To my dearest readers,
As you can see, I have deleted all but one of my stories (and the reason Before Her Eyes remains is because I am not the sole author). After much thought, I have decided to leave MNFF. I have not been around for the last six months and it doesn't seem that I'm going to magically get any more free time for quite a while. This makes me rather sad, but it is definitely time for me to move on.
If you wish to contact me for any reason, please message me on the Beta Forums. I'm not active on there, but I will get an email alert if I receive a message, and I will get back to you as soon as I can.
Thank you all for you support over the past few years; I will certainly miss you.
Good luck with the future and never stop reading or writing.
-Azhure
This fic is really, really good! I'm adding you ad this fic to my favourites!!! I can't wait for the next chapter!!!!
Aww, poor Sirius. Great story, really emotional. Aww.
Hey Astro!
It’s Azhure from the forums – I said I would review a story for you in the review fest thread, and here I am.
Firstly, wow. This is such a powerful story. I absolutely love how at the beginning Tom is so innocent, just craving for a love that we will never have. You depicted a side of him that I don’t think anyone has really thought of before, which is amazing. And then the way that once he is submerged in the water, something clicks in his mind that makes him truly aware that he will never have the love that he craves, and then he learns to hate because of that. Just simply amazing work – honestly, I love this story.
Your imagery is also really good, and I like how you tied the imagery into Tom’s emotions – making it darker towards the end. This was very effective and powerful. I particularly love this line:
He had tried with all his heart to ignite the light inside him, but the entire world had its claws turned against him.
Both of these clauses juxtapose each other, yet they fit together perfectly. I know I’m probably rambling, but I honestly really love this story. By the way, just a piece of critique: you used ‘him’ to end each clause; maybe try to rephrase this sentence slightly so you’re not repeating words? A similar thing happened here:
He took a step closer to the edge, bending slightly over to see down the edge.
You said ‘edge’ twice. Try to maybe use a synonym or something to vary the word choice.
I also like this part:
As he beheld the ocean in front of him, he desired to be the wind that swung just above the surface of the waters; the foam that crowned the waves like a glittering jewel under the shinning moon, coming and going, so free and careless.
You used simple words, yet put together they were just so powerful, especially ‘glittering jewel under the shining moon’ (by the way, ‘shining’ is spelt with one ‘n’, not two).
Another thing I like about this story is how you reference back to the orphanage and the boys. I’m not sure when you wrote this story (before HBP or after), but I thought it was great to see a different perspective on all the seemingly intentional things Tom did to the others. There is one thing that didn’t really make sense to me, though:
Not one of the boys who he’d done anything had ever bothered him again.
This sentence doesn’t really make sense. Did you mean to add a ‘to’ after ‘anything’?
And I just have a few more critiques (I couldn’t resist, sorry – my internal beta is very stubborn):
It would be so easy; he only had to give one more step forward and then close his eyes as his body would brake the harmony of the air to meet its destiny where the waves crashed.
In this case, ‘brake’ should be spelled as ‘break’.
As his tears, for what he was about to do, ran down his face, he gathered all his strength to invoke his internal power, awakened by emotion; love, hate. His power coursed through all his body, surrounding him with an invisible cloak of energy.
Here you don’t need the first comma.
Okay, that’s enough critique.
Truly, I love this story, and I can’t believe I hadn’t read it until now – I’ve read a couple other of yours, though, and they’re all great. You’re a really talented author, Astro!
~~Azhure~~
Ahh, this was a very emotional chapter, I loved it. Poor Harry! I wonder where Harry will go... to Draco perhaps? ;) Hopefully, at least Hermione will support Harry, he needs his best friends...
Update soon!
Author's Response: Thanks, I\'m glad you like! I do plan on having Hermione stand by Harry, if that\'s not too much of a spoiler. He IS her best friend, and she does care for him, and is a far more tolerant person than Ron is. Besides, she does have a knack for speaking for the author, right? ;) Thank you for your review!
Poor Draco, I hope they finally come to their senses and get together!
Wow, this is a really good story.
I am ashamed to admit it but I can relate to some of this. I was in a bad patch a few years back...
Well done!
Author's Response: Thank you very much. And it is definately nothing to be ashamed of, I think it is an amazing thing that you had the courage and strenth to break free of it as so many don\'t.
thanks again. emma x xx
Wow, this was a really nice story. Are you going to make another one that continues on with the Albus/Scorpius relationship. (Maybe even them finding out about the Harry/Draco relationship.)
I love Harry/Draco!!!!!!!!
Wow, this was a really nice story. Are you going to make another one that continues on with the Albus/Scorpius relationship. (Maybe even them finding out about the Harry/Draco relationship.)
I love Harry/Draco!!!!!!!!
A very touching story.
I love the way that Lily and James are constantly watching over Harry and even in the toughest times they know it will get better.
Beautiful story.
Good. Hehe, I'll say more than that! It was beautiful. The flow of perfect and it made me feel sad for Harry all over again... Well done.
~~Ginny_Alamalexia~~
I just wanted to drop in and say that I absolutely loved A Cold Heaven and what you have so far of this story. I am a huge fan of Dark/Angst and my favourite pairing is James/Sirius, so this is the perfect story!
I also love your style of writing. It flows so well and the reader is really drawn into the story. Your characterisation is also very well done. In slash stories I am constantly seeing out of character characters, but you have it down pat!
Anyway, I am eagerly awaiting your next chapter!
~~Azhure~~
*laughs* Helen, I can't believe I haven't read this story yet. I think it's probably because I hate the James/Lily pairing as a whole. But this story has such an original - and humorous - take on the pairing that I couldn't resist. Very nice chapter. I love James and Lily' reactions! I just have two corrections:
“Looks like were soul mates, eh?”
That should be we're, not were.
The same goes here:
“If were lucky, this could all be over in a month.”
You forgot the apostrophe. :)
Well, I'm off to read the next chapter!
~~Azhure~~
Another great chapter! I thought I was going to die from laughter when Lily told James about her boyfriend! Anyway, like the last chapter, I have some corrections:
“Well, you are definitely more attractive then me,” she returned, anger welling up inside her.
He had been gently awoken by Alice, who was in James opinion, better to see in the morning then Sirius.
For both of these sentences it should be ‘than’, not ‘then’. You use than when you’re comparing two things.
“Lily however, had gone bright red.
You need a comma after ‘Lily’.
“ “Oh, look Lily flower,” she said, imitating his style as best she could.
You need a comma after ‘look’.
“I hope you have as much fun as you did in the shower.”
I’m a bit confused about this sentence. Did you mean, “I hope I have as much fun as you did in the shower”? It could just be me, but I’m confused. :P
“Oh yes, his name is Rodger.
There should be a comma after ‘Oh’.
“ “In fact you told me he said he was going to come up and kiss you in front of everyone; today at breakfast.
There needs to be a comma after ‘fact’.
“He was defiantly going to enjoy it.
Did you mean ‘definitely’ instead of ‘defiantly’? Defiantly means disobediently or boldly.
“With that final thought he had slipped into pleasant dreams.
There needs to be a comma after ‘thought’.
“By breakfast he had been in a fantastic mood. He had been gently awoken by Alice, who was in James opinion, better to see in the morning then Sirius. He had gotten up, had a long shower and finally let Lily’s hair free in a way she never wore it. He then spent thirty minutes getting dressed, carefully in front of the mirror.
In this paragraph you start three out of the four sentences with ‘he’. This interrupts the flow. Try changing at least one.
“ “Oh sorry, you should have been there.
There needs to be a comma after ‘oh’.
“ “H-She left him there!
You should use a question mark instead of an exclamation mark.
“ “Don’t play dumb, you put him into a leg-locker curse and stuffed him in the laundry remember?
There needs to be a comma after ‘laundry’.
“ “Really, James, you are way too obsessed with her.” Sirius gazed at James who was sitting at the front.
This is a bit confusing. I know what you mean, but when you say he gazed at James it basically contradicts what was said in the speech. I know what you’re saying, and Lily knows it’s Jams at the front, not herelf. I just think you need to change this.
“ “Look, I understand why you like her, but she is not worth it Prongs!
There needs to be a comma after ‘it’.
Like I said, another very amusing chapter, Helen! *hugs* I’m off to read the next one!
~~Azhure~~
Lily singing as James and Sirius discovering her = love! I cracked myself up laughing, seriously! Anyway, here are the corrections! *hugs*
“He insulted my hair,” James answered fluidly, “That is of course the stupidest thing in the world. My hair is gorgeous.”
You either have to make the comma after ‘fluidly’ a full stop, or put ‘that’ in all lowercase. You can’t have a capital and a comma.
Seeing this James decided to take a chance and turn…
There should be a comma after ‘this’.
She flicked another, just as he was turning around. It hit him straight in the face, causing him to slop brown liquid all over himself.
You should say ‘Lily flicked another’, instead of ‘she flicked another’. It’s a bit confusing otherwise.
In the instant their eyes connected, she knew she was out of her depth. She should have never started a war with James. She sent him a pleading look, but it was wasted. James had already begun his next move.
You said ‘she’ a lot in this sentence. Try changing at least one.
“Oh no, it’s all over my robes!”
There should be a comma after ‘oh’.
Quickly pulled his robes over his head and threw them to the ground.
Shouldn’t you say, ‘He quickly pulled his robes...’? That would make more sense
“Oh no, it also looks like I got my shirt too.” James continued, faking a huge sigh.
Again, there needs to be a comma after ‘oh’, but you also need a comma after ‘too’.
“Er, Lily, I don’t think that will be necessary.” McGonagall injected before anything could go any further.
You need a comma after ‘necessary’.
He shot a wink at Lily before skipping out of the room.
You should say ‘James’ instead of ‘he’. It’s confusing otherwise.
“As for you James, I have absolutely no idea what has gotten into you today.”
There needs to be a comma after the first ‘you’ (before ‘James).
Finally arriving back in the dormitory all she wanted to do was curl up on her bed (well James’ bed at least) and shut her eyes to the world surrounding her.
There needs to be a comma after ‘dormitory’, and another one after ‘well’.
Apparently the question was not rhetorical and they were apparently expecting an answer.
I recommend you delete the second ‘apparently’, so you’re not repeating yourself.
“They also occasionally shower.” Remus added, before both boys chuckled.
You need a comma after ‘shower’.
So they were more observant then Lily gave them credit for at least.
’Than’, not ‘then’.
Seriously you smell like as though a drunken rabbit has died on you.
You need a comma after ‘seriously’, and I recommend deleting ‘as though’. This sentence is a bit awkward because of that.
In fact, he was more attractive then Rodger.
’Than’, not ‘then’.
“That too much of anything is not good for you babe.”
You need a comma after ‘you’.
Lily slowly pulled of the shirt, dancing as she went.
You mean ‘off’, not ‘of’, right? ;) And very amusing! It’s about time Lily had some fun!
“None the less I am talking you to the Hospital Wing for a check up,”
’Nonetheless’ is one word, and the comma at the end should be a full stop.
He pulled Lily towards him and sniffed, as though unsure of what he was smelling, “right after you have a shower.” he finished before shoving James into a cubical.
The comma after ‘smelling’ should be a fullstop. ‘Right’ should begin with a capital, and the full stop after ‘shower’ should be a comma.
Deciding she would interrogate Lily later, she decided to go ahead with her news.
You say a version of ‘decide’ twice in this sentence. Try changing one.
*hugs* I have to go now, but I will continue with the next chapters as soon as I can! Great story!
~~Azhure~~
Very nice! I just have a few nitpicks:
The first paragraph seems to be a bit repetitive. You say 'he' a lot, and to me that interrupts the flow.
"Don't cry, Hermione, it'll be all right,"
There needs to be a comma before Hermione, and 'alright' isn't really a word. You should use 'all right'.
We knew how they felt; we felt it, too.
Instead of a comma after 'felt' you should have semicolon.
Numbness sets in at first. Disbelief that so many were gone, then gladness that they didn't die in vain and that they lost their lives to save the world.
This part is a bit strange to me. At first, it seems like you are going to list them, but you only do it that way for 'numbness', and then you explain something else. I also don't like the word 'gladness', but that's just me. I recommend saying:
Numbness sets in at first. Disbelief follows, the pain of so many lost. Then you feel happiness that they didn't die in vain and that they lost their lives to save the world.
Then the hunt for your loved ones that had survived begins.
You have a bit of tense confusion here. It should be 'begins', not 'began'. I fixed it up here.
I would make sure they were remembered as heroes as well - they deserved the honor.
Instead of the comma after 'well', you should use a dash. I fixed it up above.
He seemed to understand.
You need a full stop, not a comma here.
"Do you want me to leave?" he asked, sounding hurt, like I had slapped him.
You need a comma after 'asked'.
I didn't have enough strength to of think one.
I added 'of' after 'to'.
It was so right; the way he felt to me.
You need a semicolon, not a comma here.
Overall, a really emotional story. You highlight their relationship perfectly, and I felt myself almost crying after I had read this. Nice work!
~~Azhure~~
*sniffles* Poor Dobby. I love your poem, it's short but emotional. I just have a few nitpicks:
A manic laugh pierces the night,
Her last attempt to halt our flight.
I think there should be a semi colon instead of a comma here.A silver flash cuts empty space;
Yet comes to rest in a fatal place.
Here is should be the other way round. It just doesn't make sense if you use a semi colon here instead of a comma.Those yellow eyes meet my own green
And as they gain a misty sheen,
I think there should be a full stop after 'green'. Otherwise the sentence goes on for too long. And the full stop will break up the stanza nicely.And the ending doesn't rhyme - as I'm sure you're aware. But I can't really think of a good way to change it without ruining the emotion. So I think you're safe to leave it just this once. :)
Again, lovely poem. I can't wait to read more of yours!
~~Azhure~~
Rhi told me about this!! *hugs* As you can probably tell, Rhi and I share the same OTP.
Gah, it was a great story...the emotions... the love triangle....*sigh* And the fact you linked it to JKR's prologue was great! Well, I'm off to read it again! Nice work!!! - and sorry for the short review...I'm just so excited!
~~Azhure~~
Wow, that was a very emotional and powerful story. I've always had the idea of Albus wanting the Horcruxes for whatever reason in the back of my mind, and you portrayed it perfectly. And yet you still make it realistic. A lot of authors can overdo things like the fight between Albus and Harry, but I think you kept it under control, whilst really worrying the reader. I also love the way you didn't end it happily. I am forever the angst lover, and nothing is worse than having a good angsty story end happily.
Hmm, your story does give want for more, though... like Inverarity said. But I'm not sure if you should write more or not. I think that would break up the tension the reader feels at the end of the story. The want for more is a great way to draw the reader in, and it keeps their mind in the plotline. They would go over the story again and again, read it over and over. Then, of course, since readers do have minds of their own - or at least I hope they do - they would think up their own conclusion.
No, I think it's good the way it is, actually. You have no need to write more and soften the blow. But if you did write more, I wouldn't complain! :P
Fantastic job, Gina! *hugs*
~~Azhure~~
Wow, an interesting start to what seems to be an intriguing story. I am definitely going to eagerly await the updates to this! Nice work!
~~Azhure~~
I can't believe I haven't reviewed this yet -- ah, but nominating this poem for the RQSQ is a good enough time to review, don't you think? ;)
This poem is just amazingly written. The whole way you use contrasts between the main character and the seagulls, her husband and the sea. I just... the description, the language, the emotions, the rhythm... It's all so beautiful.
My favourite part would have to be the ending -- where we see to its full extent the chains her husband has wrapped about her, and we see the longing she feels, and the knowledge she has that she'll never be free.
I've read this poem heaps of times, and I love it more each time. Gah, I honestly don't know what else to say. This poem is amazing.
*hugs*
~~Azhure~~