I am finally going to put a little something in here.
But what to say?
Hm, well, I am 26 and a med student, so my time is really not my own and whatever time I do get to myself I cling to like a baby clings to a blanket. I went to Texas Tech University and as such, am a die-hard Red Raider fan. This means if Tech is playing football, don't expect to reach me.
I have a few fics of my own but I am enjoying reviewing for those I have gotten to know from the forums. I hope to have more written soon, but we'll see what life says about that.
If you're wondering what happened to "The Letter" I decided the story needed a complete overhaul and have since deleted it. When I get a bit of time I plan on bringing it back to you with largely the same ideas, just much improved. Thanks for your interest.
Adios!
I love this story! Are you going to be posting it anywhere else? Keep up the good work!
Author's Response: Thank you so much for submitting a review! It's really nice of you. I'm not sure if I'll be posting it elsewhere - this is my first FanFic and I'm just experimenting for now. Thank you again! =)) P.S. More chapters to follow, don't worry!
Sorry this has been so long in coming...
First, I must say I love how you opened this chapter. I have often thought that life is a tragic riddle to be fussed and fretted over. There is an incredible amount of truth in this statement, especially where this fic is involved. To Katherine, Snape is the tragic riddle that must be fussed over. I love how she is so drawn to him and has such a great curiosity where he is concerned and yet it seems that she doesn’t really know why she is caught up this way. What’s more, she has this great compassion, a compassion that seems implausible to exist in Azkaban and further, to be aimed at Snape at all. But yet, there it is and it is strong enough for her to risk breaking rules when it could mean trouble for her and even worse for him. I love how you make her so caring and yet so tough, she is in this environment where she’s got no choice but to prove herself.
I must say I was almost panicking when she realized just how bad off he was. Even at that he is still SO Snape that he tells her off for her help. Help that was not asked for yet she freely gives. Then I read this line, How strange life is that it will give and take with such ease, exchanging one person’s suffering for another’s, and thought about how truthful that statement is as well. That’s when I realized that that is what strikes me most about your writing. There is more truth in this fiction than in a lot of the books I read. Your grasp on humanity is something to be admired and you bring it across so well with your characters and Snape, of all people. I have added this fic to my favorites.
Maeve! If I knew you were this brilliant I would have read Daughter of Light months ago! It is now a priority for my off time this weekend. This is exactly the type of story that I was hunting for when I posted on the MNFF Forums about a post-HBP Snape. You've done it perfectly. I love how you've kept him Snape but made him strangely vulnerable at the same time and Katherine has the sense to know that there is something more to him than meets the eye. Fantastic! On another note, I was waiting for him to correct her about the "Professor" bit, I think he thinks that being called "Mr." is a little beneath him. I loved it, thank you for such a great story! *trots off to start Daughter of Light*
Author's Response: *blushes at use of the word brilliant* LOL
I wanted to explore the broken Snape, because we've always seen him so full of life and Azkaban seemed to be the perfect setting. I'm going to tie this in very slightly to DoL/SS at the very end but if you haven't read either of them it will still make perfect sense... I hope! LOL
Thanks so much for reviewing and I hope you do get around to DoL...let me know what you think if you do. :-)
*is stunned speechless*
Is it too much to hope for an epilogue?
Sweet Lord, there is anough tension in this chapter to give me a heart attack! You are really, really good at dramatic build-up, has anyone ever told you that? And then you leave us with a cliffhanger too! It was well worth the wait and I hope the next chapter will find its way to us soon!
It's New Year's Eve, late at night, and most of the world is out and about, except for two people. One person is lost emotionally, perhaps beyond all mortal repair, and another one is up, unable to sleep, just sitting. What happens when the two meet?
When I first saw this challenge I prepared myself to read a lot of Snape redemption fics. Yours is truly original in that Harry feels the need to be redeemed. It makes perfect sense though, we know from canon that he carries around a lot of guilt and he does think that some part of AD’s death is his fault. I also think it is totally feasible that Lupin would be doing the redeeming. I have always seen him as somewhat of a father figure to Harry, where I saw Sirius as more of a fun-loving older brother type. I think that Lupin and Harry have a lot in common when it comes to carrying around guilt and I think that you have done a great job here in relating that to us. I really feel a connection between the two of them.
"Harry, one thing you are not is a bad friend," Lupin said mildly.
I really liked this line because I think there is a lot of truth to that, both in HP and in real life. Harry is feeling guilty for putting his friends in harms way while at the same time he’s been saving them just as often if not more than when they are in danger. We often only see our faults and Lupin is right in pointing out some good to Harry. After all, they are at war and bad things are always going to happen.
"I know," Lupin nodded, leading Harry out of the room. "And I forgive you."
I think Harry needed to hear this more than anything and I really believe that Lupin is the only one who could tell him this and make a dent. I think that if it had been Ron or Hermione Harry would have just shrugged it off. It’s amazing how six little words can hold so much power.
All in all I think you did a wonderful job. It was truly enjoyable to read a different take on the redemption theme. Well done!
Interesting. I have to tell you I honestly do not know what to think about this one. I have always seen Lucius as someone that has a clod stone instead of a heart and I would find it hard to believe that he cares for anyone, even his wife and son. I also have a hard time believing that Hermione would just sit there and try to get him to show some emotion. I think he would have just chucked her back out into the storm but hey that's just me. That said, I am interested and somehow a little scared to see where this is going because for right now I really don't see romance happening, rather blatant manipulation.
One grammatical quibble, in the paragraph that starts "What if it had been your family" you have "split blood" and I'm sure you mean "spilt blood."
I hope I haven't been too mean, while I love Snape I have a hard time warming up to the Malfoys, they just make me angry!
All right, I’ll bite. If I’m known for anything it’s my loyalty and attempting a Lucius/Hermione is a tall order, I thought you might need a few kind words.
Well, like Lacrima Serpentis, this one reached out and grabbed me. You have a way with using rhythm to help with the mood of your story. As an example, you first five paragraphs were a very powerful hook. The way you ended them with, She barely ____ it was, quite frankly, genius because you immediately wonder what has gotten her so frightened and numb. You then proceed to tell us.
You are also great at giving back story. It is always so interesting that I forget that you are only telling us in order to set up something else. The hunt for the horcruxes is not going to be all sunshine and roses and you give that to us right away with the loss of Ron. Then Harry falls and Hermione is on her own. Are we going to find out what happened to Harry? Is he really gone or will he pop up again? What is the beast that had him and why couldn’t they beat it, up to this point they’ve bested a lot of beasts or are you speaking metaphorically?
As for Hermione, I am beginning to think that you like torturing her *smiles evilly* I’m sure that’s not the case but I congratulate you in finding a slightly different way of torturing her than in LS. A few more questions to ponder though: Why is it so easy for Hermione to get into Malfoy Manor? Finally, the biggie, why in God’s name is Lucius not in Azkaban?! I’m sure you’ve got a good reason for it and I’m sure it will make for a good story.
Deanine is a great beta and I really couldn’t find anything to quibble with in this chapter. I think that you are off to a great start and I am really interested to see where this goes.
Well, by the summary I had assumed that Hermione was going to say good-bye to Harry and Ron, not her parents. That said, it was a very touching story and I think that we don’t hear enough about the Grangers. I am glad that you mentioned when Hermione received her letter to Hogwarts, I have often wondered how they would react in that moment but you are right, I think that they would have noticed that Hermione was far from being a normal child.
A few points you may want to consider: When she is writing in her diary, I’m not really sure that it is fitting that she sign her name at the end. I never did when I kept a diary but I guess some people do. Also, when she receives the letter announcing her parent’s deaths it is very rare for them to begin with “dear.” Most formal letters simply state the name of the individual to whom they are addressed. Also, “It is our regret” reads a little strangely, it may be better as “We regret…” or “The Ministry…”
She found she couldn’t cry no more. It seemed like her eyes had leaked all its tears … Hermione just stood there, facing the front, with a face full of emotion. The windy air plus the cold blowing snow didn’t feel nice at all as you stood there. But Hermione could no longer tell if the weather was hot … or cold.
This paragraph is a little, well, odd. First, “she found she couldn’t cry no more” should really be “she found she couldn’t cry any more.” You could join up the first part of the second sentence to the first like this: “She found that she couldn’t cry anymore; it seemed like her eyes had leaked all their (she has two eyes, their sounds better than its) tears.” The second part of the second sentence can really stand on its own. The third and last sentences could be joined together as well like this: “The windy air and the cold blowing snow didn’t feel nice at all as she (sounds better than you, and the reader really isn’t a part of the story) stood there, but Hermione could no longer tell what the weather was like (the ellipses between hot and or cold are a little out of place here, perhaps phrasing it this way works better?)
Taking one last look at the place where her parents now lay, resting in peace, Hermione walked away, already feeling the large hole in her heart, becoming stronger once again.
This last paragraph has the power to evoke a lot of emotion but I think it needs a little help with punctuation. The last part of the sentence also doesn’t make much sense, is the hole in her heart getting stronger or is she? May be something like this would work:
Taking one last look at the place where her parents now lay resting in peace, Hermione turned and walked away. Though she still felt the large hole in her heart, she also felt herself becoming stronger once again.
Overall I think you have a great story with a lot of power behind it. You did a great job at addressing how Hermione would feel if this ever did happen, sometimes in canon I forget that she has parents. I think with some small changes it could be even better. I hope I have helped!
I love how you can write something that is incredibly sweet without it being to saccharine and well, fake. Charlie fits in Wyoming, for as much as he says that he wouldn't fit in I think he would have an easier time at it. He seems to be the cowboy-ish type (you have to be tough to work with dragons, after all) and I like the way you write him. I could see him sprawled on the setee like that, it made me laugh.
One thing though, I'm not really familiar the phrase "stuck to their mores." I think I know what it may mean though, it fits.
Great job MJ, it was nice to read something that had a happy ending.
I read this a while back when it was still with the challenges, I can never stay away from an HG/SS. I think that you have done a good job not letting on that they are together until near the end, I think it does something for the mood. Also, I think that the flashbacks do a good job of moving the story along and helping to explain why things are the way they are. I think the idea of Severus being Headmaster is original, I really don't think that anyone wants to think of him that way right now.
I did think that there were some tense problems in places and there was one sentence that I had to read a coupple of times before I understood what you were trying to say, but overall I think it was a great work!
I don't usually read Harry/Hermione but this one would change my mind. It was unbelievably poignant, I could really see the desolation Hermione was feeling and what's more I could feel it. I usually feel that Hermione is the optimistic one, it was nice to see that that job fell to Harry for once. I don't think anyone wants to think that Hermione could be the one to fall apart.
Bravo Haley, this was a wonderful read!
So much hurt all around, they're all vicitms here. Another great chapter, but still a question-where is Pettigrew?
Whoa! If the tea does that to our unflappable Potions Master, what in the heck does it do to Pettigrew?
Bravo though, it is quite an interesting read.
P.S. I found a couple of typos in there. I've been reviewing scientific papers all week, I guess the nit-pickyness carried over.
What I really like about this chapter is that both men can get their points across without resorting to hexes (though they come close a couple of times). It is obvious that both care very much for Maeve. At least Severus got one person to think that he wouldn't have done that to Maeve without being forced somehow. But where is Pettigrew and what did HE want to use that "tea" for?
Man, now that everyone's emotions have been torn to tatters (and Hermione is out of her head with, well, whatever) I'm wondering where in the world is Pettigrew? Is this some evil plot to take over the world?
It's brilliant by the way, really poignant.
I think I love you Neta!
Author's Response: You know the feeling\'s mutual! :-D
Sorry that this is so very late.
I thought that this was a very sentimental and poignant story. Often we do not realize the gravity of our actions when we are young and end up regretting things. It is lucky that Jemina has a grandmother that is willing to share with her the life lessons she has learned. I also like how you tied Luna into this, she is one of my favorite characters.
Minor quibbles, you switch from "Mom" to "Mum" and have a "had" where there should be a "was" but overall I think this is great!
ZOMG Pat! I have been waiting for this since I first spotted that banner and let me tell you, you certainly didn't disappoint!
Author's Response: EEEEEEEEEE! :D I\'m so glad you liked it! *floats away on cloud nine*