, she could only look back at him with wide fearful eyes, powerless to move. Draco stepped toward Theodore, closing the gap between them. With wand upraised, he spoke through gritted teeth. “Leave. Now.” “I don’t think so,” said Theodore pleasantly. “I understand you have a Dark Mark that you don’t want anymore. I, however, do want it. I’ll have it off you, in fact,” he said, in a chilling voice, “Peel it right off and add it to my little collection of Dark Marks that nobody wanted.” “Too late for that.” Draco laughed mirthlessly, and pulled back his sleeve revealing . . . nothing. “Indeed.” His joviality fell away, to be replaced by an expression of utmost loathing. “Wormtail,” he whispered harshly. “I hope you have an excellent explanation of this oversight.” Wormtail froze. Master Theodore never seemed to have any good moods, only a great variety of bad ones. He had been edging quietly towards the door while his master was distracted, perhaps escape his service. Catching sight of Draco’s unmarked skin, he feared the reprisal that would surely follow. Suddenly the great oak door of the cottage was flung open, catching Wormtail full in his surprised face. His eyes rolled up into his head and he slithered senselessly, and quite gratefully, to the floor. Silhouetted in the moonlight, a curvy feminine figure paused, tossed her hair, and struck a dramatic pose. In her husky voice, she said, “I am here.” Silence. She waited for the applause that this pronouncement usually elicited. A cricket chirped in the distance. An owl hooted. The moment lengthened. This non-reaction was new to her, and she didn’t care for it. Miffed, she deigned finally to look about to ascertain the source of the non-acknowledgement. Spotting Draco, she sashayed into the room, disregarding the tension in the air, as well as the drawn wands. “Good evening.” Noticing Theodore, she said, “Are you not going to introduce me to your handsome friend, Draco?” said Esmeralda. He threw her a brief incredulous look before replying. If she was going to play it cool, he’d be damned if he wasn’t. “Um, yes, of course. Esmeralda, this is Theodore Nott. He was in my year at Hogwarts. Theodore, this is Esmeralda, a friend from work,” he said, wand never wavering. Theodore hitched his smile back in place. “Charmed, I’m sure, good lady.” He bowed with a flourish, somehow keeping his wand perfectly steady. Esmeralda waved to Hermione where she stood plastered to the wall. She was slow to respond to this new shock, so her feeble returning wave was made to Esmeralda’s back. Draco was watching Theodore intently when he felt an overwhelming wave of . . . desire. It caught him off-guard, as he’d never found Theodore particularly attractive before. It also made an odd combination with the dementor-related mind cramps that continued unabated. What the . . .? He shook his head, trying to make sense of the conflict in his head. It was then that he noticed another drama taking place in the room. Theodore, too, was watching intently, but not Draco. Instead, he stared at Esmeralda, enraptured by her charms as she sauntered toward him. Her dark hair flashed a blood red as the moonlight struck the flowing strands. The green sequins of her closely-fitted gown winked invitingly. “Theodore,” she purred. As her white arms sinuously encircled his neck, she breathed in his ear, “You look delicious tonight, darlink.” Theodore gazed into her glittering eyes, and grinned, stunned at his good fortune. Here he’d thought that the evening had gone to waste, all because of Wormtail’s incompetence. And now, miraculously, he had this positively stunning female coiling herself around him. Perhaps he’d not leave empty-handed, after all. “As do you, my lovely Esmeralda,” he finally replied, a little breathlessly. “How did you come to find our little party?” she asked with a hint of command, batting her eyelashes. “Wormy led me the spot,” he said dreamily. “I like to collect Dark Marks. I was hoping to take Draco’s and mount it on my wall with the others.” “How . . . interesting.” A hint of coolness crept into her voice. Still giddy, Theodore gestured with his wand. “Draco, do be a good host. Would you like a drink, good lady?” Esmeralda smiled slowly, revealing pearly pointed teeth. She caressed his flushed cheek. “I thought you vould never ask. Cheers.” A number of puzzling things stopped spinning and clicked into place at that moment. Though he had never before witnessed a vampiric mesmer before, he realized that this must be why Esmeralda had seemed so overly friendly, and also why Theodore had been so forthright. Esmeralda was hunting; Theodore had unwittingly nominated himself as her prey. Draco quickly averted his eyes to avoid seeing what he knew must follow. A moment later, he heard the soft thump of the husk of Theodore Nott hitting the floor, and looked up to see Esmeralda dabbing her red lips with a handkerchief. He was about to ask Esmeralda’s opinion on what to do about Wormtail, when his senses were assaulted by a fierce wave of cold. Theodore’s tame dementor was free.


A/N: Just a reminder - Esmeralda sounds like Dracula in Francis Ford Coppola's Dracula.

** Final Chapter ** The foul cold of the dementor swept through the cottage, its deadly rattle echoing in the silence. It was free, no longer chained by Theodore Nott’s enchantments, and it was hungry. The rushing noises in Draco’s head had increased ten-fold. He struggled to stay focused on this new foe, stomach turning, wand shaking. Esmeralda jumped back a step, searching for an opponent she could not see. She hissed, cat-like, baring useless fangs. The creature they faced had no life to drain. The dementor hovered briefly before choosing its prey. One armed wizard. One undead creature. One tender witch. No contest. The dementor rushed past Draco in a swirl of black rags. Swooping high, it rubbed its skeletal hands briefly, gleefully, before diving and catching Hermione in its deadly embrace. Together they swayed for a moment, and then sank slowly to the floor with a triumphant howl of wind. Draco was shocked. Numb. It couldn’t do this. Not this. No. “NOOOOOO!” As he was galvanized into action, his head cleared. He was angry. The past couple of weeks had been both the most miserable and most happy of his life. He was not going to give up the future they portended. Not without a fight. The dementor raised its head briefly. Draco thought he saw a mocking leer on its motionless face. “EXPECTO PATRONUM!” he bellowed, and a huge silver dragon erupted from his slashing wand. Its head nearly touched the rafters of the cottage. Scales flashing, it threw its head back in a soundless roar, and pawed the floor restlessly. Its nostrils dilated as it caught the scent of prey. With another soundless roar it pounced. Too late the dementor realized its peril. Another silent roar and the silver dragon descended upon it, claws reaching for its rotting quarry. With a shriek like gauze tearing, the dementor was ripped apart. The patronus trotted back to Draco, obviously pleased with itself. It briefly rubbed its surprisingly solid cheek against its summoner’s face before it dissipated. Draco was dumbfounded. He had fought dementors before, but his patronus had never been so powerful. The thing was as big as a draft horse this time, and its little show of affection had nearly tipped him over. Not only corporeal, but . . . corporeal. With an actual body. At least for few moments. The newly relit lanterns of the cottage threw off the gloom that had oppressed them. The unlikely corpse of the unfortunate dementor looked like a scattering of charred paper shreds that were beginning to crumble in the gentle breeze from the open door. Esmeralda moved to shut it, revealing Wormtail behind it, still unconscious. With a lip curled in disgust, she delicately heaved him outside and barred the door. Harry and Ginny began to stir. “Did we win?” asked Harry groggily. “Oi, I guess we did,” he answered himself, spotting the late Theodore Nott. “I von’t say anything if you von’t,” said Esmeralda with a playful wink. “Perhaps you could take care of this for me? When you haff rested, of course.” “Sure,” he answered, rubbing the back of his head. It had taken a nasty crack when he’d fallen. “Where’s Wormtail?” He glanced around the room looking for a second corpse. “I don’t eat junk food,” she replied contemptuously. “I put him outside. The wolves may haff him. Or perhaps the cats,” she added. “Are you okay, Gin?” The redhead had sat up and pulled Harry’s arm around her shoulders. He stroked her hair as he hugged her. “Where’s Herm . . . ,” he started to ask. Esmeralda followed his gaze, finding Draco kneeling beside Hermione’s still form. The soft light glowed on the curls spilled across the floor, and reflected in the unseeing eyes that looked towards the heavens. He held one of her small hands clasped in both of his. “This is all my fault. I was too slow.” His eyes, storm-cloud grey, regarded hers, windows to the soul that now stood empty. Rain gathered, threatening to fall. “I didn’t keep her safe. She trusted me, and I failed.” Tenderly, he gathered her up from the floor and laid her on the sofa. He couldn’t bear to see her like this, but he could not tear himself away from her. Crossing the floor, Esmeralda touched his shoulder. “Draco . . .” she began, but he cut her off. “I’m an Auror, and I couldn’t fight off one stupid dementor in time! How am I going face Crookshanks? He’s going to kill me! Or scratch my eyes out, or something!” Esmeralda wondered briefly who Crookshanks was, and why a ‘him’ would scratch Draco’s eyes out. She decided that this was merely blithering on Draco’s part and tried again. “. . .” said Esmeralda, before she was again cut off. “I mean, she trusted me, completely trusted me, and I blew it. Completely bally screwed up,” he ranted. “Look, her heart, her very soul, was in my hands and I sodding well fucked up!” Abandoning all attempts at tact, Esmeralda began to squeeze the shoulder on which her delicate hand was resting. Hard. “Ow! What the . . . can’t you see I’m grieving here?!” “Draco, she is not gone,” said Esmeralda firmly. “Of course she is! That dementor Kissed her!” he replied angrily. “That’s what getting Kissed by a dementor means! No soul! Gone!” “She is not. I see the light of the soul surrounding her, though faintly. I see the thread that connects you still.” “You what?! What thread?” He was in no mood for metaphysical jokes. “I saw it when I first saw you together. You are tied by a thread of light.” She traced a line in the air between the two. To her, it was a bright glow; to the others, it was invisible. “You know,” interjected Harry, “Esmeralda might be describing that bond you developed when you concussed each other. ‘Ere, Ginny,” he said, nudging his wife, “What do you think of this?” Ginny looked into the distance for a moment before replying. “All right . . . this is pure speculation, mind . . . suppose that your accident worked a bit like a horcrux. It got your soul involved in the damage, but instead of trapping bits of it elsewhere, it created a kind of channel between you both that lets you share certain bits of behaviors. “Like firewhiskey,” grinned Harry. “Given what we know about this sort of thing happening to other wizards, this seems reasonable to assume,” said Ginny. “The real speculative bit is what happened with the dementor. Do you think Hermione could have used the connection to ‘flee’, soul-wise, from the dementor?” “Possibly. That seems to be what Esmeralda is implying.” “Ooooh,” said Draco sardonically. “Her soul’s not gone, it’s just hiding.” He made a show of checking his pockets. “Not here.” He moved a sofa cushion. “Not under here, either. So where is it?” “No need to be short with us, Draco. We’re only trying to help.” Ginny crossed her arms, and gave him a quelling look. “Right,” growled Draco. “My . . .” My what? What was he supposed to call this relationship? “My . . . she’s just lying there while you three discuss a spiritual hide-and-seek!” He stood over Hermione as if to defend her against this new outrage. Can’t they understand this is real, not a theoretical debate? “There you go, being all overwrought again,” said Harry. “If you’d been paying attention instead of wringing your hands, you’d realize that you’re missing the important bits, here.” “And what would those be?” he replied coldly. He liked Harry, but his incessant cheerfulness was grating on him today. Didn’t they understand what had happened? “First, Hermione is not completely soul-less. Second, you might actually have the thing in your possession. If so, all you have to do is put it back where it belongs. Simple.” “How am I supposed to do that?” Ridiculous. “You could kiss her,” suggested Harry in jest. “Very funny.” “He’s got a very good idea, in fact,” said Ginny seriously. “Like a dementor, but in reverse. Why don’t you give it a try?” “Excuse me?” balked Draco, as un-incredulously as he could manage. “How romantic,” purred Esmeralda. “The handsome prince vill vake sleeping beauty with a kiss.” “Go on, then,” urged Harry. “Worth a try. Right, mate?” “I don’t . . . I . . .” Draco looked at the expressions on his friends’ faces, ranging from earnestness to amusement. As much as he had wanted to kiss Hermione, the circumstances were nothing like he had envisioned them. Particularly, it hadn’t involved an audience. “Do you think you could at least wait outside?” A babble of excuses broke out, ranging from a need to take out the trash to catching up on astronomy, as his friends left the cottage. Finally, their footsteps died away, and the only sounds of night remained. The empty cottage was worse, if anything, than his friends’ staring eyes. While he was at it, he closed Hermione’s staring eyes, as well. How to begin? He felt this was not something one could simply jump into. Even if she might not have a soul, it seemed a bit rude to just kiss her without preamble. Perhaps a little small talk was in order. “Ah . . . I . . . I don’t know where to begin, I’m afraid. Except that I am so sorry. Not just for this.” He touched her cheek. “I’m sorry that I’ve been so blind and so stupid for so long. I’ve been privileged to be so close to you these past weeks, but I never said so to you. For this, I apologize. I wish I could go back in time and take every opportunity to tell you how much you’ve meant to me. Please come back. I love you, Hermione.” Without much hope, he bent to chastely kiss her lips. Kissing her good-bye, he thought desolately. Since he was expecting nothing, the blast that struck as their lips touched caught him completely by surprise. * * * I must be dead. The explosion definitely must have finished me off. Just as well. Life didn’t promise to be any more fun, anyway. “Draco.” What a lovely voice. Maybe it’s an angel. “That must have been a hell of kiss. I think it concussed him again.” “He vill be fine now. He must only vake up.” “Draco, wake up.” How can I wake up if I’m dead? he thought with irritation. Whoa. Maybe it is an angel. He opened his eyes, and was met with a vision of unspeakable beauty. Haloed in soft light, her smile washed over him. “Don’t ever leave me again,” she said. “Never,” he breathed. “Never again.”
A/N: Well, that's it. Thank the snooty newbie mod who told me I was ellipsis-happy for it taking so long. Thanks for reading.